If You Feel Alone and Like No One Cares, Breakthrough Is Coming

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
There were saints who would have mystical experiences, and they
would be considered by polar because one day they would
be wrapped up in the arms of Jesus, out of
their body, floating in the heavens with the Seraphim, having
a mystical experience, out of their mind and the bliss,
and the next day they would be tormented by their

(00:21):
failures and the enemy whispering to them. And so you
go from this beautiful height in the heavens to this
depth and journey through the underworlds in the hell and
those they go together. It's almost like a prerequisite one
for the other, from the pit to the palace, if
you will. One of the names of the Holy Spirit

(00:41):
is the comforter. The Holy Spirit is known as the comforter,
And that should let you know because there's going to
be many times if that's one of his key roles
is to comfort you. There's going to be many times
of discomfort that we go through. Being attacked by the enemy,
being attacked by our fleshynature are egotic nature, being attacked

(01:02):
by your friends, being attacked by your family. This isn't
a maybe. The scripture says that all who live godly
in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution. I think we have
an idea that it always comes from without, but many
times they take the shape, the form and the faces

(01:26):
of people that we know in our lives, like these,
these enemies. This persecution comes in your heads. There's shame
and guilt and condemnation. The enemy knows the things that
you don't like about yourself. The enemy knows the things
that you struggle with and your flaws and the things

(01:46):
that you are afraid of, and that's the things he
uses against. All Right, ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the
Truth Seeker and Aaron Podcast. We are happy to be
with you today. We are going to have a discussion,
We're gonna have a hangout and glad to have you
with us. My name is true Siko and my name

(02:09):
is Aaron.

Speaker 2 (02:10):
Welcome, Welcome.

Speaker 1 (02:12):
Before we jump into today's topic and this discussion, we
want to talk about our upcoming retreat that we have
coming up on October the second through the fifth in Anderson,
South Carolina. So we're going to be doing sound healing teachings,
prophetic frenzy with our friend Nicholas Hubbard, who's going to

(02:35):
be there.

Speaker 2 (02:36):
Yeah, that's going to be fun.

Speaker 1 (02:37):
Music's going to be involved worship nature, doing a lot
of this out in nature, tapping into the prophetic with
hands on say experiments or demonstrations. I would say a
demonstration of the Holy Spirit. Demonstrations are are a good thing.

Speaker 3 (03:01):
Yeah, And you know, our bodies are such an important
part of our spirituality. And last time we went to
this location, we had a dance, like not really a dance,
but like around a bonfire. We played drums and kind
of march in a circle and some people were dancing
and it.

Speaker 2 (03:20):
Was just a lot of childlike play and fun.

Speaker 3 (03:23):
And when you loosen your body up and you free
yourself from feeling ashamed and feeling embarrassed, spirit comes through
in a magical way and the Angelic loves to come
and play with you in those moments when you're being
free and authentic. So some of that will be going on,
I'm sure, just.

Speaker 2 (03:41):
Like last time.

Speaker 1 (03:43):
Yeah, and we're going to do a concert as well,
True Seeking Aaron concert. That's and so it's going to
be a three day retreat for those of you who
are interested. The last couple that we did have been
freaking phenomenal. They've been amazing. We did the Colorado Retreat

(04:03):
just hands that all around amazing, just perfect. It was
just perfect for us. It was just amazing. Then we
did the Mount Shasta Retreat, another amazing experience all around.
And now we're going back to Anderson, which we did
a retreat there before. So we have a lovely couple

(04:25):
that's asked us to come back, and we couldn't wait
to be a part and go back to Anderson, South Carolina.
We got a bunch of people from our online community
who's already bought tickets going to meet us there and
again three days of prophetic frenzy, kicking it with mystics
and contemplation and nature and diving in. So if you're

(04:46):
interested in that, you can go to www dot c
dot school or truth Seeker dot com to get tickets.

Speaker 3 (04:54):
Yeah, so the retreats are so special for us because
we don't have a tend to local church or anything here,
and that's kind of where we get to go and
meet our community in person and we get to hug
people and see their smiles and share stories and food together.
And it's always like this amazing experience because over the

(05:15):
past several years, the climate that we've become accustomed to
because of the pandemic and lots of other things. Is
a lot of isolation, and I think it's important to
meet together and come together. It's just once you get
all the energies in the same room where two or

(05:36):
more gathered, there is some kind of special spice to it.
And I'm really looking forward to it. And I so
love playing my singing bowls. We weren't able to take
those when we went to Shasta because of the flights
and everything, but we'll have those in the gongless time
and really looking forward to being able to play those
for people at the retreat YEP.

Speaker 1 (05:58):
We don't have a local church that we attend, but
we are part of a global church, so we do
have Seer School, which is our weekly church. Essentially, we
meet on Thursday nights and Sunday rising sessions for any
of you who are interested in being part of our
online community. We do sixteen hours a month of training,

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equipping and really in just in this format of just
hanging out, cons conversating and doing life and so it
just you know, the topics very week to week, depending
on who's on the call and what people are interested
in and what people are going through, and so we
try to show up and we find out that, you know,

(06:43):
what we're going through individually is what a lot of
people are going through as well. So to have a
safe space online has been monumental for so many people
and including us, Like it's something that we are able
to check in with like minded people, roll ideas off of,
and just be around family online who aren't going to

(07:07):
judge you for what you believe and are really interested
in it and rolling ideas off of each other. So
we really love our Seer School community and if you
want to be a part of that, again, go to
Seer School and all the information is there if you
want to sign up and be a part of our
online gatherings.

Speaker 3 (07:24):
And I just want to encourage you, like, if you
feel alone and you need community or conversation with like
minded people. It's not an intimidating space. It's not like
we're up on some kind of pedestal. It's just a
bunch of friends.

Speaker 2 (07:38):
Really.

Speaker 3 (07:38):
It feels like a group of friends meeting together talking
about what books we've been reading, what shows we've been watching.
I mean, and it's not super spiritual all the time,
Like sometimes we're just talking about what movies we watched,
and everything is spiritual because we're spiritual.

Speaker 1 (07:55):
Yeah, you know. Yeah, it's a unique community because of that,
you know, because we don't you know, we open it
up for for everybody just to share and talk and
ideas and all that kind of stuff. So yeah, it's different.
It's you're not you're not coming there just to listen

(08:16):
to us talk. That's what this is for. Yeah, I
just want to hear troops taking Aaron talk. That's this podcast. Yeah,
unless we have a guest, but on there. Yeah, definitely
is a open up for more of a roundtable discussion.

Speaker 2 (08:29):
Yep. I'll look forward to it. We missed it.

Speaker 3 (08:32):
On Sunday, we were invited to spend some time down
at the ocean with our team, our crew, our friends
from Knoxville. So we got to go to one of
our favorite places down on the Florida Panhandle and spend
some time with them.

Speaker 2 (08:48):
In the sun and the quartz sand and the salty water.
It's quite quite rough.

Speaker 3 (08:54):
It was a red flag, so we didn't stay in
the water too much, but we got some nice ocean
therapy on Sunday. But we'll look forward to getting back
to our group Thursday.

Speaker 1 (09:06):
Yeah, so you know, people feel isolated and they look
for online community. They need online community, and and they're intimidated,
like you said, like they don't want to go through
the awkwardness. Some people don't even want their cameras on
on zoom and stuff. And know, we we like that
for people to have their cameras on and stuff like that,

(09:28):
but you don't have to do that, you know. And
I found out that it seems like a lot of
people are under like spiritual attack right now. Yeah, like
a lot of people are going through like whether it's
type of depression or lethargy or just a lot of

(09:49):
questions that they're asking and wrestling within their and their
body and their mind and their spirit. And I can
tell you that like have it go when you go
through that stuff, having a community and to know that
you're not going through it by yourself is it. It's
like the world, you know, to have people that care

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and it's going to hold your hand through it. Not
that you're going to receive a magical prayer and come
out of it. It doesn't always work that way. But allow
you to walk through it and let you know that
you are okay and you're going to be okay and
to let you go through it. And so a lot
of times I think that's what you know, our online
community is and and it's healthy. And hopefully if you're not,

(10:32):
like if you are part of a local church or
something like that, hopefully let your church. You know, you
don't have to fake it. You know, you don't have
to pretend that you're okay or whatever. If you're going
through something, you can really you can open up and
share if you like or or not. You know, but
it's big to to have you know, people by your

(10:54):
side while you're going through it.

Speaker 3 (10:56):
It's so crazy right now, like because we feel isolated,
and then our daughter feels really isolated. She's going through
a lot where it's not in your head either. It's
like literally people are falling out of your life who
have been there for a long time, you know, and
so you are isolated. It's not just a feeling that
you have. You are becoming more isolated. And I feel

(11:21):
like in my spirit it's a process of almost like
going into a cocoon, right Like we've been caterpillars. We're
going into this next phase where you have to go
through something in isolation. You're not really alone because spirit's
always with you. Thankfully, me and you, we have each other.
Some people, you know, they don't, you know, have a

(11:43):
spouse who's their best friend, who is there to lift
and encourage, and so I'm so grateful you know that
we have each other in the process. But so many
people just are going through this phase. But I feel
like it is a transformational phase, Like it's a phase
where you're going inward to deal with something so that

(12:04):
you can grow your wings and really fly. I don't
think it's a bad thing. It just feels bad. It
kind of is uncomfortable. Yeah, once you get through it
and learn from it, I think it's going to looking
back hindsight, it's always twenty twenty.

Speaker 1 (12:20):
Yeah, if you know, I think, you know, podcasts like
this are important because not everybody gets to it. You know,
people resort to all types of different things and do
things that they you know, they make a lasting decision
on momentary feelings, feelings that are subject to change and

(12:40):
only are here for a season or for a moment,
and that's never healthy. Yeah, you know, it's one thing
that I think with our last retreat, we talked about
a little bit with The theme was like, if something
was really true today, it's going to be true tomorrow.
If you have these feelings, if they're legit and they're
meant to last, or these ideas or whatever, you know,
you can trust that in a week from today. If

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it's legit something something that you're supposed to do, then
you know it's gonna it's gonna linger and stick around,
versus doing something so brash and in a hurry and
not doing it right, or or making a commitment uh
that you're not willing to carry out, or something like that.
And I mean, I'm speaking to myself because I have

(13:23):
been known to do it in the past. But but
that's how we learn. We learn from going doing these
things and being able to look back at uh, at
our lives or our decisions and and see if if
we've if we've done this, so that the next time
it comes up, we can we can do it differently.

Speaker 3 (13:40):
I mean, even wait till the next planetary cycle alignes
or the next moon phase. Because we're so influenced by
things that are external from us, Like you know, we're
influenced by the demonic, We're influenced by the spirit, we're
influenced by the planets and the stars and the moon.
So like we have a lot of influences. Sometimes they

(14:01):
can feel like us, but it's not. So it's so
important to wait around a little while and make sure
that these feelings are something that's from within, from God,
within from spirit, and not from an external source.

Speaker 2 (14:18):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (14:18):
Yeah, because everything, like everything is subject to change.

Speaker 3 (14:23):
I think the only certainty in life is it will change.
So if it's good and times are happy, enjoy it,
Treasure it because it's going to change. If times are
bad and sad and terrible and full of grief and sorrow,
you know, salute it, Salute it and let it pass
down and pass you by, because it's going to change.

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Nothing stays permanent and fixed in this world.

Speaker 2 (14:49):
It just doesn't. It's not designed that way.

Speaker 1 (14:53):
Yeah. So for anybody else going through that right now
you feel like you're alone, or you nobody understands you,
or you can't even articulate what you're going through, just
know that you're you're not alone. And I know it.
For me, it's always been something that just sounds redundant
or whatever, but those words seem to help people. Just

(15:15):
knowing that you're not alone and hearing people try to
articulate what they're going through that sounds similar to what
you're going through. You know, I still get messages from
people all the time about them going through certain things
that they can't even articulate. They try their best, and
I don't understand it, but I can try to find,
you know, sympathy and something that I've been through that's

(15:37):
similar maybe and try to explain how I've got through
it or I'm getting through it and try my best,
and sometimes you feel like your best isn't good enough,
but you could you still try. So I know that
for me, like getting through stuff, it helps when I

(15:58):
find somebody else who's been through it, because the isolation
thing makes you feel like you're the only one, so
there's no there's no way out, like it's going to
be that way forever, You're going to be depressed forever,
or whatever the case is. And but when you read
about somebody's story or hear about somebody who went through

(16:20):
that and came out the other side and lived to
tell about it, which is now this test that becomes
your testimony, it's super encouraging. Because God is not a
respector of persons, like what's available for one person is
also available for you. So when I was going through
my stuff and needing to make sense of it, you know,

(16:44):
I found a book. It was The Dark Knight of
the Soul, and it really helped me because I felt
like it articulated the things that I was experiencing. Words
that I wouldn't have used that I felt like maybe
we weren't even proper to use that. Christians, people who

(17:04):
are out like saints essentially are using and used about
their experience. And just because we've been told like not
to focus on the bad stuff, but don't talk about
the bad stuff. And if it's not like if you
it makes think if you don't talk about it, then
it doesn't exist or whatever. Doing the shadow work and
the real deep stuff and trying to figure out what's
going on and what caused it and stuff like that

(17:27):
so that you can make the changes and fix it
if you can. You know, it could drive you crazy
if if you can't, you know, but it's part of
it to see if there is something that I can do,
let me try to undo it or apologize or whatever
the case is, just to try to make it right.
And so I know that when you hear podcasts like

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this or find books like that. How comforting it is.
And you know, the one of the names the Holy
Spirit is the comforter. The Holy Spirit is known as
the comforter, And that should let you know, because there's
going to be many times if that's one of his
key roles is to comfort you, there's going to be

(18:11):
many times of discomfort that we go through. Being attacked
by the enemy, being attacked by our fleshly nature, our
egoic nature, being attacked by your friends, being attacked by
your family. This isn't a maybe the scripture says that
all who live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution.

(18:34):
It's like, how does this persecution come from? Like how
does it come? And I think we have an idea
that it always comes from without, But many times they
take the shape and the form and the faces of
people that we know in our lives, like these enemies.
This persecution comes in your head, this shame and guilt

(19:01):
and condemnation. The enemy knows the things that you don't
like about yourself. The enemy knows the things that you
struggle with and your flaws and the things that you
are afraid of. And that's the things he uses against you,
the things that you're afraid of and you're ashamed of.
And so to get through it the best you can

(19:23):
and not let the pendulum that swings back and forth
as you feel one way today and tomorrow you feel
a whole different way. It's a form of like what
may feel like spiritual schizophrenia or spiritual bipolarism. And again,
I was just doing just a little bit of study

(19:43):
a while ago, trying to figure something to talk about
on the podcast. But there were saints who would have
mystical experiences, and they would have those experiences, they would
be considered by polar because one day they would be
wrapped up in the arms of Jesus, out of their body,
floating in the heavens with the seraphim, having a mystical experience,

(20:04):
out of their mind and the bliss, and the next
day they would be tormented by their failures and the
enemy whispering to them. And so you go from this
beautiful height in the heavens to this depth and journey
through the underworlds in the hells. And you know, one
thing that we talk about and we know that those
they go together. It's almost like a prerequisite one for

(20:28):
the other from the pit to the palace, if you will,
that everyone in the scripture had to go through as
a prerequisite to have their victory and to be a
testimony for us, you know. So I hope that, and
you know it gives you a little bit of encouragement
and piques your interests, and you know, well, uh, you.

Speaker 3 (20:52):
Know, regardless if you believe that hell is a real
physical place or not, I believe that hell fire is
a purifying fire that it purifies and you know, it
burns out the impurities and the parts of us that
are impure, our ego, our sinful, fleshly nature has to

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go through those fires to keep it tamped down, to
keep it under control, because we are just living in
fleshly bodies. I mean, these lusts of the flesh and things,
you know, seeking money for the wrong reasons or power
or pride or jealousy or lust like, these things are
just going to come. And that fire, that hell fire

(21:39):
is what purifies it and burns it out. So when
you're going through these things and you feel like you're
being tormented, just let it burn.

Speaker 2 (21:48):
Let it burn, and.

Speaker 3 (21:49):
Then what comes out on the other side is purity.
And also Shame is a control mechanism. People use it
to control other people, the government uses it to control us,
Demons use it to control us. It's just the low

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it's the lowest frequency possible.

Speaker 2 (22:12):
It's shame.

Speaker 3 (22:13):
And so the highest frequency possible is authenticity. And I
think to be truly authentic, you have to share your story,
even if it's not pretty, like like the Dark Knight
of the Soul. To be authentic, he had to share
that story, was it, Saint.

Speaker 2 (22:28):
Johnath the Cross?

Speaker 1 (22:29):
Yeah? Yeah, him and another saying I was reading about
while ago. He would share his stories, and then other
people in the in the in the church and the
faith would like gaslight them for sharing their story, thinking you,
like you're bragging about it or what makes you But
every time he's like, no, listen, this is for the others.

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I'm not anymore special. This like the beautiful experiences, they're
all available to everyone, but as well as the bad.
But like people would even gaslight him, like what does
that do? I mean, we know what it does. It
makes you feel isolated, makes you question yourself, question your sanity, yeah,

(23:13):
question your salvation. Yeah, I mean just think of like
the people you are, your brothers and sisters, the people
you can fight in and they're questioning you and they're
trying to get you to question yourself and listen. Maybe
that's you know, it is healthy until it's not. Let's
say that, but I live in that, you know, with
the name truth see good right, always questioning everything, but

(23:40):
like it can it can be your downfall. I think
it's okay to to do that because like, what if
they're right, but if you've had an experience that they've
not had, you know, kind.

Speaker 3 (23:53):
Of thing and you have because everyone's experience is unique, right.

Speaker 1 (23:59):
Yeah, it would be different if there if you know,
the saints and the different people were gloating and putting
themselves on a pedestal as some kind of enlightened spiritual teacher.
But what everything they would say was like, you know,
what I've what I've gone through is available for you
or it's coming for you too. Yeah, you know, whether

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that is depression or that is attacked from the enemy.
You know, Christ taught taught the same things, the disciples
taught the same things. That that was an example and
the way that they overcame would be ways that we
would overcome as well. And in scripture says they overcame
by the blood of the limb and the word of
their testimonies.

Speaker 2 (24:40):
Yeah.

Speaker 3 (24:42):
I just finished this book by Florence Scovalshin. She was
from the nineteen twenties, I think, and she wrote a book.
She wrote many books, but the only one I've read
so far or listened to is The Game of Life.
And it's really to be from that time period. I
feel like it's such an advanced book because it's about manifestation. Basically,

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it's about you know, what you think and speak becomes
your reality. But she doesn't She doesn't say to ignore
the evil and the bad things that come your way,
but she says, don't resist it. So they're like, when
you try to resist and push things away, it increases

(25:30):
the attention and the tension between those things, so it
actually makes that thing come harder for you. So she
she quoted the scripture Matthew five thirty nine.

Speaker 2 (25:41):
But I say unto you that you resist not evil.

Speaker 3 (25:46):
Whoever saw smite thee on thy right cheek turned to
him the left the other also, And she was saying,
Jesus said that because he knew, he knew the deeper mysteries,
and that when you resis a thing. It increases the
attachment to that thing. So kind of like just to

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just to look at your life like like a river
and these things come to you, whether it be hardship
or glorious beautiful things, or abundance or you know, poverty times,
whatever comes your way, Observe it, salute it, and let
it go on down the river to the next place. Like,
don't super resist it. Just try to say, like, you know, what,

(26:33):
what is this coming to me for? What is it
trying to teach me? Think it send it on its way.

Speaker 2 (26:38):
Because.

Speaker 3 (26:40):
Just to just to keep resisting and it creates this
weird buffer effect that it's going to stick around longer.

Speaker 2 (26:48):
Yeah, I thought that was interesting.

Speaker 1 (26:50):
Yeah, whatever you focus on shows itself to you. And
you know, I could I there's a lot of you know,
reasons that things happen to people. You know, it's never
just this one thing. It would be easy if it
was just the one thing. So therefore, you know, going
through the dark knight and trials and tribulations, it gives

(27:12):
you the opportunity to learn several things. It's like what
did I do to cause this? It's like, Okay, if I,
if I'm honest, I can probably look at three or
four things that I can even if that didn't cause it,
it still allows me to examine myself to make sure
that I'm in the faith so I can bring those
things into the light and into alignment so that I

(27:32):
don't do it again. And and maybe those things weren't
even the thing that caused it. Maybe you know, but
it you know, So don't try to be so hard
on yourself going through it, but you know, ask for illumination,
Ask to see if it's something that you brought upon yourself.
And maybe because maybe you did or maybe you didn't,
it's it's always that maybe you're just moved by the

(27:56):
you know, the collective unconscious of what other people are
going through that we feel and we take upon ourselves,
and that's a real thing too. But all of that
is just asking questions about like why am I going
through this and not gaslighting yourself or others, because there's
something to learn in it. And I could say for

(28:18):
me that with the power of the mind and the
subconscious mind, that most of the things that that I
feel like I go through or scare me or whatever,
there are things that I've entertained. There are things that
I've put in my mind or things that I've said
that I was going to do or I am doing,
or projected myself one way that maybe I wasn't one

(28:39):
hundred percent living or and I could even have done
it subconsciously, whether it's through music or teaching something that
I wasn't truly living, or asking God to teach us
things that you know, it took a certain amount of
weeks or months or years to come back around to

(29:00):
for you to learn that. One thing we're diving deep
into is crystals, you know, learning why did the priest
use crystals? Like why were these precious gems and stones used?
And we're in finding out that a lot of them
affect the way that you sleep, They affect the way
that you think. If you're going through depression and lethargy

(29:23):
and stuff, there's certain crystals that kind of combat that
energy that you're going through. And these were things that
were present in ancient Israel, in the priesthood that we're
all a part of. We're all kings and priests even
of our own home, and we're asking God, like how
do these things work? And how did they use them?

(29:44):
And so the best way to learn is to go
through the situation and not just read about it because
we love to read about it, but the practical examples. Okay,
I'm going through this now, well this crystal, will it
show up? Is there an intell diligence? Is their energy
infused in it from the creator that is here to

(30:05):
amplify my energy or combat negative energy, whether it's curses
put on me by other people, by just the energy
from the atmosphere that we're being bombarded with. Again, it's
just asking those questions and God has this way of
letting us learn hands on. So for me, I'm projecting

(30:27):
that all the stuff that I've been facing and going through.
It's probably a little bit of all of that. And
it's okay. You know, it's not easy, but it's okay.
And I feel like I welcome my trials and my
tribulation because I definitely welcome the glory that comes with it,
oh yeah, on the other side of it, or the

(30:48):
peace that shows up in the midst of it, Like,
I welcome that. And one doesn't come without the other.
If it does, then you're just the only way you
learned is by you're repeating somebody else's story and you
don't know you might believe, you may have an idea,
but to really know the way crystals work or the
way God's grace shows up in your life, you actually

(31:10):
have to go through those trials and through those tribulations
to come out with that testimony that's going to help
other people. And that's why we're doing it. We're doing it.
Definitely we benefit from it as well, but it's remembering
the ancient path so that we can help others. And
when we look up the lives of the saints and
the lives of these people who came before us, it

(31:31):
is again returning to a path that is more ancient
than our own, of somebody who's experienced the exact same
thing that you're going through. And when you hear them
articulated and you hear how they overcame and like all
of their symptoms echo yours, it is comforting. It's some
kind of misery loves company thing, but it helps. It's

(31:53):
I'm not alone. I'm not the first, nor am I
the last. So that person documented how they got through it,
maybe I document how I get through it.

Speaker 3 (32:02):
And your story and your testimony will help someone else
who's yet to come, maybe not even born yet. You
know that needs to hear there's a way through it.
There is a path out.

Speaker 1 (32:12):
Yeah, write that book, sing that song, put it out,
be authentically you. If it's a question, if it's madness,
if it's spiritual, divine, ecstasy and beauty, and most likely
it's going to be all of that. You know, the
spiritual experience is not just you know, on the mountaintops,

(32:33):
and it's not just you know, down in the mucket
mire in the mud. It's a it's the the journey
of traveling back and forth.

Speaker 2 (32:43):
Yeah, it's not it's not the destination that matters.

Speaker 3 (32:45):
It's the whole of the experience, the good, the bad,
the ugly, all of it.

Speaker 2 (32:52):
Yeah.

Speaker 3 (32:52):
One of those books that I'm used in for the
crystal research is The Physica by Saint Hildegarde, and the
ways that she used crystals for so many things is
so fascinating, like for physical ailments, like I just read today.
I was doing my study on the adjacent stone and

(33:16):
she said, it's formed in the heat of the sun,
So when you hold the stone up to the sun, it.

Speaker 2 (33:22):
Absorbs that heat very quickly.

Speaker 3 (33:24):
And if you have any fogginess in your eyes or
any vision problems, that you are to hold it in
the heat of the sun, put saliva on it, and
then touch that saliva to your eyes and the saliva
infuses with whatever properties are in the stone activated by

(33:45):
the sun, and will heal the fogginess in your eyes.
And like reading this stuff, honestly, it sounds like what
you would imagine the salem, which is were burned at
the stake for like it's it's medicine using God's given
you know, crystals and plants and these things that he created.

(34:09):
Knowing our DNA and knowing the DNA and the frequency
of these things that it would bring healing. And it's
just wild, like how activated they were in their faith
that they knew how to have relationships with the stones
and the plants to bring about healing for it for
not only physical ailments but mental like depression, decision making,

(34:31):
anything you can imagine. They had a use for these
crystals and a practice.

Speaker 1 (34:37):
And that's after the Cross, and that's after Jesus.

Speaker 2 (34:41):
Yeah, these are Christian saints.

Speaker 1 (34:42):
Yeah yeah that they were called hogwash and says demonic
and all this is these they were called doctors of
the church. They were you know, they were one of
the same times and I forget his name, but he
was called they called him a theologian. They called him
the new theologian. And he wasn't even like His thing
wasn't even books, smart or studying or repeating. His theology

(35:05):
was encountering God. It's like having mystical encounters. And that
was but they labeled him a theologian because but his
theology came from direct experience with Christ. You know.

Speaker 3 (35:17):
Yeah, I try to keep a notebook by my bed
because I feel like God speaks to me a lot
while I'm sleeping in my dreams, and so I try
to drop that stuff down. But yeah, when God speaks,
you should write it down because we are just humans
after all, and sometimes you forget. And yeah, what if

(35:37):
he didn't write his stuff down? The theologian who lived
off of mystical experience?

Speaker 1 (35:43):
Yeah, yep, Well, let's pray for people going through hard times.
That sounds good because tough times don't last, but tough
people do.

Speaker 2 (36:00):
Can I read a psalm?

Speaker 1 (36:01):
Yeah?

Speaker 3 (36:02):
So today one of my Facebook friends shout out to
Emma if she listens going through a hard time, needing
a surgery where they're going to have to do something
with her spine, and she was really scared and asking for.

Speaker 2 (36:17):
People to recommend scriptures.

Speaker 3 (36:18):
And so this scripture, it's one that always has always
been beautiful to me.

Speaker 2 (36:26):
It's Psalm ninety one.

Speaker 3 (36:28):
And just if you're going through a hard time, this
is a good one to stand on. So just put
a little, you know, bookmark in your brain that you
can always go back to this psalm if you need
some encouragement. So I'm going to read the palm and
then we can pray he that dwelleth in the secret
place of the Most High, shall abide under the shadow

(36:50):
of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, he
is my refuge and my fortress, my God. In him,
will I trust. Surely he shall deliver thee from the
snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. He
shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings.
Shalt thou trust His truth shall be thy shield and buckler.

(37:13):
Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night,
nor for the arrow that flieth by day, nor for
the pestilence that walketh in darkness, nor for the destruction
that wasteth at noonday. A thousand shall fall at thy side,
and ten thousand at thy right hand. But it shall
not come nigh thee. Only with thine eyes shalt thou

(37:35):
behold and see the reward of the wicked. Because thou
hast made the Lord, which is my refuge, even the
most high thy habitation. There shall no evil befall thee.
Neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For He
shall give his angels charge over thee to keep thee
in all thy ways. Thou shalt bear thee up in

(37:58):
their hands. Lest thou dash thy foot against a stone,
thou shalt tread upon the lion and the adder, the
young lion and the dragon. Shalt thou trample underfeet. Because
he hath set his love upon me. Therefore, while I
deliver him, I will set him on high. Because he
hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and

(38:20):
I will answer him. I will be with him in trouble.
I will deliver him and honor him with long life.
Will I satisfy him and show him my salvation?

Speaker 1 (38:32):
Amen, Lord, I just thank you for our friends and
our family who are hanging out with us today. For
anybody that's going through a hard time, it just needs
a special touch from you, Lord. I just pray that
as they hear the sound of my voice and they
know that it's them, that if they just take a
deep breath end through the nostrils three two one, breathe in,

(38:55):
and your spirit just fill them up and as the
axe hell, just remove anything that's not serving them, anything
that wants to cling to them, anything that they opened up,
whether it was a doorway or they looked at something
that they wasn't supposed to, or they heard something or
they said something that something clinged to them, something clung

(39:16):
onto them. God, that you would just remove those things
even now. God, you say that your word is sharper
than any two edged sword, able to divide between bone
and marrow, flesh and spirit. God, able to do heart
surgery on us without and remove those those fiery darts
from the enemy without us even getting hurt. God, I

(39:38):
just thank you that you're able to do that, and
do it even now with ease and grace, and just remove, remove,
remove anything that's not serving us. Right now, we give
you all the glory, We give you all the things
we repent from our evil ways, of anything that we've
entertained that wasn't of you, that you would help us,

(40:01):
and that you would forgive us. Dear Jesus, that you
would have mercy upon us. We love you so much.
We thank you so much. God, Well, bless you, bless
your bless you. Pray you lift up their countenance even now,
Smile upon them, Let them feel your Holy Spirit once again,
from the top of their head to the soles of

(40:22):
their feet, to their innermost being, to know that they're
loved by you and it's not based off of their performance.

Speaker 3 (40:31):
Thank you Jesus' name, Yes, Father, And I just pray
that even as we're shedding off these things that no
longer serves us, that we're changing our mind. We're repenting metanoia,
we're having a new thought process about the things that
we go through. I pray that you would send your angels,

(40:54):
that you would send Chimron to put a hedge around us,
to protect us from the snares and these tricks, these
lures of the enemy, that we.

Speaker 2 (41:05):
Would become wise to it.

Speaker 3 (41:08):
And God, even as you've done this surgery and you're
removing these things that are egoic, these things that don't
serve us, that would lure us into a trap, into
a snare, to stay trapped in this this level that
we're on, and as we're shedding all of that, I
just pray that you would set up protections, that your

(41:29):
angels would guard and protect all of us, all of
our friends, everyone listening, That they would have these mighty,
mighty warriors alerting them, watching their back, watching them as
they go forth, north, south, east, and west, all sides,

(41:50):
that they would be protected, yet they be alerted to
the enemy's plan before they even encounter it. I thank
you so much that you love us so fully, so unconditionally,
and I just pray that everyone be able to feel

(42:10):
that love right now, even if they're in the darkest,
most loneliest, scariest place, that even now they'd be able
to feel your love coming and filling them up, fill
them up to overflowing. Father, so that everyone they encounter
can encounter your love as well. They wouldn't even have

(42:34):
to speak a word, just their presence carries your love.
We thank you for everything, Thank you for this experience.
Thank you that we get to live in these bodies
and we get to live on this spinning rock in
this universe is such a mystical experience, a magical experience,

(42:56):
and thank you for being with us in this experience,
supposed to learn what we're supposed to learn, the love,
how we're supposed to love, to change the things that
we can, to give you what we can't. I love
you so much and thank you for every person within
the earshot of my voice. Let's do one more cleansing

(43:18):
breath together, three two one to breathe in deeply and
at the top just say thank you for everything. Thank you,
thank you, and exhale everything out.

Speaker 2 (43:36):
Thank you, thank you.

Speaker 1 (43:37):
In Jesus name, Amen and Amen. Well, hopefully that the trick.
Hopefully that makes you feel better, bring some some relief. No,
it does for me. Yeah, thank y'all for being here
with us. Thank y'all for hanging out again. If you
are interested in hanging out with us and uh going

(44:01):
to one of our retreats, the next one that we
have coming up October the second through the fifth Anderson,
South Carolina, all the information is available. You can get
your tickets and register at seer dot school. Go check
it out. Also, if you haven't had a chance to
listen to online guided meditations, those who are available there too.

(44:24):
Aaron's is on the website now. Aaron put out one
that's dealing with manifestation and and side self worth, self worth.
You did an anxiety one too, wows. Yeah, okay, so
she's been putting out some stuff. It's available at Seer School,
so make sure you check out her her first one
that she's done as well, So all that's available there

(44:47):
and let us know. Let us know once you listen
to them, if you like them or not, and uh,
what kind you would like to hear next. We enjoy
going in and having our own encounters with the low
and what God's doing in our hearts and lives and
articulating it in that way. And the testimonies that we've
gotten for people have been phenomenal, So make sure you

(45:09):
go check them out sere.

Speaker 3 (45:10):
Dit School and the Throne room is totally free, so
go and grab that one for sure, And if you
want more, there's plenty more where that came from. And
from our hearts to yours, we just thank you so
much for all of the love and support. Thank you
for listening, Thank you for keeping ongoing when you don't
feel like it, because this world needs you. There's only
one you out there and the world needs you.

Speaker 2 (45:33):
We need you.

Speaker 1 (45:35):
Love y'all, shalone peace, peace, peace,

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