May 25, 2025 • 54 mins
In this episode of Souly, Payton and Shayla catch up and share personal updates from their lives. Shayla opens up about the challenges of balancing massage therapy school, motherhood, and unexpected life hurdles—including going a week without running water. Through it all, she reflects on the deeper gratitude these moments inspire.
Meanwhile, Payton recounts a vivid, slightly unsettling dream he had while medicated for a recent illness. Together, he and Shayla explore possible meanings behind the imagery. Payton also shares exciting news about now offering past-life regression sessions, discussing how these experiences can offer insight into the challenges we're facing in this lifetime.
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Welcome to the Souly Podcast.
Intuitive mediums Payton and Shaylainvite you to join us in our conversation
exploring the world of spirituality.
In a heart centered way, weexplore many topics and share our
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make the world a better place.
This is Souly.
Hello.
Hello, Souly listeners.
Welcome back This isour second episode back.
Glad to keep the ball rolling.
So, Shayla, how have you beensince, I think it's been two
weeks now since we have, chatted.
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So what's, what's been new in your world?
Yeah, so more school, lots ofschool, lots of massaging people.
it's been a pretty decent few weeks here.
I don't know if I mentioned, I mentionedit to you personally, I don't know if
I mentioned it to everybody, but like,my son got this insane eye infection.
Oh.
Um, and it got betterand now it's back again.
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And so I'm like, I dunnowhat to do with this.
So we went to, like, over thelast week, I think we did five eye
appointments and so now we have togo back and do another one, but.
That's been kind of a weird thingto deal with, but other than that,
things have been pretty good.
Um,
oh, you, with you, with your up anddown rollercoaster of medical things,
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I'm like, you need, like, I know like,
what's happening?
What
is happening?
You need like constantsage burning in your home.
I know.
It's so weird.
like I said before too,like this is a newer thing.
Like we've never, we havenever been more sick.
it's just been.
Constantly and like I'min a bigger household.
So that probably hassomething to do with it.
There's more.
Yeah, there's more people.
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Yeah.
So there's that.
Um, another thing that just brought meinto a place of gratitude in general is
our washing machine is broken, so we'rewaiting on parts and I have never been
more grateful to have a washing machine.
Like, you know, when you lose somethingthat's so like part of your everyday life.
Space of wow.
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Like we're so like lucky tohave running water, for example.
Which actually, I don'tknow if I told you.
We ended up having this, in this area thatwe're in, there was a huge water leak.
Like it was really, really bad.
Mm-hmm.
And so we were out, we didn't have waterfor probably over a week and a half.
Oh my goodness.
So bottles of water.
And that was another experiencewhere I was like, wow.
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Like thank you, thank you.
That I live here and that wehave these things and access to
things and we're not experiencingwar things that would, you know.
Take these things away and all that.
So that was a humbling experience.
The same with the laundry,so we're Oh, for sure.
Using like my mom's boyfriend,his laundry, so, but yeah.
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Little things like that.
Just, they kind, they kind ofground you, make you great.
For sure.
No, I think that's a great reminderof, especially when there is a lot
happening around us, like to justremember, you know, we are, we are very
lucky for the things that we do have.
And just to be reminded of Yeah.
Of how important those little things are.
'cause you know, unfortunatelythere's lots of places around the
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world where those simple thingsthat we take for granted, you know?
Yeah.
They, it would be.
It would be life changing for them.
Right?
I know.
Yeah, for sure.
And then it's interesting too, juston like the spiritual level here,
I've been feeling a lot of energy frommy Baba, which has been interesting.
So my grandfather who passed away,his wife, and it was just a reminder
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of how sometimes when someone passes.
There can be pauses where like you feelthem around and stuff, but then there
times where like it's just like boom.
You just feel them and their energy aroundyou and it was just interesting and.
I don't know.
I've just been kind of like reflectingon what does that mean and like, 'cause
I feel like there's a lot that I have tolearn from her in terms of who she was
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as a person and how her life went and thereflections that it has on my ancestry.
a lot of like how we function even asa family or as women in our family.
And so I've been just thinking a lot aboutthat and just kind of taking that in.
And I just think it's beautiful how.
spirit will come when you, when youneed it, the most kind of thing.
And sometimes you don't.
Right.
Know you need it kind of thing.
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And so, yeah, it's just been a, abeautiful time to like reflect on that and
just kind of feel into different things.
Right.
And then also I'm gonna, we're gonnatalk about this more, but also just
thinking about like how past livesaffect us or how certain people in our
lives affect our lives and how it'salmost like a butterfly effect, right?
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Integrate in our lives and.
Bring us to who we are kindof thing in the situation.
Yeah.
If that makes sense.
So yeah, there's beenthat, but I dunno, I think
that's a great reminder for peoplethat like, especially after someone
passes, if you are sensitive andyou do notice them around, you
know, it will ebb and flow, right?
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Like it will come and go.
It will be stronger at some moments.
I have a really close friend who lost aparent and right away she kind of didn't
feel anything and then she started andthen, you know, she wouldn't for a while
and she's had a lot going on in her world.
So, obviously we've talkedon here a lot of times.
Sometimes if, you know, if yourworld around you is heavy, it's
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really hard to be receptive, right?
But lately she's been,well, it was really, this is
actually kind of a fun story.
I have a couple fun stories that havecome up with, mentoring and teaching
other people how to do mediumship.
because a lot of the practices,I have them practice on me.
So one of my students, he.
Actually was bringing through myfriend's mom, and he had said to me,
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he goes, I feel that, someone feelsher presence a lot right now and
they've been having dreams about her.
And then he went on and on with very, veryspecific details about, the situation,
which was, it was really fascinating.
But, so I called myfriend right afterwards.
And told her about it and I knewthat there were moments where she
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wasn't feeling a lot, like shewasn't, she didn't feel like she
was trusting herself, that she wasnoticing that this parent was around.
so I told her, and she goes, actually, Ihave felt her around lately, and I just
started having dreams about her again.
So it was so validating because.
You know, she got this outside, thisreading wasn't even technically for her.
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Right.
You know, I mean, it, it was 'cause Spiritknew that I was then going to share that.
Right.
But, yeah, so it's always just to, justto kind of be gentle on yourselves.
If you're in a space where youfeel like you're not feeling them
around and you should, there's noreason to feel guilt around that.
It's just.
You know, if, if we noticed them allthe time just as we do, we take each
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other for granted here physicallywhen we're always around each other.
Right?
Yeah.
So, you know, if they were justalways, no, if we always noticed
'em once they were in spirit, wewould also take that for granted.
So it's, it's good to have these moments.
And you've had some time since shepassed for you that now you're able
to take that and you still havegrief, obviously connected to it,
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but now you can reflect on it ina completely different way, right.
Than you would've been able to before.
So it's almost like there's still learningand there's still guidance and there's
still teachings to be passed on fromher, even though she is in spirit, right?
Yeah, exactly.
And seeing her from.
I think once she passed away, just seeingher from a different perspective too.
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with her, it was interestingbecause, well, she had dementia,
so at the end of her life.
She had a little bit, like, she wasjust a little different, but it almost
like calmed her down a little bit insome ways where for some people with
dementia, it's the complete opposite.
But for her it was a littlebit different and just kind
of seeing who she really was.
'cause she had a lot of likeanxiety and things like that,
and she had a really terriblechildhood and just things like that.
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Right.
So, but just seeing her as like awhole person and as a woman and as a
mother, and kinda like learning fromcertain things that happened to her.
Seeing them reflect back onme a little bit too, right?
Where I'm like, okay, I can change that.
I don't have to go that path.
Or I can deal with empathy too fromlike what she experienced, which
is I think really interesting.
But yeah, it's like there's somuch time that passed with that
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and you go through life, you end upexperiencing certain things and yeah,
it's just really interesting and.
it comes outta nowhere for you.
Right?
Sometimes like withloved ones, it, it does.
Whoa.
Like, you know, it's them because it justcomes outta nowhere and you're like, I was
really thinking about that, or whatever.
So,
no, for sure.
I, another, another, this waswith the same student I had.
He's really great.
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I cannot wait to see how once he gets itfigured out, like he's gonna be amazing.
It's been really phenomenal.
but I was getting ready.
We had, we had a session scheduled,so I was getting ready to leave.
And all of a sudden, I have a cousinthat had passed away and all of a sudden
I just, I could feel my cousin around.
And even though I'm a medium, ifI'm not working, I'm not trying
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to receive spirit all the time.
Right.
Like it's, so I also, you know, and samewith you, Shayla, as you were just saying.
We also go through thosetimes where we don't notice.
Things, right?
It's not, maybe, maybe there's mediums outthere that are just constantly like, wired
in, but I can't live that life, right?
Like, no, thank you.
But anyway, I could feel himand I just got, I, I mean, I get
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emotional when I think about him.
Um, obviously being, a cousin, he passedearlier than, we, we wanted him to, but,
So I, I sat down and this, this menteestarts reading for me and he goes, um, and
I knew as soon as I could feel my cousin,I knew he was gonna show up, right?
Yeah.
So I sat down and he, right awayhe goes, there's a guy here.
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This was your cousin.
And I just, I mean, it, it setshivers because like, what,
what are the odds, right?
That.
Not even an hour before he said that Iwas feeling my cousin out of nowhere.
Right.
Yeah.
Amazing.
So,
and then of course he had all thesevalidating, evidential pieces about him
that able to validate that's who it was.
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But, yeah, and, you know, those are,those are great little blessings that
we get when they come and visit us inthat way and, and make themselves known.
And, even then I still got emotional.
Like it's still, you know, it's love,but it also comes through as grief.
Yeah.
And it's still is gonna pluck atyour heartstrings regardless of how
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comfortable you are talking to the dead or
Yeah.
You know,
working in this space.
Yeah, absolutely.
That's the thing.
Exactly.
Yeah.
Alright, well how about you?
How have the last fewweeks been going for you?
Things have been going really good.
I, we chatted a little bit beforewe got on here, kind of about the
topic we were gonna talk about today.
But I'm gonna, I'm in a left turnreal quick 'cause I, I had kind
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of a, creepy incident happen.
That I still don't fully know what itwas I experienced, but it was strong
enough that I, it was something, andI'm still trying to feel into it.
So I'm gonna share it with the worldnow and then if you want to, if
you want to tell me what your in.
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Think is 'cause you usually arepretty, like when I bring up stuff
like this, you usually are prettyright on with what it means.
But anyway, so I, I was sharingwith you, um, so I think I had
shared this before on the podcast.
I injured my back a couple years ago.
I used to do CrossFit a lot and ifyou are not really careful on how
you do that type of workout and, and.
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Over a certain age, you'reprobably gonna hurt yourself.
It's kind of common.
So I did, and it had, it causedchronic sciatica, which has just been
hell anyway, so it had went away.
Well, it recently has come back,so yesterday, that was back.
I also think I dislocated a rib.
I'm just kind of fallingapart at the moment.
So yesterday I. Was like, youknow, I'm gonna take a muscle
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relaxer and just sleep, and thoughtthat was a good idea, forgetting
how much I hate that medication.
Because as I was telling Shayla,whenever I've taken one, I usually take
them at night if I have to take one.
And, they make me feelhungover for like two days.
Like, they're just, I don't like 'em.
But anyway, so yesterday afternoon,of course I then fall asleep and I'm,
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I have this extremely vivid dream.
That I'm in bed, but I think Iwas, I think it was like the bed
from my childhood home, but itwas like my parents' bedroom.
Like it was just me, but it likewasn't, it felt like my room, but
that's not what it looked like.
And it was kind of, it was that scarything that there was something at the
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end of my bed that grabbed my anklesand was pulling me like towards the end
of the bed, but like midway through.
Again, it was kind of nightmare, but Ialso had control, so I midway through,
I was just like, to hell with this.
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I was like, I'm calling in myangels, I'm calling in my deities,
I'm calling in everything.
You back the F up.
Not today.
Yeah, not
today.
And it went away, whatever it was.
And it didn't look dark.
It didn't feel dark.
I don't know what it was, but then.
It was like I woke up, butI was still in the dream.
Yeah.
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I was still in the room, but I thoughtI was awake and I was like also trying
to figure out like why this room lookedlike my, like fam, like my parents'
bedroom, like when I was a kid andlike why I was there and why, you know,
like it was like, this isn't my room.
Something's off.
Like the window's notwhere it's supposed to be.
Like it was all thisconfusion and, but I was.
I don't know.
It was so weird.
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I totally forgot about it untilwe were talking and I was like,
oh, I should share that on thepodcast of this like weird thing.
So what do you, what do you think it was
like then?
It basically was it kinda like a dreamand a dream situation a little bit.
Yes, but as it's, it was almost asclear and as vivid, and I remember
the feeling of it as much as Ido when I have like a visitation
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dream or when I have a propheticdream like it was in that category.
Yeah, that's interesting.
But you know, like.
When we take these things likeNyQuil for a lot of people.
Oh my God.
Exactly.
Yeah, exactly.
It probably the pill.
Totally.
But yeah, it brings you into thismore like altered state, right?
Where you're kind of in this in between.
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Yeah.
Energy land.
Right.
And it's so interesting that you,like, it was like you're aware
that you're dreaming though, right?
Because you brought like Totally,there was an awareness of it, right?
And being able to call in your angelsand that protection, it's like.
Your energy was a lot more open.
Right.
Because of being on that.
Right.
That's so crazy.
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it's weird too 'cause it's bringingyou back to your childhood,
so there's something to do.
Exactly.
And that time with things and.
I feel like I could giveyou a whole reading on it.
I dunno.
I know.
I, and like I said, Icouldn't see anything.
I knew something was there and itwas like trying to pull me away
and it was trying to like, that'salso, that's scenario that's.
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Seen has been placed in my mind.
'cause you've heard of people talkingabout, early psychic experiences or
whatever, where they've, you know, inthe middle of the night they notice there
was something like, or, or like alien,you know, like an alien experience.
Oh, there's something at the end ofmy bed that like pulls me towards it.
Like, I think whenever I've heardthat that seed has been planted
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in my brain is like, oh, thatwould be a horrible thing to.
Like, uh oh.
And so I, it feels like that might'vebeen part of how that manifested,
and it's clearly connected to thedrugs that I was on, but it was just
to have such a even drug-inducedpsychological weaving of a dream.
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Yeah.
It was just still crazythat I was so cognizant.
Like to the point that there wereso many different layers of the
dream that I had thought I woke up.
Right.
And I was like, I remember dreaming.
I mean, it was just, yeah,it was, it was weird.
It was very weird.
That's
always super weird when you have likethe dream in the dream situation.
That's like, it's weird feeling,and I've heard some stories
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where people get looped in.
Over and over and over and over again.
Like at least like 10 timeswhere they're waking up and it's
happening over and over again.
So I thought fascinating.
I'm like, what causes that?
What is that?
because I listen to a lot of, like I'vesaid this before with my son at nighttime,
we usually is like, our thing that wedo is listening to spooky stories or
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paranormal stories that are unexplainable.
And I feel like listening tothose stories, just having so many
people talk about those things.
It's kind of shifted my perspective alittle bit on what could be out there.
I don't exactly know what it is exactly,but I do feel like my, like it would
be actually interesting for us todo, we did, I think it was our first
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podcast episode or second or something.
It was like Theory of a Ghost.
It was talking about,
yeah, it was our first episode.
I feel like we should kind of tapback into that one day because
I feel like I, there's been someshifts and changes of what I kind of
think some of it is to some extent.
Yeah.
Um, or maybe things havebeen more solidified in some
ways and then not in others.
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I don't know.
You know what I mean?
Where you're like, okay.
No, um, I think, 'cause I mean thatwas over two years ago I think.
So we've, that we've come a long way.
So I definitely think weshould, retouch on that episode.
I think that would be fun to do.
I think so too.
I may be getting some perspective onwhat other people think too, because.
It's such a subject that so manypeople have such strong beliefs in.
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For sure.
That, but yeah.
For your dream, did you feel like youknew what age you were in that dream?
Like
it was, it was, it was menow it was present, yeah.
Was like the time, like of your parents'house though, was that like when you
were a child or is it like child?
Yes,
child.
It would've been my childhood home.
Yeah.
Okay.
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I would do a little bit of like meditationon that or like, yeah, writing something
like, and see kind of questions.
Yeah.
Because it also feels like a little bitof needing like boundaries too almost.
Okay.
Where it's like feeling like something'sjust being kind of slipped under you.
Or maybe there's a boundary that justbeing careful of like some of the people
who you let in your life or relationshipslike that, and just making sure you have
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some boundaries with certain things.
That's interesting
you just brought that up.
'cause that has come up in readingsI've received a lot recently.
So.
Yeah, and like you're ina new space too, right?
Like you're exploring, you're opened upto new people and new experiences and
that's really making sure like you go inthe direction that feels like the most
good for you kind of thing and follow.
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I do think there's like, there's sometimesthings like when you're in that open
state, maybe there's some energies that.
Are uncomfortable that can come in.
Like there's, 'cause there's the wholething of like, okay, when you're in that
state, maybe it's because you feel likeyou said you had that idea planted in
you and you automatically go throughyour fear state and then it's like, well
what could happen if you were able toovercome that fear state and see maybe
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it wouldn't be something as scary, right?
Like we don't know.
But there's like, 'cause there's, Ihear so many different stories of like
sleep paralysis or dreams like that too.
And they can kind of likego either way, right?
But yeah, I feel like almost justintuitively, it's almost like this,
um, feeling of being careful to nothave your energy drained from you.
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Almost like just being carefulto not, deplete yourself almost.
'cause it feels like this snatching of
like, that's Yeah, no, me a
little bit.
But yeah.
No, thank you.
That actually makes a lot of sense.
I am gonna meditate on that'cause, and normally I'm in
the mindset of like nothing.
I'm not gonna, I don't wanna put it outthere that like, come scare me because
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I just don't have a fear around like,like bad things in the spiritual space.
And maybe that's, like I'vesaid before in here, maybe
that's a really ignorant thing.
Believe or think.
I just, I, it doesn'tnecessarily scare me.
I do feel like, you know, there's angelsand I feel like there's things around to
protect as much as I can, but, in thatstate, that was the, you know, that it,
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I even remember feeling in the dream thatI. Okay, I need to throw a protection.
'cause usually that's not, you know,I'm like, I need to do something.
There's something here.
Right?
Yeah.
And like I even realized that thatwas odd for me to be in that space.
'cause that's not usuallythe space I go to.
Usually the space is yes, let's sitin it and see what, what this is
revealing or what this is showing.
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Mm-hmm.
Um, but something about that likemoment that turned for me that I
was like, I gotta call in whatever,like, I gotta call in my angels.
It was in that moment thatthat feeling has stuck with me.
Right.
You know, throughout.
So yeah.
I'm gonna, well, thankyou for listening to that.
I'm gonna set and meditate on that, butI was like, Ooh, that'll be a interesting
thing to talk about because I know, uh, Iknow people love talking about all that.
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Yeah.
And like, you're in a newspace, feel like your home.
Right.
You don't know like stories andpeople's energy can like live on.
Right, totally.
So it's like, could itbe a little bit of that?
Do you need to maybe clear out.
Maybe your space a bit more.
I dunno if you've already doneit, I can see you doing it.
You got
there totally.
No, and there's a, like,I don't know the history.
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I'm in a very old apartment.
there's, there is some guy that Ihave seen in my, you know, there's
some guy connected to a story here.
I don't feel like it's haunted, you know?
And I don't know where I believe, Idon't know where I'm at on that belief
system of hauntings, but, I can tapinto a timeline of a guy that I think
maybe passed away in the apartmentat some point in time or something.
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I see him very clearly.
I can describe him.
but, you know, that's never somethingI can validate unless I, you know,
I've even tried googling the addressand stuff and, and nothing, you
know, but, Yeah, so that's true.
It could be just the energies that arestuck in the space or however, you know,
however that the reality of that is.
Yeah, for sure.
When you're talking about your dream,I'll just share my little dream that
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I had because it's kind of funny.
Yeah.
Um, so it is, and it's so weirdwhen it, things are so clear.
Like, I've had a few moments inthe last probably six months where
I wake up and I feel like I'malmost in that sleep paralysis
state where I can kind of, mm-hmm.
I like will see either likesomething right in front of my
face, like a face really quickly.
I kind of get likefreaked out and wake up.
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But a few weeks ago I went tobed kind of thinking about how
I really don't wanna see ghosts,like I don't or any type thing.
And so I fell asleep and then.
I like woke up, it felt like Iwoke up and my eyes were open
and it was still quite dark.
And I saw this like ghost childstarting to like form in front of
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my eyes, like starting to like,I don't know how to explain it.
It felt like, um,materialized static almost.
Yeah.
And then it was materializing, so Ijust was like, no, no, no, no, no, no.
So my husband woke up to me justscreaming, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Because like, I'm like seeingthis thing happen in front of
me, but I'm still not like.
Sleep state, kind of, you know, thing.
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So yeah, I scared him a little bit.
He's like, what were you dreaming about?
I'm like, there was a ghost child.
There was a ghost childtrying to talk to me.
And
I was like, no, not today.
And I don't even know if it was real.
I think it was more like anactual dream, but it was enough.
That moment where you're like, you'rein that sleep paralysis state and you
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wake up and you can't really move, youreyes are open, and it was just so, yes.
It was silly.
So I thought I showed up child from the
child's child from the 18 hundreds,
just like,
oh my God.
Oh, it's wild.
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So the topic we were gonna talk about,I'll get back on track there and
what's been new with me, I. Uh, wehave talked about this topic multiple
times I know, on the show, but it'sa very fun and interesting topic
and we're gonna continue with it.
So, one of the, my favoritereadings that I have received, or
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not even readings, experiences.
Spiritual reading experience.
Things that I've had isa past life regression.
it's the one thing that over time,over years, little details or little
things about that I kind of keepgetting brought back to moments I
experienced through my regression.
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Um, I know I had shared that I datedsomeone and, we're still very good
friends, very close and, When he sharedhis past life regression with me, we then
realized we were talking about a verysimilar moment, but from two different
perspectives, which was just wild.
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That like what are the odds that Right.
so I am kind of fascinated by it.
Also very openly skeptical that.
You know, we could just be making it allup as we're, you know, experiencing it.
Like I'm, I'm very open that it couldbe all of it, and I'll explain more
about that as we go further with them.
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But, one, another, one of my mentees, herfinal, uh, session with me was coming up
and I just, she's worked with me for along time, so I said, Hey, just, you know,
for our last one, I'm gonna let you kindof decide, you know, what you really wanna
work on or, you know, what is, what kindof topic do you want us to focus on today?
cause she's come really far.
She's worked with me, she's workedwith a couple other mentors and,
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she just, she does a fabulous job.
so she goes, you know, youtalked once about possibly.
guiding me through a past liferegression, would, could we
do that for our last session?
And I was like, sure, why not?
And so I did, and it just, I, youknow, I have multiple times walked
people through guided visualizationsand, I really enjoy doing those.
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I think people really enjoy settingthrough those and receiving that.
And a past life regression isright in that lane of what that is.
And so I just did it.
And it was fabulous.
She had this really amazing experienceand so she was like, you need to
start offering that as a service.
So I did.
So finally, I, and I had a coupleother pings come up after she said
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that, that kind of validated thatlike, yes, green light do this.
So I offered it, I put it out there.
I had someone book with me likeright away, which is really cool.
So I just did my first, you know,offering of past life regression last.
Last week, and it was phenomenal.
Like it went, I, I really enjoyedholding that kind of space.
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For someone, she very graciously like,she posted something today on Instagram
about what a great experience she hadand she was very gracious about it.
And, it was, it wasvery rewarding for her.
So that was nice.
So it's been exciting because a, it'sjust kind of nice to have another
offering out there that kind of.
expands my audience a little bitbecause not everyone is wanting
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psychic insight and not everyone'swanting to connect with a loved one.
So, but a lot of people wannaknow who they were, right?
So, you know, it's just been nice to kindof be able to stretch out and kind of,
see other modalities in other parts ofthis world that I could possibly, work in.
so how it works for any of you outthere that have not done one or are
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interested, it is a guided visualization.
That when I do it, I'm, I'm assumingthis is how everyone else does it,
but I'm not gonna just assume, Butit's a conversation the whole time.
So I talk to you through the whole thing.
I ask questions, so.
You don't get distracted as to whatyou're focusing on, and I, I help keep
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you on the, the path that you're on ofthe journey we're going on through the
lives you're experiencing and so forth.
and what's really fascinatingabout it is so far what I'm
doing is I'm trying to have youexperience at least three to four.
Lives.
And what's really cool is it appearsto me that within each of those lives
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that you experience, there's alwayssomething that's reflective of what's
going on in your personal world right now.
Or something that like, there's a reasonwhy you're experiencing that life, right?
So I think that.
In its own way can be a great gift.
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I think it can be really healing.
I think that can almost.
There may be even more, can be moreeffective than just doing an intuitive
reading for someone because it's notme telling you, oh, I foresee that you
know, you have some childhood trauma.
It's you experience this thing inyour own journey, and I just ask
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you questions like, how old are you?
What time period does it feellike, you know, are you alone?
you know, what's a momentthat you wanna talk?
What's something that happened inthat moment that you're being shown?
And then it's up for you to receivethat and then get to set with it
and kind of work out like, how doesthis relate to my world right now?
How, why would this come up for me at thismoment and be shown to me at this moment?
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So.
I don't know.
I think that's just kind of cool andit's kind of a cool way to help people
on their journey as they, you know, helppeople, guide people on their journey.
As most spiritual, most peopleon the spiritual path are on
some sort of self healing self.
Yeah.
Um, you know, uh, self-awareness,trying to benefit oneself,
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trying to better oneself.
and so this is just another way to beable to guide someone through that.
Now, when I said like, I'm skeptical,you know, when you're experiencing
this, you are, you are, you know,you're not in this like hypnosis state.
You're not in this.
State where you don't know what you'resaying, your eyes are closed, you can hear
what's going on in the room around you.
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If you're in a building, you mighthear what's going, the traffic outside.
your eyes are closed and you are, youare going into the same space that
your imagination is, and you're justletting the story unfold right there.
And that can be hard for somepeople to believe, right?
Because, oh, it's just mymind, it's just my imagination.
Right?
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Regardless if you created all ofthat in your head or if it is tapping
into actual past lives of yours,it is bringing up things that are
good for you to know, or topics thatare good for you to check in on.
'cause like I said, it's goingto ping onto things that probably
are affecting you in today's in,in your, in your moment today.
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And so that was kind of how, when afterI had mine, I had just left it as,
oh, I'm just probably psychologicallycreating this and whatever.
However, since then years havepassed and multiple things have come
up over time that I realized, no,I was actually seeing something.
You know, like, especially like whenI met, you know, when I met my, you
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know, my friend and we both had thissimilar experience, that to me is.
Yeah.
You know, we're, we're, we're talkingabout the same story from two different
angles, but I wouldn't have knownthat obviously when I first had mine.
Right.
So.
It's good to be skepticalabout everything.
I think that is a very healthy wayto enter anything in the spiritual
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world especially 'cause thereis so much out there right now.
Like, like I just saw there was somereal, it was really funny and it
was, it was someone making fun ofall of the people online now that
are beings or star seeds or whatever.
Like it's kind of a trend, you know?
So there's a lot to navigate, but.
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I think also, keep your mind andyour heart open because there are
some really magical experiences andsome really cool validations that
can actually come from those thatwill make you think Okay, I think, I
think there is something here, right?
Yeah, for sure.
Yeah.
so interesting.
I haven't had an actualpast regression reading.
I've had like akashic record readings.
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That feel very similar to that.
I mean, the difference with the akashicrecord is like someone is telling
you your story for you kind of thing.
Exactly.
They see.
However, the weird thing for meabout that story, like, and I've
said this before, it was with Amberthat I had this reading like many
years ago with some Malibu medium.
But it was weird because before that,like probably quite a few months before
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that, I kept having these memoriesthat were just popping in my head.
and like fears and just like thiswhole scenario that happened and
it didn't actually happen, but Ifelt connected to my kids with it.
Like it was almost that hadhappened in a different life,
but it was very like distressing.
So it was not good.
But when she gave me that reading, it wasinteresting because it connected my own.
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Past life memories that I washaving previously that she had no
idea about, like none whatsoever.
And it was the exact same story.
Yep.
Exact same things.
And it correlated with certain thingsthat were happening in my life at
that moment, that still kind ofcome up still to this day sometimes.
And so it's when you get thosereal life validations that
kind of cross between Yep.
Those are really amazing because theyreally, they just can't be made up
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and they stand out, you know, like it.
Exactly.
Crazy.
So I just think it's interesting toobecause like what you said, like even
if it's not, if it were the case whereit wasn't actually your past life, it is
something that's going on with you, right?
It's like these stories inside orthese feelings or things that need
to be expressed and your, it'strying to tell you something, right?
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So I think that is.
The cool part about it, you can kindof come into it still being skeptical.
Totally.
And I think for a lot of people, theymight even have what I had too, where
like you've experienced or seen thingsbefore and you come in suddenly these
things kind of unwind a bit more.
Right.
you're kind of a, you're in likethat meditative open state, right?
Where you're kind of, it's very much so.
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It's interesting 'causeit's very like mediumship.
You know, you have allthese things coming in.
And you don't know if you're crazy or not,especially when you're doing it on your
own at first or you're experiencing them.
And then once you getsomebody to validate, you
can kind of get those things.
And so I think thatstate of mind is similar.
Like you're, when you're in thatstate where you're the person
who's I. you're leading themthrough that past life regression.
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They're gonna be seeing certain things,certain colors feeling certain things
like, like it's a similar cross reference.
It's the language totally within yourselfand the language of your intuition, right?
And so it's kind of apractice of playing with that.
And I think it's neat becauseonce they have that experience.
They can also go out into their lifeand still tap into that themselves.
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Right.
and experience that on your own.
Because I do think it's like, it'sreally a beautiful space holder
that you have for them, right.
Because you're holding that space.
But that's cool because then they canalso go out and still continue it Right.
And explore more.
Right.
That's really neat.
that whole thing is like seeing intowho you are, who you were, and how
it affects you now, kind of thing.
Like those stories.
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Right.
Yeah, it's, it's really fascinating andI've done meditations just on my own, kind
of tapping into past lives my whole life.
I've seen certain things happeningeven from the age of like, I think
I was three or four 'cause I kindof pinned back, pin it back to when
like I was at a certain apartment andplaying with a certain toy, right?
And I might shared this before, but Iremember so clearly sitting in this.
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Hospital and like I remember the decorand the paint colors, and that uniform
was like an old, like the dressesthey would wear for nurses back in
the day and those hats and things.
And there was it like, a megaphonealmost like it was a different
way of communicating where it waslike, rah, a doctor, whatever,
so and so on the wall and like.
Sounds.
Yeah, I remember just sitting thereon this, like, it was the toy I was
playing with, I think it was like alittle, old fashioned cash register.
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You just put the little playschool, like coins and or whatever.
But to me, I was like transportedsomething back into this moment
where I was a nurse and Iwas on a typewriter Oh, wow.
Typing out documents and, andI was saying, Ward five cancer,
whatever level, like whatever itwas, I can't quite remember, right?
That was my cancer ward.
And I remember my dad gettingmad, stop talking about cancer.
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It's depressing.
And I was like four yearsold and I'm like, okay.
And I just suddenly felt this guilt, butI was so in this world and I could see it.
And then it was funny becausethroughout my life I've just had
random people come up to me, tome and say, oh, are you a nurse?
Like no context, like no, like, Idon't know, like I'm not wearing weird.
Looks like it.
They just have this like energythat they get from me that they
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think I'm like a nurse and I'mlike, no, I'm not at all, but thank
you for all the nurses out there.
You know, like
Exactly.
For sure.
That
was weird too, because it was like.
When you're a kid, you rememberlike you can just tap into things.
Like even my kids have said certainthings where I'm like, okay, your
other mommy at that blue house.
Okay, got it.
Yep, yep.
Right.
So, and I,
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and you hear it, we'vetalked about this before too.
You hear it a lot with children, youknow, because, I mean, o obviously
there's so closely connected tothe last moment they were just
in, I do believe in reincarnation.
I, you know, that to me makessense that you would, you know.
Return and live again.
but that's just my belief.
But, you know, and there has been,we've talked about this too, there
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has been reports and stuff done anddocumentaries about children who
very accurately are able to describethings that can be validated.
You know, there's that, there's thatone kid, I, I, he wasn't in California,
but he was an old Hollywood actor andthere was like 90 plus things that he,
they found the actor's family, you know,after he gave all this detail and like
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they were able to validate everythinghe said, you know, which is just wild.
Like it's wild.
I too had, I had, Emily and her stars,who's also been on here, she did an
Akashic reading for me, at one point,and she brought up a past life because
like you said, in Akashic, they'retelling you you're not journeying in it.
Uh, that was the same thing Iexperienced dur during my journey
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of my regression, which again, wasanother moment of validating of
like, okay, there's something here.
I didn't just, I didn'tjust make this up, but yeah.
Yeah.
it's just so cool to kind of tapinto that and like explore it a bit.
So that's fun that you're doing that.
And I like how you said likeyou do multiple lives too.
'cause I've heard of people whereit's like, sounds like you're able
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to kind of guide them through allthose different levels of lives.
'cause sometimes people onlylike see one kind of thing.
I think that's unique.
I haven't really heard of somebody doing.
Kind of walking through multiple liveslike that and how they correlate with
each other into like now kind of thing.
Yeah, and I, you know, and I, and Itell people too, like if we're, if we're
in a moment that feels uncomfortable,you know, everything's safe, nothing's
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gonna, you know, if something feelsheavy again, maybe see how that is
reflecting on maybe something heavygoing on you in your world right now.
Like, why would I really believethat our higher self, we're tapping
into whatever is our higher self?
You know that that threat of consciousnessthat we're connected to timelines, all
of that stuff that we're all, you know,I think that's everything we do is what
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we're, that's what we're tuning into.
there's a reason that their, you know,spirit, your higher self is gonna
bring this moment back or show you thisthing to help you have more strength
or guidance or understanding throughwhatever it is you're navigating.
But I tell people if, if somethingfeels heavy, let me know.
I. I kind of have my little plan ofhow I'm gonna put you in, things I'm
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gonna ask you, and then how I'm gonnaexit you to move on to the next one.
But I tell, you know, I tellpeople it's your journey.
So if you wanna, if you wannajump quick, just let me know.
We'll get you out if you wantto, you know, if you wanna stay
longer, if there's something elseyou want to discover, let me know.
Um, 'cause it, you know, it really isthe person's journey, but, I think you
gain a lot, kind of not getting stuckin one moment too long and just kind
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of keep moving and, and, and going.
Yeah, and I think the neat part aboutit too is sometimes it's like an
interesting balance with the past liferegression because you're kind of tapping
into like the spiritual, like ooh, alittle bit, but then you're also like
grounding yourself back into your now.
And I think that's something that's reallyimportant and sometimes lost in listening.
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Yes.
World.
It's, you can get so lost in.
Who you were or what you like.
For example, I, I say this with love,but like say if you're like a star
seed or you feel like you identifywith that, it's like you can get really
lost in almost trying to get back intothat energy instead of living your life
here, but you are totally to be here.
Yep.
Right.
So with the past life regression,it's like you can see that aspect
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of where you came from or certainthings or stories that are coming up.
Right.
But you can also use it and utilize it toreally help you now and like understand
yourself now and enjoy your life now.
So, exactly.
It's a really beautiful aspect of it too.
That's a, that's a very powerfulpoint you bring up of like, you
know, we are here in our lives noweven if, you know, we're not always
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comfortable and it's not always great.
It.
There is a reason that we are in this lifeat this moment to experience things in the
now, and there's lessons we're learningnow that we will then maybe one day
reflect on a future version of ourselves.
Right.
And like it's also crazy too, when you saythat, like I was saying this beforehand,
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but you could, you as a person,like you're always evolving, right?
And it's like there'sdifferent versions of yourself.
And even sometimes looking back atjust like my life in general, I.
I'm like, I don't even feel like 15years ago was like my life, like,
it's like I'm disassociated from it.
Like it's so weird in some ways, right?
But, but then it's like youlook at it and it's like, well,
those moments, 15 years ago.
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They really do have an impact on how,like, I am kind of going through my
life now, like I've learned from myself.
And so like to me it's like there's almostaspects of yourself in your own life where
it's like you're in your own past life.
In your own life, right?
But it just kind of connects to like, Iwonder if you'll have anybody that ends
up, ends up tapping into like memoriesof just even themselves, you know?
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This life
for sure.
And that could come up.
The, the friend of mine thatI keep referencing, that we
shared a past life together.
when I was telling himabout it, it, it was funny.
He's very intuitive as well, so Iwasn't surprised that he said this.
' But, he said It will be interestingto see what themes come up if
once you've done a lot of these.
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If like you start noticing differentthemes and stuff amongst them, which
then made me think of people likeDolores Cannon, who, would use hypnosis
on people, which is a differenttechnique, but still, I would say
in my, in my way of understandingit, is all within the similar vein.
she realized that when she would hold.
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These sessions for people that shewas communicating with this higher
intelligence that was coming throughher client to her, like through all
of her clients, these mess, thesesimilar messages were coming through
to her, which is a little trippy.
But, so I'm, I'm a little interested tosee kind of if, something in that kind
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of similar way or some similar themescome up, or to even see, 'cause I think
whenever you put out offerings there as,uh, you know, intuitive or whatever, uh,
spirit kind of knows what kind of peopleyou are going to be best able to help.
And you tend to kind of get asimilar, you know, similar, Groups.
So, yeah, so we'll see.
I think it's gonna be, it's, I, Ireally enjoy it and it's, it's been
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nice to be able to kind of stretchmy abilities in different ways.
start to grow those in different waysthan I have been over the past few years.
Yeah.
And I think too, for those listeningwho are also kind of doing like
light work or mediumship oranything like that, mediumship can.
Be pretty draining a lot of the times.
Like it's really emotional.
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So to be able to expand your energy ina different way, it kind of gives you
a way to help people in different ways.
That also is good for yourself too, right?
Because you're not overspending yourenergy and you can kind of Yeah.
Branch out in that way.
And it's definitely somethingthat people are interested in.
For sure.
Like I've known quite a few peoplewho do that work and there's just.
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it's, it is self discovery, right?
So I think that really appeals to right.
Fun thing to kind of tap into and explore.
So that's really cool.
Are you doing it in personand online or what is your
I could do, yep.
I have done them virtually and Icould do them in person as well.
So, yeah, it works the same either way.
Another thing that's been cool thatI've been learning through doing
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that and through mentorship is Ido have this gift of being able to.
See psychically whatpeople are experiencing.
So when I'm mentoring, they're readingfor me and so they're sharing things
with me and I'm able to understandor see what it is they're seeing.
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Even when they're finding a hardtime describing what it is, I'm like
already able to tap into it and I'venoticed the same with past life.
I'm able to, I can kind of go there withthem psychically and then intuitively
use that to kind of understand howto guide the questioning or kind
of guide the, like, you know, whyare we being shown this right now?
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What is, how are we gonna get themost helpful information out of this
moment and not just get lost in it.
Right.
Yeah.
So that's been, that's beenkind of an interesting.
And cool, ability that I've realizedI've been kind of able to do.
Yeah, that's
really neat.
That's really neat.
Because also too, with somethinglike that, like you said, getting
lost in it, you could havesomebody, like if you don't.
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Necessarily have the words likeyou were saying, to guide it.
Right.
It's like someone could getreally, oh my gosh, emotionally
in it as if they're living it.
Yeah.
Really traumatizing.
So finding ways to find like, okay,what is this showing us and why?
Like that's, I thinkthat's a really good thing.
So.
Well, and it's the same with mediumship,and that's something I've, with my
students right now since they've, they'vegotten to a little bit more of an advanced
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space, I'm working on with them is.
There is endless amounts of thingsyou can tap into and bring through.
You could set all day long if you havethe energy and bring through memories.
Bring through details,bring through stuff.
And it, you know, I think as thoseof you out there that do this work,
you know, remembering that yes,it is your ability to receive.
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See it, but don't get lost in it.
Like, you know, drivethe car a little bit.
You can, you can control and createkind of a structure around it so
you don't just get lost in it 'causeyou're gonna expend your energy.
But the reason that brought that up wasyou were saying that doing mediumship
can be very draining, which it is.
But in doing the past life it, for me, itis kind of draining too, because I'm in a
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different space, I'm kind of on that ridewith them and it is a high that I get from
it, but you know that, that cost as well.
But, it's fun.
And those are probably, you know, thatwould be another show is like talking,
I don't know if I've quite figured outyet how to fully reground, how to fully
rebuild, like that whole rollercoasterof energetic, Cost or energetic
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expenditure of doing this kind of work,like how to manage that appropriately.
I don't, I don't know if I feel fullylike I've got that fully managed yet.
So any of you out there that do this, thatyou feel like you have, you have figured
out like a really, I've tried everything.
I go on walks, I've, you know, I eatfood, I listen to music to lift me up.
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I, I do all the things, butsometimes it feels like you lose
control of like how to have fullcontrol over your energetic power.
Yeah.
I definitely struggle with thattoo, even with what I'm doing now,
like school and massage therapy,because you're tapping into people's.
It's very physical, right?
Like you're feeling your energy,but you're also feeling your body.
You're putting your ownenergy into your movements.
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And it's very similar where I'm like,okay, I have to figure this out too.
And you know, they say like there'sthings that people say to do, but
I think it also depends on likeyour lifestyle or your personality.
Like are you a littlemore neuro divergent?
That can also be, I think, a huge.
Effects on people too.
So that's, yeah, thatwould be a good topic.
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So I have to explore that
too.
Do you have unnamed, strangerbeings trying to pull you outta
your bed from your ankles?
I mean, there's a lot of things thatcould happen that can be very challenging.
So I, yeah, we would love to hearanyone's advice if they have it.
Yeah.
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Okay.
Well, I just pulled acouple cards for us today.
Does that feel, feels like theright time to bring that in.
Sounds good.
Okay, so today's cards, the firstone I brought through is Angel of
Communication, communicate clearly.
Don't be afraid to tell it like it is.
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and then the next card I broughtthrough is called Prosperity Vibration.
This is a card, uh, featuringLakshmi and Ganish and.
This, to me, it's a little obvious, but Ireally feel that it's something about in
order to bring into your world what you'reneeding this next step, whether it's to
get a new job, whether it's to, maybe it'sto buy that new house, it's maybe some
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of you aren't speaking up or some of youaren't fully voicing what it is that you
want in order to bring this new thing in.
That could be anything.
Maybe I'm getting like thingspop in my head, so it's like.
Maybe you are in between what schoolI need to send my my kid to or um, you
know, I said job already or any kind ofsituation where you are feeling like you
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are not sure how to get the thing that youwant or which direction you need to go.
You need to just speak up andspeak clearly and take charge
and know that that's okay.
It's claiming that space, claiming yourgrasp around something, claiming your.
need or your desire for something, that'swhat's, what's going to really help open
those doors to allow that, to come in.
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This also feels like someone, orpeople, you know, when they, when
I say this, someone I feel likeit's gonna come to me this way.
'cause there's probably a fewof you out there listening that
maybe have a similar thing.
Something does feel related to money.
Something feels related to.
how do I get this opportunity?
How do I, um, so maybe that islike a, you know, a new position
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or something like getting a raiseor getting a new role at, at a job.
And it's like, you need to speak up andyou need to claim like maybe the people
that you need to, that will get youto there don't even know that you are.
Wanting to have that role or know thatyou were capable or interested in it.
So I just, I feel like there issomething related to how this could
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be abundant in the way that doesassociate with money or how to like
have more financial security or success.
So I do wanna share that.
I typically, you know, that is kind ofa general thing that kind of comes along
with any cards that have Ganesh on them.
You know, it's usually like coinsand stuff associated with them,
and it's always like, abundancecan mean a lot of things.
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Abundance, you know, youcould just have a full pantry.
That is an abundant thing, right?
Uh, but this, this does actuallyreally feel associated with money.
And, the using your voice to get tothat part, seems really important.
So I hope that resonates witha couple of you out there.
whether you are listening to this now or.
You're listening to us years from now.
It just matters that you hear it in themoment that you need to, as we always say.
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So that, that's it for this one.
I, that's
Can I piggyback off of that?
Please, please.
so like that whole thing of.
Just wanting to like doing somethingnew or standing up for yourself
and wanting to get into something.
It's also, I'm hearing likeplay with it, but in your head.
So really visualizing and puttingthose scenarios in your head
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and playing with them of like.
Maybe also there's like differentversions of the same thing.
Like, so there's a direction, butthere's like different variations of it.
So in your mind, seeing the differentvariations, how it plays out,
what do you want it to be like?
I don't know, maybe I, in my head I feellike someone's like decorating an office.
They're like setting up anoffice and they're like, what
do I want it to look like?
Or what do I want my day to looklike or my lifestyle to be like?
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So just enjoying that and playing with it.
maybe even if you're like movingor thinking of a different job,
like what does that look like?
Yep.
Keep that in your head and play withthose scenarios of what is the best
thing that you want in that scenario.
I just feel like there's some people whoare listening to this, you need to kind
of do some more things with their hands.
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So I feel like baking or doing somethingthat is part of your everyday life.
So maybe it could even be like yougo out and get a coffee every day,
but it's like you, the message islike, make it yourself and feel the
textures and the smells and createlike a ritual for yourself and enjoy.
Just, it's like texture.
It's almost like, actually I was talkingto somebody a while ago about this.
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It's like how we use forks and thingsand utensils to eat, but really like,
sometimes we just need to feel ourfood and eat with our hands and like
kind of ground ourself, um, within it.
So it's this feeling we need toground yourself and have like a sacred
ritual that you do every day thatmakes you feel good and grounded.
So that was like a message thatI kind of saw while you were
talking
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about all that stuff.
Like, be more a part of it.
Be like, get your hands dirty.
Like be in it.
Be in it.
Yeah.
Because then it's like, bringing you backto yourself and like the reality of like
connecting with your energy, I guess itis too, because so often we connect with.
People's energy and we're so busy andwe're kind of feeling into other people's
needs, but it's like filling in and you'refeeling into your needs and fulfilling.
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That is what I'm getting.
So that's what I got from justpiggybacking off your cards.
I love it.
No any, you are always welcome.
I love it.
All right everyone.
Well thank you again for listening.
We love all of you and we will beback soon with even more fun stories.
Alright?
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Welcome to the Souly Podcast.
Intuitive mediums Payton and Shaylainvite you to join us in our conversation
exploring the world of spirituality.
In a heart centered way, weexplore many topics and share our
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make the world a better place.
This is Souly.
Hello.
Hello, Souly listeners.
Welcome back This isour second episode back.
Glad to keep the ball rolling.
So, Shayla, how have you beensince, I think it's been two
weeks now since we have, chatted.
(00:46):
So what's, what's been new in your world?
Yeah, so more school, lots ofschool, lots of massaging people.
it's been a pretty decent few weeks here.
I don't know if I mentioned, I mentionedit to you personally, I don't know if
I mentioned it to everybody, but like,my son got this insane eye infection.
Oh.
Um, and it got betterand now it's back again.
(01:06):
And so I'm like, I dunnowhat to do with this.
So we went to, like, over thelast week, I think we did five eye
appointments and so now we have togo back and do another one, but.
That's been kind of a weird thingto deal with, but other than that,
things have been pretty good.
Um,
oh, you, with you, with your up anddown rollercoaster of medical things,
(01:26):
I'm like, you need, like, I know like,
what's happening?
What
is happening?
You need like constantsage burning in your home.
I know.
It's so weird.
like I said before too,like this is a newer thing.
Like we've never, we havenever been more sick.
it's just been.
Constantly and like I'min a bigger household.
So that probably hassomething to do with it.
There's more.
Yeah, there's more people.
(01:46):
Yeah.
So there's that.
Um, another thing that just brought meinto a place of gratitude in general is
our washing machine is broken, so we'rewaiting on parts and I have never been
more grateful to have a washing machine.
Like, you know, when you lose somethingthat's so like part of your everyday life.
Space of wow.
(02:07):
Like we're so like lucky tohave running water, for example.
Which actually, I don'tknow if I told you.
We ended up having this, in this area thatwe're in, there was a huge water leak.
Like it was really, really bad.
Mm-hmm.
And so we were out, we didn't have waterfor probably over a week and a half.
Oh my goodness.
So bottles of water.
And that was another experiencewhere I was like, wow.
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Like thank you, thank you.
That I live here and that wehave these things and access to
things and we're not experiencingwar things that would, you know.
Take these things away and all that.
So that was a humbling experience.
The same with the laundry,so we're Oh, for sure.
Using like my mom's boyfriend,his laundry, so, but yeah.
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Little things like that.
Just, they kind, they kind ofground you, make you great.
For sure.
No, I think that's a great reminderof, especially when there is a lot
happening around us, like to justremember, you know, we are, we are very
lucky for the things that we do have.
And just to be reminded of Yeah.
Of how important those little things are.
'cause you know, unfortunatelythere's lots of places around the
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world where those simple thingsthat we take for granted, you know?
Yeah.
They, it would be.
It would be life changing for them.
Right?
I know.
Yeah, for sure.
And then it's interesting too, juston like the spiritual level here,
I've been feeling a lot of energy frommy Baba, which has been interesting.
So my grandfather who passed away,his wife, and it was just a reminder
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of how sometimes when someone passes.
There can be pauses where like you feelthem around and stuff, but then there
times where like it's just like boom.
You just feel them and their energy aroundyou and it was just interesting and.
I don't know.
I've just been kind of like reflectingon what does that mean and like, 'cause
I feel like there's a lot that I have tolearn from her in terms of who she was
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as a person and how her life went and thereflections that it has on my ancestry.
a lot of like how we function even asa family or as women in our family.
And so I've been just thinking a lot aboutthat and just kind of taking that in.
And I just think it's beautiful how.
spirit will come when you, when youneed it, the most kind of thing.
And sometimes you don't.
Right.
Know you need it kind of thing.
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And so, yeah, it's just been a, abeautiful time to like reflect on that and
just kind of feel into different things.
Right.
And then also I'm gonna, we're gonnatalk about this more, but also just
thinking about like how past livesaffect us or how certain people in our
lives affect our lives and how it'salmost like a butterfly effect, right?
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Integrate in our lives and.
Bring us to who we are kindof thing in the situation.
Yeah.
If that makes sense.
So yeah, there's beenthat, but I dunno, I think
that's a great reminder for peoplethat like, especially after someone
passes, if you are sensitive andyou do notice them around, you
know, it will ebb and flow, right?
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Like it will come and go.
It will be stronger at some moments.
I have a really close friend who lost aparent and right away she kind of didn't
feel anything and then she started andthen, you know, she wouldn't for a while
and she's had a lot going on in her world.
So, obviously we've talkedon here a lot of times.
Sometimes if, you know, if yourworld around you is heavy, it's
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really hard to be receptive, right?
But lately she's been,well, it was really, this is
actually kind of a fun story.
I have a couple fun stories that havecome up with, mentoring and teaching
other people how to do mediumship.
because a lot of the practices,I have them practice on me.
So one of my students, he.
Actually was bringing through myfriend's mom, and he had said to me,
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he goes, I feel that, someone feelsher presence a lot right now and
they've been having dreams about her.
And then he went on and on with very, veryspecific details about, the situation,
which was, it was really fascinating.
But, so I called myfriend right afterwards.
And told her about it and I knewthat there were moments where she
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wasn't feeling a lot, like shewasn't, she didn't feel like she
was trusting herself, that she wasnoticing that this parent was around.
so I told her, and she goes, actually, Ihave felt her around lately, and I just
started having dreams about her again.
So it was so validating because.
You know, she got this outside, thisreading wasn't even technically for her.
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Right.
You know, I mean, it, it was 'cause Spiritknew that I was then going to share that.
Right.
But, yeah, so it's always just to, justto kind of be gentle on yourselves.
If you're in a space where youfeel like you're not feeling them
around and you should, there's noreason to feel guilt around that.
It's just.
You know, if, if we noticed them allthe time just as we do, we take each
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other for granted here physicallywhen we're always around each other.
Right?
Yeah.
So, you know, if they were justalways, no, if we always noticed
'em once they were in spirit, wewould also take that for granted.
So it's, it's good to have these moments.
And you've had some time since shepassed for you that now you're able
to take that and you still havegrief, obviously connected to it,
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but now you can reflect on it ina completely different way, right.
Than you would've been able to before.
So it's almost like there's still learningand there's still guidance and there's
still teachings to be passed on fromher, even though she is in spirit, right?
Yeah, exactly.
And seeing her from.
I think once she passed away, just seeingher from a different perspective too.
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with her, it was interestingbecause, well, she had dementia,
so at the end of her life.
She had a little bit, like, she wasjust a little different, but it almost
like calmed her down a little bit insome ways where for some people with
dementia, it's the complete opposite.
But for her it was a littlebit different and just kind
of seeing who she really was.
'cause she had a lot of likeanxiety and things like that,
and she had a really terriblechildhood and just things like that.
(07:52):
Right.
So, but just seeing her as like awhole person and as a woman and as a
mother, and kinda like learning fromcertain things that happened to her.
Seeing them reflect back onme a little bit too, right?
Where I'm like, okay, I can change that.
I don't have to go that path.
Or I can deal with empathy too fromlike what she experienced, which
is I think really interesting.
But yeah, it's like there's somuch time that passed with that
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and you go through life, you end upexperiencing certain things and yeah,
it's just really interesting and.
it comes outta nowhere for you.
Right?
Sometimes like withloved ones, it, it does.
Whoa.
Like, you know, it's them because it justcomes outta nowhere and you're like, I was
really thinking about that, or whatever.
So,
no, for sure.
I, another, another, this waswith the same student I had.
He's really great.
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I cannot wait to see how once he gets itfigured out, like he's gonna be amazing.
It's been really phenomenal.
but I was getting ready.
We had, we had a session scheduled,so I was getting ready to leave.
And all of a sudden, I have a cousinthat had passed away and all of a sudden
I just, I could feel my cousin around.
And even though I'm a medium, ifI'm not working, I'm not trying
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to receive spirit all the time.
Right.
Like it's, so I also, you know, and samewith you, Shayla, as you were just saying.
We also go through thosetimes where we don't notice.
Things, right?
It's not, maybe, maybe there's mediums outthere that are just constantly like, wired
in, but I can't live that life, right?
Like, no, thank you.
But anyway, I could feel himand I just got, I, I mean, I get
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emotional when I think about him.
Um, obviously being, a cousin, he passedearlier than, we, we wanted him to, but,
So I, I sat down and this, this menteestarts reading for me and he goes, um, and
I knew as soon as I could feel my cousin,I knew he was gonna show up, right?
Yeah.
So I sat down and he, right awayhe goes, there's a guy here.
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This was your cousin.
And I just, I mean, it, it setshivers because like, what,
what are the odds, right?
That.
Not even an hour before he said that Iwas feeling my cousin out of nowhere.
Right.
Yeah.
Amazing.
So,
and then of course he had all thesevalidating, evidential pieces about him
that able to validate that's who it was.
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But, yeah, and, you know, those are,those are great little blessings that
we get when they come and visit us inthat way and, and make themselves known.
And, even then I still got emotional.
Like it's still, you know, it's love,but it also comes through as grief.
Yeah.
And it's still is gonna pluck atyour heartstrings regardless of how
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comfortable you are talking to the dead or
Yeah.
You know,
working in this space.
Yeah, absolutely.
That's the thing.
Exactly.
Yeah.
Alright, well how about you?
How have the last fewweeks been going for you?
Things have been going really good.
I, we chatted a little bit beforewe got on here, kind of about the
topic we were gonna talk about today.
But I'm gonna, I'm in a left turnreal quick 'cause I, I had kind
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of a, creepy incident happen.
That I still don't fully know what itwas I experienced, but it was strong
enough that I, it was something, andI'm still trying to feel into it.
So I'm gonna share it with the worldnow and then if you want to, if
you want to tell me what your in.
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Think is 'cause you usually arepretty, like when I bring up stuff
like this, you usually are prettyright on with what it means.
But anyway, so I, I was sharingwith you, um, so I think I had
shared this before on the podcast.
I injured my back a couple years ago.
I used to do CrossFit a lot and ifyou are not really careful on how
you do that type of workout and, and.
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Over a certain age, you'reprobably gonna hurt yourself.
It's kind of common.
So I did, and it had, it causedchronic sciatica, which has just been
hell anyway, so it had went away.
Well, it recently has come back,so yesterday, that was back.
I also think I dislocated a rib.
I'm just kind of fallingapart at the moment.
So yesterday I. Was like, youknow, I'm gonna take a muscle
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relaxer and just sleep, and thoughtthat was a good idea, forgetting
how much I hate that medication.
Because as I was telling Shayla,whenever I've taken one, I usually take
them at night if I have to take one.
And, they make me feelhungover for like two days.
Like, they're just, I don't like 'em.
But anyway, so yesterday afternoon,of course I then fall asleep and I'm,
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I have this extremely vivid dream.
That I'm in bed, but I think Iwas, I think it was like the bed
from my childhood home, but itwas like my parents' bedroom.
Like it was just me, but it likewasn't, it felt like my room, but
that's not what it looked like.
And it was kind of, it was that scarything that there was something at the
(12:39):
end of my bed that grabbed my anklesand was pulling me like towards the end
of the bed, but like midway through.
Again, it was kind of nightmare, but Ialso had control, so I midway through,
I was just like, to hell with this.
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I was like, I'm calling in myangels, I'm calling in my deities,
I'm calling in everything.
You back the F up.
Not today.
Yeah, not
today.
And it went away, whatever it was.
And it didn't look dark.
It didn't feel dark.
I don't know what it was, but then.
It was like I woke up, butI was still in the dream.
Yeah.
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I was still in the room, but I thoughtI was awake and I was like also trying
to figure out like why this room lookedlike my, like fam, like my parents'
bedroom, like when I was a kid andlike why I was there and why, you know,
like it was like, this isn't my room.
Something's off.
Like the window's notwhere it's supposed to be.
Like it was all thisconfusion and, but I was.
I don't know.
It was so weird.
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I totally forgot about it untilwe were talking and I was like,
oh, I should share that on thepodcast of this like weird thing.
So what do you, what do you think it was
like then?
It basically was it kinda like a dreamand a dream situation a little bit.
Yes, but as it's, it was almost asclear and as vivid, and I remember
the feeling of it as much as Ido when I have like a visitation
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dream or when I have a propheticdream like it was in that category.
Yeah, that's interesting.
But you know, like.
When we take these things likeNyQuil for a lot of people.
Oh my God.
Exactly.
Yeah, exactly.
It probably the pill.
Totally.
But yeah, it brings you into thismore like altered state, right?
Where you're kind of in this in between.
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Yeah.
Energy land.
Right.
And it's so interesting that you,like, it was like you're aware
that you're dreaming though, right?
Because you brought like Totally,there was an awareness of it, right?
And being able to call in your angelsand that protection, it's like.
Your energy was a lot more open.
Right.
Because of being on that.
Right.
That's so crazy.
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it's weird too 'cause it's bringingyou back to your childhood,
so there's something to do.
Exactly.
And that time with things and.
I feel like I could giveyou a whole reading on it.
I dunno.
I know.
I, and like I said, Icouldn't see anything.
I knew something was there and itwas like trying to pull me away
and it was trying to like, that'salso, that's scenario that's.
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Seen has been placed in my mind.
'cause you've heard of people talkingabout, early psychic experiences or
whatever, where they've, you know, inthe middle of the night they notice there
was something like, or, or like alien,you know, like an alien experience.
Oh, there's something at the end ofmy bed that like pulls me towards it.
Like, I think whenever I've heardthat that seed has been planted
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in my brain is like, oh, thatwould be a horrible thing to.
Like, uh oh.
And so I, it feels like that might'vebeen part of how that manifested,
and it's clearly connected to thedrugs that I was on, but it was just
to have such a even drug-inducedpsychological weaving of a dream.
(15:52):
Yeah.
It was just still crazythat I was so cognizant.
Like to the point that there wereso many different layers of the
dream that I had thought I woke up.
Right.
And I was like, I remember dreaming.
I mean, it was just, yeah,it was, it was weird.
It was very weird.
That's
always super weird when you have likethe dream in the dream situation.
That's like, it's weird feeling,and I've heard some stories
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where people get looped in.
Over and over and over and over again.
Like at least like 10 timeswhere they're waking up and it's
happening over and over again.
So I thought fascinating.
I'm like, what causes that?
What is that?
because I listen to a lot of, like I'vesaid this before with my son at nighttime,
we usually is like, our thing that wedo is listening to spooky stories or
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paranormal stories that are unexplainable.
And I feel like listening tothose stories, just having so many
people talk about those things.
It's kind of shifted my perspective alittle bit on what could be out there.
I don't exactly know what it is exactly,but I do feel like my, like it would
be actually interesting for us todo, we did, I think it was our first
(16:58):
podcast episode or second or something.
It was like Theory of a Ghost.
It was talking about,
yeah, it was our first episode.
I feel like we should kind of tapback into that one day because
I feel like I, there's been someshifts and changes of what I kind of
think some of it is to some extent.
Yeah.
Um, or maybe things havebeen more solidified in some
ways and then not in others.
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I don't know.
You know what I mean?
Where you're like, okay.
No, um, I think, 'cause I mean thatwas over two years ago I think.
So we've, that we've come a long way.
So I definitely think weshould, retouch on that episode.
I think that would be fun to do.
I think so too.
I may be getting some perspective onwhat other people think too, because.
It's such a subject that so manypeople have such strong beliefs in.
(17:39):
For sure.
That, but yeah.
For your dream, did you feel like youknew what age you were in that dream?
Like
it was, it was, it was menow it was present, yeah.
Was like the time, like of your parents'house though, was that like when you
were a child or is it like child?
Yes,
child.
It would've been my childhood home.
Yeah.
Okay.
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I would do a little bit of like meditationon that or like, yeah, writing something
like, and see kind of questions.
Yeah.
Because it also feels like a little bitof needing like boundaries too almost.
Okay.
Where it's like feeling like something'sjust being kind of slipped under you.
Or maybe there's a boundary that justbeing careful of like some of the people
who you let in your life or relationshipslike that, and just making sure you have
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some boundaries with certain things.
That's interesting
you just brought that up.
'cause that has come up in readingsI've received a lot recently.
So.
Yeah, and like you're ina new space too, right?
Like you're exploring, you're opened upto new people and new experiences and
that's really making sure like you go inthe direction that feels like the most
good for you kind of thing and follow.
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I do think there's like, there's sometimesthings like when you're in that open
state, maybe there's some energies that.
Are uncomfortable that can come in.
Like there's, 'cause there's the wholething of like, okay, when you're in that
state, maybe it's because you feel likeyou said you had that idea planted in
you and you automatically go throughyour fear state and then it's like, well
what could happen if you were able toovercome that fear state and see maybe
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it wouldn't be something as scary, right?
Like we don't know.
But there's like, 'cause there's, Ihear so many different stories of like
sleep paralysis or dreams like that too.
And they can kind of likego either way, right?
But yeah, I feel like almost justintuitively, it's almost like this,
um, feeling of being careful to nothave your energy drained from you.
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Almost like just being carefulto not, deplete yourself almost.
'cause it feels like this snatching of
like, that's Yeah, no, me a
little bit.
But yeah.
No, thank you.
That actually makes a lot of sense.
I am gonna meditate on that'cause, and normally I'm in
the mindset of like nothing.
I'm not gonna, I don't wanna put it outthere that like, come scare me because
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I just don't have a fear around like,like bad things in the spiritual space.
And maybe that's, like I'vesaid before in here, maybe
that's a really ignorant thing.
Believe or think.
I just, I, it doesn'tnecessarily scare me.
I do feel like, you know, there's angelsand I feel like there's things around to
protect as much as I can, but, in thatstate, that was the, you know, that it,
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I even remember feeling in the dream thatI. Okay, I need to throw a protection.
'cause usually that's not, you know,I'm like, I need to do something.
There's something here.
Right?
Yeah.
And like I even realized that thatwas odd for me to be in that space.
'cause that's not usuallythe space I go to.
Usually the space is yes, let's sitin it and see what, what this is
revealing or what this is showing.
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Mm-hmm.
Um, but something about that likemoment that turned for me that I
was like, I gotta call in whatever,like, I gotta call in my angels.
It was in that moment thatthat feeling has stuck with me.
Right.
You know, throughout.
So yeah.
I'm gonna, well, thankyou for listening to that.
I'm gonna set and meditate on that, butI was like, Ooh, that'll be a interesting
thing to talk about because I know, uh, Iknow people love talking about all that.
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Yeah.
And like, you're in a newspace, feel like your home.
Right.
You don't know like stories andpeople's energy can like live on.
Right, totally.
So it's like, could itbe a little bit of that?
Do you need to maybe clear out.
Maybe your space a bit more.
I dunno if you've already doneit, I can see you doing it.
You got
there totally.
No, and there's a, like,I don't know the history.
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I'm in a very old apartment.
there's, there is some guy that Ihave seen in my, you know, there's
some guy connected to a story here.
I don't feel like it's haunted, you know?
And I don't know where I believe, Idon't know where I'm at on that belief
system of hauntings, but, I can tapinto a timeline of a guy that I think
maybe passed away in the apartmentat some point in time or something.
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I see him very clearly.
I can describe him.
but, you know, that's never somethingI can validate unless I, you know,
I've even tried googling the addressand stuff and, and nothing, you
know, but, Yeah, so that's true.
It could be just the energies that arestuck in the space or however, you know,
however that the reality of that is.
Yeah, for sure.
When you're talking about your dream,I'll just share my little dream that
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I had because it's kind of funny.
Yeah.
Um, so it is, and it's so weirdwhen it, things are so clear.
Like, I've had a few moments inthe last probably six months where
I wake up and I feel like I'malmost in that sleep paralysis
state where I can kind of, mm-hmm.
I like will see either likesomething right in front of my
face, like a face really quickly.
I kind of get likefreaked out and wake up.
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But a few weeks ago I went tobed kind of thinking about how
I really don't wanna see ghosts,like I don't or any type thing.
And so I fell asleep and then.
I like woke up, it felt like Iwoke up and my eyes were open
and it was still quite dark.
And I saw this like ghost childstarting to like form in front of
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my eyes, like starting to like,I don't know how to explain it.
It felt like, um,materialized static almost.
Yeah.
And then it was materializing, so Ijust was like, no, no, no, no, no, no.
So my husband woke up to me justscreaming, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Because like, I'm like seeingthis thing happen in front of
me, but I'm still not like.
Sleep state, kind of, you know, thing.
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So yeah, I scared him a little bit.
He's like, what were you dreaming about?
I'm like, there was a ghost child.
There was a ghost childtrying to talk to me.
And
I was like, no, not today.
And I don't even know if it was real.
I think it was more like anactual dream, but it was enough.
That moment where you're like, you'rein that sleep paralysis state and you
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wake up and you can't really move, youreyes are open, and it was just so, yes.
It was silly.
So I thought I showed up child from the
child's child from the 18 hundreds,
just like,
oh my God.
Oh, it's wild.
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So the topic we were gonna talk about,I'll get back on track there and
what's been new with me, I. Uh, wehave talked about this topic multiple
times I know, on the show, but it'sa very fun and interesting topic
and we're gonna continue with it.
So, one of the, my favoritereadings that I have received, or
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not even readings, experiences.
Spiritual reading experience.
Things that I've had isa past life regression.
it's the one thing that over time,over years, little details or little
things about that I kind of keepgetting brought back to moments I
experienced through my regression.
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Um, I know I had shared that I datedsomeone and, we're still very good
friends, very close and, When he sharedhis past life regression with me, we then
realized we were talking about a verysimilar moment, but from two different
perspectives, which was just wild.
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That like what are the odds that Right.
so I am kind of fascinated by it.
Also very openly skeptical that.
You know, we could just be making it allup as we're, you know, experiencing it.
Like I'm, I'm very open that it couldbe all of it, and I'll explain more
about that as we go further with them.
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But, one, another, one of my mentees, herfinal, uh, session with me was coming up
and I just, she's worked with me for along time, so I said, Hey, just, you know,
for our last one, I'm gonna let you kindof decide, you know, what you really wanna
work on or, you know, what is, what kindof topic do you want us to focus on today?
cause she's come really far.
She's worked with me, she's workedwith a couple other mentors and,
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she just, she does a fabulous job.
so she goes, you know, youtalked once about possibly.
guiding me through a past liferegression, would, could we
do that for our last session?
And I was like, sure, why not?
And so I did, and it just, I, youknow, I have multiple times walked
people through guided visualizationsand, I really enjoy doing those.
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I think people really enjoy settingthrough those and receiving that.
And a past life regression isright in that lane of what that is.
And so I just did it.
And it was fabulous.
She had this really amazing experienceand so she was like, you need to
start offering that as a service.
So I did.
So finally, I, and I had a coupleother pings come up after she said
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that, that kind of validated thatlike, yes, green light do this.
So I offered it, I put it out there.
I had someone book with me likeright away, which is really cool.
So I just did my first, you know,offering of past life regression last.
Last week, and it was phenomenal.
Like it went, I, I really enjoyedholding that kind of space.
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For someone, she very graciously like,she posted something today on Instagram
about what a great experience she hadand she was very gracious about it.
And, it was, it wasvery rewarding for her.
So that was nice.
So it's been exciting because a, it'sjust kind of nice to have another
offering out there that kind of.
expands my audience a little bitbecause not everyone is wanting
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psychic insight and not everyone'swanting to connect with a loved one.
So, but a lot of people wannaknow who they were, right?
So, you know, it's just been nice to kindof be able to stretch out and kind of,
see other modalities in other parts ofthis world that I could possibly, work in.
so how it works for any of you outthere that have not done one or are
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interested, it is a guided visualization.
That when I do it, I'm, I'm assumingthis is how everyone else does it,
but I'm not gonna just assume, Butit's a conversation the whole time.
So I talk to you through the whole thing.
I ask questions, so.
You don't get distracted as to whatyou're focusing on, and I, I help keep
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you on the, the path that you're on ofthe journey we're going on through the
lives you're experiencing and so forth.
and what's really fascinatingabout it is so far what I'm
doing is I'm trying to have youexperience at least three to four.
Lives.
And what's really cool is it appearsto me that within each of those lives
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that you experience, there's alwayssomething that's reflective of what's
going on in your personal world right now.
Or something that like, there's a reasonwhy you're experiencing that life, right?
So I think that.
In its own way can be a great gift.
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I think it can be really healing.
I think that can almost.
There may be even more, can be moreeffective than just doing an intuitive
reading for someone because it's notme telling you, oh, I foresee that you
know, you have some childhood trauma.
It's you experience this thing inyour own journey, and I just ask
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you questions like, how old are you?
What time period does it feellike, you know, are you alone?
you know, what's a momentthat you wanna talk?
What's something that happened inthat moment that you're being shown?
And then it's up for you to receivethat and then get to set with it
and kind of work out like, how doesthis relate to my world right now?
How, why would this come up for me at thismoment and be shown to me at this moment?
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So.
I don't know.
I think that's just kind of cool andit's kind of a cool way to help people
on their journey as they, you know, helppeople, guide people on their journey.
As most spiritual, most peopleon the spiritual path are on
some sort of self healing self.
Yeah.
Um, you know, uh, self-awareness,trying to benefit oneself,
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trying to better oneself.
and so this is just another way to beable to guide someone through that.
Now, when I said like, I'm skeptical,you know, when you're experiencing
this, you are, you are, you know,you're not in this like hypnosis state.
You're not in this.
State where you don't know what you'resaying, your eyes are closed, you can hear
what's going on in the room around you.
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If you're in a building, you mighthear what's going, the traffic outside.
your eyes are closed and you are, youare going into the same space that
your imagination is, and you're justletting the story unfold right there.
And that can be hard for somepeople to believe, right?
Because, oh, it's just mymind, it's just my imagination.
Right?
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Regardless if you created all ofthat in your head or if it is tapping
into actual past lives of yours,it is bringing up things that are
good for you to know, or topics thatare good for you to check in on.
'cause like I said, it's goingto ping onto things that probably
are affecting you in today's in,in your, in your moment today.
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And so that was kind of how, when afterI had mine, I had just left it as,
oh, I'm just probably psychologicallycreating this and whatever.
However, since then years havepassed and multiple things have come
up over time that I realized, no,I was actually seeing something.
You know, like, especially like whenI met, you know, when I met my, you
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know, my friend and we both had thissimilar experience, that to me is.
Yeah.
You know, we're, we're, we're talkingabout the same story from two different
angles, but I wouldn't have knownthat obviously when I first had mine.
Right.
So.
It's good to be skepticalabout everything.
I think that is a very healthy wayto enter anything in the spiritual
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world especially 'cause thereis so much out there right now.
Like, like I just saw there was somereal, it was really funny and it
was, it was someone making fun ofall of the people online now that
are beings or star seeds or whatever.
Like it's kind of a trend, you know?
So there's a lot to navigate, but.
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I think also, keep your mind andyour heart open because there are
some really magical experiences andsome really cool validations that
can actually come from those thatwill make you think Okay, I think, I
think there is something here, right?
Yeah, for sure.
Yeah.
so interesting.
I haven't had an actualpast regression reading.
I've had like akashic record readings.
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That feel very similar to that.
I mean, the difference with the akashicrecord is like someone is telling
you your story for you kind of thing.
Exactly.
They see.
However, the weird thing for meabout that story, like, and I've
said this before, it was with Amberthat I had this reading like many
years ago with some Malibu medium.
But it was weird because before that,like probably quite a few months before
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that, I kept having these memoriesthat were just popping in my head.
and like fears and just like thiswhole scenario that happened and
it didn't actually happen, but Ifelt connected to my kids with it.
Like it was almost that hadhappened in a different life,
but it was very like distressing.
So it was not good.
But when she gave me that reading, it wasinteresting because it connected my own.
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Past life memories that I washaving previously that she had no
idea about, like none whatsoever.
And it was the exact same story.
Yep.
Exact same things.
And it correlated with certain thingsthat were happening in my life at
that moment, that still kind ofcome up still to this day sometimes.
And so it's when you get thosereal life validations that
kind of cross between Yep.
Those are really amazing because theyreally, they just can't be made up
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and they stand out, you know, like it.
Exactly.
Crazy.
So I just think it's interesting toobecause like what you said, like even
if it's not, if it were the case whereit wasn't actually your past life, it is
something that's going on with you, right?
It's like these stories inside orthese feelings or things that need
to be expressed and your, it'strying to tell you something, right?
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So I think that is.
The cool part about it, you can kindof come into it still being skeptical.
Totally.
And I think for a lot of people, theymight even have what I had too, where
like you've experienced or seen thingsbefore and you come in suddenly these
things kind of unwind a bit more.
Right.
you're kind of a, you're in likethat meditative open state, right?
Where you're kind of, it's very much so.
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It's interesting 'causeit's very like mediumship.
You know, you have allthese things coming in.
And you don't know if you're crazy or not,especially when you're doing it on your
own at first or you're experiencing them.
And then once you getsomebody to validate, you
can kind of get those things.
And so I think thatstate of mind is similar.
Like you're, when you're in thatstate where you're the person
who's I. you're leading themthrough that past life regression.
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They're gonna be seeing certain things,certain colors feeling certain things
like, like it's a similar cross reference.
It's the language totally within yourselfand the language of your intuition, right?
And so it's kind of apractice of playing with that.
And I think it's neat becauseonce they have that experience.
They can also go out into their lifeand still tap into that themselves.
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Right.
and experience that on your own.
Because I do think it's like, it'sreally a beautiful space holder
that you have for them, right.
Because you're holding that space.
But that's cool because then they canalso go out and still continue it Right.
And explore more.
Right.
That's really neat.
that whole thing is like seeing intowho you are, who you were, and how
it affects you now, kind of thing.
Like those stories.
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Right.
Yeah, it's, it's really fascinating andI've done meditations just on my own, kind
of tapping into past lives my whole life.
I've seen certain things happeningeven from the age of like, I think
I was three or four 'cause I kindof pinned back, pin it back to when
like I was at a certain apartment andplaying with a certain toy, right?
And I might shared this before, but Iremember so clearly sitting in this.
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Hospital and like I remember the decorand the paint colors, and that uniform
was like an old, like the dressesthey would wear for nurses back in
the day and those hats and things.
And there was it like, a megaphonealmost like it was a different
way of communicating where it waslike, rah, a doctor, whatever,
so and so on the wall and like.
Sounds.
Yeah, I remember just sitting thereon this, like, it was the toy I was
playing with, I think it was like alittle, old fashioned cash register.
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You just put the little playschool, like coins and or whatever.
But to me, I was like transportedsomething back into this moment
where I was a nurse and Iwas on a typewriter Oh, wow.
Typing out documents and, andI was saying, Ward five cancer,
whatever level, like whatever itwas, I can't quite remember, right?
That was my cancer ward.
And I remember my dad gettingmad, stop talking about cancer.
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It's depressing.
And I was like four yearsold and I'm like, okay.
And I just suddenly felt this guilt, butI was so in this world and I could see it.
And then it was funny becausethroughout my life I've just had
random people come up to me, tome and say, oh, are you a nurse?
Like no context, like no, like, Idon't know, like I'm not wearing weird.
Looks like it.
They just have this like energythat they get from me that they
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think I'm like a nurse and I'mlike, no, I'm not at all, but thank
you for all the nurses out there.
You know, like
Exactly.
For sure.
That
was weird too, because it was like.
When you're a kid, you rememberlike you can just tap into things.
Like even my kids have said certainthings where I'm like, okay, your
other mommy at that blue house.
Okay, got it.
Yep, yep.
Right.
So, and I,
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and you hear it, we'vetalked about this before too.
You hear it a lot with children, youknow, because, I mean, o obviously
there's so closely connected tothe last moment they were just
in, I do believe in reincarnation.
I, you know, that to me makessense that you would, you know.
Return and live again.
but that's just my belief.
But, you know, and there has been,we've talked about this too, there
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has been reports and stuff done anddocumentaries about children who
very accurately are able to describethings that can be validated.
You know, there's that, there's thatone kid, I, I, he wasn't in California,
but he was an old Hollywood actor andthere was like 90 plus things that he,
they found the actor's family, you know,after he gave all this detail and like
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they were able to validate everythinghe said, you know, which is just wild.
Like it's wild.
I too had, I had, Emily and her stars,who's also been on here, she did an
Akashic reading for me, at one point,and she brought up a past life because
like you said, in Akashic, they'retelling you you're not journeying in it.
Uh, that was the same thing Iexperienced dur during my journey
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of my regression, which again, wasanother moment of validating of
like, okay, there's something here.
I didn't just, I didn'tjust make this up, but yeah.
Yeah.
it's just so cool to kind of tapinto that and like explore it a bit.
So that's fun that you're doing that.
And I like how you said likeyou do multiple lives too.
'cause I've heard of people whereit's like, sounds like you're able
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to kind of guide them through allthose different levels of lives.
'cause sometimes people onlylike see one kind of thing.
I think that's unique.
I haven't really heard of somebody doing.
Kind of walking through multiple liveslike that and how they correlate with
each other into like now kind of thing.
Yeah, and I, you know, and I, and Itell people too, like if we're, if we're
in a moment that feels uncomfortable,you know, everything's safe, nothing's
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gonna, you know, if something feelsheavy again, maybe see how that is
reflecting on maybe something heavygoing on you in your world right now.
Like, why would I really believethat our higher self, we're tapping
into whatever is our higher self?
You know that that threat of consciousnessthat we're connected to timelines, all
of that stuff that we're all, you know,I think that's everything we do is what
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we're, that's what we're tuning into.
there's a reason that their, you know,spirit, your higher self is gonna
bring this moment back or show you thisthing to help you have more strength
or guidance or understanding throughwhatever it is you're navigating.
But I tell people if, if somethingfeels heavy, let me know.
I. I kind of have my little plan ofhow I'm gonna put you in, things I'm
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gonna ask you, and then how I'm gonnaexit you to move on to the next one.
But I tell, you know, I tellpeople it's your journey.
So if you wanna, if you wannajump quick, just let me know.
We'll get you out if you wantto, you know, if you wanna stay
longer, if there's something elseyou want to discover, let me know.
Um, 'cause it, you know, it really isthe person's journey, but, I think you
gain a lot, kind of not getting stuckin one moment too long and just kind
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of keep moving and, and, and going.
Yeah, and I think the neat part aboutit too is sometimes it's like an
interesting balance with the past liferegression because you're kind of tapping
into like the spiritual, like ooh, alittle bit, but then you're also like
grounding yourself back into your now.
And I think that's something that's reallyimportant and sometimes lost in listening.
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Yes.
World.
It's, you can get so lost in.
Who you were or what you like.
For example, I, I say this with love,but like say if you're like a star
seed or you feel like you identifywith that, it's like you can get really
lost in almost trying to get back intothat energy instead of living your life
here, but you are totally to be here.
Yep.
Right.
So with the past life regression,it's like you can see that aspect
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of where you came from or certainthings or stories that are coming up.
Right.
But you can also use it and utilize it toreally help you now and like understand
yourself now and enjoy your life now.
So, exactly.
It's a really beautiful aspect of it too.
That's a, that's a very powerfulpoint you bring up of like, you
know, we are here in our lives noweven if, you know, we're not always
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comfortable and it's not always great.
It.
There is a reason that we are in this lifeat this moment to experience things in the
now, and there's lessons we're learningnow that we will then maybe one day
reflect on a future version of ourselves.
Right.
And like it's also crazy too, when you saythat, like I was saying this beforehand,
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but you could, you as a person,like you're always evolving, right?
And it's like there'sdifferent versions of yourself.
And even sometimes looking back atjust like my life in general, I.
I'm like, I don't even feel like 15years ago was like my life, like,
it's like I'm disassociated from it.
Like it's so weird in some ways, right?
But, but then it's like youlook at it and it's like, well,
those moments, 15 years ago.
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They really do have an impact on how,like, I am kind of going through my
life now, like I've learned from myself.
And so like to me it's like there's almostaspects of yourself in your own life where
it's like you're in your own past life.
In your own life, right?
But it just kind of connects to like, Iwonder if you'll have anybody that ends
up, ends up tapping into like memoriesof just even themselves, you know?
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This life
for sure.
And that could come up.
The, the friend of mine thatI keep referencing, that we
shared a past life together.
when I was telling himabout it, it, it was funny.
He's very intuitive as well, so Iwasn't surprised that he said this.
' But, he said It will be interestingto see what themes come up if
once you've done a lot of these.
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If like you start noticing differentthemes and stuff amongst them, which
then made me think of people likeDolores Cannon, who, would use hypnosis
on people, which is a differenttechnique, but still, I would say
in my, in my way of understandingit, is all within the similar vein.
she realized that when she would hold.
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These sessions for people that shewas communicating with this higher
intelligence that was coming throughher client to her, like through all
of her clients, these mess, thesesimilar messages were coming through
to her, which is a little trippy.
But, so I'm, I'm a little interested tosee kind of if, something in that kind
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of similar way or some similar themescome up, or to even see, 'cause I think
whenever you put out offerings there as,uh, you know, intuitive or whatever, uh,
spirit kind of knows what kind of peopleyou are going to be best able to help.
And you tend to kind of get asimilar, you know, similar, Groups.
So, yeah, so we'll see.
I think it's gonna be, it's, I, Ireally enjoy it and it's, it's been
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nice to be able to kind of stretchmy abilities in different ways.
start to grow those in different waysthan I have been over the past few years.
Yeah.
And I think too, for those listeningwho are also kind of doing like
light work or mediumship oranything like that, mediumship can.
Be pretty draining a lot of the times.
Like it's really emotional.
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So to be able to expand your energy ina different way, it kind of gives you
a way to help people in different ways.
That also is good for yourself too, right?
Because you're not overspending yourenergy and you can kind of Yeah.
Branch out in that way.
And it's definitely somethingthat people are interested in.
For sure.
Like I've known quite a few peoplewho do that work and there's just.
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it's, it is self discovery, right?
So I think that really appeals to right.
Fun thing to kind of tap into and explore.
So that's really cool.
Are you doing it in personand online or what is your
I could do, yep.
I have done them virtually and Icould do them in person as well.
So, yeah, it works the same either way.
Another thing that's been cool thatI've been learning through doing
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that and through mentorship is Ido have this gift of being able to.
See psychically whatpeople are experiencing.
So when I'm mentoring, they're readingfor me and so they're sharing things
with me and I'm able to understandor see what it is they're seeing.
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Even when they're finding a hardtime describing what it is, I'm like
already able to tap into it and I'venoticed the same with past life.
I'm able to, I can kind of go there withthem psychically and then intuitively
use that to kind of understand howto guide the questioning or kind
of guide the, like, you know, whyare we being shown this right now?
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What is, how are we gonna get themost helpful information out of this
moment and not just get lost in it.
Right.
Yeah.
So that's been, that's beenkind of an interesting.
And cool, ability that I've realizedI've been kind of able to do.
Yeah, that's
really neat.
That's really neat.
Because also too, with somethinglike that, like you said, getting
lost in it, you could havesomebody, like if you don't.
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Necessarily have the words likeyou were saying, to guide it.
Right.
It's like someone could getreally, oh my gosh, emotionally
in it as if they're living it.
Yeah.
Really traumatizing.
So finding ways to find like, okay,what is this showing us and why?
Like that's, I thinkthat's a really good thing.
So.
Well, and it's the same with mediumship,and that's something I've, with my
students right now since they've, they'vegotten to a little bit more of an advanced
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space, I'm working on with them is.
There is endless amounts of thingsyou can tap into and bring through.
You could set all day long if you havethe energy and bring through memories.
Bring through details,bring through stuff.
And it, you know, I think as thoseof you out there that do this work,
you know, remembering that yes,it is your ability to receive.
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See it, but don't get lost in it.
Like, you know, drivethe car a little bit.
You can, you can control and createkind of a structure around it so
you don't just get lost in it 'causeyou're gonna expend your energy.
But the reason that brought that up wasyou were saying that doing mediumship
can be very draining, which it is.
But in doing the past life it, for me, itis kind of draining too, because I'm in a
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different space, I'm kind of on that ridewith them and it is a high that I get from
it, but you know that, that cost as well.
But, it's fun.
And those are probably, you know, thatwould be another show is like talking,
I don't know if I've quite figured outyet how to fully reground, how to fully
rebuild, like that whole rollercoasterof energetic, Cost or energetic
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expenditure of doing this kind of work,like how to manage that appropriately.
I don't, I don't know if I feel fullylike I've got that fully managed yet.
So any of you out there that do this, thatyou feel like you have, you have figured
out like a really, I've tried everything.
I go on walks, I've, you know, I eatfood, I listen to music to lift me up.
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I, I do all the things, butsometimes it feels like you lose
control of like how to have fullcontrol over your energetic power.
Yeah.
I definitely struggle with thattoo, even with what I'm doing now,
like school and massage therapy,because you're tapping into people's.
It's very physical, right?
Like you're feeling your energy,but you're also feeling your body.
You're putting your ownenergy into your movements.
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And it's very similar where I'm like,okay, I have to figure this out too.
And you know, they say like there'sthings that people say to do, but
I think it also depends on likeyour lifestyle or your personality.
Like are you a littlemore neuro divergent?
That can also be, I think, a huge.
Effects on people too.
So that's, yeah, thatwould be a good topic.
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So I have to explore that
too.
Do you have unnamed, strangerbeings trying to pull you outta
your bed from your ankles?
I mean, there's a lot of things thatcould happen that can be very challenging.
So I, yeah, we would love to hearanyone's advice if they have it.
Yeah.
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Okay.
Well, I just pulled acouple cards for us today.
Does that feel, feels like theright time to bring that in.
Sounds good.
Okay, so today's cards, the firstone I brought through is Angel of
Communication, communicate clearly.
Don't be afraid to tell it like it is.
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and then the next card I broughtthrough is called Prosperity Vibration.
This is a card, uh, featuringLakshmi and Ganish and.
This, to me, it's a little obvious, but Ireally feel that it's something about in
order to bring into your world what you'reneeding this next step, whether it's to
get a new job, whether it's to, maybe it'sto buy that new house, it's maybe some
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of you aren't speaking up or some of youaren't fully voicing what it is that you
want in order to bring this new thing in.
That could be anything.
Maybe I'm getting like thingspop in my head, so it's like.
Maybe you are in between what schoolI need to send my my kid to or um, you
know, I said job already or any kind ofsituation where you are feeling like you
(49:37):
are not sure how to get the thing that youwant or which direction you need to go.
You need to just speak up andspeak clearly and take charge
and know that that's okay.
It's claiming that space, claiming yourgrasp around something, claiming your.
need or your desire for something, that'swhat's, what's going to really help open
those doors to allow that, to come in.
(49:57):
This also feels like someone, orpeople, you know, when they, when
I say this, someone I feel likeit's gonna come to me this way.
'cause there's probably a fewof you out there listening that
maybe have a similar thing.
Something does feel related to money.
Something feels related to.
how do I get this opportunity?
How do I, um, so maybe that islike a, you know, a new position
(50:18):
or something like getting a raiseor getting a new role at, at a job.
And it's like, you need to speak up andyou need to claim like maybe the people
that you need to, that will get youto there don't even know that you are.
Wanting to have that role or know thatyou were capable or interested in it.
So I just, I feel like there issomething related to how this could
(50:39):
be abundant in the way that doesassociate with money or how to like
have more financial security or success.
So I do wanna share that.
I typically, you know, that is kind ofa general thing that kind of comes along
with any cards that have Ganesh on them.
You know, it's usually like coinsand stuff associated with them,
and it's always like, abundancecan mean a lot of things.
(51:00):
Abundance, you know, youcould just have a full pantry.
That is an abundant thing, right?
Uh, but this, this does actuallyreally feel associated with money.
And, the using your voice to get tothat part, seems really important.
So I hope that resonates witha couple of you out there.
whether you are listening to this now or.
You're listening to us years from now.
It just matters that you hear it in themoment that you need to, as we always say.
(51:23):
So that, that's it for this one.
I, that's
Can I piggyback off of that?
Please, please.
so like that whole thing of.
Just wanting to like doing somethingnew or standing up for yourself
and wanting to get into something.
It's also, I'm hearing likeplay with it, but in your head.
So really visualizing and puttingthose scenarios in your head
(51:44):
and playing with them of like.
Maybe also there's like differentversions of the same thing.
Like, so there's a direction, butthere's like different variations of it.
So in your mind, seeing the differentvariations, how it plays out,
what do you want it to be like?
I don't know, maybe I, in my head I feellike someone's like decorating an office.
They're like setting up anoffice and they're like, what
do I want it to look like?
Or what do I want my day to looklike or my lifestyle to be like?
(52:06):
So just enjoying that and playing with it.
maybe even if you're like movingor thinking of a different job,
like what does that look like?
Yep.
Keep that in your head and play withthose scenarios of what is the best
thing that you want in that scenario.
I just feel like there's some people whoare listening to this, you need to kind
of do some more things with their hands.
(52:27):
So I feel like baking or doing somethingthat is part of your everyday life.
So maybe it could even be like yougo out and get a coffee every day,
but it's like you, the message islike, make it yourself and feel the
textures and the smells and createlike a ritual for yourself and enjoy.
Just, it's like texture.
It's almost like, actually I was talkingto somebody a while ago about this.
(52:49):
It's like how we use forks and thingsand utensils to eat, but really like,
sometimes we just need to feel ourfood and eat with our hands and like
kind of ground ourself, um, within it.
So it's this feeling we need toground yourself and have like a sacred
ritual that you do every day thatmakes you feel good and grounded.
So that was like a message thatI kind of saw while you were
talking
(53:09):
about all that stuff.
Like, be more a part of it.
Be like, get your hands dirty.
Like be in it.
Be in it.
Yeah.
Because then it's like, bringing you backto yourself and like the reality of like
connecting with your energy, I guess itis too, because so often we connect with.
People's energy and we're so busy andwe're kind of feeling into other people's
needs, but it's like filling in and you'refeeling into your needs and fulfilling.
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That is what I'm getting.
So that's what I got from justpiggybacking off your cards.
I love it.
No any, you are always welcome.
I love it.
All right everyone.
Well thank you again for listening.
We love all of you and we will beback soon with even more fun stories.
Alright?
See.
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