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What is luck? To find the answer, Adryana tells the story of a time that she was on the verge of becoming a rich and globally famous model…until a stroke of bad luck changed everything.
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twenty twenty three. Luck is one of those strange things
that we all want but have a hard time defining.
Take for example, Jeffrey Dampierre. He won a twenty million
dollar lottery jackpot, then his sister in law murdered him
trying to get to his cash. That doesn't sound like luck.
Then there's Benjamin Guggenheim. He hit the gene lottery by
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being born into wealth, and he used it to board
the most opulent ship of his time, the Titanic. We
all know how that turned out. And then there's Joseph P.
Kennedy Senior, who inherited money, power and influence that he
could pass on to his four sons, but two were assassinated,
one died in a plane crash, and his fourth son
killed a woman. What looks like luck is often the opposite,
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which has got to make you wonder what is luck?
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I'm Patrick Crelci and I'm Adrianna Quartet, and.
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We're all about telling stories.
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You can think of Red Pilled America as audio documentaries,
and we promise only one thing, the truth. Welcome to
Red Pilled America. What is luck? To find the answer,
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Adriana is going to tell a story of a time
that she was on the verge of becoming a rich
and globally famous model, until a stroke of bad luck
changed everything.
Speaker 2 (02:55):
The year was nineteen ninety two, and it was a
beautiful southern California morning when I woke up for what
was the biggest day of mine young life. One of
the world's largest skincare brands was picking a new model
to represent their brand. They were down to two women,
and I was one of them. As I got out
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of bed, yawned and stumbled my way, half asleep to
the kitchen to make breakfast, I couldn't help but think
that I wouldn't be doing this for much longer.
Speaker 3 (03:25):
With all the coin I'll be making after I get
this gig, I'm going to hire a chef soon, I'll
never have to cook again. I made a light breakfast
eight and then I made my way to the bathroom
to get ready for my big day.
Speaker 2 (03:38):
And that's when I saw them. As I looked in
the mirror, I noticed something strange on my face, actually
two strange somethings. I wiped the mirror with a towel.
Maybe it's a smudge on the glass, I thought, But
they didn't wipe away, and that's when I realized what
had happened. Oh no, God, no, no, no, I yelled
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as I looked at myself in the mirror, and I
saw two gin enormous red spots. I thought my mourning
eyes must have been playing tricks on me, so I
furiously rubbed them with my knuckles. After the stars dissipated
and I regained my eyesight, I looked again and the
two spots were still there. Oh, this can't be happening.
On the biggest day of my life, when I was
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one of two girls competing to become the Nouxema Girl,
I woke up with two of the biggest zits my
face had ever hosted. In an instant, all of my
dreams were shattered, and I was a big dreamer ever
since I was a young child. I envisioned a big,
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full life. A husband who adored me, a big, beautiful
home with the white picket fence, kids who'd attend the
best private schools, a fancy car, all the things fame
and fortune had to offer. It would be a life
that was free from the financial burden I'd grown up with.
And now those dreams had popped like a whitehead. That morning,
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Lady Luck looked me dead in the eyes and slapped
me right across the face. Now, when I first graduated
from high school, I wasn't entirely sure how I would
fulfill my big dreams. But what I did now was
that I was willing to work harder than everyone around
me to get there, and I was gained to try
just about anything. I was working thirty hours a week
at a local beauty supply and carrying eighteen units in
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college when I decided to add one more thing to
my arsenal. I got an agent, the kind that sends
you on auditions for parts and commercials, TV shows, movies,
things of that sort. I know that sounds very la
and largely because it is, but truth be told, When
you grow up in the shadow of Tinseltown and around
people who regularly make a living in the entertainment industry,
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it doesn't seem so far fetched to throw your hat
into the ring. And I knew I was going to
be a star. In fact, by the time I'd graduated
from Wescovina High School, I've already perfected my Oscar acceptance
speech in the bathroom mirror. I'd like to thank the Academy.
This is quite unexpected. Clearly, fame and fortune were always
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nipping at my imagination, so why not give it a go.
With hard work and a little luck, entertainment could be
my ticket out of poverty and into the good life. Now,
the fame part of acting wasn't the thing that really
captured my attention. I figured that part was just part
of the deal. What I needed was to get some money,
and quickly. I was sick and tired of being broke.
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The expense of putting myself through college was proving to
be difficult. After tuition, books, gas, and food, my budget
left zero dollars for fun. I wanted a better life,
one that wasn't riddled with financial stress. Booking a commercial
gig here and there would make my financial situation a
lot less dire. I'd seen firsthand how booking just one
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national commercial spot could take you from Grace Guys to
Blue in a hot second. Two of my best girlfriends,
Jenny and Dina, were actively working in the business and
doing quite well. Jenny had dropped dead. Gorgeous Argentinian model
with Betty Boo eyes and legs for days, was one
of the youngest models to Grace the cover of American
l She'd appeared in countless music videos and movies, and
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routinely walked to the Paris Catwalk for the best designers. Dina,
a talented Italian girl with movie star looks, had been
a successful working actress since early childhood. This girl was
a triple threat. She could act, dance, and sing. This
girl could sing. From a very early age, she'd become
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the primary breadwinner for her family. I thought, if both
my friends could do it, then I could do it too. Granted,
they had some things I didn't have, namely jaw dropping
beauty and talent, But I had spunk, Genni sequah, and
a work ethic that could rival the best of them.
If I booked something, I could pay for my college tuition,
rent and possibly get a new car. And boy did
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I need a new car. Getting an agent in LA
was easier than I anticipated. I don't recall exactly how
I got hooked up with an agency, but I do
remember thinking I'd likely have to perform for them before
they decided whether they'd like to sign me to their
talent roster. You know, maybe sing a song, read a monologue, dance.
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I don't know something, but It turned out none of
that was required, which was a good thing since I
was categorically unprepared to deliver anything impressive. The meeting was short,
fifteen minutes tops I was nervous. This was my big
opportunity and I didn't want to blow it. I met
with one of the three main agents, a stylish man
in his late forties. He had a calm demeanor and
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he gave the kind of look that went right through you.
I felt naked in his presence, but it was okay
since I was pretty sure he was gay. There was
some small talk between us that could be broken up
into two distinct sections. First, there was a lightning round
of inappropriate personal questions.
Speaker 1 (09:03):
How much do you weigh? How old are you are?
Those your real boobs?
Speaker 2 (09:07):
The second round consisted of perfectly strung together backhanded compliments.
Speaker 1 (09:12):
Casting directors like abnormally short, people like you who look
younger than they are, hmm, your teeth aren't great but
kind of cute in an imperfect way.
Speaker 2 (09:20):
And my personal favorite.
Speaker 1 (09:22):
You're a ted pudgy, but it might be just your
big You're perky for their size.
Speaker 2 (09:27):
I smiled, making sure to show no teeth, and thanked him.
I wanted him to know that I had a tough exterior,
that I understood that criticism was part of the job
and I could handle it. He made it clear that
there were two things he particularly liked about me, One
that I looked young for my age, and two that
I was a Latina who was fluent in Spanish. He
asked me to stand up, walk to the end of
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the room, turn around, and tirl. He must have liked
what he saw, because he signed me on the spot.
The deal was they'd send me on on auditions and
if I booked anything, they would take fifteen percent off
the top. That was a deal I would happily take,
and just like that, I signed on as talent for
one of the most reputable agencies in Los Angeles. On
my drive home that day, I marveled at how easy
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the entire process was. I have a talent agent. I
don't even have any talent. I must be a natural.
But there was one glaring drawback, and that was having
to drive into the city from the suburbs. It wouldn't
have been so bad if I had a decent car,
but I figured as soon as the money started rolling in,
I get myself a new whip, so driving into the
city for auditions would be a piece of cake. As
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I drove past the palatial homes on Sunset Boulevard that day,
I began picking out which ones would be suitable for
me now that I was going to be rich and famous.
That was too small and it doesn't have a guard,
so that won't work. The first thing my agent instructed
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me to do was to get headshot. A headshot is
a tightly cropped image of your face printed on a card,
along with your stats, high weight age, things like that.
It helps casting agents determine whether or not they want
you to come in to read for a role. My
agency hooked me up with a photographer, and one week
later I was back in the city having my pictures taken.
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The process wasn't quite as glamorous as I'd imagined. For starters.
There were two photographers, twin brothers, one bossier than the next,
and both expecting me to take direction out nauseum. I'm
more of a collaborative type. I've got some ideas, I asserted.
Speaker 1 (11:40):
Don't worry, we're professionals. You're in good hands, they assured me.
Speaker 2 (11:44):
I didn't want to come off as difficult. There was
so much money to be made, and I really needed
a new car, so I went with it. They are professionals,
AJ be cool.
Speaker 1 (11:53):
Just go with it.
Speaker 2 (11:54):
Then came hair, makeup, and wardrobe, all designed to make
me look like a fourteen year old high schooler, which
was strange because I I had double d's. It'll be fine,
they know what they're doing, I assured myself as I
adjusted a velvet beret in the bathroom mirror. In the end,
I can report that they, in fact did not know
what they were doing. The pictures were not good. I
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looked like a middle aged Latina that identified as a tween.
If they were looking to cast a Mexican serial killer,
then I'd be a shoeing. But the agency liked the
pictures and I didn't have any more money to fork
out for another photoshoot, so I was stuck with them.
Within a few weeks of getting my headshots printed, my
agents started sending me out on casting calls. He always
reached out to me on the day of the audition,
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and I was expected to drop everything on a diamond go.
They never gave me any time to plan ahead. It
was like you weren't even human, just a piece of
livestock to be paraded in front of an auctioneer at
any given moment. But this was stressful because I worked
and I went to school full time. But I knew
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that once I booked something, the big buckaroos would start
pouring in. So I told myself that calling in sick
to work or missing a class here and there was
well worth it. My agent set me on a ton
of Spanish speaking auditions and Latina specific roles. I wasn't
exactly thrilled about that. You have to understand that the
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Latin celebrity invasion of the nineties think j Lo Shakira
and Samahayak hadn't yet happened. That didn't kick off until
Ricky Martin sang at the nineteen ninety nine Grammys. Sure
there were some Latin artists that had crossed over, people
like Gerardo who sang the hit song Rico Suave, the
boy band Manudo Mellow man Ace a Lighter shade of Brown,
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but they were all widely considered cheesy. They lacked the
one thing most young people desperately want, cool factor. I
certainly didn't want to be lumped in with those dorks.
I had worked hard to assimilate, and this felt like
a setback. That summer, I made the decision to stop
dousing my skin with baby oil and then trying myself
to a crisp in the sun less melanin not more
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was the goal. Admittedly, I wasn't the best at auditioning.
Speaker 1 (14:11):
Have you pronounce your name Adriana? Well, that's pretty Can
you turn around and bend over? Uh?
Speaker 2 (14:16):
Nowhere in the script does it say that you'll be
shooting the scene from the vantage point of my So no,
I can't bend over. It seemed to me that a
lot of the people I was meeting on auditions were
just well weird. And I'm not just talking about the
casting agents. I'm talking about my competition as well. So
many of these people were willing to do anything to
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make it in Hollywood. They'd sell their soul to the
devil for fame and fortune. They'd sleep with a fat
slob who was a famous studio head and later call
it rape if they had to anything to get the part.
The thirst was real. People weren't just thirsty and weird,
they were rude and ruthless as well, Like a pack
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of bloodthirsty vultures battling for one piece of meat. Dangle
fame and fortune in an actor's face and watch the
knives come out. Don't get me wrong, I'll shank someone
no problem, but it's got to be a life and
death situation. I'm not bringing out the homemade shib for
an IMDb credit. That's just not me. I'm a nice person.
Take for instance, this one time on an audition when
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I tried to do something nice for someone. Oftentimes, when
I went out for rolls, they'd pair me up with
someone also known as my competition to run lines together,
which basically means we'd practice reading the script well. On
this occasion, I got paired up with a girl and
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immediately when I got close to her, I smelled pee you.
Oh no, I think you stepped in ship, I told her.
She checked the bottom of her shoes. No, I don't
think so well, I can definitely smell it, I insisted.
What can I say? I tried fast forward to the
two of us standing in front of the casting director
reading our lines.
Speaker 1 (16:03):
I'm sorry, but do you guys smell that?
Speaker 2 (16:05):
Asked the casting director. Yep, I can, I blurted out.
It's her she stepped and had no choice. What was
I supposed to do take the fall for her COCKA
drenched conbvers No it's not me, it's her, my competition
rebutted me. I was stunned. Dare she It is not me, look,
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I said, as I showed the casting director the bottom
of my shoe.
Speaker 1 (16:29):
Mm, yeah it is you, Adriana. Do you mind stepping
outside and cleaning your shoe? Thanks?
Speaker 2 (16:35):
Suffice it to say, I did not get the part
that day. Well, not surprisingly, one month turned into two
and I hadn't booked a single gig. Hmm, things are
not going according to plan, I thought to myself. I
was still broke and getting to and from the auditions
was taking a huge toll on me. My grades were suffering,
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Speaker 2 (18:11):
Welcome back to Red Pilled America. So after a few
months of having a big time Hollywood agent, I hadn't
booked a single job. Things were not going according to plan.
I was still broke and getting to and from auditions
was taking a huge toll on me. My grades were suffering,
my wallet was even emptier from taking sick days, and
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the drive to and from the city was killing me.
My car, a nineteen eighty two BMW three twenty I,
or the Beamer as we called it, was the hooptiest
car of all the hoopdies. This car was on its deathbed.
The main source of its woes was a crack in
the radiator, which made long distance driving a life threatening situation.
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You see, the city was about a thirty mile drive
from my house in the suburbs. Auditions were typically held
in the afternoon, which meant I'd hit traffic blow both
going and coming. La is notorious for its bad traffic.
The combination of the sweltering summer heat, bumper to bumper freeways,
and the crack and the radiator meant that the car would,
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without question overheat. Every single time I drove to an audition.
The following would repeat without fail. Step one, I'd have
to turn on the heater and roll down the windows.
You heard me, right, in the boiling La heat, I
had to pop on the heater. It was one of
the only things that would help pull down the car.
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Step two, I'd have to pull the car over and
give it time for the thermometer reading to lower. This took
ten to twenty minutes, depending on how hot it was outside.
Keep in mind La regularly sees triple digit temperatures in
the summer. Step three without fail. When the car overheated,
the hazard's fuse would blow. The lights would start going berserk,
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blinking on enough, not enough, not enough, incessantly until the
fuse was replaced. As if that weren't an up, the
red Hazard's button inside the car would in tandem shoot
off at hypersonic velocity. Pew. It shot off with the
force of a twenty two caliber pistol. After I replaced
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the fuse, I had to screw the little red button
back on, otherwise the hazard lights would not stop blinking.
On one of my drives out to LA, I lost
the red Hazard's button when it caught a good bounce
off the passenger seat and flew like a bullet into
the freeway.
Speaker 1 (20:33):
Abyss.
Speaker 2 (20:34):
I tried lunging for it but missed. I couldn't help
but think, You're free, free, and last free from the car.
You lucky little red Hazard's button go live happy, And
I cried a little that day. One day, You're gonna
look back and laugh at this, I thought, as I
drove the rest of the way to the audition, with
the hazard lights flashing on and off, a harsh reminder
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of my predicament. But the final step in this overheating
process was the most dangerous. In order to reach my
final destination, I had to find a way to put
water in the radiator. That was a risky endeavor and
was the thing that added the most time to the trip.
I'd have to make sure the car was sufficiently cooled
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down before doing so, And as any poor soul that
has had to deal with this problem knows, opening a
hot radiator is dangerous business because blazing hot water or
radiator fluid, if you can afford it, spits out and
can inflict serious burns. When you're on the balls of
your ass and desperate for work, time is never your friend.
So I came dangerously close on several occasions to having
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my face my money maker, burned clean off. This all
made the entire audition process more than I could handle.
I began to contemplate the unthinkable quitting. It is not
in my nature to give up, but making it in
Tinseltown required the type of dedication that is made much
easier when you have a support system in place, or
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a trest fund. It was then that I've began to
fully grasp why nepotism flourished in Hollywood. Those people have
access to money, connections, and time. I had none of that.
I was on my own, So I went against my
nature and called my agent to tell him I couldn't
do it anymore. I'm so glad you called, said my agent.
Speaker 1 (22:20):
You got a callback for the Whoopie Goldberg Nun movie.
They want to see you again this afternoon.
Speaker 2 (22:26):
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. The week prior,
i'd auditioned for a movie called Sister Act. They were
casting for a group of young urban girls who could sing.
Speaker 1 (22:42):
You'll need to sing for them, so be sure to bring.
Speaker 2 (22:45):
Your music, bring my music. Panic ensued. On my first audition,
I had only read for the part. Singing could pose
a bit of a problem, given that staying on pitch
wasn't my strong suit. Can I sing? Yes? And no.
I can sing really well with projection and power, but
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only for fifteen second stretches tops. Then it all goes
to hell. I scoured through my cassette tapes to see
what song I could pull off best. I landed on
one Until This Day makes Me a tat emotional, a
song from the musical A chorus line called nothing. In
the musical, the song is sung by the character Diana Morales,
a young Latina on the balls of her ass who
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is desperate to make it. To say that I could
relate to the song was an understatement. Her song tells
the story of the humiliation Morales suffered in her method
acting class on account that she didn't know what she
was doing. It can be sung in a way that
is jocular and fun, so it was perfect for me.
What I lacked in vocal ability, I could make up
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and charm. I went into my sister act callback and
sang for the casting directors, Judy Taylor and Linda Gordon,
two women who were hugely respected in the industry. When
I finished, Taylor and Gordon stood up and clapped. They
loved me, or perhaps they did it because they were
nice ladies. Nevertheless, it made me feel good. I ended
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up getting a total of four callbacks for the role,
each time reading and singing, but in the end the
script was changed and my part was eliminated For about
the next year or so, I continued going on auditions.
I booked a few small parts here and there, but
nothing that allowed me to support myself with acting alone. However,
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it was just enough to ease some of the financial burden. Interestingly,
voiceover work was my strong suit. It was during this
same time that I met a boy who quickly became
my boyfriend. You know him as my better half, Patrick
Carelci that's me. I remember how proud it made him
feel letting his buddies know that his girlfriend was an
almost working actress.
Speaker 1 (24:50):
If you say so.
Speaker 2 (24:51):
He insisted on coming with me to auditions too, because
he didn't want me driving to the city alone in
an unreliable car, so whenever he could, he drive me
to auditions himself. One of those occasions happened when I
got a callback for Noxyma. Noxyma is an old school
skin cleanser that's been around since nineteen fourteen, and they
were looking for a young woman to represent their brand.
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The job had been narrowed down to two girls, me
and some other girl, and this was the final callback,
so it was a big deal. I had to participate
in what's known as a screen test, where you test
the models in front of both photography and video camera
with hair, makeup, wardrobe. The whole Shabang, I kept thinking
that some mistake had been made. Like being a professional
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basketball player at five two, I never pictured myself being
a model. The only thing I had going for myself
was that I had flawless skin. I've never had an
acne pase my entire life. But on the morning of
the shoot, when I walked into the bathroom to get
ready for my big Noxyma test shoot, I looked in
the mirror at not one, but two enormous pimples.
Speaker 3 (25:57):
Oh my god, no, no, no, no, I.
Speaker 2 (26:01):
Couldn't believe what I was looking at. I'm sure it
was the nerves. Talk about a stroke of bad luck.
When Patrick arrived to pick me up, he saw the
despair in my eyes, so he tried to play it down.
Speaker 1 (26:22):
Baby, you can barely see them, I promise. Besides, I'm
sure they're going to cover them up with makeup, right,
I mean, these guys are professionals.
Speaker 2 (26:29):
When we arrived at the audition, I had Patrick walk
me in the shoot. Wasn't a part of downtown LA
where you could get mugged while walking from the car
to the building. Also, I was always skeptical of every
audition I went into. My mind would always go to
that scene in the movie Fame, you know, the one
where Coco was coerced into taking off her top by
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a sleazy photographer. Is this some elaborate ruse to see?
I'd wonder at almost every shoot. Patrick and I walked
into the Nouxma studio and immediately spotted my competition. And
that's the first time I thought what I get myself into?
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Welcome back to Red Pilled America. So it was the
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early nineteen nineties and Patrick drove me to downtown LA
for a test shoot with Noxyma. They were looking for
a girl to represent their skincare line. Out of what
must have been hundreds, maybe even thousands of girls, Noxyma
narrowed the competition down to two young ladies and I
was one of them. Patrick walked me into the studio
and I immediately spotted my competition. The photographer introduced us
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him Adriana. Hi, I'm Rebecca, she responded, Rebecca, gayheart. We
shook hands and I got a good life.
Speaker 1 (28:03):
Look at her. My god, she's studying.
Speaker 2 (28:06):
I thought through my nervous grin. She had huge eyes
that were the color of the ocean and a beautiful
mane of perfect curly hair. I had curls as well,
but mine were more of the frizzy. Stuck your finger
in a light socket strain? What am I doing here?
Rounding out my chances were Mount Everest and Mount Kilimanjaro.
On my cheek, her eyes are kind of far apart.
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The hater and me whispered to.
Speaker 1 (28:30):
Patrick, Yeah, she looks like an alien.
Speaker 2 (28:32):
Patrick assured me, but we both knew we were entirely
full of She was adorable, and on the one day
I couldn't, I had a pizza face. I felt like
a troll next to this girl. Is your skin usually
like this, the makeup artist asked me, as she applied
foundation to my face. No, no, no, no, I never
get sits, I swear. I don't know what's going on,
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I responded. She gave me the kind of look that says,
sure you don't, sweetheart, sure you don't. After hair and makeup,
it was time to get in front of the camera
for the photography portion of the test shoot, and the
photographer had a piece of advice.
Speaker 1 (29:08):
Just act natural.
Speaker 2 (29:09):
Can't act natural. All I can do is act unnatural
and awkward. As I stood there posing, I felt like
the photographer was undressing me with his eyes, reading me
like a book, a pimple faced prude who would never
flash him her boobs. After we were done with the pictures,
it was time for the video portion of the day.
I stood in front of a makeshift bathroom sink, rubbed
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cream on my cheeks and forehead, splashed water on my
face splash, splash, and patted my face gently with the towel,
and then pretended to admire my beautiful skin in the mirror.
But Ben, there were maybe ten to fifteen people in
the room and all eyes were on me. You have
to remember this was before the smartphone where everyone's faces
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are buried into their little screen. Back then, we were
all living in the moment. My moment was their moment,
and it was very uncomfortable. Maybe being the center of
attention isn't my thing after all, I couldn't wait to
get out of there. When it was finally over, I
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booked it outside and there was my trusty boyfriend waiting
patiently for me. I opened his car door, sat down,
and exhaled, and that's when he leaned over and he
gave me a big kiss, and he said, I'm so
proud of you for what I'm not going to get.
Speaker 1 (30:26):
It, for being you.
Speaker 2 (30:28):
In that moment, right there inside Patrick's car, on the
other side of my unlucky break, I knew I was
right where I needed to be. Suffice to say, I
didn't become the nouxyma girl Rebecca Gayheart did. Not long
after the test shoot, I stopped going on auditions. I
didn't feel defeated or like I was giving up. It
just wasn't for me. Honestly, it was an ugly business
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and I didn't want to be a part of it.
My girlfriends, the two who'd largely inspired me to take
a shot at it, were being destroyed by the industry.
Jenny was caught in a vice grip of addiction, one
that took her many years to overcome, and Dina had
lost her self worth. Both these young women had everything
going for them, but Hollywood was putting them through the ringer.
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My dream of hitting it big in the world of
acting was not worth losing myself. But life has a
strange way of working out. Decades later, I'd find myself
rubbing elbows with Rebecca Gayheart once again, when our girls
ended up at the same prestigious private elementary school. For years,
I'd see Rebecca in action at morning drop off and
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at school events, and I couldn't help but feel grateful
that she got the Noxyma job instead of me. As
fate would have it here, we both were again twenty
years later, at the same place among the Hollywood elites,
but the roads we'd each travel to get there looked
very different. After the bad luck of my two sits
bumping me out of the running for the Noxyma Girl,
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my agent told me I had another big callback. The
movie's sister Act had hit the big screen and it
did well, so well that they did decided to do
a sequel, and apparently my part was written back in.
They wanted me to audition again for that part and
sister act too, but I declined I didn't want to
be involved in that side of the business. The part
ended up going to a little known singer named Lauren Hill,
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who you may know is one third of the Fujis.
I'd made the decision to leave the world of Hollywood
auditions behind and never looked back. I'd eventually start a
company with my fiance Patrick, and we'd go on to
produce what Hollywood calls branded content, basically entertainment projects funded
by big fortune ten brands. That business became a major success.
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Instead of being an actress, I hired them and it
afforded me the type of lifestyle to enter the community
of Hollywood elites on my terms as a businesswoman, where
I eventually crossed paths with Rebecca Gayheart again. Her path
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to this community was a much darker road, peppered with
public drug abuse and even vehicular manslaughter. In two thousand
and one, Rebecca reportedly drove around cars waiting at a
crosswalk and hit and killed a nine year old boy.
A few years later, she was caught on tape with
her husband, actor Eric Dane, and a former miss Us teen.
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They were reportedly all high on drugs and naked. My
path to success, albeit far from perfect, looked like a
wholesome episode of The Brady Bunch by comparison, and I
wouldn't have it any other way, which leads us back
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to the question what is luck. The textbook definition of
luck is success or failure, apparently brought by chance rather
than through one's own actions. However, the truth is luck
is hard to identify. I thought that those two giant
bulls I got on the day of my Noxyma shoot
or a stroke of bad luck, but God sometimes likes
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to play the long game. It turns out those pimples
were two golden kisses. I was the lucky one because
I wasn't chosen to be the Noxyma girl then dragged
through the Babylon known as the Hollywood casting couch that
has led to the demise of so many women. In
the end, my dreams would come true. I got myself
exactly where I wanted to go, and I did it
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without sacrificing my morals, my values, or my body. So
don't ever count yourself out when you're struck with what
appears to be bad luck. The path to your dreams
isn't necessarily over. Maybe you just have to carve out
a different path to get to where you want to go,
like I did with Red Pilled America. You Lucky Sons of.
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twenty twenty three. Luck is one of those strange things
that we all want but have a hard time defining.
Take for example, Jeffrey Dampierre. He won a twenty million
dollar lottery jackpot, then his sister in law murdered him
trying to get to his cash. That doesn't sound like luck.
Then there's Benjamin Guggenheim. He hit the gene lottery by
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being born into wealth, and he used it to board
the most opulent ship of his time, the Titanic. We
all know how that turned out. And then there's Joseph P.
Kennedy Senior, who inherited money, power and influence that he
could pass on to his four sons, but two were assassinated,
one died in a plane crash, and his fourth son
killed a woman. What looks like luck is often the opposite,
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which has got to make you wonder what is luck?
Speaker 2 (02:00):
I'm Patrick Crelci and I'm Adrianna Quartet, and.
Speaker 1 (02:03):
This is Red Pilled America, a storytelling show.
Speaker 2 (02:07):
This is not another talk show covering the day's news.
We're all about telling stories.
Speaker 1 (02:13):
Stories. Hollywood doesn't want you to hear stories.
Speaker 2 (02:16):
The media mocks stories about everyday Americans that the globalist ignore.
Speaker 1 (02:21):
You can think of Red Pilled America as audio documentaries,
and we promise only one thing, the truth. Welcome to
Red Pilled America. What is luck? To find the answer,
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Adriana is going to tell a story of a time
that she was on the verge of becoming a rich
and globally famous model, until a stroke of bad luck
changed everything.
Speaker 2 (02:55):
The year was nineteen ninety two, and it was a
beautiful southern California morning when I woke up for what
was the biggest day of mine young life. One of
the world's largest skincare brands was picking a new model
to represent their brand. They were down to two women,
and I was one of them. As I got out
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of bed, yawned and stumbled my way, half asleep to
the kitchen to make breakfast, I couldn't help but think
that I wouldn't be doing this for much longer.
Speaker 3 (03:25):
With all the coin I'll be making after I get
this gig, I'm going to hire a chef soon, I'll
never have to cook again. I made a light breakfast
eight and then I made my way to the bathroom
to get ready for my big day.
Speaker 2 (03:38):
And that's when I saw them. As I looked in
the mirror, I noticed something strange on my face, actually
two strange somethings. I wiped the mirror with a towel.
Maybe it's a smudge on the glass, I thought, But
they didn't wipe away, and that's when I realized what
had happened. Oh no, God, no, no, no, I yelled
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as I looked at myself in the mirror, and I
saw two gin enormous red spots. I thought my mourning
eyes must have been playing tricks on me, so I
furiously rubbed them with my knuckles. After the stars dissipated
and I regained my eyesight, I looked again and the
two spots were still there. Oh, this can't be happening.
On the biggest day of my life, when I was
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one of two girls competing to become the Nouxema Girl,
I woke up with two of the biggest zits my
face had ever hosted. In an instant, all of my
dreams were shattered, and I was a big dreamer ever
since I was a young child. I envisioned a big,
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full life. A husband who adored me, a big, beautiful
home with the white picket fence, kids who'd attend the
best private schools, a fancy car, all the things fame
and fortune had to offer. It would be a life
that was free from the financial burden I'd grown up with.
And now those dreams had popped like a whitehead. That morning,
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Lady Luck looked me dead in the eyes and slapped
me right across the face. Now, when I first graduated
from high school, I wasn't entirely sure how I would
fulfill my big dreams. But what I did now was
that I was willing to work harder than everyone around
me to get there, and I was gained to try
just about anything. I was working thirty hours a week
at a local beauty supply and carrying eighteen units in
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college when I decided to add one more thing to
my arsenal. I got an agent, the kind that sends
you on auditions for parts and commercials, TV shows, movies,
things of that sort. I know that sounds very la
and largely because it is, but truth be told, When
you grow up in the shadow of Tinseltown and around
people who regularly make a living in the entertainment industry,
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it doesn't seem so far fetched to throw your hat
into the ring. And I knew I was going to
be a star. In fact, by the time I'd graduated
from Wescovina High School, I've already perfected my Oscar acceptance
speech in the bathroom mirror. I'd like to thank the Academy.
This is quite unexpected. Clearly, fame and fortune were always
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nipping at my imagination, so why not give it a go.
With hard work and a little luck, entertainment could be
my ticket out of poverty and into the good life. Now,
the fame part of acting wasn't the thing that really
captured my attention. I figured that part was just part
of the deal. What I needed was to get some money,
and quickly. I was sick and tired of being broke.
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The expense of putting myself through college was proving to
be difficult. After tuition, books, gas, and food, my budget
left zero dollars for fun. I wanted a better life,
one that wasn't riddled with financial stress. Booking a commercial
gig here and there would make my financial situation a
lot less dire. I'd seen firsthand how booking just one
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national commercial spot could take you from Grace Guys to
Blue in a hot second. Two of my best girlfriends,
Jenny and Dina, were actively working in the business and
doing quite well. Jenny had dropped dead. Gorgeous Argentinian model
with Betty Boo eyes and legs for days, was one
of the youngest models to Grace the cover of American
l She'd appeared in countless music videos and movies, and
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routinely walked to the Paris Catwalk for the best designers. Dina,
a talented Italian girl with movie star looks, had been
a successful working actress since early childhood. This girl was
a triple threat. She could act, dance, and sing. This
girl could sing. From a very early age, she'd become
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the primary breadwinner for her family. I thought, if both
my friends could do it, then I could do it too. Granted,
they had some things I didn't have, namely jaw dropping
beauty and talent, But I had spunk, Genni sequah, and
a work ethic that could rival the best of them.
If I booked something, I could pay for my college tuition,
rent and possibly get a new car. And boy did
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I need a new car. Getting an agent in LA
was easier than I anticipated. I don't recall exactly how
I got hooked up with an agency, but I do
remember thinking I'd likely have to perform for them before
they decided whether they'd like to sign me to their
talent roster. You know, maybe sing a song, read a monologue, dance.
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I don't know something, but It turned out none of
that was required, which was a good thing since I
was categorically unprepared to deliver anything impressive. The meeting was short,
fifteen minutes tops I was nervous. This was my big
opportunity and I didn't want to blow it. I met
with one of the three main agents, a stylish man
in his late forties. He had a calm demeanor and
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he gave the kind of look that went right through you.
I felt naked in his presence, but it was okay
since I was pretty sure he was gay. There was
some small talk between us that could be broken up
into two distinct sections. First, there was a lightning round
of inappropriate personal questions.
Speaker 1 (09:03):
How much do you weigh? How old are you are?
Those your real boobs?
Speaker 2 (09:07):
The second round consisted of perfectly strung together backhanded compliments.
Speaker 1 (09:12):
Casting directors like abnormally short, people like you who look
younger than they are, hmm, your teeth aren't great but
kind of cute in an imperfect way.
Speaker 2 (09:20):
And my personal favorite.
Speaker 1 (09:22):
You're a ted pudgy, but it might be just your
big You're perky for their size.
Speaker 2 (09:27):
I smiled, making sure to show no teeth, and thanked him.
I wanted him to know that I had a tough exterior,
that I understood that criticism was part of the job
and I could handle it. He made it clear that
there were two things he particularly liked about me, One
that I looked young for my age, and two that
I was a Latina who was fluent in Spanish. He
asked me to stand up, walk to the end of
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the room, turn around, and tirl. He must have liked
what he saw, because he signed me on the spot.
The deal was they'd send me on on auditions and
if I booked anything, they would take fifteen percent off
the top. That was a deal I would happily take,
and just like that, I signed on as talent for
one of the most reputable agencies in Los Angeles. On
my drive home that day, I marveled at how easy
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the entire process was. I have a talent agent. I
don't even have any talent. I must be a natural.
But there was one glaring drawback, and that was having
to drive into the city from the suburbs. It wouldn't
have been so bad if I had a decent car,
but I figured as soon as the money started rolling in,
I get myself a new whip, so driving into the
city for auditions would be a piece of cake. As
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I drove past the palatial homes on Sunset Boulevard that day,
I began picking out which ones would be suitable for
me now that I was going to be rich and famous.
That was too small and it doesn't have a guard,
so that won't work. The first thing my agent instructed
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me to do was to get headshot. A headshot is
a tightly cropped image of your face printed on a card,
along with your stats, high weight age, things like that.
It helps casting agents determine whether or not they want
you to come in to read for a role. My
agency hooked me up with a photographer, and one week
later I was back in the city having my pictures taken.
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The process wasn't quite as glamorous as I'd imagined. For starters.
There were two photographers, twin brothers, one bossier than the next,
and both expecting me to take direction out nauseum. I'm
more of a collaborative type. I've got some ideas, I asserted.
Speaker 1 (11:40):
Don't worry, we're professionals. You're in good hands, they assured me.
Speaker 2 (11:44):
I didn't want to come off as difficult. There was
so much money to be made, and I really needed
a new car, so I went with it. They are professionals,
AJ be cool.
Speaker 1 (11:53):
Just go with it.
Speaker 2 (11:54):
Then came hair, makeup, and wardrobe, all designed to make
me look like a fourteen year old high schooler, which
was strange because I I had double d's. It'll be fine,
they know what they're doing, I assured myself as I
adjusted a velvet beret in the bathroom mirror. In the end,
I can report that they, in fact did not know
what they were doing. The pictures were not good. I
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looked like a middle aged Latina that identified as a tween.
If they were looking to cast a Mexican serial killer,
then I'd be a shoeing. But the agency liked the
pictures and I didn't have any more money to fork
out for another photoshoot, so I was stuck with them.
Within a few weeks of getting my headshots printed, my
agents started sending me out on casting calls. He always
reached out to me on the day of the audition,
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and I was expected to drop everything on a diamond go.
They never gave me any time to plan ahead. It
was like you weren't even human, just a piece of
livestock to be paraded in front of an auctioneer at
any given moment. But this was stressful because I worked
and I went to school full time. But I knew
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that once I booked something, the big buckaroos would start
pouring in. So I told myself that calling in sick
to work or missing a class here and there was
well worth it. My agent set me on a ton
of Spanish speaking auditions and Latina specific roles. I wasn't
exactly thrilled about that. You have to understand that the
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Latin celebrity invasion of the nineties think j Lo Shakira
and Samahayak hadn't yet happened. That didn't kick off until
Ricky Martin sang at the nineteen ninety nine Grammys. Sure
there were some Latin artists that had crossed over, people
like Gerardo who sang the hit song Rico Suave, the
boy band Manudo Mellow man Ace a Lighter shade of Brown,
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but they were all widely considered cheesy. They lacked the
one thing most young people desperately want, cool factor. I
certainly didn't want to be lumped in with those dorks.
I had worked hard to assimilate, and this felt like
a setback. That summer, I made the decision to stop
dousing my skin with baby oil and then trying myself
to a crisp in the sun less melanin not more
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was the goal. Admittedly, I wasn't the best at auditioning.
Speaker 1 (14:11):
Have you pronounce your name Adriana? Well, that's pretty Can
you turn around and bend over? Uh?
Speaker 2 (14:16):
Nowhere in the script does it say that you'll be
shooting the scene from the vantage point of my So no,
I can't bend over. It seemed to me that a
lot of the people I was meeting on auditions were
just well weird. And I'm not just talking about the
casting agents. I'm talking about my competition as well. So
many of these people were willing to do anything to
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make it in Hollywood. They'd sell their soul to the
devil for fame and fortune. They'd sleep with a fat
slob who was a famous studio head and later call
it rape if they had to anything to get the part.
The thirst was real. People weren't just thirsty and weird,
they were rude and ruthless as well, Like a pack
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of bloodthirsty vultures battling for one piece of meat. Dangle
fame and fortune in an actor's face and watch the
knives come out. Don't get me wrong, I'll shank someone
no problem, but it's got to be a life and
death situation. I'm not bringing out the homemade shib for
an IMDb credit. That's just not me. I'm a nice person.
Take for instance, this one time on an audition when
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I tried to do something nice for someone. Oftentimes, when
I went out for rolls, they'd pair me up with
someone also known as my competition to run lines together,
which basically means we'd practice reading the script well. On
this occasion, I got paired up with a girl and
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immediately when I got close to her, I smelled pee you.
Oh no, I think you stepped in ship, I told her.
She checked the bottom of her shoes. No, I don't
think so well, I can definitely smell it, I insisted.
What can I say? I tried fast forward to the
two of us standing in front of the casting director
reading our lines.
Speaker 1 (16:03):
I'm sorry, but do you guys smell that?
Speaker 2 (16:05):
Asked the casting director. Yep, I can, I blurted out.
It's her she stepped and had no choice. What was
I supposed to do take the fall for her COCKA
drenched conbvers No it's not me, it's her, my competition
rebutted me. I was stunned. Dare she It is not me, look,
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I said, as I showed the casting director the bottom
of my shoe.
Speaker 1 (16:29):
Mm, yeah it is you, Adriana. Do you mind stepping
outside and cleaning your shoe? Thanks?
Speaker 2 (16:35):
Suffice it to say, I did not get the part
that day. Well, not surprisingly, one month turned into two
and I hadn't booked a single gig. Hmm, things are
not going according to plan, I thought to myself. I
was still broke and getting to and from the auditions
was taking a huge toll on me. My grades were suffering,
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my wallet was even emptier from taking so many sick days,
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Speaker 2 (18:11):
Welcome back to Red Pilled America. So after a few
months of having a big time Hollywood agent, I hadn't
booked a single job. Things were not going according to plan.
I was still broke and getting to and from auditions
was taking a huge toll on me. My grades were suffering,
my wallet was even emptier from taking sick days, and
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the drive to and from the city was killing me.
My car, a nineteen eighty two BMW three twenty I,
or the Beamer as we called it, was the hooptiest
car of all the hoopdies. This car was on its deathbed.
The main source of its woes was a crack in
the radiator, which made long distance driving a life threatening situation.
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You see, the city was about a thirty mile drive
from my house in the suburbs. Auditions were typically held
in the afternoon, which meant I'd hit traffic blow both
going and coming. La is notorious for its bad traffic.
The combination of the sweltering summer heat, bumper to bumper freeways,
and the crack and the radiator meant that the car would,
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without question overheat. Every single time I drove to an audition.
The following would repeat without fail. Step one, I'd have
to turn on the heater and roll down the windows.
You heard me, right, in the boiling La heat, I
had to pop on the heater. It was one of
the only things that would help pull down the car.
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Step two, I'd have to pull the car over and
give it time for the thermometer reading to lower. This took
ten to twenty minutes, depending on how hot it was outside.
Keep in mind La regularly sees triple digit temperatures in
the summer. Step three without fail. When the car overheated,
the hazard's fuse would blow. The lights would start going berserk,
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blinking on enough, not enough, not enough, incessantly until the
fuse was replaced. As if that weren't an up, the
red Hazard's button inside the car would in tandem shoot
off at hypersonic velocity. Pew. It shot off with the
force of a twenty two caliber pistol. After I replaced
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the fuse, I had to screw the little red button
back on, otherwise the hazard lights would not stop blinking.
On one of my drives out to LA, I lost
the red Hazard's button when it caught a good bounce
off the passenger seat and flew like a bullet into
the freeway.
Speaker 1 (20:33):
Abyss.
Speaker 2 (20:34):
I tried lunging for it but missed. I couldn't help
but think, You're free, free, and last free from the car.
You lucky little red Hazard's button go live happy, And
I cried a little that day. One day, You're gonna
look back and laugh at this, I thought, as I
drove the rest of the way to the audition, with
the hazard lights flashing on and off, a harsh reminder
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of my predicament. But the final step in this overheating
process was the most dangerous. In order to reach my
final destination, I had to find a way to put
water in the radiator. That was a risky endeavor and
was the thing that added the most time to the trip.
I'd have to make sure the car was sufficiently cooled
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down before doing so, And as any poor soul that
has had to deal with this problem knows, opening a
hot radiator is dangerous business because blazing hot water or
radiator fluid, if you can afford it, spits out and
can inflict serious burns. When you're on the balls of
your ass and desperate for work, time is never your friend.
So I came dangerously close on several occasions to having
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my face my money maker, burned clean off. This all
made the entire audition process more than I could handle.
I began to contemplate the unthinkable quitting. It is not
in my nature to give up, but making it in
Tinseltown required the type of dedication that is made much
easier when you have a support system in place, or
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a trest fund. It was then that I've began to
fully grasp why nepotism flourished in Hollywood. Those people have
access to money, connections, and time. I had none of that.
I was on my own, So I went against my
nature and called my agent to tell him I couldn't
do it anymore. I'm so glad you called, said my agent.
Speaker 1 (22:20):
You got a callback for the Whoopie Goldberg Nun movie.
They want to see you again this afternoon.
Speaker 2 (22:26):
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. The week prior,
i'd auditioned for a movie called Sister Act. They were
casting for a group of young urban girls who could sing.
Speaker 1 (22:42):
You'll need to sing for them, so be sure to bring.
Speaker 2 (22:45):
Your music, bring my music. Panic ensued. On my first audition,
I had only read for the part. Singing could pose
a bit of a problem, given that staying on pitch
wasn't my strong suit. Can I sing? Yes? And no.
I can sing really well with projection and power, but
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only for fifteen second stretches tops. Then it all goes
to hell. I scoured through my cassette tapes to see
what song I could pull off best. I landed on
one Until This Day makes Me a tat emotional, a
song from the musical A chorus line called nothing. In
the musical, the song is sung by the character Diana Morales,
a young Latina on the balls of her ass who
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is desperate to make it. To say that I could
relate to the song was an understatement. Her song tells
the story of the humiliation Morales suffered in her method
acting class on account that she didn't know what she
was doing. It can be sung in a way that
is jocular and fun, so it was perfect for me.
What I lacked in vocal ability, I could make up
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and charm. I went into my sister act callback and
sang for the casting directors, Judy Taylor and Linda Gordon,
two women who were hugely respected in the industry. When
I finished, Taylor and Gordon stood up and clapped. They
loved me, or perhaps they did it because they were
nice ladies. Nevertheless, it made me feel good. I ended
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up getting a total of four callbacks for the role,
each time reading and singing, but in the end the
script was changed and my part was eliminated For about
the next year or so, I continued going on auditions.
I booked a few small parts here and there, but
nothing that allowed me to support myself with acting alone. However,
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it was just enough to ease some of the financial burden. Interestingly,
voiceover work was my strong suit. It was during this
same time that I met a boy who quickly became
my boyfriend. You know him as my better half, Patrick
Carelci that's me. I remember how proud it made him
feel letting his buddies know that his girlfriend was an
almost working actress.
Speaker 1 (24:50):
If you say so.
Speaker 2 (24:51):
He insisted on coming with me to auditions too, because
he didn't want me driving to the city alone in
an unreliable car, so whenever he could, he drive me
to auditions himself. One of those occasions happened when I
got a callback for Noxyma. Noxyma is an old school
skin cleanser that's been around since nineteen fourteen, and they
were looking for a young woman to represent their brand.
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The job had been narrowed down to two girls, me
and some other girl, and this was the final callback,
so it was a big deal. I had to participate
in what's known as a screen test, where you test
the models in front of both photography and video camera
with hair, makeup, wardrobe. The whole Shabang, I kept thinking
that some mistake had been made. Like being a professional
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basketball player at five two, I never pictured myself being
a model. The only thing I had going for myself
was that I had flawless skin. I've never had an
acne pase my entire life. But on the morning of
the shoot, when I walked into the bathroom to get
ready for my big Noxyma test shoot, I looked in
the mirror at not one, but two enormous pimples.
Speaker 3 (25:57):
Oh my god, no, no, no, no, I.
Speaker 2 (26:01):
Couldn't believe what I was looking at. I'm sure it
was the nerves. Talk about a stroke of bad luck.
When Patrick arrived to pick me up, he saw the
despair in my eyes, so he tried to play it down.
Speaker 1 (26:22):
Baby, you can barely see them, I promise. Besides, I'm
sure they're going to cover them up with makeup, right,
I mean, these guys are professionals.
Speaker 2 (26:29):
When we arrived at the audition, I had Patrick walk
me in the shoot. Wasn't a part of downtown LA
where you could get mugged while walking from the car
to the building. Also, I was always skeptical of every
audition I went into. My mind would always go to
that scene in the movie Fame, you know, the one
where Coco was coerced into taking off her top by
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a sleazy photographer. Is this some elaborate ruse to see?
I'd wonder at almost every shoot. Patrick and I walked
into the Nouxma studio and immediately spotted my competition. And
that's the first time I thought what I get myself into?
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early nineteen nineties and Patrick drove me to downtown LA
for a test shoot with Noxyma. They were looking for
a girl to represent their skincare line. Out of what
must have been hundreds, maybe even thousands of girls, Noxyma
narrowed the competition down to two young ladies and I
was one of them. Patrick walked me into the studio
and I immediately spotted my competition. The photographer introduced us
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him Adriana. Hi, I'm Rebecca, she responded, Rebecca, gayheart. We
shook hands and I got a good life.
Speaker 1 (28:03):
Look at her. My god, she's studying.
Speaker 2 (28:06):
I thought through my nervous grin. She had huge eyes
that were the color of the ocean and a beautiful
mane of perfect curly hair. I had curls as well,
but mine were more of the frizzy. Stuck your finger
in a light socket strain? What am I doing here?
Rounding out my chances were Mount Everest and Mount Kilimanjaro.
On my cheek, her eyes are kind of far apart.
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The hater and me whispered to.
Speaker 1 (28:30):
Patrick, Yeah, she looks like an alien.
Speaker 2 (28:32):
Patrick assured me, but we both knew we were entirely
full of She was adorable, and on the one day
I couldn't, I had a pizza face. I felt like
a troll next to this girl. Is your skin usually
like this, the makeup artist asked me, as she applied
foundation to my face. No, no, no, no, I never
get sits, I swear. I don't know what's going on,
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I responded. She gave me the kind of look that says,
sure you don't, sweetheart, sure you don't. After hair and makeup,
it was time to get in front of the camera
for the photography portion of the test shoot, and the
photographer had a piece of advice.
Speaker 1 (29:08):
Just act natural.
Speaker 2 (29:09):
Can't act natural. All I can do is act unnatural
and awkward. As I stood there posing, I felt like
the photographer was undressing me with his eyes, reading me
like a book, a pimple faced prude who would never
flash him her boobs. After we were done with the pictures,
it was time for the video portion of the day.
I stood in front of a makeshift bathroom sink, rubbed
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cream on my cheeks and forehead, splashed water on my
face splash, splash, and patted my face gently with the towel,
and then pretended to admire my beautiful skin in the mirror.
But Ben, there were maybe ten to fifteen people in
the room and all eyes were on me. You have
to remember this was before the smartphone where everyone's faces
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are buried into their little screen. Back then, we were
all living in the moment. My moment was their moment,
and it was very uncomfortable. Maybe being the center of
attention isn't my thing after all, I couldn't wait to
get out of there. When it was finally over, I
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booked it outside and there was my trusty boyfriend waiting
patiently for me. I opened his car door, sat down,
and exhaled, and that's when he leaned over and he
gave me a big kiss, and he said, I'm so
proud of you for what I'm not going to get.
Speaker 1 (30:26):
It, for being you.
Speaker 2 (30:28):
In that moment, right there inside Patrick's car, on the
other side of my unlucky break, I knew I was
right where I needed to be. Suffice to say, I
didn't become the nouxyma girl Rebecca Gayheart did. Not long
after the test shoot, I stopped going on auditions. I
didn't feel defeated or like I was giving up. It
just wasn't for me. Honestly, it was an ugly business
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and I didn't want to be a part of it.
My girlfriends, the two who'd largely inspired me to take
a shot at it, were being destroyed by the industry.
Jenny was caught in a vice grip of addiction, one
that took her many years to overcome, and Dina had
lost her self worth. Both these young women had everything
going for them, but Hollywood was putting them through the ringer.
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My dream of hitting it big in the world of
acting was not worth losing myself. But life has a
strange way of working out. Decades later, I'd find myself
rubbing elbows with Rebecca Gayheart once again, when our girls
ended up at the same prestigious private elementary school. For years,
I'd see Rebecca in action at morning drop off and
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at school events, and I couldn't help but feel grateful
that she got the Noxyma job instead of me. As
fate would have it here, we both were again twenty
years later, at the same place among the Hollywood elites,
but the roads we'd each travel to get there looked
very different. After the bad luck of my two sits
bumping me out of the running for the Noxyma Girl,
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my agent told me I had another big callback. The
movie's sister Act had hit the big screen and it
did well, so well that they did decided to do
a sequel, and apparently my part was written back in.
They wanted me to audition again for that part and
sister act too, but I declined I didn't want to
be involved in that side of the business. The part
ended up going to a little known singer named Lauren Hill,
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who you may know is one third of the Fujis.
I'd made the decision to leave the world of Hollywood
auditions behind and never looked back. I'd eventually start a
company with my fiance Patrick, and we'd go on to
produce what Hollywood calls branded content, basically entertainment projects funded
by big fortune ten brands. That business became a major success.
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Instead of being an actress, I hired them and it
afforded me the type of lifestyle to enter the community
of Hollywood elites on my terms as a businesswoman, where
I eventually crossed paths with Rebecca Gayheart again. Her path
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to this community was a much darker road, peppered with
public drug abuse and even vehicular manslaughter. In two thousand
and one, Rebecca reportedly drove around cars waiting at a
crosswalk and hit and killed a nine year old boy.
A few years later, she was caught on tape with
her husband, actor Eric Dane, and a former miss Us teen.
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They were reportedly all high on drugs and naked. My
path to success, albeit far from perfect, looked like a
wholesome episode of The Brady Bunch by comparison, and I
wouldn't have it any other way, which leads us back
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to the question what is luck. The textbook definition of
luck is success or failure, apparently brought by chance rather
than through one's own actions. However, the truth is luck
is hard to identify. I thought that those two giant
bulls I got on the day of my Noxyma shoot
or a stroke of bad luck, but God sometimes likes
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to play the long game. It turns out those pimples
were two golden kisses. I was the lucky one because
I wasn't chosen to be the Noxyma girl then dragged
through the Babylon known as the Hollywood casting couch that
has led to the demise of so many women. In
the end, my dreams would come true. I got myself
exactly where I wanted to go, and I did it
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without sacrificing my morals, my values, or my body. So
don't ever count yourself out when you're struck with what
appears to be bad luck. The path to your dreams
isn't necessarily over. Maybe you just have to carve out
a different path to get to where you want to go,
like I did with Red Pilled America. You Lucky Sons of.
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