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Speaker 1 (00:04):
Well. Hello, Hello, Hello, beautiful loved ones. Greetings to you all.
This is Grace on a journey and you are listening
to Angelic Healing Express. Welcome to the newcomers and to
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those of your returning my fellow travelers, welcome back. We
are happy to have you, and I am happy to
be back. I really am. Today is a good day,
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and I prayed that you're covered by God's good grace. Angels,
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I've already invited you. There's a lot for me to say,
but as per usual, I am inviting you to inter
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len this episode in every following episode to take the lead.
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I want to relay the messages that offer the greater purpose.
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I am willing, I am open, I am grateful for
the opportunity. Jesus, I feel to say your name, so
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I say it with joy. Also welcoming Archangel, Michael, Archangel, Gabriel,
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ark Angel, Raphael, Archangel, Uriel, m Archangel, Ario, Archangel, Metatron,
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and the extended list of my angelic families who support
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my soul's purpose and my highest, greatest, good, benevolent universal energies.
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All that you be, I grant you to relay messages
through my angels to convey to me. I feel to
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say it. Let peace reign, so we welcome in peace.
In fact, we also welcome in truth, clarity, wisdom, and guidance.
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Let us begin with the breath of fresh air in hell.
Speaker 2 (06:43):
Hold exhale in hell, Hold.
Speaker 1 (07:14):
Ex heal in hell, Hold ex heal. Now, due to
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a sign I just received from one of my bird
friends flying by MM, I'm gonna share message Wow, spontaneity, vibrancy,
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support the muse. We welcome your message again, magic, spontaneity,
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immediate change. Oh my goodness, one more message. I heard
that confirmation, radiance, expression, communication, acceleration. So they had a
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lot to chirp in about those are you of you
that are familiar and aware with your connectiveness to the
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animal kingdom. One of the ways that you can receive
clearer communication by way of signs is a gift. As
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you give you receive feed animals when you can take
care of them, opportunities will be made available for you
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to do so, don't take those opportunities for granted. I
feel Archangel Michael will be.
Speaker 3 (11:16):
Very expressive this episode.
Speaker 1 (11:38):
I'm allowing the signs to guide me relationships and activities
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that you once enjoyed are now changing as you become
more sensitive and aware of energies. Honor and respect your
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deep sensitivity as confirmation, as it is a gift to
us all now. Earlier, I came across a quote that
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was brought to my attention and it was meant for
me to share it with you. Life goes on with
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or without friends, with or without love. You were born alone,
You'll die alone. Focus on yourself now. I'm a receiving
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a lot of feedback about this quote telepathically, and my
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one reply is, make it make sense because all the
arguments that you can use to distance yourself from the
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light that this quote offers will not assist you in
the area of wisdom. Remember to use opportunities that are
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beneficial for yourself. Focus on self development for yourself. In
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doing so, you fill your cup. And your duty is
to share what you're being guided to share in times
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that you are called to be shared, called to share
angel message coming in. Your angels are encouraging you to
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focus lovingly on your relationship with yourself. You see that,
focus lovingly on your relationship with yourself. That mess just
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for everyone, including those let's say, but I'm a twin,
I wasn't born alone? Or how do you know if
I'm not gonna die along? Or but we all need love?
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God is love. I'm gonna remind you. God doesn't push
up on anybody. He gives you free will. It has
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always been your choice if you wanted to welcome or
reject him. Now, in review of your life, have you
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welcomed him? And if you haven't welcomed him in certain circumstances,
were you standing with God? Or were you standing alone?
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Make it make sense. When you're given a word, you
also have to remember you were given a brain and
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that you have your own part when it comes to
applying effort using wisdom. Don't allow the truths to have
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you sent to the back of the classroom. Pay attention
to the news, the industries, immediate and distant circles. Note
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what is note worthy? Focus on priority. It would profit
you to acts your higher self. Do you still have
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time to disregard your priority is aiming to create balance
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and harmony in your life. We're being led to prayer. God,
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grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
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the courage to change the things that I can, the
wisdom to know the difference. Those of you in need
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of encouragement and reassurance in God repeat after me. I
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am everything God says, I am nothing more and certainly
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nothing less. Now I encourage you to share your own affirmation,
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as this needs to stem from your soul. But as
for me, grace upon grace upon grace is God's will
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for my life. Because love is my inheritance. I'll shave
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the title. There's a door that closed before I go
into the title. Right as I was seeing there's a
door that closed, A vehicle whose door was just shut.
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That has meaning something else I'm observing. Okay, so it's
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connected to the first message. I was going to call
your attention to your plants, indoor and outdoor. They need
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treatment for wellness. There are many options available when it
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comes to treatment. You can make use of your search engines.
Learn what you can make at home before you invest
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in purchasing. We are being called to increase in the
area of DIY. Do it yourself. Some of us are
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too codependent on consumerism. That interferes what you want to
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portray to the universe. If you are portraying someone that
wastes currency on things you don't really need. The message
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that is being conveyed is that you don't really need
budget yourselves. Pay yourself first, prioritize your purchases. We all
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have a choice on our sense of priority. I have
been led to prioritize my spirit body because everything else
falls into place stemming from my spirit body. Everything highlighted,
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So what I need to maintain spiritual wellness is never neglected.
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Now the remainders that which I prioritize.
Speaker 4 (32:04):
It's my health.
Speaker 1 (32:24):
As I've shared with you several times, it's all connected. Yes,
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we all have once, but in order to keep our
head above water, we keep on the need safe jacket.
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The wants fall in the favor of God, He will provide.
But the needs is what you request, good health, love.
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What is it that sustains you? I'm hearing, go back
to the basics. Develop a personal treatment plan. I'm hearing
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those disrespecting these suggestions will remain in their situations. What
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are you doing to maintain wellness in your life? Your
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treatment plan needs to be custom made by your truth.
It includes a reflection of your strengths and your challenges.
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More area needs to be emphasized in areas of challenges.
More effort, and it's to be broken down in baby
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steps and your message can I love when I consense
that my spirit team has input to deliver in my messages.
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I think it's so cool the way is presented. But
as for the message itself, your angels are reminding you
that you are a powerful being. Haul up your inner
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straight and send it out into the world. In following directions,
I will share what I do, beginning with obedience. When
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I receive messages, I don't wait my preferences. I make
use of the discipline that's being sent into my life.
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I recognize it as discipline because if it wasn't disciplined,
it would not have been a challenge. So there are
moments I have to get real with myself and say, yeah,
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I could work harder in this area. This would benefit
me if I did that. Whatever the case, and this
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is one of the reasons why I find it a
blessing to be informed in areas that afle affect us
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and our individuality. Now, as I was saying effect, I said,
reflect and the number I'm seeing has to do with protection. Okay,
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the message is so those that are trying to send affliction,
you see, I was s affection effect us. And as
I was saying that, afflict came out affliction. Now in
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response to that, simultaneously, in the energy of spontesy spontaneity,
something just went down the dream. Whatever they were sending
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to bring tears just went down the dream and will
be brought to them by the element of water. Confidence.
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If you only knew who you was playing rate smiles,
you are surrounded by one hundred thousand angels. Miracles are
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happening before your eyes. I'm still here. I'm just enjoying
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my smile break. I don't rush when it takes time
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to be in the moment of joy. In fact, take
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this moment and thank God for all the things that
you have to be grateful for. This should just be
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silent between you and God. Although my list is long,
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one thing I mentioned that I don't mind sharing is
I'm thankful for remembering who I am. I am everything
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that God says I am, nothing more and certainly nothing less.
Grace upon grace upon grace is God's will for my life,
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because love is my inheritance. Now, after that sidebar, we
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began with a door being closed on a vehicle. So
there has been a form of transportation that's no longer available.
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And due to the fact in relaying the messages that
I have for you, affliction was brought to our attention.
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That is why the doors closed. But God works in
mysterious ways because everyone wins. The goal was to separate
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me and another individual that was believed to be I'm
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choosing my words wise, cause I could think of a
lot of words. I'll just refer to the word your prize.
He was regarded as a prize. Granted, you have your
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right to select, will you choose. But the bit of
clarity that is being brought to you is confirming that
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I am my prize. Although there are those claiming me
to be their prize. Those thorough my devotion. It's to
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whomever I choose. I have chosen, and that is the
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result of transformation. It was a request made by those
on the opposite camp to dissolve the connection. Your wish
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has been granted fair and square because you got your prize.
He is with you, and I got my prize. I
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am me. Grace upon grace upon grace is God's will
for my life, because love is my inheritance. Remember today's quote.
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Life goes on with or without friends, with or without love.
You were born alone, You'll die alone. Focus on yourself.
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And as I was saying this, I received another message.
Big changes are occurring at this time so that you
can be more aligned with abundance and expansion. Now, those
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of you that are questioning, why is it that my
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inheritance came across obstacles? And this is pertaining to yourselves.
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It was meant to be released when certain lessons were
met with flying colors. The reason why there was an
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emphasis to detach from people, places, things, energies of all
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sorts that are not in alignment with my free will
and my highest good is because God already left his
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signature regarding who was meant to receive. And due to
the fact there were those that interviewed and attracted the
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curse of abomination, there was order that was called to
the house. Notice when I said that, that is when
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we hear the water fall st There was cleansing that
needed to be done in noise for a God's plan
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to execute as he chose. God is not blind. He
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sees everything and has seers all over the universe. And
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this is why when you attempt to harm one of
his own, it's never because he doesn't see. It's only
because you're gonna be used as a stepping store to
facilitate his agenda. Now, many of you were already informed
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that you were being watched. Hm. Angelic teams don't miss,
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they don't miss. And your hesitation in accepting the wisdom
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that was being offered to you is in connection to
your limited ability of comprehension. This is not to discredit
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you in any way. This is to remind you.
Speaker 3 (59:58):
That even with.
Speaker 1 (01:00:02):
Spirits of grandeur, you do not hold the key to
all the secrets of the universe. Mm hmmm. Access is
not granted through petition, through forgery, through lives, through being
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married into a union. Even in marriage to someone that
has access, you do not have all the access that
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spouse has. And that's the truth of the matter. Even
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in strategies of attempting to multiplied with someone of a person, someone.
Speaker 5 (01:02:01):
Of a royal bloodline, rejection.
Speaker 1 (01:02:53):
Is apply. The authorization of God is the only admissible key.
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They are those still on this earth that are still
fighting due to bloodline. Pay attention to the politics and
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the politicians, and the secret agendas and the roots of
the stories. Only a true blood can be a true blood.
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There's an angel message coming in. Your determination to be
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a light to the world is making a difference in
the hearts of those who need it most. Keep up
the good work, Thank you. I'm not going to dispense
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too much energy on proving that God is in control
because it remains factual even though there are those that
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are opposing those views. Interconnectedness. The vision I had before
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connecting with you was concerning a domino effect, how one
thing was connected to another thing. Confirmation was connected to
another thing was connected to another thing and caused sabotage.
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I would like to advise you to be aware that
what is about to be shared can be triggering. Your
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discretion is advised. Interconnectedness. Why is this relevant because the
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foundation of the mission that the poet was in teen
founded was built on deceit household. Someone I will refer
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to as the death Mistress was aware of my identity
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in what role I came to play on Earth. In fact,
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she took it as a warning because it wasn't in
alignment with her plans the seat. The seat was to
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lie to those following her on the chain of commands
in attempt to get her wish fulfillment due to her
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quote unquo unquote experiences regarding her spiritual endeavors, she wasn't
aware of what the end result would be. In fact,
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this is why she employed a gullible individual to play
the part of a judas she didn't come in herself.
She sent someone on a mission in awareness of the
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curses that would follow not only to himself but to
his bloodline. Everything I'm telling you can be proven, arch
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Angel Michael, as I relieve these messages, filter, refilter all
these messages so they may come out in truth, clarity, wisdom,
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and guidance.
Speaker 6 (01:13:35):
Be my voice.
Speaker 1 (01:14:02):
I was just about to say, let me for your presence,
but before I could say it, I already feel it.
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I jur gave me. Please assist, ark Angel, lets her turn.
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I know you are here, Ark Angel, I failed. Thank
you for your presence, ark Angel Uria, thank you. She
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knew who I was, so she looked around her camp
and she saw the weakest link in her eyes. She
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also the angels have a message. You are in a
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powerful space that is connected with the energy of forgiveness.
Know that forgiveness is remembering that you can never really
be hurt, for nothing can tarnish your soul. And this
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is why I welcome that message, and I received this message,
and this is why clarification is being brought to these lessons,
because this is the optstacle that is in the way
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of forgiveness. For those of you that are still in
that energy, the next angel message is you are stepping
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forward and stepping up. Know that you are on the
right path. Thank you. I've shared this more than once.
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With wisdom and experience, I know that an individual that
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ends a relationship with someone that they shared a child with,
if they still desired the individual in connection to lust,
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they can be very vindictive. And so this is why
when it was brought to my attention regarding who multiplied
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with who or who was claiming the role of daddy,
I'm you. It was a given that if you married
someone else, when you have a child with someone else,
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it's very likely that that end of vidal is in
the energy of resentment.
Speaker 4 (01:20:06):
Oh, I had a child for you.
Speaker 1 (01:20:07):
I can carry the child I carried. I brought life
into this world nine whole months. I could have lose
my life. I could have lost my life, and then
you go marry somebody else like come nobody like she
better than me, et cetera. See that's common sense. But
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some people are go and they believe they can do
things and not suffer the consequences. They believe they're above karma,
above the consequences. But only a woman understands the depths
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of a woman, and only a man truly understands the
depths of a man. Right now, the reason why it
was different between me and my son's dad is because
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I declined to move. All I had to do was
pick up and go to another step. I declined. I
felt I already built a life for myself here, especially
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from the professional standpoint, and I can really nurture my
spiritual self. Where I reside. There are like minded individuals,
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and there is spiritual soul food in abundance in the
communities that I am connected to. My immediate families are
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also reachable, and so I understood raising a child confirmation
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around a village that I have already built a foundation
with would be the way to go. As a mother,
all decisions I make I consider my child. I cannot
think of myself as a single woman because I am not.
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It is a package. So besides that, I was aware
he had another life going on in another state, and
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I did not need to be brought to that type
of chaos. See, people make mistakes in life, and sometimes
they don't know how to get out of it. In
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my situation, the individual that I have a son with,
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I'm choosing my words wise. Eventually their marriage fizzled out,
and so he moved in with another woman. That other
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woman had a child with him, which is probably four months.
Did I say four months, four years, four years? Something
about four months? So that means somebody confirmation, somebody may
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have a child that's four months, or somebody may be
four months pregnant, because I wouldn't have said that out
of the ordinary for no reason. There's someone out there
that's either four months pregnant or they have a baby
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that's four months. In fact, there are ways to find out. Angels,
Please no let me lose my training. Told and h
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child child was trying to hide because I took the
cards out and all the cards came out, and when
I looked in the box, and child was the only
one in their hiding. And I'm looking at my deck
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right now and the first card I see is coughing
scissor is beneath it man female, So there's a man
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and a female due to a death, because the coffin
is first due to a death scissor, so a man
was cut off because the man went to a female
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and behind the female, the last card in the box.
Speaker 7 (01:28:06):
Was child.
Speaker 1 (01:28:08):
Now I understand what that means thoroughly, so I am correct.
Four months is very relevant confirmation Again, Okay, there's always
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a way to find out. So he's four years older
than my son. In fact, I have his picture, you know,
and really we have the option on how close we
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want to be or how distant we want to be.
I've also had the opportunity to learn about his older children,
and they were very welcoming, very very welcoming to my
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son and myself. But to stay focused on the topic
at hand. So it's not as if he was still
with this individual that he had a contract with, But
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it appears to be that he did want a better life.
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He did want a better life.
Speaker 7 (01:30:33):
So when.
Speaker 1 (01:30:38):
I connected with this individual, it was based on the
friendship for a couple of months, and due to the
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fact that he had a child with the individual that
he was legally married to, he would still have contact
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with that household as well. But when he met me.
He wanted to impress me. And I could say this
with confidence because these are his words. So he did
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not disclose any other relationship, any other connection. In fact,
he denied having any children. So I'm thinking, this is
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a single man who doesn't have any children, and I
like certain things about him. And he's been here for
a couple of months and all we do is talk.
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And I remember, in my truth, I ended a connection
that I had with a man that I was seeing
for a couple of years, and he was in the military,
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but he wanted to stay longer than I had. I
had in anticipated message wants to come through in order
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to move forward. Your being encouraged to reconnect to your
lineage and to the f figures, to the female figures
in particular. Give me a second. So the message I
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just received serious is a celestial goddess, a star of
unconditional love and wisdom at a extremely high vibration. She
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brings deep soul awakening, spiritual gifts, and a high capacity
for divine service. She acts that you pay attention now
because something significant is taking place at a spiritual level
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for you at this time. Anything more that needs to
be said, Okay, life as you have known, it will
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change radically, and this can be a welcome release. Collie
is not quiet and subdued in the cremation grounds. She
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is wild and vital. Collie brings energy and a liveness
to situations where there would otherwise be none. She brings
an end to stagnation that has been depleting your life.
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Force interesting being guided to receive one more Our lady
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who prevents interference. No fear shall prevent your forward movement,
No obstruction shall overcome your destiny. Her love for you
is more powerful than any sabotage or confusion. You can
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bear witness to darkness in your mind and the world
around you, and then bring your attention back to your
peaceful sanctuary within her heart. Stay true to your path
while you trust in your sacred purpose and her protection.
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Thank you for these messages, Thank you for your support.
Taking three deep breaths in heal, hold it, exhale, in heal,
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hold it, exhale in heal, hold it, exhale. So as
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I was saying he wanted to stay longer and just
assume that I would just remain on the base and
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follow him around the world, and that is never something
that we discussed. That is not what I dreamed of
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when it came to family. I wanted to raise my
chi children in a household where mom and dad would
be available. Message wants to come in. Angels are working
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on the prayers and intentions you have sent them. Know
that the future is never set in stone, and you'll
be led toward what is of best service to you
and the world. In reference to it signs and reference
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to signs, intention, playfulness, bodycare. Ngel's welcome more intervention in
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all areas, especially involving clarity, cosmic family information, cosmic family input.
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Please call to action, take charge, lead by example, walk
your talk. Increased awareness, deep connection, trust your inner voice,
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do what you feel is right. An important lesson is unfolding.
You are safe. Angels stand close, surrender your concerns and
allow a miracle to occur. Your consciousness is expanding. You
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understand the connections between all things, and today's title is interconnectedness.
You understand the connection between all things, prayer and contemplation.
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So that relationship ended. It's funny how God works and
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when that relationship ended. And one of the reasons as
well it ended his family was overly involved and other
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things so I was friends with my son's dad, and
I recall sharing that disappointment with him that the wedding
was off, and I remember, I'm trying not to laugh.
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I remember he said, well what about me? And I said,
what are you talking about? You're my friend. Besides, you
don't even live here, So what sense would that make?
The issue was he wasn't living here. He was, you know,
going all over the place. And I understand that he
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has a respectable job and stuff, but I'm not signing
up to be a military wife and you're over there,
and so what would the difference be? Besides, I'm not
looking right now. And we used to talk a lot,
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to the point where one of my coworkers said, you
should give him a chance, cause I would be on
the phone with him. You should give him a chance
and would have you. So after a couple of months,
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we traveled and I was very happy because I found
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that I finally found someone that I see as a
soulmate without his family getting involved in and such and such.
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Because I understood that he was willing to relocate for me,
and he did. He did end up relocating for me.
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It actually was a very happy time in my life.
I really, you know, enjoyed his romantic side, very very
very romantic. So it's not surprising that I have my son.
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But when it's over, it's over. You know. I discovered
a lot of things, a lot of lies that were told,
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and it appears as if he was in a connection
with an individual that didn't mind for him to be behaving,
as if he was in an open relationship. This is
why he was able to have a child with another
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lady before he had a child with me. I didn't
know of her existence, confirmation. I didn't know of her
existence because when I would call him on that phone,
I would talk to her, Hi is so and so home? No,
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he is not home. He went out to the store.
I'll tell you when he cul. I'll tell him when
he comes back that you called him angel message coming in.
We were friendly on the.
Speaker 8 (01:49:46):
Phone, right, give gracefully received graciously.
Speaker 1 (01:50:10):
Your gifts are not gifts unless they are shared, and
that is what I'm doing. I'm sharing parts of myself graciously.
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So never in my mind. And actually when he would
call me back, I was like, who is that? He said,
my aunt. I don't know why I'm laughing, cause it's
not funny, but he said, my aunt. Mind you, there
were times I was on the phone with him and
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his sister came from out of town, right, and she
would be there. He would be there on the phone
with me, and then his quote unquote aunt would be
there too. So I'm thinking, if his sister is there,
she knows who I am. You know, he actually said,
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you wanna speak to Grace, this is the girl I've
been talking to you about, and blah blah blah in
front of the other lady. So how am I supposed
to know? Right? So, you know, she's the sister and
I had good chemistry, right, So I wasn't sensing anything
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deceitful or anything like that. And then I was living
alone and I didn't like it anymore, and I told him,
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you know what, I'm gonna move back home because I
don't like staying by myself. I go to work. That's
all I do. I go to work from this job
to this job to this job. And I didn't even
have to, but I did it because what was else?
What else was there to do but work. I wasn't
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in any like involved in night life or anything like that.
He's like, nah, Nah, you don't have to do that.
In fact, I'm coming and I'm like, so I need
to keep my apartment for you to just you know,
come and just you know, come on vacation. He's like, nah,
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I'm coming to stay. I told you I was coming
to stay. So that's the only reason I did keep
my apartment. And then he did come and would have you.
And it was later on, as the months were going by,
I started listening to my woman's intuition and answers that
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he already gave me for questions. I kept on asking
him again and again and giving him eye contact, and
I discovered a lot of things that were not only surprising,
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but were very disappointed cause I believed in him. I
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remember telling him, why did you lie to me? I
was engaged, and people break up, but you never know
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what could have happened in the future. So why did
you lie to me? And he said, because you would
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have never given me a chance if I told you
the truth.
Speaker 9 (01:55:43):
MM.
Speaker 1 (01:55:57):
He was terrified. After telling me the truth, It's like
I went out of my body and I just kept
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on telling him take me to the beach. I just
saw visions of the water. I just felt like I
needed to be in the water. I kept on saying,
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take me to the beach. And I was telling him
this at night. I remember he laid down on my
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stomach to make sure that I was okay. And the
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next morning he said, I'm not with so and so. Confirmation.
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I've been trying to get out for the longest.
Speaker 4 (01:58:22):
She just refuses to.
Speaker 1 (01:58:24):
Sign the papers so I can leave. I didn't mean
to hurt you intentionally. My heart is with you, and
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I thought we could build together. He did what he
could as far as supporting me through the pregnancy, but
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there were moments I got upset and I said some
hurtful things, and he responded the best way he could
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without being vulgar. He found a way to put it.
He was what up playing with words so he wouldn't
say it in a way that would sound outrageous. But
I could read in between the lines, and I know
what he was saying without him saying. If I ever
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gave anyone a hard time, it was him. After he left,
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I didn't want any communication with him. He would call
about his son. I wouldn't pick up the phone. He
would email, he would FaceTime, and when I got tired
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of him calling, I told him, you know where I'm from. Right,
I'm laughing now, but I wasn't laughing then. I said,
you know I got an uncle, he who lives around
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your way. Right, you know he could pay you a visit. Right.
This is after he relocated, Cause it really hit me.
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I'm'na raise it as a child, not how things were planned.
And he was willing to do anything, anything to make
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me forgive him. I remember some things I could share,
but some things I'll keep for us. But he really
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did try to get my forgiveness. Never did he say
I'm not gonna be there for you. But I didn't
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want to be in the predicament that he had available
for me. That's not who I was born to be.
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He wouldn't fit in perfectly with my family. It just
wasn't meant to be. But he would come and visit
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his son for his birthday. And you know, he has
an album full of pictures. He humbled himself in front
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of my family those times he came to visit my son.
He understood they have the right to be upset because
of the lies, and I have the right to be
upset because of the lies. I wasn't upset because I
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was jealous.
Speaker 4 (02:05:08):
I was upset.
Speaker 1 (02:05:10):
Of how this was affecting the trajectory of my life.
I only get upset if it's my business. Who you
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love is who you love. I can't get mad at
someone because you love someone else, you love someone else.
I would never get mad at that. The issues only
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become issues when I will be treated unfavorably or unfairly.
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Actually so, because I'm such an honest person. I disclose
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this to Judas. And this is what he used when
he was cheating and did not want to appear as
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a cheat in front of the community. He used the
strategy of saying, that's what I do that I go
around breaking people's homes. When I cried, I gave my
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tears to God because I said God, I was lied to.
I was lied to.
Speaker 4 (02:08:34):
That was never my frame of mind.
Speaker 1 (02:08:48):
And if he had any truth in him, I'm talking
about my son's father. When I found out about the truth,
I told him to go back. It just so happens.
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I didn't know I was pregnant when I was doing that,
but I did tell him to go back.
Speaker 4 (02:09:23):
Several times. God saw all of that.
Speaker 1 (02:09:31):
Even if he lied to me, even if he hurt me,
even if he used me. I told him to go
back because I can't live with myself.
Speaker 7 (02:09:51):
And he said, go back to what.
Speaker 1 (02:10:05):
Sleeping on the floor in my apartner or to so
and so is mom's house, which is his other's son.
But because my heart was no longer willing to soak
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up murky water.
Speaker 4 (02:10:48):
God helped me.
Speaker 1 (02:10:58):
And I was delivered, and I took the responsibility of
raising my child. In fact, I didn't put 'em on
child support. He willingly assisted me. I didn't have to
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act him for nothing. Eventually, healing was granted because in
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all his efforts of calling and sending messages, sending emails
for my son who can't even talk, you know, one
day he said, you know what, it's okay you won't
let him me talk to him, But one day I'm
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gonna tell him that the reason I don't have communication
with him is because of you, and you're going to
have to deal with that. And that's all he needed
to say, because I knew one day I would have
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to face my child and answer questions, and so I
allowed him to talk to him again, and from that connection,
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he began to say how are you, and when I
would respond and say, why should you care? He said,
because if you're well, my son will be well, so
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it's my job to treat you with love, care and
respect regardless due to his position, I replied and shared
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the respect, the care, the love. I healed. Eventually he
began experiencing karma and every problem he had he called
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me and I would give him advice, tell him about resources.
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I wasn't vindictive because I accepted what we had was
now a thing of the past. Our relationship changed to
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the point where when I got engaged to someone else,
I allowed them to connect over the phone respectfully, of
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course in my presence, so we don't have hatred between ourselves.
I've accepted, I've moved on, and he's accepted he's moved
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on now. Although this is not what I was going
to share when it came to what I believed that
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I would be aksed to share with you today, there's
a reason why I had to share that. I feel
it may be in connection to how I was presented
to the community, and because my life always reflects my life.
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Sometime in the past, I began to notice a parallel,
and I'm aware what happened with him assisted me in
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my victory today. Confirmation you see, I was lied to again.
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There was an agenda going on. I wasn't just picked
because my name is Grace. I was picked because of
what I had to offer. And then there was an
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ending with someone I thought would be there father. I
went into a deep depression. Yo, I'm talking about a
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real depression. I'm talking about not combing my hair. And
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a friend of mine came to visit me. She didn't
ask me, cannot comb you hair? She just asked me
for a coin and she began to comb my hair.
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She asked me, are you going to have a baby shower?
I said no. She said, yes, you will. She invited
my friends, she decorated, she bought everything. When I was
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in the hospital after I had my son, she was
my first visitor after my family members. She was the
only friend that made her way because she called me
and said, you know, I work here, so I'm coming
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up there because she's a nurse. She didn't allow me
to say yes or no. She's like, what room are
you in? Cause all I gotta do is go up
there and ask for your name. And I told her
and she came and today she's my son's godmother. She
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saw me depressed.
Speaker 4 (02:21:36):
She will always be my sister. She made me get
out of.
Speaker 1 (02:21:50):
My house and go out to have coffee and donuts.
She invited me to church. She's been my friend since
I was sixteen years old. I don't lose friends, and
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this is why it's very hard when I detach from people,
because they're comfortable with staying around confirmation. I become like
a free counselor to them. I just don't get paid
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for that. And God saw what I was doing for
people who disappointed me in my life had to end,
so I had to redo the psychle This time it
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was worse with a judas who was accompliced of an
organized crime, who was aware that I was under psychic attack,
(02:23:33):
aware that efforts were being made to make to poison me,
to harm my child, to kidnap me. I mean, I've
done the readings with you before when I did scrying,
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and I've shared that arrangements were made, pick my pictures
were used for ways to put people in, pull people in,
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and your message coming through. You're in a cave of
energy at this time, and it's important for you to
drop into your heart and listen to the information that
is being revealed to you. Remember divine love is always
within you. They use my identity for prostitutes, they use
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my picture. This is what he was assisting them to
do while I was funding his life, providing him with
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a roof, giving him food, giving him transportation, giving him
legal assistance, giving him financial assistance, giving him health assistance,
giving him spiritual assistance. I didn't know he was employed
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by that death mistress to come to spy on me,
to come to tell them if their spell work is working. Yes,
she's sick, Yes she's in pain, Yes she's sleeping, yes, yes, yes.
I didn't know if he was sent to drain me
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of my finances, to affect my credit, to align it
in the spirit, to align below two above. I didn't know,
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And so I cried those same tears, and I gave
them to God. I said God, I didn't know he
was in any relationship whatsoever. He told me he only
had one child. I didn't know I was a butte
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to their joke. I didn't know I was their sacrificial lamb.
I need you to help me to get out of this.
And God told me, remember, And that's when I remembered
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the parallel of what I experienced previously, and what I
was experiencing later on in life. And so I recalled
being depressed, being at my worst because I had a
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child with this man. And still I rise. God always
sends me somebody to be by my side.
Speaker 4 (02:27:46):
Still I rise.
Speaker 1 (02:27:48):
I remember, in that depressional stage, I went to a
support group. I would just visit and when it was
time to share, sometimes I would share. And one day
after a meeting, the facilitator said, you're a leader. And
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I looked at her like she was crazy, because in
my head, I'm putting my life back together and she's
telling me, I'm a leader. I need you to work
with us, I need you to facilitate groups. The position
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was offered to me. I never went to look for it.
It was offered to me. I accepted, and I got
promotion after promotion until I received honors in front of
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my community, an assembly. In that organization, they paid for
me to get more education. They played, They paid the
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plane tickets for me to go to different states. Angel
message coming in to get the knowledge that I needed
to assist me later on in my purpose. The message
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is welcome home to yourself. It seemed you are finally
in a loving space with yourself. Once more, angels are
dancing around you in celebration of your self acceptance. Thank
you for that confirmation. I remembered. Even after breaking down,
(02:30:32):
I still got back up. So even if this man
who was a liability and I'm referring specifically to the Judis,
was leaving, I would be okay. Been there, done that.
(02:31:02):
If I didn't chase my son's father, why would you
be different? We don't have a family. Fortunately, see that's
(02:31:31):
what saved him. I'm'a tell my son when he gets older,
it was you what son? What daughter? I only have
a child with one man, biological child, because I have
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two sons that I'm very happy with that. I love that,
(02:32:30):
I am so grateful for that has a purpose in
my life, and I have a purpose in their life.
(02:32:58):
They're both my babies. God doesn't make any mistakes. Remember
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the dreams you were given. There you will find the truth.
(02:33:42):
Because the death mistress came from the sea was deceitful.
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Exercise deceit by sending in the judas to love, boblement
and exploit me. He experienced deceit too, and then when
(02:34:29):
he moved on to another individual, it was never because
he was in love with her. It's because he could
use her in the belief that I would be jealous deceit,
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and then she wasn't the energy of deceit because she
believed if she married him and if she had a
child with him, she would somehow find a seat in
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the kingdom. But it all originated from deceit, and God
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does not align himself with de seat. The seat was
the seed he later on, and I'm referring to the
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Judas employed others to assist him to come against me
because he knew he couldn't battle with me, so he
needed the help of quote unquote unity. How could you
(02:36:29):
help him if he's supposedly stronger than you? How could
he help her if she's s supposedly stronger than him?
Why does anyone have to help anybody if I'm not
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who I am? Do you realize how many lives were
draining me and I'm still here in your face? Do
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you think this is done by my own doing or
God who doesn't let me sleep. I'm always working for God,
and I don't even need to explain to you what
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that means, because those who don't know as it pertains
to their lives. I'm always working for God. Even when
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I rest, even when I sleep, even when I sit,
even when I stand, I'm always working for God. Those no, no,
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some of you are not privy to certain information regarding
the dimensions and the realms available to a selective fear.
(02:39:08):
I reside between worlds. So your attempts of execution failed
before they began. I've shared before how I was trained briefly,
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and it was taken as a joke. It was regarded
as mental illness. But still I here and I'm not
going nowhere. God's plan will be fulfilled. He chooses who.
(02:40:16):
He chooses Your opinion, your validation is not in the
mad He chose someone who's honest with herself, who sees
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her reflection, whose understanding, who's loving, who sees through the
eyes of love and not the eyes of judgment, who understands.
We fall, but we stand up. We fall, but we
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stand up. We fall, but we stand up. We fall
down and we stand up. So those of you that
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were throwing stones, because your lives have been so perfect,
you haven't passed the tests of being truthful to self.
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You fear yourself and you fear your reflection. And it
was never about who could make the cut There was
never a competition because I was appointed even before meeting you.
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I shared the dream I had before meeting you at
thirty three. Our connection didn't happen in vain like you
(02:43:09):
wanted me to believe. It was instrumentally in me recalling
the lessons I've learned and implementing the wisdom that I've gained.
(02:43:33):
And although I had a sensitive spot for an individual
because we have a son, God wanted to teach me
(02:43:55):
it's just your son. You can't be best friends. He
is the past, and I was able to put it
(02:44:22):
into application into the next cycle. We can't be best friends.
You're in the past. I learned my lesson and guess what.
(02:44:44):
Even so he has responsibilities due to his child without
us being in a romantic relationship, he is still responsible.
(02:45:10):
Arch Angels are reminding you of the power of your will.
Reconnect with your inner strength. No, you have it. You
have already overcome and created so much so. Judas knew
(02:45:43):
the power I was in but still sent you in
dominions because you are expendable to him the same way
he was expendable to the death Mistress. You were expendable
to him, including the lady that he used to try
(02:46:07):
to make me jealous. Then that lady called in who
she deemed was gullible because she felt you were expendable.
You didn't know what you were signing up for. Domino effect,
(02:46:32):
and they all falled down with egg on their face.
They had a great full All the king's men and
(02:46:52):
all the kings horses couldn't put them back together again.
It goes back to the basics. Back to the basics.
Nursery rhymes, nurture yourself, heal your inner child, Go back
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to the basics. Their angels are supporting you through any
changes that are necessary at this time. Know that as
you make room for the new in your life, you
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also make room for miracles. I make room for my
loved ones. I welcome. I invite my loved ones those
that come in true and wisdom, and truth and clarity.
(02:48:12):
I have a lot of love to give, but God
has taught me that my love is not to be
used in vain. My love is healing, it is transformia,
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it is miraculous cause I love with all my heart.
I love with all the essence of me. That's the
only way I know how to be. And so even
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with all this love, I must agree with everything God
tells me, I must be in obedience. And the truth
of the matter is the connection that is being requested
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at this time is due to the fact in connection
to My energy you received favor. We know this, we
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know there are levels to this, and this is exactly
why God ended this connection ability to plug in to
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energy hearts because you are called to your desk to
complete your work, to take your test and pass your
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classes without the teacher you rejected, without the tutor that
didn't meet your qualifications. It was your choice. But God
(02:51:04):
is still merciful because even though I would've went above
and beyond to assist in a plethora of matters, God
stills offers you grace by your ability to hear the
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messages that I'm relating to you. That is God's grace,
that is grace on your journeys. And I heard a
confirmation outside and due to the fact that I know
it was a spoon that was used in a pot
(02:52:01):
that made that noise that speaks of soul food and
you have to get fed through a long spoon. Because
too much familiarity, a friend of mine used to say,
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sometimes too much familiarity causes no respect. God had to
distance myself from you. And this is also reminding me
of when I had a position as a supervisor in
a home. I had three homes and I was writing
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behavior plans for the individuals to learn daily living skills.
I remember my supervisor said, listen, in this position, you
cannot be friends with the staff. They will take advantage
of that. And you've proven yourselves. God allowed you to
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prove yourself because I would be very friendly. I would
be in a position of self disclosure without reservation, respecting
boundaries of others. I keep those that I love in
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a safe place. So you've proven yourselves. You've showed yourself,
and you've proven this is not for you. And lastly,
(02:54:35):
when a pair is twin flames, there is no need
to bind it. Confirmation you heard that there is no
need to bind what is already one. The fact that
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you have to bind it is your truth. They're not
twin flames. There are karmic connections, and then there are
twin flames. My twin flame. I've learned a lot from him,
(02:55:29):
and he's learned a lot from me. My Karmen. Thank God,
that class is over. With all due respect, I choose
(02:56:04):
to follow God in the dream, I said, I choose Jesus.
I did not choose a life of polygamy. I did
not choose a life of swingers, of open relationships, of
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unethical behavior, indulging in lust, being two faced, being hypocritical,
being confused, behaving as accuser ls, being judgmental th That's
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not the life I chose, and that's not what is
allowed to be connected confirmation to my future generations. You
see connection and made launch with such DNA would cause
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my future lineage to inherit karmic debt. Unnecessarily, my offer
still remains because I'm still here. I teach that's as
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far as it goes, because my only requirement is my purpose,
and I'm aksed to put my life in priority that
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does not include people pleasing or fitting in or seeking validation.
I'm here to be a pioneer, and that's what I'm doing.
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I call back everything that was ever stolen from me
that is in alignment with my free will and my
highest good and my soul's purpose. I welcome direction from
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God and my archangels and my angels and my ancestors
and all universal energies that are in alignment with my
highest good I close all portals or doors that were
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illegally opened. They are now shut and sealed and secured.
I'm thankful for the roles that we all played in
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each other's lives