#49 Two Steps Back

We moving backward and staying oppressed are are we forward progressing through this incarnation. 

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Episode Transcript

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And then involved and welcome to anotherepisode of Divinity on Earth. I'm your
podcast host Christina Cole, and we'reback. Uh So, I was kind
of thinking what exactly it was thatI actually wanted to talk about, because
honestly, my my real life,my I don't know. I mean,

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I guess my human experience. Ireally don't feel very human at all.
But uh, the experience that I'vebeen having lately isn't exactly one that lends
me conversation for a podcast purpose,right And because I have been incredibly incredibly
deep into things lately that I feelwould it would not benefit me at all

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to speak on those things on mypodcast. It's like for self preservation,
for protection, because I know thatthere are people who listen to my podcasts
who literally just try to see wherewhat my plan is, what my weaknesses
are. And so in a lotof times, I'm like incredibly open on

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things that I see within the matrix, and I try to give that information
to everyone freely. But right now, I just feel like it's not time
for me to do that. Whatwill you get back to that at some
point, yes, very much so, where I would give you guys more
of a play by play kind ofupdate on some really cool things that I've
been seeing experiencing figuring out it's reallymind blowing and kind of it's kind of

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wild. I'm actually, you know, I don't even feel right typing down
the things that I know, youknow, and that's kind of you know.
Where it is is that I don'teven a lot of the stuff that
I experienced is like, I mean, we text you know a good bit

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of it, but I don't wantto have all of that saved in a
singular place because it would be It'sa lot, and it's a lot of
stuff that I know that I'm notsupposed to know. I are more or
less that we all should know.However, not really anyone else does.

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And I know that me having accessto the level of understanding and knowledge that
I do is very highly frowned upon, and I'm aware of that. I
know that very very much. Ideal with the consequences of my knowing every
single day of my life. SoI was kind of thinking, well,
what is it that I could talkabout that would be a benefit to you

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guys. That is something that's kindof been reoccurring lately that I feel as
if would help move you guys forwardor help build your discernment. And so
I thought about something that happened tome. It was a couple of weeks
ago, as before I took mylittle beach trip and I was getting my
hair done, and the person doingmy hair I absolutely adore her. She

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is fantastic, her husband is wonderful, her kids are great. They are
just genuinely, genuinely good, goodhuman beings. I enjoy everything about them.
But she made this comment to me, and I know that, you
know, because she's a very openperson, and I'm sure she probably kind

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of wanted to hear my thoughts onit, but I didn't really give her,
you know what I thought. Iwasn't about to do that in the
middle of her hair salon. Uhand pluses. Also, I feel like
just because I have a higher knowledgeon things does not mean that it's always
my place to tell people about themselvesor to tell people that nah, I

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don't think that that's what should begoing on. Like, so sometimes I
just feel as if it's not myplace. And sometimes I like to stay
in Malane. And this was aparticular time that in that moment, I
chose to stay in Malene. Butit's brought me through a bit of some
mental gymnastics, if you will,on trying to really decode exactly what it

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is that is happening within the matrixitself that allows these sorts of situations to
happen. So the comment that shehad made to me was that she felt
that she and her husband had beenled to going back into the Catholic Church.

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And based on everything I know aboutthe church itself, for anyone to
find their way out of it,to be called back into it, I
actually don't believe that that is anyone'strue desire, are their true soul's path,

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Okay, because I feel like ifyou were never so, if you
were always supposed to be in anend this life, it would have been
practically impossible for you to get outof it because it would have been so
programmed and embedded in your life path, in your blueprint, that you would
have really really never have strayed forward, especially not to do blasphemous shit.

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As a friend of mine, right, come into my classes, come into
my workshops, all that kind ofstuff. So I do feel as a
people who really are starting to beexposed to a deeper truth simply by listening
to people talk about it, beit me or you know, anybody else
who's like really going deeper within thematrix, trying to decode ancient text and

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all that kind of stuff. I'mnot so much talking about people who are
just exposing conspiracies and stuff like that, because that's a very low vibrational form
of your third eye being closed,and so because there's so much more beyond
that. In letting that be theveil that you never get beyond is still

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keeping you with your third eye widshut and you still in a very low
vibration of spirituality. If that's asfar as you go. Now, if
you are into conspiracies and that takesyou down really deep rabbit holes where you
reveal things from a spiritual perspective andnot just a government until control perspective,
well then you're starting to break outof the matrix. Right, You're going

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beyond just a script of what wasgiving to you, and you're going much
much much deeper on the subject.So, uh, I wanted to,
you know, kind of look at, well, what would be the system
that would be in place for someonewho was really starting to hit a higher
level of awakening that they would feelcalled back to something that would be so

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low vibrational. Right, So ifyou are having this deeper experience spiritually and
all of a sudden something comes upand you take that coming up as your
like reason to go back to somethingthat is low vibrational, Like, what
exactly is that? And how dowe kind of know when we're being set

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up or when we're leaning too hardor looking too hard for a message that
maybe might not be there, ifthat makes sense. So let's talk about
this a few different ways. Let'stalk about this from a matrix perspective and
what happens when you start to breakout of it, so as with any

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good prison, Okay, because that'sexactly what we're gonna call the current matrix
that we're in now. So rememberthat there isn't just we're not in one
matrix, Okay, we are inmultiple matrix. So there's seven levels to
this matrix. Right, So there'sseven levels of heaven and there's seven layers

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of hell or whatever, and sowithin that, if you think about it
as being a like ripple effect,we're in the center. We're in at
the point zero place. Okay,we're in the very center, not only
of the matrixes themselves, but thetezerak, which governs all of time where
we are, we're at that centerpoint. We actually keep everything stable around

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us. Okay, we're at theground zero. So if you think about
our little universe that we know toexist, okay, it's a pretty big
universe, uh, being all inone bubble. Okay, So we're in
a bubble, a big, hugebubble that is matrix level one. That's

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one. That's where we sit.And then if you go out a little
bit further and you go further intospace, and then there's another bubble that
would be level two, and soon and so forth until you get this
huge, huge, just encapsulation ofexistence, and that would be level seven.
Now where level seven is is wherethe pure divine feminine energy sits I

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like to refer to them as oracles, and the pure divine masculine sits I
like to refer to them as demons. That's actually their name. That's where
demon comes from. And demon inan e sense are a possessed sense.
Has not that didn't become popular tolike the eighteen hundreds or some shit like
that. So talking about something beinga demon doesn't And this is the thing

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where it's going to be so hardto get the world to come over to
a vocabulary that is accurate and notcorrupted without all of their preconceived notions and
all of their conditioning. It's goingto be a little bit difficult because whenever
I'm looking at you know, becausestill in like modern times, if you're

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trying to explain something to somebody andbe like, oh, well, not
everybody's understanding. If I say thatyou had a dark entity attached to you,
they want to know whether they hada demon or something attached to them.
So it's like sometimes you have touse the word even if you know
it's it's not the proper word touse. But at the same time,

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I explain things to people and I'malways saying demon as and divine masculine,
not as an evil, because thatis the pure form. It sits in
that seventh level of hell where it'sjust pure darkness. I mean, it's
just pure divine masculine energy. Andthe oracle that is the divine feminine energy

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for all of existence sits in thisreally really bright light energy where it's literally
just beautiful light codes. It's soso pretty there. But so we have
oracles, and we have demons onthe very top layers. That's just a
little extra FYI. So within thedifferent levels of the matrices themselves, so

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it's almost like each one has adifferent set of rules, and the rules
have gotten more and more strict asthe levels the bubbles go inward right.
So at first they thought they wouldimpose a couple of rules create this matrix,
and then they realize, oh shit, this is enough. They're still
evolving past the programming of this matrix. We need to create another matrix and

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we need to push them inside ofit. And we keep getting pushed down
and down and down to where wehave less space available to us, less
of the actual realm available, andless frequencies that we get to interact with,
and we get to interact with lessreality, and we become, you
know, not multi dimensional anymore basedoff of how tiny the matrix we exist

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in. Now we have lost ourability to become multi dimensional. Now.
I have recently figured out that yourchakras are supposed to be multicolored, and
that's actually what makes you multi dimensional. But that'll probably be maybe my podcast
next week or something like that.That one will be coming up soon.
I still need to figure that outa little bit more. I have been

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working quite a few people into thatmulti dimensional energy within their chakras. It's
not the easiest process, but itdefinitely has been helping quite a few people.
So that'd be something we'll talk aboutat a later date. But I
would really like to sit with thata little bit more before I speak publicly

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on it. I do speak privatelyon it a little bit, but I
haven't I'm not ready to do thatpublicly quite yet, So we'll talk about
that later. So now we sitin this place, this little jail cell
of you know, a bunch ofweight on top of us, right or
a bunch of frequencies removed from us. It's like it's you know, literally

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us. People say hell on Earth, but it's an overwhelming amount of oppression
here. And oppression is something thatcomes from a lower frequency. So we
sit an incredibly low frequency existence.And the thing about it is is like,
no matter how much of that matrixyou put on us, no matter
how many rules, we still knowthat we're supposed to be multi dimensional.

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We still know that there's something beyondwhere we are. You know, It's
like it doesn't matter. There's always, even if the people who are really
strict in any one belief are notare not when they are sitting quietly with
their private fucking thoughts. Everybody wonderswhat happens when you die. Everybody wonders
if their loved one is on theother side talking to them. Everybody wonders

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if there's going to be a lifeafter this. Even if they don't believe
it, Everybody still sits, andeverybody still wonders exactly what that's going to
look like. Everybody does it.I don't care what they say or what
they claim in public. What peopledo in public and what people do in
private are two different things. AndI can pop into the energy field in
the thought process of absolutely every singleperson on this planet, and I can

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promise you that at one point oranother, these people are having these really
deep existential conversations with themselves. Andgranted, they might talk themselves around in
a circle to where they come backto their current belief system, and they're
acknowledging that that's the way, andthey discredit everything else that you know,

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their brain could possibly have thought tobe a possibility or a probability. But
that doesn't mean that those thoughts aren'tbeing had. And the reason why those
thoughts aren't being that they are beinghad and that goes against their their matrix
coding, is because it is ingrainedin who we are as a consciousness to

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know that there is more than ourcurrent existence out there. Okay, we
know that it exists. We knowthat it's there, So no matter what
the programming is, there's a partof us, our clear cognizance, our
knowing, is that everything that we'rebeing fed on Earth right now doesn't resonate

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fully for anyone because if it did, you would never have a thought outside
of what your programming would be.Ever, you would never be listening to
me, we wouldn't be having thisconversation. The reason we are is because
there is parts of you, partsof your energetic DNA parts of you that
are still connected back to that firstlevel, well, the seventh level of
the matrix, so the fourth levelof the matrix, and you know that

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there are things outside of the matrixthat we're in that exist there and you
might not know what it is,and you might not tangibly be able to
see it or feel it, butyou know that it's there because it's one
with you, and they can't removethe oneness without destroying us completely. So
as long as our consciousness exists,that oneness and that connection to things beyond

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us will always remain in place.It's something that they cannot tear from us.
The only thing that they can dois create so much oppression around us
and try to program our current realityto reflect a certain stimulation, so that
way, we're so overwhelmed and we'reso bogged down that we don't have time
for a lot of existential conversations andthose deeper thoughts with people are with ourselves

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because we're just so overwhelmed that we'refucking exhausted. So that's their best bet
at getting us to forget who weare, where we came from, and
that there's more to existence than whatwe're experiencing. Okay, so that's how
it's kind of set up for usto forget is overwhelm them, overwhelm them,

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overwhelm them, overwhelmed them. Let'slook at that just from like a
basic daily perspective, Right, Soyou are sitting and you have a ridiculous
amount of things to do. Okay, but on that to do list is
it's not written down anywhere right,So it's not within your your human programming

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for your simulation that you are acosmic being, a smulti dimension and whatever.
When they were writing your life experience, they left that out. Okay,
so it's just something that your consciousnessjust knows. So that's like,
I'll give you the perfect fricking example, because I do this shit all the
time. So I'll say, ohshit, I really need to pay my
light bill today, and so I'llleave the house in the morning and I'll

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be rushed. Right, So you'rerushed. You get thrown into this life
and you know in your mind,I really need to pay my light bill.
My light bill is due, andso, but you don't write it
down. You don't set yourself ata reminder of nothing. You're just raw
dog in it throughout your day withouta little list of all the things that

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you are reminding yourself that you needto do. And so your day starts
to get busy, and it getsbusier and you go to work, and
you get to work and shit hitsthe fan and you're already running a little
bit late because there was an accidentor some sort of drama or trauma happens.
Okay, within your day or withinyour fucking life, and it throws

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you off from like the very jumpof your day. That's why a lot
of people have lots of childhood trauma, because if they can tryties you early
on, early enough in your life, it will really start to distract you
from and now you start to feeloverwhelmed from the age of six or three
or ten. Okay, So theyounger they can inflect trauma on us,

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the better chance they have to distractus from that, knowing that we're carrying
that message that we carry with usall the time. So there's an accident
on the way that work, youget to work, everything is just chaos
at work. There's a million callscoming in or something happened, or somebody

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else didn't show up, somebody calledin sick. So maybe somebody that was
supposed to be in your sole teamor whatever just decided that they weren't going
to be there. So now thefrequency of being around that person that was
supposed to help you, remember,they're not there anymore. So now you're
stretched, you're overwhelmed, you're surroundedby incompetent people. Okay, and you

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go through your whole day just runningthrough the motions on like this high speed
chase energy all day and you gethome and you realize, oh shit,
I forgot to pay my light bill. But now you're exhausted. So because
you're exhausted, you'd be like,oh, well, I'll do it tomorrow.
That could do it tomorrow. I'llhave plenty of time. I still
have a few days before they'll cutit off. And then you'll wake up

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tomorrow and repeat, and you'll wakeup the next day and repeat until at
some point you come home and they'veturned your power off. This has happened
to me before, because if Idon't write it down, or if I
don't hang it on my refrigerader,I will one hundred percent forget And then
so I'm like, oh shit.I mean, luckily I can pay it
the second I get home. Itmight have power within ten minutes. But

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it has happened to me before.So and it's not because I was unable
to pay it. It's not becauseI didn't somewhere deep down, no,
but it's because I got so distractedthat I let it slip my mind.
I let it not be the focusof the task that I had to do.

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So it's the same thing with usremembering that ra multi dimensional, or
remembering that we have the power toescape, that we have the power to
be sovereign, that we have thepower to be these very mystical, magical,
spiritual beings. We just let ourdaily life overwhelm us and we forget,
We forget the thing that was importantthat we set ourselves up to do

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within this incarnation. And we dothat in a lot of incarnations when we'll
go through a whole incarnation and neveronce really truly see or execute the thing
that is our divine higher self.Right, So, now what happens whenever

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we start to realize and we like, oh, yeah, I need to
come pay my bill, and wego to pay it. Well, we'll
maybe call to pay our energy bill, because this is this is really this
afic example for me. We'll goto call and we'll go to pay,
and it's an automated system. Andguess what, the automated system is down.

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So there has been some energetic blockokay within my day to where now
I thought about it and I wentto go and do it, but now
I actually physically can't do it becausethere's a block in the way. I
can't do it because the way thatI normally do it isn't available to me

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right now, so I'm gonna haveto look at it later. I can't
do it right now. Look,I tried to do it right now,
but it didn't work. So Iput forth a little bit of effort.
But because I got shut down fromdoing it the way that I always did
it, I'm already busy. Itwas already a big enough inconvenience for me
to have to stop to do this, So now I'm gonna just have to
do it later and then like we'llforget later. Right, Even though that

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there are other options. I couldhave went online to pay. I could
have went to a store, becausethere are certain stores. I could have
went to the Walmart and paid itat Walmart. I could have done it
a million other ways, right instep, I didn't want to go and try
to figure out how else to doit. I wanted to be able to
do it the way that I alwaysdo it. And the fact that I

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couldn't do it the way that Ialways do it, I decided that,
hey, I'm gonna just wait.I'm not you know, I don't.
I'm gonna just wait and try again. So how many times do we go
to meditate, do we go totop end, Do we go to get
a spiritual mentor do we go toget a reading? Do we go to
get something and something energetically pops upthat stops us from doing the thing that

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we know is on our fucking listof things that we have to fucking do.
And then what do you say,Oh, it's just not time,
I'm just not ready. But atsome point you're gonna get your lights,
are gonna get cut off, Yourlife is going to be over right,

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are something very tragic is going tohappen to you? I mean, luckily
in this incarnation, I can justpay my light bill and I don't have
to be without life forever. It'snot that dramatic paying my light bill,
but if you just use it andapply it to your life. If you
paying your light bill, is theend of your your life being up by
you not doing it because you're neglectingyourself, neglecting yourself, neglecting yourself in

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I mean, how long are wecomfortable making excuses and putting everything else as
a priority other than us doing whatit is that our higher self is trying
to communicate to us that we needto do right, So that's that memory,
that's that knowing that's deeper within us. So there's that whole perspective.

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Okay, now let's go back tothe automated system was down. Okay,
let's go back to that. Sowe are deciding, we got our bill
ready, we ready to pay,We're mentally prepared to do this activity that

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we know is necessity. It's necessaryor a necessity. I was trying to
put both of those words together.That's necessary for our spiritual growth and or
I mean having lights are pretty important, and I'm gonna just use lights as
literally like the light of spirituality.So we go to do the thing that's

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we know. It's gonna keep us, it's gonna keep us in touch,
in tune, it's gonna keep usin touch. It's gonna make sure that
we're functioning and running properly, andit's going to help us to get through
this incarnation to be able to reachhigher levels of enlightenment. Right, we
need to keep the fucking lights on. So we're gonna go do some spiritual

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maintenance. We're gonna pop in,we're gonna meditate, we're gonna do our
things. But something comes up andblocks us or something comes to redirect us.
Okay, so how many times doyou go to do something, especially
spiritual and you get distracted? Doyou think that that's a fucking accident that
within your deepest self you knew,oh, I'm gonna come meditate, I'm

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gonna come sit down, and I'mgonna come meditate, and all of a
sudden shit conspires in your life tostop you from doing that thing. Do
you think that that's somebody that's tryingto say, oh no, that's not
you know, it's for your highestgood to not or do you think that's
parts of the matrix that are tryingthat's protecting itself, that's trying to keep

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you from actually digging in and connectingwith your higher knowing. I'm gonna go
nine out of ten times, becauseI'm sure there probably are sometimes where maybe
you being led away from doing somethingis maybe for your higher spiritual good.
It's one hundred percent possible. I'mnot saying this is impossible, but I'm

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gonna say a majority of the time, you being led away from something that
you resonate with so deeply, soprofoundly in your soul, that you feel
called to do, and you're beingcalled away from doing that thing that you
know you need to do. Ninetimes out of ten, it is to

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pull you away from paying your fuckinglife bill. So that's just what this
feeling called back into the Catholic Churchonly because you got asked to be the
god parents of somebody. So somebodyasks you to be their god parents within
the Catholic Church, and so nowyou start taking these classes. They make

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you jump through all kinds of fuckinghoops to make sure that you are low
vibrational enough in order to be somebody'sgodparents. And so so you take that
as a sign that you got calledout from paying your fucking light bill,
from doing the thing that you knewto keep you on track to keep your

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spiritual development process going, and it'sgoing to throw you back into something that
is of a lower vibration. That'sthe type of distractions that keep people from
hitting enlightenment. There will never bean instance where anything will bring you into
something of a lower vibration that willbe for your highest good. Let me

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say that again. If you're ona spiritual journey and everything is trending positively,
okay, you will never be broughtback into a practice or a belief
that is of a lower vibration thanthe one you are in. Ever,
that it's not how that works.I'm not saying that you're not going to

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have experiences in people breakups and you'regonna lose friends, or maybe you'll lose
your job, or maybe you'll havehumanly things that happen to you that might
cause you to have a soul growthmoment or just a soul release moment where
you get to release things that areholding you back. Is completely your perspective
as to how you view events thattranspire in your life. You can look

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at the highest possible good or thehighest possible outcome of an event, or
you could look at the lowest possibleone. We're not talking about that.
We're talking about the entities themselves thatare attached to organized religion and organize spiritual
beliefs. Each one, every singlereligion, every single belief, every single

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text, every single book has anentity. And if you start looking at
things from an energy in frequency person, then you start understanding that these beings
and these entities that have control orrain or dominance over certain things that we

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consider to be beliefs, they're reallyjust a combination of vibrations that create an
entity. I'll explain that more ina second, because as I'm saying it,
I'm like, huh, thinking aboutit. Okay, I'm like,
let me deeper explain it, butlet me finish what I was saying.
So you will not arise to interactwith a belief system that vibrates at a

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higher frequency and then be brought backinto something to sit there that is of
a lower frequency. You should beascending, not descending. So if you're
making your way up on a spiritualladder and interacting with things that feel really
light and have like higher vibe entitiesassociated with them, I'm not saying that

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you're not going to go look,and you're not going to explore and you're
not going to learn something, butyou're surely not going to sit there in
that energy. You can go sitwith it and take whatever you need to
take from it, But to thinkthat you're going to be called back to
it to sit with that energy allthe time whenever you are sitting much higher.
For you to descend on that ladderto where now the entities you're interacting

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with are of a lower vibration isto solely keep you trapped in the matrix,
to solely keep you from growing andto keep you from paying your goddamn
light built. It's just a fuckingdistraction. It's one hundred percent distraction because
chances are you fumbled upon something thatwas really fucking great. So now they're

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going to cause a little bit ofdrama or they're going to stir up your
life in some kind of way thatyou feel that you need to go back
to this lower frequency thing because itfeels comforting to you to sit in a
frequency that is of a lower vibrationalbecause you're comfortable sitting and fucking shit.
So it's really easy to convince youthat you need to go back to this

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fucking thing that vibrates lower because you'reso used to sitting in that lower frequency
that it feels like home to you. Because the new frequencies that you've been
sitting in feel different, they feelslightly unusual because you're not used to vibrating
that high. You're not used tointeracting with beings that are of a higher

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caliber or a higher frequency, ora higher level of understanding. You feel
like it's the first day of school. You don't want to be at the
new school and the new kid,and you're just getting in this new energy
and you feel uncomfortable at first.Every first day of school you feel uncomfortable.

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You would much rather be at home, sitting in fucking your little room
of fucking depression, your little depressioncave. You would much rather go be
back over there. But that's notwhat the Earth school is about. You're
supposed to be evolving. You're supposedto have new first days of school all
the fucking time. You're supposed toadvance and advance and advance. That's what

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I'm saying. You're not going tobe brought back to fucking kindergarten. You're
not going to be brought back towhere you're fucking a toddler and you're fucking
still staying at home. Evolve pastthings, figure out the frequency and the
vibration of some of your practices.If you're staying in the same fucking practice

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the entire time you're on this planet, you are not evolving. If you've
always done candle magic one specific fuckingway, and it's the way that you've
done it, and it's the wayyou've been doing it for years, and
you set your intentions the exact same, and you're doing the same fucking practice,
and you pull your cards the samefucking way, and you journal the

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same way, and it's always thesame fucking shit. And you've been doing
that for ten twenty fucking years.Now it's time to go to the next
grade. You cannot sit there foreverjust because it feels spiritual and it feels
nice. You're in your depression cave. You're sitting in frequencies that only feel
comfortable to you because you are scaredof exploring something new. You're scared of

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being the new kid. And it'sreally easy for the matrix to manipulate you
to going back to the energy whereyou feel comfortable. But that keeps you
stagnant, doing the same shit dayin and day out. So if you're
somebody who keeps feeling like you're beingcalled back into past relationships, you're being

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called back in to addictions, You'rebeing called back into certain spiritual groups or
places that you felt that you hadoutgrown at one point. If you're somebody
who feels like you're being called butyou're being called back to something, you're
going the wrong way. You shouldn'tbe being called backwards. We say it,

(35:22):
I'm being called back to this becauseyou're moving backwards in the evolution of
your soul. Why the fuck doyou say we're being called back? Who
the fuck wants to go back?I don't want to go back. I
don't want to go back to anything, especially not when it comes to my

(35:42):
spiritual evolution. I'm definitely not wantingto go backwards. No, I'm not
saying that we can't go revisit.I'm not saying that we can't. If
you are die hard Catholic forever andyou just say, huh, it's been
a while since I've been to amass. I would really like to go
and just kind of see sit therein my current frequency and see if I

(36:05):
experience what used to be so criticaland so important to me, to see
if it alters, if I canhave a higher perspective while I'm there,
or maybe I can get something evendeeper out of it, Or maybe I'll
go sit there and I really feelthe low vibrations of everybody around me,
and then it'll affect me different andI can see, oh, well,
I used to sit in a lowvibration that a lot of these people sit

(36:27):
in, that divine, masculine ego, who are there and I'm not there
now, And you can have anappreciation for the fact, or you can
have an appreciation for the fact thatyou feel all these low vibration people and
you also get to be here ina higher frequency, and how beautiful it
feels to sit there and feel thepresence of God, and that you remember
when you used to be in alower frequency and you weren't quite as appreciative

(36:51):
of the energy of what was happeningor what was attempting to happen in that
space. And you can sit thereand you can have the reverence, and
you can have that moment with yourself, and you didn't need it to be
facilitated by the priest or by anybodyelse, But it's your chance to sit
in your moment and have your conversationwith the divine and that now you get
to go revisit and have a completelydifferent experience. So it's not going back,

(37:15):
is evolving forward and going through experiencesthat you had previously experienced, but
having such a different perspective such havea forward way of thinking while engaging in
those things that it feels like abrand new experience. So there's that.

(37:35):
Now back to me talking about likeChristy, you totally just said that each
religious practice, in each textbook andeach everything has its very own entity.
So let me explain this a littlebit deeper, and I think this might
have some little ding ding ding,some little lights going off for a lot
of people who are listening to this. Let's I was gonna do an entire

(38:00):
podcast, and I still fucking will, but this will be like a little
introduction to it. I couldn't hityou with two podcasts back to back that
literally like broke apart some of youguys, is like everything about your fucking
life. So I was gonna doone on dependence on substances and how much
you're harming your spiritual journey by constantlydoing uh smoking, constantly doing mushrooms,

(38:27):
constantly always having some sort of thinggoing on. So I am gonna just
give you a little brief little fyibecause well, yeah, f yi,
this is just purely for your information, and I'm gonna talk about this deeper
as it applies to substance abuse inthe spiritual community, but that'll be a

(38:52):
different podcast, But for today,I only want to talk about it in
the perspective of everything has frequency andenergy, Okay, so let's talk about
that. So let's say that I'mgoing to write a book. Even if
you literally use it to type iton your computer, there are minerals within

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the battery, within the keyboard,within the plastic that's made of shit.
Plastic is very much a living thing. I know, it's not living from
a science perspective, but from anenergy perspective, it's a live There is
a very specific frequency for plastic.So you're typing, you're using this energy

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box, okay, or as Iam, because I'm a person that likes
to physically write shit out, likeI have journals all over, Like I
write stuff all the time. Ihardly ever post the stuff that I write,
but I'm literally always writing things.They could be like for line,
for the lines. It could bea few little words, or it could
be like a page, so itcould be whatever. I'm always like writing,

(40:05):
like philosophical type stuff. And sobecause that's just the way my mind
processes everything around me. It's alwaysthrough like this very very deeply philosophical think
about deeply contemplate life itself. That'smy energy and love and all of these
things. And I'm always writing littlethings. So I am a person who

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prefers to physically write things out,Well, guess what if I'm using lead,
there's minerals and that there's elements,there's so there's a frequency associated with
it, right if I'm using anink pen saying shit? Although if you
ever looked up how ink is made, there is not a single company that

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makes ink pins that is a highvibrational company. I've looked into it a
while back because I'm like, well, how do I like write stuff in
the vibration and the frequency be higher? And it literally like the way ink
is made is so fucked up andso low vibrational. You could chase that
rabbit hole if you want to,But there's no way for ink pens to
actually be high vibrational, no matterwhich ones. You have to physically go

(41:14):
in and change the frequency of theink itself, which a lot of people
think that they change the frequency ofthe water and the food that they eat,
and it's such a fucking like bullshitass lie. They change the outer
layer, basically, they change theoric field of the thing that they're eating,
but they don't actually go into theminerals themselves and actually change the frequency

(41:36):
of the mineral itself, and thereforeyou're still eating the food and it's still
equally low vibrational. That's why Idon't really get people who fucking say that
they're gonna eat meat, but theychange the frequency of it before they eat
it. And I don't say anythingbecause everybody's on their own fucking journey.
But it's fucking hilarious to me,how like how uneducated and how justifying humanity

(42:01):
is. Like people will fucking justifyanything if it means they don't have to
change their daily way of life.And that's the perfect fucking example where people
think that they can continue to participatein sacrifice of things that carry the blood
of Christ in it. Okay,and that's a whole nother significance, and

(42:22):
that's a whole other topic for awhole nother day, but that you can
participate in the sacrifice with something thatcarries blood, which the blood of Christ
is equally a significant in every singleliving thing that exists here on the planet.
It's all the same blood. Weare all one, we are all
connected. But yet we feel thatwe can sacrifice animals and all we have

(42:45):
to do is wave our hand overit because we've gotten certified in Kiet,
and now we're changing the frequency ofit. And now that human sacrifice didn't
fucking matter, or that animal sacrificedidn't matter. Excuse me, It is
the same thing. We're all sentientbeings. They're doing the human experience too
by being on this planet. Bythe way, you don't say like a

(43:05):
entity is Syrian. But oh,it's not the mirb people that are Syrian.
It's only the ones that look humanor look extraterrestrial that are Syrians.
No, you're a human. Ifyou're on this planet alive and doing if
you have blood running through your veins, you are very much still considered to
be a human. And so byyou sacrificing animals is there's there's a whole

(43:30):
practice that is involved in the sacrifice, sacrificing the blood of Christ every single
time you eat a live animal.But anyway, that's neither here nor there.
I'm not trying to tell anybody toquit eating meat. You do what
you want. My kids still likeit, so and I'm not trying to

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be one of those crazy psychotic parentsthat don't allow their kids to eat anything.
So sometimes, like I'll buy mykids regular meat from time to time,
So I'm not trying to say,you know, you're a horrible fucking
person. You're going to hell.I'm not judging, but I personally don't
do it for myself. And itstarted off not nearly as deep as that
reason. It's just that reason hasbeen revealed to me years and years and

(44:16):
years and years. I mean,I started not eating meat before COVID again.
I did it a while back,and then I got off of it
for a while because I got reallysick because I ate really poorly. I
just didn't eat meat too. Andthen I got back on it, and
then it took me a while toeven want to try meat again. And

(44:37):
then the smell of it made mesick, and then I ate part of
a chicken nugget and I was sickfor days, And so then I realized
that it was something deeper energetically thatwas happening. But most people have this
like bullshit like lie in their mindsas a control of the matrix that tell
you, oh, I can neverdo without that. Yeah, well you
probably said that you can never doit out a lot of things. And
if you were forced to do withoutit, and you would, how many

(45:01):
people say, oh, I can'tdo without my partner. I can't do
without my baby daddy. And thenthey cheat on you, And then guess
what that thing you said, thatperson that you said you couldn't fucking be
without, you're fucking without them now, And guess what you're surviving and you're
doing just fine. Meet us nodifferent than that, other than a mental
block. We're not even supposed toneed that much food to survive. You're

(45:22):
supposed to be able to tap intoyour DNA and vibrate so high that water
in sunlight is enough to keep yourbody energetically going. That you need to
eat minimum food to stay going onthis fucking planet. But nobody wants to
admit that that's reality, because thenwe're not contributing to the suffering and the

(45:43):
sacrificing of living things if that's whateverybody believes. So it's actually part of
the matrix that you think that youneed to sacrifice things in order to survive
on this planet. So that's awhole nother conversation for a whole nother day.
And I know a lot of peoplearen't gonna like my perspective on that,
and I don't give a fuck becausethe truth hurts and sometimes you need

(46:08):
to sit with it for years beforeyou're ready to actually take on a truth
that somebody has given you, andyou know, feel free to sit with
it for however long you want.You may never get to that point in
this incarnation where you feel that youeven want to try it or attempt it.
You may want to just pretend likeI never said that, and go

(46:30):
on about your life and say,well, I believe her, but not
everything she says, and that wouldbe like your little exception of all the
things that I know and understand thatyou don't want to believe. Then go
ahead. I don't care. Ireally truly do not. Like I said,
my son eats keto. Sometimes hewas do wrestling, and so that

(46:52):
was what he bought into and hishuman earthly experience. So he would go
to the store and he would buysteak and come home and cook it.
I'm not here to control everybody's path, right, If it's ever his time,
we eat a lot of vegan foodin my house. If it's ever
his time to come over to theside where he doesn't want to eat it,

(47:13):
it will be his decision and notmine. And I feel the same
way about anybody listening when you feelthat is your time to try or move
your body different, or treat yourbody different, or treat the rest of
humanity different, then you will.It's not up for anybody else to bully
you into doing something that you don'tfeel ready for. But I do believe

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that understanding and having a deeper knowingon what it is exactly that you're doing
helps people to make smarter decisions.Right, So I like to talk about
it from time to time because mostpeople have no idea what's actually happening.
And most people think, oh,yeah, no, I cleared it.
I cleared the energy off of it. You're just cleared its aura. You
didn't actually like change the fact.You didn't like go find the slaughter of

(48:00):
it. You didn't go release theanimal from the act of being sacrificed.
You didn't do any of those things. You just waved your hand over your
meat. And now you think youchanged the energy of it because your ego
told you that that's all it takes, because you're a superior being here on
this planet and you just went onabout today and that's just that's just crap.

(48:21):
Like, on no level does anyof that actually make sense. But
it's something that you know, you'rejust conditioned to believe because somebody once upon
a time told you that you couldchange the frequency of your food. So
you just half ass wave your handover it, not truly understanding the way
that energy works within the matrix.And now your ego feels better, and
now you can eat this thing thatwas sacrificed to keep you alive. But

(48:44):
hey, who am I to say? So, just like eating food,
if I were to put my energyinto writing a book, well, guess
what the frequency of every emotion thatI felt? Okay, it starts to
make a chain of codes, andthe chain of those codes and the combination

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of the frequency of all that isvery very specific within the matrix. Okay,
So all of that is going tobe added up, and it's going
to be given a total, okay, and that total is going to have
it's going to be divided, andit's going to be whatever the sum,
and it's going to be the averageof all of the frequencies that exist in

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it. So let's just say Iwrite a book and it is in love,
and it is in sorrow and Iam upset, but the energy of
it is love. But at theend of the day. Mostly what everything
I wrote on is the energy oflike just sorrow and despair and loss.
Well in that the total of thatcomes out to be a frequency of two

(49:50):
ninety eight point eight eight seven,six four or five whatever, whatever whatever.
When I tell you, you getlong ass decimals in the matrix.
Numbers literally can go on forever.So it's very very specific. So let's
just say it's that there's ten decimalplaces behind it. There is an entity
in astral that has been given authorityover that specific frequency, or sometimes it's

(50:16):
a range of frequencies. So thereare instances in astral where the frequency of
seven seven seven is controlled by oneentity. It doesn't matter if it's seven
seven, seven point seven, itdoesn't matter if it's seven seven, seven
point five, eight eight, eighteight eight. That frequency itself, because

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it's so substantial and so significant,is actually controlled by one being. Specifically,
it's not a good being, FYI. In case you're wondering, So
the energy of my book or mywriting or whatever it is, very very
specifically will be whatever being resonates inthe frequency of sorrow and despair or whatever

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whatever he does. So now,because I put my writing in that frequency,
that entity now has control over theenergy of my text. Yes,
I'm I'm yes, I know.A lot of people are like, what

(51:21):
the fuck. Yes, that's exactlyexactly how it works within the matrix.
That's how the oppression happens is thatyou're not sovereign and you don't have control
over any of your stuff. Becauseif we can assign entities to control frequency
specifically, then everything you create asa product and a product that can be

(51:43):
is a That product has a frequency, and that frequency is assigned to some
entity that is not you. Sothat's true for let's say you are going
to bake a cake, okay,So you're gonna have the frequency and the
energy of a whole lot of thingsin that cake that you're going to put

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okay, And there's also going tobe an energy of the mechanical action of
making the cake. So your mechanicalaction of you putting love into that food,
or you put in your angry becauseyou got to make the cake,
or whatever, your mechanical action,the physical mechanics of you making that cake
is going to alter the frequencies ofsome of the minerals that are in there,

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because it's going to be exposed toyour oric field and your energy while
you're making it. So now thisis whenever we get to start to override
a little bit and we start toget to pick a different frequency that we
might want the thing that we're creatingto be in. So by the time
you finish, you are so happythat you get to make the cake for
your grandchild's first birthday, or itcould be your partner's birthday, and they

(52:52):
have no idea that you're making thiscake for them, and it's just going
to be really special, and it'sjust a really big day for them,
and they think that you forgot aboutthis day, and you're just so excited
and so happy to make this cake, right, and so you make it,
and the energy of that love isnow put into the cake. So
hopefully you used ingredients that vibrate reallyhigh, so that way, by the

(53:17):
time you put your energy into thecake itself, now the frequency of the
cake gets to be something spectacular.And now when you eat this cake,
in this cake existing, it canbe tied to an entity that wants to
send you nothing but love, blessings, joy, because the entity associated with

(53:37):
that frequency is a good one.Right, So the act of making things
and creating a product while we're withinthe matrix. When that thing becomes an
exit it exists within the matrix itself, we actually lose our sovereignty over it.

(53:59):
All we can do is send itout and hope that the entity that
is connecting with it that is nowgoing to puppeteer the product of the thing
that we made is one that hasa vibration that we resonate with or that
we care for. And I knowthat people are gonna have to sit with
this and think on this quite abit, but hey, when do I

(54:20):
record podcasts that you don't really haveto sit with or think with a lot.
So I want you to be mindfulof the books that you read,
the things that you consume, andI want you to think about the entities
that exist whenever you're doing it,and I want you to think of start
going back to that as a whole. I want you to think about the
Bible being a book, well,each book within the Bible actually having its

(54:43):
own separate entity. And so thenI want you to think about religions that
there's a certain frequency within the religionas a whole, right, because the
religion is a product of a bunchof smaller things. So the smaller things
may have their own little entity.But then the concept of the religion,
the product of all of that energyand all of that effort coming together produces

(55:07):
something even greater than it. Andthere's a different entity for that. And
that's why I'm saying you will neverget slide. You will never slide back
down the ladder if it's for yourhighest good. Okay. So, and
also with that is to keep incrediblymindful of the energy of everything you consume

(55:34):
or everything you create while you're onthis planet, because it matters. At
the end of the day, itmatters. It matters which entities and beings
you are giving power over the thingsyou create. Maybe at some point we'll
be able to turn that function off. I really don't see it being.
I don't see it happening. Isee it being as in the way it

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kind of works from the way Isee createation itself, is that these we
existed in just a vibration of thingsall together, one very disruptive, unharmonious
vibration, and the vibrations and thefrequencies started separating and creating entities and beings,
and you know, all of themis like Urinus and Gaya and like

(56:22):
Nix and all of this energy,and it started they started separating, and
they started becoming more harmonious because insteadof it being one pile, everything kind
of got pushed out and things startedto specify. And that's where entities started
being able to exist. So weare building blocks. We come from that

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original energy separating from this chaos energy, coming out of the chaos energy.
So enough of one frequency coming outof chaos energy and creating consciousness. Eventually,
there was quite a few steps thathappened before true consciousness was formed,
but that's the original that's original energyof it, right, like the if

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you want to call it the BigBang theory or whatever. So chaos energy
being so chaotic that at some pointit pushed, it came all together and
it got sent outward. And thenon the way being outward, it was
able to start gravitating towards light,gravitating towards like and that's when the very
first entities we know to exists cameto be formed. So all of the

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frequencies kind of separated and became littlespecialty frequencies and we call those entities and
so our beings or beings and thosebeings started mixing with each other. We
call that the period of the gods, where Zeus and all of the other
gods started mixing their frequencies and creatingthese other things, and we're byproducts of

(57:53):
that. So the only way forus to really gain control over the frequency
itself would be to undo exactly howwe got here, which I don't really
see it being possible or really beingnecessary, but you do need to be
mindful of the fact that on thelevel that we're playing within the matrix we
are, we're at the bottom ofthe barrel. We've come from so many

(58:16):
different frequencies and energies mixing that weget to live so richly and so abundantly
because of it. But we stillhave to acknowledge that there are these systems
in place that are above us,that without those systems, we would not
be here, which is why wehave to be mindful of the systems that
we allow, you know, tohave presence in our incarnation. And a

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lot of people don't know that thatsystem is set up that way. I
know that there are other people thatknow that that system is set up that
way. It's probably only people whoare maybe within my group I don't know.
I don't know if anybody outside ofme really truly understands outside of my

(59:00):
group truly understands the way things workfrom that deeper perspective. But it is
something that I do talk about quitea bit. I like to talk about
minerals. I like to talk aboutfrequencies. I like to get people to
understand the bigger picture that is goingon right now within our matrix, or
that will always go on. Thisis something that's never going to go away.

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So every single thing that we pickup that as a product of anything,
is all being controlled by an entityin every mineral, like you're talking
about a mineral like urn and allof these things, like there literally is
an entity over each individual one,but whenever you put them all together,

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it creates a product and a sumand that becomes something else. So just
kind of like really being mindful ofthat whenever you are thinking about whether the
universe is moving you forward or isbringing you back to something that you've already
been and you've already mastered it.You moved on from it for a reason,
So why are we going backwards?Why do we keep sliding back?

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And like I said earlier, isbecause going backwards is your safe place.
It is your place that you liketo go, sit in your covers or
in your hoodie with your little snacksand pretend like the rest of the world
doesn't exist because it's a level ofcomfort for us. We're very familiar with
those surroundings. So it's going tofeel very challenging for us to move out
of that energy. So let's seewhat else is there to talk about.

(01:00:32):
The last thing that I did wantto mention really really briefly, and then
you know, we'll call it aday, because I know that it's a
lot, and I know I justprobably pissed some more people off by talking
about the meat conversation, which,hey, it's what I'm here for.
I'm literally here to challenge your wayof thinking and to give you a different

(01:00:54):
perspective. You can reject every singlething I fucking say. That is completely
up to you. You do nothave to take my perspective of any of
my truths as your truths. Youcan reject one hundred percent of it.
You probably shouldn't be wasting your timelistening to me, though, If you're
just going to reject most of theshit I say, that's toxic, but

(01:01:17):
you know, live your best life. So the thing that I wanted to
kind of talk about is how dowe know when we are being pulled to
do something that is for our highestgood or we're being pulled to do something
that is going to be a stepin the wrong direction or a step back

(01:01:40):
on our spiritual journey. So,and I guess that it's really hard if
you don't have proper discernment, andyou don't work with your guys, and
you don't sit in a spiritual spacelong enough for you to be able to
discern those things. But I willalso say this, taking a step back
sometimes is to build your discernment.So don't necessarily beat yourself up if you've

(01:02:05):
realized after you've done something that you'vegone the other direction. Maybe that's to
like propel you forward, because nowyou had this deeper realization, and now
you built your discernment. But theonly way for you to learn that and
to see it from that perspective wasfor you to kind of fail, or
was for you to stumble for abouta solid year, maybe a year and

(01:02:30):
a half somewhere in there. Itkind of like lessened after probably about a
year, but probably for a solidyear when I really first started getting messages.
These motherfuckers would lie to me inastro. I would think that I
could trust them. Why did Ithink I could trust them? Because that's
what the rest of the spiritual communitysays. They talk about these certain angelic

(01:02:51):
beings. They talk about these guidesand these extratrustrial guides and these councils,
and you want to believe what thefuck they're saying. So in the beginning,
I didn't have the discernment that Ineeded to really be able to tell
whether some of these beings had mybest interests at heart. I could not
tell, right, and so ittook me a solid year of believing people

(01:03:15):
like entities and beings that did nothave my best interest at all, at
all, at all, at all. They were purely using me to manipulate
me because I had yet to becomesovereign. And so without that experience,
without me going and fumbling and doingthe wrong thing or believing the wrong thing,

(01:03:36):
then I would not be nearly asfucking clever as I am now.
It's only through the fail me failingthat I truly was able to understand and
comprehend. So don't be afraid,and so I don't want everybody to be
like paralyzed in fear every time theyhave to make a decision or every time
they don't know whether something's for theirhigh school. We'll try it out,

(01:03:58):
see how it feels. It willreveal itself to you over time, and
then it'll be up to you whetheryou want to be like, oh,
I was fucking lied to, andwhether you can make that correction or a
lot of people send their ego andthey don't want to believe that they're lied
to. It's far easier to convincesomebody of a lie than it is to
tell somebody that they've been lied to. Same thing with the meat conversation,

(01:04:24):
same thing with most spiritual conversations.It's simply because you don't want to believe
that you could be manipulated. Sowhat do you do when somebody presents you
with the truth. You reject itbecause your ego is wounded, and your
ego is hurt, and your egois a thing that doesn't want you to
lean into learning something or switching yourperspective is because you don't want to look

(01:04:46):
like a fool. When the onlyway that you look like a fucking fool
is being presented with a new truthor a higher perspective and you flat out
fucking rejected rejecting it. That's foolish, fucking behavior. It's not the fact
that you would sit and I knit, like, holy shit, Yeah,
I know. I've been talking tothese fucking extraterrestrials, and uh, the

(01:05:09):
more I sat with it, andthe more I realized that literally they give
everybody the same fucking messages, andthey've been given these same messages for a
really long time now, but they'reyou know, the the I talk to
these other people and these other beingsand their message sounds completely different. And
I'm at peace when I hear thosemessages and these extraterrestrials, I get a

(01:05:30):
weird feeling when I'm like, nobodywants to admit that the shit that they're
getting is not for their highest good. Nobody wants to admit that they were
lied to by a being that theytrusted. You know how many guides I
fucking have had that I have literallylike murdered in astrol because like they literally

(01:05:51):
were trying to cause me incredible harm. And when I fucking figured it out,
like I annihilated them. It happensall the time, and I kind
of put the energy in my field. My field literally says, fuck around
and find out. It's coded inmy energy field that any entity that interacts

(01:06:12):
with me knows that if they arelying to me on their own free will,
that if I find out that I'mgoing to handle it a very specific
way, I'm gonna reset their consciousnessso that way they can try again,
because their current state of being isharmful to humanity. And I simply will

(01:06:33):
not tolerate things that are harming humanityin this fucking incarnation right here, I
don't give a fuck. I don'twant to hear shit. I like,
I don't. There's there's no roomat this point for anything to be against
humanity surviving because we are at thathigh of a threat to not so any

(01:06:55):
entity that interacts with me that literallyis out to cause harm, wreck,
havoc, destroy any progress we madewithin the matrix. It's it's I don't
tolerate it existing around me. Sowhen I tell you that, I have
had so many entities and guides thathave literally just come around me thinking because

(01:07:17):
they're in their ego, they thoughtthat they would be the one to fool
me. And then when I foundout, like maybe a month or two
later, after kind of like exploringsome of the possibilities that they have,
only to find out that what theywere doing was undoing the progress that I
had already made, then they getgot. But the only way I would

(01:07:38):
be able to discern that and Iwould be able to understand things from a
deeper perspective is to have interacted withthese things in the first place. If
I wouldn't have had those interactions,then I wouldn't have known all their level
of deception and everything that they're capableof even exist. So sometimes you have
to play the devil's advocate a littlebit, and you have to go be
wrong. It's an essential part ofyour soul growth is to be wrong.

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The thing that happens is when youare wrong. What do you do when
you find out that you are fuckingwrong? That is like the determining factor
for your character and who you areon earth right now is what do you
do when you find out that you'refucking wrong? And that's what I try

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to teach my clients. That's whatI like the energy that I stand on.
You have to go be wrong,You have to go trust the wrong
people. You have to put yourselvesin situations that are going to turn bad
to that way you can develop yourresilience, so that way you can have
a deeper perspective of what's actually fuckingaffecting you. Do you how many times?

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I bait motherfuckers all the time.I'm getting quite lovely at baiting people
in and I like to play alittle stupid, and I like to play
wounded, and I like to kindof let myself look like I am having
a harder time than sometimes I oftenam, because people who are against you

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will attack you when they think you'reweak. And sometimes I can't always see
everyone who because they're a wolf withtheir sheep's clothing on. But if I
don't have a good feeling about them, all you have to do is act
wounded, and they will throw offthat sheep's clothing and a heartbeat and fucking

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attack you. And so I doit from time to time. I like
to play the little oh I'm wounded, help and I like to see who's
got my back, and I liketo see who is going to attack me.
Is that a little bit of manipulation? I guess it kind of is.

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It's not really to test the peoplewho are on my side is to
tempt the people who are not,and it works like a charm every single
fucking time. So sometimes you haveto put yourself in situations to where you
allow people to come take advantage ofyou or lie to you, so that

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way you can understand what's motivating it, what's driving it, what's behind it,
what can I learn from this,what's really going on? Well,
let me sit in this for alittle while, because through this experience,
something positive is going to happen.And if you live your life with that
mindset, then you are going tohave the most beautiful spiritual experience on this

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planet. But if you are inthose situations and you're the victim and you're
actually not in control of it,all I'm doing is setting up a situation
where I allow people to reveal whothey truly are to me. And if
you think about your spiritual journey fromthat perspective, is that every decision that
you make is literally to reveal whoaround you is around you and for you,

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and who around you is against you. Not just on Earth, I'm
talking about an Astra as well.Then your discernment at the end of the
day is going to be im fuckingpeccable. And when your discernment is impeccable,
that's when you get to have thedeeper messages. That's when you actually

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get to tap in and see,oh fuck, what's actually with the blood
of Christ? And how does thatactually work? And why is that a
fucking thing? Like what is sosignificant about the blood of Christ? And
why do they drink it in thefucking church when the church has nothing but
satanic shit going on? And whatdo you mean that we actually like eat
meat that has blood in it?And how does that tie in? Once

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your discernment becomes really great, youactually get to go into the heart of
the matter and look at things notjust from an earthly perspective, but what's
vibrationally happening, And what's happening withthe frequency of blood on earth, and
what's happening with the coding of itin our DNA? And how does intaking

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other entities, our beings DNA fromthe sense of blood, how does that
affect us and our vibration and howdoes that throw us from our spiritual path?
And what's really happening here? Youdon't know which questions which questions to
ask it because you're not vibrating ina space that supports you getting the right

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fucking answer. Right. So,I know that's a lot to think about,
and I probably will get some Itruly do with all of my heart.
I'm not always in a space wherebecause whenever I like respond to people
on social media and stuff like that, it's like energetically, I can't always

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tap into the entity and the beingthat is Instagram and Facebook and all the
shit. Sometimes I'll pop on,I'll post something, but then I pull
myself out of it because I don'tlike what happens to my workflow whenever I
start giving like it's like a siren. They're just feeding your energy while you're
on it. But so I can'talways be on there. But anyways,

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I absolutely adore Adoor Door. It'smy favorite thing on the planet. Whenever
everybody like posts comments about any ofmy podcasts, I love it so being
good or bad or different perspective whatever. I love when everybody comments on Instagram.
Uh, It's my absolute favorite thingever. So I hope to hear

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some of you guys' thoughts on someof the things that we talked about on
this podcast. I absolutely love it, and I mean some of you already
know that. You literally give melike commentary as you're going, and that's
my absolute favorite. I don't thinkthat it's ever annoying me or bothering me.
If you make a million comments orwhatever, I simply absolutely adore it.

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Even if I don't get to respondto everyone, I do read all
of them, I just can't alwaysrespond, but I do love it.
But anyways, I hope that youguys have a great summer solstice. I
hope that you guys have a fabulousfull moon. And until next time,
think outside the matrix. Talk toyou next time. Yeah, lott,
GLEASEI not down there, No brothersand they're not fiving from my spirits.

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