Time Management

[e-mail]
$MsGraceOnAJourney (CashApp)

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:03):
Hello, Hello, Hello, beautiful loved ones. Greetings to you all.
This is Grace on a journey and you are listening
to Angelic Healing Express. Welcome to the newcomer and to

(00:31):
those of you returning, my fellow travelers, welcome back. We
are happy to have you and I am happy to
be back. How's everyone doing? And most importantly, have you

(01:03):
checked in with yourselves, scanned yourselves and noticed what areas
would benefit an increase of self care. I'm aware some

(01:32):
of you began this journey and if no one else
has told you that they're proud of you, I am
very proud of you and I always knew you could
do it. All that I aks is that you continue
to love yourself and give yourself the time that you
need to benefit from all efforts related to wellness that

(02:02):
you are now devoting yourselves to at this time. It
will never lead you astray. It will bring you to
a season of more self awareness and that will assist

(02:26):
you in being more proactive when it comes to co
creating a life that is more desirable for your time.

(02:46):
I wanna take this opportunity to tell all my beautiful
loved ones that you are loved. Know that you are
cherished and know that you are appreciated. Your presence is

(03:12):
also appreciated. Now I received the meditation and I believe
that it will speak to your spirit. It may connect

(03:40):
with you in different ways, but this meditation will send
healing energies. I had to pause for a moment because

(04:05):
I was receiving a download just now. But I want
to stay on the path that I already began with
this meditation, and I'll get into what else is being

(04:27):
brought to clarity that will benefit us all. Some of
you may be experiencing circumstances that you would prefer not
to be in at this time, where the truth of

(04:53):
the matter is, you are actually in a position of
unrealized spiritual power. Just received an angel number, soul. I'll

(05:22):
share that angel number message soon as I'm done with
this meditation. As I was saying, the truth of the
matter is, you are actually in a position of unrealized

(05:43):
virtual power, and that has to do with your choices.

(06:09):
As you move in faith and trust in the guidance
of your spiritual support team anointed by God, you will

(06:42):
gain benefit from what is transpiring. When the relevant learning
and personal growth have been acknowledged and integrated, these circumstances

(07:02):
will give way to a more favorable situation. Some of
you need me to read this again, and I will.
Some of you may be experiencing circumstances that you would

(07:25):
prefer not to be in at this time, But the
truth of the matter is you are actually in a
position of unrealized spiritual power. So my question to you
is what's causing the stagnation? And those of you that

(07:53):
are aksing yourselves, how am I supposed to come up
with that answer when I don't know what it is?
I have a surprise for you. That answer is what
you are resisting inside. You know the answer, but you

(08:28):
are not yet comfortable to come face to face with
the answer. That answer that you're running away from, that
you're closing your eyes to it, that you're debating, that

(08:48):
you're trying to dismiss, will always follow you. You see
the truth. It's not gonna push up on you, but

(09:11):
it will always be lingering until you surrender. What is
your blockage when considering the stagnation in your unrealized spiritual power?

(09:47):
It's not the time to be a lawyer. It's not
the time to be your pr and through public relations

(10:19):
it's not the time to announce a winner in competition.
It's a time for you to sit inside yourself in silence,

(10:59):
because there are a message that you are receiving that
you're trying to escape by turning on the TV, by
turning on the radio, by scrolling down your feed on
social media, by giving someone the phone call, by drinking,
by partaking in activities that will give you a temporary escape,

(11:30):
so to speak. Why are you complaining about the answers
when you're running away from it spiritually, you're covering your

(11:52):
ears with both hands. I see some of you covering
your eyes. Some of you are using both hands to
cover your ears and your eyes at the same time.

(12:13):
Your thumbs are on your ears and the four fingers
you're resting them on your eyes. You don't want the truth,
and again, the truth is not here to fight you.

(12:52):
It's here to reconnect you. It comes with the package
you're in. And that's why you don't want to be alone,

(13:15):
because when you hear the truth, it's loud and in
your face and sometimes overwhelming. When being cornered because you're

(14:08):
faced with self awareness, your best option is to go

(14:35):
with the flow that'll give you the opportunity to receive
cleansing from living waters and be better prepared to receive

(15:27):
the lessons that you are being faced with. It's hard
for some of you because you feel as if, well,
I've been able to front all these years and pretend

(15:53):
and to carry on with illusions that part of your
journey is deteriorating because it is of old programming. Now.

(16:40):
I know they're always those that.

Speaker 2 (16:57):
Oppose change, but whether you go to the right.

Speaker 1 (17:12):
Or the left, it comes with the reaction. And so

(17:37):
if you add anything to your tentative schedule, it should
be preparation. I don't have to tell you there's no
escaping thase because you watch the nose, you hear whispers

(18:06):
of warfare, you see the economy, you're witnessing, witnessing karma
light you've never had before. Now that angel number that

(18:35):
was just trying to come through is connected to foundation,
and so that's telling me this is the building of

(18:59):
a new foundation. This is why many kings quote unquote
and kings horsemen's quote unquote are being left with egg

(19:28):
on their face, falling down and can't get back up.
Pay attention to the industries. What are the commonalities that

(19:50):
you're recognizing. Why is it an everyday occurrence that you
you're hearing about different individuals diagnosies in connection to their sexcapades.

(20:22):
Why is there a magnifying glass in the direction of
the church and the secret connections they have with questionable

(20:45):
characters that not only live lives that are deficient of

(21:13):
boundaries and values, but our training, our youth and those
gifted with talent to follow the path of selling their soul.

(21:45):
Why are all the truth speakers being threatened, combating attempts

(22:06):
being made to be silenced. How can you experience these
mysterious deaths taking place easily decoded? How is it so

(22:37):
recognizable now that people are recognizing the plans individuals that
were sent into marriages. There's one story getting a lot
of attention right now where a woman was sent as

(23:02):
a plant eventually married a celebrated actor, honorable man sent

(23:43):
on assignment. The streets are speaking, talking, whispering. Why are

(24:11):
these scenarios being reflected in our neighboring circles or the

(24:37):
circles of those around us? Could it be all coincidence
or is it repetition? Are they signs being repeated over

(24:58):
and over and over motivating you to open your eyes wide,

(25:18):
recognizing the volume of information that can be obtained through
your mind's eye. Why have masses of people been manipulated,

(25:51):
programmed and refrained from axing questions even to their creator?
Why is it not important for you to know? How

(26:16):
does it benefit the quote unquote leaders. Are the directives

(26:41):
that you're receiving consistent with what they're benefiting from? You? See?
Some of you say, well, that's why I left organized religion.

(27:16):
How is it that you left that setting and found
yourself in a quote unquote spiritual community and you're recognizing
the patterns. When do we examine the similarities? When is

(28:16):
it time to be open to the truth? Is it
after you die and go to heaven? How do you

(28:52):
prepare the future generations for today? Some of you are afraid.

(29:14):
You don't want to see it. Some of you are
experiencing anxiety attacks. All of a sudden, you need to

(29:37):
be on medication. One day, you're in church three to

(30:00):
five times a week. Next week you don't want to
hear nothing about it. Why all this fickle mindedness, this confusion,

(30:24):
these extremities. What are we running away from? Is it pressure?

(30:50):
Pressure to conform, to be part of, to not be
labeled as a troublemaker, to appear to be in power

(31:21):
with those that be, keeping up with ex appearances, experiences
and appearances. When are you gonna be honest with yourself

(31:44):
and say, if I have to pay them to be
my friends, they're not really my friends. If I have
to pay family to be family, they're not really family. Oh,

(32:16):
you prefer to be positive, optimistic. You prefer being optimistic

(32:37):
rather than being a realist. Isn't it true that you're neither.

(32:59):
You're not an optim You're not a realist. Deep inside,
you feel as if that's just how things are, that's
how the game is played. It's a wicked word. Are

(33:26):
you more of a pessimist? Do you know who you are? Honestly,
if you were to look at yourself in the mirror,

(33:49):
without the makeup, without the weave, the jewelry, just you

(34:13):
and you were questioning, do you know who you are?
Can you comfortably elaborate on that? Or do you feel that,

(34:51):
due to the pressures of society you are limited in
areas of self knowledge. Because we mustn't read this, we

(35:17):
mustn't listen to this, we mustn't broaden our horizons. We

(35:42):
need to remain boxed in this lie because it hasn't
been working, and so we cheat and we do what
we have to do in the closet. Is that really

(36:17):
practical living that you're experiencing or an illusion of glamor?

(36:57):
People dislike what they fear, They feel as if they're
falling down with no foundation. Given the point that majority

(37:26):
of those being targeted were framed attacked with abuse overload

(37:58):
in numbers, could the issue be that the problem, the
root of the problem you have is with yourself. Why

(38:36):
should she be so insightful? Why should she be able
to connect the dots? Why should she experience ascension? Why

(39:11):
should she have an opportunity to teach? I have an answer.

(39:34):
She's a realist. She prefers the rawness of reality, without

(39:54):
the frills, without the illusions. She must abide in freedom.

(40:25):
That is her makeup, and that requires truth, even the

(40:46):
truth that some people run away from, even the truth
that recognizes failure, even the truth that positioned her to

(41:24):
have to readlive certain traumas, to see it from all
perspectives and now possess the bigger picture. You see, she's
not afraid of the dark. Neither does she have to

(41:49):
glamorize the dark. Oh I'm dark, I can do this,
I can do that. That holds no value. Her focus

(42:13):
is on what matters. What matters is me, and what
should matter to you is you. We are all responsible

(42:54):
to find our way. We're the maze of life, and
so we need to recollect when we turned right and
it was a dead end, so we don't have to

(43:17):
turn in that same pattern again and arrive at rock bottom.

(43:47):
There's a need for us to remember, but we can't remember.
If we can't accept the truth, we will be left

(44:11):
to repeat it, that same cycle over and over and
over again. We are all placed on earth with different tasks,

(44:42):
different areas that we must develop. All de quote it
in your birth charts? Are you more powerful in the matrix?

(45:28):
Is illusion more substantial? Do we keep pretending that we

(45:51):
are not spiritual being? Spiritual beings spiritual beings having human
experience confirmation? Is this human experience all it's about? Will

(46:21):
the truth ever get caught up with you? Will you
ever get tired of running? Are there more difficult levels

(46:42):
of this maze in season that we call life? Understand

(47:06):
these questions are leading you to your options. They are

(47:33):
not orders given by me. You are left to make
your own decisions as it always was, free will by law.

(48:03):
And this is why you have no authority to play
God in anyone's life. See yourself, because only God is God,

(48:33):
and you could be in the pretense. I could box God,
I could fight with God, I could win over God.
You can do that as long as you need to.
But we all know what happens in the end. We

(48:53):
all know when you're cornered. Eventually, eventually, eventually, all knees
about down. As long as it takes all tongues confess

(49:33):
it is fate. You can listen to all the teachers
that you want to that teach you karma isn't real.

(49:53):
You can do what you want and then take a

(50:14):
look at your life. Make it all make sense. Someone

(50:38):
wants used to say everything you do on earth, you

(50:59):
experiences on earth, and those of you that questioned, maybe

(51:36):
it's because you're not paying enough attention to the patterns
in your life. Tell yourself, what are all the ways

(52:08):
you're connected to your parents, good and bad? What's inherited
and what you as absorbed after being a sponge under

(52:35):
their care, Everything that connects you to your grandparents, your
great grandparents. When do you stop lying to yourself and

(53:00):
claiming that they were perfect and they never did any wrong.
You are not God. You cannot judge. When do you
help yourself? Because you can see through the eyes of love.

(53:40):
When it comes to judgment, you can make a judgment call.

(54:01):
This is how I wanna live my life to day.
Yesterday are that he happened. Can't do nothing about that,
but today confirmation I have the power to day. Power

(54:35):
that some of your ancestors didn't possess, knowledge, that some
of your ancestors didn't possess freedom, that some of your
ancestors didn't possess time management. This it is title. This

(55:10):
is the time to attract healing, healing all that easy you.

(55:44):
This is the time that you let all things that
do not serve you for your high. It's the greatest
good that is not in alignment with your free will,

(56:21):
that is not in alignment with your soul's purpose. Remembering
who you are, remembering to hear, remembering you can leading

(56:52):
you to your fine destiny after self mastery, the master's

(57:26):
you achieve is connected to the lessons that you've encountered,

(57:48):
all in connection to your birth charts. As above, so below.
There are different areas of mastering, just as there are academically.

(58:30):
Your master's is connected to your soul's purpose an assignment.
If you were not in awareness of that, then maybe

(58:54):
this is an opportunity for you to get a second degree.
You could get all the masters that you want and
all the doctorates that you want. You have control over that.

(59:18):
It begins with a choice. Are you worthy of being
prioritized in areas of time management? Have you invited clarity

(59:55):
regarding the next steps necessary to help you to achieve
spiritual healing? As I've shared before, my teachers not of

(01:00:25):
this world, my teachers not of this world, my teachers
not of this world, have always taught me to prioritize
my spiritual being. Every thing else will align itself. Do

(01:01:15):
you think you have for ever on this platform? Every
time you breathe, you are closer to transitioning. Every time

(01:02:01):
your heart beats, it brings you closer to whom I

(01:02:28):
feel this episode is inviting us all to ground ourselves

(01:03:03):
and allow everything that serves no purpose in connection to
wellness to be released where they choose to be. If

(01:03:36):
they choose to remain in the dark, we must respect
that we must respect their free will. It does not
benefit us to hold on to anything that keeps us

(01:04:08):
limited from the highest and greatest good. When you can see,

(01:04:43):
you have more of an opportunity of choosing what's right
for you. The darkened light both serve a purpose. In

(01:05:26):
the dark, you recognize you need God. You invite him

(01:05:58):
to see for you and to assist you in taking

(01:06:18):
the steps that are beneficial to assault. In the dark,

(01:06:54):
you can experience revelation. You're given opportunities for obedience. You

(01:07:38):
recognize your connection to others. Some people prefer the dark

(01:08:13):
because they feel they can escape in the dark, but
that lingering truth, that lingering truth reveals to us that

(01:08:33):
they will come, and we will have to be faced
with the truth. Mourning the dark. It is when you

(01:09:18):
surrender to trust in God, even when you don't see
what he sees, that his power can invade your territory.

(01:09:44):
You speak with power, you stand with power, you sit
with power, you walk with power because you're not relying
on your power, but you know you're alliance to be powerful.

(01:10:22):
I'm aware that many people are afraid of the dark.
I've just never been that person. As a child, I
would turn all the lights off in my house and
walk around, try to find my way around the house

(01:10:48):
by touching chairs and tables and sofas. And it was
a game to me when my cousins wanted to go
to play in the backyard, because we had a playground,

(01:11:14):
slides and swings and seesaws, you name it. I used
to have cousins that were afraid of the dark. One
of these cousins is a pastor today, but every time

(01:11:35):
I meet him, I gotta remind him remember, remember, please, please, Grace,
can you go with me down in the basement so
I can go to the backyard. Cause that's how we

(01:11:56):
got there. We went down in the basement and then
we opened the door, and then we climbed up the
stairs and found ourselves in the backyard. But he was
so afraid of the dark. I was always becausin that

(01:12:20):
would be like, it's okay, just hold my hand and
I'll take you there. Then we'd go downstairs. They'd be
afraid of that sense of emptiness down there, you know,

(01:12:48):
But we always got to open that door and climb
up those stairs and have a good time. It's only temporary.

(01:13:22):
I believe. That's when a lot of them began to
feel that I'm trustworthy because I would always be able

(01:13:46):
to guide them out of the dark. But I'm gonna
be a hundred with you. I gotta be a hundred.

(01:14:07):
They knew that you gotta show gratitude, so you best
believe before I even aked, if you take me to

(01:14:32):
the backyard, then I'll give you this, and I'll give
you that. It was never money. It was never money
for whatever they had that they were willing to give
and that I was interested in. Because if I wasn't
interested in, I would be like, that's okay whatever. I

(01:14:53):
would take them, but they would always offer me different things. Thanks.
I'm laughing because it's like I'm there again. Do you
want this candy? Do you want this chocolate bar? Do

(01:15:15):
you want so every time I see my cousin right now,
I just mentioned one of those snacks he used to
like to give me, and we both laugh. But I

(01:15:36):
had some family that visited with us last month and
we were sharing how life could be funny because it
was not until later in life that my mother was
aware that my cousins used to be afraid to go

(01:16:04):
in the basement and go to the backyard so they
would give me different snacks and what have you. And
really it was exchange because I got paid everywhere. See
I was the oldest in my generation, so I got

(01:16:26):
paid for babysitting the infants. Right. Some of their parents
lived in different cities, and so they would send their
infants to live with their grandmother, and their grandmother would

(01:16:49):
come over to their mother's house, which is my great grandmother,
and because they were so busy and talking or shopping
or going out, they would just leave the baby with me.
And I'm not even gonna tell you how much they
paid me because it was underpaid. Okay, it was underpaid,

(01:17:14):
but I ended up spending it on them because every
Friday after I got paid, I ended up going to
the ice cream truck and sure enough, all those tag
alungs followed me. I want this, I want this, I went.
So I wouldn't even be left with a cent. It

(01:17:38):
would be spent right then and there. So we saw
the work together. But when my family members were here
last month, we were sharing that his father, which is

(01:18:02):
my mom's uncle, confirmation. You used to like to read
her fairy tales when she was a kid. And for example,
if she was listening to him or read a story

(01:18:27):
about Cinderella. He would show her the picture. Isn't Cinderella beautiful?
You like her, don't you? You want to share some

(01:18:52):
of your food with her? And my mom would be
like like, yeah, you know what I'm saying two three
years old, Yeah I do. And then he would take
a bite of whatever she was eating because she always had,

(01:19:14):
you know, lots of food being prepared for her, because
she had nannies and there were cooks and everything. So
her uncle took that opportunity to share with her. Mind you,

(01:19:50):
he said it was the characters and the books. And
my mother never told me about this, but after I
told her a about that particular cousin that you used
to always be afraid of the dark and going down
in the basement to get to the backyard, she laughed

(01:20:12):
so hard and she's like, that's karma, that's karma. And
I'm like, what you're talking about, and she was explaining
what his father used to do. I see a lot
of that in my family, Like I have a cousin

(01:20:33):
that used to like to tease me. I think it's
just because I was so much younger than him, so
much younger. It was really my mom's cousin. But I
mean I was very much younger than him, and he

(01:20:56):
always used to tease me. And it's funny. He eventually
had a son, and his son has the same age
differences between me and him. But whenever he would visit

(01:21:20):
from Canada, he would always wanna tag along. You know.
I was the oldest, so I had the vehicle first,
so I could offer them opportunities to go to the
beach or the park, and oh, can I go? Can
I go? You know, everyone would get in the car

(01:21:44):
and whatever. And it was like, yeah, you got to
get to know Grace because she could take you places,
she could do this. I'm like, this life is so funny,
Like I remember what his dad used to do to me.
And here here he is at my Mercy. It's so funny.
He's an adult now and he's doing really well for himself.

(01:22:11):
He's doing modeling. And I found it interesting that his
last destination was Cuba. Very nice pictures. All this to

(01:22:33):
say that again, it's all connected. You will see certain
things in your spiritual lives that you've seen in your
biological lives. For example, here today, there are those listening

(01:23:08):
that are afraid of going within because they feel it's
too dark inside. They're afraid they might run into a boogeyman.

(01:23:32):
Today there are opportunities to give back. Some people do
and others don't. But God is still watching. Today, instead

(01:24:03):
of going to the ice cream truck, I receive my
downloads and I still share them with the beautiful loved ones. Today.
There are those that want me to look after their

(01:24:31):
children spiritually, but they want to underpay me, if pay
me at all. You see the parallels. This is the
type of knowledge you get when you make use of

(01:24:54):
your time and practice meditation. And the fact that I
used to assist my cousin with going down to the

(01:25:15):
basement and then going up the stairs, and today he's
a pastor, he's a leader, he has his own church.
My other cousin that I used to help, he tolls trucks.

(01:25:47):
What I meant to say is he he's a told
truck driver. Like if something is wrong with your car,
that's who would call to help you to bring your

(01:26:09):
car to the garage or your place of residence. And
very talented in areas of construction, tallest most basketball players.

(01:26:47):
It's nice to see people grow and reach their full potential.
And we have this connection. Right. Yes, this is a
very tall man and successful and owns his own company

(01:27:15):
and so forth. But when I see him, he's still
my little cousin, and that's a bond that will never
be broken. When he sees me compared to him, I'm

(01:27:38):
still his big cousin. Family is here to teach you lessons.
We're connected, so we grow together. Some of those lessons

(01:28:07):
were easy to learn, and some of them were very
difficult to learn. But if you came in good and
with good intentions, am, the journey was more memorable because

(01:28:34):
you care to remember. We tend to forget what we
don't want to remember because it was painful. But when
it was connected to times of innocence and milestones and fun,

(01:29:11):
you take those memories with you forever. Another thing I
used to love to do is play teacher, and my
younger cousins was were the students. Right in front of

(01:29:31):
my great grandmother's apartment. I'd have them all sit down
on the stairs, give them paper and pencils, and oh
the good old days. I had a beautiful childhood. In

(01:29:52):
that area I chose to teach them in was not
too far from the roof, so there was this bright
light that used to come in through the window. It's

(01:30:16):
good to experience the time that we're in and embrace
technology and what have you. But a lot of spiritual
experiences we're birth through, play through using your imagination. And

(01:30:50):
that's why it's important to invest more times of structure
in the lives of children, where they would have that
time with technology, and they would also have that time

(01:31:12):
to read a book or to just play with their
legos or their dolls or play outside, you know, in
their backyard in a safe place. We used to love

(01:31:36):
to play with trees and the branches and the leaves
and the little insects we would encounter using microscopes and everything.

(01:32:00):
And even if you don't speak to these people every day,
like those from your childhood, anytime you reconnect with them,
it's a safe place because they know what's vulnerable in you,

(01:32:22):
and you know what's vulnerable in them. And so what
I'm getting out of this it's best to use your

(01:32:51):
time with good intentions. That's how you don't get left behind.

(01:33:20):
That's how you don't get forgotten lost in the wind.
Cause if I share with you, it would take me
a while to find memories in connection to darker times.

(01:33:53):
Majority of the memories that I hold are connected to
the brighter days. Now. It doesn't mean I don't remember
anything that I found to be a challenge. I do,

(01:34:17):
but that's definitely not at the forefront. That's definitely what not.
That's definitely not what empowers me. A message is trying
to come in support support, So those memories serve as

(01:35:18):
a reminder that I'm supported, that I always will have support,
that I have supported others and others have supported me.

(01:35:52):
I'm also recognizing that I gave more than what I received,
and that is why certain cycles had to return. Because
I've always been a giver. I was the big cousin,

(01:36:25):
I was the big sister, so I was was looking
out for them and I don't regret any of it.
But this is the first time I'm recognizing that I

(01:36:54):
really did give more of myself and I was more consistent.

(01:37:23):
I was an EmPATH since then. I would feel bad
for people when they got in trouble. I was a
truth teller since then, I got in trouble a couple
times because I said the truth. A lot of who

(01:37:53):
you are today is connected to those years of innocence
from your past. The traumas that occurred along the way.

(01:38:21):
Those of you that you were always inclined to go
inward to examine yourselves and why you do the things
you're doing, why you understand things a certain way, and
why you are different from others, and be careful what

(01:38:45):
you say. Because I've always desired to be unique, like
all throughout high school. That is what might in tension
was in manifestation. I wanted to be different. I didn't

(01:39:07):
want to be like anyone else, and that's just cause
I was born to be different. At the time, it
was just an interest. I wanna be unique. I wanna
wear what no one else is wearing. I want to
listen to music that no one else is listening to.

(01:39:35):
I wanted the choice, I wanted the freedom. I wanted
self expression, and that is connected to why I left

(01:40:02):
a imprint on the lives that I touched. I appeared

(01:40:34):
as my genuine self, but I would always follow the
flow in the sense the more you invest is the
more I invest. If I noticed that you're not too open,

(01:40:56):
and you're not too confirmation, you're not too giving, eventually
you're going to match the energy that you're putting out
towards me. At a very mature age, I felt that

(01:41:23):
that was the correct way to maneuver in this world.
And I still stand with that boundary, so to speak.

(01:41:56):
Just because you over gave doesn't mean you have to
overgive forever an eternity. No, life is about progress. It's
about recognizing and when you do, you make peace with it.

(01:42:19):
You accept how you showed up in this world, and
you make better choices. That is what makes you successful.
Failure makes you more knowledgeable. Oh so this doesn't work.

(01:42:48):
Oh so I have a choice to not find myself
in the same situation again. How about I not put
myself in the same situation again. You see, people are
always ready to laugh when you slip and full. But

(01:43:13):
what they're overlooking is that it is a lesson that
you learn, and if they haven't learned it yet, they
may in the near future. Everyone has their time. All

(01:43:33):
these lessons are in our faces today to confront us.
You see, there was a season of judgment, not seeing
through the eyes of love, just judgment. Oh she's a

(01:43:57):
bad person because she had a child, and she wasn't married,

(01:44:17):
and she wasn't in a successful relationship. She got played
ha ha, she got played or her son's dad is

(01:44:44):
not with her. She's a single mom. Oh she experienced deceit.
He lied to her. But guess what, it made me

(01:45:05):
smarter and I made better decisions. And those same people
that were laughing are witnessing the clowns that find themselves

(01:45:29):
in the same situations. You see yourself. You see life,

(01:45:50):
never to be in a hurry to be little. What
you're doing understan that and what you don't know confirmation
And there's clarity I need to bring to this situation
because I was told by my spiritual support team, we

(01:46:12):
are not going to let down. We are not going
to let down. You need to speak all this clarity

(01:46:33):
that we're bringing to your attention. There's a specific individual
who has been exposed for being a liar and claims

(01:46:58):
she has so many similarities to me, one being I
didn't know Judas was married, and this is when she'll
be exposed. She knew that is why she was working

(01:47:33):
with the death mistress. They knew each other, so you

(01:47:54):
knew all the lies will be exposed. You intentionally positioned
yourself to be impregnated by a preg by a married man.
And I was gonna say a pregnant man and the

(01:48:17):
reason why that was coming out is because that is
the season where I had an opportunity to begin this

(01:48:44):
ministry and receive assistance financially. There are spiritual pregnancies and
there are physical pregnancies. The magic that was used in

(01:49:20):
that connection caused a spiritual abortion. So the abortions that
you lied of in this physical world were never of

(01:49:41):
this world. That physical abortion was your truth. That spiritual
abortion was what you and your leader manifest. You see,

(01:50:16):
due to his agreement to you, even with the love spell,
the charm ring, sharing the time of the marriage to

(01:50:40):
do rituals, it was since then that he lost his
opportunity to be in a blessed union. He entered the

(01:51:01):
marriage to experience karma. Let me make it clear for you,

(01:51:23):
because he entered the marriage with bad intentions, all the
marriage offered him is permanent karma. You see that first step,

(01:51:56):
it didn't take the lies he did afterwards, the abuse
he did emotionally, the financial theft that was involved, the
destruction that was in motion, the root the beginning was

(01:52:22):
the death of him. I told this man that I
am very protected, did I not? I told him how
many proposals that didn't come into fruition. If he was

(01:52:57):
the spiritual genius that he claims to be, he would
recognize the pattern. Why is it every time she gets
proposed to someone, they get exposed? Why did this never

(01:53:17):
cross your mind? In fact, not only you were aware
of it, but your mother was aware of it, and
they began exposing themselves from the beginning. First conversation I
had with her, I'm so happy to talk to you.

(01:53:46):
Do you know how long I've been praying for you?
Do you know how long I've been praying for you?
I mean, she said it so passionately, and I thought
about that. I said something, something is off, cause usually

(01:54:23):
and that type of share, you would say, I've been
praying for my son to have a wife, a god
fearing woman, and such and such. She didn't make mention

(01:54:44):
of the wife. She didn't make mention of god fearing.
It was you. You know how long I prayed for you?
Do you know how long I was praying? Of course
she said it in her partois, but in translation, this

(01:55:07):
is what she was reciting. And I remember mentioning it
to a family member and she said hmm. Soon as
she said hmm, I felt there was something in between

(01:55:28):
the lines because some people would say, you know what,
I can't wait to meet you in person. You know,
this anticipation came with levels. Understand. I'm an impact, so

(01:56:00):
there's a lot of things I can feel and see,
but I don't always react immediately because I'm also an observer.
I'm seeing where it's going while simultaneously protecting myself. I

(01:56:31):
don't have to tell you everything I know. Do you
think I report to you, Guys, every time I have
a dream or every time I know spell works being done.

(01:56:52):
Why would I facilitate your ability to gain insight regarding
your strategies. This is why I don't tell. I don't

(01:57:26):
tell what I know until i'm guided to and some
things I'm just not guided to confirmation. And this is

(01:57:47):
why I've been able to receive this gift because God
knows very well. I don't care to spread anyone's business
out there. I care to fulfill my calling as a messenger.
Whatever God tells me to share, I share. But if

(01:58:10):
he doesn't tell me to share, I won't. I don't
care it doesn't benefit me in any way to share it.
I mean, some people even would regard this as an
embarrassment to be associated with this million of people. In fact,

(01:58:36):
I've been asked that aren't you embarrassed that you were
surrounded by the likes of Oh, you think I don't
get asked that you think others don't get repulsed when
they hear the truth of what I was subjected to

(01:59:00):
two those in the community. I mean, this went as
far as this death mistress to go to my job

(01:59:27):
before I resigned and start rumors. I noticed that some
of my students had a different vibe. Those students were
in the same class that she was in, and I

(01:59:53):
recall a conversation she doesn't even know I heard. She
was telling one of my classmates that she is a
real witch. You hear what I'm saying. I'm saying, the

(02:00:17):
death Mistress confessed, you guys can look into that. I
give you permission regarding if I'm speaking the truth. She

(02:00:39):
confessed to one of the students in the class that
I was teaching for mental health rehabilitation. She confessed to
him that she's a real witch. But when she is

(02:01:08):
in circles with you, oh, Grace is a witch. Grace
is bad. Grace tells the truth, and that's bad. Definition
is bad because it benefits them to have you unaware

(02:01:33):
of how they are harming you and abusing you. And
so they continue to manipulate you and hide behind religion
while they assassinate you with smiles on their face. Do

(02:01:53):
you know how many children this woman has eaten? Oh
you didn't know. Open your spiritual eyes. Check out that

(02:02:23):
track record.

Speaker 3 (02:02:30):
Do you know how many abortions.

Speaker 1 (02:02:36):
This woman has conducted? Oh? Yes, you didn't know. You
didn't know she conducted abortions. You didn't know that part. Hmm,

(02:02:57):
there must be a lot you didn't know. Do you
know how many trainings she is given to the youth
to infuse period blood and foods that they offer these

(02:03:35):
masculine energies. And this is why God says, look through
the eyes of love, come for me, and not a judgment.

(02:04:03):
You see, if she was looking through the eyes of love,
she wouldn't be exposed. Everything she was hiding would not
be revealed to me. But because she had the audacity
to label me as her when she self proclaimed that

(02:04:31):
she was a prostitute because of her lighter complexion, she
knew she could be a successful prostitute. Yes, the elder
that you so respect and honor, that is her testimony

(02:04:55):
is that what she shares on Sunday mornings. I'm just curious,
don't we all want to know? Well, if you're of
a lighter complexion, you can successfully become a self proclaimed

(02:05:23):
prostitute and have the audacity to label me as one.

(02:05:45):
After sending a home invasion, after paying someone to love
by me, after assisting in the creation of a charm dring,

(02:06:09):
after putting me under a spell, after poisoning me with food,
after stealing from me, after attacking my son, after sending

(02:06:32):
chaos magic, after sacrificing me, you have the audacity to
call me a prostitute. And you thought karma wasn't gonna
knock at your door. Oh lord, these are the I

(02:07:00):
love to say. You're so smart. You and then you
have all these gullible individuals that you deem as gullible,
and you target it them from the communities to target

(02:07:32):
individuals that did nothing but teach you something of how
to pick yourself back up again, how to be confident.

(02:07:56):
I'm still that person that you call on the phone
three times a day. Oh I'm sad. My man said
I'm a fat ass. He's so abusive emotionally. I'm still

(02:08:21):
that person that teacher, never friend. Our connection was only
based during the session I was teaching you after that ended,

(02:08:44):
So did the connection tell the truth and shame the devil?
You could never be my friend, not the likes of you.
You couldn't even sit in a classroom for two hours

(02:09:07):
without using your vapor. Couldn't even do that no self control.
But there you go with asking me for a word

(02:09:30):
of recommendation to teach a class. Did you want to
teach them high or sober? How can you teach those

(02:10:04):
with mental illness and those that have dual diagnosis regarding

(02:10:24):
addiction while you're getting high? Did you have the criteria

(02:10:45):
the formation? Did you think you weren't being observed? You
see the difference between me and everyone else. I observe

(02:11:06):
and I don't have to tell anyone what I observe
because I know my brain works. I don't have to
bounce it to your brain and your brain and your
brain in order for it to make sense. I am
my thinking cap and this is why I can work alone.

(02:11:48):
My messages are personal what I've lived first ten My
downloads come from God. That's why I conduct my own schedule,

(02:12:22):
and you cannot be God in my life. Did you
bump your head? I won't tell nobody. You're being rebuked

(02:12:44):
because you wanted to be God in my life and
those of others, and you had the dacity of label
people demonic. Is that you, you who participate in sex trafficking,

(02:13:22):
that is labeling others demonic, that is quoting Bible verses?
Is that you? Is it? Is it? That is that
you that is infected with diseases and sending others that

(02:13:47):
you've been with to the community to infect others with
dadly gifts that keep on giving? Is that you that
can judge? Is this for real? My question is how

(02:14:16):
do you feel? Because this ain't real? It can't be.
You can't be the teacher, not you, not even your

(02:14:39):
reflection or your proteges. I will not be claimed by

(02:15:00):
you or no one associated to you confirmation we are
not the same. And the ironic thing is you had
the audacity to build your campaign on that. She's not

(02:15:24):
the same, she is not like us. You're right, You're
absolutely right. I'm not a stripper, I'm not a prostitute.

(02:15:47):
I'm not a pimp. I know who I am. I am,
I'm not in the closet. I don't conduct dust spells

(02:16:11):
and abortions. I don't take drugs, I don't drink alcohol.
I have no need to party yet at the clubs.
I know who my baby daddy is. How did it?

(02:16:42):
How long did it take for you to find out?
And which baby daddy are you referring to?

Speaker 4 (02:16:57):
You?

Speaker 1 (02:16:57):
See, you made a very big mistake when you came
to a truth teller. See. I don't have to call
you out of your name, but I could help you
focus on your reflection. I can help you remember that

(02:17:22):
you participate in turning people out. That you sent an
individual to love bombe and enter a false marriage with me,
an attempt to groom me stating that all women are bisexual?

(02:17:50):
Isn't that what you trained him to say? And what
did I respond? Don't ever play with me like that again?
Did I ever tell you that I was confused that

(02:18:13):
I was by that I was a lesbian? So don't
you ever tried to label me as such? Wasn't that
an attempt to groom me so you can have sex

(02:18:35):
with me and your family? Is that incest being exposed?

(02:19:01):
So everyone that knows you that gets married has to
sleep with you, and their spouses do too. And that's
what makes you righteous. Ah, that's what makes you pleasing

(02:19:22):
in the eyes of God. That's what makes you sanctified.
Is that so? Is that what we need to say?
Amen to this Sunday morning? Or should we say that

(02:19:44):
at Wednesday Bible study? Because I practice what I preach.
You understand me. I don't hide behind any religion. I

(02:20:10):
don't speak on what I don't do. I choose the
eyes of love. You see judgment. The eyes of judgment

(02:20:35):
were already taken by you. In fact, it occurred the
way he did it. Did I said? He did Angel
number message because he was so thirsty for abundance. You

(02:21:17):
trained him into a life of crime. Correct since his youth? Correct?
Anybody care to look into that your first sexual encounters

(02:21:41):
were inappropriate? Anybody cared to look into that? You trained
him to be codependent on you. You trained him to

(02:22:01):
believe he needed your validation. You trained him that you
can't without me. Did anybody care to look into that?
And so you made him useless to the rest of society.

(02:22:29):
You encouraged his download activity. Oh, that's nothing, you could
have your fun. I accept you. This is unconditional love.
It doesn't matter if you're married, have your fun, you're
still young, and you label the house that you burned

(02:22:54):
down demonic. Is that you you select an individual that

(02:23:15):
is infectious to offer him temptation because you are in
awareness of his weaknesses. Oh, I know how I'm gonna

(02:23:42):
get him. I know this is his real type. Confirmation,
I know this is his real type. So I'm gonna
get an individual that is this in this complexion and
has this in this shape and comes from this in

(02:24:04):
this country and speak of her as an upstanding, godly,
trustworthy individual. Besides, I want them to break them up anyway,

(02:24:35):
because Grace doesn't have time for me. She stopped picking
up my phone calls after the class ended. She doesn't
have time to speak to me three times a day.
She must be punished. She doesn't want to be my

(02:24:55):
friend when I can't stop crying about it. I thought
I would give her the vibes as much time as
I've been calling her. I thought I was giving her
good vibes. I thought I was attracting her, but I

(02:25:17):
didn't succeed. When when the audacity to call people immature,
look at you, look at you, and look at you.

(02:25:40):
Don't you find yourselves comedic? I mean, for real, for real,
I mean, I know that you are in the belief
that you're not gifted, and that's why you had to
energy harvest off of me, and that you had to

(02:26:03):
base your come up on doing comedy on me. But
the best comedy comes from self. The joke is on

(02:26:27):
you because you really know you. You never know me. You
never gave me an opportunity to express me. You came
in labeling me. And this is why this Judas just

(02:26:50):
saw me through your eyes. Does anyone care to look
into that? He only saw me through your eyes? In fact,
you used to get your kicks when you would ask
him about his bedroom life with another woman. Is that

(02:27:19):
something anybody wants to look into? So, Judas, what do
you do on your matrimonial bed and his dumbass complies
with lies? How could you shed light on the truth

(02:27:53):
when you couldn't be the truth? She set you into
a marriage to expose you to curses, expose you to harm,

(02:28:28):
expose you to never be able to find your way
back home. I told you in previous podcasts she resented
you did not marry her. Oh I invested so much

(02:28:51):
into him. I made him who he is and he
has the nerve that good for nothing? Where did she
come from? She must pay, he must pay, you fool,
and so she played you. She self selected someone that

(02:29:13):
would transfer STDs to you because she knew I would
never take that back. You see how intelligent she is
compared to you. Doesn't this make you laugh? And you

(02:29:45):
resent me for defending myself in neglecting the one targeted you.

(02:30:06):
She gave you the impression that you're being paid to
target Grace. Meanwhile, she was targeting you. She was jealous
of you. Oh, why should he get that opportunity to

(02:30:31):
clear his karmic debt to rehabilitate. Meanwhile, she wasn't interested. Meanwhile,
she was in my rehabilitation class and still did not
take notes, did not apply the curriculum I provided to her.

(02:30:57):
Both of you had opportunities of rehabilitation spiritually to manifest physically.
Both of you decline. The same way she felt I

(02:31:18):
was unworthy, undeserving to receive my rewards for healing is
the same way she felt you was unworthy undeserving for
rewards of healing. So let me sabotage him. If I

(02:31:44):
get him infected, then maybe maybe he'll be binded to us.

(02:32:04):
And so I benefited when she made you impotent the
first week of marriage. She was too smart for her
own self. Oh, I'm gonna send him in so he

(02:32:29):
can make her get an STD. I'm gonna send him
in so he can spy. I'm gonna send him in.
And there was nothing that you gathered because you went
in with the knowledge of what she already fet to you.

(02:32:51):
So my authenticity was just dismissed, rejected, and mocked. She

(02:33:12):
sent you into a sexless marriage so she can have
you available, to pimp you out, to make you available
in her swinging parties when she wants to be sandwiched.

(02:33:42):
But don't tell nobody. We mustn't speak about this in
front of the pastor, especially if it's too close to
communion Sunday, don't you all feel smart? Intelligent? I accuse

(02:34:22):
on the rise. Weren't you the same individuals that were
referring to me as incompetent, gullible, stupid, dumb, retarded? Do
you resonate? I said, do you resonate? Do you do you?

(02:34:49):
Do you resonate? Oh, she's ugly? Do your resonate? I

(02:35:11):
won't tell you. I'll let you decide for yourself. Are
you ugly? I mean, the truth now given you want
to set yourself free? The truth? Now, are you ugly?

(02:35:38):
Maybe we should ponder on that. Everything you did to

(02:35:58):
entrap me I already learned in previous life lessons, and
that's why you never had an opportunity to win. And
there were times you rejoiced, we're wasting her time, we're

(02:36:23):
wasting away her life, and we're going to shorten hurt
the years of her life. Did you waste your life?
Did you shorten your lives? Do you look like a joke? Oh,

(02:36:50):
let me catch my breath. Let me catch my breath.
You guys made it so simple. I mean, I can't
even feel guilty because I told you, I told you,
I told you again, step by step what would happen?

(02:37:14):
But you were so drunk by the spirit of darkness
that you couldn't even be rational with the truth right
in front of you. Oh, we're gonna say, she got

(02:37:39):
this disease, and she did this, and guess what happened.
You received the prophecy that you would get those diseases?
Did you not?

Speaker 4 (02:37:50):
Was that not on social media for everyone to see?

Speaker 1 (02:38:01):
Did you not receive that diagnosis? Didn't I say all
the lies that were me child. You say, nobody's perfect,
but one thing for sure, I was loyal. That's my makeup.

(02:38:27):
I'm loyal. And this is why when someone crosses me
in that area, I don't get mad, cause I know
what you just lost. I remember when I discovered that

(02:38:50):
I was a joke to him. I asked, Juli, I'm like,
do you know what you did? And when I said that,
he didn't even real the depths of what I was saying,
do you know what you did? I know what that meant.

(02:39:25):
You're on your own from that day fourth You're on
your own. Will I ever make that sort of declaration.
That is the time you get serious, because very rarely

(02:39:58):
do I walk out of people's lives. You gotta give
me the scissors. Very rarely. I don't just wake up
one day and say, man, I don't like you no more.
I don't do that. I have friends from six years old, God,

(02:40:20):
are still connected to me on social media. You gotta
give me a reason. So when I say, do you

(02:40:41):
know what you did?

Speaker 3 (02:40:47):
Do you know who I am? H?

Speaker 1 (02:41:01):
Do you know.

Speaker 5 (02:41:03):
About karma? Do you know about my bloodline?

Speaker 1 (02:41:18):
Everything I'm stating right now, it's like he's receiving a
lash on his back because he remembers, he remembers, he remembers,
do you know what you did? Haa? You have the

(02:41:53):
audacity to laugh in my face another time. The first
time is when I stated what my vision was and

(02:42:25):
how if he invested, it would be fruitful. That's the
first time you left. That will never go nowhere. That's

(02:42:47):
nothing will come out of fact, right, isn't it true?
Everyone has their time to laugh. So the third time
is when I said, well, what about the money you

(02:43:09):
owe me? You told me that when you received a
certain money that you would give it to me, and
you thought I was telling you the truth. I'm not
paying you back. Wasn't it funny? Then your friends have

(02:43:39):
a good life all three times? Wasn't I always on
speaker the butt of all jokes? You're not on You

(02:44:00):
lie about me spiritually, you lie about me physically, You
lie about me mentally, you lie about me financially in
every department, every house. You came to destroy and leave

(02:44:39):
houses on the fire because you serve who is it
time to come out of the closet, because you serve
who are you ashamed of? Who? You sold your soul

(02:45:09):
to because you serve who wasn't that in compliance to
your master. I've seen you in ceremony in my visions.

(02:45:34):
I know who you serve here to get out of
the closet. This is why we never could be. You

(02:45:58):
are in alliance with the dark energy. Tell the truth
and shame the devil. I see what you drink. You've

(02:46:23):
been talking a lot, a whole lot. Did you tell them,
those that care to listen to you still that the
reason you are trying to convince me to believe that

(02:46:52):
all women are by because you had fantasies of forming
human triangles sexually. Did you tell them that? I know

(02:47:20):
your secrets. I see what you don't want to tell.
Every time you invade my territory or even make attempt

(02:47:46):
to invade it, I get downloads on downloads on whoever participated.

(02:48:14):
And if you were trying to make a bet, you
should have gotten a reliable source. You see me. I
can make a bet on all of your futures because
I have a reliable source. This is why I know

(02:48:36):
what relationships will end, who will be in conflict, how
you will fall under destruction. Isn't there a track record
that you can refer to as references are reliable, They

(02:49:03):
have no hidden agendas. They don't need your pockets. Any
woman that would be in the energy of a mean
girl because she possesses a man that. I mean, There's

(02:49:49):
a lot I could say, but sometimes I just look
at your life and I'm like, there really isn't anything
left to say. I mean, what do you have standing?

(02:50:13):
It's all falling down into cumbers. I mean, the last
plan that you can put into action is to pretend,
just like you did in the beginning, right, like I

(02:50:35):
forgot that lesson already. Right. All this is occurring because
of the most recent spiritual attacks. You think I don't know.

(02:50:59):
I won't share the details, but I'm aware anytime you
try to go in with the foolery, all your dirty
laundry is exposed to the washing machine. You decide if

(02:51:21):
you turn it on or not. One thing I do
know is when I said you would bow down and

(02:51:42):
all tongues was confessed, we are seeing it in real time.
When I said you would need me again, we are
seeing it in real time. When I said I had

(02:52:09):
a dream that you came to my door, grace, Grace
opened the door open, the door open, the door. Please please,
I'm in trouble. Open let me in. I'm in trouble,
Let me in. And I just looked at your through
the window. I didn't move a muscle, I didn't say

(02:52:30):
a word. I was at peace, calm, secured, protected in
my father's house and you remained outside. I also told

(02:53:01):
you about the dream that that death mistress came with
you to beg God on your knees, and that monkey
see monkey do. I didn't share that one. I'll share
it right now. That monkey see monkey do in training.

(02:53:24):
Who thought marrying you would open doors to palace grounds?
She came to apologize too. Isn't that funny? But see,

(02:53:46):
it will never be that easy. You didn't lie on
me simply in the spiritual round. You lied on me

(02:54:06):
in the matrix, and when I was rejected it was
never to be in the energy of being protected. The
goal was to send me to the wolves. The surprise

(02:54:38):
is I lead the pack. And now you don't know
what to do cause your plans made you look like buffoons.

(02:55:03):
I'm gonna reserve what I could say about what's to come.
But the clock is still ticking. Time management and the

(02:55:23):
rest of your days will serve as examples for the
community to think twice before coming to me with any
foolery or for anything not in alignment with my highest

(02:55:48):
col You have no idea how powerful my prayers are,
sir oh, And I pray with details, with intention, with
nothing left behind. You see, when you mastered in the dark,

(02:56:18):
I was mastering in the light. And because I know
my protection is what it is. I know you're not
ready to fight. In fact, you're all tied up and

(02:56:47):
your finances are tight. You know why, because grace is favored.

(02:57:08):
I am everything God says. I am nothing more and
certainly nothing less. Grace upon grace, upon grace, confirmation is
God's will for my life. Because love is my inheritance.

(02:57:33):
I called back all my energy that was taken illegally,
and I gout chords with all people, places, things that
carry energies that are not in alignment with my high schood,
my free will, my soul's purpose and mission. I called

(02:57:59):
back all the parts of my soul that was affected
with trauma and harm, intentionally or not. Today I'm complete
and holy, and I called judgment on anyone and everyone

(02:58:24):
known and unknown, seen and unseen, cloaked and uncloaked that
attempt to bring me off my path, or be an
obstacle in my way or that of my family, or

(02:58:44):
our business affairs, anything and could confirmation anything in conflict
with God's favor in our life. I called judgment on them, past, present, future,
in all realms, in all dimensions, in all space and time.

(02:59:08):
Let them experience the energetic karmas they created, so that
they can learn in this earth school and make better
decisions and be teachers for tomorrow. Because that everyone benefits us,
All learn, take notes, do better, and see the world

(02:59:38):
through the eyes of love, and make the judgment to
make better choices. Peace,