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Speaker 1 (00:02):
Hello, Hello, Hello, beautiful loved ones. This is Grace on
a journey and you are listening to Angelic Healing Express.

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Welcome to the newcomer and to those of re you returning,
my fellow travelers, welcome back. We are happy to have you,

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and I am happy to be back. First of all,
I wanna aks you how you are doing. I pray

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that wellness finds you wherever you are. I'm going to

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share a flashback that I just experienced right before I
aks you how you are doing today. Earlier, I came

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across an individual that I used to watch every single
day on television because I'm a big fan of music.
But this happened when I was a teenager. She was

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very active in the Hollywood and music industry, and then
one day I'm not sure if she left the job

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or she got fired, but there's a lot of rumors
that there was some type of scandal because she allegedly
got pregnant by a rapper who's one of the most

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successful ones out there, and the word on the street
about him, he's not trying to deal with Baby Mama one,
Baby Mama two, Baby Mama three, Baby Mama four, even

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though he has them right now. There has been another
individual who said that he threatened to kill her if
she didn't abort the baby. This is another individual, not

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the woman i'm speaking of now, the woman that I
was originally speaking of. Maybe she was threatened, but I

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never heard her say it with her own mouth. But
I know there's some type of trauma she experienced during
that time of transition. I know that then it didn't

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just happen, but something happened. It may have been kept
between very tight circles, but something happened. You see it

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in her face still to date. You see it in
her attitude, you see it in her word. Some people
may consider them to be shaved. I prefer not to
judge if they are shade or not. But she expresses

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herself in a way that leads you to believe that
there are people that you think you know, that you
don't know any thing about. And she hints every once
in a while, she hints she's gonna tell her story

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when she's ready, she's gonna tell her story. Today she
was on my feet and her face looked confirmation. Her

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face looked I'm choosing my words carefully because I want
to be very accurate. In how I deliver this. I

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don't believe it's an accident that I just had a flashback.
I think it will be relevant, and when it is
relevant later in today's episode, we'll be able to comfortably
connect the dots. It's kind of a look that makes

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you pick up the sense you have no idea. It's
like there's so much left to be said. That's the

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sense I was picking from her. But you have no idea,
And she did not appear to be in a happy space.
I wonder why, out of everything she could have said

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when she did her video, is how are you doing today?
And if I remember correctly, she didn't even say it

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with her words. I believe it was some type of
background that she linked to the video where someone else
was saying it for her. Now, those that are not attentive,

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those that don't know her, those that don't care about her,
those that dislike her, may not catch on. But those
that know her worth know that she was so talented

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and she demonstrated it, and she was in the loop
at a time. This woman would always be smiling. She
would be in connection to everybody who was somebody in

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her part of the industry. Confirmation, but it's like they
just left her behind after whatever scandal occurred. And as
I'm thinking of her, I'm also seeing another singer who

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has some allegations that she made about that same man,
but more so his wife. Apparently she doesn't I don't

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believe the words are play fair because of the fact
that who would want your husband cheating on you? Although
I know some people let me hold my laugh in.

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Some people accept what they accept, but most women, if
they had a choice, they wouldn't want their significant other
to be for the community. But regardless of that fact,

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the rumors surrounding her, if she'll take you out and
no one will ever find out Now, years later there

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may be rumors about it, and those that feel brave
do interviews about it. The majority of those victims have

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their mouths sit because they know what sharing their story
can cost them. Now, if you look at this woman,

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the wife I'm referring to, now, one thing I won't
deny is the fact that she has a powerful presence.

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I'm not even gonna joke about it. Yes she does.
She has a very powerful presence. However, in her interaction

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on camera and her music videos and so forth, you
would get the sense that she would have certain limitations,

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but only she knows what behind that mask. But the
word on the street is she does not play. She'll

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make you disappear, and no one will aks any questions.
You would assume it would be the masculine energy. Nah,
it's that feminine energy, whether you want her to be

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described as distorted or not. They claim she's the one
with bodies. And I'm a believer that if there's smoke,

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there was a fire somewhere. Now, it doesn't have to
be the fire, and I don't know if you heard
that confirmation. It doesn't have to be a fire at

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a specific location, and it doesn't have to be a
fire by a specific arsonist, because there can be illusions

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created with that. But in the end, there most definitely
was a fire. And to explain that to you further,

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someone can say her house is burning up, when in truth,
it's her house. It's not really the person she's pointing at,
it's really her personal house. And then that same person
could say she's the one that burned the house down,

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when in fact it was herself. She burned the house
down herself, regardless on who did it and where it
was done. You can't deny that there wasn't a fire,

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that there was a fire, and the fact that I
said wasn't that is another lie that is being used.
There was no fire, nothing happened. This is all unlose.

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And now I see the connection to today's episode and
why I saw that original lady's face. It was to
take us here, to bring us to a space where

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there were individuals accusing another individual, but that was an illusion,
and they were accusing that individual's house to be burning

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up when it was their house that was burning up.
To the extent they chose to better their circumstances by

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exercising triangulation to label someone else as the scapegoat, so

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the magnifying glass would no longer be on themselves, but
it would be on another entity. And as I processed this,
I'm realizing that that married couple that I was just

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speaking of have other problems that are not related to adultery,

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but somehow their focus remains on the act of adultery
rather than the root of the cause. And right when

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I said root of the cause, it connected me to
a root worker. So what that is leading me to
know to be aware of that marriage is not simple.

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It's more complicated that marriage is infused with magic, most definitely,

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and this is one of the reasons even though they're
quote unquote together quote unquote, there's always commotion behind the scenes.

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Loyalty is only for the people, the fans, the magazines,
the academies, all sorts of socialite activities. But at home

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there's a need to get high. And there are times
even in public. They are those who have taken her picture,
the wife's picture, and you know she's out of it.

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You know she's not herself. Whether this is true or not,
there are those who've commented that her own biological sister

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stated that that husband turned her into a drug addict.
I don't know if she introduced he introduced her to drugs,

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but the sister believes he presents it to her in
order to cope with the ugliness of their reality behind
closed doors. Now, there have been stories that some men

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intentionally intentionally introduce you to drugs because they know it
will make you weaker. They know it will lower your
self esteem. They know when you're not rooted, you would

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be more willing to engage in activities that you wouldn't
necessarily engage in if you was in your right mind,
and so sometimes it's done intentionally. They try this, it
won't do nothing to you. Whenever you see signs of

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an individual trying to get you off of your sense
of discipline, that's a red flag. Try this, Nothing's gonna
happen to you. But then there's always another time. You

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tried it. Last time nothing happened to you. Then why
are you tripping? You could try it again. You're with me,
you're safe, and then one day you want it without

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being offered. Be careful to what you are being introduced to.
It doesn't only have to be drugs. It doesn't only
have to be alcohol. It could be gambling. It could

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be adding another partner to the bedroom. It could be
introducing you to another sex or the same sex. I believe.
On the streets they call that. What's the term turning

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you out? Having you engage in things that you normally
would never do. You're not used to that life. All
of those are red flag. Oh you haven't done that.

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Oh that's something ever one should try once. Are you
a nerd? What's wrong with you? Oh? You don't trust me,
you don't think you'd be safe, You don't think I
would take care of you. Wake up, people, I said,
wake up, because if I'm sharing this tone with you,

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it's for a reason, because this is not at all
what I believe today's episode would be about. But in
all truth and sincerity, before I started, I asked my

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art angels to lead the way. I willingly aks them
to lead the way. Yes, I understand that I have
downloads to share, because you have sent a plethora of them,

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but even so, lead the way. And that's exactly what
happened when you set your intentions you invited, especially if
it is for the highest good of all. I've noticing

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that when it is for the highest good of all,
it happens even quicker than what was expected. That's my
observation on the matter. But you know what this is

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adding to what was delivered to me in meditation, which

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is holding yourself out accountable. I believe that there's a
message trying to come through, so let's see what that
message is. God and the angels are encouraging you to

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connect with the earth at this time. As you get grounded,
you will uncover important information about your journey. That's so
interesting because I was sharing a meditation with you. So

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the direction that I've taken to share. It's the right
one confirmation. I love that fight on point, mkay. You see,

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there's a big difference from when you are sharing and

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you are not being supported. When you are being supported,
you receive confirmation, which is raising your vibration because when

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you know you are channeling exactly as you should, you
feel even more higher vibrations and even more closer to God.

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Expect some new connections. Keep an open mind. A lot
of you have been improving in areas of self care.

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I can see what you're doing, but I'm being guided
to not share in detail, and that's what you're being
encouraged to do as well. You do not need to
share details concerning your self care with any circle. I

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wanna make you aware of God. And one of the
reasons is because can you really trust them? Have you
seen them backstab someone else? What makes you think they

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wouldn't do the same thing to you? Are you someone
that learns from other people's experiences or do you like
to learn the hard way? In the end, your free

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will remains yours, But sometimes God gives us a warning.
I'll be the first to raise my hand that sometimes
I chose to learn the hard way. I don't know

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what your decision will be, but I know you heard
what I said. In your mind. You may be in
the belief where, oh, these are safe people. These are

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new people. These people are not connected to those I
knew in the past. Unfortunately, I will be bursting a

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bubble for the purpose of clarification. When you do not
thoroughly learn a lesson in a previous cycle, and you

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believe you are now in a new cycle because you
are surrounded by those that are new in flesh, guess what,

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You're still gonna repeat the cycle, even with another group
of people. You're still going to repeat that cycle. You
can do it two cycles, three cycles, eight cycles, thirty cycles,
but you're still going to repeat that cycle until you

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learn that. Let's and again, I want to remind you
that you don't need to remind me that you have
your free will, because I know. But all the cards

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are being spread on the table, so you can't say
you didn't know. I used to have a mentor who's
no longer with us. But sometimes you remember a phrase

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or commentary that someone always used to make, and one
of her favorite sayings was, you always have a choice.
If I didn't remember anything else, from that lady, I

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will always remember confirmation.

Speaker 2 (40:32):
You always have a choice.

Speaker 1 (40:46):
And something else. She used to say that I never
shared with you before, but I'm being led to share
with you now. Is those moments and you feel like
you're thinking too much, your mind is going and going
and going and gone. That's just a precursor for you

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to go outside and watch the grass grow. You need
to ground yourself. Go outside and watch the grass grow.

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In those moments of observing the grass, you will notice
you begin to observe your path. The grass looks very healthy.

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I think the fertilizer is working. The weather's been great.

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It's getting all the hydration that it means. That's something
I can be thankful for. Or but when you look
at a patch that appears brittle and diseased, that patch

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of grass needs my attention. Maybe I can google something
and see what could help me with that area. Or
maybe I could call a long man and he could

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share what I could use or what I could purchase.
Or we're abusing this grass so much. Maybe I shouldn't
allow people to park their cars on this grass. Maybe

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I should tell them too, only park on the pavement.
You will begin to observe the options that can assist

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you in ways that are beneficial. So someone needed to
hear that. Go outside and watched the grass grow. Wow,

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I just received an angel message and I was just
speaking to you about watching the grass grow and learning

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the options that you have through observation, through what the
previous angel message was, through grounding yourself. And then this
angel message says, reroute, it's okay to make a change.

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A routine has been discarded and your angels are pointing

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to it. I don't know if you heard that confirmation
just before aksing for you to pick it back up.

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What are some ways you can reincorporate this daily routine
so as to make it consistent. Once again, this is

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given me the understanding that there are individuals who stop
doing something for whatever reason. The reasons may be you

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wanna take a different approach. It also could be you
don't think you're good at it. It also could be

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that you feel is too much work. That you did
it at a certain time because you were being pushed
to do it. But now that your spiritual support team

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has gave you has given you more alleyway to make
your own decisions. You making some decisions that are not

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all beneficial for you. What can you think of that
you discarded? Oh my god, wow, I heard that was

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beneficial to you. So what did you think of that
you discarded that was beneficial to you? And if we

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go back to the angel number angels are pointing to
it asking you to pick it back up. What are

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some waves you can reincorporate this routine so as to
make it consistent once again, let's get into this deeper. Mm.

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I heard a confirmation just now. You are releasing old
lessons and karma. At this time, choose to move beyond
drama and the drama of others. This is a time

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for you to create and curate your own path. Make
room for positive energy and experience. This is detailed. This
is detailed in folk. Some of you have discarded making

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room for positive energy and experiences. How do you make
room for positive energy and positive experiences? I'm raising my

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hand because I know confirmation decluttering, decluttering, the noise, decluttering,
the distractions, decluttering, the gossip, decluttering. What you've already cut

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chords with people, places holding energy that is no longer

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in alignment with your highest good. I'm hearing backsliding. Some
of you have backslid. I'm hearing in a variety of ways.

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So what are those word What are those words meaning
to you? Do you need to get sober again? Is

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there a connection that you know isn't good for you?
But you are surrendering to an illusion that you're alone,

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So you have to settle for less. You know what,
when I said settle for less, I heard paid less.

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I don't believe that store is still in existence in
the United States. It could be abroad, but that used
to be a shoe store pay less. So there may

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be some individuals who are settling for less quality, cheap,

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something they could walk on. Whatever they're choosing as shoes
is connected to their path. Law you walk with those

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shoes on the path, it's connected to your path. When
you are on the journey, you need comfortable shoes that

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support you. And most of the times you have to
invest more if you want more. Yes, if you go

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to pay less, you could probably buy four pairs of
shoes for the price of one shoe in a department store,

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and you think this is a good deal. I could
wear a different pair every day, and you may wear
it for a month. I've worn it for a long time. Look,

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I've worn this for a month, but the heel fell off.
I can no longer buckle the shoe. It's faded. Now

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that's you that you could only afford one could last
you a year, sometimes two years, sometimes three years. I

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know this because I'm in the belief most people who
studied for their perf profession. Once you graduated and you

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got a professional job, I'm assuming that all of you
went and got a new wardrobe, and you've purchased things
that were more expensive than what you used to prior

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to this level of And I remember purchasing shoes and
I was like, I've never spent that much, but I

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knew I would be walking a lot. And when I
said spent that much, I'm referring to shoes specifically because
I spend much. But we all have our preferences on

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what we want to spend much on. I love to
be comfortable. I'm not even gonna hide it. So everything
that delivers comfortability confirmation, I find a way to possess it.

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If I leave my house, it's because I choose, but
not because I have to. You could get that comfortable

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where you don't have to go to a spa cause
you have everything it takes to experience a spa every
day if you chose to do that. I mean the details.

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Some people spend more on what others will see because
they're more concerned about others than they are about themselves.

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Those who really prioritize themselves, they invest in different things.
And I don't have to be detailed in what for

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reasons I'm choosing not to be. Just know there are
a lot of ways to make yourself comfortable, A lot

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of ways, and I'm smiling from year to year. Really
there is. But if your preference is well, if I'm

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wearing this, I can make so and so jealous, or
I could be seen, or I could be right with

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the Joneses. Then that's your free will. It certainly is.
But when you invest in something, it benefits you to
consider different angles because it benefits you can investing in

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this assist my wellness is not a question you ever
asks yourself. Can confirmation? Can it assist my wellness? Without

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getting into too many details, I want to offer a
lead for those of you that find interest in investing

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more into your personal wims. There are a variety of
products in health departments that can ins assist your wellness.

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And as I was saying assists, I almost said insist,
so that will continually assist your wellness a variety of things.

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And I'm being told to let you do the work.
Maybe you need to go to a store, or you
need to go online, and you need to look at
the wellness departments, at the health departments. What can benefit you?

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What do you need right now? When is the last
time you've been to a bookstore? Have you ever opened
up a self help book? I mean ever, cause we

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know that there are the books that people invest in
that are not in alignment with their highest good But
what about that self help book? Why do you feel

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it's too expensive? But you're willing to invest this amount
for something that won't even be beneficial. Consider these things.

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When feeling dissatisfied with life, you may feel it's a
waste of money to go to a juice bar. Oh,
I'm not gonna go spend eight dollars. I'm a I'm

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on a glass of juice. What I look like? I
look stupid to you? What did you spend at the
bar last night? That's something I did on the regular

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go to juice bars and try different smoothes in order
for me to get an idea of what I may
want to make for myself. If you do not invite

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opportunity for you to experience you, you may r run
into boredom and this may affect your routine. This reminds

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me of one of the angel numbers that we received
in message. In your process of making changes for your

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highest good, it's very likely that you will begin to
start new relationships with people that are like minded. Instead
of going to Starbucks, how about we meet up at

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the juice bar or I heard of such and such
where there's healthy such and such. Let's try that instead

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of the regular of what you used to do that
didn't benefit you in any way. And I'll be the
first to sing. Because I was open to it, I

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attracted it. So there are places I would have never
known of if it wasn't this person or that person
or this person who told me of it. There's a
place in particular I'll never forget that experience ever. In fact,

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I want to go back. There's a place in particular
where an individual that's no longer here with us. Unfortunately,
it's a very sad story. She passed away, and when
she passed away, her husband was in jail, and all

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she would talk about is she can't wait for him
to get out because she knew if he was out,
he would be helping her. And the only reason he
was in jail is because he was defending her from whatever.
I don't remember the details, but it's a sad story.

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You know, she was really sick and she was alone
and she was waiting on him. In fact, she died
before he was released. God rest her soul. But before
she died, she told me of a store and she

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shared what was available at that star, at that store
in particular. And you see when I was saying store,
I said star. It was a high vibrational store. It

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really was. When I got in this place just walked
came in, it was so serene. There was overwhelming peace

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outside a store where people go to spend money. There
are not much places like this where you know you're
gonna have to cough up money and you feel that relaxed.
Oh yes, and I definitely made some purchases. Definitely. That

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was the beginning of a new investment in connection to
my wellness. Now in your decision making, no one on

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this episode is leading you to make decisions that are
nonsensical because I just had a flashback of another store

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I went to and there was something I was interested
in purchasing. When I heard the price that could be
a down payment of a car, I was like thea
because I'm like, I really want this. I really want this.

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But I had to tell myself, Nah, let me look
around and maybe I'll find this in a more affordable Mamma.

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I think it was three months later I found the
same thing, and that salesperson was telling me, Nah, You're
not gonna find this anywhere else, you know, I'm just

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realizing it came in stages. The first time I saw that,
I was with an X and sometimes we used to
go to the mall and just find something we could

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get into, whether we ended up going to the movies
or the food court or purchasing something. Sometimes we just
went to the mall to go to the mall. So
in that trip in particular, when I first saw that
piece of merchandise, I didn't tell him anything, but internally

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I said, I don't even need to stay in this
store because I can't get anything in this store. I
told myself that I was in my twenties when I
said that, not knowing that later on I would go

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to a similar store, not the same one, a similar
store myself. So the first time I saw it was
the seed that was planted. Yet this would be beneficial
for you, but I told myself, Nah, I can't get this.
And then when I got more successful in life, and

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I'm like, yeah, I could get this right now. And
to be honest, yo, let's check something out because because
I was just about to say something, but i'm'a get
some clearance. Wow. So I was telling you that the

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seed was planted the first time I saw it, and
then the angel number led me to this message visualize.
So I visualized that I saw it and I knew
I wanted it. Right. When you ask for abundance in

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one area of your life, picture how it will look
in the other areas too. This is what we're talking about,
because this particular investment would assist me in the area

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of wellness. It was not It wasn't just a want,
it was also a need. And this is saying that
picture how it will look in the other areas too.
Create a vision board that represents the wants and needs

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of your body, mind, and spirit and that specific thing.
Let me repeat what assist me in areas of my body, mind,
and spirit. It would serve all those purposes. But at
that time I was not as versed specifically in the

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area of manifestation that happened later on in life. So
that was the seed that was planted. And then one
day sometimes you just gotta smile. Okay, thank you for that.

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I'm having a spiritual support team sidebar. So I'm getting
some guidance. I'm here with you, but I'm getting some
guidance before I disclose something. Wow, I don't even need

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to look for guidance, it's looking at me. Okay. One

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day I received something that I had no idea was
gonna come my way. I had no idea whatsoever. Right,

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so when I saw it. The best way for me
to describe this, I was bugging out because I started
to dance from the street, I'm telling you until I

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entered my house. And when I did into my house,
my family was like, what's going on? What's going on?
And I'm like, I can't talk right now. When I'm
done dancing, i'm'a tell you. So I it took me
a minute to get this HI processed. It took me

(01:27:42):
a minute, like I had to dance. I literally had
to dance. And I remember my mom was there and
I danced with her and she didn't know why she
was dancing, but she was like, oh, okay, so it
must be something good to the point where I just

(01:28:05):
gave her what I just saw and her eyes I've
never seen her eyes openness why she was like you what?
I feel aware? How what? And then today, when I

(01:28:33):
think about it, I feel like someone who loved me

(01:28:58):
very much gave me a moment in life that I

(01:29:25):
never expected. And I still remained level headed. I still

(01:29:56):
said I'm gonna act with wisdom, Like I could have
blowed everything if I wanted to. Who was gonna stop me?
But I decided to be wise and how I went
about this and I told myself, You're only going to

(01:30:23):
get what you need. And that's what I did. I

(01:30:53):
got what I needed, and I prioritized by getting what
I needed for my wellness. And then that's when I
had the courage to look for an opportunity to make

(01:31:28):
that purchase. And although it took a minute for me
to receive it, I eventually did. It changed my ways. Wow,

(01:32:00):
I was gonna say it changed my world, but It
changed my ways too, because I began to take much
better care of myself because I had what I needed
to do that. Sometimes it's not cause you don't want to,
it's because you prioritized, and sometimes your priorities are not

(01:32:37):
always in alignment with the wishless. But I was loved

(01:33:07):
and love is my inheritance. I'm still loved. I'll always
be loved because that is my inheritance. And I utilize

(01:33:38):
those things that I purchased to heal myself in a
manner where I don't have to go to this specialist,
have to go to this doctor, have to go here
and there. You know, a lot of money was spent
out of pocket, something's insurance don't even cover. And ever

(01:34:09):
since then, I do a really good job when it
comes to my health and I prioritize things differently now.

(01:34:41):
Although balance was always a focus in my life, I
needed some type of clarity to guide me on certain investments.

(01:35:43):
This has also influenced other areas of my life because
I was taking care and s am still taking care

(01:36:04):
of my wellness. But it definitely influences me in all
areas of my life, even in matters of career, personal life,
parenting and everything before, no one better. I just loved

(01:36:42):
and I just gave what I wanted to others. My
understanding is in that stage of my life, my focus

(01:37:17):
was on treating others the way I wanted t to
be treated. It was not until later on in my
life that God helped me to understand not everyone is

(01:37:44):
like you. So even though you want to treat others
the way you wanna be treated, are they treating you?

(01:38:07):
I paused because I heard pause, Are they treating you

(01:38:36):
the way they wanna be treated? Confirmation? Because if that's
not the case, it can't be that way. Alignment cannot

(01:39:31):
be overlooked. God taught me to invest in aligning myself

(01:39:55):
with those that invest in me. Now, I just heard
a gate clothes outside, and I've never stopped. I've never stopped.

(01:40:26):
I had to learn to see the truth for what
it was. Hm. This is amazing, This is amazing. But

(01:40:50):
this message is for myself. Mm mm some good energy. Yeah,

(01:41:25):
some very good energy. People invest in different ways. People
invest with time, They invest with guidance, They invest with knowledge,

(01:42:20):
offering resources, sharing experiences and lessons learned. There's so many

(01:42:50):
ways to invest. Sometimes it's in prayer. But all the
time is what God tells me what to do. Cause

(01:43:14):
I may have a specific understanding of what is more
convenient for me, but God may interject I want you
to support this way. And I've never regretted it. He

(01:43:38):
never regretted listening. Never Like he brought some clarity to
me today, it's okay to share your experience without disclosing

(01:44:17):
detailed information. I know more than one person that I've
assisted in ways that they don't even know how to

(01:44:49):
say thank you, that's how much it's changed their life.

(01:45:15):
And I was thinking about that earlier. I was thinking
if I was that person or that person or that person,

(01:45:40):
I wouldn't even understand how to say thank you, because
it surpasses understanding. But God helped me to see that's

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always his signature. It's because of God. So those times,
and there are many times that I hear thank you,

(01:46:34):
I tend to say we thank God because I know
God is working through me. I know, and this is
one of the reasons I don't share about what I

(01:46:57):
do in detail, because it has nothing to do with
look at what I could do. It has to do
with God told me to do you understand, Yes, I

(01:47:20):
did assist. Yes, I do assist, but it would not
be fair for me to take the credit alone. I'm
just being honest with you. It wouldn't be because God

(01:47:44):
told me to. This is why I remain faithful. If

(01:48:05):
it was my decision alone, who knows if I would've
continued or gotten discouraged. God used that experience to teach

(01:48:40):
me about life. He helped me to learn the same
way I can tell you to if is the same
way I can tell them too. And that's it. I

(01:49:21):
know the blessings I receive. Are you kidding me? My

(01:49:41):
reality is nothing short of magical. Sometimes I can't even
put it into words. And this is why sometimes my

(01:50:02):
faith is not understandable by many, because they're like, how
could you trust so much? How could you believe so much?
How do you know so much? Because I experience so much,

(01:50:33):
I experience being reminded. I only have to be in
control of what I can change. Everything I can't change
is not my business. I want to make this clear.

(01:51:05):
Everything that I can't change is not my business. And
this is why I have stress free on all over
my face, all over my body, all over my belongings,

(01:51:33):
all over my plants, all over my future, present, past,
because God's got it. Sometimes I catch myself reminding myself,

(01:51:58):
oh yeah, God's got that one. Once I remember I
can't do that. Oh yeah, God's got that one. And
that's it, And I kid you not. I have testimony.
I have enough testimonies to write a book solely on testimonies.

(01:52:24):
That's how I live. Without getting into too much detail.

(01:52:45):
Certain things have been evaluated, so to speak, or observed
in my life that people can't even understand. I've heard

(01:53:11):
an individual once say, whatever you're doing, keep doing I
don't need to know what it is. And I was like,
I could tell you it's this and this because I
receive guidance it's this and this and that. He's like,

(01:53:31):
I don't need to know, but whatever it is, you
keep doing that, you hear me, Just keep doing that

(01:53:54):
and it only gets better and better, Which reminds me
of an experience I had in Nature. Those that have

(01:54:14):
been around are where I received downloads in many ways,

(01:54:42):
So the m messages I received in Nature today is
that some of us are very protected. It's like we're

(01:55:02):
in a shell and people don't understand our pace on
the journey. Some may even comment it's like they're dragging

(01:55:27):
their feet and they don't understand how you're so protected, cause,

(01:55:54):
in truth, I was reading the sky and I saw
a formation of a turtle, and then I saw a

(01:56:15):
formation of an eagle. They don't understand why you're not

(01:56:44):
in the crowd. Why are you so devoted to self discipline?
What does it matter the bigger picture? Why can't they

(01:57:11):
get the bird's ivy? And that's all related to guidance.

Speaker 3 (01:57:35):
You have to obey, you have to welcome, you have
to implement, you have to respect, You have to be.

Speaker 1 (01:57:57):
In good intention when being in sync with transformation for

(01:58:18):
your highest good. It's not about well, I achieved my goal,
so I equipped. It's not about that. It's about waking

(01:58:40):
up to the point where you can see clearly there's
nothing I can't do. I said, there's nothing I can't do.
Have you woken up to that yet or are you

(01:59:08):
still having your self pity parties? When you know you're
not alone, when you know you're supported by God and

(01:59:33):
the angels and lifted high by the ancestors, your essence

(02:00:11):
manifest this star energy in all areas of your life,

(02:00:31):
because when people see you, they see your physical but
they don't see your spiritual They don't see who accompanies you.

(02:01:03):
They don't know how you're supported. They don't understand you're vigilance.
When was she that vigilance? When did she have so

(02:01:31):
much endurance? When was she so persistent? They're limited in

(02:01:55):
what they have access to see. I've reached a point
in my life wherever I've accepted, some people will understand

(02:02:20):
and some people will never never I was going to
say understand, but I heard get it. They will never

(02:02:48):
get it. So I know there's no point investing my
time in those that don't want to invest in themselves.

(02:03:15):
Do you understand that logic? God thinks it makes sense?

(02:03:36):
And I live in obedience. God has a way of
giving you warning after warning after warning. Can I raise
my hand and said, He's given me warnings? And sometimes

(02:03:58):
I listened and sometimes I didn't. But in the end,
in the end, in the end, I always learned. I
choose to learn. Do you get it? I was watching

(02:04:29):
something on the internet the other day and someone made
the remark that when God wants your attention, he will

(02:04:57):
put you in a position. Let me tell you first,
he put me in a position. No shame in my truth.
He put me in a position, I said, he put
me in a position where I had to seek his face. See,

(02:05:32):
some of us think, with our academia, with our knowledge
of philosophy, confirmation, with our cultured experiences and connections, that

(02:06:21):
you know what's gonna work, and you know it's not
gonna work. You've read enough self help books. You were
trained to assist those with mental illness substance abuse. Court

(02:06:50):
mandated some individuals, which I found very interesting cause I
didn't know that whatever occur, are sent to the United States.

(02:07:21):
Most of them that are sent to the United States
from the islands, it is because they feel they don't
have that type of rehab rehabilitation services that can afford

(02:07:50):
an individual to regain his or her quality of a
functional life. One in particular was from the Virgin Islands,

(02:08:14):
so he was court ordered to come to the United States.
And that's how he was my student. You see, when

(02:08:37):
you refuse to take the warnings, when you hear and
you pretend I didn't hear, that God is not saying

(02:08:58):
that God is actually saying this. That message is not
for me, that message is for her. You notice event

(02:09:23):
reappearing in towers, towered one Tower two, Tower three, We
on Tower ten right now? Eventually you say, God, I'm tired.

(02:09:47):
I said, I'm tired. I don't feel like fighting the horn.
I give up. I should have never I already learned

(02:10:13):
the lesson already I told you I learned it. Why
am I.

Speaker 4 (02:10:19):
Still going through this? Aren't you supposed to be forgiving?
You ever heard of the.

Speaker 1 (02:10:35):
Term tough love? Read about it. Some people have a

(02:10:58):
really difficult time, especially when it's their first child to discipline. Right. Oh,
he or she said, they won't do it again. I

(02:11:23):
don't wanna be mean. Look he or she is sad,
but they're such a good person. But you know, as
a parent, as cute as they can be, that if

(02:11:47):
you don't teach them, somebody else will, and that person
won't teach them with the love that you have available
for me. So you find a way to explain, this

(02:12:13):
is what you did that was wrong, This is the consequence,
This is what you have to live with. Confirmation, you see,

(02:12:40):
it's not always mentioned about this is what you have
to live with. But those that are further along in

(02:13:02):
educating themselves in areas of spirituality and parenting, Yes, you
can read about parenting. So many times I've come across

(02:13:32):
talk shows in the past. We don't nobody gave us
a book. We don't know how to parent. There's not
a class, Yes there is. There are several classes on
parenting for those that don't know, pertaining to the age

(02:14:01):
range of your child. There are opportunities to gain insight
in a secular manner or a religious man or both.

(02:14:44):
But we really have no excuses. Even if you couldn't
afford the book, you can afford a library card. You
and utilize their free internet, rent out their free books,

(02:15:05):
rent out their free DVDs, or whatever they call. But
information is everywhere now without anyone telling me. Because I
have always been so involved in the community, without seeing

(02:15:30):
any upcoming calendars, I already know certain communities will be
having events before school starts for children. They tend to say,

(02:15:58):
if you show up, we'll give free book bags. You know,
they find a way to get you there, and they
offer you so many different opportunities to learn and develop
yourself and your child. And what impresses me more mostly

(02:16:31):
about these events is now they incorporate some form of
high vibrational spirituality, bringing meditation to your attention, yoga to

(02:16:53):
your attention, community resources when you have MOS, when you
feel overwhelmed and stress and.

Speaker 5 (02:17:04):
I'm just doing it by myself. I don't even know
where his father is. I don't even know where his
mother is. Where you can pick up the phone.

Speaker 1 (02:17:15):
I need help. I need someone who can listen. I
need a counselor. I need resipit care. I need care
for caregivers. There's help for everything. You have to hold

(02:17:40):
yourself accountable if you are helpless, if you are in
the mindset that I am helpless, you have to hold
yourself accountable because there's help everywhere. But one thing I

(02:18:04):
do know, if you don't ask for it, you might
be waiting a very long time. See me, I have
no issues regarding that. I will let you know. But

(02:18:39):
once I let you know, I won't be begging before it.
You could count on that. In the end, I just
want what's mine, what's legally mine, and what I work for.

(02:19:22):
That's not charity, that's universal law. All this takes is
taken into consideration when God makes final judgments. And I

(02:19:45):
heard a confirmation, some of y'all heard it, and those
final judgments always have His signature where you cannot deny
I see God in this, nobody else but God, and

(02:20:22):
I see what's coming. I see what's coming, and I'm content,

(02:20:52):
very content with God's signature. God wanted and God is
going to show us all through my life. Let's keep

(02:21:14):
it a hundred. I will do it for you so
others can see what I can do for them. What's

(02:21:48):
my name Grace? On a journey? Now? I could giggle
right now because it's something that just happened. As I

(02:22:09):
was saying, what's my name Grace? And then my child
entered the room that I'm in and I asked him

(02:22:31):
if he needed something, and he said.

Speaker 5 (02:22:40):
You called me. I thought you called me. I didn't
say his name. I said, what's my name.

Speaker 1 (02:23:04):
Grace? That's when he entered the room, and I said
on a journey? So how does this tie in with
the message? That door that God has opened for me

(02:23:30):
is nothing short of grace, and he's on his way.

(02:23:58):
He's already opened the door. No door that God has
opened can never be closed. And what I love about
this is my child's name means exalted by God. My

(02:24:35):
name means grace. So the grace God will be offering me.

Speaker 6 (02:25:03):
Will be the testimony of what I gave birth to.

Speaker 1 (02:25:21):
What I went through labor with when others felt I

(02:26:03):
wasn't a good investment. In the end, what only matters

(02:26:27):
is the energy of exalted.

Speaker 7 (02:26:42):
By God. I will always say.

Speaker 1 (02:27:01):
That my mission started a long time ago, a long
time before I met Any of My earliest memories were

(02:27:32):
my teenage years. No one's perfect, but one thing God
loves about me. If I can say so myself, If

(02:27:59):
I am not in a place that I feel worthy
enough to fulfill a position, no one has to ask

(02:28:22):
me to step down. Please believe it. That's the theme
of my life. Respect yourself. Nobody has to tell me
to step down. Those seasons when I felt I could

(02:28:49):
make better decisions in my life, you know what I did.
I really enjoyed this position. I've learned a lot. But

(02:29:10):
God is calling me to sit down. Yes, I've done
it because I'm not the type of person that I
can preach what I'm not living. I know some of

(02:29:31):
you can. We being honest, right, we're not all gifted
in that area. See, we have different gifts. Today was

(02:29:54):
the first day I heard someone say master of deception.
So we're gifted in different ways and we master in

(02:30:16):
different things. But when I teach. When I speak, because
it's done with passion. I cannot lie and tell you

(02:30:46):
to do something that I don't believe in. What's being
brought to my attention right now is interesting because I
was going to share this with you. I believe in

(02:31:07):
the previous episode, and I didn't get the opportunity to.
I did mention. I had a job that I loved.
It was a very good opportunity to give back. And

(02:31:47):
the benefits I got from it is seeing people heal,
seeing people grow, seeing people regain their confidence, seeing people

(02:32:08):
believe in hope again. And I taught. I was gonna
say thought, but I said taught. And that's because part
of my job was to teach. The other part was

(02:32:31):
to be a group facilitator. I also served in the committee.

(02:32:54):
All that I participated in I had to have training
for so I had to demonstrate my devotion to these opportunities.

(02:33:21):
There was a time I felt married to my job.
I remember when they honored me an assembly. My supervisor said,
if I could say anything about Grace, she is the

(02:33:46):
first person to step up no matter what is me.
I can do this, I can do this, I can
do this. I really loved my job. People. I'm not

(02:34:10):
even gonna lie to you. I really loved this job.
The fact that I'm still talking about it years from
years ago shows yo. I really cared about these people.

(02:34:36):
But God told me in more ways than one that
I had to leave right when I was climbing the ladder.
I was receiving rewards. I had opportunities to travel and

(02:34:58):
go learn more skills and add on my resume. That
was not the time that I was gonna walk away.

(02:35:22):
Why would I do that. I had opportunities to be
in connection with people in command, in governance, in my

(02:35:48):
community that benefited me still today. Again, I wasn't gonna
leave that job. I left because God told me the
first time. Then he told me the second time. Then

(02:36:11):
he told me, and I said, Okay, God, I heard you.
I heard you. I heard you. Because there's the way
God communicates. If you don't want to listen from the television,
you're gonna hear it from the radio. You're gonna see
it in the dream. You're gonna see it in the vision.
You're gonna see it in conversation. You're gonna see it again.

(02:36:33):
You cannot deny the repetition. I said, God, I don't
know why I'm doing your work. I'm helping people heal,
but I wasn't being given an opportunity to give more.

(02:37:09):
And I'm gonna explain what that means. I believe in
remaining in compliance because I was a teacher for so long.
I know to follow the rules, right, to follow the curriculum,

(02:37:32):
and those same disciplines that I had in the public
school system is what I took in areas of recovery.
So if I was trained a certain way, I did
it the way I was trained because I respected the format,

(02:37:56):
because that was compliance. But in that season in my life,
this is a moment of truth. I had to take
a deep breath. In that season in my life, I

(02:38:29):
had to suppress what I felt could have been of
assistance because I had more to offer. Yes, the material,

(02:38:51):
the curriculum is a plus, the training is a plus.
The organization is a plus, and still is. I don't

(02:39:17):
believe any other organization in that area can compete with
them in how detailed they are, how much education they give,
how much opportunity they give, how they cover all of

(02:39:40):
your needs. They do that. I would go to universities
and talk about them in front of pH d students
what they're offering to the community. That's one of the

(02:40:02):
ways that would get around and they would get future
grants and have the income needed to continue progressing in
the community. It benefited a SAW because if there's mental

(02:40:23):
health in the community, it affects the patients with mental illness,
It affects their families. It even affects areas of compliance
when it comes to the law less crime less addiction.

(02:40:54):
It's beneficial to us SAW so training for the younger generations.
When the younger generations are seeing Mom is getting better
because she's going to counseling, did is getting better because
he's in rehab and he's no longer in addiction. It

(02:41:16):
helps everyone. But guess what I was in a connection
that was dying. I was in a connection that was

(02:41:43):
dying where I wasn't receiving what I was giving. In
those seasons, you experience feeling depleted, trained, dissatisfied, unhappy. I

(02:42:26):
just received the message and I'm gonna share it after
I finish this statement. Well these words. When you are

(02:42:51):
too close for comfort in connections that do not serve
your highest good, it affects your wellness, your personal wellness

(02:43:11):
where You don't receive validation, affirmation, encouragement. You don't receive
the expression of I love you. You don't receive working as

(02:43:33):
a team. You don't receive protection, you don't receive building
for tomorrow, you don't receive multiplying. Again, it's dying. But

(02:44:02):
God allowed that to happen because he knew that I
would seek help. One of the things everybody that's ever
worked with me will always say, I'm very resourceful. If
there's help out there, I'm a finder. You best believe it,

(02:44:27):
cause I don't like to be uncomfortable. You hear me.
I Am not gonna suffer for nobody. So after praying

(02:44:49):
about it, I aks God for a sense of direction. God,
where's the love? I had a coworker tell me that,
what's going on with you? When people get into these

(02:45:11):
types of connections, they're supposed to be happier. Why do
you look sad? It's not supposed to work like this.
Those words began to echo, and I began to meditate

(02:45:39):
on my life and notice the void for love. Meanwhile,
I'm loving everybody, extending love in multiple ways, married to healing,

(02:46:24):
so to speak, because those are the memories I still
cherish that even after disappointment and disappointment and disappointment, healing

(02:46:54):
was there to catch me. I learned the skill to
heal myself, so when something is missing, I improvised. In
that season, I was open to having another child, but

(02:47:23):
it was not convenient in that marriage because so and
so said no, and so and so said wait, and
so and so had other plans. So what did I do?

(02:47:53):
After asking God? What did I do wrong? I said, well, girl,
go hang around with kids. And since you already have

(02:48:13):
a son, go hang around with girls. Now how could
I do that? I knocked on the door, do you

(02:48:35):
need any volunteers? And found an opportunity to go to
local elementary schools and spend time with kids with test

(02:48:57):
grades or dysfunctions in their home so I could help
them heal and make them feel I care about you,

(02:49:22):
I love you. I'm gonna come back for you. They're
not paying me to do this, but you're special enough,
you're worthy, you're beautiful, you're smart, you're intelligent, your God's

(02:49:42):
promise and confirmation. I will never forget the smiles, the
look in their eyes. Oh I get to go and
misc buy y'all because I would go get them from

(02:50:04):
their class. Sometimes I'd take a walk with them, sometimes
with color together. Sometimes I read them a book. I
went to the library on my time.

Speaker 5 (02:50:22):
And got children's books that little girls would like, and
I read those stories to them, stories about healing and
hope and bright futures. I went to the dollar store

(02:50:45):
on my time and got art supplies that belonged to them,
a gift from me to you. I knew that what

(02:51:09):
I give comes back to me. So it may have
not been my season at.

Speaker 1 (02:51:17):
That time for me to have a daughter, but it
was my season for me to be there for a daughter.
God has a way of making it all right. It

(02:51:50):
would not have been a good season to have a
daughter because I was in a dying connection. And a
child needs both parents that are present, healthy, devoted, loyal, protective,

(02:52:16):
not someone that would put you in any type of danger.
We always have choices, and God always does the right thing.

(02:52:39):
Because one thing I never wanted to do was to
raise more than one child on my own. It's enough
with one, I told myself, two children or three children

(02:53:08):
and up needs a commitment, a team, a daily team
in the same household, a union blessed by God. Confirmation,

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and I stuck to that. I'm not gonna get into
details for more than one reason, but today I have
a happy family. In fact, earlier I came across something

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in the episode and I said, nah, that's my message,
And yet it was, but it had to do with
my happy family. It happens when God sees it's the
right time. He saw what I couldn't see. But the

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reason why he rerouted me to this phase of my
life is because I have the freedom now to incorporate

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spirituality in the depth that I am being guided to
share with you. I no longer have to subscribe to

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a curriculum that needs to be held in compliance. If
there is a need to pray for the entire episode,
I have the freedom to do that. If there is

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a need for me to sing songs of thankgiving, Wow,
a message is coming in songs of thanksgiving for the
entire episode. I have the freedom to do that due

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to the words that I'm observing, And that interrupted what
I was saying. That is how you recognize who's attempting

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to play in your energy. I want you to know
that those of you who don't know who plays in
your energy, you can find out through your self expression,
the words that slip out, and you know how to pray,

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cause that's my toolbox. Take pause, stop, look around and reflect.

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Your angels are feel feeding you information about what direction
to go next. So because I was saying feeling when
I was attempting to say feeding, you're gonna begin to

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feel more confident of how to move forward. Your energy
is ant. I'm just laughing about something because I'll keep

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it to myself. Anyway, Your energy is abundant, and they
want you to make sure you're putting it toward a
worthwhile cause. Take a break today, sit in solace and

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act for clarity. Okay, some of you are in abundant energy.
Make sure you're putting it towards something worthwhile. And that's

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exactly what I'm doing today. I invest in what's worthwhile.
Know that you are loved, Know that you are cherished,

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and know that you are appreciated. I am everything God says,
I am nothing more and certainly nothing less. Grace upon
grace upon grace is God's will for my life, because

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love is my inheritance. Peace,