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Speaker 1 (00:03):
Hello, Hello, Hello, beautiful loved ones. This is Grace on
a journey and you are listening to Angelic Healing Express.
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Welcome to the newcomers and to those of your returning,
my fellow travers, welcome back. We are happy to have you,
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and I am happy to be back. Today feels good.
I wanna start this episode by given gratitude, given thanks
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for life and the lessons learned, for the gift of sight,
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and the gift of communication and the positivity of my
friend of mine. Thank you God for everything you have
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ever done for me. Thank you God for everything that
you are doing for me. And thank you God for
keeping all of your promises. Please continue to lead the way.
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Your way is the only way. Thank you for my
inheritance of love. Thank you for empowerment. Thank you for
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teaching me things that were once hitting with you. All
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I need to do is go inward to find all
the answers that I need, because they're already inside of me. Confirmation.
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I aks you to take the lead in today's episode.
Let your let your presence be f felt, heard, seen,
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and expressed, and always you are a villable to this
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virtual classroom began with your vision and decision of my assignment,
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even though my attention was to make this world a
better place. Your direction is what got me here. Information,
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it's what attracted the element of what abundance in the
Thank you for always making announcements, whether they're welcomed or
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feared or embrace. We always give announcements. I remember in
two thousand nineteen, it was brought to my attention through
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revelation that the next following years would be the worst
years of my life. And when I received that word,
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I wasn't happy about it. In fact, I rejected it
and I said, fear, it's not from God, but you
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do what you choose God, and I already know I
can't better with you. And no matter how many I
don't receive that repetitions, I did hm. I began to
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see the announcement make its way after awakening to certain
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betrayals and wish missing certain disappointments. But in that revelation,
you didn't stop there. You didn't only see that the
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next couple of years will be the worst years of
your life. You don't stop there. You also said, after
that season occurs, it will forever be the best time
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of your life. And to make me smile. You mentioned
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it will never happen again. So I had to endure
the flood, being overwhelmed by emotion, experiencing sensations of drowning
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I even be and having dreams that helped me to
understand there's a need to be alert. I was still
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blindfolded at the time, God, but with the darker forces overlooked.
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There's when I don't have use of my eyes, I
have use of your eyes. You saw what would come.
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You gave me these announcements so I would be strong
in the belief that you see. You saw my suffer,
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You saw me being bullied, You saw me being light
on to the extent you let me see through your eyes.
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I remember sitting in the room and seeing a vision
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of a man that I believed wasn't a partnership of
commit what's that angel, wasn't a partnership of commitment. That
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hesitation like there is revealing. He was never in that partnership.
He was never in that commitment. He was there to
take and not give. The words couldn't even come out
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of my mouth. The partners partnership, It wasn't even a partnership.
It was just a fraudulent marriage. Thank you God for
revealing the downloads I'm receiving right now. That marriage was
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his attempt to collect on the l law as above,
So balloon the message I'm receiving in the angel number.
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Your angels are guiding you to see that your pathway
has been a powerful teacher, and previous lessons have messages
for you now exactly. That's why I said, thank you
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for the download you just gave me, cause you just
helped me to connect the dots and to recognize something
about as above so below. Your angels are helping you
develop a personal bond with the divine. You are being
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encouraged not to let anyone's negative teachings about God get
in your way. Amen, I'll see that I received that
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because there are a lot of individuals that manipulate the
word to remove empowerment and to steal birthright. I said,
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to steal birthright, and the phone rang, and the download
I'm receiving is my birthright, is my calling. And what's
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interesting is that call has a caller idea and it
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says spam risk in other words, a distraction. So there
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were those that would be being instrumentally used to be
a distraction. So I would not develop to the potential
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of my calling. Grace good. Thank your God for teaching
me the communication of the spiritual world. Thank you God
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for encoding in me the gift of decoding. Thank you
God for making me a master act discernment. Thank you
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God for the gift of energy and the ability to
recognize falsehood. Today I understand you allowed me, God, to
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experience certain things so I can learn certain lessons. And
as you said previously, I allowed it because you are
a teacher and I had to send you to school.
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I remember being angry and asking me why you know
they're lying? Why if you hate me, tell me why?
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Because I couldn't uncover what did I do to you?
Speaker 2 (24:26):
God.
Speaker 1 (24:35):
I remember there was a season where I was so frustrated.
I parked my car in a working lot and I
was crying out to you, aksing you to help me
see what I don't see, Help me to understand so.
Speaker 3 (25:04):
I can make a change that would free me.
Speaker 1 (25:25):
From all the hardships that I was being bombarded with,
because never in my life did I ever experience such
hard times. It affected me in areas of my finances.
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What I thought was a marriage, problems with my vehicle,
chaos in my household that I knew, never experienced prior
to that rejection, or so I heard from s in lass.
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I said, why, God? And I remember sitting next to
a enemy in the car. At the time, I didn't
know he was an enemy. I didn't know he was
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doing black magic on me. I didn't know he was
taking from me to give to others, to afford them
to pay which doctors and purchase materials for their rituals.
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And I remember aksing.
Speaker 4 (27:16):
Him pray, pray with me, and the belief that he cared,
and the belief that we were in this together, and
the belief that we.
Speaker 1 (27:37):
Could be delivered together. But God, you saw everything. You
saw what was being done behind my back. You heard
the words that were being spoken. You saw the troubles
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and obstacles that I was being faced with in that union,
so to speak. You saw the initial intentions, and I'm
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hearing so did my ancestors, so did my angels. So
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because I was in the season of school schooling, that
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was the class that required me to be blindfolded. But
still I had your eyes got you were watching. God
was watching. You knew the arrangements that were made, You
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knew and you witness me being targeted online on a
social platform where I would simply chat because I was
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a homebody. My life was my child. I was a
mommy before everything else. That was my season of saying,
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I don't need a relationship. I already have a child.
I'm gonna raise my child with witchcraft. Someone in their camp,
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and I know exactly who it is. Recognize your light
in me and sent her familiar. And this is why
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several times when I do divination, his energy appears as
a pet. He is her familiar. She sent her pet
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to love bomb me. The first conversation was I really
wanted to get to know you. I'm alone, I'm tired
of waking up by myself. I wanna get married. And
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I saw that as an individual who was off, because
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that is typically not the conversation you have when you
haven't even met somebody. And everything happened ironically because I
had no intention of meeting anybody. My life was good,
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no needs in the world. It was a very abundant
season for me. But the ironic thing about it, even
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after I sensed something in the sorts of geek behavior
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or nerd behavior, someone that was awkward with talking to girls.
What was ironic about it is because I made the
ch the decision to make a change, because I wanted
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a change in my life, and I recognized I was
insatisfied with being lied to by those individuals that presented
themselves in a way that was attractive. They knew how
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to talk, they had a presence about them, they were charming,
they were smooth. So I said, maybe this is a
sign for me to try opening up with what isn't
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familiar to me. Because I processed it in the sense,
in order to arrive at something new, you have to
do something new. And I realized experiences I had in
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the past with those that knew how to talk to
a girl, no pressure, no stress. I said, maybe being
a nerd or being a geek could be connected to
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being a nice guy. I laughed at it today, God,
because I see how much I've grown from them. I
have grown in understanding. But again I said, let me,
let me do something different. I was leaning on my
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understanding and not yours. And because I was leaning on
my understanding and not yours, I got caught up. I'm
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willing to admit it. God. Even though I've always had
a strong relationship with you if my connection was stronger
at that time. You see, life was too easy for me.
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And sometimes when life is easy, you easy. You're not
stressing about anything. You're not asking God, should I do this?
Should I do this? Should I do this? Sho should
I do this? Cause everything is easy for me. I
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trusted my level of understanding, my level of education, my
level of experience, and I knew that I made a
decision to not get disrespected again by anybody. I wasn't
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even concerned about being married at the time. I had everything.
And this is why postponed and postponed and postponed meeting
this individual, because for what I'm not experiencing chemistry. Oh yeah,
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but look, we could have lunch. We could l we
could talk, we could have lunch. My downfall, I should've
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trusted my first mind that said there's no chemistry, that
was echoing there's no compatibility. Today I know, but I
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had to learn no chemistry is no compatibility, and I
know that to be true. No chemistry, And there are
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different stages of chemistry. There's friendship chemistry, there's romantic chemistry.
We did not have a romantic chemistry. Eventually, we developed
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what I thought was a friendship chemistry. We did not
have a romantic chemistry, which made it easier for me
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to discover that I was put under a spell. I'm
hesitating to say this, God, should I say it? Yes
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or no? I'm waiting on you. I wouldn't necessarily consider
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it to be a sibling chemistry, because a sibling is
someone you have intimacy with that knows you well. And
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we didn't know each other well. But for some reason,
it gave me a vibe of siblings that didn't like
each other, siblings that always got something to say, always
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putting somebody down. It was missing alignment of a romantic chemistry.
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So even though in that class my eyes were blinded
and I was blindfolded seeking a new path, that was
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the intention God, seeking a new path, a path of peace,
understanding maturity, a path of ascension, a path of building
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a stronger foundation, a path of teamwork. I asked all
the questions that my wisdom inspired me to. But even
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in that people life, and so in that class, I understand,
even with academia, even with experience, we can not move
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forward without spirituality. It is a must because we are
spiritual beings. We are spiritual beings having a human experience.
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So many things I learned from that class. God. One
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of the most disturbing memories would be when I decided
to break up with him before the engagement due to
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his grouchiness and not knowing how to talk to a woman.
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I remember my truth. I got tired of the chemistry
being nonexistent, and I was fine with burning bridges due
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to my dislike of the connection. So in all my truth,
I remember saying, you know what. I don't say this
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with pride, and it was the only time I said
you know what. F you don't call me again. We've done.
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And I got in my vehicle to drive home, and
I remember him running outside after me, but my window
was already up. Cause when I'm done, I'm done. Everybody
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has a limit. I refuse to be with an individual
that does not make me feel wanted, that does not
enjoy my company, that is a drag. I knew how
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much nurturing I was giving, how much caring I was given,
how much understanding I was given. I knew my worth
to some extent. So my door was locked, my window
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was all the way up. And that's metaphoric because disconnecting
with him would've made me all the way up. I'm
blessed all the way up. But that connection wasn't in vain. God,
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that was the class you registered me too. And I
remember him locking my window, stating, please put the window down,
the window down, and I said, I already started in
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my car. I'm going. Please put the window down. Put
the window down, and I put it down just enough
for air to enter, just enough for air to enter,
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not enough for a finger or anything else in that capacity. No,
I need you to put the window lower. I said,
I don't know why I have something to give you.
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I have something to give you, and I said, why
we're done. I repeated it, I said why we're done,
even so I still wanna give it to you. And
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due to not connecting the dots, I lowered down the
window enough to put your hand.
Speaker 5 (53:43):
In the car.
Speaker 1 (53:56):
And as I was talking, there are times I do
hand movement. I had a ring on that I purchased
for myself after I left my previous engagement because I
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really loved the ring he gave me, but I gave
it back to him. So I purchased myself diamonds. I said,
if that's what girls want, now I have it. Now
I don't have to tolerate nonsense and disrespect and lies.
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Diamonds are now my best friend. They're always with me,
and I considered it to be my independent ring. I
had it on the wedding ring because I wasn't in
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search for any relationship. I was content with my life
and I was not desperate for a ring in my
hand movement. I remember he slipped that ring off before
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I could catch my attention to what he was about
to do, and I said, why did you do that?
Give me my ring back? Give me my ring back?
And he put another ring on my finger. And I
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was in shock cause I just told him off. And
because I was leaning on my understanding and not God's understanding,
I said, well, if I told him off like that
and he still proposed, maybe that mean something. The lesson
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there was not to lean on my understanding, but to
lean on your understanding, God, because if I were to
c next the dots with your understanding, I would have
understood the ring could be charmed, because that is exactly
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what occurred. The ring had a charm on it. So
I wouldn't leave. I have always been the one to
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leave when I am no longer pleased because I don't
play about my peace and my happiness. I don't chase.
I wish you the best, or you disappear from my memory.
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Due to him slipping the ring on me without even
asking me, will you marry me? Cause very likely I
would have said I have to think about it, but
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he just slipped the ring on me again, not knowing
how to communicate with a woman, and the ring had
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an effect on me because I was yet to be
asked spiritually, spiritually grounded. I resented the fact that spell
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work was done because my free will was taken away.
And God, I remember those nights. I cried and told
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you it felt like a rape because you took my
free will. I said, just like, And after got arrested
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due to giving women ecstasy to get them into bed,
I'm calling justice. God. I wasn't in my right head,
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but you allowed it because you had a bigger plan.
I didn't even intend to be on this topic, but
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only you know why. I didn't even intend to connect
the dots from one trauma to another trauma. And I
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will not shed a tear. God, I refuse to cry.
You are my strength, and the story you gave me
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is strong I'm connecting the dots here because I'm realizing
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got a psycho repeated because there was a lesson I
didn't learn the first time. It happened due to the
fact that I was raised in the church and I
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had a very strict upbringing. I lived a very sheltered life,
and so there were things people were experiencing in high
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school confirmation that I didn't know of until the age
of twenty five. But the thoughts that I'm connecting here
is I'm calling for your strength. I'm falling for your
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power in the truth, there is deliverance. Here are my tools,
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got I need you to do the rest, Angels. I
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need to fill your presents more intensive HM. When I
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was twenty five, I went on a date. I didn't
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listen to my first mind because my first mind told
me don't go. And I had an opportunity to go
somewhere with my mom and my aunt, and I declined.
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I declined because of the pressures of society. I declined
because I was asking myself, what's wrong with me?
Speaker 6 (01:08:33):
You're twenty five, you never even kissed a boy.
Speaker 1 (01:08:49):
You're going to work in the classroom and you're hearing
high school students have conversations that you know nothing about.
So I felt it was time to go on a day.
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And when I think about it, God was talking to me.
I can't blame you, God, I can only blame myself
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for not knowing better. I remember, as I was combing
my hair, although it was only one time I've ever
er experienced it, I saw a mouse run across the
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bathroom floor, and I was not spiritually versed to understand
confirmation what that meant. Today, if this occurred, I would
know that is in connection to a theft or a thief.
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To be on alert, there's an engine number coming in.
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Your determination to be a light to the world is
making a difference in the hearts of those who needed most.
Keep up the good work. Thank you so. Even after
seeing that mouse, unfortunately confirmation. Fortunately I've never seen one again.
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It was trapped. I continue by leaving the bathroom and
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going to my room because we scheduled the time to
meet up, and when I got there, he seemed to
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be down to earth. In fact, that's why I agreed
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to date him again. But this was still new to
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me and I wasn't ready for certain things. Who knows
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what would've eventually have happened, but at the time I
was just getting to know him. I didn't look for trouble,
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but trouble looked for me because I wasn't in a
place where I put myself in danger. It wasn't like that.
But that was the first time I've ever experienced not
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being strong enough to remove somebody from me.
Speaker 7 (01:15:18):
I try, God, I said, I wasn't gonna cry.
Speaker 1 (01:15:36):
Thank you for reminding me. Tears are not a sign
of weakness, but a sign of cleansing. So I know
you're giving me my healing. And I remember saying stop
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and his reply was, I can't. That was the first
time I understood what it meant to be mute. I
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just stopped talking confirmation. I remember him saying, what's wrong
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with you? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?
I've never experienced that before. What's wrong with you? Why
are you not talking? Are you okay? Why are you
not talking?
Speaker 8 (01:17:43):
And uh.
Speaker 1 (01:17:43):
He picked up his cellphone and he called his mom
on speakerphone, and he said, Mom, I don't understand this.
I'm I'm with a girl, and you know I'm with
a girl. And she stopped talking and she said, what
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happened to her. I don't know, Mom, I don't know.
That's why I called you. Well, make sure you take
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her home. Now, we'll talk about this when you come home.
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What do I do? She drove here and I drove here.
How do I get her home safely? Get her in
her car, see if she can drive. If she can't drive,
drive her home. And he brought me to my car,
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and although I wasn't speaking, I was functioning to the
point where I could drive home. And he said, you drive.
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I've I'm gonna follow you. So I make sure that
you get home, and he did, and when I got inside,
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he drove away. I remember. The next day I counted
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he called me seventeen times and I never picked up
the phone and left various messages, one of them being,
my father's a cop by the way, so I don't
know what you're intending to do. My father's a cop
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by the way, and we stick together and and I
don't even know what I get wrong. After discussing this
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with my best friend at the time, she said she
would be supportive in whatever decision I made. But this
is what the contract, Princess could be. If you go
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forward in this direction, or if you go forward in
that direction. She was very motherly to me, and if
you wanna take some time, you could take some time.
You don't have to do something right away, if you
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wanna think about it first, If you whatever, I'll go
with you. I remember feeling like I didn't know who
I was anymore. After some time he called me again
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and I had time to think about it, and I
remember one of the ways that they convinced girls to
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not commit for an occasion is by saying, well, i'm'a
s that you would like to marry a man of God.
A man of God is not going to want you
in any condition. I'm not saying that I think the
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same way today. I'm saying at the time, that was
my truth. That was my frame of mind at that time.
That's what I believed. So even though what happened occurred,
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I said, you know what you did? You know that
was my first time confirmation. I know you're in fear.
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You owe me to do what I'm about to tell you.
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And he said anything, what is it? What is it?
Speaker 2 (01:26:29):
And I said, I wasn't raised that way.
Speaker 1 (01:26:47):
So I'm not saying I did the right thing. I'm
telling you my truth. I wasn't raised to be with
this person and this person and this person. So you're
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gonna have to stick around because of what you did.
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I had a very died opinion about myself, and he understood.
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He said, of course, I never said I was going anywhere.
I didn't learn the lesson that a thief has no
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place in my life. I allowed what society believed in
to influence my decision. And I'm speaking specifically about my
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connection to the church. In order to not be viewed
as someone used, I told him the conditions that he
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would have to respect because at that time I wasn't meditating.
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I didn't know anything about spirituality besides what I heard
at church. I didn't know anything about balancing my system.
So someone just knocked my door and aksed me if
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I could give him what we discussed before. He wanted
me to purchase something from me, and I said, well,
I'm doing the podcast. Now. When I'm done with the podcast,
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and I aksed, God, what message is being sent at
this moment, I was told, I'm concerned about his needs,
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not what I needed. I'm concerned about his needs, but
I had to remember my need to do the podcast.
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And because I remembered my need. My service is the
meaning of his need exalted by God. That's telling me,
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even though when you care about other people's needs needs,
God wants you to also take care of your needs.
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So that knock was God's way of getting my attention.
Because one of the things I overlook in the share
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is that even though this person did what he did,
one of the reasons why I didn't report him it
is because I knew he would go to jail. I'm
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not saying that makes sense for confirmation. I'm not saying
I would do that today. I'm just sharing my truth,
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my truth of that time. I didn't want him to
go to jail. Yes, I wanted him to know what
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he did was wrong. I wanted him to never do
that again. But I didn't have the intention of sending
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him to jail. So God is letting me know, how
did you take care of your needs? And in my truth,
my needs were not taken care of at the time.
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I didn't receive any counseling for that. I didn't do
any healing work for that, and that energy of being
helpless made me a bad lady in the spirit. Those
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issues were unattended to for years they affected my future
decision making in future times when I didn't make myself first,
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because that was the story of the pattern. It wasn't
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until later in life when I re recognized trauma as
what it is, trauma, and so I did seek counseling
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for that, and a lot of what I learned from
that experience taught me how to heal myself. And I'm
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referring to the experience of counseling with the focus of healing.
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While I received an angel message and it says, you
must make the changes that you are seeking. God will
be with you as you take the next steps, but
you must take the first step. I took the first
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step because I recognize and energy that was affecting my
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confidence at that time, and I recognized where it was rooted.
I n I invested time and making myself better. But
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I had to take the first fleep. Just because someone
doesn't go doesn't mean the person is good for you,
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because some cultures would regard his decision to remain and
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the connection with him made it okay quote unquote, well
he didn't leave you. No means no. That's what evolution
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has taught us. I'm not interested means I'm not interested.
The generational curses continued down the bloodline because there are
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those that are subscribed to old programming that no longer
serves us confirmation and continues to teach younger generations. When
she says no, she means yes. And this is how
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rapists get reborn and increase carmic debt. And it's not
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just to focus on men, because women are relevant in
this equation. They're those that have been disrespected, who ex
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experience their free will being dishonored and deciding, well, if
I went through it, then everyone else needs to go
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through it. It's a rite of passage. Who said that?
When did God instruct that? Love thy neighbor? And these
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are the areas where some churches need revision. Their art
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of manipulation is empowered with legalism. Oh, you're not supposed
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to do this, You're not s supposed to do that.
Men do this, women do that. You have to listen
to your elders, even when they're raping you, even when
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they're doing death spells on you, even when they're stealing
from you. And your leader is God. There are women
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in the church that are aware of the vices of
men in the church. Quote unquote that encourage and participate
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an immoral standards, lying for the predators so close for
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comfort that they invite them in their homes and expose
their children to them. This doesn't only happen in the church.
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It happens very frequently in the spiritual community. You allow
the priests to sleep with your daughter or the priestess
to sleep with your son, and you claim it's out
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of fear. What can be done if you don't comply?
Why are you investing in fear? Why are you making
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yourself comfortable with abusers? Why are you bowing down and
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surrendering to mind control? Some of you know that you're
under mind control and remain there because you feel that's
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how it's always been, And that mean we question, why
does it certain people that shall remain nameless always remain
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in poverty, in lack of progress, lack of opportunity, lack
of health, lack of wealth. Have you just surrendered to
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a vow that your bloodline has made with poverty due
to false expectations appearing real? Is it better to suppress
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your hurt in truth than it is is to say
what you need to say and claim your deliverance. Some
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of you have been mute in your vehicles and still
remain and you get by by focusing on someone else's life,
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and you leave that personality in lead in need behind.
And you see I was saying in need behind, But
as I was saying need, I said, leave l ea
d your authentic self. You leave your authentic self behind,
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and you put on a mask and you say, everything's okay.
He raped you. Oh well, don't talk about it, try
to forget about it. We've all went through that. And
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then we questioned the recycling of self, sabotage, of drug addiction,
of theft of disgrace. How many bags are you carrying?
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Bag lady bag man? Can your spine still handle it?
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Has the pressure ran up to your mind right and
effect affected the rest of your life? Message coming in
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the road I had is clearing, and you are moving toward.
You're moving forward in a fearless way. Know that the
divide is on your side. So I read you are
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moving forward. But before I said forward, I said toward.
So that's telling me some of you are agreeing that
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it is time to move. And you recognize confirmacious confirmation,
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I said, confirmatious. That's interesting. Let's see what the angel
message is. God is restoring your energy at this time.
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Take time to breathe and feel replenished. As I was
saying confirmatious, confirmation, I said confirmatious and I said, hm,
I wonder what that was about. And after I read
that message, I connected to conscious We are more in
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tuned with our consciousness as we delve in and do
the inner.
Speaker 9 (01:57:13):
Work, we are restoring our energy at this time.
Speaker 1 (01:57:26):
This is a gentleman mind to continue to take time
to breathe and feel replemished. I also wanted the schools.
One of the reasons why God had to restore us
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is because our chakras were being manipulated to our disadvantage,
due to the greed of others who use your energy
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for their stability. But the good news today is yes,
you were blinded. You had on a blindfold, but you
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had access to the eyes of God. When you are
struggling on your path, God picks you up. And this
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is why our connection is not a coincidence. I am
fulfilling with God has created me to be a giver
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of healing. Now. I received certain downloads before I connected
with you, because I said, God, why did it takes
so long for them to see the truth. And that
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is when it was revealed to me concerning the manipulation
that was being done to keep you stuck so they
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could benefit off of you. Who's they? That's what you
need to access of who's they in your life. And
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always remember you never have to take anyone's word for it.
You can ask God to reveal it to you because
the God I'm connected to you can leach out to.
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Something you mustn't ever forget is your intention. If you
feel stuck, if you are saying, well, I'm trying but
it's not working. I'm meditating, I'm doing this, I'm doing that,
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ask God to reveal to you what is in disalignment
in your intentions and trust the answer will reveal some things.
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I pray that you learned from my experience. When you
don't take the time to ground yourself and to be
sound in your understanding MM, you have a likely chance
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to repeat a cycle confirmation. Repeat a cycle that won't
come by easy because it gets harder every time. Because
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there were some lessons you did learn, so now we
gotta make it more intense. So the lesson to be thorough,
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the lesson that you could obtain by me connecting the dots.
Even though people can talk, even though you don't know
who you are anymore, even though you're experiencing a lack
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of confidence. You must detach from people, places, and things
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that carry energies that are not in alignment with your
free will and your highest good. And I'm hearing people, people, people.
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There are people that you need to review. There are
people that you need to see what your spiritual eyes.
In fact, I'm being called to do an exercise with
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you in connection to the third eye. Yesterday we spoke
about protection, and before I connect diet with you today,
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this is the word I receive. Go inward and connect
to the space of the shelter and inner wisdom. You
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are protecting. Your third eye is linked to protection. When
you are battling spiritual warfare, their aim is to disarm you,
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disarm you of the gift that the third eye supplies.
Whatever you're comfortable with third eye, mind's eye. I know
there are certain connotations, especially in religious aspects, but that's
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not the focus, and that's not the purpose. Although you
need to work on all of your chakras and keep
them balanced, there's a need to continuously observe your heart
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chakra and your mind's eye. I'm not telling you to
neglect your crowd. I'm not telling you to neglect your
sacral I'm not telling you to neglect your root, your
solar flexus. I'm saying, do not neglect your heart chakra
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and your third eye. Aim for balance, truth, clarity, and this.
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Take a deep breath, keep it exhale. Take a deep breath,
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keep it exhale. Take another deep breath, keep it exhale.
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I'm gonna say a prayer, and I'm gonna give you
an opportunity to repeat after me. God grant me the
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serenity to accept the things I cannot.
Speaker 8 (02:10:25):
Change, the courage.
Speaker 1 (02:11:03):
To change the things that I can, the wisdom to
know the difference. This exercise that I'm about to assist
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you with, it's something that you should practice on a
routine every morning and every night. Practice this every morning
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and every night. A message is coming in. Abundance is
a natural expression of universal energy based upon your capacity
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to see your work. Angel Wisdom is encouraging you to
dive deep within and realize you are deserving of abundance.
I am deserving of abundance. What element is connected to
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the energy of abundance class hint, let the abundance float
into my life. I receive it. What element is connected
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to abundance? Water? What gift is connected to water? Class
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the gift of intuition? Do you see the connection? The
exercise that we're about to do is in relation to
your third eye, to your mind's eye. So the messages
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we are receiving are in alignment with the connection we
received by confirmation. Now, there are different ways that you
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can do this exercise. I'm seeing all the different ways,
but I'm gonna aks you to aks your guides what
tools you can use besides what the exercise is, because
I see the tools you can use. In fact, I'm
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using one of the tools right now.
Speaker 10 (02:15:55):
Actually I don't know something and if the shore up
to that, HM something almost Okay, you wanna be right here, So.
Speaker 1 (02:17:03):
Do this as you focus on your mind's eye. Do
this with the intention of activating your mind's eye. Do
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this with good intentions confirmation. Do this and expect to
receive I'm considering sharing a bonus with you, but I
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wanna see this angel number message first. Wow. Harmony and
balance are being brought to your personal relationships at this time,
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all obstacles to love are being mm amen in Hallelujah.
There's a song that's quite difficult to sing because it's
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so high pitched. But I used to sing it in
my group, youth group when I was a teenager, and
I was in a choir, and I'm hearing the angels sing,
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so aks the angels for you to hear it, as
I offer a glimpse, Uhlyluia, uh lu yah to a God,
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Lord of mighty terring uh la lu yo, Holy?
Speaker 11 (02:21:05):
Holy are you Lord God, oh Myighty?
Speaker 1 (02:21:21):
Worthy is the lamb? Worthy? Is the lamb.
Speaker 6 (02:21:31):
You are?
Speaker 5 (02:21:32):
Holy?
Speaker 1 (02:21:38):
Holy? It's a beautiful son. But the angels, the angels
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are inviting you to the choir, and I just seen
a glimpse of them. Thank you for that. That means
you approve, you agree. Wow. A knock, A knock is
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a calling correct, Something very powerful just happened. So someone
just knocked my door. And when I answered, he aksed me,
how are you doing? And I said I'm doing good,
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very good. And I said I was singing a song.
And I began to sing a song for him, and
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he was so calm and serene. He said, I liked
that song. And then he said, I can be patient
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because there's something he aksed me to purchase for him.
And for some reason he came in. He said, I
could be patient. You don't have to get it today.
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So that's telling me. Well, Actually, after I was gone
singing the song, he said I was praying. So because
he said I was praying, and I told you that
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I heard the angels singing him praying his name means
exalted by God. God is hearing our prayers. Praise God.
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He's hearing our prayers, and the angels are singing in unisons.
And this makes me smile because my intention for today
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was the title this episode as Talks with God. Talks
with God. So know that you are in the presence
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of God. Know that you are in the presence of
His ninth choir of angels. All in attendance, my family, Angels,
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please assist me to share what is left to be said.
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God is in charge. There will be those on the
fields of spiritual warfare that will tell you you are
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not qualified. You don't know what I know. You didn't
read the books that I read, you didn't take the
steps that I took. Your response can be a variety
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of things, But you can base it on what has
your knowledge done for you? And you can continue with
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why is your knowledge not compatible with today's technology? How
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can it be of assistance to me if it is
not compatible with today's technology? Does that mean that we
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need to discard everything we want to new? I disagree
because I'm not a believer of that. If it works,
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it works. If it doesn't work, it doesn't work. Does
the technology have bugs, does it crash out, does it
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have viruses? Or is it just coming from beta and
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getting reliable reviews of the change that was needed. A
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path with God is not a path of competition. And
because He has its us on different assignments, our knowledge
must be different. It pertains to your calling. What I
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do is nowhere near old school. I'm not called for
that programming. I'm called to be a pioneer, and I'm
called to do it God's way, not yesterday's way, not
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her way, not his way, just cause God said, just
my way, and in obedience I move forward. Everyone has knowledge.
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You have knowledge in what you're interested in. My interests
are in the areas of hum of transformation, of coping,
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of overcoming, of ascending, of detaching, confirmation, detaching from people, places, things,
and energies that are no longer in alignment with my
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highest good of preparing future generations. That's why God made
me the mother that I am. I've taught you to
see things from all perspectives and how what's above reflects
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on what's below in notation. What was done in spirit
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was death spells. It reflected below because there has been
a divorce in that we must accept as above, so below,
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as below, so above. A divorce has been to creed.
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I am a mother in spirit, and I display the
traits in my interactions with those I care about. So
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as I prepare my biological child, I prepare my spiritual
children for future generations. Recollect on the histories of certain
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characters that were loved by God but were denied access
to the promise of God due to disobedience. Their future
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generations had to undergo certain tests to reclaim eligibility, such
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as today, your sins affect your future generations, but focusing
on your loss will not be of assistance. Crying tears
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until you cry blood will not change anything. Your future actions,
your delivery im penance, your effort of making amends with actions,
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not just words. Similar to the process of paying karmic
debt with actions, not just words. The act of theft
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attracts experiencing theft for you and your offspring, there's no
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negotiation with God. His word cannot be denied. His glory
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will not be diminished, His process of promise will be fulfilled. Earlier,
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I had a vision of what appeared to be a flood.
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Now the element of water is connected to emotions, and
there were a lot of people that didn't make it.
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But I didn't drown. In fact, I saw an arc
that I was swimming too. I had the sense of
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cognizance that there was room for me. If you find
yourself in the sea of emotions and see others around
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you drowning and dying, make peace with God and give
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your future generations less on their shoulders, less baggage on
their shoulders, because your resistance to making peace with God
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confirmation will aggravate his anger. Now I don't know why
I was led to see anger. I usually say anger
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that has to do with someone's accent. Sometimes you believe
it can't get any worse, and you look around and
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you see worse. Aks God for mercy, always examine your
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authentic intentions because that may be in the way of
your deliverance. Because the same God who created you created
actors and have seen them in tricks the energy, so
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he recognizes when you are in tricks the energy. There's
no knowledge greater than God's knowledge. Your call to focus
on your mission. If you are not called to kill,
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you do not need to study a hundred ways to
kill a man because your title is not death. Impress,
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be confident in you in what you are called to do.
To teach God's way to escape manipulation and gaslight to
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commit to self care. I'm gonna end with something I
believe deserves recognition. I read a lot, and one of
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the books that I read contained the story of how
the Twelve Steps organization came into development. It began with
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the network of family men, family oriented men that were
subscribed to the beliefs of Christianity that recognize the imbalance
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of church members in connection to alcoholism. They may have
been singing in the church, they may have been preaching,
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They may have have been deacons, they may have been
Sunday school teachers. But there were enough notice that carried
a drunkard spirit, and like me, they decided to find
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a solution that can offer care that focused on their struggles.
There was a need for religion. There was also a
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need for practical living, and this is how and why
the Twelve Steps came into being. They're those in the
church that talk down on the twelve step anonymous groups. Meanwhile,
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they're calling is recovery. Judge not or be judged. If
you're calling is in an area. Focus on that mind
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your personal business. No one is being pressured from exercising
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their free will. Connect to those that are like minded,
and when it comes to those that are not, you
are being called to make a decree. Letting it be
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known that today I have a new entourage those that
are in alignment with my highes good and my free will.
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To those that don't make the cut, I je you
leave them with God, out you, out you. I am
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everything that God says I am m noting more and
certainly nothing less. Grace upon grace upon grace is God's
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will for my life. He made love my inheritance. I
called back my energy that was not given freely. In fact,
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I called back all the parts of my soul that
were affected by trauma, tricks, the energy, theft, malintentions, spiritual warfare,
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and low vibration. They come back to me healed, and
today I am whole in my masculine and feminine energy,
equipped for how God called me confirmation. It's not over
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when you balance yourself. I cut chords with all people, places,
and things that carry energies that are not in alignment
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with my free will and my highest good. I closed
all doors in all portals that lead to me my
family in the favor of God. In our lives that
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is not in alignment with a free will and the
highest good, I call grace, mercy, and protection and wisdom
over our lives. I shut these doors these words. I
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sealed these doors, these cortals, and they are now secured
by my angelic families. I want each and every one
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of you to know that we are expanding in territory.
The announcement was already made that everyone will be in
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their rightful place. We came, we saw, we conquered, and
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we set the flag of victory on this land and
claim it for our children. Those that don't love me
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don't love my children. But God made it that love
is our inheritance. Children, Know that you are loved, Know
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that you are cherished and know that you are appreciated.
Stay light, stay free, and remain in the spirit of
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grace in your interactions with those in your space. Remain
in the spirit of grace with those in interaction in
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your space. Remain in the spirit of grace with those
interacting in your space. Sending you all a virtual hug, Peace,
Hello, Hello, Hello, beautiful loved ones. This is Grace on
a journey and you are listening to Angelic Healing Express.
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Welcome to the newcomers and to those of your returning,
my fellow travers, welcome back. We are happy to have you,
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and I am happy to be back. Today feels good.
I wanna start this episode by given gratitude, given thanks
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for life and the lessons learned, for the gift of sight,
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and the gift of communication and the positivity of my
friend of mine. Thank you God for everything you have
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ever done for me. Thank you God for everything that
you are doing for me. And thank you God for
keeping all of your promises. Please continue to lead the way.
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Your way is the only way. Thank you for my
inheritance of love. Thank you for empowerment. Thank you for
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teaching me things that were once hitting with you. All
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I need to do is go inward to find all
the answers that I need, because they're already inside of me. Confirmation.
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I aks you to take the lead in today's episode.
Let your let your presence be f felt, heard, seen,
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and expressed, and always you are a villable to this
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virtual classroom began with your vision and decision of my assignment,
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even though my attention was to make this world a
better place. Your direction is what got me here. Information,
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it's what attracted the element of what abundance in the
Thank you for always making announcements, whether they're welcomed or
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feared or embrace. We always give announcements. I remember in
two thousand nineteen, it was brought to my attention through
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revelation that the next following years would be the worst
years of my life. And when I received that word,
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I wasn't happy about it. In fact, I rejected it
and I said, fear, it's not from God, but you
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do what you choose God, and I already know I
can't better with you. And no matter how many I
don't receive that repetitions, I did hm. I began to
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see the announcement make its way after awakening to certain
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betrayals and wish missing certain disappointments. But in that revelation,
you didn't stop there. You didn't only see that the
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next couple of years will be the worst years of
your life. You don't stop there. You also said, after
that season occurs, it will forever be the best time
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of your life. And to make me smile. You mentioned
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it will never happen again. So I had to endure
the flood, being overwhelmed by emotion, experiencing sensations of drowning
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I even be and having dreams that helped me to
understand there's a need to be alert. I was still
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blindfolded at the time, God, but with the darker forces overlooked.
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There's when I don't have use of my eyes, I
have use of your eyes. You saw what would come.
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You gave me these announcements so I would be strong
in the belief that you see. You saw my suffer,
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You saw me being bullied, You saw me being light
on to the extent you let me see through your eyes.
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I remember sitting in the room and seeing a vision
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of a man that I believed wasn't a partnership of
commit what's that angel, wasn't a partnership of commitment. That
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hesitation like there is revealing. He was never in that partnership.
He was never in that commitment. He was there to
take and not give. The words couldn't even come out
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of my mouth. The partners partnership, It wasn't even a partnership.
It was just a fraudulent marriage. Thank you God for
revealing the downloads I'm receiving right now. That marriage was
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his attempt to collect on the l law as above,
So balloon the message I'm receiving in the angel number.
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Your angels are guiding you to see that your pathway
has been a powerful teacher, and previous lessons have messages
for you now exactly. That's why I said, thank you
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for the download you just gave me, cause you just
helped me to connect the dots and to recognize something
about as above so below. Your angels are helping you
develop a personal bond with the divine. You are being
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encouraged not to let anyone's negative teachings about God get
in your way. Amen, I'll see that I received that
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because there are a lot of individuals that manipulate the
word to remove empowerment and to steal birthright. I said,
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to steal birthright, and the phone rang, and the download
I'm receiving is my birthright, is my calling. And what's
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interesting is that call has a caller idea and it
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says spam risk in other words, a distraction. So there
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were those that would be being instrumentally used to be
a distraction. So I would not develop to the potential
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of my calling. Grace good. Thank your God for teaching
me the communication of the spiritual world. Thank you God
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for encoding in me the gift of decoding. Thank you
God for making me a master act discernment. Thank you
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God for the gift of energy and the ability to
recognize falsehood. Today I understand you allowed me, God, to
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experience certain things so I can learn certain lessons. And
as you said previously, I allowed it because you are
a teacher and I had to send you to school.
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I remember being angry and asking me why you know
they're lying? Why if you hate me, tell me why?
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Because I couldn't uncover what did I do to you?
Speaker 2 (24:26):
God.
Speaker 1 (24:35):
I remember there was a season where I was so frustrated.
I parked my car in a working lot and I
was crying out to you, aksing you to help me
see what I don't see, Help me to understand so.
Speaker 3 (25:04):
I can make a change that would free me.
Speaker 1 (25:25):
From all the hardships that I was being bombarded with,
because never in my life did I ever experience such
hard times. It affected me in areas of my finances.
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What I thought was a marriage, problems with my vehicle,
chaos in my household that I knew, never experienced prior
to that rejection, or so I heard from s in lass.
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I said, why, God? And I remember sitting next to
a enemy in the car. At the time, I didn't
know he was an enemy. I didn't know he was
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doing black magic on me. I didn't know he was
taking from me to give to others, to afford them
to pay which doctors and purchase materials for their rituals.
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And I remember aksing.
Speaker 4 (27:16):
Him pray, pray with me, and the belief that he cared,
and the belief that we were in this together, and
the belief that we.
Speaker 1 (27:37):
Could be delivered together. But God, you saw everything. You
saw what was being done behind my back. You heard
the words that were being spoken. You saw the troubles
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and obstacles that I was being faced with in that union,
so to speak. You saw the initial intentions, and I'm
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hearing so did my ancestors, so did my angels. So
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because I was in the season of school schooling, that
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was the class that required me to be blindfolded. But
still I had your eyes got you were watching. God
was watching. You knew the arrangements that were made, You
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knew and you witness me being targeted online on a
social platform where I would simply chat because I was
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a homebody. My life was my child. I was a
mommy before everything else. That was my season of saying,
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I don't need a relationship. I already have a child.
I'm gonna raise my child with witchcraft. Someone in their camp,
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and I know exactly who it is. Recognize your light
in me and sent her familiar. And this is why
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several times when I do divination, his energy appears as
a pet. He is her familiar. She sent her pet
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to love bomb me. The first conversation was I really
wanted to get to know you. I'm alone, I'm tired
of waking up by myself. I wanna get married. And
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I saw that as an individual who was off, because
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that is typically not the conversation you have when you
haven't even met somebody. And everything happened ironically because I
had no intention of meeting anybody. My life was good,
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no needs in the world. It was a very abundant
season for me. But the ironic thing about it, even
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after I sensed something in the sorts of geek behavior
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or nerd behavior, someone that was awkward with talking to girls.
What was ironic about it is because I made the
ch the decision to make a change, because I wanted
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a change in my life, and I recognized I was
insatisfied with being lied to by those individuals that presented
themselves in a way that was attractive. They knew how
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to talk, they had a presence about them, they were charming,
they were smooth. So I said, maybe this is a
sign for me to try opening up with what isn't
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familiar to me. Because I processed it in the sense,
in order to arrive at something new, you have to
do something new. And I realized experiences I had in
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the past with those that knew how to talk to
a girl, no pressure, no stress. I said, maybe being
a nerd or being a geek could be connected to
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being a nice guy. I laughed at it today, God,
because I see how much I've grown from them. I
have grown in understanding. But again I said, let me,
let me do something different. I was leaning on my
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understanding and not yours. And because I was leaning on
my understanding and not yours, I got caught up. I'm
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willing to admit it. God. Even though I've always had
a strong relationship with you if my connection was stronger
at that time. You see, life was too easy for me.
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And sometimes when life is easy, you easy. You're not
stressing about anything. You're not asking God, should I do this?
Should I do this? Should I do this? Sho should
I do this? Cause everything is easy for me. I
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trusted my level of understanding, my level of education, my
level of experience, and I knew that I made a
decision to not get disrespected again by anybody. I wasn't
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even concerned about being married at the time. I had everything.
And this is why postponed and postponed and postponed meeting
this individual, because for what I'm not experiencing chemistry. Oh yeah,
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but look, we could have lunch. We could l we
could talk, we could have lunch. My downfall, I should've
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trusted my first mind that said there's no chemistry, that
was echoing there's no compatibility. Today I know, but I
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had to learn no chemistry is no compatibility, and I
know that to be true. No chemistry, And there are
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different stages of chemistry. There's friendship chemistry, there's romantic chemistry.
We did not have a romantic chemistry. Eventually, we developed
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what I thought was a friendship chemistry. We did not
have a romantic chemistry, which made it easier for me
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to discover that I was put under a spell. I'm
hesitating to say this, God, should I say it? Yes
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or no? I'm waiting on you. I wouldn't necessarily consider
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it to be a sibling chemistry, because a sibling is
someone you have intimacy with that knows you well. And
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we didn't know each other well. But for some reason,
it gave me a vibe of siblings that didn't like
each other, siblings that always got something to say, always
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putting somebody down. It was missing alignment of a romantic chemistry.
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So even though in that class my eyes were blinded
and I was blindfolded seeking a new path, that was
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the intention God, seeking a new path, a path of peace,
understanding maturity, a path of ascension, a path of building
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a stronger foundation, a path of teamwork. I asked all
the questions that my wisdom inspired me to. But even
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in that people life, and so in that class, I understand,
even with academia, even with experience, we can not move
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forward without spirituality. It is a must because we are
spiritual beings. We are spiritual beings having a human experience.
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So many things I learned from that class. God. One
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of the most disturbing memories would be when I decided
to break up with him before the engagement due to
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his grouchiness and not knowing how to talk to a woman.
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I remember my truth. I got tired of the chemistry
being nonexistent, and I was fine with burning bridges due
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to my dislike of the connection. So in all my truth,
I remember saying, you know what. I don't say this
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with pride, and it was the only time I said
you know what. F you don't call me again. We've done.
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And I got in my vehicle to drive home, and
I remember him running outside after me, but my window
was already up. Cause when I'm done, I'm done. Everybody
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has a limit. I refuse to be with an individual
that does not make me feel wanted, that does not
enjoy my company, that is a drag. I knew how
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much nurturing I was giving, how much caring I was given,
how much understanding I was given. I knew my worth
to some extent. So my door was locked, my window
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was all the way up. And that's metaphoric because disconnecting
with him would've made me all the way up. I'm
blessed all the way up. But that connection wasn't in vain. God,
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that was the class you registered me too. And I
remember him locking my window, stating, please put the window down,
the window down, and I said, I already started in
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my car. I'm going. Please put the window down. Put
the window down, and I put it down just enough
for air to enter, just enough for air to enter,
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not enough for a finger or anything else in that capacity. No,
I need you to put the window lower. I said,
I don't know why I have something to give you.
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I have something to give you, and I said, why
we're done. I repeated it, I said why we're done,
even so I still wanna give it to you. And
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due to not connecting the dots, I lowered down the
window enough to put your hand.
Speaker 5 (53:43):
In the car.
Speaker 1 (53:56):
And as I was talking, there are times I do
hand movement. I had a ring on that I purchased
for myself after I left my previous engagement because I
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really loved the ring he gave me, but I gave
it back to him. So I purchased myself diamonds. I said,
if that's what girls want, now I have it. Now
I don't have to tolerate nonsense and disrespect and lies.
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Diamonds are now my best friend. They're always with me,
and I considered it to be my independent ring. I
had it on the wedding ring because I wasn't in
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search for any relationship. I was content with my life
and I was not desperate for a ring in my
hand movement. I remember he slipped that ring off before
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I could catch my attention to what he was about
to do, and I said, why did you do that?
Give me my ring back? Give me my ring back?
And he put another ring on my finger. And I
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was in shock cause I just told him off. And
because I was leaning on my understanding and not God's understanding,
I said, well, if I told him off like that
and he still proposed, maybe that mean something. The lesson
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there was not to lean on my understanding, but to
lean on your understanding, God, because if I were to
c next the dots with your understanding, I would have
understood the ring could be charmed, because that is exactly
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what occurred. The ring had a charm on it. So
I wouldn't leave. I have always been the one to
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leave when I am no longer pleased because I don't
play about my peace and my happiness. I don't chase.
I wish you the best, or you disappear from my memory.
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Due to him slipping the ring on me without even
asking me, will you marry me? Cause very likely I
would have said I have to think about it, but
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he just slipped the ring on me again, not knowing
how to communicate with a woman, and the ring had
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an effect on me because I was yet to be
asked spiritually, spiritually grounded. I resented the fact that spell
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work was done because my free will was taken away.
And God, I remember those nights. I cried and told
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you it felt like a rape because you took my
free will. I said, just like, And after got arrested
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due to giving women ecstasy to get them into bed,
I'm calling justice. God. I wasn't in my right head,
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but you allowed it because you had a bigger plan.
I didn't even intend to be on this topic, but
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only you know why. I didn't even intend to connect
the dots from one trauma to another trauma. And I
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will not shed a tear. God, I refuse to cry.
You are my strength, and the story you gave me
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is strong I'm connecting the dots here because I'm realizing
(01:02:37):
got a psycho repeated because there was a lesson I
didn't learn the first time. It happened due to the
fact that I was raised in the church and I
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had a very strict upbringing. I lived a very sheltered life,
and so there were things people were experiencing in high
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school confirmation that I didn't know of until the age
of twenty five. But the thoughts that I'm connecting here
is I'm calling for your strength. I'm falling for your
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power in the truth, there is deliverance. Here are my tools,
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got I need you to do the rest, Angels. I
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need to fill your presents more intensive HM. When I
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was twenty five, I went on a date. I didn't
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listen to my first mind because my first mind told
me don't go. And I had an opportunity to go
somewhere with my mom and my aunt, and I declined.
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I declined because of the pressures of society. I declined
because I was asking myself, what's wrong with me?
Speaker 6 (01:08:33):
You're twenty five, you never even kissed a boy.
Speaker 1 (01:08:49):
You're going to work in the classroom and you're hearing
high school students have conversations that you know nothing about.
So I felt it was time to go on a day.
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And when I think about it, God was talking to me.
I can't blame you, God, I can only blame myself
(01:09:47):
for not knowing better. I remember, as I was combing
my hair, although it was only one time I've ever
er experienced it, I saw a mouse run across the
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bathroom floor, and I was not spiritually versed to understand
confirmation what that meant. Today, if this occurred, I would
know that is in connection to a theft or a thief.
(01:10:41):
To be on alert, there's an engine number coming in.
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Your determination to be a light to the world is
making a difference in the hearts of those who needed most.
Keep up the good work. Thank you so. Even after
seeing that mouse, unfortunately confirmation. Fortunately I've never seen one again.
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It was trapped. I continue by leaving the bathroom and
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going to my room because we scheduled the time to
meet up, and when I got there, he seemed to
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be down to earth. In fact, that's why I agreed
(01:13:04):
to date him again. But this was still new to
(01:13:27):
me and I wasn't ready for certain things. Who knows
(01:13:48):
what would've eventually have happened, but at the time I
was just getting to know him. I didn't look for trouble,
(01:14:12):
but trouble looked for me because I wasn't in a
place where I put myself in danger. It wasn't like that.
But that was the first time I've ever experienced not
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being strong enough to remove somebody from me.
Speaker 7 (01:15:18):
I try, God, I said, I wasn't gonna cry.
Speaker 1 (01:15:36):
Thank you for reminding me. Tears are not a sign
of weakness, but a sign of cleansing. So I know
you're giving me my healing. And I remember saying stop
(01:16:21):
and his reply was, I can't. That was the first
time I understood what it meant to be mute. I
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just stopped talking confirmation. I remember him saying, what's wrong
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with you? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?
I've never experienced that before. What's wrong with you? Why
are you not talking? Are you okay? Why are you
not talking?
Speaker 8 (01:17:43):
And uh.
Speaker 1 (01:17:43):
He picked up his cellphone and he called his mom
on speakerphone, and he said, Mom, I don't understand this.
I'm I'm with a girl, and you know I'm with
a girl. And she stopped talking and she said, what
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happened to her. I don't know, Mom, I don't know.
That's why I called you. Well, make sure you take
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her home. Now, we'll talk about this when you come home.
(01:19:10):
What do I do? She drove here and I drove here.
How do I get her home safely? Get her in
her car, see if she can drive. If she can't drive,
drive her home. And he brought me to my car,
(01:19:35):
and although I wasn't speaking, I was functioning to the
point where I could drive home. And he said, you drive.
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I've I'm gonna follow you. So I make sure that
you get home, and he did, and when I got inside,
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he drove away. I remember. The next day I counted
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he called me seventeen times and I never picked up
the phone and left various messages, one of them being,
my father's a cop by the way, so I don't
know what you're intending to do. My father's a cop
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by the way, and we stick together and and I
don't even know what I get wrong. After discussing this
(01:21:40):
with my best friend at the time, she said she
would be supportive in whatever decision I made. But this
is what the contract, Princess could be. If you go
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forward in this direction, or if you go forward in
that direction. She was very motherly to me, and if
you wanna take some time, you could take some time.
You don't have to do something right away, if you
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wanna think about it first, If you whatever, I'll go
with you. I remember feeling like I didn't know who
I was anymore. After some time he called me again
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and I had time to think about it, and I
remember one of the ways that they convinced girls to
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not commit for an occasion is by saying, well, i'm'a
s that you would like to marry a man of God.
A man of God is not going to want you
in any condition. I'm not saying that I think the
(01:24:13):
same way today. I'm saying at the time, that was
my truth. That was my frame of mind at that time.
That's what I believed. So even though what happened occurred,
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I said, you know what you did? You know that
was my first time confirmation. I know you're in fear.
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You owe me to do what I'm about to tell you.
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And he said anything, what is it? What is it?
Speaker 2 (01:26:29):
And I said, I wasn't raised that way.
Speaker 1 (01:26:47):
So I'm not saying I did the right thing. I'm
telling you my truth. I wasn't raised to be with
this person and this person and this person. So you're
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gonna have to stick around because of what you did.
(01:27:40):
I had a very died opinion about myself, and he understood.
(01:28:08):
He said, of course, I never said I was going anywhere.
I didn't learn the lesson that a thief has no
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place in my life. I allowed what society believed in
to influence my decision. And I'm speaking specifically about my
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connection to the church. In order to not be viewed
as someone used, I told him the conditions that he
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would have to respect because at that time I wasn't meditating.
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I didn't know anything about spirituality besides what I heard
at church. I didn't know anything about balancing my system.
So someone just knocked my door and aksed me if
(01:30:56):
I could give him what we discussed before. He wanted
me to purchase something from me, and I said, well,
I'm doing the podcast. Now. When I'm done with the podcast,
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and I aksed, God, what message is being sent at
this moment, I was told, I'm concerned about his needs,
(01:32:01):
not what I needed. I'm concerned about his needs, but
I had to remember my need to do the podcast.
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And because I remembered my need. My service is the
meaning of his need exalted by God. That's telling me,
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even though when you care about other people's needs needs,
God wants you to also take care of your needs.
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So that knock was God's way of getting my attention.
Because one of the things I overlook in the share
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is that even though this person did what he did,
one of the reasons why I didn't report him it
is because I knew he would go to jail. I'm
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not saying that makes sense for confirmation. I'm not saying
I would do that today. I'm just sharing my truth,
(01:34:30):
my truth of that time. I didn't want him to
go to jail. Yes, I wanted him to know what
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he did was wrong. I wanted him to never do
that again. But I didn't have the intention of sending
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him to jail. So God is letting me know, how
did you take care of your needs? And in my truth,
my needs were not taken care of at the time.
(01:35:53):
I didn't receive any counseling for that. I didn't do
any healing work for that, and that energy of being
helpless made me a bad lady in the spirit. Those
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issues were unattended to for years they affected my future
decision making in future times when I didn't make myself first,
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because that was the story of the pattern. It wasn't
(01:37:17):
until later in life when I re recognized trauma as
what it is, trauma, and so I did seek counseling
(01:37:40):
for that, and a lot of what I learned from
that experience taught me how to heal myself. And I'm
(01:38:03):
referring to the experience of counseling with the focus of healing.
(01:38:31):
While I received an angel message and it says, you
must make the changes that you are seeking. God will
be with you as you take the next steps, but
you must take the first step. I took the first
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step because I recognize and energy that was affecting my
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confidence at that time, and I recognized where it was rooted.
I n I invested time and making myself better. But
(01:39:48):
I had to take the first fleep. Just because someone
doesn't go doesn't mean the person is good for you,
(01:40:14):
because some cultures would regard his decision to remain and
(01:40:39):
the connection with him made it okay quote unquote, well
he didn't leave you. No means no. That's what evolution
(01:40:59):
has taught us. I'm not interested means I'm not interested.
The generational curses continued down the bloodline because there are
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those that are subscribed to old programming that no longer
serves us confirmation and continues to teach younger generations. When
she says no, she means yes. And this is how
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rapists get reborn and increase carmic debt. And it's not
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just to focus on men, because women are relevant in
this equation. They're those that have been disrespected, who ex
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experience their free will being dishonored and deciding, well, if
I went through it, then everyone else needs to go
(01:43:21):
through it. It's a rite of passage. Who said that?
When did God instruct that? Love thy neighbor? And these
(01:44:04):
are the areas where some churches need revision. Their art
(01:44:35):
of manipulation is empowered with legalism. Oh, you're not supposed
(01:44:58):
to do this, You're not s supposed to do that.
Men do this, women do that. You have to listen
to your elders, even when they're raping you, even when
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they're doing death spells on you, even when they're stealing
from you. And your leader is God. There are women
(01:45:57):
in the church that are aware of the vices of
men in the church. Quote unquote that encourage and participate
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an immoral standards, lying for the predators so close for
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comfort that they invite them in their homes and expose
their children to them. This doesn't only happen in the church.
(01:47:22):
It happens very frequently in the spiritual community. You allow
the priests to sleep with your daughter or the priestess
to sleep with your son, and you claim it's out
(01:47:49):
of fear. What can be done if you don't comply?
Why are you investing in fear? Why are you making
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yourself comfortable with abusers? Why are you bowing down and
(01:48:44):
surrendering to mind control? Some of you know that you're
under mind control and remain there because you feel that's
(01:49:15):
how it's always been, And that mean we question, why
does it certain people that shall remain nameless always remain
(01:49:45):
in poverty, in lack of progress, lack of opportunity, lack
of health, lack of wealth. Have you just surrendered to
(01:50:17):
a vow that your bloodline has made with poverty due
to false expectations appearing real? Is it better to suppress
(01:50:48):
your hurt in truth than it is is to say
what you need to say and claim your deliverance. Some
(01:51:20):
of you have been mute in your vehicles and still
remain and you get by by focusing on someone else's life,
(01:51:55):
and you leave that personality in lead in need behind.
And you see I was saying in need behind, But
as I was saying need, I said, leave l ea
d your authentic self. You leave your authentic self behind,
(01:52:25):
and you put on a mask and you say, everything's okay.
He raped you. Oh well, don't talk about it, try
to forget about it. We've all went through that. And
(01:52:52):
then we questioned the recycling of self, sabotage, of drug addiction,
of theft of disgrace. How many bags are you carrying?
(01:53:23):
Bag lady bag man? Can your spine still handle it?
(01:53:48):
Has the pressure ran up to your mind right and
effect affected the rest of your life? Message coming in
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the road I had is clearing, and you are moving toward.
You're moving forward in a fearless way. Know that the
divide is on your side. So I read you are
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moving forward. But before I said forward, I said toward.
So that's telling me some of you are agreeing that
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it is time to move. And you recognize confirmacious confirmation,
(01:55:53):
I said, confirmatious. That's interesting. Let's see what the angel
message is. God is restoring your energy at this time.
(01:56:25):
Take time to breathe and feel replenished. As I was
saying confirmatious, confirmation, I said confirmatious and I said, hm,
I wonder what that was about. And after I read
that message, I connected to conscious We are more in
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tuned with our consciousness as we delve in and do
the inner.
Speaker 9 (01:57:13):
Work, we are restoring our energy at this time.
Speaker 1 (01:57:26):
This is a gentleman mind to continue to take time
to breathe and feel replemished. I also wanted the schools.
One of the reasons why God had to restore us
(01:57:50):
is because our chakras were being manipulated to our disadvantage,
due to the greed of others who use your energy
(01:58:21):
for their stability. But the good news today is yes,
you were blinded. You had on a blindfold, but you
(01:58:41):
had access to the eyes of God. When you are
struggling on your path, God picks you up. And this
(01:59:12):
is why our connection is not a coincidence. I am
fulfilling with God has created me to be a giver
(01:59:47):
of healing. Now. I received certain downloads before I connected
with you, because I said, God, why did it takes
so long for them to see the truth. And that
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is when it was revealed to me concerning the manipulation
that was being done to keep you stuck so they
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could benefit off of you. Who's they? That's what you
need to access of who's they in your life. And
(02:00:58):
always remember you never have to take anyone's word for it.
You can ask God to reveal it to you because
the God I'm connected to you can leach out to.
(02:01:34):
Something you mustn't ever forget is your intention. If you
feel stuck, if you are saying, well, I'm trying but
it's not working. I'm meditating, I'm doing this, I'm doing that,
(02:01:55):
ask God to reveal to you what is in disalignment
in your intentions and trust the answer will reveal some things.
(02:02:37):
I pray that you learned from my experience. When you
don't take the time to ground yourself and to be
sound in your understanding MM, you have a likely chance
(02:03:05):
to repeat a cycle confirmation. Repeat a cycle that won't
come by easy because it gets harder every time. Because
(02:03:37):
there were some lessons you did learn, so now we
gotta make it more intense. So the lesson to be thorough,
(02:03:59):
the lesson that you could obtain by me connecting the dots.
Even though people can talk, even though you don't know
who you are anymore, even though you're experiencing a lack
(02:04:32):
of confidence. You must detach from people, places, and things
(02:04:55):
that carry energies that are not in alignment with your
free will and your highest good. And I'm hearing people, people, people.
(02:05:16):
There are people that you need to review. There are
people that you need to see what your spiritual eyes.
In fact, I'm being called to do an exercise with
(02:05:47):
you in connection to the third eye. Yesterday we spoke
about protection, and before I connect diet with you today,
(02:06:10):
this is the word I receive. Go inward and connect
to the space of the shelter and inner wisdom. You
(02:06:34):
are protecting. Your third eye is linked to protection. When
you are battling spiritual warfare, their aim is to disarm you,
(02:07:00):
disarm you of the gift that the third eye supplies.
Whatever you're comfortable with third eye, mind's eye. I know
there are certain connotations, especially in religious aspects, but that's
(02:07:26):
not the focus, and that's not the purpose. Although you
need to work on all of your chakras and keep
them balanced, there's a need to continuously observe your heart
(02:07:53):
chakra and your mind's eye. I'm not telling you to
neglect your crowd. I'm not telling you to neglect your
sacral I'm not telling you to neglect your root, your
solar flexus. I'm saying, do not neglect your heart chakra
(02:08:21):
and your third eye. Aim for balance, truth, clarity, and this.
(02:08:42):
Take a deep breath, keep it exhale. Take a deep breath,
(02:09:06):
keep it exhale. Take another deep breath, keep it exhale.
(02:09:48):
I'm gonna say a prayer, and I'm gonna give you
an opportunity to repeat after me. God grant me the
(02:10:13):
serenity to accept the things I cannot.
Speaker 8 (02:10:25):
Change, the courage.
Speaker 1 (02:11:03):
To change the things that I can, the wisdom to
know the difference. This exercise that I'm about to assist
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you with, it's something that you should practice on a
routine every morning and every night. Practice this every morning
(02:12:07):
and every night. A message is coming in. Abundance is
a natural expression of universal energy based upon your capacity
(02:12:27):
to see your work. Angel Wisdom is encouraging you to
dive deep within and realize you are deserving of abundance.
I am deserving of abundance. What element is connected to
(02:12:57):
the energy of abundance class hint, let the abundance float
into my life. I receive it. What element is connected
(02:13:26):
to abundance? Water? What gift is connected to water? Class
(02:14:01):
the gift of intuition? Do you see the connection? The
exercise that we're about to do is in relation to
your third eye, to your mind's eye. So the messages
(02:14:28):
we are receiving are in alignment with the connection we
received by confirmation. Now, there are different ways that you
(02:15:11):
can do this exercise. I'm seeing all the different ways,
but I'm gonna aks you to aks your guides what
tools you can use besides what the exercise is, because
I see the tools you can use. In fact, I'm
(02:15:45):
using one of the tools right now.
Speaker 10 (02:15:55):
Actually I don't know something and if the shore up
to that, HM something almost Okay, you wanna be right here, So.
Speaker 1 (02:17:03):
Do this as you focus on your mind's eye. Do
this with the intention of activating your mind's eye. Do
(02:17:36):
this with good intentions confirmation. Do this and expect to
receive I'm considering sharing a bonus with you, but I
(02:18:21):
wanna see this angel number message first. Wow. Harmony and
balance are being brought to your personal relationships at this time,
(02:18:44):
all obstacles to love are being mm amen in Hallelujah.
There's a song that's quite difficult to sing because it's
(02:19:08):
so high pitched. But I used to sing it in
my group, youth group when I was a teenager, and
I was in a choir, and I'm hearing the angels sing,
(02:19:42):
so aks the angels for you to hear it, as
I offer a glimpse, Uhlyluia, uh lu yah to a God,
(02:20:37):
Lord of mighty terring uh la lu yo, Holy?
Speaker 11 (02:21:05):
Holy are you Lord God, oh Myighty?
Speaker 1 (02:21:21):
Worthy is the lamb? Worthy? Is the lamb.
Speaker 6 (02:21:31):
You are?
Speaker 5 (02:21:32):
Holy?
Speaker 1 (02:21:38):
Holy? It's a beautiful son. But the angels, the angels
(02:22:01):
are inviting you to the choir, and I just seen
a glimpse of them. Thank you for that. That means
you approve, you agree. Wow. A knock, A knock is
(02:22:30):
a calling correct, Something very powerful just happened. So someone
just knocked my door. And when I answered, he aksed me,
how are you doing? And I said I'm doing good,
(02:22:55):
very good. And I said I was singing a song.
And I began to sing a song for him, and
(02:23:17):
he was so calm and serene. He said, I liked
that song. And then he said, I can be patient
(02:24:05):
because there's something he aksed me to purchase for him.
And for some reason he came in. He said, I
could be patient. You don't have to get it today.
(02:24:25):
So that's telling me. Well, Actually, after I was gone
singing the song, he said I was praying. So because
he said I was praying, and I told you that
(02:24:47):
I heard the angels singing him praying his name means
exalted by God. God is hearing our prayers. Praise God.
(02:25:22):
He's hearing our prayers, and the angels are singing in unisons.
And this makes me smile because my intention for today
(02:25:57):
was the title this episode as Talks with God. Talks
with God. So know that you are in the presence
(02:26:36):
of God. Know that you are in the presence of
His ninth choir of angels. All in attendance, my family, Angels,
(02:27:37):
please assist me to share what is left to be said.
(02:28:10):
God is in charge. There will be those on the
fields of spiritual warfare that will tell you you are
(02:28:32):
not qualified. You don't know what I know. You didn't
read the books that I read, you didn't take the
steps that I took. Your response can be a variety
(02:29:07):
of things, But you can base it on what has
your knowledge done for you? And you can continue with
(02:29:52):
why is your knowledge not compatible with today's technology? How
(02:30:14):
can it be of assistance to me if it is
not compatible with today's technology? Does that mean that we
(02:30:36):
need to discard everything we want to new? I disagree
because I'm not a believer of that. If it works,
(02:30:59):
it works. If it doesn't work, it doesn't work. Does
the technology have bugs, does it crash out, does it
(02:31:28):
have viruses? Or is it just coming from beta and
(02:31:55):
getting reliable reviews of the change that was needed. A
(02:32:19):
path with God is not a path of competition. And
because He has its us on different assignments, our knowledge
must be different. It pertains to your calling. What I
(02:32:45):
do is nowhere near old school. I'm not called for
that programming. I'm called to be a pioneer, and I'm
called to do it God's way, not yesterday's way, not
(02:33:12):
her way, not his way, just cause God said, just
my way, and in obedience I move forward. Everyone has knowledge.
(02:33:33):
You have knowledge in what you're interested in. My interests
are in the areas of hum of transformation, of coping,
(02:34:01):
of overcoming, of ascending, of detaching, confirmation, detaching from people, places, things,
and energies that are no longer in alignment with my
(02:34:22):
highest good of preparing future generations. That's why God made
me the mother that I am. I've taught you to
see things from all perspectives and how what's above reflects
(02:34:52):
on what's below in notation. What was done in spirit
(02:35:21):
was death spells. It reflected below because there has been
a divorce in that we must accept as above, so below,
(02:35:58):
as below, so above. A divorce has been to creed.
(02:36:20):
I am a mother in spirit, and I display the
traits in my interactions with those I care about. So
(02:36:40):
as I prepare my biological child, I prepare my spiritual
children for future generations. Recollect on the histories of certain
(02:37:09):
characters that were loved by God but were denied access
to the promise of God due to disobedience. Their future
(02:37:31):
generations had to undergo certain tests to reclaim eligibility, such
(02:38:00):
as today, your sins affect your future generations, but focusing
on your loss will not be of assistance. Crying tears
(02:38:23):
until you cry blood will not change anything. Your future actions,
your delivery im penance, your effort of making amends with actions,
(02:38:51):
not just words. Similar to the process of paying karmic
debt with actions, not just words. The act of theft
(02:39:30):
attracts experiencing theft for you and your offspring, there's no
(02:39:52):
negotiation with God. His word cannot be denied. His glory
(02:40:23):
will not be diminished, His process of promise will be fulfilled. Earlier,
(02:40:52):
I had a vision of what appeared to be a flood.
(02:41:18):
Now the element of water is connected to emotions, and
there were a lot of people that didn't make it.
(02:41:49):
But I didn't drown. In fact, I saw an arc
that I was swimming too. I had the sense of
(02:42:32):
cognizance that there was room for me. If you find
yourself in the sea of emotions and see others around
(02:42:58):
you drowning and dying, make peace with God and give
(02:43:25):
your future generations less on their shoulders, less baggage on
their shoulders, because your resistance to making peace with God
(02:43:49):
confirmation will aggravate his anger. Now I don't know why
I was led to see anger. I usually say anger
(02:44:20):
that has to do with someone's accent. Sometimes you believe
it can't get any worse, and you look around and
(02:44:46):
you see worse. Aks God for mercy, always examine your
(02:45:13):
authentic intentions because that may be in the way of
your deliverance. Because the same God who created you created
actors and have seen them in tricks the energy, so
(02:45:44):
he recognizes when you are in tricks the energy. There's
no knowledge greater than God's knowledge. Your call to focus
on your mission. If you are not called to kill,
(02:46:08):
you do not need to study a hundred ways to
kill a man because your title is not death. Impress,
(02:46:31):
be confident in you in what you are called to do.
To teach God's way to escape manipulation and gaslight to
(02:47:01):
commit to self care. I'm gonna end with something I
believe deserves recognition. I read a lot, and one of
(02:47:29):
the books that I read contained the story of how
the Twelve Steps organization came into development. It began with
(02:48:03):
the network of family men, family oriented men that were
subscribed to the beliefs of Christianity that recognize the imbalance
(02:48:39):
of church members in connection to alcoholism. They may have
been singing in the church, they may have been preaching,
(02:48:59):
They may have have been deacons, they may have been
Sunday school teachers. But there were enough notice that carried
a drunkard spirit, and like me, they decided to find
(02:49:27):
a solution that can offer care that focused on their struggles.
There was a need for religion. There was also a
(02:49:50):
need for practical living, and this is how and why
the Twelve Steps came into being. They're those in the
church that talk down on the twelve step anonymous groups. Meanwhile,
(02:50:25):
they're calling is recovery. Judge not or be judged. If
you're calling is in an area. Focus on that mind
(02:50:59):
your personal business. No one is being pressured from exercising
(02:51:26):
their free will. Connect to those that are like minded,
and when it comes to those that are not, you
are being called to make a decree. Letting it be
(02:51:48):
known that today I have a new entourage those that
are in alignment with my highes good and my free will.
(02:52:10):
To those that don't make the cut, I je you
leave them with God, out you, out you. I am
(02:52:48):
everything that God says I am m noting more and
certainly nothing less. Grace upon grace upon grace is God's
(02:53:12):
will for my life. He made love my inheritance. I
called back my energy that was not given freely. In fact,
(02:53:35):
I called back all the parts of my soul that
were affected by trauma, tricks, the energy, theft, malintentions, spiritual warfare,
(02:54:01):
and low vibration. They come back to me healed, and
today I am whole in my masculine and feminine energy,
equipped for how God called me confirmation. It's not over
(02:54:39):
when you balance yourself. I cut chords with all people, places,
and things that carry energies that are not in alignment
(02:55:01):
with my free will and my highest good. I closed
all doors in all portals that lead to me my
family in the favor of God. In our lives that
(02:55:29):
is not in alignment with a free will and the
highest good, I call grace, mercy, and protection and wisdom
over our lives. I shut these doors these words. I
(02:55:57):
sealed these doors, these cortals, and they are now secured
by my angelic families. I want each and every one
(02:56:19):
of you to know that we are expanding in territory.
The announcement was already made that everyone will be in
(02:56:53):
their rightful place. We came, we saw, we conquered, and
(02:57:22):
we set the flag of victory on this land and
claim it for our children. Those that don't love me
(02:57:51):
don't love my children. But God made it that love
is our inheritance. Children, Know that you are loved, Know
(02:58:23):
that you are cherished and know that you are appreciated.
Stay light, stay free, and remain in the spirit of
(02:58:53):
grace in your interactions with those in your space. Remain
in the spirit of grace with those in interaction in
(02:59:17):
your space. Remain in the spirit of grace with those
interacting in your space. Sending you all a virtual hug, Peace,
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