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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:06):
Is anyone else wrong? Or can you're here?

Speaker 2 (00:10):
You?

Speaker 1 (00:13):
Are you there yet?

Speaker 2 (00:17):
This space is for those who are in silence and casticide,
for those seeking, who re playing one has been lost,
for anyone suffering from the flames of spiritual persecution, bearing
the scars and neglect and holding the weight of abuse.

(00:38):
This is a saying where for the safety, a place
to rise.

Speaker 3 (00:43):
And the act is a viall. Welcome home, don.

Speaker 1 (01:12):
Hello, chosen ones, Welcome to another episode. This episode has
taken me a little bit to record. I had been
dealing with some things this week as far as legal
counsel goes on, some stalking and just general I don't know,

(01:33):
it's like sabotage type defamation energy. And so I'm being
a little proactive this time, as opposed to the last
time that I had to file a restraining order against
someone from making threats against the life of my children

(01:55):
and amongst other people that I care about, and just
from really shame behavior. So identifying some of that same
behavior now, and so starting to figure out the documentation
that's going to be needed for some really weird things
that are popping up. And the funny thing is is
that the way people operate today it's almost like they

(02:16):
do things and they think that the things that they
do can't be traced back to a particular IP address
in a particular computer. It's just like with the age
of tech today, is people really have the audacity to
think that they can get away with things that are
practically impossible to get away with in modern technological time.

(02:41):
So been dealing with some of that so that way
I can handle it before it becomes an issue for me. Normally,
I just kind of sit in the background, hoping that
the bad thing doesn't happen, because I'm a very non
confrontational type of person whenever it comes to things that

(03:03):
are not me defending someone else. When it comes to
my own life, I'm a very non confrontational type of person,
and so oftentimes I will just sit and get burned
over it because I just keep my mouth shut and
I stay nice and I keep the peace because I
feel like it's better for everyone involved. But not this year,

(03:24):
not in this next cycle, I am very much going
to be proceeding forward with some legal action against some
things that are transpiring around me, with people who consider
themselves my friends, with people who show up and will
look me in my face and tell me that they
care about me. So it's just it's been a week,

(03:46):
so I didn't want to let the whole week go
by without releasing a podcast. Of course, So here we are.
We are coming into the holiday weekend, and that holiday
is Easter. It is good Friday when this will be released,
and it will be Easter Sunday a couple days later.

(04:08):
And so I kind of thought, well, since indoctrination was
the topic of our last podcast, which was really great timing. Actually,
I got a lot of positive feedback from that podcast,
and people with some questions about certain things that I
will be addressing in a future podcast when I have
a little bit more time to deep dive in some

(04:30):
of those some of those topics in the podcast before
the opening one where I talked about dreams. It has
been so beautiful having so many people reach out to
me about dreams over the last couple of weeks. I
really missed it. I really missed seeing the connection between
the things that I'm saying and my listening audience and

(04:52):
things that happen to them coincidentally in air quote around
the time that they listen to my podcas cast, certain
things transpire in their life and my podcast align really
really beautifully with those things. So that's been just really
touching for me to have people reach out to me,
communicate dreams to me, and for me to be able

(05:14):
to help people through some of those dreams and just
bear witness to some of like the beauty and loved
ones passing that have come to visit them, and it's
just been it's been really nice. And you don't realize
how much you miss something until you have it back,
and that is definitely one of those things, is that
that confirmation that the things that I'm actually saying on

(05:35):
this podcast are reaching people and affecting their lives positively.
So it's been it's been very very lovely and very
very rewarding already just to podcasts in having that validation
start to circle back and that this is exactly why
I do this. It's for these moments right here. I

(05:58):
don't need to touch lives, but if I can touch
a few, then I think that that is a life
while spit. So the other part of having the podcast
obviously is switching stuff from people's subconscious mind to their
conscious mind. And so I know that the reach of
my podcast is more than enough people to click information

(06:21):
from their subconscious mind to their conscious mind to start
making effective waves of change on the planet, which is
why I keep my number smaller. The haters stay minimal.
Whenever you don't have a global I mean I have
a global podcast, But whenever you don't have you know,

(06:42):
insanely successful podcasts, I don't have all the negative energy.
It's only the people that are meant to find me
that follow me, and I really really adore that. And
also it's the people who are ready for this information
to click from their subconscious mind to their conscious mind
so we can start changing the way the programming works
for enough consciousness on the planet in order to start

(07:06):
anchoring the frequencies, the new frequencies of what a lot
of people call the New Earth. But let's just be real,
if it's a mainstream spiritual wo wo term, chances are
it's complete bullshit. That kind of is one of them.
As I said was saying before, the term light worker
and the way people just have latched onto that and

(07:26):
think that they can be horrible people and claim to
be light workers and it's doing some positive thing for
the planet, just complete and utter fucking bullshit, As are
the people that think that they're just going to transform
the world with love. Uh, it's for the highest good
and love is not love is merely a frequency. We've

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really been kind of fooled into thinking that love is
going to, you know, change the people have been in
like loving things and experiencing love. It's the beginning of time.
It's not that type of love that's going to change
the frequency of the planet. It's unconditional love, which is

(08:09):
something that people don't truly experience. Their love is conditional.
So I mean, I have plenty of people who tell
me that they love me, and then I go and
read their thoughts and they have fantasies about murdering me.
And so it's just it's crazy the way that people
exist and express that they love something and they love

(08:32):
to see it die. And that is a really kind
of fucked up energy to sit in. It's a fucked
up ability to have to be able to read people's
thoughts and to know what they're saying versus what their
actions really are and when they don't align. But they
show up as like spiritual light workers, as like these

(08:53):
people who really want to make shifts on the planet,
and that's just not who they are. You could see
it all in their energy field, you could see it
in their frequencies, you could see it by the disharmony
and what they say and what's actually transpiring, what their
higher self and astral And it's just been a really
wild ride to sit in the energy of humanity feeling

(09:18):
like love, love love. You get pushed love so often
that you think that in some sort of way that
what you're what's happening with you is inadequate. But the
thing about it is if you can find a couple
of people are a person in your life and you
experience unconditional love for them truly, and that can span

(09:40):
your entire energy field and consume it, and that's the
energy that you meet other people with. If that is
the energy of where you're standing in love, then you
are doing more than someone who claims to love everyone
that they meet. And so I think that that's not
really communicated or talked about enough. Is that unconditional love

(10:01):
is the frequency. It's not that oh, I have love
for my friend, I have love for you know, my
sister or my mom. Is having that unconditional love for
someone and just because someone's your parent, just because they
are related to you does not mean that you sit
in unconditional love for them, and it does not mean
that they sit in unconditional love for you. So you know,

(10:24):
it's finding that true I will. You know. It doesn't
matter if we're not in communication. It doesn't matter if
you hurt my feelings. It doesn't matter if we're not speaking.
It doesn't matter if you are not currently on earth,
it doesn't matter if we are miles apart, it doesn't matter.
It's like, no matter what the circumstance are, your feelings

(10:45):
don't fade at all. In fact, they probably grow stronger
because that yearning energy whenever it's unconditional love makes that
that wanting, that needing, that unconditional love energy even stronger.
So it's very rare to sit in true unconditional love nowadays.
Most of the time we get upset and we're like, oh,

(11:08):
fuck them, they don't deserve me. And that's the way
modern society teaches us to be. And a lot of
times it's appropriate because we a lot of times we
pick the wrong person to fall in love with, to
have that unconditional love what we think is unconditional love
towards We'll pick the wrong person we pick abusive partners,
we pick non attachment style partners, and so a lot

(11:31):
of times we'll pick the wrong person. And sometimes the
right person has you know, attachment issues, they have you know,
they could be somewhat narcissistic, and so sometimes the person
that we're meant to shift, the person that we're meant
to bring over, could be have that energy. And so,

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but just because you have unconditional love for somebody does
not mean you need to sit in an abusive relationships.
You can have complete unconditional love for somebody and not
allow them in your life because it's not healthy for you.
But the feelings of love don't fade. So anyways, this
is not a podcast about love. We just got on

(12:18):
the topic of it because I think it's hilarious that
I am in legal counsel over someone who claims to
love me so and what's really the most the funniest
thing to me about the whole situation is how much
it is projected upon me that I have similar energy

(12:38):
with him. It's just crazy how much of a projection
of what's happening around me is actually pushed on to me.
And being someone who it has like incredible emotional awareness.
I mean, I became an emotional awareness coach, but I
sit with energy of frequency of emotion so much that
I can identify the shifts in my moods and other

(13:02):
people's moods probably better than most people. And I know
everybody says, oh, I'm an impath. I can do that too,
and yes, that's kind of that. Where that energy comes
from is being empathic, and you know, being able to
detect subtle cues is also if your energy is on
the spectrum as mine really has become as especially as

(13:26):
an adult, I find that I have my entire life.
If somebody came into my house, you could tell if
their energy was off. Zayka has the same exact ability
in a lot of people who are what people like
to call impaths. Although I don't believe that most people

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on Earth are impaths at all. I believe that we
don't fully understand that spectrum. I believe that so many
people sit in ego that most people have narcissism, they
don't actually have impath abilities. I feel like a lot
of what they feel is empathic is self serving in
some sort of way that they're not fully understanding, and

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which is perfectly fine. I feel like that's just a
program of the matrix, is to have us be so
self serving while we're here. I do believe that as
the planet shifts, we will see more and more people
having more of their energy sit on the empathic side
and left on the self serving side. And a lot
of times, like if we volunteer our time or we

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do something for somebody, we're doing it because it gives
us a dopamine hit of feeling that that nice thing
that we did makes us feel good about ourselves. And
that is narcissistic. That's not empathic. That's actually us acting
as something that helps us to feel dopamine, which is
self fulfilling, which is by definition narcissistic. So I just

(14:52):
really think that the way that we define narcissism and
the way that we like to label it is something
that is inherently bad all the time. And the way
we kind of overly use narcissism these days is, you know,
something that will self correct itself over time. It's just
one of those little things that's it's the buzzword, it's

(15:14):
the phase right now. But also I believe that most
people do have it. So the fact that we're using
it towards most people is accurate. It's just people are
using it to defame other people or to have like
negative description word for someone, like a negative adjective to express,
you know, survival of situations that were unsafe or toxic

(15:38):
that we chose to stay in. And so I get it.
You need something to describe the other person, you know,
so that way you can have empathy, So that way
you feel better about the fact that you weren't strong
enough to leave your marriage sooner. I get it. Been
through that whole, that whole little rollercoaster of emotions, and
then at the end of the day, you have to

(15:59):
really I was like, ah, now I chose to stay
that whole time. I chose to use the excuse of
financially I can't leave, or all this is going to
break up my kids. Or you will make a million
excuses because you don't want there's a certain standard of
living that you're not trying to live below for your
sense of peace, or you think that you're not ready
to go to the police. Fither a police report, do

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the things that you need to do to get out
of the relationship. So you'll find excuses and then we'll
label the person to narcissist, when really the whole time
we were just scared and we were sitting in feeling
unworthy of being in a safe environment that was emotionally safe,
mentally safe, physically safe for us. So it's like we

(16:43):
have to put the blame somewhere, and we're not always
ready to take that blame onto ourselves, so we like
to use terms like narcissists. But yet again another ramble.
So with me actually talking about indoctrination back to the
top of the podcast. In the previous podcast, I kind

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of thought, well, it's Easter, and so what bigger indoctrination
is there on this holiday than the holiday itself? And
so I have done a whole lot of going back
to this event, and I have had lots of things
come to light and unfold since kind of my original

(17:26):
understanding of what went down. I've been able to see
it from multiple lenses. And I said, well, let's just
have a brief little discussion about it so everybody can
know Christie's aka Akashic record or Christy's deep dive into
how that actually works, why there are so many people

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claiming to be Jesus on this planet, What does that
actually mean, and how do people actually connect with that energy?
Where does that actually come from? Right, because there are
multiple people that claim to be multiple, you know, of
the same consciousness, the same being or the same person

(18:08):
throughout time, and where does that actually come from? And
how to detect the difference. So if you're trying to
figure out one of your past lives, how do you
actually figure out whether this is them showing you that
maybe you have that essence or maybe you have a
cross contamination where whoever that was, maybe part of their

(18:29):
soul is entangled with your soul. So because of that energy,
you're pulling in their past lives as well. So how
do we actually know what it is? And also we'll
talk about the actual event itself. So I've said this
once and I will say it a million times. The
actual walking down the road the street and being nailed

(18:55):
to a cross and everybody having all these accounts and
with seeing it and having that person that was actually
up there is what most people like to refer to
as the Roman circus. It is. I mean, we're Julius
Caesar had just existed, like Rome is very much still

(19:18):
this huge fucking energy, this powerhouse that exists not too
far from where we are currently. So the things that
have been going on for centuries now did not just
happen in Rome. Rome is not the only place that
decided that its government would need to convince its people
that it had more power and authority that it did.

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It also needed to keep people at bay. Okay, you
needed to keep people from having original thought. You needed
to keep people from just doing whatever little mindless existence
you needed it to have, so that way you can
operate your government and be as powerful and as rich
as you wanted to be, where everybody else just stayed,

(20:06):
you know, their little sheepest ways with their head down. Okay,
So you needed them to stay oppressed. You needed your
people to be oppressed in order for you to get
away with the amount of robbery, and in order to
make your government work and for you to live like
a king. Your people had to feel so oppressed that
they could not overthrow you. So that is kind of

(20:28):
where some of this energy comes from. Did they have
Yeshuah whenever this went on. No, did they have someone
who resembled him, who looked like him, Because let's face it,
how many people had long hair and a long beard
and the same color eyes and the same color skin
at that time. So if most people are having only

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a small part of their face actually show feature, it's
not that hard to find someone with the same body build,
the same hair, and the same you know, full length beard,
in the same colored eyes close enough that can walk
down the street that you think it's him because he's bloody.
His face is bloody, because his head is bleeding from

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having this crown of thorns on it, and he is
you know, his body's bleeding, he's mangled, he looks like crap.
It's not that hard to dress somebody up like shit
and a parade them down the street and let you
think that the government has him. This is the oppression,

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this is the final rule. If you follow along with
this shit, this is your fate as well. So with that,
keeping all of that in mind, now, did they get
Yeshua at some point and have a worse fate for him? Yes? Absolutely.
It is far more heinous to go watch Yeshua actually
be murdered. It is far more gruesome. There are far

(21:57):
more people doing really disgusting, grotesque sexual things that his
body before they cut his head off threw them on
side the cliff. Okay, so it's just it's a very
very interesting time period to try to go back and see. Now,
the thing about this time period, it is so critical

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for the matrix manipulation, for the plot of the matrix
to transpire, for the amount of control needed to happen
on this planet, for the amount of negative speculation around
the event to happen as well, it is in the

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matrix's best interest to keep as much focused and controversy
on this day as humanly possible as a artificial intelligence possible. Okay,
because that's really what rue in this matrix is dark AI.
So it is in their best interest fully to have

(23:03):
as much confusion as humanly possible surrounding this event. Okay. Now,
were there multiple christ like beings on the planet at
one time, multiple people who walked in a very similar
energy as Yeshua, Yes, then most of those people look
very similar also, Yes, So a lot of times, whenever

(23:24):
people are going back in time and looking at lives,
they could be seeing themselves as someone who carried the
same frequency, walked the same path, did very similar activities,
and if you see them, you think, oh my god,
that's Yeshua, and so then you will identify yourself as
being one of those beings or one of those people

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on the planet, because they carried a very similar Christ
consciousness role at that time. So are there multiple people
who experienced that Christ's consciousness energy at the same time, Yes,
multiple lots of people. There were four hundred people actually
in the Yeshua group that had Christ's consciousness energy at

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the time, four hundred people in his party alone that
would have been considered Christ's conscious beings at that time.
So that's a lot of people who could look at
themselves and look at the path that they were living,
who could identify themselves as being Yeshua or Jesus if
they're fucking stupid. Okay, I can't stand people who say Jesus.

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It really is something that is You don't if you
like look at yourself and say, oh, yeah, I was Jesus,
you one hundred percent were fucking Jesus. And let me
tell you why you probably were Jesus. Jesus is the
name associated with the Roman circus, So the fact that

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you would associate yourself with being Jesus means that you
are associating yourself with the fact that the matrix has
fooled lots of people throughout time thinking that they are
the reincarnation of Jesus, and that is a very very
specific way that it is braided into people's silver cords.

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So obviously there had to be someone who actually was
the Jesus that walked the street and was nailed to
the cross. There actually is a human he's actually incarnated.
Now actually know who it is who was walking down
the street and had the cross and was actually nailed

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and can have visions and dreams of himself being nailed
to that cross. He was the original one that paraded
through the street. And what happened was the government made
a deal with him that if he did it, then
his family, who was in severe poverty, would be taken
care of, and he thought that it was his way
to save his family, and he did. They actually handed

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his family money and he walked himself over and went
through the whole process of being crowned with the crown
of thorns, beat to death like the most gruesome death
ever for his family to get out of an extreme
incredible poverty, which is why he looked so skinny and

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so sunken in and he was virtually unrecognizable at the
time that he was carrying that cross, and it was
hard to tell whether it was Yeshuah or it wasn't
because of how emaciated he had become. But it wasn't
because it was actually him. It was because it was
this person living in extreme poverty who was emaciated by

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the fact that the government was not allowing prosperity to
happen to most of its people. So there is that person, okay,
But then there also is to where they have taken
that clip of history and they have sliced it and
sliced it and sliced it and sliced it, and they
have put it on one hundred and forty four thousand

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people's silver records or in their Akashak records. It is
in their akashak, because the Akashak is a fake ass
fucking library of your past life information. They put it
on one hundred and forty four thousand different peoples in
their book, in their Akashak record, So it's like a

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false record that they've tried to break into people's soil
records that whenever people go to look at it, or
people have these visions or people get whatever, then they
see themselves in that role because they have sliced it,
copied it, and assigned it to people falsely. One hundred
and forty four thousand. Isn't that an interesting number of

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how many people think that they're part of the one
hundred and forty four thousand, right? So great? They make
it sound like it's such a great thing. You are
a part of the fucking Roman circus. Why would there
only need to be one hundred and forty four thousand?
Why aren't there a million? Why aren't there a billions
of people on this planet? And you mean to tell

(28:05):
me under only one hundred and forty four thousand are chosen.
One hundred and forty four thousand were chosen to be
gestures to go confuse humanity so much that if the
real person ever incarnated and showed up, nobody would actually
believe them because there's so many people claiming to be him.

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So there's no telling how many times Yeshuah has reincarnated.
No one's ever gonna believe them, No one's ever gonna
believe that person is here because there's so many people
out there claiming to be him or claiming to be
fucking Jesus that there is just they ruined all credibility
for there to ever truly be a following, a simulate

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behind any one particular individual or behind that particular consciousness. Ever. Again,
they ensured it because they saw it happening in the
future and they wanted to make sure that shit never
ever happened. Now, from a spiritual perspective, the life of
Yashua would be considered a fucking failure of all failures.

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The ascension gates closed after we have been stuck in
fucking purgatory since the moment he died in that life.
I really don't think that everybody fucking understands how much
of a failure that incarnation could possibly be. So for
somebody to actually come to Earth and want to actually

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claim that shit, it's probably going to be really rare
for you to hear somebody that wants to come here
and be like, oh, yeah, by the way, I failed,
because humanity doesn't view it that way, right. Humanity views
it as some unsung fuck with the hero. He's the hero.
Everybody wrote books about it, and that's part of the
Roman circus, that's part of the confusion. Is actually a

(29:58):
mockery to let everybody know that the worst that even
put that Bible together. They wanted everybody to know that
they were responsible for killing him. It's a book like
the most twisted ass fucking book ever written. It's like
got so much dark energy all over it. Now, granted

(30:19):
I'm a Bible girly. I have multiple Bibles. I have
the Lost Books of the Bibles. I have like multiple
Bibles throughout multiple like religions, and it like on one
side and Hebrew and the other side in English, and
like I am, like, I love the Bible. I love
it so much because I can actually read it and
I can actually go sit in stillness and meditate and

(30:41):
go actually find what actually happened. Who actually said that?
Was that a dark into tear and extraterrestrial giving them
that message? Like I get to go sit and fully
dissect it. Right, So it's written for people like me.
It's written in code, is written in lies, is written
in deceit. But if you know how to find the
frequency and the energy of what's being recorded, and you

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know how to find the original source of it, it's
like the most beautiful Northern star guiding light book ever
put on this planet. There isn't a book that is
like bathe in more just occult knowledge if you know
how to tap into a higher realm of wisdom and

(31:26):
pull the information that you're seeking. But most people just
take it for fakes value. It's just book about this man,
and it has all these really cool stories in it,
and that's really great. I'm not trying to knock that
in any way. However, you're here on my fucking podcast
trying to find a deeper truth as to what actually
is existing out there. So here I am giving you

(31:49):
the unpopular story that will probably never make it to
most of humanity, as it should not because humanity simply
isn't ready for the truths that I have. But one
day after I'm long gone, I'll be like Einstein or
one of these other really brilliant fucking people on this planet,
and everybody be like, oh my god, she was so smart.
She was just ahead of her time, Like I already

(32:12):
see that happening in the future, and me being here
in future lives and people are talking about me and
this incarnation, and then me not being able to convince
people then that it was me now. And so it's
just kind of funny how that loop keeps happening. You
show up and then you say no, but I was
that person. Everyone's like you weren't that fucking person, and
you're like, okay, and you have this other, like really

(32:33):
like remarkable life, and then you come back later and
then you try to tell people, hey, that was really me,
and everybody's like that fucking wasn't you. And it's like
you get caught up in this endless loop of people
never believing that you are who you are, but like
you fully understanding who you are incarnated. And it's just
kind of funny to live it in real time and
know what's going to transpire in the future. So I

(32:55):
laugh to myself about it all the time. Obviously, I'm
not here to to be that bold of a person.
I'm not trying to become like this world. I would
rather just be silently powerful, and which you know leads
me to my like completely new life restructure that I've

(33:17):
been having lately. I like deactivated my Facebook account, I
am in the process of completely revamping and like removing
most of my Instagram. I haven't had time to mess
with my TikTok yet, but it's my next little project,
which just like I really feel like all of the
old energy in my life is no longer fucking serving

(33:39):
me positively in any way, shape or form. And it's
like the fact that we publicly hold on to images
and versions of us that no longer apply to who
we are now. It's just it's bananas to me. It's
like this modern way of keeping us placed in a
box to where we can never evolve because somebody can

(33:59):
always go back and see, oh, yeah, but five years
ago you believe this, or you know, ten years ago
you said this, man, fuck you and fuck me back
then if you think that I am still the same
person I was yesterday, much less ten years ago. So
I really am just like completely detaching to all previous
versions of me. And it's been I don't know, I

(34:24):
feel so good about it. It's just like something that
I've been knowing is going to happen for a little
while now, and I've been really you know, one day,
I was just like, I'm deleting everything. I don't want
any of it anymore. And you know, the crazy thing
to me about all of it is, I'm recording this

(34:45):
on Thursday for it to come out on Friday, and
today just so happens to be the day that it's like,
it doesn't matter how much time goes by. It's like
whenever you you know that you are in alignment with
someone else, it's like, that's the way to know that

(35:07):
your soul is the mirror of someone else is when
someone else is doing the exact same thing as you
with zero fucking communication. It really is like those moments
because I'm always asking if, like, my the way I
see things and the things that I'm trying to do,
and the amount of love that I'm sending in the
direction that I'm sending it to the particular target. I'm

(35:29):
always asking, like, like every day, I'm like, Okay, today's
a day you're gonna tell me all this is a joke,
and I could just completely let that go and go
a completely different direction in my life, right and every day,
source God whatever tells me, no, still the same. It's
gonna be the same every day until you die. And
I'm like, fuck, because I don't want it to be

(35:51):
my reality. I really don't want it to be my
fucking reality, Like it exhausts me. And then but then
there are all these beautiful fucking moments where like being
the exact same as another fucking human being but in
a different font and it's being someone that you don't
talk to, like that you are in zero fucking communication

(36:12):
with whatsoever, and like you being in the same energy
at the same time, like being the same fucking human being.
And it's just funny how the alignment has finally, the
amount of work that I'm doing has caught up to
such a degree that we're moving in the same energy
at the exact same time. I actually had a moment

(36:33):
today where Zaka texted me something from Instagram, and I
actually just like smiled about it because it's just like
it's those undeniable fucking moments, and it's just validation for
me fully, and I know that it must be validation
for them as well, as much as they like to
pretend like it's not. I know that it's validation for

(36:54):
them as well. But it's just kind of life is
really really transforming, like this huge metamorphosis. Like the moth
is coming out of its little I don't know, it's
not a cocoon. I think a butterfly has a cocoon,
a crystalis. There's a butterfly have a crystalis and a
moth have a cocoon. I think so. I think so

(37:16):
it's coming out of his little cocoon, and I'm, you know,
a moth girly obviously, I have multiple moths tattooed on
my body. I actually find moth caterpillars are moths like
in the wild, and then like I'll catch them and
I'll release them in my backyard. I have so many
different types of like moth caterpillars that venture around my
backyard because I'm always relocating them to my backyard. And

(37:39):
I have some of the ones that are like the
really the pokey ones that'll sting the shit out of you,
And they're crawling all over my backyard right now, and
I absolutely love it because I know exactly what type
of moth is going to be whenever they hatch, and
are so beautiful and so I'm really excited about that.
I'm such a weird little soul. But the things that
make me really excited relocating moths in my backyard so

(38:02):
that way they can lay eggs and then they could
start being you know, in in my yard and so
but anyway, so that's kind of like the energy. It's
like I felt like the fucking ugly ass prickly little
caterpillar forever, and I felt that you know, like unwanted,
you know, that energy of being that stinging caterpillar, and
it's just like, but I'm really nice, and it's just

(38:24):
like I was treated as if I was like in
like discarded, as if like I didn't have value. And
it's kind of crazy sitting in that like being that
scary thing to people whenever you're really just full of
like so much fucking unconditional love and just grace and
just peace. I'm just so full of fucking peace at
this point in my life and just like this deep

(38:46):
appreciation for really poetic philosophical things and to sit in
that energy just really powerful energy of creative I don't know,
I guess just like artistic expression energy and to be

(39:06):
viewed as as the spiny, stinging caterpillar. And finally, like
I got to go into my cocoon for the last
several months, and I'm just like coming out as this
completely different energy, this completely different person. And now it's
just like people finally get to see me for like

(39:28):
this dark, mysterious thing that I really am. And I really,
I really really am enjoying this little transition, this metamorphosis process,
and it's just really lovely to see it happening in
real time, mirrored into a soul that is carrying my energy.
So it's really it's been Today was a really kind

(39:50):
of as much as like I don't keep up with
the updates anymore, and I like really have just been
kind of I don't know, distancing myself from things that
really hurt my heart. When I got the text today,
it was really like nice to see the alignment. So
I will say for those people on like journeys where

(40:12):
they're trying to find their counterpart, they're trying to find
like the other part of their soul, or they're trying
to find their tribe, they're trying to align with other
people who are matching their energy, the energy is one
hundred percent fucking shifting. I like things are falling into
alignment to where it's happening simultaneously. We're kind of really

(40:33):
getting into that energy of that like quantum. You know,
I'm a quantum physics type of girl, but to where
you know, a lot of people call it string theory
or you know, like when something happens in one place,
that particle it happens and across it could be across
the universe and it'll it'll change the other particle that's

(40:54):
the exact same as it at the same time. And
so like knowing that your soul is somewhere else and
that their soul is somewhere else and it's both happening
at the same exact time, and it's finally it's just
like you know that you know that in your mind,
but until you like fucking see it in real time,
it just it becomes like really validating. And I just

(41:16):
kind of like wanted to give that little personal story
out there for everybody who's kind of like been waiting
pay more attention to see if you find that things
are kind of like things are starting to shift, especially
since the eclipse season is over, and like I said,
we are transitioning into a whole new season this year
for the planet. And there's like lots of actual logical

(41:41):
alignments that are happening, like from an astronomy perspective, with
the planet's moving in alignments with the constellations as well,
so astrology and astronomy, all the things happening. And so
I know a lot of people are governed by that energy,
so it's pulling it to the planet, whether it's real,
whether it's it is a pseudo whether it is you know,

(42:03):
placebo effect, whatever it is, it actually is working in
the minds of the collective that where things are shifting,
things are feeling better. Everybody like this is the age
of Aquarius. I don't give a shit. Whatever the reason is.
The energy is like having a positive effect on humanity
right now because of the amount of crystalline energy that

(42:25):
we are actually anchoring to the planet. So it's actually
allowing that higher frequency and that higher vibration to pull
through despite the fact that they're trying to keep us
distracted with all this government crap and all the bullshit
in the media, with Elon Musk and all the things.
Like it's just such a distraction. And that's the thing
about not having my Facebook. I'm like back on like

(42:46):
the conspiracy theory, like like little rabbit holes now. So
my feed algorithm has updated back to being like the
spiritual woo wu shit, because for a while I had
lost it was all political stuff all the time, and
I'm like, how the fuck that I get on this algorithm.
I don't even I don't even participate in politics. I'm

(43:07):
not governed by anybody. I don't need anybody to make
my decisions for me. I'm sovereign. I'm a sovereign being.
I do not believe in any way that any fucking
white man in the White House is gonna fucking tell
me how to live my fucking life. Like I don't
subscribe to that at all, to such a degree that,
like I, I don't give politics any of my energy,

(43:31):
and I mean none, And I got on like this
politics fucking rabbit hole in my algorithm, and I'm like,
I don't even know. I don't care. I don't care.
What's going on doesn't affect me. Because if I need
to manifest more money to adjust for whatever's happening with
the tariffs and all the things, then I just fully
believe in my ability to do it. I'm not. I
don't I don't need somebody to tell me that I

(43:53):
can't survive. No, Yes, I can, and I'm gonna figure
out how, and then I'm gonna manifest that I get
whatever it is that I need, or I'm going to
eliminate things that I thought that I needed in order
to be able to exist within my means. So I'm
one of those people who fully do believe that I
am in full control of everything. I might not always

(44:13):
like the decisions that I need to make in order
to maintain whatever it is I'm trying to do. My
higher self is kind of like running that ship, and
so sometimes those decisions are unpleasant, and I know I
have to go along with it, even though I know
that I'm not gonna like it. Even though I know
that pulling off that band aid is gonna hurt, I
still have full faith in my path, and so it's

(44:38):
been really nice to have nothing but video is about
people arguing about flat Earth again. I'm like, oh, it
feels normal to be back into the world where people
are arguing about spiritual shit. I would much rather see
those arguments than people arguing about how much they hate
Elon Musk and Donald Trump, because I really don't give

(45:00):
a fuck. I don't really give a fuck that people
argue about flat Earth either.

Speaker 3 (45:04):
It just.

Speaker 1 (45:07):
I don't know. It's like my little creature comfort is
a spiritual divide because I like to just kind of
see what the pulse of everybody is by, you know,
being in that realm instead of a wasteland of politics.
So but so, back to the Bible. I'm a big

(45:32):
fan of psalms. The thing about psalms is if you're
going to use a psalm, it recites backwards. So whatever
the psalm might be, So it's kind of like the
way Yoda talks how he says things backwards. That's how
you should read psalms. So you find a psalm, and
you find one that the energy of reading it from

(45:53):
the back to the front matches the alignment of what
it is that you're trying to manifest or whatever energy
you're trying to elicit into, either if you're doing spell work,
if you're doing manifestation work, if you're doing anything of
that nature, if you are using psalms. Because I'm a

(46:15):
big prayer psalm girly is, make sure that you're saying
it backwards. Because the thing is that all the psalms
that are said forward are completely controlled by energy and entities.
So the frequency of you saying the words in the
order that you're saying them too has a code in
the matrix for it to be scrambled and recent to

(46:36):
wherever it needs to be sent to. Toward's not actually reaching
target destination. If you say the bitch backwards, you're actually
tapping still tapping into the frequency of the psalm itself,
except the coding and the matrix. It has not been blocked.
So say your psalms backwards. If you are using psalms
for just for a general prayer, are manifestation, or if

(46:59):
you're trying to pull abundance or you know, I guess
some people try to pull love to them or whatever,
say your psalm backwards. Now. I am not a big
love spell work type of person. I get it if
you're trying to align yourself to a particular energy, I
do not fucking really believe. However, in doing a whole

(47:21):
lot of spell work to get someone to fall in
love with you, I fully stand in the energy of
if they don't want to be with me willingly, I
one hundred fucking percent do not want to be with
them in return. I believe that with my whole heart.
I honestly could not. Well, maybe it's because I'm a

(47:41):
hyper romantic, hyper romantic type of girl, okay, and not
in like I don't know. I guess it's like dark
romance kind of way to where not no fifty shades
of great shit miss me with all of that, but
just in a like a yearning like together and separate
like type of energy where you just like miss each other.

(48:03):
I don't know. I'm just like that type of thing,
not like everything just works out and it's just the
most beautiful fucking life. I'm that's super great and all.
I don't know. I think it's the trauma in me
over multiple lives where I like, I don't know, the
pain feels comfortable to me. It's like in my mind,

(48:23):
I feel like unconditional love shouldn't just happen, that should
be realized over time, and so anyways, I just kind
of sit in the energy of that, allowing someone to
miss you enough to like realize that they have feelings
for you, and not needing to do spell work to

(48:43):
call them back to you. But I'm not judging anybody
who does whatever it is that you're doing. I honestly
feel like you're going to get whatever karma or lesson
that you need from doing that type of shit to people.
Just in general. I fully believe that, And I don't
even believe in karma, and I don't mean it by karma.

(49:04):
I'm just using karma because that's you know, the common
vernacular is to say karma. I believe that the frequency
and the energy of what you're putting out a swing
back to you, and that's not in a karma debt
type of way. That is in an attraction of your
thought frequency, and it's going to manifest really ugly things
into your field and it's going to attract it back

(49:27):
to you. And so if that's the route that you
want to go by, all means, go learn your lessons,
Go do the things that you need to do to
get to your highest potential. Someday you have to funck
shit up in order to realize that you fucked it up,
in order to fix it, in order to make things better,
in order to walk a higher path. So if we

(49:49):
just did everything and we thought that what we were
doing was right all the fucking time, we would never
learn from a single mistake. We can never better ourselves.
We can never step back to people and be like, hey, look,
I realized that my frequency, my behavior, my mindset before
it was fucked and I worked on myself and this

(50:10):
is who I am now. Like, we would never advance
as human beings if we didn't make mistakes and make
mistakes as part of the human experience. So I think
that's really important for people to go do things that
they think are right at the time, to realize that
they were really wrong, and to work to make amends
towards those things energetically and within themselves, so that way

(50:32):
they can present themselves as a stronger, higher vibration version
of them. So all right, now, So biblically, if you're
going to read the Bible, use the Bible psalms, big fan,
but make sure that it being recited backwards, where you

(50:53):
start at the end and you say like the last phrase,
and then maybe the middle phrase and then the first phrase.
Make sure that whenever you say it feels like a
high vibrational like psalm being read backwards, and I can
promise you that that shit is not blocked in the matrix.
It has fully blocked you reading it forward to back.

(51:13):
You start saying some of the songs, every single fucking
one has some sort of reprogram or redesign code in
the matrix. So where you're sending out that frequency of
the energy of the combination of those vowels and consonants together,
it has some sort of program blocking it in the matrix.
So just saying regular ass prayer is not going to

(51:34):
get you the result that you need. You're going to
have to trick the matrix, but the frequency of the
overall saying will be the same, but the combination of
it is going to be different, and it's going to
be able to get through the matrix and actually start
to go beyond the matrix and reach your intended target.
So I just I felt like that was really important
to say while people are, you know, maybe going to

(51:55):
mass for the weekend. I doubt a whole lot of
my listeners are actually going. But if you want it
to actually sit and say, huh, let me actually go
see what Chrisy's talking about. Let me go grab my Bible,
let me go get the psalms, let me start using one,
and let me see if it does anything positive for
my life. Try me okay, and then let me know
how it goes for you guys, if you actually try

(52:15):
to do it now. The other thing with the Bible
is the Bible is actually fully written in reverse revelation
and is like the end Times. That is written in
the Bible is the beginning Times, and the beginning of
the Bible is the end Times because everything has to reset,

(52:38):
so the creation story and the beginning Genesis is yet
to happen, and so Revelation already did. And so it's
like we're working we've worked back, we're working backwards in
that book. And that's really like and so it's not
just like saying psalms backwards. The book is actually written
in fucking reverse. And a lot of people do know that,
Like that is not just a Christie thing. Is the

(53:00):
thing that I heard, and I said, let me go,
let me go actually see But you know, some people
are they're cooking on this planet. Some people actually like
they know some shit. I'm not the only motherfucker that
can channel stuff, right, and so there are other people
who have figured that out as well, And I'm like,
let me go, let me go see it as actually

(53:22):
like legit, let me go see from like a historical perspective,
like what actually has transpired, and see if I can't
find some of these events in the silver cord of
Earth or humanity, And let me go see if I
can't prove some of this to myself, because I'm a
big If I hear it, that's great, but if I
can't see it, improve it in multiple different ways, not

(53:44):
just in one way. I have to go look at
it from multiple different lenses, go figure it out from
different perspectives of different entities and frequencies and different densities
and dimensions and all the different things. And so I'm
in there a lot validating shit from so many, so
many perspectives, and so I actually went test that, test

(54:08):
that out, and that's it's pretty fucking accurate. Now, I'm
not gonna say like every single book is like in
reverse of when it was given or whatever. A lot
of that is just bullshit rewritten, and it was never
an actual book, and they just wrote it on the
spot and threw it in there or completely changed what
most of it said. And so a lot of that

(54:30):
shit is just for like stories or to keep you
in check, or to keep you in moral alignment with
whatever it was they were trying to indoctrinate you with
at the time. But as far as like the significant
books go, they are in reverse in that Bible. Now,
did they know when they were putting that Bible together
that they were putting that shit in reverse? No, absolutely not.

(54:53):
But was there energy and entities and demons attached to
them that were telling them to put those books in
that order, Yes, hundred percent. That was just very much
a grand design for them to have that happen that way,
So it's by no accident. It is very much dark
matrix control energy that has everybody reading that book from

(55:18):
forward to backwards, waiting for those bad things to actually happen.
The bad things already happened, so it's like, since we're
looking for them to happen, we're actually identifying them in
things that are going on in the earth, like oh
my god, the Bible says when the river dries up,
oh my god, we're in the end times. And everybody's
freaking out because that's what the book is telling you.

(55:39):
But if you understood that it already happened, and you're
only finding the things that align with what you're looking for,
you're looking for it, so it's appearing in your reality
instead of it being where you're looking for. The recreation
of a new grid and the recreation of a higher
frequency of humanity, and a recreation of all of these,

(55:59):
like you know, different types of energies that exist here.
So we're in a creation energy right now where we're
creating new life, new frequency, new potential on the planet.
So we've already gone through all the bad stuff. It's
only appearing to us because people think that that is
the natural progression because the book they think is written

(56:20):
from forward, from the beginning to the end, is really
written from the end to the beginning. So we're traversing
through the book a little bit different, honestly, you know,
I don't know. I feel like we've been in a
very long plague energy, to be honest. But you know,
we're certainly moving into more of the genesis energy of things,

(56:46):
with the crystalline grid being anchored to the planet and
lots of different people starting to awaken to a higher
sense of consciousness or trying to wake up to a
higher sense of consciousness. Granted, the traditional spiritual community is
not going to give get them where they want to be,
but hopefully over time the spiritual community will shift as

(57:06):
a whole and there will be more opportunity for people
to reach like a closer, a closer opportunity to get
towards ascension, right, And so that's always the goal. It
should just silently do the work in the background and
hope that it just reaches enough people to where you know,
positive changes will actually happen on the planet. So it's

(57:29):
kind of where we are with that now. As far
as the energy of this dude a sacrifice his life,
he died, he rose again, and all this crap. Yeah, no, no, no, no.

Speaker 2 (57:47):
So.

Speaker 1 (57:49):
That's a fabricated story. Okay, Now, did Mary was Mary
there whenever the fake Jesus died? No, of course, of
course not. So that piece of the story where the
they rose again energy has nothing to do with the
original Jesus, the Roman Circus Jesus, that's what we're gonna

(58:11):
call him RC Jesus, has nothing to do with that.
Those are two different stories put together. So the story
of Yeshua rising and not being found on the mountain
side where he was left, that part of the story
is actually pieced together and is actually accurate because back then,

(58:33):
you know, people were no longer I talked about this
in the previous podcast. People were just ascending off the planet.
You didn't actually die, right, so you actually just disappeared.
But by the time Yeshuah was here or the Jesus Debacle,
you were dying. You were dying. There was no more
transcendence that happened on the planet. And so what was

(58:56):
going on with Yeshua transcending and disappearing was exactly that.
It was the first person to actually go back to
that ascension where he just faded away and his body
just disappeared. Is that that was the first time, and
I mean thousands and thousands and thousands of years that

(59:16):
anybody had just disappeared up off this planet. So you
could imagine the amount of just confusion, how much of
a miraculous miracle that would have been. And it's because
he actually figured out through alchemy how to get his
frequency high enough to where he could actually transcend off
this fucking planet. And so that is available for every

(59:40):
single one of us now. Granted it's a whole lot
harder for us now because of this exact device that
you are listening through this podcast on. We are so
entertangled in dark AI frequency that it keeps us vibrating Solow.
You would really have to move somewhere where there was
no internet, there was no phone service, there was no

(01:00:03):
pollution of just like this network of telecommunication of Internet.
You'd have to move somewhere where there was none of it.
We'd have to pull the satellites down from orbiting around
the planet. That is such a fucking an energetic buzzkill

(01:00:23):
to be constantly bombarded with all of that shit. It's
actually disgusting how many satellites actually exist out in space
that are preventing us from transcending. It's actually what the
satellites are fucking doing. And so if you removed all
of that energy, and especially like if you found some
like little remote island where you could just be without

(01:00:45):
a lot of the pollution, would it be possible for
you to get your energy up. Yes, it would be possible.
It wouldn't be easy because you would have to make
sure that your trace minerals were right. You'd have to
make sure or that there was like several some sound
things happened, like there was, there would be some shit
that you would need to go onto your little island

(01:01:06):
with to make sure you could get your body free
of parasites, free of all metal except for copper obviously.
And you know you need some metal. You need magnesium,
you need all kinds of different things. You need potassium,
you need all kinds of shit. So that's what I'm
saying with the trace minerals and even just the minerals
and vitamins that you need, So you'd have to get
your body in a complete alignment. You'd have to have

(01:01:26):
really really high vibrational water so you'd have to have
a really good water filtration system. Your food source would
have to be so clean to where honestly you're surviving
off of mostly water. You would have to fast a
whole lot. So would it be possible for you to
just transcend and disappear up off this planet? Yes, I
can see it. I literally can see all the steps

(01:01:48):
that you would need to do in order to be
able to do it. Is that something that I'm going
to do?

Speaker 2 (01:01:54):
Fuck?

Speaker 1 (01:01:55):
No, okay, fuck no, I've transcended off this planet before
I was around. I could see myself doing it. So
as far as like that early humanity goes, yeah, I
was transcending like a motherfucker back then, and I could
see myself coming right back so I and going like
up into some extraterrestrial life form. Because obviously only parts

(01:02:17):
of us were here. That's why it was so easy
for us to transcend. There's more of our energy here now,
so it's harder for us to transcend at this particular time.
So it is possible. Are there people here who are
like have that life goal? Yes? If any of those

(01:02:39):
people are out there and they want to get at
me about it, I could probably write an entire fucking
book on it, because I can see step by step
everything you would have to do to cleanse and transmute
your body in order to be able to just disappear
into pure fucking ether up off this planet. But it's

(01:03:02):
a really intense process to undo the amount of harm.
And it was something that like you would have to
have forty years at least to dedicate to it in
order to be able to get back right. It's not
something that could happen overnight. So and I don't want
to dedicate forty years to be in on an island
by myself. You know that sounds terrible. I mean, I

(01:03:25):
wouldn't have to be myself, but not everybody would want
to subscribe to the crazy Now. I know there are
people being like Christy. I would move to any island
with you and spend the next forty years of my life.
I know that there are those people out there. I
know that everybody's like, how do I sign up? What
do we need? I'll get it together for us. I
know that there are people out there that would love
to spend all other days picking my brain, just living

(01:03:46):
with me, living off the land, doing all our things.
I know that you ladies would love it. Okay, I
know who my people are. Christy don't want to do that, Okay, okay, thanks.
Christie likes to drink gin every now and then. Christie
likes to internationally travel to really Gothic cathedrals and Gothic

(01:04:09):
architecture cities. And Christie likes to just a music and
you know, Christie likes the modern finer things in life.
So uh, not all of them, just some of them.
So we won't be moving to any any desert island, sorry, guys.

(01:04:32):
So just understand that from a like historical perspective as
we're like moving into this weekend, that it is two
different events. The rising from the Dead thing was a
Yeshia thing, although he was not in a cave. Okay,
he was literally tossed over the side of a cliff.

(01:04:52):
I've had multiple people, multiple people go and look at it.
This has been verified by formal people than just me.
The This is one of those things that you don't
just say out loud to other people unless it's been
verified by so many people. I have so many psychic friends. Okay.
That's the cool thing about being me is that over

(01:05:12):
time you meet really psychic people. Zaka is probably one
of the most psychic human beings I've ever met in
my entire life. Homegirl could read your thoughts. She could
tell me what kind of porn you watch, She could
tell me what's on your phone. She can tell me
what apartment you live in. She can tell me all
of the things about you. I love it. I have

(01:05:34):
like I'm the reason why she is a fucking psychic medium. Actually,
because we didn't have a medium at the shop, and
I told Zakea, I'm like, why don't you just be
a medium? And because I knew she had the ability,
and she's like, well, I don't know how. I said, Okay,
sit down, let me teach you how. And I taught
her how in like less than ten minutes. And I

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have been perfecting her ability with her ever since, Like
I've been giving her a more lenses. I've been teaching
her more ways to break into people's thoughts and break
into their consciousness and to go see different things about people.
So she has become literally probably I mean, granted she's
still new to it, but she's probably become one of

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the most psychic people on the planet. Honestly, she's just
she's only going to get better and stronger as time
goes by. But considering how short of a period that
she has been doing it and how much she's actually grown,
it's quite remarkable, honestly to witness her growth in you know,

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this this beautiful little skill set that she has. But
you know, it's really nice to have people that operate
on that high level next to me, To have people
that can like hold their own and like sit with
me and like genuinely help me and work through things
with me, and go look at things and go look
at things from different lenses and different perspectives and come

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back can tell me what they see and tell me
what I'm missed. And you know, it's just it's been
such a beautiful little ride having these remarkable women around me.
That this is something that I have had verified by
multiple people, and so I know that this this shit
is legit because these are some of like the most

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the people that I respect the absolute most in this
fucking world, have all confirmed the things that I have
said tonight or it's nighttime when I'm recording this, and
so they have is verified and verified and verified, and
I'm like, well, go look at this, and go look
at this and I'm like, and you know, we'll get

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new access to things, and I'm always saying, hey, go
re check this, go re check this. This is still
looked the same. Was that the actual you know, vision
that we were getting. Sometimes the answer is no. Sometimes
the answer is oh, that was just a perspective or
that was a matrix manipulation. So we're always checking and

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rechecking and rechecking and rechecking, and like I say, there
are questions that I literally wake up every single morning
and I ask the question every single morning, like, is
this still you know, what I'm supposed to be doing.
Is still the person that I'm supposed to be doing
this for? Is this still you know? I like I

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ask every day. I'm just waiting for a different answer
every single day to lots of questions because I'm just
waiting to be proved wrong. And I don't know why
I am waiting to be told otherwise. It's like I guess,
deep down, I know that it's not and I know
that it's the harder journey that I'm taking and it
would be way easier for me to if I just

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like abandon all of this, right, So every day I
wake up to say, today's day you're going to tell
me this is all a joke and that I'm really
just crazy and that this is just a dream. And
this whole time, I've been in some like schizophrenic nuthouse
and or I just woke up out of a coma,
or you know, like so every day I'm just like saying, oh,
today's day, and every day it's not the day. So

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here we are recording another podcast because today was not
the day where they told me that I got to
abandon everything that I have worked for for the last
few years. So we're still here for the time being,
at least if I ever wake up, and you know,
I realized that I've just been in a coma. You
guys will never hear from me ever again, and everything

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will just be gone one day, everything, every trace of
me will just be gone. I'm just gonna move to
another country and you guys will never hear from me
ever again, and I'm just going to completely start a
whole different life, so that ever happens, just no one
or two things happened. I was abducted and I was
murdered and they didn't want you guys to know. Or

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I realized that this whole thing has been a dream
and I woke up out of a coma and I
just decided to pick up my life and move to
another country. So and then, by that case, you guys,
if this is a coma and this is a dream,
you guys aren't fucking real anyways, so you'll never know,
you never know that any of you are just a

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figment of my fucking imagination in this comma that I'm having. Okay, So,
but thanks for playing, Thanks for being really good supporting
roles in this story about myself in this coma. So
wouldn't it be like the craziest shit ever? That would
be like a really legit ass fucking movie. Though, If
my life really was just a coma and then I

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woke up and I'm in some like extraterrestrial fucking lab,
that would be like a wild ass movie. Netflix should
hit me up, I'm telling you, Come on, Netflix, I
can write the whole story line out. My life is
fucking insane. It's almost like so non believable that I

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don't even know that it would be believable in a
fucking movie, be like the best sci fi movie that
ever existed. So and then it be disappointing at the
end because you realize that you went along on this
whole journey and none of it was even real. That's
kind of like that'd be the dream though. But anyways,
all right, I rambled a whole lot on this podcast.

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I really like. Actually, I know this podcast isn't long,
but it actually went longer than I thought it was
going to be because my kids are actually waiting on
me to head towards the beach, so we are spending
the holiday in the sand in the sun, super excited.
It's been a while since I got to take a
little break, especially with my kids, and so we're all

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really excited and they're actually waiting for me to leave
right now. So I'm gonna wrap this up. I know
that I didn't go super deep into I don't know,
I feel like I kind of deep dove. I feel
like I like disrupted everybody's perspective on a lot of things.
I know, then like hover over it for a really
long time. But if people have any like specific questions

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that they want me to go into deeper aside from
anything that I mentioned, and feel free to hit me up.
I will be more than happy to cover it in
a future podcast. But until the Next One. Guys stay chosen,