People Who Were Willingly Involved In Incest, What Happened - r/nsfw Podcast

People Who Were Willingly Involved In Incest, What Happened - r/nsfw Podcast

Episode Transcript

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Rudit by Rudit recap Serious people that have willingly
engaged in incest, why has your life changed because of it?
I'm pretty sure my sister and dad had an incestuous
relationship. They were obsessed with each
other. She was like his house pet.
She never had a relationship or a job.

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She just lived in the condo he bought her and got fat.
She died two years ago and he still keeps her place the same
as it was. I let my cousin Frick me from
the age of about 12 until we were both 17.
We were always playmates as babies and when we started going
through puberty I guess he saw how lonely I was and we were

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both horny. It was super awkward the first
time it happened but after it started it was a constant
nightly thing when we were together.
I am thankful for the experiencebecause it was hard growing up
an only child and he made it a little easier.
When I first read this I thoughtyou meant actually getting
engaged to someone you're related to but keeping it

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serious. I made out with my cousin once
when I was like 5. She was like 11 or something.
Nothing ever happened with it. Also I told my younger brother a
few months ago and he said she did the same thing to him so
there's also that. I'm counting step siblings.
It just sort of happened. Our parents got married and a

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couple years later we still haven't developed a family bond
of any sort. Still haven't.
It started when a friend was over and had a huge crush on me
so they crash in on me when I'm just relaxing in the hot tub.
We also had a pool and it was late fall so it was super cold
so a dare happened to switch back and forth between the pool

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and hot tub. This started a game of truth or
dare and things got a bit s s all.
Stuff like being naked in the bubbles of the hot tub but we
couldn't see anything. Then stuff like sitting on my
lap and whatnot. Nothing more happened that
night, but a couple days later we are both in the hot tub and
start daring again. Things start to go the way they

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went before, but again, nothing.My mom and her dad went to sleep
super early so we could really do this whenever.
The dare started happening out of the hot tub and in the woods
and from there it began to escalate.
Double quote, I dare you to jerkoff or I dare you to take all
your clothes off. It just kept escalating until we

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just sort of grinded on each of us.
We were both 13 until we both came.
That happened a few more times because neither of us could get
a condom. And then I stayed at my dad's
all summer and we stopped doing that stuff.
We never mentioned it to anybodyand as far as each of us know,
the other has forgotten all about it.
TL Dr. It escalated slowly. My cousin and I, she's a 22YO

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girl, I'm a 26YO guy, started texting.
She's had a crush on me since wewere tiny.
I didn't think she was attractive until she was around
18, but she clearly has liked mefor as long as we've been alive.
The texting quickly escalated toassisting and flirting all the
way to pictures. When we met face to face the

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next time as a family thing, shewas with her boyfriend but
totally ignored him and was all over me.
It was a little awkward because we were clearly digging each of
her, but it seemed like her boyfriend could tell.
If he wasn't there, I'm sure we would have figured out a way to
smash. But nothing has happened
physically between us yet and it'll admit that behold, taboo

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factor has definitely made us more into it hard.
I don't really care. It seems really convenient and I
can't really ignore how strong the urge is.
So yeah. Ha, that's been my experience so
far. I flicked my sister.
I wasn't a virgin, I guess she wasn't either.

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She was 14 and I was 17. Even though she was only 14, she
looked 18. A real popular girl at school
and I'm also attractive. I was sleeping in her bed
because she wasn't home. Her bed is way more comfy than
mine so I kind of did that a lotif she wasn't home for the
night. But this time she came home in

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the night normally. She should have arrived the next
day and snuck up with me in bed.We were spooning but I was still
asleep. I woke up and felt her ass
against my penis. I got hard and she kept wiggling
her ass against my penis. Next thing I know I was freaking
her doggy style. She had an orgism.

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I didn't. Took maybe 5-6 minutes.
I stopped and only then kind of realized what the Frick I was
doing. I ran to my bedroom and covered
myself under the blankets with ahuge shame feeling.
I spend the whole night wondering if I are pet her or if
she actually wanted it. The next day she acted normal
but I couldn't look her in the eyes.

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Huge amount of guilt but she wasdefinitely more sweet to me than
average. Because normally we argued and
fought a lot. We didn't have a fight or
argument since then. I felt shame for years even
though I really got the feeling she also wanted it.
The guilt was so much that happened over 10 years ago.
We never talked about it. It's a close deal for me.

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I had to live with a huge guilt and shame and I was so confused.
That night and the following days every time I heard
something about incestante we orsomewhere else I just froze.
Now the normal if she's in trouble, she'll call me and I'd
be there. She's happy with the most
awesome boyfriend I know. I'm happy with my pretty

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girlfriend. I never thought I would get to
share this. I didn't do it, but I have a
story regarding this. A day after hour prom ended many
of our classmate imagine 2 stroke five of the batch met the
next day at a friend's home. The house was quite big and we
partied hard until we reached the bed of the night.

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We all were playing a game wherewe will draw out two names from
the bowl and both of them had tomake out inside a spare guest
room and most of this cases ended up full blown SX.
This was the last round we played, most of us were drunk.
We pulled out two names, they turn out to be brother and
sister. Now being big idiots and pretty

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much assholes we started to chant for them to make out and
started to push them into the guest room.
We were just joking and they just played along with it.
So we locked them in and waited 5 to 10 minutes then opened the
door to end the round. We expected them to be angry and
just sitting there to open the door instead of the brother was
balls deep instead her sister. It was the most gross thing you

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could ever see in your lifetime.Both of them quickly ran out of
the house. Later we came to know that it
was a first time event and heat of the moment situation.
I met a friend last year who told me nobody their family
knows. Nothing happened between them
and it's turned very awkward between them.
I had Essex with my cousin when we were both 17.

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It was consensual and there werenever any guilty feelings from
either side. We only had Essex the one time
but I think it was because we both fell into long term
relationships shortly after we slept together.
Our relationship never changed after we slept together.
This was over 20 years ago and we still talk on a pretty
regular basis with no weirdness.Slept with my long lost half

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sister. At the time I thought we were in
love. I confessed everything to the
police, ended up on the SX offenders register and
completely ruined my life. That was 10 years ago.
I still haven't and expect I won't ever recover.
I lost my virginity to my fostersister when we were 5 or 6.

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My older brother explained the mechanics of it so we tried.
I won't go into pervy details. It was not traumatic to me.
Can't speak for her. She was already in foster care
though I doubt I was the trauma in her life.
This was the early 70s. No idea where she is today.

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OK so two years ago ish my best friend hooked me up with her
friend who was in a lot of my classes so I knew her a bit.
Well since I know basically kneweveryone we all were planning a
double date basically and that was in like 2 weeks.
The three of us hung out numerous times and she'd always
try to hold my hand or come on to me.

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I always jerked away because it always felt weird and I had no
idea why. I just figured it's because I'm
awkward and never really been ina relationship.
This kept going and I just decided to end it because I
wasn't comfortable. A week later she's taking
pictures of my other cousin on my dad's side who I don't know
that well because he kind of abandoned my mom and I and is in

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and out of jail all the time. Turns out she knew the whole
time we were cousins and thoughtI knew too.
I guess my weird instincts were right.
Welcome to Indiana. Also sorry for fricked up
paragraphs, on mobile and still getting used to it.
Of this count, my third cousin had an obsession with anal SX

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and had me regularly Frick her in the ass.
We didn't even know we were related at first.
We were friends at the time who had a talk about SX and decided
to Frick for fun. But after we found out those
surprised we regularly made trips to the ring plow town.
Still fantasize about that ass to this day.

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I'm in a long term relationship with my biological half sister
on my mother's side. I'm a male.
We didn't grow up together. We actually didn't meet until we
were both almost 30. Never knew each other at all
until that point. I had been trying to get in
touch with her on and off for a decade or more in a desire to

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meet the long lost sibling and try to connect his family.
I finally succeeded via online social networks and a bit of
social engineering. We talked purely online and off
for about 6 months with some mostly unacknowledged decibel
tension making us both very uncomfortable.
When we did finally acknowledge it, it came together very

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quickly and very powerfully. At the time we were both in
serious relationships, I was in a non monogamous relationship
and she was actually engaged andfully monogamous.
My ETO knew all the details, was100% OK with it.
Her fiance obviously had no idea.
He agreed to meet up. We had a week of incredible

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Essex and an insanely intense emotional connection equaled by
no other relationship in my life, romantic or otherwise.
It was a heady week. Not long after that, we both
ended our contemporary relationships surprisingly
mostly amicably on her end. Hell, blood and fire on my end.

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No, I will not be telling that story Comma.
I moved to be with her and with going good ever since.
This is a true story and I've attempted not to editorialize.
I am a writer by trade, so some unintentional embellishment may
have snuck in. I'll answer some questions, but
probably not in a satisfactory way.

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This relationship is absolutely illegal where we live and a very
select few people know about it.IF had an S0 relationship with
my cousin M for a few years. It started when I was 14 and he
was 16. He stayed at my house for a week
and we tried to have SX but I was scared so we just did

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Norrell and I got fingers. He left the top of a condom
wrapper out in the open and we almost got caught.
Then for the next few years, up until we were about 17 and 19,
we would SXT take out and if we could visit overnight and not
just for a few hours we would have Essex.
I'd always felt lust towards himand at 12 and 14 we did almost

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have an encounter in a pool. We went by ourselves and he said
he couldn't swim so he stayed pretty much on each other the
entire time we were in there. My aunt let us share a bed that
night and we cuddled. I don't feel bad or gross now
but we don't talk. He wanted a relationship but we
would have had to keep it a secret and I've always wanted
kids and I know having kids withmy first cousin could cause

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major issues. I had to break it off.
I upset him and I feel guilty about it but now it seems like
he moved on just fine. I've never actually engaged in
incest but got pretty close. Obviously I was maybe 12,
younger like I was a child, and we'd usually go further South to

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my grandma's house to stay a couple of weeks while my parents
did whatever they did. This was my grandmother on my
dad's side of the family, so rednecks.
I have a cousin who used to livenext to my grandma's house and
she'd come over occasionally to play with us.
She was a couple of years older.In high school.

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She would always try to wrestle with me and take me into the
woods for a bedroom alone. I was completely oblivious to
what she was trying to do and wouldn't go into the woods with
her because I was afraid of Bobcats and snakes.
She never got to do anything to me because my grandma is awesome

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and a pretty keen lady. Even to this day though, when we
wrestle she usually got to pin me in an awkward position that
I'd feel uncomfortable in. If I would have known what she
was going for, I honestly might have accepted it.
Maybe a kiss at most out of curiosity, but I'd definitely
end up regretting it. My girlfriend has a mild crush

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on her brother. I realized it at some point and
since we are quite into role play and BDSM I've been fricking
her for almost a year while she screams her brother's name and
she really likes it. Not just fantasy, I've talked to
her about it outside Essex and she really likes her brother and
would Frick him given the chance.
Her brother is hot as frit, 2 years younger than we are.

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And here's the typical gay guy, completely blind to his own gay
side. He has a girlfriend and
everything. Every time he acts madly my
girlfriend gets wet, but most ofthe time she can handle it by
looking at him like a gay guy. I've been trying to push her to
show more of her body when he isaround and to test the ground
but without luck. She still sees a gay guy and

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that relaxes her. Nobody will ever read this but
whatever. From the age of 14 my older
sister 16 and I had to share a bed.
We weren't rich. 2 bedroom housewith four of us.
Just after I joined secondary school my sister started to M
sturb at me when I was asleep. Started off with basic things

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like her feeling my DCK while I was asleep, poking her hands
down my trousers and just feeling my DCK etcetera.
Of course she thought I was sleeping.
This went on for about 7 stroke 8 months until one day we got
into a fight and I told her I'lltell my dad what she does.
She denied it. At that point it kind of

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stopped. Then I started to try and
initiate it by touching her. Cut the Long story short, it
became normal for us and we ended up giving each other oral
SX until she moved out of 22. We had a very touchy feely with
each other. We never had SX but I always
fantasize about us. Now I can't freaking stop it.

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Last year's night I started to engage as Sully with my first
cousin. She was 16, I was 17.
Male at first. We just made out but it slowly
progressed to have jobs from herand fingering from me.
Soon she was giving me BJS and well we wanted to do more but we

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couldn't find a way to do it without getting noticed.
This year though we worked it out and managed to do it.
We did it 2 times while we were drunk.
I can't say I disliked it or I feel guilty or anything.
It is amazing. We are both horny as Frank.
He's hot and thinks I'm hot as well.

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I only see her once or twice a year, but I always look forward
to it. I don't give us tea.
Best comment of the day. This happened to a college
friend. The first day of school.
He returned to the dorm very enthusiastic about a girl he had
met. It turned out both were very
religious and neither one had been in a serious high school

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relationship. They would borrow my dorm room
since I had no room at. They were a great couple, kind,
supported, with a very shared view of the world.
Gild was eating them up for premarital sex.
Stephash, 2. His dad was a widower and her
mom was a widow. They did not live anywhere near
each other, however they went tobig auction.

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Each were wearing a hoodie and asweater which had their kids
college logo upon it. They stopped, chatted and
decided to have lunch together. Turns out living 30 plus miles
apart didn't slow a developing dating relationship.
Since the university is fairly large, they never considered
that their children knew each other back on campus.
True love and Thou Shalt not before marriage was stressful to

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both of my friends. They were truly torn.
Both were looking forward to Thanksgiving break to think so.
The son goes home. Dad joyfully tells son he had
AG/F. Son is delighted as his dad had
not dated after his mom had per city years before.
Son assured him that mom would never want him not to be happy.

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Dad tells the son that G/F wouldbe coming over for Thanksgiving.
Son was very happy. Next day was Thanksgiving.
The mom shows up with some food and her daughter.
My friends just stared at each other.
Son asked if he and the daughtercould go for a walk to a nearby
park. Parents agreed.
My butt told me later how they were both totally stunned.

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They agreed that each of their parents were so obviously happy
that they wouldn't say anything to ruin their joy.
Somehow they managed to make it through the dinner.
They also survived all of them going for a Saturday dinner
movie night back on campus, a new aspect of their
relationship. They asked if they could sleep
in my empty room bed and spend the night.

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I agreed if I could be there too.
Nothing kinky, it just was challenging to find places to go
while they were in my room. I would leave upon request.
About 10 days before Christmas break, the parents called the
respective kids. They announced how awful we're
going to Aspen to ski over the holiday break.
Both of my friends love downhillskiing and as they had never

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been to Aspen, they definitely were looking forward to that.
I returned to campus in January.I asked how the trip went.
They looked at me and I sensed abig reveal.
The skiing was epic. The parents had left the condo
for a long time and my friends used their opportunity to the
fullest. Toward the end of the trip, the
parents called for a meeting. The mom revealed an engagement

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ring. They said they were planning a
summer wedding. The dad asked the son to be the
best man in. The mom asked the daughter to be
the maid of honor. The parents also told them that
they had worried how the children get along and they were
so pleased how they both got along so well.
I asked how my friends felt about becoming step siblings.
They just looked at each other as they had not fully considered

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that. They both agreed that their
parents. The parents were so happy after
years of being alone that they were so happy about planning a
future together. Among the plans was everyone
moving into together under the same roof.
I asked what they were going to do about telling their parents.
Already the parents had told them to bring a date to the
wedding. I said that they would have to

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tell their parents. They said they knew, they had
thought about telling them afterthe parents returned from the
honeymoon. They had already turned down an
offer to go with the parents on the honeymoon.
They both continue to wrestle with the premarital 6.
But it was very clear to me thiswas not a casual college thing.
They laughed and both told how their parents had noticed a

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change in their personality. They chalked it up to college.
So alas, this is where the tail to an end for me.
For sophomore year I moved back to my hometown.
This back in the days before theInternet, we did exchange snail
mail for a time. They moved into the father's big
home. Plenty of bedrooms and baths.

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The wedding went off like a charm.
My friends had lots of alone time while the parents were
gone. They did finally tell the
parents eventually that summer. The parents were stunned, but
they did talk things out. Not much more to tell after that
as slowly we stopped writing. A few years ago I did several
Internet searches to try and find my friends, but that sadly

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went nowhere.