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June 12, 2024 64 mins
Someone had to say it. I guess it should be me. 


Is your life filled with excuses? Or does your perspective need shifting? See where you line up or if you're falling short of reaching enlightenment. 


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Hello, Hello, Hello, andwelcome to another episode of The Visitay Unearthed.
I'm your podcast host Christy Nicole.I feel like I've said this in
the last couple podcasts that I've triedto record, but yet here we are
recording yet another podcast, saying thesame fucking shit over again, except you

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don't know that I've said it,because you're not going to listen to the
other podcast, because I don't know. I keep telling everybody that I felt
that maybe I was like a littletoo honest and maybe a little too straightforward,
even for me, which is sayinga lot right, because I feel
like that's kind of like my thing, right is being incredibly incredibly straightforward,

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which I know is like something thathumanity misses these days. It's like we've
become so fucking pathetic that it isuncomfortable for us to hear someone speak the
truth. And so because in ourin our discomfort, we like reject people,

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and we reject ideas and we reject, you know, higher level of
understanding because of how uncomfortable we aresitting in truth. And I guess that
maybe I don't know, maybe I'vejust been hyper wound up, because maybe
it's like the realization of things thatI've been like seeing an astro and just

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you know, not that it becomeslike a weight, but there is a
certain like doc reality that I amfaced with. It's kind of like a
B and C need to happen inthis incarnation period. There's no there's no

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other way around it. Or youknow, some of those biblical prophecies kind
of become true and so I don't. And the crazy thing is that those
things are written about in those books, so that way they do manifest into
reality. Right, it becomes aneggregre. So if you read about like

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the world ending and all of thesethings happening, well, guess what the
fuck is going to happen? TheBible is like the most sold book ever
in the history of ever. Andso if everybody's buying these books that have
these stories and these you know,books carry these energy, and everybody's reading
it and everyone's talking about it,well, then guess what humanity is going

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to manifest exactly what was poorly writtenin these books or changed over time?
Right, Because there is no waythat anybody who listens to me, please
please, please do not believe thatwhat is written in a Bible that you
pick up now despite the translation,we're not even talking about the language barrier,

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in the fact that you know,modern day language is so flat,
we're going to remove that. We'rejust talking about the story itself. Please
know that that has been altered overtime, not just through like the Vatican
or places that would have the authorityto make those changes, but we're talking

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about from there are time in whichit was written, like Mandela effects like
going back in time and altering energy, which would alter the way someone would
perceive something. Right, So,if right now I could go back in
time, which I can, So, if I would be able to go

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back in time, which I do, go back to the life of Yeshua
all the time. It's a lifethat I know backwards and forwards. Pretty
fucking wow. And there obviously arelots of things that I don't know,
but it's probably one of the livesthat I actually go visit a whole lot,
because a whole lot happened after thatperiod of time. Okay, so

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the ascension gates closed, the waythat debt was carried out on the planet
shifted. There were so many thingsthat happened after that particular incarnation, not
just of Yeshua, but Messiah wasalso incarnated at the same exact time.
Okay, so there were two ascendedmasters, both doing work at the same

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time, and once they both weremurdered, by the way. So once
that happened, so much shifted forhumanity as a whole that I go visit
that energy quite a bit because itis kind of like, you know,
if I'm looking to fix the dominoesthat have affected us here, then I

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need to go back to where thedominoes started to be fucked with. And
that is a very very It's notthe first, you know one, but
there are multiple issues happening with youknow, the little the puzzle that was
being put together at that time.So I do go look at that quite
a bit. I also and veryvery familiar with the pyramids being built.

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That's another life where I go explorequite a lot. I go back to
that time period, especially being thatI was there while the pyramids were being
built. It makes it really easyfor me to pop into that life as
well. It's really easy for meto pop into lives where I was you
know, a character in one ofyou know that during that time period.

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Uh So that's another life that's particularlyeasy for me to go look at I
pop into the tree of lives weremultiple, so I'm there as well.
So there are several lives that Ivisit from multiple perspectives often, and I
can tell you that the activities thattranspired during that time are absolutely not captured

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accurately in any biblical text. Nowhave I gone to every biblical story to
see if everyone checks out? No, absolutely not. Have I gone to
look at the Great Flood with Noah? Yes? Have I gone to look
at like King Solomon, and becauseof personal interest and stuff like that,

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yes, absolutely Uh. There arelots of stories in like biblical text that
I was directly involved with, andbecause I was alive during that time period,
it is easy for me to gosay, that's not at all what
happened. So I do that inhistory a whole lot, not just in
things that I may or may nothave been involved with, just you know,

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things that were significant to humanity asa whole. I was not involved
in World War two, but Igo look at Hitler in World War two.
All the time I was not there, I was not around. I
had no part in that whatsoever.But it is something that I'm quite quite
familiar with because it was so criticalfor things happening on the planet that I

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often visit that energy in those timeperiods. So I can tell you that
from a I don't know what dowe call me. I guess I'm a
past life scholar. I don't knowwhatever it is that you would title me,
somebody who dabbles in traveling to thepast and also to the future.

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What is written about and what youread is not what happened. Eighty percent
of everything in those books has beenaltered, has been changed, and the
reason it has been changed is tocreate a butterfly effect throughout humanity. So
it forces your consciousness to have verydirected thoughts that can manifest and alter the

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matrix itself and alter our reality,and not only alter our reality, but
alter the frequencies that are allowed tointeract with our reality. So that's one
of the things. So even ifI have not been recording, it's not
as if I've been sitting around doingabsolutely nothing and I have recorded, I
just decided not to post it.I have been figuring out reality, mirrored

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realities, holographic realities, how thoseplay into us. I've been figuring out
time and the tezer acts and allthe way sacred geometry interacts with each other.
I've been figuring out our mirrored planes. I have been figuring out the
way you know, whether Earth isa sphere or around. It's all the

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things. But I've been looking atit, figuring out on each particular density
and even in different dimensions, howit looks. So I've been quite busy.
I've been figuring out so much stuffthat is almost overwhelming that I understand.
I'm starting to understand so much fromsuch a deeper perspective, and it

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like sometimes it feels like really coolat first, and then it feels like
instantly fucking overwhelming. It's like youget that answer and you get that revelation
and you're like, holy shit.And then after like the hugeness I don't
even know what word, like themonstrosity of understanding, like trying to bite

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that off chunk by chunk in away that my human brain won't physically explode.
Sometimes it's like David and Goliath's story, right, like me, the
matrix is Goliath, and I amtrying to conquer it as a little bitty
David. And what was really coolwas I actually just was on a little

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bit of a beach trip with mykids and some friends of my you know,
my son and my daughter, andit was like a little kind of
a family trip but like geared towardslike our kids and their friends, which
was really fun. And my sonhe had no idea what I was working
on, and he like busted outsideand he started drawing something because he thought

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my highlighter was really cool. Andas he was doing it, he was
like uncovering something that I was actuallyworking on, having no idea, and
he was explaining to me, ifyou figure this is how it works,
this is how everything works. Ifyou understand this these equations and the way
they all add up together, thenyou literally have the key to understanding everything

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in the universe. And he couldn'tgive me like the specifics. He just
showed me like the way it worked, and then he just like walked off,
having no idea that I was literallysitting there figuring out something very similar
that played into exactly what he cameand told me in that moment, and
I was like, holy shit.And so it's been really really fun the

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last couple weeks, really last couplemonths, I guess, because things are
really really really starting to make atremendous amount of since things are really really
starting to fall into place and myabilities in I guess, you know,

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what we're calling Astro are just inexistence as a whole, are really really
becoming something quite spectacular, which isreally exciting as well. So I thought
that, you know, it's it'sbeen past time to record another podcast.
And I've been having like, youknow, sessions with clients and stuff like

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that, and they're like, I'vebeen listening to other podcasts, but they
suck, and I just I'm listeningto it because I'm you know, I'm
waiting for your next podcast to comeout so that way I can digest that.
And they're like, I've been relistening to your podcast over and over
again, and you know, someof them, like I realized, I
didn't even realize at the time,but I really did need to go back
and re listen to some of thembecause I didn't fully grasp what you said.

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And the more I've listened to you, the more that those earlier episodes
really the weight of what you weresaying. You know, I can grasp
it now, whereas before it wasover my head. But since you know,
coming along on this journey, Irealized that I needed to go back
to listen to some of the earlierepisodes. So I don't know, maybe

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it worked out really great for somepeople. Maybe some people are still stuck
in that just consumerist energy to wherethe thought of going back to listen to
something that they've already listened to isyou know, they feel as if it
may be like beneath them. Somaybe some peopleeople aren't going back to do
that. But for those of youwho are and who are like actually finding

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like deeper meaning in some of theearlier things that like I recorded and that
you listen to and you're reconnecting withthat and like getting like a deeper meaning
behind those, I think I thinkthat's really really great. So I did
just so happen to start recording thispodcast at one eleven, so I was

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quite thrilled with that. So Ifeel like it's just it's right and it's
time and the alignment is happening,and I feel a whole lot calmer today,
I guess, maybe than I wasfeeling the last couple weeks when I
tried to record other podcasts. Sowe'll see how this goes. Because this
topic that I'm gonna be talking abouton today's podcast, and before I even

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jump into it, I will saythat my podcasts are going to shift drastically.
I do have an overseas trip planned. I'm not really gonna disclose a
whole lot of it. This isnot the trip to Thailand that I need
to do this trip in order todo the other trip. This is a
personal trip of mine, something thatI need to do by myself for myself

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to fall into alignment. And sothis is not really a trip that I
ever thought that I was going to. I knew that it would happen,
but I didn't realize that it wouldhappen in the way that it's unfolding,
which clearly was supposed to unfold thisway, and I am quite thrilled about
it. So but anyways, Ifeel like everything's gonna shift after this trip

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in a lot of ways, soI'm quite excited. It's giving me some
time to really think about bigger picturestuff. I've actually already started making content
for the new website, so oncewe roll over, things will already be
in place. I will already have, like con it's already gonna have stuff

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on it, so it's not likeI'm gonna roll over and it won't have
anything. So excited about that.And there's tons of stuff that I need
to tie up loose ends with myother pot my other platform, and it's
the way that was working. AndI've been having nothing but issues with a
whole lot of stuff, and Ihonestly have not really had the most amount

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of time to trouble shoot a lotof those things. But this the next
few weeks and even you know,my trip will give me my flights and
stuff will give me some downtime tolike knock out a bunch of things that
are just kind of like out there, kind of waiting to be resolved.
So quite excited about that. ButI'm going to change my podcast platform,

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I think, to where my podcastsare only going to run probably about thirty
minutes and then so that'll be obviouslya whole lot less small talk on my
podcast. I'll do less rambling andget more down to like the point of
the podcast, and then everything elsemy podcast won't just be thirty minutes,

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but the deeper conversations and the stuffthat maybe I don't want the government knowing
that I know, or maybe Idon't want to talk about it, because
there are motherfuckers on here, huh. And if you think that I don't
know who you are, I knowwho you are. There are motherfuckers on
here that listen to a lot ofthe stuff that I say and are still

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like actively trying to do things tome with very ill intention. And so
this whole kind of like remove alot of that, so I'll be able
to like really go deeper on awhole lot of stuff, and I don't
have to worry about the assholes outthere coming after me or trying to use
the stuff that I'm trying to usefor enlightenment purposes to try to turn it

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around and cause harm to me.So and then I'll be able to monitor
who is on my site, whohas access to it. And there will
be some free stuff on my siteobviously, but a lot of like my
deeper content is going to be membershipbased, so that way I can monitor
the membership so I know that thecommunity in which everybody is giving their energy

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to is safe. And uh,it'll be, it's gonna be, it's
gonna be amazing. I'm actually reallyreally excited about it. I'm going to
have recorded meditations on there. I'veactually already like started like mapping out the
calendar of what's going to be forwhat week and uh kind of like creating
a little bit of a learning alearning platform for everybody, so the way

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people can kind of advance and moveand you don't necessarily have to schedule a
session with me. You can kindof do a lot of these things at
your own pace, but it willbe in the frequency that you need to
be in, and it will beyou know, using the verbiage that will
help you to see past lives andtap into your third eye and do all
those things. Because I know,like a lot of people in this community,

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it's not that maybe you don't wantto work with me, it's that
like a lot of people are reallyshy, and a lot of people are
reserved, and you know, they'rehesitant to like book that appointment. So
this will kind of give people likea way to sign up and you don't
have to necessarily see me face toface. I don't you know, you
don't have to worry about me necessarily, you know, giving you you know,

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I mean, man, it's sogood to work with me though,
but anyways, so just you know, you don't have to worry about me,
like seeing your face and knowing whoyou are and like granted you'll have
to sign up with your name andwhatever, but it'll still like be able
to give you, you know,your privacy and stuff like that. So
excited about that. But guys,when people book to work with me and

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have sessions with me on their birthday, Uh, that is like peak for
me. That is I love thatso much that people want to spend and
there's been like multiple people. It'snot just one or two, like multiple
people sign up to like have sessionswith me on really special days for them,
and that it's so awesome. That'smy why, you know, like

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for people to feel that the thingsthat I talk about and the things that
I do are so significant to themthat on the day that celebrates their incarnation
they're coming into this world, theywant to spend part of that day talking
to me. It's just like mindblowing to me that there are people out
there who do that. I actuallyhad a session this morning with somebody and

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it was her birthday, and I'mlike, that's just it's so like I
love it. I love it somuch. I can't say that enough.
So anyway, so my free publicpodcasts will probably be about thirty minutes or
so, and then I will havelike the after show kind of or you
know, the full episode or whatever. It will be on the website,
and all those will be actually likevideo. You'll be able to see me

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actually talking, so that'll be reallycool. And just I use my hands
a whole lot to talk. I'musing my hands to talk right now,
even though you can't see me usingmy hands to talk. So it'll help
me to be able to explain thingsbecause I use my hands to like show
different concepts and stuff like that.And so I think that it will,

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you know, it'll just it's gonnabe great. It's gonna be great.
Really excited, and I feel likethe time is like coming. I feel
like things have really slowed down aroundme a whole lot. Things are just
my son's about to have a car. I can't wait. He's about to
be able to drive for himself.It's just like things are really falling into
place. It's kind of like Ihad to wait to this point for things

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to fall into place, and they'refinally fucking happening, and I couldn't be
more thrilled about it. So allthat goodness is coming. It's in the
works, but I am waiting tillI get back from my overseas trip for
everything to go live. Everything shouldbe up and functioning and to where we'll
be able to test it and stuffbefore that. But and I probably will

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have like lots of things from mytrip actually posted, so that way you
guys will be able to see likethe unfolding of like my reconnection to my
higher self. And this is likegoing back to the energy of me walking
off of the tree of life.So you'll be able to like, I'll
dose like some video diaries and stufflike that, and I'll post that up

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because I'm gonna do a bit oflike a vlog on my on my new
site as well. And then alsoprobably I don't know, I really probably
do need to do like some YouTubestuff and whatnot. So we may end
up going that way on some things. But I would rather keep my community
a little bit more private, youknow, just for for my sake,

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for everybody else's sake. But Ireally want to share some deeper shit that
I'm just I don't want to sharepublicly, and so having that private community
will really allow me to say allthe fucking things that I can't say publicly,
but that will be private, andthat would be part of kind of

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the thing of joining into the groupis knowing that the content and information we
share absolutely will be private, andeverybody will be signing that disclaimer before they
joined the group. So it willopen people up to be able to ask
questions that they may be afraid toask other people. And I'm gonna do
tons of lives and stuff like thatwhere it's kind of like having a little
bit of a coaching session, rightto sit there on a live and listen

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to somebody else. You might noteven know that that's a question that you
fucking have, and somebody else askit, and you'll be able to be
like, oh shit, yeah,like I fucking forgot that that happened to
me when I was fifteen years old, or that happened to me when I
was eight, and I'm glad thatthey brought that up. I completely forgot.
Holy shit, that's me too.So it's gonna be really really great.

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I'm really really excited. Yuh.Back to today's podcast topic. It
is entitled grow the fuck Up.And I've been telling this to people I
don't know for a couple months now. It's like sometimes you just need to
tell somebody to grow the fuck up. And so what do I mean by

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spiritually growing the fuck up? Idon't mean like acting more like in human
years older, or more mature,or whatever you know society tells you it
means to grow the fuck up.I mean from a spiritual perspective. I
mean from the frequency you're viewing yourlife. It's time for everybody to grow

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the fuck up. So let's unpackall the things I mean by grow the
fuck up. So let me paythis picture. Let's let's set the scene,
shall we. Your alarm goes offin the morning, Okay, in
alarm something that lets you know thespecific time you need to wake up,

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Not a rooster crowing, not thesun coming through, not any other type
of natural way to awaken your body. You are jolted awake by some sort
of technology that was created to makesure that you stay on time for whatever

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it is that you need to dothat day, be it at work,
be it getting your kids to school, whatever whatever that may be, going
to the gym, any of thethings. So you're woken up by technology.
You click on the light switch sothat way you can see in your

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bedroom, in your bathroom where whateverroom you're stumbling into, you're using light,
another form of technology that is atyour convenient little fingertips. It literally
is at your fingertips. You literallyuse your fingertips to turn that light switch

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on. Right next, most peoplewithin the first few minutes of waking up
are either going to use the bathroom, which there is indoor plumbing and running
water in which you can use,or brush their teeth, or something geared
around the bathroom. You go tobrush your teeth and you move a lever

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a handle and running water starts.You don't have to go fetch it.
You don't have to heat it tokill any bacteria E. Coli or anything
that's growing in the water. Yousimply open the tap and you have access
to running water. You walk out, decide that you're hungry, open the

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fridge or open the pantry, andthere's magically food there. So we can
stop this painting this picture at thispoint that we're at right this very second,
because already the amount of advantage thatyou have by being able to do
those simple simple task okay, shouldfree up such a tremendous amount of your

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time within your day today, Likeroutine. You don't have to fetch water,
you don't have to try to fightfor food. There are so many
things that you don't have to dobecause of the level of modern convenience that
you have. Right. But insteadof us taking advantage of the fact that
technology works in our favor in thisway, what happens. What happens is

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our day gets designed and bogged downwith other things that we have not been
able to do in the previous centuries, our millennia, right, because we
simply didn't have time. We didn'thave time to put our kids in six
thousand activities that we think are goingto make them a better person. We
didn't have time to have this immensesocial calendar, or to spend hours and

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hours doom scrolling on TikTok or onInstagram reels right and pretending to us that
those activities have like relevance or meaningto us. So what has happened is
we've had a whole lot of idletime where one the government has designed ways
to make things so expensive that allwe can do is spend all of our

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time working. So you don't havethe time that's happen spiritually or be if
we have the time, we havefound ways to waste it away because we
feel as a there's nothing else todo. You don't have to go fetch
water, you don't have to dothat. And because you don't have to
do nothing, well, I canbinge watch Netflix, or I can spend

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my time focusing my energy on creatingTikTok videos or whatever it is that we
fucking all do and waste our fuckingtime with. There's like, the list
is long of things that we wasteour time doing. Keeping a perfectly clean,
obsessive like obsessive clean house. Youonly do that because you're bored out

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of your fucking mind and you havenothing better to do than to be ocd
about fucking how clean your fucking houseis. Or you go out to eat
all the time because you're fucking bored, so instead of taking that time to
sit with yourself, to sit in, to sit with your thoughts, we

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are squandering, are withering away.Are Our brain's capacity to hold more information
is getting less and less and lessevery single day that we wake up and
we choose to waste our time,We choose to waste our spiritual talent on
fucking Netflix. And you're at apoint now where like life is fucking convenient.

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Do you know how convenient life is? Right now? It is so
convenient, But part of the conveniencetakes away the meditation of mindless task.
Right, So, you walking ina forest looking for mushrooms, are looking

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for berries, are looking for edibleplants, are looking for you know,
eggs, are looking for anything thatyou might be able to use as food
is somewhat considered now a lot oftimes if you're like hunting for like wild
game, you have to be onalert. But if you come up to
a berry bush where you can sitthere and focus your energy on collecting berries

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and you get to meditate and tapout, that's a mindless task that you
get to do. Or you can, you know, collect enough wheat to
where you're able to come back toyour home and you're able to like grind
your wheat or grind whatever grain itis that you found in order to make
bread or make whatever it is.I don't know, I forgot what I

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used to make way back when whenI live back then you're like, that's
a mindless task. And in thosemindless tasks you find a tremendous amount of
meditation, not mindless tasks as inwatching Netflix, where they're giving you something
to focus on. I'm talking aboutmindless tasks where you're performing the task with

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nothing to occupy your mind other thanthe repetitive motion that your brain no longer
needs to focus on. Do youknow how critical that act of doing mindless
task was for spiritual development? Twohundred years ago, five hundred years ago,
a thousand years ago. And we'vecompletely removed mindless tasks from our day

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to day life and replaced it withmodern conveniences. Right, so we don't
need to do those mindless tasks anymore. So now we don't have the little
task that allow us to think randomthoughts or have deeper conversations within ourselves,
or within our guides or with God. We remove those tasks, and we
replace them with running water and electricityand a refrigerator that can keep food code

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in a grocery store where we cango pick up whatever it is we feel
like eating. We replace our mindlesstask with conveniences, But we've also replaced
our meditation with distractions, pointless,wasteful, useless distractions. Now, can

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there be tremendous benefit in some ofour distractions? Fuck? Yeah, I
love watching people's tiktoks or their Instagramreels or whatever because it allows me to
have a starting point for me tobe able to go jump off into Astro.
I'll watch somebody talk about tesz Araxand I'm like, ooh, Tesaax,

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and then I'll go follow that rabbithole myself, like outside of what
anybody's talking about, and I willliterally go sit in astro and try to
explore tessa Ax from the best ofmy ability. First, so the concept
of a Tezaak and whatever someone's sayingis presented to me, well, then

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I decide that I'm going to gointo astro and see everything that I can
see, make whatever notes I canmake, and see what it is that
I'm getting. And then what's oftengoing to happen is it's going to spark
more questions for me. So now, okay, well, fuck let me
I already know that the sacred geometryall fits inside of each other and all

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that kind of stuff, so letme go look up. Let me go
find a book that talks about likethe sacred geometry. Let me go find
that, and then I'm going togo read some more. And then okay,
well, fuck, let me gosee how this interacts with the Tesseract
and is what they're saying actually valid? And then I'll hop back into astral
and then from there I have likemore questions and I'd be like, Okay,

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fuck, let me go see ifI can go understand this from what
you know other people are said beforeme, or even like in texts that
I've written that are here on earth. Let me go see if I can't
find it in something that I knowthat I already wrote, because a lot
of those books are published, soit kind of makes it a little bit
easier on me. Uh So,I like, will go find a book
that I wrote about you know something, and I'll go see if I can

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reference anything that it is that I'mtrying to figure out an astro and so.
And it's this back and forth methodof using the technology, of using
what the government is has designed tobe distractions for us to be ultimately like
the thing that helps me to decodethe matrix. So it's kind of like

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the energy of grow the fuck upright? Is what are you doing with
the conveniences that you have been affordedin this life? I know that there
have been points in times on Earth, I guess, or on Atlantis,
as I really would just like tostart calling it, right Atlantis, which

(34:42):
is like what's set up on likedensity zero was set up on the flat
disc that were built on right,which holds the center of the Tzarak.
So what there has been times whereAtlantis has existed here right, So because
of that, we've had nothing butfucking technology. Nothing but you know,

(35:08):
we didn't even need food back then. We just existed off of pure light.
And so there have been times whereit hasn't been as much of a
struggle for us to exist here onEarth. But in a really, really,
really really long time, we havethe most technology, the most convenience,
the most a lot of things.The most free time is what we

(35:31):
should have because we should be workingsmarter, not fucking harder, with how
like how advanced our brains are.Right when we're tapping out of the matrix,
things should get easier for us.We should be able to see solutions
or we should be able to needless things. We realize that part of
why we need to work so hardestbecause we think that we physically need like

(35:52):
consumerist type shit, which we fuckingyou do not you know how many countries
sleep the whole family, like inone bedroom. And here we are thinking
that the American dream is to havelike an abundance of square footage. Okay,
is that really the dream? Whosefucking dream is that? Like what

(36:12):
society told you that that's the dreamthat you need to have by being alive
on this fucking planet. Grow thefuck up. That is not the dream.
And I know everybody's saying, well, abundance is there, and you
know everybody should be able to haveunlimited wealth, and yeah, well that's

(36:34):
true. But what good is wealthwhenever you need it to have a bigger
house, and you need it tohave nicer cars, and you need it
to have more than what somebody elsehas to have more than what you need?
Is that even wealth? Or isthat greed? So what part are
we trying to use, you know, the laws of attraction in some egoic

(36:57):
fucking manner to self soothe what thematrix is trying to keep us trapped in
condition to like how ready are youto grow the fuck up? How ready
are you to actually quit using excusesand being like, oh, I'm so
busy, I just don't have timeto follow my life path and to do
the things that I signed up todo in this life, and oh well,

(37:20):
if I don't do it, I'lljust try again. At what point
are you gonna quit fucking incarnating onthis planet and quit fucking saying well,
if I if I, if Ilearned my lessons in this life, cool,
If I don't, I don't.How many lifetimes are you gonna say
that shit? Because I can promiseyou that we've all said it numerous,

(37:42):
numerous, numerous times. So isthis the life where you're ready to hit
enlightenment? Then you're ready to growup? At what? At what life
are you ready to quit making fuckingexcuses? At what life are you just
going to keep saying, oh,I'm fucking tired, I can't tonight instead

(38:04):
of saying, okay, well,what can I do to give myself enough
of a burst of energy at theend of my day so that way I
can reset mentally and emotionally, sothat way I can do what I want
to do for myself. At whatpoint do you quit making excuses and do
you start making the way? AndI just find myself like in this energy

(38:28):
of like telling people who like,granted, these aren't people who have just
started working with me. These aren'tpeople who are just trying to figure out
their abilities. These are like peoplewho are like repeatedly listened to all the
things that I have to say.And these are people who are like my
like clients and my customers who comeback and come back and come back because

(38:50):
you know, like I am assistingthem in so many ways that like,
you know, they they show backup, and they show back up.
They show back up to get theirass wholloped, and they go away and
then they say, oh my god, you are right, and then they
come back to get their ass whoopdby me a little bit more, and
then they disappear again, and thenthey keep coming back, right. These
are the people who are like genuinelymaking huge strides in their life. These

(39:15):
are the people who really want it. And at some point I just like
I look at them and they're stilllike making these excuses. And we're like
a couple of years into me coachinga lot of these people, and they
still come to me with these excuses, and I'm just like, no,
it's like it's really really time foryou to mature spiritually. It's really really

(39:37):
time to see that the money thatyou have that you know the fact that
you have more than enough, andthe reason why you're struggling financially is because
you've gotten yourself in a place whereyou have more than what you need.
And there are people like, oh, no, no, like you don't

(39:59):
understand. I no, yes,you do. You have more than you
need. You might not have morethan your friends, you might not have
more than your neighbors, you mightnot have more than your coworkers, but
you have more than what you need. You could be homeless and listening to

(40:22):
this, and I promise you thatbeing homeless in twenty twenty four is better
than being homeless in ten twenty four. I bet you the dynamics are completely
different. I bet you, asa homeless person in twenty twenty four that
you have more of your needs met, or have the ability to have your

(40:45):
needs met in today's age being homelessthen you had a thousand years ago.
So it's like the convenience of everyoneexisting on this planet is getting easier and
easier and easier as time goes byfor everyone as a whole, no matter
what your culture, your background,the country you live in. If you

(41:07):
were to go and look at thingsfrom a thousand years ago, and look
at poverty then, and look athow many people were literally just like dying
in the street because there just simplywasn't enough, and there was famine everywhere,
famine a way we can't even processfamine, famine in a way where

(41:27):
people only had one meal in aweek. And we have people who there's
you know, they're homeless and they'rehungry, but they still get one meal
a day. And I'm not sayingthat one meal a day that you have
enough. I'm not saying like,oh my god, you should be grateful
with your one meal a day.I'm not saying that at all. I'm
saying even the people struggling today arestruggling less than people struggled a thousand years

(41:50):
ago. Even the people who reallydo need more to reach a baseline still
have the capacity to struggle less thanpeople did a thought years ago. Like
that's how far we've moved as asociety. But you would swear that everybody
who don't have this four bedroom houseand cars and our stable relationship where you

(42:16):
have a partner that helps you payyour bills, we literally think that like
that's some definition of us making it. And then I can promise you when
you get there, you're gonna feellike there's something else that you need,
and then something else that you need, and something else that you need,
and there isn't a point where youfeel like you have enough because society is

(42:39):
conditioning you to not feel like whatyou're doing is adequate. You're not working
adequately enough, you're not being anadequate enough parent if you're kidding in six
thousand activities, and if they're notin every sport even if there's they're not
even that good at playing fucking football. But like, you waste all I'm

(43:00):
not gonna say you waste even thoughyou're wasting, you spend all of your
time, you know, like chasingthis football dream and soccer and baseball because
your kid has to do all ofthe things. Instead of allowing your child
to tap into their inner self andselecting the things that it has most value
to them, you're giving them likeyou're conditioning them to be a part of

(43:23):
the matrix as well, to wherethey don't have to like really tap into
themselves and decide what they want theirpassion to be or what they want to
pursue, because you're letting them pursueeverything. Why because you want to pursue
everything, because you want to havea shot at everything, even if in
this incarnation you are incarnated to mastertheir very specific things. You don't want

(43:45):
to have to sit quiet enough withyourself to figure that out. We want
variety, and we want to beconsumers, and we want options, not
just for distractions. We want asmany options for distractions as physically possible.
We want as many options in thegrocery store. We want options when we
go close shopping. It's just likewe feel that the more time goes by,

(44:12):
the longer we're on this planet,it's like the more unique we feel
that we have to represent ourselves as. But it's not because of how smart
we are. It's not because we'reso good at our fucking craft. It's
because we have options in our combinationsof options make us unique. They don't

(44:34):
fucking make you unique, you knowit makes you unique. Spending thousands of
hours mastering how to be a sculptor, spending thousands of hours mastering how to
paint realistic portraits, spending thousands ofhours reading philosophy books and becoming a studier

(44:58):
of life and existence, and becominga philosopher yourself. That fucking makes you
unique. Studying language and becoming alinguist to where you know twenty different languages,
that makes you fucking unique. Pickingout a fucking outfit, having twenty
different options of shoes toward your combinationof clothes for the day makes you look

(45:22):
cute and fucking adorable, and nobodyelse you know has the same outfit of
you. That shit does not makeyou unique, I'm sorry. Adorning your
body with things, or having avariety of you know, restaurants that you

(45:44):
go to that you post on socialmedia and all of this crap that you
are just showing off with because youcan eat a variety of food. Oh
my god, congratulations. That shitdoes not make you fucking unique. It
is not validate your human experience becauseyou spent your money eating at every fucking
new restaurant that came because you're sucha fucking foodie. Where's the intellectual gain

(46:12):
from that? Where it? Howis that improving humanity by you can becoming
a consumer. It's not grow thefuck up. Prioritize your time, prioritize

(46:35):
where you put value, Find moremindless task to incorporate into your day.
If you suck at fucking meditating bya pottery will. I'm sure there's probably
a local place that if you wantto go do pottery somewhere. If that
wants to be your little hobby thatyou do, go do it. You

(46:59):
don't have to be good painting togo buy little cheap canvases and spend your
time practicing. Do a mindless taskthat actually allows you to click out of
your reality, go deeper into meditationwhile you're doing that activity. Playing music,

(47:22):
running exercise is a mindless activity.Going for a run is a beautiful
mindless activity for you to be ableto tap in painting, pottery, art,
any form of art whatsoever, gardening, pulling weeds from your yard,

(47:44):
walking in the forest, going fora nice long swim, going kayaking,
Like, there's so many ways foryou to do something out of repetition that
would allow your brain to just havethis really beautiful critical break that allows you
to contemplate the deeper meaning of life, the deeper purpose that you have while

(48:07):
you're here, that we're missing becauseeverything is fucking convenient. So we go
to pick up a new language andwe struggle, we struggle with learning Italian,
and we do it, and wedo it for like a week or
so, and we're just not pickingit up because a we're probably not giving

(48:28):
it the attention that it deserves,but b because everything else that we've done
has come so fucking easy that ifsomething isn't inherently obvious for us, if
it takes us time to figure outhow to put it together, and if
it takes practice, because everything elsein our life is so convenient, we

(48:52):
don't want to have to do anythingthat's worthwhile. You know, we don't
want to have to grow vegetables inour own yard. Why because it takes
a while and it takes care tomake sure your tomato plants grow properly.
You might fail a couple of yearstrying to get them to really produce fruit

(49:15):
before you pick it up. Butbecause we tried it that first year and
we weren't good at it, we'relike, oh, I'm gonna just buy
it from the store. Because yourlife is so convenient that you suck at
fucking doing everything now, And youdon't suck because you suck. You suck
because your willpower is trash. Yourwillpower is fucking garbage. Because society and

(49:44):
the government just makes everything so fuckingeasy for us that if we have to
struggle to do everything we don't wantit. So how does this apply spiritually
to us? I know everybody says, oh, I tried to do that
past life meditation that ye you hadon your website, the little instructions,
but I didn't see anything. Soyou might try it twice and then you

(50:06):
give up and be like, oh, well, yeah, I just can't
see past lives and you just goon what the fuck? Like what the
fuck is that? Like, Iknow there are people listening and they're like,
oh shit, she's like directly fuckingtalking about me. Yeah, I'm
talking about you. I'm talking aboutyou. How many people have gone to

(50:29):
try astral projection, are gone tryto you know, even just meditate for
the first time to where like theyjust even want to see like colors or
see anything or feel peace or feelcalm, And you tried it a few
times and it didn't work, soyou just fucking gave up. How many
of you have tried things spiritually becauseyou feel called to it, be like

(50:51):
oh yeah, like I'm definitely,yeah, I'm going through the chakra thing.
I want to feel my chakras.I want to know that my chakras
aligned. I want to go dothat and you try to it and you
didn't really feel anything, and thenso you went back to do it and
be like, oh, yeah,that's just not for me, and you
have never tried to do it again. But yet deep down there's a part
of you that really wants to,like, Oh, I really wish I

(51:13):
could help humanity. I really wishI could see this shit that Christy sees.
I really wish that I could helpyou. Know how many people tell
me like, oh my god,I wish I you know, my I
wish I wouldn't have all these blocksand I wish I was tapped into my
abilities more so I could help you. Like sometimes I want to tell people,
like a lot of Jesus, don'tlie to me, because if you

(51:36):
wanted to, you would, Andthat's just the simple fact of it.
If you wanted to, you would. And so that's kind of like there's
really no easy way for me todo like this topic of this podcast without
me kind of sounding like I don'tknow, I feel like I sound like

(51:57):
an asshole, but I mean sometimessomebody has to kind of be the person
that says the obvious thing, andI feel like that's all I'm doing is
saying the obvious thing. It's justthat a lot of times we don't like
to look at what the obvious thingis because it means that we would have

(52:21):
to face the truth about ourselves thatwe're not willing to face. And I
my favorite thing is pointing out obvioustruths. I love the truth, even
if it fucking hurts my feelings.I love the truth. I would far
rather have the truth and nowhere Istand with somebody, then for somebody to

(52:45):
just lie to me and then findout in the end that what I thought
we had built in the relationship thatI thought that we had was it wasn't
real. I would rather live withsomething real, even if it means living
without it, then living with somethingthat was never real the whole time I

(53:07):
had it. I would rather mournover losing something that was real then have
to mourn over the deception of thinkingI had something real and it not being

(53:29):
anything at all. So I feellike I feel like I am kind of,
you know, a little bit ofthe asshole, but fuck I'm an
aries We're used to be in theasshole, I guess, but in you
know, like I really don't thinkI'm being the asshole. I just feel

(53:51):
like I'm just saying things that maybethey're not going to apply to everybody,
not everybody listening, and be like, oh yeah, I know people like
that. But I've been really workingon that aspect of myself, and I
can see all the ways, likeeverything you've said, you know, up
until recently, I was making thoseexcuses. I was making those excuses and
whereas I'm that perfect, because fuck, I'm not perfect either by no means.

(54:15):
But it's like having the realization wheneveryou go to like super complain about
some shit, that what you're doingis like self sabotage is really all you're
doing. You're just self sabotaging,you actually reaching something of value in this
life. So I I guess Ifelt like my like energy was like heightened

(54:42):
last time I tried to talk aboutthis, and I think that like I
was so passionate about it that Iprobably did sound like more of a bitch,
uh maybe than I sound now,or maybe I sound equally the fucking
same. I have no idea,but you'll never know, because I'm never
you know, you'll never know whatI said in the other podcast, uh,
which is very similar to like literallyI'm saying the same things. I

(55:06):
just feel like energetically I'm less hypedup about it. I guess. I
guess I'm a little bit calmer.So I feel like it's I feel like
you can maybe hear more of likethe endearment when I'm talking about it,
Like you can hear like how muchI want everybody to fucking win in my
voice. That's literally why I dothese fucking podcasts is because I want everybody.

(55:31):
I want to give everybody the cheatcodes, because I feel like we've
been put in like some fucking holdingcell to where we haven't been able to
play the game properly. It's likewe've been playing Monopoly, but we keep
fucking going back to jail and wedon't even get to go explore, you

(55:52):
know, the things that are outthere for us to explore. And I
feel like I'm trying to break asmany people out of jail and give everybody
like the cheap codes to remember thethings that they're supposed to already know in
this life so that way they canhit enlightenment. This ain't about waking up.

(56:12):
This is about reaching like the nextlevel. This is about not saying,
oh if I don't learn it inthis life. I just don't fucking
learn it. No, this islike a It's not an option for me
to fail in this life. That'swhere we are right now. We're at
the point where I mean, Ican see clearly the future and well the

(56:37):
possibilities of the future right because there'sno timeline yet, Thankfully there's no set
timeline, because I can tell youthat the timeline we're on right now is
horrendous. I do not give afuck with any extraterrestrial it's lying to some
motherfucker that's posting in some Galactic Federationfucking Facebook group the timeline in which we're

(57:02):
on currently now. Granted, Iknow we're hyper jumping off of that bitch.
But if we were to not hyperjump off that bitch, if something
where to God forbid, fucking happento me, okay, and happen to
anybody working on the specific mission thatmy group of people are working on,

(57:25):
not just people I know. I'msaying, like my group of people incarnated
on the planet that I know areother places working on things at the same
time I am. If things wereto happen to us, things would be
really really bleak for humanity because there'sjust not enough people that are tapping into

(57:50):
their abilities deep enough to comprehend what'sactually going on within the matrix. But
the more people that wake up toit, the more power we have to
alter it. But we're still thinkingthat we don't have time because we're being
watching fucking Bridgerton and we're fucking sittingon TikTok scrolling for hours watching videos of

(58:17):
fucking people do voiceovers for their fuckingdog. So you just really have to
sit there and ask yourself, likeare you ready to grow the fuck up?

(58:37):
Or are you ready to keep havingthese excuses and keep offering these reasons
that these things are going to keepholding you back? Like where exactly are
we in the evolution of your spiritualjourney in this life. It's crazy because

(59:00):
because I've been like, you know, I took a little break from having
clients and I started having you know, clients again, and so some of
my like regulars to people that likeI'm actually coaching you know, on a
monthly basis or bi weekly basis,Like I've been seeing all of those those
clients, and it's amazing how manypeople are getting like these really pivotal messages

(59:22):
for what we're doing on the planet. But they don't think that their message
is significant. And they're like tellingme about all these visions and they're like,
oh no, Like I was toldin that vision that I needed to
tell you, like that the messagewas for Christie, like to tell Christy.
And it's like everybody still has thisbelief that they're insignificant, and that's

(59:51):
just it kind of breaks my heartin a way. But it's kind of
a little comical to me. LikeI don't know of yourself sabotaging yourself because
you're afraid to be wrong, oryou know, if you're afraid that maybe
you know you're gonna step up ontothis higher you know, like if you're

(01:00:14):
going up to like the big leagues, and that's when like you think more
people are gonna be watching you.And so if you fail, like the
fail like the mistake is gonna bejust an absolute failure and people are like
watching you if you like step upto a higher level. Like I don't
know, like where the fear is, but there is no place for fear

(01:00:37):
in the quest for enlightenment. Youcan't fear failing. Failure is a part
of the journey. I've been figuringout so many things, and I look
back to the stuff that I knewtwo years ago, the stuff that I
knew a year ago, the shitthat I knew six months ago, Like,

(01:01:00):
ah, fuck, that would havebeen really nice I've known that two
years ago. But then my journeywouldn't look the same, and I wouldn't
have the knowledge space that I have. I wouldn't know all the ways that
like fallen angels try to convince youthat they're like biblical angels. Wouldn't I
wouldn't have that experience if I justcame in with the knowing of everything that

(01:01:23):
I have. Now, I hadto go through the process, and the
only way to do it is toput one foot in front of the other
and to drop the fear and belike, Okay, well, I'm gonna
trust that whatever's supposed to be revealedto me on my path is going to
be revealed to me, whether it'sa mistake or not. Like I've learned

(01:01:44):
the most valuable things that like,I know so far because I thought something
wrong and I did it wrong inthe beginning, or I miss something,
so then I had to keep goingback and going back and going back,
because every time I did it,it failed. Every time I did it,
it failed. Every time I didit, it failed. I'm still

(01:02:06):
trying to save the soul of theone person, and I'm here on this
planet to save their fucking soul.And I've been working on his soul for
almost two years now, and Ikeep fucking failing at it so much so
that like he doesn't even like I'mnot even allowed to be around him,
and I haven't even like communicated withhim, and he doesn't want me around

(01:02:29):
him. Like there are failures tobe had, but it's only in the
failures that I'm uncovering things that areso critical to humanity. Without the failures,
Like I couldn't even imagine where Iwould be if I wouldn't be failing
at the job that I was puthere to do, Like I would fucking

(01:02:52):
know nothing if I wasn't failing.The failures mean you're trying. You're not
going to fail if you don't try. Failure means effort, Failure means attempt.

(01:03:15):
So everyone should be failing every day. You should wake up and fail
at something every single fucking day.You should be failing at something every day.
How else are you growing unless you'refailing. It's really great to be
able to just try something the firsttime and master it. But if you

(01:03:36):
can try something the first time andmaster it, you're not learning anything new.
You're picking up something that you masteredin a past life. Find something
else, find something harder, Faila little bit, and grow the fuck

(01:03:59):
up and until next time. Guys, then outside the matrix, talk to
you later. Yeah, look,little glitter not down there, No o
brothers, and they're not fiving frommy spirits whitching yours. Didn't not be
driving in the battle with no fear, he go, Come on, guys,
driving on ERM, I know platelittle glitching through the matrix.
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