#4 Accessing Memory

Ever wonder where your past lives or memories sit in your mind? Struggling to manifest that project or bring that abundance into your reality? This is your podcast. 

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:06):
Is anyone else wrong? Or can you're here?

Speaker 2 (00:10):
You? Are you there? Yet? This space is for those
who are in silence and casticide, for those seeking, who
re playing one has been lost, for anyone suffering from
the flames of spiritual persecution, bearing the scars and neglect

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and holding the weight of abuse. This is a saying
where for the safety, a place to rise.

Speaker 3 (00:43):
And the act is a viall. Welcome home, don.

Speaker 1 (01:12):
Hello, chosen ones, We're back. I am back. So I
really want to.

Speaker 4 (01:20):
Start releasing a podcast on Wednesday. However, Wednesday is really
my day. It's my favorite day of the week. I
was born on a Wednesday. But this week there was
something else that was being released on the Wednesday. So
then I was like, well, I'll do it on Thursday.
And so hopefully after this week we'll start going back

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to Wednesday.

Speaker 1 (01:44):
And possibly even having a second podcast. Some weeks. There
is going to be a whole separate podcast that is.

Speaker 4 (01:51):
In the works that will be coming, so that will
be going on as well, and then this podcast will
start having probably two podcasts a week starting in the
month of May.

Speaker 1 (02:04):
So lots of.

Speaker 4 (02:05):
Things going on, lots of you know, moving pieces to
juggle and manage right now. But it's all a lot
of fun, it's all good in the hood, and so
it's kind of I know that there's like a bit
of an elephant in the room. So before we get

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into that, that included, there have been a number of
things that have kind of been going on lately that
have really solidified my belief in everything I've been doing
for the past three years, I guess six years really,

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and so there have been various moments where I really
doubted all of this. You put in so much work
and you're tapping into energy and you're trying to figure
out what's going on, and then you realize that you're
meeting someone's various versions of their higher self, and you're

(03:13):
not actually getting into how their human is feeling because
there's so many shields up, and you're like blindsided by
by certain things that happen that you are not expecting
to happen because you think that you're trending more positively energetically,
and then you kind of get in this.

Speaker 1 (03:32):
Place where.

Speaker 4 (03:35):
You start to doubt yourself, you start to doubt your abilities,
you start to doubt whether any of this is real.
And so it's really within the last week, I would
say that everything has been so incredibly solidified for me.

Speaker 1 (03:53):
It's just.

Speaker 4 (03:56):
There's just no way that I there's just you know,
I don't know whatever they did in the matrix, if
this is not real, if this is the matrix, whatever
little events that they placed before me were, they were
the perfect ones to keep me engaged in this path.

Speaker 1 (04:15):
That I am on.

Speaker 4 (04:17):
Whenever there's a lot of days where I just feel
I don't want to do this anymore. This is this
is not for me, this is insanity. Maybe everyone else
is right. And so I've had lots lots of doubt.
And I think that, you know, people looking at me
from kind of where I sit now, they think, you know,

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I can see so much. I know so much there
could be no possible way that I would doubt any
of this. And I since I have such a complete
perspective of things, I know how much people are deceived.
I know how much what someone is thinks that they're
seeing is not their reality according to like the reality

(04:58):
that I have. Right, So I'm basing that off my perspective,
I'm basing that off of my indoctrinated view.

Speaker 1 (05:05):
And so but.

Speaker 4 (05:07):
From that instance, you know, I do work with such
low vibration energy, demons and things like that. Since that
is my realm of you know, understanding, It's where how
I got into this is, you know, trying to clear
demons off of someone. And so since like that's where
I came in at, I really got to know their tricks,

(05:29):
the things that they say. I got to see the
way they manipulate humans to ask other humans questions when
really there's a frequency overlaying it, which is why words
are such powerful spells, because they attach alternate frequencies to them.
And so you think your friend is asking you if
you want to go to the movies, and you're saying yes,

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and really the reality is is that they asked you
if you wanted to trade your soul or to do
some favor for them, and that's what you're really answering
yes too. You're not answering yes to the question, but
because there's an entity attached to your friend, you're answering
your friend for this simple, innocent question, and you're also
answering the entity as well. So and so, because that

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was the base of how I got into this realm
is identifying that there was someone that I cared about
a whole lot that was being heavily, heavily tormented. And
also like there were people that were starting to come
into the shop, and there were people in the shop
that you know, were new people who knew how to
clear such things and knew how to work with you know,

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dragons and all of this like at the time, which
seemed like really cool things to me, Like I wanted
to be a part of that. I wanted to help people.
I wanted to clear people. And I also, I mean
a little bit of self serving, right, because you know,
once I started looking into it, and I started going
back and I started being able to identify who has

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what type of affliction, and then obviously it was self
serving to me for me to help the people that
I care about around me, So that way I could
have stronger, clearer, better relationships with those people, or I
could just simply free them. I could just free them
and they could go on and live a better, happier
life with or without me.

Speaker 1 (07:19):
But at least I would know from.

Speaker 4 (07:21):
A wanted to save the world perspective, a I love
you perspective as a friend through the end of time perspective,
that I did all I could to help you live
your fullest, clearest life. And so because I started off
in that realm of trying to do those things, trying

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to clear people of entities and attachments really became my
thing for a long time, and external attachments. At the time,
I had no idea that our mind is you know,
I know that if you think about demons, well, now
they exist to youse, No, they always existed, this for
everyone because it's part of everyone's program to have them.

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So a lot of people sit in that perspective of
what people don't know black magics exist, then it can't
affect them. That's not true, because you're subconscious programming that's
running in your mind is already allowing that frequency to
infiltrate your field. You just don't consciously know. So it's
not going to spiral as fast, but it's absolutely still

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affecting you. It's absolutely, absolutely still preventing you from being
with the love of your life, or getting the job
that you want, or there's you know, a number of
things that it can do. And so but at the
time I was only fighting it in the physical external world.

Speaker 1 (08:40):
I was not at the time.

Speaker 4 (08:41):
Going into my mind clearing where my mind allowed it.

Speaker 1 (08:46):
To be a part of my simulation.

Speaker 4 (08:49):
So during that time, because that was the perspective that
I was coming from, I really started to see the
way that people thought that they had these psychic abilities
and they were talking to these angelic beings and they
thought that, you know, this is this is an ancestor

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of mine, or this is a guardian angel, this is whatever.
And people were like truly believing that, and I'm just
like looking at who they're talking about, and I'm just like,
that's not that's what and it for It took me
a minute to put all the pieces together, but eventually,
you know, I was able to understand the level of

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manipulation that we have going on here within the matrix.
And that was just through sheer work that was through me.
All of my waking moments are kind of spent trying
to figure things out. I really don't have much else
of another life other than trying to solve this, trying
to figure this out, trying to figure out all the whys,

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and trying to figure out how many layers of deception
or how many roots of evil are there and where
do they originate in you know, I cleared a really
really significant one last week, and things really kind of
broke free. Well, I guess it's been a couple of
weeks now and things have really just been breaking clear
within my simulation, within my reality lately to where it,

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I don't know, it feels like I have just completely
hit this whole different, this whole different wave.

Speaker 1 (10:27):
And I knew it was coming.

Speaker 4 (10:29):
I knew it was time, but it was kind of
like I was coming into this new year and I
was still feeling some of that like residual energy, and
I know, like things don't happen overnight. I have eight
whole years for things to pop off, and you know,
things are going to trickle from the previous you know,
eight years into this one. But I was really kind
of I was ready to be done with it. And

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it's finally it's finally happening to where the things that
I thought that would have happened a year ago or
two years ago are finally starting to happen now. So
everything is in its own little timing, and I know
that I just wanted it to happen sooner.

Speaker 1 (11:11):
It never really was supposed to happen.

Speaker 4 (11:12):
Sooner, But you know, things are slowly starting to shift
from a broader matrix crystalline perspective, things are finally getting
to where a lot of the prophetic shit that I've
been seeing, a lot of the prophetic shit that I've

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been saying is actually finally starting to happen.

Speaker 1 (11:37):
And so pretty excited about that. I was really starting.

Speaker 4 (11:41):
To doubt me just as a whole, if I was
just like one of these crazy people that just show
up and they're really like they're being manipulated, and because
I'm I don't trust much and I but I can
also at the same time see especially now, especially since
the weekend, and there was a frequency that I needed

(12:03):
that in anger. I found I had like this thing transpire.
It was like four am Friday morning, and I'm packing
and leaving for the beach, and I had this thing,
this energy wash over me. And I knew exactly what
was happening, because it feels the same to me every
time it happens, and so I was, but I was
so busy packing for the beach, I really didn't have

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like time to be upset or time to you know,
go watch or figure it out or try to figure
out the whys and if there's entities involved and who's
pushing this to happen, and you know, I didn't have
time to go.

Speaker 1 (12:45):
Figure out the details of.

Speaker 4 (12:49):
Somewhat of betrayal that I was feeling based on like
the amount of work I had been doing and based
off of our higher self agreements, and so I just
kind of put it in the back of my mind
because I know I was recording a podcast.

Speaker 1 (13:08):
My kids are waiting to leave for the beach. You know,
we have to drive to.

Speaker 4 (13:11):
Panama, which is, you know, six hours from my house
without really stops, and so you know it's going to
be a decent little trek. And they're tired because they
had school that day, and they're still awake and trying
to take naps on the couch waiting for me to
be done because I had such a busy slam pack
week And so whenever I finally was like standing in

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the energy and I got my girls zdaka the confirm
there was like this wave of anger that rushed over me.
And it was that wave of anger that had me
seeing the frequencies that I needed to see. It's like,
I'm not an angry person. I don't get mad at stuff.

Speaker 1 (13:51):
I am a very.

Speaker 4 (13:54):
Level headed now get I get excited, I get passionate
about stuff. And if you do something to my kids,
or you do something to make me feel as if
I'm less intelligent in any sort of way, if you
try to make me look stupid, like that's a trigger
for me because I know how fucking incredibly intelligent I am.

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Like I know that about myself, and so I don't
like when people try to insinuate that I'm dumber than
I am. And so I do have triggers. Don't get
me wrong, But for the most part, I am a
internalized I will just pretend like I don't have the
thought or the emotion because to me, really like other

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people are not significant to me and what I'm trying
to do here. I really have gotten to this point
to where most people are really, really irrelevant.

Speaker 1 (14:44):
To my path.

Speaker 4 (14:45):
I'm not saying that they're irrelevant to Earth, and they're
not irrelevant to that they're irrelevant to what's going on
in the world. I'm saying, as far as my focus
and the outcome of what I'm trying to do, other
people are irrelevant, and so I tr eat them as such.
Whenever it comes to fluctuating my emotional state. If I'm

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spending all of my time caught up in the emotions
and the drama of other people. Well, then I'm not
going to keep ascending to the frequencies I need to
be in, and I'm not going to be able to
have the focus that I need to focus on Christie's
shit if I'm worried about every single person around me
and how they're trying to sabotage me, betray me, alter

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And it's just become an accepted part of my day
and so it doesn't even really piss me off anymore,
and like, oh another one, okay, cool.

Speaker 1 (15:40):
And I just go on about my day.

Speaker 4 (15:42):
So for me to be angry, for me to be
like that mad, I was like pissed, And it didn't
last very long, but it lasted long enough for me
to be able to be in the frequency that I
needed to be able to go find this final little
energy source that belonged to me that was missing, and

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I was able to take it back and it changed
the frequency that I am now existing in in astral
And so when that happened, I was able to start
perceiving the non visible densities in the visible density. So
I no longer had to try to go switch my frequency,
drop my light, you know, and go into the non

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visible densities to be able to see the way the
reverb system works for the planet.

Speaker 1 (16:35):
Now the non visible densities exist.

Speaker 4 (16:40):
It's like I like to say, it's like the acoustic
system for existence. If you are not if you haven't
heard me talk about this before, it's literally if you
everything vibrates, every single thing around you vibrates, your hair vibrates,
your skin vibrates, your car virus rates, the plastic in

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your car vibrates. Every single thing around you is vibrating
all the time. If you were to be able to
perceive that vibration, be it visually, like through your senses,
Like if just your energy feel was able to feel
the vibration of all of that all the time. If
you know, if you were to hear it, see it,

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all of any of your senses would be able to
detect all of that vibration all the time, we would
be so overwhelmed and over stimulated that we would not
be able to exist here, which is part of why
we only see a certain spectrum of light, we only
hear a certain spectrum of sound.

Speaker 1 (17:40):
And so that's kind of like part of the.

Speaker 4 (17:45):
Design, the human design for us to be able to
exist here and not experience lots of spiritual shit. Now.
We were used to be able to perceive a whole
lot more on the spectrum of light than we do now,
and as far as the spectrum of sound goes. Whenever
we were first created, we didn't have such a limited
access to other things that were going on around us.

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It has been stripped from us as time has gone by,
but part of the reverb system, so existence can happen
all in its own has nothing.

Speaker 1 (18:16):
This has.

Speaker 4 (18:16):
The reverb system has nothing to do with the matrix.
The way our reverb system is set up is a
manipulation of our matrix because it exists differently outside of
our matrix that has been restructured within our matrix to
look like poles, and everyone has their own pole and
they exist just throughout the planet. And it's kind of
crazy to see the poles, and you know how much

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they amplify energy in some places and how they absorb energy.
So the one that was attached to me forever, I
had this vision when I was on psilocybin of exactly
that it wasn't the pole itself, but it was like
a fire, and I saw the fire and there was
a big, huge thing of like wood there was like

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I kept throwing sticks on the fire and the fire
would never catch. It didn't matter how many sticks I
put on my fire. My fire was never allowed to
get bigger than that little match flame that it was.
And I kept adding fuel, adding fuel, adding fuel, and
it's like I was going crazy trying to throw wood
on my fire and it would never go anywhere. And
it's because the way my reverb system was set up,

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the way my non visible density energy was tied to me,
it was absorbing all of the good energy.

Speaker 1 (19:32):
I put out.

Speaker 4 (19:33):
So whenever I do this podcast, it doesn't reach as
many people as it should have because I was my
voice is literally being absorbed by the program of the
non visible matrix to where it's not reaching people or
they can't perceive what I'm saying. And then there were
other people, you know, really famous singers and people who
really make it. Their reverb system actually amplifies the shit

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out of their voice, even if they're mediocre. The reverb
system actually works in your ear to make them sound
better than they sound in real life. That's why a
lot of times, whenever you go and you hear a
musician singing on the radio, and then you go listen
to them in real life. Obviously, yes, there is some

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editing that happens in the studio to where they can
synthesize their voice and make it sound better and the
whole thing. But whenever you go listen to them live,
you're like, holy shit, they're really not that good. It's
because you're actually getting to perceive them for the way
they actually sound instead of the way the radio works
is it alters the frequency in the non visible density,

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and you're hearing the vibration of it.

Speaker 1 (20:41):
It comes in and it sounds different.

Speaker 4 (20:44):
And so there are very there are people out there
who sound better live or just as good live as
they do.

Speaker 1 (20:51):
On the radio.

Speaker 4 (20:51):
And some people sound better live than they do on
the radio. And those are the people who like really
have like really amazing talent, and those are often the
people that are read in the system.

Speaker 1 (21:03):
And because normally.

Speaker 4 (21:04):
Those people have like a higher purpose or a stronger frequency,
are there more of I don't know what humanity calls
a light worker, and we already know how I feel
about the term light worker. I can't fucking stand it.
Tell me that you had a really non trauma filled
life without telling me that you had a really posh,
bougie I grew up in Colorado, or I grew up

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in you know, Los Angeles to a rich family type bullshit.

Speaker 1 (21:30):
Tell me tell me that you're a fake.

Speaker 4 (21:33):
A false spiritual list without telling me you're a false
spiritualist by claiming to be a light worker. That literally
just has to exist. But it's just really becoming. It's
not a trigger because I'm not bothered by it, because
it's whatever. But the term light worker, I have like
certain words that are I can't stand, Like this flat

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up coincidence is one of those words that I cannot stand.
I also cannot stand when people say let go and
let God. That's just one of my my trigger words.
And light worker is becoming one of those like trigger
words where when people say it like my eyes glass
over and I'm just like, ugh, what the fuck ever?

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You don't have any like, you have no other contribution
to humanity besides putting some label on yourself so.

Speaker 1 (22:25):
That way you could feel a part of.

Speaker 4 (22:26):
A community that you don't even fully practice. So anyways,
that's just another another word. I guess I'm adding to
my list of words that are derogatory you want to
use a derogatory word, or have me say light worker
and so but anyways, so with this little reverb systems

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that I was able through that anger, through me pulling
finding the part of me that's supposed to exist within
that non visible density where I'm supposed to be able
to watch it all the time.

Speaker 1 (23:01):
I didn't have that.

Speaker 4 (23:02):
Okay, the person that I was angry at had my
my little fragment, and in my anger, I went I
took the shit back.

Speaker 1 (23:10):
And so.

Speaker 4 (23:13):
Because I didn't realize he had it, but I had
to be in that frequency to see that I needed
to take it back. And so I got in the
frequency that I needed to be to take it back,
which let me know that the whole situation that angered
me was literally completely set up by me so that
way I would get in the frequency so that I
would take it back. And because it was like one

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of the final puzzle pieces that I needed with that
whole situation, and so it was completely set up to
piss me off, so that way exactly what would happen
would happen, and it did. And so from there, there's
also like lots of other things that exist within there.
So You don't just absorb someone's good intentions that are

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being sent out. You literally can absorb somebody's entire energy
field to where they no longer have energy to function,
that their body no longer has energy to exist. Okay,
so this is a whole There's so much going on
in this non visible realm that I knew existed before

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I could see it. I would always try to rebuild it,
but it would never stick because I never I didn't
exist in the energy that the frequency that I needed
to be able to work in this realm.

Speaker 1 (24:27):
And now I.

Speaker 4 (24:27):
Fully exist in the frequency that I need to operate
this realm. The realm pretty much now is my bitch.
It completely belongs to me, and so I'm pretty excited
about that. So that's kind of a big shift that
happened over the weekend. And so now fast forward into

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the elephant in the room, and everybody has heard that
Pope Francis has he's no longer with us on the
human plane.

Speaker 1 (25:01):
And that's all I'm gonna say about that rip. I
I mean, I.

Speaker 4 (25:07):
Woke up to so many texts from so many different
people who had already who had already known. But I'm
really I'm not gonna comment on it. So either you
understand what was that play here, you're psychic enough to
be able to go figure it out, or you are
clueless and you have no idea, And that's also really great.

Speaker 1 (25:29):
So that's really all that I'm gonna say.

Speaker 4 (25:31):
But I know that there are a few people who
are waiting for me to acknowledge that based off of
my emotions and my belief system and me traveling to
the Vatican over the summer and all of the things
that have been transpiring.

Speaker 1 (25:47):
Lately and.

Speaker 4 (25:50):
Goals of mine and things that were on my to
do list. And that's all I'm gonna say about it.
And I think most people will we'll be able to
read between the lines of what I'm Yeah, so I
kind of for today's podcast, I really wanted to talk

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about accessing memories, And like I said, I'm really gonna
start trying to post podcasts on Wednesdays, maybe even Tuesdays
and Wednesdays. Since the Pope passed away, the Sabbath is
now on Mondays. Monday is now should be officially every
Wednesday of rest. It changed a whole lot of stuff

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for the planet, A whole lot of stuff for the
planet and I'm not going to fully go Like I said,
I'm not gonna fully go into the details of everything
that shifted, all the ways that the power shifted from
some of the patriarchy.

Speaker 1 (26:51):
Now that we get all of it, we.

Speaker 4 (26:56):
Got a good eighty percent of it shifted back because
now granted the pope was divine feminine as fuck. He
wasn't even a divine masculine energy. He was a divine feminine.
And I tell you what, the divine feminine that are
in men's bodies are the most oppressive for real feminine

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energy on this planet, like far more than anyone else.
And then also the masculines and female bodies. So all
those masculines that are women in this life and all
the feminines that are men in this life are completely
trying to wreck the balance of feminine masculine energy on

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this planet.

Speaker 1 (27:38):
Now, is that all of them? Absolutely not.

Speaker 4 (27:40):
There's never one hundred percent that applies applies to anything.
There are always the exceptions, But as far as the
majority goes, I would say probably in the seventy something percent.
If I'm looking at it, I'd say seventy three percent
or something like that is in fact working against balance
and harmony on this planet, and that just will happened

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to be one person and that was deeply rooted and
lots of evil and lots of imbalance on this planet.
And so we pulled back a big chunk of that
energy because even if he was a feminine energy, he
was still holding a lot of the patriarchy energy. And

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it's kind of like it makes sense, right if you
want you want to give it to somebody who is unsuspecting,
you're going to give it to someone who is supposed
to seem all sweet.

Speaker 1 (28:32):
And loving, feminine and is you know.

Speaker 4 (28:36):
The head of what's supposed to be a really beautiful organization.
So but obviously, you know, for those of us with
eyes who can see and with memory as mine, we
could draw victim books for the rest of our life, okay,
with stuff that has happened in that facility just in general.

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So we had this major shift of getting a lot
of this energy back in. So, but there were other
things that were happening yesterday. And since there's just some
some personal shit happening within like I'm just gonna, i

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don't know, within the other pieces of my soul, and
because that is like really struggling to fall into alignment.
In no way did I want to compete with the

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energy of what was happening.

Speaker 1 (29:43):
And I know it's not the same.

Speaker 4 (29:45):
It's not apples for apples, but whenever it comes to manifesting,
it does work that way. When it comes to releasing things.
When it comes to putting energy out, there is a
who is going to get most of that energy. And
since my energy is just way stronger, even if my

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audience is fractions smaller, it just it wouldn't have been
beneficial for the other.

Speaker 1 (30:16):
Part of my soul at all. And so.

Speaker 4 (30:23):
I did not release my podcast yesterday and so, but
it's gonna start being on Wednesdays, and then I'll pick
another day, be it Tuesday. I'd probably be Tuesday because
then you'd have most of the week to be able
to listen to it.

Speaker 1 (30:35):
And Monday is the day of the Sabbath, so I will.

Speaker 4 (30:38):
Never be releasing a podcast on Monday. And so, and
also Monday is my day off, and Monday has been
my day off for quite a minute. So I just
kind of felt like, maybe on a subconscious level, I
already knew that that was needed to be a day
of rest for me. And it is completely the day
of rest for it should be for humanity, should be

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Monday now, and everybody has They're like, yeah, well my
work week is Monday through Friday.

Speaker 1 (31:05):
I completely get it sucks to be you. So all
I can say.

Speaker 4 (31:10):
I work pretty much every weekend, so I don't fucking
feel sorry for anybody. I work seven days a week
A lot of times. I probably work more than most
human beings work. And I don't get paid for all
the hours that I work. That's what happens when you
have a business or you work for a small business.
You put in lots of hours that you don't get

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compensated for. And so lots of hours that I don't
get compensated for and cancel clear compensated with love and
knowledge and things that are not measured through.

Speaker 1 (31:45):
Financial measurements.

Speaker 4 (31:47):
Okay, uh so let me let me let me check
myself real quick. And so so here we are today
and I've had like it worked out really because I
had some time to kind of figure out like what
I wanted the podcast to because there's always I mean,
I have some things that I want to like record
podcasts on, but I like to keep it relevant as to.

Speaker 1 (32:11):
What I need to be out at that time.

Speaker 4 (32:15):
So sometimes it's for one particular person that I will
channel what the podcast needs about be about. Sometimes is
for the collective. Sometimes it's for my girls, and my
girls know.

Speaker 1 (32:26):
Who they are. I have a group of people who
are Ride or Die.

Speaker 4 (32:33):
They help me a lot, They do lots of work
in astro. If I give them homework they're doing at
times ten. They really are the anchors for a lot
of the changes that are happening on the planet. And
so because they're anchoring their energy, they're doing exactly what
I tell them to do, and they're excelling at it,

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and their abilities are really clicking on. They're really experiencing
the matrix in astro out of higher capacity than most
people on the planet because they're following along and because
they're doing the things that I'm you know, telling them
they need.

Speaker 1 (33:08):
To do in order to get to their goals.

Speaker 4 (33:11):
So sometimes these podcasts are literally to a dozen or
so people, and sometimes it's for one person and I'm
just like directly giving them a message because I know
that they want it. So this is kind of one
that's going to be beneficial for everybody, But this podcast.

Speaker 1 (33:30):
Is definitely for the one. This is a podcast for.

Speaker 4 (33:34):
One, but it's going to be beneficial for everybody obviously.
But this is at the exact moment that I know
somebody needs something and I know that they're not quite
ready to communicate with me about this topic. If I
just put it out to the world and they listen

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to it, then they'll be able to go and do
the things that I'm saying in this podcast, and then
and it'll be able to click some pieces in the
place for them that they need clicked into place right
about now.

Speaker 1 (34:05):
So I wanted to do one on We're going to
talk about manifesting.

Speaker 4 (34:12):
We're going to talk about that. We'll talk about that
at the end, I guess, but which kind of ties
into why I didn't post my podcast yesterday and why
I posted it today. The manifesting part will tie into
that and the way energy is used to tie manifestations
to things into the grid and why there are certain

(34:35):
things that have to happen, especially you know, for certain
things to come about, certain dreams, certain visions, certain goals
for your life in order to be able to come about,
there are certain things that need to happen there. And
so we're going to talk about manifesting because I feel
like it's really important for that topic to be understood

(34:55):
and then but also the thing that I wanted to
talk about, and this is beneficial to everybody.

Speaker 1 (35:00):
I know that this podcast is.

Speaker 4 (35:01):
Person specific, but this is going to benefit everybody.

Speaker 1 (35:05):
This is literally what.

Speaker 4 (35:06):
I do my hypnosis sessions on is like one on
one coaching, which I'm not going to go deep into
step by step how to do it. I'm not doing
a little meditation on here on how to be hypnotized.
I'm not We're not doing that. I'm going to tell
you where it's at because I know that the person
is going to be able to find it without me having.

Speaker 1 (35:25):
To go through step by step.

Speaker 4 (35:26):
But this does kind of explain how the process works
and where to go to access things in your mind
that you're trying to find that you don't know where
to go to find them, and so this applies to
literally everyone. This is where we go when we do
your hypnosis sessions. Whenever it's in hypnosis works different for

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me because I fully believe that you should be in
control of where your conscious mind and subconscious mind brings
you a meditative state or a lucid state, or just
you trying to explore the depths of your existence. You

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should be fully in control. You shouldn't have to go
under now. You should go under a relaxation hypnosis to
where you feel comfortable allowing those visions to take.

Speaker 1 (36:22):
Over your body.

Speaker 4 (36:24):
But to be so hypnotized that you can't duplicate it
on your own is a manipulation of your mind. It's
a manipulation of the capacities of your mind to where
now because you have no control over what it is
you're being shown. Can't You don't have a say as

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to what's being shown to you, what frequency it is,
what entities step in. You are literally just going with
the flow of whatever is being presented to you because
you have checked out of reality. And so to me,
that becomes really dangerous, especially when people do.

Speaker 1 (37:03):
Not have discernment, do not have good psychic abilities regularly.

Speaker 4 (37:07):
And so I like to teach people where it is
that you need to go. I like to work with
you and coach you into going find that place and
for you to pull that vision in and until you
can do it in a safe manner. You don't need
to be pulling visions from your subconscious mind. But I'm
going to give everybody the rundown on where to go

(37:31):
if you do feel that you are ready, If not,
guess what I offer spiritual coaching and I have been
doing like hypnosis coaching sessions where I can walk you
through it step by step.

Speaker 1 (37:43):
We can evaluate where you are and.

Speaker 4 (37:45):
If you're not getting the visions that you want to get,
then I give you lots of homework to do to
develop your psychic site and it'll help you to be
able to get there now. So the ones that have
psychic site, most of you probably that have been, especially
the ones that really participate in my events.

Speaker 1 (38:06):
I have lots of full moon circles.

Speaker 4 (38:07):
I have lots of events all the time where I
do like these really deep meditations I'm talking about, Like
we'll go into meditation for like thirty minutes and I'll
just take you from place to place to place and
we're zooming around exploring past life stuff. We're going look
at the matrix. We're going to see the way the
matrix is set up. We're going to see where your
soul pot, where your pot is, where God or Creator

(38:31):
literally gave you your individual consciousness. We're going look at
all I mean literally, I take you everybody everywhere. If
I'm working on something, then if you show up for
one of my little meditations, chances are we're going see
it in some sort of way, or I'm going to
show you how to pull manifestations and tie them to
whatever it is that you're trying to manifest, and how

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to bring it to you, and how to find the
magnets that belong to your soul and how to go
attach it to a new job or a new car,
or the partner that it is that.

Speaker 1 (39:02):
You're supposed to be with, or you know, whatever.

Speaker 4 (39:05):
I like, I will always say I'm not super big
on trying to pull people to you.

Speaker 1 (39:10):
I really sit in the.

Speaker 4 (39:11):
Energy of I like, it's so unimaginable to me to
be in a relationship with someone who, in my mind
I know is only with me because I did some
sort of spell or because I did some sort of
like magic ritual and that's the only reason that they're
with me.

Speaker 1 (39:31):
I don't know.

Speaker 4 (39:32):
Maybe I'm just such a fucking romantic person that I
want whoever is like in my life intimately to like
want to be there more than they want to be
anywhere else in the entire fucking universe.

Speaker 1 (39:46):
And so I'm never.

Speaker 4 (39:49):
Really going to support trying to pull love to you.
I believe that if you're in alignment and you focus
on yourself and you focus on making yourself side, that
person is going to find you whenever they're gonna fall
into alignment. If you put yourself in so much fucking alignment,
they have no choice but to fall into.

Speaker 1 (40:10):
Alignment as well.

Speaker 4 (40:11):
And I just have been like so focusing on me,
so focusing on me, just so hyper focused on fixing
all my shit, becoming the most sovereign, the most solid,
the most powerful version of me.

Speaker 1 (40:23):
That I could possibly become.

Speaker 4 (40:26):
And I think that I'm not there yet to being
the most powerful that I can be on earth. I
have a very clear vision of who I'm going to
be in the future, but I need some other things
to transpire in my life, Like I can't do it
being by myself. Like if I am to be single

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for the rest of my life and be by myself
and nothing else works out for me, and I just
stay alone, because I can promise you that there's only
really one option for me or by myself, and so
if that option doesn't work out, I think that the
version of me that I am right now is the
most powerful that I will be able to come after

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the stuff that I found this weekend and all that.
It was like the final puzzle piece, like I physically
saw it being clicked in the place, and it's as
strong of a puzzle as I can complete by myself.
And so I have been just working on clicking all
my pieces into this puzzle and obviously it's been paying
off really well. And so we'll see over the next

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couple of weeks exactly like how I can figure out
how to manipulate this energy because I just kind of
got access to.

Speaker 1 (41:38):
It, so super excited about that.

Speaker 4 (41:40):
But that's just how I feel, is that if you
work on yourself, then the alignment will fucking happen. When
your soul mirror is someone else's, Like at some point
you keep repairing your mirror, it's going to fucking shine
in their energy field and it's going to illuminate everything

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that needs to be healed within them and they will
have to heal it. And when that happens, that's whenever
everything gets to be reunited. And so I am not
a big believer in doing things to manifest partners aside
from working within yourself. And you know, meditating an astro,

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pulling them in, communicating the way you feel, sending them
love so that way, even on a subconscious level, they
feel it. I do believe in that.

Speaker 1 (42:33):
I do that a lot.

Speaker 4 (42:34):
I send lots of love subconsciously to various people. I
mean I send it to my kids. I'm always like
thinking about them. I know they're in school taking a test,
and I'll just go flood their field with like love
and confidence and things like that. So you know, those
kind of things are really harmless are They're actually really
beautiful and really helpful. But as far as like manifesting goes,

(42:55):
not not a fan of taking anybody's free will away
from them. If that's something that you have been doing,
just set them free. Just come on, girl, go ahead,
let them go. Go work on yourself, and if it's

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meant to be, it'll come back around.

Speaker 1 (43:21):
And if it's not meant to be, then.

Speaker 4 (43:24):
You don't have to deal with the reverb of that
intention of trying to alter someone's free will. Because if
you're trying to pull someone's free will from them, and
that's the energy that you're sending out into the cosmos,
if that's what your pull from the non visible density

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is amplifying the energy of removing free will. Then you
will have people show up in your life to remove
your free will. So that'll be found like in a
job where there's a boss that's really micro energy, or
a family member that feels like really dominant over you,
or you'll get caught in a bad date situation where

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they may take advantage of you. You know, that energy
could show back up to you in a variety of
ways because you are sending that frequency out, which means
that you're attracting it essentially as well. So unconditional love,
cut your tie, let them heal because you're healing, and

(44:28):
then allow that energy to come back. But we will
fully get into the energy of how to use your
energy to manifest the things that you want, and we'll
talk about that in a second. So let me finally, finally,
finally get into where to go in your mind to

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access your memory.

Speaker 1 (44:51):
So there is a specific place and I found this.
It's been a little minute.

Speaker 4 (44:57):
It's probably whenever I first started suttying hypnosis. So what's
been probably about a year now, whenever I first started saying,
you know what, there's been enough synchronicity in my life
to where I'm going to try to maybe possibly figure
out hypnosis.

Speaker 1 (45:14):
Uh.

Speaker 4 (45:14):
And obviously, as all things with me, whenever I first
started trying to look into it, it looked completely different
than everybody else's hypnosis looks it does. And that's because
I have a different understanding, a different comprehension of.

Speaker 1 (45:29):
What it is that is going on.

Speaker 4 (45:32):
And I like to coach people from a perspective of
a people who are ready and be from a you're
in full control and you.

Speaker 1 (45:41):
Drive the ship. I'm just standing there with you, coaching
you through things that you may not possibly be able
to see.

Speaker 4 (45:48):
So whenever I started trying to go look and where
people's memories were being stored, I'm like, okay, so where
are we really going whenever we are accessing them? Like?

Speaker 1 (45:58):
Where is this movie being played from?

Speaker 4 (46:01):
And so that was kind of the initial question that
I had asked myself, where is the movie being played from?
And so within your pineal gland, your pineal gland is
the computer towards your simulation.

Speaker 1 (46:13):
It's not where your fucking third eye is.

Speaker 4 (46:15):
I will die on this hill that your third eye
is only in your pineal gland. Because they have been
lying to us since ancient Egyptian times with all of
their artwork. That was indoctrination. Okay, that started very early
in doctrination. If you believe that your third eye is
there and that's where you're seeing your visions from, which
it is, it's not that that's your third eye is

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that's where your eyes are.

Speaker 1 (46:39):
Like seeing your simulation from.

Speaker 4 (46:41):
So it's not that the images that were drawn are
being deceptive. We just thought that it meant that that
was our third eye.

Speaker 1 (46:49):
No, that's our simulation.

Speaker 4 (46:51):
That's where our eyes are are being projected from that
computer chip that exists there, which is our pineal gland.
So it is right there, that is where we're seeing from.
That is our simulation. That's where all.

Speaker 1 (47:05):
Of our memories are stored.

Speaker 4 (47:07):
That's where future possibilities of visions that we see are stored.
And they don't even have to be future visions from
things that we saw in dreams and in visions in
this life. It could be the future that we saw
before we incarnated and the things that we wanted to
achieve in this life. Those are all stored within there
as well. So when you can go into your pineal gland,

(47:31):
if you set the intention that there is like you
just say, okay, I I have a theater room in
my pineal gland.

Speaker 1 (47:38):
Because you do.

Speaker 4 (47:39):
Everyone has a little viewing station within their little computer
chip that is their pineal gland. And it's inside of
a crystal. Okay, so your pineal land, if you go
look it up, go science, science, science, go nerd out,
there are these little crystals that exist within your pineal gland.
It is inside of one of those crystals is your

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theater room. So it is storing the data and information
of all of your memories. So essentially, what you're doing
is you're accessing one of the crystals in your pineal
gland and you are going sit in it as if
it is you could. It's decorated however you want it
to be.

Speaker 1 (48:15):
In your mind.

Speaker 4 (48:16):
You can go visualize yourself a couch, and so that
way you always go back to your couch. I tell people,
see what your couch looks like. Everybody's couch looks different.
Every single person's couch looks different. And so you're gonna
go sit on your couch, and then you're gonna when
you sit on your couch, you're gonna see before you
there's gonna be a movie screen, and it's gonna look
like old school film where it's gonna move through and

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each film strip is gonna have different memories on it,
and so you're just gonna keep the You're gonna keep
on going. They're gonna just be going by like the
speed of light in front of you, right, like a
movie playing fast, right, and each one's gonna have a
whole different movie on it. And so you're gonna set
your intention to have whatever it is that you're wanting

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to see be come up on that movie screen.

Speaker 1 (49:08):
So then you can sit on your couch and you
can watch it.

Speaker 4 (49:10):
And even better yet, is that each little film strip,
each little memory that comes up, is actually a portal
and you can actually step through the movie screen into
the energy of that memory, of that time period, of
that future and you can go look around.

Speaker 1 (49:28):
Okay, so you can go look at stuff.

Speaker 4 (49:31):
You can say that if you know something is coming
up where you know, if you know that someone's going
to pass away, So say you know that your mom
is on hofspice, Okay, if you want to go find
the way that that was written in your life plan
in this life for you to experience that, then you

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can call that memory up, and you could go look
at the future. You could go look at things that, oh,
look I missed this.

Speaker 1 (49:59):
Okay, well if.

Speaker 4 (50:00):
You know right now I'm missing it and I don't
want to miss that, or look how upset I am.
I'm not even able to you know, I'm not there
for her because I'm being selfish. And so you know,
you can go sit in it and you can go
get a different perspective and you can start learning how
do I maybe I should alter, you know, and start
processing things now so that way, whenever that day comes,

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I'm evolved. I'm not in the slow frequency energy of it, right.
So we can go look at things like that. We
can go look at potential like relationships. If you are
talking to someone or there's a potential for a relationship
with someone, if you want to go see how that
relationship would play out, you can go see if you
can find visions or memories in your memory bank of

(50:44):
that relationship. And if you can't really find future memories
of you with that person, then you know that person's
not supposed to be there. That person's not supposed to
be in your life. They're not supposed to be on
your timeline.

Speaker 1 (50:55):
That's not a relationship that you chose for yourself.

Speaker 4 (50:57):
Whenever you incarnated, so you know, not give a whole
lot of energy to that relationship because there's no future
in it for you. So there's those are possible things
that you could go look at in the future. If
you are involved in some endeavor or some project, then
you want to see how long that project is going
to last, or if that project's gonna make it, or

(51:18):
if that project's going to be as successful as you
think it should. You can pull that project up and
you could say, show it to me in two years
from now, and you can see if the project's doing well,
if the project's falling apart, and then you could ask, well,
show me where'd I go wrong? And then you could
be brought to the clip of where you screw shit up.

(51:39):
Then there also would be a screen of well if
there's an alternate version, because chances are on your timeline,
there's not just one solution for a particular project, right,
so it's not has to be make or break. We're
here to learn, we're here to evolve, we're here to move.
So there could be possibilities where are there solutions or

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are there are there things that I should have done
that would have prevented, you know, this project from failing.
Are there people that I should have pulled into my
life to help me? And then you can actually go
watch all of that play out.

Speaker 1 (52:15):
On the screen.

Speaker 4 (52:16):
And sometimes that has helped me a whole lot is
being able to go see what certain possibilities are within
my timeline and things that I have programmed. Now, let's
get into this as far as past lives are concerned.
So I gave future possibilities because in the particular human

(52:38):
being that I am speaking to, obviously I'm not given
the direct examples. I'm just given generic examples that can
be applied to absolutely anyone. But I felt that, like
the future is the more uncertain, anxiety causing situation that's
going on right now.

Speaker 1 (52:56):
So I brought that up first.

Speaker 4 (53:00):
And so, but this is where I go to look
at past lives. This is literally where I go when
I take people under hypnosis and we go to look
for things that happened in their childhood that they might
not remember. Things that have happened just in different lifetimes
that are still being carried on Earth. Lifetimes are really

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easy to find.

Speaker 1 (53:23):
In this place.

Speaker 4 (53:24):
It may be a little more difficult for you to
pull in past lives that are before you became incarnated
as a human here, but it does give you a
good starting point. There's also going to be a slide
within it that will connect you to lives beyond and
that looks a little bit different. And if you can

(53:47):
find that slide, then you go into like a different
media room that is tied to your soul and that
has the ancient stuff. So if you want to go
look at you as being some god, or if you
want to go look at you being an angelic being being,
you know, if you were like a fallen angel and
you wanted to go look at that energy and see
how that all played out, you can find this other

(54:10):
screen and it is a whole different room of memories
of things that are being stored within your silver cord
that you can go and access. Now, sometimes your silver
cords can be altered, and that is a whole different
podcast topic for a whole different day. That really is

(54:31):
more of a spiritual coaching call for us to be
able to analyze whether your records have been tinkered with
or contaminated. And so that is a whole different level
of discernment that you would need to have to know
whether or not something has been manipulated and altered. And
that is something that I have really learned how to detect.

(54:52):
Over the past three years. I have spent a lot
of my time and energy trying to figure out what's true,
what's not true, what's an illusion. And so it's solely
because I was looking for the manipulation I was looking for,
because it would have been you know, if I wanted

(55:13):
to just go along and believe absolutely everything that I
was shown, I would be in a completely different place
than I am right now. It's like, because I knew
everyone was trying to betray me. It's kind of crazy
to think about the amount of people God have showed
up in my life around me, around people around me
that have just really played this really negative narrative of

(55:36):
who I am as a human being, knowing damn fucking
well that none of it actually applies to me. I'm
you know, I'm sure that I have like lots of
like really beautiful flaws. Okay, h And so I know
that about me. You know, I have I have my
I have my things, obviously, I have my triggers. I
have you know, things about me that you know maybe

(55:58):
more pleasant to experience in someone else than with me,
because it, you know, I'm a little more sensitive around
certain subjects, or I am like overly I'm too serious.
I think that's probably one of my flaws, is that
I'm such a serious human being that I find it
hard to.

Speaker 1 (56:17):
Be as joyful as other people.

Speaker 4 (56:19):
Like some people are a little bit easier to be
around because they're just happier people in general. And I
always have like a more serious energy to me, So
I know that, like you know, obviously I'm not perfect
by any means, I don't have that that just happy,
joyful energy whenever you are around me, because I just

(56:39):
have like this seriousness to my energy field, and I
know people feel that kind of commanding presence of that
I take what I'm supposed to be doing here in
this incarnation really really seriously, and so because of that,
you know, you feel how you feel around me. Some
people don't like serious energy, and some people respect it.

(57:01):
I sit more in the energy of wanting to master
lots of things in this life, and so I have
a more serious energy tone.

Speaker 1 (57:07):
But however, I'm like a.

Speaker 4 (57:11):
Really good fucking person, uh like a really really great
human being, like I know that about myself. I have
like beat myself to hell and back multiple times over
every little fucked up thing I've ever done, and how
could you be so fucking stupid? And I really like
analyzed all of my flaws to like such a degree
that there's really like to become that level of vulnerable

(57:34):
within yourself is kind.

Speaker 1 (57:35):
Of it's.

Speaker 4 (57:40):
It puts you in a place of such clarity with
who you are as a person, and so now I
can I think that's why I'm so calm all the time.
It's just because I know who I am forwards and backwards.
I know the things that are going to cause me
to not be the highest version of me. I know
things that are going to cause me to be the

(58:00):
best version of me, and so I try to participate
in the things that I know are going to make
me a better version of who I am, and I
try to stay away from the things that are going
to lead me down a path that I I'm not
going to enjoy witnessing myself participate in life as that
version of me. And so I've had so many people

(58:22):
try to portray me to be someone that I'm not
at so many different points in my life and sometimes
like I kind of sit back and I kind of,
you know, sit in the energy of that, and I
kind of wondered, like, is that I ever become what
these people were claiming me to be, you know when

(58:42):
I was younger, because I heard it on repeat so
many times, like somebody like I was always when I
was younger, I was always told that I was a
fucking bitch all the time.

Speaker 1 (58:51):
You're such a fucking bitch. It's like the thing that
was told to me all the time.

Speaker 4 (58:55):
And so then I was like, well, I feel like
I became a bitch, Like I was a bitch in
high school and that's the way I identified myself because
everybody was claiming me to be that thing, and so
I showed up that way because it was how I
was being described, and I bought into that narrative. And
now as I'm getting older, people can call me whatever

(59:16):
they want, and I'm like, nah, that's not me. You
can describe me as a whole lot of things, but
a bitch isn't one of them. I'm passionate, I'm serious.
I have more of an older soul, so I'm not
as playful, and I have not fully found the people
that are supposed to be around me, that's supposed to

(59:38):
allow me to relax to where the joy and the
happiness will be able to come out in my life.

Speaker 1 (59:43):
I haven't.

Speaker 4 (59:44):
I have a few of those people, but I'm not
completely surrounded. My circle still has holes in it where
there are people that are letting a lot of negative
energy into my life. So it's not that I'm a bitch,
It's just that you like people who are just naive
and who are here to just make a mockery of

(01:00:06):
this human existence, or who are a part of the matrix,
and who aren't looking at the way human interaction affects
their life, or aren't trying to go deeper into the
philosophy of why we hear or the.

Speaker 1 (01:00:20):
Spiritual meaning of why we hear.

Speaker 4 (01:00:21):
And I've always been the type of person that's always
asked the why questions, And I guess that makes me
a bit to some people that I like knowing why
certain things are the way they are or what am
I here to do exactly? And why does it involve X,
Y and Z, And you know, is there any way
around it? Or am I locked into this? Do do

(01:00:45):
I have to do this?

Speaker 1 (01:00:46):
Or can I do this? Without certain people.

Speaker 4 (01:00:48):
That's kind of been the question that I've asked probably
the most, is can I do it without them? It?
Could I do what I need to do here without them?
It's the single question that I have asked the most
over the past three years. Well, there has to be
a point that I can get that it doesn't matter
if they come around or not. I have to be
able to do the thing that I need to do

(01:01:09):
without them. And the answer is always fucking no. There
is no such thing as me achieving what it was
that we both set off to do in this incarnation
without each other. And so it's kind of this energy
of I've just been here with a more serious understanding,

(01:01:33):
and so I often got described as being, you.

Speaker 1 (01:01:37):
Know, a way that I wasn't.

Speaker 4 (01:01:39):
But here we are, still in this day and age,
which is, you know, kind of the whole point of
this little side ramble is that I am fully being
accused of things that are the complete opposite of who
I'm being. I've been over the last I don't know,
I've been like incredibly incredibly celibate over the last few years.

(01:01:59):
I Mean I've talked about that before. How I've just
kind of completely like sat out from that so that
way I could figure myself out, figure out like what
it was that I wanted, without distraction, without being engaged
intimately with other people, Like I really needed to go
to the root of who I am and sit in
that pure energy and be allowed to experience who I

(01:02:24):
am and what I'm supposed to do without the influence
of anyone else contaminating my energy field. And I really
needed to sit in my own sacred space that didn't
involve anyone else's energy entering my sacred space.

Speaker 1 (01:02:38):
And so over the last few years.

Speaker 4 (01:02:41):
I've been accused of sleeping with like multiple people, even
like sleeping with women. I'm a gay man, brah, Like
i am a gay man. I can say this all
the time. I say it as a joke because clearly
I'm a woman. I have all the female parts, was
born as a female. I am a female. Fully, I

(01:03:01):
don't want to I'm not transgender in any way, not
knocking anybody who is or anything like that. I'm just
saying personal identity is I am a woman. But if
I were to exist on this planet in any way,
I'm a bottom. I'm a gay dude in my heart.
So the thought of being with another woman. Is just
it does not cross my mind. I don't find it

(01:03:23):
even remotely attractive. When I say that I am like
insanely attracted to men, I mean that full wholeheartedly. Whether
I incarnate as a guy or whether I incarnate as
a girl, I am into the same thing. And so
I've even had people like tell their partners that they
were like sleeping with me, and I'm like, that is
like I don't even know, like where how that even,

(01:03:46):
how that even could come about. And so I've been
accused of sleeping with other people as well, other guys
as well, that have caused like crazy disruption to the path.
But I guess it was all intentional, was all supposed
to work out exactly the way it did in hindsight.

Speaker 1 (01:04:04):
But it's just.

Speaker 4 (01:04:06):
It's interesting whenever you get to go sit in your
little room, you get to go sit on your couch
and you get to start looking at potential possibilities. And granted,
do I get to see every single possibility? No? Do
I get to see every derailment of the path? No,
because if I knew it was there, I would try
to stop it. I would have altered the path some

(01:04:27):
sort of way. So not everything is going to be
revealed to you, but we get to decide who we are.

Speaker 1 (01:04:36):
We get to look.

Speaker 4 (01:04:37):
At the lens and the information that's given to us,
we get to decide what we're gonna do with it.
And that's kind of like the free will part, and
some of us actually have a whole lot more free
will than other people. The more powerful you are within
the matrix, the more powerful you are within creation and humanity,
you really get to decide fully who you want to be.

(01:04:59):
And that's kind of the point of a common sovereign,
and that's the point of going view yourselves and your
past life, so you understand how much power you actually have.
And then there's also powers that are assigned to people
in sets. So I have some of my power and
control in my sovereignty is mine and mine alone to wield,

(01:05:20):
for me to understand, for me to master. I have
my own set of power and ability. And then some
of the things that I have access to are not
assigned specifically to me. It exists either within a group
or within a pair or a partnership. And so that's
why some of what I'm trying to do I can

(01:05:41):
achieve alone. And then the bigger things that I'm really
here to do. I cannot achieve alone because I won't
have full access to that power until the other part
of that party of that energy is inbalance and also
has the access to the power. It kind of is
like a checks and balances throughout the cosmos for one

(01:06:02):
person to not really exist with more power than the other,
and so for me to step into the energy and
the power that I'm trying to seek in this incarnation,
the person that holds the opposite the balance of my
energy also has to be as powerful as me for
me to have full access to my ability, and then

(01:06:23):
for him to be in that power and for me
to be in mind. It allows our system to link
up as one. So technically it's us giving power to
one consciousness together because we're experiencing things as to separate

(01:06:47):
lenses of the same energy. So whenever it comes together,
we're really given that solid that original consciousness. It's the
one with the power. We're just expressing it from two
different lenses. So when we come together other we activate
a higher power that exists, and so lots of people
exist that way on the planet as well, and some
people don't exist that way in Tuesday exist that ways

(01:07:09):
in fours or eights, and so you may need four
people to come together to be whole. And this is
this I'm not talking This doesn't have to be a
romantic relationship situation. This is not like, oh, you have
to sleep with four people or have to sleep with
eight people. I'm not talking about that. I'm talking about
for somebody. You'd have to be in the same space,

(01:07:31):
in the same energy, healing, with the same meditation at
the same time in order to activate fully your your
higher consciousness is power because you've been split into eight.
And that's a whole other process and a whole nother
talk for a whole nother day. We were actually within

(01:07:52):
my partnership, it was actually split into four forever, and
I took the four and I put it back into two.
So I actually pulled the energy and consciousness from other
humans on the planet.

Speaker 1 (01:08:06):
Back to us. So that way we are is just
a payer.

Speaker 4 (01:08:09):
Now there's there's no one else we're existing in our
highest form that we could exist in this way. And
so now I don't have to worry about the other
components to the puzzle. I just have to worry about
the one, the one piece to the puzzle because the
puzzle of four has become a puzzle of two. So
it just makes things easier to manage. It makes things

(01:08:31):
more balanced than it. Also, I mean, obviously instead of
split in power between two people into four, obviously you're
way more powerful whenever you only have you have you know,
all your energy and one. So it's better to be
two than there be four. And obviously we can't exist
as one. We do exist as one, but here there

(01:08:55):
is no existing as one. So it's a part of
the balance of the matrix itself is existing separately, which
is you know, this unconditional love thing that's going around.

Speaker 1 (01:09:08):
That's kind of the premise.

Speaker 4 (01:09:10):
Of it is being able to be imperfect, being able
to see yourself as consciousness, experiencing existence in a way
that it's different than you're experiencing existence, and to still
be able to love yourself as something that is separate
from you. It's really easy for us to get caught
up in our ego and for us to love ourselves

(01:09:31):
and to focus all our energy on ourself, But can
you project that into seeing yourself do something that would.

Speaker 1 (01:09:38):
Not be.

Speaker 4 (01:09:40):
In alignment with your ego and still find love for
that so that's kind of where the energy of unconditional
love kind of stems from, is watching yourself experience existence
apart from you, making its own decisions, making its own mistakes,
having its own darkness, its own breakdown, its own ugly part,
some beautiful parts, and all of these different things that

(01:10:02):
it's going through, and to be able to witness that
and still show up and offer you the same energy
that you'd want to offer yourself. And so it's just
easier to do that when there's two instead of four
or eight. But the more sovereign you become, the more
you start understanding how that energy works, and then you
can manipulate the energy.

Speaker 1 (01:10:22):
Of your pod however you.

Speaker 4 (01:10:23):
See fit the matrix, and I mean, creation itself would
never allow you to pull all.

Speaker 1 (01:10:30):
That energy into one.

Speaker 4 (01:10:32):
If that was possible, things would look a whole lot
different if any being could pull all the power into
just itself.

Speaker 1 (01:10:39):
It's not allowed.

Speaker 4 (01:10:40):
Within creation, everything is partnered and balanced, and so that's
just like one of the laws of the universe. And
so I mean it kind of is one of the
main laws of the universe. But we have to exist
in a partnership, which is why everybody thinks that the
duality is always like that feminine energy and the masculine energy.

(01:11:04):
It's not I've taught I mean, I'll say this still
I'm blue in the face. Is that that is not duality.
That is just an expression of our one consciousness and
two different lenses of perspectives. It is not necessarily a
duality within itself. Our duality is clarity and emotion. So
if you could understand that when you're sitting in emotion,
you don't have clarity. When you're sitting in clarity, you

(01:11:27):
have no emotion, and that is actually duality. When you
can fully understand that, then you understand the way that
we have been manipulated to cast aside and to cause trauma,
and we actually create our own darkness by thinking that
masculine and feminine, male and female light and dark are

(01:11:50):
different from each other when they're really not. So we're
creating our own discomfort, we're creating our own trauma, we're
creating our own like hell by putting all the factors
of existence against each other.

Speaker 1 (01:12:05):
If that makes sense.

Speaker 4 (01:12:07):
So if you also think about it from this perspective,
you can exist as masculine and there still be feminine
energy present, which does not create duality. You can also
sit in feminine energy and have masculine energy present. You
can sit in darkness and there can still be a
flame that will illuminate. So you can be in darkness

(01:12:27):
and there still can be light, or you can be
in light and there can be still shadows that can
be cast and there be darkness there. So it has
to be the duality has to be something where one
has to exist completely without the other and neither one
can exist coexist with the other, which is what that
clarity and emotion does offer. So if that perspective helps

(01:12:50):
you to understand that concept, that might be a little
better of an explanation for you to think about.

Speaker 1 (01:12:58):
The way you duality.

Speaker 4 (01:13:01):
Can one exist without the other and so it has
to not exist at all. There is no room for
emotion and clarity, and there is absolutely no room for
clarity and emotion. So that's how you know that that
is where the true duality actually lies. So back to
our little room. So, like I said, if you can

(01:13:24):
sit in your room and you're gonna need discernment, which
is why you know I this podcast is for everybody
to kind of know where it is. And obviously there's
a whole lot of other information and benefit from listening
to those podcasts. But if you don't feel like you're ready,
because if you don't feel like you can discern whether
someone around you has good intentions or whether one of

(01:13:44):
your spirit guides has good intentions, if you don't necessarily
have a whole lot of discernment and you are a
little apprehensive, then by all means, don't feel like you
need to go sit on your couch and pull up
your memories on your own. You can go watch the memories.
Go and watch the memories. There's no harm, no foul.
You can go sit on your couch and watch as
many things come across the screen as you'd like. But

(01:14:06):
the act of actually stepping through the portal and going
into the energy of the life is the part where
I would draw the line. If you are not feeling
super comfortable with your discernment, if you are not feeling
comfortable handling what might be on the other side of
that portal, that's the part where I would stop, because
things get a little wonky once you step into a memory,
because there are more than likely things within that memory

(01:14:31):
that you didn't remember actually happening while you were living it,
and there's actually other entities and other energy tied to
that memory that you didn't actually experience with your human eyes,
but it is still tied to the event itself and
stored within your memory. So those are the things that
you might not feel comfortable dealing with because they will
be there waiting for you whenever you step into that memory.

Speaker 1 (01:14:53):
If there were.

Speaker 4 (01:14:56):
Other spirits or other energies on the other side of
that memory, which is part of what I help coach
people through, is like whenever they come across stuff and
they're telling me what they see, I'm looking around to
see are their demons, are their contracts? Are their dark entities?
Or like, what's watching you? What's trying to control this memory?
Are you accurately seeing the playback right? Or are they

(01:15:18):
trying to distort it? And so there's lots of things
that I can see from my perspective that some people
can't see from their perspective.

Speaker 1 (01:15:24):
So sometimes it helps to go in with someone else.

Speaker 4 (01:15:28):
But for those of you who are ready or who
are looking for things, if you sit on your couch,
you can go past. There's going to be a screen
and it's going to look different than all of the
other screens. Everybody's screen looks a little bit different, and
so there's going to be that one screen. It's going
to be hidden. It's not going to just necessarily play
on your screen. But if you can go walk around
your room, you're going to find the little portal, the

(01:15:50):
little room that'll take you into your silvercord, and it'll
have all of the memories that go beyond humanity, and
some people might find those helpful to actually go watch
to see if maybe you are a part of like
some of the mythology stories that are being told. Where
you are around whenever Uranus and Gaya we're creating Earth,

(01:16:11):
where you around whenever Tartarus was being created. What was
the power that you might have had there, or did
you have any power there? Or were you around whenever
Lucifer became a fallen angel?

Speaker 1 (01:16:24):
You know.

Speaker 4 (01:16:25):
So there's lots of things to go look at from
your silver cord lens instead of just looking at what's
happened since you were here on Earth. Those memories are
going to be stored separate, though, so you're going to
have to look in multiple places. Your future possibilities are
going to come up on your couch. Now the other
thing is sometimes some of our memories are being black

(01:16:47):
from us. So there's like a wasteland, like a little
desert out there that has buried memories in it, and
it kind of it can look like sand, but all
of that sand stores information in a store's energy. So
sometimes when I'm sitting on someone's couch, I have to
resurrect their past memories because.

Speaker 1 (01:17:05):
They'll pluck them out so that way you forget.

Speaker 4 (01:17:08):
So you might forget how like your feelings that you
had for somebody in a particular life, because they've plucked
them and they threw them there. Or you might forget
what your grandma did to you whenever you were younger,
because she knew that you were special, and she knew
that you had psychic abilities, and she had a prophecy
told to her about you. And then so you might
have buried some of the rituals that were done to

(01:17:29):
you by family members, or certain things that happened in
your childhood, like with your parents or with your siblings,
or even like within your church or your religious institution.
And so there are certain things that we bury or
they'll pluck from us, so that way we don't remember
and we live our life thinking that certain people, Oh, well,
that's my mom, and you know she's like always, you know,

(01:17:52):
been there for me. And it's only because we've suppressed
certain memories of her from our childhood, and those memories
might be lying out there. So just be a little
cautious that whenever you are trying to resurrect energy and
you are like I mean, for those of you who
have sovereign power, and if you just like literally put
your hand out and you visualize them coming to you

(01:18:15):
and literally lifting out of the sand, they'll come and
they'll go back in line. You could just call them
to you and then you can go sit and watch
them or go through them. If you do not feel
that you have that power, please don't try to resurrect
your past memories. You may not be ready to deal
with the current memories, much less the ones that are
buried out there. So just be cautious if you're not

(01:18:38):
someone who is ready to look at resurrected energy or
without someone like I just pulled someone's resurrected energy for
her and she went through quite a few days of
rage processing the energy of that, and obviously I was there.
We did a couple of sessions I was there to
coach her through a lot of that energy. So it's
not something that you may be ready to deal with

(01:18:59):
without some one like helping you through it. And I
know it's probably gonna be hard to find other people
that's not me to help you through some of these
things because most people don't know that this exists. And
I'm not saying that I'm the only person that can
help you through this, but I Zayka can help you
as well. But I don't really know a whole lot
of people who are operating on my level of understanding

(01:19:22):
quite yet. I know that they're out there. There has
to be people out there. I'm always being told no,
not yet. I know that there are people that have
the capacity to be They just they're not knowing to
look at the things that I know exists. Yet. It's
not because they don't have the ability or they're not
ready to, it's just no one's telling them the look
that way, look behind that tree, walk around that bind,

(01:19:44):
don't go up that mountain, go up this one. So
they don't have anybody directing them to the like to
look at the path of the.

Speaker 1 (01:19:50):
Mountain that I'm actually standing on.

Speaker 4 (01:19:52):
But it'll come I fully believe that there will be
a whole crew of people at some point help in humanity.
Right now, we're just keeping our energy close to our chest,
not trying to push this out too very far. And
it's just anchoring enough people to the grid that need
to be anchored so that way I can continue, you know,

(01:20:12):
going through this, checking off all the boxes of the
things that I need to uncover and figure out, so
that way there's a bigger there's a bigger game plan
that'll be happening, you know, ten years from now, twenty
years from now, lots of lots of fun stuff.

Speaker 1 (01:20:26):
Unfolding on Earth. Hopefully it's the goal.

Speaker 4 (01:20:30):
So that is the couch, that's the memory, little rundown. Okay,
if you can go into your pineyogland, if you could
go find one of your crystals. There's one particular one
that's your theater. All you have to do is ask
for it to be illuminated. It'll illuminate the exact crystal
you need to go in. Go sit in it, find
your little couch and start looking through memories, past, present,

(01:20:55):
future memories. Okay, and so when you get real good,
when you get to see they don't want me to
say this ef they're like trying to choke me when
you get really good. And there are very few people
on the planet, only a couple who have access to

(01:21:15):
go sit on someone else's couch. Uh, But whenever you
can go sit on someone else's couch, like if you
have someone in your life who has fucking betrayed the
shit out of you, and you want to go sit
on their couch and you want to go watch their
memory and go see how they view you, you can
go sit on their couch, replay the memory of whatever

(01:21:35):
incident you want to recall, and you can actually go
sit in their emotion and see the way they view
you or see what actually happened behind your back.

Speaker 1 (01:21:43):
It's kind of interesting that go sit on other people's couches.

Speaker 4 (01:21:46):
So that is a possibility for some people and so,
but you would have to have like clearance, and you'd
have to have like a higher level of ability, and
most people do not have it. But the person that
this whole like podcast was sparked for does actually have
the ability to go sit on absolutely anyone's couch. Probably

(01:22:10):
you can come sit on my couch, but probably not
ready to come sit on my couch because that would
be a lot, but one day, one day. So but anyways,
definitely could go look at adversaries and people that are
like working against you, or just people that are trying

(01:22:33):
to harm projects or harm people around you or you know,
family members.

Speaker 1 (01:22:38):
If you want to go look at certain things.

Speaker 4 (01:22:40):
You can go sit on other people's couches, So that's
always fine, but you have to have clearance. You'll never
be able, like their energy feel will reject the shit
out of you if you're not in alignment with being
on their couch. So that's a whole nother thing all
in itself. So the other thing that I wanted to
talk about briefly is manifesting.

Speaker 1 (01:23:01):
So here we are, and we are in.

Speaker 4 (01:23:03):
This new cycle, and we want to manifest some things, right,
So we want to manifest some really beautiful energies.

Speaker 1 (01:23:08):
We have projects that.

Speaker 4 (01:23:09):
We're working on and they're not turning out exactly the way,
or you don't know how to maybe get that manif
that that thing that you put all your time and
energy to, what do I do with it? Now? Where
is the energy coming from? So we have what's called
like manifestation stores of like energy wells that come to

(01:23:30):
you know, we can gather up certain energy, we could
store it, and then we can.

Speaker 1 (01:23:34):
Use it to ride that wave.

Speaker 4 (01:23:37):
Okay, So it's like a wave that's being built far
off offshore, and then you know, the wave becomes, you know,
stronger and stronger and stronger the way it gets bigger
as it gets to the shore, and then the wave
is going to have a peak, and then it's going
to crash, and then it's going to be like a
little residual energy. After that, you're going to still get
some you know, momentum after the wave is over, and

(01:23:59):
then now you need a new wave, right But there's
only so much original store out there in the ocean,
and once that well of energy runs dry, you'll start
to see that you're not getting the waves. You're not
riding the waves like you were riding before, Like where's
all of that potential energy? And a lot of times
it's because in certain scenarios, like I said, you are

(01:24:23):
no longer interacting with the eight people or the four people.
Are the one of the two people and being in
balance with someone who is in your little power group
is what creates that well of the store of energy.

Speaker 1 (01:24:43):
And so the more you the longer you.

Speaker 4 (01:24:46):
Go without interaction with them, the less you're gonna have
energy stored in that well. And somebody's like, oh shit, well,
I don't even know who's in my eight, or I
don't know who's in my four, and so like, how
have I been manifesting this whole time if I like
haven't interacted with those people or I don't even know
who they are. We all come into our incarnation with

(01:25:08):
so much energy already stored in our in like our
little ocean, in our little storage bank of energy. Right,
so our little seismic little energy that we have out there,
our little tsunami energy.

Speaker 1 (01:25:20):
We have X amount to be triggered.

Speaker 4 (01:25:22):
Okay, but a lot of us burn through our energy
quicker because we have a lot of projects, or a
lot of endeavors, or a lot of things that we
ask for at a younger age.

Speaker 1 (01:25:31):
So we use up a lot of that energy.

Speaker 4 (01:25:33):
And whenever we get a little bit older, we start
seeing that, well, we're not having the look that we
have whenever we were younger. It's because we're not in
alignment with the two or the other one. The four
are the eight, and so you'll find that well, maybe
you'll just so happen to find one of those people, right,
and then you'll partner up and then you'll start having

(01:25:54):
a lot more success. Like you come into meeting one
of those people and things start to go really well
for a while, and then things start to fall off
because maybe you're no longer in contact or communication with
that person, and so you're not re stocking that well.

Speaker 1 (01:26:09):
But before you incarnated, you and.

Speaker 4 (01:26:12):
Your group of whether it was the two of you,
the four of you, the eight of you, you pulled
all your energy together and you created this well.

Speaker 1 (01:26:19):
But the thing is, it's not just one person using
the well. It would be all four of you, are
all eight of you or both of you using the well.
So you put this collective energy together and you place
it within the matrix, and all four of you are
all eight of you can use it.

Speaker 4 (01:26:35):
And so kind of with the well that I had,
there is a particular person who had part I mean,
he no longer has part of the little He doesn't
have the lenses, not part of the consciousness.

Speaker 1 (01:26:51):
I cut him out of the equation.

Speaker 4 (01:26:53):
But when I tell you, the amount of energy that
he used up out of our little storage well was
pretty much most of it, and it left the rest
of us.

Speaker 1 (01:27:01):
With not a lot.

Speaker 4 (01:27:02):
Now there were other the two that was left, we
came together a few times and we created enough like
storage within the well that they were able to use
that to kind of ride that wave for a while.
But that well has since been like completely depleted, and
since like that energy is no longer coming together, then

(01:27:25):
there is no more energy and being fed into the well.

Speaker 1 (01:27:29):
And I have looked, and I have looked, and I've
looked at.

Speaker 4 (01:27:31):
Ways to like restock the well without having to physically
like be in proximity, and I cannot do it.

Speaker 1 (01:27:41):
I've tried. I've tried like every way.

Speaker 4 (01:27:44):
In the book that I could possibly think of, because
it's affecting me personally and my business as well. And
I've looked and I've looked, and I've tried to figure
it out, because you know, I would totally try to
save myself in this situation, and it's not possible. So
that's part of the energy where every time I'm like, well,
can we just figure it out and do it without them,
They're like no, no, And so it took me a

(01:28:07):
while to figure out the way that the well works.
And so but the thing about it is is that
you can actually rebuild the well in a meditation like
you don't actually both have to be physically present, but
you both have to be consciously present. Now, a lot
of people are not using the energy of their well,

(01:28:27):
so they have untapped potential energy in their well, and
so you just don't know that the well is there,
and you don't know that that well is there for
you to use it. I just so happen to know
that that well of energy is there, and I just
so happen to know that the well of energy literally
has like it's like a puddle on the inside, like
there's there's no water line, even like you could see

(01:28:49):
the cement at the bottom of the well, and I
can see like a little puddle of water left in it.
And so there's like nothing left in our well. And
I try, and I've tried, and I've tried to refill
the well, not just for myself but for both of us,
because obviously unconditional love. I want success for you know,

(01:29:10):
all parties involved. But I physically cannot do it by myself.
I've been trying and trying and trying. But this is
part of the thing where at some point energies do
have to come back and collide because the well was depleted.

Speaker 1 (01:29:24):
By someone else.

Speaker 4 (01:29:26):
That is no longer a factor in the four since
I narrowed it back down to the two. So that's
a new like little insight on manifestation that has been
a more recent discovery that I've had has been exactly
like manifestation and.

Speaker 1 (01:29:43):
Why, like my well is not allowing.

Speaker 4 (01:29:47):
Me to be able to like there's there's nothing for
me to pull from, and it's been kind of detrimental
to me as well, understanding like the way the well works,
and then like the other like let's just say the
other person was number three. Number three wasn't interacting with
number four or number two or number one, So none

(01:30:11):
of the four of us had been coming together and
quite like a long time since the well was like
going dry, and since none of the four were interacting
with each other, the well could not be rebuilt. It's
not dependent on number one and number two. If any
of the four would have interacted whatsoever, then the well
would have been restocked. It could be like creative projects.

(01:30:33):
It could just be hanging out, spending time together, renewing
each other as energy obviously, like sexual energy is just strongest.
It would fill your well back up like instantly. But
you know not all you know, like I said, you
don't necessarily want to go sleep with eight people are
seven people in order to fill your well backup right.

(01:30:55):
So it doesn't have to be that. It literally could
be like little creative projects or like just hanging out,
going to dinner together, catching up, phone calls, text messages.
That interaction it like renews each other. And the what
happens is your frequency interacts with their frequency, and it's

(01:31:16):
what happens when someone that's in your little group interacts
with each other. There is like a it's basically like
a solar panel. You could look at it like a
solar panel. So your energy interacts with your energy that
exists in someone else because you're part of the same consciousness.
You're just two different lenses being here, and so when
your consciousness comes together, it creates such a strong frequency

(01:31:39):
that the access frequency that's created is stored in that
well because the matrix can't. If everybody that was in
each other's little pie was interacting with each other all
the time and that energy was just here, we would
like short out the matrix. It'd be like so much
excess energy. So basically it's like a solar panel. It
takes it and it stores it. It takes an and

(01:32:00):
it stores it. So there's like this whole grid system
that stores the excess energy of pairs of you know,
counterparts and twin flames and soulmates, and there's just like
this whole network that whenever certain people come together, the
energy is so powerful that it has to be stored,

(01:32:21):
and that is stored within the non visible density grid.
And so since I gained access to that over the
weekend of really being able to see it how I
see it now, I.

Speaker 1 (01:32:31):
Was really able to be like, shit, that our well
is empty.

Speaker 4 (01:32:38):
And it makes a lot of sense as to like
the predictions that I saw for things that were coming up.

Speaker 1 (01:32:43):
It like all like it all hit me at like
all at once.

Speaker 4 (01:32:46):
Like I was able to see all the pieces click
into place, and I'm like, oh shit, this is why.
Because if there's not a like somewhat of a reconciliation
energy that were to happen, and there's no way for
us to refill this well.

Speaker 1 (01:33:03):
It's just it's not physically possible.

Speaker 4 (01:33:06):
I would have to like move energy like outside of
like I would have to take away number two and
maybe put it in number three and then try to
interact with number three in some type of way to
be able to fill the well. Like there would be
have to be like and I mean, obviously I don't
want to do that, but there would have to be
like a different shift of energy in order for me
to be able to refill the well.

Speaker 1 (01:33:28):
So just something to think about.

Speaker 4 (01:33:30):
And I know that that's probably like way outside of
a lot of people's like level of understanding whenever it
comes to manifesting, because everybody thinks, oh.

Speaker 1 (01:33:39):
I'm gonna just send I'm gonna just send a positive
little thought in whatever.

Speaker 4 (01:33:43):
But we actually in the non visible realm have energy
stores for our manifestations. Now, most people still have a
good portion of their well is or you're still interacting
maybe with somebody that's a part of you, or four eight,
or maybe all of you are being oppressed and nobody's

(01:34:04):
really been manifesting, or nobody's really known that that reserve
was there for you to be able to tap into it,
and so you were never actually using it. My four
just so happened to be incredibly incredibly powerful all four
and so we were all pulling from that same well.
And it's been quite a few years now, and none

(01:34:27):
of us have interacted with each other, have interacted in
a way that would build the well back up. So
it has to be a conscious mutual interaction because if
it was, oh, you could just go an astral and
meditate with them.

Speaker 1 (01:34:46):
My well would be fully stocked.

Speaker 4 (01:34:49):
It probably would be an ocean with sea life and
dolphins and whales and magical unicorns flying above it with
the amount of energy that I've spent in astro interacting,
And so that doesn't count. It has to be the
because the frequencies have to come together from a human

(01:35:10):
embodiment perspective, and that excess energy is captured and goes
into the well, and so it's I've been trying to
figure out how to rewrite it, but I can't.

Speaker 1 (01:35:22):
Haven't figured it out yet.

Speaker 4 (01:35:24):
Maybe there is like some like bypass of that energy
that I could probably figure out. So I'm gonna keep
working on it because.

Speaker 1 (01:35:34):
I need a break.

Speaker 4 (01:35:34):
I need something like like I mean, granted, I just
had a ton of positive shit happened to me, but
as far as like business goes, it's been a struggle.
It's been a struggle. I'm not even gonna lie it's
been hard, and it's frustrating. It's frustrating to like watch
it all play out before me and for me to
feel like really helpless. And I'm not good at like

(01:35:57):
feelings of helplessness, Like I don't thrive whenever I feel
like there's not something that I can directly do to
make it better. And so I've been trying really hard
because I've been knowing that this was coming, like this
crash was coming, and I've been trying my absolute hardest
to stop it.

Speaker 3 (01:36:16):
Or to like.

Speaker 4 (01:36:19):
Shake the energy, and I have not been able to
divert what is inevitable.

Speaker 1 (01:36:26):
So we'll see.

Speaker 4 (01:36:27):
I mean, like I say, inevitable, we all have options
and we all have choices, and like I said, things
are actually trending positively, and I actually believe that this
shit is real.

Speaker 1 (01:36:35):
Finally, so long without.

Speaker 4 (01:36:39):
Like any sign or any indication that anything I was
saying was being echoed back to me or being mirrored
back to me at all, I just felt like I
was just sending all of this, all this energy into
like this black hole, this void, and finally it's like
you the mirror is like starting to reflect, like it's

(01:36:59):
starting to light up, like I'm starting to see the energy,
starting to see things that I know I'm consciously working
on actually manifest in real life.

Speaker 1 (01:37:07):
And so for years now.

Speaker 4 (01:37:09):
I've been working on things that were not becoming apparent
to me that I was actually making the breakthrough or
doing it.

Speaker 1 (01:37:16):
But I just kept going. I just kept on the path.
I just knew.

Speaker 4 (01:37:19):
I just had faith and I believed, and I was
like me and God we were just like going back
and forth, and I was like, look, look boo, I'm
gonna use you to help me out here, and she
kept promising that things were going to work out, and
I just needed to stay the course, stay the course,
and finally here we are, and so we shall see.

(01:37:42):
So so as far as all that goes, obviously, if
you are like visualizing manifestations, and I just did a
little thing on manifestations on my last full moon circle.
My granted I know most of you that are listening
to this we're not a part of that full moon circle,
but how to actually code your manifestation and intention with

(01:38:08):
like a protective coding within the matrix. I taught everybody
how to do that. But whenever you are sending out
a manifestation aside from all that. If you're sending out
a manifestation where you want something very specific to happen,
where that energy is coming from, you have like a
reserve and so and it's like this well and it's

(01:38:31):
a well of energy. And this whole time I was
like forever, I was like, Okay, yeah, we need like
potential energy, which is like the sands of time. And
then I was like, I recently realized that like these
sands of time are essentially like salt, and they were
actually like being counterproductive to the matrix because like if
you turn the sand into essentially like pollen or like

(01:38:53):
honey from bees, and it's like in this golden glowing energy.
And that's how like the sands of time worked for
a really long time. It was like the sands of time,
and you were able to collect time and you were
able to put it into endeavors, and the amount of
sand and energy and effort you put actually manifested. And
then but that's no longer the case. It's like we

(01:39:14):
still were viewing it from that lens because that's the
false narrative that was being played within the matrix on manifestation,
and really it's like the more sand you accumulate, the
dryer your well gets. And so I had that realization
recently as well. And so I will always say this
every day I wake up, and I am asking to

(01:39:35):
be proven wrong every single day because I know that
if my current perception is proven wrong, then I'm gonna
uncover something that is more significant or a deeper truth.
And that was one of the things that was really
shown to me over the last few days is that
sand is basically like salt of the earth, and it

(01:39:57):
will dry up your manifestation faster than anything else.

Speaker 1 (01:40:00):
And I have been trying.

Speaker 4 (01:40:01):
To collect sand and so, but my sand wasn't going anywhere.

Speaker 1 (01:40:05):
That's a whole different reserve.

Speaker 4 (01:40:07):
I have a mountain of time and I have a
mountain of sand, but it's not actually fueling what I
need to happen in the non visible realm. It's not
filling my well for it to be able to carry
the sands of time where they need to go. So
it's like I have to have both in right now,
I have my well is dry, there's no water, there's
no lubrication. It won't move the amount of beautiful golden

(01:40:31):
sand that I have collected. It's not going anywhere, because
there's no lubrication for the sand.

Speaker 1 (01:40:36):
To actually move. The wave actually moves the sand, and
so I have no wave.

Speaker 4 (01:40:42):
And so that was really interesting to be able to
see it from that perspective. But if you are trying
to manifest, make sure within your manifestation of all your
like little sparkly, like beautiful little intentions and energy, you
are going into your well and you are pulling that water.

Speaker 1 (01:40:58):
That lubrication to move it. And if you can put
it in the frequency of.

Speaker 4 (01:41:03):
Your well when you're moving it, that manifestation becomes absolutely
fucking unstoppable. There is absolutely nothing that can distort that
well energy that is taken from two beings that mirror
each other's soul. So there is no stronger fuel, there's

(01:41:23):
no stronger well energy then two people that are carrying
the same consciousness in this incarnation, like it can't be
destroyed within the matrix.

Speaker 1 (01:41:37):
And so if you want to go.

Speaker 4 (01:41:39):
Look at that energy, you could go ston on your
couch and look at that as well, and then you
can be like, oh, yeah, she was right, She's actually.

Speaker 1 (01:41:45):
One hundred percent right. And without that then there.

Speaker 4 (01:41:49):
Is there would be there's no movement of anything that
we're trying to really do, and so you know, we're
just still living off off of the remnant energy of
the last wave, and it won't be long before that
wave completely crashes out and there's actually like nothing but

(01:42:10):
stillness and stagnant energy, and there won't be anything. So
it's kind of going to be interesting to see how
that actually plays out. So this is going over an
hour and a half. I've been trying to keep my
I'm gonna try to keep my podcast around an hour
and a half.

Speaker 1 (01:42:25):
This one's hour and forty.

Speaker 4 (01:42:27):
Or so minutes now, just because I feel like that's
a more manageable amount of time for someone to sit
down and listen to instead of like dedicating your time
to a two and a half three hour podcasts.

Speaker 1 (01:42:37):
I feel like an hour and a half.

Speaker 4 (01:42:39):
It doesn't feel so overwhelming to listen to someone for
about an hour and a half. And I rambled a
little bit too long on this one, but I'll get
better at it as we go along, and so I'll
try to be a little more mindful of the time
I've had to stop and start this podcast I don't know,
probably five six times, so things kind of got away
from me a little bit. I find that happens when

(01:43:00):
I have to start and stop a bunch. But I
hope this helps some of you. I hope it helps
the one, and I hope that that gives you the
answers of all the things that I know that you
are seeking and that you have been looking for and
you've been wondering how to do, because I can see
the questions in your mind, and I can see the
desire for you to figure it out and for you

(01:43:21):
to be able to see it. And I hope that
this gives you some clarity. I hope this gives you
access to the things that you're seeking, and I hope
it helps everyone else as well. And until the next podcast,
guys stay chosen.