INTERVIEWING THE ENTIRE CAST OF THE JERSEY SHORE

In tonight’s episode of "Crystal’s Nightcap" I have to address the elephant in the room, let’s interview the ENTIRE cast of The Jersey Shore, we host BTS’s JIN’s album release party, my interview curse, we party in BOSTON for the first time, getting scammed over my wedding dress, and MORE!

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hello to your beautiful waist wiggler.

Speaker 2 (00:02):
It's a Crystal little sass bag with another episode of
Crystal's Nightcap. I have to address the elephant in the room.
Let's interview the entire cast of the Jersey Shore. We
host a BTS's Jinns album release party, my interview, Curse,
We're going to party in Boston for the first time,
getting scammed over my wedding dress and more.

Speaker 1 (00:30):
Sit back, relax, It's Crystal's Nightcap. Hey boo. A few
days late, but better late than never.

Speaker 2 (00:37):
It's been such an amazing chaotic week, so I am
a one excited to give you all of the lore
of everything that's been going out. I do have to
address the elephant in the room.

Speaker 1 (00:51):
Yeah, let's do that, yo. Have you seen them? Did
she out?

Speaker 3 (00:57):
Oh my god, Julia, we're sharing the cheese man, We're
sharing the chief man.

Speaker 2 (01:21):
There is a thick elephant in the room. Very interesting
because last week in Crystal's night Cap, I was so
excited I got to interview and work with this awesome
streamer that goes by the name of DDG, and I
just said I was looking forward to it for so long,
and it finally happened, and we've been working on it
forever and we got amazing feedback and it was just

(01:43):
so cool to work with him. And then the day
that the interview is all edited up and approved and
it posted to YouTube, we all get bombarded on TMZ
about a situation with the streamer DDG and his baby
mother Hallie Bailey, who is Ariel Princess Ariel from Disney

(02:06):
Live Action Disneys, where she claims that he was physically
abusive to her mentally abusive to her and put a
restraining order on him and pretty much took away any
type of visitation for their baby and only is giving
him six hours a week or something like that of visitation.

(02:28):
And he got like kind of canceled about it, like
half the internet was defending him, half the Internet was
dragging him. And I was just sitting here thinking, bro,
this interview curse that I have, it is about time
that I spilled the beans with you. I have noticed
that there has been a trend of curses amongst some

(02:51):
interviews that we have just tried so hard to.

Speaker 1 (02:54):
Get luck in and are right there.

Speaker 2 (02:58):
We're either right there at the finish line and right
one you're a broadcross it boom, you get mauled over
by a dump truck. So let me rewind and explain
the first incident happened when. Since the Alista started with
me at the beginning of the year, I have been
telling her I really want to have bad baby on.

Speaker 1 (03:19):
How about day catch me?

Speaker 2 (03:22):
How about day? Yes, that bad baby Danielle Bergoli, the
doctor Phil cash me outside girl. For months, we have
been going back and forth with her and her team
about her pulling up and us working together at some capacity.
I know she has had some of a controversial past,
but I feel like I would do really well having

(03:42):
an open, honest conversation with her. And it's just someone
that I've dreamed of working with for a very long time. So,
as I said, for months, Alyssa has been working unlocking
in this interview, and we finally got her. We finally
locked it in, all right, And she was actually gonna
fly from LA all the way here to New York

(04:04):
City to talk with us and to promote the new
song that she put out. It was a disc track
to Miss Alabama Barker.

Speaker 1 (04:10):
Yes, this was a.

Speaker 2 (04:11):
Hot second ago, but we were all ready for this,
all right. And it was the night before she was
going to take a red eye and fly in and
pull up in the morning straight from the airport to
do an interview with me about her new song, and
before she even got to get on her dang flight,

(04:33):
her baby daddy, her man, decided to go out to
a strip club and get shot. All right, Yes, her
baby daddy got shot at a strip club. He's fine,
he's okay.

Speaker 1 (04:48):
That's that.

Speaker 2 (04:50):
But we did wake up to an email saying that
they had to cancel on coming to New York City
and this interview with us because her man got shot,
and they asked if we wanted to do over zoom
or reschedule. I'm not doing a zoom interview. I'm sorry
with Bad Baby. I need her in the flesh and
it's just been a hot mess trying to reschedule after that,

(05:12):
because obviously her baby daddy is recovering from a shooting.
So praise for him, all good vibe and prayers for
him and for her too, because that's obviously very, very
traumatic to have to go through. But yes, we did
not have the interview with Daniel Burgoli, Miss Bad Baby.

Speaker 1 (05:32):
About catch me, how about it? Still manifesting it?

Speaker 2 (05:36):
Still hoping that one day it will happen, but as
of now it was just completely scrapped. Then if you
are in any part of the TikTok world at all,
especially Latino TikTok, you might have heard of Miss Nunu herself,
Ash Travino. Do you want to know how to smell
as something you knows smell well? Yes, the new new

(05:59):
Queen herself, Ash Trevino. She was crazy popping on TikTok again,
very controversial, cancelable past.

Speaker 1 (06:09):
She was a huge meme.

Speaker 2 (06:11):
She definitely has completely fallen off from now. There's a
lot of things that are not the best from her
in her past. But I wanted to have a true
to honest conversation with her, and she ended up flying
out here with a hair bready stylist or like to
link up with one in a jersey and again same thing.

(06:34):
I for months was telling Alyssa to talk to her
and her people and link it up, and finally I
saw that they were coming out here, so they agreed.
Her and her daughters agreed to come and pull up.
And this was before.

Speaker 1 (06:47):
Backtrack a little bit. I know, maybe you might not
know who she is, but she was a huge deal.

Speaker 2 (06:52):
In the Latino TikTok World. So then she pulled up
to New York City. Well, she actually stay in Jersey,
but I digress. With her daughter, she went to American
Dream Mall. She was doing this, this and that, and
we are so flipping excited and we cannot wait for
this interview. And we wake up and we're on our way,

(07:13):
and thirty minutes before the interview, she tellts Melissa that
she is scared to get driven over here because she
hears that the she heard the ice from Jersey to
New York City on the streets are very slippery and scary,
and she doesn't feel like driving in the weather. Yes,
it was very cold, it was probably raining. I don't
think it was snowing. But she flaked on us last minute.

(07:36):
And I was very annoyed because Alissa herself drove in
from Jersey to New York City for work that day.
The world doesn't stop when the weather is bad here
in New York, and nobody got time for that. There's
money to be made every second. Nothing stops any type
of work here if you live in the city. So
her saying that she was afraid to get driven out

(07:58):
here triggered the heck out of me. But again, with
like the ratchet influencer, TikTok life and those type of people,
they're just gonna be flaky. I don't know if she
was scared to do the interview. I don't know if
she was scared to get the backlash if that was
the truth, but yeah, she ended up canceling on us
and then went to Miami to do a different interview

(08:21):
with this OnlyFans girl, and that absolutely blew up because
she never had an interview, And at the end of
the day, part of me feels like it was okay
that we missed out on that one, because she was
very controversial. I think it would have hindered our brand
a little bit. I was willing to take that risk,
how depending on how the interview went and what it
looked like in the end. But I digress. That one

(08:46):
went straight to the grave. I'm about to tell you
how my interview with the entire cast of The Jersey
Shore went. But first again, I just had to rewind
and talk about the DDG stuff, because when those allegations
came out, they are als. But at the end of
the day, it's just a really tough situation. They're both
first time parents, they're both young. It seems like they're

(09:08):
both toxic. We saw videos of Halle Bailey where she
was speaking out a time ago, saying that she is
toxic in relationships and gets very jealous and malvy and
loud and so to people like that. With these allegations
given on his side, it's awful as well. I don't
condone any violence against women and any capacity. I do

(09:29):
not appreciate that, and it's a very unfortunate situation. I
don't feel like I have enough evidence on my end
to denounce anyone on either side. From my personal experience,
I've been in situations where guys are really violent and
awful and rude and say terrible things, but also where
women are violent and awful and say terrible things. And me,

(09:51):
I'm not squeaky clean. I have had a murky past
with my dating relationships, and I've done things and said
things that I'm not proud of at all, and I
regret some things that I've done in relationships and how
I've handled it. I'm very embarrassed by some things that
I've done to people that I've dated in the past,

(10:13):
and I'm very thankful that I have been able to
learn and grow and take accountability in my ways for
that too. And I hope that however the situation ends
up with them too, will end up peacefully and serving
the best of the baby.

Speaker 1 (10:32):
And yeah, just very very cringe that.

Speaker 2 (10:35):
Literally the day that the interview gets cleared and drops
all that stuff on a TMZ came out. So that's
what's happening with that. Now, there's so much to get
to in Crystal's cave. How about we just dive into
what's going on with me, my life, my crevices. We're
going to get into that, right MEO, Hello, who's in here?

Speaker 1 (10:56):
It's so dark?

Speaker 2 (10:58):
Ew?

Speaker 1 (10:59):
What's dripped? Can I get step on something? You're now
inside Crystal's case.

Speaker 2 (11:07):
The amount of dovamine that has been hitting my cerebral
this past week, it needs to be studied because there's
just been so so so many emotions and excitement and amazing,
beautiful things that have been happening.

Speaker 1 (11:23):
I need to breathe.

Speaker 2 (11:26):
I cannot wait for Saturday and Sunday where I can
just do absolutely nothing in bedrock because it's been so much,
so such good news. I got an email last week
that the entire cast of Jersey Shore is celebrating fifteen
years of the Jersey Shore and they would love to
chat with me about it and even chat about the

(11:47):
event we're having at the Jersey Shore this coming weekend
with Z one hundred. When I got that email, I
literally responded and said, I've waited my entire life for that.
I will come correct and be prepared. So me and
producer Lissa started to click a clock in away and
started working on what we can do to make this

(12:08):
interview the best thing ever. It happened this past Monday,
so only two days ago. It feels like an attorney
thees Ago, but it really was just this past Monday
that I woke up and I put on the biggest
hoop earrings I have. I put on a bright green
sports bra a white skinny tank top that I drew
with a sharpie marker on, putting g Tljim Tan laundry.

(12:34):
I got my jeans skirt on, I got my ugg boots.
I made the biggest poof I could with my hair.
I went to the grocery store and I bought fourteen
turkey meatballs to make a meatball cake for the Jersey

(12:54):
Shore and our producer Lissa. She prepped incredibly for them.
We had things to hit with each one of them.
Our homie from Elvis Dranzy one in a morning show, Garrett.
He called me and was giving me a whole bunch
of pointers and things that he knows and low that
he knows about the show and some good ideas for
it for the interview. And I came into work so excited,

(13:20):
and a little bit of it wasn't really stress or
worry or anxiousness. I was just like, I can't believe
we're here. Because since the lista started, I have given
her a long list and I continue to add the
list of people that I want on my show. I've
had her reach out to Snookie, I've had her reach

(13:40):
out to Mike the situation, to Angelina Too's Jawow too Sam.
I've had her reach out to all of them individually
for months trying to get them on the show. And
they don't really need to come on if they're not
promoting anything. They're you listen, let's get real. Let's be
so flippin' for real. They all or probably one of

(14:01):
the biggest reality stars, the biggest reality stars in the world.
They don't need us, they don't need to chat with us.
But they are promoting their fifteen year anniversary in the
New Jersey Shore Family Vacation. So MTV is like, let's
do a press run with this, and girl, they were

(14:23):
so ready, and I didn't know what I was getting into.
All I knew was that I was peaking in my career.
So we were getting to go, and we're clicking and clacking,
and we were all prepared. I'm like on the edge,
I think again. I think it's because I'm just so
excited and this has been so long in the making,
and I knew that one day I was gonna work

(14:45):
with them.

Speaker 1 (14:46):
I didn't think I was gonna work with them altogether, though.

Speaker 2 (14:48):
Honestly, I thought that I would get you know, Jaywow here,
Snookie here, and Mike here, but and even Vinnie like
even a Vinnie but maybe. But having them all together
in a room just for me was something I couldn't
even thought of in my wildest dreams. I don't care
if you think I'm over exaggerating. I don't care if

(15:10):
you thing this is. These are people that I used
to watch at home with my mom and dad and
brothers while we were in we were in high school
and eating dinner and all the laughs, all the memes,
all the lore seeing them grow up and dominate the word.
It was just it was they are a cultural phenomenon.
And the fact that I was able to have a

(15:33):
conversation with them in it, like with them together, I couldn't.
I was having a super out of body experience because
it was just way bigger than me.

Speaker 1 (15:46):
So they pull up with their squad.

Speaker 2 (15:49):
They're in the side conference room green room getting themselves ready,
and all of a sudden, we see kind of panic
out the window that they're kind of panicking over something,
and I don't really know exactly what's happening. Pr comes
in and she says, oh my goodness, Jaywow lost her
engagement ring in that room, and they're all frantic looking
for and she's like on the verge of tears. I'm thinking,

(16:10):
oh my goodness, gracious, Like I want to go in
and help them, but like I'm also panicking within myself.
I just can't be around them in this capacity. So
they're over there, there's probably they're rolling like fifteen people deep,
and they're all in this green room looking all over
the floor, looking everywhere for her ring, and I see
it like she's mad, panicked. I'm just like, dang. I
would be triggered right now too if I lost one
of my rings and we're there waiting for them for

(16:33):
five minutes, ten minutes, fifteen minutes, twenty minutes, twenty five
minutes rolls by, and I'm just sitting here thinking, dang,
Like if she if we don't find that dang ring
number one, she'll probably be so mad that she leaves

(16:53):
and won't do the interview, and it will just be
a weird vibe. Or and too, if she stays, it's
gonna be a very weird vibe because she just lost
her engagement ring. All know, losing something, especially like that,
it really hits on our mental I was just my
mind was running so in so many different places. I
was just so nervous about all of this I was
going on because I was already so overly excited that

(17:16):
they were even here, and now it's just kind of
a frenzy in a panic. But after thirty minutes, we
hear them loudly cheering in the hallway, and so obviously
she found it, and quickly within those next five minutes
they come on over and we start the conversations and

(17:36):
I mean, wow, they are so them. It was very
easy working with them. I will say I have so
much love and respect for all of them, obviously, but
Mike the situation was born for this. He is the
funniest person I've ever met in my life. His quick

(17:58):
one liners are so unmatched. Before they even effectively sat down,
he had me rolling and they were already ratting on
each other like non stop, not like I could. It
was unhinged seeing them in the flesh, like what you
see on TV is one ndred percent them.

Speaker 1 (18:21):
They were.

Speaker 2 (18:21):
They're just always on when they're in these situations. I'm
sure when they're privately in their house or whatever. But
they came here to work and they overly delivered. I mean,
you need to go watch the interview. It's on our
Z one hundred YouTube. I mean, I tried my best
as I could, but if you notice I am a
little nervous, yo, I will say I was nervous. I

(18:42):
was nervous. But not only that, They're all is just
so funny that it was even hard to stay composed.
I was like cracking up belly laughing off Mike because
and I couldn't even like reset, and I didn't even
know how to get in because sometimes I'd ask a question,
they would answer it, but then they would just go
off and riff, beefing on each other, riding on each other,
so like I didn't even know how to fit in.

Speaker 1 (19:04):
It was one of the.

Speaker 2 (19:07):
Proudest moments that I personally have had in my career
because they mean so much to me, and I know
that that they're so successful in their own rights individually,
and I've seen them grow so much, and I'm so
proud to see where they've come from and where they
are now, and it was just a very interesting, full

(19:27):
circle moment. I don't think I've talked about this, but
when I lived back home in San Francisco and I
was just trying to do anything kind of to get
some cloud and to chat about things, I would always
be very vocal about how I had a crush on
Vinnie from the Jersey Shore. And there was a trend
during the pandemic and it's still kind of a trend,

(19:48):
but doing this every day until I blah blah blah
blah blah. So I did that on Twitter. I did
that trend on Twitter where I said tweeting Vinnie every
day until he finally proposes to me. And I did
that every day, and I think it took day twelve
where he finally responded to the tweet and was like,
what the heck is going on here? That's what he responded,

(20:10):
and I just laughed and that was that.

Speaker 1 (20:12):
Now.

Speaker 2 (20:12):
Since then, obviously I've tried to get him on. I've
tried to set interviews up with him, and even Alyssa's
tried too, But I confront I told him about that
I and one of the questions I asked him because
he's one of the only single ones in the crew,
and I told him, you know what does it take
to get.

Speaker 1 (20:27):
A DM back from you? You know what can girls
look out for? How should they approach you?

Speaker 2 (20:31):
And he gave his answer, and I said, because I
used to be one of those girls. And I told
him the story that I just told you. And after
I told him the story, I said a little too
late though. I found my men and I flashed my
ring and they all gave me a round of applau
saying congratulations on my engagement. Blah blah blah, Angelina pipes
in snows you lose Viney's you late like then They're
all just like laughing and Mike the situation is saying

(20:53):
no girl, you one girl, yes, a good.

Speaker 1 (20:55):
Thing that he did not hear that. I don't know
how Mike said it.

Speaker 2 (20:57):
You can see it in the interview, but it was
just so funny and it was just so pure, and
they were just so easy and they were It was
so awesome. And then towards the end, I gave them
a big thank you and I told them about how
for me and my family it was a tradition for
us to watch them and how they helped me and

(21:18):
my strict Mexican parents kind of bond over partying in
the American party scene, and it just kind of calmed
them a little bit, thinking, you know what, our daughter
could eventually go out and have fun. It's not that
creepy out here. Well sometimes, but you know what I mean.
And they appreciated that. And at the end I brought
out the fifteen year me ball cake that I made

(21:41):
for them, and it was everything. It was every single
thing and more. And yeah, I think that whole Jaywow
Ring situation was kind of adding to the lore of
the Crystal interview curse.

Speaker 1 (21:56):
So thank goodness she found it.

Speaker 2 (21:58):
That would have been really bad but at the end
of the day, such a win, I mean, so so cool.
And then because that was Monday, last night, Tuesday night,
I got invited to host the Empire State Building lighting
ceremony for Gin from BTS, the biggest band group ever,

(22:25):
musical group ever. Their names are BTS. They're k pop
Korean group. They are obviously worldwide. They've had collabs with Coldplay,
Nick Minaj, The Chainsmokers, Meg the Stallion, Halsey. They're the
biggest group, and them collectively as BTS have the biggest

(22:45):
fandom in the world, and even separately now a lot
of them are going solo.

Speaker 1 (22:50):
They are having.

Speaker 2 (22:52):
The biggest impressions when it comes to online and pulling up.
They make so much money. They have the most die
hard fans ever the Army and I've worked with them
a handful of times, but I've never done a live
event with them. So I was invited to host Gin

(23:13):
from BTS, who just dropped his solo album, is going
on a solo tour, and he pulled up to the
top of the Empire State Building to light the Empire
State Building, to do a Q and A with me,
and then to do a live performance of one of
his shows. Now, anytime I do anything with BTS, it
blows all the way up, sometimes most of the time

(23:34):
for good stuff. But even there was one time where
I did mispronounce a name for one of them or
for something, and I got completely dragged, almost canceled, which
taught me a lot. It taught me a lot about professionalism,
It taught me a lot about the culture. It taught
me a lot about just anything, like you shouldn't be
pronouncing things wrong and just to try your best. And

(23:55):
since then, the Army has given me an alive branch,
sending the olive branch to me, and has been more
kind about my past interviews because they can tell that
I've put a lot more work and effort into them.
And especially even with this one, me and producer Alissa
back at it, asking Army themselves questions, making sure that

(24:16):
we are on top of everything that is going on
with JIN the most relevant stuff we can bring up,
celebrating accolades, all the things.

Speaker 1 (24:24):
So again I.

Speaker 2 (24:26):
Wasn't really nervous for this. I was more excited. But
the one part that was nerve wracking to me was
that it was in front of a live audience of
Army of the most intense and passionate fans that can.

Speaker 1 (24:42):
Love you a lot but can also hate.

Speaker 2 (24:45):
You a lot, and I just wanted to do them
due diligence, because it is an honor for someone like
me to have a conversation with this artist, and I
wanted to do them justice. So I'm very thankful that
Alyssa prepared a A one. All the questions were incredible,
and I was there an hour early to just rehearse

(25:07):
all the questions, try to make sure that I got
names and titles correctly, and that I was going to
do civil diligence to the army. So we're there at
the top of the Empire State Building, the fans start
piling in. I have my pumps on, I have my
blazer on. I've been practicing my questions for an hour
and three two one cameras on action. It is timed
for this Q and A, and just immediately I get

(25:30):
so much good energy from the army and the fans there.
We bring Injin and it's it's he's speaking in Korean.
I have a translator here, so that definitely adds an
element where we're getting a little delay. But as soon
as the starts with her responses. The Army just loves
everything and is eating everything up that he is saying,
and is also really enjoying the questions that we came

(25:54):
up with. They're laughing, they're saying, oh oh yes, oh
h They're super super engaged. And it's just such a
good feeling because I'm getting this feedback in real time,
making me feel like I'm doing a good job. And
I owe it to the Army for pushing me and
making me work harder and as hard as I can

(26:16):
for these opportunities to make sure that I do the
best for them. And after his performance and I get
off stage, one of the producers comes up to me
and says that there is a crew of kids that
want to talk to me and take pictures.

Speaker 1 (26:28):
So I go out and there's.

Speaker 2 (26:29):
A little crowd there and they're all wanting to take
pictures of me and telling me how amazing interview was
and thanking me so much, and some people that have
seen me start at Z one hundred to where I
am now and saying that I've improved so much and
that they see so much of me, just giving me mad,
mad mad mad love, And it was such a blessing.
I mean, that made me feel so so blessed that

(26:52):
even they can see that I've been trying to work
hard to be what they deserve. And wow, I know
I'm just the host, like I'm not the star, Like
I'm just the lee. I'm just a fan that's the
liaison to your favorite artists.

Speaker 1 (27:06):
But for me, you know, this is my world, this
is what I do.

Speaker 2 (27:08):
Like I feel like this is so much grander, right,
Like I feel like this is like my type of
Grammy's kind of thing.

Speaker 3 (27:13):
Right.

Speaker 2 (27:14):
So when I get off of these events and I
feel like I really did my all and I did
the best I could and that I get that reception back,
it just it made me feel so good and made
me so excited and made me so thankful, and it
just I feel so blessed that I'm able to do
these things. And I feel like I am here with
a purpose, you know, I feel like I'm doing what

(27:35):
needs to be flip and done, that I'm here for
a reason, that I was put here in this position
for a grander reason than me, and it, oh my gosh,
I walked home feeling like a million bucks.

Speaker 1 (27:47):
And it was just so beautiful.

Speaker 2 (27:50):
And now it's tonight seven o'clock on a Wednesday night. Tomorrow,
I am going to do my show and then I
had to I had to Met Life because Sony Music
invited me to cover Beyonce at MetLife for Cowboy Carter
how about that? So I'm going with my Girly Jewels.

(28:12):
And then after that, our homie Josh Martinez is picking
us up for Met Life because we're going straight to
the Jersey Shore because Friday is going down our Z
one hundred Jump Start to Summer, our free show kicking
off summer at the Jersey Shore, which is so amazing.
We have Zara Larsen pulling up, Dasha pulling up, and
Little John closing it out. What no, for real, Little

(28:35):
John closing out the event at the Jersey Shore on Friday,
the Friday Molday weekend. So I don't think that there's
anywhere in the world cooler to be then there for
Worlday Weekend. I am hosting, I'm interviewing everyone like I'm
literally interviewing Little John.

Speaker 1 (28:54):
And uh it's it's just.

Speaker 2 (28:56):
A very intense and amazing and cool place to be.
So I again, like I can't even wrap my head
around how the past week has been.

Speaker 1 (29:09):
It just is always something new, and.

Speaker 2 (29:12):
On top of everything, I got my wedding dress in
the mail last night. What I know, I'll give you
recap because the last I told you about my wedding
dress is We're having a small, very intimate courthouse wedding.
It's a garden wedding. There is not going to be
a lot of people. And I still want a bomb

(29:34):
dress though. I still want to look like the queen
that I am. So I found a dress on Poshmark,
my dream dress on Poshmart, never used brand new. I
ordered it and it seemed like it was a scam.
It was giving China scam. I was messaging them, they
weren't messaging me back. I was asking when I was
going to arrive. They never did. So I was like, dang,

(29:55):
I got scammed. But I need to find this real dress.

Speaker 1 (29:57):
So I go.

Speaker 2 (29:58):
I finally go to a few day from boutiques. None
of them carry it because it's from this It's from
a very popular designer, but that collection is not held
by many boutiques. But finally, this, this boutique I found
in Jersey did carry the collection and this past Saturday,
Girl I put down the invoid. I give them the

(30:20):
deposit with the invoice half. I put half of the
dress down, which was a very pretty penny, because you
know how much these dang dresses are.

Speaker 1 (30:28):
So I put the deposit.

Speaker 2 (30:29):
Down, and then last night I get a ring on
my doorbell and I look, it's an open package. I
grab my package. It's the dang Poshmart wedding dress, which
is it's an Alley Express dupe of the expensive one
that I just ordered on Saturday and paid one I paid,

(30:54):
I would be paying two hundred times the price for
the designer one. Then I would the dupe that I
literally had in my hands. I opened the dupe. I
put it on. Girl, she fitszac a glove, all right,
I look like a snatched goddess. I do need to

(31:15):
lose maybe five to ten more pounds, but I'm already
on I'm already on track for that. I already lost
five pounds. I just need to lose maybe five to
ten more. I do look snatched in it. I think
if I lose maybe five more, I will get that.
But girl, it's this, It's everything. Okay, this is gorgeous,
and I think the only difference is everybody told you

(31:35):
that there's these sleeves on the dress that I can't
find anywhere. Well, the only difference I could tell from
the designer to the Alley Express Baba dupe is that
the sleeves are probably a lot better material on the
non dupe on the designer than the dupe. But girl,
it's it's thin, so a good old little steam and

(31:57):
who's gonna care? And nobody's gonna know. And I was
looking at the pictures from my dress to the ones online,
even the designer one, it's it's the same thing. It's
literally it looks almost the exact same. So I was
panicked because I already put the deposit down for the
designer one. So I immediately speed out to Sandra, Mom, Sandrita,

(32:19):
my angel, my Mom. I love you so much. I said, Mom,
what the flup am I going to do? Because look
a look at what just came in the mail. And
she says, oh, how did you get that?

Speaker 1 (32:27):
What happened? Oh my gosh, how do you have it already?

Speaker 2 (32:29):
I was like, this is the one that I thought
was a scam and it's here, and she goes, you
need to call them tomorrow and cancel it. You need
to cancel the designer one tomorrow, I said, Okay, so
I wake up today, I'm like, dang, what am I
going to tell them?

Speaker 1 (32:40):
Because they're these boutiques.

Speaker 2 (32:42):
Don't play around, girl, They want their money, and I
have to say something good or else they're going to say,
you know, we'll just keep it for next time or
whatever the case, or we'll use this as a deposit
for next time.

Speaker 1 (32:52):
You know how they are.

Speaker 2 (32:54):
So my mom told me, why don't you say that
there's some personal stuff that happened and you're calling off
the wedding, And I said, oh, I was thinking something
a little more intense. Mom. Now, I know this could
be a touchy subject for people, So I do want
to say if you've dealt with these stresses of this, like,
I'm not trying to trigger you or offend you in
any way. I was just thinking, I'm just thinking about

(33:15):
the dollars, Honey. I'm just thinking about the dollars and
how this could really help my cause of getting this
stress canceled. Okay, So I told Santhata, and I know
this is probably not the best. I know it's wrong.
I know it's wrong to lie. I know it is
a sin to lie.

Speaker 1 (33:31):
I know I told some that I'm mom.

Speaker 2 (33:34):
I was thinking of telling them that I got pregnant
and that we're calling off the wedding, and she said, yes,
absolutely tell them that.

Speaker 1 (33:40):
So I said, cool, all right, it's not that I approves,
and yes, So.

Speaker 2 (33:44):
I called them up and I said, hi, buddy, you
know that dress that I just put the deposit down for.
Do you think they're starting on it yet? And he said,
I'm not sure why it was going on. I said,
because I'm pregnant. I'm pregnant, and he goes, oh, oh, oh,
we'll congratulations.

Speaker 1 (34:04):
First of all, I.

Speaker 2 (34:05):
Said, thank you, thank you, but we are calling off
the wedding for now, so.

Speaker 1 (34:10):
I'm gonna have to, you know, get that deposit back.

Speaker 2 (34:12):
And he said, okay, like, do you guys think you're
still gonna do the wedding or how's it looking? Maybe
we can just keep it for address and the future.
I said, you know, right now, that's just not our priority.
Like I cannot be spending money right now, even on
a deposit for anything. So I'm just gonna have to
get you know, if we can get my money back.
He said, well, maybe let me call. Let me call
and see if they started on the dress. Yet. If
they haven't, then we won't get charged. And if they have,

(34:34):
then they are going to give us maybe a few
hundred dollars charge for that. And I said, okay, all right,
that's cool, because girl, I'd rather pay just like a
few hundred dollars than them taking my whole deposit away,
you know what I'm saying. So cross our fingers, like
I know that it is not the best, but I

(34:55):
feel like sometimes some lies, you know, especially in the
wedding industry, is okay, I mean, girl, they have not
put I guarantee you they have not started on hundreds
of dollars on work on that dress that was just
put in the order on Monday. We'll see what happens.
Crushing our fingers, but that is what's going on. So
now what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna order a

(35:16):
whole bunch of different veils of sizes on Amazon so
I can see what sizes I like of the veils
with the dress and a girl, it's a piece of that.
I'm probably just gonna order my veil on Amazon because
the wedding industry. I saw veils at the bridal boutiques.
These veils are so expensive minimum three hundred dollars for
a veil, and I'm.

Speaker 1 (35:36):
Just like, girl, it's a piece of sea through tella.
This is crazy, Like.

Speaker 2 (35:41):
I honestly I could, so I could cut out and
so avail myself, but I'm not because I'm lazy. So
I'm gonna probably just do an Amazon veil. I mean,
it's fine. They all get wrinkly, they all get crusty
and wrinkly. No matter what kind of material you get,
you're gonna have to steam that thing anyway.

Speaker 1 (35:57):
So that's what's going on with that.

Speaker 2 (35:59):
I'm keeping budget low, not because we don't have it
like that, but because I just think it's really not
practical to spend, especially because it's a more intimate wedding,
especially because we plan on having.

Speaker 1 (36:12):
A big wedding in a few years.

Speaker 2 (36:14):
I just it's not my priority to spend a whole
bunch of money, honestly, not anything. I don't like spending
my own money, and I love spending Zaddy's money, but
I just don't think that it's responsible for us.

Speaker 1 (36:26):
Because we also we have goals.

Speaker 2 (36:27):
We want to buy a house together, I want to
buy another you know, where there's things that I think
are more valuable and important for me to buy right
now than expensive shoes.

Speaker 1 (36:35):
Zaddy.

Speaker 2 (36:36):
For Valentine's Day, we went to I like browse through
Steve Madden and I was like, oh my gosh, there's
a pair of heels that I kind of want. I
just want to look at him real quick and I
kind of give him a little hint. And for Valentine's
Day he had them for me, and I'm total And
I think that, you know, because he bought them for me,
that it makes it so special for me. So I
think for I'm gonna for the wedding, I'm gonna wear
those beautiful bedazzled heels that.

Speaker 1 (36:56):
He bought me.

Speaker 2 (36:56):
And I don't I don't need to go off on jewelry.
Like again, there's just there's priorities. You know. We got
our honeymoon coming up. I want to ball out for that.
And then here we go. We're gonna start saving for
our second wedding and a house. So we are going,
we are making moves. We are keeping this a budget friendly.
I plan on having one of my friends cook the food.

(37:19):
Jeremy cooks the Yune Cook's chef Yune my homie during
the pandemic. He's an incredible chef, and I believe I
told you. We went food tasting and I just girl,
it wasn't it. It was It was not it. The
food was and I'm a foodie, so I want my
food to be up and popping. And after we had
a huge flop at the food tasting, I thought, what

(37:41):
would be my favorite food other than Benni Hanna's to
be at my wedding Because we already did have bachi
for the engagement party. Zaddi through Thank You Baby, Zaddi
threw a whole hibachi for me and the entire family
for my engagement so that we've already been there, done that,
I was like, what is the second best besides Benni Hannah's.
And I honestly was like, I love those steaks at

(38:02):
Germane and I love I love the shrimp and the
shrimp boom boom sauce that he made, and he can
maybe throw some lobsters up in there. So I'm like,
you know what, I called him up, I called my homie.
I'm like, hey, what do you think you think that
you can help us out? There's just there's not gonna
be a lot of people you think can do that
he's like, you know what, let's talk about it.

Speaker 1 (38:17):
We could probably do that. So I'm thinking of doing that.

Speaker 2 (38:20):
My mom knows a bartender, so we're thinking of to
tiring him freelance and to do some drinks for us
and the family where we're working, and we're thinking, I'm very,
very very excited. I saw Michael Madre this weekend and
she's asked me about a bachelorette trip, so I'm getting
id's about that. Zaddy said, absolutely no strippers. But my

(38:40):
Primagavii told me that she went to go see Magic
Mike in Vegas and it was the funnest and coolest
thing ever and it was a really fun show. And
we asked him and as Zaddy said, absolutely not. But
what I'm thinking of doing a loophole is not because
I want to see naked men on a stage like
that is It's not that is that I think it's
so funny to do it with your friends, like your girlfriends,

(39:01):
like I think it is so funny. When we went
to my Patrima's bachelorette I'm not gonna air out, but
we went to Coco Bongo in Miami and there are
male strippers on the stage, they eat it up one
of my other patrimas, and she sat down on a
chair and he would like he full on would like

(39:23):
oom in her and put her legs all the way up.
It was so flipping funny, like I was just heaving.
Seeing your girlfriends in those funny situations is hilarious. You
never see in public men rubbing up on women like that,
other than like creepy guys at the club. But so
I just it's just so funny to me, and I
want to I kind of want to do that with

(39:44):
my girlies. And I don't want to do it behind
Asaddie's back. I don't want to lie to him. But
what I was thinking about the loophole is inviting Sandrita.
If my mom comes, I think he will agree to
us doing it. Not only my mom, but I want
my Nina there. I want my Awalita a'ma there. So
if my mother, Grandma and Nina's are there, I think

(40:06):
there's gonna be a way that he's gonna say yes.

Speaker 1 (40:08):
And here told me.

Speaker 2 (40:09):
He's like, I don't want to go to a strip club.
I don't want to do strip cup things. I was like, baby,
you don't have to like strip clubs for you are
different for me. For me, strip clubs are hilarious, like
a male strip club is hilarious.

Speaker 1 (40:18):
I don't like any of these. They're gay.

Speaker 2 (40:22):
A lot of them are gay, and we love the gays,
but like a lot of these guys are not straight,
and it's just it's something funny to do. He still
doesn't understand the lore. He doesn't get it. He doesn't
get the comedy of it. But let's cross our fingers.
I think it's gonna be fine. But yeah, I'm thinking
that for a bachelorette. I love Vegas. My family's in Vegas.
That could be a whole hoot too. Maybe I'll to

(40:43):
have my girls come out here to New York. I
don't know exactly yet, but that's kind of like the
plans there. But we're in and at it. I mean
we we are thick in the planning. I actually want
to get home right now. Me and my mom are
gonna set the the timeline of our the ceremony and stuff.

Speaker 1 (41:01):
So we're so so so so so geeked about it.

Speaker 2 (41:05):
So you see what I mean by there's just so
much dopamine and adrenaline and fun amazing things coming up.
It is just all so brilliant. And you know, the
beginning of the year too, we are now it is.
It just changed so much. It really went from me
focusing on my career and wanting to make moves and
taking acting classes and maybe wanting to do stuff with

(41:27):
acting and comedy, and it just because now I'm in
wedding planning mode. That's like literally all I care about
and all that stuff took a back burner and I
just am so excited about this. So that's what's going on.
This past weekend was so fun. I got to go
to Boston with Zaddy Man.

Speaker 1 (41:46):
He pulled up.

Speaker 2 (41:46):
We went to Boston for the first time together. We're
celebrating our Gonpathers graduations, so we got to spend time
with them, and Boston was so much fun.

Speaker 1 (41:55):
I am a.

Speaker 2 (41:57):
History nerd when it comes to traveling. I love to
learn about the city and the history of the city
and the lore of it. We got to do the
Doug Bowl and learned history there. We got to do
the Boston Tea Party Museum, which.

Speaker 1 (42:08):
Was amazing and so cool.

Speaker 2 (42:10):
We got to some Boston tea boxes off of a boat,
which was hilarious. We went to the Science Museum with
our godson, and we got to go to the Fenway
Park to see a Red Sox game, which Zaddy was
obsessed and in love with. He is a huge baseball fan,

(42:30):
and I didn't know that Fenway Park was the first
baseball stadium, I guess in America, so it was always
on his top of his bucket list to do it.
And it was so cute because he told me he
was like, Babe, I've always wanted to come here. It
was my biggest dreams that I had to come to
Fenway Park. And I'm just so happy that I get
to do it with you, Like there was no one
else in the world that I would have ever dreamed
or imagined to do this then with you, like, I'm
so happy you're here, And that just made me so happy.

(42:52):
I'm so thankful that I got to share that experience
with him. Even though I don't care about baseball and
I don't care about Fenway Park and I don't care
about the Red Sox. It was I was very honored
that I got to do that with my man's and
so we got to celebrate my gompa and his graduation.
I know he worked so hard and their family works
so hard and sacrifice so much, and it's just beautiful
to see them blossoming. We had so much fun. One night,

(43:16):
we just stayed in at the lobby and just played speed.
We all together, we just played card games and it
was so fun. We went to an awesome brunch and
met a really native Boston or with the accent and
all the things. We got to go shopping a little
bit and Zaddy got to spoil me and I'm just
so blessed and thankful for him. And we were some
other highlights. Yeah, I mean I think those were Those

(43:38):
were the fun, cool things we got to do in Boston.
We had an amazing time and an amazing Italian restaurant Boston,
so I really Oh. I got to go visit my
iheartfam at the Boston iHeart my man had some work
calls he had to do, so we just had him.
He had him there and I got to do I
had some work to do as well. I am on

(43:59):
air in Austin. I'm on the New hit List there,
which is really cool. And we were actually out one
night in an uber and he was like, I heard myself, like,
and I'd rarely hear myself because I'm either live or
I'm on late and not in a city where like
I'm like on So it was really cool to hear
myself and we were like in a packed uber with

(44:21):
our friends. So just that was just kind of a
very weird moment, even to know that the uber was
playing us. Anyways, So yeah, that it was Matt weekend
in Boston. Have you been before? Do you have any
interest in going? It is a cool city to check out.
It's very old, they have a lot of history there.
It's beautiful. Fenway Park was amazing. They have a cool
night life.

Speaker 1 (44:41):
Scene, very brick, very historic.

Speaker 2 (44:44):
It is a city, but it's not a huge, huge city,
but they still have like modern twists to it too.

Speaker 1 (44:51):
So if you like history, if.

Speaker 2 (44:54):
You like white people, if you like baseball, I I
would go.

Speaker 1 (45:01):
I would check it out.

Speaker 2 (45:02):
That has been what's been going on with me in
my life and in my crevices.

Speaker 1 (45:06):
I hope that you enjoyed it.

Speaker 2 (45:07):
Thank you so much for hanging out. Another episode of
Crystal's Nightcap. We'd like to wrap up with some motivation,
daily motivation. This is great day dot Com. It's called
power of time and thought. Every now and then you
must respond immediately to unexpected events. Yet, when it's possible,
a delayed response can be much more effective than an

(45:28):
immediate response. The consequences of your actions are likely to
stay with you for a long time, so it pays
to spend some time considering, planning, and optimizing those actions.
Responding too quickly can make you vulnerable to people seeking
to take advantage of you when you're in a state
of panic and depression. It's not a good time to
be making decisions at those moments when life takes you

(45:49):
by surprise. Give yourself the opportunity to collect your thoughts. Yes,
you're eager to respond, and yes, that's all the more
reason to respond in the best way possible. Time you
take can add much value to your response. Given sufficient
time and thought, you could even transform an initial negative
occurrence into a positive result unless it's legitimately an emergency.

(46:11):
Resist the urge to act on your initial impulses whenever possible.
Put the power of time and thought into crafting the
most beneficial, effective way forward. Power of time and thought,
let's sit with that and think about how that could
help you out, and how that's helped me out. Yeah,

(46:34):
I feel like I've worked a lot on that. I
used to always be super glued to my phone and
want to respond immediately and things like that, But it
is true some things are immediate, but other things they
can take time, especially when you're frustrated, especially when you
get something that you're really upset about. I have those moments.

(46:55):
Me and Zady have those situations with a third party
sometimes where someone does something to us and we want
to respond immediately because it's just so frustrating. But whenever
you feel really angry about something, this is what has
helped me recently is just to breathe and not respond,

(47:16):
because those Twitter fingers are real and they can turn
to text fingers, to DM fingers to email fingers. Sometimes
if someone triggers me off something, I just I just
take time, and I'm just like, you know, I do
not have the capacity to even respond to the energy.
Right now, I'm going to take a few breaths and
maybe sometimes need to ask someone for help. I know,

(47:37):
sometimes even here, when I have issues with sales or
events or whatever it is, and I just want to
snap back because sometimes people are just so rude, I'm
just like, you know what, let me not let me
take a deep breath. If I still don't know how
to handle something, let me talk to my boss to
see how he thinks I should handle it. That can
help you out a lot, too, But especially with you know,

(47:57):
family stuff or even sometimes bro I have. I see
people like that are around me and close to me
post especially in this political air. I see people posting
like just very offensive political things that really trigger me
to the core, and I'm just like, uh, I want
to snap off, and I want to pop off on
them or just say something like, you know, I'm bombastic

(48:20):
to them, But I'm like, you know what, it's just
not my place there. I'm not going to change someone.
It is above me.

Speaker 1 (48:30):
I'm going to just love that person for.

Speaker 2 (48:31):
Who they are and what they are. And it's just
something that I gotta deal with, you know. I feel
like a lot of is. I feel like a lot
of us go through this with politics, right. I have
some people around me that I see on their stories
some bombastic things like I'm just like, dang, you are
that brave to be that vocal about that political stance.
That is brave. Like I see the circle that you follow,

(48:55):
and it's okay. I will keep that at a distance
and you just do don't understand, you know, I think
for me, like it's really tough the political stuff when
it comes to immigration, because dang, like you know, I
got fam I'm here because of immigration. I am here
and have these opportunities because of immigration. You know, my
parents are immigrants, as were immigrants. My family is some

(49:19):
family that I know is illegal. And the political climate
right now is just so harsh, and so I see
some things and it like it hurts my heart because
I'm just like, dang, you're so disconnected to those problems
that you are very confident and brave and posting these
things like you have no idea, and I just I
don't want it's I'm too passionate to be the person

(49:42):
to teach you about this, and I just don't think
that you're going to change in your ways.

Speaker 1 (49:45):
It's not my.

Speaker 2 (49:45):
Place, so I'm just take a step back. But like
they don't even know how much that those things hurt.
And yeah, I've been dealing with that for for a
hot second now where you know there's someone around me
that's that's pretty close that they just be posting these
crazy things and I want to clap back all the time,
but I'm just thinking, I don't, I just it's just

(50:07):
for what I'll just kind of again keep that at
a distance. You can still be cool with people that
you don't see politically eye to eye or you don't
agree with all the time with their ways. And I
will just I'll just pray, I'll just pray for them
that their heart opens up about that. And there's no

(50:27):
right or wrong answer. That's the thing. It's like, my
stance isn't necessarily right, you know, their stance isn't necessarily
right or wrong on either end. But for me, because
these things are personal to me and my family, like,
it hits hard. So everyone has their journey, everyone has
their things. But yeah, that's what I mean by taking
a deep breath, this helps a lot, hearing this the

(50:47):
power of time and thought, you know, not clapping back,
not trying to start stuff. You know, I'm sure they
get it one way or another. Maybe one day they'll
understand or not. But definitely taking a breath and not
responding to something instantly is gonna help all of us
to not have like a negative outcome, or not have animosity,

(51:08):
or not say something or do something that we're gonna regret.
So I hope that helped you. I hope you enjoyed that.
Thank you so so much again for hanging out. We're
gonna close out with our daily prayer again. I never
want to push my religion and my faith my beliefs
onto you. If a prayer right now isn't really what's
calling you, it's totally cool. Thank you so so much
for hanging out. I'm going to see you in next

(51:29):
week's episode. Now tonight is May twenty first, so we're
gonna push on over to this daily calendar of prayers
called Jesus Calling enjoying Peace in His Presence by Sarah Young.
I love this. I give it to all my friends
and family. I feel like it has helped me so
much to try to stay present in those moments of anxiety.

(51:52):
So today, for May twenty first, I the creator of
the universe, am with you and for you.

Speaker 1 (51:58):
When more could you need?

Speaker 2 (52:00):
When you feel some lack, it's because you're not connecting
with me at a deep level. I offer abundant life.
Your part is to trust me, refusing to worry about anything.
It is not so much adverse events that make you anxious,
as it is your thoughts about those events your mind
engages in efforts to take control of a situation, to

(52:21):
bring about the result that you desire. Your thoughts close
in on the problem like revenous wolves, determine to make
things go your way. You forget that I'm in charge
of your life. The only remedy is to switch your
focus from the problem to my presence. Stop all your

(52:42):
striving and watch to see what I will do. I
Am the Lord Romans eight thirty one thirty two Mica
seven to seven. Dang, that one almost got me. That
one almost got me choked up. Stop all your striving
and watch to see what I will do. I hope
you're living it. I hope that you were living it.

(53:03):
You were with me when I was going through so
much anxiety, so much depressition, Like I like didn't have
light or love or God in my life on so
many levels. And I'm just so blessed again, like even
talking about how I've had these amazing opportunities and interviewing
these amazing people. I was telling you, I don't feel stressed,

(53:26):
I don't feel anxiety. I just feel like it's a
lot of excitement and like I really need to breathe,
and like thank God and be present in those moments.
I mean, I even said that in the beginning of
my interview at the Empire State Building with Jin from BTS.
I told everyone, I said, les, I'll take a deep breath.
Let's all be present. We're at the top of the
Empire State Building in a room where hundreds of not

(53:48):
millions of fans would love to be here. Let's be
thankful and gracious and just. And I feel like those
are things I've been learning through walking closer in my
faith and so thankful for that because it helps me
be present in those moments where I'm getting overwhelmed of excitement,
not anxiety, not of stress.

Speaker 1 (54:09):
Oh my gosh, am I gonna do good? No, no, no, no.

Speaker 2 (54:11):
I know that I prepped the best that I could.
I know that I've worked so hard to have producer
Alyssa by my side to help me for these moments
and prep me for these moments so I can come
out and deliver the best that I could. I'm not
stressed about it. I put the work in. God helped
me put the work in, Like what is important is

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just to breathe and be present and what's actually happening now,
Because this now is what life is. This now is
the joy. Being present and being at peace is what
life and love is about. And it's well honestly what
God gives us. I mean, let's read that back where

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we have those anxious thoughts, those are our thoughts when
you feel like you can't kN take control because you
just really want this result you desire. When your thoughts
are just close, they're just closing in on these problems
like wolves, like you wanted to go your way so bad,
but like that's that's not staying present. That's not gonna

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help us at all. What will help us is just saying, ah, God,
be here for me, be here with me. I love you,
Thank you, thank you Jesus, thank you Navida hain se
th that. Thank you everyone that is living through the
Lord and the light and the love. Thank you so
much for these moments and being present. All the blessings

(55:35):
are happening in this moment. Look at them, breathe them in,
smell them, touch them, hear them, feel them. That is
real life. And I worked a lot on that. I
still have a lot more to work on with that.
I feel like this book helps me so much with that,
and it's it's God. I mean, it's not the book,

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it's God, it's Jesus, it's everything that we've learned. It's yes, love,
it's peace, it's knowing that we can stop all our
striving and just watch, sit back, see what God does.

Speaker 1 (56:10):
I hope that this helps you.

Speaker 2 (56:12):
I hope that the reading for today is gonna help
you just a little bit, inch by inch, feel more
present so that you can just live a happy, happy, joyous,
peaceful life that you deserve. That's how we should all be.
We all deserve this. And there's gonna be some things
that throw us off. There's gonna be some comments that

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are gonna make us annoyed, and you just get back
up and keep working at it, keep saying you know what,
I'm let go and lend God. Thank you God. You
know I know that they didn't mean this. I know
that this wasn't supposed to happen. I know that wasn't
you know, serving me fully. But there is a plan
and a purpose to everything, and there's a reason for everything,

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and it's all in God's plan. We don't know why,
we don't know how, we don't know what, we don't
know when, we don't know where. But God's time is
never late.

Speaker 1 (56:59):
I hope that helped you.

Speaker 2 (57:01):
Thank you so so much for hanging out another episode
of Crystal's Nightcap. I feel so much gratitude this week.
I feel like I've been going through so many amazing
things that I owe a lot of it to you
and your support and your love. So I just want
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