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Speaker 1 (00:06):
Z time.
Speaker 2 (00:15):
What is up? Everybody?
Speaker 1 (00:21):
What the truth?
Speaker 2 (00:22):
You can't handle the truth?
Speaker 3 (00:26):
You should? I just want to sack on the bottom
of behud. I'd like to take this chance to apologize.
Time to me.
Speaker 1 (00:39):
Nobody get them, he wants.
Speaker 3 (00:45):
Are you crying?
Speaker 1 (00:46):
There's a crying. There's a crying. Sayful, Oh you.
Speaker 3 (00:53):
Didn't know.
Speaker 2 (00:57):
You?
Speaker 4 (00:57):
Oh somebody, Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls and all
other manner of bleacher creatures.
Speaker 1 (01:10):
Welcome back for another episode of the Sunday Night Double Play,
your home for all things sports, conspiracy, religion and everything
in between. Now I'm your host, Tank the Tank. You
know this, and as always I'm joined by my brother
in crime, chef.
Speaker 3 (01:26):
Kyle wat Wee.
Speaker 1 (01:30):
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being one hundred percent. Honest but with that being, Said Chef, kyle,
(02:15):
dude it's been a, long hot. Week the oven is
fully warmed up in the, south in The, west in the, north.
Everywhere i'm sick of.
Speaker 3 (02:25):
It, yeah it's. Hot it's. Hot it actually hasn't been
that bad down, here but it's, uh the weather has
been picking. Up it's always, fluctuating always fluctuating, hot, cold, cold.
Hot but for the most, part it's been pretty. Good
it's been pretty. Good what Your is it extremely like
humid in your area or?
Speaker 1 (02:47):
What oh, yeah, dude oh, yeah oh, yeah oh. Yeah
actual air temperatures add or right at one hundred, degrees
heat indexes anywhere from one hundred and five to one
hundred and. Fifteen we're higher in some, places humidity anywhere
from sixty five. Percent oh, like it's not even getting
many colder that are cooler than eight eighty five degrees
(03:11):
in the middle of the. Night, SO i, mean it's
it's rough over. Here we're officially in the heart of,
summer no doubt about.
Speaker 3 (03:18):
It what exactly when you say heat, Index i've never understood, that,
Right SO i get the the little section where it
says it feels like, right so it could be like
ninety six degrees, outside but it feels like it's one oh.
Five what exactly is the?
Speaker 1 (03:34):
Index it means there's some formula with your actual temperature
and you add in the humiditities and next thing you,
know you get. This it feels like one oh. Five, no,
dude it's one o. Five i'm sick of these word.
GAMES i think it's just the, weather Big weather's way
of manipulating us into thinking it's not as hot as it.
(03:57):
Really it's all in your. Mind it just feels, like, no,
sorry it feels like one o five because it is
one five exactly.
Speaker 3 (04:05):
Exactly but, yeah it's almost, like, yeah it's it's just a.
Word it's a nice. Word salad by your truth over
at The National Weather institute of dot. Com that's.
Speaker 1 (04:23):
Right early shout out to our our favorite ball headed,
beaterer Mister Treble's garcia Of Paranoid radio podcast in the,
comments early supporting us once. Again we love, You trebles.
Man you're you're literally probably our number one fan uh,
far you like us far more than our old ladies.
(04:44):
Do so there's. That. Well we appreciate.
Speaker 3 (04:48):
He always he always reminds us because it cracks me.
UP i was just talking to him before we, went
before we started. Here So Sunday Night Secret, society, right
at one point it was A sunday night. Thing so
he's always Like Sunday Night Secret society on A, friday
(05:12):
even though now we've morphed into The Sunday night double,
play but Still Sunday Night Double play on A.
Speaker 1 (05:19):
Friday, absolutely because we GOT i always got to keep
you on your. Toes can't let you know our next
move Man ninja style AS i hit the mic like a.
Pro but, Anyway, kyle enough of, that shall. We i'm
really excited for the guests we've got with us. Tonight
he's a hometown friend of. Mine i've known the kid
(05:42):
for literally ever twenty plus. Years he's a great human.
BEING i found it amazing that of all the people
we've had, On i've never attempted or tried to have
anybody from my area neck of the woods. ON i
barely promote locally BECAUSE i just some of the some
(06:03):
of my drunken episodes aren't my finest If i'm, not you,
know kidding, myself If i'm being completely, honest and but
it's it's really great to have this guy. On he's
starting a podcast that'll be dropping later this year early next,
year And i'm excited to do WHAT i can to
help him along his. Way, so without further, ado welcome
(06:25):
host of The future Podcast The. Testimony Mister Alex Lloyd
hank you.
Speaker 2 (06:32):
Pe what's, up my?
Speaker 3 (06:33):
Dude how are you?
Speaker 1 (06:35):
Good?
Speaker 2 (06:35):
Sir i'm, blessed, Man i'm. Blessed i'm thankful for everything
That i've kind of conquered on my. Own but, brother without,
YOU i was kind of lost in the. Sauce you're a.
Speaker 1 (06:46):
Blessing, WELL i can't take too much credit, Man Like
i've been trying to tell, You we've got a great
community of people that we associate with over here at
The Sunday night Double, play Trevils garcia being one of
the most important of. Them he made sure to keep
us all grounded and on and on our toes at
(07:06):
the same. Time it's hard to relax a man and
make him makesius all at the same, time but he
does it. Beautifully but no in all. SERIOUSNESS i had
a lot of help WHEN i first, started and LIKE
i was telling you, Offline i'm sure we'll get into
it more as we talked this. Evening but my podcast
experience was an absolute joyful one of the most joyful
(07:30):
moments and week few weeks of my. Life and then
it was utterly. Shattered and if it literally wasn't for
the people Like troubles Like kyle, here Like Ryan dean
From Dangerous world and ghosts From My Third, eye The
big Grim, bowski you, know Deplorable. JANET i can list, names,
man that these are just people that they circled the
(07:55):
wagons together and they made sure that not only did
my show, survi but it's gotten to the point where
it is now WHERE i think it's you, know for, Me,
alex it's pretty dead gun. Successful you know What i'm,
Saying LIKE i don't care THAT i don't have big
numbers and all, that because what we do over here
(08:16):
means a lot to us, personally and like it's not
about the numbers and the clicks and the likes and the.
Views it's it's literally about the people that we've met
along the, way that the conversations we've. Had we've talked
to so many crazy just one end of the spectrum
to the, other The bible total and thumpers to The
we've had an Ex satanic high wizard on, here, dude
(08:39):
like talk talk about a lot of people and everywhere
in between and and, uh it's been. Beautiful but all
that to say is it. Could we couldn't have made
it here, Today alex without genuinely amazing people stepping up
to the, plate without being asked, to and so without a. Doubt,
man regardless of WHETHER i knew you for years or. Not,
(09:00):
Man i'm here to.
Speaker 3 (09:01):
Help.
Speaker 1 (09:01):
Man that's that's honestly what we.
Speaker 2 (09:03):
Do you, rock, brother you. ROCK i mean you gotta
have a good following behind.
Speaker 3 (09:07):
You.
Speaker 2 (09:07):
Man even if it's like like in, basketball if you
got one player that's, great you still gotta have another
four that's gonna help you on de. Bed SO i
mean you gotta have a good crew behind. You.
Speaker 1 (09:14):
Man well we got the best of the. Best. Man
shout out to the Big grabowski in the. Chat how
are you, good? Sir i'm glad to see that your
travels went safely and. Swimmingly so did he?
Speaker 3 (09:29):
Weekly did he do his weekly?
Speaker 1 (09:31):
Trip he, did indeed he.
Speaker 3 (09:33):
Did, indeed gotta go meet up with the.
Speaker 1 (09:36):
Floorist hih, yeah go in the chicking in but uh
so so So. Alex let's let's just jump as As
trebles would, say let's jump in from the deep end
of the pool and set the freaking. Mood what's?
Speaker 2 (09:51):
Up, WELL i GOT i got one question to, ask
How's daniel Will bob? BROTHER i, AIN'T i ain't. Hurt
i've seen Will bob not too long. Ago but How's danny.
Speaker 1 (09:57):
Doing daniel is is married with two, kids living In.
Memphis he works at the steel mill over. HERE i
probably shouldn't have said. That they haven't really made it
public that they got. Married it was kind of under
the rud thing they did for Because sean Was shawn's
been real, sick and it was kind of like insurance.
(10:18):
Reasons but, no they're doing. Great. Man he's got a little,
boy he's got a little. Girl william is still. Single
he lives In jonesborough but he works at the steel.
Mill but they're doing, great, man they're doing, man that's.
Speaker 2 (10:33):
GREAT i graduated with both of, them so that was
THAT'S i do hang out out since it was a,
kids BUT i graduated with his twin. Brothers i'm a twin,
myself so he kind Of that's kind of how me
And daniel and Will bob kind of grew up. Together
it was close and kind.
Speaker 1 (10:46):
Of if you ever hear me calling him a, kid
it's genuinely BECAUSE i in my mind he's still running
around with my little. Brothers when you, know young, KID
i was gonna say he's, grown he's a fully grown.
Man but to, me in my, mind he's still a.
Speaker 3 (11:01):
KID i get. IT i get. IT i get, It.
Speaker 1 (11:06):
Dude IF i close my eyes real, HARD i can
make myself Believe i'm still a. Kid but THEN i
stand up off the couch and get a little woozy
in My, Backpops i'm definitely not a. Kid oh, H,
KYLE i don't know if you've Seen graham says he's still,
traveling HE'S i would assume he's making the journey. Home
(11:29):
so we wish you nothing but the safest of travels,
there good, sir honestly hope you make it home. Safe
But Alex, man you're starting up a podcast and you're
gonna be releasing it either later this year or very
early next, year AND i want to let's just let's
just start. There what is gonna be the, name what's
(11:49):
gonna be your what's gonna be your? Shtick you know
What i'm. Saying what you're gonna be doing over?
Speaker 3 (11:53):
There?
Speaker 2 (11:54):
Man so it's called the. Testimony it's just Something i've
kind of been praying about for a. WHILE i was
hung up on this little scenario of, MAN i should
tell these people to start a podcast BECAUSE i always
listen to. PODCASTS i, WORK i work all, DAY i work.
Outside SO i got something on my ear listening to
podcast all, day AND i was, LIKE i probably told
a hundred people to start a. Podcast and they all
laugh at, me And i'm, like, brother what is what
(12:16):
is the? Deal why is this stuck on my? Heart
but nobody wants to do? It SO i got to
praying about. It and when you, pray a lot of
things happen that you don't. Expect and it's it's been a. Blessing.
Man it's just kind of falling into. Place, uh we've
been we do. This we help out with the recovery
program at our, church and you, know you have a
lot of people come. In you, KNOW i grew, up
you know HOW i grew. Up it was it was
kind of rough for. Me and whenever your somebody hears your,
(12:39):
story they're always, like, oh, MAN i felt THAT i
can understand what THAT i CAN i can feel where
you're coming from Because i've been there. Myself but in
LIKE na OR aa recovery, program so somebody gives her,
testimony it's all in. House so like the goal behind
it is what you see, here what you hear, here
stays here to make sure everybody has that same confidentiality and,
anonymity you, know throughout the whole. Process but there's people
(13:01):
stories THAT i know that, brother if one person could
hear that, story it could change their. Life and there's
a lot of people that they want to tell that.
Story but when you go INTO na or you go
into a, church you're telling it to those thirty or
fifty or sixty. People And i'm trying to build a
platform where they can tell it to the world because
you don't know whose story can change. Somebody you, Know
(13:21):
that's the biggest thing for me is depending on how
their life has been and how their life, went it
no't matter how bad it, gets you can always get back.
Speaker 1 (13:28):
Up, Man absolutely, ABSOLUTELY.
Speaker 3 (13:33):
I love. IT i love that. Idea, yeah everything behind
THAT i one thousand percent support AND i think it's very. Important,
yeah sometimes you never know the right person the right,
time and it makes a world of. DIFFERENCE i was
actually funny. ENOUGH i was listening to a podcast probably
(13:54):
around probably almost exactly a year, ago and one of
the guess that came on made some like crazy life.
Changes he was working at this particular job making enough.
Money you, know it was just the day to, day same,
thing in and, out in and, out and dude just
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wasn't super happy and wanted to make a, change and
he took like a leap of faith and went to
a completely NEW i think it was the same, industry
but moved across moved to another. State and it was a,
gamble you, know because he didn't know if he was
going to like the job and taking the, job he
would have to. Move so there's a lot of, things
(14:37):
a lot of moving pieces. There and it was, YEAH
i guess it was in a, way it was his
testimony on a midlife, crisis so to, speak making a,
change taking a, chance you, know first and. Foremost and
after listening to that during that, TIME i was actually
debating on leaving my comfortable job THAT i was working
(15:00):
at to go do something completely, new and no, bullshit,
man that that particular episode, heavily, heavily heavily influenced my
decision to switch switch, roles if you. Will and a
year later, HERE i am so not to make that about,
(15:22):
me but but as far as you, know having the
right person hear, something or someone that needs to hear,
something not even the right, person but someone that's going through.
Speaker 2 (15:31):
Something, absolutely.
Speaker 3 (15:34):
Yeah SO i think it's a great, idea, Man And
I'm I'm i'm.
Speaker 5 (15:38):
EXCITED i appreciate that. Absolutely and, look as we, Talk,
alex you need to know that over here at The
Sunday night Double, play there's not much about ourselves that
we haven't brought to the.
Speaker 1 (15:54):
Light. Ourselves, oh We've we've been about as honest as
and frank as you could be with a podcast listener
about who we, are where we've been in our, life
what we've. Done at, times it's probably sound like we
were a little braggadocious about some of the hell we were,
(16:15):
raising and maybe we were at one, point but all
that's the. Same.
Speaker 2 (16:20):
MAN i don't, know, MAN i think you can talk
about our.
Speaker 1 (16:24):
Past you can you can talk about your past here with,
Us LIKE i mean, You i'm not trying to coerce
you into saying anything you don't want to say or,
whatever But i'm just saying without telling, you this is
a safe space BECAUSE i don't like, those but this
is like a judgment free zone for, real, Man LIKE
i love. That. That that's one. Thing that's one thing
that you're gonna realize is the more authentic you are with,
(16:48):
yourself the more authentic your listeners will be with. You
folks can tell real quick when you're not putting down something,
legit and they'll let you know about, it because this
is a ruthless world we live, in and folks ain't
scared to voice their opinion on the. Screen but, MAN
(17:09):
i mean, IT i do acutely know what you've you,
know gone, through maybe not down to every last, detail
but like you, said we've we've grown up next to
each other literally living in towns that were five minutes.
Apart not much goes on In South Mississippi county that
(17:30):
people don't hear about really. Quickly you can fart no
seola at breakfast and buy. Lunch joyner knows about, it you,
know SO i get. It, Man, like to the listeners
of yours that are going to be listening to this
down the, Road i'm speaking to y'all from the, PAST i,
(17:55):
myself to those of y'all that might be In Northeast
darkansas or have Known alex and me prior to, This
like y'all, know if y'all have, been if y'all grew
up around, me y'all Know i'm. NOT i, mean it's
no secret WHO i was or WHAT i, was and
you know that's there's NOTHING i can do about that, Now,
(18:18):
alex you, know the only THING i can do is
use that. Experience think first, off the first the first
thing THAT i do is Thank god for literally Thanking
god for making getting me through, that BECAUSE i talk
about this almost on a daily basis with my boss,
man LIKE i should not be, HERE i should not
(18:40):
be alive right here doing this well as a human.
Being IF I i should either be in a coffin
or a seal for the choices THAT i intentionally, made you,
know like knowingly chose to jump off THE dpn and
(19:02):
for whatever, Reason, Alex i'm. Not i'm blessed to have a,
family a house full of, kids and, dogs a loving
wife that takes care of me more THAN i ever
deserve to be taken care. OF i live a life
that allows me such leisures as running a podcast to you,
(19:22):
KNOW i can provide my wife a, library you, know,
like don't get it twisted. OUT i ain't none of this,
mine BUT i use WHAT i went through as teaching
points for my. Children and when me And kyle come
(19:45):
on here and we talk to, people it's not always
the people that we talk, to but the people that are,
listening either during the live or whenever we put it
out on our podcast. Platforms you, know the message gets out.
There and a lot of, times, man there's people that are,
like let you, know, that'll that'll when you're moving in
(20:08):
the right direction the, world lets you know real. Quick
and it's really it's really cool too see how how
much growth you've.
Speaker 3 (20:21):
Gone you.
Speaker 1 (20:23):
Know it's like you, SAY i closed my, eyes, dude
And i'm back in back in high. School like IF
i were to go and shave this little mustache AND
i mess off my chin AND i color my hair back,
BROWN i could probably. Pass. MAN i co probably go
pad up and go. Play. Oh but it's it's amazing,
(20:45):
man like to recognize just how intentionally, wrong and LIKE
i couldn't have run the opposite direction Of god any
harder IF i tried LIKE i was, trying AND i
had reached the furthest extent of that to without WHAT
i would consider losing your. Soul And i'm thankful enough
(21:09):
to have walked out of that, hole walked away from.
It And, alex what AM i? Doing married with a
house full of kids and? Animals?
Speaker 3 (21:17):
Man? Like you?
Speaker 1 (21:18):
Know, like what AM i?
Speaker 2 (21:19):
Doing? Man it's a, blessing, brother it's a Pleasant, ACTUALLY
i don't, know, MAN i look at it like guy's
got a better plan for. Everybody you just got to
following listens man.
Speaker 3 (21:32):
SPEAK i THINK i think that's Super, SORRY i think
that's super important, too BECAUSE i was just thinking as you,
were as you guys were talking and, mentioning, like you,
know all the troubles that you've got in as a
kid and just all the teenage adolescent, years what those look.
(21:53):
Like AND i honestly do believe, That, hank when you,
like you, KNOW i should either be in a coffin
or in. Jail AND i think the exact same about.
Myself AND i do think that there is like there
was that moment THAT i had, somewhere whether it be
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in high, school after high, school or any anywhere in,
between WHEN i was hanging out with the wrong people
and had the opportunity to get in the car and
go to that party or get in the car and
go with you, know go with these. PEOPLE i do
think THAT i have one thousand percent avoided just by
(22:38):
by making that one that that one decision that's based
off of how my gut felt at the time of
the decision making. Process BUT i thousand percent do feel
LIKE i dodged a bullet, somewhere whether that bullet it
was a, bullet was a ticket or you, know a
(23:02):
ticket to jail or a ticket to the. Underground, yeah,
yeah so yeah That, YEAH i was trying to trying
to find the words. THERE i wasn't really playing out
in my. Favor but, YEAH i think it's, uh it's
it's it's always good to reflect and to be.
Speaker 2 (23:22):
THANKFUL i, mean your. Past what is what makes? You
if you don't build off your, past and how can you?
Grow you're just gonna solo them and. Sit what's the
word of? Complacency, right that's?
Speaker 1 (23:34):
It So alex with this podcast of, yours The Testimony.
Podcast are you going to be a solo host or
are you gonna have a co host of any?
Speaker 2 (23:46):
Kind all, right so Let's i've been kind of playing.
It WHEN i started, IT i had a co host in.
Mind he's still he's still gonna be on there for
a few. Episodes but my Boy matt. UH i don't
want to say his last name just, yet but my Boy,
matt he is he's about to have another. Baby he's
GOT i think five. Already so once once he has
the baby and it lines, out you, know we're Gonna
(24:07):
i'm gonna have him on there more. Often but for,
now it's gonna be me and on a few of the.
Episodes on the few of the bigger EPISODES i, Got
i'm gonna Have matt and maybe another. PERSON i wanted
to have at least, one But i'm looking for another.
One so you MAY i may have you, know if
you don't, mind have you on there a couple of,
times if that's.
Speaker 1 (24:25):
Possible for, sure, man for, sure let's.
Speaker 2 (24:27):
Go but IT'S i don't, know, man it's the way
it's working is it's it's to, me it looks more
like a platform that everybody can be. On so, like
even with me being the, Host i'm not behind the
camera most of the. Time so like the first part
of the camera or the first part of the podcast
is strictly gonna be the, Testimony so you're gonna be
able to see the raw, side the real side of
what they have going on in their. Life and that's
(24:48):
that's the side That i'm more passionate, about is being
able to see their story told to somebody else that needs.
Speaker 1 (24:53):
It. Cool so are you gonna it sounds to me
almost like you've got a bunch of in person and
interviews that you're going to.
Speaker 2 (25:01):
Be conducting Every almost every one would be an in
person interview at. First it'll kind of break up here and,
there SO i may have a week or two where
it's just me and the co host just chopping it
up about what we went over the past couple of
weeks or how we're feeling that, week whether it's a
devotional or something like. That but IT'S i have enough
people lined up to stretch a good forty, episode so
(25:21):
it's it's Pretty it's that's WHY i say it's been
a blessing. Man WHEN i started it in my, mind
it didn't make. SENSE i didn't know HOW i was
gonna get these. People and then it's so. Funny all
you have to do is ask and most people will say, yes, yeah, dude, yeah,
Brother LIKE i don't want to speak to, some BUT
i got a couple of BIG i got a couple
of big name people coming. ON i gotta pay for
(25:42):
a couple of, them BUT i got a few big
names that are going to come, on And I'm i'm
blessed to be able to be a platform that they
can share their story.
Speaker 1 (25:48):
On, dude that's, amazing that's. Amazing i'm still you have
to give, me give me a back behind the scenes
look of what's.
Speaker 3 (25:58):
COMING i got.
Speaker 1 (25:59):
You BECAUSE i might try to poach a couple of your, guests.
Speaker 2 (26:04):
It's fine with. Me one of them lives here In. Arkansas,
man he's a he's a big time hit here In.
Arkansas so he's Been he reached back out the DAY
i messaged, him and he was In dubai when he messaged.
Me so it's it's a. Blessing, man look.
Speaker 1 (26:16):
At, You. Alex i'm proud of, you my. Man that's.
Awesome me And kyle could never have something as awesome
as like forty episodes worth of stuff. Live, yeah we
barely know what we're doing next. Week what are you talking?
Speaker 3 (26:31):
About speaking Of, treble SAYS i freaking love, that so
he he He's.
Speaker 1 (26:38):
Oh you, Know trebles is the king of having won in.
Speaker 3 (26:40):
The bag the bank of. Knowledge but it's, smart, Dude
it's so. Smart, yeah and it, yeah it is so.
Smart AND i, think you, know one of the down
one of the downsides of you, know depending on what
kind of showing what you talk. About but when you
(27:01):
we we don't focus on, politics but naturally in, conversation you,
know when there's big headline news about, this that or the,
OTHER i at least like to talk about it and
get other, opinions whether it just be From hank or
from whoever our guest is that night on the, show
(27:21):
just because it helps me. Out it really helps me
out understanding things right and getting second. OPINIONS i don't
always agree with, them SOMETIMES i, don't SOMETIMES i. Do but,
anyhow when you when you when you talk about stuff like,
that you have to be on it and make sure
that you get that show out like relatively soon because
(27:42):
the relevance of that episode is dependent on when you release, it,
right so no one wants to hear about you, know for,
instance When trump got shot in the, ear no one
wants to hear about that a year. Later you, know
it's not breaking new, anymore or you, know whatever if
(28:04):
so and so wins the world. Series but doing what
you're gonna, do it sounds, like, yeah time. Is it's
not something that you have to have that show out
on a particular. Day so if you're able to bunch
up you, know thirty forty, episodes, YEAH i, mean obviously
you'll be releasing. Them but that's, awesome, man that's, Awesome
and that'll take the stress out of if you plan,
on you, know recording Every wednesday for, instance or whatever
(28:27):
day the week you plan on recording. On that, way
you can have that show out either the next day
or the day. After well if something pops up that,
day you don't got to be like ah, shit BECAUSE
i think it really does matter. Consistency do you hear, me,
dude he's talking to.
Speaker 1 (28:45):
Me, Yeah i'm talking to that.
Speaker 3 (28:48):
Tongue, yeah M i must HAVE i must have. Slipped, no,
hey he's not doing that for, You. Alex it has
nothing to do with. You he this is something that
we are trying to un even know WHAT i, said
to be honest with, you that's how bad my mouth
will be at. Times but, yeah that's awesome.
Speaker 2 (29:06):
When you hear it every day and you grow up
with it and you speak it your whole, life it's
hard to cut the. Habit, Brother i'm right there with.
Speaker 1 (29:12):
You it. Is but, yeah not even not only to
mind our, words but we're to turn our every thought Towards.
God so this is deeper than just sounds falling from our.
Mouth it's what state of mind you're in to allow
yourself to speak SUCH i, mean let's be. Honest it's negativity.
(29:33):
ABSOLUTELY i, mean no matter how it's. Used at the
end of the, day it's. Negativity it's negative frequency or
lower vibrational. Frequency you. Know it's, right like everybody likes
to say this LITTLE q, stuff to sit there and
cuss like a cave. Man you know It, actually in
this day and, age it actually takes discipline to go
(29:57):
through this world and not. Cuss it's actually more impressive
to not cuss in this day and. Age.
Speaker 3 (30:04):
Yeah, yeah it's.
Speaker 1 (30:05):
When the, president when the president is just cussing like
it ain't, nothing you know where you're having a. Problem,
also we've been pushing each other to not you, know
not just not, cuss but like change your state of,
mind change the entire thought process so that cussing isn't
even a possibility.
Speaker 2 (30:26):
Exactly you gotta it's hard to. Change it's hard to
change the mind when you grew up around it and
you hear. It but it's easier to change the mind when,
you like you, said you have focused on what you're
trying to. Do if you're not focused on what you're
trying to, do you're never gonna be able to break
from what your what you have been. Doing so it's
you gotta stay, focused, man you gotta stay like You
you got to keep it on your, mind one track.
(30:46):
Mind that's.
Speaker 1 (30:47):
Right and, uh Grim bowski in the in the comment
says he feels, attacked and you should BECAUSE i was
specifically talking about you nobody. ELSE i really wasn't even
talking about me And kyle were always talking about. You
it's always and only. You, no but, no in all, seriousness,
(31:09):
Man like it's a, struggle like you, Say, alex but
it's and in my, opinion it's worth the worth the
fight to try to learn that mental, discipline you, know
because what does it say like like Like kyle, said you,
know he didn't even recognize that he said a cuss,
word or that he said, it you, know or what it.
(31:29):
Was so like when we're And i've realized Since i've
tried to honestly stop, cussing that it's only WHEN i
let my brain slip into auto pilot that that's when
it kicks, in When i'm actually examining What i'm about to.
Say IF i do, cuss at that, point it's. Intentional
(31:52):
it's no LONGER i didn't even recognize. It IT'S i
chose to use that, word you know What i'm. Saying
so you get, there, man you get. There but that
that that's, What that's. What that's what me And kyle
say to each. Other tame your. Tongue you. Know it's
just a lot easier than just like a lot easier.
Received then you.
Speaker 2 (32:12):
Shouldn't i'm taking. That i'm start saying that.
Speaker 3 (32:16):
Watching, yeah tame your tongue right now right? Now yah, See.
Speaker 1 (32:24):
I'm so are, You, alex are you conducting your interviews
like right? Now BECAUSE i KNOW i know you're not
releasing until later AND i start filming and trying to
HAVE x amount built up before you.
Speaker 2 (32:39):
Release so my goal with the release situation is my
anniversary is In, november SO i would like To i'd
like to have a few episodes booked. Up most of
the filming is going to start or be in Between
september And november for the first. Testimonies, now the podcast
part will kind of depending on how their schedule sets,
(32:59):
up so they can stay that long and come into
the podcast section and actually have the discussion about everything
that'll happen the same day unless their schedule message. Up
so if their schedule is wrong then it can be worked.
In the testimony part is just going to be like
a solid video of just, them SO i can work that.
In it kind of helps with the build up of
having twenty or thirty, episodes so when it gets time
to my, ANNIVERSARY i can have it like have it
(33:22):
ready to, release have it schedule, published and then it,
published AND i can think a week, off we spend
time with my wife and, sure so it's, bad my,
bad go, ahead got so's it's just A i'm trying
to plan it around to make sure That i'm not
working myself into the. Grave AND i still work a
full time. Job, MAN i work fifty hours a.
Speaker 1 (33:40):
Week, absolutely, Dude kylin AND i know that. STRUGGLE i
mean we both work full. Time we both have a
house full of kids and. Animals like we, know like
we've always said to each other from the jont like
wife always takes precedent over the. Show, right there was
(34:01):
a time where the show was starting to become the
pro the main, thing and that's that became a, problem you,
know like at the end of the. Day and this
isn't just this isn't across the, board like because there's
people whose podcast literally is their way of income and
their means of. Living AND i get, that no knock on.
You but for me And kyle Or kyle AND, I
(34:23):
i should, say this is more of. Therapy this is Like,
alex this is like us meeting up at Spur levy
and having a having a bonfire and instead of you,
know just especially now that we've quit, drinking there's actually
productive talks happening these, days like. Congratulation i'm, going, no,
(34:46):
dude that's. IT i appreciate it because it's a lot
bigger of accomplishment For kyle than it is for me
BECAUSE i was only drinking On fridays when we did
the show, anyway but every Day kyle and mister beer
and and.
Speaker 2 (35:01):
You, Rock Kyle. Brother it takes a lot of strength
to do.
Speaker 1 (35:04):
That thank.
Speaker 3 (35:05):
You, yeah, yeah it's been great and it's. FUNNY i
was going to chime in and and say as far
as like cussing and, alcohol like how like it's a
thousand times harder to not cuss than to not, drink
Because i've Cut i've cussed so. Much, WELL i do
(35:28):
every single day AND i haven't had a drink and
since Like April april eighth or something like, that and
so it just shows.
Speaker 1 (35:38):
You a hot, potato my.
Speaker 3 (35:42):
BOY i FOUND i found that out the other. DAY
i Wasn't ashley. Remembered she said it was three days
after my daughter's birthday and my daughter's birthdays on the.
Fifth SO i was, like, okay NOW i, remember but,
yeah it's. Crazy but, yeah, anyhow thank.
Speaker 1 (35:55):
You.
Speaker 3 (35:55):
YES i was a huge drinker every single day and
uh beer that, is every once in a, while some,
tequila some. WHISKEY i still. HAVE i have tequila, HERE
i have a bottle of a little plan of. Whiskey
and it's been just sitting here AND i don't plan
on tossing, it AND i also don't plan on drinking.
It so it's kind of.
Speaker 1 (36:12):
HOW i am with my two little bottles of training
fluid That i've got in the uh, Refrigerator LIKE i
keep telling myself That i'm gonna use it to, marinate to,
meet and THEN i just never do.
Speaker 3 (36:26):
Well and see the thing is to it just last
thing on the, drinking just to make it, clear LIKE
i don't have anybody telling me not to, drink and
THEN i can't, drink AND i can drink AND i
do plant AND i but the, thing crazy thing is
IS i do plan on drinking. Again not not. AGAIN
i don't mean like, THAT i mean, ON i do
plan on having to, drink like the Whenever ashley AND
(36:48):
i were able to do like a night out away
from the, kids which we haven't been able to do
in a long. Time when we do do, that we're
going to get a. Drink we got to, Dinner we're
gonna get a. Drink it's already planned. Out and so
it's just Reiter.
Speaker 1 (37:01):
Kyle and you know. This even WHEN i brought the
idea of maybe we should stop. Drinking it was never
out of This, kyle you drink too. Much you've got
to stop. Drinking like it was LIKE i just mentioned
THAT i was probably gonna stop, drinking, because LIKE i,
SAID i only drank when we did the, show and
it never mattered who we had on or what we talked.
(37:23):
About we could start talking about holes in the ground
and next thing you, know we're right in the middle
of scripture And i'm, drunk and it just isn't fair To,
God it wasn't fair to, me wasn't fair to the,
listeners anybody involved for me to be sitting there and
felt hypocritical to be quote unquote preaching and be under
(37:45):
the influence of. Alcohol that's WHY i chose to. Quit
and WHEN i voiced that To, kyle he was, like,
well if you're gonna, QUIT i can, quit you. Know
and it Wasn't it wasn't like a Something i've tried
to push on. Him it was just something that we, realized, like,
hey we could do.
Speaker 3 (38:04):
Better well and and just to kind of connect the
dots to, There so trebles from The Paranoid radio podcasts
are friend troubles that you've heard us. Mentioned he stopped.
Drinking so he hadn't been drinking for since Like. DECEMBER
(38:25):
i think it Was december Or, january and so he
had been not drinking for a long. Time and Then
hank started mentioning, it And i'm, like, okay and, yeah
once Once hank mentioned, IT i was, like, dude let's
let's do. It like my friends are doing, it my
best the people the only people THAT i talked, to,
dude why, OH i MEAN i talked TO i talked
(38:45):
to you, know, GRIM i talked to, everyone and there
you know What i'm. Saying but like these are my
friends and and they're they're you, know a positive influence
on me in a, way LIKE i look up to
things that that that they, do whether even if you're
one of my galfriends. Whatever but, anyhow, yeah so they
started doing it and Or hank mentioned, it AND i was,
(39:06):
like you know, what let's give it a. Shot personal,
challenge let's give it a. Shot so it's, crazy how
just like that, again that influence and how strong of
an impact that, is like the amount of, alcohol the
amount of money That i've saved just because of things
my friends were. Doing in a, way it's. Weird it's.
Weird it's, weird we.
Speaker 1 (39:27):
Weird, oh it's, weird. Iterate you, Know i'm not anti alcohol,
right like you, Said. Kyle IF i found myself out
on the town With, CALI i might have a beer
with dinner or A jack and coke for. Dessert but
If i'm, One i'm not actively going out and looking
(39:50):
to get. Drunk i'm not looking to have multiple. DRINKS
i actually get off on the fact THAT i don't drink.
Anymore and if my daddy were alive to hear those,
words it probably bring tears to his. Eyes you know
What i'm, saying BECAUSE i come from a long line of,
alcoholics AND i told myself from a very young age
(40:13):
THAT i was going to be the one to break that.
Cycle and then for the longest TIME i. Didn't you,
KNOW i was just as drunk as the next. Person
but like it's, cool, Man LIKE i feel LIKE i
could be The dareline mascot or somebody.
Speaker 2 (40:28):
Here i'm glad you said, that. MAN i was SO
i was never really like a heavy, drinker as you'd.
Say now the whole, reason like, why like WHY i
even got into the recovery. Program so even WHILE i
was with my. Wife you, know she was into church
her whole. LIFE i was real bad on, Pills LIKE
i used to smoke weed AND i sold weed through high.
(40:49):
SCHOOL i sold enough to buy more SO i smoked
Right Like so it was never like A i had
never seen it as an issue because it wasn't affecting.
Speaker 3 (40:58):
My life THAT i.
Speaker 2 (41:00):
Thought and that's where it, was, like all, right like you,
said how much money AM i spending on? This and
then you quit and then you're, like, oh, brother announce
don't cost three hundred dollars while AM i spending that
every two? Weeks you, Know so it didn't Make it
didn't fathom in my mind WHY i would not just
waste the money but accept that and say that there's
(41:20):
not a problem with. That like that was my issue was, like, oh,
okay it's. COOL i can go spend the money THAT
i needed on bills on. THIS i don't have a.
Problem makes no.
Speaker 1 (41:29):
Sense, yep you ain't, wrong, brother you ain't.
Speaker 2 (41:35):
Wrong.
Speaker 3 (41:35):
Yep it's and and you said, too you're like LIKE
i didn't think it had any impact at like all
my life and just the soul LIKE i don't know
how to put, this but me not waking up with a,
hangover which didn't happen like all the. Time but looking back,
(41:58):
now the way THAT i feel WHEN i wake up
compared to just a normal, day like not a hangover,
day LIKE i still felt like crud without even realizing,
it you, know because it wasn't a, throbbing, screaming loud.
Headache SO i was, like, ah this is, normal and
(42:20):
it was My it was my normal BECAUSE i drink
every single. Day so that was so ONCE i cut that,
out not only DO i not have, hangovers BUT i
feel great WHEN i wake up And i'm not late to,
work you know WHAT i. Mean i'm not late to
like family stuff BECAUSE i want to sleep longer because
my body's just, like you, know dying for. Help but,
(42:41):
yeah it's, crazy it's. Crazy even when.
Speaker 1 (42:42):
You're overall temperament has.
Speaker 3 (42:45):
Improved yeah, yeah, YEAH i.
Speaker 1 (42:50):
Mean you're quick to, anger not that you were just. Living. Yeah,
then BUT i can see, it Like i've noticed characteristical
or whatever proper termin Of, hey We're alex canvapchs for.
Me we're working on a really Poor Northeast arkansas public
education system over, here but not the, best but you,
(43:15):
KNOW i can notice changes within you for the. Better
AND i know IF i, can Then ash and the girls,
can and that's probably where it hits you the.
Speaker 3 (43:27):
Hardest is, yeah, yeah, yep, yep, YEAH i Think, yeah
my oldest, daughter she was super. STOKED i know that
made BECAUSE i think she because we've had a lot
of drug and alcohol abuse in our. Families so, like
it's not a it's not a crazy site for my
(43:47):
daughter to see any of her grandma's as far as
my mom And ashley's my mom And ashley's mom and or,
dad parents or grandparents, whatever like stone leaning around because
they've been drinking or hearing a story that had that
involved drinking all day and this happened or. Whatever so
(44:09):
having her know that she doesn't got to worry about
that with their, Parents she doesn't got to worry about
us going to a family gathering and making you, know
making ourselves look, bad embarrassing her all that's she doesn't
worry about that no. More you, know she might have
to worry about that with other family, members but not with,
Us AND i think that's how that's how that's how
it should. Be, yeah it's been.
Speaker 2 (44:30):
Great and when when you don't really think about what
other people see either when it's your, norm you just
walk around like it's the, normal everyday. Things even the
bad thing is it's their norm, Too and that's where
it's like when you do break that, habit they're, like oh, okay
even though you may not see it at the, time
they get to see everything that you didn't see as
(44:50):
bad as. Bad and now that they're seeing the new,
you it's a it's a whole different person to, them
and most times it's a blessing for. Them like with,
me my day and my dad was a hardcore, Mathetic
like he'd go into, jail he'd come out, sober then
after about six Months sam, Scenario so like it's those
six months when he was. Sober you, know it's sad
to SAY i was happier the day my dad got
(45:12):
out of jail and those first months after THAN i
was the year after he was out of, jail just
BECAUSE i know what was. Coming and that's that's because
that was my. Norm but he didn't see WHAT i
saw his. Norm he just thought it was he'd just
come in and do his, thing AND i was not
noticing any of, that and that was that was a
big part of me is to and it kind of,
hurt you, know as an adult when you're, like, oh,
Man i'm not gonna. Drink i'm not gonna do all,
(45:33):
that and then you actually do, it and then you
try to reason within your head, like, oh it ain't that.
Bad i'm not doing, myth But I'm i'm Breaking i'm
smashing zen x and smoking in the blunt Like i'm
ruining my brain Thinking, okay it's not that, bad BUT
i can't speak or talk properly like it's. Right it's, crazy,
brother it's.
Speaker 3 (45:51):
Crazy, well, congrats congrats on your, end, dude and overcoming, that,
dude that's huge. Too. MAN i mean that's just as
it's just as he, cool you, know making, that making
that decision and realizing that's. Awesome, Dude thank you, man thank.
Speaker 2 (46:06):
You it was it was a hard battle to over.
Well i'll say it like, THIS i was blessed with
the woman THAT i, have so, like WHENEVER i was
down at my absolute, worst her family kind of stepped
in and they were, like the instead of giving, me
what's the thing when they sit down and you have a.
Intervention instead of, intervention they was, like all, right you're,
uh you're moving in with, us AND i was, like
what do you, Mean it's, like grab your, stuff you're
(46:27):
moving out of here and you're gonna live with. Us
AND i was, like but THEN i can't AND i
can't smoke, Right AND i didn't.
Speaker 1 (46:34):
Get excuses why you, can't.
Speaker 2 (46:36):
Brother and then and then you try.
Speaker 1 (46:38):
To save your life because you're you don't want the. Handout,
yeah you really. Do it's not excuse, me it's not a,
handout it's a hand. Up there you.
Speaker 2 (46:48):
Go that's the one that was that was the biggest
part to that for, Me like mine HAD i, HAD
i tried to do it on my. Own that's WHY i,
say y'all are stronger than you.
Speaker 1 (46:55):
Think.
Speaker 2 (46:56):
BROTHER i got all the problems in the, world do
y'all because if it had just been me trying to kick,
IT i still be in the same, boat, MAN i
still be floating around Bass at doing the same. Thing
and that's that's what got me away from doing.
Speaker 3 (47:06):
That IS i have.
Speaker 2 (47:07):
IT i got lucky with a lovely. WIFE a lot
of people don't have a blessing like. That they have
to kind of do it on their, own and that's
that's a hard thing to, do and it's better to
have like. Y'all y'all got each. Other it's stronger, numbers.
Speaker 1 (47:18):
Man. MAN i felt, that, dude because WHEN i WHEN
i met the woman that it turned up to be my,
WIFE i was doing, bad, dude LIKE i was doing,
bad had just came out of an absolutely just cesspool
of a, relationship was freshly walking away from another round
(47:41):
of meth, addiction was drinking so, much and was in
a place THAT i was, mentally, physically, spiritually emotionally broken.
Completely and For i'm talking About. Alex on the NIGHT
i met, HER i got so, drunk like scummy, drunk
(48:02):
THAT i was crying and ALL i love you on
the carn just met this girl a few hours. Ago
don't know why this girl ever gave me any attention
after that first, night but she. Did and when we
decided to be in a relationship with each, other she
straight up gave me an. Ultimatum and for the first
(48:23):
time in my grown, LIFE i didn't take the hard
line of the ultimatum and walk out simply on the
fact THAT i had been given an. Ultimatum it was
EITHER i could go back to living HOW i was,
living OR i could be with. Her, Yep and this,
TIME i chose not to Just, oh you're giving me an,
(48:47):
ULTIMATUM i, induces So i'll teach. You i'll teach you
for how you want to give me this way or that.
Way Why i'll show. You you, know for, ONCE i
actually just let it be and was like, okay, Okay
and next thing you, know HERE i am almost seven
years later with the. Woman we've been married for five,
(49:08):
years you know. Her her kids call me. DADDY i
call them my. Baby they are my. Babies like we've
raised an amazing family. Together you, know it turned out
Aces AND i can't explain to you, why because we've
came out of an environment In South Mississippi county that
gave us no incentive to be good, people.
Speaker 2 (49:31):
None zero.
Speaker 6 (49:32):
Incentives and it's hard for people that have never been
in an area like that to understand, That, like there
was zero incentive for The alexes in the hanks Of
South Mississippi county to be anything other.
Speaker 1 (49:49):
Than a frequently frequent Flyer Mississippi County Sheriff's department and you,
know just the worst kind of junkie there. Is like
that was that's all that was given to. Us because
we had the wrong last. Name we didn't have the
right parents with the right amount of money and the right,
connections and so at least for, Me, alex that's why
(50:14):
it was so easy to just embrace The this area
has given up on. Me So i'm gonna give up
not on just this area but myself and just do
whatever might as well live in the, moment you, know.
Speaker 2 (50:28):
Man that's it's. Hard it's hard around, here, brother because
everybody went to school with and it's it's you, know
you always hear man the popular. Girl whenever they get
out of. School they always GET i don't want to,
say my wife get a madicals they get. Big so
they always just you, know it's always the aftermath of
what happens after. School and uh, man even after, school
(50:48):
it don't matter who you're, around all the adults are doing.
That they're all doing. Drugs they're all it's a bad
like the kick at place in basket is the basket,
bar like there is no. Other and that's that's the to.
Me i'm saying it's a bad thing Because I'm i'm
the same. BOAT i don't mind if you. Drink I'm
i'm more on the lines Of and this is what
helped me overcome my addicts and stuff like. That was In.
Genesis it speaks about will. Power everybody's got. It you
(51:11):
have the decision to make any decision that you want to.
Make what decision are you gonna? Make and that's that's
that's what got me is BECAUSE i was making all
the wrong decisions because of my, person my MY i
wouldn't even say my personal. Want it was more of
my narcissistic need to feel Like i'm not in the
place THAT i, am so LIKE i, WOULD i would
take Xen x's SO i. FORGET i smoked, weeds SO i.
(51:33):
DIDN'T i didn't know what was going, on and it
it made me, stagnant LIKE i. WOULDN'T i wouldn't help
in anybody with my. Case i'd go around and talk
to people AND i WAS i was in a bad, state,
MAN i. WAS i had got so bad that it
was it was one. NIGHT i don't want to give
my whole testimony on, here but it was one night
WHERE i ended. UP i took a whole bottle Of
xennex's AND i should not be here and my sent you,
(51:54):
know you kind of break up and you send that
long text to the girl when you're in high. SCHOOL
i sent my wife that text and it was that
broke up at the time because the DECISIONS i was,
MAKING i WAS i was bad out, there. MAN i
broke up with. Her she never left. Me she talked
to me every. Day and WHEN i sent her that,
text within ten minutes she lives twenty minutes from my.
House within ten, minutes she was at my house knocking
on my car AND i gave me open the window
(52:15):
AND i was, like, NO i didn't think he was
gonna wake. Up, lily you shouldn't have woke, Up and
she says the same. Thing her phone was on. Silence
she shouldn't have woke. Up she just saw the, light
looked at the phone seeing the, message and the first
thing she did was hot in the. Car and her
dad wasn't a big fan of. Me and this is
it's kind of funny to me, now because we broke.
Up her dad hated. ME i was on their phone,
(52:35):
plan told him to take me off the phone, plan
like it was a big. ORDEAL i was driving the
car that they sold me for five hundred. Dollars that
was her, car so LIKE i was in kind of
a pickle WHEN i felt tied to, her AND i was,
LIKE i don't want. That, WELL i told her that
took all the. Pills she came and picked me, up
took me back to her, house put me on her.
Couch and her dad is a postmaster now you, know
(52:56):
he works at the mail office and. Everything and he
woke up, early up five o'clock in the morning and
he walks in and sees me on their. Couch he
hates me at this. Time so first thing he, does
go wags, here why is this kid on my? Couch
because he thinks he thinks the same, thing and he
dad thinks he THINKS i snuck. In we smashed and
that was that's how it. Went AND i was, like
and she had to break it up To she had
to break it to him that now he tried to
(53:17):
kill hisself last, night AND i, CAME i did WHAT
i had to, do and it Was it was a
blessing for, me but it was also kind of scary
because her dad is six three six four about three hundred.
POUNDS i am every bit of one fifty five. Eight
he could have picked me up and throw me outside
with one hand like trash. Bag like it. Was it
(53:37):
was a scary scenario for. Me but with the same
THINGS i was, DOING i still had somebody there that
saw the same thing THAT i almost certain That cally
seems that you. Hain't they see what you could be
regardless of what you're going through at the, time and
that's WHAT i loved about.
Speaker 1 (53:50):
Her.
Speaker 3 (53:51):
Man, wow, Dude, dad that's. Intense that's, Intense AND i
know exactly what you're talking about when you just said like,
that they her, family her and her, family they saw
past what you were going through at the, moment and
(54:11):
they know and knew that you were a good. Person
you were, doing you, know making incredible, mistakes and, YEAH
i probably thought you were a, scumbag but they, knew like,
well Who alex, is and they knew your. Heart and
it's just, crazy, man Because i've had Like i've had.
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FRIENDS i had a neighborhood friend growing up literally two
houses down from, me and we did everything. Together we
hung out every single. Day, well long story shorters parents
were drug. Addicts my mom, hated like hated them pretty.
Much thought because the parents were drug, addicts the kids
are naturally going to follow in those, footsteps and then
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the kids are going to be you, know not good,
people and then they're going to influence. Me it was
the whole, thing you, know logically thinking about, it but
a little little, judgmental BUT i always knew like one
of the kids was like gonna go, somewhere like he's
gonna be, somebody he is going to get his life.
Straight AND i mean up until just a few years
(55:17):
ago he finally got his stuff. Straight BUT i you,
KNOW i would send him money when he was in.
PRISON i would add money to HIS jp so he
can get snacks and. Whatever i'd pay for our phone
calls and AND i just always knew it despite even
at that time my. MOM i remember mentioning it to,
her and she just kind of always kind of had
(55:38):
to like roll your eyes back in your head type Like, okay, sure,
Yeah i'm. Sure i'm sure he's, gonna you, know not
turn into a you, know crazy drug addict and be
in prison for longer than he already. Is but, anyhow
long story, Short, yeah it's all about seeing past being
able to see past. That AND i think it's a
gift that some people have because look at all the
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other people that was around you during this, time and
were they there for? You were they you know WHAT i,
Mean and you look back and you can kind of
especially when you go through crazy, stuff you can see
who the real ones are for.
Speaker 2 (56:13):
Sure one hundred. Percent even as bad like you, SAID
i had best friends that were not supporting me in any.
Way they were in fact aiding and making it. Worse
LIKE i. HAD i ain't gonna say any, names BUT i.
HAD i had long hair one time made me look
a little. Fruity it was all. RIGHT i thought it looked.
Cool and, UH i mean when you try to grow
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like Like, HANK i, think was it you Or danny
that had your hair down to your? Shoulders it was,
you wasn't?
Speaker 1 (56:38):
It? Yeah we we both.
Speaker 2 (56:39):
Did and y'all could it.
Speaker 1 (56:42):
Looked if it looked? Good it was Definitely. Daniel my
hair does not agree with that.
Speaker 2 (56:47):
Length it had the flu to. It mine was so
straight that like it was like a really long justin bieber.
Swoop but it was down. Here SO i could have
just died it black because to night would be the,
night you know WHAT i? Mean like it, was it was, rough,
brother and it Was it was a hard thing to
overcome with that because like with, THAT i was saying
that to get to this, point we had one of
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my best friends at the. Time you, know it was
literally my best. FRIEND i would have had him in
my wedd and as my best. Man and we were in.
There we we just was taking some with storm and
peels and, stuff and we were, smoking AND i was
and this is the state of MIND i was. IN
i was, like all, Right i'm gonna bet on TWO.
K i ain't got no cash As i'm broke right
now because i just spent it on, pills But i'm
gonna bet my hair on the TWO k. Game i'm
(57:29):
trash at TWO. K and my best friend and his
buddy were sitting there and they were, like, yeah bet
your hair one hundred. Percent play play the other, guy
the one that's really good at TWO. K So i'm,
Like i'm gonna thwax. Him I'm I'm i'm zaying. OUT
i was gonna take.
Speaker 1 (57:43):
IT i.
Speaker 2 (57:44):
LOSE i WAS i was dubbed that had five. Points
he put a twenty one point on. ME i had,
five AND i was, like all, RIGHT i. Lose we
had no knife or, scissors so they took a butter.
Knife my best friend and his friend took a butter
knife and they followed it down and cut my hair
off with a butter, knife made it look like trash
try to get as close as they. Could and, AFTERWARDS,
i you, KNOW i was hurt AND i was, like
why would y'all even do? That LIKE i get, it
(58:05):
but y'all was supposed to be my friends and they
were just laughing at me LIKE i was a. Joke
and that was like the first TIME i, realized, like, oh, brother,
like are y'all my friends or are y'all just AM
i just a part of the making fun session because
y'all get to have fun making fun of me being
Around and that was it was an eye Open it
was an eye open point for me because, like who
is my real who are my real? Friends and THAT
i mean honestly my, wife like she has been my
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best friend since we got.
Speaker 1 (58:29):
Together, guys, look we're not doing BUT i need. To
we're just we're gonna throw a blow a, Whistle we're
gonna throw a flag a little time out on the.
PLAY i would like who just to breathe for a
second and let the people know that if y'all are
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enjoying this conversation or any of the other conversations we've
had over here At sunday Night Double. Play think about
throwing us a little. Bone you click this HERE qr
code you can uh coffee and paste the stream or
the link in the tick or. Below go throw your
board thirty five ten. Dollars it don't, matter, man because
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whatever you throw us is going straight back to this.
Show podcasting isn't. Free and uh, yeah if y'all want,
to y'all wanna spare a brother some, change spread some
cheese on this broke, cracker there's your, opportunity not, mandatory always.
Speaker 3 (59:32):
Appreciated, yeah that's the thing right, There, alex that's one
of that's one of the well and you're probably well
aware of. That but, yeah it does does cost a
little bit OF u costs a little bit of money
dead to do this, regularly but it's well worth.
Speaker 2 (59:47):
IT i haven't even started, yet And i'm, broke. Brother
it's rough.
Speaker 1 (59:53):
Telling.
Speaker 3 (59:53):
You you'll be set. Though you'll be set. Though, man
you got the you ARE i know you're using YOUR
i think you're using YOUR i right stellar, camera and
yeah you already get the mic you got is already
a slamming. Mic, Dude so you're you're doing you're doing good.
Man you might be broke, now but it, will it
will pay. OFF i looked at it like, So I'm
(01:00:15):
i'm weird with. MONEY i don't like spending.
Speaker 2 (01:00:17):
It but when and it's gonna sound, crazy WHEN i
feel Like god's putting something in my, PLACE i. Don't
i'll spend every dime and then somebody else's money on
it BECAUSE i know they're gonna get it, back And
i'm gonna get it back.
Speaker 1 (01:00:25):
Tenfold you, go oh like, That i'm gonna adopt, that
you KNOW i. WAS i was just sitting there. THINKING
i Think god was putting it on my heart THAT
i needed this new compound, bow and SO i had
to put everything on. IT i know it was The
christmas money and we had put up in. Savings But
god told, Me, hank you need a.
Speaker 2 (01:00:44):
Bow can it benefit? You that's What that's What i'm
gonna go.
Speaker 1 (01:00:50):
Over real will then you get the.
Speaker 3 (01:00:53):
Bow you get the.
Speaker 2 (01:00:54):
Bow if it makes you, happy it should make her
happy To.
Speaker 1 (01:00:58):
That's What i'm talking. About don't like this guy speaking my?
Speaker 2 (01:01:04):
LANGUAGE i, mean, WELL i don't.
Speaker 3 (01:01:06):
KNOW i want.
Speaker 2 (01:01:07):
TO i want to get to in. Trouble don't go
buy the bulga, yet don't go by the boat as.
Yet but but happy, wife happy. Life, no happy, wife happy.
Speaker 1 (01:01:14):
Life that's, right that's. Right oh, Man. Alex, look you've
got your show, coming and you you said you want
to drop it a little bit After, november shortly at
shortly around The november. Area filming is going to be
starting before too. LONG i mean you Said september, ish
(01:01:34):
that's just a couple of weeks away in the grand
scheme of. THINGS i got what you, got no go,
ahead go.
Speaker 2 (01:01:44):
Ahead BUT i WAS i feel LIKE i kind of
jumped the gun shooting the film early BECAUSE i had
the equipment and by no means AM i. GOOD i
CAN i play The, xbox BUT i. CAN'T i can't
work a computer or a. Camera so Like I'm i'm
still learning the ropes of a lot of. Things so
LIKE i was telling, YOU i spent a chunk of
change on a camera that's sitting in a box in
there BECAUSE i don't know how to use it And i'm.
(01:02:05):
Hurt BUT i got six months to learn kind. Of
that's WHY i was, like all, RIGHT i feel LIKE
i jumped the gun by Saying september for some of
these dates BECAUSE i Got i'll say it SO i
can say this guy he's already agreed And i've kind
of already got the lined. Up But Ty, king he's
the number One Arkansas recover the number one recovery podcast In.
Arkansas he's gonna come on the podcast with me and
he's gonna be able to kind of give a speel
(01:02:26):
on just the places that we have, around the connections
you can, have and just the benefit of being in.
Recovery even if you don't think you need. Recovery everybody's
got to recover from. SOMETHING i don't care if you
because a lot of people hear the stigma of recovery
and think aa OR, inna you gotta be an addict
or an alcoholic to, recover which is not. TRUE i
was regardless of my. ADDICTION i just, now Like i'm
Still i'm still getting chips for it. NOW i just
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got over. Depression AND i don't care what anybody, says
even though they say it's a. Disease it is a,
disease but your mindset can overcome. That LIKE i wholeheardly believe,
that and it Took it's, funny but it literally took
me having. Faith Then i'll say. It so in high,
SCHOOL i was kind of similar to, You. HANK i
don't know what all you delved, into BUT i was
a full blown. ATHEIST i would try to convince my
friends That god was not real just because of WHAT i.
(01:03:09):
Knew quotation works knew to be true BECAUSE i studied
science AND i thought fact was. Right the funny THING
i THINK i heard on your podcast was all conspiracies
lead back To, god which is very. TRUE i, mean
if you boil it, down even if you and this
is what got. Me it was, like even the conspiracy
lead back To, God well what about? Science if it
goes to The Big? Bang what cost to The Big?
(01:03:32):
Bang there's always a man behind the. Scenes and that's
WHEN i was, like all, right let me try to
have a little bit of. FAITH i was still questioning
The jesus thing because he was a, man BUT i
gotta study, it and you read The bible and you
find out That jesus was a real. Person The bible
is not the only account speaking Of. Jesus there's other,
stories other, books other people that have historically wrote about a,
(01:03:53):
person a man Named jesus and the miracles he's. Done
and that's WHEN i was, like all, right, maybe you,
know If i'm listening to a guy on YouTube talk
about conspiracies And i'm believing, that why CAN'T i believe
a book that's been passed down from multiple people about
the same, guy the same. Stories and that's When i'm
a little bit of. Faith with the faith Of Mustard
seed could take you as far as you want to.
Go and it's it's been a. Blessing.
Speaker 1 (01:04:14):
Man that's, awesome, dude that's. Awesome. Kyle you take care
of what you gotta take care.
Speaker 3 (01:04:23):
Of, Yeah i'm still. Listening i'll be right. BACK i
let my dog out he as you can, see.
Speaker 1 (01:04:27):
He's let me.
Speaker 3 (01:04:29):
Free, Here i'm.
Speaker 1 (01:04:31):
Here so you're gonna be releasing video episodes, Right, yes
when these on these testimony, episodes will there be any
back and forth dialogue between you and the person giving
their testimony or is it simply gonna be just them
(01:04:53):
saying their?
Speaker 2 (01:04:54):
Piece, Now i'm gonna ask a few questions along the,
way because it does help to open up other people
whenever you're asking. Questions so, like IF i were to
give my, TESTIMONY i could give you the whole. Spiel
but if you don't ask a question such as how
are you feeling during all, THIS i might just skip
past the WAY i was actually feeling about it and
a lot of those. Things SO i am gonna have
to throw a few questions in there just to make
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sure that everybody in the audience is understanding the full
impact that it. Had like a there's a, Lady i'm
not going to say the full story just because it.
IS i know their story is going to touch a
lot of, people and it's a. Blessing but her husband
ran away From god for a long, time got saved
that night he passed, away and like the thing that
makes me happy about? That and you never be happy
(01:05:36):
about death in a. Sense BUT i know where he's. At,
brother that man's in. HEAVEN i don't care what anybody,
says because he got saved that, morning that night he passed,
AWAY i know where his heart. Was that IF i
leave Church sunday It's friday, now is my heart in
the same place it Was? SUNDAY i. Hope but a
week of circumstances and a legal life have hit me,
too SO i. Can't that's what scares. Me you, know
(01:05:58):
you got to have you gotta be on your toes at all.
Time but it's stories like that that even though she
wasn't the one that had to pass away and had
TO i mean GOT i would, say lucky enough to
actually Meet jesus that same, night it. Was it's it's
impacted her because she was the one right along the
side of them and saw that same potential Like kaylee
(01:06:19):
And cally season. Us it saw the same potential in
him that we all that they all seen in, us
and she got to witness the bad side of it
before it got. Better and it's not like she got
to have the experience of what our wives are going
through now where it's, like you, know they can they
can Cut my wife can come in and be, like,
well do you want to go to the? Movies AND
i got the money to go to the movies now
before it was Like i'm about to go spend this
(01:06:40):
on something. Else, exactly we can watch a movie at the, house,
Right so it's it's. Different. MAN i want to make sure,
that like When i'm asking these people the questions or
when they're giving their, STORY i want to make sure
that the other people can feel what's going. ON i
just hear the, story but feel the emotion that they.
Felt that when they were dealing with, this and that's
that's key for, me is, like if you can feel
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what they're talking, ABOUT i know it can touch at
least one. Person and, SURE i don't. KNOW i was
kind of at. FIRST i was on the ropes about
like making it A christian podcast BECAUSE i still don't
want to say, that BECAUSE i would LOVE i would
love to have an atheist on the podcast BECAUSE i was.
THERE i would love to talk to him chop it
up about. It but at the, end he's gonna have
to answer the same question everybody else is gonna have to.
(01:07:23):
Answer and that's WHERE i get the debate in is
do you Think god had an impact in your? Life
that's the one that's the one requirement to be on the.
Podcast you got to answer that question for. Me you
can tell me, no But i'm gonna reiterate your testimony
and tell you WHY i think. Otherwise and that's that's
where it gets a little choppy Because i've had PEOPLE
i have so, Far i've had a couple of people
tell me no because of, that and to be, honest
(01:07:45):
it's their. Loss god can do all, things and he's
made my life a lot. Better if you don't want,
that that's.
Speaker 1 (01:07:49):
Dog.
Speaker 3 (01:07:51):
Yeah, hey your show's gonna, yeah your show's gonna do
very very very. Well i'm not and you just letting
you know it's going to do very very very.
Speaker 2 (01:08:02):
Well, Well thank, You. CARLE i appreciate, that.
Speaker 1 (01:08:04):
Brother, yeah, yeah, Dude i'd be honored to come.
Speaker 2 (01:08:06):
ON i. WOULD i would love to have y'all own
just for the fact, that LIKE i, know y'all have
already had the Podcast. Innarreio you'll know how to talk to.
People but it's even with people that y'all have as
fans and followers and everything like. That y'all are real people.
Too it doesn't matter how they see. It they may
see you as Like Andrew, schultz it doesn't. Matter he's
a person. Too he had a life before he got.
Famous he had things going on in his life that
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he didn't think he could, overcome just like everybody, else
and look where he's at.
Speaker 3 (01:08:32):
Now ay just, saying, dude shout out to The flagrant. Podcast.
Awesome that's, Awesome.
Speaker 2 (01:08:42):
Awesome that's that Was it's, funny but, like and that's
WHY i wanted to start something like this BECAUSE i
listened all day and Kill tony, hilarious but it's it's
not great content for like somebody Like knew who was
coming out of, recovery AND i don't want to get
on there and here at it every.
Speaker 4 (01:09:00):
Time.
Speaker 2 (01:09:00):
Now the one THING i love About Kill, tony and
it's kind of trending, now it's it's funny to, me
but it's the Way god works is like he has
guests come on and you'll hear him talk about like
they're drinking and stuff like. That you don't get a crowd,
cheer but when somebody says they've been sober for six
months or two months or three, months the crowd goes
nuts because they they've been, there they know, it they
know the, outcome they know the aftermath of what comes
from making a chance in your life and trying to do.
Speaker 3 (01:09:22):
Better i've noticed that, too and, Yeah i've definitely noticed
that we watch Kill tony Every monday. Night that's pretty
that's my, show, son Every monday. Night as soon as
it's live where it's that's it every, night so Every monday.
Out so that's. Fun it's fun because it's up. Anyhow
(01:09:42):
we enjoy doing. Together but, yeah celebrating and getting the
collapse and getting the crowd pumped up because of you've
been sober as opposed to you, know been messed up
for the last three days and haven't. Slept so that
is good that people are starting to wake up to.
Speaker 2 (01:10:00):
That, well there's like and then there's people like and.
That this is WHAT i love about comedy, too is
because you never really know who's got something going. On
so Like Casey rocket one hundred. PERCENT i could be.
WRONG i don't think he's on, anything BUT i feel
like if he's, not he has the most amazing act
because of the way he, performs whether it's just riffing
and stuff like, that that's his. Niche that's what Makes
Casey Rocket Casey. Rocket and it's hard to find people like.
(01:10:24):
That like you get people on there THAT i, mean
they think they're, funny but like you, said they've been
up for three, days and when you've been up for three,
days anything kind of sounds funny to, you, right, true it's,
true it's, rough you, Know and that's it's it's weird
for me because LIKE I i look for a platform like,
this and there's a couple of. PLATFORMS i don't want
to give them a shout out just because OF i feel,
(01:10:45):
like in a, sense they're kind of exploiting these, people
and my goal was not to exploit. It, so like
one of the main THINGS i started BEFORE i did,
THIS i got a board kind of LIKE i forget
which athlete it was has a dream. BOARD i, Had,
Yes SO i kind of had to shy way from
wanting to do a. NONPROFIT i wanted to do a,
nonprofit but in a SENSE i wouldn't be able to
do the things for people THAT i want to. Do
(01:11:06):
so with me doing the podcast the Way i'm setting it,
UP i have a. Goal so in ten, YEARS i
want to be able to give ten thousand dollars for
somebody on the. Street change your. Life you want to
go to. Rehab you're going to. REHAB i got. You
you just got to come on the podcast when you
get out and tell us How god changed your life.
Afterwards and THEN i have another. Goal and it sounds
kind of, crazy but we don't have anything like this around.
Here all the restaurant all the restaurants we, got they're
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all like wine kind of sewers and it's all about
drinking or like the motto of being around. ALCOHOL i
want to have a restaurant where it's just like a southern.
Barbecue BUT i want to be able to give ten
free meals a day, away AND i don't care who gets.
Me even IF i don't sell anything that, DAY i
still want to be able to give ten free meals
a day away BECAUSE i Know i'm feeding ten families
(01:11:48):
and THAT'S i have certain goals THAT i want to.
DO i JUST i got to get there.
Speaker 3 (01:11:53):
First i'm.
Speaker 2 (01:11:54):
Working god's putting it on my. Heart i'm just fallowing the.
Speaker 3 (01:11:56):
PATH i love. It you should, ALSO i would get
a instead of doing it, LATER i would do it.
Sooner AND i would set yourself up A. Patreon there's
a couple. There you, go because that's gonna. Help you're
gonna Have you're gonna have, supporters, dude out of the starting,
(01:12:16):
gate LIKE i. CAN i, mean you have. Supporters you,
know you Got hank AND i right out of the starting.
Gate like if you got A patreon and you make
a tier that's you, know one to five bucks or
something like, That, Dude i'm, in, Man i'm, in And
i'd rather help.
Speaker 1 (01:12:32):
Help sure you got.
Speaker 2 (01:12:33):
Three tiers they're set up, three five and ten. Ten
as a legacy builder Br i'm just what it is.
Is so WHEN i started, it this is not. Me
that's WHY i didn't know anything about the. PODCAST i
didn't like a lot of things THAT i see now
is like you On facebook and everybody's status is a
CHAT gpt. Status that bothers me BECAUSE i can see.
THAT i have the discernment to see that that's that's not.
You i've seen your status as BEFORE i grew up with.
(01:12:54):
You that ain't how you. Talk and then you have
platforms where Like i'm sitting there and got it's literally
like light bulbs going, off like all, RIGHT i need
to do, this need to do, THAT i need to do,
this no, research just all, Right MAYBE i need to
have A. Patreon MAYBE i need to go ahead and
get MY. Llc speaking of, That i'm a proud business
owner of The Testimony PODCAST. Llc, Yesterday.
Speaker 3 (01:13:16):
Sorry to, interrupt. TROUBLE i was just TELLING i was
just talking about this is Something hank AND i need to.
DO i was talking with somebody else and telling this
person That hank AND i need to make this AN,
llc so off off the. AIR i might sorry for,
interrupting BUT i wanted to make sure THAT i get
that out there BEFORE i. Forgot but we'll talk off.
Here you can. Help if you can help us out
(01:13:37):
or have any hints or any any cheat codes when
it comes to, that let us, know because that would
be very.
Speaker 2 (01:13:44):
HELPFUL i got. You it's so it. WAS i thought
it was going to be harder than what it, was
but it's been a. Blessing, so, like you start researching this,
stuff and the thing that's really costing the most money
is like equipment and, STUFF i, assume getting MY, llc
starting the actual, podcast buying the, website all this stuff
was gonna be the, bank the bank bank, breaker and
(01:14:05):
it literally. Wasn't those are the things THAT i. Like all,
right that's only WHICH i know it sounds like a
lot one hundred and seventy five three hundred bucks for a,
website But i'm buying it for three. Years so like
WHEN i do launch the, website it's mine for three.
Years nobody's touching that. Domain it's. Mine i've already got
it set. Up and again that's NOT i didn't do.
Research that's me just thinking like all, right, guy what
DO i need to? Do this is this is for
me and not the other one hundred PEOPLE i told
(01:14:26):
to start a, podcast what DO i need to? Do
and it's just light, bulbs, man light. BULBS i just
gotta do, this gotta do. That and the more, Reason
i'm already like ten steps ahead of the. Game it's
kind of LIKE i want to start my podcast, now
BUT i got to pace. Myself guy's Not he didn't
tell me they started. Now he told me they started Round.
January so that's What I'm i'm focused on what he's
telling me to, do And i'm just following the.
Speaker 3 (01:14:46):
Past, Yeah, OH i love. THAT i love that so
much BECAUSE i was gonna ask, you why are like
why are you waiting so? LONG i wasn't gonna ask you. That, actually,
YEAH i wasn't gonna ask. You that was just SOMETHING
i was gonna leave in my, brain like why why
is he not doing?
Speaker 1 (01:14:59):
It?
Speaker 3 (01:15:00):
Anyway got?
Speaker 2 (01:15:01):
It wise words from one of the podcast guests That
I'M i don't want to say just. YET i will
say he's A ufc, Fighter, uh pretty big buckle.
Speaker 1 (01:15:11):
Ahead he LOVES.
Speaker 3 (01:15:12):
USC i already, know all, yeah, already.
Speaker 2 (01:15:16):
He's seventeen and. Two i'll say that he sees a
big time he's a big time. Dude but He the
first thing he told me WHEN i reached out to
him was too he, knows but he, uh but. Uh
he reached out to, me and the first thing he
said was you can't rush. Perfection AND i was, like,
brother you that means more to me than you can.
Imagine Because i'm stressing over.
Speaker 1 (01:15:35):
HERE i will, say, Though, alex it would be worth
your while to start making posts on your social media's
so something without the cast being, active you, know but
you can start building a social media, following and that's
what we.
Speaker 2 (01:15:55):
Got you.
Speaker 1 (01:15:56):
KNOW a lot of that will translate over into listens
and v use on your, podcast so everybody.
Speaker 2 (01:16:02):
LISTENING i have five days until the release of all.
Socials most of them already, up so you may be
able to find The testimony podcast on Like, instagram TikTok
and stuff like. That but on the thirtieth Of, July
i'm driving them all the. Website i'm debating on dropping
BECAUSE i have no pictures of a podcast or videos,
yet no clips to put on. There it's a rough,
draft but it's got my. Patre you can throw this on.
(01:16:23):
There how about? That oh, yeah that is, perfect, Dude you're.
Amazing ill be the.
Speaker 1 (01:16:29):
Perfect thing to throw up. First it'll be BECAUSE i
titled this episode introducing The world To. Alex you, KNOW
i just LIKE i told, YOU i just wanted wanted
this to be a which we often do with guests
on the first, time just a surface level, introduction you,
know meet and greet type, thing which for us it
(01:16:50):
is not a meet and, greet but like you, know
just icebreaker type. Situation that, way the next time we come,
back we can hone in on a specific topic or
two and actually do some pointed. Discussions but these kind
of episodes that we do tonight are just as important
as those BECAUSE i like to not just bring people,
(01:17:15):
on but really introduce everybody to each. Other you know
What i'm, Saying LIKE i because a lot of the
people THAT i have on that me And kyle have
on the show are genuinely friends of ours and people
that we know and interact with on a regular, basis
and so it's it's more than just a conversation about
(01:17:35):
flat or or a conversation ABOUT darpa or whatever it.
Is you, know this is letting the groundwork for.
Speaker 2 (01:17:44):
You that's WHY i was telling, you, Brother AND i
Know i'm not trying to boost your head. Up but
y'all's podcast is amazing just because of the, way like you,
said authenticity makes a big difference in the way people see.
You so like BEFORE i even got to Meet kyle to,
night BECAUSE i listen to y'all's, PODCAST i feel Like
i'm already friends With kyle AND i already know, them
and it's it's so neat because it's the way y'all.
(01:18:05):
Talk it's the way y'all share y'all, stories and it's
the way y'all actually try to express yourself to other.
People you're not trying to be. Fake you're not trying
to get. Followers not on here talking about the next
biggest thing going on in the. News you're talking about
what y'all got going on in your. Life, Man that's
what that's how you relate to. People AND i feel
like OUR i, MEAN i know already know, You, hanky
but Brother, KYLE i. DON'T i know we're friends, now
BUT i feel LIKE i know you before just from the.
(01:18:26):
Podcast like it's it's the way. Y'all it's the way
y'all tell y'all story.
Speaker 3 (01:18:30):
Thousand percent, Man and, yeah it's crazy when you it's
it's it's not, easier but you HAVE i have a
deeper connection with people that have struggled and have Been
like Once hank AND i were like when we first
met and we were like just getting to know each
(01:18:50):
other and you, know talking about our upbringing and things like,
that like are they're pretty spot? On like pretty spot,
On like we've been through very very very, similar you,
Know and as you said, before like we Were i'm
pretty like ninety nine percent sure we were marching on
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the same base without even knowing, that you, know down the,
line fifteen years down the line or whatever we, were
we would meet and we would be doing. This so
there was SOMETHING i was that that went to, that
BUT i totally brain. Farted but, yeah it divine. Timing it.
Speaker 2 (01:19:29):
Is, yeah the one THING i tell, Everybody god's tom
and is, key And god works the way he's supposed.
Speaker 1 (01:19:35):
To so like.
Speaker 2 (01:19:36):
Anytime you run into somebody that you didn't think you
was gonna, meet like y'all two linking, up y'all actually
being on the same base, together you having family for.
Maryon it's a small, world But god did. That it's
it's the way things line.
Speaker 3 (01:19:48):
Up thousand percent Thousand it's just so crazy, Man and
and like, anyhow LIKE i was, saying it's, like, YEAH i,
Do LIKE i already felt feel like a you, know
a connection for sure with, you because LIKE i already
know you seem like a real. Dude but just the
fact that you struggled and like you've had you've been through,
things and you're on the road to. Recovery it's JUST
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i tend to click with with folks that have just
been through. IT i GUESS i don't know, why but.
Speaker 2 (01:20:17):
Just because you know they understand the. Struggle, man you've been.
Speaker 3 (01:20:20):
THERE i feel like there's like a lot less like
the odds of you being judged by somebody that is
on the road to recovery is LIKE i, said it's
very slim that you're gonna meet someone that's gonna be
judging you out of the starting. Gate AND i think
(01:20:41):
when meeting someone you've never met, before if you can
take that out of the, equation you're destined for greatness
at that. Point.
Speaker 2 (01:20:50):
Yeah, Man it's a hard thing to do, though like
you and it's weird, scenario like you, said when you
have people who coming or coming out of recovery and
like they're judgmental because again with us in this. Program
there are people like, that and it's a weird scenario
because it's like you're judging me for WHO i used to,
be not Who i'm trying to be. Now but you're
in the same. Boat so IF i was to turn
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the tables and say the same thing as you're saying
about me to, you how are you going to take?
Speaker 1 (01:21:16):
That?
Speaker 2 (01:21:17):
Like what's the stick and? STONES i don't. CARE i
hate that phrase because words, hurt, brother.
Speaker 3 (01:21:23):
They, do and you can't, yeah say thank, you thank.
You yeah, no words do. Hurt words do. Hurt and,
YEAH i agree with. You the sticks and stone, Thing yeah.
Speaker 2 (01:21:36):
No but a big thing about, that, though is LIKE.
Speaker 1 (01:21:41):
I GOTTA i gotta send this massive shout out to
our pod, mom the one and Only Deplorable janet is
in the. House hello Pod. Mama, Sorry, no you're, Fine you're.
Speaker 2 (01:21:56):
Fine i've seen Or i've heard you speak About, janet
SO i feel LIKE i know you can.
Speaker 3 (01:22:01):
Check, yeah definitely check Out Deplorable nation or. Podcast she
she's got a lot of amazing, stuff awesome, content but
a lot of, okay hold on, baby a lot of
testimonies as, well like crazy wild like, yeah she has
a way of getting everything. Out she's just an, amazing amazing.
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Person So i'm.
Speaker 1 (01:22:25):
Bonus.
Speaker 2 (01:22:26):
Mom everybody needs one, man everybody needs One i'll. SAY
i won't say who BECAUSE i feel like my wife
might get mad at. Me but like a few of
her family members were trying to pray me away like
it was WHEN i first got with. Her they literally
were praying THAT i would go, away WHICH i feel
like it kind of play better on my part because
when somebody prays bad on, you only good things. Happen
(01:22:47):
SO i feel Like i've been blessed because of.
Speaker 1 (01:22:48):
That man's. Great, yeah but you know something so much
in my life.
Speaker 3 (01:22:58):
And i've never heard that. Before that's that's great Because
i'm pretty Sure i've been prayed away. Too HERE i
am look at.
Speaker 2 (01:23:06):
It next time you got a random, blessing just thanksbody
doing trying to do you, bad And god did you a.
Speaker 1 (01:23:10):
Favor that's, Awesome Kyle, Brother, DUDE i don't know about,
you but this has been. Awesome i'm really excited For
alex's future and AND i cannot wait until everything starts
popping off.
Speaker 3 (01:23:31):
Thousand. Percent, man it was a, Pleasure, alex absolute. Pleasure
i'm so. Stoked i'm so. Stoked i'm really excited And
i've never been like this excited for just BECAUSE i
just see your. VISION i THINK i see your. Vision
AND i even Texted. HANK i was, like mark my,
(01:23:51):
words this dude's it's gonna it's gonna blow. Up mark my.
WORDS i guaranteed it's gonna blow. Up and it's because
You're you're a good, Dude you're level, headed you're you,
know you want to spread the, word the good word that,
is and, dude it's gonna be. Amazing congratulations and, yeah
thanks for having, It thanks for or thanks for having us,
(01:24:12):
on thanks for thanks for coming, on, man and we
definitely look forward to in the future man hopping on
hopping on your show and seeing what's up to your
listeners and your your.
Speaker 2 (01:24:21):
Following, absolutely, BROTHER i can't wait to have your OWN
i will say, THIS i don't want to say this just.
ME i feel like you're part of the family now.
TOO i, MEAN i Know hank has been, there But,
kyle you're part of the family now.
Speaker 1 (01:24:31):
Too.
Speaker 2 (01:24:31):
Brother whether you like it or, NOT i appreciate it there.
Speaker 3 (01:24:34):
For i'm here for, it. Man it's been a.
Speaker 2 (01:24:36):
Pleasure Oh Rock.
Speaker 1 (01:24:38):
Alex WHAT i need you to do IS i want
you to go through your social. Handles let the people
know when your podcast drops where it will be dropping
at all the good. Stuff plug any Your, patreon plug it, all,
dude let everybody know what is going on with the testimony.
Speaker 2 (01:24:56):
Podcast IF i swipe up on, this is it gonna
take it off the camp?
Speaker 1 (01:25:00):
ROUND i don't.
Speaker 2 (01:25:01):
Know let me grab my one.
Speaker 1 (01:25:03):
Second you're, Good you're just being real And, Mama, janet
we most definitely will hook you up With. Alex he's
in our our little chatty. Chat But i'm trying to
tell him he needs to come out and play more.
Often but he's he's a little green behind the, ears
(01:25:24):
a little we'd be wet behind the, Ears that's that's
what he. Is but, well we'll get. THERE i, don't, Honestly,
JANET i don't know if he's ready for you.
Speaker 2 (01:25:34):
YET i, MEAN i don't want. TO i don't want
to step MY i don't want to step my foot
into SOMETHING i ain't ready.
Speaker 1 (01:25:42):
For but she's. Amazing LIKE i, said she lives like
right across the, river like literally right across the, river
just north Of. Memphis she's a retired nurse like she's,
uh may, woman, dude you want to talk about some
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testimonies she's got?
Speaker 2 (01:26:03):
On for, SURE i would love to have her own
BECAUSE i man a Nurse.
Speaker 1 (01:26:10):
Janet to go and buy like one hundred and fifty
acres over there in northeast or Northwest, tennessee and we're
all just gonna all move from all over the world
to her plot of land and start our own podcasting.
Speaker 2 (01:26:23):
COMMUNE i literally yesterday came back From shelbyville, Yesterday SO i,
mean there's there's, land and there's a spot and it's.
Gorgeous the, cops ain't you an? ICE i got pulled,
over but it was you, know we.
Speaker 1 (01:26:36):
All throw in a few hundred, bucks, man we can
make some acreage. Appear.
Speaker 2 (01:26:41):
DAN i don't know you, yet BUT i say yet
because once, you once you build this, HOUSE i Guess
i'm moving. Too we're all.
Speaker 3 (01:26:46):
Down, HEY i love. IT i love. It lasting last.
Speaker 1 (01:26:55):
We never let him. Plug we kept. Talking, yeah so.
Speaker 3 (01:26:58):
He's gonna, yeah he's gonna plug us. Stuff but after,
that if you want to drop the name of, like
if there's any podcast that that you're familiar with that
you would like to share and like for our listeners
to maybe go check out or to give them a shout.
Out SO i know you're kind of just getting into
this and you may not know other podcasters or another,
(01:27:21):
Podcast but is there any podcasts that you recommend that's
helped you along your way or is something that you find.
Entertaining it doesn't have to be like philosophical or like you,
know of love And. Light is there is there like
a particular show that you would like to.
Speaker 2 (01:27:36):
Plug let me get the exact name pulled, up BECAUSE
i say it wrong every. TIME i will say that's
the one thing that kind of bit me in the
rear end from, yes, yeah, son double play. Guaranteed but uh,
MAN i want TO i just want to give a
shout out To Tay. King SO i don't really know
(01:27:57):
his full, motives BUT i do know that he is
one of the only people In arkansas that has tried
to start a strictly recovery podcast and the podcast is
Called Long term A Podcast. Recovery but he's one of
the one people AND i got to look it. Up
all of his stuff was the only thing popping up
because everybody, like that's Why i'm stepping into the Foot
i'm not scared what anybody that thinks about me Because
(01:28:17):
i've already done my. Bad most people already seen, It
so what CAN i do about? It and, uh he's
actually trying to make a, difference, man he's trying to
reach out to these, people show, connections and show different
ways that other people can step into. Recovery you, know
you don't just have to do it THROUGH na OR.
Aa you can do it on your own if you have.
To but there's ways you can take that and do it.
SUCCESSFULLY i love. IT i love. It thank you for.
Speaker 3 (01:28:41):
THAT i just wrote it. Down i'm Gonna i'm definitely
gonna check it. Out and maybe he, could maybe he'd be,
down you could put in a good word for, us
and maybe we can get him on our show and
spread spread that BECAUSE i think.
Speaker 1 (01:28:54):
That'd be an awesome.
Speaker 3 (01:28:55):
Time, yeah he's going to be.
Speaker 2 (01:28:57):
Down hanks will be down Here september twenty. Seventh so
if you want to link, up.
Speaker 1 (01:29:02):
Like actually, birthday he's obligated to do, it.
Speaker 2 (01:29:07):
Bring him. On i'll show as a matter of, fact
after we get off, Here i'll shoot him in text
And i'll line that up for.
Speaker 1 (01:29:13):
Us, man let's, go let's go all, Right, alice hit
us with all your, plugs my. Man all.
Speaker 2 (01:29:20):
Right patreon Is patreon forwards or, back whichever slash it.
Speaker 1 (01:29:24):
Is.
Speaker 2 (01:29:25):
Uh the testimony podcast and Then facebook is under the.
Testimony so a lot of the things that you'll see
are gonna be strictly under the testimony just because of
it'll be in certain parts like WHEN i do reels and.
STUFF i want it to be known that it's it's a.
Testimony it's not a. Podcast just strictly a, Podcast you're
gonna hear a story from, somebody and that's. Why so
a lot of these may just be under the. Testimony
(01:29:47):
but The facebook is gonna be under the. Testimony you
can follow my page and then see or follow My
facebook and then see that page and add. That But
i'm not dropping that to the. Thirtieth. Uh the TikTok
is almost as slow as my.
Speaker 1 (01:30:04):
WiFi.
Speaker 2 (01:30:09):
Underscore the testimony is the TikTok THE i. Have so
let me go to My wix page SO i can
actually click on my. Websites but The instagram is either
one underscore or two underscores the. Testimony but it's all
(01:30:33):
all the handles are going to be under the. Testimony
so my goal is that when you search On, google
when you type in testimony or the, testimony that it
pulls up my podcast so you can see a story
that could change your. Life LIKE i want to make
sure that these people can actually reach out and see.
It so that's it's all under the. Testimony let me
get The instagram pulled up because that'll be the main
one That i'm. Starting they're gonna start dropping post on
(01:30:55):
uh that is d dot testimony. Podcast but if you
type in the testimony, podcast it should be the first
one that pops.
Speaker 1 (01:31:01):
Up that's, awesome. Dude and so that's for the podcast.
Itself where will that be?
Speaker 2 (01:31:10):
Releasing So i'm hoping to drop it on all, Platforms, Apple, Podcasts.
SPOTIFY i didn't know about restream until you actually told, Me,
well this is.
Speaker 1 (01:31:20):
Just A this is just a the medium we use
to actually perform the live. Stream restream itself isn't a platform. Platform,
yeah it's simply the medium we're using to, record like
we we stream too x and to, rumble that's where
(01:31:41):
our content. Is it's not one.
Speaker 2 (01:31:44):
Restream well it'll be you know for, sure be on.
YouTube that'll be the main the Main shooter is going
to be on, YouTube facebook.
Speaker 1 (01:31:52):
If you. Could, man there's a there's a great group
of people On rumble that that are are about some.
Speaker 2 (01:31:59):
Podcasts it's gonna Be i'll definitely have it On rumble
in and then uh one THAT i want to have it.
On and that's just just because of like, ME i,
said at work all day and just listening to. Podcasts
his wife, LIKE i, Know, kyle Because i've probably spent
the last forty five ish forty six ish hours of
my last two weeks at work listening to. Y'all so like,
(01:32:19):
wow and it's been the story podcast That, no don't be, sorry,
brother that podcast y'all had With. Vickie it was, Amazing
like Like, HANK i know it changed your, life but,
dude there was some things in there THAT i did
not know that were affecting me.
Speaker 1 (01:32:34):
Too it's, crazy, Right and so like thought it was.
Speaker 2 (01:32:39):
Great it was. Great and then the guy that sounded
Like neilda Grass tyson was fantastic. Too that was great.
Speaker 1 (01:32:44):
Too who sounded Like neil de Grass.
Speaker 2 (01:32:47):
Tyson let me pull it up On. Spotify it was
the most, recent the most recent one y'all.
Speaker 3 (01:32:53):
Had Mid, yes was it? Right So, riley and then
we all also just did the one With Operation operation Red. Pill,
no it was that.
Speaker 2 (01:33:05):
One it was a red.
Speaker 1 (01:33:06):
OPERATION i cannot wait to Tell jason that you said
he sounds Like neil de Grass. TYSON i thought WHEN i.
Speaker 2 (01:33:14):
First heard, IT i was, like there's no way he
Got neil on this. Podcast SO i was, like all,
right let me. Look and there Wasn't. Neil AND i was,
like oh, WELL i wouldn't let down because he sounds
just like. Him it made it into a great. PODCAST
i was, like, dude this is even TEXT i THINK
i texted hang was like. Brother the one y'all had
that had the guy that sounds Like neil on, there it.
Was it was, fantastic, great.
Speaker 1 (01:33:37):
GREAT i don't know whether he's gonna love you or hate, you.
Speaker 2 (01:33:46):
BUT i will say, this if you, Guys i'll kind
of plug the. Email if you know anybody that has
a story they want to, tell it could be it
could just be them giving me a. PRAYER i would
love to have a prayer every. Day if you want
to send me, one that's perfectly, fine but the email
that you can do that home UNTIL i dropped. Thee
the website will actually have a spot that you can
just upload that straight to. Me but the email is
the testimony dot cross talk At. Gmail so it's it's
(01:34:09):
the section That i'm gonna have at the, end the
actual podcast part that'll Be i'm gonna call It. CROSSTALK
i can't signature that name Because i'm working on something
for another. Buddy that the, WAY i feel like it's
gonna work. Out if it benefits, me it could benefit
everybody else that's on the podcast, Too SO i want
to save that one because crosstalk's a great. Name if
y'all try to steal, It i'm gonna put it in
MY LLC c y'all.
Speaker 1 (01:34:28):
Can't but, uh one of.
Speaker 2 (01:34:32):
My, Buddies i'm trying to set him up one two
because he's in the same.
Speaker 1 (01:34:35):
Boat.
Speaker 2 (01:34:35):
Man He's he was on the ropes about, it and
he was the reason WHY i even, started BECAUSE i
was just sitting at church AND i was, like, hey,
man you want to start a? Podcast and he was, like,
YEAH i don't know about. It you want to start?
ONE i was, like no one ask. Me i've been
telling everybody to start. One i'll start one right. Now
and he was, like let's do, it SO i bought
all the equipment and then you, know little things that
kind of lined, out But i'm gonna save that one for.
Him so whenever we do branch, Off i'm gonna let
him have the crosstalk and then it'll be his own
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podcast and everything like. That so trying to help. Everybody,
man that's.
Speaker 1 (01:35:02):
Awesome that's, Awesome. Alex, dude you don't understand how bright
your future and all this is looking like. You you're
going to be a rock. Star And i'm just hoping
That kyle AND i have a firm enough grip to
your coat tails because when you blast, Off i'm trying
to Get i'm trying to tag along for that. Ride.
Speaker 2 (01:35:22):
Buddy oh, BROTHER i, said y'all part of the, family
y'all coming with.
Speaker 3 (01:35:25):
Me let's.
Speaker 1 (01:35:26):
Go. Man that's, awesome. Dude, Like i'm sincerely extremely happy for,
you And i'm proud of you mostly because of who
you are today and AND i JUST i, dude life is. Crazy.
Man you couldn't have told, me you, know five years,
(01:35:47):
ago That i'd be sitting here podcasting of all.
Speaker 7 (01:35:51):
Things LIKE i didn't even listen to podcasts five years,
ago and now this is one of the bright spots
of my, Week LIKE i genuinely look forward to jumping
on the mic With, kyle who is like a like
a brother to.
Speaker 1 (01:36:06):
Me like the only reason that we don't hang out
every day is because he's In california And i'm. Not
but this is a beautiful, ride, man AND i can
only imagine the all the places you'll go riding on
this wonderful uh wonderful roller. Coaster one more, Time, Kyle
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janet needs you to repeat your?
Speaker 3 (01:36:30):
Email uh not TO i think that was FOR i
believe that. Is is? It the testimony podcast dot Cross, talk.
Speaker 2 (01:36:43):
The testimony dot cross talk At.
Speaker 1 (01:36:46):
Gmail the testimony dot Cross.
Speaker 3 (01:36:50):
Talk, well good. THING i DECIDED i could answer the
question AND i got it wrong because NOW i have
to cross out WHAT i wrote on my paper. There but, yeah.
Sweet so the testimony dot crosstalk At, Gmail.
Speaker 2 (01:37:06):
Yes, sir that's the one that's open for. Now or
the testimony Dot. Recovery either one's. Fine, uh the testimony
Dot recovery. Is i'm kind of gearing that was strictly
towards WHEN i do open the website. Up those are
that'll be the email that all the testimonies the ones
that the stories that people feel like need to be.
Told that's where that wanill go, to just BECAUSE i
want it to be its own. Place so that WAY
i don't just have it full of prayers and lessons
(01:37:28):
and people sending me hate mail and stuff like. That you,
KNOW i want it to be strictly for the stories
THAT i know people are gonna want to.
Speaker 1 (01:37:33):
Hear that's, amazing, dude this is gonna be so awesome for.
You i'm so looking forward to watching this. Happen so
we've got the socials releasing in five days On july the.
Speaker 2 (01:37:45):
Thirtieth, correct, yes, sir follow My Facebook Alex lloyd ali
x l L O I d there's two l's In,
lloyd please. PLEASE i got some family members with ONE.
L i think they're just lazy right the other? One but,
uh that's That's follow me On. Facebook that'll be the
first platform THAT i, post, Like, Hey i'm releasing all
the socials AND i put it on, there But, facebook
(01:38:07):
they're at The facebook page or. Drop on the thirtieth to,
TikTok i actually start trying to post my first reels
and stuff on TikTok And. Instagram everything on the, Thirtieth
i'll make a few posts on. There it'll be just
a few content, posts BUT i want to make sure
THAT i do put reels and stuff on there, early
just to make sure that y'all get that other people
get to See my goal for this it's not just
strictly to boost numbers or start a. Podcast i'm trying
(01:38:29):
to let other people tell a story that can change
somebody else's life that didn't think their life could. Change
and THAT'S i want to help. Everybody. Man my goal
is TO i don't like working On i'm a stray,
text SO i look at grass all. Day my good
job is to make sure your weeds are. Dead AND
i don't want to stay at grass for forty hours a.
Week my goal is to help people every day of my.
Life So i'm shooting for.
Speaker 1 (01:38:49):
That. Man you're, yep, yeah but that that that's just amazing.
Man and and for the, listeners y'all go check out his,
socials even though they might not have anything on, them just,
yet give. It give it just a few days and
(01:39:10):
content will start appearing out of the. Woodworks for Mister,
alex his patreons up and live uh went ahead and
jumped on The patreon for, you big. Bro so proud
to be supporting you on a monthly basis from now.
On so The Sunday night double, play we'll have a
vested stock in into The testimony podcast and all your, ventures,
(01:39:34):
sir and happy to do so.
Speaker 2 (01:39:37):
Man happy to do so that that means more than you.
KNOW i don't, care, easy, MAN.
Speaker 1 (01:39:42):
I GOTTA i gotta gotta try to support where WHERE
I i don't play about, me moneies about. Me money is,
man and so WHEN i find somewhere that AND i
probably are making some other. People, man you ain't giving
me no? Money, well we got so much of, IT
i gotta be picky with WHERE i let it. Go,
(01:40:02):
Well i'm, Sorry, YEAH i felt.
Speaker 2 (01:40:05):
That that means that means oh.
Speaker 1 (01:40:08):
No, dude it nothing but a g. Thing. Man IF
i didn't believe in what you had going, ON i.
WOULDN'T i trust to. Believe i'm not gonna waste me
little me little money is. On SO i truly DO
i love what you what your vision. Is LIKE i,
SAID i can't wait to see this thing, Unferral And
i'm just proud to say that for once in my,
(01:40:30):
LIFE i will have been supporting something from literally the
jump instead of jumping in. Later So i'm, happy, Man
i'm happy for, you. Dude i'm glad you came on
to come come hang out with us. Tonight. Man LIKE i,
say this ain't a. Podcast this is just a a digital.
Bonfire you know. That we're just we're just kicking, it,
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WAS i.
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WAS i even told you for he. Started i'm. NERVOUS i.
WAS i was so nervous coming into this just BECAUSE
i DIDN'T i don't know what to. Expect But i've
never been on camera like. THIS i get up in
front of the church to speak every now and then
and stuff like, that so it's that's, comfortable but actually
getting on the, podcast getting on the section to WHERE
i can explain WHAT i want this to, be not
WHAT i think is gonna, be What god's telling me
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is gonna. Be WHAT i want this to be THAT
i Know god's making for, me and that's What I'm
i'm just trying to put the bricks in.
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Place you you have such an amazing journey ahead of.
You it's gonna be. Awesome it's gonna be. Awesome so
WHAT i need you to do is get ready because
when you start dropping content its own, baby the ball
it will be officially rolling in your. Court AND i
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know you're gonna perform a lot better than you do
on two K.
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Oh, brother you need to pick a different game because
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Car, Hey i'm always down for some fours all.
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Less go, finally somebody, else my, dude you, Rock, Carl.
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I'll get, Ay i'll get Your i'll get your info From,
hank And i'll shoot you my gamer. Attack i'm not
on very, often But i've been getting the itch to.
PLAY i was just telling someone today about. That, uh
just gaming in. General so, yeah stay, tuned but we
will sticks together for.
Speaker 2 (01:42:29):
Short let's.
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Go let's thank you, man thank you for coming, On
thank you for coming. On had to blast made a
new brother, Today So i'm, stoked and, UH i hope
y'all have a have a blessed night and a blessed.
Weekend don't work to.
Speaker 1 (01:42:45):
Got a little yard where to do, Tomorrow but it
is no big. Deal gonna gonna grill some stuff up tomorrow.
NIGHT i think you're either gonna grill some ribs or some.
Steaks AND i bought a head of cabbage And i'm
gonna and Some polish, sausage So i'm gonna cut that all,
up some potatoes and some onion and cook it in
a full pack on the grill with the. MEAT i
have a good, night but send send h asking the.
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Kids my. Love you, KNOW i wish all the. Best
love all y'all over. There alex, DUDE i love you.
Brother i'm so happy for, you. Man this is gonna be.
Great this is Gonna you And kayley are doing very,
well AND i wish y'all nothing but the. Best and
to the amazing listeners who have been hanging out with
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us for the last hour forty, five y'all are the real.
MVPs because if if nobody's in the forest here and
falling tree doesn't make it, SOUND i don't, know but
we'd still be here talking if y'all weren't. Here but
it's really awesome that y'all are here with us means
a lot warms us in the depths of our, hearts
and at the end of the, day it's all for,
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you because the customers always a right To janet to,
troubles to The Big grimbowski in the. Comments thank y'all
so much for y'all. Support y'all know we have the
deepest of love for y'all. Listeners that's gonna do it
for us, tonight For Chef, kyle For Alex. LLOYD i
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hate to tak this has been The Sunday night double.
Play we love, Y'all god bless. Y'all we'll catch y'all next.
Speaker 3 (01:44:26):
Time