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July 12, 2025 71 mins
What if everything you’ve been through—even the darkest moments—was part of your divine plan?

In this powerful episode of Beyond the Frequency 369, host Cesar Pagan welcomes awakening coach Bex Starling for a life-changing conversation about healing, divine identity, and the purpose behind pain.

Bex shares her raw and inspiring story of childhood trauma, spiritual awakening, and a near-complete memory reset after a head injury that disconnected her from her higher self—only to remember the truth of who she really is.
You’ll learn why we are all extensions of God, how to navigate awakening symptoms, and why consciousness, energy, and frequency are the keys to living a life of purpose and power.

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  • How to remember who you truly are
  • Understanding trauma through a soul-designed lens
  • What hell really is (and why it’s not what you think)
  • Energy, frequency, and the science of spiritual alignment
  • The true meaning behind the Bible’s metaphors
  • Choosing your incarnation path before birth
  • How to tune in to your higher self and silence the lower mind
  • Finding your tribe during spiritual awakening

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
I saw one of your top videos that on TikTok
and it was talking about how we are guides. So
why don't you talk to me a little bit about
what do you mean by that?

Speaker 2 (00:12):
Yes, that comment would have caused me to yell Blackphemy,
probably seven or eight months ago.

Speaker 1 (00:21):
What if I told you that everything you know is
just the beginning. Beyond the veil of the ordinary lies
a realm of hidden knowledge, ancient wisdom, and untapped potential,
a place where consciousness expands, reality bends, and the impossible
becomes possible.

Speaker 3 (00:43):
You weren't meant to stay asleep. You were meant to awaken.
Open your mind, remember who you truly are, and step
with me Beyond the Frequency three sixty nine. Hey, before
we start the episode, if you're on YouTuber, rumble like
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Speaker 1 (01:06):
Want to make a comment, go for it. It's America.
If you catch me on Spotify or Apple Podcast, give
me with those five stars. I appreciate the support. Let's
start the show. Welcome back to Beyond the Frequency three
sixty nine. I'm your host, Caesar for Guy. Today's guest
is someone whose energy truly speaks for itself. You may
know her as at Beck starling on TikTok, where she's

(01:29):
been lighting up timelines with messages of empowerment, energetic alignment,
and what it really means to step into your highest self.
Bex's is a guide, a creator, and a voice for
those looking to awaken their power. Whether she's helping you
reset your energy or shift your mindset, she reminds us

(01:49):
that we're more in control than we think of our bodies,
our frequencies, and our future. I'm excited to dive in
today and learn more about her journey, her message, and
how we can all rise a little higher. Bes Welcome
to the show.

Speaker 2 (02:05):
How are you great?

Speaker 1 (02:07):
Thanks for having me fantastic? All right, Becks. Before we
dive into all the cool things that you're going to
share with us today, let's get to know you just
a little bit. So if you can tell the audience
how they can find you and give us a little
bit of When someone asks you, Bex, what do you do?

(02:29):
How do you describe what you do to everybody?

Speaker 2 (02:32):
Go for it so you can find me on TikTok
and on Instagram as well as YouTube. I believe the
YouTube channel is broken to beautiful that one's fairly News.
We're still working on that. And TikTok either at Beck
Starling or our community is called Awakened to Power. We're
on the heartbeat app. So if you wanted a community

(02:54):
to join to figure out what you're going through and
how to maneuver it, that's a really good community space.
And then what was my next question?

Speaker 1 (03:03):
And the next question was would someone ask you like,
how would you describe what you do? Like where do
you start?

Speaker 2 (03:11):
Yeah, well, I'm very fortunate that I am an entrepreneur.
So if I want to take the easy road, I
can always speak to the businesses that I have that
are normal per se. But I have had my higher
self challenging me to step out a little more. If

(03:31):
Jesus made himself of no reputation, then so shall I.
So recently when people have asked what do you do,
I say, Oh, I'm an Awakening coach.

Speaker 1 (03:43):
I like it.

Speaker 2 (03:45):
There are several that's awesome, that's great. Or I had
one person say do you have any big plans for
the weekend? I said, yeah, I'm going to be coaching
my mentorship program this weekend. So I'm really excited. Oh
that's great. What do you mentor people in I said,
I help them walk through their awakening process. And of

(04:05):
course that one person said, what does that mean? I said, well,
the best way to describe it if if I were
to ask you who are you? What would you say?
And of course they didn't really have an answer, and
they said, maybe maybe that means I need to be
a part of your mentorship. I said, well, only you.

Speaker 1 (04:26):
Know what a great what a great like invitation because
you kind of you kind of made someone think when
they weren't trying to think they're like man like. Because
I mean a lot of people have even problems when
they go for a job interview and they ask you,
tell me a little bit about yourself. Even the superficial
stuff is even hard for them to even describe. So

(04:49):
when you go a little bit deeper in that layer
of who are you, I don't mean this, I mean
you I allow for us can answer that. So that's
a great segue into this. I saw one of your
top videos that on TikTok and it was talking about

(05:10):
how we are gods, So why don't you talk to
me a little bit about wh what do you mean
by that?

Speaker 2 (05:17):
Yes, that comment would have caused me to you know, blaphemy,
probably seven or eight months ago. But it is true.
We are all the same essence as the source of everything,
which some people call God, some people call it universe.

(05:37):
But truthfully, just like you probably have nicknames, so do I.
It's really not a name that is right or wrong.
It's just what we give the name to of the
great power that powers that be. I guess it is
the best way to say it. But for me, I

(05:58):
came into this reality knowing about ninety percent of truth.
I was already connected, which we all are. When we
come into this reality, we come from no limiting beliefs,
and so therefore we all are resonating at the knowing
of who we are. And it's only through experiencing this
reality for extended periods of time where we began taking
on the beliefs of those around us, and then those

(06:21):
limiting beliefs shift us into the unknown, the idea of separation.
I remember being in bed at ten years old, and
I received this phrase that said, you are the only
real human here. Everyone else is something of a robot

(06:45):
or an alien, and they're here to help you prove
your goodness. And we talk about hearing the voice of
God or hearing the intuition, which nothing is really audible,
so we don't really hear it, but I received it,
and I received it in a way that what I

(07:06):
knew without a doubt was that I was here on
a mission different than anyone else, not that I was special,
not that I was higher or better or greater, but
that I came with a job to do, and that
job was to prove my goodness. What the best way

(07:28):
for me to describe it was, I knew that I
was a costume that God was living and experiencing reality
through And I also knew, just from scriptures from my
Christian upbringing, was that as long as I held the
characteristics of God, then I had the same power that

(07:50):
God had. The Bible says life and death are in
the power of the tongue, and that there's nothing impossible
with God. You know, you can pretty much have or
do anything with God, which to me symbolized you have
to act as God, and the way God acts is
everything is me. So like, I never wanted to litter,

(08:12):
because that was God. The ground is God, the litter
is God. Like, just disposing of something mindlessly was not
taking God serious. I was very big into rescuing animals
because they were all God too, just in a different form.
So I was always passionate about loving people and loving

(08:34):
things so much as this rubber band. I mean, it's
still part of creation and it's sacred. And I always
had that knowing, And so I always lived my life
as if somebody's always watching me, because they always are,
because I know that, and I've known it since I
was a kid, And it wasn't a burden. It didn't

(08:56):
feel as if I had someone breathing down my neck.
It was it's the life that it's going to serve
you the best, and it is the best for you.
And so to know that someone was watching made it
easier to keep myself aware of my own actions and
my own thoughts. So I knew that, you know, I

(09:17):
just I came knowing that I had no idea that
I had access to those kind of thoughts, and that
that was different. I just assumed everyone else did. Something
struck me as odd when there's a lot of people
in my life that were on antidepressants, which I didn't
understand because I've never experienced fear or worry or anxiety

(09:39):
ever a day in my entire life. Because I knew
as long as I lived my life as if then
everything would work out perfectly for me. So I had
nothing to worry about. There was no need to worry.
And then I would have conversations with people that would
ask me questions, and when I would share with them

(10:00):
something from just the knowledge that I had, you could
see they paused as if they were listening, but when
they began speaking, it was as they had heard nothing
I said. It was as if that part of the
timeframe was cut out and it didn't even happen. And

(10:20):
so I learned really quickly that unless someone was actually
asking me a question, that if I just asserted my
opinion or my advice, it wasn't heard and it was
only received if they asked the question. And I learned
just through experience that don't assert anything into someone else's experience.

(10:46):
If they are God too and they have a question,
they will ask you. And if they're not asking you,
then it is not a door open for you to give.
So I knew all of those things, but if you
had mentioned energy or frequency or chakras for yoga or
meditation or anything of that nature, I would have said,

(11:09):
get THEE behind me, Satan because that's not I don't
that's not that, and it now being coming full circle.
It all started in twenty sixteen. I had a head
injury that was pretty significant, and all that to say,
I pretty much lost all of those memories. I lost

(11:30):
access to knowing that I was God, knowing that I
created my own reality, knowing anything, because from there I
just my memory was affected and it was perfect. It
was by design. I know without a shadow of a
doubt that it was something that I've planned to happen
before I ever came. As a matter of fact, the

(11:51):
thoughts that I had have incrementally come back to me
more in the last six months than over the last
nine years. Just in the last six months they've come
really aware, so much so that last week I was
sitting still and I remembered sitting in the waiting room,

(12:11):
and I hadn't remembered this thawt a sometime sitting in
the waiting room. The day that the head injury occurred,
I was at the doctor's office. I was having some
final injections for some pain, and it was I'd never
had anything like this happen or done before. Now I
remember sitting in the waiting room and I received you
will not walk out of here today, But there was

(12:32):
no fear with it. It was just you will not
walk out of here today. Well, I knew what the
devil's voice felt like, and I knew what God's voice
felt like, and it didn't feel like the devil's voice,
and I knew that God would never injure me, so
I just discounted it as it's nothing I'm not gonna

(12:53):
I mean, for a split second, I thought, oh, I'm
not having this procedure done. I'm I'm not doing this.
But then some thing just washed over me, like yeah,
I just do it, And sure enough I was ambulanced
out of that pain management building to a hospital and
then spent the next three years recovering from a very
significant head injury skull fracture, anastagmus, which is shifting of

(13:17):
the eyes. And that was the beginning for me of
the darkest days of my entire life. I for the
first time experienced anxiety depression and lost all access to
those higher thoughts that I had lived with my whole life.
And in the moment, I just wanted to die. And
when I say moment, it was three years of pure

(13:40):
darkness and then I would say after that was when
I started kind of figuring out how to get to
the light and then just incrementally finding things that made
me feel like living every day and surely started putting
the pieces back together and then come full circle. I

(14:01):
know exactly why, because in order to know something for
sure true, you have to experience it. And I know
how I lost all of those memories was because I
tend to the frequency where they didn't exist, and to
this day, if fear strikes me, I lose access to
all of them again. And I even had this conversation
with my higher self, God, universe, whatever is why am

(14:24):
I experiencing this now? Like I went my entire life
without it, And what I received was you never experienced
those lower dimensions. So you because you had never experienced them,
you know, you didn't even know how to get there.
But now you've been there. It's just a matter of
knowing what it feels like and staying out of it.

(14:44):
And that that's what we're here for, to master this
energetic frequency world so that we can live in these
three dimensional bodies with love and light and excitement and fun.
But it's a process.

Speaker 1 (14:58):
Yeah, I love all that I First of all, I
appreciate you sharing, being open with with your low points
and your high points and your transition. So let's break
some of that stuff down, because there's a lot of
good stuff in there. Let's go back to when you
say you were ten years old, you when you heard
this voice, and I may be paraphrasing it, where you

(15:20):
mentioned where you've heard that you're the only real thing
that exists. Was it kind of like saying that the world,
the reality, you know, your reality, tonne of if you will,
or your bubble exists for you and for you only
to experience this. Is that my interpreting is that how
you took it.

Speaker 2 (15:39):
It's not how I took it. Although I can see
how if you're just verbalizing it, that's how it would
be perceived. That wasn't how I took it at all.
The way that I took it was everything was everything
was in on the game, but I was the only
one being tested. It was it was that everyone was one.

(16:02):
It was I think because again it's a feeling that
you know, but I didn't feel like it wasn't this
thing like here's a world where everyone's asleep and I'm
the only one awake. And I'm the old one with
the power. It was more of you're in a simulation
and everything is one. I can say it this way now.

(16:24):
I couldn't probably say it this way when I was
a kid, But the best way to say it was
it was all one, and I was living it in
order to experience it and still stay in the mindset
of goodness, knowing that every single person's reactions or responses

(16:50):
had nothing to do with me, and it had only
to do with them and their life experiences, and so
I never had to take it personally. I could just
see the hurt in them and love them anyway, so
much so as I was trying to figure out how
to word these things, because people call things trauma that

(17:12):
doesn't necessarily have to be trauma if you understand there
is a greater purpose for everything. But by the world standards,
I had what the world would call experiences of sexual
molestation as a kid. Now I'm not making light of
it by any means, and I did have a question
about that and it got my answer. But all that

(17:33):
to say, I remember, even as a young child, thought,
bless their hearts. They have no idea that this is
not going to bring them joy. It's not about me. Yeah,
it's not about me. I know, it's not about me.
It's just a really hurt person that is looking for
something to bring them some sort of relief from their pain,

(17:54):
and they think that by touching me, it's going to
bring them relief, but it's not. You know, those experiences
started when I was five, and at five, I remember
thinking it's not about me.

Speaker 1 (18:07):
At five years old, you thought like this, Yeah, fascinating, Yeah, fascinating.
And just to be clear here, like when my guests
come on here, there's nothing for me to judge. There's
nothing for me to say, Oh, that's wrong, that's weird,
that doesn't make sense. I believe your truth. And I'm

(18:27):
just fascinated with what you just said because it's very interesting,
Like it's not something that with some would call normal,
a normal way that a five year old will perceive,
especially a situation like that. If anything. Oh, I commend
you for that, and I'm sorry that you went through
that as well, but I see that you now understand

(18:48):
that that was an experience, so there's really no judgment
for its. So good on you on that as well.
The way that I'm seeing that, I think that you
perceive the world. Is that you understand that there's no
good or bad situation. It's all an experience that you
need to have. Do I understand that right about you? Yeah?

Speaker 2 (19:07):
And don't. I don't like to use the word need
because we don't really need anything. I mean, truths be told.
This feels very real, but it's not. Everything is energy,
nothing is really solid. When we leave this three dimensional reality,
we just become non physical. We just ascend into a

(19:29):
frequency that no longer holds us together into something solid.
So this is you know, like people say, oh, it's
just a movie, or it's it's a three D matrix
or it's a hologram, Well it is. It doesn't make
it any less challenging, or you know, you know, the
emotions are still very real. But I try to be

(19:49):
very careful with my words because that's something that again
was a very big part of the first part of
my life before I'd gone through the darkness, was words
can be interpreted so many ways, so be very careful
how you word it. But I know without a doubt

(20:10):
that absolutely nothing in this reality happens by accident, and
even the things that you don't like and you can't
explain or you don't understand, trust me when I say
it has a bigger purpose, so much so that I
was I was getting dressed one day, and I was

(20:30):
in my bathroom and I'm putting in my makeup, and
I received, what if I said to you, you wanted
to be molested when you were a child, And I'm
in the middle of putting on my makeup, and I
dropped my makeup and I stood back from the mirror.
Because you you're very aware of that voice, because it's

(20:54):
coming from within you, and it's all you. I mean,
even when you don't want to claim it, it's all you.
And I remember stepping back from that mirror and out loud,
I said, Okay, I get that that didn't affect me
the way that it has affected some people. But for
you to say that I wanted it, that's twisted and

(21:17):
I'm going to need a whole lot more explanation than that, right,
And I just sat quietly and I received, wanted to
be a mother more than anything. That was the one
thing you wanted to come to experience, and you wanted
to protect your children from everything. So you knew if
you chose that to be part of your experience as

(21:38):
a child, you would know exactly what to look for
in order to protect your children. And I just started crying,
and I was like, that's exactly it. Without a shadow
of a doubt, that is exactly it. That res it.
And I'm not saying that's for everyone, but for me,
it was one hundred percent correct, and I knew without
a shadow of a doubt because that was one of

(21:59):
the main your things that I did my children were
they weren't sheltered, but I was very open with them
that there are some people who are hurt and they
do reach for children to make themselves feel better, and
we don't ever know what those people are like because
they don't show that side of themselves in public. And

(22:20):
so for that reason, they could have as many people
come and stay with us as they wanted, but when
it came to spending the night off, I would be
very very selective about who they went to spend the
night off with.

Speaker 1 (22:31):
Yeah, so it sounds like you, I don't want to
say needed, right, So it sounds like you planned in
some sense this experience so then you can learn from it,
so then you can be able to be able to
look out for it when it comes to your children.
Is that is that right? Yes? What a beautiful thing.
What a beautiful thing. So you mentioned a lot about

(22:55):
about that you understand this is an experience and that
you come from somewhere else. So let's talk about this
somewhere else. How do you define this somewhere else? Do
you have a name for it? Do you have you
been there? Talk to me about that other place if
you can.

Speaker 2 (23:11):
Yeah. Well, I remember the first time that I read
the verse in the Bible where it says that you
are in this world but not of this world, And
immediately I, oh, my gosh, it took me all the
way back to being ten years old laying in my

(23:31):
bed when I received, you know, like that whole saying.
And I don't know that there are words that will
truly define it in a way that will resonate with everyone.
But from my perspective, again, these are puzzle pieces that
I kind of put together as I was going through

(23:52):
my awakening. Because when I went into the darkness, although
I was a very devout Christian girl, you know, did
all of the right things because I was going to
magnify the characteristics of God. So I am not saying
that I was perfect, but you know, I did do
my very best to really live that loudly. When I

(24:13):
went through the darkest days, when things started happening in
my life that didn't make sense and I felt like
I had no control. Whereas I felt like I had
control my entire life, I turned completely atheist because I
saw it. I lived my life as if somebody was
watching me every day, and I did it every single day,
meaning I lived with like integrity no matter what, just

(24:38):
did it. I knew people, I knew I was being watched,
and so I always made decisions that were of the
highest integrity. Again not to say I was perfect, but
and then if if you can live like that and
then all of the things that happened to me happened,
then what is there even because it If you're living

(25:01):
with you know, the utmost integrity, following the good girl
path and all of these things are happening now that
had never happened before, then what's the purpose, Like, just
go live, go live, forget about all the rules and
just go live because it doesn't really work like you
thought it did. So as I began living life and

(25:25):
just kind of figuring things out, I started realizing that
although I had heard that everything is energy in science.
I just was like, whatever, I mean, I don't really care. Yeah,
so you say this isn't solid, but I don't really
care because it's solid to me and that's all that matters.
But now knowing that i'd lost all of those thoughts,

(25:48):
I had gone from no morey anxiety ever to living
it every day, I knew something had shifted and I
didn't know what. And as I found myself in these
happy joy places, I could start to gain access to
those thoughts again. And so it made perfect sense to
me that everything was energy and that you know, differing

(26:12):
frequencies help you to have access to different things. And
then I started realizing, like, wow, thoughts are not really
thoughts that we're thinking. We're actually not thinking. We're just
tuned into a timeline where those thoughts are available to us.
So if it's like a computer program, and you think
about even like a video game, and how you go

(26:35):
from different levels in the video game and you're just
on a different level where you have access to the
thoughts on that level, and then you go to another
level and you have access to the thoughts on that level,
and it just it was incredible how I would notice it.
Anytime I would take a dip, I would lose all
of the thoughts I would get into that fear, worry,
and anxiety. And then I knew that just finding something

(26:59):
to distract me from those thoughts, something that was fine
and exciting doing that for just you know, five ten minutes,
all of a sudden, I have access to all those
thoughts again. And so I started experiencing it enough that
I started putting the pieces together and realizing, like, holy crap,
this is real. This is really just energy, and I'm

(27:21):
just gaining access to these thoughts as I find my
place of happiness, joy and love. And then I started,
you know, going back to the Bible and kind of
devouring it, and then realized that in John one it
talks about in the beginning was the Word. The Word
was God. Everything was created with and by the Word,

(27:42):
and without the Word, nothing was made. And the word
is God. Well, duh. That means everything is created with
and by God's the only thing that cannot be created
or destroyed. Energy. It's the only thing and everything is energy.
And the Bible clearly says that everything was created by

(28:05):
the Word, so that you know, just by a process
of elimination. You realize that everything is energy, and there
are higher frequencies and there are lower frequencies. The higher
frequency is considered heaven, the lower frequency is considered help.
When the Bible says, when God says in the Bible,
I kill and I make a live, I bring life,

(28:27):
and I destroy, because we are the energy that he
is speaking of or that is being spoken of. I
don't even like to give a gender, because there is
no gender. It's just an essence. It's just, you know,
something that is unseen until it slows down energetically so
much that it, you know, appears solid, but truthfully it's not.

(28:50):
And quantum physics is literally proving the Bible accurate in
so many ways. And when you go through this awakening process. Before,
when I would read the Bible, I was confused. It
didn't really make complete sense to me. It felt very contradictory,
like I kill and I'm alib yet don't fear because

(29:12):
I didn't give you a spirit of fear. But the
one that you're worshiping is the one that could kill
you or let you live. But don't fear me because
you don't have a spirit of fear like that all
and of itself was like, wait, and if you don't
do right, I'm going to send you to hell, which
means you'll burn for eternity. And then, of course, becoming
a mother, I thought, that doesn't resonate with me because

(29:35):
I don't care what my children would do. There's never
a time that I would send them to a place
where they would be tortured for eternity, because if they
made a bad decision, I would know that something happened
and they made a decision out of some kind of
a hurt, and I wouldn't punish them for that. I
would want to help heal them for that. So all

(29:56):
that to say it just again, it just came from experience.
And you also start to realize the voices that you
have going on within you. You recognize how they feel,
and the ones that feel like life and light and
airy you know, are coming from the higher frequencies or

(30:18):
the higher self god universe, and those that feel low
or dark are heavy, are coming from the three dimensional
fleshly frequencies, the devil, satan, hell, whatever you want to
call it. And so when you when you begin to
become aware of how your thoughts feel, you can realize

(30:39):
where they're coming from. They're either coming from the flesh
or they're coming from the spirit, as the Bible talks about,
they're either coming from Satan or they're coming from God.
But they're all within, so they're all you. But when
you can be aware of that, when a thought comes
to you and it's that, aha, holy holy cow, I

(31:02):
know that's true because of the way it feels, or
I know that's a lie because of the way it feels.
And so when I started receiving, you know that everything
was created from the same source. And then getting the picture.
One of the pictures that I got was think of
an octopus and that it You know, granted it doesn't

(31:23):
have unlimited legs, but let's just say there are as
many legs on this octopus as there are people on
this planet. At the tips of every one of those tentacles,
it looks as if there are a bunch of legs
and that's all you can see. But truthfully, it's attached
to this much larger source at the top, and it's

(31:45):
really being controlled by that. Yet I can imagine that
each one of those legs, if they were a person,
they would think they were separate. They would think that
they weren't attached because they feel pretty separate. I'm here
and this one's here, so it's got to be two
different things. But truthfully, it's all the same source, just

(32:07):
focused into a much smaller piece, is the best word.
And so that's pretty much the picture that I got
when it came to understanding this reality. Is everything's created
from the same source, but we we focus ourselves into
this reality. And although I know that I am same essence, material,

(32:34):
whatever you want to call it as god is No,
I'm not the entire ocean, but I am a drop
of the ocean, which means I have the same qualities
and characteristics as the ocean. But I don't see myself
as better than anyone else or higher than anyone else.
I am exactly the same as everyone else, just I'm
on a different radio station than they are.

Speaker 1 (32:57):
Yeah. I love that, And which then goes back to
why you say we're all gods because we're part of
that octopus, right, We're that tentacle as part of the octopus.
I like the way you explained that. That's actually pretty cool.
So I'm pretty sure that's going to resonate with a
lot of people that were trying to make sense of
of how we're all gods, how we're all connected and
stuff and everybody. You know. Again, that's just one example

(33:20):
that Becks just gave you with the octopus. If you
resonate with a different explanation, go for it. You know,
I'm also interested share with me in the comments and
let me know how how you understand this connection that
we all are and and why and why you think
and know that you're a god. Becks, I, you know
you mentioned you mentioned a couple of things, but one

(33:41):
of them also you said about quantum physics. And I
do think that quantum physics is like the science version
of what spirituality is, a bunch of theories, bunch of
untangible things, but it's just belief that this force exists
and stuff. So this is why, like to your point,
this is why they're kind of catching up to each other,

(34:02):
because one explains the other is however way you want
to best receive that dish that that meal you mentioned
the Bible. So I want to ask you this because
you've mentioned a couple of things, like you you went
atheists at some point, and then at that before that
you did believe in you know, the whole church get

(34:22):
up and things like that. Then it seems like you
went more spiritual like yours. There's no middleman, there's no
organized religion that your followings, you're connected straight to source.
But then you also talk about the Bible. So help
me kind of tie in all of that, like, what's
your source? Is it the downloads? Is it the Bible?
To use the Bible as just a reference to help

(34:44):
to talk to people, talk to me about that, please.

Speaker 2 (34:47):
Yeah. So I used to read the Bible because that's
what good girls do, and it made me feel less
guilty as a Christian girl because I did my Christian
duty by reading the Bible fully, I never really got
anything out of it, and when I went through my
dark days, the atheism and just totally abandoning everything, if

(35:07):
you had mentioned Jesus, God or the Bible, I would
have politely excused myself, but I would have made it
very clear that I had no desire to talk to
you about any of it. I did my fair share
of studying other religions because I was just looking for answers,
and it was really interesting to me how every other
religious leader spoke and taught exactly like Jesus did, so

(35:31):
I found that to be really interesting, and then it
reminded me of a thought that I had had my
entire life, which is there is only one God and
every religion is just a sin off based on what
part of the world you live in, but it all
goes back to the exact same creator. And so I
didn't understand why religious, but it hits because we're all
basically in this together and just have different perspectives based

(35:54):
on our life's experiences. And now coming full circle, I
understand that I don't discount the literal happenings of the Bible.
I wasn't there, so I don't know that all of
it happened exactly as it is worded. I don't know
how much of those stories are parables versus real life,

(36:15):
but it really doesn't matter, because that book is a
story about my life. And if you've gone through the awakening,
you will know that when it says that the Bible
that is an acronym for basic instructions before leaving Earth,
the Bible is one hundred percent a story book of

(36:37):
how we as awakened souls, live our life. We come,
we're buried, we bury in ourselves in this tomb. We're
made of earth that you know, we are buried in
this three dimensional tomb and we experience life and all
of the you know, the Daniel and the Lions, den
Jove and how he lost everything. Every single one of

(37:00):
those parables, I've lived them. The story of Job stands
out to me to the most because Job lost everything.
But here's the thing that most people don't think about
or don't really recognize, is at the end of everything,
when he had lost everything, he said, the thing that

(37:23):
I feared the most has come upon me. And what
he said was I created all of this loss because
I had more faith in losing it than faith and
keeping it. And if we are the creators of our
own reality, we create goodness and we create catastrophe because

(37:45):
it doesn't matter what you believe in. You get what
you believe, whether you like it or not. Period. And
so now for me, if I'm having a little bit
of a low day, believe it or not, the thing
that really picks me up is to just have conversation
like this, because it's as if there's this well spring
of this knowledge within me, and the moment that someone

(38:08):
asks me a question, it's like that light switch flips
on and I'm filled with light and I just pours
out of me. So of course, you know a water hose,
as the water flows through it, the hose gets wet,
So you know, I love that. But sometimes it's just
opening the Bible and being able to read it now,

(38:30):
and just reading it when you're not in your highest place.
It doesn't really do much. But if you read it
and then you do exactly what it says, meditate on it.
As you meditate on a specific scripture, you get quiet
long enough that this lower three dimensional frequency begins to quiet,

(38:55):
and then your default frequency is that of your highest self,
you know, God, source Universe. So as you quiet your
mind as you meditate on the scripture, your frequency rises,
and then you get the highest perspective on the scripture,
which then just connects you with that highest frequency. And

(39:17):
then from there, because I've accessed it, I've received the
highest perspective on that. Now I'm tuned in. It's like
I made the phone call. I waited until they picked
up and answered on the other line. They've answered, I've
got my question. Now I can keep talking because I
got them on the line. It's the best way to

(39:37):
describe it. So meditation is really good, but sometimes quieting
your mind if you have dipped into some of those
lower frequencies, those thoughts come at you like freaking baseballs
hitting you like they're pretty brutal.

Speaker 1 (39:51):
Rough.

Speaker 2 (39:52):
Yeah, So finding a scripture that you can focus on
almost just distracts your brain enough to help you tune
away from those negative thoughts as you are looking for
clarity on something you know, like a Bible verse and
then meditating. But now, because I have come to the
point of knowing the truth and knowing why I went

(40:15):
through everything, and then coming back to the knowledge of
who I am and who I was, now I'm trying
to just be more in the moment intuitive, being aware
that every thought that comes to me is me. Whether
I like them or not, They're all still me. Either
they're coming from my three D lower frequency self or

(40:39):
my higher self, and of course there's a wide range
in between. But then just hearing the thoughts, being aware
how they feel, and then choosing to excuse them or not.
And I do remember that that was the way that
I maintained my highest frequency before the darkness was I
didn't know anything about frequency or energy. I just it

(41:01):
was either God or it was the devil, and I
knew what God felt like, and I knew what the
devil felt like, and if it felt like the devil,
I was just like, no, I'm not even listening because
everything that you have to say is a lie anyways,
and I know it to you because the way it feels,
and so I'm not giving you any of my attention.
And I just it was as if, you know, like
this demonic thing would come to say can I steal

(41:25):
your joy? And I'd be like, are you kidding me? No,
I wouldn't. It wouldn't even be a question, you know,
you'd feel it and then turn away. And of course
that's my goal is to get back there. So now
I just try to be aware. If there is a
thought process going in going on in my brain, it

(41:46):
means that there are two people existing, God and Satan.
So anytime there's a conversation going on, I make myself aware. Okay,
that's my lower self and am I higher self talking?
And I get to decide which one is going to
win this battle? And I need to decide now because
if I don't, then whichever one I give the most

(42:07):
attention to is going to win this battle. And then
it's going to take me a little bit of time
to find my way back up to the top. And
so just being intuitive in the moment now is kind
of my thing.

Speaker 1 (42:19):
I love that. And I wonder if for those of
you that are watching and listening to Becks, explain this
conversation between God and Satan? Do you do you do
any of you ever experience that? Do you ever hear
those two voices? Do you are you ever part of
that converse conversation? And what do you do? You know?
Which which one entices you the most? How do you

(42:40):
live your life? You know? How do you decide what's
right and what's wrong? Which do I turn left? Do
I turn right? Sure? Share that with me as well,
because I'm also intrigued by it. So in the for
the sake of time and everything, I'm going to hit
you with some somewhat rapid questions about big topics and
then see if you can actually just give me your
perspective in a short version so we can hit the

(43:02):
next question from there. So let's see how this how
this works. And these are just kind of off the
dome here. Construct Okay, this has been used by a
lot of biblical terms. And a lot of spiritual leaders
and whatnot, that we live in a construct. A lot
of the ancient texts has depicted that we live in
this like plane with the firmament, whereas for NASA's the

(43:24):
only one that says that we live in this globe.
So regarding that topic, what do you think we live in?

Speaker 2 (43:30):
I think that we live in a holographic matrix. I
feel like that everything is just the essence of awareness,
and that awareness has focused itself into this three dimensional reality.
I do believe in the firmament because the Bible talks
about it. And if there's anything I know about the
Bible is that it is true. Whether whether you want

(43:52):
to believe it or not, it is true. You just
have to see it from a higher perspective. And I
don't believe that anything is happening by ax. So whether
you believe in a globe or a flat earth, there
is a reason for both. Ultimately, I think that, well,
let me say this. Ultimately, I know that on every
timeline there are truths, and the truths change based on

(44:14):
your perspective. But the higher your perspective goes, the more
clarity you come to know. So there really isn't any untruths,
they are all truth, just depending upon your perspective.

Speaker 1 (44:33):
I like it, thank you. Consciousness big topic, but just
in your under in your understanding, and I don't ever
like to really say the word, but in your in
your belief, you know, because that's selective. So in your
understanding from what you know, what is consciousness.

Speaker 2 (44:51):
Consciousness is awareness. That's it. If you sit long enough
right now, if you just stop for just a moment
and pull yourself out of what you're seeing and what
you're hearing, and come back to yourself and just be
aware that there is something looking through your eyes, there
is something hearing through your ears, there is something exiting

(45:15):
from your mouth. But what is that? That is awareness,
and the awareness is who we are and it's not
anything physical or tangible. It's just aware of what is
happening because it's here. We are here for the experience.
We are the awareness that is inhabiting these physical bodies.

(45:37):
But everything is also that same awareness, which is why
they're proving that even plants are sentient because it is
all created from the same awareness.

Speaker 1 (45:49):
Yeah, I love that, you know. It's something that I
have on my website. I say a lot on my
shows that My understanding is that we are here to
experience what we're not. You know, and a lot of
people believe that we're humans trying to have this spiritual experience,

(46:09):
but you and I know the other way around. We're
having a human You know, before, before when when like
you said, when God said leather be light or spoken war, whatever,
we weren't this, you know, we were something else. We
were this spiritual, energetic being. So we're out here just
taking a pause. What I would think and let me

(46:31):
see what you if you agree or disagree with with
my thought on this is that if we are these
gods like you say and like I say, then we
have you know, we have no limitations. So in order
to have a full understanding of what we truly are,
we got to take a pause from being omnipotent and

(46:51):
just be this. We got to learn how to We
got to feel what suffering is, emotions, to be mortal,
to be scared. And then once we have this little
fun experience like okay, I try it out. It's pretty cool.
I learned some stuff. We go back, like you said,
into this spiritual being and now we have more a
fuller understanding of the totality that we are. How do

(47:12):
you feel about that statement in that mindset?

Speaker 2 (47:14):
Yeah, I agree completely. You know, like people ask me
when I'm coaching them through their awakening journey, they'll, you know,
ask me about the unknown, and I tell them, without
this experience, you're all knowing. So of course you come
with the full knowledge that you will not know anything,

(47:36):
because that's part of the journey. Because outside of these
physical bodies, you are all knowing, all powerful. So if
you have everything, know everything, are everything, that can get
extremely monotonous. So it only makes sense that you would
want to experience something opposite of what you truly are

(48:00):
for the experience of it. So all of the emotions
are gifts because outside of this three dimensional reality, you
only access love. So everything that you're accessing here in
this three dimension reality is a gift, and everything that
you think is suffering is still just a gift. It's
all an experience. And I tell my clientsys all the time.

(48:23):
The only suffering that we experience is our own self
inflicted suffering because it doesn't really exist. It is our
finite human minds thinking that something is going wrong when
nothing has ever gone wrong. It's all happening perfectly, and

(48:46):
it's all happening for the larger picture, you only see
your like. For me, when I went through my darkness,
I could only see my own little speck of the world,
and I didn't understand why it didn't go the way
I thought it should. But I couldn't see the bigger picture.

(49:07):
And if I could have seen the bigger picture, I'd
have probably checked out because I wouldn't have wanted to
go through it because it was hard. But now coming
full circle, I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
It was the hardest, most challenging thing I've ever experienced,
yet I couldn't be the version of myself that I
am today without it. So if I had known now,

(49:29):
or if I'd known then what I know now, I
would have there'd been no suffering. And if you look
back at your past, the things that you were suffering
about in your past were only things you suffered because
you thought something had gone wrong. But hindsight, you know
that it happened perfectly. It just takes a little bit

(49:49):
of distance from it in order to see it the
way that it is.

Speaker 1 (49:54):
Yeah, absolutely, I do have an understanding that there is
a heaven or heavens, but not in the typical way
of you know, there's a sky Daddy with the magic
wand sitting on a throne. Now that kind of heavened,
just different higher versions of this low density. Right, that's
what I mean by heaven or heaven's plural. But with

(50:15):
that being said, do because you mentioned something about we
are our biggest judges, like we judge ourselves, right, So
in your understanding, is there a hell per se or
do we create that hell?

Speaker 2 (50:31):
Well, there's a hell. I lived it for three years.
It's not a hell outside of this physical body. There
is no hell outside of this physical body. There is,
and they say that louder. There is no hell outside
of this physical body. So there are people who are
fearing going to some place of burning it for eternity

(50:52):
that does not exist. It's not a real thing. As
a matter of fact, I fully grasp what hell was
when I went through my darkest days, and when I
tell you that, it was the most intense heat, literally
the most intense heat I had ever experienced, and it
came from within. And anytime fear, a fear thought would come,

(51:18):
I would begin to feel this burning on the inside
and it would radiate from the inside out. My face
and my entire body would turn red, and I would
begin to profusely sweat and it would last for a
few minutes, and it didn't mean that it was going
to be over, but it would start to relieve, you know,

(51:40):
a little bit, that I would be soaking wet with
sweat and if I didn't catch it, and those fear
thoughts kept coming, that heat kept coming, and I thought,
this is hell, like it was, and all it is
is me experiencing the deepest, darkest fear, the illusion of
separation and fear is not who we are. And it's

(52:03):
if you think about if God the consciousness, the christ
consciousness is God, and you're down here in the lowest frequency,
this is the light, this is the darkness. And when
you have this much separation from the truth of who
you are and who you are being in the moment,
this is what hell feels like. So if you've experienced

(52:26):
what some people call them a hot flash, and they
appoint them mostly to women who are going through menopause,
well here's the thing. Typically, when you hit a certain age,
you plan this path before you come. This is what
I'm going to live. This is the journey I want
to experience. And because of external things where you give

(52:47):
your power away by trying to make other people happy,
you abandon your path and you end up diverted somewhere
way off of what you planned for. And by the
time you get to be middle age, it starts to
really affect you because you diverted that far away from
your path. And so, of course it's about the same

(53:08):
age for everyone that they start to experience it. But
I have found that there are a lot of men
that experience it that they don't talk about it. And
most men say, it's when I get nervous. It's something
you know that I'm fearful about something, I get really
hot and sweaty. That's that's hell. And it can go

(53:29):
deeper and deeper and deeper.

Speaker 1 (53:31):
I love that. Gentlemen, if you're listening out there, take nope,
that's you know. I concur with you. I concur with becks.
It makes it makes sense that resonates. And again, guys,
anything in this conversation what resonates with with you, keep it.
If it doesn't not for you, it's okay, it's okay,
no judgment here. I'm just happy and glad and I

(53:54):
appreciate all of you for just still tuning in and
just being part of this conversation in your own way,
if you're either just driving a car or riding a bike,
or taking a walk, or just you know, in the
kitchen making a meal for your family. As long as
you guys are tuning in to be on frequency three
sixty nine, listening to this conversation, getting to know Bes,
geting to know more about me, I love it all,
So I appreciate it. So, Becks, I have one thousand

(54:17):
and one more questions for you, but I'm going to
ask you one more part of this episode before I
get into my end of end of the episode questions. Okay,
so I'm trying to pick one of the best ones here.
So going off of something that you mentioned, you mentioned
a lot about kind of like how we chose or
we planned this experience. So let's talk about that For

(54:40):
people who are listening and are probably asking, why should
she keep saying that we planned this? Why would I
plan all of this horrible stuff that's happened to me
or whatever the case is, right, So Bes, enlighten the
audience and let us know what is it that you
mean by bye? We've planned this, and why have we chosen?
And then why have you chosen your path?

Speaker 2 (55:03):
Let's go with that, because there is a bigger purpose
than our own individual lives. We choose a path that
will benefit the whole and is a pretty fantastic experience
for us because when we plan what we come for
that path, we know to follow it because it is

(55:27):
the desires of our heart. And I remember, even back
in my religious days, I would hear that scripture God
gives you the desires of your heart, and so many
people interpreted that is I have a desire, and therefore
God will give it to me, And I thought, that's
very shallow thinking, but I don't disagree with it. And

(55:51):
then I received I gave you the desires of your
heart so that you would follow them as you live
your experience, because everything that you want is already lined
the path that you have planned. In other words, you
will get the desires of your heart, but you have

(56:12):
to follow the desires of your heart in order to
be on the path where those things exists. Like, for instance,
if you're playing a video game and you pick a
certain world, and this world is I'm supposed to get
all of the purple gum drops, and you take the
path where you know there are a lot of purple

(56:34):
gum drops. Then you are on your path. But let's
say you see a pink one and you think, I'd
like to see what that experience is. Sure, absolutely, you
have the freedom to do that, but if you don't
detour back to your path that you had planned, it's
going to cause suffering. Like I know, for me, I

(56:56):
came I'm tiny, I'm five f a two. But for me,
like I always wanted to be wonder woman. I wanted
to be a superhero. I wanted to be fit. I
wanted to be muscular. I wanted to be strong. I
didn't want to be you know, some feminine little lady
that you know, could just sit quietly and mind her manners.

(57:16):
I wanted to be different. I wanted to stand out.
I loved having a big old truck and raising and
rescue in pit bulls and training horses and getting on
them and riding them and have you know, these thousand
pound animals literally respond to you because you can join
up with them. And I wanted to be big and powerful.

(57:37):
And I knew from the time I was a kid
that I came to change the world, and I didn't
really know what that looked like, but I wanted to
change the world in a big way. Well, I don't
think that that's everyone's desire. I think there are plenty
of people that you know, like I do figure competitions
you get in feign to acrylic hills with a rhymestone
bathe and suit to have judges tell you if your

(58:00):
physique is top notch. I don't think that every woman
wants to do that, but yet it's passion for me.
So if I'm not doing it, then I'm going to
experience suffering. And when I am doing it, I feel
alive and I feel amazing, and that's what I means, like,

(58:21):
actually watch someone's near death experience. And she said that
when she was a drug addict, she was actually experiencing
her near death experience because of an overdose, and she
went all the way back and she said it was
like she was in the grocery store shopping for the
experiences of her life. And that was one of the

(58:42):
experiences that she had chosen in order for her to
be a light for others who are going through it.
And she said, I remember, she said, specifically, when they
were saying, Okay, it's time for you to go back
to your body. She's like, no, no, no, you see
that body. I don't want to go back to that
body is broken and bruised. And then they said, well

(59:04):
you don't have to. We can pick here. Here are
another group of options that you can choose from. And
these were children, and their journeys were harder than the
ones that she had already gone through. When she's like, well,
I'm already halfway through the hard part. I might as
well just go back to this body. And today she
travels the world helping set people free from the thing
that she experienced. So yeah, she chose a hard life,

(59:26):
but today she's living free because she's doing what she's
passionate about and living making her living off of her passion.
So in a nutshell, that's what.

Speaker 1 (59:39):
I Yeah, I love it. I love it, and I
want to have a great time going back to review
this because there's a lot of good stuff that you're
mentioning here, and hopefully you know, folks, rewind this thing,
play it back two or three times, because I mean,
sometimes this is a full meal. Sometimes you can't digest everything,
but it's good stuff, and everything so I commend all
of you for listening. Becks, I want to plug in

(01:00:02):
on your behalf. You mentioned it when you first started
off trying and find my notes. Here. You have a community,
what do you what do you call it? Again? The community?

Speaker 2 (01:00:11):
It's called awaken to Power.

Speaker 1 (01:00:13):
Yeah, so in a few sentences, again, what is the
purpose of the community, Like, oh, that are two folks
that might be looking for it.

Speaker 2 (01:00:20):
Yeah, So the Awakened Power is just a free community
that you can join. And every morning after my meditation,
I'll just post something that is relevant to what those
of us who are going through the awakening process would need,
you know, just a reminder of who you are, a
reminder that this is just a seasing season and this

(01:00:40):
too shall pass. And then we also have a separate membership,
and for those members, we do lives every single Sunday.
Right now, we're in the middle of our six week mentorship,
which is called Awaken and Anchored. We'll be doing those
every six weeks, so once one finishes, we'll do another,
and we only do ten people at a time, just
because I want to make sure it's very intentional. But

(01:01:02):
the platform just is really for people who are experiencing
all of this. It's different than anything you've ever lived,
and you're just trying to feel normal and you can't
have a conversation with hardly anyone about it because people
don't understand. So this is a platform where you can

(01:01:22):
just come and talk freely and have conversations and people
know exactly what you're talking about, they can relate, and
you feel I love it.

Speaker 1 (01:01:31):
So yeah, So it's basically like this conversation just with
you know, eight more people. Yeah, and then you're all
on there. Just kind of give everybody a visual, right,
We're we're all on there, and we're just like all
like minded, all curious, I all want to talk about this.
It's kind of like I would say the word therapeutic
if you will therapeutic.

Speaker 2 (01:01:51):
Yeah. And then also like whenever I I'll pop on
TikTok live just randomly. I don't like to commit because
I like the freedom to choose, but if I'm going
to do it, I'll post it on the group. Hey guys,
I'll be on TikTok at six pm. Is there any
conversations that you want me to start? Any topics you
want to talk about? And they'll post like, hey, can
you know I have this situation, can you give me

(01:02:12):
some clarity on this or this? And so when I
get on, I'll talk for about ten minutes to give
everyone time to get on there, and then I'll pose
the question and then provide the answer, which then sparks
more questions and answers and just brings clarity to people
who are going through this process.

Speaker 1 (01:02:30):
Yeah. Man, I love a good structured mentorship call, you know,
because sometimes I've seen where people just get on calls
and everybody's like, so what do we talk about? You know?
So I like how you said, up, give everybody a
little time, drop some gems in there, and then just
kind of go from there. So I like that. So, guys, again,
if you're looking for a place to talk to like

(01:02:53):
minded folks, I mean, you guys already know my community.
But if my community doesn't fit, check out back community.
And it doesn't matter where you go. We're all talking
the same language, we're all talking to the same thing,
and the goal is to is to help you. You
know what I would call I would call it a
spiritual companion if you will. No, we're not telling you

(01:03:15):
what to do or how to do it. We're just
walking with you right, just walking right next to you.
You know, Bes again we have to at some point.
And folks, if you really like Bes and you want her,
come in for a round two. Tell me about it,
send me emails, you guys, go on my website, you know,
talk to me comments. I'm going to put clips on
TikTok YouTube whatever. Comment there and just say we want

(01:03:38):
Bes again. We have more questions and and Bes. If
the people want it, will you come back?

Speaker 2 (01:03:44):
Of course?

Speaker 1 (01:03:45):
Yeah? See see I do. She was going to say that,
but I wanted you guys to hear that. So again,
drop your comments in there, ask your questions and we'll
figure that out. So becks, all right, as we wrap
the show up, I'm going to ask you six questions
to ask all my guests again, no right or wrong answer,
just yours. So the first question is, beyond all the
knowledge and experiences that you've gained thus far, what still

(01:04:09):
leaves you in awe or makes you question everything?

Speaker 2 (01:04:12):
What leaves me in awe is the amount of love
you can have for the people who you at one
time thought hurt you the most because you realize that
they were instrumental in helping you become the version of yourself,
and just like in the Bible where Jesus created his prosecutors,
his crucifiers, even his betrayers in order for him to

(01:04:36):
be able to demonstrate unconditional love. And he hung on
that cross and said, forgive them, for they know not
what they do, yet they were all necessary for the
greatest miracle in the world to happen. And to have
the access to that knowledge and to truly understand that
my life could not be the amazing life that it

(01:05:00):
is today without the people who I once thought were
my greatest betrayers now are my biggest heroes.

Speaker 1 (01:05:08):
That is huge. As you were saying that, I had
a vision, if you will, of a scenario like that
kid in school gets bullied, ends up learning how to
you know, do karate to defend himself. Fast forward, he
has a family, intruder comes in the house. He uses

(01:05:28):
his skill set to protect his family and that was
thanks to the bullying situation that he had when he
was a kid.

Speaker 2 (01:05:36):
Exactly.

Speaker 1 (01:05:37):
I mean, so any all of you, anybody who's having
a situation that seems negative right now or you had it,
take a moment, reflect on it and don't look at
it as as you know why me, why me, don't
don't play the victim. Just say Okay, this happened. Now
what am I learning from it? Yes, just some advice.

(01:06:00):
Next question begs, what is to your understanding, what is
the ultimate purpose of life?

Speaker 2 (01:06:06):
The ultimate purpose in life is to have fun. It's
you know, this is the roller coaster of a lifetime.
We get on the roller coaster for all the dips
and the turns and the climbs and the drops and
the unknown because the moment you can predict a roller coaster,
it's no longer fun and we're ready to move on
to the next exciting wild ride. And that's what this

(01:06:29):
human experience is. It's a wild ride of unknown twists
and turns and climbs and drops. And if you can
embrace them all and trust that they're all working out
exactly as they should, then suffering doesn't even have to exist.

Speaker 1 (01:06:43):
And you may have already answered this, but let's try
it again. What is your definition of God?

Speaker 2 (01:06:48):
My definition of God is a name or a label
that we give to something that we think is outside
of ourselves until we come to the realization that it
was within us.

Speaker 1 (01:07:02):
The entire time becks what what is love? Love?

Speaker 2 (01:07:06):
Unconditionally means I see you, I hear you, and no
matter what you do, no matter what you say, I
love you because I understand that you, as a human
are only and always a culmination of all of your experiences.
And I will never know the shoes that you've walked.

(01:07:28):
I'll never know the journey you've walked. I've never been
in your shoes, but I can love you and understand
that anything that you're doing is simply out of you
doing your very best given the life that you've lived.

Speaker 1 (01:07:41):
Yeah, something there that you just said, there's part of
my outros. You're gonna hear it. It's going to sound
familiar to you. But I like what you just said
because I was like, Wow, I was like, that's that
sounds familiar. But you'll hear it. And bes if if
you could go back to little Becks, let's save in

(01:08:01):
ten year old Becks, what would you tell her now?

Speaker 2 (01:08:04):
I would say, Becks, this is going to be one
of the most challenging experiences that you've ever gone through,
and there are going to be days that you're going
to think that something has gone terribly wrong. Trust me
when I say it's all going to work out for
your good and you will be that superhero that you
are dreaming of being.

Speaker 1 (01:08:25):
Love it. I love it. And she and she she
heard you. She definitely heard you. You you just talked
to her just now and she was like, was that me? Yeah?
That was her? That was her and Becks tell the
audience once again, how can they find you?

Speaker 2 (01:08:41):
So TikTok is at Beck Starling also Awakened to Power
on the Heartbeat app. I actually forgot to mention this.
I have a podcast as well called Broken to Beautiful,
so we might have to get you on there and
Instagram Awakened to Power as well, and then on YouTube it's.

Speaker 1 (01:08:59):
Broken Beautiful absolutely, and folks, I will have all that
for your convenience in the description below, So just scroll
down click. But before you do that, like and subscribe, right,
Like and subscribe, and share this conversation to not just
one person, not just two, but at least three people,
because again three sixty nine, right, so three six or

(01:09:23):
nine pick one or three hundred and sixty nine people,
whatever comes first, right, But go ahead and share this
conversation because I know if you liked it, someone else
will like it too. And bexx before I hit my outro.
Give you one last words of advice or suggestion or
motivation that you like to give to the audience that

(01:09:44):
are listening right now.

Speaker 2 (01:09:45):
Learn to love this life because it is an experience
and every day is a gift. And even if you're
going through something you don't understand, just like every other experience,
there is a purpose. If you can trust that it
is all working out for you, it'll be a much
easier ride.

Speaker 1 (01:10:03):
And Becks, it was an amazing conversation. There's again so
much more to talk about, and I encourage I'm not
even dropping on one of your mentorship deals. So who
knows where this goes and everything, because I'm kind of
curious now what your community discusses. But if all of
you that are listening and watching, if you're curious, only
way to find out is to go sign up free right,

(01:10:26):
it's free, right, Yeah, the.

Speaker 2 (01:10:31):
TikTok and the Instagram in my bio.

Speaker 1 (01:10:34):
There you go, guys. I mean it's it's it's that easy.
It's that easy, folks. As a reminder again, like subscribe,
you know, go ahead and make some comments, share with
other people because it helps the algorithm. Not just talking
about things here here in the United States, but it
goes overseas as well, And so I want everybody to

(01:10:57):
hear what my guests are talking about because they have
some good gems and I know they'll be inspiring and
helping people realize who they truly are before the world
convince them otherwise. And with that said, folks, as a reminder,
I love you, I see you, I hear you, I
am you. Continue to ask questions, don't be afraid to

(01:11:18):
pull back the curtain and take a deeper look. Push forward,
always reaching beyond the frequency
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