March 21, 2025 • 55 mins
During these tumultuous times we need to gather together and find a path to peace of mind, an important and necessary journey for those of us who long to dwell within the eye of the storm. Join us for an illuminating, spiritually inspiring excursion.
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Speaker 1 (00:16):
As Shi.
Speaker 2 (01:18):
Good evening everyone. Thank you so much for joining us
on World Awakening tonight, and let me straighten my shirt
out so that I everything's backwards. You know, everything is
backwards in cyber world and it's just weird. But anyway,
thank you so much for joining us, and tonight we're
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going to have a decompression session. And before I introduce
my star sister deb Drus, who I'm sure most of
you know. She too has a show called Mystical Awakenings
on Thursday nights here on KGRA, and she and I
have been thick as thieves for a very long time
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and we're going to do an event together at the
end of April, and so we're going to talk about that. Yeah,
that the Mystical Weekend Retreat up at Houghton Lake in Michigan,
which will be the first and only time I have
traveled in a very long time. But I can't not
be a part of this, and I know that's a
double negative, but I have a degree in this language,
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so I am allowed to abuse it as I see fit. Okay,
that said, I have to apologize to all of you
who were waiting for a live show last Friday night
and I just explained what happened. Lenny didn't know what
to do, because, you know, the information came to her
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very quickly, and Bill and he had to plug in
rebroadcasts very suddenly. At the last minute. I was in
the bathroom putting my makeup on and getting ready to
do the show, and there was a very bad car
accident in the front of the house. And my sister
Christine started screaming for me to come, come now, grab
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a blanket, come now. And there was a woman that
was walking on the street and she had her little
Shihuahua in her arms, and there was a beautiful dog
that was astray that was following her, and she crossed
the road, but the dog didn't make it in time,
and some fucking maniac that drives in front of this
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house hit that dog and she landed in the drainage
ditch in the front of the house. And I went
outside and the woman was sobbing. Our neighbor Suzanne had
seen it happen. She came running, you know. Chris and
I were out there, and I got down in the
drainage dish ditch and I just wrapped myself all around
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this dog and tried to keep her warm. She was
in shock. She was a mother dog, she had had
just had a litter of puppies recently, and she was
out for a walk and the car that hit her
slammed on the gas and just kept on going. So
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to whoever that was, let there be a special hell
to burning. It was traumatizing. It was absolutely horrible. It
took ninety minutes for this is a very large county,
it's the largest county in the state, and took about
forty five minutes to get through to animal control and
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the police came, and it was awful. It was just
absolutely traumatizing. And I couldn't do the shows. There was
no way I could walk away from that dog who
needed to feel loved and needed to feel warmth, and
needed to feel like she wasn't alone in the last
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moments of her life. And so that's what I did
last Friday night instead of my shows. And so I
wanted to tell you I was sorry, but I know
I did the right thing and I stayed where I
was needed. And so thank you for your patience. And Okay,
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that said that said, now you all know, and now
it's time to bring deb de Roussan. So that I
can stop crying because I can't stop smiling because that's
my girl.
Speaker 3 (05:34):
I love you, and I'm so honored and happy to
be here with you. Annie, And everybody knows our hearts
and our heart. What a story. You sent me a
text last week and let me know what happened, and
I'll tell you. My heart has been so heavy for
this poor mama baby and her puppies. She just had puppies.
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So I've been wanting to ask you, but now burden you.
Speaker 2 (06:01):
Yeah. Well, she had a chip in her and they
scanned her and they called the family who owned her,
and the father came right away, and so at least
she knew. And he told I had to step away.
I was. I was just there were like five people
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out there and I had to step away, and so
I didn't meet him. But he told Christine that the
babies had just been weaned. The puppies had just been weaned.
Speaker 3 (06:34):
Thank goodness.
Speaker 2 (06:35):
They very good homes for them. But there was no
saving her. Her internal injuries were beyond anything that could
be done for her. And she was still alive when
they took her, but they were taking her to euthanize
her because there was no saving her, And so I
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went through that whole, you know, with Suzanne and Christine
and with Officer Clay and you know, everybody. And you know,
one minute, I'm trying to infuse her with my life
force energy, and you know, one minute, I'm praying for
her to live, and the next minute, I'm praying for
her to die so that she's out of pain. And
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it was just absolutely horrible, you know. And Christine's out
there screaming, I hate this fucking road, and I'm like,
you don't hate the road. You hate the people that
treat it like it's a goddamn motor speedway. That's what
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you hate, not the road. The road is an inanimate object.
The people that treat it like they're at Daytona instead
of driving through a neighborhood with children and animals, that's
who you hate.
Speaker 3 (07:56):
You know, to step on the gas, I'm sorry.
Speaker 2 (08:00):
Not even stop. I'm with you, yeah, you know, And
I know there was masking damage done to the car.
She was a big girl, she was at least forty pounds,
and I know, you know, they'll have to live with it,
whoever it was, and die with it, knowing that they
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could have stopped at least that, right, you know, at
least that and you know, I just I don't understand.
I don't understand that kind of heartlessness. I don't understand,
you know, I don't. And you know, the thing that
was so upsetting was that Suzanne, who is our neighbor,
a wonderful neighbor, who saw it happen. She said that
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car could have gone around that dog and didn't. There
was nobody coming in the other direction. Well, I killed
getting the mail out of the mailbox a few months ago.
I had my big purple robe on that you have
seen plenty of over the years, and I went out
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to get the mail and somebody went past the front
of this house so fast with no one on the
other side of the road that their their car caught
my robe. It almost brought me to my knees while
I was opening the mail box.
Speaker 3 (09:20):
It's scary.
Speaker 2 (09:21):
Yeah, yeah, So Christine wants to sell the house and
move us out into, you know, someplace where we don't
have to see this, we don't have to be subject
to it, we don't have to live in an environment
where people are So I want to take a can
of spray paint, which I know is against the law.
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It's the only thing that had stopped me and just
spray paint messages all over this road, all over this road.
Speaker 3 (09:53):
Slow we're put in speed bumps or douce something.
Speaker 2 (09:56):
They won't, they won't, they won't do anything like that.
And because we're outside of the city of Villa Ica proper,
we have to rely on the sheriff's office. Well they're
in Carrollton, that's a forty minute drive away, Oh dear,
for anything that we might need, anything that we might need.
So you know, basically we're on our own. And you know,
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I had a decision to make, and it wasn't a
difficult decision. And my decision was to stay outside and
lay in the draining ditch with the dog. That was
huge thing for me to do.
Speaker 3 (10:33):
Absolutely bless you for that, you know, for that poor baby,
and even for your heart, because had you had Gilgatten
the best of you and you said I have to
do a show, you would have been so upset with
you couldn't have done it.
Speaker 2 (10:49):
I couldn't go on too well, No, it took everything
I had just to call Bill just to tell him
put reruns in immediately immediately. I cannot, you know, And
he took care of it. And you know, zimpathy do die,
you know Bill, I mean, you know, he's a producer,
extraordinary man, mind, heart, goodness, you know. And I canceled
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my guest. I reached out for her, really, I ran
in the house. I reached out to him, Lenny and
my guest Alex for a world awakening. And she's going
to be on next week. But you know, I knew
that I was going to need to address this with
my viewers tonight because it's not like me to just
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not show from my own show, right there was a
really good reason. And I know our viewers. I know
your viewers and my viewers, and there isn't a single
one of them that would fault me, not even a
little bit, for doing the right and compassionate thing by
an animal that really needed comfort at the end of
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her life.
Speaker 3 (11:56):
And knowing most of most of our listeners, I would
doubt that any of them out there could say that
they would not have done the same thing. Same would
have they would have the same thing.
Speaker 2 (12:09):
I mean, think of the sides, you know, I mean,
really dep think of the tribe, the clan of people
that we have built with little podcasts. You know we're
blessed words of people.
Speaker 3 (12:24):
Yes, yes, and that's why we flocked together. And we
have been together for how long? Twelve years?
Speaker 2 (12:34):
Oh? Yeah?
Speaker 3 (12:35):
At least that Maybe it's been a while. It seems
like lifetime after lifetime, doesn't. I know.
Speaker 2 (12:41):
I just remember that the first time I laid eyes
on you, I just opened my arms and you opened
your arms, and we embraced and we held each other
and held each other and held each other, and it
was a divine reunion. Yeah, a divine reunion. Now I'm
going to say something that some people might not grasp
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right away, but I'm going to say it anyway, and
I want I want them to think about this. You know,
how we talk about how empathy hurts, compassion hurts. It's
easier to just, you know, close that out and internalize
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and try to hold your own space for yourself and
not feel too much because it's so painful. As if
everything everything happens for a reason, then this is a
very long road. Why did that happen directly in front
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of this house last Friday night? Because there was somebody
in this house that could step in mely and do
everything within our power, everything within our power. She didn't
die somewhere down around a corner where there were no
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houses and there were no people and there was just
a cowfield. She died right in front of the house.
Is where she was hit and needed your love and.
Speaker 3 (14:25):
Your compassion and your empathy. Yeah, she.
Speaker 2 (14:31):
Needed was blessed in the most bizarre way. It was
a blessing. And yet I will never get it out
of my head. I will never cease being haunted by
what happened here last Friday night, in the same way
that our woodchuck that we loved so much, Alreatie got
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hit on this road. Why he would even leave this
pas when he had I mean, Christine went grocery shopping
for the freaking woodchuck. Okay, she would come home with
all these special greens and things. She did all of
her research when he showed up on the property. We
fell madly in love with Artie and we only had
him for three months, and whatever possessed him to leave
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this yard and try to cross this hellish road cost
him his life, and he died in her arms. And
you know, it's so painful, it's so painful. It's like
you you almost don't want to love anything anymore because
it hurts so much. Was what you love.
Speaker 4 (15:43):
And yet I swear to you, deb you know, I'd
rather swallow my own tongue than tell a lie.
Speaker 2 (15:50):
I swear to you.
Speaker 4 (15:53):
About a month after we lost Artie, I was outside
and I was sitting on the deck and I was
thinking about him, and I was crying, and I looked
up into the sky, and I swear to you, a
cloud formation appeared in the sky spontaneously, and it was
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his face.
Speaker 3 (16:20):
I have no doubt, no doubt.
Speaker 2 (16:23):
People could say, oh, that's paradolia. Okay. It was a
completely clear blue sky, not a single cloud anywhere for
three hundred and sixty degrees. And if you know, you know,
and you knew I did, it was already and he
was looking down at me, saying, it's okay, and it's okay.
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I'll see you again.
Speaker 3 (16:49):
Yeah, I'm still here, in a different form, but I'm
still here. Yeah, And thank you for taking care of me,
because I know you. You and Christine just loved him
to pieces. All of the animals that come anywhere near
your home, Yeah, you two take in and just.
Speaker 2 (17:10):
Well, I cannot let an animal go hungry. I can't,
I won't. I never have and I never will. And
we have got free loading chickens, and anybody wants to
meet the mommy and the babies. See, all you got
to do is go to my Facebook page and there's
a whole video of you know, the mommy and she's
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got twelve chicks. And we've got a yard full of chickens.
And our neighbor is beside himself, mister Tidwell. He doesn't
know what to do because somebody backed thing machine into
the back of his coops and they partially collapsed, and
he's an old mare trying to rebuild them and trying
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to fence them. And these chickens are loose, and they
are all over the neighborhood and where do they come?
First in the morning, what do I hear? At quarter
of eight? Every single morning, I am awakened by a
rooster who has jumped up on the fence so that
his voice will just announce his presence. So I will
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get my ass outside and feed the chickens. And you do,
and I do every single day, every single or how
you feel, no matter what else is going.
Speaker 3 (18:25):
On, you feel them. Yeah, bless you.
Speaker 2 (18:28):
Well, you know there are messages and you know this
is just the nature of life is death, you know.
And we had a chicken hawk that attacked one of
the chickens in our playpet a few weeks ago, and
I opened up the back door and I saw a
chicken at the back of the pen that was not moving,
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and oh my heart, oh my heart. And I had
to him up and he was gone. And I had
to lift him up and take him out to the
woods and bury him, and you know, and I just
kept the message was there is life and there is death,
and there is new life, and there is death, and
there is new life and there is death. And the
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cyclical nature of our existence is what is being super
imposed on my existence right now.
Speaker 3 (19:23):
Yeah, on many existences right now.
Speaker 2 (19:26):
Yeah, yeah, it really is.
Speaker 3 (19:28):
I think overall, it is a message for a world
right now. Yeah, at this time that we are here,
and it doesn't matter what physical form you're in, whether
you're a spider or a gorilla or a human, or
it doesn't matter what form you're in, that life is short.
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You need to appreciate it and do the best that
you can while you're here, and be.
Speaker 2 (19:55):
As kind and compassionate and giving and love and be
grateful for every experience, even the most difficult ones.
Speaker 3 (20:05):
Right, right, and we are all connected and we feel
that so deeply, and I know many many others do
as well. You know that connection, and you know, some
people don't understand it. And then they listen to your shows,
and I think that's so soothing that they get a
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bit of themselves by listening to you.
Speaker 2 (20:31):
Well, I think that it's true for you now, and
that's one of the reasons why we decided a few
months ago that it was time to gather the tribe.
It was time and we're going to do. You know,
I haven't traveled anywhere. You know, my doctor said, compromised
immune system. Do not go into an air an airport,
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Do not get on an airplane, Do not go into
large crowds. Because it was the middle of winter, flew COVID,
everything was everywhere. Don't expose yourself to anything for anyone
that could compromise you further and could complicate your recovery.
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And I told her on Wednesday, when I was there
for my follow up and my physical before I could
start my next round of chemo, that I had actually
done a shoot. I can't say for who yet or
anything until they tell me. You know, it's ready to
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go out. It's a big show. Everybody will know. But
I you know, I went into Atlanta on February nineteenth
and I spent the day on a shoot there and
she had given me permission. She's like, just be careful.
I said. It won't be a lot of people. It'll
just be the crew and my interviewer and the producer
and the director. Not a lot of people came our beautiful,
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wonderful Greta, Greta the Great, the Great, who is one
of our besties, one of our most nerest and dearest,
and and she'll be coming with me, because if you
think Greta is letting me go any place alone, and
now she's coming to Michigan with me. And I have
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to tell you, I don't think I've ever needed anything
the way I need this fast approaching weekend y to
be with my my beautiful, my, my, ah, my Angels
of the frozen Tundra.
Speaker 3 (22:44):
Yes, I'm so excited, and there's a big part of
me an I have to say that it is a
little paranoid in it. You know. I want to tell everybody,
we will have hand sanitizer everywhere. We're going to put
masks out. You know, and I asked that if anybody
has even the slighest coffee, even if they think it
might be allergies, wear a mask. So I'm a little concerned.
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I'm a lot concerned, But I know, I know that
this is being brought to the surface and brought about
for a reason, and it's happening. It's falling right into
place exactly when and how it's supposed to. So yeah,
I really feel this is healing for everybody.
Speaker 2 (23:29):
Yeah, I do too, And I'm not concerned. And my doctor,
when I was with her on Wednesday and she was
giving me my results from my latest PET scan, she
was top of her class at Emory University Medical School.
This woman is a bad ass cowgirl, Okay, cool. And
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when she gave me my original diagnosis, it was a
grim one, you know. I mean, I called you. I
sobbed all through the whole conversation, you know, And she
used two words inoperable, incurable. The drug that she put
me on is a chemotherapy drug. It's a drug that
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five years ago was experimental. It is meant to buy
you time. It is meant to extend your life by
holding the cancer growth at bay so that it can't. Okay,
it's not conventional chemotherapy. It's got lots and lots of
side effects, none of which I'm suffering except losing. I'm
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starting to lose my hair now, which is fine. I
got plenty It'll grow more. I don't care.
Speaker 3 (24:42):
I've been bald before, and I think bald women are
really sexy, really sexy. Just go ahead, it's all good.
Speaker 2 (24:48):
Yeah, it's all good, you know, it is so. But anyway,
when she walked in the room, my nurse had already
come in, vampire that she is, and sucked all the
blood out of me, and and then they take everything
off and do the tests and make sure, you know,
YadA YadA. Before she came in the room, and I
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told her about my shoot in Atlanta, and then I
told her I was going to Michigan. And she said,
that's a good thing. It's a good thing that you
do this, because I had told her what the event
was about, and that I would be with my friends,
you know, with my tribe, with people that I really
really need to be with, you know. Yeah, and it's
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going to be phenomenal in every sense of the word.
And you know, and she has been telling me all
along be careful, be careful, don't go you know. And
from months and months, I go from home to the hospital,
hospital to home. That's it, like, that's pretty much it.
And and she gave me the go ahead, just go ahead.
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And then she went through my results and out of
all the tumors and that you know how many there were,
all through my body, all in my spine, all in
my femur, all you know, on my adrenal glands, thirteen tumors,
and my lungs. The ones in my breast there's two
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large tumors that are now a fraction of their original size.
And you know, I was talking to her and I said,
I know what this. You know, I read the book
that comes with the drug. Cascali is the drug, and
I said, I know that this drug serves a very
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specific purpose. I want you to know that there's more
at play here than the medication, and that I need
to go to Michigan for this healing retreat, to be
with my loved ones, with my star sisters. And I
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need you to understand that I have help. Not only
do I have my mother and my sister. I have
Mother Mary, I have the galactic family. I have Creator,
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I have source energy flowing through me. I'm having bizarre
things happen. I had an incident happen a few weeks
ago where I was just laying on the sofa. I
had Peanut there with me, as usual, by the way,
and I was just watching the news, you know, and
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kind of seething. But I closed my eyes, and all
of a sudden, Peanut jumped down off of me and
went over to the fainting sofa which is right there,
which is my mother's recliner. Does this, you know, when
I'm leaving the house, the doctor, Oh my god, is
she ever coming back? It's going to be awful, you know.
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She treats a five hour trip to the hospital and
back is what was five months. And I was just
laying there, and all of a sudden, she got down
and she moved. I thought she had just gotten hot.
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And then within a matter of moments, my whole entire
body felt like I had just been submerged into something
that was liquid, but denser than water, heavier than water,
and it had a vibration to it. And my whole
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entire body, from head to toe, was submerged in this
vibrating liquid. And I didn't even open my eyes, you
know how I talked to my people, and I'm like,
when you get a download, yah and take it in.
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Stop what you're doing when you're hearing it come in.
There's a message you need to just calm, be calm,
relax and let it in. Well, I had the exact
same response to whatever it was that was happening to me,
and it lasted for maybe a minute, minute and a half,
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and then it slowly subsided and I opened my eyes,
not knowing what or who I might see, and I
turned and I looked and Peanut was sound asleep. And
that's been the rule for the Galactic family all along.
Anytime you are welcome here, anytime, whatever you want to
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do to me, do it. I know it will help
and heal me. Just please, please don't scare my little dog,
because she's great with spirit, but she's not so great
with extraterrestrials. She can see and it scares her. And
she's had a couple of incidents where there was no
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question in my mind, at least no question that this
was not a spiritual intervention, that this was something else.
Speaker 3 (30:31):
Right.
Speaker 2 (30:32):
So yeah, and then you know that was last week,
and that was the day before I went to have
the pet scan. And then this Wednesday she's in her
office going through sheets and sheets and sheets of and
she's like, you know, in a few months, we might
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want to talk to the surgeon again and you know,
shrink these down a little bit more and maybe just
go ahead and do lump ectomies. I said, next time,
it's time for a pet stand. I don't think they're
going to find anything to remove surgically. And she turned
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and she said, you know what, Anne, I believe you.
I believe she's I don't I've never met anybody like you.
Speaker 5 (31:21):
I don't understand, she said, When I got your report
back and they can't identify twenty nine percent of your DNA, Okay,
you know what, I'm.
Speaker 2 (31:31):
Just gonna go with this. I'm just gonna go with this.
And you are getting extra help from who knows where
or what or whatever. But you know, I made her
say out loud, retract my diagnosis, reverse my diagnosis.
Speaker 3 (31:52):
It does not apply to me, right and and.
Speaker 2 (31:59):
So I am going to be with you. I am
going to Houghton Lake, one of my favorite places on Earth,
and there will be a serious gathering of the clan.
I mean We've got people coming in from all over
the place for this event, and it's going to be miraculous.
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It's going to be energizing and healing in every conceivable way, spiritually, emotionally,
in every psychologically, psychically, every conceivable way.
Speaker 3 (32:33):
Right right, And it's going to be what I love.
You know, you are the center of the healing circle.
But because you are so loving, everybody there will get
that healing, and everybody there can also take some of
that healing and send it to others who need it.
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You can't be there, so these types of healing sessions
are huge and they can definitely heal. It's going to
be beautiful. And you know we're not anybody that comes.
I'm going to tell you right now, every human being
is a born healer. Every human being, every human being,
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animals healers. You know, we're all born to heal. Some
have a passion to do it all the time. I do.
Some don't. But that doesn't mean you're not a healer.
So everybody will be involved. You know, when you're little
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and you fall down in your skin, your knee, what
do we do as a three year old? We grab
our knee, We put our hand on it. Yeah, is
that Yeah, we're healing it. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (33:49):
And then what does mommy do? She kisses it better?
Speaker 3 (33:53):
Yeah, because that's healing, it's touch, it's love, it's putting
that energy into it exactly. So everybody will be involved
in this. And I want to tell you Friday, Tim
Rie and cannot be there. I believe it's Friday, Saturday.
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He will be there. Oh wonderful, the Saturday circle and
we'll do healing circles both days. These are going to
be massive circles healing. But Tim will also be involved.
So I'm double pleased with that. And the people that
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don't know. Tim is a dear, dear, dear brother to us.
We love him so much. And he is also dealing
with breast cancer. He's doing well. He's in recovery, but
he's not in remission yet, but we're working on it. Yeah,
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so I'm very excited. There will be more things going
on too. It'll be very uplifting. As you said, you know,
people get to see you. I cannot tell you how
many people have said I can't wait to hug Annie.
Everybody's dying to get their hands on you. So be prepared.
Speaker 2 (35:19):
I am so prepared. I am so ready, you know.
And then of course, you know, Gret is kind of
like a mother Hen to me, Oh yeah, kind of
like my mother Hen in the backyard, except that I'm
just the one baby, and the mother Hen here has
twelve and which are so cute. Go to my Facebook page,
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look at the video. There's it's all you're adorable drinking chickens,
you know. And Christine's like, oh god, I wish they
would go home. I'm like, maybe they think they are home.
Maybe they've gravitated to this couple of acres of land
because it's so beautiful. And the lady in the purple
(36:02):
robe brings them seeds every morning, and she's like yeah,
and I know if you stop them, they stop coming.
I'm like, I can't not feed them, you know, I
just can't. I have to feed them. If they are loose,
and there's a mother with twelve babies in the playpen,
I'm gonna make the dogs stay in until I coax
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all of them out of the playpen and feed them,
and then the dogs can go out and chase the
squirrels off the bird feeders. And you know, wow, every morning,
it's every morning. That's a thing. But it brings me joy, right,
it brings me joy to be in any way kind
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to anyone or any creature. Yeah, and that's healing. That
is healing, that.
Speaker 3 (36:54):
Is healing, absolutely healing. And I'm sure Chris will take
care of them you're away.
Speaker 2 (37:01):
Oh god, yeah, of course she will.
Speaker 3 (37:03):
Chris is she's different than we are.
Speaker 2 (37:06):
She's no different than we are. Sucker for a pretty face,
takes in anything and everything that needs a home. And yeah,
I mean we are cut from the same cloth. You know.
Carolyn raised both of us and that's that. So yeah,
it's well, yeah, all of us. I mean, my sister
(37:26):
Nancy is ridiculous. I don't even want to talk about
everything she saves. And Cindy and April did the same.
I mean, we've got Sammy, who April saved before she
passed away, and she, in her infinite wisdom knew to
bring him here, yeah, before she died. And and he's
(37:47):
had a very long, happy life and it was hard
for him when Mom passed because he was devoted to
her as Peanut was devoted to her. And they still
go to her room and look for her every day.
Speaker 3 (38:03):
And I'm sure she's still there talking to them and
playing with them.
Speaker 2 (38:08):
Yeah. Yeah, they just hop right up on the bed
like you're going to go see Mama, Mama, Carolyn. Yeah,
you know, And it's it's a it's a blessing, you know.
I mean, there's there's so much pain and ugliness and
(38:29):
destruction and conflict in the world that if we don't
do what we're about to do in Holton Lake, then
given the opportunity to come together like this, absolutely, but
I how could I say no when I know that
(38:50):
not only will it be a wonderful experience for me,
but my presence there, especially beside you and the girls,
will make a difference in the world. And that difference
is that whole pebble in the pond concept. You can
that people in the pond, You're going to get concentric
(39:12):
circles of vibrational movement in that water that extends as
far as the water does. And so what we do
is immeasurable, it is incalculable, but it is a dispersion
of energy that is real and has an effect on
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everyone it touches. So, as you said earlier, there are
going to be people at this event that will be
so illuminated, so inspired, so motivated that when they leave us,
they'll float away. They won't even need a car, and
then they'll go back into their world and that light,
(39:59):
that beacon and that hope, that promise, that love, that tenderness,
that compassion will get passed on to every person they encounter.
So we'll never know how much good it generates in
(40:19):
terms of frequency and energy and resonance. But we don't
need to count it. You know, it's not jelly beans
in a jar. We don't need to know exactly how
far it was dispersed exactly. We just know that it
is right.
Speaker 3 (40:41):
And that's the beauty of that kind of love and
that kind of compassion and the healing and everything that
comes out of a weekend like that. Yeah, isn't You
can't hold on to it. It has to be shared
and even if you don't think about sharing it, you're
(41:01):
sharing it. So what is that going to do? In
this with like you said, all of this madness that's
going on. Our hope, our knowing is that it's going
to make a.
Speaker 2 (41:15):
Difference what I wanted to do more than anything. You know.
Right now, the vibration is high, but it's not a
good vibration because it's fear based, you know, I mean
I felt that you have felt that, you know, I mean,
I'm angry, I'm pissed off about a whole bunch of
stuff which we're not even going to talk about tonight.
(41:36):
But what I am saying is that, you know, we're
as we're raising the vibration in terms of love and
light and healing and expression and all of that, we
also need to bring the temperature down in terms of fear, because, oh,
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it is one of the most destructive forces on the planet.
And when people relinquish themselves and their own personal power
to it is when they start to cave under the
weight of it. And so we are going to dispel
(42:20):
fear and turn that crystalline light on to such an
I'm dragging everybody out on that back und you know
what's going to happen there? Oh I do you know,
just charge up your camera phones, folks, because I mean today, well,
(42:41):
I have sightings every day, that's just a given. But
it was very active in the skies today. It was
very active, and you know, and I go out and
I just you know, I look up and I see
the lights, and I see the vessels, and you know,
I've just got this ability to in this way, and
(43:02):
you know, and I'm always very humble and very grateful,
and I just, you know, tell them come with me
to Michigan. I mean, and I know they will because
there were Christine, when we were in the doctor's office
and I was I was giving her my goodbye hug.
Christine said, a light flashed right above your head while
(43:25):
you were hugging doctor Knight and telling her how much
you love her, and she was telling you how much
she loves you, and a light flashed above your head,
and I said, I know, I saw it. I saw it.
They were in the room with me, and then we
walked outside in the valet. Parker Mike that I love
(43:47):
so much. I told him, look up, look up, there
they are. And He's like, I always believe, but I
never saw it. I'm like, well, get used to it, buddy,
because and then we walked right out the door and
I walked right into it arms and I hadn't seen
him in my last few visits. And a full story
and just as supposed to, you know, after I had
(44:10):
my first pet scan, I walked out of the hospital
into the foyer and uh, the Age of Aquarius was
playing when the moon is okay, how many thousands and
thousands of songs could have been playing in the foyer
of the hospital high pitch to beginning of the song.
(44:32):
I'm like, no way, no way, you know, and I
just and I turned and I looked at the lady
at the reception desk. I'm like, this is one of
my favorite songs. And she's like me too. They don't
write music like this anymore, Like this is spiritual music.
(44:52):
And she's like, yes, it is. You know. We're holding
hands over a reception desk, and you know, Christine had
stopped at the ladies room and she's to come out.
She's she's looking at me. She's like, is she your
new best friend?
Speaker 3 (45:12):
She knows you.
Speaker 2 (45:14):
Yeah. I mean when she took me to the emergency
room originally, but when they gave me the assessment and
made an appointment for me to go see an oncologist.
As we were walking out, you know, I had nine
female doctors and nurses in my room with me because
(45:37):
they had not seen they had not seen something like
this before, and so the doctor asked my permission if
she could show this tumor to basically everybody that was
working in the department. I'm like, oh, yeah, sure, come
on in, girls, you know. And as I'm leaving, they
(45:58):
were all standing together talking about me in the in
the hallway, and I came out and I'm like, you know,
thank you all so much, and and you know, and
I walked over to them and I kind of gave
them a group hug, and they were, what's going on here?
And you know how he is going on. I hear
(46:18):
them thinking like, we just gave this woman the worst
possible information that we could give her. And she's celebrating
us and hugging and kissing us and thanking us. And
you could hear them thinking it. Mari, I know, and
(46:41):
and my sister just was like, it's just how she is.
It's just how she is. Just let her do it.
And I mean, I sent them, you know, thank you
cards and everything because like a group of nine women
doctors and nurses played a part in helping save my life.
Speaker 3 (47:02):
Yeah yeah, well bless you for that. I love the
comments that you're getting. And I do want to say,
you know, Marie and val are both listening and nicky
comments tonight, and they're part of our group. And we
do have announcements to make at the event. I'm not
going to give it away now, but you and Val
(47:26):
and Jamie, La and Marie and myself are up to something,
yes we are, and it's something good. It's something so
good that will be announced at the vent and I'm
sure before we leave tonight, Bill will show that info again,
and so everybody knows. All you have to do is
(47:47):
call the hotel number and book a package right there
nine eight nine four two two four thousand and ask
to book a package for the Mystical Retreat weekend. And
that covers everything, you know, you get all day Friday,
all day Saturday, Saturday night. The rooms are amazing, they're
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asked Annie. The beds are so comfy.
Speaker 2 (48:10):
They are.
Speaker 3 (48:11):
It's a great place, you know, to stay. But it
also covers you're going to get up in the morning.
They have the little breakfast far and stuff, and then
at dinner time we'll have food brought right to the
conference room. So you know, it's beautiful that we can
spend this weekend together. Even in the evening will be
(48:32):
you know, we'll have food and we'll have things to do.
We have some bingo going on, we have some karaoke
going on, we have beautiful beauty, beautiful. I can't wait.
I'm so excited. A craft, a magic craft, and I'm
not going to even give it away right now. We
have that going on too, and this is all out
(48:56):
of love everything that weekend Friday, Saturday, and then even
Sunday before we all leave. You know, it's going to
be a big.
Speaker 2 (49:06):
Love fast Yeah, it really is, and it's going to
be transformational for everyone that is a part of this.
And you know, my intention is for us to do
this with some more frequency, you know, not just once
(49:26):
a year. This will be my first time being able
to attend this week because I'm not booked for anything else,
because I'm not going anywhere else. I'm just doing this. Yeah,
but I feel like it is imperative that I be there,
and I don't know exactly why. I'm just going to,
(49:50):
you know, ride the wave, follow them, you know. I mean,
it's my intention is always pure, and that is to
give of myself as much as I can. But you know,
if I even show any sign of fatigue, you know,
Greta's gonna drag me on absolutely, you know, But that's
(50:16):
okay because I get restored very quickly, very quickly, and
as long as you keep coffee around for me.
Speaker 3 (50:28):
You want to be coffee guys.
Speaker 2 (50:31):
I can just keep going. I can just keep going.
And you know, I mean we've done countless events together.
I mean it's not unusual for me to go eighteen
hours straight and then crash for a few hours and
then get up and do it again. I do want
to forewarn everyone in advance that there's probably going to
(50:53):
be a time when you're gonna see me in the
breakfast nook, in my jammy's and my robe and myself.
Speaker 3 (50:59):
Absolutely, yes, I see that. Every year a U have
whole contact.
Speaker 2 (51:03):
I know, yeah, I love it. You know, I figure,
you know, if I'm wearing clothes, shouldn't that be socially
acceptable enough? Oh?
Speaker 3 (51:12):
Absolutely yeah. And I have to admit too, any a
bra is not considered clothes.
Speaker 2 (51:20):
Now, that's absolutely optional. And I am not doing anything
to these girls that puts any pressure on them.
Speaker 3 (51:27):
No. No, they need to be pampered, so they shall be.
They need to be comfortable. And you know, even the
schedule that I put out usually, you know, I do
two of these a year, and usually the schedule is
boom boom, boom boom. It's going to be more relaxed
this time. And no matter what the schedule says, it's
(51:47):
all tentative. It all depends on how you're feeling, how
things are going. If we need to throw a pillow
on the floor and say, okay, twenty minute nap time,
that's what we're going to.
Speaker 2 (52:00):
Just like Robber Room. Yes, bring the magic mirror.
Speaker 3 (52:08):
I'm so excited about that. It feels good to not
have to yea be yeah, exactly, it is what it is.
Speaker 2 (52:20):
We're going to go with the flow of the beautiful
hoton lake and the waves lapping up against the stone,
and just wait until we go out in the back
with the bowls and the music and the sound and
the sky and the singing and the calling and the
(52:45):
manifestation of our galactic family right there with us. And
I will, you know, do my third eye opening for
whom ever wants it, you know. And sometimes people, you know,
they just want it again because you know, it's not
that it didn't work the first time. They just want
more than what I'm there for to do. So all right,
(53:09):
Bill's throwing us off the air.
Speaker 3 (53:10):
I know, gurn that Bill. Good thing.
Speaker 2 (53:13):
We love him, it is.
Speaker 3 (53:15):
It was amazing.
Speaker 2 (53:16):
He just doesn't understand that. You know, time is an illusion,
but we do have an unlimited illusion to work.
Speaker 3 (53:29):
And you have to be earthly during this.
Speaker 2 (53:31):
You have to be earthlings drying. But yes, we will.
We will be together in a matter of just a
few weeks, and it will be sublime. It will be
literally heavenly. And so I so look forward to wrapping
you in my arms. It's been too long. I can't wait.
(53:53):
And we invite everybody, everybody just call the number, you know,
if you have any question, reach out on my age
or to Lenny and you know, or deb but you know,
just reach out if you need the number, and and
we'll post it. We'll continue posting it. And you know,
I'm sure there's a few rooms left. I know we've
got a lot of people coming. But let's just you know,
(54:14):
let's call a hotel. Yeah, it's a good sized hotel.
Binating suit, bring a bathing suit.
Speaker 1 (54:20):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (54:21):
There is water, a small water park, yep.
Speaker 2 (54:24):
And we we'll do some you know, we'll do some
healing in the water. It'll be great. So I love
you all, thank you, thank you for joining us tonight.
Miss deb Da Ruth, love of my life, star, sister
of mine. I will see you soon, and all of
you remember the message is consistently the same. Be the
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change you wish to see in the world. Be the
change that you wish to see in the world. Be
the beacon of hope, Be the light you seek. I
love you all, good night,
As Shi.
Speaker 2 (01:18):
Good evening everyone. Thank you so much for joining us
on World Awakening tonight, and let me straighten my shirt
out so that I everything's backwards. You know, everything is
backwards in cyber world and it's just weird. But anyway,
thank you so much for joining us, and tonight we're
(01:40):
going to have a decompression session. And before I introduce
my star sister deb Drus, who I'm sure most of
you know. She too has a show called Mystical Awakenings
on Thursday nights here on KGRA, and she and I
have been thick as thieves for a very long time
(02:00):
and we're going to do an event together at the
end of April, and so we're going to talk about that. Yeah,
that the Mystical Weekend Retreat up at Houghton Lake in Michigan,
which will be the first and only time I have
traveled in a very long time. But I can't not
be a part of this, and I know that's a
double negative, but I have a degree in this language,
(02:21):
so I am allowed to abuse it as I see fit. Okay,
that said, I have to apologize to all of you
who were waiting for a live show last Friday night
and I just explained what happened. Lenny didn't know what
to do, because, you know, the information came to her
(02:43):
very quickly, and Bill and he had to plug in
rebroadcasts very suddenly. At the last minute. I was in
the bathroom putting my makeup on and getting ready to
do the show, and there was a very bad car
accident in the front of the house. And my sister
Christine started screaming for me to come, come now, grab
(03:05):
a blanket, come now. And there was a woman that
was walking on the street and she had her little
Shihuahua in her arms, and there was a beautiful dog
that was astray that was following her, and she crossed
the road, but the dog didn't make it in time,
and some fucking maniac that drives in front of this
(03:26):
house hit that dog and she landed in the drainage
ditch in the front of the house. And I went
outside and the woman was sobbing. Our neighbor Suzanne had
seen it happen. She came running, you know. Chris and
I were out there, and I got down in the
drainage dish ditch and I just wrapped myself all around
(03:50):
this dog and tried to keep her warm. She was
in shock. She was a mother dog, she had had
just had a litter of puppies recently, and she was
out for a walk and the car that hit her
slammed on the gas and just kept on going. So
(04:12):
to whoever that was, let there be a special hell
to burning. It was traumatizing. It was absolutely horrible. It
took ninety minutes for this is a very large county,
it's the largest county in the state, and took about
forty five minutes to get through to animal control and
(04:36):
the police came, and it was awful. It was just
absolutely traumatizing. And I couldn't do the shows. There was
no way I could walk away from that dog who
needed to feel loved and needed to feel warmth, and
needed to feel like she wasn't alone in the last
(04:57):
moments of her life. And so that's what I did
last Friday night instead of my shows. And so I
wanted to tell you I was sorry, but I know
I did the right thing and I stayed where I
was needed. And so thank you for your patience. And Okay,
(05:19):
that said that said, now you all know, and now
it's time to bring deb de Roussan. So that I
can stop crying because I can't stop smiling because that's
my girl.
Speaker 3 (05:34):
I love you, and I'm so honored and happy to
be here with you. Annie, And everybody knows our hearts
and our heart. What a story. You sent me a
text last week and let me know what happened, and
I'll tell you. My heart has been so heavy for
this poor mama baby and her puppies. She just had puppies.
(05:58):
So I've been wanting to ask you, but now burden you.
Speaker 2 (06:01):
Yeah. Well, she had a chip in her and they
scanned her and they called the family who owned her,
and the father came right away, and so at least
she knew. And he told I had to step away.
I was. I was just there were like five people
(06:22):
out there and I had to step away, and so
I didn't meet him. But he told Christine that the
babies had just been weaned. The puppies had just been weaned.
Speaker 3 (06:34):
Thank goodness.
Speaker 2 (06:35):
They very good homes for them. But there was no
saving her. Her internal injuries were beyond anything that could
be done for her. And she was still alive when
they took her, but they were taking her to euthanize
her because there was no saving her, And so I
(06:58):
went through that whole, you know, with Suzanne and Christine
and with Officer Clay and you know, everybody. And you know,
one minute, I'm trying to infuse her with my life
force energy, and you know, one minute, I'm praying for
her to live, and the next minute, I'm praying for
her to die so that she's out of pain. And
(07:20):
it was just absolutely horrible, you know. And Christine's out
there screaming, I hate this fucking road, and I'm like,
you don't hate the road. You hate the people that
treat it like it's a goddamn motor speedway. That's what
(07:41):
you hate, not the road. The road is an inanimate object.
The people that treat it like they're at Daytona instead
of driving through a neighborhood with children and animals, that's
who you hate.
Speaker 3 (07:56):
You know, to step on the gas, I'm sorry.
Speaker 2 (08:00):
Not even stop. I'm with you, yeah, you know, And
I know there was masking damage done to the car.
She was a big girl, she was at least forty pounds,
and I know, you know, they'll have to live with it,
whoever it was, and die with it, knowing that they
(08:20):
could have stopped at least that, right, you know, at
least that and you know, I just I don't understand.
I don't understand that kind of heartlessness. I don't understand,
you know, I don't. And you know, the thing that
was so upsetting was that Suzanne, who is our neighbor,
a wonderful neighbor, who saw it happen. She said that
(08:43):
car could have gone around that dog and didn't. There
was nobody coming in the other direction. Well, I killed
getting the mail out of the mailbox a few months ago.
I had my big purple robe on that you have
seen plenty of over the years, and I went out
(09:03):
to get the mail and somebody went past the front
of this house so fast with no one on the
other side of the road that their their car caught
my robe. It almost brought me to my knees while
I was opening the mail box.
Speaker 3 (09:20):
It's scary.
Speaker 2 (09:21):
Yeah, yeah, So Christine wants to sell the house and
move us out into, you know, someplace where we don't
have to see this, we don't have to be subject
to it, we don't have to live in an environment
where people are So I want to take a can
of spray paint, which I know is against the law.
(09:42):
It's the only thing that had stopped me and just
spray paint messages all over this road, all over this road.
Speaker 3 (09:53):
Slow we're put in speed bumps or douce something.
Speaker 2 (09:56):
They won't, they won't, they won't do anything like that.
And because we're outside of the city of Villa Ica proper,
we have to rely on the sheriff's office. Well they're
in Carrollton, that's a forty minute drive away, Oh dear,
for anything that we might need, anything that we might need.
So you know, basically we're on our own. And you know,
(10:19):
I had a decision to make, and it wasn't a
difficult decision. And my decision was to stay outside and
lay in the draining ditch with the dog. That was
huge thing for me to do.
Speaker 3 (10:33):
Absolutely bless you for that, you know, for that poor baby,
and even for your heart, because had you had Gilgatten
the best of you and you said I have to
do a show, you would have been so upset with
you couldn't have done it.
Speaker 2 (10:49):
I couldn't go on too well, No, it took everything
I had just to call Bill just to tell him
put reruns in immediately immediately. I cannot, you know, And
he took care of it. And you know, zimpathy do die,
you know Bill, I mean, you know, he's a producer,
extraordinary man, mind, heart, goodness, you know. And I canceled
(11:10):
my guest. I reached out for her, really, I ran
in the house. I reached out to him, Lenny and
my guest Alex for a world awakening. And she's going
to be on next week. But you know, I knew
that I was going to need to address this with
my viewers tonight because it's not like me to just
(11:32):
not show from my own show, right there was a
really good reason. And I know our viewers. I know
your viewers and my viewers, and there isn't a single
one of them that would fault me, not even a
little bit, for doing the right and compassionate thing by
an animal that really needed comfort at the end of
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her life.
Speaker 3 (11:56):
And knowing most of most of our listeners, I would
doubt that any of them out there could say that
they would not have done the same thing. Same would
have they would have the same thing.
Speaker 2 (12:09):
I mean, think of the sides, you know, I mean,
really dep think of the tribe, the clan of people
that we have built with little podcasts. You know we're
blessed words of people.
Speaker 3 (12:24):
Yes, yes, and that's why we flocked together. And we
have been together for how long? Twelve years?
Speaker 2 (12:34):
Oh? Yeah?
Speaker 3 (12:35):
At least that Maybe it's been a while. It seems
like lifetime after lifetime, doesn't. I know.
Speaker 2 (12:41):
I just remember that the first time I laid eyes
on you, I just opened my arms and you opened
your arms, and we embraced and we held each other
and held each other and held each other, and it
was a divine reunion. Yeah, a divine reunion. Now I'm
going to say something that some people might not grasp
(13:04):
right away, but I'm going to say it anyway, and
I want I want them to think about this. You know,
how we talk about how empathy hurts, compassion hurts. It's
easier to just, you know, close that out and internalize
(13:25):
and try to hold your own space for yourself and
not feel too much because it's so painful. As if
everything everything happens for a reason, then this is a
very long road. Why did that happen directly in front
(13:50):
of this house last Friday night? Because there was somebody
in this house that could step in mely and do
everything within our power, everything within our power. She didn't
die somewhere down around a corner where there were no
(14:12):
houses and there were no people and there was just
a cowfield. She died right in front of the house.
Is where she was hit and needed your love and.
Speaker 3 (14:25):
Your compassion and your empathy. Yeah, she.
Speaker 2 (14:31):
Needed was blessed in the most bizarre way. It was
a blessing. And yet I will never get it out
of my head. I will never cease being haunted by
what happened here last Friday night, in the same way
that our woodchuck that we loved so much, Alreatie got
(14:56):
hit on this road. Why he would even leave this
pas when he had I mean, Christine went grocery shopping
for the freaking woodchuck. Okay, she would come home with
all these special greens and things. She did all of
her research when he showed up on the property. We
fell madly in love with Artie and we only had
him for three months, and whatever possessed him to leave
(15:19):
this yard and try to cross this hellish road cost
him his life, and he died in her arms. And
you know, it's so painful, it's so painful. It's like
you you almost don't want to love anything anymore because
it hurts so much. Was what you love.
Speaker 4 (15:43):
And yet I swear to you, deb you know, I'd
rather swallow my own tongue than tell a lie.
Speaker 2 (15:50):
I swear to you.
Speaker 4 (15:53):
About a month after we lost Artie, I was outside
and I was sitting on the deck and I was
thinking about him, and I was crying, and I looked
up into the sky, and I swear to you, a
cloud formation appeared in the sky spontaneously, and it was
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his face.
Speaker 3 (16:20):
I have no doubt, no doubt.
Speaker 2 (16:23):
People could say, oh, that's paradolia. Okay. It was a
completely clear blue sky, not a single cloud anywhere for
three hundred and sixty degrees. And if you know, you know,
and you knew I did, it was already and he
was looking down at me, saying, it's okay, and it's okay.
(16:45):
I'll see you again.
Speaker 3 (16:49):
Yeah, I'm still here, in a different form, but I'm
still here. Yeah, And thank you for taking care of me,
because I know you. You and Christine just loved him
to pieces. All of the animals that come anywhere near
your home, Yeah, you two take in and just.
Speaker 2 (17:10):
Well, I cannot let an animal go hungry. I can't,
I won't. I never have and I never will. And
we have got free loading chickens, and anybody wants to
meet the mommy and the babies. See, all you got
to do is go to my Facebook page and there's
a whole video of you know, the mommy and she's
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got twelve chicks. And we've got a yard full of chickens.
And our neighbor is beside himself, mister Tidwell. He doesn't
know what to do because somebody backed thing machine into
the back of his coops and they partially collapsed, and
he's an old mare trying to rebuild them and trying
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to fence them. And these chickens are loose, and they
are all over the neighborhood and where do they come?
First in the morning, what do I hear? At quarter
of eight? Every single morning, I am awakened by a
rooster who has jumped up on the fence so that
his voice will just announce his presence. So I will
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get my ass outside and feed the chickens. And you do,
and I do every single day, every single or how
you feel, no matter what else is going.
Speaker 3 (18:25):
On, you feel them. Yeah, bless you.
Speaker 2 (18:28):
Well, you know there are messages and you know this
is just the nature of life is death, you know.
And we had a chicken hawk that attacked one of
the chickens in our playpet a few weeks ago, and
I opened up the back door and I saw a
chicken at the back of the pen that was not moving,
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and oh my heart, oh my heart. And I had
to him up and he was gone. And I had
to lift him up and take him out to the
woods and bury him, and you know, and I just
kept the message was there is life and there is death,
and there is new life, and there is death, and
there is new life and there is death. And the
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cyclical nature of our existence is what is being super
imposed on my existence right now.
Speaker 3 (19:23):
Yeah, on many existences right now.
Speaker 2 (19:26):
Yeah, yeah, it really is.
Speaker 3 (19:28):
I think overall, it is a message for a world
right now. Yeah, at this time that we are here,
and it doesn't matter what physical form you're in, whether
you're a spider or a gorilla or a human, or
it doesn't matter what form you're in, that life is short.
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You need to appreciate it and do the best that
you can while you're here, and be.
Speaker 2 (19:55):
As kind and compassionate and giving and love and be
grateful for every experience, even the most difficult ones.
Speaker 3 (20:05):
Right, right, and we are all connected and we feel
that so deeply, and I know many many others do
as well. You know that connection, and you know, some
people don't understand it. And then they listen to your shows,
and I think that's so soothing that they get a
(20:28):
bit of themselves by listening to you.
Speaker 2 (20:31):
Well, I think that it's true for you now, and
that's one of the reasons why we decided a few
months ago that it was time to gather the tribe.
It was time and we're going to do. You know,
I haven't traveled anywhere. You know, my doctor said, compromised
immune system. Do not go into an air an airport,
(20:55):
Do not get on an airplane, Do not go into
large crowds. Because it was the middle of winter, flew COVID,
everything was everywhere. Don't expose yourself to anything for anyone
that could compromise you further and could complicate your recovery.
(21:16):
And I told her on Wednesday, when I was there
for my follow up and my physical before I could
start my next round of chemo, that I had actually
done a shoot. I can't say for who yet or
anything until they tell me. You know, it's ready to
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go out. It's a big show. Everybody will know. But
I you know, I went into Atlanta on February nineteenth
and I spent the day on a shoot there and
she had given me permission. She's like, just be careful.
I said. It won't be a lot of people. It'll
just be the crew and my interviewer and the producer
and the director. Not a lot of people came our beautiful,
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wonderful Greta, Greta the Great, the Great, who is one
of our besties, one of our most nerest and dearest,
and and she'll be coming with me, because if you
think Greta is letting me go any place alone, and
now she's coming to Michigan with me. And I have
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to tell you, I don't think I've ever needed anything
the way I need this fast approaching weekend y to
be with my my beautiful, my, my, ah, my Angels
of the frozen Tundra.
Speaker 3 (22:44):
Yes, I'm so excited, and there's a big part of
me an I have to say that it is a
little paranoid in it. You know. I want to tell everybody,
we will have hand sanitizer everywhere. We're going to put
masks out. You know, and I asked that if anybody
has even the slighest coffee, even if they think it
might be allergies, wear a mask. So I'm a little concerned.
(23:06):
I'm a lot concerned, But I know, I know that
this is being brought to the surface and brought about
for a reason, and it's happening. It's falling right into
place exactly when and how it's supposed to. So yeah,
I really feel this is healing for everybody.
Speaker 2 (23:29):
Yeah, I do too, And I'm not concerned. And my doctor,
when I was with her on Wednesday and she was
giving me my results from my latest PET scan, she
was top of her class at Emory University Medical School.
This woman is a bad ass cowgirl, Okay, cool. And
(23:53):
when she gave me my original diagnosis, it was a
grim one, you know. I mean, I called you. I
sobbed all through the whole conversation, you know, And she
used two words inoperable, incurable. The drug that she put
me on is a chemotherapy drug. It's a drug that
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five years ago was experimental. It is meant to buy
you time. It is meant to extend your life by
holding the cancer growth at bay so that it can't. Okay,
it's not conventional chemotherapy. It's got lots and lots of
side effects, none of which I'm suffering except losing. I'm
(24:37):
starting to lose my hair now, which is fine. I
got plenty It'll grow more. I don't care.
Speaker 3 (24:42):
I've been bald before, and I think bald women are
really sexy, really sexy. Just go ahead, it's all good.
Speaker 2 (24:48):
Yeah, it's all good, you know, it is so. But anyway,
when she walked in the room, my nurse had already
come in, vampire that she is, and sucked all the
blood out of me, and and then they take everything
off and do the tests and make sure, you know,
YadA YadA. Before she came in the room, and I
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told her about my shoot in Atlanta, and then I
told her I was going to Michigan. And she said,
that's a good thing. It's a good thing that you
do this, because I had told her what the event
was about, and that I would be with my friends,
you know, with my tribe, with people that I really
really need to be with, you know. Yeah, and it's
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going to be phenomenal in every sense of the word.
And you know, and she has been telling me all
along be careful, be careful, don't go you know. And
from months and months, I go from home to the hospital,
hospital to home. That's it, like, that's pretty much it.
And and she gave me the go ahead, just go ahead.
(25:57):
And then she went through my results and out of
all the tumors and that you know how many there were,
all through my body, all in my spine, all in
my femur, all you know, on my adrenal glands, thirteen tumors,
and my lungs. The ones in my breast there's two
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large tumors that are now a fraction of their original size.
And you know, I was talking to her and I said,
I know what this. You know, I read the book
that comes with the drug. Cascali is the drug, and
I said, I know that this drug serves a very
(26:41):
specific purpose. I want you to know that there's more
at play here than the medication, and that I need
to go to Michigan for this healing retreat, to be
with my loved ones, with my star sisters. And I
(27:04):
need you to understand that I have help. Not only
do I have my mother and my sister. I have
Mother Mary, I have the galactic family. I have Creator,
(27:24):
I have source energy flowing through me. I'm having bizarre
things happen. I had an incident happen a few weeks
ago where I was just laying on the sofa. I
had Peanut there with me, as usual, by the way,
and I was just watching the news, you know, and
(27:46):
kind of seething. But I closed my eyes, and all
of a sudden, Peanut jumped down off of me and
went over to the fainting sofa which is right there,
which is my mother's recliner. Does this, you know, when
I'm leaving the house, the doctor, Oh my god, is
she ever coming back? It's going to be awful, you know.
(28:08):
She treats a five hour trip to the hospital and
back is what was five months. And I was just
laying there, and all of a sudden, she got down
and she moved. I thought she had just gotten hot.
(28:29):
And then within a matter of moments, my whole entire
body felt like I had just been submerged into something
that was liquid, but denser than water, heavier than water,
and it had a vibration to it. And my whole
(28:52):
entire body, from head to toe, was submerged in this
vibrating liquid. And I didn't even open my eyes, you
know how I talked to my people, and I'm like,
when you get a download, yah and take it in.
(29:15):
Stop what you're doing when you're hearing it come in.
There's a message you need to just calm, be calm,
relax and let it in. Well, I had the exact
same response to whatever it was that was happening to me,
and it lasted for maybe a minute, minute and a half,
(29:36):
and then it slowly subsided and I opened my eyes,
not knowing what or who I might see, and I
turned and I looked and Peanut was sound asleep. And
that's been the rule for the Galactic family all along.
Anytime you are welcome here, anytime, whatever you want to
(29:59):
do to me, do it. I know it will help
and heal me. Just please, please don't scare my little dog,
because she's great with spirit, but she's not so great
with extraterrestrials. She can see and it scares her. And
she's had a couple of incidents where there was no
(30:21):
question in my mind, at least no question that this
was not a spiritual intervention, that this was something else.
Speaker 3 (30:31):
Right.
Speaker 2 (30:32):
So yeah, and then you know that was last week,
and that was the day before I went to have
the pet scan. And then this Wednesday she's in her
office going through sheets and sheets and sheets of and
she's like, you know, in a few months, we might
(30:52):
want to talk to the surgeon again and you know,
shrink these down a little bit more and maybe just
go ahead and do lump ectomies. I said, next time,
it's time for a pet stand. I don't think they're
going to find anything to remove surgically. And she turned
(31:15):
and she said, you know what, Anne, I believe you.
I believe she's I don't I've never met anybody like you.
Speaker 5 (31:21):
I don't understand, she said, When I got your report
back and they can't identify twenty nine percent of your DNA, Okay,
you know what, I'm.
Speaker 2 (31:31):
Just gonna go with this. I'm just gonna go with this.
And you are getting extra help from who knows where
or what or whatever. But you know, I made her
say out loud, retract my diagnosis, reverse my diagnosis.
Speaker 3 (31:52):
It does not apply to me, right and and.
Speaker 2 (31:59):
So I am going to be with you. I am
going to Houghton Lake, one of my favorite places on Earth,
and there will be a serious gathering of the clan.
I mean We've got people coming in from all over
the place for this event, and it's going to be miraculous.
(32:19):
It's going to be energizing and healing in every conceivable way, spiritually, emotionally,
in every psychologically, psychically, every conceivable way.
Speaker 3 (32:33):
Right right, And it's going to be what I love.
You know, you are the center of the healing circle.
But because you are so loving, everybody there will get
that healing, and everybody there can also take some of
that healing and send it to others who need it.
(32:54):
You can't be there, so these types of healing sessions
are huge and they can definitely heal. It's going to
be beautiful. And you know we're not anybody that comes.
I'm going to tell you right now, every human being
is a born healer. Every human being, every human being,
(33:18):
animals healers. You know, we're all born to heal. Some
have a passion to do it all the time. I do.
Some don't. But that doesn't mean you're not a healer.
So everybody will be involved. You know, when you're little
(33:38):
and you fall down in your skin, your knee, what
do we do as a three year old? We grab
our knee, We put our hand on it. Yeah, is
that Yeah, we're healing it. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (33:49):
And then what does mommy do? She kisses it better?
Speaker 3 (33:53):
Yeah, because that's healing, it's touch, it's love, it's putting
that energy into it exactly. So everybody will be involved
in this. And I want to tell you Friday, Tim
Rie and cannot be there. I believe it's Friday, Saturday.
(34:15):
He will be there. Oh wonderful, the Saturday circle and
we'll do healing circles both days. These are going to
be massive circles healing. But Tim will also be involved.
So I'm double pleased with that. And the people that
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don't know. Tim is a dear, dear, dear brother to us.
We love him so much. And he is also dealing
with breast cancer. He's doing well. He's in recovery, but
he's not in remission yet, but we're working on it. Yeah,
(34:58):
so I'm very excited. There will be more things going
on too. It'll be very uplifting. As you said, you know,
people get to see you. I cannot tell you how
many people have said I can't wait to hug Annie.
Everybody's dying to get their hands on you. So be prepared.
Speaker 2 (35:19):
I am so prepared. I am so ready, you know.
And then of course, you know, Gret is kind of
like a mother Hen to me, Oh yeah, kind of
like my mother Hen in the backyard, except that I'm
just the one baby, and the mother Hen here has
twelve and which are so cute. Go to my Facebook page,
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look at the video. There's it's all you're adorable drinking chickens,
you know. And Christine's like, oh god, I wish they
would go home. I'm like, maybe they think they are home.
Maybe they've gravitated to this couple of acres of land
because it's so beautiful. And the lady in the purple
(36:02):
robe brings them seeds every morning, and she's like yeah,
and I know if you stop them, they stop coming.
I'm like, I can't not feed them, you know, I
just can't. I have to feed them. If they are loose,
and there's a mother with twelve babies in the playpen,
I'm gonna make the dogs stay in until I coax
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all of them out of the playpen and feed them,
and then the dogs can go out and chase the
squirrels off the bird feeders. And you know, wow, every morning,
it's every morning. That's a thing. But it brings me joy, right,
it brings me joy to be in any way kind
(36:46):
to anyone or any creature. Yeah, and that's healing. That
is healing, that.
Speaker 3 (36:54):
Is healing, absolutely healing. And I'm sure Chris will take
care of them you're away.
Speaker 2 (37:01):
Oh god, yeah, of course she will.
Speaker 3 (37:03):
Chris is she's different than we are.
Speaker 2 (37:06):
She's no different than we are. Sucker for a pretty face,
takes in anything and everything that needs a home. And yeah,
I mean we are cut from the same cloth. You know.
Carolyn raised both of us and that's that. So yeah,
it's well, yeah, all of us. I mean, my sister
(37:26):
Nancy is ridiculous. I don't even want to talk about
everything she saves. And Cindy and April did the same.
I mean, we've got Sammy, who April saved before she
passed away, and she, in her infinite wisdom knew to
bring him here, yeah, before she died. And and he's
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had a very long, happy life and it was hard
for him when Mom passed because he was devoted to
her as Peanut was devoted to her. And they still
go to her room and look for her every day.
Speaker 3 (38:03):
And I'm sure she's still there talking to them and
playing with them.
Speaker 2 (38:08):
Yeah. Yeah, they just hop right up on the bed
like you're going to go see Mama, Mama, Carolyn. Yeah,
you know, And it's it's a it's a blessing, you know.
I mean, there's there's so much pain and ugliness and
(38:29):
destruction and conflict in the world that if we don't
do what we're about to do in Holton Lake, then
given the opportunity to come together like this, absolutely, but
I how could I say no when I know that
(38:50):
not only will it be a wonderful experience for me,
but my presence there, especially beside you and the girls,
will make a difference in the world. And that difference
is that whole pebble in the pond concept. You can
that people in the pond, You're going to get concentric
(39:12):
circles of vibrational movement in that water that extends as
far as the water does. And so what we do
is immeasurable, it is incalculable, but it is a dispersion
of energy that is real and has an effect on
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everyone it touches. So, as you said earlier, there are
going to be people at this event that will be
so illuminated, so inspired, so motivated that when they leave us,
they'll float away. They won't even need a car, and
then they'll go back into their world and that light,
(39:59):
that beacon and that hope, that promise, that love, that tenderness,
that compassion will get passed on to every person they encounter.
So we'll never know how much good it generates in
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terms of frequency and energy and resonance. But we don't
need to count it. You know, it's not jelly beans
in a jar. We don't need to know exactly how
far it was dispersed exactly. We just know that it
is right.
Speaker 3 (40:41):
And that's the beauty of that kind of love and
that kind of compassion and the healing and everything that
comes out of a weekend like that. Yeah, isn't You
can't hold on to it. It has to be shared
and even if you don't think about sharing it, you're
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sharing it. So what is that going to do? In
this with like you said, all of this madness that's
going on. Our hope, our knowing is that it's going
to make a.
Speaker 2 (41:15):
Difference what I wanted to do more than anything. You know.
Right now, the vibration is high, but it's not a
good vibration because it's fear based, you know, I mean
I felt that you have felt that, you know, I mean,
I'm angry, I'm pissed off about a whole bunch of
stuff which we're not even going to talk about tonight.
(41:36):
But what I am saying is that, you know, we're
as we're raising the vibration in terms of love and
light and healing and expression and all of that, we
also need to bring the temperature down in terms of fear, because, oh,
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it is one of the most destructive forces on the planet.
And when people relinquish themselves and their own personal power
to it is when they start to cave under the
weight of it. And so we are going to dispel
(42:20):
fear and turn that crystalline light on to such an
I'm dragging everybody out on that back und you know
what's going to happen there? Oh I do you know,
just charge up your camera phones, folks, because I mean today, well,
(42:41):
I have sightings every day, that's just a given. But
it was very active in the skies today. It was
very active, and you know, and I go out and
I just you know, I look up and I see
the lights, and I see the vessels, and you know,
I've just got this ability to in this way, and
(43:02):
you know, and I'm always very humble and very grateful,
and I just, you know, tell them come with me
to Michigan. I mean, and I know they will because
there were Christine, when we were in the doctor's office
and I was I was giving her my goodbye hug.
Christine said, a light flashed right above your head while
(43:25):
you were hugging doctor Knight and telling her how much
you love her, and she was telling you how much
she loves you, and a light flashed above your head,
and I said, I know, I saw it. I saw it.
They were in the room with me, and then we
walked outside in the valet. Parker Mike that I love
(43:47):
so much. I told him, look up, look up, there
they are. And He's like, I always believe, but I
never saw it. I'm like, well, get used to it, buddy,
because and then we walked right out the door and
I walked right into it arms and I hadn't seen
him in my last few visits. And a full story
and just as supposed to, you know, after I had
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my first pet scan, I walked out of the hospital
into the foyer and uh, the Age of Aquarius was
playing when the moon is okay, how many thousands and
thousands of songs could have been playing in the foyer
of the hospital high pitch to beginning of the song.
(44:32):
I'm like, no way, no way, you know, and I
just and I turned and I looked at the lady
at the reception desk. I'm like, this is one of
my favorite songs. And she's like me too. They don't
write music like this anymore, Like this is spiritual music.
(44:52):
And she's like, yes, it is. You know. We're holding
hands over a reception desk, and you know, Christine had
stopped at the ladies room and she's to come out.
She's she's looking at me. She's like, is she your
new best friend?
Speaker 3 (45:12):
She knows you.
Speaker 2 (45:14):
Yeah. I mean when she took me to the emergency
room originally, but when they gave me the assessment and
made an appointment for me to go see an oncologist.
As we were walking out, you know, I had nine
female doctors and nurses in my room with me because
(45:37):
they had not seen they had not seen something like
this before, and so the doctor asked my permission if
she could show this tumor to basically everybody that was
working in the department. I'm like, oh, yeah, sure, come
on in, girls, you know. And as I'm leaving, they
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were all standing together talking about me in the in
the hallway, and I came out and I'm like, you know,
thank you all so much, and and you know, and
I walked over to them and I kind of gave
them a group hug, and they were, what's going on here?
And you know how he is going on. I hear
(46:18):
them thinking like, we just gave this woman the worst
possible information that we could give her. And she's celebrating
us and hugging and kissing us and thanking us. And
you could hear them thinking it. Mari, I know, and
(46:41):
and my sister just was like, it's just how she is.
It's just how she is. Just let her do it.
And I mean, I sent them, you know, thank you
cards and everything because like a group of nine women
doctors and nurses played a part in helping save my life.
Speaker 3 (47:02):
Yeah yeah, well bless you for that. I love the
comments that you're getting. And I do want to say,
you know, Marie and val are both listening and nicky
comments tonight, and they're part of our group. And we
do have announcements to make at the event. I'm not
going to give it away now, but you and Val
(47:26):
and Jamie, La and Marie and myself are up to something,
yes we are, and it's something good. It's something so
good that will be announced at the vent and I'm
sure before we leave tonight, Bill will show that info again,
and so everybody knows. All you have to do is
(47:47):
call the hotel number and book a package right there
nine eight nine four two two four thousand and ask
to book a package for the Mystical Retreat weekend. And
that covers everything, you know, you get all day Friday,
all day Saturday, Saturday night. The rooms are amazing, they're
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asked Annie. The beds are so comfy.
Speaker 2 (48:10):
They are.
Speaker 3 (48:11):
It's a great place, you know, to stay. But it
also covers you're going to get up in the morning.
They have the little breakfast far and stuff, and then
at dinner time we'll have food brought right to the
conference room. So you know, it's beautiful that we can
spend this weekend together. Even in the evening will be
(48:32):
you know, we'll have food and we'll have things to do.
We have some bingo going on, we have some karaoke
going on, we have beautiful beauty, beautiful. I can't wait.
I'm so excited. A craft, a magic craft, and I'm
not going to even give it away right now. We
have that going on too, and this is all out
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of love everything that weekend Friday, Saturday, and then even
Sunday before we all leave. You know, it's going to
be a big.
Speaker 2 (49:06):
Love fast Yeah, it really is, and it's going to
be transformational for everyone that is a part of this.
And you know, my intention is for us to do
this with some more frequency, you know, not just once
(49:26):
a year. This will be my first time being able
to attend this week because I'm not booked for anything else,
because I'm not going anywhere else. I'm just doing this. Yeah,
but I feel like it is imperative that I be there,
and I don't know exactly why. I'm just going to,
(49:50):
you know, ride the wave, follow them, you know. I mean,
it's my intention is always pure, and that is to
give of myself as much as I can. But you know,
if I even show any sign of fatigue, you know,
Greta's gonna drag me on absolutely, you know, But that's
(50:16):
okay because I get restored very quickly, very quickly, and
as long as you keep coffee around for me.
Speaker 3 (50:28):
You want to be coffee guys.
Speaker 2 (50:31):
I can just keep going. I can just keep going.
And you know, I mean we've done countless events together.
I mean it's not unusual for me to go eighteen
hours straight and then crash for a few hours and
then get up and do it again. I do want
to forewarn everyone in advance that there's probably going to
(50:53):
be a time when you're gonna see me in the
breakfast nook, in my jammy's and my robe and myself.
Speaker 3 (50:59):
Absolutely, yes, I see that. Every year a U have
whole contact.
Speaker 2 (51:03):
I know, yeah, I love it. You know, I figure,
you know, if I'm wearing clothes, shouldn't that be socially
acceptable enough? Oh?
Speaker 3 (51:12):
Absolutely yeah. And I have to admit too, any a
bra is not considered clothes.
Speaker 2 (51:20):
Now, that's absolutely optional. And I am not doing anything
to these girls that puts any pressure on them.
Speaker 3 (51:27):
No. No, they need to be pampered, so they shall be.
They need to be comfortable. And you know, even the
schedule that I put out usually, you know, I do
two of these a year, and usually the schedule is
boom boom, boom boom. It's going to be more relaxed
this time. And no matter what the schedule says, it's
(51:47):
all tentative. It all depends on how you're feeling, how
things are going. If we need to throw a pillow
on the floor and say, okay, twenty minute nap time,
that's what we're going to.
Speaker 2 (52:00):
Just like Robber Room. Yes, bring the magic mirror.
Speaker 3 (52:08):
I'm so excited about that. It feels good to not
have to yea be yeah, exactly, it is what it is.
Speaker 2 (52:20):
We're going to go with the flow of the beautiful
hoton lake and the waves lapping up against the stone,
and just wait until we go out in the back
with the bowls and the music and the sound and
the sky and the singing and the calling and the
(52:45):
manifestation of our galactic family right there with us. And
I will, you know, do my third eye opening for
whom ever wants it, you know. And sometimes people, you know,
they just want it again because you know, it's not
that it didn't work the first time. They just want
more than what I'm there for to do. So all right,
(53:09):
Bill's throwing us off the air.
Speaker 3 (53:10):
I know, gurn that Bill. Good thing.
Speaker 2 (53:13):
We love him, it is.
Speaker 3 (53:15):
It was amazing.
Speaker 2 (53:16):
He just doesn't understand that. You know, time is an illusion,
but we do have an unlimited illusion to work.
Speaker 3 (53:29):
And you have to be earthly during this.
Speaker 2 (53:31):
You have to be earthlings drying. But yes, we will.
We will be together in a matter of just a
few weeks, and it will be sublime. It will be
literally heavenly. And so I so look forward to wrapping
you in my arms. It's been too long. I can't wait.
(53:53):
And we invite everybody, everybody just call the number, you know,
if you have any question, reach out on my age
or to Lenny and you know, or deb but you know,
just reach out if you need the number, and and
we'll post it. We'll continue posting it. And you know,
I'm sure there's a few rooms left. I know we've
got a lot of people coming. But let's just you know,
(54:14):
let's call a hotel. Yeah, it's a good sized hotel.
Binating suit, bring a bathing suit.
Speaker 1 (54:20):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (54:21):
There is water, a small water park, yep.
Speaker 2 (54:24):
And we we'll do some you know, we'll do some
healing in the water. It'll be great. So I love
you all, thank you, thank you for joining us tonight.
Miss deb Da Ruth, love of my life, star, sister
of mine. I will see you soon, and all of
you remember the message is consistently the same. Be the
(54:51):
change you wish to see in the world. Be the
change that you wish to see in the world. Be
the beacon of hope, Be the light you seek. I
love you all, good night,
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