Shazia and Tarun do a Podcast - Episode 9

Shazia and Tarun talk about animal rights and being on Disney

Episode Transcript

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Whatever. This is called Shasia Pascallooking like you're in a a photo shoot
at Walmart or something. And that'sa great background, my Little House on
the Prairie dress. Don't you feellike they should make a comeback of that
show? Yeah? I was justthinking that this morning. I was woke

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up and I was like, youknow what, Little House in the Prairie
needs to come back. It shouldbecause people are into all that stuff.
Again. It should be called liketiny House on a homestead. Anyone stealing
that? By the way, Wow, the caffeine is kicking in Texas.
The ideas are flowing jo and itshould be an all daisy cast. Yeah,

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I like I like the homestead dress. Is that what you normally wear
around the house when I'm farming?Yeah, you're farming when you grow,
when you're growing your turn farming?Yes, with barefoot and like pulling crops
walking around your compost heap in thebackyard. How was your show? Can

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you talk? Can you talk aboutit? You taped a I worked on
a TV movie. It was good. The hardest part was that I thought
I would just drive to Atlanta.You know, the GPS said eleven twelve
hours in traffic. It took mefourteen hours each way. Oh my god,

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it's really long journey. And yeah, it was really good. It
was a really fun creative crew andI got to play a really fun character,
which I need because I've aged upin what are you talking about?
You look great? What you agedup? Age? Like two years of

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I've aged up into different roles thatI'm right for and so like this one
was kind of like a mystical womanwho's warning like the teenagers, like don't
mess with this. I'm telling youyou're all going to go down. Yeah,
type of thing. But I can'tgive away too much more. If
somebody has any questions for Shasi,we got some viewers, please feel free

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to jump in and now's your time. Nobody ever ask questions there to afree,
No, that's great. You hada good time in Atlanta, And
I'm glad you drove out there becauseI think driving across country you learn a
lot about yourself, especially better.Oh and it really teaches you gratitude for

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the things that we take for granted, or like where we live or our
home, our creature, comforts,our bed our betting, our our own
shower. Are you know my mugs? Like so much. I was gone
for almost ten days, which isso long time. I had a callback.
I had to make it there intime for a callback for ammercial,

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and then I had while I wasthere a callback for another TV movie,
and I just realized, you know, again, I'm so grateful when I
have that stuff happen at home,because I have all my stuff. When
I'm in a hotel room, Idon't feel prepared for callbacks when you're shooting
in Atlanta, Like, what wasthat? Like? Were you enjoying the

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process of it? I was.I really missed being created. Like I
love being on set and creating andplaying, I hate all the time in
between. I didn't like that Ishot on a Wednesday and my next shoot
day wasn't until the following Tuesday.Like I want to go in. I

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want to do my work and leave. So then I had all these days
to like twiddle my thumbs, andI ended up driving up to North Carolina
to kind of just look around there. But yeah, it feels so good
to be back home wherever home is, you know. Yeah, I love
being in Texas, but wherever mystuff is at, my family is at,

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that's where I want to be themost. Did you feel comfortable on
set doing doing your lines and stuffthat you feel like natural. Yeah,
I feel way more confident these daysthan I ever have. I'd almost have

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like zero nerves as long as Iknow that I know the lines. Yeah,
I just do it, you know, And I just do it as
me. I'm not trying to bringon some big character. You know that.
I've done a month of pretending tobe like I'm not. I'm just

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I'm playing me as this character.I can't wait to see it. I
hope. I hope you send mesome stuff when it gets out. You
know, Shazia and Descendants on theDisney show, she plays Princess. Somebody
says we both look like Indian scammers. That's great, it's always fun comments.

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What does that mean? Yeah,No, I'm Princess Jasmine and the
Disney Descendants before that'll be out thissummer. And you play you don't dressed
in as the little House in thePrairie. I'm assuming No, this is
just my home attire. No good. Alice went to Oregon. I did

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stand up in Oregon last weekend.How was that? Was that? Your
first time in Oregon? Would youthink? Uh? No, I've actually
been there my acting credits. Iwas filmed Grim. I was a bad
guy and named she Grim, arenowned actor. And so this is my
second time to Oregon. But Iwas in Lincoln City, Oregon, which

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is like this redneck like their biggestclaim the fame is like Bigfoot, Like
you drive through the town is bigfood statue and yeah, but he's like
like Bigfoot's like ninet years old now, so he has like a walker and
he's like he's like yelling. He'she's like yelling at people and get off
my property. Now. It's it'sit's it's a different big Foot now.

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But yeah, he's better big bigfoots. But it was good. You
know, if if you do standup, I think stand up is a
lot different than acting. If youdo stand up, you kind of have
to be in the weeds and likeinteract with like real people. If you
really want to do this professionally,you've got to do any audience And you
know, it was interesting. It'sjust that's all I can say about it.

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Well, I told you I've recentlygotten my kids into watching stand up
comedy and they love it. Theylove it. I think we're going to
surprise them with their first show liveshow in April. We are you gonna
uh were gonna watch like Kat Williams. No, We're going to take them
to see is it Nick or Natefor Daisy b He's really he's so funny.

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We love him child friendly. Iwas just talking was Opener actually last
week and he plays twenty thousand cedars, Like, it's how big this guy
is? Oh, he's playing thebiggest arena in Houston. It's yeah.
I were just saying that. I'mlike, and he's got over one hundred

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dates. We were trying to calculatethe math. But it's too big of
an equation. I know the math. I can tell you offscreen. Okay,
It's it's crazy, like a lotof these guys are just you know,
I ran into my name dropping here. So I go for these walks

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at night, like late at nightand you know, just clear my head
and I'm walking on Lasienago and it'sme by myself and I hear Tarune,
you know, to americanize my nameand I turn around it and it's THEO
Vaughn. My THEO. Did Bobbycome? Oh? Yes? And I

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was like THEO and I was likeI was in THEO in like ten years
at least, maybe you know,because and I'm so glad I talked to
him on the street because I knowhow famous he is, and it's just
like I would have never been ableto like talk to him when I want,
same guy, same down to earthdude, so nice, and but

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I was talking him at the sametime. You just forget, like,
oh my god, like some there'sthese different levels the showbiss like whether it's
cal pen like your level, butyou're working, you're working actress where Nate
Bargetci like these different like like sphearsof like comedy or acting right, which

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I don't even know what that's like. I've never touched with something like that,
but people have and it must bejust surreal to get to that level.
Yeah, Or I think that whatwe forget is a lot of these
people have put some time in andso by the time you get to that

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level, you're like I said,I show up on set now, I
don't have nerves. I'm not scared. I know what every means, I
know what you know, the setenvironment. So I mean if I was
to be on some show right nowand people are like, oh, she
came out of nowhere, no,I put almost thirty years into it.

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I think it's important to remember thatwe're all on a ladder. It's very
rare that something like Ashton Kutcher arrivedin from Ohio to La to model and
overnight book to that seventies show.That happens very rarely. You have to
put the time in, and thenit is a little bit about luck.

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You got to be a for theright thing at the right time when you
are also prepared to audition for that, and then it's just a matter of
being right for the part. Ithink. I think it's a matter a
lot too with like timing of justthe business. Like there's a thing called
Just for a Las in Montreal orthat, this huge comedy festival and they

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basically picked like these new faces everyyear, like ten new faces, twelve
new faces, and those are thecomics that you know that all the industry
flies out to Montreal to watch thesepeople and their careers are starting, like
a lot of people got their startthere, like Kevin Harge and we felt
it's good. It's so competitive.Beginning the stupid festival. This year they

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went bankrupt. There's no more Justfor a last And I was telling a
friend. I was like, thisis the sign of the market changing,
Like like the Tonight Show doesn't meanshit anymore, just for laughs doesn't mean
shit anymore. Now it's about podcasting, it's about social media. The market
has changed. And oh absolutely,our industry as we know it, it's

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no longer what it used on somany levels, on content, on the
way we get paid, or youknow, the way we are on set
is so different. You don't leavelike you're there to work. You're not
there to hang out in your trailerand learn your lines anymore. You learn
your lines before you show up toset, and once you're at set,

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you stay on set in village,waiting if they need you. You are
the eye line for the other actor, where like twenty years ago was like,
oh, we'll have a stand in. Let the main cast go back
to their trailers and relax. No, I can't remember a time other than
twenty years ago that I went backto my trailer to relax. You are

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working, you're working hard, andyou're getting paid less. This is so
funny. You're talking about having atrailer, but I'm also talking about just
about of not being a diva,because you could totally be a diva too.
You know, I don't know anynames, but there's a person I
met and she kind of blew upand I was telling a friend. I

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was like, you know, shethinks she's like all that, and who
gives this shit. It's like,this shit can be taken away from you
so fast. I don't think thatflies anymore on sets. To be honest,
people are people are not in thatframe of mind of you get to
be a diva. We're all thesame and we're all here to work.
I would think at least the setsI've been on, well, I see

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that with famous people. I'm notsaying again that's why I mentioned theater because
he's not like that at all.But I know some people and totally changed.
But I think this business kind ofjust fucks with your head because people
start, you know, you gotpr people, you got teams around you.
You start everyone's dumping through hoops foryou. So just I think it
messes with your head after a while. And I don't know, I'm not

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famous, so I can't really speakto it, but I definitely see changes
in people. Well. Also becausethe people around you, the way they
treat you changes. I think thatpeople start hating on you, like,
and you start become becoming a littlelike, oh I'm guarded, and guarded
can come off as diva. Youeither start having suddenly new friends that you

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never have that show a sudden interestin you, or you have people who
are trying to they want nothing butthe worst. They don't want you to
succeed. And these are sometimes closefriends. You know they're triggered by you,
and so it changes you. Ithink that that absolutely changes a person.

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Yeah, well, jup, Iheard this once that people have new
friends because they don't want to bearound anybody who remembers the old them,
like because they've kind of reinvented themselves. They don't want to be around people
who knew them when they were strolling, who know their insecurities. It's like

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you almost have like a makeover inthe business. And there are people,
I swear to God, there arepeople who I find so annoying my stand
up circle and I tell my friends, Dude, if I was famous,
I would never talk to these peopleever again, Like they're so annoying and
they're so just like like energy draining, Like I don't know why I talk
to you now. So I kindof get that why people level up.

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I can understand that. I canunderstand your circle becoming a lot smaller and
a lot more specific when you areat a different when you continue up ladder,
if you call it an up ladder, whatever you want to call it.
I mean I also have this weirdepiphany where I was like, as
actors a little bit feeling like acircus performer, you know, like,

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Okay, let's bring out the animals. Okay, animals and action do your
little thing okay, and cut okay, let's get let's heart the animals over
here. And I was like,are we performing? Like? Are we
performance animals? And I don't wantto think that way, but there was
a strange well, at least you'relike one of the main actors. I

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mean, I worked as an extraonce, and you feel like cattle for
sure. If anybody has any questionsfor Shazia, please jump in or me
and you can ask about being cattle. But they literally treat you like,
hey, go wait in this penand then and then walk back and forth,
and you're like, oh my god. There's a series called Extra with

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Ricard dear Basse. Have you seenthat? Yes? Yes, so good.
Yeah, it's really good. Didyou ever do anything like that coming
up? I did one extra jobwhen I was eighteen for Sweet Valley High,
and I was like, yeah,no, not not my jam just

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never did an extra gig again.Did you ever ever have any diva moments
as an actress? We're We're like, you know what, screw this?
This is what it's going to belike, are you No? I'm so
easy going and lighthearted. I'm not. I'm not trying to. I don't

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have control issues. I'm a teamplayer, but sometimes sometimes you need I'm
just taking a Devil's advocate here.Sometimes you need like for example, I
say you're in your trailer and thereare people around. You're like, Yo,
where's my fucking coffee? You know, I need to wake up,

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or guys get out of my trailer, Like I need space, Like I'm
like they would stand up the timesI'm like yo, because sometimes people will
start talking to you before you perform, Like you're in the back and people
are in the green room and you'relike, yo, I need this space
cleared out, like I can atpeople and you ask me dumb shit out
before the show because I got tolike just mentally just focus, so I

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guess I have those moments here andthere. Yeah, I think I'm pretty.
I just put my ear plugs inand nobody bothers me when those are
in. But I do that onairplanes too, because I don't always want
to be talking to I guess ifthat's a deva moment, then that's a
deeva moment. What do you listento? I listen to podcasts. Sometimes

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I'll listen to books on audio.But gone are the days where I would
just zone out to music. Iused to listen to a lot more music.
I don't find myself listening to toomuch music these days. You're like
an android? What is music?Yes? Podcasting? Yeah, it's way
more interesting and stimulating for my brainto listen to someone talking or even a

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book that's good chat live live inthe dream. Maybe this podcast will go
viral. And would you do apodcast every day? Like say, say
someone said, hey, you knowwhat, you don't have to act anymore
and your podcast is making a milliondollars a month, but you've got to
do this podcast every day in Texas? Would you do that? You'd be

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like a podcaster, like like aJoe Rogan type or whoever. The female
version of that is a million dollarsa month, yes, one hundred thousand,
let's say one hundred thousand. Yes, yes, you I mean one
hundred thousand dollars a month. Comeon, Yeah, I've moved to Texas
and yeah, next door to youand Stewart. Yeah, I'm down one

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hundred percent. I mean, Iwould still want to do something creative on
the side, because I do likecreating and acting. But when you know
you're not in it, well,I don't know that you can be in
it for money anymore. To behonest, I feel like these new actors
that are moving to La, theamount of money they have to spend to

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even get an agent before they haveheadshots are real, and then have their
equipment set up. And now castingnetworks. Did you see there are three
hundred dollars a year for casting networksjust so you can turn in your own
auditions that you get through your agent. It's highway robbery. And then you

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have to have actors access, andthen you may have to have backstage,
and you probably have casting networks alongwith your agent, charging you a fee
to be on their website. Andthen you know, a really good headshot
session these days will end up costingyou, like seven eight hundred dollars.
Come to La people experience the magic. We're in Texas. I mean,

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this is all stuff that you're dealingwith in Texas. It's any it's everywhere.
It's the industry. You have tohave money to make money. And
then when you start making money,it's like, well you better be going
for this series regular, the reallybig guest star, because the co stars

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that it's going to cost you moneyto be a co star. Sometimes.
Yeah, yeah. Do you followthe landscape of what's going on television in
general? Like you guys watch TVtogether aside from made BERGHATSI the family.
No, my kids aren't. Theywatch TV on the weekends, mainly movies
that come out or not. LikeI watch TV shows that are trending.

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Like I just watched Daisy Jones andthe Six that was really good. Oh
what's that Daisy Jones? Yeah?Did you not see it? It's it's
it's really good. It sounds likea Disney show. No, it's kind
of it's based off of Oh mygoodness, I can't even think of that

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band. But it's a band andin like the early eighties and so everything
takes place during that time, soit's very nostalgic. It's music, it's
about bands and Hollywood, old Hollywoodpaying a canyon Laurel Canon, what was
going on in the music world backthen. I get sad. Whenever I

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see anything nostalgic from the eighties,you get sad, right, I don't
know, Like all these like TIKHOFKvideos will show up, like like old
cerial commercials or like just and Ijust think, oh my god, it
was such a simpler time back inthe eighties. It really was. We
were really the last generation of simplicityand like a little bit of innocence.

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Yeah, So I just feel like, I don't know. But then I
also saw this somebody had this reallygood analogy about life. You know those
pop up screens on the computers andthey get to close them. Yeah,
and they were saying, that's whatlife is. We're just popping up on
this earth for like a brief amountof time, then we're gone. So

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so I think, I mean,I think you always you're always gonna say
your generation was the best. ButI feel really lucky that got the experience,
you know, eighties and nineties.I don't know that those are great
times for me. People always say, oh, high school was tough,
those were great years of me.I had a great time when I was
a kid. Me too, Metoo. I really enjoyed high school all

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of those years. Yeah, butit is it's such a short amount of
time. You're right, like,can you believe we've made it to here?
And I mean, it's like thatwent by fast. But to be
fair, you were always conventionally attractive. So don't people who are more attractive

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have an easier time coming up?No? I mean I think there's a
different set of challenges. It's kindof like what I was saying before,
where I think and I don't thinkI'm the most attractive, thank you,
Darwun. But I think those reallybeautiful people struggle with a lot of hate.

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People are jealous, people are meanbecause simply because of the way they
look. Even in customer service,you think that it's it works in extremes.
Either those people get what they wantdepending on who they're doing with,
or someone's just like, no,I'm going to instantly hate you. Because

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I see people a lot of onlinebullying and stuff, but they're usually a
matter. I don't have kids,but I would imagine, let me rephrase
this, like a lot of mynephews and nieces like they're very social,
or like they're they're good at sports, they're good at this, And I'm
like, man, that's so importantto have that skill. You're social with

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other kids, because man, yoube smart or whatever. But if you're
a freak in your class, that'sgoing to just cause you problems. If
you don't have any friends, youknow, elementary school, middle school,
high school, so many issues canarise from that. I think being a
social kid, being well liked,being know how to like communicate, that's

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so important as a child. AndI'm sure, and you're part of the
dance team, I'm sure you weresocial. I was always extremely social.
But I also find that those timesare different now. I remember my eldest
in California, they had this thingcalled the buddy bench. So if you

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don't have someone to play with andyou're alone, you go sit on the
buddy bench. And then the teacherssee it and they encourage these kids go
play with the person on the buddybench. No, if you see someone
on the buddy bench, you goand be friends with them. And I
think that they are kind of gettingrid of that you're a free thing,

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and it's it's almost like, no, we're all inclusive of everyone everything in
this generation. Do you think that'sprogressive agenda of like got to be friends
with everybody? Or because I alsofeel like on the flip side is like,

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yo, you gotta man up,you know, none of this pussy
shit like you gotta you gotta bea party, you gotta grow up kids,
you know, like nobody's gonna coddleyou. I do think that it's
gone to the extreme. I thinkthat we needed to move out of where
we were. But it's like allthe way over here where everyone gets a
trophy and everyone is amazing and everyoneis you know, I don't think that

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that makes stronger people. I thinkyou need to go somewhere in the middle
where we're not mean to people.Right, Let's let's just not be mean,
that's all. It doesn't need tobe so extreme. I don't I
don't get the extremes. Yeah,it's really about being nice and being mean.

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Everything is just it's good or bad, nice or meat like and just
loops back to Hollywood because there's noparticipations trophy here in Hollywood or where you
are like either get the part oryou don't, and people will just not
call you back if you're not interestingenough for them. Like that's why,

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like it's important for kids to understandthat coming up like this is what failure
feels like. You're not going toget everything you want in life, and
you have to deal with it.Actors deal with it every day, every
day. It is such. Itis not for the bank to heart.
It is a tough, emotionally difficultcareer path. But it's not just actors,

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it's life in general. I mean, right, but actors deal with
it. Dailey Tharn the dudes ondating apps, not me, but I'm
saying, but like you know,it's like you get shot down all the
time. There are jobs you want, things you just can't. It's hard.

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Life throws you these curve balls thatyou got to adjust to. Yeah,
no, we do need to havethese kids prepared for those curve balls.
I think that's why there's a lotof mental health crisis because I mean,
it's tough as a parent. Idon't want my child to go through

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a hard time. I want tosave them. But you know, I
went through some hard times. Itmade me who I am, and it
was important. It was important tofail. It was important to lose the
Dorito's commercial given to someone. That'spart of my journey. It makes me
who I am. That's so funny. I thought you're going to say,

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like, like something real now,Well, I don't want to like talk
about my family or like personal Yah. I literally thought you were going to
say it like death of a familymember, and you're like, that does
that'll change you in a major,major way. It'll give you a whole
new perspective on life and our journey. You know, I've lost both parents,

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so I'm parentless completely, and thatin itself that's a big game.
You know. Do you lose oneparent, You're like, Okay, I
still have one other parent, Butwhen they're both gone, it's it's a
difference. You're like, wait,where what am I falling through life?
Like who do I call? Well, at least you have your family though

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exactly I do, and that thatis yeah, my safe place, and
I have my siblings. You know. I remember when after I had my
first child and it was so dramaticand I was like, mom, I
don't know if I can do thisagain. A whole pregnancy thing and all
of that and she's like, well, you're not having a second kid for

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you, You're having a second kidfor the first kid, because you're gonna
die one day and they're going toneed each other. I was like,
oh, yeah, wow, Okay, I don't think about that, but
it's true because now that my parentsare both gone, I have my siblings
and so they live on through us. I barely talk to my siblings and

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my mom's dad, so like,I'm by myself. You know. I
was at a comedy club yesterday andit was such a shit show. And
my buddy goes to me. He'smarried with a kid, and he goes,
You've got to get married and justget out of this world. He's
like, this cannot be your ownworld because it is such a nightmare in
this comedy world and it's such afilp of lunatics. And I was actually

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saw the point that I was like, that's a valid reason to get married,
just so you have something else toground yourself. I think too,
though, Yeah, I think it'simportant to have someone that you a partner,
that is a safe place that yougrow old with them, because nobody
wants to be totally alone. That'sthat's why people join gangs or cults.

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Right, they're looking for love.They're alone, so just finding a partner
someone to I'm thinking about it.Cult sounds pretty good right now. Maybe
you should start with a pet.Why do you say like that? Because
I think that that's actually very healingand comforting. It gives you something else

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to focus on. It gives yousome something that loves you unconditionally, which
for healing. Huh, Like alizard or a snake? Yeah, no,
I was thinking warm blooded. Moreon the warm blooded side. Get
start with a bird. I hada bird. Dave Tell has a great

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joke about getting a pet lizard,you know, David Taylly's and he goes,
he goes, You might as welldraw eyes on a shoe. Basically,
yeah, don't get a lizard.Yeah maybe, I mean I definitely
want to get a pet before Iage out of it. You get a

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dog when you're like sixty or seventy, because what if you die and the
dog ends up eating your face becauseyou're a lone an apartment, right,
you want to get a dog inyour prime years? I don't know.
I think you should get a doganytime, or a cat or I'm a
fan of pets. You know,there's this movie coming out, this documentary

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coming out next weekend. Have youheard of it. It's called Christ Spiracy.
Oh yeah, it's on my cueue. So it's a very interesting take
on veganism. Is the comedy,No, this is a documentary, and
it's basically like a what like,are we supposed to be eating meat that's

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killed the way it's killed in thesefactories, these meat processing factories. And
it basically is like, how wouldJesus kill an animal? Is like the
logline of the movie. And I'mso curious. I'm curious. I mean,

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what's the human way to kill anAnimelet you blindfold them again, the
smoke a cigarette, Like, there'sno human way to do it. I
think the human ways the way likethe Native Americans did it, where they
had to go out, they hadarrows and bows and they had to hunt,
and they prayed over the animal.They let all the blood out first,
which I think like they do that. Isn't that what kosher is?

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And just honoring the animal and usingevery part of it. I think that
might be what they're talking about.I don't know, I haven't seen the
movie, but I'm just thinking,well, in a godless world. It
doesn't matter. The apex predator winsand the cows. There's there's this there's

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this TikTok short I saw about thesecows. It's really funny. You gotta.
I guess it's not funny, butto me, it was funny.
These cows escape this slaughterhouse and they'rerunning them up in the city and they're
called like freedom cows, like likethey label these cous like freedom cows because
like they were like, these cowswant to be safe. And so they

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rounded up the cows. They broughthim back to the slaughterhouse and there was
at this point, it's in thenews by these cows are running a monk.
So they rescued the cows. Andnow they all live like in a
pasture together. And the girls tellingthe story, she was like crying.
She's like and no Betsy and whateverthe hell the cow's name. They all
live together and they're just like cowsrab and you know, this happy story

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with the cow's escaped and now theycan live the rest of their life.
Here's a thing, Darren, Imean, I don't know, I'm so
not like a crazy like this isthe way I think, and you can't
miss me. I'm always open toinformation. I'm open to someone changing my

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mind about things, always, always, always. But I did watch this
video of salmon farming, and likelike water lice that gets on the sand,
like farmed salmon. I will nevereat it again. I'm so not

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which is farm I've never even heardof that. They just live in their
filth, and they all have diseasesand it's like in their meat, and
they're not meant to be farmed.They live in these circul are like in
the water like bins. I'm doingit no justice, but perhaps you should

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google it. I just can't havefarmed salmon anymore. And it's not because
I'm worried about the feelings of thefish. I don't worried about the health
of what I'm consuming and how thataffects my body. However, I made
the feelings of the fish. Ifyou are worried about them, I can

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see that sign too. Yeah,that's fair, that's okay. I'm not
okay with the conditions that these fishlive in to be given to us as
food. Well, last chance forpeople. If you want to ask any
questions about Shazi Ta Shazi, aboutacting or farm Salmon. As we wrap

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up this amazing episode, please feelfree. I'm glad you're you have a
purpose and that I feel like youfound yourself in your later years in life,
Like you kind of found your valuesand what's important to you. That's

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it was always there, right,It's having the confidence to be like I
love I love myself and I acceptmy flaws as well as my gifts and
my talents. I don't think Iaccepted either of those things in my twenties.

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We're like the exact antithesis of eachother. Jesus, this is why
this spa, that's the work.I literally woke up like, God,
this kind of want I hate this. I hate I told that I texted
you before this. I was like, I want to quit everything. I
was like, this is just nomeaning anything that I do. Well,
You're an artist, and artists gothrough this. This is this is part

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of the artist journey. It's thatsounds like a euphemism, artist journey.
Maybe I'm just fucked up, youknow, like you he jumped up a
bridge as the artist journey he had. Don't joke about that, thar Une,
go over there and bring you hereand make you live in the shut

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and work on my pool. Yeah, that's pretty cool. You should come.
No, but it is. Thejourney is hard and it does it
has peaks and valleys, and thevalleys are low. So oh, I

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guess that's it. Guys, shazydid hemote yourself? Oh well, it's
a good time to wrap up shotsregardless. Wait there you are okay?
Can you hear me now? Wellyou are black now, but this is
actually a good time to wrap upregards of us. Okay, Jausia.
Always great talking to you. I'mglad the universe jumped in and ended this

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podcast for us and cut your butwe had a great time. Thanks for
thanks for tuning in. Catch Shausia. Understand it's for or yes please and
we will talk to you later.Thanks guys, take care eybody.