August 31, 2024 • 59 mins
Welcome to the Pretty Red ENT show! It's your girl Goddess Naquita, also known as Pretty Red ENT. In this episode, Goddess Naquita showers listeners with love and light, updates on the latest astrological movements, and shares wisdom on how to navigate through the complexities of retrogrades and planetary shifts.
Goddess Naquita dives deep into the impact of Mercury retrograde in Virgo, Saturn's spiritual karma, and the powerful energy of Pluto in Capricorn. She emphasizes the importance of healing and transformation, especially for cardinal signs like Aries, Cancer, Libra, and Capricorn.
Listeners are encouraged to embrace the current cosmic energies to heal deep-rooted wounds, let go of toxic habits, and choose self-love. Goddess Naquita also provides practical advice on how to remain true to oneself and avoid falling back into old, harmful cycles.
Join Goddess Naquita as she guides you through this pivotal moment in astrological history, helping you to harness the power of the universe for your personal growth and transformation. Tune in and stay connected with Pretty Red ENT for more insightful discussions and updates on the cosmic energies at play.
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Welcome to the Pretty Red ENT show It's your girl Goddess Nikita A.K.A. Pretty Red ENT,
And if nobody told you they loved you today Just know that Goddess Nikita She
loves you today, okay? Okay.
And I'm sending so much love and light out to the world, to, to energy, to air.
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Now I'm saying shout out to the universe for showing out one time for the one time.
All right. How are you beautiful people doing? I had to come and update y'all
cause it is getting real. Okay.
All right. So listen here. So we had like some retrogrades that kind of went
back into to a sign and then went back to another sign.
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I was like, what the heck is going on here, right?
Like, it was a lot. And when I say a lot, I mean, like, it was a lot going on that was just like.
But I feel like if you work with the energy, it works for you guys.
And I'm a, I'm a true firm I'm a firm believer of that and,
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I got so much to tell y'all, but I can't right now, this precise moment.
So let me get into it right now. So guys, so we do have retrograding still until Wednesday.
Mercury is in Virgo. Okay. So it moved out of Virgo, moved to Leo,
which was a beautiful energy for retrograde. I was loving it.
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I was loving it. Okay. But we're still retrograding with Saturn.
So y'all do know it's a very spiritual, like this is spiritual karma coming down.
Pisces is the most spiritual sign of the zodiac. So y'all do understand like
God is really hitting the block, the universal angels and ancestors,
like everything is being returned.
So I'll be trying to tell people like, y'all got to pick and choose when you
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do what you do at certain times, because no matter what you're doing, it always comes back.
Like, and then you got to answer for what you're doing. so even if you don't
believe in karma you still have to answer for your actions that you're putting
out is it what you is it really representing you the way that you need it to
represent right so i kind of want to just talk about it real quick so pluto is in aquarius.
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Until october the 11th it says neptune is retrograding and we have chronic so
from july July 26th to December 29th, chronic is an Aries guys.
And that's like the wounded healer, like some deep stuff that you're heard about,
which could be about passion, aggression.
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Like if you really take this time to really heal and use that energy,
you can heal autumn, deep, deep, deep, deep, real rooted wounds.
That's how I look at that. A lot of people don't look at that.
I'm like, this is a time for like really healing.
So I'm a person that'd be like, Hey, you know, you want to heal you have all
the energies to heal you right now so guys also we have venus and virgo it's
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going to be moving out and moving into libra on the 29th which i'm so happy about,
we still got mars and gemini and that lasts to september the 4th and then da da da da da da da da da da.
Then we have Mars that's really weird like I
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don't know how to explain it but it's some crazy stuff going on right now within
these planets so we do have Mars like
going back just doing I don't know what the planets is on but it's like some
weird stuff it's like they're moving back in signs so we do know that Pluto
okay guys I just want to make sure y'all understand is Pluto is It's going to
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be moving back in Capricorn. And that's what I really want to talk about.
Okay. So listen up.
It's been on my mind. It's been on my mind to talk to y'all about that.
But then it moves back in Aquarius on November the 19th, which is great for
all my cardinal signs. We're going to be like, yeah.
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Okay. Like, yeah. Hold on. I'm trying to make sure.
So, all right, guys, Pluto is going to move back in Capricorn for a moment.
And when I mean like a moment, I feel like this can mean a few different things for you guys.
OK, this can either mean that right now in the universe, want to make sure that
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you you at where you need to be at, because if not, you're going to be there.
OK, and this is that like if there was something holding you back,
it's going to be removed.
If you didn't want to go this path you will
be there there's no any buts away about it
some secrets would be revealed and when Pluto was in
Capricorn guys like all my cortinal signs we
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were feeling that energy very extremely
okay like it was so intense for
me like I didn't want to do nothing that was intense I
didn't want to deal with nobody not unless I like it was very intense
it was super intense like that transit from
28 from 2008 until now
it was very I felt
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it I felt every moment of it I was in
them cycles and it's like I had to jump out of them cycles and once
I realized I was in that cycle and I was like okay we're not gonna keep doing
this and so I had to jump out of that cycle so now I'm like on a new different
path a new place new everything thing like guys like pluto and capricorn is
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no matter where is that in your birth chart you know i'm saying i always tell
people like you need to be aware of who you are.
Whatever you're doing. But guys, just to let my cardinal signs know,
you know what I'm saying? My Aries, my cancer people, my, um, who was that?
I'll be going, but y'all know what I'm talking about. My cardinal signs,
y'all listen to my stuff. Y'all know what I'm talking about.
My cardinal signs, y'all really have to be prepared. And the Capricorns,
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like my Capricorn people just know it is about to go down. Okay.
It is about to go down, but only for a moment. I feel like this is going to
push us exactly where where we need to be at.
And I really love that for us because we have, if you've been putting in the
work, you are going to, you're going to feel that.
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Like, I don't care what nobody's saying, you're going to feel that.
And it's going to be good. And my people that are Libras, because they know
what I'm talking about, like, so my Aries, my Cancers, my Libra and Capricorn,
y'all are cardinal signs.
Okay. And we've been through this extensive period from 20,
2008 to about last year
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when pluto moved into aquarius and we were like oh
this energy is great it's like we can finally be free but we had to go through
some healing we had to go through some things that were like we needed to really
deal with and so if we really been putting that work and dealing with that we're
gonna receive the this is the time that we're gonna reap our rewards
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okay like I gotta say that reap the rewards you know what I'm saying like it's
like yeah we've been putting in work we've been putting that footwork we've
been putting in action we've been loving on ourselves we've been really doing
the things that we need to do you're gonna see the results of everything that
you have been putting in okay.
I do got to say this because it's very important because you don't want to fall back into old habits.
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And I'm a person like, man, I'm telling y'all like, and when I,
y'all know I'll be feeling energy before it comes up.
And I'm telling you like some of the habits that has been coming up for me would
be like, you know, like I had a past life, like I jumped off the porch.
And if you know what that means, you know what that means.
And so some of that energy that I had, that I was in
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right there and you know it's just sitting there just
like you sure you don't want to play with me like and I'm
like no I'm good I'm good love and I had
a what a time to be alive okay like what a
time to be alive okay but what
a time to be alive but I really love the the new me and I love the steps that
I'm taking I love the energy that I'm in and I love the fact that I'm really
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loving myself and I'm choosing to choose the new me and I'm choosing to integrate all this stuff.
So to me, it's kind of like Pluto is moving back in Capricorn to see what do
you want to integrate with this new version of you that you have created that
has, that will make you the most successful.
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Right. Because I'm like, okay, back in the day, like when you talking about me,
I was, baby I was a hustler and the I
didn't play no games okay I just want to say that like I
didn't play no games you knew what it was but I
do that now in a different way and it's a softer way and it's like I like this
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but I like the fact that like in 2008 and like up like I was able to speak my
piece but then I was like more looking out for if I was gonna hurt somebody
or not And it's not like I don't I do that now.
I do that now with a little bit of love, but i'm honest I would rather be honest
with you than to keep lying and it hurts me in the end And so i'm able to express
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a lot of stuff that I wasn't able to express before so I feel like,
With pluto moving into aquarius with this different energy was like, oh, baby. I love you and.
Because Aquarius and Aries people, they kind of somewhat carry the same energy, but not.
So it's like a little bit different. So we kind of like got a break because
Capricorn, that's a cardinal sign. So we feel that energy, like no matter what,
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we're just going to feel it.
But we don't have to feel it so deep because Pluto is the farthest planet away from the whole earth.
So you felt things a little bit deeper than what you were supposed to feel them at.
And to be honest if you were ever Pluto was sitting at that's where you felt it at and,
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sometimes it could be like you were dating the same person from 2008 into now
even though it wasn't the same person it was kind of the same energy because
you were in that loop but now that you got out of this loop you knew like okay
I was in a loop like I ain't feeling that energy no mom I'm cool.
Well, you're good now. And so that's fine.
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And so I will always tell people, like, make sure that you're doing the things
that you do. Do not go back to old ways that didn't work before.
You really got to cut things off.
This is the time like where there's, it's like, it's a sweep.
And so you got to cut them things off that are no longer serving you.
If it's not benefiting you.
If you're not gaining anything, cut it off. You have nothing to lose.
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Like try something different. Like I'm a person like now I'll be like,
okay, like stuff that I probably would have just been like, you know what?
Maybe I might want to do it. I'd be doing it.
I gotta do it, but stand on business, but you got to really stand on business with you.
So it's like, okay, like I really wanted to try this. I'm going to try this.
That's me standing on business. business like okay I didn't
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want to do this before but I'm really gonna do this now and and this
is what I'm gonna do and so my people that
also have heavy Gemini placements please make sure
because this is a time period because Jupiter is in Gemini
right now so you can gain a lot of money from
like communication and different stuff like that but you
can also gain a lot of weight so if I was
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y'all make sure that you go work out so
that way that you you know you won't
gain that much weight and you're losing the weight instead of gaining
it in your body but you could be getting that money so
hey y'all know
me okay but I gotta make
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sure that I tell people this because it's very highly important
you know I always like to keep y'all updated on how
the planets are moving and different stuff like that so guys like
this is a serious moment a pivotal moment
in history and in your
life in history like scratch the history that you see but for yourself this
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is a pivotal moment this is a very important moment in your life which what
are you going to choose are you going to choose this new you are you going to
choose the old things that.
Kept you bound to stuff that kept you that kept
you bound to things that was harmful a
lot of people don't understand like a lot of stuff that people used to do used
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to be harmful a lot of my friendships used to be very harmful for me and I knew
it and and that's the craziest thing I hold myself accountable like y'all be
talking about baby pretty real auntie goddess Nikita she holds are self-accountable.
Like, yes, there was places I was doing things with people and extended myself
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in people's life that I should have not extended myself at all.
I should have cut them off and called it that.
Like, and I'm telling y'all that because it's serious. Like,
okay. Like I know I shouldn't have been friends with you, me, myself, and I.
Okay. Knew I shouldn't have been friends with you. I knew I shouldn't have dated you,
but yet I did because I, I, I'm a person because I I was feeling things on a,
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especially when you spiritual guys and you know, you got certain planets that's
just making you feel it very deeply.
Like I, I, let me try to see if I can, I'm not doing that no more.
I'm not overextending myself in somebody's life. And if I know that you're in
my life and then I cut you out and things get better, you got to go forever. Okay.
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Like forever, forever, forever. Yeah, baby, you got to go forever.
Like I said, any moment that I feel like, and I'm a true person,
I believe is that any moment I feel like you're doing things or you're trying
to harm me or whatever the situation might be.
But if my life gets better after you leave, you got to stay gone forever.
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I've been cutting people out to the point where I don't care who you are. You gots to go.
You got to go on this new path or with me.
It's me versus me versus all of us, but we together with me,
like all of me's are here and I'm standing firm with myself to the point where
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you cannot come in between that. Nobody coming in between it. Like, what's up?
Run up, get done up. Like, you know what I'm saying? But nah,
guys, but all jokes aside, I know I gotta be funny with it a little bit.
All jokes aside, I really love
me and y'all gotta make sure that you're standing on business about you.
Make sure that you're telling people to treat you the way how you want to be treated.
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Make sure you're doing the things that you need to do for yourself because can't
nobody else do for you better than you do for you, okay?
Let me say that again for my people in the back.
Can't nobody else do for you better than what you can do for you, okay?
So you got to make sure that if one thing for sure, two things for sure,
you're standing on business about you and you're not accepting anything less
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Less than what you deserve,
Okay, like Yeah, you might have people You know, Mercury retrograde comes back
again Certain people want to come back in your life No, bro, stay over there.
Stay over there. Don't, don't come back and hit this block over here.
Because when I wanted you to be on a black, you kind of, you know,
you was moving crazy. And so I kind of want you to stay over there. That's fine.
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I love you from a distance. Okay.
I be telling people that, but I also be telling like a lot of my friends and
family members, like, listen, if, if we were meant to be, we will be meant to be.
Like if I'm supposed to be connected to you forever, I'm supposed to be connected
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to you and it would not hurt. We would be great.
All of this. But if it hurts for me to be connected to you, I gots to let you go for me.
I got to let you go for me. And it's best that me and you both let go because
I have no limit to where I will go. And I love the real me and I love the soft me.
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This is have always been me and so Everything else was a defense mechanism.
Period only for safety And so I love the new me like and I love this version
of me has always been me but it's just upgraded Okay, baby.
Let me upgrade Hey But i'm just not like that like prime example like I noticed
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like some people have been trying to like get me like angry and upset.
And even though Pluto's moving back on Capricorn, I feel like me rejecting that
is a sign that my body's like, we're not going back to where we used to let people get us. Let it go.
And I'm telling y'all, like, I love my Haitian.
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I know I don't know that, but he said some real stuff. He said,
like, if I hit you or if I hit a person, then I'm acting and moving as God in
the universe. And that's not my job.
My job is to keep continuously doing what I'm doing.
So if somebody attacks me verbally, physically, or mentally.
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I should not respond the same way they do because that's the energy they put
out. So it has to come back to them.
I just don't have to do deal with that. And I don't have to be the same way that this person is too.
So I feel like when maybe like last week, somebody tried to really upset me
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and a part of me really wanted to go there.
But another part of me was like, no. And then like,
I had a moment hours later, like I don't like to be mad
I don't want to I don't want to fight like
I don't want to get in arguments with people I don't
want to do all that that's not me that has never been me
I don't like that I don't like when people try to provoke me I don't like when
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people try to provoke a response out of me like I don't like that like I'm just
not on it I'm in a different place and it's like I'm accepting this soft side
of me which has always been a part of me and I don't want to to leave.
I love it here. Okay. Like I love it here.
Like I literally had a moment over the summer where I was like crying.
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I was like, people are trying to make me argue with them. I just don't want
to, I don't want to be mad.
I don't, I just don't want to be angry. I don't want to hate anybody.
I don't want, I don't want to dislike anybody. I just want to be at peace.
I don't like to, I don't like to climb on my own. If I don't have to climb on
my own, I'm okay with that.
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I'm And it shows the reflection of how I feel shows with everything that I'm doing right now.
And so I'm like, OK, this makes perfect sense and I'm on the right path.
So I just want to let y'all know when Pluto moves back into Capricorn,
you know, certain things might come up, themes that you might might not be in
alignment with you anymore.
Make sure you you dismiss it.
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Like, this is the rebirth period of who you are, who you're going to be for
moving forward for the next 30 years. Who you're going to be.
And you don't have to worry about going back in Capricorn or more after this
because this is the last time.
It's like God's like, like, hold on.
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It's like God has said, be quiet.
Put your hands up. Everybody who is not supposed to be here,
get out right now because this is the last time. and I'm not playing with y'all. Get out.
That's what that is right now. It's like, get out, like get out.
And it's okay to tell something or dismiss something that is no longer serving
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you any good, but let it go guys.
Let the toxicity go. Cause I used to be very toxic and people don't understand it.
Like I, people like people always be like, no, he wasn't toxic.
I'm like, Like, but I kind of was in a way, okay?
In a way, like I knew that I had power over people and I'm not going to say
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that I don't know that because I do, okay?
And I used it to the most, to the extreme power times four.
Not going to lie to nobody, not going to front to nobody. I just can't do it.
But once I realized that and like actually started to like use it,
then yeah, but then sometimes I feel like Like, non-consciously, I did not know.
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And then it was just like, okay. But then, like, years later,
like, when I started doing healing work, I was like, yeah.
But I was always authentically me. And I never used it to manipulate.
Because some people use it to manipulate. And I never used it to manipulate.
I just knew that by me being as real as I am, you were going to come back.
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So that was my power. That was my superpower.
I'm going to continue to be the exact person that I am. and the realest person
in your life, you're going to always come back because I was that.
And I'm going to do that flawlessly.
I don't think people understand that that was my superpower and that is still my superpower.
But I just knew that you would come back. Now it's more like,
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okay, you know I'm real. That's fine. I'm a real person and so should you.
And I reflect that back at them like, are you being as real as you're supposed to be?
But guess what? I'm okay with that if you're not. And what I'm going to do is
mind my business Mind my business, okay?
Okay I'm going to mind my business But I'm also going to love me I'm also going
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to appreciate me I'm also going to be like Okay, this is what's working for
me And this is what's not working for me And I'm okay to speak there But,
It's like, I'm still going to remain being me besides I don't care if you come back.
That's the difference. Like, yeah, I knew that you were going to come back because
how real I was. Now I don't care if you come back. I prefer you not to come back.
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Do not hit this block because this block is not open and this block will shoot.
Okay. Like, it's something like that. Like, metaphorically speaking, guys.
But that's how I felt. And it's a real situation.
It's real love. But this is like the love that I have for me now and it's like
okay like I gave you an opportunity To be real with me I gave you an opportunity
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to be a real friend I gave you an opportunity you had enough time to come up
and talk to me But you instead you chose not to so how could you ever be mad at me?
For choosing me I gotta continue to choose me because I love me and I hope that
you love yourself enough To the point where you can see any flaws that you might
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have to I always tell people that like I really.
Extremely love me now and not saying that didn't before because I really loved
me then too but now it's a little bit different and it's a little personal and
it's a little It's like I don't have to hide and love myself no more.
I can love myself out loud There's this movie called half magic guys,
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I like this movie and The girl was like gave her a compliment.
She said and I know it is and they
say every time like somebody gives you a compliment you say
and I know it is thank you and I know it is
so somebody says you're beautiful you say thank you I know I am there is nothing
wrong with confirmation like being in agreement with somebody giving you a compliment
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like yes you're beautiful I know I am and I used to be like that and that's
one thing that like Pluto Pluto and Capricorn,
I want to integrate with the new me.
It's like when people give me compliments, I want to say, yes,
thank you. And I know what it is. Yes or thank you. I know I am.
Because that is a beautiful statement to be in agreement with somebody who says
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you're just a beautiful person. Thank you. I know I am.
That's not being cocky. That's not being nothing.
That's just being in agreement with somebody and making a compliment about myself and about them.
And if somebody was to do that to me, I'd be like, you know what?
Show out. Okay. Show out.
Okay. Okay. But guys, like I really am so happy and guys, like I really encourage
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you to really set yourself free.
Okay. Like use this energy in this time to set yourself free.
You have no time to be sitting up here playing with anybody.
Like, and I'm not saying that you have time like that, but why waste that time
playing with somebody when you can love somebody?
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Why waste this time when you can love your own yourself?
Why waste this time when you could just do what you want to do?
Listen to your heart. Okay. Like, listen to your heart. I don't even know the
song I was going to sing, but nevermind. But listen to your heart, guys.
Like, really listen to what you really want to do.
I'm telling y'all, I've been talking about this for a while in my podcast.
As I've been telling y'all, if you listen to your heart, nothing can get in your way.
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Nothing can stop you because this is the path that you're destined to go anyways.
Why waste the time? Why make it harder? Why take this route to still get you
over here on this same path?
Do that path and do it flawlessly. It will pay off in the end.
I always tell people that I promise you, like, Like if there's one thing I can
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say I know as a fact to be true, okay?
Because I don't speak about stuff that I know, I do not know about that isn't true.
If you follow your heart, you will go the path you're supposed to be.
Because if you go against your heart, the only thing you're doing is slowing
down time. You're wasting time.
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And you will eventually get there, okay? You will eventually go there,
either now or later. And you know what later means, okay?
But you still got to do it. You still have to answer the call of your soul,
your heart on what you're supposed to do.
And if you're doing stuff that your heart wants to do, it comes easy.
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It comes so loving. It's nothing is really never hard. I tell people that like
nothing really is ever hard.
If you do the things that you love to do, nothing is hard. Like everything will be supported.
Everything, you will be supported. No matter what you do, how you move,
if you're moving from your heart space, you will be supported.
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I promise you that your path will be blessed. Your ancestors,
your angels and ancestors, your spiritual God, God, who Allah,
whoever you believe in, they don't back you, bro.
Like they going to back you at all costs. Okay.
So take this time guys to really figure out what it is that you really want
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to do, how you want to get there.
If you don't know this answer, like I, I feel like these are the questions like
you should ask yourself before, before Capricorn moves back into Pluto. It's going to get deep.
You're going to have to go deep. And this is the last time, guys.
I was like, hey, this is going to be the last time.
But it's going to be the last time. And then I feel like with Chronic being
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in Aries, with healing energy, like Aries is a fast sign, a fast pace.
So imagine if you really just go down and you heal those wounds,
you can really heal those wounds a lot faster
compared to if chronic was in in pluto okay
or chronic was in scorpio like that
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means you got to go real real deep but that's also
mars energy so it kind of moves fast too but if
you really getting what i'm saying like you
can chronic being in aries
means you can really heal those wounds heal the
stuff that really hurt you even aggressively i'm telling you like it's the thing
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that I really love about me and healing with this chronic energy is that I'm
able to say like this hurt and I'm able to recognize that to be like,
I'm going to move on from this.
I'm not going to stay there. It's not why I got to keep doing that.
Like, why do I have to keep allowing you to harm me?
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Like I already healed this deep issue, you but it's like you want to keep trying
to like pick the sword like this it's already healed you just kind of want to
keep going back to try to see if you can hurt no you know what stay over there,
don't come back because if you cross this line you
will never go back over there okay like you
won't never exist no more so you need to make sure that you
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just stay over there and I'm fine with that the
distance is great with me distance is
my new response to people who do things to me I'm not tolerating anything I
don't not tolerate no toxicity from no man I'm not tolerating no toxicity from
no woman like I'm just not tolerating any toxicity from family nobody.
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I literally had to tell somebody the other day that I was dealing with having
a conversation with this man he like really like started going I said listen
I said let me tell you something,
I don't even tolerate my own daddy talking to me like that my own daddy know
better not to even play with me like that What will make you think that I will
be okay with how the way you talk to me?
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Okay. And then I'll be one of the people to know, like I have a son, so I'm raising a man.
So I don't want my son to ever think that he should talk to a woman like that.
Because if his girlfriend ever call me or the mother of his child,
which I pray to, you know, different stuff like that, but the mother's child, what?
I will fly over there and me and my son will go at it. Like,
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stop playing with me. You know, I don't play that.
You know, I ain't never raised you like that. like this is not
that but a lot of times like
you get guys and it's like really weird to me when
I hear men cuss at women that's
that's like strange to me and it's like okay either one or two things and then
I start analyzing because you know I study psychology so I start analyzing you
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and I'm like okay well you got mama issues somebody hurt you that's a woman
maybe you need to heal that okay I'm that person like I got some stuff that
like yeah it's a few people like I really want to have deep conversations with.
Like, okay, let's have this conversation final. And that's it.
Don't call me. Don't text me. Don't text me. Don't call me no more.
But at some point I'm like, you know what? I'm going to just write it out.
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And I just hope the universe just sends it to them because I kind of don't want
to have that conversation with them.
But I feel like if they needed that conversation, I would be in a space right now to talk about it.
But if they don't want to talk about it now, they can never talk to me about
it ever again, even when they're ready.
Because I feel like I was ready and then you wasn't ready. And then I gave you
multiple years to be ready to have this conversation and you just wasn't ready.
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And so it's not my fault anymore.
So I always tell people that like, make sure.
Like, if you want to have a conversation with a person, you have that conversation with them.
You feel me? Like, I'm a person like, no, some people cross the line.
I've been talking to y'all.
You heard me. And I said it three times.
I shouldn't have to keep saying it. And then I leave your life. But my life got better.
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So I can't go back. It's like, it's a thing with me.
Like, it's like, my life got 10 times better.
And something with you was holding me up Holding me back You gots to go,
And I'm not And I'm okay with that too I'm okay with the space that we have
I'm okay with the time that we had The memories,
all of that It was great I gots to say that They were great The moments that
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I did show me that I am the same person that I was then And I really love the
fact that Even though I knew that you wasn't who you was I still loved you,
So to me, you can never tell somebody that you had nobody that really loved
you because I was that person that loved you.
So if you really be honest with that person yourself, you know,
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like she was one. She was a real friend.
Like I have people call back to me and be like, I know I wasn't a real friend
to you, but you was definitely a real friend to me. But you taught me what a real friend was.
And so I'm happy about that. And I'm glad that I was able to be that person
to teach you who a real friend was.
But you taught me what a real friend wasn't. And if I keep accepting that Then I'm accepting bullshit.
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So I can't do that to myself no more, okay? So I know what a real friend is.
And so, because it's like a real friend should reflect me, do the same things.
And so some of the stuff that I see with people and different things,
I just sit back and I just listen and just watch for real.
Because it's just like, it is what it is. Like the people who love me,
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they gonna love me forever.
And then the people that I love, they gonna know I love them forever too.
You feel me? It's vice versa. so guys please
in Pluto don't go back to old cycles that you used
to be in you feel me don't do the toxicity things
if you heal from things visit it
and just lay it to rest I'm telling
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you like some things like I'm like baby I remember
when I was transitioning into the 30s and I was
like yeah I was like I'm wearing
this color for like three years and they
were like why and I'm like I don't know I just feel like
this and I feel like spiritually I was going
through rankings and I don't know how to explain it but I
really went through rankings when other people was
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going through rankings I went through ratings through like my
family was ranking me so it was like okay I'm
laying this person this person is kind of gone like we'll do a
woo and I went through times where a spiritual
initiation like where I went through it
I was being initiated spiritually with family so
my angels and ancestors was ranking me
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high like boom you're here like and I just
didn't understand but now like that I'm spiritually woke
and I'm in tune with a lot of stuff I'm like oh that's what
was going on this year but it makes sense and you you get that I get the cape
I get it all and so it is what it is but I'm just I'm living and the best piece
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of advice that I can give anybody in this period of time that's about to come up.
It's going to be very beneficial to anybody is get out of survival mode and
you're living, start living.
Like you're no longer surviving anymore. You're living and you're living so comfortably.
You're living so beautifully and you're living.
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And once you realize that, especially my black people and people of color,
You know that That's when
everything changes And that's when the universe Really starts to show out When
I say show I'm like show out And I've been so It's been so wonderful And I can't
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even lie and say That it hasn't because it has And But.
If you in that moment, you in that moment. But I always tell people like,
whatever is meant to happen will happen.
And God will make sure that. The universe will make sure that.
Your angels and ancestors will make sure of that.
Like, because y'all, we all here. And they are here helping you.
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God's helping you. Whoever you believe in, I'll lie. You know what I'm saying? Like, Jehovah.
Because I do have some people that listen to my podcast that believe in Jehovah.
But Jehovah's here for you.
Like it is what it is like whoever you believe
in is here to help you you know
I'm saying I'm not here to knock you I'm not here to tell you
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to believe in what I believe in but you are supposed to believe in what you
believe in whatever makes your heart happy that's what you're supposed to do
guys like I'm not in the business of doing any of that like and that's just
not what I'm here for I'm here to teach and show love and that's about it.
I mean and some more other stuff but But guys like as far as like telling you
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what you should do what you shouldn't do what you should believe in like that's
A you thing that's something that you came here to discover about yourself And
stop listening to everybody else.
Tell you what you should do What feels right?
Like, cause some people were like, well, this might feel right.
But if you know, like, you know what your heart really wants.
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I always tell people that I remember like one time this dude was trying to talk
to me and I was like, listen, I said the whole time you was sitting down,
you never even mentioned this girl, but there's a girl's energy on you.
Your heart is somewhere else.
It would never be over here with me. There's even no point for me and you to
even move on because your heart is somewhere else.
Just like Martin Lawrence and a thin line between love and hate.
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Like he, He knew that he wanted Regina.
Your heart always was over there. But yet you entertained everybody else instead
of getting your woman who you really want.
And you know she really wants you too. So stop playing.
So that's the thing that I really want people to... Like if you know that you
really want to be a rapper, then go be a rapper.
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Stop being everything else and focus on that.
Especially if you know you're good, okay? Don't be trying to be a rapper.
You know you ain't good at all, okay? But if you know this is your calling,
this is your passion, you feel it in your heart.
You get so much energy from this. This is something that you should be doing.
If you know basketball is your thing or whatever is your thing,
I'd be telling people, I really love doing what I do right now.
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It brings so much joy and happiness to me. I can't even explain it.
I just get so much energy from it. And it just makes me a lot,
it makes me so much brighter than what I already am.
It's just like, I get real bright, like boom, boom, boom, boom.
So this is the thing that I must tell people.
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Like, if there's one thing I can tell you is do what you need to do, but stop playing.
Like, stop making, you know, God come down here and hit the blocks.
Stop making your ancestors forcing you to do what you're supposed to do what
you signed up for you also have soul contracts you have contracts that you signed
up for what you was gonna do,
just do it you know i'm saying like
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you might be like okay well that's not what i want to do but maybe that's not
what you're supposed to be doing you listen to somebody else telling you what
you're supposed to do you need to figure out what you really want to do and
get serious about it and stop playing i'm that person like i ain't got time
to be playing and this is what i want to do and And this is how it works out.
And nothing can come in between that.
So once you figure out the path that you want to do and how you want to get there,
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And I always tell people, I was like, it's really about choosing like your destination.
Okay. This is where I'm going to go with it. Okay. Then I'm going to let y'all go.
It's really about choosing what you want to do.
Doesn't matter how you get there, but you really set your heart on what you
want to do. It's so crazy. Cause I could tell a story.
I was like, okay, guys, I don't know where I'm going to go. I knew I wanted
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to sign up for school and I was like, okay, I got to continue. I want to get this done.
And the next thing I know is like, okay. Okay. So I was sitting there and the
next thing I know, I hear like, where is it that you really want to be at?
And I was like, all right, I want to be here at this time doing this.
Next thing I know, I was like, all right.
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I was like, but I kind of want to go here. And he's like, no,
you can't go there yet first. We need you to go here first.
And I'm like, all right, well, I'm cool with that. And next thing I know,
it was like, boom, how I got there was something totally crazy.
I don't know. It was always a part of my plan.
And I tell people that like, when I really can go in and really tell y'all what's
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going on, you're going to be like, wow, that was really part of that girl plan.
It was really a part of my plan.
It was a part of the plan. It was a part of a soul plan. It was always a part of the plan.
I just didn't, I'm just being me and being loving who I am, just doing the things that I love to do.
And it is a part of my plan it was a part of my dna it was a part of my soul
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plan it was what's an alignment for me my angels and answers said it's her you
know i'm saying god said boom you know but it was always a part of the plan
so i can never be upset if it was a part of the plan does this make sense guys.
It was always a part of my plan. And so I'm kind of really happy about this.
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I'm so in love. I'm just like, oh my gosh, I really cannot believe like this
was a part of my plan the whole time.
Like it's really weird, but I'm happy that like maybe four or five years ago,
I chose this path, but didn't know I chose this path, but I just knew that I was supposed to be here.
That's kind of weird. Like it is like, okay, I'm here,
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but it's like, I'm really here, but it's like
celebrating every single moment of
being here like I'm not surviving I'm
living and then on that I'm like living good so it's like it's totally different
where before like maybe 2018 I was surviving like I don't even think I was surviving
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then but it was more like I was in in survival mode.
And survival mode is where you feel like, you know, everybody's attacking you.
Everything is happening to you, but not for you.
And once you start living, you know that things are happening for you.
You know that it's supposed to happen.
However it happens, it's supposed to happen that way.
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So guys, there's a different mentality there that I just want to help my black community,
but I want to help everybody else, you know, people of color and anybody else
who's listening to my message, come out of survivor mode and just know that
everything is happening for you.
Like people are placed in certain places just to make sure that you succeed on where you need to be.
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I'm telling you, like everybody plays a piece on his chessboard.
Like whether or not you don't think about that, I'm like, gosh,
and prime example, y'all know, some people do know what happened to me.
I'm like, dang, this girl's getting on my nerves next door
like not now but before she
was getting on my nerves like doing crazy stuff and I'm
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like you know what like I didn't want to leave early
but I was already leaving you want me to go but
I was already leaving my path is already I'm gonna being left you're gonna be
the one that's still here and suffering not me I'm gonna be great like and I'm
just like you're really pushing me and then it was a point and times like and
I just might have want to just put my hands bless bless, bless old girl.
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Everyone is a blesser. But only thing I could do was say, I bless you.
Like I hope God bless you and you get the energy that you deserve.
I have nothing left more to say. I don't want to fight. I don't want to argue.
I don't want to do none of that because that's not where I'm at.
And I want to just go peacefully.
And so I feel like me, I left out peacefully and it was a moment for me and I.
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I'm really grateful and thankful for every single thing and everybody who played
a part into making sure that I'm here.
Like, cause with Aries people, we, we do stuff totally different.
Like once we get irritated, like there ain't nothing that you can say,
but once we know that we're, we're supposed to do, there's nothing that can stop us from doing that.
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Like nothing. Once we got our mind made up, it is over with.
Like, besides like, if it's something for us now, you know, you got some of
them Aries people that, you know, they got to, they play a part where, oh,
they want to come in, you know, because some people do be vindictive and some
people do be like, okay, well, I have, it's my job to stop this person.
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Like baby can't pipe down.
And I always tell people like, once you pick the path that your soul was supposed
to be on, and once you pick the path of where God wants you to be at, it's lit up.
It's gold. Can't no energy come in between that. So if you are an Aries trying
to stop another Aries, that's dumb. You're wasting time.
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You need to go figure out what you need to be doing and doing the same thing.
Okay, like don't be trying to curve over in this person lane.
Do the lane that you're good at. Do what makes you literally happy.
But guys, like just once you are on the right path, you will know that you're
on the right path because can't nobody come up against you. Okay.
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Angela Besson said If God be for you Then who Could come against you Okay.
And that's what kind of like The guy in the universe Is
telling you right now And just showing you like Okay like And people who've
been Doing stuff Harming you Like they're getting People been receiving Their
karma I'm telling you It's tough Some people They can't take Back what they
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put out And this is what I always tell people Like people have up their own
individual spiritual codes.
Okay. So if you're dealing with a person and you don't know their spiritual
codes, you better ask them because their spiritual code might be something totally different.
And then here you go, a person, I don't believe in karma, but this person's
whole spiritual code is something totally different. And now you got to receive what you put out.
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Sometimes people don't even understand like the space that I'm in right now.
And it's like, Like, you can only see me.
You can only see me. It's kind of like the brightest star in the sky.
You can only see me.
Okay. You can only see me in the sky. Like, baby, you can't, you can't do nothing.
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Like no matter how many times you try to shoot up a missile, you can never get there.
We don't know why, because you're not supposed to be.
That's what it's like right now. And, but that's what it's like.
If you choose the path that your heart wants you to be on guys,
choose the people that you just love.
And you just choose them every day Choose them because you love them Don't choose
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them because you feel guilty Don't choose them because of this You know that
you have toxic parents Or whatever
the situation might be But you know that they harm you Let them go.
Separate yourself And if you separate yourself from
your family Your life gets better than somebody was doing
something I promise y'all Y'all got a glimpse of who
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was doing something In the summertime time I'm
telling you when it was revealed to me who was
oh that's the only thing I'm gonna
say and I had to pause for a second because once it was revealed to me who
was doing it I was like oh my gosh like it
could have been anybody but you like I'm
not and I always suspected it was you but I
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had to confirm and now it's confirmed and I'm in a different space to the point
where I can here I know for a fact is you and I'm sorry I'm upset I was upset
for a moment I gave myself to grieve through the grieving process and now I'm
okay and it's like I'm gonna just leave you there.
You'll just have to you have to see it you cannot
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be a part of it but you can only see it so you gotta understand like who is
the universe even telling you who can be a part of your life who can just watch
because right now you're you have been seeing the great divide I feel like it's
the a great divide in energy and in people and in places and things.
Like I keep telling people, I was like, I knew when I first went on vacation,
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I was like, I won't be back here again. I don't know why.
I don't know how. I was just like, I'm just not coming back.
It's just not for me. And I'm okay with that.
And so should you. But it's just, I'm over this right here.
It's just It's not for me. It's not in the mix. It's not what's here for me.
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Like, I love the energy I'm in. I love the people around me.
And I just, I just in a better space where I'm like.
I'm in tune with me and I love me. And that's where I'm at with it,
guys. So you really got to choose you and listen to your heart.
But guys, please do not fall back into those old cycles that used to be toxic,
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that kept you bound to things that you were not supposed to be.
Because Pluto moved back into Capricorn.
Y'all do know that Capricorn is the devil card in the tarot deck, right?
And with the devil card being in the tarot deck, you got to understand something.
It always has like a devil with some chains and bounding you to things okay
so Capricorn moving back into Pluto
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was it was things that had you bounded forgive yourself love yourself.
And then move forward like let it
go if it comes back just release it like I
just release you with the most purest love and light you
know i'm saying i'll keep you there but pay attention
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to those things that had you bound like if you know that you was maybe bound
to some heavy drugs or you were doing stuff like that wasn't so great because
there's a lot of people with sexual addictions like you know that was a problem
it bounded you to a lot of things and a lot of people like release it, love yourself,
like do the healing work because it's there.
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With Pluto moving back into Capricorn retrograde and coming out of retrograde,
it's moving into Capricorn, but you have chronic and Aries.
That's a beautiful healing energy.
Heal those deep wounds that had you bound it. Heal the things that had you bound
it to things. I'm telling y'all it's an important.
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Once I healed my core values and relationships, it has been a lot better.
And I'm like, okay, well, I'm able to recognize back in 2008 why I dealt with
this particular person or why I was even dealing with the men that I was dealing
with at that particular time when I shouldn't have dealt with not near one of
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them because near one of them,
didn't have what I needed.
You get what I'm saying? like, okay, I shouldn't have dealt with you because
you, you don't even match me at all. Like what's going on?
Like, and I just was there for you to be helping you, but you didn't help me.
Like, I don't know how to explain it, but it's a moment that you got to be honest
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with yourself. You heal.
And I feel like the core issues that you need to heal are your first relationships
that you were in, which is your mom and your dad, those deep wounds there.
And once you heal that, go to your brothers and your sisters, heal that.
Then you go to your cousins because they technically your best friends. And then you heal that.
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And I know if you have a big family like me, you understand like that's a lot of people. It is a lot.
But once you heal that, you will be this beautiful butterfly.
You will feel this new energy. You will feel reborn again.
Like you will feel Feel so much better Just by releasing things That are no
longer serving you Release the hurt that hurt you You feel me?
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Like, because there's a lot of times I'll be telling people like Yeah,
like This person was alive I wouldn't even doubt with you And that's facts It is a fact Okay? But.
But now you're able to like heal that. Like maybe they're not all the way gone
and they're here with me.
Every night I go to sleep, they go to sleep with me too. So is it like we're
both gone? Like, no, we're actually here.
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So you need to make sure that you have this moment with yourself where it's
beautiful and you're able to love yourself when nobody else is able to love you.
Okay, so heal these core issues, which is with your mom, your first relationship with your mom and dad.
That will then improve your relationships Relationships with everybody friends
cousins, whoever then you can move on with your brothers and sisters because
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they be doing some things too That hurt you feel me?
So once you heal that then you'll be good and then
you move on to your cousins So then you can move on to your friends But
these are your core relationships because these are the
first people that you have ever known So once you heal that and you start really
healing around the environments that they had you in And you start really doing
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that taking that time out to really do deep healing and cleanse that energy
out of you And out of your body you will become a better new person a better star A better well,
whoever you feel like you are an emperor empress the god a goddess you feel
me Whoever you feel like you are you will become a better version of yourself Okay,
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you won't be so hard on yourself and I always tell people if you can forgive
people so flawlessly Please forgive yourself the same way Because being a Virgo moon.
That's hard Because we analyzed everything And it used to be so internal So
I'm just here to help my Virgo moon people Like hey baby You forgave Sam,
Paul and Rachel Okay I'm going to need you to forgive you,
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Because you have done a lot And you have extended yourself in places Where you
shouldn't have been at So forgive you So guys don't fall back into that cycle again And Capricorn,
just love on yourself Love in the space that you're in And please, guys,
Stay tuned and stay out the way Mercury retrograde is Officially about to be
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over with You know, we got a post-shadow period After that It's back to business,
They gotta go You gotta go, they gotta go But guys, like, please Love yourself,
because this is our final step Once Pluto moves back into Capricorn For my carnal
signs, my cancers There's my Libras, my Aries, and...
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Why can't I get all four of them all at one time? My Aries, Cancers,
and Capricorns, and Libras. This is our final time.
So this can either be test time. Like I hear some girl on TikTok say like,
why would I put myself through a test?
Like this could be just like getting everything out the way.
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Like you know what's not supposed to be there. Boom, it's gone.
And once it's gone, it's gone. And then you're able to step into this new reality
once Pluto hit Aquarius. because we kind of got a taste of it, okay?
Like once Pluto moved into Aquarius, we got a taste of it. So if your life started
getting better when Pluto moved into Aquarius, that's because you were getting a taste of that.
But Capricorn's just coming back through to clear everything else out.
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If it ain't meant to be, it will not stand.
Do you understand? I'm like, let me say that one more time before I clock out, okay?
If it's not supposed to be, it will not stand.
It will leave. Let it go peacefully. Don't try to hold on to it.
Don't try to like Hold it through the door Like I want it back No let it go
Let it go So this message Is let it go But also guys Like please be ready For
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Pluto to move back And Capricorn I know what it is But.
I love y'all so much And so I had to give y'all This message Because it was
on my heart So guys like listen Thanks for always tuning in And tapping in With
the Pretty Red ENT show Please let me know How you feel about the episode Hit
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At the Pretty Red ENT show So, but I would like for you to hit me up on my webpage
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at the pretty red ENT show dot pod bean, pod bean.com.
Okay. Like bean, bean, like a bean, like pork and beans.com.
But I love y'all so very much. I got a good healthy message for y'all too coming up.
Just to let y'all know, it's some crazy stuff going on right now with the energy.
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And so I won't let y'all know what's actually, I mean, I really should because
it's kind of disrespectful that I don't, but I'm definitely going to let y'all,
like, I'm going to talk to y'all about something that's very important that
I just, we talked about it in class.
And so I kind of want to talk about it on my podcast because I was like, oh, no, ma'am.
But I want to say, like, I love y'all so very much. much and I'm so grateful
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and thankful for each and everybody who listens to my podcast.
I hope it help you with the energy to come. Please guys, don't fall back into the loop.
You better than that and take what you like from the old you and stray the rest. You feel me?
And if there's a part of you that used to do things like you're not happy about,
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like address it and let it go
and to heal it but forgive yourself but also be
happy that you was able to stay in there like you survived that and
just love on you okay but that's
the guy that said that but let me clap for y'all because we are we are way better
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than what we used to be okay so thanks for always tuning in And tapping in To
the Pretty Red ENT show It's your girl Pretty Red ENT,
Better known as Goddess Nikita Okay Bye.
Welcome to the Pretty Red ENT show It's your girl Goddess Nikita A.K.A. Pretty Red ENT,
And if nobody told you they loved you today Just know that Goddess Nikita She
loves you today, okay? Okay.
And I'm sending so much love and light out to the world, to, to energy, to air.
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Now I'm saying shout out to the universe for showing out one time for the one time.
All right. How are you beautiful people doing? I had to come and update y'all
cause it is getting real. Okay.
All right. So listen here. So we had like some retrogrades that kind of went
back into to a sign and then went back to another sign.
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I was like, what the heck is going on here, right?
Like, it was a lot. And when I say a lot, I mean, like, it was a lot going on that was just like.
But I feel like if you work with the energy, it works for you guys.
And I'm a, I'm a true firm I'm a firm believer of that and,
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I got so much to tell y'all, but I can't right now, this precise moment.
So let me get into it right now. So guys, so we do have retrograding still until Wednesday.
Mercury is in Virgo. Okay. So it moved out of Virgo, moved to Leo,
which was a beautiful energy for retrograde. I was loving it.
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I was loving it. Okay. But we're still retrograding with Saturn.
So y'all do know it's a very spiritual, like this is spiritual karma coming down.
Pisces is the most spiritual sign of the zodiac. So y'all do understand like
God is really hitting the block, the universal angels and ancestors,
like everything is being returned.
So I'll be trying to tell people like, y'all got to pick and choose when you
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do what you do at certain times, because no matter what you're doing, it always comes back.
Like, and then you got to answer for what you're doing. so even if you don't
believe in karma you still have to answer for your actions that you're putting
out is it what you is it really representing you the way that you need it to
represent right so i kind of want to just talk about it real quick so pluto is in aquarius.
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Until october the 11th it says neptune is retrograding and we have chronic so
from july July 26th to December 29th, chronic is an Aries guys.
And that's like the wounded healer, like some deep stuff that you're heard about,
which could be about passion, aggression.
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Like if you really take this time to really heal and use that energy,
you can heal autumn, deep, deep, deep, deep, real rooted wounds.
That's how I look at that. A lot of people don't look at that.
I'm like, this is a time for like really healing.
So I'm a person that'd be like, Hey, you know, you want to heal you have all
the energies to heal you right now so guys also we have venus and virgo it's
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going to be moving out and moving into libra on the 29th which i'm so happy about,
we still got mars and gemini and that lasts to september the 4th and then da da da da da da da da da da.
Then we have Mars that's really weird like I
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don't know how to explain it but it's some crazy stuff going on right now within
these planets so we do have Mars like
going back just doing I don't know what the planets is on but it's like some
weird stuff it's like they're moving back in signs so we do know that Pluto
okay guys I just want to make sure y'all understand is Pluto is It's going to
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be moving back in Capricorn. And that's what I really want to talk about.
Okay. So listen up.
It's been on my mind. It's been on my mind to talk to y'all about that.
But then it moves back in Aquarius on November the 19th, which is great for
all my cardinal signs. We're going to be like, yeah.
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Okay. Like, yeah. Hold on. I'm trying to make sure.
So, all right, guys, Pluto is going to move back in Capricorn for a moment.
And when I mean like a moment, I feel like this can mean a few different things for you guys.
OK, this can either mean that right now in the universe, want to make sure that
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you you at where you need to be at, because if not, you're going to be there.
OK, and this is that like if there was something holding you back,
it's going to be removed.
If you didn't want to go this path you will
be there there's no any buts away about it
some secrets would be revealed and when Pluto was in
Capricorn guys like all my cortinal signs we
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were feeling that energy very extremely
okay like it was so intense for
me like I didn't want to do nothing that was intense I
didn't want to deal with nobody not unless I like it was very intense
it was super intense like that transit from
28 from 2008 until now
it was very I felt
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it I felt every moment of it I was in
them cycles and it's like I had to jump out of them cycles and once
I realized I was in that cycle and I was like okay we're not gonna keep doing
this and so I had to jump out of that cycle so now I'm like on a new different
path a new place new everything thing like guys like pluto and capricorn is
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no matter where is that in your birth chart you know i'm saying i always tell
people like you need to be aware of who you are.
Whatever you're doing. But guys, just to let my cardinal signs know,
you know what I'm saying? My Aries, my cancer people, my, um, who was that?
I'll be going, but y'all know what I'm talking about. My cardinal signs,
y'all listen to my stuff. Y'all know what I'm talking about.
My cardinal signs, y'all really have to be prepared. And the Capricorns,
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like my Capricorn people just know it is about to go down. Okay.
It is about to go down, but only for a moment. I feel like this is going to
push us exactly where where we need to be at.
And I really love that for us because we have, if you've been putting in the
work, you are going to, you're going to feel that.
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Like, I don't care what nobody's saying, you're going to feel that.
And it's going to be good. And my people that are Libras, because they know
what I'm talking about, like, so my Aries, my Cancers, my Libra and Capricorn,
y'all are cardinal signs.
Okay. And we've been through this extensive period from 20,
2008 to about last year
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when pluto moved into aquarius and we were like oh
this energy is great it's like we can finally be free but we had to go through
some healing we had to go through some things that were like we needed to really
deal with and so if we really been putting that work and dealing with that we're
gonna receive the this is the time that we're gonna reap our rewards
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okay like I gotta say that reap the rewards you know what I'm saying like it's
like yeah we've been putting in work we've been putting that footwork we've
been putting in action we've been loving on ourselves we've been really doing
the things that we need to do you're gonna see the results of everything that
you have been putting in okay.
I do got to say this because it's very important because you don't want to fall back into old habits.
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And I'm a person like, man, I'm telling y'all like, and when I,
y'all know I'll be feeling energy before it comes up.
And I'm telling you like some of the habits that has been coming up for me would
be like, you know, like I had a past life, like I jumped off the porch.
And if you know what that means, you know what that means.
And so some of that energy that I had, that I was in
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right there and you know it's just sitting there just
like you sure you don't want to play with me like and I'm
like no I'm good I'm good love and I had
a what a time to be alive okay like what a
time to be alive okay but what
a time to be alive but I really love the the new me and I love the steps that
I'm taking I love the energy that I'm in and I love the fact that I'm really
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loving myself and I'm choosing to choose the new me and I'm choosing to integrate all this stuff.
So to me, it's kind of like Pluto is moving back in Capricorn to see what do
you want to integrate with this new version of you that you have created that
has, that will make you the most successful.
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Right. Because I'm like, okay, back in the day, like when you talking about me,
I was, baby I was a hustler and the I
didn't play no games okay I just want to say that like I
didn't play no games you knew what it was but I
do that now in a different way and it's a softer way and it's like I like this
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but I like the fact that like in 2008 and like up like I was able to speak my
piece but then I was like more looking out for if I was gonna hurt somebody
or not And it's not like I don't I do that now.
I do that now with a little bit of love, but i'm honest I would rather be honest
with you than to keep lying and it hurts me in the end And so i'm able to express
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a lot of stuff that I wasn't able to express before so I feel like,
With pluto moving into aquarius with this different energy was like, oh, baby. I love you and.
Because Aquarius and Aries people, they kind of somewhat carry the same energy, but not.
So it's like a little bit different. So we kind of like got a break because
Capricorn, that's a cardinal sign. So we feel that energy, like no matter what,
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we're just going to feel it.
But we don't have to feel it so deep because Pluto is the farthest planet away from the whole earth.
So you felt things a little bit deeper than what you were supposed to feel them at.
And to be honest if you were ever Pluto was sitting at that's where you felt it at and,
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sometimes it could be like you were dating the same person from 2008 into now
even though it wasn't the same person it was kind of the same energy because
you were in that loop but now that you got out of this loop you knew like okay
I was in a loop like I ain't feeling that energy no mom I'm cool.
Well, you're good now. And so that's fine.
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And so I will always tell people, like, make sure that you're doing the things
that you do. Do not go back to old ways that didn't work before.
You really got to cut things off.
This is the time like where there's, it's like, it's a sweep.
And so you got to cut them things off that are no longer serving you.
If it's not benefiting you.
If you're not gaining anything, cut it off. You have nothing to lose.
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Like try something different. Like I'm a person like now I'll be like,
okay, like stuff that I probably would have just been like, you know what?
Maybe I might want to do it. I'd be doing it.
I gotta do it, but stand on business, but you got to really stand on business with you.
So it's like, okay, like I really wanted to try this. I'm going to try this.
That's me standing on business. business like okay I didn't
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want to do this before but I'm really gonna do this now and and this
is what I'm gonna do and so my people that
also have heavy Gemini placements please make sure
because this is a time period because Jupiter is in Gemini
right now so you can gain a lot of money from
like communication and different stuff like that but you
can also gain a lot of weight so if I was
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y'all make sure that you go work out so
that way that you you know you won't
gain that much weight and you're losing the weight instead of gaining
it in your body but you could be getting that money so
hey y'all know
me okay but I gotta make
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sure that I tell people this because it's very highly important
you know I always like to keep y'all updated on how
the planets are moving and different stuff like that so guys like
this is a serious moment a pivotal moment
in history and in your
life in history like scratch the history that you see but for yourself this
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is a pivotal moment this is a very important moment in your life which what
are you going to choose are you going to choose this new you are you going to
choose the old things that.
Kept you bound to stuff that kept you that kept
you bound to things that was harmful a
lot of people don't understand like a lot of stuff that people used to do used
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to be harmful a lot of my friendships used to be very harmful for me and I knew
it and and that's the craziest thing I hold myself accountable like y'all be
talking about baby pretty real auntie goddess Nikita she holds are self-accountable.
Like, yes, there was places I was doing things with people and extended myself
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in people's life that I should have not extended myself at all.
I should have cut them off and called it that.
Like, and I'm telling y'all that because it's serious. Like,
okay. Like I know I shouldn't have been friends with you, me, myself, and I.
Okay. Knew I shouldn't have been friends with you. I knew I shouldn't have dated you,
but yet I did because I, I, I'm a person because I I was feeling things on a,
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especially when you spiritual guys and you know, you got certain planets that's
just making you feel it very deeply.
Like I, I, let me try to see if I can, I'm not doing that no more.
I'm not overextending myself in somebody's life. And if I know that you're in
my life and then I cut you out and things get better, you got to go forever. Okay.
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Like forever, forever, forever. Yeah, baby, you got to go forever.
Like I said, any moment that I feel like, and I'm a true person,
I believe is that any moment I feel like you're doing things or you're trying
to harm me or whatever the situation might be.
But if my life gets better after you leave, you got to stay gone forever.
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I've been cutting people out to the point where I don't care who you are. You gots to go.
You got to go on this new path or with me.
It's me versus me versus all of us, but we together with me,
like all of me's are here and I'm standing firm with myself to the point where
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you cannot come in between that. Nobody coming in between it. Like, what's up?
Run up, get done up. Like, you know what I'm saying? But nah,
guys, but all jokes aside, I know I gotta be funny with it a little bit.
All jokes aside, I really love
me and y'all gotta make sure that you're standing on business about you.
Make sure that you're telling people to treat you the way how you want to be treated.
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Make sure you're doing the things that you need to do for yourself because can't
nobody else do for you better than you do for you, okay?
Let me say that again for my people in the back.
Can't nobody else do for you better than what you can do for you, okay?
So you got to make sure that if one thing for sure, two things for sure,
you're standing on business about you and you're not accepting anything less
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Less than what you deserve,
Okay, like Yeah, you might have people You know, Mercury retrograde comes back
again Certain people want to come back in your life No, bro, stay over there.
Stay over there. Don't, don't come back and hit this block over here.
Because when I wanted you to be on a black, you kind of, you know,
you was moving crazy. And so I kind of want you to stay over there. That's fine.
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I love you from a distance. Okay.
I be telling people that, but I also be telling like a lot of my friends and
family members, like, listen, if, if we were meant to be, we will be meant to be.
Like if I'm supposed to be connected to you forever, I'm supposed to be connected
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to you and it would not hurt. We would be great.
All of this. But if it hurts for me to be connected to you, I gots to let you go for me.
I got to let you go for me. And it's best that me and you both let go because
I have no limit to where I will go. And I love the real me and I love the soft me.
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This is have always been me and so Everything else was a defense mechanism.
Period only for safety And so I love the new me like and I love this version
of me has always been me but it's just upgraded Okay, baby.
Let me upgrade Hey But i'm just not like that like prime example like I noticed
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like some people have been trying to like get me like angry and upset.
And even though Pluto's moving back on Capricorn, I feel like me rejecting that
is a sign that my body's like, we're not going back to where we used to let people get us. Let it go.
And I'm telling y'all, like, I love my Haitian.
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I know I don't know that, but he said some real stuff. He said,
like, if I hit you or if I hit a person, then I'm acting and moving as God in
the universe. And that's not my job.
My job is to keep continuously doing what I'm doing.
So if somebody attacks me verbally, physically, or mentally.
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I should not respond the same way they do because that's the energy they put
out. So it has to come back to them.
I just don't have to do deal with that. And I don't have to be the same way that this person is too.
So I feel like when maybe like last week, somebody tried to really upset me
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and a part of me really wanted to go there.
But another part of me was like, no. And then like,
I had a moment hours later, like I don't like to be mad
I don't want to I don't want to fight like
I don't want to get in arguments with people I don't
want to do all that that's not me that has never been me
I don't like that I don't like when people try to provoke me I don't like when
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people try to provoke a response out of me like I don't like that like I'm just
not on it I'm in a different place and it's like I'm accepting this soft side
of me which has always been a part of me and I don't want to to leave.
I love it here. Okay. Like I love it here.
Like I literally had a moment over the summer where I was like crying.
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I was like, people are trying to make me argue with them. I just don't want
to, I don't want to be mad.
I don't, I just don't want to be angry. I don't want to hate anybody.
I don't want, I don't want to dislike anybody. I just want to be at peace.
I don't like to, I don't like to climb on my own. If I don't have to climb on
my own, I'm okay with that.
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I'm And it shows the reflection of how I feel shows with everything that I'm doing right now.
And so I'm like, OK, this makes perfect sense and I'm on the right path.
So I just want to let y'all know when Pluto moves back into Capricorn,
you know, certain things might come up, themes that you might might not be in
alignment with you anymore.
Make sure you you dismiss it.
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Like, this is the rebirth period of who you are, who you're going to be for
moving forward for the next 30 years. Who you're going to be.
And you don't have to worry about going back in Capricorn or more after this
because this is the last time.
It's like God's like, like, hold on.
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It's like God has said, be quiet.
Put your hands up. Everybody who is not supposed to be here,
get out right now because this is the last time. and I'm not playing with y'all. Get out.
That's what that is right now. It's like, get out, like get out.
And it's okay to tell something or dismiss something that is no longer serving
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you any good, but let it go guys.
Let the toxicity go. Cause I used to be very toxic and people don't understand it.
Like I, people like people always be like, no, he wasn't toxic.
I'm like, Like, but I kind of was in a way, okay?
In a way, like I knew that I had power over people and I'm not going to say
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that I don't know that because I do, okay?
And I used it to the most, to the extreme power times four.
Not going to lie to nobody, not going to front to nobody. I just can't do it.
But once I realized that and like actually started to like use it,
then yeah, but then sometimes I feel like Like, non-consciously, I did not know.
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And then it was just like, okay. But then, like, years later,
like, when I started doing healing work, I was like, yeah.
But I was always authentically me. And I never used it to manipulate.
Because some people use it to manipulate. And I never used it to manipulate.
I just knew that by me being as real as I am, you were going to come back.
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So that was my power. That was my superpower.
I'm going to continue to be the exact person that I am. and the realest person
in your life, you're going to always come back because I was that.
And I'm going to do that flawlessly.
I don't think people understand that that was my superpower and that is still my superpower.
But I just knew that you would come back. Now it's more like,
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okay, you know I'm real. That's fine. I'm a real person and so should you.
And I reflect that back at them like, are you being as real as you're supposed to be?
But guess what? I'm okay with that if you're not. And what I'm going to do is
mind my business Mind my business, okay?
Okay I'm going to mind my business But I'm also going to love me I'm also going
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to appreciate me I'm also going to be like Okay, this is what's working for
me And this is what's not working for me And I'm okay to speak there But,
It's like, I'm still going to remain being me besides I don't care if you come back.
That's the difference. Like, yeah, I knew that you were going to come back because
how real I was. Now I don't care if you come back. I prefer you not to come back.
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Do not hit this block because this block is not open and this block will shoot.
Okay. Like, it's something like that. Like, metaphorically speaking, guys.
But that's how I felt. And it's a real situation.
It's real love. But this is like the love that I have for me now and it's like
okay like I gave you an opportunity To be real with me I gave you an opportunity
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to be a real friend I gave you an opportunity you had enough time to come up
and talk to me But you instead you chose not to so how could you ever be mad at me?
For choosing me I gotta continue to choose me because I love me and I hope that
you love yourself enough To the point where you can see any flaws that you might
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have to I always tell people that like I really.
Extremely love me now and not saying that didn't before because I really loved
me then too but now it's a little bit different and it's a little personal and
it's a little It's like I don't have to hide and love myself no more.
I can love myself out loud There's this movie called half magic guys,
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I like this movie and The girl was like gave her a compliment.
She said and I know it is and they
say every time like somebody gives you a compliment you say
and I know it is thank you and I know it is
so somebody says you're beautiful you say thank you I know I am there is nothing
wrong with confirmation like being in agreement with somebody giving you a compliment
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like yes you're beautiful I know I am and I used to be like that and that's
one thing that like Pluto Pluto and Capricorn,
I want to integrate with the new me.
It's like when people give me compliments, I want to say, yes,
thank you. And I know what it is. Yes or thank you. I know I am.
Because that is a beautiful statement to be in agreement with somebody who says
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you're just a beautiful person. Thank you. I know I am.
That's not being cocky. That's not being nothing.
That's just being in agreement with somebody and making a compliment about myself and about them.
And if somebody was to do that to me, I'd be like, you know what?
Show out. Okay. Show out.
Okay. Okay. But guys, like I really am so happy and guys, like I really encourage
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you to really set yourself free.
Okay. Like use this energy in this time to set yourself free.
You have no time to be sitting up here playing with anybody.
Like, and I'm not saying that you have time like that, but why waste that time
playing with somebody when you can love somebody?
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Why waste this time when you can love your own yourself?
Why waste this time when you could just do what you want to do?
Listen to your heart. Okay. Like, listen to your heart. I don't even know the
song I was going to sing, but nevermind. But listen to your heart, guys.
Like, really listen to what you really want to do.
I'm telling y'all, I've been talking about this for a while in my podcast.
As I've been telling y'all, if you listen to your heart, nothing can get in your way.
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Nothing can stop you because this is the path that you're destined to go anyways.
Why waste the time? Why make it harder? Why take this route to still get you
over here on this same path?
Do that path and do it flawlessly. It will pay off in the end.
I always tell people that I promise you, like, Like if there's one thing I can
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say I know as a fact to be true, okay?
Because I don't speak about stuff that I know, I do not know about that isn't true.
If you follow your heart, you will go the path you're supposed to be.
Because if you go against your heart, the only thing you're doing is slowing
down time. You're wasting time.
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And you will eventually get there, okay? You will eventually go there,
either now or later. And you know what later means, okay?
But you still got to do it. You still have to answer the call of your soul,
your heart on what you're supposed to do.
And if you're doing stuff that your heart wants to do, it comes easy.
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It comes so loving. It's nothing is really never hard. I tell people that like
nothing really is ever hard.
If you do the things that you love to do, nothing is hard. Like everything will be supported.
Everything, you will be supported. No matter what you do, how you move,
if you're moving from your heart space, you will be supported.
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I promise you that your path will be blessed. Your ancestors,
your angels and ancestors, your spiritual God, God, who Allah,
whoever you believe in, they don't back you, bro.
Like they going to back you at all costs. Okay.
So take this time guys to really figure out what it is that you really want
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to do, how you want to get there.
If you don't know this answer, like I, I feel like these are the questions like
you should ask yourself before, before Capricorn moves back into Pluto. It's going to get deep.
You're going to have to go deep. And this is the last time, guys.
I was like, hey, this is going to be the last time.
But it's going to be the last time. And then I feel like with Chronic being
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in Aries, with healing energy, like Aries is a fast sign, a fast pace.
So imagine if you really just go down and you heal those wounds,
you can really heal those wounds a lot faster
compared to if chronic was in in pluto okay
or chronic was in scorpio like that
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means you got to go real real deep but that's also
mars energy so it kind of moves fast too but if
you really getting what i'm saying like you
can chronic being in aries
means you can really heal those wounds heal the
stuff that really hurt you even aggressively i'm telling you like it's the thing
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that I really love about me and healing with this chronic energy is that I'm
able to say like this hurt and I'm able to recognize that to be like,
I'm going to move on from this.
I'm not going to stay there. It's not why I got to keep doing that.
Like, why do I have to keep allowing you to harm me?
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Like I already healed this deep issue, you but it's like you want to keep trying
to like pick the sword like this it's already healed you just kind of want to
keep going back to try to see if you can hurt no you know what stay over there,
don't come back because if you cross this line you
will never go back over there okay like you
won't never exist no more so you need to make sure that you
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just stay over there and I'm fine with that the
distance is great with me distance is
my new response to people who do things to me I'm not tolerating anything I
don't not tolerate no toxicity from no man I'm not tolerating no toxicity from
no woman like I'm just not tolerating any toxicity from family nobody.
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I literally had to tell somebody the other day that I was dealing with having
a conversation with this man he like really like started going I said listen
I said let me tell you something,
I don't even tolerate my own daddy talking to me like that my own daddy know
better not to even play with me like that What will make you think that I will
be okay with how the way you talk to me?
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Okay. And then I'll be one of the people to know, like I have a son, so I'm raising a man.
So I don't want my son to ever think that he should talk to a woman like that.
Because if his girlfriend ever call me or the mother of his child,
which I pray to, you know, different stuff like that, but the mother's child, what?
I will fly over there and me and my son will go at it. Like,
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stop playing with me. You know, I don't play that.
You know, I ain't never raised you like that. like this is not
that but a lot of times like
you get guys and it's like really weird to me when
I hear men cuss at women that's
that's like strange to me and it's like okay either one or two things and then
I start analyzing because you know I study psychology so I start analyzing you
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and I'm like okay well you got mama issues somebody hurt you that's a woman
maybe you need to heal that okay I'm that person like I got some stuff that
like yeah it's a few people like I really want to have deep conversations with.
Like, okay, let's have this conversation final. And that's it.
Don't call me. Don't text me. Don't text me. Don't call me no more.
But at some point I'm like, you know what? I'm going to just write it out.
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And I just hope the universe just sends it to them because I kind of don't want
to have that conversation with them.
But I feel like if they needed that conversation, I would be in a space right now to talk about it.
But if they don't want to talk about it now, they can never talk to me about
it ever again, even when they're ready.
Because I feel like I was ready and then you wasn't ready. And then I gave you
multiple years to be ready to have this conversation and you just wasn't ready.
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And so it's not my fault anymore.
So I always tell people that like, make sure.
Like, if you want to have a conversation with a person, you have that conversation with them.
You feel me? Like, I'm a person like, no, some people cross the line.
I've been talking to y'all.
You heard me. And I said it three times.
I shouldn't have to keep saying it. And then I leave your life. But my life got better.
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So I can't go back. It's like, it's a thing with me.
Like, it's like, my life got 10 times better.
And something with you was holding me up Holding me back You gots to go,
And I'm not And I'm okay with that too I'm okay with the space that we have
I'm okay with the time that we had The memories,
all of that It was great I gots to say that They were great The moments that
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I did show me that I am the same person that I was then And I really love the
fact that Even though I knew that you wasn't who you was I still loved you,
So to me, you can never tell somebody that you had nobody that really loved
you because I was that person that loved you.
So if you really be honest with that person yourself, you know,
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like she was one. She was a real friend.
Like I have people call back to me and be like, I know I wasn't a real friend
to you, but you was definitely a real friend to me. But you taught me what a real friend was.
And so I'm happy about that. And I'm glad that I was able to be that person
to teach you who a real friend was.
But you taught me what a real friend wasn't. And if I keep accepting that Then I'm accepting bullshit.
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So I can't do that to myself no more, okay? So I know what a real friend is.
And so, because it's like a real friend should reflect me, do the same things.
And so some of the stuff that I see with people and different things,
I just sit back and I just listen and just watch for real.
Because it's just like, it is what it is. Like the people who love me,
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they gonna love me forever.
And then the people that I love, they gonna know I love them forever too.
You feel me? It's vice versa. so guys please
in Pluto don't go back to old cycles that you used
to be in you feel me don't do the toxicity things
if you heal from things visit it
and just lay it to rest I'm telling
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you like some things like I'm like baby I remember
when I was transitioning into the 30s and I was
like yeah I was like I'm wearing
this color for like three years and they
were like why and I'm like I don't know I just feel like
this and I feel like spiritually I was going
through rankings and I don't know how to explain it but I
really went through rankings when other people was
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going through rankings I went through ratings through like my
family was ranking me so it was like okay I'm
laying this person this person is kind of gone like we'll do a
woo and I went through times where a spiritual
initiation like where I went through it
I was being initiated spiritually with family so
my angels and ancestors was ranking me
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high like boom you're here like and I just
didn't understand but now like that I'm spiritually woke
and I'm in tune with a lot of stuff I'm like oh that's what
was going on this year but it makes sense and you you get that I get the cape
I get it all and so it is what it is but I'm just I'm living and the best piece
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of advice that I can give anybody in this period of time that's about to come up.
It's going to be very beneficial to anybody is get out of survival mode and
you're living, start living.
Like you're no longer surviving anymore. You're living and you're living so comfortably.
You're living so beautifully and you're living.
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And once you realize that, especially my black people and people of color,
You know that That's when
everything changes And that's when the universe Really starts to show out When
I say show I'm like show out And I've been so It's been so wonderful And I can't
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even lie and say That it hasn't because it has And But.
If you in that moment, you in that moment. But I always tell people like,
whatever is meant to happen will happen.
And God will make sure that. The universe will make sure that.
Your angels and ancestors will make sure of that.
Like, because y'all, we all here. And they are here helping you.
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God's helping you. Whoever you believe in, I'll lie. You know what I'm saying? Like, Jehovah.
Because I do have some people that listen to my podcast that believe in Jehovah.
But Jehovah's here for you.
Like it is what it is like whoever you believe
in is here to help you you know
I'm saying I'm not here to knock you I'm not here to tell you
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to believe in what I believe in but you are supposed to believe in what you
believe in whatever makes your heart happy that's what you're supposed to do
guys like I'm not in the business of doing any of that like and that's just
not what I'm here for I'm here to teach and show love and that's about it.
I mean and some more other stuff but But guys like as far as like telling you
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what you should do what you shouldn't do what you should believe in like that's
A you thing that's something that you came here to discover about yourself And
stop listening to everybody else.
Tell you what you should do What feels right?
Like, cause some people were like, well, this might feel right.
But if you know, like, you know what your heart really wants.
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I always tell people that I remember like one time this dude was trying to talk
to me and I was like, listen, I said the whole time you was sitting down,
you never even mentioned this girl, but there's a girl's energy on you.
Your heart is somewhere else.
It would never be over here with me. There's even no point for me and you to
even move on because your heart is somewhere else.
Just like Martin Lawrence and a thin line between love and hate.
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Like he, He knew that he wanted Regina.
Your heart always was over there. But yet you entertained everybody else instead
of getting your woman who you really want.
And you know she really wants you too. So stop playing.
So that's the thing that I really want people to... Like if you know that you
really want to be a rapper, then go be a rapper.
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Stop being everything else and focus on that.
Especially if you know you're good, okay? Don't be trying to be a rapper.
You know you ain't good at all, okay? But if you know this is your calling,
this is your passion, you feel it in your heart.
You get so much energy from this. This is something that you should be doing.
If you know basketball is your thing or whatever is your thing,
I'd be telling people, I really love doing what I do right now.
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It brings so much joy and happiness to me. I can't even explain it.
I just get so much energy from it. And it just makes me a lot,
it makes me so much brighter than what I already am.
It's just like, I get real bright, like boom, boom, boom, boom.
So this is the thing that I must tell people.
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Like, if there's one thing I can tell you is do what you need to do, but stop playing.
Like, stop making, you know, God come down here and hit the blocks.
Stop making your ancestors forcing you to do what you're supposed to do what
you signed up for you also have soul contracts you have contracts that you signed
up for what you was gonna do,
just do it you know i'm saying like
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you might be like okay well that's not what i want to do but maybe that's not
what you're supposed to be doing you listen to somebody else telling you what
you're supposed to do you need to figure out what you really want to do and
get serious about it and stop playing i'm that person like i ain't got time
to be playing and this is what i want to do and And this is how it works out.
And nothing can come in between that.
So once you figure out the path that you want to do and how you want to get there,
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And I always tell people, I was like, it's really about choosing like your destination.
Okay. This is where I'm going to go with it. Okay. Then I'm going to let y'all go.
It's really about choosing what you want to do.
Doesn't matter how you get there, but you really set your heart on what you
want to do. It's so crazy. Cause I could tell a story.
I was like, okay, guys, I don't know where I'm going to go. I knew I wanted
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to sign up for school and I was like, okay, I got to continue. I want to get this done.
And the next thing I know is like, okay. Okay. So I was sitting there and the
next thing I know, I hear like, where is it that you really want to be at?
And I was like, all right, I want to be here at this time doing this.
Next thing I know, I was like, all right.
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I was like, but I kind of want to go here. And he's like, no,
you can't go there yet first. We need you to go here first.
And I'm like, all right, well, I'm cool with that. And next thing I know,
it was like, boom, how I got there was something totally crazy.
I don't know. It was always a part of my plan.
And I tell people that like, when I really can go in and really tell y'all what's
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going on, you're going to be like, wow, that was really part of that girl plan.
It was really a part of my plan.
It was a part of the plan. It was a part of a soul plan. It was always a part of the plan.
I just didn't, I'm just being me and being loving who I am, just doing the things that I love to do.
And it is a part of my plan it was a part of my dna it was a part of my soul
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plan it was what's an alignment for me my angels and answers said it's her you
know i'm saying god said boom you know but it was always a part of the plan
so i can never be upset if it was a part of the plan does this make sense guys.
It was always a part of my plan. And so I'm kind of really happy about this.
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I'm so in love. I'm just like, oh my gosh, I really cannot believe like this
was a part of my plan the whole time.
Like it's really weird, but I'm happy that like maybe four or five years ago,
I chose this path, but didn't know I chose this path, but I just knew that I was supposed to be here.
That's kind of weird. Like it is like, okay, I'm here,
(41:15):
but it's like, I'm really here, but it's like
celebrating every single moment of
being here like I'm not surviving I'm
living and then on that I'm like living good so it's like it's totally different
where before like maybe 2018 I was surviving like I don't even think I was surviving
(41:40):
then but it was more like I was in in survival mode.
And survival mode is where you feel like, you know, everybody's attacking you.
Everything is happening to you, but not for you.
And once you start living, you know that things are happening for you.
You know that it's supposed to happen.
However it happens, it's supposed to happen that way.
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So guys, there's a different mentality there that I just want to help my black community,
but I want to help everybody else, you know, people of color and anybody else
who's listening to my message, come out of survivor mode and just know that
everything is happening for you.
Like people are placed in certain places just to make sure that you succeed on where you need to be.
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I'm telling you, like everybody plays a piece on his chessboard.
Like whether or not you don't think about that, I'm like, gosh,
and prime example, y'all know, some people do know what happened to me.
I'm like, dang, this girl's getting on my nerves next door
like not now but before she
was getting on my nerves like doing crazy stuff and I'm
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like you know what like I didn't want to leave early
but I was already leaving you want me to go but
I was already leaving my path is already I'm gonna being left you're gonna be
the one that's still here and suffering not me I'm gonna be great like and I'm
just like you're really pushing me and then it was a point and times like and
I just might have want to just put my hands bless bless, bless old girl.
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Everyone is a blesser. But only thing I could do was say, I bless you.
Like I hope God bless you and you get the energy that you deserve.
I have nothing left more to say. I don't want to fight. I don't want to argue.
I don't want to do none of that because that's not where I'm at.
And I want to just go peacefully.
And so I feel like me, I left out peacefully and it was a moment for me and I.
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I'm really grateful and thankful for every single thing and everybody who played
a part into making sure that I'm here.
Like, cause with Aries people, we, we do stuff totally different.
Like once we get irritated, like there ain't nothing that you can say,
but once we know that we're, we're supposed to do, there's nothing that can stop us from doing that.
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Like nothing. Once we got our mind made up, it is over with.
Like, besides like, if it's something for us now, you know, you got some of
them Aries people that, you know, they got to, they play a part where, oh,
they want to come in, you know, because some people do be vindictive and some
people do be like, okay, well, I have, it's my job to stop this person.
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Like baby can't pipe down.
And I always tell people like, once you pick the path that your soul was supposed
to be on, and once you pick the path of where God wants you to be at, it's lit up.
It's gold. Can't no energy come in between that. So if you are an Aries trying
to stop another Aries, that's dumb. You're wasting time.
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You need to go figure out what you need to be doing and doing the same thing.
Okay, like don't be trying to curve over in this person lane.
Do the lane that you're good at. Do what makes you literally happy.
But guys, like just once you are on the right path, you will know that you're
on the right path because can't nobody come up against you. Okay.
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Angela Besson said If God be for you Then who Could come against you Okay.
And that's what kind of like The guy in the universe Is
telling you right now And just showing you like Okay like And people who've
been Doing stuff Harming you Like they're getting People been receiving Their
karma I'm telling you It's tough Some people They can't take Back what they
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put out And this is what I always tell people Like people have up their own
individual spiritual codes.
Okay. So if you're dealing with a person and you don't know their spiritual
codes, you better ask them because their spiritual code might be something totally different.
And then here you go, a person, I don't believe in karma, but this person's
whole spiritual code is something totally different. And now you got to receive what you put out.
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Sometimes people don't even understand like the space that I'm in right now.
And it's like, Like, you can only see me.
You can only see me. It's kind of like the brightest star in the sky.
You can only see me.
Okay. You can only see me in the sky. Like, baby, you can't, you can't do nothing.
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Like no matter how many times you try to shoot up a missile, you can never get there.
We don't know why, because you're not supposed to be.
That's what it's like right now. And, but that's what it's like.
If you choose the path that your heart wants you to be on guys,
choose the people that you just love.
And you just choose them every day Choose them because you love them Don't choose
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them because you feel guilty Don't choose them because of this You know that
you have toxic parents Or whatever
the situation might be But you know that they harm you Let them go.
Separate yourself And if you separate yourself from
your family Your life gets better than somebody was doing
something I promise y'all Y'all got a glimpse of who
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was doing something In the summertime time I'm
telling you when it was revealed to me who was
oh that's the only thing I'm gonna
say and I had to pause for a second because once it was revealed to me who
was doing it I was like oh my gosh like it
could have been anybody but you like I'm
not and I always suspected it was you but I
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had to confirm and now it's confirmed and I'm in a different space to the point
where I can here I know for a fact is you and I'm sorry I'm upset I was upset
for a moment I gave myself to grieve through the grieving process and now I'm
okay and it's like I'm gonna just leave you there.
You'll just have to you have to see it you cannot
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be a part of it but you can only see it so you gotta understand like who is
the universe even telling you who can be a part of your life who can just watch
because right now you're you have been seeing the great divide I feel like it's
the a great divide in energy and in people and in places and things.
Like I keep telling people, I was like, I knew when I first went on vacation,
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I was like, I won't be back here again. I don't know why.
I don't know how. I was just like, I'm just not coming back.
It's just not for me. And I'm okay with that.
And so should you. But it's just, I'm over this right here.
It's just It's not for me. It's not in the mix. It's not what's here for me.
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Like, I love the energy I'm in. I love the people around me.
And I just, I just in a better space where I'm like.
I'm in tune with me and I love me. And that's where I'm at with it,
guys. So you really got to choose you and listen to your heart.
But guys, please do not fall back into those old cycles that used to be toxic,
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that kept you bound to things that you were not supposed to be.
Because Pluto moved back into Capricorn.
Y'all do know that Capricorn is the devil card in the tarot deck, right?
And with the devil card being in the tarot deck, you got to understand something.
It always has like a devil with some chains and bounding you to things okay
so Capricorn moving back into Pluto
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was it was things that had you bounded forgive yourself love yourself.
And then move forward like let it
go if it comes back just release it like I
just release you with the most purest love and light you
know i'm saying i'll keep you there but pay attention
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to those things that had you bound like if you know that you was maybe bound
to some heavy drugs or you were doing stuff like that wasn't so great because
there's a lot of people with sexual addictions like you know that was a problem
it bounded you to a lot of things and a lot of people like release it, love yourself,
like do the healing work because it's there.
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With Pluto moving back into Capricorn retrograde and coming out of retrograde,
it's moving into Capricorn, but you have chronic and Aries.
That's a beautiful healing energy.
Heal those deep wounds that had you bound it. Heal the things that had you bound
it to things. I'm telling y'all it's an important.
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Once I healed my core values and relationships, it has been a lot better.
And I'm like, okay, well, I'm able to recognize back in 2008 why I dealt with
this particular person or why I was even dealing with the men that I was dealing
with at that particular time when I shouldn't have dealt with not near one of
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them because near one of them,
didn't have what I needed.
You get what I'm saying? like, okay, I shouldn't have dealt with you because
you, you don't even match me at all. Like what's going on?
Like, and I just was there for you to be helping you, but you didn't help me.
Like, I don't know how to explain it, but it's a moment that you got to be honest
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with yourself. You heal.
And I feel like the core issues that you need to heal are your first relationships
that you were in, which is your mom and your dad, those deep wounds there.
And once you heal that, go to your brothers and your sisters, heal that.
Then you go to your cousins because they technically your best friends. And then you heal that.
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And I know if you have a big family like me, you understand like that's a lot of people. It is a lot.
But once you heal that, you will be this beautiful butterfly.
You will feel this new energy. You will feel reborn again.
Like you will feel Feel so much better Just by releasing things That are no
longer serving you Release the hurt that hurt you You feel me?
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Like, because there's a lot of times I'll be telling people like Yeah,
like This person was alive I wouldn't even doubt with you And that's facts It is a fact Okay? But.
But now you're able to like heal that. Like maybe they're not all the way gone
and they're here with me.
Every night I go to sleep, they go to sleep with me too. So is it like we're
both gone? Like, no, we're actually here.
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So you need to make sure that you have this moment with yourself where it's
beautiful and you're able to love yourself when nobody else is able to love you.
Okay, so heal these core issues, which is with your mom, your first relationship with your mom and dad.
That will then improve your relationships Relationships with everybody friends
cousins, whoever then you can move on with your brothers and sisters because
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they be doing some things too That hurt you feel me?
So once you heal that then you'll be good and then
you move on to your cousins So then you can move on to your friends But
these are your core relationships because these are the
first people that you have ever known So once you heal that and you start really
healing around the environments that they had you in And you start really doing
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that taking that time out to really do deep healing and cleanse that energy
out of you And out of your body you will become a better new person a better star A better well,
whoever you feel like you are an emperor empress the god a goddess you feel
me Whoever you feel like you are you will become a better version of yourself Okay,
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you won't be so hard on yourself and I always tell people if you can forgive
people so flawlessly Please forgive yourself the same way Because being a Virgo moon.
That's hard Because we analyzed everything And it used to be so internal So
I'm just here to help my Virgo moon people Like hey baby You forgave Sam,
Paul and Rachel Okay I'm going to need you to forgive you,
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Because you have done a lot And you have extended yourself in places Where you
shouldn't have been at So forgive you So guys don't fall back into that cycle again And Capricorn,
just love on yourself Love in the space that you're in And please, guys,
Stay tuned and stay out the way Mercury retrograde is Officially about to be
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over with You know, we got a post-shadow period After that It's back to business,
They gotta go You gotta go, they gotta go But guys, like, please Love yourself,
because this is our final step Once Pluto moves back into Capricorn For my carnal
signs, my cancers There's my Libras, my Aries, and...
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Why can't I get all four of them all at one time? My Aries, Cancers,
and Capricorns, and Libras. This is our final time.
So this can either be test time. Like I hear some girl on TikTok say like,
why would I put myself through a test?
Like this could be just like getting everything out the way.
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Like you know what's not supposed to be there. Boom, it's gone.
And once it's gone, it's gone. And then you're able to step into this new reality
once Pluto hit Aquarius. because we kind of got a taste of it, okay?
Like once Pluto moved into Aquarius, we got a taste of it. So if your life started
getting better when Pluto moved into Aquarius, that's because you were getting a taste of that.
But Capricorn's just coming back through to clear everything else out.
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If it ain't meant to be, it will not stand.
Do you understand? I'm like, let me say that one more time before I clock out, okay?
If it's not supposed to be, it will not stand.
It will leave. Let it go peacefully. Don't try to hold on to it.
Don't try to like Hold it through the door Like I want it back No let it go
Let it go So this message Is let it go But also guys Like please be ready For
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Pluto to move back And Capricorn I know what it is But.
I love y'all so much And so I had to give y'all This message Because it was
on my heart So guys like listen Thanks for always tuning in And tapping in With
the Pretty Red ENT show Please let me know How you feel about the episode Hit
me up on Snapchat Instagram Facebook,
At the Pretty Red ENT show So, but I would like for you to hit me up on my webpage
(55:42):
at the pretty red ENT show dot pod bean, pod bean.com.
Okay. Like bean, bean, like a bean, like pork and beans.com.
But I love y'all so very much. I got a good healthy message for y'all too coming up.
Just to let y'all know, it's some crazy stuff going on right now with the energy.
(56:05):
And so I won't let y'all know what's actually, I mean, I really should because
it's kind of disrespectful that I don't, but I'm definitely going to let y'all,
like, I'm going to talk to y'all about something that's very important that
I just, we talked about it in class.
And so I kind of want to talk about it on my podcast because I was like, oh, no, ma'am.
But I want to say, like, I love y'all so very much. much and I'm so grateful
(56:28):
and thankful for each and everybody who listens to my podcast.
I hope it help you with the energy to come. Please guys, don't fall back into the loop.
You better than that and take what you like from the old you and stray the rest. You feel me?
And if there's a part of you that used to do things like you're not happy about,
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like address it and let it go
and to heal it but forgive yourself but also be
happy that you was able to stay in there like you survived that and
just love on you okay but that's
the guy that said that but let me clap for y'all because we are we are way better
(57:10):
than what we used to be okay so thanks for always tuning in And tapping in To
the Pretty Red ENT show It's your girl Pretty Red ENT,
Better known as Goddess Nikita Okay Bye.
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