#2 Indoctrination

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Speaker 1 (00:06):
Is anyone else wrong?

Speaker 2 (00:07):
Or can you're here?

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You?

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Are you there yet? This space is for those who
are in silence and casticide, for those seeking, who re
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And the act is a viall, Welcome home.

Speaker 1 (00:48):
Don.

Speaker 2 (01:13):
Hello, chosen ones. It is time. I simply cannot put
off recording this podcast for another singular moment. It's not
that I don't want to record it, it's just because
there's lots of different directions or perspectives. I can take
the particular topic that I have for today, which is indoctrination.

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So let's just get on into it, because there's gonna
be a lot to say, and I know everyone likes
to listen to me ramble for an unlimited amount of time. However,
I don't have unlimited amounts of time to record podcasts,
So let's see how much we can get through in

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the amount of time that I actually have to record
this particular podcast. But I kind of felt it crazy
important to talk about indoctrination, and I don't know if
this is a good thing. I don't know if it's
going to be detrimental to anything. I have to say this,
maybe this should have been the very last podcast I
ever recorded, because from this moment out after today's podcast,

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it'll kind of be one of those things where in
the back of your mind anything that is kind of
talked about you will be examining it through an indoctrination lens.
And then so it's gonna be like, I don't need
this because I'm being indoctrinated by listening to this. No, granted,
I like to break through the indoctrination lens. However, how
much of what I perceived to be true is through

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my very own sense of spiritual indoctrination. Right, so, I
would like to think that I challenge indoctrination believes I mean,
of course, I would like to believe that. I think
most people like to believe that even though they are
fully indoctrinated. And the only reason that I simply say

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that I would like to believe that a lot of
the things that I see are beyond it is because
I come from a perspective of I'm finding the information myself,
are getting it myself without looking into I mean, I
do reference books and materials and stuff whenever it is

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needed to prove a point. However, the things that I
come to you have they're not of earth. They're not earthly,
which is why my last podcast was called Divinity on
Earth because it's not from here. It's not an explanation
that is based off of previous explanations or documentation, or

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belief systems or teachings aka indoctrinations. It's something that I
just really sit with a higher energy, a higher frequency,
and I explain the things that I get. So I
would like to believe that since the things that we

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talk about aren't based off of earthly perspectives, that they're
less indoctrinated. However, they would be indoctrinated based off of
my perspective just as a spiritual being, just in general,
because we all exist within our perspective, which our perspective
in itself is an indoctrination. So how can we separate

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what is indoctrination of our minds from a lower vibrational,
earthly perspective to get back to the teachings of our soul,
which is, you know, in accord in accordance to how
we're supposed to be existing through God anyways, right, and

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so how do we find what our soul's teachings are?
So let's just talk about indoctrination from a from a
definition perspective, so from a historical perspective, And doctrination didn't
start as that as being the root word that we

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know it to be now and actually started in as
a Latin word and which means to teach. So it's
like in doctrinaire it ends with a R e, which
means to teach. So in the very beginning of using
like indoctrinate, it just meant to teach something, right, and
in order for us to teach it has to be

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it comes from our own knowing or with someone else's.
So we're taking information that has been previously given to
us and we're passing it on to someone else. So
from the very beginning, the art of teaching is indoctrination
at its finance right, But from a like Miriam Webster perspective,

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indoctrinate means to imbue with a usually partisan, our sectarian
opinion point of view are principle. So most people, whenever
we start to get into indoctrination, everybody wants to your
mind immediately goes to a religious perspective, right, because you know,

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the Catholicism is like die Hard, probably like the number
one religion that uses indoctrination to keep its cult following,
you know, participating in the belief system of the Catholic Church.

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So now from a completely like transparent perspective, which is
exactly what this podcast is going to be about. Is
my perspective on this obviously my indoctrination. But I truly
believe that every single thing that we believe spiritually, that

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we know from a historical perspective, is an indoctrination. I
believe that it is a perspective that has been skewed
for a particular outcome. I believe that about just about
every single thing that exists here, probably like ninety five
ninety six percent of everything that you've ever been told

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and everything that you believe in your core, over ninety
percent of that is an indoctrination. I don't believe that
it's your natural thought. I don't believe that it is
for the higher good of humanity, and I don't believe
that it is some beautiful, divine, crystaline truth within majority
of the stuff that you believe. I believe that since

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the beginning of recorded time, the beginning of humanity, even
that we have been given falsities that we live Ourn's
higher existence by. So I believe that we have been
completely detached from what we are as divine beings, what
we're here to do. I believe that the story that

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we have been told through every single religion is an
indoctrination and it is of falsity that is just transparent.
That is where the rest of this podcast is going
to go. So if that is not something that aligns
with you, or that's not something you want to hear
more about, this isn't going to be the podcast for you,
because I am here to shit all over every single

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belief not in like a negative way, like I don't
believe that there's like morals and you know, positive things
in these different religions or belief systems, because I think
that a lot of the stories are really beautifully written.
They show a lot of unconditional love faith in humanity.
So I think that there's really beautiful things to obtain
from all of them. But as far as it being

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the system that anyone should be basing their existence off of,
I don't believe that there is a singular one that
does not have a particular agenda assigned to it by
some higher entity, higher being or some control group that
exists exists here within the planet. So we'll get into

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all that. Now let's go into a little bit of
Egyptian history. So let's talk about pharaoh's for a minute.
So back in Egyptian times as far as historians know
on Earth. So I'll give you the historian perspective of things,

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and then we'll talk about it from a spiritual lens
as well, so we'll look at it from both sides. So,
as a pharaoh, believe that you held the universal truth
or the universal order. And it also meant that if
anyone it's eleven eleven while I'm recording this. It also

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meant that if anybody questioned the pharaoh, then you were
disrupting a cosmic balance. So it was completely against all
belief system, all laws for anyone to question what the
pharaoh had to say. So you could see how any
information that would be put out at the time would
be coming from who you believed to be the design,

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the divine connection between yourself, who is far more lowly
and source or you know, they didn't refer to it. Yeah,
I mean, I guess as one of the gods or
multiple gods back then. But if you viewed them as
being your leader and your ruler, then you also viewed

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anything that came from them as way of ruling or
how to exist from a spiritual perspective. If you were
to question that, then you were to be questioning ultimately
divine order and cosmic balance. So it wasn't allowed. So

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that's some of the oldest, you know, belief systems that
we have are tied up into ancient China, ancient Egypt,
those sorts of places. So if we look back from
the very very beginning of time, we've already started a
dictatorship from the very beginning of us having recorded history
on the planet. So and how have things been taught,

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you know and carried about? Was written history for the
last five thousand years or so according to science and historians.
So we're looking at five thousand years, which is not
accurate by the way, but we'll go with that. So
we're looking at the last for arguments a year, we're

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looking at about the last five thousand years. So when
we're looking at like thirty one thirty four BCE. The
indoctrination starts from the pharaohs existing in Egypt. So from
that point civilization had just developed onward with the same

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mentality that each ruler that was, you know, chosen the
emperor in China, everybody like they were the word of
you know, they held the highest word of how the
kingdom would be run, how the you know, their rule
over you know, their reign over their territory would be

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in what they said. When history has not changed from
those very beginning moments. Things have run exactly the same
from the very very beginning. So there is no place
in history where we can look back at there being
just a completely free for all, no indoctrination, no previous

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recorded texts that were being read, because from those moments
on there were recorded word that was being passed on
from person to person, and indoctrination was already happening to
where your view and your idea of something was being
influenced by the written word or the teachings of someone else.

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So from the very absolute beginning, indoctrination exist on this planet.
It is we are bathed in it. We don't know
how to exist outside of it. Okay, So from a
spiritual perspective, that's the leader. I mean from a history perspective,

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that's the leader put in charge. Whether it be an
emperor in China, that was happening kind of simultaneously as
a lot of this stuff Egypt. So whether it be
an emperor in China or whether it be a pharaoh
in Egypt, their word was the final word and no
one got to question it. And that was three thousand
years before we came into eighty or until we came

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to common era, right, So for all of those years,
you didn't even it wasn't even an option for you
to question what the ruler gave to you as being
a truth. You had to change your religion, you had
to change your belief. Whatever the ruler said was now
your new truth. So from a spiritual perspective, how we
got to this place of you disturbing cosmic order if

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you were to go against the pharaoh is because most
of the time those pharaohs were not human, which is
why most of them wore those caps on their heads,
because their heads were misshapen because they were very very
heavy extraterrestrial. And that's not just a oh, Christie says,
that is a very common belief system, not just amongst

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spiritual well, you know, anybody who is in into the
occult or into any sort of spiritual understanding, but also
from an archaeologist and a historian perspective, they're really leaning
more and more and more every day to the fact
that there was extraterrestrials here during those time periods. I
mean even the own fucking government said that aliens exist.

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And so it's almost like, you know all those things
where people are like, oh, that's a conspiracy, Dad, where
you know, you are almost being mocked at one point
for saying that, Now the actual government legitimately said yeah,
aliens are real. So it's kind of like a well,
we actually get to stand on that and be like, oh, yeah,
that was an extraterrestrial and people can't really rebuttal against it.

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You can't say, oh, well that's not true. You just
making that up. That's some bullshit. Oh you're one of
those people that believe in conspiracies and aliens, Yes, because
the government literally confirmed that they actually do exist, and
there's like papers and files and all of these things,
documents that document some I mean, obviously they're not going

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to give us access to everything that they have, But
there's actually documented now that aliens exist. So now all
of those little crazy conspiracies where oh it was extraterrestrials
that were the Pharaohs when the pyramids were being built
and all this type of shit, it's like, oh, yeah,
now all of us that had believed that since the beginning,

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now like we have a little bit more credit to
a lot of the things that were being talked about. Now,
do I believe in every like little et disclosure that
exists out there to say that I believe in everyone, No,
But do I believe in a lot of them or
most of them? Yeah? There have never not been extraterrestials

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on this planet since it was moved and placed exactly
where it was, and I mean from the conception of
it where it was actually being built, which is not
where it is now, there have been extra I mean
this is an extraterrestrial project. We were all extraterrestials at
one point humanity. Your consciousness was not your physical body, obviously,

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but your consciousness was doing things before it became human.
You didn't just pop up from God just yesterday and decide, oh,
I'm gonna go be on Earth. Things are not that random.
And I think that if you start to look into
sacred geometry, if you start to look at somatics, if
you start to look at any quantum physics or anything
like that. I'm a big quantum girl. If you start

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to look at anything from those perspectives, then you realize that, ah,
this hasn't just been happening. And chances are if everything
is not created nor destroyed, if that's a belief system
of yours, then your consciousness had to exist at some
very specific moment of creation. Okay, because where is it

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being created from? If that pot of consciousness wasn't already created,
it can't come out of thin air, it can't just
be created. And then okay, well, if my consciousness wasn't
created and it just came to be whenever I incarnated,
what is my consciousness made of? And so that poses
much deeper and deeper questions saying, okay, well something the

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elements of my consciousness had to already be here, and
what would I be made up of if it's not
just a humanitarian energy source? Right, So there's a huge
rabbit hole that we could go on. This podcast is
not about the creation of consciousness. That would be a
really great podcast for us to have in the future.

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Totally don't mind having a creation of consciousness conversation because
that happened in multiple It did happen in multiple like
layers or levels to the creation of consciousness, just like
the creation of you know, Biblical creation talks about everything
happening in days. Each day is a certain set of things,

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a certain seed of life happening, and there being a
different source or creation being at each one of those,
and that's such a long spance of time. So when
it's talking about day one, day two, day three, from
our human lens, we often like to think about days
being the twenty four hour period that happens between midnight

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and midnight. And so when we think of day one
through six or day one through seven, really we think
of that happening like really really quickly, as if all
of that could even possibly happen in seven short days.
No matter how miraculous you know, God might be, our

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creator might be, it's just not possible for there to
be that amount of energy to organize itself from such
a massive explosion of energy or just from that spark
of creation moment, for all of that to organize within
those few days is why unrealistic. But it's not talking

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about human Earth days. It's obviously talking about cosmic days,
which is a spanse of time that our human minds
really really struggles to understand exactly how vast and expansive
a cosmic day would actually be. So we're talking about
quadrillions of years, or a quadrillion years is kind of

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like a cosmic day. So we have been through multiple
cosmic days to be able to get to where we
are now. So it would be fun to talk about
where within those cosmic days consciousness actually has evolved in
to the point where most of humanity's consciousness came into play,

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and how long your consciousness would have to exist if
that's the day that your consciousness really got its own
seed and came into being, And then also talk about
the new wave of consciousness that everybody thinks is coming
in and what that actually is. So we do a
whole podcast on consciousness because I can you know, obviously

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I read not the ACACIC records, because the ACACAK records
doesn't lie, but you know, I can see everything from
the first two atoms sparking or colliding. It's like not
even an atom, yet it would be it's not even
a form of anything that happened. So anyways, such a

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small little measurement of time or of yeah of time,
of time little quantum of time and a quantum of energy.
When those two collapsed into each other, then you know,
atoms and stuff started farming, or quark started farming, and
then atoms came much much later. But to be able,

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I can see from that moment, I can actually see
before that. For a while I thought that I could
not see before our level of existence, But that was
just me putting limitations on my mind and my capacity
to figure out where that energy itself originated from. And
that's what I've been doing really over the last few

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months during my hiatus, was really like figuring out like
what's outside? How do I get out of the matrix?
And then what's outside? And what are we connected to?
And those quantum entanglement exist for our existence to someone
else's existence and is there another existence that whatever we
do over here is affecting them? And so that's really

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where a lot of my time and energy and effort
has been spent is figuring out quantum entanglement from outside
of our existence and what actually exists outside of that,
and what are those entities? And is there consciousness different
than ours? And how many different types of consciousness are there?
And there are multiple different types of consciousness and then
different levels to each type of that consciousness. So there's

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just so much happening out there these days for me,
and my perspective is so much broader now, So it's
going to be really fun to kind of see how
I can interplay a lot of this information into podcasts
in the future, But for now, we will focus our
energy on indoctrination and extraterrestrial existence on the planet since

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the very beginning, so this will tie in. If I
do do the consciousness podcast, we can tie in a
lot of the different types of consciousness that exist in
the different types of control systems that do exist here,
and it'll be able to tie into this conversation. But
that would be a rabbit hole that we would go

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down and we would not come back out of for
the remainder of this podcast. So we'll just keep on
trucking with indoctrination. I just know that we will circle
back to this and how it applies to godlike beings
biblically just spiritually in a future podcast. So for now,

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we are in ancient Egypt. We have pharaohs that are
exraterrestrials that are here and they're coming here sitting in
the energy of feeling superior to everyone that is here.
So most of the pharaohs in some way or another
had some sort of tie to the Ananaki are, to

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the Pleiadians especially, and they did feel some sort of
way about feeling ownership or control over the minds of humanity.
Because this is a science fair project. We are living
inside of a terrarium and this is a bit of
a science fair project what we have going on now.
Now I know a lot of people that makes them

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feel really sad. That makes them feel like, what do
you mean this is a science what do you mean? Yeah,
I'm not trying to take away your divinity. You can
be divine in a science fair project. Your last boyfriend
or girlfriend was a science fair project and you see
how that went. That doesn't make you any less divine
because you were dumb. It was just you experimenting and

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testing the limits of your emotional capacity and testing to
see how evolved you were in making stupid decisions and so,
but that doesn't mean that because you had participated in
something like an experimental relationship that didn't lead to wherever

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you thought that it was doesn't take away your soul.
It doesn't take away your unconditional love, It doesn't take
away your identity as a person because you were involved
in some sort of an experiment of community or an
experiment of intimacy. Right, So, just because you were in
something that has failed or not calm to full fruition

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of the way that you thought that it was going
to be, doesn't make any of us that are participating
and set experiments any less valuable to the whole experiment
in itself. Right, So we are here in this little experiment.
We're doing our little best to perform our little roles
in this little experiment, and we're trying really hard to

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escape a lot of the oppressions of the experiment. And
some of us, honestly are trying to make this little
experiment fail. I e me because I really feel that
if we could hijack the experiment, take back the matrix,
and let their experiment fail, then we would be able
to come out of some of the parameters of the experiment.

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We can't completely get rid of the experiment, we would
all vanish should no longer be here. But if we
can remove some of the controls in the experiment, then
we could live a much different reality while we are here.
It's kind of a bit of the goal. But part
of us not getting there is the indoctrination part. But
so we have pharaohs that are extraterrestrial that are responsible

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for the development of said experiment, and so they're coming
here sitting at the throne or sitting at what they
view to be the highest place on Earth or on
in Atlantis, because i Earth is referred to as Atlantis
if you go to speak to extraterrestrials, if you are

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talking to any extraterrestrial that actually is not trying to
manipulate humanity, which most of them are, but if you
talk to one that's not trying to they will refer
to Earth as Atlantis. And so the Atlantean civilization here is,
you know, we're subpar, we are you know, stripped of

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our spiritual connection even whenever we were first incarnated here
like Adam and Eve days and we say Adam and
Eve because you know, biblically, that's just the reference that
everyone says. Obviously, no one was named Adam and no
one was named Eve. But so from that, you know,
and obviously there wasn't English back then, So to even

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think that we would have any sort of human naming
system set up for the vibration of who they were
is just a preposterous concept all in itself. And so
everyone to even sit here and argue about what their
names could have been or who they could have like,

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that's just absolutely absurd. Check yourself before you wreck yourself.
Because back then they were still communicating in vibrations and frequencies,
so there was no need to actually use your vocal
cords in the way that we do now to enunciate sounds.

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So no Adam, no Eve. But yet here we are
during Adam and Eve, there was still a removal of connection.
Because now we're being placed in physical bodies, we're being embodied.
There's an embodiment that happens which gives us our power,

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but also removes a lot of our connection to light
and frequency. So because a lot of that has been
stripped for since everything exists as frequency and as in light,
our ability to perceive the matrix, our ability to perceive
the world around us, has been greatly compromised because we
no longer have the lenses that are necessary in this

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human body to see the frequencies and vibrations that we
need to be able to fully comprehend what it is
we're doing and what it is that who we are
really and so by being placed in these physical bodies,
if we still if we had this physical perspective, this
lower vibration perspective and the higher vibration perspectives, our bodies

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actually would not be able to survive in that contradicting frequencies.
It's like two things that would be battling each other
all the time. So is there a higher level, like
a more median frequency that we should be existing And yes,
and that's what we did exist in during Adam and
Eve days. We weren't vibrating this flow back then. We

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didn't even need food back then, which is why the
story of eating the apple is absolutely insane. We did
not need physical food back then, so they're not talking
about a literal apple. We were vibrating high enough to
where we needed sunlight and maybe a little bit of water,
but not even water like we think of water now,

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because the water that exists here on the planet did
not exist on the planet during those that biblical Adam
and Eve time period. Though, what existed here was the firmament,
so we would bathe ourselves in the firmament to reoutline
ourselves with our energetic body. But the firmament is denser
than water, so through the floods, or what we believed

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to be the floods is whenever we started having the
water that we have now, but that did not exist
back then. The water table was also much much lower,
and there was a lot more land mass back then.
So we sit in this place of really having our
spiritual senses stripped back and removed from the beginning. Now,

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they were not as removed back then, like I'm saying,
We were still vibrating much higher. We actually can transcend
on and off the planet back then relatively easy, so
we would pop in and we'd be able to pop out.
We were not stuck here. Life existed in a much
longer space chants of time. So biblically it states.

Speaker 1 (32:03):
That we.

Speaker 2 (32:05):
Were living about a thousand years, which is really interesting
that they would leave that in as being a thousand years.
It was more it was longer than that, but still
interesting enough that they would allow us to even know
that life could exist that long as That's one of
the things that always kind of baffled me as to

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why they would leave that in biblically whenever, you know,
they want us to believe things are now as the
way they were always, so that aspect of like the
biblical right, because why not change it right? Why not
put that he lived till he was they would live
till they were ninety eight or something like that. But

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I guess it also wouldn't explain a lot of the
stories and just how many kids that they actually had,
So I guess it was fundamental for them to try
to leave the thousand year or the eight hundred year
spances of time in there, because it was probably too
much for them to try to figure out how they
would tie it, and they probably couldn't figure out how
to alter it, so they didn't. But we lived for

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a whole lot longer period of time in the beginning,
and we didn't have a death. Back then. Death was
not a thing whenever humanity first started. It's not a
thing that happened until much much much later that we
actually instead of transcending that we would have like this

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physical death that wasn't a frequency that was discovered until
what the Bible calls sin or human error or low
vibrational things started happening from a human perspective. So, and
what I mean by that is the frequency for death
didn't happen until there were humans, So we caused physical

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things to share around us. That's the whole thing about
us being embodied, because it's no longer just happening in light.
It's no longer just it's happening in solid, tangible form now.
So because we can do things like that's what allows
us to do things like magic what people call magic,
or manifesting or creating things or alchemy. We can do

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those sorts of physical changes in the energy around us
because we are physically embodied, and it is upon us
creating that denser, deeper frequency that opened up the gates
for lots of the death frequencies to exist. So that's

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where what is now referred to as demons, which is
you know, past podcast conversations, not something that really originated
until the eighteen hundreds where that became a negative connotation
and word or just a word in general. But AnyWho,

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a lot of the attachments from the first density are
entities with a different type of consciousness. Yet again, this
would be a future conversation, but with a different type
of consciousness we're able to tap into. If you could
look at it as being a laser beam that is

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being shot, which would be the frequency, and they're lighting up,
but there being like a little subtle energy that is
around it. Right, So if there's the direction of energy,
which is the light beam itself, there's always like the
soft glowing energy around it, right, It's like the burnoff
from the light itself. That little essence that comes from

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those emotions is actually what is fed on by these
other entities, these lower vibration entities. They can't exactly interact
with the frequency itself, but there it's just soft enough
the light and the energy around the the targeted beam
for them to be able to harvest it and use it.
And it's upon the harvesting of that energy that has

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opened up the gates for death to actually exist. So
we have existed here for quite a period of time
where there was absolutely no death energy whatsoever. Everything was transcendence.
There was zero Bliek pause, nothing. You didn't have to
come back incarnate again and reset your memory from the

(36:27):
very beginning, you were transcending. You were fully conscious, you
knew what was going to happen, and you went back,
got back in line, went get reprogrammed, because we all
were in a conscious agreement of programming to be able
to come here, because we knew it was an experiment.
We knew what we were doing, we knew what we
were choosing, and so we all had our little program

(36:49):
of what it is we were going to do. The
Innanachi basically looked us in the eye told us what
we had to do. You didn't really get to say
yes or no. You just went into the program and
you performed as the player that you were supposed to be.
So it was very much like being in a movie.
The script is already written and you are deciding that
you're going to go participate in the movie, and here's

(37:12):
your lines from the producer, and you don't get to
change them. You get to show up and do it.
And you knew what the outcome or what the metrics.
So the data was going to be from your role,
So that's what you were trying to do. You were
trying to create the data from your role so that
way they could use it to further build their understanding
of the limitations of consciousness. So for a long time

(37:37):
that's how we ran things. There was really no indoctrination
needed from an earthly perspective. We fully participated, We signed
up for it. I go back to the moment that
we all decided that we were going to go do this.
We were standing on the rings of Jupiter basically where
like Ragnarok would have happened, And so we were standing

(37:59):
on that, you know, in that space because I was
a major blip energetically for existence. It's like a major
dark spot in the history of existence from the beginning
of time. In Granted we say Ragnarok because that's just
the word, like the Viking word for that event, but
it was much greater than that. But that to say

(38:21):
Ragnarok is such a simplified version of what was actually
happening amongst existence at the time, as far as just
like sparring parties go. But so I can regress back
to the moment before I ever came and got off
of like the cosmic tree here, before like I stepped

(38:43):
out of my pod, before I knew I was signing
up for this game. It was fully a game. It
was understood I could stand outside of the matrix, and
I knew that whenever I went into it, that I
was going into this whole different realm, something that had
never been explored before. And I consciously and willingly signed

(39:04):
up for it with a whole bunch of people that
I know standing around me and next to me, and
there were several groups of people that all decided to
go in, and we were all like different, I don't know,
we were like, what's the movie The Hunger Games. I've
only watched the first Hunger Games and then maybe part

(39:24):
of the second one, but that was it. I'm not
the biggest movie person anymore. I used to be really
big movie person. Just not anymore. It's just too much
of a time waste and I would rather not be
indoctrinated by movies, I guess. And so we made the

(39:45):
conscious decision to come participate in this game. So in
the very beginning, all was good. We showed up the granted,
do we sway, yeah, a little bit. We swayed from
whatever it was we were programmed to do, but that
was part of the experiment, was to see if we
would follow what was being programmed or if anything else

(40:06):
would take over and we would expand beyond what our
program role would be. So that was part of the
parameters of the game to see if you were in
like the sort of free for all, if you're playing
Grand Theft Auto and after a while you start seeing
certain people programmed with a role to be this and
other people being programmed for a role to be this.

(40:26):
Would you adapt to being a part of one of
those larger groups or would you stay the course and
stay in your authentic energy. So it's basically seeing if
you can have a unitarian society and if you can
control everything giving everybody the option to be different. And
the experiment has been going on for quite some time.

(40:47):
There have been multiple wipeouts of set experiment. But in
the very beginning we did not have any sort of
unvoluntary indoctrination happening to us. But in essence, we had
an indoctrination from the very beginning. We knew what the
program was going to be. We knew that it was
some bullshit or some other perspective, and that that was

(41:10):
evolving over time based off of the complexities of existence
on Atlantis, and so but we kept going back, and
we kept going back in the beginning because we thought
that it was a vital part for this little game,
and we got to come out when we were done.
When it was time for us to pull out, we
pulled out, and it was like we were standing back

(41:30):
on Mars as if we had never just been in Atlantis.
It's like we snapped right back. Then it was time
for us to go get our new assignment, take a
little rest, a little hiatus. We basically took a nap,
and then whenever we were ready, we came back and
we tried again. And so this cycle happened for a
really long time before like ancient Egypt even became a thing,

(41:54):
and so there was a large period of time where
we existed here where indoctrination was not necessary. And then
it became to where there started being other entities that
started instead of it just being ready player one kind
of energy here on the planet, when they kind of

(42:15):
quit letting us come out quite as easily, whenever there
started being more grand theft, auto, more sin more, you know,
just people really rebelling against their program. Whenever that energy
started happening, there started being more interest from a extraterrestrial
perspective to see if they could be the one to

(42:37):
have to convince everyone that they were the ruler and
they were the leader. So you'll see lots of extraterrestrials
throughout history in the very very like Ancient Civilization time
period as rulers and stuff of Atlantis or different sections
of Atlantis, because they were merely trying their hand to
see if humanity was dumb enough to not recognize their

(43:00):
soul and for them to come sit here and play
this god role on Earth, and we, some of us,
were smart enough to know, and we would overthrow them.
And you see lots of pharaohs being murdered or being
pulled out because in the very beginning we did know
that it was them. But also within the matrix itself,
it opens up a bigger problem. How do we shut

(43:21):
this off to where they don't know when we're making switches,
or to turn off their ability to detect outside influence,
Because if we're knowing what the matrix is doing and
we're able to see what's not a part of our plan,
then that's a problem for the control group of the
game itself. We need to be able to be completely

(43:44):
immersed in the game without having connection to things that
are being manipulated from outside of the game, like different
pharaohs coming in, or these extraterrestures coming in to monitor us.
They're supposed to blend in with the backdrop. They're supposed
to blend in with the movie. And so since they
were not blending in with the movie, well, now we
need to start mind control. Now we need to start

(44:05):
telling people that their third eye is in their pineal gland.
Now we need to start pushing that indoctrination onto humanity,
and I'll start building towers, building temples, building things that
can regulate frequencies that would disconnect us from us knowing
from our higher consciousness, from us knowing when changes were

(44:27):
being made to our world. We would just accept it
as being some natural part of being in the game,
and not knowing that we were being manipulated from the outside.
So at that point, that is really when hardcore indoctrination
started here on Atlantis. So it wasn't in the very beginning.
We didn't need to. We understood what our role was

(44:49):
going to be. We had our movie lines, our little
set lines for us. We knew to follow them, and
we knew when we were not following them, and we
made those decisions consciously and we got to a point
where they were trying to do some alterations to the
matrix while we were already in it, while we were
already playing the game, and we started calling them out

(45:10):
for it. We started knowing, we started uprising, we started
feeling betrayed. That's when betrayals became a thing here in
like a lower density. And out of that betrayal became
like corruption, became like a lot of like lying energy.
And so from all of those lower vibration emotions that

(45:30):
we started to experience. Because this wasn't a part of
the program, what are they trying to do? And since
negative things were happening to us because of the changes
that were being made, we were being oppressed, we were
being held to slaves, we were lots of different stuff
were starting to happen that we didn't initially sign up for.
It caused negative emotions in the humans at that time,
which then led to us no longer being able to transcend,

(45:53):
in us having to die so that way we would
be tied to them and they would be able to
use our consciousness without our consent and without our will
from that moment forward. So whenever they realized instead of
allowing us to transcend back that we had to go
through this death and rebirth process that we had zero
control over. That's whenever indoctrination truly truly began here on

(46:16):
the planet. And so a little bit of a history
lesson from a spiritual perspective, but I feel like it's
important for you to understand just how long and like
the history of you know, the energy we're trying to
go back to isn't just like the Egyptian days whenever
they were pharaohs and we were alchemists, and you know,

(46:39):
I just want things to go back to that or
the time whenever we were in Greece and we were
you know, philosophers, and I mean, that's the time that
I would happily go back to with my little philosophy heart.
But we're not trying to go back to any of
these golden ages that we've been indoctrinated to think that
we're so great all the Atlantean times and yeah, that's

(47:05):
that's super that's super grand and super great to think
that we would be able to be in the New
Atlantis because during that time period we were still transitioning
in and out, we still didn't have indoctrination here there
was some, but that's whenever it was. You know, humanity

(47:26):
as we know it did not exist then, so we
were on and off the planet switching life forms, you know,
testing out humans back then we didn't exist yet. So
we can't go back to a time before humanity existed
because then there there's no room in that program for
us to exist. So it's just like from a spiritual perspective,

(47:47):
it's like they're trying to get us to focus on
going back to a time where humanity had absolutely no
power whatsoever. So being like we're going back to Atlantis
is literally like going back to a time where humans
had no power or whatsoever. They were still just programs
on a computer screen that these extraterrestrials are trying to create.
It's not possible for us to try to go back

(48:09):
to that time of no indoctrination because we didn't we
weren't embodied then, we were still extraterrestrials, still in spirit form,
and so for us to go back there would mean
that we would have to drop off the embodiment part
that we've been working so hard to obtain. And so
the more people that are pushing that return of energy,

(48:32):
that reversal in the timeline, the harder it is for
us to correct the current timelines and for us to
move forward into our future. It's almost like there's people
that are physically trying to pull us backwards, and there's
enough power to those thoughts to where they're actually holding
on to them and pulling us backwards. I was just
and you know, AI knows this, because I was looking

(48:53):
up something on chat GPT because sometimes I like to
ask it questions just to see what the bots have
to say it. And I was asking something and it
said we were talking about time, and I was asking
just questions about eighty and CE and I was just asking,

(49:16):
like the differences and who uses what, and just a
little general, you know, question about.

Speaker 1 (49:23):
It and so.

Speaker 2 (49:25):
But it said, you would use twenty twenty three CE
common era if you were to talk about the year
that we're in now. And I'm like, wait, what, So
from a database perspective, like I got shown that on accident,

(49:47):
I can promise you that that was on accident. I
can promise you in every single with every fiber of
my being, I know that they did not want to
accidentally reveal to me that we are standing backwards in
time in twenty twenty three right now, that was a
full fledged mistake, and I can promise you that they're
probably working very diligently to fix it, because the bots

(50:07):
know that I know, which is a huge problem for them.
But it just goes to show you the way that
everybody's collective thoughts of sitting that energy of going back
to Atlantean days or going back, or going back, and
we want it to be how it used to be,
like standing in that energy, of not building a better
future that is disconnected from any part of the past

(50:27):
is a huge problem here for society, is a huge
problem for the world because if everybody's wishing, oh, I
wish it was how it was six months ago or
before Trump got elected, or I wish it was this
way back whenever it was the fifties and you could
buy a house for fifty thousand dollars, And I wish this,
and I wish that that that amount of energy is

(50:48):
circulating and is giving these beings enough essence that is
reflecting off of our laser beams. Our frequencies were created,
and they're able to gather it up and they're actually
able to harvest it in reverse time like right before
our very eyes, like in front of us. They're trying

(51:09):
to reverse time because we're allowing it. We're giving them
that wish, that desire to be back at a previous period,
and that's all we have to do. We have to
set the intention and set the desire, and they're able
to harvest it and use it. So everybody's mindset is
needs a huge, huge realigning on this planet in order

(51:33):
for us to be able to move forward into something
that is beautiful. But everybody's so caught up and how
things were five years ago, how they were before COVID,
how they were this, how they were that is that
we're not actually progressing forward. And it's becoming concerning for
those of us who actually realize that whereas before they
were hyper jumping the shit out of us, we were

(51:55):
moving forward so fast that we couldn't even keep track
of where we were, and it wasn't all that long ago.
A few months ago, I did a podcast saying that
we're in like twenty thirty something and now we're back
in twenty twenty three, and so that's how much time
has been like on this pendulum, shifting back and forth.
But lately, the energy since Trump hasn't been elected, so

(52:17):
there's so much negative energy saying they wish that we
could go back to before instead of going forward and
progressing forward and knowing that things have to be rocky
before they can get better. Instead of like sitting in
that belief system, everybody just wish that they could just
avoid it all and go back in time. I by
no means would like to go back in time to

(52:39):
anything before where I currently am right now. I would
never want to have to relive what I've been through
over the last three four, five, six years, seven years,
eight years even, I would never want to have to
relive that part of my life. So it's like the
fact that people fantasize about being in the past instead

(53:01):
of figuring out how to fix the presence so their
future can be so immensely wonderful. Is energetically the same
principle that caused us to have the death frequency here
on earth. And also what hand in hand started in
doctrination being a woven part of our existence here within

(53:25):
the matrix.

Speaker 3 (53:27):
So now.

Speaker 2 (53:31):
We get to a part where if we fast forward,
so we were in ancient Egypt antiquity, right, not just Egypt,
but China, and anywhere on Earth at the time, there
was a ruler over a large body of land, and
whatever the ruler, the pharaoh, the emperor said was the

(53:52):
rule of the land, and that would change with each person,
and you had to get on board or get out
aka death.

Speaker 1 (54:02):
And so.

Speaker 2 (54:04):
If we examine things from a trauma perspective, so there's
been lots of work in the science realm of trying
to prove that trauma is passed down generally, generationally through
blood and so it actually alters your DNA by going
through trauma, and then you pass that on to your

(54:27):
kids or your kids have it by you know, producing offspring,
and so that trauma that alters your DNA then gets
carried to the next generation, and the next generation it
just builds, builds, builds, builds, builts. So this isn't as
simple as saying, oh, well, let me just figure out
where the indoctrination is. I'm gonna find it in all
of the belief systems, and I'm gonna just choose not

(54:49):
to be indoctrinated. You're literally trauma bonded to indoctrination. There's
no way to separate it unless you actually can go
stand in your DNA and find where your indoctrination chips
exist and remove them. So it's not just you being
indoctrinated from a societal perspective or religious perspective.

Speaker 1 (55:12):
You are.

Speaker 2 (55:14):
Indoctrinated from a bloodline perspective, which is why it's very obvious.
I grew up Catholic. That's not a secret, but I was.
You know, you go to church, and then especially like
when you grew up in a small town, especially in
places like Southern States, okay, where you are born into
this family, and whatever your grandparents say is what you believe.

(55:37):
And then because your parents do it, and then you
go and do it, and then you believe that to
be true so wholeheartedly. It's not just from the indoctrination
of the Catholic church perspective or the Baptist Church perspective
or whatever it is that is woven into your DNA
for you to believe that indoctrination. Now, I'm sure you're

(56:01):
gonna say, well, I grew up Catholic, and I don't believe.
I believe that that's X, Y and Z, that it's
you know, the Church of Satan, and I believe that
is oppressive, and I believe all this stuff. Guess what
somewhere else in your DNA is the this is oppressive

(56:25):
chip Because if you go back to before your family
ever believed in Catholicism, at some point, you probably had
somebody who was a druid, or was Jewish, or who
was Buddhist, or who had some other belief system. Okay,
and that oppression and that indoctrination is also a chip
in your DNA. So it's just not the one that

(56:49):
your grandma had expressed. She had the one that was
expressed that you're diehard Catholic, But the same indoctrinationship exists
for you to believe in more spiritual beliefs, or for
you to believe in more shamanic belief system. That is
also a chip that exists within your DNA and in
your body. You decided that you were going to switch

(57:10):
off the indoctrination chip for Catholicism and you were going
to switch on the chip for shamanism or natural healing
or whatever that might be. So that's a whole different
set of indoctrinations. So a lot of us feel like, oh,
we're stepping out of the indoctrination by getting out of
the church. But you're really stepping into another form of

(57:31):
indoctrination by switching to a different set of belief systems.
And all of those are chips that exist within our DNA.
So you know how the DNA is broken out, and
there's like little segments, and this sort of segment holds
like different information, different codes for how your body expresses
itself and how your body exists in the way. You know,

(57:51):
type of blood you have and a color hair you have,
and how your body expresses itself. Well, within all of
that coding that exists within that DNA are these little
chips that are placed in such a microscopic amount that
really our science. I mean, I don't think that they're
able to detect it because it's not existing in a

(58:12):
measurable frequency to science. Yet it's coming. I feel like
it's within the next I don't know, twenty years or so.
Benchmarked this podcast because you're going to be like, oh
my god. I think Christy said that within so many
years that they would find that they would be able
to find these chips in our DNA. Beyond just proving

(58:34):
that it's trauma based, I'm talking about like the actual
codes and the actual chips within our DNA one day
that that's this is going to become science and it's
gonna be like, ah yeah, that girl with that crazy
podcast said that once. So I do see it being
on the timeline where it will be proven through scientific needs.
We just don't have the equipment or most scientists have

(58:58):
more of a scientific mind and they are not looking
at the spiritual aspect, which is blindsiding them to things
that they would be able to prove from spirit in
science because they're not even entertaining it as being a
possibility currently. But that's going to shift soon and people
are going to be focusing more on the spiritual beliefs
and then going trying to prove it scientifically instead of

(59:22):
scientifically trying to prove spiritual beliefs. So it'll be spirituality
being proved scientifically instead of science proving spirituality. So it's
going to do a little bit of flip where the
focus will be on the spirituality and because it's such
a strong belief, the science will come for it. But
right now we're trying to prove spirituality with the science

(59:45):
that we already have and it's not working out that well.
So things are going to have quite a bit of
a shift coming up in the very near future. So
understanding that you have chips that cause you to fall
into particular indoctrination patterns really helps you to see how

(01:00:09):
ingrained a lot of this actually is. And so your
spirit can be like, oh, well, I feel like to
be true in my heart, and yeah, because your DNA,
literally your DNA is telling you that that is a
truth doesn't mean that it's true. It just means that
your body, within this matrix, within your little meat suit
that you have, is sending signals to your body for

(01:00:31):
that little belief system to vibrate as truth in your
energy field. Doesn't mean that it actually is true. It
just means that you've been indoctrinated to believe that it is,
and not indoctrinated from a I heard when I was
five years old, and that's what my mom said, or
that's what my grandma said, literally from a physical DNA

(01:00:54):
body vibration program of your matrix perspective, you have been
carrying on on these indoctrination ships. Your bloodline has since
I want to say the beginning of time, but not
the beginning of time, since we had started experiencing death
here on earth. Since that time period, you have been slowly,

(01:01:18):
slowly building up a number of indoctrination chips, and so
because of those, we do choose to turn those on
and off. Which is why one time I was so Buddhist.
It's how like I got out of a lot of
abuse that I was going through, like verbal, emotional, all
all the things, and so I really went into like

(01:01:40):
this really beautiful Buddhist perspective and I was like, attachment is,
you know, the root of suffering. And I was like
detaching myself from stuff energetically, and that vibrated so so
hard with me. Okay, that just I just knew I
was gonna be Buddhist forever. That was gonna be my thing.
I was going to vibrate with that, and that was

(01:02:01):
gonna be my vibe. Now, before that, I was agnostic
as shit. That was to me, that was the truth.
Why would you say that you know something whenever there's
no way to possibly know. You could just admit that
there's something greater, but then you don't have to necessarily
associate yourself with one particular thing. I believe that so wholeheartedly,
so much. I believe that being agnostic was like the

(01:02:22):
least indoctrinated way that you could be. Not being agnostic
is another form of indoctrination. And so from being agnostic,
I've started moving into like the Buddhist energy where I
was like reading books about it and doing all the
meditations and calming my monkey mind. And I had a
very strict meditation practice at the time, and so I

(01:02:45):
was vibrating in that space and spiritual coaching from that energy.
And then now we got to where we are now,
to where none of it, and I mean none of
it is a truth to melute none of it. I
think that it is all some sort of not granted,

(01:03:06):
I think that is beautiful to believe in a lot
of it, but I believe that it's some sort of
very intentional deception. Now I have said this before that
I truly do believe in my heart that we are
here at the carnival. Okay, instead of it being grand
theft auto, I like to think of it as being
at the carnival. You're at this really fun but over

(01:03:30):
stimulating fair and all your friends are there, and everybody's
laughing and having a good time. Most people are some
people are sick from being on the what is it
the tilta world too much. Some people are stuck on
the teacups, going round and round and round, drowning in

(01:03:52):
their same old sorrows over and over and over again.
Some people are making out with the love of their
life on the fair, just living high own life, just
traveling looking at the world. So we're all here on
our very own little ride. So I do feel like
indoctrination could. I mean, it's a part of your spiritual journey.

(01:04:19):
You have your belief system and you're here to execute
it based off of the carnival ride that you're on.
So I'm not standing here from a perspective of all
indoctrination is bad. I do believe that indoctrination can be
beneficial to us for each of our journeys to obtain
whatever spiritual lesson we need. However we are, we are

(01:04:42):
trying to obtain that for the matrix itself or for
the advancement of our consciousness. So this isn't just a
you know, for each their own. This is a collective event.
So all of this is speeding a singular brain or
a singular computer system, or singular consciousness or understanding, and

(01:05:06):
so that brain is then feeding other brain functions like
other like its stems, like we're in one nerve and
our whole like little world is in this one little nerve.
But that nerve connects to other nerves that make up
a nervous system. So we are but one little speck

(01:05:26):
in this nerve, and so we are feeding our information
to this nerve granite. We have a really big nerve here.
You got a lot of nerve. That's where we are.
We are sitting in this really complex nervous system, and
it we're sitting pulses and signals to other types of cells,

(01:05:48):
other types of things that exist within our little grand
scheme of creation. And we are but one frequency sending
out our little our little signals to the other part
of existence. So uh, and for part of you know,
the rest of the system is now reliant upon our

(01:06:09):
little indoctrination and our little experience. So this isn't as simple.
Let's just wipe it all the way and let it
all be done now. Granted, from an individual perspective, you
can decide which indoctrinations you don't want to keep. Which
is the energy of where you know I like to stand,
is that the Okay, how do I want this incarnation

(01:06:30):
to look for me, what do I want this life
to look like? And sit really sit with it and
think are my belief systems? And granted I said this
from a spiritual perspective most of this podcast. Obviously, there
are political indoctrinations that are at plate here, and I
feel like those are you know, looked at, you know, easier,

(01:06:53):
especially whenever you come to things like the Holocausts, things
like world wars, things that nature. Also, the government itself
is an entire indoctrination system. So I'm just I feel
like those are a little bit easier for people to spot,

(01:07:14):
but not also not always easiest to feel that you
are being indoctrinated because, like I said, it functions in
your as a as matter, within your DNA, It like
makes up your genetic makeup those indoctrinations, So you're gonna
believe full wholeheartedly that you deserve X, Y and Z
and morally A, B and C are right and your

(01:07:37):
life needs to be this, this and this and the
American dream is whatever. That is an indoctrination, that's a
program of your DNA, that's a function of your DNA
for your entire being, for your entire body to believe
that to be human from the perspective where we are
currently means to be indoctrinated. There is no separation between

(01:08:00):
humanity and indoctrination. And even if we go back to
that root word of indoctrination or indoctrinate, the Latin meaning
of it meaning to teach as a function of indoctrination,
it's exactly what's happening, not just for us within our
little Earth matrix, our little Atlantean matrix here, it is

(01:08:24):
actually teaching the rest of the nervous system, of the
rest of the body, of the existence that we exist in. Right,
So we're just but a little piece, a little fleck
in a little nerve, and we're sending that impulse, that
electrical current, which is the frequency in the way to
the rest of the body, which is consciousness, which is

(01:08:47):
our creator or our omnipresent energy really more creation itself.
So if we are sending it to our creator, we
are teaching the rest of existence about our experience, about
our consciousness, about the limitations of us existing under the

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circumstances that we're existing in. So this isn't just a
teach other humans and doctrinate situation. This is a teach
the rest of existence system as well. So and right
now we're just teaching everyone what happens whenever you shake
ants in a jar. There's not a whole lot of

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beauty coming out of the planet right now, even some
of the most aligned individuals on this planet still sit
in ego. Even if everybody is like, I had an
ego death and all of this type of stuff. Okay,
you had an ego death, but yet you're still associating
it with the ego itself, which means that the ego

(01:09:49):
is still attached to you. For you to even to
refer to it as an ego death means that you
still sit in ego because you still have those identifying
systems to use that are put in place to keep
you indoctrinated, to keep you oppressed. You having an ego
death is an indoctrination. It is a certain set of
systems and beliefs that you think that you have to

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have one in order to obtain enlightenment or in order
to obtain some higher level. That in itself is still
You're still in your ego. You are just expressing your
indoctrinated belief So even the highest vibrating people that exist
here on the planet. Are still not really shining all

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that much light or giving any sort of positive hope
in the frequencies that are being sent out from nerve,
our nervous system. So there's still a whole lot of
work left to be done. But our mindset has to
shift in such a drastic way that it's going to
take quite a bit of time for us to be

(01:10:54):
able to shift from a planetary perspective, and it's not
going to be in this lifetime. Are the changes that
need to be made? Can they start happening in this lifetime?

Speaker 1 (01:11:04):
Yes?

Speaker 2 (01:11:05):
Absolutely, we can start having some really beautiful things happening.
But there's so much darkness here. There's so much that
would need to be examined, pulled out, healed, and a
new way would have to be created that would be
for a benefit for all that exists here. And until

(01:11:26):
those things happen, then we're sending out really low vibrations
and are from our nerve to the rest of existence.
And I know that a lot of people are can
be like, Ah, that's not me. I'm a light worker.
I'm sending out nothing but positive vibes because I'm a
light worker. You believe in that you are a light
worker is such an indoctrination and it's really dumb. If

(01:11:49):
I can assign some negative connotation to the word light worker,
I would. It's like this belief system that you get
to show up and just by pure existence of yourself
that you are somehow superior in some way to other
life forms that are existing here on this planet. That

(01:12:12):
is a full spiritual ego. It is full spiritual ego
to say that you are some sort of light worker
for you to buy into the indoctrination of needing to
be star seated or to be a light worker, to
have some real substance, and because you are those things,

(01:12:34):
then you hold some sort of special purpose here on
the planet right now, and all you have to do
is show up and be a light worker. If you
are going around telling people that you're a light worker,
telling people that you're star seated, as if that gives
you some leg up, that gives you some sort of
benefit over anyone else, I can tell you you're probably

(01:12:54):
more indoctrinated than people who don't. Your chips are really
firing off for you to show up in that over
the top woo spiritual badass. That's some false sense of
a spiritual being that you are like, it's giving you
this illusion of something that you are very very far from,

(01:13:16):
because being tied up an identity at all is very
low vibrational. I say this all the time. That's why
people are always like, I'm a witch. I'm on this.
I'm of that, like you could be witchy, you could
do witchy things. I'm not saying that like you. It
can't be a part of who you are. I mean,
I mean, I'm not goth in any way, but I

(01:13:37):
don't even know what to call what I am. I'm
like my aesthetic. I have God beliefs, though I really
really do. But whatever little thing that I am in,
I don't even know what to call it because I
don't know what everyone else calls it. I guess like
alternative goth mixed with dark romance. I don't know, philosopher,

(01:14:07):
I'm indescribable, Okay. So whatever it is that I am,
or the way I present myself with the way exists,
I not putting any particular sort of label on it.
I'm just existing in as authentic energy to the things
that make my soul feel joy, or my spirit feel joy,

(01:14:30):
my ego feel joy. Right, So I am pulling those
things into me, but I'm not labeling myself as any
one particular thing. That's why, you know, you kind of
have to say, oh, well, I'm a spiritual culture. Oh
I'm a hypnosis, I'm a this. And I broke all
of that down in a Divinity on Earth podcast, which
even once my Divinity on Earth podcasts are no longer like,

(01:14:54):
parts of them will be like pieced together and they
will resurface as Black Cyprus podcasts. So I just wanted
to put that out there. Some of it will be
altered and it will be cut out and it will
never see the light of day ever again, but most
of it will be recycled and plugged in for different
things in different places, and so it won't fully go away,

(01:15:18):
but the episodes will go away, but fully talk about
identity and how it's such a deterrent from spiritual evolution
and growth because it assigns you a particular frequency. So
for me to say that I am a spiritual coach,

(01:15:38):
there's a frequency of coaching or feeling the need to
coach someone because you just I'm superior to you, or
i feel like I'm further along than you. There's a
frequency associated with coaching itself, right, with teaching, which is indoctrination. Right,
So I'm giving you my belief system, and I'm telling

(01:15:59):
you that this is a good belief system to believe in.
I don't like associating myself without frequency. I'm here to
assist in any way I can. But even sitting in
the energy of oh, I'm here to help humanity means
that your viewpoint is negative towards humanity that we need
help to begin with. So you're already in your high

(01:16:20):
light worker frequency assigning the rest of the world to
needing help, which means that your lens for everyone else
around you is going to be of a lower vibration
than yours, which is putting you in a sense of ego,
which is causing lots of issues energetically, which essentially isn't

(01:16:40):
helping you to ascend any So having to place people
in categories and put people on levels of a ladder
is what labels actually do. And so I'm a very
much anti labeled person. I know society functions within labels.
I personally think think that is a mental illness for

(01:17:02):
people to need labels are for them to label themselves
as something other than a divine being. I think that
anybody who holds so tight to needing to be identified
as anything is they have a mental illness. I think
that for everyone, because it is a programming within your

(01:17:24):
brain that is causing your body to be in misalignment,
is actually like a spiritual mental disconnection from your heart
which connects you to source or guide or higher consciousness.
So since there is a disconnect between your mind and
source energy, whatever that is for you and the way

(01:17:47):
that you incarnated, and the fact that you think that
you need to identify as anything other than that divine creation,
to me is mental and can be remedied by doing
the inner work, going sit inside of your mind, asking

(01:18:09):
your mind to ask you to light up the places
where those chips are, where the little bugs are, or
where's the programming that I'm running off of that is
like preventing me from feeling one with divinity without needing
to be associated with anything whatsoever. That's where we're trying
to get. So whenever you could get to that place,

(01:18:30):
whenever you are just I am just here as not
as a child of God. Why would you need to
be a child being here as one? Then you are
no longer separated. You don't feel yourself being separated from
anything around you. You are just a part of a
greater collective. You are one facet of a hole, and

(01:18:53):
it will not allow you to put yourself above or
below anyone else. Now, I like to joke about being
the vaulty and looking down upon muggles because I have
a really dark sense of humor. But whenever I actually
is like and you know, certain conversations, sometimes I'm like, ugh,

(01:19:21):
it exhausts me and I have to pretend to be
so human all the time, and it is exhausting. But
everyone else is also exhausted. And I do realize that
that things that exhaust me are not necessarily exhausting the
next person, and the thing that's exhausting them may never
exhaust me. So I realize that we are in like
this tandem like exchange of energy, but it's presented different

(01:19:42):
based off of our individual personalities, our roles, and you know,
just you know, souls in general. But whenever I really
like sit and look at everybody, I'm like, I'm trapped
here too. I have been failing in all of my incarnations.
I can't escape this rat race. I am the same

(01:20:03):
as literally everyone else. It doesn't matter how much I
figured out. I clearly didn't figure out enough. If I
did figure out enough, then I wouldn't have to be
here in this incarnation. I wouldn't be doing this shit.
So I very much understand that just because I know
one hundred thousand things doesn't mean that I'm where I

(01:20:25):
need to be any more than the next person. It
might not be the next person's thing to know the
one hundred thousand things that I know. Maybe I need
to know half a million different things before I get
to not be here anymore. Maybe they only need to
learn twenty things before they don't have to be here anymore.
It doesn't matter the size of the chunk, the size
of the puzzle that I have taken on personally, for myself,

(01:20:48):
that was a decision that I made long before I
was here in Atlantis being indoctrinated. So whatever my role is,
whatever it was that I chose, or whatever Creation placed
upon because it knew that I could handle, it doesn't
separate me. Just because I have more or I can
have more of an understanding than the next person. We're
all still stuck here, and we're all failing we're literally

(01:21:11):
all failing. Every single day we show up in every
single day, we all fail because if we were not failing,
then things would not be the way they are around us.
And so, but sometimes the only way to have a
successful result or a successful incarnation is to go through
the failures to build up enough knowledge and enough understanding

(01:21:33):
of the system itself and to understand what it is
we're trying to overcome. So that way, we just need
that one good try. But the best way to understand
what the obstacle course looks like is to run through
it quite a few times. And then the more you
run through it, you'll notice like little you know, well,
the wind's blown this way, or the light is not

(01:21:53):
giving me an accurate estimate of the amount of room
there is for me to make this jump. And you know,
so the more you run through it, the more you
start understanding the subtle you know, the subtle experiences that
are going on that are building up for something much
much greater. But we have to run through it, and
we have to run through it, and we have to

(01:22:14):
run through it in order to be able to get
to the place where we need to be to be
able to execute that run of that obstacle course flawlessly
to where we can get out. We can be done
like mastery achieved, and now we don't have to come
back anymore. But we're all here because none of us
have mastered what it was that we were trying to master.

(01:22:35):
And doesn't matter if you're closer to mastery than the
next person. No, because you're still all stuck here. You're
still all going through the same experience. You're still all
having the same miserable ride. And so it does not
make you better than anyone else by still being here.
And the only way that you'll know whether you get
to tap out or you have to come back is

(01:22:56):
to wait and see if you come back in the
next incarnation. So it does you absolutely no good in
this incarnation to sit around be like I'm not coming back.
I know I'm not coming back. I'm this is my
last time being here. That's the dumbest thing ever for
anyone's an Granted we say it as jokes all the time.
I already saw my next incarnation. I already know I'm

(01:23:17):
coming back, and it's me and I know one hundred
thousand things, and I still know that I will be back,
not in the capacity or not living in the way
that I am existing now. But I already know that
I'm going to be back. And to think that for
anybody to think that they're not coming back is laughable
to me. It is absolutely hilarious to me that the

(01:23:40):
indoctrination of you don't have to come back here is
run so deep that you're so caught up in this
extraterrestrial star seed spiritual wu shit that you're quit running
your obstacle course. You think that there's nothing else for
you to do here, and so you're wasting the rest
of this incarnation by true believing that you are done

(01:24:02):
and no one is done here. No one is done here.
And I keep looking at it, and I keep looking
at it, and I keep looking at it. And there
are a potential for a few people to opt out
of having to come back immediately. Does that mean that
they get to opt out for not coming back at all?
Newpe It's not in the cards now. You might be

(01:24:23):
able to tap out for fifty thousand years, but that's
less than a dozen people that are gonna be able
to tap out for an extended period of time. Everybody
else is going to be put right back in you
might get fifty years, five hundred years before you get
to come back in, but you're coming back. So the
fact that you would just cease running your obstacle course

(01:24:46):
because you're being indoctrinated to think that you don't have
to come back, or you have some entity or some
guide telling you that you don't have to come back,
or some corrupted part of your higher self. Because you
don't have one higher self, you have mo ultiple. You
have multiple versions of your higher self. That's one of
the things I worked on for quite a while during
my hiatus is figuring out how many pieces of higher

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selves do we have, and how many are sabotaging us,
and how many think they know better than us? And
where does that belief even begin? Because if it begins
in your mind, then I can end it in my mind.
I can't end it in the physical world by collecting
whatever higher self fragments I think I have and pulling
them into me. Ultimately, I have to find the indoctrination.
I have to find the chip, the code that keeps

(01:25:29):
running in my system telling me that there is a
higher self to begin with, that there is a higher
part of me that knows better than me. So as
long as I believe that there is something higher than me,
there will always be something oppressing me. And the moment
that I was able to go find where that little program,
where that indoctrination actually began, and I was able to
pluck it and clear it, things have really shifted and

(01:25:50):
things have really been able to open up for me.
But it wasn't until I realized that I'm the reason
why there's always stuff fighting me. I'm the reason there's
always dark shit showing up. I'm the reason that always
has another level, in another level, in another level, because I,
in my mind think that there's no way to get

(01:26:10):
out of this. And so since I had that indoctrination
within my DNA that we're stuck here or we go
to purgatory, or we come back, because that's what's been
happening to me, so long as that was a part
of my indoctrination, then it was always going to create
itself within my reality. So there is just so much

(01:26:31):
happening with our human condition that you cannot separate being
indoctrinated from being human. And I really really want people
to understand that, because people come around and be like,
oh no, I'm not indoctrinated look at them, and you like,
there's so much within the spiritual community of people who truly,
truly do feel that they know more, or they are more,

(01:26:55):
or they're experiencing more than the next person is. And
I could tell you that I really haven't met very
many people who are experiencing that much more than everyone
else to be able to separate themselves in any sort
of way, any sort of way at all, and a
present company included. Because had I figured this shit out,

(01:27:20):
had I been as good as I wish I was,
you wouldn't be listening to a podcast right now. Well,
First of all, the last three years of my life
would not have had to have transpired quite the way
they have. I wouldn't be have to be doing the
spiritual wu shit. If I had already figured it out.
I wouldn't have to be down this path. Things. I

(01:27:40):
would have just incarnated. I had this really really beautiful
incarnation everything I wanted, the love of my life, all
of this stuff. There would be no room for rejection,
there would be no room for anything. Everything would just
fall magically into place, and I would be able to
manipulate this matrix exactly the way I need to in.
Everything I needed would be provided because I had already

(01:28:02):
mastered the obstacle course. And now I'm just here to
run it in practice and to indoctrinate or to teach
other people. But I am falling into the crocodile infested water,
I am getting stung by wasp. I am really like
getting my ass kicked on this like little this earth,

(01:28:22):
you know, obstacle course here. The tornadoes are around me
all the time. I'm always in a thunderstorm. Cancel clear,
I'm not any of those things anymore. But up until
recent I really found myself always struggling. But now, like
it's blue skies where I am right now, I know
the power that I have. I know the control that

(01:28:43):
I have over my energy, my emotions, the things that
are going on around me. I have such a deeper
perspective that things are really starting to calm down. Finally,
they're finally starting to calm down. When I tell you,
like the last decade, it's kind of hard to even
process the amount of changes that have happened in my
life in a ten year span of time. It really

(01:29:07):
feels like five or six different lifetimes. There's no way
that I could associate the amount of life I've lived
in the past ten years. With it only being ten years,
it feels like at least thirty. So I know that
I wouldn't have had to go through any of that

(01:29:29):
had I not been here to figure something outweight far
greater than the things that I have figured out, because
if I had figured them out by now, then life
would be perfectly fine. They would be exactly the way
that source is showing me that they should be, and
they're not there yet. I know what's supposed to happen.
I know what alignment is supposed to happen, and it

(01:29:51):
has yet to happen. And I know that since it's
not happening, I haven't figured out everything that I've needed
to figure out, which means that I have not become
my own savior yet. I have not figured out how
to alchemize the energy of the matrix for my highest
good yet, and until I can figure that out, I'm
gonna be here. And it's not to say that I

(01:30:15):
have only one thing that I need to figure out.
There's like a puzzle that I have been focusing a
lot of my energy on, but that's simply one part.
Just because that energy comes together, and be it six
months from now, two years from now, ten years from now.
Just because when that energy comes together does not mean

(01:30:36):
that I have checked off all of the boxes that
I need to do, which is why even if that
comes together, I still see me being here in the future,
like I still see a future timeline where the rest
of the stuff that we don't get to do in
this life is a continuation of our next incarnation. And
the longer it takes for that energy to come together,

(01:30:57):
the more we're gonna have to keep doing this because
I'm gonna have to come into the next incarnation remember
what it was supposed to be that I was supposed
to do, hopefully find the person that I'm supposed to
do it with, and then pray like hell that we
can come together remember and do the things that we're
supposed to be doing. So every moment in this incarnation

(01:31:18):
that I'm not working on, like running certain parts of
the obstacle course, it's just that a part of the
obstacle course that I'm not mastering is just going to
be set up for me to come whenever I come back,
and I have to run the whole obstacle course at
one time. In order for me to not come back.
So I'm just practicing one little stretch of the obstacle
course right now. I've overcome quite a few I mastered

(01:31:41):
quite a few stretches of this obstacle course in this life.
But this fucker is long. This is a huge ass
obstacle course that we are running here. And so just
because I've ridden all of the carnival rides, I'm onto
the next thing. There's you know, the carnival rides just
one part. That's one part of the obstacle course is
the carnival. I am you know, once you get done

(01:32:05):
with the carnival, that's like the training to be put
on the obstacle course. So at least I know that
I am on the obstacle course these days. But I
feel like this is kind of the first incarnation where
I really stepped into the obstacle course to begin with.
So this is the first time I'm seeing it, and
so I just got to be done with the carnival.

(01:32:26):
This was the first incarnation I came into where I
was done with the carnival rides and I get to
do this crazy ass shit that I have going on now.
So I have made my way to view pretty much
most of the obstacle course, not with extreme detail. Some
of it was like really fast, I didn't get to
focus my energy on what was coming up next in

(01:32:50):
a lot of regards, but a lot of it, I
do have somewhat of a pretty decent overview of how
far it is and the things that are on it.
And so I'm trying really hard right now to focus
on the energy of the obstacle course that's in front
of me, this little leg that I'm trying to master
right now. And you know, I'm not running this obstacle

(01:33:12):
course by myself. I wish I was, I would make
my life a whole lot easier.

Speaker 1 (01:33:16):
I am not.

Speaker 2 (01:33:16):
So you know, there's going to be a part where
there's going to have to be support from, you know,
certain people in my life in order to hit the
next obstacle course. And so we'll see if that aligns
in this incarnation or if it doesn't. So but I'll
know if that part will be able to be aligned,

(01:33:37):
because I have to master the current leg to be
able to get to the next one. And I'm still
struggling on the current leg of the journey that I'm
on because whenever I have this part mastered, and that
means everything else and everyone else around me will be
able to fall into place. But they're not falling into place,
and that is because of myself. So there's no outward
projection onto anyone else because I'm here and sovereign energy,

(01:34:01):
and I control my reality. I control my mind. I
control the way the portals that exist within my mind
project into my reality. And it mirrors the things that
I have accomplished and I have succeeded at. But it's
also mirroring my insecurities, its mirroring my failures, is mirroring

(01:34:23):
all of the things that I have yet to master
on my obstacle course as well. So understanding that the
focus of what we're doing is far greater than deciding
whether or not your political views are right or not,

(01:34:43):
or whether or not your spiritual beliefs are right or not,
is going to be a much longer journey for you
if you're still caught up and finding the truth in humanity.
There is no truth in humanity. Since the beginning of
our written language, every single ounce of everything that we

(01:35:04):
have been given is indoctrinated in every single little entity,
in every single guide, in every single angel in every
single little fucking ancestor that everybody talks to, has indoctrination
in their energetic DNA. They are simply feeding to you

(01:35:25):
exactly what your what your program allows them to give you.
They cannot go outside of what your DNA is expressing
for you to experience in this incarnation. So until you
get rid of every guide, until you don't need to
rely on yourself, until you don't have a single higher
self that exists outside of yourself, you don't get to

(01:35:48):
see the obstacle. Course, you don't get to get there
because you're still running your indoctrinated program. You're still running
as a part of the matrix. You view yourself as
part of the wrong collective. You're trying to figure out
how your puzzle piece fits into humanity. That's what indoctrination does.

(01:36:13):
You're trying to figure out who holds the same puzzle
pieces as me, be that spiritual, be that government, rule, societal.
You're walking around with a puzzle piece trying to see
who holds the same puzzle pieces as you. Then you're
trying to see, okay, yeah, look you yours has a butterfly,

(01:36:35):
Mine has a butterfly, and you're going around trying to
collect other people that have a butterfly on their puzzle piece,
so that way you can feel accepted in your little cult,
in your little clique of people. And so your focus
is on finding enough people to believe in what you

(01:36:56):
believe in. And you guys go truth honey together. Right,
So your experience with them, being around them, having conversations
with them, just further indoctrinates you, guys, because you're just
expanding that chip. You're reinforcing the indoctrination that already exists
within your DNA. By being around people who think just

(01:37:17):
like you, it's reinforcing that indoctrination, is reinforcing that belief. Hey,
guess what. Guess what I saw?

Speaker 1 (01:37:23):
Guess what is?

Speaker 2 (01:37:24):
Read this book? Do this? So by you guys all
banding together looking at things, accepting the things that already
exist on earth to be true, you are just furthering
your indoctrination and you're just moving your ability to find
that obstacle course even further away, because you're getting caught
on this merry go round still at the carnival until

(01:37:48):
we start realizing that the answers are simply not here.
They're not here, and they're not even necessarily within because
your temple is dirty. Your temple is dirty as fuck.
You're body is disgusting. You're full of chemicals, you're full
of bugs, You're full of parasites, You're full of harmful,
negative programs. Your mind is full of tainted memories. It's

(01:38:13):
full of past conversations with past guys entities that you
made contracts with. We're so dirty here that even whenever
people say, oh, yeah, I just gotta go within, it's
within me. It's probably not not yet, but that would
be that we would have to sit with our ego

(01:38:35):
and be like, look, I'm gonna need you to shut
the fuck up. I'm gonna need a surrender, surrender, surrender,
and I'm gonna need to try to get myself as
physically clean from a temple perspective as I can possibly be,
so that way, from that perspective, I'm not hearing my
parasite tell me that I want sugar today, and that ooh,

(01:38:57):
you know, would be really good. As long as you
are having food cravings where you are thinking about what
you want to eat, and there's a voice that answers
that you want pizza, you have you have entities running
your temple. You have one hundred percent entities. You have
parasites running and controlling your body. So to sit with

(01:39:20):
yourself and to go within, you're just going within little
monsters that have other types of consciousness than you, that
are influencing your daily decisions and your your way of
life and your thought pattern. Just why, Like I literally
never know what I want to eat. Like ever, I'm
always asking everybody else, Like I ask my kids all
the time, what do I want to eat tonight? Because

(01:39:42):
I literally feel like eating nothing. The only thing whatever
the fuck caffeine and red Bull got I got that,
I got that entity in me, I got that dog
in me because I want a Red Bull. I'm gonna
tell you that. But that's about it. But other than that,
like I don't really have a whole lot of cravings

(01:40:05):
because I eliminate most parasitic foods. I'm always doing detox
is ask anybody that knows me or comes to the
shop or knows Christy is always on a goddamn detox
because my body just it needs to be pure.

Speaker 1 (01:40:22):
Now.

Speaker 2 (01:40:22):
I'm also a recovering anorexic, so there's a fine line
for me between those people who go on all like
these water fasts and do all of this other type
of unhealthy shit, thinking that, well, you can't have anybody
fat for your body to actually be cleansed. That is
not true whatsoever. There's multiple ways for your body to

(01:40:46):
exist in peace and harmony without you having to look sickly. Okay,
having body fat does not mean that you are unhealthy
in any sort of way. It's actually a little bit
of spiritual protection sometimes. But like it's a biological requirement
for women to have body fat because it regulates our

(01:41:08):
hormones and us being able to have children, lots of
other little lady things. So these people kind of get
caught up in the fact that if you look healthy
and you are a you know, a normal sized person,
then there's no way that your body could possibly be cleansed.

(01:41:29):
And that's just simply not the case. Actually, your body,
as being someone who goes through extreme religious fast over
and over and over again, is one of deprivation, and
your frequency is actually so lolow Like when I was antarexic,
I worked out as well, so I I was full
of muscle.

Speaker 1 (01:41:50):
I ate.

Speaker 2 (01:41:51):
Well. The first time I was antarexic, I was like vegan,
but a vegan that did any anything. I mean, like
the oreo vegan type of person. And then the next
time I really slipped into that pattern, I was like
working out twice a day, and so the little bit
of food that I would eat would be where I
would eat, you know, keto. So I would eat like

(01:42:14):
really crappy food, full of parasites, full of all kinds
of shit. I was so sick. I got so sick
doing that. And I looked great. My body did look
great on the outside. Not my skin was not great,
but muscle definition wise, but I felt like complete trash
spiritually and physically.

Speaker 3 (01:42:34):
And so.

Speaker 2 (01:42:36):
Body fat doesn't equal health in any way. It's the
amount of extra metal that your body is carrying. It
is the amount of parasites that your body is carrying.
That's a start. And then it's also your negative thought
patterns that your cells are carrying. Red core therapy talk

(01:42:58):
about that all the time, pulling out a lot of
where your body is physically storing energy. And yet again
that's a little scientifically proven fact that your body stores
trauma and it alters your DNA and it's stored within
your physical body. Lots of scientific books read about your body.
There's one called your body keeps score, literally a scientific fact.

(01:43:21):
And so then removing all of those blocks is the
next step. And then starting to be able to visualize
and see the matrix programming within your mind and unplugging
shit like a mad person. And that's really how you
become spiritually cleansed enough to where you get to get

(01:43:43):
off of the carnival ride that you're on and find
where the start of the real work begins and find
where your obstacle course is. And that's whenever you start
making changes and making shifts for humanity as a whole,
if you can master yourself. If you're still stuck on

(01:44:04):
carnival ride, then you're only able to affect the other
people that are on that ride. You're only talking in
the frequency and the vibration of solely the people that
are on that Ferris will with you. So granted, you
can help a lot of people. You can become a
relationship coach, you could do all sorts of things where
you can help the people that are on that ride

(01:44:25):
with you. But you're not going to be able to
help the people that are on the teacups. You're not
gonna be able to help the people that are on
the little sax slide thing, whatever that thing is called,
or the tilted whirl. You're not gonna be able to
help people over there. They're not vibrating in your same frequency.
They don't understand your perspective or're a messege of what

(01:44:47):
you're saying. So until you can start working on things
from a frequency perspective for the whole collective that goes
outside of the ride that you're on, you're going to
have to cleanse to s shit out of your body.
You're gonna have to get your temple right because going
within and be like, oh yeah, all the answers are within,

(01:45:07):
but inside of you is a fucking war zone. Going
inside is just causing you more disillusion because who's actually
answering you, who's actually the voice in your head? Whenever
there's fifty thousand parasites, whenever there's metal in your brain
that's allowing entities and demons to portal into your mind,

(01:45:29):
that's the frequency of metal. By the way, most metals,
which is why they put it in vaccines. Most metals
are vibrating very specifically with some sort of entity that
is in first density. So whenever you have a whole
lot of like negative thoughts in your mind. Metal detox
the shit out of your brain. That metal is literally

(01:45:52):
opening up portals into your brain where demons are literally
talking to you. You think you're talking to God. Nope,
so you're talking to a fucking demon. If you're somebody
who has negative thoughts, you have attachment issues to people,
if you cannot feel intimate with people, if you feel

(01:46:13):
isolated and like you're overwhelmed by being in the real world,
if you feel that you struggle to love people like
humans like you are, like I can't go to Walmart,
I can't leave my house. If you're struggling with that
amount of negative energy, and just like, oh my god,
if you go to the movies, then there's gonna be

(01:46:34):
people there and then you're gonna have to clear yourself
and it's gonna be a whole thing. And then you know,
we don't, we can't do that. And if you have
this negative, anxious energy in your mind all the time,
worrying you, worrying you, this negative voice in your head,
it's because you have an excess of toxic metals in
your midline canal in your brain. So going within to

(01:46:58):
yourself is only gonna cause more chaos if you're not
sitting in alignment with your temple. So if you can't
get your body right, you can't just eliminate the external things,
the external indoctrination and beliefs, and disconnect yourself from that
and go within without cleaning up what's within, and we'll

(01:47:19):
do some more. I mean, so, I'm gonna be releasing
a whole lot of meditations this year, and I'm really
excited about that. Like I've been dumping so much money
into like the equipment that I need to be able
to like make like meditation like beats and music and
stuff like that, and so no tattoos this tattoos season.

(01:47:44):
I'm so fucking sad about it. But at the same time,
I'm really excited because I invested in tattoo equipment and
invest it in some like music producing stuff, and so
I have other things happening for me instead. That's what
I did with my money instead of the traditional tattoos,
because that wasn't getting me anywhere forward. But now I'm
like really trying to do some different things to help,

(01:48:07):
you know, humanity, because y'all need help, but because like
I just feel that the frequency of my voice allows
people to see and experience things that they might not
be able to see on their own based off of
how surrounded they are by metal, by toxins, buy all
that stuff. So I know that the frequency of my

(01:48:28):
voice can give people a little reprieve from that energy
and allow them to go see Atlantis, see how the
pyramids were being built, see all these different things. And
so because of that, I like to, you know, do
meditations all the time. If you ever come to my
full moon circles, I have those meditations for you guys

(01:48:48):
all the time. So I'm working on some of those
projects so that way, if you aren't in close proximity
to me, you used to be able to immerse yourself
in something a little bit deeper than what might already
be out there, simply because my perspective is a little

(01:49:09):
bit different. And also I know that, and I only
know this because everyone says it. I'm not sitting here
from this perspective of oh, my voice is grander than
anyone else. It's just because that's just the feedback I
always get is that during meditations that people never see anything,

(01:49:29):
and then whenever they do my meditation, they actually can
see the thing that it is that I'm trying to
bring them the sea, or they get to go off
and explore different parts of their consciousness or different parts
of their mind. And so because it's the feedback that
I get repeatedly over years and years and years of
doing this, I am deciding to finally put that into

(01:49:49):
some sort of I don't know, I guess humanitarian project.
I guess would be what that would be called me
embarking on that, doing it for you know, the greater
good of the world, and trying to see if I
can't get people to elevate into frequencies to where they
can actually have a little bit of an awakening if

(01:50:12):
they are asleep or hit more of an enlightenment part
of their journey in this incarnation. If they're already awakened
and they're looking to go deeper, and you want to
go see the things that I see, I'm going to
take you, guys, to see some of those things, but
also do some like subconscious subliminal stuff where you can
play it while you sleep, and then it will call

(01:50:33):
back your fragments, It'll look for your essence, it'll look
for the different parts of you throughout different densities and realms,
so that way, while you're asleep, you're actually traveling, pulling
back pieces of you that you might not have even
realized that we're gone to. That way you can stand
in more sovereignty, So that way you can break down
those walls, break down those barriers, and actually start to

(01:50:54):
see more and realize just how psychic every single one
of you are, because everybody does psychic abilities. Everybody has
a clayer that's really really strong, at least one that
is supposed to click on in every incarnation, and for
some people it's all of them are multiple. So we'll
see how that goes. And I'm really excited to get started.

(01:51:16):
And it's not like I'm spending thousands of dollars. I
don't have thousands of dollars, but I have been spending
multiple hundreds of dollars to kind of get all of
this set up, which you know I have. I'm still
recording this. This is the last podcast that I have.
I will say that, so whatever quality this audio is,
this is my last podcast recording it on my phone.

(01:51:37):
I've literally recorded every single podcast that I've ever put
out on my phone, and there was one where my
phone didn't record, and it's like my computer recording, and
that one's like terrible. I think it was with Jada
or something. There's like a low quality podcast out there,
and not to say that this is great quality, which
is my point here. I've literally I have four mics

(01:52:01):
at my house, and one is lots of money. It's
very expensive mic, and well, to me, I know that
there are mics that are thousands of dollars, but there
are mics that are fifty dollars, and there are mics
that are four hundred dollars, and I know that there
are mics that are eight nine hundred dollars. I haven't
ventured off to get a thousand dollar mic yet, but

(01:52:22):
I did spend several hundred dollars on the mic that
I have four podcasting, and I've yet to get all
of the functioning pieces like for my iPad or even
my my laptop my MacBook to be able to work
with any of my MIC's. Anytime I've ever tried to
hook it up and then do it through like Zoom

(01:52:45):
or for you know, somebody else's podcast, anytime I've ever
tried to use it, it has never worked. Not once.
I could either get the mic to work, but not
the headset. And without the headset, there's like a delay
in the audio, so it sounds weird and it throws
you off. And so I've been like working through all
of them. I'm not a tech person at all, and
I've been having to work through all of these tech
issues and makes you want to blow your brains out.

(01:53:07):
But it's coming. All the little pieces are finally coming together.
I actually have like a little recording studio space in
my bedroom now. I completely like redid my bedroom and
I got a couple of desks that are designated for
that space and only that space, and so all the
little things I've been clicking into place. But that can

(01:53:30):
only happen because of the amount of perseverance that you
have to have if you're mentally unstable. Because I just
refuse to be defeated by the energy of oppression around me.
I just refuse. Is like I can see in my mind,
I can see in the reflection of source or in

(01:53:54):
the reflection of the divine, what my path is supposed
to be. And because I was shown that like repeatedly
through multiple different perspectives, frequencies, vibration realms, you name it,
I've looked there, and I've searched for what it is
exactly that I'm supposed to be doing in this life.

(01:54:17):
Who's supposed to be a part of that journey? And
because I've gone to such a dramatic exploitation of my
soul journey, I'm able to have this kind of unwavered,
unwavering truth show up in the way I am persistently

(01:54:40):
trying to fight the good fight for all of humanity,
but you know, mostly for myself, and that's kind of
you know. The thing as well is that whenever you
show up in your authentic energy doing the thing that
you're supposed to do, despite what anybody else may say,
if you know within your heart that you're supposed to

(01:55:01):
achieve something, align something, move something forward, If you know
that that's what you're supposed to do and you don't
let anything stop you, then that in itself is moving
humanity to a higher timeline and to a higher goal.
Now you have to know whether something is like divinely
being shown to you, which requires a whole lot of

(01:55:23):
effort and a whole lot of energy, not just oh
I had this one dream this one time, and this
demon showed me this thing. And now I'm supposed to
be this world's most famous human being, and you know,
my life has to look like this, and I'm supposed
to get all of these things. So if the goal
is material, if the goal doesn't align to a frequency

(01:55:46):
that's supposed to be being fostered into the planet that
would benefit the most amount of humanity, then that is
not a divine path. That's not an alignment. That is
a missile alignment. So if you think that your goal
is to have X amount of dollars, if money is
involved in your goal, that's not it, I can promise.

(01:56:10):
If status is involved in your goal, it's definitely not it.
If let's see how to our word this. If it's
a self fulfilling prophecy that puts you above the rest
of humanity, that's not it either. So I guess that's

(01:56:33):
like the best way toward it. If what you're seeing
is your goal that you're supposed to be focusing on
and it involves any of those things or anything of
the sort like that, because I know I'm probably missing
qualifications that would be considered a false a false path,
or a false journey. But so if it's anything that's

(01:56:56):
along those lines to where it only serves yourself, it
only serves money, fame, and fortune. Then that is a distraction,
or it is like a blatant miscommunication or a blatant deceit,
or is your indoctrination playing out really really loud in

(01:57:19):
your energy field, in your timeline, and all of that
energy needs to be cleared. But if you clear away
the need for money, if it doesn't involve financial gain,
if it doesn't involve fame, so being famous or having
like a social identity where you're higher or lower or

(01:57:42):
ranked in the form of celebrity status, if that is
not involved. And then if it also does not involve
lust our relationships that project you to have a certain status.
So that's another thing is a lot of people have
instead of being in intimacy and unconditional love, they want

(01:58:06):
relationships that project them into have social class based off
of relationships. So if it doesn't involve that either, and
then also the glorification of self, if it doesn't call
for oh, I'm gonna be the most spiritual fucking person
out there, I'm gonna become famous and everybody's gonna know
my name. I'm always kind of asking sake, I'm like,

(01:58:28):
at what point do people know who I am? Like
is that happening during this incarnation? And I always get
a yes, And it kind of gives me a little
bit of an ick uh, because I can get way
more done when no one knows who I am, But
yet here I am podcasting right. Well, it's kind of
a double edged sword because a lot of the things

(01:58:48):
I'm trying to anchor into the planet have to be
anchored into more consciousness other than just mine. And it's
not from a subconscious perspective, which I could put subconscious
thoughts in people's minds all day, but I need it
to be conscious, and the only way it could be
conscious is for you to actually listen to me say it,
for me to move that subconscious program into the conscious mind,

(01:59:12):
so that way your body can remove your chakra system
and develop the new system that's coming in place after
your chakras are no longer there, which most people chakras
are not there anymore. That system doesn't actually exist, and
so you can't experience it within your simulation until you
know that it's there. So in order for that to happen,

(01:59:32):
it's like people kind of have to hear some of
the things I say, even if it's not directly from me,
and it really kind of gives me the it because
I feel like that's when I'm going to be murdered
is whenever people know that I'm here doing all the things.
So it's a bit of a double edged sword for
me to actually be podcasting, and so part of it
makes me feel like maybe this aspect of what I'm

(01:59:53):
doing isn't necessarily what my life purpose is, right, So
that's how I know to separate what I'm supposed to
be doing from what it is that I am like doing.
That's just like kind of piddling on on my path
a little bit. This is a pitdle. This podcast is
a pitole. Me doing my life coaching is a pitdle.

(02:00:15):
That's just me pddling on my path. That's not me
actually shutting everything down and to only achieve what my
soul path is. So this is just kind of like
idle time while I'm working on my obstacle course. So
it's like if I'm running my obstacle course all the time,
and I mean all damn day, my little moments smellle

(02:00:37):
downtime in between where I have like my humanitarian moments
that's what this is. So if I am to go
put something my needs above everyone else, then this is
not the need that I'm picking to focus on. That
I would be just like, well, fuck everybody and fuck
everybody's opinion. This isn't the activity that I would become
selfish over. So if this podcast was causing home or

(02:01:00):
this podcast was causing a disruption to my obstacle course
actually being run, then I would have a hiatus and
I would take off several months and not record podcasts
so that way I can step back into actually practicing
that obstacle course. So that's kind of how you know.
It's the thing that if that path leads to anything

(02:01:23):
that would be would satiate my ego in any sort
of way, then I know that that is not in alignment.
So the things that I am doing I don't really
talk about, and the only person that really knows about
those things are really I mean, there's a few people
that I talk about certain parts of it, but Zaeyka
knows the most out of what it is that I'm

(02:01:44):
doing these days. And I've had people step in and
help in. You know, they're doing other things now and
they'll circle back when they're ready, like Jada, and you know,
even Ella, and I have a few other people, so
they kind of know what I'm working on. But those
aren't things that I ever hit this podcast. I never
see the light of day. People don't get to know

(02:02:05):
about those things because it would distract from what I'm
doing if people are to actually know, and people are
to send negative energy towards that things, whereas this is
just my pitdling, so people are trying to throw off
what I'm doing here. In no way is this podcast.
If I didn't get to do this podcast, would I
not be able to do the thing that it was
that I needed to do. It helps to anchor a

(02:02:27):
lot of the things I'm doing into consciousness a whole
lot easier, but it wouldn't stop me from running my
obstacle course if I didn't actually have this podcast. So
that's just an example within like my own personal life,
of how I kind of get through the thick of
things into like the clearing space to where I can decide, Okay, yep,

(02:02:51):
this is on my path, this is not. But it's
a lot of times it's hard to see what is
your path when you're standing in the middle of the woods.
So sometimes you need to find a clearing and sit
in the silence and then evaluate where each of those
paths are going and try to decide whether or not
the path that you're trying to take is one of

(02:03:13):
it's gonna be one of solitude, it's gonna be one
that's gonna be within. You're gonna do a lot of
work within with zero guides, zero, no one telling you
what to do. If you have a guide instructing you
on what it is that you need to be doing,
I can already tell you that that is your ego
is imbalanced, and you don't have sovereignty to even consider
being on your path if you are being instructed to

(02:03:35):
do anything by any other entity other than yourself or
divine source, which I know, I don't know a whole
lot of people who actually have reached that level of
ascension to actually be able to talk to Source itself.
There are a few people, and there have been more
and more as time has gone by, because the veil

(02:03:58):
is no longer there. Things are really starting then out.
So I know that there are more people that are
able to reach that level. But until you get to
that point where it's just like a divine message directly
from God to where you're sitting looking at an entity
that you had no idea with source ever, no idea.
It doesn't look like any description. It's nothing you ever
met in the beginning of your journey. This has to

(02:04:19):
far exceed absolutely every single thing that you have ever
constructed in your mind to be source. So if you
get to reach that level of you know, power within
our cosmos, and you have completely eliminated any other voices
in your head except for one, this one higher self,

(02:04:42):
this one's self, this one's soul, this one spirit, all
wrapped up in the one. When you get to that point,
that's whenever you really really really start being on path. Now,
I know what you're saying, Christy, like, I might not
ever get to that point in this incarnation. So does
it mean that the things that I'm doing don't don't
have value. Well, of course they have value. They have

(02:05:02):
lots of value for your personal growth, for your personal journey.
You may just not come off of that ride yet.
Maybe it's not time for you to escape that carnival
ride quite yet in this incarnation. That's perfectly fine. No
one's here saying that because one person is going to
reach the obstacle course. That that means you have to
do it in this incarnation. Like I said, I'm not

(02:05:24):
getting all the way through that obstacle course in this life. Well,
somebody in my mind said, well, not with that attitude,
you're not to shay to sha. So I don't know
if that was God. Well, I say God. I don't
really like saying God, but I use God because it's
just I shouldn't. I really shouldn't say God. I think

(02:05:45):
I've transmuted the frequency of God enough to where I
can say it in and not be a negative thing.
So source itself or you know, my own little clarity
version of me. I'll side of the matrix talking back
to me. Whoever, somebody just said, now with that attitude,
and they're right, they're one hundred percent right, So cancel

(02:06:07):
clear me saying that it won't happen in this life.
I'm going to achieve it in this life because there's
no other option. And even if I do achieve it,
that's not to say that I can't come back and
pick a different obstacle course and tackle something else that
needs to be tackled here for humanity. Uh So, anyways,
I'm really really rambling now, But get into the clearing

(02:06:29):
of things and then sit in the center. It's like,
walk through the damn forest. Get out of the trees. Okay,
go up. If you got to go up to get
out of the trees and you can't go straight forward
because you're trying to walk, and you do a little
meditation and trying to walk out the woods and you
never ever get out, go up, Go up, goddamn it.

(02:06:49):
So hover up, send your energy up, fine where the
clearing is and go stand in it. Nobody said you
had to walk. The fact that you do a meditation
and you think you have to walk to get out
of the clearing of trees is a self limiting belief
That means that you can't transcend above the trees and
then move to wherever it is that you need to move. Also,
just open a portal and step into the center of

(02:07:11):
the field. You are in your mind and all things
are possible there. So get to the clearing and then
ask for the path that you have been on to illuminate,
and then ask yourself which path do you need to
be on? And let that path illuminate, and ask if

(02:07:31):
you're ready to go walk towards that path and then
see which path lights up as the option of the
path that you need to be on. And then once
you take that path, ask to see the event to
activities that are on it, and then you can notice
the things that you need to kind of let fall
away from your life in order to be more on
path and more on purpose. So okay, so that's just

(02:07:53):
a little I like to give little exercises for you guys,
to do exercises of your mind to practice to see
if they're if you could get any of those visions,
if you can connect with any of that. If you cannot,
perfectly fine, make yourself a little note that you want
to keep trying it until you can, because there's no

(02:08:14):
time limit for how quickly any one particular person needs
to be anywhere on their map. If it's your turn
to spend the entire incarnation in the restroom as a carnival,
well then that's just that's just where you are. If
you're just being in the dumpster fire the whole time,

(02:08:34):
and you know, you get, guess what, you get to
meet a lot of people in there, you get to
have a big social network, you get to you know,
I guess that's probably a girl thing that whenever we
go places, especially like concerts, all the girls were super
chatty in the bathroom. And so if you're just being
super chatty and meeting a lot of people and you

(02:08:56):
spend the entire time just in the restroom, not really
riding anything, but get getting a deeper experience because you're
experiencing people, that's definitely a part of the carnival all
in itself. So if you feel like you're not really moving,
but you feel like it's just for you to experience
people in this incarnation, that is definitely a valid experience
for any incarnation. Just make sure you are having a

(02:09:22):
positive ride while you're in there, and you're not getting
overwhelmed by watching everybody else live their life while you
feel like your life is stagnant. If you feel like
your life is stagnating, then walk out and find the
ticket booth and see if you are allowed to hop
on a ride. So we are in complete control over

(02:09:42):
where this little incarnation takes you. If you decide that
you don't particularly care for the ride that you're on,
and you feel like you got drug onto a ride
that you've already done and you're not signing up for it,
find a ticket booth, swap your ride out, and some
people we'll get on their ride and get in there
in doctrination and never want to leave, and some of

(02:10:04):
us just choose, like, man, I'm kind of bored of
this place, and I'm ready to go find the obstacle Course.
I'm ready to leave. I'm ready to go back to
the parking lot, find my car, and hit the road
to a new destination and end up somewhere completely different.
And that's kind of the energy where I've found myself at.
And this is not something like I've always known that

(02:10:25):
the Obstacle Course was there. That was a more reletive
recent revelation that I've had where I just had for
a long time. I just seemed the carnival and I
just thought, well, I'm just here helping people at the carnival.
I'm just people have questions, I answer them. I have
a broad perspective. I've been on all the rides, and
I thought that that's where I was going. And then

(02:10:47):
I realized, like, oh I left. I left the carnival setting,
and now I'm on this whole different journey, like solo
journey by myself for a while, and then there's like
a destination that I need to be at, and maybe
I'll make it before the sun goes down, and maybe
I won't. But this is the way I'm traveling, And

(02:11:09):
now that I understand where I'm at, I'm not trying
to I don't need to reminisce about being on being
at the carnival because I don't need to spend all
of my time being in the past energy. I need
to focus my energy on what's coming up next. And
I find that we spend a whole lot of time

(02:11:30):
in the what ifs of the past, So I like
to spend my energy trying to figure out present moment,
what do I need to do today? And if I
have a day where I don't do a whole lot
in astro, I feel as if I am going like
I failed in a way, like if I don't hit

(02:11:52):
so many miles every single day. In granted, it's perfectly
fine for me to take a damn break, but something
in my soul feels like I'm not gonna make it.
I'm not gonna make it. I'm not gonna make it,
And so that kind of energy keeps me having to
look forward. And if I spend too much time and

(02:12:12):
like standstill or even reflecting on things from the past.
Then I feel like it's hurting my journey. And so
over time, I've taught myself to not do that. That
was definitely like a learned experience, because the pain of
stagnation is worse than the pain of any trauma or
anything that you know happened to me in the past.
The stagnation energy feels overwhelming to me, and so I

(02:12:37):
like to try to keep myself moving forward. So path
recognition will be the little assignment from this podcast. So
if everybody wants to do a little meditation on that,
you know, there's no really formal way. Just deep breathe,
relax your body, Visualize yourself being in a forest. You said,

(02:12:58):
the intention that that for is going to be all
the life paths that you could possibly take, and you're
gonna walk to you find a clearing in the center
of your forest, and your forest will look like a
like a radio energy coming out from that little clearing
in the center, so to look like a starburst or

(02:13:20):
a sun. And so wherever you are, you're gonna walk
towards the center. You're gonna set your intention to get
towards the center, and you're gonna come out into the
center of the clearing, and you're gonna go and you're
gonna visualize yourself sitting in the middle of a field.
And then from this field, I want you to ask yourself,
what path are we currently on? And I want you

(02:13:41):
to look at it, and I want you to evaluate
if there's ego involved, if there's false or fake love involved,
if there's money involved, like what is it that we're
chasing on our path right now? And I want you
to look at it. And then I want you to
ask yourself what path you need to be on, and
then ask, now, look at that path and see what's

(02:14:04):
on it, and then ask, if you're ready, ask to
the path to highlight and to glow and light up.
If you're not ready, maybe you don't need to be
on your current path, but maybe there's another path for
you to take until you're ready to hit that that
final path that you'll take maybe in a year from
now or two years from now. So ask what's path
that you need to be on, and then walk towards it.

(02:14:26):
And then in your mind, I want you to set
the intention that any programming for the past, the past
path be removed and for your mind to be reprogrammed
with the information needed for the new path. Okay, So
a lot of times we do things physically around us
or even like spiritually an actual which is still like

(02:14:48):
physical to me, but we're not making the alterations to
our our mind. We're not altering the program that we're
running on. So make sure whenever you're doing it in
the external world, be it a astral or physically around
you where you visualize it, make sure you're going within
your mind and making sure that the program is switching
over as well. So definitely a key part is to

(02:15:10):
do it in your mind as well. Once you know
what path you're supposed to be on, it becomes really
easy for you to sit still and ask if a
certain particular belief system you have is indoctrination or if
it goes against your path. So you'll be able to ask, Okay,
why I've been believing that this is what I needed

(02:15:31):
to do all this time? Is this in alignment? Is
this belief system, Is this indoctrination in alignment with what
I need right now? Or do I need to deprogram
myself from having this indoctrination? Plug or this indoctrination bug
in my energy field. Now to some all of this
up because I believe I've rambled way longer than I

(02:15:54):
originally thought, but you know, it often happens. I find
I rambled quite a bit in this one. But accepting
that being human means that you have been indoctrinated from
the beginning of us having experiencing death. Okay, you know

(02:16:17):
in the Bible they also say that they just disappeared.
You know, people disappeared. There was no death, there was
no dying, there was no body. They were here and
then they weren't here. They literally talk about the transcendence
of energy like within written religious text. And so there
was a time period where we didn't have the indoctrination
and we didn't have the death once death started being

(02:16:39):
a part because you have to look at it from
the perspective of Okay, I signed up to be in
this matrix. I'm here doing my little role, and you
know what your role is, and you have awareness. Well,
I just saw the first person physically die before me.
Do you know how jarring it is to actually watch

(02:17:05):
dark energy come onto the earth after they had collected
enough little bioluminescence off of our frequencies. So we're here
having low vibration intimate relations with people. We're lying, we're stealing,
we're abusing the planet, we're doing all these sorts of things.

(02:17:28):
We're starting to become grand theft auto here on Earth
slowly over time, as you know, we're veering from our control.
Or they're throwing a little spice in there, they're shaken
up the jar. They're programming for us to turn on
each other slightly, or they're planning the frequency within our

(02:17:49):
field to see if it'll be realized and if to
see if we'll act on it right. Because this is
a science experiment, So what are you gonna do. You're
gonna put one piece of cheese and put two rats
and see what happens. So we're starting to be put
in these situations to see how will humanity respond, How
will these beings that are physically embodied respond to their

(02:18:11):
being lack or to their being suffering. So we start
having these experiences, and they collect, and they collect and
the collect until they collect enough to create death. And
then you just so happen to be on the planet
when the first person drops it. Now there's a lot
of questions Now no one knows what's going on because
I was never a part of the program. Now, what

(02:18:32):
happens whenever that person drops it, but our energy doesn't transcend.
What happens when they become a ghost and they're just
hanging out, but you can see them because you still
have the ability to perceive them, not crossing over them
staying here on the planet. And so now there starts
to become a little bit of a panic here. And
that's whenever the indoctrination started. Because guess what, people who

(02:18:56):
are living in fear become really easy took control. And
number one thing that has allowed us to be indoctrinated
and to be controlled is our fear of death. When
the first person died and didn't transcend like everyone before
them had done, that was the moment that created the

(02:19:18):
frequency of fear on the planet, which only exacerbated the
amount of people who would be able to die because
now we have more of that frequency to assign to people.
Because it's really easy to create or to simulate the
frequency of death with fear, I mean, that's what it is.
And so we became really, really easy to be indoctrinated

(02:19:42):
and to be fooled because we became fearful, and in
that fearful state, we started looking for answers. We started
looking to do things that people were doing that maybe
weren't dying. And now, whatever their belief is, that's well,
that's what I'm gonna do. Because none of none of
their none of their group died, but the people around
me they're dying. So I don't want to believe what

(02:20:03):
they believe. I need to go figure out what they're doing.
And so we started switching what our program was to
follow along with the groups that we thought maybe were
safer or that had a better strategy than us. And
so the second we started doing that, in veering from
our own authentic path, that's when indoctrination really started taking
hold here and the rest, as they say, is history.

(02:20:26):
So I hope that kind of explains indoctrination from the
perspective of the records.

Speaker 1 (02:20:36):
Go.

Speaker 2 (02:20:37):
If anybody is wanting to do any more deep dive
on any of that, our need to go examine anything.
You guys know how to reach me. I do do
private appointments. I'm also doing hypnosis as well. These days,
it has been going swimmingly well. It's been really really fun,
especially for my sears, it's been really, really fun for

(02:21:00):
people who can really have a beautiful ability of sight
to be able to take them through lots of things
in astro, explain to them what they're seeing, explain to
them how to use their abilities, because that's the thing
that's different about my hypnosis versus everyone else. Does everybody else,
they just take you to see shit and maybe claim
back a fragment that you might have left in a

(02:21:22):
past life. But with me, I am actually teaching you
how to use your abilities, teaching you how to pull
energy into orbs, teaching you how to battle demons or
how to battle dark entities. So it's a whole lot
of fun for me. I absolutely adore it. So I
am doing that. But if you ever wanted to just
do a coaching session, then the link is going to
be in the show notes. Could always book a session,

(02:21:46):
we could go hop on in. I know that the
more you listen to my podcast, especially if you knew,
the more questions you're going to have and the more
you'll probably want a deep dive. And if you're looking
for someone who can help you with that, you just
let me know. But until the next time, guys, stay
chosen

Speaker 1 (02:22:13):
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