RE-RELEASE The Amazing Robyn: Insights from a Clandestine Healer

In honor of Mental Health Awareness Month, I re-released this episode of Dairyland Frights, featuring host John as he welcomes the incredible https://www.amazingrobyn.com/

Episode Transcript

>> John (00:12):
Hello, my spooky friends, and welcome to another
episode of Dairyland Frights, the paranormal
podcast that covers everything spooky,
creepy and m mysterious in the Midwest
and beyond. And you know what? I always
have Amazing Gaston. But today
I have the most amazing guests.
The amazing Robin.

(00:34):
Thank you for joining me. Robin, how are
you doing?

>> Robin (00:45):
It's a beautiful day. I'm excited about what kind
of weird stuff we're gonna talk about today.

>> John (00:50):
Absolly. We're gonna have fun, we're gonna
get weird, we're gonna have a great time.
So if you don't mind, I'm going to read
your. How do I say, Incredible
background. It's amazing. And then
I have a ton of questions from your background and some other
questions as well as Robin is gonna talk
about, obviously herself, because she truly

(01:13):
is amazing.
So let's start out here really quickly. And this
is off her website, which by the way, all her
links will be in the episode notes, so please
go and check them out. And, give her some
love. So you say
clandestine healer whose reputation
precedes her. For many years, Robin

(01:34):
has been quietly working behind the scenes as
a forcedight consultant
for. And check this out. my spooky friends. High
level government officials providing guidance
and advice in preparation for catastrophic
events. Okay, that's my first question. Her impressive
client roster includes O boy

(01:54):
royal families like government
officials, Hollywood elites and
global business leaders, all of
whom keeper services under wraps
like a prized secret.
Robin's journey began as a
humble and again, so many questions gospel
teacher. But she quickly ascended to the

(02:16):
ranks of the most revered oracles
in the world. She has been featured
on globally recognized platforms such
as National Geographic, cnn,
BBC and the Discovery Channel, as well
as making appearances on new specials in France
and timeline films in the uk. Thousands of
radio shows and podcasts have also

(02:39):
featured Robin's expertise. And
Roberin is an ultimate secret weapon
for both individuals and companies.
Pailed as a seer and
divine in her gift, she possesses
unmatched ability to detect
past, present and future blocks
that may be affecting people and businesses.

(03:01):
Her extensive experience in serial
entrepreneurship, education, holistic medicine,
quantum physics frequencies,
mathematical codes and energetic
medicine, along with their expertise
in retraining the brain, has made
her transformational breakthroughs a
legendary. And you think she can't top

(03:23):
it? Robin, can you top it? Yes, she can. Because she is a
trained sniper and he our
certified firearms instructor and a
survival instructor in a combination of her
oracle ability sets her apart from the rest. They
don't call her the Amazing Robin for nothing. And
okay, Just reading a little bit of that. It's so
amazing because it's a lot. The sniper

(03:46):
thing, by the way, on this podcast is my spooky
friend. So we're friends now. So the
sniper thing worried me a little bit if this doesn't go well.
But one of the things, too, about Robin is,
and she'll obviously mention this, she
discreetly tailors her approach to meet specific
needs. With Robin as your guide, the oracle

(04:06):
healer, be prepared for a transformative
experience like no other. Wow.
That's all I have to say. Wow, that's amazing.
So, Rob, how do you have time for all this? First of
all, I mean, it's such amazing
journey. Can we go back a second here?
So you're a gospel teacher, and
then this came about. Can we talk a little bit about that?

>> Robin (04:28):
Sure.
no. I've always been spiritually gifted. I didn't really
develop it or understand the capabilities or the
potential. So for a long time, I studied
religion, and then I became a gospel teacher.
Meaning I taught some religion, I taught the gospel, I taught
seminary, and I did that for about 15 years.
And it was, I think, a really good

(04:49):
stepping stone, a good foundation of core beliefs
and values. But then something
changed in me. I had some supernatural experiences
where. Which we. I'm always willing to talk about,
but in short, in some of those supernatural
experiences, I realized that what I was believing,
practicing, and teaching as a gospel

(05:09):
teacher were false. And so it really shook me at my
core. And so I had to do my own
spiritual awakening and rebuild my
foundation and truth. And so it's actually
something I teach people to do now because it's so
critical to our mindset, our
potential, and just having truth in general. People
are really struggling to know truth these days.

>> John (05:31):
Absolutely. And I've interviewed a number of
mediums on, this podcast. Various
skills, various teachings. But I always like to go back
to.
You talked about your gift here, like you said, your supernatural,
abilities and things of that nature. When did you first
discover, like, how old were you? And when did it
come to you? I mean, and how did it come to you?

>> Robin (05:51):
So I have multiple gifts, which everybody can.
You're not limited to one. But when I was a kid, I
used to have a lot of prophetic dreams and a
lot of spiritual dreams that were teaching me things. So I knew
that that was very different. But then
also being very young, I always had the desire
to heal things. I also had the desire

(06:11):
to not take no for an answer or not
buy into the information. Like, I'll give you an example. Just
simp something simple. My mom would always say, money doesn't grow on
trees. And I was like, oh, yeah? Well, I'm going to see if that's
true. So like, I'd go plant my money
in the yard and I'd water it. And that's just the kind
of personality I am that I put everything to

(06:32):
the test, whether that's God, whether that's supernatural
things. I'm a brat, and I
definitely want to know the truth. And I will test it out for myself
until I know. So early on I was like that.
But as the years progressed, I
noticed that some of those dreams were coming true in three
days. Or I would have a
feeling about something and then I'd see it and I'd hyper

(06:55):
focus on it like an animal or something. And then
it would happen. So that was always in
me. But there's a difference when you really start to seek it out
and develop it. And that really started to happen in my
20s. And then that kind of took my
career into a different place as
a seer.

>> John (07:12):
Nice. So let me ask you this. When did
you, when you were doing this, did you have
any training? Did you, how did you develop your
abilities? Because every medium I talked to and you, you
said it to everyone has guests and
whatever they might be. It's kind of like, you
know, maybe you haven't, skipped rope for a while.
I'm using an outland, this example. Right. But just, you

(07:35):
know, if you, you could, if you did as a little kid,
you know, you still probably could do it. But maybe a little practice to
bring it forward because you're older now and you don't want to be
like skipping rope for whatever reason.
I don't know. But like, how did you go
about continuing to develop that? Was there any
training? Did you go school? What, what
did you do?

>> Robin (07:56):
Well, it's also part of why I have such an
extensive bio, because building skill
sets make everything work better.

>> John (08:04):
Yeah.

>> Robin (08:05):
And, first, when I was a gospel teacher, I was
just me and God, me and God. Me and God. I never talked to spirit
guides. I never did anything like that. I was a
seeker. So when I really started to get a lot of
revelation, I would fast for days. I'd
go camping by myself in the tallest mountains, and
I'd very much invoke. I would invoke God,

(08:25):
I would invoke truth. I would diligently
seek after it. Any questions I had that were in
depth, I believed that I could get an answer. And quite frankly,
I demanded answers M
and and I demanded it of God. Whereas
a lot of people are very humble with God because they're taught to
be. And I'm very demanding with God. And I think

(08:45):
that's one of the things that, that sets me apart
from other people is that A, I'm a brat and
B, I'm a seeker. And then I demand. Right?
So other than that, I've had a ton of training.
I started out as a nerbologist, I start out as
homeopathic biofeedback, got into
frequency based medicine. So I've had a ton of training
how to retrain the brain. And the reason

(09:08):
why is because sometimes I can heal
something than someone and physically, let's just say they have a
tumor and I know that I can, with my
gift I can shrink a tumor. But then sometimes I
know that I need to heal their mind
and then they need something physical. So that's why
I have the background that I have. Because that way I could take

(09:28):
a look and scan someone in their body and in
their mind to see all the elements that have to be
healed. And if I know they need brain programming, if I know
they need a supplement, if I know they need an herb or
whatever it is, I want to have the knowledge to
use all of those skill sets. I'm not the
typical woo woo kind of bullshit person. I'm
just not. And quite frankly, the reason why I have all

(09:51):
these other skill sets is because when I'm working
with, you know, military or governments
on something that has gunfire or survival about
something in the future, I need to be able to counsel on that.
That's just good business. Right? I want to be
the best that I can be in everything. And you said, how do you have
time for all that? Well, it comes by priority, right?

(10:12):
What's the priority here? And if I'm seeing something in the
future that I know causes fear and
anxiety, that's a priority for me. And I want to
be trained for it and I want to be able to counsel for it.

>> John (10:23):
Yeah, I love that because again,
being well rounded and understanding
different, maybe religions, how
people, places, whatever you want to say,
right? History. I'm a big history guy.
I live by history. I think what I tell
people, not get off on a tangible. What I tell people is

(10:43):
we keep repeating what we did 300 years
ago, 400 years ago, 500 years. Like
I don't understand why people don't
get that. And I'm a big. I go off on tangeis about my
history. Oh look, you Know, this is mess. And people are like,
okay. And people don't like history
because they don't want to study history because we've been
taught history is boring. History

(11:06):
remember dates. Right. I mean, that's where
I grew up going from there.

>> Robin (11:11):
Well, also, I think if people were being taught the
true history versus the altered
version of the history, it would be a lot more interesting
to people, right?

>> John (11:21):
Absolutely. Yeah, absolutely. And that's the thing a
lot of schools can't teach that. Some of our
forefathers were evil people. They
were bad men. Right. You can't say that about
Benjamin Franklin. You can't say that. He
was basically, you know, a guy that
just. Was just all about sex and just

(11:41):
love sex and just. You can't say that. And
that's what he was, you know, of authorial, if you, if you
want to use that word, fancy word, throw that around. I mean, he
just loved women and he loves sex and he just fool around every
time he could. You can't.

>> Robin (11:55):
Hey, most people do.

>> John (11:56):
Yeah, right, right. But in an eighth grade
class, you can't be like,
hey, guess what? Ben Franklin was a swinger
or whatever you want to say, huh? You know,
likemm. I m don't know if I'm going back to that class.
Let me ask you this. Can you, can we back up a little bit?
Robin, can you explain? Because I've
interviewed mas, I've interviewed like

(12:18):
intuitive them past
seearsryierers, plain
mediums. Can you kind of see,
can you kind of give just a brief
explanation of like if someone is
going, they want to go to
someone and they're looking
for maybe something in the

(12:38):
future, maybe. I don't know. I'm sure you get the
same things. So we could. This is a whole different thing. Part of
the podcast is where most mediums would tell
me just basic mediums I interviewed
were like, they want to know relationships. They want to
know am I going toa have money? They want to know
how's my job gonna go? What's my future?

(12:59):
But how is you explain that to your average
person? Like, this is who I am and this is kind
of like some of the outly areas or some of
the different people who you might want to reach
out to.

>> Robin (13:11):
Well, first I want to heed a warning about this
oay because I
think there's a lot of woo woo
bullshit in my mystic arena.
Right?

>> John (13:22):
Absolutely.

>> Robin (13:23):
I really don't like to be compared to them because what
I say to people and what I do is very, very different
and very unique. For me, even if
somebody came to me and wanted to know their future, it's
just not what I would get into. There's a difference
of if I'm receiving revelation on
somebody's behalf for something that they need to
prepare for, like when it came to a catastrophic

(13:46):
event or whatever. Okay? And I do this for
corporations. I can test things in the quantum
field to see what's going to give them the most return on
their investment. Totally different. That's science.
Okay? But when somebody comes to me,
I'm going to be hyper focused on what's getting in the way of their
potential, period. What needs to be healed in
them, the way that they're viewing the world, what's their

(14:08):
default system? Because that matters. On
anything that I say to you, I need to know how you're viewing
the world, how you are
repeating things in your mind. Because no matter what I
say, you're going to see it from a default system. So I
hyperoc on that. First I see why. Just like if
somebody had cancer, I see why they have cancer,
how it started, what we can do about it. Now. When

(14:31):
other people go to see psychics, mediums,
whatever, first I have a lot of people who come
to me who have seen other mediums and psychics
and something that they have said has really twisted them
up. And I think it's a very dangerous game
because they could say, oh, there's going to be a death,
or there's going to be this, or you're going to meet your

(14:51):
soulmate or whatever it is. Right. I think they need to
be very, very careful. And I also think that you need to have a
proven track record with them before they can start
giving you those kinds of revelations. My
clients, when they get on the phone with me, I can see things
about them in three seconds that the world doesn't know, that
they don't discuss. I can see what's going on in their mind,

(15:11):
what they're crying out for at night, what they're praying for,
and that's sh. I can't make up. And so
when I have that trusting bond
with them and if I say something about the future
or I say something profound like that,
they know they can trust me. I don't just go with a bunch
of woo woo bullshit. I don't talk about past
lives, I don't use tarot, I don't use any of this

(15:33):
stuff. I don't talk to spirit guides. And the reason why
is because the market'flooded with it and people can just say
a bunch of Stuff that sounds cool, but it's not verifiable
and it's not going to help you. So whoever you're going to
go to, okay, you need to feel
if this is delicious to your soul, point
blank. Like you need to discern if you leave this

(15:54):
session or if you leave this conversation in
fear. If you leave this conversation. ##versation, Confused.
I would just dismiss the whole thing. You should
feel light. You should feel like this is
powerful truth in revelation. You should feel
it in your mind, you should feel it in your body. You
should feel like all kinds of thoughts going back to

(16:15):
a time period that I referenced. Like all of these
things, you should have multiple confirmations.
Yeah, but when someone says, oh, you have dark
energy around you, entities, curses,
all of that, get rid of that person.

>> John (16:28):
Interesting.
See that's something I kind of fits into my next
question here. And obviously you know, you're dealing
with governments, you know, also
I would say movie stars, but you know, okay, business
leaders, how do you approach difficult or
sensitive topics in your session? I mean,
how do you go about that? That. That's a tough one, right? How are you

(16:50):
going to tell these people, you know?

>> Robin (16:52):
Well, I'll give you some real examples. Okay.

>> John (16:55):
Right.

>> Robin (16:56):
Now first, remember that when I tap into
someone, they're giving me permission. They're not allowed to tell me
anything. Not even why they book the call, Not a
word. I stop them right in their tracks soon as they start to tell me
things. So all they do is give me their full name
and permission. Okay. So once I'm telling
them things that nobody else knows that I can't make up,

(17:16):
we're starting to bond. Okay. I'm also an
open book. So I'm not asking, I'm not acting
like I'm some goody two shoes and has it all
perfect. So I share things about me too, that I
can relate. I also know who I'm talking to and
how I need to display this conversation to them.
Okay, But I'll give you an example. I had this woman

(17:36):
who was in her late 60s and
she had a boyfriend. And we're doing a healing session. So
I'm not just reading, I'm actually healing and shifting things. And
so as I uncover things, it's like an onion. You
uncover one thing and then you see something else that's attached to and
you're like, okay. And then I keep going. And that's
actually why I'm really good at what I do now. And I was like, let's just

(17:57):
say her name was Karen. And I'm like, hey Karen, I'm
picking up on some really dark thoughts. When you're having
sex, I'm ah, like, well, what you perceive is dark,
right? And she goes, oh, Robin, I can't discuss that. I can't talk about
that. I said, karen, you can tell me
anything. I'm a pervert. So now whether
I I, by the way, or not is
irrelevant.

>> John (18:18):
Yeah, yeaheah.

>> Robin (18:19):
But it's, you know, in those moments we all
have, we all have some kind of level pervert, right? So I'm
relating, okay? So I was talking to
her and she finally discloses because I'm
seeing some stuff and I'm looking for confirmation. So
this is really important because this happens a lot with
people and other mediums, okay? She says to

(18:40):
me, remember, she's almost 70 years old. She's never
discussed this in her whole entire life with a best
friend, a husband, nothing, okay?
She said the only way she could have an
orgasm was to imagine that she was
a man and that she was raping very young
girls. Now you could just
imagine if she would have went to any other

(19:02):
therapist, energy worker, anything
for that matter, what they could have said to her, which would have
traumatized her. Okay? Now, first
part of her session, why I found this in
her was because she won't communicate with God. She was
hiding from God. And so when I was seeing what this was
attached to it, was this because she thought something was

(19:23):
very off about her. She thought something was dark and evil
about her. And she was a lovely older woman.
She'very sweet, but she couldn't receive and
she was hiding from God or supernatural things for
blessings, okay? because she felt so unworthy, unclean and dark and
evil. Now. So what I did was
removed this leverage from her brain.

(19:44):
I was like, look, it's normal to believe that
your everybody fantasizes of what it would be like to be the
opposite sex sometimes. I mean, it's not a big deal,
okay? Second, penetration is about
power. Your brain is going there to have
power. And these girls are not under age,
they're over 18 and they like it rough. That's why they're
coming to you. So I reprogrammed her

(20:06):
brain to realize that this was okay.
This wasn't some dark entity that was taking over. This
wasn't some past life karma. There wasn't any
of this. This was a psychological way for
her mind to have power. And so when I reprogrammed
it, we were able to laugh about it for like 15
minutes. That's healing. Okay.

>> John (20:26):
Yeah.

>> Robin (20:26):
Now if somebody else would have came to her and said,
oh my gosh, this is an entity and we're go going toa have to
cast out and clean and we're gonna, you know, all. I mean,
they could have psychologically really effed her
up. Okay.

>> John (20:38):
Yeah. Yeah.

>> Robin (20:39):
But it was a beautiful, joyous moment that we
brought light and truth into and it never was able
to be leveraged against her again. And once we
corrected this, she didn't have to do it anymore. She never thought about this shit
again. But do you see how I approach that?

>> John (20:53):
Yeah. Yeah, yeah.

>> Robin (20:54):
Very comfortable.

>> John (20:55):
That's. Yeah. And that's the way you. That's the way
you should.
Because it's. I think too many people get caught up
with. The first thing I'm going to look for is
evil, bad. There's something wrong. The
reason, the reason you're not getting the job
you want or the relationship you want
because you're bad, you're evil. There's something going

(21:17):
on rather, you know, do what exactly what you did.
So I'm gonna have a little. Before we do another serious
question here. You got me triggered out. at this question.

>> Robin (21:26):
Good.

>> John (21:26):
So are you familiar with spectrophilia?
Spectrophilia is
women or men having sex
with ghosts. They believe they have
a relationship with the spirit or a ghost. I did something
on my.

>> Robin (21:41):
I didn't know there was a term for that. Thank you.

>> John (21:43):
Yeah. Oh, you're welcome. And I did my Valentine's Day special
aud it where this woman said she had 12 babies
with a ghost. And this woman said she
divorced this guy, used to be a pirate.
It's just fun, wacky, whatever.
However this leads me to this. Let'some, a woman or
a man come to you, Robin. And then they go,

(22:03):
and I'm gonna have a little fun. Like I said, Robin, I gotta tell
you something. I'm in love with Marilyn
Monroe. She and I have this
fantastic sex. It's great.
But I think she's cheating on me.
How would you. How would you approach something that. A little
bit offbeat.

>> Robin (22:21):
Okay, so first I think that there's a fine
line between spiritual gifts and, well,
spiritual experiences and mental
illness, including with people in my industry
who are claiming to be psychics, mediums, all of it.
I think that there's a very fine line. Okay, so remember
when I said I'm a brat and I demand. Okay,

(22:41):
one of those things is, is I have to have multiple
confirmations even if God himself comes down
and Talks to me, I want multiple confirmations
that that's real. Okay. So if a client came to me and
said that they're having sex and with a
spirit like Marilyn Monroe, let's just say first, I
would test to see if that's truth. So I can test
in multiple ways. I can use quantum physics, I can use my

(23:04):
body, I can look for multiple
confirmations. Now, whether or not
it is true or it's not doesn't really
matter. Because if it's true to them.
For instance, if there is a child who believes
there's a boogeyman underneath the bed, doesn't
matter if it's real or not, does it? Because they're
terrified, right? So how I'm going

(23:25):
to treat them to get them to a place where they are
grounded in truth is way more important.
And they need to be empowered. So depending on
if they are willing to be taught, if they're
willing to feel truth and what they're going to do with that.
Now, I, for a situation like that, would look at the
symbolism. What's the symbolism of Marilyn
Monroe? What's the symbolism of sex? What's the

(23:47):
symbolism of the scenes that they're creating in
their mind of these relationships? so I wouldn't degrade
it or make fun of it or anything. I would see why
we're here. Why we're here. How did you get here? Just like a
serial killer, I would do the same thing.

>> John (24:01):
Yeah.

>> Robin (24:01):
How did we get here?

>> John (24:02):
Yeah. And that to me is really important because this is
exactly what you said. The person believes they
are having sexual relationships
with Marilyn Monroe. Spirit. Whatever you want to
say. Ah. And like you, like
you said, you got to break it down, right? You got to
use science, philosophy, whatever
you want to say, psychology, and break it down that

(24:24):
way again, going to back what we were saying, that,
oh, you know, that's an evil spirit. You're
probably having sex with a demon. Yes,
that's what's happening. So I'm gonna sage
you and cleanse.

>> Robin (24:37):
You and whatever Sage ain't gonna
doit. By the way, all these people that think they can
just sage their house, that ain't doing nothing.

>> John (24:45):
Okay, let's talk about that. Why, why, why is that?

>> Robin (24:48):
Okay, well, sage has a frequency. Okay.
And a, freak. Certain frequencies do
dismiss certain spirits, but it's very
temporary. All they're gonna do is just wait outside
m. Okay.

>> John (24:59):
until it clears. Ever. Have you, have you ever
had like, someone described
that to you and how do you go about actually
cleansing?

>> Robin (25:09):
Okay, well, first off, spirits on
all dimensions, good, clean, unclean,
however you want to label it, okay? Me
personally, I have dominion over them and so does
everybody else. So for instance, if I needed to
cast something out or clear it out, I command.
I command in every direction, time and

(25:29):
space, known and unknown to me, above and below,
in all directions, that they can't keep records of
me. They cannot be in my presence, my family's presence, in
front of my pets, my house, my business. They cannot
interfere with my clients. They cannot even speak my
name. So I am very particular
about things like that. I'm very specific.

(25:50):
But I also want to say this, is that I've set terms to my
energetic field, so that that is just
a continuous term to my energetic field.
But I also want to say that dark and evilness
is never as dark and evil as we think. I think
too often we are casting out
personal responsibility. Like the devil's always out to get
me's always tempting me. You know, all that

(26:12):
bullshit. Guys, it's absolutely
ridiculous. Or that we're raging some war down
here for this guru that we call
God, that we're down here like fighting
his war for him and we're warriors for God.
If people have this type of lingo in their mind, you
need to really break this down because a, we're casting out
a lot of responsibility. We're putting a lot of life

(26:35):
purpose on something that's actually not our life purpose.
We're losing a lot of power here for sure, and
it's just not true. And it's also a
lingo and definition of how you view
God, which is very, very important.

>> John (26:49):
Absolutely, absolutely.
So one of the big things here, and we'll get
into it, is most people believe
that people like you are just
common or, you know, you're just making this up and
everything. So how do you
ensure the accuracy and
validity of the messages you receive?

(27:10):
Right. Like how do you make sure? Because,
you already talked about demand and other things,
right? You're talking to the government or you're talking to
a high, place official,
right? It's your reputation,
Robin, on the line, if you,
for lack of a better word, fuck it up.
Right?

>> Robin (27:31):
Absolutely. And it is a lot of pressure on
me because with really important things, even
corporations, you know, that come to me. I sit on the board
of a couple corporations and I advise
on where they're going toa spend their money. Products and services,
services, marketing, I mean, all kinds of different things. And
that's a lot of money on the Line. But when it comes to
somebody's life, I make a lot of

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counsel for life or death situations.
From surgeries, from children to chemo,
to all kinds of things. Divorce, if they
should get divorced. and it is a lot of responsibility and
I take it very, very serious. If I'm
not in a good space first, I wouldn't do a session.
I'm always making sure that my energy is clean and clear and
that I have no angles, that there's nothing, that

(28:16):
I have an intention, whether it's good manipulation
or negative manipulation in me. And this is
very, very important. Now, I have a proven track
record. I'm about 99% accurate.
I'll be off by like a detail. Like, for instance,
one thing that I've been very big or, off in a
big way, I'll just say this right now is I've

(28:36):
always seen this earthquake in Utah, this catastrophic
earthquake that's coming in the future. But. And I see things
in dominoes. So if this domino happens, this
domino happens. And that's how God shows me. Thanks. Okay,
for instance, I always knew there was going to be a small
warning earthquake first, like a, six or a
seven. And then in my
visions, I would see then the catastrophic

(28:59):
earthquake happening. Okay. So the way that
I perceived that is I thought it would happen very
fast, like very quickly. Right after the warning.
Right. But the warning happened in
2020. So I just thought, oh, shit, like it's the
big one's about to happen too then, obviously, because this is another
domino. But now, you know, I'm seeing it
in different layers where other events have to take

(29:21):
place. So, like, I can be off by one little detail
now with that smaller earthquake. I saw that
about a week ahead and I was
accurate. And I also said, hey, we're about to have a small
earthquake in Utah. It's the warning. And
then something's going to happen to where it shuts down the
whole entire world. And I don't know what this is. I've never seen anything
like it. And that's when Covid happened. So if you look, we did

(29:44):
have a 6.7 earthquake in Utah
and then Covid happened. It was simultaneously.
And I spoke about this a week prior.
I even had a zoom about it. I sent text messages to all of
my students, my clients, letting them know that this is where we're
at. So I have a proven track record.
The reason why I got on CNN and BBC and all that

(30:05):
is because, same thing with the earthquake in Japan.
I positioned my partners Right before that. And I
got it, got a lot of
eyes on it. They wanted to know how they knew and they
name dropped me. So I'm very
good at a lot of things, but I'm not
perfect. I can tell somebody who's getting pregnant or
been going through treatments, and we're working together. I can tell

(30:27):
them when they're going to get pregnant, when they're going to give birth,
how long, all of those things. But I might be off by the
sex because spirits sometimes are
very neutral in that energy, you
know. So that's why I always say I'm about
99%. You have to be
very, very careful. If I'm not sure, if I'm not
sure 100%, I won't say anything.

>> John (30:49):
I just won't m. Yeah, so that's my next
question.
Have you ever feared for your life? Have you ever,
you know, had something you said, high
government, official business, and then all of a
sudden maybe I shouldn't have said that and been a little
scared.

>> Robin (31:05):
Not because of that, but I did go through a
time period and this is also another reason why I did not
stay in the, in the public, and I was discreet
for so long was because of this when
that, that earthquake in Japan that like I was talking about
and my partner's name dropped me and then CNN interviewed
me, right? And then from there it was, I was being
flooded and Discovery Channel, National Geographic,

(31:28):
all around the world doing, you know, documentary
and all of these things. I was getting a lot
of hate mail. And my, my other businesses,
which had to do with firearm and survival training
kept being sabotaged, like in
ways that were very unheared. You would have to be pretty
high level to get into all of my
servers and things like that at other

(31:50):
locations, things like that. So when
that happened, I knew that something. I was being
targeted. And then I got a very
rare aggressive cancer out of
nowhere. And that. That's when I really kind
of backtracked. My company was shut
down. It was a bunch of. Lot of odd things that took
place. And so I knew that the doors were closing for a

(32:12):
reason and that I needed to take care of myself and
I needed to go and be private for a
while. And so I did that. but I'm in a different place and
I also don't speak of things that would
make me a target.

>> John (32:25):
Or.

>> Robin (32:27):
Again, if I'm not sure about something and it doesn't have a
win win, I don't talk about it.

>> John (32:33):
Okay. And that makes perfect sense now
on the Flip side, Robin,
has anyone, like, fell in love with
you or just wanted to use you
for. You know what I mean? Like, for their own m. Kind
of like, hey, everybody,
she's mine, everybody,

(32:53):
back off kind of attitude. How do you. How would you handle
that? Or maybe do you have a situation, maybe that
happened?

>> Robin (32:59):
You know, I've never had
a client really cross a boundary with me, to be honest.

>> John (33:05):
Okay.

>> Robin (33:05):
I think it's because I have that energy of, like, don't fuck with
me. And, they
obviously know that they can't hide things from me.
But also, I will say this, is that because I'm a healer
and I have the gift of healing, my healing energy
is also very sexual. Meaning it can come
off as sexual energy. That alluringness.
Now, like, sexual energy isn't about

(33:27):
sex. Like, let's just look at, like, Beyonce and
jlo, right? They could come in. In a
hoodie and sweats with no makeup on, but they know
how to possess sexual energy.
Okay. or for men, we call it big dick
energy. Right? You ever heard
women say that? Right. So they have, like, a charisma about
them that is powerful. And so I

(33:50):
think that people sometimes can absolutely
be attracted to that. But I think they. My male
clients, even by female clients, they might make
a comment here and there, but they really
have never disrespect me and. And cross
those boundaries. And I don't either. No, I don't.
I don't show cleavage. I don't. You know, I'm not

(34:11):
dressing certain way. I'm not putting myself in that
place. But I have had some people that
I've dated become a little
protective.

>> John (34:20):
Sure.

>> Robin (34:20):
And then I've had partners who also use
it as their own ego, like their own,
climbing the ladder of social
stuff, too. So I'm very. These days, I'm
very careful about who I'll date and who I'll
spend time with.

>> John (34:36):
Yeah, I would think that would be. I
mean, this isn't a relationship podcast, but let's talk
about it for a second here. People
use people for other things.
Right? It's just the thing. So you've never.
Have you. Have you ever felt used? Have you ever felt like
someone used you to get to become

(34:57):
president of the company or a senator
or a, movie star, whatever you want to. Want to
look at it, to take that next jump to the
big, big time? If you want to say no,
because.

>> Robin (35:08):
They have to pay me upront. I'm not cheap.
I'm not cheap. I'm expensive. And when it
comes to my profession because I'm really good at what I
do. Now my clients do take
advantage of where they don't realize. They'll text
me, you know, several times a day, hey, will you
tap into this? Or. Hey, my dad just went to the hospital. Does he

(35:28):
need to have surgery? And like, people do that to me a
lot. Like I'll get hundreds of messages a day like
that. And, that to me is taking advantage in
some ways because that's like asking your friend
who's a drywall or to come over and patch your walls real quick.

>> John (35:43):
Yeah, yeah, absolutely.

>> Robin (35:44):
So I have to really put a lot of
boundaries with things like that, but never when it came
to relationships in the sense of using me again. I think
that I'm very lucky or blessed in the way that
my friends and relationships
respect me enough, but also know that they're not
going to take advantage of me because I would see it

(36:05):
now, with that being said, I was married for
20 years and my ex husband cheated on
me a lot. And he. I believe he
secretly hated me. M. Because
he would feel very, He would always say,
like, he was sick of me always getting attention
or M. You know, like a

(36:25):
big events or whatever it was. He
wasn't proud of who I was. It was more
annoying to him. And so envy
turns into jealousy. Jealousy turns into
hatred.

>> John (36:37):
Yes.

>> Robin (36:37):
And so he would have secret
lives. He would cheat on me, and then he would
go around and act like he was this. The
most amazing husband to everybody
else.

>> John (36:49):
Yeah, yeah.

>> Robin (36:50):
Like for instance, he would go around and tell everybody how I
was polyamorous and had multiple relationships and
he was just trying to be a supportive husband to that all
while he had, you know, was talking to several other
women and having affairs. So. But he did that
privately. But because
I, as a profession can love on

(37:11):
someone's darkness. Ve I believe for a long
time that unconditional love is where you could get
to where you can love on someone's darkness as much as their
light. And I did that
absolutely. And, I did it until I
couldn't do it anymore, until I was drowning. And.

>> John (37:28):
Yeah.

>> Robin (37:29):
So it was one of the best decisions I ever made to get out of that
relationship.

>> John (37:32):
Yeah. Yeah. Obviously he didn't know what he
had, and you're better off. That's just my
opinion.
But let me ask you this. Have you ever got.
Well, let me ask it this way. What are some of your
most surprising or unexpected
messages you have received? I know that's kind of a
strange question to ask You. Because I don't really do that kind

(37:53):
of. But, like, have you ever just something just bam.
And you're like, okay, that's
strange message.

>> Robin (38:00):
No, I mean, I get that all the time. But,
So I have different categories with what you're asking
me, for instance, like, categories.
My biggest revelations, I always feel like, are about
what the world calls God. Okay. And
about, like, how God became God. How
the creation of souls, the origin of creation,

(38:21):
worlds beyond this world, things like that. Those are really big
ones. And, I don't get to talk about them very
often. Because they shake too many people at their core.
So I'd have to take them there slowly so
that they understand the steps of getting to that progression
of understanding. Because it's really a matter of capacity
in the brain.

>> John (38:39):
Yeah.

>> Robin (38:39):
That's like me trying to explain quantum physics to
a second grader. Sure, now I could,
because I know how to relate to a younger mind.
But sometimes it's damaging because it will
shake them at their core. So I don't get
to talk about a lot of my big revelations now. I
could just be sitting here having dinner with my family.

(39:00):
Haven't talked to a client in 10 years. And I'm like, oh,
my God, Michael's about to kill himself. And then
I'll get on the phone, and I'm like, hey, what. What's going on
with you right now? And he's like, I can't believe you just called me. I
was really thinking about killing myself. So, like,
it just. It's so random sometimes.

>> John (39:18):
Yeah.

>> Robin (39:18):
And also another thing that's very random. I'll give you
another thing. That earthquake and Utah. And when I
see events, like big catastrophic events
in the future. God has to give me three other
confirmations. So he'll say. Or show me
this vision of something. And then the confirmations
will be like the most random shit. Like, he'll give me
the same vision of a person that I don't talk

(39:41):
to. That I don't really know anything about in their personal life.
And he'll show me a conversation that they're having in their
living room today. And then I'll call them because he
knows that's how I am. I'll call them and I'll be like, hey, by the chance,
did you say so and so today? And they're like, yes.
Like, it's so random too. And I'm
like, okay, thank you. It's like a scavenger

(40:01):
hunt. But if God is showing me
this, and then he's showing me three things that happen
today that are exact and dead
on, that there was no other way for me to know than I can trust
it. I can trust him.

>> John (40:14):
Yeah, that makes total sense.
So that leads me to ask you. Obviously you have
grown with your abilities. You become stronger, you've learned
lessons. But what are some of the most important
lessons or insights you have learned along
the way? Not only community with people,
but community with, with God or just, you
know, like 10 years ago. I bet

(40:36):
you if you went back to 10 years ago
to now, you'd probably be like, if I can go back, I
might do this. Or I'm just curious about
that.

>> Robin (40:46):
That one of the things. I spent a lot of my
life trying to prove my worth
not just to the world or to people, but to
God. Into supernatural things. Remember I said I used to go
to great lengths to receive revelation? I go camping, I'd
fast. You know, I served in three different callings in
my church and you know, reading my

(41:06):
scriptures and just trying to really do it all
right. And it's exhausting. Paing tithing.
Like, you know, I believed that the
blessings that I was seeking were
predicated on the work and the
obedience or being a good person. And this is
not true.

>> John (41:23):
Right?

>> Robin (41:23):
Okay, that's just not true. Guys, here's the, here's the
reality of this, is that my worthiness
and your worthiness was never contingent on
who and what I did here. My in your
worthiness was contingent on who I was before I even
came to this world. And for the majority of the
world, they don't have this information. They don't
have a clue on who they were before this

(41:46):
world. They don't know what their name was before this world.
They don't know what God called them. They don't know the
essence of their soul, who they were, the authority,
the power, why they're here, where they're going. They don't
know shit.
So that's why they bought into all of
this information. This is another reason why
Christians pray in the name of

(42:06):
Jesus. Because they have no idea who they are.
And they believe that they need to borrow
or use another name
of supernatural. I love Christ, okay? Don't get me wrong,
okay? But I'm breaking down these barriers of the bullshit,
okay? They're borrowing the name of somebody
who's worthy to pray in his name, okay?

(42:26):
The reason why is because they have no idea what their own
real name is or who they were before this world.
And if they did, trust me, they would be
sending their love Letters in their own damn name. I
mean, it's crazy that we're sending prayers off
in somebody else's name.

>> John (42:42):
Yeah. Yeah. That's
interesting. and why do you. Why do you say that? Because a
lot of people would say, wait
a minute, so you don't want me to pray to God?

>> Robin (42:54):
Noay to God is amazing. It's
powerful. But praying to God in your name.
Okay, like, let's just say a Christian says. And I say these things
in the name of Jesus Christ. Okay. What they should do is
I say this in the name of Robin, maybe with.
Along with the power of Christ
to amplify, like a collaboration. You could totally

(43:14):
do that. That would be great. But to almost be
pray.
Here's another huge misconception of the world, since
we're already on this subject matter, okay. Of
supernatural things, whether that's spirit
guides, God, Christ, we have
been taught, because they're all knowing and all
seeing that they know everything about you. Now let's dive in a little
bit deeper. Okay. That they know my thoughts.

(43:37):
They know my heart. They know when I'm crying. They
know everything I need and want. They
watch every conversation. They know that I just
masturbated. They know that I just watch porn. All of
it. Right? The good, the ugly.

>> John (43:50):
Sure.

>> Robin (43:51):
This is huge. Okay. Let's just say that I just
watched porn.

>> John (43:54):
Okay.

>> Robin (43:54):
God forbid my child gets into an accident. They're in the
ER and it's bad, and I'm about to get on my knees and
pray to God. What do you think is s going to show up first?
He just. He knows I just watched porn.

>> John (44:05):
Yeah.

>> Robin (44:06):
Not that my child needs this. It's that
I'm going to have to repent. Bargain.
Make a deal so that I can
be worthy of asking for my child
to be saved.

>> John (44:18):
M. Right.

>> Robin (44:19):
Now, in all reality, if people knew how God
became God and why you're here and who you
are, you would know that he's not
spying on you just because he's all knowing and all
seeing. Okay. That's like what the world calls
an expert. It's the same definition. Okay,
for instance, if I said I was all
knowing in

(44:41):
firearm training, how would I get that title? How
could I say that?

>> John (44:45):
Logically, by getting the training, by having
certification.

>> Robin (44:48):
But all knowing is like, damn, you've been at it for some time. I'm
a practitioner. Yeah, Right.

>> John (44:53):
Yeah.

>> Robin (44:53):
Yeah. Okay. This is what people don't understand about God
and supernatural beings. God is all
knowing because he's been there and done that. Because he's a
practitioner or was not because he's spying
as a wizard up in the clouds watching you. If
he was tapped into you like that and spying on every
conversation, every intimate moment, all

(45:13):
of that, he would be a manipulator of your free
will and choice.

>> John (45:18):
Right?

>> Robin (45:19):
Which the true definition of
sin is the removal of free will and choice,
your agency to choose. It's a universal
celestial law in all worlds. And
God will not cross that line. So if people
would truly understand this, they wouldn't be showing up in
prayer a and somebody

(45:39):
else's name, even though he's amazing, Christ is amazing.
Absolutely. Okay.

>> John (45:43):
Ye.

>> Robin (45:44):
They wouldn't be showing up as assuming that God knows
what they need and want and what they're gonna say if he did. Why even
pray?

>> John (45:50):
Right. Right.
So, okay, so that's a question
here that kind of goes hand in hand
with that. How do you help people, like
again, process and understand
the messages that they, they receive?
And maybe not from you. Maybe someone, like I said, comes
in and starts, I t I received

(46:13):
this message, Robin, from God and
they want me to. And I'm gonna be silly here. They want me
to becomea carpenter. Okay,
like you're like, wait, whoa, whoa, whoa. Like they just
all of a sudden just wanted. How do you, how would you
work with that? Talk a little bit about it, but it's kind of
a different message. You know what I mean? I'm being a little different.

(46:33):
But how would you help them process that?

>> Robin (46:35):
And like, I get a ton of things like that where
there a lot of people think that they're getting
signs. Yeah, signs are kind of
scary sometimes because signs
can, be very deceiving and lead
you down wormholes that are non productive or
fruitful. Okay. So it does happen a lot. People
text me or call me with things like this. The biggest

(46:57):
thing is, is that if you're going to be a client of mine, it's
one thing to do, you know, a reading with me or do some healing
sessions. But if you've worked with me more than a couple of times.
Anybody who knows me knows this. If you keep asking me
for help like this, then you need to be taught you will
not be dependent on me. You shouldn't be dependent on
anybody, including church mentors, gurus,

(47:18):
motivational speakers. They've all been monetizing
you guys for way too long. And you guys have been programmed
for this. So as soon as I feel like a, client
of mine has become dependent on me, then I
know that I need to teach them they are Now a
student of mine and I will teach them how to get
revelation, how to discern, how to test and

(47:38):
get confirmation multiple times. Now they can use
me as confirmation of what they believe they've
gotten multiple confirmations on. And I will confirm for them,
yes or no, but I will not advise them on revelation
anymore because they're becoming dependent.
So if that you know, God told him to
become a carpenter and give up their company or whatever,

(47:59):
and they didn't know how to give truth and if it was true, I
would tell them it's true and I would tap in to see why
and what we could do about this and about their other
company. Right. But if it wasn't true,
then I'm going to go down a wormhole with
them to get them to see truth and why we're
here and what's going on in the brain. So there's a lot
there. But people need to learn how to

(48:22):
get discernment. Really?

>> John (48:24):
Yeah. What was.
So what was your most challenging
client you had? Like, what was the most
challenging situation? It kind of sound
like. And just correct me if I'm wrong, maybe you didn't go down
that path. But have you ever someone so challenging
that you're like, it affected you? Like
you started to maybe doubt your faith

(48:45):
or beliefs or something?

>> Robin (48:47):
Oh yeah. Well, first my ex husband really
made me doubt myself quite a bit.

>> John (48:52):
W. Yeah.

>> Robin (48:53):
Because I would intuitively see him
cheating. I would even know the name of the person.
And then he would gaslight me and make me feel crazy.
So that was very, very difficult for me and it
psychologically fucked with me and my
business for a long time. Now when it came to
a client, I'll share an actual client.
And this one was the most difficult for me, but it taught me the

(49:15):
most. Okay. I had a client who,
her daughter was 15 years old. Overnight
she literally forgot who she was. Went into almost
like a mental like break. She kept repeating stuff
like, you know, I killed my parents, didn't know her
name, couldn't even brush her hair overnight.
So they take her to me and I can see right away that

(49:36):
there's something attached to her that's not good.
You know, like what we were talking about like entities, right. And
this was a long time ago when I dealt with darkness or evil
very differently. And so I'm casting
out, I'm doing all the normal stuff and
nothing's working. And I'm like, whoa, like this has never
happened before. Like what trumps over Christ? What trumps

(49:56):
Over God? What trumps over this authority? Like, I'm
just rocking my brain, and I just get on my hands and knees and I'm
just praying. I'm like, tell me what to do here. And
so, long story short, it took me a week to work
on this girl, but this is what I discovered. Very
complicated. And I figured all this stuff out intuitively,
but I had to go in a lot of different timelines and figure out what

(50:16):
happened. She, two years prior, had gotten strep
throat. Her parents didn't know, didn't treat it, so
the infection went into her brains stem, which made her very
susceptible. She was also spiritually gifted as a
medium, but had never, like, been trained or anything.
But she had a spiritual antenna that was making her
susceptible. So now her physical body and

(50:36):
her spiritual antenna are susceptible. So
this entity loved her energy
and attached to her, and it was very unclean, and
it was manipulating her and almost taking possession in
a way that you could totally consider it.

>> John (50:49):
That.

>> Robin (50:50):
Okay. So I'm asking God why
I can't get rid of this entity. And he said, because it
has permission to be there. And I'm like, okay, why?
So I had to really dive in deep. And this is
my very first experience, of where I got
to heal something dark, another
entity. And so I communicated with the entity

(51:10):
and said, you know, I can see why you like
this energy, why you're attached to this young girl. What if
I offer you something else in exchange? Something
that's like or better, and it was willing.
And so what I did was I healed the
entity in this other dimension and gave
them some frequencies that they wanted and needed,
and they were willing to let go. And they did.

(51:33):
And here's where I realizes that darkness isn't as dark
as what we think. Hollywood has made us think that
scriptures have made us think that, right?

>> John (51:41):
Yes.

>> Robin (51:42):
And it was one of the most beautiful
experiences. To see this and to
experience this, it made me question everything that I thought I
knew. And so experience with both the girl and
with him. She recovered nicely. is very independent
now. The family's thriving. I learned a
shit ton. It made me inquire even more about
entities and things like that. So,

(52:04):
yeah, you get some pretty complicated stuff sometimes.
Yeah.

>> John (52:07):
Yeah, absolutely. You know, and that's
something I think is.
It's challenging and rewarding at the same time.
Right. And that's. That's awesome that
you can do something like that. Right.
So I have a question for you. This
is going to be a silly question, but

(52:29):
one of the Things I've always struggled with. And I
think this is just personality. But I ask all the
mediums there or, you knowly, of your
level, you know, this is a little different. Probably don't hear
this at all. But when I meet people,
either some people are immediately attracted towards
me. Like, immediately, like. Like, I just know
them. And other people don't

(52:51):
want anything to do with me. And the funny thing
is the people attracted towards me, are
mostly women and mostly men.
Don't want to have anything to do with me. So
I've asked this to everyone, and most people say it's just a
personality thing, but it kind of leads to the
exception of, like, are, there such things as. I
know this again, you would probably go, okay,

(53:14):
I don't think that's true. But, like, auras or
something that I'm projecting to people,
that they're just not on the same
frequency or whatever. You want to meet.

>> Robin (53:24):
Well, let me ask a clarifying question. So first, you're
saying that when you're having trouble, like, you're in
need, right?

>> John (53:31):
No, no, no. When I meet people, like, for
the first time, like, I come into a room,
I need.

>> Robin (53:38):
Sorry, you meet.

>> John (53:40):
Okay. Yes. So, like, I. When I come into a room,
like my first day on a job, I'll use this as an
example. Like a first day in a job, there's
immediately people who would be like, hey, how you doing? And we
where this. Like, we've been friends forever. And then other
people n. don t. Would have anything to do with me. And I've
just found that fascinating. It's followed me
throughout my life, and I'm just. I don't know. I'm

(54:03):
just curious about it. Just for some fun, I guess.

>> Robin (54:06):
Well, do you want a very specific answer?

>> John (54:08):
I would love a specific answer.

>> Robin (54:10):
Okay. Is it okay if I tap into you about this specific
thing?

>> John (54:14):
Absolutely.

>> Robin (54:15):
All right. Say your name for me, John. Did you have
anxiety, or do you still. But, like, did you have panic
attacks?

>> John (54:20):
I have anxiety. That is correct.

>> Robin (54:22):
Okay. What. You know
what's, a blessing about your anxiety and
panic attacks is that it's made you have
full compassion. And women
specifically can feel that about you. It makes
them feel comfortable around you, and it makes them feel
like you're neutral. Because when you're in anxiety and
then you're in panic, you have the craziest

(54:45):
thoughts that are not logical. That's making you have anxiety
and panic. Right. And you can't
even explain it to people. Like, you're like, bro, I almost just had
a heart attack like 10 minutes ago. I know I'm in this meeting and I'm
fine, but really, I almost just died. You can't tell
people that. Right. And so you
know that you're having like just the craziest

(55:05):
shit going on in your mind and you can't really share it with people,
which is beautiful. Okay. By the way, it's
that.

>> John (55:11):
Thank you.

>> Robin (55:12):
You have gotten into a place where you're of
an understanding and non judgment of others
now because of yourself that if they were to say
something crazy to you, that's probably why you do
this podcast too, is because you're
pretty neutral with this. Your anxiety
levels are powerful. It feels
like a curse sometimes, I'm sure. But yes,

(55:34):
you, you suppress a lot of fear, a
lot of anger, a lot of sadness. And when they do,
these painful memories that ll like suddenly surface and
then that's when you go into anxiety. They get triggered
by things that aren't happening. Good. Like if you
put something off or you didn't achieve something today that
you were supposed to, or bad news, those

(55:55):
other past traumas pop up and then you
go into anxiety. It's overwhelming to you. But
what I'm saying about your energy and why it's
attracting certain people, the people that want to
be accepted and experience like unconditional
love, like a best friend, they can sense that about
you. M. So those that are looking
for that are always going to be attracted to you.

(56:17):
Those that want to wear a mask and act all
tough are not going to want to be around you because
you, you would ask deeper questions of them. You
wouldn't, you wouldn't small talk with them.

>> John (56:28):
Robin, I want to tell you something that was
amazing because obviously you're amazing. But here's the
thing that you said that I think is really interesting.
I have anger issues. I've always had
anger issues to the point it consumed me
for a while that, you know, now I bring it up,
I bring it up to people. Like, I'll just tell them flat

(56:48):
out, if I get angry, I
apologize. And because there's sometimes it
just flips with me. It just switch
and it's terrible because I'll, you know, I'll
just scream at a person if they just get me
to a point and I'll just yell at them and I'll just. And
here's the thing about that, and I'm just curious about this
really quick. So people who have seen me

(57:10):
truly angry have said,
like, my features change. Have you ever
heard something like that like they
absolutely. A totally,
you know, Ia Just like I said really quickly, I
had a friend one
time we got into. Not him and
me, but we were at a bar, it was really

(57:33):
stupid. Got into a fight and
I wounded up kicking the shit out of a couple
guys and I could have went to
jail, right, and everything. I didn't, luckily. But
my. When my friend said he was seeing me fighting, he said
it was like this strange, like,
like I was, I was there but I wasn't there. He

(57:53):
said it was like really weird. And he said like my
features changed and it was like, man,
you scared the shit out of me. And
he's known me well, we've been friends for 40
years, you know, elementary school. And he
told me like, I've never seen you like that.
Like that. He said, I was legitimately

(58:13):
scared that you were gonna turn on me. And I'm
like, wow, man. I didn't.

>> Robin (58:19):
Wow.

>> John (58:19):
So you know what I mean? it's just. Yeah, that's interesting.

>> Robin (58:22):
So let me give you, like in extreme situations.
Or heighten situations, our features can
change into who we were before this world.
So for instance, like when I'm having a beautiful
sexual experience with my partner, they will
see me before this world and they know who she
is and my features will change to where I look

(58:44):
like just a different person. Beautiful,
but you know, it's definitely freaks some people
out now.
Second, when you're in a heightened thing, like
anger and rage, where you're defending yourself
or fighting, that is such a primitive
alpha energy that you'you're doing
the same thing. You're channeling a supernatural thing

(59:06):
within yourself. Okay? So yes, that is true. It's
valid. But for you, one of the things that you need to
watch that triggers you, okay, is
that you feel attacked, criticized and
pushed. And so when you get into that
space, you go into an internal
weakness. So that's why this rage has to pick
up, the anger has to pick up so that you don't

(59:29):
experience the weakness that you're feeling by being criticized and
attacked and pushed. Yeah, and so that's part of like,
like me, if I'm feeling down, I'll say some positive
affirmations. But for you, you're like, I'm not
weak. And you allow yourself to
elevate into anger. So you need to watch
that anytime you think that you're being criticized,
that that's what's triggering the brain.

(59:52):
Okay?

>> John (59:53):
Yeah.

>> Robin (59:53):
Because you're already criticizing yourself too
much. Okay. That's where Your anxiety is coming
from. You're criticizing way too much. So then if
anybody makes even good counsel or
gives you an opinion, you feel criticized, it's because you've
been doing it all damn day to yourself.

>> John (01:00:09):
Yeah.

>> Robin (01:00:10):
You can't handle one more thing. Yeah. so be kinder to
yourself. Your anger could be a beautiful,
powerful tool if you, if you, used it
properly.
But you do have a belief that you need to suffer
and that's in your brain programming. It's a default system.

>> John (01:00:25):
Yeah.

>> Robin (01:00:26):
And it's just not true. I see this a lot with Christians.
A lot of Christians believe that they need to suffer to be Christ
like or suffer like Christ like. It's a
subliminal baggage that they have.

>> John (01:00:37):
Yeah.

>> Robin (01:00:38):
To show like their worthiness, all of these
things. But with you it's a little different. I would, you know, I would love
to do a session on you and dive in and see where this actually
came from. But just as a quick note, you do have
this in here which is going to put you in
situations to suffer so that you can prove yourself
right. Okay. So this needs to change. But
it's linked to your anxiety and it's linked to

(01:01:00):
your fear and anger. M.
So just watch that. Okay?

>> John (01:01:05):
Yeah, definitely. Ah. And you know, again, I,
I'm all about mental health now because I, I've had
some things, you know, I won't get into it right now, but
I'm all about mental health and I have seek therapy
for it and stuff. But there's always, like you said,
I gotta, I'm very self criticizing of
myself. I'm like, I should be doing that better. I

(01:01:26):
should be a, better father. I should be a better husband.
I should be a better friend. I should be better at this. I should be better at
that.

>> Robin (01:01:32):
Well, instead of doing that.

>> John (01:01:34):
Yeah.

>> Robin (01:01:34):
All you have to do is just make a decision. Just make
a decision. Tomorrow I'm going to do this extra
thing to be a better father.
Don't decide to be a better father or don't sit there and decide to
criticize. Just make a decision that you're going to do one thing about it
tomorrow. One little thing. M. And that anxiety will
go away. it's the lack of decision

(01:01:54):
of moving forward and what you're going to do for it that
the brain has to keep repeating it over and over again so
that you don't forget. And the reason why it's reminding you is because
you haven't made the decision. Make the decision. and it'll
go away.

>> John (01:02:07):
Yeah. And you know, a lot of it,
stems from my upbringing. I'm sure you hear this
a lot from my, from my
father. And I always tell people, like, for example,
this is probably what led to. It is my father
never ever told me he loved me. Not
once. Not once at all. And I remember that. So I
tell my kids all the time.

>> Robin (01:02:28):
Because he saw that as a sign of weakness.

>> John (01:02:31):
Right.

>> Robin (01:02:31):
And also, remember I said with your anxiety,
when you feel criticized, you go into
internal weakness. And so then you
have to raise it up into anger so you can show
that yourself, that you're manly, masculine. Your dad
was the same way.

>> John (01:02:47):
Yeah.

>> Robin (01:02:47):
I want you to really ponder about that today. And he
couldn't handle any feeling of weakness in him.

>> John (01:02:53):
Right.

>> Robin (01:02:54):
And displaying love like that verbally was
a sign of weakness. And a man.

>> John (01:02:58):
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

>> Robin (01:03:00):
It's not that he didn't love you. Right. You know that.

>> John (01:03:03):
Absolutely. Absolutely.

>> Robin (01:03:04):
Right.

>> John (01:03:05):
Yeah.

>> Robin (01:03:05):
Well, my love, I have to close our zoom because I
have another one.

>> John (01:03:10):
Yeah, no, no, no. I was just gonna say we're gonna close it
now. I'm so thankful you went overtime for
me, Robin. This has been a great
experience. If you could just tell my friends, my
spooky friends about what's coming up for you. I
really appreciate that.

>> Robin (01:03:25):
Awesome. Coming up in May, May TW or, May
19th through the 22nd, it'll be the first time
ever that I am teaching spiritual protocols
to the public and the masses. It's a
spiritual awakening immersion. There's just nothing like it.
What a therapist, doctor, some spiritual guru
can do for you in a year or five years, I can do for you in three

(01:03:45):
days and beyond. I will be teaching spiritual gifts,
spiritual awakening, naturally increasing levels of DMT in
the brain, cleaning your pineal gland, teaching you to get
revelation, dreams, prophecy, visions,
and getting multiple confirmation. It's a life
changing thing. And I'm a brat, like I said. So I do it
in the fastest time frame possible because that's how

(01:04:05):
I want it. So you guys interested? My
website is robinthehaler.com and it's
Robin with a why. So anything you guys
I can help you with, you just reach out. Me or my assistant, we will ll
always get back to everybody as fast as possible.

>> John (01:04:19):
Yes, and that's very true. You know, again, we've
been, we are communicating this set up. I love
this. I can't say enough. There are no
words to describe this. Thank you so much
for taking the extra time to spend with me. And I, you
know, I love you. I, wish nothing but
happiness and everything for you
and everyone associated with you. And I

(01:04:42):
will do a session with you. Maybe we can get to the bottom of this.

>> Robin (01:04:45):
Good. Well, I'm looking forward to it. So anytime
you're ready, you just give me a call, okay?

>> John (01:04:50):
Will do. Thanks, Robin.

>> Robin (01:04:53):
Thank you. Hope to see you again soon.