The Chaotic Soapbox

Fifty years of Marlena, and not one baby named after her. But Salem has found room for yet another John, Roman, Alice or Caroline.

Jenn and Rachael put Days of Our Lives’ baby-name choices on trial: from Claire’s wildly ill-fitting name to the family tributes that get recycled so often they start losing their meaning. Why does one kid get the whole family tree while another gets a name plucked from thin air? And how did...

One balcony dance, one tragic death scene, and suddenly Isabella Toscano is the great love of John Black’s life? Salem, the timeline would like a word.

Rachael and Jenn revisit Izzy B’s brief, complicated run: Victor’s daughter, John’s wife, Brady’s mum, and a woman the show may have been steering toward a much messier future before Staci’s exit turned her into a martyr.

They trace the rushed roma...

“The Gays of Our Lives” is the kind of phrase bigots throw out when they think Days of Our Lives has suddenly gone too queer — which is funny, considering how long it took the show to get there in the first place.

Rachael and Jenn get into why Sonny mattered as the first openly gay legacy character, why Will’s coming-out story still works, and how characters like Paul, Andrew, Leo, Craig, Chanel, and Allie s...

What happens when soaps want queer stories but networks panic first?

Rachael and Jenn trace queer representation across American daytime, from blink-and-you-miss-it early characters to the legacy kids and breakout storylines that finally forced the genre to pay attention.

They get into why some stories landed, why others felt tokenistic, and how much depended on whether a character was “important enough” for audiences t...

This final part of the three part-series on grief and belonging gets very personal.

Rachael and Jenn move from parasocial grief into the everyday reality of being neurodivergent: overthinking every text, reading too much into silence, masking until you crash, and trying to work out what you need before your nervous system does it for you.

They talk honestly about miscommunication, emotional safety, the fear of being too much, and w...

In this episode of The Chaotic Soapbox, Rachael and Jenn dive into the heart of parasocial attachment and place it right where it thrives most: fandom. Using soaps, cultural icons, and decades‑long fan communities as their backdrop, they explore why neurodivergent people often form deep, meaningful bonds with fictional characters, actors, and musicians — and why those connections feel so real.

Drawing on lived experience, they...

What happens when someone you’ve never met leaves a real hole in your life? In this first part of a three-episode series, Rachael and Jenn talk about the deaths of Dolly Parton and Tim Curry, and why that grief can hit queer and neurodivergent people so hard.

This is a conversation about fandom, parasocial attachment, and the way certain artists become part of the scaffolding of who we are. Dolly was warmth, safety and uncond...

Paul’s great. The timeline is a crime.

Paul Narita is a great character. The problem is that the story that gave us Paul makes absolutely no sense. Rachael and Jenn get into one of Days of Our Lives’ most maddening continuity knots: when exactly was John supposed to have fathered Paul, and why does every attempt to place it on the timeline make things worse? From Belle suddenly calling Paul her older brother to the chaos...

For the final part of the fanfic series, things get personal. Rachael, Jenn, and Sion talk about how neurodivergence shapes the way they write, create, and move through the world — from sensory-loaded scene building to masking, queerness, and the strange, necessary dopamine hit of reader feedback. They get into writing as therapy, why fanfic can be the safest place to put your darkness, and what it means to make art that help...

What makes fanfic good? Rachael, Jenn, and Sion get into the difference between a story that uses John and Marlena’s names and one that actually sounds like them. They talk character voice, emotional truth, grammar as a survival requirement, and the fine line between writing for yourself and writing for readers. Along the way, they swap the most deranged research rabbit holes fanfic has ever sent them down — including R...

If you’ve ever wondered why smart, grown women are out here writing 120 chapters of Jarlena angst, this episode is for you.

Rachael, Jenn, and guest Sion get into how fanfic pulled them in, the wildly specific internet rabbit holes that kept them there, and why soap fans started rewriting the stories they weren’t getting on screen.

They talk fluff, fix-its, AUs, porn with plot, and the emotional payoff fanfic delivers w...

The writers want to pair Roman and Marlena — again. Jenn and Rachael are here to explain exactly why that's a hard no.

In this episode, the girls break down the full history of Roman Brady on Days of Our Lives: from Wayne Northrop's original Irish-Catholic detective who arrived in Salem in 1981 alongside the whole Brady family, to Drake Hogestyn's wildly popular recast that had audiences on Good Day America begging for him to ...

If Marlena Evans feels like a feminist North Star for neurodivergent women, you’re not imagining it. In this follow‑up to last week’s deep dive, Rachael and Jenn explore how Marlena—and characters like her—don’t just soothe our nervous systems, they quietly rewrite the rules of what strength, stability, and womanhood can look like.

This episode zooms in on the feminist backbone of Marlena’s charac...

Most neurodivergent folks gravitate toward strong, calming female characters like Marlena in Days of Our Lives—not just for the drama, but because she embodies emotional stability and resilience we deeply crave.

In this episode, we unravel why neurodivergent viewers imprint on characters like Marlena, Olivia Benson, and Dana Scully—and how these women serve as feminist icons and stabilizing forces in our lives.

Why do we...

Most soap fans overlook the magic behind their favorite shows — but this episode peels back the curtain on the passionate fans and storytellers shaping Days of Our Lives’ 50th anniversary. Discover the surprising ways fans celebrated, the heartfelt tributes that almost didn't see the light of day, and how social media is redefining fan influence in soap operas.

In this candid conversation, Jenn and Rachael — lifelo...

Most fans debate over favorite scenes—but did Peacock really capture what truly made Deidre Hall iconic?

With her 50th anniversary on Days of Our Lives just around the corner, this episode dives deep into the moments that defined her legendary career—and the ones that fans care about most.

Join us as we unpack the fan poll that sparked the conversation and compare the scenes picked by Peacock with the storylines and mome...