156: How Renita Brennan Discovered the Hidden Power of Light to Accelerate Healing

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Renita Brennan, welcome to the QVC podcast.
Thank you for having me. I'm so happy to be here. Beautiful. Like, I've been
thinking about this and praying about this for a bit. So happy to share today.
Me too. Well, I'm delighted because. So
just to set this up for my audience, I was
on a call with you several weeks ago and we hadn't ever been on a

(06:23):
call before and you graciously agreed to answer some questions that
I had. And my colleague Melissa, who as
recently, recently voted onto the board of the Institute of Applied Quantum
Biology, she's like, all in it. You graciously agreed to answer questions. It
was a really fun call and I left and I was like,
something feels different. And you

(06:46):
know, I'm used to, I do all my work online, so I often and I
talk to wonderful people. I usually, I often leave feeling like
fulfilled and happy and that was, and inspired. But I actually
left a zoom with you feeling energized. And I'm like, I don't usually
get energized after, after
sitting on a laptop. Who is who?

(07:08):
This is a high vibe woman we're dealing with here.
So Ranita, you have your
energy and your vibration and your consciousness operating at
such a high level. Like I got, I got the second order effects through
the zoom. So I really would love to hear your story
because I know, you know, I mean, I don't know, but I would maybe guess

(07:30):
it wasn't always like that. You've probably had a journey.
Yeah, a journey. It is, you know, still on it. Right?
We've not arrived. There's no arrival. Yeah, so
no finish line. Yeah, exactly. But yeah, it's been
a total blessing. Yeah. Yeah. You know, I mean, I've been in health
obviously for a long, long time. Passionate about wellness

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and that, you know, I think that really started when I was in high
school. My dad was an alcoholic, my mom was very
busy, she owned a restaurant. And so it was, there was a lot of
emotional trauma and drama happening in the house. And honestly
I found like weight training to be an avenue that
I really felt strong. Right. I would, I mean, I was

(08:15):
super strong at a young age. I mean, we, we lived in a small hobby
farm. So I was pale, feeding cows and carrying five gallon buckets at like
age 12 full of water. So it was pretty,
pretty wild upbringing. Just a lot of kind of tension
in the home and whatnot. And so I found at about age 14 that,
wow, I'm strong. Like, I can go to the gym and

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I can lift weights. And I can inspire others. My friends
would say, teach me how to lift weights. And I was like, 14, teaching how
to lift weights. I was like, okay. And so I really realized it was
an outlet for me to just kind of regain strength and kind of step back
into myself and probably just focus, right. Instead of the
chaos of which I was living in. And so that journey with health

(09:00):
probably started pretty young for me. You know, not perfect by
any means. Teenager, right? Wild, smoking cigarettes,
doing dumb things, but certainly always had that avenue to go back
to of just fitness and
feeling so empowered when I would go lift. And so I've literally been
in the fitness realm for. I'm going to be 49, so it's been a long

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time. Sometimes when I say how many years, I'm like, gosh, how can it be
that many? Yeah, yeah, yeah. How can be like 26 years?
I feel like I'm 26 years old. So it definitely has
kept me feeling young, living young. You know, I have
three sons now that are 25, 18 and 17. And so it's been a
joy to be fit and healthy and kind of lead and guide

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them. So that's been awesome. But, yeah, so my journey started a long time ago
with the health realm. And I always knew I was a little different.
I wasn't thinking like everybody else. I wasn't, you know, on
that same path. And that really started in college.
You know, I remember even thinking I was supposed to go
get vaccines again, right? That whole vaccine thing. And I was like,

(10:08):
ah, I don't know if I'm supposed to do this. Like, I don't know, like,
I don't like needles, right. And so just kind of always kind
of pushing back against the system. Pushing back against the dark side, I
call it now. You know, there's definitely a light and a darkness happening on the
planet. We're living it. We're walking it out, of course, with quantum biology. You know,
this. So it's. So it's kind of always been there,

(10:30):
but not always easy married, you know, to my awesome husband Scott.
We had our 25th wedding anniversary this year. I call him Scotty the
Hottie. When you call your
spouse Scotty the Hottie or, you know, a fun name like that, it just keeps
things real fun and fresh. So I highly recommend that.
But so we do a lot of fun things together. We are having a great

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adventure right now with our children and our light phototherapy business.
But, you know, it wasn't always good, right? Very
hard, trying times in marriage, in our life. I actually Went to
school to get my. I graduated with a
bachelor's degree in business and physical education.
I was going to be a PT

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or an athletic trainer. And when I was in college,
it was. I live in North Dakota. So they make you go do, like, this,
you know, continuing ed type hours to, you know, get this degree.
And I remember they told me, you have to go to this football game and
wait for somebody to get injured to help them. Like, as you know, in this
athletic training program I was in, and it was like, literally a

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blizzard out, and I was. And I hate the cold. Like,
I'm such a sun person. And I'm like, I have to go sit
and freeze my butt off and wait for someone to get injured. I thought, I
gotta change my major. Like, I cannot.
I am more preventative. I am not waiting for, you
know, all heck to break loose and then go in there and, like, you know,

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have to repair some sprained ankle. I'm like, I need to teach people how to
strengthen their bodies, like, you know, with light and in sunshine,
because I'm not going to do this. I literally, after doing that one day,
I changed my major. I thought, I'm not. I can't do this. Like, they're. I
mean, yeah. So for me, I've always just been that person that is, like,
you know, really probably following my intuition, the Holy Spirit

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living in me, not really realizing that was what I was doing. Just getting on
that journey when things felt alive and made me feel alive and better.
Just trusting and knowing, okay, that's the direction I need to go. I
think sometimes we suppress that in our lives. And I
don't. I'm like, you know what? Sure do not. Nope. I'm
like, that's where we got to go. That's where I'm being led. So that

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all happened. And then went back to school to get my
doctorate in holistic nutrition and naturopathy. And. And while
I was on that journey, got pregnant with my second son,
Truett. And it was just over the top at the
time. I owned two gyms, so I was teaching 18 or
19 exercise classes a week. Being pregnant, Meredith, can you imagine this?

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The belly. Good Lord. Yeah.
Rebounding. I was doing mini trampoline classes before. They were cool.
Yeah. Yeah. My God. Okay, that's on. Now
is 18, so. And I was pregnant, so that was
19 years ago. I was teaching rebounding. Can you imagine? I was the only rebound
facility in the state. We had, like, 25 of these mini trampolines.

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But my mom would say to me, renita, you're nine months pregnant. You can't
be jumping on that trampoline with that baby in your belly. I'm like, he's going
to come out. And you're like, watch me. Yeah,
I did. And the only thing that I could not teach was Pilates because,
you know, when you're down there rolling over, like, roll like a ball. I was
literally rolling over a ball in my belly. You were the ball. Yeah, so. So

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that was it. But, you know, and on that journey, I said, you know what?
I learned enough. I never completed college just because it got.
Obviously, when I'm teaching 19 classes and having 50 clients a week starting at
4am, then I'm nursing a baby, right? This is not going to work.
And something had to give. So I always say I learned enough
to make me quite dangerous to the

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medical establishment in the drug cartel, the legal drug
cartel. I'm the mom that's like trying to get everybody
off their legal drugs and go natural first. And
so that was a really interesting journey. I remember
the book that I read in college that completely paradigm
shifted everything for me. It was called the Politics of

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Cancer. I'm not sure if you've ever read it. The Politics of Cancer
by Daniel Samuel Epstein was his name
not to be confused with Jeffrey Epstein, Dr. Samuel Epstein. It's
a very thick book. I mean, it's just a big old book. And
it's like 60% clinical evidence that
basically the government created cancer. And it was crazy. And so when I

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read that book, it just was like, bam. Like, everything changed for me.
I just realized that we need to be our own
advocates of our health journey. We cannot rely
on somebody else to guide us and lead us. I mean,
we can have suggestions, right? But then again, you're always checking in with that holy
spirit with that intuition to say, is that right? You know,

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is that really the direction I'm supposed to be headed? So anyway, long story short,
I got. I completed call. I didn't complete college. I
completed my bachelor's, but not my master's and my doctorate. And
suddenly I found I had this calling on my life that I was supposed to
help a lot of people. At the time. I was running around giving a lot
of presentations. I was. I have a lot of fitness certifications. So I was a

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global fitness pro. So I was certifying fitness
professionals. I was a master trainer for ace. Ace. Many people
know ACE Fitness. I was teaching kickboxing classes all over the
country for them. And I became fitbeach
certified. So I was teaching Pilates and all these remote locations around the world,
training instructors. And so I did a lot with fitness. Right.

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And. And I actually was Ms. Fitness North
Dakota. You were. Okay, that's really funny, because when
I met you in person last week, I was like,
I think this might be the most fit person I've ever met in real life.
Oh, that's so funny. Yeah. So I was. You are very fit. It's a.
It's really inspirational. I'm always working on it. But, like, you

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know, I. Back then, I didn't know what I know now. Right. So it was.
Back then, it was just super over exercising, super
calorie restriction. Honestly, Meredith, I was losing handfuls of
hair in the shower, and I remember thinking, this is not who
I want to be. I. They gave me the award. I was peeling my.
Because you have to super glue your bikini to your body. And I was, like,

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peeling my bikini off of my body in the shower that
morning after I had been named Miss Fitness North Dakota.
Right. My hair is falling out. I mean, I'm just not
feeling strong. Let me just say that. And I
remember standing in the shower thinking, there's got to be a bit. There's got to
be something else. There's got to be a better way. Like, I'm missing something here.

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And that was when I was just, you know, it was pretty much only
exercise. And like I said, caloric restriction,
which now we know. Caloric restriction can be very good. Intermittent fasting
can be great for certain people. Absolutely. But then it
just kind of helped me to open up that chapter of my life of natural
health and healing, where I'm like, okay, it's not just the grind.

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It's all of it. It's the whole personal approach. It's like my
emotional state. Right. It's. It's like all of it. And.
And so I really started walking down that path then of all things
alternative and holistic and. And that's just been the journey I've
been on. Like I said, we've not arrived, and it's just been like, literally, God
just opens one chapter after another. And I just keep walking through that door when

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I feel called. And, you know, I mean, it was. Suddenly I
found myself, at one point in my journey, involved in the CBD space.
Now I've never even smoked marijuana. My kids. I should. Because
I'm pretty hyper, as you know. I'm like,
no, I'm like, I'm not lowering my frequency. I, like, I
like myself high energized and. But suddenly we found

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Ourselves in a family crisis where we were looking at
CBD in the endocannabinoid system and led me down this
path where all of a sudden, CBD was not allowed in the United States yet.
The farm bill had not been passed. And we were all of a
sudden in the CBD space with hemp cbd. So it was non
psychoactive, of course, but all of a sudden, I'm in this arena

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where I'm talking the endocannabinoid system, and
I get a phone call one day and somebody says, hey, Renita, you should go
to the state capitol. The legislature is voting on
CBD of whether or not it's going to be sold at only
pharmacies, only doctors and pharmacies will be able to sell it. And
I thought, wow, my business would tank because at the time, because of that family

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crisis that we had walked down, I had got so involved and so knowledgeable
about it that I now. I now had a CBD business.
Right, Right. Yeah, that's how that worked. And then suddenly, I'm at the
state capitol, and I walk in, you know, I've got a sweater on, and,
you know, just like a mom, they're kind of pleading my case about why we're
in the CBD space to all these, basically, legislators

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and attorneys. And every single person that testified ahead
of me was high. And I thought, oh, my gosh, these
guys. Oh, no. Oh, no. I said to my husband,
these guys are making the legislators think that they got down this bill,
Right? And, like, they gotta just like, yeah, the only places can be sold is
pharmacies. I mean, they were like all these drug addicts basically getting up and

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testifying. And so it was crazy. And I
remember the world we're in. It was so wild. Like, I mean, it was like,
you listen to these guys and you're like, really? Who let them on the
stand? And then I was like, hey, I tapped this attorney ahead of me. I
said, hey, I don't have. I've never prepared to come here today.
I said, I just made the decision about a half hour ago. I said, but

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I'd love to testify and speak to the legislator. And
so they said, okay, go to the front. And I walked up, I said, hi,
you're swearing. And, hi, my name's Renita Brannan. And
I said, I would love to educate you a little today about the difference
between hemp and marijuana. And I

(20:21):
just went into. I said, you know, the difference between a Doberman pinscher and a
Maltese. Like, have you seen, like, these? They're both dogs, right.
You know, that Doberman pinscher is very different temperament generally
than that little Maltese. Right. And so I spoke enough to their
hearts and to their minds that they were just astounded that they had no
working knowledge of that. And they said, you know what? Let's. Let's table this. And

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then they came up to me and they said, renita, can you come in tomorrow
and help us rewrite our state century code? Yeah. Oh, my
gosh. Again? Yeah. Amazing what happens when you
live an intuition based life. Like, you just get
put in situations. Like, how did I get here? I remember
thinking, how did I get here? Like, this is crazy. Yeah. And actually what

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happened is the fuel for my fire was so hot going in, I don't
know if I would have had the confidence to testify after seeing all the
stone people, because I was like, oh, my gosh. I mean, yeah, this is not
what I stand for. This is not what I signed up for. Yeah, yeah. But
on the way into the capitol, I had a phone call from a woman, and
she was a mom, and she was crying, and she's like, renita, somebody told me

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you're on the way to the state capitol. I just have to tell you what
happened to my. With my daughter, that she had some kind of seizure
disorder. She's been, you know, taking the cbd, the hemp cbd,
for this amount of time, and we've been seizure free for six months. Whatever you
do, don't let them stop being able to, you know, for you to share
your cbd, because I don't want to have to go to pharmacies or doctors to
get this. And she was bawling how her daughter is doing. So amazing. So I

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had this, like, supernatural surge going in Meredith, where I'm like,
I'm gonna hold the torch for this young, you know, girl
and her mother, like. Like, I just, you know, sometimes those stories give you
that supernatural energy just to go, I'm ready. You know
what I mean? I'm. Yes, give it to me. Yes. And so it was like
listening to that crying mom on the way in as I'm running into the state

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capitol was just like the super charge. I needed to get up and
testify. And so I was like, it's so interesting how. How God works in our
lives. But anyway, so fast forward from that journey, you know?
You know, here I am, right? With the legislators rewriting state century code. I was
on the news in North Dakota. I got one day, somebody called me up and
they said, hey, the news anchor wants to Lose weight. We hear that. Because I

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was really known in our community. I helped the state of North Dakota to lose
100,000 pounds of fat. So I was, like, obsessed with getting people off
their. You were like the OG Maha.
Yeah, seriously. Literally before it happened,
I was that person. So honestly, I would travel. I did over. I'm not
kidding, I mean, well over 5,000 presentations. I

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mean, schools, nursing homes, workplace wellness. They were putting me in jets
and flying me to different power plants across the country. And I was
talking to blue collar guys about pooping. You know, it was wild stuff.
I'm having a pee on, you know, ph trips to see what their
ph. Everyone take one of these into the bathroom. Anyway, so it was like,
yeah, that was just. It was just a wild journey. So I was just traveling

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all the time. And I remember the reason I got out of that, the workplace
wellness is I was flying till they were put me in a jet in the
morning and fly me to all these different places to. To talk to their plant
workers. And there was a windstorm one time on the way
back, and it was the two pilots and me in the. Back in the. In
this little jet for this company. And I was literally, the. The

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airplane was just literally doing like 200ft drops.
And I mean, I'm down with my head between my legs, just saying, lord, just
please get me on the ground. At that point, I had had just my first
son, Beau, and I was like, let me get. Get back home and
I'm gonna get off this plane. I never got back on the plane again. I
was like, that was way too over the top for me. Yeah. And I like
fun and adventure, but that was just too much. So, you know, the journey's just

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been, like, unfolding. But what happened was I ended up on the news
for this segment, and I was on there
with this woman, and she was. Didn't know much about
health, Right. And we ended up writing a book together called Nice and
fat because she realized that she was fat because she was nice and she had
not drawn clear boundaries. So when people would give her food or say, eat this

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or do this, she would just do it. Like, she was just nice. Like, she
wouldn't say, you know what? That's not part of my protocol. You know, I'm. You
know, she was just too nice. And so ended up
doing 5. She went from like a size 16 down to a size 4. She
was running 5Ks by the end of it. But on that journey, they said, hey,
do you want to have your own show on tv? So I said, sure. So
for eight and a half years, I had my own segment called Wellness Wednesday.

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And then of course, they're like, renita, you know, Monica's out of town
for the next two weeks. Can you be the morning co host now? I'm suddenly
the North Dakota Today co host, the morning show here,
you know, And I always say that was hard for me because I'm very
much as you see me right here. I just am very authentic. So
when I had to read a script and I had an IFB in which was

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a little earpiece where they were telling me what to say, and I said, what
is if be? And they said. I said, you know what? I feel better. That's
what it means for me. That's what I'm gonna call it. Like, okay, morning show
starting in five seconds or whatever. And I realized I was not so good
with reading. I was like. Sounded like a robot. Yeah. And those scripts are always
so. So ridiculous. So dumb. Yeah. And then I would get to my

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segment and I was like. I was bringing in, like,
everything. Glide Fitness. I'm on the ground showing people how to surf.
I mean, I'm. We're doing it all right? And. And just the
joy. I just brought joy to North Dakotans for eight and a
half years. Fitness, nutrition. I mean, just lifestyle, meditation, prayer. I mean,
they really let me talk about whatever I wanted to until they did.

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Okay. And I remember one time I was talking about, like, Coca Cola should
not be funding studies. You know, here I am running to all these reservations.
We have a lot of Native American reservations in North Dakota. And
I'm going in there and I'm educating them about diabetes,
Right? These people, it's generational curses and generational
health ailments, like, right. They just don't climb out of it. And I

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remember. And that I'll tell you a story about a reservation, because
that's where the. I realized the spiritual realm was so
real on a reservation. But back to the segment I
real. I was talking about sugar. And Coca Cola should not be funding
studies on diabetes. You know, this doesn't make any sense to me. Like
what? Like. And it's coming back that it's not really that bad for you. Right.

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I mean, are you kidding me? Yeah. And so I'll never forget, I was getting
ready to leave the station that day. Our NBC station up here.
Renita Brannan to the station manager's office, please. Renita Brannan to the
station manager. And I thought. And I walked in there and
he said, renita, you Cannot be talking about
Coca Cola like that. He said, those are our ad dollars.

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And, and I. It was kind of a big hand slap, you know,
like, watch yourself toe the line. And so then I realized,
wow, okay, this is getting a little interesting. And so I continue
to do it. And every time I would do a segment where I. That was
the first of many, Meredith, let me just say it. That
was the first of many getting called into the principal's office. And so like I

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always get called in and he would be like.
And then what happened was I saw the producer when the pandemic was
starting to unravel and we got sent
home. I was still doing the segment from home,
literally making gluten free carrot cake on, you know,
Thanksgiving or, you know, pumpkin. I mean, it was just all this great

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stuff. I had my family involved, my kids were involved. We're in cooking segments. I
mean, it was the funnest. Everybody loved the Wellness Wednesday because
it was just pure joy and education and fun and people just
loved it. And I'll never forget it. I. This producer
that was produced the morning show here, he said all of those anti
vaxxers are going to get what's coming to them. He put that on his Facebook

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page. And I thought, wow, that's crazy. He's like seeing
that out there like that. And, and I've always said I'm
not like anti vaccine, I'm just pro education, right? Like, so if you really
educate yourself thoroughly and, and understand
really what you're injecting into yourself or your children, I mean, then
that's your decision, right? But if you're not really fully educating yourself, then what are

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you doing? Right? Like just educate yourself first. And so
I got a phone call after eight and a half years, they called and they
said, renita, because they said, we want you to start talking about
this vaccine and the importance of health. And I said no. I said, I think
people need to go outside. I said, everybody got sent home from work. I said,
this is going to be the time of our lives. The whole state is going
to get fit as a fiddle because now they're all at home and, and everybody's

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got time to work out. Finally, we are going to get the North Dakota so
in shape. I was so excited about it, you know, just to launch this
like, home initiative where everyone's getting fit. And they called me up and they
said, you know what, you're moving in a different direction than us. We're going to
take a break for a while. And I thought what I said My direction
has been and always will be the health and healing of the north and South

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Dakotans. It has. That's like my mo. Yeah. This is who
I am. Like, we are. I am wellness like an
educator and inspire of people to help them
to get moving and step into their greatness.
Nope. Game over. Done. And so just like that, it was over. But then I
always, you know, my interest in. I have chills. I have chills, Renita.

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I know, but standing your ground in. That moment, I always think
it's always glory to glory. I'm a believer in Jesus, and I. And I believe
that we are believing and living in this realm where God is
taking us from glory to glory. That doesn't mean there might not be a real
valley in between. Oh, yeah, there's some valleys. You know what I mean?
But if we just stay the course and stay on that. That alignment, I just

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feel like it all works itself out exactly how it's supposed to. So then
I started saying to myself, well, God has something much larger in store for me
than 800,000 North Dakotans. That's how many the viewing audience was. It must
be something where I'm supposed to help a million people, right?
And we don't have that here. And so I really kind of stood on that.
And then, of course, LifeWave came into the mix

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with phototherapy. So now I'm not educating about the endocannabinoid system. I'm
educating about photobiomodulation, which the world knows very
little about because they've been so biochemically trained. We'll get
to that. But I want to tell you this real quick story about being on
the reservations. So this was. This is a
wild story. So I was on a reservation, and I'll never

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forget it. There was about 400 people. So when they knew I was coming to
the reservations, because I was the NBC health and fitness expert,
they. Everyone saw me on tv, right? So now I'm coming to the reservation
to teach them how to eat, to teach them how to take back their health.
And that helps you help them because they're like, oh, it's Renita from Wellness Wednesday.
We know her. You have credibility. You're part of the community. You're

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local celebrity. It's great. Yep, that's what it was called. And
so. So. And then I would go to all these different places, everything from, like,
I'm talking nursing homes to the Air force base. One time I
was, you know, teaching military Pilates. I mean, I was just doing it all. Like,
I would go into, like, halfway houses
after people would get out of prison. And, I mean, these women wouldn't have shoes.

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And so I would literally bring 20 pairs of tennis shoes that would have. I
would have donated. So all these gals could have tennis shoes when they're working out.
I mean, so it was like I would just. I was. I was in every
trench. Name the trench. I was in it. I was with morbidly obese. I was
with people that are blind. I was like. I kind of worked in all the
demographics, but my sweet spot was definitely weight loss and teaching

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people about their metabolism. And so I was doing this, and
I was on this reservation, and I'll never forget it. There was a gymnasium. This
is wild. There was about 400 people in the gymnasium. They were sitting on
the floor. And with the Native American culture, it's like,
they're very. There's a lineage where they all are
connected, very connected. So we had not only the kids, we had the

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parents and the grandparents and sometimes the great grandparents, right? They're all at
this event where Renita's coming to talk about how to lose weight is
basically how we were touting it, right? But basically, I was teaching him blood sugar
stabilization. This is, like, 20 years ago. And so I
literally would go into these things, and I would be educating, and I
would create. I actually created a tool. It was called the PFC plate, to

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teach them how to lose weight. Everybody would have a white paper plate. I'd educate
them. I was a great educator with energy, and they learned so quickly.
And I remember teaching about
that you can take back your power. You don't have to be diabetic. You
don't have to have metabolic syndrome. Like, I started just like. Like, literally
just speaking blessings over these people. Like, it

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was just, like, almost prophetic how I was prophesying their destiny and their
future. And I remember, like, kind of blinking and
looking down, and when I looked up, I was watching these
elders cry. These elderly gentlemen were just bawling.
And I remember just, like, kind of putting my head down just to say a
quick prayer. And when I looked up in the spiritual realm, God

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showed me literal chains falling off of people.
Like, the chains were just falling off of them, like, in my. And I was
like this. It was like I was sitting there in the present moment, but God
was, like, showing me this. And this has happened a few times to me in
my life where God has showed me, like, this vision that drops in front of
me almost like a movie where all the chains are falling off of people. And

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I'm like, oh, my God. And I was like, what is going on here?
And it was just like. I was like, I was getting a glimpse of the
spiritual realm, right? I was getting a glimpse of the spiritual realm. What was happening?
Like, captives were literally being set free. And, I mean.
And so it was just crazy. And then I would move to the next reservation
and give the next talk. And I'll never forget it. We were. And the Native

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American culture is so very spiritual, if you don't know that. They're very spiritual.
Very, very spiritual beings. And I remember
I was at another event at another school, and all of a sudden,
we heard this baby crying like a baby.
It was a crazy, like. And I remember thinking, where is this baby?
Like, who's got a baby in here? Like, we're. You know, we're at a school.

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And then somebody said, oh, they're the. The babies in the weight room.
And I was like, the baby's in the weight room. What
was going on here at the school? You know? And I
was like, okay, that's very bizarre. And then we heard it again. This crying baby.
Everybody heard it. It wasn't just me hearing it. Everybody was hearing this crying baby.
And it would just stop me in my tracks because it was so loud.

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And then some guy got up, and he said, oh, let me go check what's
going on? And so he went into the weight room, and of course, there's no
one there. There's no baby in the weight room. And he comes. He
came back out, and he said, you know,
he said, we'll discuss it afterwards. We need it. I said, okay. And
so, like, I was like that. It was just bizarre. It happened, like, three times,

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and then it stopped. And then after we were all done, the
gentleman came up to me, and he said, the. This
school and this weight room is on an old cemetery.
And he said. And so a lot of times we hear various things coming from
the weight room. And today we heard a crying baby. And I'm
like, what? Like, I'm like, this is wild. Like, you know,

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So, I mean, just. So they were all like, oh, it's the weight room. Meaning
it's the spirits in the weight room. Not that there's a
baby in there lifting weights. They just. They
knew. Oh, my goodness. So
my journey has been, like, things like that, where I'm like, okay, so I'm Christian,
but I'm being exposed to this very spiritual realm. So I feel like now in

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my life, like, I love the Lord Jesus with all my heart. But Christians, most,
a lot of Christians don't know about frequency or energy or quantum physics or quantum
biology. Like, they just don't talk that language. Meredith. Because we've been so
biochemically trained from those darn commercials. Right. And so
which at the point when I was on the. On the TV and I said
to my husband, I'm coming home. I'm talking health. I'm telling people how to take

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back their power, and then there is a pharmaceutical commercial on right after me. I
said, this is such a misalignment in my spirit. I don't know how much longer
I could do that. So I wasn't trying to take myself off the news, but
in my spirit, I knew that there was like this. It was like I
felt like I was in static. I was in like. It was like the black
and white ants fighting on tv. Like where you don't have the station or like
on a radio station where you're like, it's kind of going in and out. Yeah.

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And I was that person. My last quite in alignment anymore. And it's
your. It's phasing. That reality is phasing out. Yeah. And
how many of you want to just be. Stay there? Like, I wanted to stay
there because it was easy. It was a comfort zone for me. I enjoyed it.
I loved it. People loved it. Right. It was very much something that
I like. I still enjoyed it. I wasn't like, hating every time I had to

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go to the news station. I was like, yeah. And that's when we stay suck.
Well, it's not terrible. And this part of it's good. And even though that voice,
our soul voice is like, this isn't in alignment
anymore. It's like, how horrible do we need to make it before
you make a choice? And I always say to Scott, if they want to. If
that guy want to just call me up that day and shut me off. I

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don't. I would just maybe would have never quit and then I would never be
on this conversation with you today. Right. So I always say there, when there's a
closure of something, something else is opening. It's a new beginning and it's beautiful. So.
But again, like you said, if you're okay, I was okay.
I mean, I was more than okay. I mean, I'm optimistic. And that describes
most people. Like, I. We are, you know,

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very privileged to live in the United States and. And most
people around us are doing okay on most levels.
And it's like. It's like the fight is just to stay in the
okayness. Instead of opening those doors to, like,
what else is possible, Right? And. And it's so big.
It's so big, Meredith, when we kind of step into that unknown where you

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kind of get the butterflies and you're kind of scared a little bit, what's next?
But, you know, and just, again, trusting the plan and trusting the process. And so,
you know, when God brought phototherapy to my life, I've always loved the
sun, as you can see. Like, I'm a super tan all the time. I'm always
in the sun. I remember as a kid just finding a pocket of sun, my,
you know, being an abusive alcoholic home. Sometimes it would be in the car. I

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know this just sounds crazy. I'd go in my car, and the sun would be
shining in the window, and it would be like I would just lay in the
sun in the car, in the quiet, the peace. Because you were intuitively
creating a safe space for yourself. And that sunlight is giving your
body safety signals. Absolutely. So, I mean, just doing
all that from the get go, like, I've always been, like, light.

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I've always been the person that was like, okay, light is so healthy for you.
You know what I mean? And so I never bought into the message. I remember.
Never bought into the SPF 900. I
remember being on the news, and my friend who I'd helped lose the
weight and do the. You know, she was now a runner. She. She would
say, renita, you've got to tell me about sunscreen. I said, sunscreen is a

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farce. I said, I am not telling. She goes. I said. She said, I've had
skin cancer five times, and how often do you wear sunscreen? She goes, every time
I go outside. I said, exactly. I said, oh, my
God. Ask me how many times I've had it. I said, never. And
I said, and I won't get it because I don't burn. And I said, you
know what? I don't believe in burning and just being, you know. You know. Yeah.
Like, responsible. You can be responsible when you go outside, but it's

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not. I said, there's other things we can use, like coconut oil that has natural
spf. Like, you know, there's other things that we can use to, like, really
protect our skin if we want to do it. Not these chemicals. Right? And I
would say to her, listen, it says dermatologist recommended on those Neutrogena commercials,
but they've got 14 lawsuits right now for cancer. So, you know, I would always
just come in there with the cart, you know, hard Cold backs. And then they're

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like, they'd have to back down because I'm like, this is what's really going on
for you. You had conviction. I love it. And I just want
to say, because it's interesting, like the, the journey of the, you know,
like, first it was talking about Coca Cola and now, you know, I
mean, Coca Cola still exists, but it is
consensual agreed knowledge that it causes diabetes

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and is bad for you. And then it was like the sunscreen industry, which
is now also going through its reckoning, having
to change, take things off the shelf and change. Not to mention all of
the research showing sunlight, as you were claiming,
is good for you. And now we're coming to. We're coming to
the pharmaceutical. Yeah, right. Where it's like everything that was the

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big commercial, the big commercials funding these
programs that were filled with great information that you were delivering. But
there's that conflict. Right. And like
I'm, you know, married to someone who works in advertising,
so like, I really understand that world. Yeah. And
that conflict is always going to be there if it's

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like a commercial based product, like if you're doing
media or any content that
relies on being subsidized
by corporations, like, that conflict is always going to be there. And
I had, I just wanted to ask quickly about when you were at the station

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Covid, they're rolling out the MRNAs. Did they like
explicitly ask you to endorse?
Yeah, the COVID jabs. Like, like, were they like, can
you just weave in how this is part of being healthy? Like, what was that
conversation? Well, I was just moving totally in the direction of
sunlight exercise, deep breathing. We're not going to shut

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your TVs off except for this morning show. I'd say. I would say that shut
the TV off except for the morning show. But what happens is you really realize
in a hurry that this entire marketing juggernaut of
the mainstream media, which. This is how crazy it gets.
Meredith. The station that I was at, and I think originally the
news was a good thing. I actually think it was a good thing thing. I

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think they brought some goodness to the, the world. And you know, it was a,
instead of just like a radio or a newspaper, it was something where it was
like, oh, visual. And it was entertaining. But when I realized that
our news station had been. Was One of the 150 news
stations that were bought up by one organization called gray media,
which I always thought that's so interesting, that gray media.

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Gray. That was the gray area. Gray. I was like, this
trading in the. Gray zone, morally, ethically,
what are the chances? It's called gray anyway. It's just got crazier and
crazier. But yeah, so when they had that rollout, when they were like, oh, yeah,
we've been bought up by gray media. And so now, like, we've

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really got to adhere and do all these things. And I thought, okay, oh,
this is. This is getting really interesting now. I see. Because I was like, wow,
even a little independent radio station, not independent
corporate masters. Okay, yeah. So. And so when you remember when you'd see
those clips where they would show every news media person saying the same thing,
that's exactly what was going on. And. And the big revelation

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came for me. We had a crisis in North Dakota. It was called
Dapple. And it was this whole thing where. And I was very pro
Native American. I'm, you know, my dad was raised on a reservation.
I was like, always feeling a need to serve
that demographic and that walk of life, because these people need
guidance and help and. And love. And so they don't just need another Coke,

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right? Like, they need education so they can. They are bigger and stronger, more
powerful than this. Like, they just have taken away their power. You know, the government
essentially took away the power. Anyway, so I would. There was this thing going on
called Dapple where they were running like a oil pipeline through.
And I'm not anti oil. Like, you know, I feel like,
again, it's like. But I know, it's like, you have one question. You're like, should

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it be like this? Everyone's like, you're against the whole thing. I'm like, no, I.
You drive a car. Yeah, we've got. We've got an eg, but we've also got
gasoline vehicles. I mean, it's. It's cold here in North Dakota. If you try to
drive just the eg, you'll be freezing to death. Because as soon as you turn
on the heat when it's 45 below, you need gas. Okay.
It's like, you're like, I'm like. I'm like, I got an Egypt. I can't. I

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has to run on. On gasoline in the water. But anyway, this pipeline was
running through the reservation, and the Native Americans were. They
were saying, nope, you can't do it. It's going to affect our water or whatever.
And. But it all came down to money, because what happened is
they were trying to get a dollar amount or whatever. And
long story short, the oil company said, we're gonna go around the

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reservation Then we're not gonna go through it. Well, now that they
didn't have any money, now it was zero money. And so it was this big
fiasco and it caught major media. It went on for like a full
year. It was just every day was crisis on the news.
And what I've realized about crisis is when there's crisis, people are glued to their
television sets. What's going to happen next? Tell me what to do next, Tell me

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what I should do today type deal. And I'll never forget, after
DAPL ended, I walked into the news station and this is
where it was just like a big bonk alongside the head for me because I
knew that there was this misalignment. I knew there was this static and this friction,
but I was just kind of pretending like I'm going to be okay,
right? There's not. And. And I walked into the news station and

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everybody was just long faced. I mean everybody, it was. Everybody was
like mad and irritated and sad and some people were cr.
I was like, what's going on in this place? Like what? It was like, I
walk into like the war zone here and my friend looked at
me and she goes, dapple ended. I said, praise the Lord.
Praise the Lord. It's been nothing but a fight and people stealing people's

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cows and crazy stuff for a year. Thank God that
thing ended. And she goes, renita, we need another
crisis. She said, crisis moves
ad dollars. And that's all she said to me. And she walked away. And I
remember thinking, holy Moses.
Like I am sick to my stomach right now. Like it just. And she just

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said it that plainly to me. Like, it just hit me like a ton of
bricks, right? And that same person right before,
right when Covid was starting, about a week before I got taken off the
news, she came to my house. She was a big masker. She had got all
the vaccines. She was really into all that because of course she was on the
news. She came to my house and she didn't want to come in my house.

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We were sitting outside in front of my house and she was sitting outside, we
were outside and she said,
she said, I feel guilty for the amount of money I've taken
where some people have lost all their jobs. She said, the amount of money I've
taken during this, I feel guilty. And she never expounded on that and
I should have asked. But I. So I thought to myself, and she's been an

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anchor there for like, like 30 years. So I thought,
OMG, this whole thing is.
This whole like, again. And then going back gray media. Oh, my gosh. So
the point is, I didn't want to talk about this because this stuff is also
lame and depressing and old news. I like to talk. I'm more future
focused. That is the journey that really got me to say,

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wake up. Take control of your health. Open your eyes, be your own
advocate. Let the Holy Spirit, let the intuition and rule you.
Step into your greatness. Don't just comply. Don't just, you know, because
it's convenient and easy. Keep doing that same thing. Like, if God is calling you
up, get up. Get up. Yeah. Yeah. I actually bought the domain
get up world. Because I'm like, we gotta get up. You know, get

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up. There's that great story in the Bible where that guy was laying there praying
for 37 years. I always say he was laying on a yoga mat.
He was laying on his map by the healing waters, like, laying there praying. You
know, praying for a miracle. 37 years he was
praying. I mean, this sounds like some people that are caught in their sickness or
their stagnation, right? And then Jesus shows up on the scene one day,

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the light of the world shows up and like, taps him and says,
get up. And the guy looks at them and Jesus says,
do you want to be well, he asked him that question. He
didn't say, let's pray some more. The guy's been praying for 37 years. He says,
and this is where I come in as the Christian
mom, saying, listen, you can pray about it, but it is time for

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massive action. Like, you've got to move. And when you start
moving, the path will reveal itself. Trust me. This is
how this thing works. It doesn't reveal itself many times beforehand. It's one foot in
front of the other. Oh, now it's kind of like a flash. The next staircase,
the next step, and then the next, and then the next. You're like, I want
to see the whole path before I get on it.
Sorry. No, it's not going to happen. It's not going to happen. She's says to

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him, get up. Because he says, it's basically like I say to people all the
time in health, Meredith, do you want to change your story? Jesus said, do you
want to be? Well, I ask people when they're telling that story. That is
a neural pattern. Because I'm crazy about the power of the subconscious mind, I believe.
Let's talk about that. Yeah. Oh, my gosh. It's my favorite stuff to talk about
because I've been a student of it. My mom was diagnosed with

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Parkinson's 11 years ago. So I've been a student of
the mind, the brain, how the brain works. I was always fascinated how
you can take a group of people and how 50% of them have great success
and the other 50% don't. And you're teaching the same concepts. What's going on, right?
So, like, I'm like, what is that magic? What is that? What
is that, that magical or that power that some people take

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hold of to achieve their results, their goals, their dreams, and others don't? Like,
that's always just a fascination for me. Like, why did
you come out of. Of a childhood with an alcoholic
parent and an absent parent? I had.
I had a similar situation. And like, the darkness
calls. Like, it. It's there. You know,

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I look back, especially at a phase in my life in my 20s, where
like, it was like, I could have gone in a lot of directions
and I. For whatever reason, and maybe we could talk about
that. Like, I felt. I felt drawn to the light and I
went in that. I went down that path instead. And so did you.
Yeah. And I think it's. You know what I think it is. I think sometimes.

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Well, first of all, I think it might be just a calling. Some people just
have that calling on their lives. And so they can. They. When they feel that
light, they're like, you know what? That's the direction I need to go. I think
for in my world, I. God,
God, I'll call God. Because God surrounded me. I had wonderful
clients. Like, I mean, the people that I was dealing with, I was so. I

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was really good at my craft. I like, with like, fitness and
nutrition and weight loss. I mean, I was excellent at it. Like, I was. I
was fun. People were. They loved it, right? And so I was attracting some pretty
amazing people. You know what I mean? I mean, I taught group fitness for
free at a church for 10 years, three times a week at 5:30 in the
morning. Like, that was for free. But then I had this other side of me

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where I had the elite, like the cream of the crop coming to
me, right? Like, they had the money and they could afford what I was doing.
And they were having fabulous results, right? They were loving every second of it. And
so. And then a lot of them, you know, they. On my journey, I remember
just meeting people even that taught me about money because I was not raised
in wealth. I was not raised in financial literacy.

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Like, you know, like, now we're like, now. My husband Scott, he's a financial planner.
So he's always like, we gotta teach people to make smart money moves. Like, we're
pretty crazy about generational health and wealth over here. Like, we're kind of obsessed with
it, Meredith. So, like, we love generational health and wealth because we just believe
that we can break off those chains. Just like I saw that day in the
gymnasium on the, on the reservation, those chains falling off of people. We

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have the choice to do that. And so what I think on my journey really
helped was the amazing people around me because they would bring something
to the mix. And I think, because I. I'm just listening
to this whole series and they're saying the things that make people
energetically, really amazing. Like, outside of
just, like, high energy, like you said at the beginning, I'm very high

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energy. I've always been this way. So, like, what is it I've
realized recently, Like, I'm listening to this incredible kind of, like,
kind of suppressed information, and they're like, it's light, it's
sunlight, it's. It's. It's grounding, it's
exercise, it's movement, it's breathing, it's
rebounding, right? I'm like, oh, of course. Of course. I've been high

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energy because I've been doing all of that stuff all of my life. I haven't
always made a lot of money. I haven't always helped a lot of people,
but I've always been on that. I've always been. We had a. We
all had a garden as a kid. So even though I was smoking cigarettes, but
who knows, maybe the nicotine I need now we're finding out nicotine is good for
us. You know, it's just all the other chemicals good. But the bottom line is,

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is I thought to myself, like, you know, I've
done a lot of things right. Like, you know, I remember being as a kid
selling at Farmer's Market, you know, selling vegetables at Farmer's Market. We'd pick them at
the, the crack of down with flashlights and get them down to the market. So
always had a tremendous work ethic that just, like, in me, like, I've just been
a worker bee. I feel good when I work. Like, I,

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I'm like, there's joy in me when I work. I don't feel good when I
sit, like, and do nothing, you know, I mean, maybe to meditate for a bit
or whatever, to sit on a beach, watch the sun for a bit, but
I like to get out and bless and serve and do. I'm a doer. And
I think that that motion and that movement forward, I think it,
it increases your energy. So I think that because I've always been in that forward

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motion, I've never been like, I don't, I don't want to
talk about the past very much. I talk about the past more today than I
probably have in the last five years, to be honest. I don't talk about it
that much because it formed me to who I am, and I kind of like
who I am right now. I actually love myself. Not in a weird way, just
like, in a really super powerful way. And so, like, I just think I.
I want to talk about from here forward. What are we going to do? Like,

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what's the changes we're going to make? Who are we going to serve? Who are
we going to bless? What's going to happen? And I like to have that vision
and what I realized back to the power of the subconscious mind. So here's how
God works. It's the people that were around you that came
into my life, that were pouring into me, giving me book titles
that were giving me ideas. A friend of mine at 25 led me to Jesus

(53:47):
Christ. I was raised Catholic, never really had a strong relationship. You know, we
kind of had that ivory Bible with gold letters sitting on the table. And my
mom and dad are fighting like cats and dogs, so never really believed that.
And then was introduced to Jesus at 25,
became a born again believer. Found out after 25, my name,
Renita, means born again. Oh,

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God. But I found that out. I was just like cheering for days. Right,
of course, of course my name means born again. Of course my name does
means that. Right. And so, and just really stepping fully into that. But,
you know, walking down that Christian path, realizing a lot of Christians
are sitting in the, the church, highly medicated, praying
about their health and taking handfuls of meds and not getting better. Right.

(54:33):
And so how can I feel my call there? Okay, I'm gonna go to the
church community. Realized I was a little too mouthy for the church.
I'm slightly mouthy. I sometimes swear a little. You know,
it's marketplace worship. So where God has placed me now where I'm out in
the marketplace talking to people, this is how we got to know each other. You,

(54:54):
I got to know you, Meredith. Right. Like just out in the marketplace serving, loving
the joy of the Lord, promoting products and ideas of things that
are going to help up level people's lives, upgrade their thinking in their lives. And
that marketplace worship has been my place to share Christ. Right. But
on that journey. I've realized, okay, Christians are really missing out on
something. Why are they so sick? If they're so powerful and they were, you know,

(55:17):
given this authority on the planet by Jesus, why are they half dead? Why are
they taking so many medications? Why are they broken? Why are they complaining all the
time, right? So like for me, there's always been this massive disconnect which
led me then on my journey to the power of the subconscious mind. And
so literally I was involved in a network marketing company
about 18 years ago. And I was on, I won this

(55:40):
trip, I earned this incentive trip to Maui, Hawaii. And I was on this
airplane with this gentleman. By the grace of God, again, I'm sitting next to
somebody. Somebody comes in my life relationship. That is how
you open portals. The mouth is a portal, eyes are portal,
our ears are portal. The biggest portal I think is Jesus. But at the end
of the day, like we all, there's these portals. The portal of heaven is happening

(56:01):
right now. I call it the Glory Realm. It's coming to Earth. I am a
representative of the Glory Realm. I live in the Glory Realm. I live in the
abundance, Meredith, that I just live in that space of all
possibilities are happening. Like, it's not like, oh, it's a far fetched
no, this is really happening. And so I was on this airplane
18 years ago and this gentleman who was a dentist and I just had a

(56:22):
joy sitting next to him for six hours. I sat next to him on this
flight. He couldn't believe I had won this trip to Maui. He's like, how did
you win this trip to Maui? I'm paying to go to the same place you're
going. He ended up signing up for my network marketing business. This is
18 years ago. He filled up a sign up sheet. He was a dentist from
over in Wisconsin. And the thing he said to me, he said,

(56:42):
renita, he said, you are so amazing with your
energy. He said, you need to read the book the Power of the subconscious
mind by Dr. Joseph Murphy. He said this to me 18
years ago. Okay, you cannot make up this stuff that's happened on
my journey. Like, you end up sitting next to the dentist who's read that
book. Like, that's not a real high book. High on the list of

(57:05):
most dentists. And this is 15 years ago. But I
never read it, I never heeded it. So I always say, when someone gives you
something, when someone gives you a book, when someone gives you an idea, when someone
gives you something that's going to upgrade your life, say yes,
say yes. It opens a portal. It just opens
a portal. And you don't know what that portal is going to bring. Is it

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going to bring financial health? Is it going to bring physical health? Is it going
to bring a miracle for your aging mother? Is it going to bring a miracle
for your dog? I don't know. It's going to do something. But the point is,
just say yes. And so I didn't read the book, but here's
what happened. Fast forward to about two years ago. So now,
like. Like, literally 16 years later, imagine this.

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From the moment that he told me that on that airplane. I'm listening to
this guy talk on social media one day, and I'm like, why does this
sound so familiar? What? Like, I. And you just know
when someone speaks and they're just speaking to you. Like,
you just. Like I am feeling that frequency of what this guy was saying.
He was, like, talking about all of these things that I believe in. Like, he

(58:09):
was talking about the invisible realm, how it's greater than the visible
realm. Right. And he's. You know, and it's like the stuff that you talk about,
Meredith. Right. So, like, he's talking about this, but he's saying it in such a
way, like, it's a personal development way. Right. Because I've read the. I've read the
others. I've read the greats. Right. You know, I. I've read all the. The Think
and grow Rich. I read all of them. Everything. I love. I love Anything Brain.

(58:29):
I love Switch on your brain by Dr. Carolyn Leaf. I love the neuroscientist. I
love the brain stuff. And. But when this guy was saying it was. Something else
was. Was coming. It was like the static was
gone. Like how we talk. Like, most people live in the static. They just live
in the static. Yeah. And it's kind of a little bit of suffering almost.
It's kind of like being a little bit of a martyr. Yeah. It's just not

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living there, but they're just kind of living in the static. And it was. When
this guy spoke, it was like. It was like I was tuned completely into, like,
the right radio station, and it was crystal clear. And my soul
was like, yeah, like, let's go. Like, it was
leaping. Like, when I would listen to this guy talk, and I'm like, what is
it about this dude? And one day he said it. He held up

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the book and he said, if you haven't read this
book. The Power of the subconscious Mind by Joseph Murphy. And I thought,
oh, gee, that
dentist showed me that book on that airplane 18
years ago or 16 years ago. It was about then. And
I never read it, so I couldn't hit the buy button fast enough. I went

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on Amazon, I bought 50, I bought a. I'm like, I'm getting a case of
these books because this. Why didn't I read it then?
That's okay. I'm reading it now. You know what is so funny is
that that book has crossed my path. And I've heard it, people talk about
it so many times, and I'm like, I should read that. And I never
have. Oh, I'm obsessed with it. Like, next to the

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Bible. I'll go to Amazon when we hang up. I've read it 14 times.
I'm not embellishing the number. And I just keep reading. It's on repeat. But long
story short, I start reading this book and I'm like, oh,
like, the keys to the kingdom in my realm are in this book.
Because it's talking exactly about, like, why some have success and
why others don't. And it's telling you the exact blueprint so you can have the

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success. I'm like, you've got to be kidding me. I could
have had this knowledge 16 years ago, but I was, like, unresponsive and
didn't like. So when someone says go
do, like, and again, it has to align you. Your spirit has to
leap. But when your spirit leaves, go do, hit the buy button or
whatever it is. Like, right, like, just like, say yes. Say yes.

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Let the portal open. Walk through it. Opens. And then you don't know exactly
the goodness of God that's going to pour out through that. But you know, it's
going to be good because it's you. The biggest way to open
the portal of heaven to earth, to stand in the glory realm is to live
in a state of joy and being happy. Feel good now, right?
You want to feel good now? And this is why I've realized I've been a
master of this stuff my whole life. And I didn't even know how I was

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master until recent because I was like, oh, yeah, I was laying in the sun.
I was earthing. I was always sunlight in the eyes. I was always
exercising. I was always rebounding. I was always doing
these things, listening to music. I've been a fitness instructor. I said,
music has probably saved my life here. I was a kid, I learned to teach
group fitness. You know, at about 18, I started. Your whole day

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was. Was high frequency. My whole day has been high. Of course I'm high
frequency. Every day. Every day, my whole life. Then you plug in good
nutrition with that. Oh, my gosh, I become unstoppable, right? Like, and
then now learning about, like, salt all day, light about that and putting salt in
my mouth, I'm like, oh, my gosh, My vision just got brighter, right? Anyway,
the point is, is back to the power of the subconscious mind.

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I read that book and it was literally like, this is it.
Like, this is what everybody needs. So then, so for me, I'm an educator. I
have, I've. I have spiritual giftings of wisdom. So once you
become a Christian, like, there's these different spiritual giftings. One is called, like, hospitality.
These are the people, when you go to their house, you know, they make you
feel so welcome and you could stay, you could live there, right? I'm not that.

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You might come to my house, we might visit for three hours. I forget to
offer you water. Like, I mean, I'm just, I don't have the spiritual gifting of
hospitality, right? But I have the spiritual gifting of
discernment where I'm like, ooh. Like, I, you know, that's right. And I also have
the spiritual gifting of wisdom. I'm. I, like, I know things
that I shouldn't know. Like, I'm like, how did I know that? Or like, like,
where did that come from? Like, that, like, it's almost like wise beyond my years.

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You're given the spiritual gifting of wisdom in the Christian realm. You're given
that gifting not to just say, look at me, I'm a smarty pants. It's always
a gift to serve and bless the masses. So you're giving that gift so that
you can go, like, impact and change and save lives, essentially, right? So it's never
like a smarty pants things. It's like, I know this, and I can go
serve a lot of people with this knowledge, so I better go. Better go share,

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right? Anyway, so as soon as I grab held of the Power of the
subconscious mind by Dr. Joseph Murphy, I was like, because
I read this thing one time that said if you learn something and you teach
it within 24 hours, you're going to retain like 80% of it.
Whereas if people learn something and you don't go teach it, you're not going to
retain much 24 hours later, like, maybe 20%. So for me, I'm a. I've been

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a big learner teacher. Learner teacher. That's like a gifting that I have.
Yep. And I, I don't dwell too long. They're like, am I going to get
a perfect? We're homeschooling our boys, and a technique I teach them
all the time is, stop with the perfection. Don't do
that. Completion is better than perfection. Completion is
better than perfection because it's going to move you down that road. Don't feel like

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you have to be just perfect to begin anything, because how are you going to
become an expert in anything? By beginning, like, you got to start. And so, like,
I teach this stuff all the time. So back to the power of the subconscious
mind. He teaches you exactly what. What I was
seeking. By the way, if you're seeking it, you will find it. What you
seek, you will find, right? People don't. They have not because they want. Not. I

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want. I seek, I desire, right? Those are strong
emotional forces. Some people say, I don't want to make money. I want to make
a lot of money. I need a lot of money to have a lot of
fun and adventure with my family. And I have a lot of organizations I like
to give a lot of money to. So, like, I. I need more money, right?
And so, like, what. But people say they kind of live from this. Like, oh,

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I'm gonna be more righteous. If I say I don't want to make any money.
I'm like, that doesn't make you righteous. Like, the people that are robbing the banks
are the people that don't have any money. You know what I mean? Like, it's
like, come on, guys. Like, get with it. So for me, it's. And it's been
that, too, Meredith, because I was never raised in wealth. I was never raised in
health. And so a thing that I decided to do was just break that
generational curse so much. Like, that day in the.

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That was just huge for me, that day in that gymnasium on that reservation when
I saw those chains fall off of those people. I mean, grown men
crying. I mean, I didn't tell you the rest of the story. I mean, I
came back to that reservation two months later, and there were diabetics that were there
that were, let's say, 350 pounds. And I'd come back two months later,
and they were down to 200 pounds and 50 pounds. They had lost 100

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pounds. And they were literally off of their metformin and their insulin. They got completely
off their diabetes medications. That was my goal. We got to get you off the
drugs, because, again, the drugs make you
staticky. I don't. I'm not on any drugs. Can you tell? I'm not on Any
drugs. I can tell. The reason
they have you on drugs is they want you in the static. You're not

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decisive. You're not. Your energy is not as. You can't feel
your soul leap. It's everything. Yeah, that's it. I mean, you read
these stories about people that were on depression medication for 16 years and they don't
really recall having an emotional elevated state at
their children's birthday parties, for God's sake. Because they were on depression medication for 16
years, right? So I hear these stories all the time because it flatlines you.

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Flatliners. Remember the movie Flatliners? Yes. Those
buggers. They told us. They told us. They're always
telling. But they flatlined us. And then, you know, with, with
meds especially, it does keep you in static. So that's another way to increase your
energy. You know, I'm not saying stop your meds, consult with your doctor, right? You
got to do the right thing. But the bottom line is that should be a

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working relationship where you're working together to get off the drugs, because
they're really messing up your, your frequency, you know, that you have
with the divine. And so anyway, so that's all stuff I'm
learning of recent. I'm like, oh, of course. This is why I'm high energy. I
mean, I think about something, it happens. I think about something, it happens, happens. I
think I'm like, I've literally. And put. Oh, and I quit brushing my teeth with
fluoride 20 years ago, right? I was the mom, like,

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20 years ago that quit vaccinating my kid, actually 23 years ago, quit
vaccinating my kids, right? Like, some of the last two is not, not had one.
Like, I just figured it out and I just aligned. I aligned with it. You
know what I mean? And so back to the power of the subconscious mind. Because
we should say how you do this, because people don't realize they can change
it. So 90% of everything we do every day is the

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same thing that we did yesterday. It's all the same. So I'm
always thinking, you better have good habits. You better be developing the right
patterns. Because if not, you're just repeating the insanity, right? Because nothing's
changing, right? You're just getting sicker. You're on the wrong track.
You're not winning. I want people to win in their lives. Like, why
not me? Why not you? Why not now? And so

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literally, I, I, as I was reading this book, I was like,
I've always thought in the morning, like, right when you Wake up, you're not quite
fully awake, or when you're going to bed at night, you're not quite fully
asleep. There's something that's happening. I could never quantify it. I just knew
it was happening. Where when I would put my thoughts and my minds, my
mind on, like, good stuff, I would sleep

(01:07:31):
better. And it was almost like I was like in this dream state
where I was thinking about it, right? I mean, it was just like this, really.
And another time that happened to me all the time is when I was in
the shower. I'd be in the shower and just having the water.
And when I was swimming, I would go swimming sometimes. And I'd have the
best ideas when I was swimming. And I always said to my husband, and he

(01:07:52):
said to me, well, maybe it's because your mouth is shut.
Thanks, honey. Quit talking. He said
so much. Like, so I'd be swimming and I'm like, oh, my God. I came
out of the pool with this brilliant idea. You know, I take a shower or
sometimes when I was feeling a little bit
slow or staticky, I would go take. Like, sometimes I

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would take three showers in a day. And of course, I've got the shower heads
up, filter everything. So don't worry. If you're worried about that, like me getting chlorine,
I'm not, because I'm way ahead of that. I'm way ahead of that curveball. You're
on top of all of that. On top of all that stuff anyway, that's easy.
Stuff. That's easy. But anyway, so I would take multiple showers and it was like,
like it would almost unleash this created creativity. Well, now finding out,
showers, deep breathing. In the shower, you're entering different stages, like,

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you know, the delta, the alpha state. Instead of living in the beta state, the
beta state is kind of like the poor state. And that's the state that all
of us kind of live in. It's like the subconscious where we're going through the
motions. You know what I mean? Not much changes. But as soon as you tap
into the meditative breathing and especially right
as you're drifting off and right as you're waking up and in

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the shower or when you're in water, guess what happens? That is where you're.
You're tapping into this subconscious realm where you can
literally reprogram yourself. You can really
reprogram. So anything that happened, that subconscious mind was developed between the ages
of 0 and 7 years old, right? That's where everything was laid down foundationally. I
don't know about you, but my life sucked in those ages. Like, it was no

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good. It was rough. Okay? And so, like, if I'm living
from that, oh, my. My life would be a crime scene. Like, it would be
stupid. Like, and so I'm, like, I'm not living from that. Like,
so somehow, because of me being energetically high, Meredith.
With doing the right things unconsciously, not even really knowing I was doing
them, just. It was just kind of what, when I did them, I felt better

(01:09:41):
type deal. Like, doing those things kind of has kept me above
that. But yet I'm wondering, why don't some people escape
that? Why don't they escape the zero to seven? You know, maybe they were told
they were fat as they. When they were a child. Maybe they were told that
they were dumb or not smart enough or slow or, you know,
can't sell or can't. Do this, or they have to be nice all the time.

(01:10:02):
Like that. Yeah, you have to be so nice all the time.
You have to say yes because you don't want people to think bad of you
or whatever. You know what I mean? You can't be yourself. So, like. So whatever
was laid down there, the only question I ask people is when you look at
what your subconscious mind is, is how is your life working? I mean,
life is the fruit on the tree, baby. Yeah. So, like, I mean, if. What

(01:10:23):
kind of results are you getting? What's going on? How's that working out
for you? Dr. Phil used to say, yep, how's. That
working out for you? And you know what I've realized? Like, sometimes you don't know
what you don't know. Right. Most times. And so sometimes it's important to ask people
around you, hey, like, what are my blind spots? Like,
where. Where do I need help? You know what I mean? And then,

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like, and sometimes you want to improve those areas, and sometimes you don't care to
improve those areas. But, like, if it's affecting your health and it's affecting your
finances and it's affecting your family and your lineage and the generation, like your children
and your grandchildren, hey, you might want to take a look at up leveling those
things, right? So. But you can reset it. You don't have to live in that.
It's. You know, you hear people say, well, it's because I was raised in abusive

(01:11:05):
alcoholic home. Well, so was I. You know what I mean? Like, and so, like,
that doesn't have to define who you are, but what happens is subconsciously we let
it, because that's the neural Patterns. The entire body, the entire, our entire
lives are functioning from these neural patterns, good or bad.
And so my thing is, if you have a lot of good stuff, like for
me, I innately exercise every day. I started at age 14. You can catch

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me at the gym every single morning. You don't have to convince me. You don't
have to talk me into it. I'm there. It's just how I work out. It's
just what I do. It's not hard. I don't think, oh, I got to go
to the gym today. I hit my feet on the ground. I say, thank you,
Jesus, and I literally put my clothes on and run to the gym. So, like,
for me, it's like, that's a neural pattern. It's a great neural pattern. I want
to hang on to that one. It's so good, right? So we can

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examine our lives and say, what are those great neural patterns that we love?
That's how. That's adding definitely blessings to my life. And what are the
neural patterns that absolutely need to go right? Like, I've got
to break some of those neural patterns. And here's the truth. You can do
it. You've got the power to do it. You've got the power to change
your, your entire life with making a decision. It all starts with making the first

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decision, right? So you make it the first time, and then you lay down that
neural pattern by repetition and you start how the subconscious mind comes
in. You visualize as you're drifting off, as you're waking up,
exactly what you want. You don't. You. You
imagine best case scenarios. You know, we're so good
at imagining worst case scenarios. I mean, think about how many times you, how many

(01:12:32):
times in our life have we said, what if this happened? You know, And I
know I should. Change this, but then what if this happens and what if that
happens and what if this person gets mad and then I. People think I'm bad
and mean. Yeah. Yeah. So, I mean, we, we kind of live in. And
that's meditating on the problems, right? So. And the Lord
told me this. The Lord told me this after. Well, actually it was kind

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of mid pandemic. The Lord said to me, because I was getting bitter and
angry because of all the scandalous things that were going
on, and I could find myself getting angry. I was an angry
elf. I was like, ah, you know, and so. And I thought
one day I was praying. I'm like, I. This is not. Like, I can feel
it in my body. Like, I don't like how I'm feeling. And literally

(01:13:15):
the Holy Spirit said, focus only on solutions. Like, it literally
came into my spirit. Focus only on solutions. We know the bad exists.
We know the darkness exists. Let's not give it power by talking about it. Let's
focus only in the light. Let's joy, let's dance, let's smile, let's
love. Right? Let's serve, let's bless, let's go. Right? And so for me,
it was just like, okay, yeah, that static frequency

(01:13:37):
of that yuckiness. Because it is there. Like I said to you earlier, I didn't
even know the federal government still has been shut down. I don't even know. I
don't watch the news, right? I was on the news, and I don't watch the
news. There you have it, right? It's like. It's like when she said that, like,
we're waiting for another crisis, I thought, oh, I know exactly what this is. So,
you know, you really. Once you. Once you see it, you can't unsee it.
And then you just adjust your life accordingly. So through repetition,

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through that deep breathing and that visualization that you're doing, visualizing
things are real, it's. It's like having a vision for something
before it comes to fruition. Now, because you're in that realm
of possibility. And remember, you always want to feel good,
because when you feel good, you attract that vision that
you're holding. If you feel like hell, like, let's say you. You're like,

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I'm just. You don't feel good. The first
good is. The first thing is that feeling of feeling good. So sometimes you see
me, Meredith, I'm on social media doing patch and dance. I just get up and
put on music, and I start dancing like a crazy person. People are like, how
do you do that? I'm like, I'm changing my state because maybe I
was having a little bit of hard things or suffering that day or a little

(01:14:44):
bit of difficult things I'm going through. But guess what I decided to do? I
decided to change my state. How do I do that? I know it happens through
movement. I know it happens through breathing. I know it happens to going out and
grounding, which is why pretty soon I'm getting out of North Dakota because we're about
to have snow, and it's hard to walk in snow for me, barefoot.
Well, yeah, but. So by doing that over and

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over, you literally are. And it takes 21 days. That old saying,
it takes 21 days to lay down a new habit. True story. But it
takes 63 days, three cycles of the
21 days taught to me by my mentor, Dr. Carolyn
Leaf. Switch on your brain. She's a neuroscientist, a Christian
neuroscientist. And it takes three cycles of 21 days. So

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63 days to not just lay down a new way of
thinking. You literally are laying down a new neural pattern.
So this is why people, when they start, stop, start, stop, start, stop. You're like
installing a mental habit. 100%. I think
you don't have to think about it all the time. It's just. Just default. It
becomes default. Right. And it's. I think of it like we used to have a

(01:15:49):
house that had, like, tiles with the grout. Grout. I think it's called grout.
Yeah. And they're, you know, and it's like, it reminds me of the grout. So,
like, you know, is that. That's like a neural pattern. Neural pattern. Neural
pattern. Right. And so if that neural pattern is bad, it
might take a little persistence and consistency
in undoing that neural pattern to replant. It's like you don't just stop something.

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You have to replant the correct neural pattern that you want. Want. You know what
I mean? I've always taught that, too, in fitness and nutrition. Like, you don't just
take away pop. Like, we're going to replace it with something better because you have
a neural pattern of doing something at that hour. Let's give you something else to
drink at that time. Right. Or whatever. So you're kind of replacing that neural pattern
with something that is advantageous for you. And. And so that

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literally is over and over. But the power of the subconscious mind. So we're literally
magnets. We're magnetic energy. You know this. I'm not telling you anything you don't know.
We're magnetic and we're just pushing it out. And so that frequency, that magnetism that
you're pushing out. Let me give you a great example. We went to Bora Bora.
We earned this trip to Bora Bora last year. We were in Bora Bora. We
met the most incredible family. He happened to be an oral surgeon down

(01:16:53):
in Laguna Beach, California. And we just fell in love with his family. Like, the
seven days we. In nine days or whatever, we were in Bora Bora. Like, we
ate meals with them. Like, we're like, they were like our friends, and their kids
were like our kids age. So that was really cool. And they were all athletes,
and so they really had a lot in common. And we just were. We just
really enjoyed them. And we haven't talked to them a whole lot since then. Our
kids keep in touch all the time. Well, Meredith, we just were down in Anaheim.

(01:17:16):
I was down there with you. And then we went over to Laguna Beach. And
the whole time, since we got to Laguna beach, the boys have said, oh, my
gosh, we should get with this family. We should get with the Sprague family. Like,
we should get with them. We should get with them. And
we just didn't. We just were so busy that we just didn't. And so
yesterday, we were on the way to the airport, and the boys, we. Let's stop

(01:17:36):
and get that some Raymond at this place. Place. It's like this healthy Raymond place
down in Laguna Beach. And so Scott was trying to park the car.
Two of the boys had ran in already. Our son Rocco was kind of waiting.
He's always. He's the one that was waiting for Scott and I to get out
of the car. So he's standing on the street in Laguna Beach. Busy street, right?
Lots of traffic on that beach street. And all of a sudden,

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no, I look up, and it's
Christina. They're hollering out the window. Renee
Brannon
was like, oh, my God, mom, it's them. It's them. And I said,
holy cow. So they're. They pull over and, like, our whole
family now is running down the sidewalk to see this family. They get out,

(01:18:19):
like, we're hugging. It happens to be the. The
gentleman's birthday that day. Like, it's yesterday. This was
yesterday. We're hugging him. They're like, what are the chances that
we're seeing you right now in Laguna Beach? Because we hadn't called and let him
know we were there or anything like that. And one of the. And so it
was literally like. So listen to the

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thing of events that had to happen. Rocco still had to be standing on the
street because the mom saw Rocco. Scott and I still were in the vehicle, and
the other two were in the restaurant. So Rocco was standing. So she knew Rocco.
She didn't know that whatever rental vehicle is. She saw Rocco. Think about how
this had to happen. We left the hotel late. We left the
hotel, like, 15 minutes late. So we were, like, in our. In a rush, in

(01:19:03):
a hurry. So we had to leave late, right? He.
It's his birthday. So he said to his wife, I don't want to go to
the Newport beach coffee shop. I want to go to the Laguna beach coffee
shop because they give me a free latte. On my birthday. So instead
of him going to the normal coffee shop, he had to be on that street
driving to this other coffee shop that it never goes to.

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Right at the exact moment that Rock was standing on the curb with
all of these millions of people, and they just
happened to see us. And now we're hugging in a group
hug on the street. All of us are like, oh, my God, we
love you guys. Oh, my God. Yeah. I mean, so this is my life, but.
And it happened the whole time I was in Laguna. It happened. And the reason

(01:19:46):
it happened when I was in Laguna is I. It was a high frequency place
for me to be in. I was very much joy.
Again, you have to feel good now. The first secret to attracting anything
or the secret. Remember how they called it that the power that subconscious mind is
you have to be. You have to feel good now. If you feel like hell,
you're attracting more hell. True story. Like

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you. You have to feel good now. And so when I was down in Laguna,
we were walking on the beach every day. I was getting all the sunshine, I
was eating all the healthy food. I mean, I was dancing, I was joyous. I
was awesome. And so literally every. I was a magnet. I
was a magnet. Boom. Boom. You know, in our business, people were like,
joining our business at the pool, right? Like, I mean, just. I mean, it was
just like, like, it was like, yes. Because that's the other thing. When you.

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When you live from that space, people want to be in it.
And if they want to be in it, they resonate with it on some level.
And if they resonate with it on some level, they have the capacity to be
there, too. And you end up with great people,
amazing people. But back to people staying stuck in the things. If you're
stuck in your job, if you're stuck in whatever. Whatever you're stuck

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in, you know? Our marriage sucked for a while. I could talk all day about
a marriage because our marriage almost fell apart when I was 25. I mean,
Scott was on his way out, right? And so it was a very, very, very
trying time. But here we are, 25 years later, right? And
somebody says, that's a big ring. I said, yeah, it's a big ring. 25 years
later. Big thing. Give me a big ring. A

(01:21:14):
carrot for every decade. Okay? That's right. But the point is,
is like, like, so we didn't want to just stay in that
disgruntled marriage. You have to choose to make it better. You can't just stay in
that disgruntled health State. You've got to choose to make. You've got to say yes.
You've got to start. Say yes and start moving in the right direction to do
the things that are going to bring joy to your spirit, that are going to
bring energy to your life. Because if you're always operating from that

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halfway static, that is why you're not attracting
anything good. So, yeah, so I said to Scott,
like, Laguna was a magnet for our family. Like, it
was. The whole. The whole experience was magnetic. I mean, I'm at
this event, we're at the pool. Get this, we're at the pool. We're in
life wave. We have our business Life wave. We're at the pool and

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we're. This guy sits down, he's got a patch on already.
He sits down next to my son Beau. He starts talking and he goes,
oh, my gosh. He said. Bo said, oh, you're wearing a lifeweight patch. He goes,
oh, yeah, I've been wearing it for a year. He goes, I've been trying to
figure out a way. He says, you know, I have a wellness group with about
2,000 people that I'm trying to introduce the patch

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to these 2,000 people because I run the group, and I just
don't know how to say it or word it. And then Bo goes, well, you
should go back to the people who sponsored you. And he goes, do you know
who your sponsor is? And he says the name. And Bo goes, you're
on our team. You're on our team.
And so this gentleman, Curtis, his name is, is there

(01:22:42):
for a Convoy of Hope conference at this
amazing hotel that we're at. And he says, oh, my gosh, can
you come down to the Convoy of Hope meeting, which David Schmidt
just talked about? A conference. So now I'm Yesterday morning at
8am and sitting in Convoy of Hope talking to him how he's going to
introduce this to 2000. He's on my team.

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We've never met before this day. I'm sitting at this convoy Hope around
this table, and these women are like, I need a patch. I. I'm running.
I'm patching now. I'm patching everybody at the Convoy of Hope meeting.
I'm like, what is happening at this hotel? You're a force of
nature, Renita. This is crazy. This is
amazing. On the airplane, the lady is. A

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lady has Parkinson's. I can see it. She's walking down the aisle, her
husband is helping her. I take out a napkin as fast as you can
say, go, and I write, hi,
I Want to help you. My mom was diagnosed with Parkinson's 11
years ago. This phototherapy technology absolutely changed her life.
I want to visit with you about this. I mean, I just, like,

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I wrote two sides of a napkin. The napkin from Delta was full of me.
I'm praying for you. God bless Renita. I put my business card in two patches.
When he walked back, because he was chopping his wife not to fall, my husband
handed it to him, and he grabbed it like this with Apaches, said, thank you
so much. You just go.
You just say, yes. You just do. When the Holy Spirit prompts to say

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something, you just do it. You just. You don't. You don't
hesitate. Just do it. And then, like. And I just kind of live in that
space. Like, I mean, it's. It's just, like, super authentic all the time.
Like, yes. And sometimes some people think, like, my kids are like, mom, Mom, Mom.
I'm like, it's okay. We're gonna be good. Like, because I think that when
you're living from that authenticity and that energy and that frequency

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and that belief, you are going to be in alignment with the
goodness of God, the glory realm, and you are going to be. I always just
say, I'm an advocate for the kingdom of heaven on earth. I mean, this is.
I want to make this thing look good because it is. It is. You know,
it's great. And so, anyway, so that guy. I haven't looked at my back
office say, but I'm sure he signed up. I mean, he was almost in tears
when we handed him that stuff. Stuff like, that guy was, you know, praying for

(01:24:58):
a solution for his wife. And so, again, just being in
that energetic space of. Of your power, it's
hard for you to do anything if you don't feel good. You've
got to feel good now. That's the secret. So that's the secret. But then
it's applying that power, that subconscious mind. Like, what do I need to reprogram?
What can I keep that's elevating my level, elevating my life

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and is making my life better. What can I get rid of? Right?
That's not making my life better. And then I have. Then it's up to
you to do the work. You still have to do the work. Like, it's still
Jesus saying, get up. Or, you know, do. Do you want to be?
Well, that motion, that forward momentum,
even if. Even if it's, like, mistakes and a. Why did I do that? And

(01:25:41):
how this happened, it's like, it's still Motion. And it's easier
to course correct than to fight inertia, I have found.
Anyway, it's easier to drive. It's hard to drive a parked car. Yeah.
Yeah, yeah. Oh, and then I didn't even tell you this. So it was this
guy's birthday yesterday. He's got the same name as my dad.

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His. My husband has this watch that we bought, like, two
years ago. His wife had given the exact same watch.
And all these guys are like, oh, my God, we got the same watch. And
I said to Scott, how many watches like that are there? He was like, like,
Renee. It was launched two years ago. There's thousands of different types. The fact that
we had the exact same watch on, like, I mean, it was just like one
thing after another after another after another. The

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wife, they, they. They had not signed up in our lifewave business
when we were in Bora Bora, and she said two days ago, we were looking
at the pictures of Bora Bora with our family two days ago, thinking how much
we enjoyed that. She said, I. That day I went to a soccer game,
and the lady next to me had a patch on this is two days before.
We ran into him on the street yesterday. And she said. She looked at that

(01:26:46):
patch and she said, I need to get a hold of the Brannons. And then
they drove by us. And then you literally
had your kid. Out on the street as they drove.
No, but this is. I mean, I totally hear you. Like, when.
When we're in the flow, especially the flow with joy,

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these. These synchronicities happen and people pop up and
it's like, oh, wait, what? What? Yeah. And it's not
even incredible. We're actually attracting them. So I do
believe that we're sending out a frequency and it is magnetic
or it is a repellent. Maybe for some people, it's a repellent if it's a
negative, which is great. Yeah. And this is why I

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even think in the realm of politics, it's so dark.
Politics is very dark dark. And I'm not saying that there's not maybe some good
things happening right now, and there's obviously not good things happening, but, like, you know,
it's very dark. So we have to be very careful what we give our ear
and our eyes to. Because again, you're. You're. Those portals are opening. So
whatever you're opening the portal to is what's going to be received coming in.

(01:27:49):
Yeah, I mean, I mean, it was literally, like, for years, I would have clients
that their blood pressure Would go up and up and up. And I found out
they were watching the nightly news. And I said, stop watching the news for
like, six weeks and let's see what happens to your blood pressure. And surprise,
surprise, go back to normal. I'm like, listen, your eyes are
literally a gate. They're a gate. And so you've got to be so careful

(01:28:10):
what you lend your eyes and your ears to in your heart too. Right? Because
these eyes and ears are connected to our heart. And so we've got
to be so careful how that all is. Is coming together. Because and here
the real goal is the superpower alignment. Like, the
superpower alignment of, like, that glory realm where
there's just fantastic alignment. Like you said, enjoy, because enjoy

(01:28:31):
their strength, right? When you're joyous, you. You feel stronger
versus when you're angry and. And depressed, you feel weak,
right? You want to sleep. And so, like, it's like when that is,
like, then as soon as you get there, then it goes,
and then it pushes out this frequency. And then anybody who's like, functioning
on that frequency just goes whoosh. Like they just are

(01:28:53):
pulled into it. That's my visual I have right now, like, where they're just. They're
coming into that. And so, like, that's why it's so important that you're pushing out
and saying and doing and. And even not
only with yourself, with others. Because I've
realized, be careful. Don't talk negative about people. Be careful with
that. You are throwing out a frequency when you're talking negative.

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And like, I read this book, the Secrets of the Millionaire Mind,
and this gentleman said, when you complain, you become a walking, talking crap magnet.
That's what he said in the book. He said it in the book. When you
complain, you become a walking, talking crap
magnet. And that's always stuck with me because I thought. And I never could quantify
it until now. I'm like, oh, yeah. Because when they complain, they don't feel good.

(01:29:36):
They're not in a feel good state. They're in a
staticy state. You're dropping down. Yeah. You're on that frequency scale.
Like power versus force. Right? And so, like, it's. Anyway,
it's all of that. I don't even know if I cover what we're supposed to
talk about today. But, like, I'm just like this. No, we covered all the things.
I love. This is. I have wanted to have this kind of conversation for a

(01:29:59):
long time. And you've, like, you. Yes.
Covered everything beautifully. So, okay, so let's
circle back, because you did bring up learning about the brain for Parkinson's for your
mom. So let's do that story. Well, like, we'll wrap up on
your. On the story of your mom, which is just so
incredible. And you did say you learned a lot about the brain. And then I

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think interrupted and people are going to leave comments being like, you didn't let her
finish about the brain. So. So let's circle
back and we'll do that. So my mom. So,
again, always in the hunt of
solutions, right? This is me. I'm like a solution seeker. That's where. And that's the
energy I'm putting out. And so my mom, about 11 years

(01:30:41):
ago, was diagnosed with Parkinson's. And so, of course, we took her to Mayo
Clinic. It was diagnosed audios, like, they're very. For
neurodegenerative diseases. It's. It's not good.
The medical system doesn't have solutions. And again, we just know that those medications
that they are taking in are making their frequency staticy, right? So then it's like
they get sicker over time. And so about

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three years ago, a friend of mine from Canada who's a nurse,
who's a Christian nurse, who wrote an amazing book on frequency,
her name is Doris, she literally called me up one day and
she said, renita, she said, you've got to try this
patch on your mom. She said, I know she was diagnosed with Parkinson's. And by
the way, notice how I'm saying that my mom was diagnosed with.

(01:31:24):
Parkinson's, not that she isn't or has it. Yeah, you never own that if
you're listening to this. Never own the disease. Don't coddle like a baby.
Like, stop that. Like you own. My doctor diagnosed me with, that's
fine, but I have to have a diagnosis. But don't, don't. Don't
become that, right? Don't. That's not who you are. You are a child of
God. You are a light warrior. You have got the power, baby. Take it

(01:31:47):
back now. And so be careful with that. So she
was diagnosed with the Parkinson's. And so this. She calls me up, says, you got
to try this. You got to try this patch. And I said, well, Doris, what
is it? She goes, I'm just going to tell you. My neighbor lady with Parkinson's,
she said, we saw downright miracles. That's all I can say. She said, down
right miracles. And I said, well,

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you had me at miracles. I said, because I'm a believer, and I,
I'm. I believe in the Realm of miracles. I believe that. I live it,
Meredith. So I believe it. It happens all the time in my life. It's miracle.
A miracle city over here. And so I'm like, okay, yeah.
So she said, I'm gonna send you a couple. Just put em on your mom.
So my mom starts wearing this patch here. I have it right here, this patch.

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X39. She starts wearing this patch. At the time, I did not know
it was x 39 because she sent the patches in a little plastic Ziploc
bag. So I had no working knowledge of what it was. I didn't
know. Bag of stickers. Stickers, right. And. And
here's the truth. I just trust Doris is such great. Yeah.
Frequency. I just trust Doris. You know how there's certain people, when you get around

(01:32:51):
them, you just are like, I just trust this person. Like. Like she's the wise
old owl. So I just trust her. And so she literally sent it.
I said, mom, here's the baggie that Dora sent. Put some on you. She's from
Canada, actually. Doris from Canada. And so she. My mom starts wearing the
patches, and again, I don't know how I'm supposed to wear them. She never really
sent any information about, like, what we're supposed to do with these. So

(01:33:13):
I don't know. Ziploc bag of stickers pretty much. And so, you
know, we're German over here. German. My mom's German. And so, you know,
conservative financially. So, you know, you're supposed to wear these things, like 12 hours
on, 12 hours off. I mean, my mom's putting it on wherever she can
reach, and she's just probably wearing it until it's floating in the bathtub type deal.

(01:33:33):
We're probably getting days out of one badge. I don't know. Knowing what I
know now, it's like, yeah, you want to change these things and, you know, take
them off for 12 hours, give the body that set time to reset, and then
put a fresh patch on every day. But mom wasn't doing that. But
here it was on the 11th day of wearing the patch, my husband and I
go over to the house and ding dong, 8am Usually at

(01:33:53):
8am her with the Parkinson's, very difficult.
Can't walk, using the walker, very moody.
Dopamine hasn't kicked in yet. Like, just very. It's a lot.
And. And so her penmanship had gone away. Her bone
density had gone away. She had gone from 169 pounds down to 97 pounds.
Her teeth were literally crumbling out of her mouth. I mean, it Was just crazy.

(01:34:16):
We. She owned a restaurant for 25 years. We took away butter knives
because she would be so much tremor that it was just a hazard.
And so it was rough. And so that morning on the
11th day, we. She. We opened the front door, and my mom
was walking with her black and white polka dot pajamas across
the kitchen, just normally, no walker. And

(01:34:38):
she looks over at me, she goes, hey, Nita. She calls me Nita. Hey, Nita,
do you want me to make you some eggs? And I was like, yeah,
yeah, I do want you to make me some eggs. She's walking to the kitchen
like, she's just like, she's gonna go cook me some eggs. My dad had cooked
breakfast every morning for the last two and a half years leading up to this,
because she couldn't do it. She could not cook. She could not cook. I mean,

(01:34:59):
she would burn. I mean, it was awful. Like, we. She burned something. She needed
the walker, and now she's just, like, walking. She's walking normally.
Yeah. And so. And I. And I was, like, in shock a little bit. I
was actually in shock, looking at her. And she said.
I said. I looked at my dad. He was sitting at the kitchen table. I
said, are you seeing this? And he said, yeah. I said,

(01:35:20):
what is going on over here? He's like, I'm not sure. I said, hey,
mom, where's the walker? She said, I don't know. I think it's in
the bedroom. I said, okay. I said, you didn't need it today.
She goes, nope. I said, you needed it every day for the last two and
a half years. She looks at me and she goes, well, I didn't need it
today. And I just proceeded to make us

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eggs, served us breakfast like normal.
My mother now. And I can't tell you that it treats, cures, and prevents any
disease. I can't tell you that she's healed of Parkinson's, But I can tell you
that her symptoms are 80% better. And I can tell you that she's got zero
tremor in her hands. Her penmanship came back. Her voice came back. Her bone
density came back in her mouth. She went from 97 pounds. She now weighs

(01:36:04):
about 123. We call her Rocky. She does boxing. We
bought our boxing bag recently. It's, like, unbelievable. The
woman was like death, death's door before. And now
she is a whole new woman. So that was on day 11
with the patch. But that was not really what got me all
in. What got me all in, Meredith, was my dad. So he was sitting at

(01:36:26):
the kitchen table that morning. He had been dealing with these oozing, goozing legs. I
am relentless at finding solutions. So we had taken them to
11 different types of doctors in six months. So
typical Mayo Clinic, University of Minnesota, no one had
a solution for these oozing, goozing legs. They were literally triple the size and dripping.
Like, nonstop dripping. He carried around a rag with witch hazel. No joke.

(01:36:48):
And so because his. His leg was like leaking fluid. Leaking
fluid. Like, that's exactly what it was. Like, nonstop crying legs
and triple the size. And. And so that
morning, and we had taken him everywhere because eventually I said, dad, heck with the
medical establishment. I said, let's take you to the homeopaths, the natural pass. And, like,
you know. But, you know, the elderly, they have a neural pattern of watching

(01:37:10):
pharmaceutical ads to think, I gotta go to my doctor. So we did that. And
when that failed them, now he's like, okay, what else can we do? He was
open. Both my parents are very open to alternative. Thank God, because
if not my. My life would be a lot harder. Anyway, and so I
said, dad, can we try one of those patches on you? And he looked at
me and he said, I had no idea the patch was for this. He said,
I thought it was for Parkinson's. I said, I don't know what it's for. I

(01:37:32):
said, I don't even know what it's for. I have
a little baggie of stickers. Let's see. What. I have no
idea. I said, I. I don't know. I said, maybe it'll work, maybe it won't.
But I said, it's worth it. It's worth a shot. And he said, you know
what? It is worth a shot. And so I grabbed. I said, where are they?
Said, your mother's bathroom, I think. So I went to the bathroom, got the patch.
I came back. I didn't know where to put it. I didn't know that. I

(01:37:55):
didn't know nothing about it. I just trusted Doris. And we
just threw it on my dad's shoulder. And the next morning we came back. I
don't know. Can I screen share? Can I show you? Can I. Am I
able to screen share? Or maybe not? Yeah. I don't know how it works on
this platform. Let me look. But if you say the point is,
is that it. Literally, the next morning when we came

(01:38:16):
back, when I opened the front door, I looked down at my
dad's legs. His little tiny. He was a Marine. So is a Marine once a
Marine. I was a Marine. His little tiny chicken Legs were back
and the, all of the oozing were scabs. They
all had dried up. It was the first time in six months his legs
had, were scabbed. Like, I was thankful, right? Because they were.

(01:38:38):
Yeah. And he looked at me and he goes, it
looks like that little sticker you gave me worked. Where can I get some more
stickers? And I am over here thinking, I have rimmed
you to freaking Timbuktu and back.
Medical clinic in the region. And 19
hours, Doris's little stickers. Like, what is going

(01:39:01):
on here? So at that moment, I mean, I didn't even know how it was
working to be quite. I didn't know it was photo therapy. Of course it's. Of
course God is going to lead me in the direction of light because he knows
I've been obsessed with light my entire life, right. And so
I didn't know at the time it was phototherapy. I didn't know. I looked at
my husband, actually, I said, what is that patch leaching into their bodies?
I thought it was leaching something, right? And I'm like. And then I

(01:39:23):
realized once you learn about the patch, it's leaching nothing. Right. It's
just reflecting your body's own light. That's all it's doing. We all
emit that infrared light already. It's on all of us.
The light goes out when you're dead. Well, if you're not dead, you should be
wearing a patch because that light is going to be harnessed by that patch
and reflected back into the body. And then it activates

(01:39:45):
certain different healing mechanisms. Peptides are activated, antioxidants are
activated. Right, right. And so in the case of that X39, it activates the
GHK copper peptide. And that peptide is literally known as
the holy grail of anti aging. Right. So it's a
yes. My emails and my feed are filled with
supplements that you have to inject.

(01:40:08):
Or take oral. Right. And I don't like those peptides. Yeah.
And these ones do it with light. It does it with light. And it's non
invasive. It's affordable. Anybody can use it. Even an 80 year old
Marine, right? We got kids using them, we got everybody using them, we got
athletes using them. So that's literally how, how the, the
phototherapy business began was a life experience. Of course.

(01:40:29):
God, again, you know, he's like, kid, you know, I always say, God
knows that I'm somewhat adhd, ocd, kind of like
the rock band. So I said, I said to my husband, he has
to make it so like this that I cannot
deny it, right? Like, I. I could not deny what happened to mom and dad.
There would be no. Like, I couldn't say, well, maybe it was something else.

(01:40:53):
No, no, no. I know exactly what supplements they're taking. I know exactly
their meds. My dad was able to get off of five medications in five
weeks that they told me he was never going to get off of. And so
that's a whole nother job. But the point is, is it was just like, the
doctors was amazed. They were just all amazed. And so
we know where we have our hands on something tremendous. And again, it's. You know

(01:41:14):
what makes it so cool is that, again, we're the pioneers. Meredith,
you know, this. This is you. We're the pioneers of light. Because people have been
biochemically trained to have a biological response,
even with nutrition. That's a biochemical creating a biological response in the
body. We've not been trained bioelectrically. Right. We've
just not been trained in that realm. And of course, that's what your sweet spot

(01:41:36):
is. And so, just to educate people, hey, light
is the foundation for. For it all. And you can
eat just perfectly, and you can take just the right supplements, but if you don't
have that light, right, nothing is getting better. And so for me,
it's like the on switch for the body. And so. And it's the
easiest on switch we have. Like, it's easier than my workouts in. The morning,

(01:41:58):
because I. I bet they are.
I might have to, like, borrow
a little of your workout energy, Renita. That was never,
never one of my neural pathways, that's for sure. I did MAHA
100. And of course, you know, Facebook, they're so kind. They took all my workouts
down because I called them Maha 1, Maha 2, Maha 3, Maha 4.

(01:42:20):
I recorded a hundred workouts on Facebook just
because I wanted to. And then Maha took them all down, and I. Or Facebook,
took it all down, and I thought, I can do a hundred more.
Okay. Really? You might be workouts with new hashtags.
Thanks. You got it. Of course you did.
Oh, my God. Truly, you.

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Truly, you are a force of nature. And I just had, like, such
an amazing time here. And I loved, loved talking about
the frequency, the power of the subconscious mind, how we are.
We are magnet. Like, yes. And I
really feel like these patches, I mean, the people I'm with have gone so
deep on the science of this, you have no idea. They're just, like, digging in.

(01:43:05):
And I'm like, okay, I just Feel like this
is restoring our biology to be able to do what it's. What it's
supposed to do. Like, we have so much power
in our, in these physical vehicles that we haven't even tapped into.
And this is just like a little, a little transit signal.
Yeah, no, I mean to get us there. It literally is. Like

(01:43:29):
I said, it's an on. Switch it up, levels your energy. My husband's lost
£95. Pounds. And it's not because of the patch. Like, oh, it's not like a
weight loss cure. But what happened was he was having so much chronic
inflammation from seven knee surgeries from college athletics.
And when he didn't have the energy to move, he
didn't everything hurt. He was so chronically inflamed all the time,

(01:43:50):
wasn't sleeping well and all that. And now three years later, he's down
95 pounds. And part of it was how the patch helped him in that journey
is all of a sudden he put that on and his body wasn't written with,
you know, feeling like, like the Tin man every day.
Right. Like he had, he had the energy and the ability
to move. And, and the more he moved, the better he felt. And

(01:44:12):
so it was pretty interesting how that single handedly
changed the game for Scott, you know, because we had tried a lot of other
things. Right. I'm a nutritionist. Yeah, yeah. And. But that just
coming in there and just boom, Activating that GHK copper peptide, which is the
precursor to collagen. You know, people that don't know that, I mean, collagen
is the biggest, the most abundant protein in the body. Right. And people take it,

(01:44:34):
like you said, orally, and they take this peptide, inject it, and here we get
all of the benefits of the collagen of the GHK copper peptide with a patch,
with phototherapy, with light patch, with our body's own
light. Yeah. And a little bit of nanocrystal.
Let's go. And I always say you want them to be nano because you want
them to be small. Because imagine if this patch was not the size of a

(01:44:57):
quarter, if it was a big as a tarp, then we'd have to wrap ourselves
in this passion around the house all day. Yeah. I
mean, for, for the effects that we get from it, we would probably do. But
hey, we don't have to. Yeah, it's true. I'm like, but you can put it
on, go to yoga, put it on, walk the dog, put it on, go get
groceries, whatever, you know, so it's awesome. You're a

(01:45:17):
blessing. You too, Vanita. Thank you so much. I feel
so grateful to have met you and to have your. Your energy in my life
is truly, really special. And thanks for
coming on here. I know you're super busy. I really appreciate it.
Thanks for having me. It's been a blessing. Now, I want your
feedback because, you know, remember, like, I mean, this book, it's so little.

(01:45:40):
You can read it, like, in a couple hours. I've read it 14 times. And
so, like, I just keep reading it because, again, the repetition for the developing mind.
Right. Like, I'm. Yes. I want these great neural patterns because
why not? Why not us? Why not this? Why not? That's true. I mean, why
not? And that, you know, I did a similar thing. I remember I had. I
had my first. My first oldest child was a baby. And I

(01:46:02):
was like, you know, I mentioned earlier, I was kind of going in one direction
or the other, and I was just like, you know what? No. And I spent
in the years leading up to that as well. Every waking minute I
had earbuds in listening to somebody teach me how to think.
Or I was watching. I watched that movie the secret, like, 100 times while I
was breastfeeding. I was just like, you know what? If there's a better

(01:46:24):
way to do this, give it to me. Program me.
Like, let's go. And all you had to do is ask. Ask and you shall
receive. Speaking of Greg Braden, and he was in the Secret,
but he actually is in the Code of Creation. That's going to be the new
secret baby. Oh, yes. That's going to be fun.
Everyone's going to have to watch that coming up here in the next few months.

(01:46:46):
The Code of Creation with David Schmidt, the founder of Life Wave. And
it's all the journey of phototherapy and how God designed our bodies
to heal and the foundationally that begins with light. And so
that will be wonderful when people can watch that on Netflix
and put it on repeat, watch it again and again because it's so
good. I couldn't stop crying. So great. No, that was

(01:47:09):
beautiful. And the director. Oh, Mickey Willis.
Yeah, the pandemic director. He did such a beautiful job. It's
amazing. Yeah. And it's just. I mean, that movie was gorgeous. And,
you know. Oh, and Veda Austin was a speaker featured in that movie.
My audience knows her well and loves her work. Yeah. No,
it's just incredible. I mean, we just live in an incredible time where we can

(01:47:32):
connect and, like, it's. I don't know, it's really fun.
It's all happening. And I'll put the links to all the things in the show
notes. It's. If there's a. If there's a trailer of that movie floating around somewhere,
I'll track it down. And if not, I'll keep you all posted.
Awesome. Okay. I love and appreciate you. I pray you all get
lit and stand in your superpower, baby, because you all

(01:47:55):
have it. Let's go. Woohoo. Superpower,
right, baby. Let's go.

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