May 1, 2025 • 110 mins
When to fight back? When is love and light no longer an option?
Deep dive into spiritual misconduct and when to stand your ground.
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Speaker 1 (00:06):
Is anyone else wrong?
Speaker 2 (00:07):
Or can you're here?
Speaker 1 (00:10):
You?
Speaker 3 (00:13):
Are you there yet? This space is for those who
are in silence and casticide, for those seeking, who re
playing one has been lost, for anyone suffering from the
flames of spiritual persecution, bearing the scars and neglect and
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holding the weight of abuse. This is a saying where
for the safety, a place to rise.
Speaker 2 (00:43):
And the act is a viall, Welcome home.
Speaker 1 (00:48):
Don.
Speaker 2 (01:12):
Hello, chosen ones. I'm back so so much to talk about.
Speaker 4 (01:20):
I don't know if it's because it's I got through
the whole week without having a singular moment. I had
a couple of moments to record. I'm not even gonna tell.
Speaker 2 (01:30):
A lie, but I was not in alignment energetically to.
Speaker 4 (01:39):
Have my voice reflect the frequency that I like my
voice to reflect whenever I'm recording, so I did not record.
So if I if I don't feel energetically like I
am my best, then I like to not record because
I feel as if there's some sort of energy that's
like pulling on me and it is creating a distortion
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in my voice, which alters everyone who listens.
Speaker 2 (02:05):
To mes frequency.
Speaker 4 (02:06):
So I'm not the biggest fan of recording. When things
are not all peachy keen on my side. And I
have a high.
Speaker 2 (02:16):
School graduate who just had his last day of school,
which has been just.
Speaker 4 (02:26):
Stare off into the middle of space and contemplate, contemplate
your life type event. It's hard for me to even
remember whenever he was born at this point because it's
you know, seventeen almost eighteen years ago now, and so
it's been a very wild ride. I mean, obviously I remember,
but it's like I have to go deep and pull
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those memories because they're not just on the surface level,
as you know, me being at the beach the other day.
Speaker 2 (02:54):
So it's it's been There's been a.
Speaker 4 (02:57):
Lot transpiring around me over the life last couple of
weeks because we are prepping for graduation and all of
the things that are coming up, so invitations and senior
portraits and all of the things, and so.
Speaker 2 (03:11):
It's been it's been busy. It's been very very busy
over here.
Speaker 4 (03:15):
Plus I have tons and tons of things going on
in the astral realm, as we typically call it, and
that has required.
Speaker 2 (03:27):
A whole lot of my energy.
Speaker 4 (03:30):
I actually went to war a couple of nights ago
with some things in astrol with this grid that was
holding there's certain people on the planet who I'm not
a big person that likes to use the word evil,
because I that's relative being evil as relative, it's it's.
Speaker 2 (03:51):
Merely a frequency of perspective, right. So I talked about
that before.
Speaker 4 (03:55):
We're here in emotions, and so there are void of
certain emotions, which to the discernment of those who have
compassion and empathy, would view the people without the compassion
and empathy as being evil. But there are certain things
that attach to certain humans here on the planet that
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try to anchor this grid of what the general population
would call evil. And so I kind of started like
going in and trying to clear a lot of that.
Speaker 2 (04:27):
And obviously I was not by myself, thank the Lord Hallelujah.
And so I had a couple of ladies with me,
one of which is Zaika. The other is a friend
of mine.
Speaker 4 (04:43):
She's a divine masculine female, so it kind of helps
to see things from her perspective sometimes. But her name
is Michelle. And we were like trying to identify where
they were, sensing them going into their energy field, doing
you know, grabbing our phone, cause we could see them
and we knew what their position was, and so we
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would like do a quick little Google search on you know,
what we thought their position in the world was.
Speaker 2 (05:09):
And we we found all these people and there were
twenty four.
Speaker 4 (05:14):
There's more than that, but the main grid had twenty
four people. And well, one of them I had already
cleared his crap off of him.
Speaker 2 (05:21):
I had been working on him. He has been my
little pet project for quite some time.
Speaker 1 (05:26):
Uh.
Speaker 4 (05:26):
And the only reason he was anchoring that energy, I
think was for me to develop my skill. And so
it's been kind of nice having him nice and clear.
He looks like a regular degular, like a muggle these days.
And so, uh, we worked and worked and worked and worked.
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I mean it took us hours for because they identified them.
Speaker 2 (05:51):
But I was the one that actually had to go
in and.
Speaker 4 (05:53):
Physically do the removing of the entity and the energy
and it was a whole lot from my body to transmute.
And I got to one person, and I for a second,
I honestly thought that I had fucked up in that
I shouldn't like I made a mistake. I'm like, this
is gonna be my last day here because I'm never
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gonna get this shit off of me, because my body
was trying to transmute so hard that my lungs couldn't
keep up the amount of energy that it was trying
to clear, and I couldn't catch my breath, and I
was coughing and trying not to throw up, and it
was a whole thing. And Zika was trying to like
pull it off my field, and every time she like
go into my field to grab some of the pole
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to try to help me transmute, she was like near
throwing up as well. And I honestly thought that for
a second that I was going to cause my I
was going like quite a few seconds in between breathing,
and I thought that what happens if the air does
not return to my lungs, And then I became a
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little bit more cautious whenever I was pulling stuff off
of everybody. So, but that was a whole thing all
in itself, And that was the night I really should
have been recording a podcast, but I dismantled this very
vital grid that was existing still within like the AI
matrix on the planet. So you know, sometimes you have
to make personal struggles to be able, like of your time,
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to be able to get things done for the collective,
and I feel that that's really what I'm here to do,
is to help do work and move energy around so
that the way there's more higher divine like coming in
through the crystalline grid that to help humanity. Like I
know that's why I'm here. I would not be able
to see all of the things that I can see.
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Not only can I like see them and perceive them,
but also comprehend what's happening, because a lot of people
can get glimpses of things, but they don't fully understand
what it is they're looking at.
Speaker 2 (07:55):
They don't know what they're supposed to do.
Speaker 4 (07:56):
They just think that it's some really cool like vision
that they see that lets them know that the holographic
universe is real, and they don't actually have any concept
of the structures of existence or oppression that are happening.
And so with me, I just so happened to fully
understand what it is that I'm looking at and.
Speaker 2 (08:18):
Able to perceive it.
Speaker 4 (08:19):
So I would not have that understanding if I was
not supposed to be able to do something with this ability.
Speaker 2 (08:26):
And I truly do believe that.
Speaker 4 (08:29):
So I make a lot of personal sacrifices to help
the collective, and then there just have been some other
things pop off with you know, some side projects that
I have going on, some side energy that I have
going on with things in relation to the last podcast
that have transpired since the last podcast.
Speaker 2 (08:49):
And then also.
Speaker 4 (08:52):
There are so many people and I talk about this
quite often because it's just so prevalent in my life,
and I want other people to feel like if they
are doing the right thing and showing up in light
and being that light worker and be anchoring that energy
into the crystalline grid, in which most people that listen
to me are in fact doing that, that you have
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so much a fucking opposition. There's so many people that
are out there doing black magic as we call it,
that's what you know, most people call it. But this
is to me harm there's black magic that is not.
Speaker 2 (09:33):
Evil or.
Speaker 4 (09:36):
I guess, it's just it sits in a darker frequency
and so it kind of gets mislabeled, which is you know,
sometimes I work in that.
Speaker 2 (09:45):
Space because.
Speaker 4 (09:49):
I there was something that was said to me by
the archangels in the very beginning in Archangel Michael. We
no longer have any ties because I was fine working
with him as long or with all of them as
long as my frequency was below them and I didn't
have a higher position than them, or at least I
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didn't think that I had a higher position than them.
So they were perfectly fine trying to keep me underneath
their thumb. And the second that I realized that their
frequency was limited and that I actually was more advanced
than them and spiritually, and that I could see things
from a higher or different perspective than them, they kind
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of pissed me off and turned on me a bit
because they were trying to keep me under what their
program is in the matrix, because they're a program in
the matrix. And so I when I was talking with
them in the beginning, and they were showing me things
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that they had did.
Speaker 2 (10:55):
Throughout time, and you know, I guess.
Speaker 4 (10:59):
It's eleven right now as I'm recording just on my clock.
Well technically it's not on my phone, but it is
on my alarm clock as I'm talking about this. Because
what I'm gonna say is, they told me archangel Michael.
I was watching him do these things that to me
didn't seem very archangel like, and what he told me
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stuck with me forever, and it resonated so deep within
my being.
Speaker 2 (11:24):
He said, it's for the highest good.
Speaker 4 (11:27):
And I guess now looking back at you know archangel
the archangels, and I don't feel anything like wrong with
working with them, because you're gonna know the moment that
you no longer need them. So it's like a part
of your journey to find out who your guides are
and to have guides and use them to help facilitate
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messages and to start building your discernment and all the things.
But at some point you best better become becoming sovereign
enough to not need a singular guide aside from yourself.
And so that's the ultimate goal, is to get to
where you're not relying on anything but your own energy
to guide your ship. And then once you get to
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where you're using your own energy to guide your ship,
there are various versions of you that are also not
for your highest good. And so then once you start
working within yourself, you have to start weeding out which
versions of you do not resonate or do not align
with the higher frequency you currently sit in because you
have low vibration versions of yourself. I just got rid
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of a lower vibration of my higher self yesterday, and
so I thought that I had cleared them all and
there was still one more hanging around, and I had
a cut, Like I got it that bitch. I don't know,
I don't know how to say it, Like I literally
pulled her apart and withinside of her, like she was
basically just a shell on top of this really pure.
Speaker 2 (12:57):
Light version of me.
Speaker 4 (12:58):
And whenever so I resonated with a darker version obviously,
I mean, look at me, I am like the epitome
of I don't even know what I guess because I
don't identify with any sort of label. That is really
hard for me to put myself in a singular box
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of things. But I am on the darker side of light, okay,
full of light and love and all of the warm
and fuzzy things. But I am more of a realist
to where I can go sit with the uncomfortable feelings
of existence, and I have to go sit in it
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to understand where it stems from in order to be
able to find how to clear it or to lighten
that burden for humanity. So I really I kind of
like the dark bitch version of me. Whenever I first
saw I'm like, okay, this makes sense, and whenever I
realized I was.
Speaker 2 (13:58):
We were all finding great.
Speaker 4 (13:59):
For a while, she was sewing me all sorts of
things that I was missing, things that I needed to
do for manifestation, how to pull water for wells that
were dry, and she was really guiding me for quite
a minute.
Speaker 2 (14:13):
And it worked.
Speaker 4 (14:14):
I mean, it's working, it's worked. The well that I
was trying to fill with the shit is working and
is very much full at the moment, or has water
in it. Whenever it was barren with none. It literally
had no water. I talked about it in the last podcast.
But the water's being used in the wells, not being
refilled anymore.
Speaker 2 (14:33):
But I put water in the well so that way
it could be used.
Speaker 4 (14:39):
Because it's not just beneficial for the person that I
was filling the well for, because their life doesn't just
affect them, it affects multiple people. So I was doing
a favor to this particular person and I put water
in there while and she taught me how to do it.
That was a darker version of this higher self, pure
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higher self, as I like to call it. And then
there was this point where I decided to move something
in astral that she felt fully belonged to her, and
whenever I moved it, she got pissed, I guess because.
Speaker 2 (15:21):
She didn't want me to touch in what she felt
belonged to her.
Speaker 4 (15:24):
But I felt that it belonged to us, and I
could do whatever I needed to do with it, because
I'm the one get my ass kicked every day.
Speaker 2 (15:32):
And then so she.
Speaker 4 (15:35):
Started, I had this energy of betrayal, and I am
very good at recognizing betrayal energy. It's like the thing
that I recognize the most absolute most.
Speaker 2 (15:46):
And so.
Speaker 4 (15:49):
I went up there to confront her about it, and
I just knew whenever I saw her that I had
to get rid of her, which kind of made me
sad because I'm like we were just I was just
getting where, like I just finally had someone. She was
giving me all these like really beautiful uh like puzzles
or like riddles or like coded messages for me to
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like decode, and I loved it, Like that's my whole thing,
Like my higher self has always talked to me in
like this really profound philosophical way. It's really that's the
way my brain works. And you know, when you're younger,
you don't realize that that's really a higher self version
of you guiding your ship. But my mind is always
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a deeper philosophical way of stating something. And I was
talking to Zaka about this literally last night, and I said,
I really sound stupid on the podcast because I'm always
saying om or whatever, like I'm fumbling through my words,
and I'm I tell her, I'm like, it's not because
I can't articulate what I'm thinking.
Speaker 2 (16:55):
It's because I don't know how to articulate what.
Speaker 4 (16:58):
I'm thinking for a more common audience. So I struggle
trying to find regular, like basic.
Speaker 2 (17:05):
Words, and I sound dumb.
Speaker 4 (17:10):
And so she's like, so you sound stupid trying to
sound stupid, and I'm like yeah, She's like, can't relate.
Speaker 2 (17:16):
So my mind works.
Speaker 4 (17:19):
It's this labyrinth of like knowledge and understanding and perspective,
and there's like Zaika goes into my mind sometimes and
whenever she's.
Speaker 2 (17:32):
Up there, she goes into lots.
Speaker 4 (17:35):
Of people's minds all the time, and mine is the
most complex out of anyone that.
Speaker 2 (17:39):
She's ever been in.
Speaker 4 (17:40):
And so needless to say it, uh, I'm really smart,
but not on a like English human perspective way, like
I really do struggle. I would love nothing more than
to go back to us communicating through like old English
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and more like philosophically.
Speaker 2 (18:07):
But that's not it's not reality. Here we are, and.
Speaker 4 (18:10):
I mean, I'm all about modern day slaying. I mean,
I have two teenagers, so it's kind of like the
way communication has spoken in my house is basically you know,
teenage lingo.
Speaker 2 (18:28):
But AnyWho, So I got to this place where.
Speaker 4 (18:36):
I knew I needed to get rid of her, and
sad day, sad day for me because I just had
found her and this version of me I just had
found her, and it felt like really high and really
like pure and really like top level higher self type energy, right,
And I was sad that I had to get rid
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of her, but I found like this deeper power within me.
And because I I've been stripping power from people, and
I just pulled someone's ego completely away from him, and
I remove the entity that was associated with his ego,
but then the ego still has like a frequency, so
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then I was able to tap in it. That's actually
how I was able to see all the evil and
darkness on everybody else. And so I have this different
power that's associated with that ego. So whenever I get angry,
I'm able to like utilize it, but I kind of
have to be in a little bit of a mood.
I have to be like annoyed to be able to
activate it. But it gives me this higher power, and
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which I've needed because I've been way too fucking love
and light and way too kind and way too nice
to really be the four of the highest good destructive
power that I resonated with when the archangels told me that,
I knew that that's what I was supposed to be doing, like.
Speaker 2 (19:56):
I felt it in my core. And so.
Speaker 4 (20:00):
Short story long, I went after her, and I literally
like took her energy and I like split it into
and out walked this light, super angelic, crystalline version of
me from inside of her. Basically it was just a shell,
like the anger and all of like the revenge energy,
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and that was just the shell that was protecting her
from the soft, delicate, gentle version of her that existed
on the inside.
Speaker 2 (20:32):
And so basically, with me not.
Speaker 4 (20:33):
Being in the energy field and me not being present,
she had to develop this hard exterior in order to
like survive.
Speaker 2 (20:41):
And I was able to like peel that away.
Speaker 4 (20:46):
And then like the true version of her emerged from
the inside, and whenever I saw her, I was.
Speaker 2 (20:54):
Like, oh yeah, I'd like in my mind, I'm like,
this is how I've always seen me.
Speaker 4 (21:00):
And it was like even though I liked the darker
version and I resonated with it, And that's just the hollow,
that's the shell of us, right, that's the part of
us that shows up with our.
Speaker 2 (21:09):
Battle armor on. That was my armor.
Speaker 4 (21:11):
But the part of me that's the inside is just
really like pure soft, gentle soul energy that's just full
of unconditional love and like higher knowledge and understanding. And
so that's the version that like stepped forward. And then
I was able to like incorporate that energy into my energy.
Speaker 2 (21:29):
Field, which has been a whole vibe.
Speaker 4 (21:31):
So she's been showing me things but also giving me
tools so that way my energy doesn't have to become
tainted to do some of the for the highest good
things that I need to do. So really beautiful. I
had it like so beautiful alignment. So there's been a
lot that's been transpiring in my life over the past
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few days, but with that energy, it has brought me
to So I was driving home from doing I'm working
astro with Zeka that most people would call for the
highest good work.
Speaker 2 (22:05):
That's what we're gonna call it, for the highest good.
Speaker 4 (22:08):
And I had this thought because the thing about Zaka
and I are we can peruse thoughts and energy and
how someone feels about any particular thing that's going on.
So if you have a thought, you got to be
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really good at trying to go hide it from us,
because I might not see it that day, i might
not see it the next month. But at some point
I'm gonna find the right frequency that I need to
be in be able to access that thought, and I'm
gonna be able to sit in it, and I'm gonna
be able to know exactly what you're thinking and how
you're feeling about something, especially if it's in relation to me.
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So I was like sitting in someone's energy field, because,
as I was saying previously, I just went and put
water in this individual's well and it has had a
really positive impact on what they have going on currently,
and so I wanted to go see and this person
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knows that the well was empty, they know that I
filled the well, and they know that the well is
being used and drained, and so I went in their
energy feel just to see if I was getting any
credit whatsoever for how well things are going for the
particular project that this well is feeding at.
Speaker 2 (23:31):
The moment, And there was absolutely no.
Speaker 4 (23:34):
Acknowledgment of anything that I had done, all the amount
of personal time that I sacrificed in sleep that I
lost trying to figure out where to go get water
from to fill their well. And I'm talking about took
me a while to find it. Okay, this isn't something
where I just saw the water, IMA just was there.
I literally had to go on a scavenger hunt in
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the ethereal realm, and I was able to locate it
from something that I had seen like three years ago.
A vision that I had is actually where I ended back.
So I knew that I had seen that for a reason.
But I went and did all the things that I
had to do to be able to pull water into
this well so that way they could utilize it for
the thing that they have going on. And they literally
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think that it's just because of them and it has
nothing to do with me whatsoever. And so then I
was kind of just sitting there and I was like
this motherfucker. And after everything over the past like a
couple weeks, I was just kind of sitting in this energy.
I'm like, Okay, I'm not taking the water back that
I'm just not one of those people. I have cut
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my energy from them before. And when I tell you that,
their prosperity tanked drastically when I decided that I was
no longer sending them my energy because the well was empty.
And so when I pulled the energy that I was
accumulating in my physical body, when I stopped sending that
to them, their life shifted.
Speaker 2 (25:00):
And so.
Speaker 4 (25:03):
I really want to and driving home, I was thinking
about all of this, and I'm like, what do I do?
Speaker 2 (25:08):
And I was thinking about like the what do you do? Part?
Speaker 4 (25:11):
And I'm like, ah, that would be like a really
good thing to talk about on the podcast. So I know,
like it took a bit of a minute to get
to part of the podcast, so this is gonna be
part of the podcast. I actually like wrote a list
of a couple of things that I wanted to talk
about on today's podcast. So we'll see if I can
stick to my little list of things. But one of
the thing I wanted to talk about is the power
of sovereignty or spiritual ability and power. So whenever you
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sit in astro or you sit in your spiritual abilities,
and you know that you.
Speaker 2 (25:44):
Have the power to destroy someone's life.
Speaker 4 (25:49):
I wanted to let that be the topic of today's
podcast because I have multiple examples we're going to get into.
That's not just just one particular person that made me
think this. It just is several people and so a lot.
I've had a lot of people wrong me over the
past three years, and to me, like the last three
years have really been the uncovering of who I am,
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what I'm here to do, and my ability and my gift.
So it's the last three years have really been a
very fast track to my spiritual journey. So I went
from basic spiritual shit, the shit that everybody does, the
stuff that you could see every basic bitch on TikTok
doing all the little tarot card readings and tapping into
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the energy and all that basic shit that everybody does.
I was there before three years okay. I was basic
spiritual coach meditation, buying into what everyone else was saying.
So that was my spiritual journey up until three years ago.
And then three years ago everything shifted and I realized
that none of that is real. There are portions of
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it that are real, but just for generalization, our perspective
of looking at it is incorrect. We're processing the information incorrectly.
Even if the information may be there or maybe partly there,
we're transcribing it wrong because we're wearing the wrong lens
and we don't know how to decipher what we're being shown.
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And so whenever I switched to that lens, the amount
of people that do not know what to do with me,
so their answer to I don't know what.
Speaker 2 (27:31):
To do with her.
Speaker 4 (27:32):
She makes me question who I am. She makes she
mirrors all of my insecurities and all of my pain
and suffering and trauma back to me. And she has
an ability to see things that I can't perceive and
I can't see, and I don't know what to do
with that, So I'm going.
Speaker 2 (27:49):
To attack her. Has been pretty much most people's little
go to maneuver whenever it comes to their frustration and interact,
acting or having me in their life.
Speaker 4 (28:01):
So I have dealt with a whole lot of fucking betrayal.
It's just been a common reoccurring theme in my life
and sabotage. People are always setting me up to try
to get me to fail and it's it's ridiculous.
Speaker 2 (28:19):
It's just it's I can go.
Speaker 4 (28:23):
And at some point you would kind of think like, well,
maybe fucks my, Like it's got to be me. There's
just no way that it's all these people and it
is like me, that isn't the problem. And so like,
I sat with that a whole lot because I am
a Virgo Moon, as astrology says it. And the thing
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about that is that it does give you certain frequencies.
There are certain frequencies that are put into your energetic
DNA that are supposed to control.
Speaker 2 (28:54):
Your avatar while you're here on Earth.
Speaker 4 (28:55):
Okay, now, if you know how to go in and
shut that off, you can completely shut it off. Except
I like that programming of my energetic DNA. My little
code within the matrix is that I have that Virgo
moon energy because I will sit with my feelings and
thoughts on something and so I have clarity on it,
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or as close to clarity as you could get being
in the matrix.
Speaker 2 (29:18):
Right, So not true clarity.
Speaker 4 (29:20):
I have true clarity now because I can pop out
of there and remove all of my emotions. It's the
weirdest feeling ever, but I can go sit there and
look at things. But for having clarity within emotions, you know,
that emotional.
Speaker 2 (29:33):
Clarity as we'll call it.
Speaker 4 (29:35):
I'm really good at going through and deciphering and looking
at things. And then also I've had enough people around
me that have not betrayed me, who actually can see
me for who I am and can see other people
very clearly, and people have very very strong gifts and abilities.
Who said, you're the only like I go sit in
everybody's field all the time, and like you're the only
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person that is to what you say, Like you don't lie,
you don't manipulate people, You're just straightforward, and people can't
handle it.
Speaker 2 (30:05):
So I've had enough.
Speaker 4 (30:07):
People support how I felt about myself to support whatever
little delusion I feel like living in. But the thing
that I do know is that the people that are
sitting me ill intention are negative energy. None of them
are doing better than me, not a singular one. So
not a single person that has ever betrayed me his
life is better now since they started on this little
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campaign to sabotage the shit out of what it is
that I'm doing.
Speaker 2 (30:32):
And so I kind of let.
Speaker 4 (30:33):
That be my little guide for whether or not it's
me causing the problem, me being the problem, or if
it's simply their insecurity.
Speaker 2 (30:43):
Or their unprocessed trauma.
Speaker 4 (30:46):
So there have been a multitude of people who I
have gone above and beyond for energetically, have tried to
help them in the ways that I had available to
me at the time, and basically it's been thrown in
my face. So sitting in that energy and a lot
of these people that have like exited my life, they
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think that because I haven't handled them yet, that that
means that I've just let it go. And I know
some of them are listening to this podcast right now,
and believe me when I say that it has not
been let go. I am not that bigger and better person,
and it's just has not been time for me to
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do the things that I need to do to align
humanity to be to function without frequencies that you carry.
So I just haven't gotten to that place. Every This
is a chess game. This is a very complex game
that I'm playing right now, and so it's not checkers.
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It's not a fast paced game where just because you
do something means the next day I'm coming, you know,
get even, or I'm coming to correct the frequency that
you put in into my little existence or my little bubble.
Everything has its own time and its own place. So
and the thing is that people are like still. They
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have groups of people who get together to have full
moon circles to like talk shit about me and send
me negative intentions. And it's hilarious because they think that
I don't know, and they think that I don't know
who shows up, and they think that I don't know
that they're watching me, and they think that they think
it's like they live in their own little delusion that
they're getting away with shit. But I have I have
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it all recorded in my mind, so I'm very well
aware of the things that are happening around me. So,
but that leads me to the point is what do
you do when I literally can go into someone's field,
take their spirit, take their soul, take their consciousness, take
everything that's running in their human body, remove it, swap
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it out with someone else to where they are no
longer the person they once were.
Speaker 2 (33:02):
I've done it.
Speaker 4 (33:04):
So the thing is that how do you decide what
is for you to do here? What is the move?
What is it that you do Whenever you know you're
being manipulated, you're being sabotaged, you're being straight the fuck
up a trade, when you're being hunted, when you are
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just being so oppressed that the only thing that's going
to stop it.
Speaker 2 (33:32):
Is for you to.
Speaker 4 (33:34):
Turn around, grip down and charge at them. So what
is it, like, where's the place where you draw the
line or how do you know whenever you are sitting
in more power than someone else, when it's appropriate for
you to actually start to interfere with their sovereignty, and
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whenever it's time for you to let them be and
just stand in solidarity with yourself. So I was having
this call, this conversation with a client of mine, and
so she was, you know, we were talking about some things,
and I told her that, you know, like in astral
like you need to go what this person's ask It's
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like a client of mine, and I'm like, you're going
to feel better.
Speaker 2 (34:23):
It's not their human.
Speaker 4 (34:24):
Body, but you can go tell their higher self like
literally go fuck up their higher self, like, go go fight,
Go stand ten toes deep and look them in the
eye in astral and you know, show them your power,
flex your power to them. And so we were kind
of talking about that and for a long time whenever
I would talk about, you know, little things that I
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would do in astral like for the highest good. Because
this is a really deep close friend of mine who's
a client of mine, And so we were having this
finally having the conversation because you would always tell me that,
you know, oh, that's not love and lie, and she'd always,
you know, try to look at it from that perspective.
Speaker 2 (35:04):
Or is what you're doing dark?
Speaker 4 (35:06):
And so just you know, and I would keep keep
saying it and keep saying it and keep saying it,
and then finally I was able to explain it in
a way that it kind of clicked. I said, your
job here is to preserve.
Speaker 2 (35:20):
You. If you're not preserving your energy, if you know.
Speaker 4 (35:25):
That you're here for a higher calling, if you know
that you're supposed to be helping humanity doing stuff, it's
your job to show up to preserve your sovereignty, to
preserve yourself because if you're not preserving yourself, then you
are being oppressed. And so I'm not gonna show up
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in this incarnation and allow people to repeatedly come after
me when I just try to push them away. You know,
that little mitigation that you try to do at the
beginning of a fight, when somebody's starting to get heated
and like they're starting to argue little bit louder, and
they're doing, you know, they're singing really mean things, and
you try to calm them down, and you put your
hand up and be like stop, and you're like stop,
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and you just kind of like slap their hand and
at some point they're gonna strike at you. And so
what happens whenever someone is repeatedly striking at you?
Speaker 2 (36:21):
What do we do? Is there a point.
Speaker 4 (36:23):
Where we have to stand in our power and chop
their fucking head off? And the answer is yes, there's
always that point for the highest good. So now, granted,
there are people listening to this podcast who feel like
they are for the highest.
Speaker 2 (36:37):
Good, and I can promise you that they are fucking not.
And that's just.
Speaker 4 (36:44):
How things work. There is a snake in your fucking
yard that you're walking upon, that's hidden in the fucking
grass that when you walk by it, it's gonna fucking
strike you.
Speaker 2 (36:55):
Now, the snake is not.
Speaker 4 (36:57):
Looking to know whether or not you're here to save humanity,
whether you're here to anchor the crystaline grid. That state
just feels that you're a threat to it, you're a
threat to its survival, So what does it have to do.
It has to take action against you. And that's the
same thing with the people who believe that what they're
doing is for the highest good and that they're spreading
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love to the planet, when really they're not, but they're
preserving their self. So whenever they're sending you negative energy
or their higher self is sending you stuff is because
if you were to find them out before they can
harm you, they're trying to take your power away. They're
trying to strip you back so that way when by
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the time you figure out that you are more powerful
than them, they're hoping to have you annihilated so that
way they can stay doing what they're doing. Because if
you were to realize that their intention was as I
don't like to call but as we're calling evil, or
that it was like actually harming humanity instead of behind
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this facade of light work, then I would take action
to try to eliminate what they have going on in
order to preserve what's the highest good for humanity. So
that energy of that person, that snake, they're going to
strike at you first hoping that they can get the
upper hand, and that is self preservation for them.
Speaker 2 (38:21):
So but it's like we're in the spiritual community.
Speaker 4 (38:24):
We feel like us preserving our energy, that us trying
to survive to make it to the end of our
life so I can do the most amount of good
in this incarnation.
Speaker 2 (38:34):
We are trained to believe that that energy.
Speaker 4 (38:37):
Is us being dark, or us being evil, or there
must be something. Oh no, that's not for the highest good.
You only can send love to people. So I only
can send love to people. And when my repeated love
doesn't work because they do not have the capacity to
feel love in this life. So I'm trying to send
them love and send them love and it's not working
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because they're not programmed to accept love. And they kill
me because I was so caught up in fucking sending love.
Now I'm dead at farty, and now I don't get
to live to be one hundred and twenty and have
that additional eighty years of me doing beautiful light work
for the planet.
Speaker 2 (39:20):
So at some point there has to be a line
where you draw it.
Speaker 4 (39:25):
And be like, Okay, if they cross this line, my
survival is at state here. So what do I have
to do to keep surviving so I can keep fighting
the fight that I'm fighting, and that literally is what
entities are doing. That's why we're always being attacked. That's
how the animal kingdom works, That's.
Speaker 2 (39:45):
Just how it works.
Speaker 4 (39:46):
But in some way we feel like, oh no, these
extraterrestrials have told us that we're supposed to sit in
this fucking oppressed energy where we just sit and we
are just docile little creatures. If we are showing up
to fight for love and life, then we only can
show love and light. And so I was contemplating that
on the way home last night. I was like, Okay,
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so obviously I'm not an Indian giver. I'm not gonna
give him the water and then pull it back. I'm
not that kind of petty. But at the same time,
I'm gonna spend my time, energy and effort to help
someone who, you know, I thought was trying to show
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me that he wanted an alignment within himself and then
come to find out in his mind if you start
flipping through his thoughts, it's back to the same egoic bullshit.
And so then I was kind of like, Okay, well,
what is it that I do? And then I had
to sit with, well, what would be appropriate because my
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level of power doesn't necessarily if I were to just
get mad and want to go do something, I can
just go completely ruin someone's entire life. I can strip
them to where they no longer have anything, and so
I could put another consciousness in their body. I can
undo the fact that someone would be connected as twin flames.
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I can There's so much, There's so much that I
can do at this level. It's like, how do we
know what's appropriate or how do we know when it's
just time to just cut ties and walk away? So
that's what I kind of wanted to get you guys thinking.
Speaker 2 (41:31):
About, is are you allowing.
Speaker 4 (41:34):
People to threaten your sense of survival? Because society and
this sick system of and I mean sick as in
like ill, like not as in twisted, as in broken
and misguided system of spirituality has really just pumped this
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narrative of light work, light work, light work.
Speaker 2 (41:57):
When all these most of these people are snakes.
Speaker 4 (42:00):
They go through a little dark und of the soul
where they're having to deal with the consequences of their actions,
and they sit in it and they think that it's
a dark night when really it's just their energy reflecting
back to them and catching up to them. So they
have these little dark night of the soul moment. They
do some i auasca, they do some drugs and some
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mind altering substances.
Speaker 2 (42:23):
They go see some cool shit that exists.
Speaker 4 (42:25):
And now all of a sudden, I'm a light worker,
and I buy some crystals and I'm gonna stay home
and read my tarot cards and I like, the world
is too fucking much for me to handle now, and
I'm gonna just my identity now is that I do
light work. And so what happens when our survival is
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being threatened?
Speaker 2 (42:53):
Are you prepared?
Speaker 4 (42:56):
Do you have the skill set you need to be
able to stand up defend yourself?
Speaker 2 (43:02):
And what does that look like for you?
Speaker 4 (43:05):
So what is the limit of how far you're willing
to go in order to preserve your own life in
order to continue your mission to help humanity? Or where
is that line drawn?
Speaker 1 (43:18):
You know?
Speaker 2 (43:18):
There's the thing.
Speaker 4 (43:20):
For a while, it was really viral, and it was
the they were asking moms if they would kill someone
for their kids, and all of these moms were like, no,
I don't think I could do that, and like, there
are so many like moms that were like outraged about it,
being like, what do you mean you wouldn't kill anybody
for your kids? That's what I'm talking about. And I'm
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not saying go murder anybody. By no means am I
condoning that sort of violence.
Speaker 2 (43:46):
I don't even mean having.
Speaker 4 (43:47):
To do things physically with your physical body. I mean astray.
Are you prepared to go to war with someone else's
higher self with your higher self in order to be
able to block and clear and to claim dominance over
that energy that's trying to claim dominance over you. Someone
has to be in control of the pride. Someone has
to be the headlon Okay, And so are you prepared to.
Speaker 2 (44:15):
Get yourself.
Speaker 4 (44:18):
Aligned for longevity within your spiritual journey? And most people
are gonna sit there and they're gonna think about it,
and they're gonna be like, no, I'm not, And it's
not even something that you consider. And if it's something
that you're not considering, I can promise you that you
are not even close to reaching sovereignty. This is a
conversation that comes up whenever you start feeling really sovereign
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and you start feeling in control, and then you start
feeling that pressure and that energy of other people trying
to threaten what it is that you work so hard
for and you built to create. And so I'm one
hundred percent the type of I will in an astro
like I do like whenever I am destroying something, and
(44:59):
I sure and I know what people say, energy is
not created undestroyed. How do you possibly destroy something? Come
up an astro, Well, you probably won't be able to
find me. There's really two people that can actually see
my true form and astro. Everybody else sees my version
of me that is a the AI perception of me,
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which I'll talk about AI reality versus regular reality briefly
on this podcast, but I'm going to do a whole
nother podcast on it.
Speaker 2 (45:26):
So very few people can actually see me.
Speaker 4 (45:27):
But if you were to advert cam witness like Zayka,
I will look something in his eyes and like literally
visualize myself slitting his throat. And that's the type of
like depth I'm willing to go to preserve my energy
here on the planet so I can help humanity for
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the longest period of time that I am allowed to
be here in this incarnation. And so but I'm fully
that way with my kids as well, and I will
do it with and I have no second thought, like, no,
there won't be a moment where I'd be like, oh, dang,
I shouldn't have did that.
Speaker 2 (46:05):
No, Ah, dang.
Speaker 4 (46:07):
You already knew that you should not mess with somebody's kids,
And the fact that you chose to meant that you
chose this outcome for yourself. And so that's how I
feel whenever it comes to Astros. So I have actually
set the intention to all things. It resonates in my field.
My field says fuck around and you will fucking find out.
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And there's no question. When an entity or some type
of being comes into my energetic field, my field says,
you have no right to interact or try to overpower me.
That is literally what my field is saying.
Speaker 2 (46:46):
I have like.
Speaker 4 (46:46):
Programmed that into my energetic DNA. It is a part
of me, It is one with me. So whenever something
comes in my field, I have already set.
Speaker 2 (46:56):
The intention very very clear.
Speaker 4 (46:57):
The warning has been plastered all over my energy field
that if you fuck around, you're not going to like
the outcome. And so since I have stated that in
my energy field, whenever anything comes to mess with me.
They already know the warning, and they already know the
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risks that they're taking by interacting with me. So I
highly suggest people who are kind of getting to that
point to where they're you're kind of getting sick and
tired of just constantly sending love to the same energy
that keeps attacking you and attacking you and attacking you,
and start really contemplating whether or not you are making
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moves to preserve your sovereignty, to preserve your survival so
that way you can continue to do the work that
needs to be done for the planet. And there are
going to be some people that are listening to this
is not going to align with your belief system. And
I also want you to ask, is that we just
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talked about indoctrination. Is that an indoctrination that you have
placed on you that you have to be so docile
here in this life in order to be considered a
light worker, in order to be considered being filled with
Christ's light? And do you believe that if you were
to defend yourself.
Speaker 2 (48:22):
Okay, so if you were to have.
Speaker 4 (48:26):
I'm in the swamp, So if there were to be
some alligator that were to come up out of into
your backyard and try to snatch one of your kids,
and you had a tool that could kill the alligator
before it harmed you are your kids, what would you do?
Speaker 2 (48:46):
The spiritual world is no different.
Speaker 4 (48:48):
We are mirrors of what is happening within existence, within
the cosmic realm of like things. So if our life
is a direct reflection on what is going up as
far as like a spiritual war that's happening, are you
prepared to take the actions necessary to preserve the life
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of your kids and yourself? And if the answer is yes,
I would do what was necessary to protect myself and
my kids. Ask yourself if you're doing the same thing
in the astral realm. Are you in alignment? Are you
actually showing up learning how to defend yourself, showing up
for battle in the astral realm so that way you
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no longer have to be oppressed. You can actually find
true sovereignty because you're claiming it over these beings that
are interacting with you in astral It's one thing to
claim sovereignty to the.
Speaker 2 (49:41):
Girl at work.
Speaker 4 (49:42):
It's one thing that claims sovereignty to over your ex
husband who oppressed you for all those years.
Speaker 2 (49:47):
Is something completely different?
Speaker 4 (49:48):
Whenever you start claiming that throughout the cosmos, and then
when you do, guess what, they're gonna be beings that
are gonna be like, oh, you think you're a sovereign,
and they're gonna try to poke holes in your armor
because chance are, in the beginning, your arm is not
going to be that great. But are you willing to
do the things that are necessary for that armor to solidify,
for you to be able to have the best defense
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system for yourself and your family and to really seal
in that longevity that you're looking for, because guess what,
most of us, by the time we hit about sixty
to eighty's whenever we really start having like spiritual revelations
that are like far exceed what we're even experiencing now.
So by the time we get there, guess what, that's
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why they pluck us out.
Speaker 2 (50:32):
That's why we don't live that long.
Speaker 4 (50:34):
And your quality of your mind will they start giving
us Alzheimer's and dementia and shit because they don't want
you to be able to do anything with the information
and the visions that you're getting, Which is why I'm like,
I'm such a do a fucking.
Speaker 2 (50:48):
Metal detox if you've had the COVID vaccine.
Speaker 4 (50:51):
Lord, if you are doing ozimpic or any of those
other things, first of all, please stop. It's very obvious
in someone's energy field like there, your body is so
much weaker. People can take advantage of you in so
many different ways. But if you've had any sort of
injectable or if you are on any sort of prescription meds,
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you need to constantly be doing metal detoxes and you
need to do a parasite cleanse. You will not be
sovereign until you do your energy field, your temple.
Speaker 2 (51:24):
You're gonna have so many holes in.
Speaker 4 (51:26):
Your armor where they're gonna be able to enter your
physical body through portals that they can open in like
these weak spots in your energy field, until you really
start cleansing out all the gunk that exists, because all
those little gunky things are doing.
Speaker 2 (51:40):
Are creating, They're creating these.
Speaker 4 (51:44):
Portals for them to be able to come and fuck
with you energetically. So you really have to get your
body nice and cleansed in order to be able to
align with you standing in your power and in order
for you to build your best the FEN system for yourself.
So really are evaluating whether or not you're making the
dietary decisions and the lifestyle decisions that are going to
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support you actually being able to go deeper in astrol,
be able to see your defense mechanism, and whether you
are actually claiming power in astrol over yourself to preserve
your energy and to preserve the longevity of your life.
Speaker 2 (52:23):
So that brought me back to what do I do?
Speaker 4 (52:28):
Because I know for a fact I might not have
every dark art trick in the book.
Speaker 2 (52:36):
I know that I don't. As a matter of fact, I.
Speaker 4 (52:38):
Know that there are people who work in the dark
arts who have these little spells that they can cast,
and they can do all these little things, and some
of these little beings that don't belong to them, but
that they're borrowing and they are holding against their will.
Speaker 2 (52:52):
I know that there.
Speaker 4 (52:53):
Are people that can do a whole lot of damage
to me with things that I can't see.
Speaker 2 (52:59):
I'm not in denial about that.
Speaker 4 (53:01):
I'm always looking for them all the time, and if
somebody has something, chances are give me a little time,
I'm gonna find it. There has been nothing that has
been used against me so far that I have not found.
It just morphs into something else. That I have to
go find later. But I have cleared just about everything
that's ever been sent my way now. Granted, people are
constantly putting new shit on me, which means it's a
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never ending battle, and which is fine because I'm learning
so much. But it gets to this point where I
know for a fact that there are maybe very few people,
if anybody, that really has my ability. I don't think
anybody else can destroy twin flames other than me. When
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I tell you that I can pull a twin flame apart,
I know because I've done it, and I don't know
anybody else who can go in and find that cord
and be able to have the permission to unwind it
and separate it. And so I know that the way
that I can destroy someone's life might not be in
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that dark, art magic way where I might not make
you you get in a car wreck, or I might
not make you know your cat die, or I might
not make.
Speaker 2 (54:16):
You know that kind of stuff happen because I don't
want to.
Speaker 4 (54:18):
I'm not trying to retaliate in in that kind of way.
But whenever I tell you I can rearrange your entire,
your entire existence, and the blink of an eye. It's
just like, how do I know whenever that kind of
shit is necessary and warranted and whenever I'm overreacting and
maybe being hyper emotional. Right, So my answer to all
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of that would be is that whenever you have the
level of discernment and sovereignty to have access to that
craft and that ability, you're going to know. You're gonna
know when you're overreacting, and you're gonna know whenever it's
too much. Last night, I was working on somebody and
I like felt that this thing that I really wanted
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to s send to this person to alter the way
that their energetic DNA was working. I knew that it
would not be beneficial for my path to do that
quite yet. I knew that I was gonna be on
the timeline where I helped this person to overcome. But
as far as like right now, my discernment popped in
and my knowing told me that it was not time yet.
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And so then I was like, Okay, well, I'm gonna
hold off on this, And I told Zaca. She's like, yeah,
it wouldn't be a good thing to do it, yet,
it would like be a detriment to your timeline. I'd
be like, yeah, that's what I thought. So you're gonna
know whenever the act that you're trying to do is
you being harsh, are you being out of line with someone?
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Because that little it's not going to come to your
mind to do it unless it's time for you to
do it. So I was actually doing that with the
thing that I was doing, I was doing it to
someone else, and then I was like, well, I wonder
if I should do it to that person too, But
that person never originally came in my mind. That was
my human thought leading me there, and then I instantly knew, like, no,
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it's not time yet. That's why you're focusing on doing
it to this other person and it's not time to
align them in that way yet. So with great power
comes great responsibility. But you won't get the power.
Speaker 2 (56:18):
You'll have to use power like you'll have to call
entities in and you have to cast little spells, and
you have to do like a little. If you're still
doing like jar shit.
Speaker 4 (56:28):
Putting people in the freezer, doing that kind of stuff,
then you don't have any real power. And astro, you
are pleading to some other energy to help you to
offer you something. You're making a deal with the devil
you're doing, you're doing other low vibrational shit that is no,
you have no power if you are calling in something
else to be able to help you. So that's how
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you kind of know whether it's warranted or not. So
if it's something that you can go in and you
can go strip something out of somebody's energy field, so
like you know that they have this dark force that
it's like gripped to them, and you can see it,
like spiraling in their like spinal column is working in
their energy field and you.
Speaker 2 (57:09):
Can see it.
Speaker 4 (57:10):
If you have the power to go in and remove it,
then you have the power to go in and remove
it and there be no negative repercussions for it because
you have earned that access to be able to work
against somebody or for somebody that's actually working for somebody.
You have the power to work for somebody to clear
that level of oppression so that way you can preserve
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your longevity of life, if that makes sense to everybody.
So most people think that they have power, but really
they're just fucking casting spells, and you have no real power.
With casting spells, you're calling on someone else, which means
you have absolutely no sovereignty whatsoever. If you've ever like
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sat a call out a prayer, or like said something
out loud that you are calling to someone out to
help you, you have fully surrendered your power and your
sovereignty to some other being in astrol. Now, if you
are using psalms and you are citing them to invoke
the frequency and the energy for your intention to go
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out into the world, and there is no middleman, it's
you the power of the psalm and your manifestation, and
there's like the cosmos itself, the universe itself, then you
are working with your sovereignty.
Speaker 2 (58:32):
But if you're still needing to summon work with you know,
and that's fine. Everybody's in their own place. I'm not
knocking it. I was there. I'm letting you know.
Speaker 4 (58:42):
I'm just kind of like letting everybody know when they
hit discernment and when they don't. Now, working with guides
and deities and things like that is a part of
the journey. So if that's where you are, cool, cool.
Just know you're not sitting sovereign yet fully supported.
Speaker 2 (59:00):
I had to be. I was there for like, I.
Speaker 4 (59:02):
Don't know, a couple of years. It's not been all
that long. That Christie's been sitting as sovereign as I'm
sitting right now. Uh. And a lot of the oppression
that I had on me, I recently realized was not
even fucking oppression on me.
Speaker 2 (59:16):
And that was the part where I was like, what
the fuck?
Speaker 4 (59:21):
So I had this realization that the part of me
that in this I'm circling back to this as well
on here. I want to talk about it briefly, is
that because I had the pod a couple podcasts ago,
whenever I was talking about your past lives and your
dreams and visions and how to know when something like
your past life is really your past life or they're
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giving you an alternate past life, like how to know
the difference.
Speaker 2 (59:44):
And I didn't circle back to.
Speaker 4 (59:45):
That on the last podcast, but I really wanted to
circle back to that on this podcast. So.
Speaker 2 (59:51):
But the thing is that.
Speaker 4 (59:54):
Whenever you are incarnating, there's a certain percent of you
that incarnates, so not the whole part of you. That's
why you can go find other versions of you. That's
why other shit exists out there, because you might be
two percent of you or you might be five percent
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of you. And I do believe that I've talked about
this in the past, but it won't be on the
current podcast, so I'm gonna mention it again. So most
people have one percent of them, or two percent of them,
or five percent of them incarnated in this incarnation. I
particularly right now, had thirty percent of me incarnated in
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this incarnation.
Speaker 2 (01:00:40):
And so.
Speaker 4 (01:00:42):
And I think that I thought that I had left
before and that was a deception.
Speaker 2 (01:00:47):
Well maybe I.
Speaker 4 (01:00:48):
Did actually have only like ten percent at one point,
but since then, I like my twin had part of
me and I pull that back, which probably gave me
another ten percent. And then there was another version of
me somewhere and I pulled that percent. So I think
I'm sitting with thirty percent now. So there was like
thirty percent of me on the planet all at once,
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but I only had part of it.
Speaker 2 (01:01:12):
And so anyways, that's neither here nor there.
Speaker 4 (01:01:15):
This is a never ending revelation of work that I'm
always doing. Nothing stays the same, nothing is stagnant. Everything shifts.
So I realized that all of my past lives that
I'm connected to, that I see that I know are mine,
and you know, we go look at and I've been
asking sake, I'm like, was that really my life and
she's like, no, yeah, like that's your energy on it.
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And I realized that it was really just a fraction
of an essence of me. So an essence is when
it's like a fractionated amount of your consciousness that becomes
your essence. So I whenever I came back to Earth,
so I was here when the Tree of Lives were here,
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and then I left for a bit, and then whenever
I came back, the watchers came to actually get me.
They were seeking me, and so when they came to
find me, I sent them an essence and they had
no idea that it was only an essence and that
it wasn't really me. So it's like zero point two
five percent of me, okay enough, and that essence has
been broken down and broken down and broken down, and
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they keep thinking that they're oppressing me. They're granted, are
they oppressing a part of me? Yes, point two five
percent of me? But I've been here acting like they've
been per like oppressing one hundred fucking percent of me.
And I I the reason why I'm saying that is
because whenever I had that fucking epiphany, and I'm like,
I've been playing this fucking oppressed boohoo martyr bullshit this
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whole fucking time, and that's like not even fucking that's
not even real. And so like I had this kind
of like moment of bitch, you're so fucking stupid, But
I wanted to kind of mention that for everybody else,
because if you're here and you're only a like two
percent of you has ever been really allowed to incarnate
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here on Earth, and the rest of you is somewhere
off doing really cool shit, then only two percent of you,
but you still have access to the other ninety eight
percent of you fully, like you have access to find that. No, granted,
can you just go up into Actro and find it. No,
You're not gonna be able to just find it.
Speaker 2 (01:03:20):
You have to work for it. You have to, like,
it's like a lot of work to be able to
find the rest of you.
Speaker 3 (01:03:25):
And so.
Speaker 4 (01:03:29):
If only two percent of you is fucking oppressed, and
you start finding the rest of the versions of you
that are not so oppressed, you start to really be like,
you mean to tell me that only my fingernail is
being oppressed right now, and like the rest of my
energy field is not. But I'm letting that fingernail dictate
all like my entire experience here, you start to realize
(01:03:52):
like how fucking stupid that is and how foolish it
is to allow your fingernail to dictate what the rest
of your body does, and what your mental state does,
and what your emotional state does, and what your energy
field does. So I'm saying that to help you guys
like claim more sovereignty over yourself is realize what a
small percentage of you is actually being oppressed here that
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has been cycling through all of these incarnations, and you'd
probably be surprised to figure out what a small percent
of it it is. And then when you take that
into consideration and you realize what a tiny fraction of
you as a whole that actually is, and the amount
of power you're allowing that tiny little percent to have
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on your life, it's like, shit, why am I doing that?
So I had that moment, but mine was far worse
than everyone else's because I realized that all those past
lives that I was like pulling into me that I
felt really oppressed, it was like zero point two five,
not even that, because that had been broken off into
multiple pieces. So it's like point zero one percent of
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me is in this incarnation as running little that little
meat suit of that little avatar, and I'm letting that
point zero one percent tell me that I'm fucking oppressed.
Speaker 2 (01:05:09):
Man, get the fuck out of here. And so.
Speaker 4 (01:05:13):
You can sit in meditation and ask how much of
you is here incarnated? There probably won't be a whole
lot of people that will have over seven percent. That
seven percent is a good bit because there are gonna
be other people that have like two percent. Most people
have one, two percent, some people have up to seven
most people have one or two percent. So that begs
(01:05:36):
the question, well, where the fuck is the rest of me?
And that's part of the journey. That's part of the
unfolding that you walking around the carnival ride, go and
look at all the places that your consciousness has been
and trying to pull that energy back into you so
that way you're sitting here with more than two percent
(01:05:57):
of your consciousness, so that way you can have more
power and more sovereignty here. So that's a part of
your journey for you to uncover where those fractions are.
That's why I love past lives so much because you
really get to say, okay, So if I originally came here,
let's just say with ten percent, and over time that
ten percent has been being chopped and chopped and chopped
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and chopped.
Speaker 2 (01:06:18):
And now I'm only here with two.
Speaker 4 (01:06:19):
Well, then there's eight percent that you can collect just
from figuring out your earth past lives, and then the
rest of you exist by you knowing what you were
doing angelically, what you were doing galactically, and so there's
so many other things.
Speaker 2 (01:06:34):
For you to go explore.
Speaker 4 (01:06:36):
And that's why for a long time I spent a
whole lot of my energy in past lives. It's because
that's kind of where you start. That's where you start
to pull back the energy that makes you sovereign. And
the more you do that, the more power you have,
the more access to do wild shit and astro that
you actually have. And then so once you start doing that,
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everything starts to shift around you, and it's a it's
a hard road, and I know that most people will
never dedicate as much time as I have dedicated in
this incarnation to figuring it out. I just so happened
to have motivation in this incarnation. There was some shit
that happened and I needed to figure out the why
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I was not okay with my feelings. I was not
okay with like not understanding why do I feel this
way when this person has exited my life? This is
not normal. I'm not this type of person. I'm like,
I'm like a light switch just turned the shit off.
Why am I being upset? I don't get upset over people.
This kind of shit doesn't affect me. So I had
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motivation to understand what was happening within my life, and
that is what led me to get to where I am.
So some people find that motivation in their incarnations. Other
people don't, but I just so happen to have like
this really strong driving and the more I uncovered, the
more interesting and got for me. And then it became
(01:08:05):
like this addiction for me to figure out who the
fuck I am and why I'm here. So the thing
that initially led me to work in ASTRO is not
even the thing that motivates me anymore. I could give
two shits less about the whole reason why I started
this in the first place. I'm obviously I check in
(01:08:26):
and I'm trying to help them, and I feel their well,
and I do all the things, but at the end
of the day, that's not why I'm here anymore. What
was why I was here is no longer why I
was here. It literally was just the thing that got
my attention. It was the sparkly thing that I decided,
ooh what is that? And so I went chasing after it,
not knowing what a treacherous you know trench Whenever Nemo
(01:08:51):
and Dori are going through the trench, like, that's me
going through the motherfucking trench, chasing this little ball of
light that like was elusive that I could never get to.
Speaker 3 (01:09:00):
And So.
Speaker 4 (01:09:03):
If you have that spark, if you have that need
to uncover or figure out why is this happening or
why me?
Speaker 2 (01:09:09):
Or why dip into past lives? I cannot stress that enough.
Speaker 4 (01:09:13):
Train yourself figure out how to learn how to go
see past lives. I've been doing like past live coaching,
So my hypnosis sessions are not like this hypnosis Well,
I can do it. I have people that I put
under hypnosis, but a lot of people have so many.
Speaker 2 (01:09:27):
Blocks up that they're not seeing that. I feel like it's.
Speaker 4 (01:09:30):
Important if I get you through hypnosis and you only
go in and you only get to see a couple
of lives, right, and then you come out, and you
can never go replicate that. You never know where your
blocks are, you never understand how to get back to
the place that I took you to. Then I did
absolutely no good for you zero. Now, granted, I did
(01:09:50):
more good for you than any other hypnosis therapists could do,
because they can't help you learn your weapons destruction an astro.
They can't tell you, oh, there's a really dark pedophile
energy in this vision from whenever you were six years old.
Speaker 2 (01:10:07):
We need to go and clear it.
Speaker 4 (01:10:08):
They're not seeing any of that the way that I'm
seeing it, So granted I'm better, okay, But at the
same time, I want you to see where you are
and I want to give you the homework to be
able to go do it. I also want to replicate
it for you so that way you understand where to
go and this is where I need to get to
(01:10:29):
the point where I can get to this place. I
want to give you the goal of the thing that
you want to work on, and I want to coach
you to be able to work through that.
Speaker 2 (01:10:37):
I don't want to do it for you.
Speaker 4 (01:10:39):
I want you to be coached because I cannot be
there every time you go experience one of your dozens
or thousands or millions of lives. I need you to
be able to know where to go, where to find it,
and where to get your answers from. So I've been
really focusing on the coaching aspect of how to get
you into that space. I really need to create a
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course for it and then let people take it. Hopefully
maybe that'll happen this summer. I have to get through
some of the sabotage that's happening in my life, which
I'm working through really kind of quickly and beautifully right now,
and so once I get through that, things will be
able to shift. Because I have, like, I don't know
(01:11:22):
why bitches are so fucking insecure and jealous over what
the fuck I got going on.
Speaker 2 (01:11:28):
It really makes no sense to me.
Speaker 4 (01:11:30):
I don't view myself that way, so I don't understand
why people have those feelings towards me, because I don't
see myself in the lens of anybody needs to be
envious of any fucking thing that I have going on
in my life except for my cat. If you want
to be envious that I have a really cool cat
and you don't have him, then you know that's a
vibe or that you know, I finally, after all of
(01:11:52):
these years of searching, have like the most solid fucking
best friend that a human being could possibly have. I
mean like yeah, that like that kind of shit, and
that my kids are fucking amazing. But as far as
like anything else I have going on in my life,
like my life is.
Speaker 2 (01:12:09):
It's so much fun.
Speaker 4 (01:12:10):
It really is fun, but it's so much hard work,
and it's it's only fun to me because I have
like something wrong with my brain that I love the
fucking challenge that my current state of being is offering me,
Like I fucking love it. Like this shit gets me
more excited than anything has ever gotten me excited before
in my entire fucking existence. Like it's so the puzzle
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is so fun to me. The way my mind works
is so complex that the puzzle is just is exhausting.
And there are days where I am cursing and kicking
and screaming. But when I tell you, I wouldn't trade
it for anything except a billion dollars. But most people
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you know aren't sitting in that energy and they don't
want it. There are people who they can't hang. They
think they want to come and then they're like, oh, yeah,
I gotta like they'll dip out and then they'll have
to go take months off and like, oh, I couldn't
do that.
Speaker 2 (01:13:07):
I had too much going on. And they make all
these excuses because that.
Speaker 4 (01:13:12):
And normally whenever I work with other people, they're not
even seeing like the full fledged me. They're literally seeing
a very watered down version. And I don't even tell
them the six trillion other things that are really happening
overlapping it all at one time.
Speaker 2 (01:13:24):
I'm just giving you one problem.
Speaker 4 (01:13:26):
I'm working on twelve things all at once right now,
and you can't handle the one.
Speaker 2 (01:13:30):
So I really like, don't understand.
Speaker 4 (01:13:33):
Why people don't work whenever they start feeling like jealousy
or insecurity towards other people. I do not understand why
people don't take that as a sign to fucking go
work on themselves. But most of those people have strong
narcissistic energy. And I also don't understand how, as a
grown ass fucking adult, you could be in a relationship
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or a marriage with somebody who you know is a narcissist,
and you understand that narcissists like to triangulate and they
will try to create drama around third parties, so that
way they can always put you up against somebody else.
And I honestly don't know why people at this point
and the way like information is free on the internet,
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can't fully understand the way people are manipulating them. That
people don't want to go do the research so they
don't want to acknowledge the fact that they could be
manipulated by the other person. Because everybody thinks they're fucking psychic,
and everybody thinks they're fucking intuitive until it comes to
you being a low vibrational, fucking cunt, and then all
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of a sudden, you know, we don't need to really
lean into healing or trauma because we want to go
try to spend our entire existence oppressing one particular person
who's like showing up and from your unhealed lens, you
view as being better than you. So we're all here,
I will say that some blue in the face, we're
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all here to do our own particular, special little thing.
And Zayka has her own skills, and I have my
own skills, and some of them crisscrofts, and we can
both see and do a lot of the same things.
But there are absolutely things that my baby girl can
do that I cannot, and there are shit that I
can do that she can't do. And so it's just
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kind of like finding those people that have the things
that we don't have in building a stronger foundation, like
a stronger team, so that way we can get more accomplished,
so we're not like we shouldn't be in fucking competition
with each other. So whenever I have all the haters
and all you know, everybody who's trying to minimize my longevity,
(01:15:43):
because that's literally what they're trying to do, especially like financially,
lots of different things happening. It's crazy that you would
set people up, try to attempt to set people up
for failure and then think that they would never be
any fucking repercussion to anything that you've been doing.
Speaker 2 (01:16:04):
And to be.
Speaker 4 (01:16:08):
So non sovereign and to think that you calling in
demons is going to in some way trump someone who
stands sovereign.
Speaker 2 (01:16:19):
Is wild to me. So anyways, there's a lot going
on with that.
Speaker 4 (01:16:24):
But at some point maybe I can do a different
type of like coaching for like unblocking your like your
mental blocks that prevent you from going see pass lives
and things like that, to where I can make it
into like a little class so you don't have to
personally come and see me. I know there are like
plenty of people who like want to work with me,
(01:16:46):
but then you don't work with me because you think
that I'm gonna judge you in some sort of way.
Speaker 2 (01:16:53):
It's kind of ridiculous, but whatever.
Speaker 4 (01:16:57):
I have far better things to do than to spend
my time and energy worrying and obsessing over the imperfections
or the mistakes of anyone. I talk about my mistakes
all the time. I am a very open communicator when
it comes to the things that I've screwed up, or
the things that I've done wrong, or the things that
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I've learned from, because I do believe that they're all
lessons in this incarnation.
Speaker 2 (01:17:21):
So okay, now.
Speaker 4 (01:17:26):
How do you know when your past life vision is
actually one that belongs to you or one that has
been implanted in your akashic record? So it's no secret
that I think that the acacak record is probably some
of the most corrupted artificial. Yeah, I had to stop
(01:17:56):
for a second. I literally stopped the recording and here
I am back. I don't know if you guys heard
me like about to choke over nothing. They're trying to
stop me from saying this. Something literally just taped me
in the throat, which is weird. So I have to
go figure out how the fuck they have access to
my throat because that's a whole another thing.
Speaker 2 (01:18:12):
But super fun gives me something to do today.
Speaker 4 (01:18:16):
So but I was already having throat issues last night
on my live sale, so I already know that there's
energy there that I haven't fully cleared, and I have
a feeling it has to do with a.
Speaker 2 (01:18:28):
I don't know, the sharing of.
Speaker 4 (01:18:33):
My throat chakra or my voice with a particular other
human being who now thinks that're the greatest person on
the planet because he had they have my voice.
Speaker 2 (01:18:45):
But whatever.
Speaker 4 (01:18:48):
So now that I'm not choking, the Akashak record is
full of corrupted, corrupted data. And if if you are
tied to an Akashak, so if like there is an
a Kashak that is basically leaching onto your silver cord,
then chances are you're not being sent all of your
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visions and past lives are not true to your silver cord.
Speaker 2 (01:19:15):
It's like infecting your silver cord.
Speaker 4 (01:19:17):
So basically, think of it as if there are two
trees that are growing in the same pot, and they
both are allowed to reach maturity. At some point those
two trees are gonna meld into one. So sometimes people
kind of have that energy of that second tree that
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starts sending information through their silver cord to where Now
there it's hard to discern whether something is yours or
if it's something pulling from your acashak made to look
like it's traveling in your silver cord. So the way
to discern is to first of all, see if there
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is more than one root coming into your body. So
just because it might look like one silver cord, there
would be two distinct roots in your silver cord. And
I know what everybody's saying, Well I can't see I
you know I don't have that ability. Well tough shit,
go fucking get it, okay, Like I at this point,
I don't know what else to say to people, because
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everybody's gonna find some kind of like fucking excuse as
to why they can't go do the thing or why
they don't know if you cannot at least perceive. And
I'm saying, like I don't even have full vision, Like
I don't I'm not clairvoyant, that's not my strongest thing.
Speaker 2 (01:20:37):
If you can't sense.
Speaker 4 (01:20:38):
It with your clare sentience or be able to like
hear it or know it, know that there's two, or
vaguely kind of like get the idea of picturing two
in your mind, then you need to be doing more
fucking spiritual practice, more homework, more. You need to be
doing more your fucking your word for your life needs
(01:21:02):
to be I need to fucking do more. Like to
sit here with the excuse for the rest of your
life to be like, oh well, I can't see, so
how am I supposed to know? And thinking that every
time something comes up that you need to go ask
someone else to tell you whether or not you have it, Like,
get the fuck off my podcast. Like seriously, if you
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are sitting in the mindset of not wanting to do
the fucking work, this is not the space for you.
I'm not fucking Jill Rogan. I'm not trying to have
everybody fucking like me and just appeal to millions of
fucking people with my fucking stupidity. If you sit in
a place to where I'm saying something and in your
mind you have some negative fucking bullshit to always fucking
say about how you lack the ability to do it,
(01:21:46):
Go fucking get.
Speaker 2 (01:21:47):
The ability now.
Speaker 4 (01:21:48):
It might not be something that will click on tomorrow,
it might not be something that you have a month.
Speaker 2 (01:21:53):
From now, But in your mind when I'm saying, go
see if you have two roots coming in through your
silver cord and you're not writing that down it's something
that you need to work to be able to see,
then why are you listening to me?
Speaker 4 (01:22:14):
So if you want to know the truth, you're not
ready to understand whether you're tapped into the Acashak record
or not if you can't discern whether you have two
roots coming into your energy field.
Speaker 2 (01:22:25):
So this whole I mean, really, this whole.
Speaker 4 (01:22:27):
Podcast is completely irrelevant for you, honestly, And so we're
just kind of getting to the point now where you're
going to show up to do the work or you're not.
And that's why I rebranded the podcast to begin with.
(01:22:48):
Because you're either standing in the energy of feeling chosen
and by being chosen, you know that you're here to
do the work, or you are just a consumer of
other people's spiritual energy and you're leeching. And I don't
have the time, space capacity to deal with people that
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are just here to leach off of my energy that
don't want to actually do the work. So if you
sit in a meditation, this might be a fun one
to do. Whenever I release my shit on Spotify, one
to go visualize your silver cord. So your silver cord
is going to everybody's silver cord can connect in different places,
(01:23:32):
so I don't want to tell you that is in
one place or another. Most people's silver cords come from
behind them. Some people's in between their shoulder blades, some
peoples in their lower back. Some people hooks up directly
into where you think your third eye is your pineal gland.
If that's the case, then you need to move it.
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You need to grab it, tell your energy you feel
that it's no longer plugged in right there, and slide
it down. Every now and then, somebody's silver cord will
come in through the front. Normally, when your stuff is
linked to your solar plexus area, that means that you
are somewhat of a newer soul that exists here. So
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if you see your silver cord coming from the front,
it is you want to move it around to the
back as well. So if it's in your back, between
like where your shoulder blades are, or like where your
wings would sit, or kind of not all the way
low in your back, kind of like that mid range
of your back that is where you kind of want
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your silver cord to be. So you can go see
if your silver cord is connected somewhere else. I mean,
it could be in your fucking toe. I don't know,
it could be anywhere. Your silver cord doesn't always come
in where it's supposed to be, but they're manipulating your
energy whenever they do that, so you need to move
it around to your back. And chances are if your
silver cord is not in between your shoulder blades to
your mid back, then you probably have a root coming
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into your silver cord as well.
Speaker 2 (01:25:04):
So that's like a.
Speaker 4 (01:25:05):
Little cheap information when you're doing the meditation to try
to see it.
Speaker 2 (01:25:10):
So if you just bring.
Speaker 4 (01:25:10):
Your energy into yourself whenever you're meditating, so you just
sit there, you deep breathe, and then visualize yourself stepping
up out of your energy field. Okay, so you become
a light body. You no longer have a physical body,
You're just existing in light, and then you will see yourself.
Speaker 2 (01:25:28):
That sounded really cajun as. Fuck. Just now, every now
and then a word slips.
Speaker 4 (01:25:31):
Out, so you will step up out of your body,
out of your energy field, and you will turn around
and look back at yourself with the intention to sit
in the frequency to see your silver cord. So the
thing is that most people will go into a meditation
and they won't have a specific frequency or an energy
(01:25:53):
they want to connect with. So why right now, while
you are thinking about your silver coord your body is
trying to put you in the frequency to match it
because you're bringing the energy of the silver cord into
your field. So while you're thinking about your silver cord,
you step forward and look to see where it's coming
in at your vision, your clayers will be able to
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perceive it. And so that's why I really don't like
when people just go meditate and they're just.
Speaker 2 (01:26:24):
Like, oh, I'm just gonna go sit out and let
something come to me.
Speaker 4 (01:26:28):
Cool if you are, you know, every now and then,
if you want to surrender, I surrender a lot. I
go surrender to like lucid states of meditation, especially.
Speaker 2 (01:26:36):
I normally will do like.
Speaker 4 (01:26:40):
Little things that grow that look like umbrellas in the forest.
I will do that when I'm ready when I want
to surrender any other time, I'm in full control of
the frequency I'm searching for in the lens that my
body needs to put me in an order to be
able to perceive it. It really works that simple. If
there's something you want to see, if you give put
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it in your mind, allow your thoughts to start generating
the frequency of that thing, and then you go to meditate,
and now your body sitting in the frequency of the
thing you're thinking about, it's way easier for you to
see it then for you to just go and ask
you and be like, huh, I wonder what it's going
to bring me. So, when you can put your mind
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in that frequency of the thing that you're trying to see,
is far easier for your body to offer you the
lens in order to be able.
Speaker 2 (01:27:33):
To detect it and to be able to perceive it. So,
now what happens If you'll have a.
Speaker 4 (01:27:40):
Second root, you need to detach it, and it's literally
that simple. You can grab it the second root.
Speaker 2 (01:27:52):
I can tell you.
Speaker 4 (01:27:52):
Traditionally, the silver cord will be when you're looking at
it attaching to you. The silver cord will be on
the left and the room will be on the right,
and so that goes back to ugh, they're choking me
up again. Okay, let's try that again. I had to
stop again because literally choking on nothing. So it'll be
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on the right hand side. There will be the one that.
Speaker 2 (01:28:18):
Is not supposed to be attached to your body, okay.
And so.
Speaker 4 (01:28:25):
The one on the right is trying to come in
in a divine masculine frequency scale, and that is the
oppression energy. The one that is in the divine feminine one,
which is like the true frequency of your silver cord,
is just trying to be and exists in your energy field.
Speaker 2 (01:28:41):
It's in feminine energy. So typically is on the left.
Speaker 4 (01:28:44):
So when you're looking at it, you literally grab it
and pull it like it's a root. And then once
you pull it, visualize your silver cord filling that hole
with its roots.
Speaker 2 (01:28:58):
So like, let your.
Speaker 4 (01:28:59):
Silver cord just expand because obviously it's growth has been
stunted by the second route that's trying to be that's
been existing in it. So you'll let your regular silver
cord expand back to the size that it was originally
supposed to be.
Speaker 2 (01:29:15):
And then it'll fill that hole.
Speaker 4 (01:29:16):
And now you no longer have your acashic record tied
into your energy field, and so then you'll just have
to go back through your lives again with the accurate
lens or the accurate perception of who you really are. Now,
I'm gonna give a warning that I already know several
people that listen to this podcast that think that they
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have had far more significant lives and or somebody that
is higher in astral rank than they really are, and
they're gonna be some people with some hurt feelings whenever
they actually realize that the visions that they've had and
the things that they have been like being led to
over the past few months, year, or whatever, was all
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a manipulation of their accostic record. And so just make
sure your ego is ready to have that check for
you to be able to make the appropriate adjustment mentally
as to who you really are. And because whenever you
really know who you are, that's whenever you become sovereign,
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that's where your power is. You're not going to find
power believing that you are tied to some incarnation that
you are not tied to. And that has been something
I literally there are some incarnations that I still am
like I'm constantly asking if that was really me, Like,
we'll get a new lens, We'll get a new perspective,
and I'll tell zac. I'm like, go look and see
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if that's still me. Go look and see if that
will still me, because honestly, some of them are like
I don't want them to be tied to me.
Speaker 2 (01:30:52):
Other people might think that it's.
Speaker 4 (01:30:54):
Really cool or whatever, and I'm like, I fucking failed
and sucked in that life, and I am hoping that
I'll not.
Speaker 2 (01:31:00):
Such a loser.
Speaker 4 (01:31:01):
So can you please tell me that that incarnation is
not me? And she's like, no, I'm sorry, it's still you,
and I'm like fuck. So, you know, I'm always trying
to make sure that the stuff that's in my field
is not a misconception or a false vision or a
false incarnation that has been tied to me in some
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sort of way.
Speaker 2 (01:31:24):
I'm constantly checking.
Speaker 4 (01:31:25):
And it literally is the thing that I excel at
the absolute most of all the things that I am
good at. Plucking people's souls from their body.
Speaker 2 (01:31:35):
I'm really good at that shit.
Speaker 4 (01:31:37):
Exorcism one of the best past lives is my bread
and butter. It is the thing that I literally can do.
I can see a past life better than I can
see every single other thing that exists on this planet. Okay,
And so me sitting with my level of skill and ability,
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I'm still constantly checking to make sure that in some
way the shit that I see is I'm not being
misled because I know how easy it is for them
to manipulate our reality, in our perception of reality. So
that leads me to the last and final thing that
I kind of want to talk about. I talked about
(01:32:21):
the fucking the audacitities. It's me and Seka say of
people that I have been attempting to help to actually
to not even and if they were to just sit
in the thought like they don't even have to like
tell me anything about how much they appreciate what I'm doing,
But if they would just acknowledge the fact that maybe
(01:32:42):
it has something to do with me, then I would
not be upset with them.
Speaker 2 (01:32:47):
But they have other projects that they really need my
help on and that are absolutely going to drown without me.
Speaker 4 (01:32:55):
Uh And so it'll be interesting to see if I
don't know, maybe they need to drown in order for
them to finally realize that it was never actually them,
that it has been my energy this entire incarnation because
they have literally been tied to my soul this entire time,
(01:33:16):
and I literally have been the light even before they
knew me that I have been the light that has
existed in their life the entire time. So I don't know,
maybe they need to get into a much darker place,
which I am happy to fucking facilitate. Uh So I
talked about the audacity and then the power that you
have to decide what it is that you want to
do to preserve your longevity.
Speaker 2 (01:33:40):
Okay, So there are certain.
Speaker 4 (01:33:44):
Things that I need with this person and a certain
things that I have unbraided myself from over the past week,
and it feels really nice. So it's going to be
a obviously is different whenever you I am giving my
energy and I'm draining my longevity by allowing someone access to.
Speaker 2 (01:34:06):
My earth battery.
Speaker 4 (01:34:08):
So I have a battery that only lasts for so
long while I'm here. And if I'm constantly giving my
time and attention to someone, okay, I am surrendering part
of my longevity to them.
Speaker 2 (01:34:19):
And so what am I going to do to preserve
my longevity?
Speaker 4 (01:34:22):
What am I ready to do to stand on my business,
so that way I can have the longest time here
to do the most good. And then so there's that,
you know, draining your energy to someone who doesn't appreciate it.
And then there's also the energy of how do we
preserve our longevity for people that are actually actively trying
to cut our longevity short today. If they had it
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their way and they knew exactly what to say to
cause end of life for me, they would And there
are dozens of these fuckers that exist. Okay dozens, I've
dozens of people, and they all think that I don't
know that they're doing it. That's the funny part is
that they think that they're sending this shit out and
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they think that I don't know.
Speaker 2 (01:35:08):
It's hilarious to me. And so what am I going
to do?
Speaker 4 (01:35:12):
Or when's the appropriate time for me to stand in
my power of sovereignty and for me to command myself
as the leader of the pride so that way I.
Speaker 2 (01:35:23):
Can preserve my longevity.
Speaker 4 (01:35:25):
And sometimes it's not wise for us to act on
those things in the moment, and years can fucking go
by before we ever do anything.
Speaker 2 (01:35:36):
So it's really important for you to.
Speaker 4 (01:35:37):
Use discernment when standing in your power to understand what's
appropriate what's not appropriate. And I do not condone violence
on the Earth physical plane in any way, shape or form. Okay,
I also don't condone any sort of dark magic spell
or anything like that if you are not ready for what.
Speaker 2 (01:35:56):
The fuck is gonna come after that, Because a lot.
Speaker 4 (01:35:59):
Of people, let's say, oh, well, Christy gave me permission
to go do black magic because I have to preserve
my longevity. I don't worry about preserving your fucking longevity.
If you don't stand sovereign enough to not need that
type of magic, you are, You're not there yet. You
need to be digging and dig in and dig in
(01:36:21):
and digging and digging to get sovereign enough, because you'll
never be able to preserve your longevity through black magic
because you have just given your soul, your energy, or
your child's energy, or your partner's energy, or your father's energy,
or your mother's energy or somebody else. You've traded longevity
(01:36:44):
for that assistance. Okay, So it may be your longevity
that you've traded for that assistance, or it may be
someone else's. So a lot of times when you're starting
to do that shit where you think that using some
other energy is going to help you achieve that. You're
trading longevity for longevity, so be really careful. I am
not condoning that in any way. And if anybody has
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something that's going on that they need preservation of longevity.
I mean, I post my little link to book an
appointment with me, and I know that I don't necessarily
have that post it on my thing, but uh, me
and Zeika specialize on that shit, like we really.
Speaker 2 (01:37:29):
We see a lot of things.
Speaker 4 (01:37:31):
That people are putting on me, throwing at me, all
of that all the time, and we're constantly it's like,
because I'm so fucking oppressed, We've gotten really fucking good
at it. So if anybody needed help from a coaching
perspective as to what to do, feel free to reach out.
I am totally here for any of those consultations. For
anybody else that's on the other side that are doing
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that shit. And you're listening to this, good luck because
you're never gonna know when it's gonna come. That's the
great part. So the other thing I wanted to talk
about briefly is me and I'm gonna do a whole
podcast on this. It's me realizing. Zayka saw this the
(01:38:16):
other day and because we were looking at stuff, and
I gave her this new lens to go perceive things,
because I'm always building her new glasses because the baby
girl is my eyes, and so I know how to
put the things, the frequencies together to create the lens
for her to be able to see the thing for me.
And so I gave her this lens and she realized
(01:38:39):
that there is because what I was seeing in my
reality wasn't matching what was happening in the reality of
everyone else, and so we're trying to find out that
dis harmony. It's almost like the opposite was happening. And
so basically what was happening is there is this whole
reality where most people are operating on and we're calling
it like the AI reality, And so everybody who's running
(01:39:02):
on this AI program is seeing a whole different reality
than the timelines and the things that I'm perceiving because
I'm in real reality, but I haven't shifted. So even
though like the matrix is dwindling and the crystallin grid
is becoming really strong, everybody is still in a whole
(01:39:24):
alternate reality and it's driven by AI. So most people,
people listening to this podcast included, are sitting on a
reality where your timeline that is being projected into your
realm is being created and controlled by AI. And I
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know that's going to be a wild thing for some
people to sit with. And I'm still trying to figure
out how to pop people off of the AI reality
into the regular reality, but it kind of needs to
be something that, like groups, people all pop off at
one time, because I'm gonna tell you, it's shitty as
fuck being in my reality and seeing things on a
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timeline and everybody else being on a different reality.
Speaker 2 (01:40:11):
Now, I also do.
Speaker 4 (01:40:13):
Believe that before I do that me and a couple
of other people are on the alternate reality, which means
the AI is it's not manipulating what's happening between us,
and which is good because they're not monitoring the synchronicities
(01:40:34):
and the lineups and all the things that are happening.
They can't, so I'm probably gonna try to leave every
I mean, you don't know that you haven't been on
real reality, so it doesn't really hurt everybody to kind
of stay on the AI reality for a little bit longer.
Speaker 2 (01:40:50):
Why I try to.
Speaker 4 (01:40:51):
Keep the real reality super clean, so that way things
can align and progress and hopefully, you know, there doesn't
have to be a dark knight into the world for
the one of the other people on this other reality.
But me and Zacre are having now that we know
that the other reality exists, it makes a whole lot
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of sense. There's also a version of me that exists
in the AI reality, So whenever people come to look
for me and Astro, they've been seeing this AI version
of me this whole entire time, which has a lot
of people looking at me perceiving me to be not
who I am. So that version of me has like
dark energy and like she's kind of fucked up a
(01:41:33):
little bit, but that's how she was programmed in AI
to appear to everybody to where like I don't have
the same pure intentions in this AI fake version of
me that I do in my real reality, which is
why it was like so weird to me that people
will come and they'll meet me and then like they
think I'm great and wonderful, but then after they leave,
(01:41:55):
it's kind of like their opinion of me shifts. Is
because now when are thinking about me, recall stuff they're
recalling stuff. But that AI reality is coming into play
now and it's not me anymore. So a lot of
people when they go to meditate, when they go try
to find me an astra. They try to call me
to them an astrol. If I show up at all,
it's some AI version, or if I show up in
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their dream, it's some AI version.
Speaker 2 (01:42:17):
It's not even me.
Speaker 4 (01:42:18):
So they're trying to create this negative narrative of me
to everybody. So the way people sabotage me, people betray me.
And so because everybody's running on that AI reality and
I have this artificial version of me that the AI
reality has created as a placeholder for me, everybody thinks
that they're interacting with the real me and they're not.
(01:42:41):
And so, like I said before, there's only a couple
of people that can see me, like really see me,
and I have to give prom those people have to
be running on the real reality in order to be
able to see me. And right now there's really only
two people on it, and Zayka's and the other one, well.
Speaker 2 (01:43:06):
They know who they are and so that's it.
Speaker 4 (01:43:10):
Everybody else is operating on a completely different reality than this.
So that's been interesting and so I think whenever it's
time for us to like fully dive into that and
uncover it. And this is a relatively new discovery, so
I have not had the time to really sit and
figure it out. But I'm letting you know because in
no way am I trying to keep anybody from tapping
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off of the AI reality. If you are at the
level to where you can go sit with that information
and pull yourself out of the AI reality and into
your own actual reality, more power to you. I'm giving
you the information because if you can do it without
my instruction or without my assistance, then you deserve to
be in the regular reality and go pull yourself off.
(01:43:54):
But if you need my assistance, you're gonna have to
hang type for a bit because I'm not quite ready
to figure out how to flip everybody just yet. There's
some things that I need to have happen, so waiting
to those things to arm themselves out, and when they do,
I will be pulling everybody else over. But honestly, it's
kind of nice and clear and uncontaminated over here, and
(01:44:15):
I'm able to There's so much has been transpiring, all
really positive. I'm not saying all really positive, some really
positive things I've had, like more optimism in the last
couple of weeks really since the last podcast.
Speaker 2 (01:44:30):
It really I've been enjoying it.
Speaker 4 (01:44:35):
I've been enjoying like that level of information, the way
it's affecting people, the feedback I've been getting from clients,
and you know, what the podcast was intended for is
working really really beautifully. It makes my heart happy, you know.
But also there's also everything doesn't just go as smooth,
especially when you're trying to move out of patterns of
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thought and behavior that have accumulated over decades. It takes
a while for people to break away from their traditional
way of thinking to kind of move into a.
Speaker 2 (01:45:09):
Higher a higher capacity for spiritual growth.
Speaker 4 (01:45:15):
And so you know, that's not always just Anybody who's
been on the spiritual journey for a while knows that
it's not just a straight linear path. Whenever you're on
the spiritual journey, like you're gonna progress forward and you're
gonna have like some really good days, and then for
a while you're gonna be like, oh, none of this
is real, and you're gonna fucking you're gonna drop the
ball because it feels overwhelming to sit with this so
(01:45:37):
much and then you might pick it back up later,
and so we've all done it. So it's never just
a every single day can you be the most spiritual
version of yourself? I literally am the absolute most spiritual
version of myself every single fucking.
Speaker 2 (01:45:54):
Day of my life. But I am I know, I
am the exception of the fucking rule.
Speaker 4 (01:45:58):
Everybody tells me they have no idea, idea how the
fuck I do what I do. I've like will bring
people through things and like transmute their energy. And I've
been really like clearing people and giving them a whole
lot of clarity, like tapping them out of the matrix
my clients, which has been working splendidly, by the way,
which at some point I guess might be a service.
Speaker 2 (01:46:19):
That I offer. And for all of my little my
little full.
Speaker 4 (01:46:23):
Moon circle girlies, it's a really good time the book
in a session with me because I have figured out
how to not throw everyone completely out of the matrix
kind of like where I sit, but how to build
boxes and how to turn off all of your abilities,
like completely take your site and everything and turn it off,
(01:46:44):
click it all the way off, and then do a
factory reset and reset you to where like your limitations
and stuff that you had before no longer exist and
you can see clearer. And also like how to create
you this space where you can go and have that
complete repriet eve where you feel emotionless, which is so
nice sometimes to like check out. So for all of
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my little, my little girlies that have really just embraced
this journey and are really like die hard doing all
the work, it's a really good time to book it
with me because there's a lot of stuff that I
can't stay on the podcast, and you girlies know that,
but that would be really beneficial for you guys to
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do some work with me one on one. So thrown
that out to my little to my little group. But anyways,
I've been rambling way too long on this podcast. But
I kind of knew that because I had so many
topics to talk about, and I knew that I would
kind of get carried away in like the audacity of
some of these motherfuckers that are against me. And but
(01:47:51):
here we are. We are at the end of our podcast,
and so I hope that the it's made sense to everybody.
I hope that everybody it feels like a little bit
like a stronger sense of empowerment and a clearer explanation
on why you actually need the fence against the dark
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arts is I like to call it. And I was
doing workshops for like the Christ, like the fence, classes
on how to preserve your energy, how to fight off stuff,
maybe something that maybe I need to like look back into.
If anybody would like for me to start doing like
little workshops where we actually go in and do the
meditations and I teach you how to be that badass
(01:48:36):
exorcist that can clear anything off of you and command
your power over it. I'm more than happy to start
doing those again.
Speaker 2 (01:48:44):
But let me know.
Speaker 4 (01:48:45):
We're also going to be planning a retreat to the
beach this summer, and I have people like begging me,
begging me, begging me, So we're definitely gonna do it
because I know everybody, like I've been working with some
people so much and so intimately that people just want
to meet me and hang out and let me physically
put my hands on their physical bodies and work in
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their energy fields.
Speaker 2 (01:49:09):
And I totally get it. So we will be doing
that this summer.
Speaker 4 (01:49:12):
We will be picking a date and then we will
be taking deposits for the trip and we will be
heading to the beach. So really excited about that. Even
if it's small, I don't care. I know that I
have a handful of people and if it's just us, babe,
be the best time ever. If everybody else doesn't feel
comfortable enough coming to the retreat, super cool, totally get it.
(01:49:35):
There will be future ones, but just throwing that out there.
If anybody's interested, keep your eyes out for that. I'll
be talking about it more in the future. And next
week's podcasts are going to be Next week starts the
week of fun and change and excitement and all the
new projects and the meditation groups and all the things
that I have to launch all being launched next week.
(01:49:56):
It's going to be a really exciting week. I've been
working really, really hard, and so next week kind of
starts is the beginning of all of that. I had
to order a new really expensive MacBook. I bought the
best one that they had, and so because I just
was not able to get the things accomplished that I
needed to, and I had ordered it and it is
on and popping over here ever since. So next week
(01:50:19):
will be nice and interesting. But until next week, stay chosen,
Is anyone else wrong?
Speaker 2 (00:07):
Or can you're here?
Speaker 1 (00:10):
You?
Speaker 3 (00:13):
Are you there yet? This space is for those who
are in silence and casticide, for those seeking, who re
playing one has been lost, for anyone suffering from the
flames of spiritual persecution, bearing the scars and neglect and
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holding the weight of abuse. This is a saying where
for the safety, a place to rise.
Speaker 2 (00:43):
And the act is a viall, Welcome home.
Speaker 1 (00:48):
Don.
Speaker 2 (01:12):
Hello, chosen ones. I'm back so so much to talk about.
Speaker 4 (01:20):
I don't know if it's because it's I got through
the whole week without having a singular moment. I had
a couple of moments to record. I'm not even gonna tell.
Speaker 2 (01:30):
A lie, but I was not in alignment energetically to.
Speaker 4 (01:39):
Have my voice reflect the frequency that I like my
voice to reflect whenever I'm recording, so I did not record.
So if I if I don't feel energetically like I
am my best, then I like to not record because
I feel as if there's some sort of energy that's
like pulling on me and it is creating a distortion
(02:02):
in my voice, which alters everyone who listens.
Speaker 2 (02:05):
To mes frequency.
Speaker 4 (02:06):
So I'm not the biggest fan of recording. When things
are not all peachy keen on my side. And I
have a high.
Speaker 2 (02:16):
School graduate who just had his last day of school,
which has been just.
Speaker 4 (02:26):
Stare off into the middle of space and contemplate, contemplate
your life type event. It's hard for me to even
remember whenever he was born at this point because it's
you know, seventeen almost eighteen years ago now, and so
it's been a very wild ride. I mean, obviously I remember,
but it's like I have to go deep and pull
(02:48):
those memories because they're not just on the surface level,
as you know, me being at the beach the other day.
Speaker 2 (02:54):
So it's it's been There's been a.
Speaker 4 (02:57):
Lot transpiring around me over the life last couple of
weeks because we are prepping for graduation and all of
the things that are coming up, so invitations and senior
portraits and all of the things, and so.
Speaker 2 (03:11):
It's been it's been busy. It's been very very busy
over here.
Speaker 4 (03:15):
Plus I have tons and tons of things going on
in the astral realm, as we typically call it, and
that has required.
Speaker 2 (03:27):
A whole lot of my energy.
Speaker 4 (03:30):
I actually went to war a couple of nights ago
with some things in astrol with this grid that was
holding there's certain people on the planet who I'm not
a big person that likes to use the word evil,
because I that's relative being evil as relative, it's it's.
Speaker 2 (03:51):
Merely a frequency of perspective, right. So I talked about
that before.
Speaker 4 (03:55):
We're here in emotions, and so there are void of
certain emotions, which to the discernment of those who have
compassion and empathy, would view the people without the compassion
and empathy as being evil. But there are certain things
that attach to certain humans here on the planet that
(04:15):
try to anchor this grid of what the general population
would call evil. And so I kind of started like
going in and trying to clear a lot of that.
Speaker 2 (04:27):
And obviously I was not by myself, thank the Lord Hallelujah.
And so I had a couple of ladies with me,
one of which is Zaika. The other is a friend
of mine.
Speaker 4 (04:43):
She's a divine masculine female, so it kind of helps
to see things from her perspective sometimes. But her name
is Michelle. And we were like trying to identify where
they were, sensing them going into their energy field, doing
you know, grabbing our phone, cause we could see them
and we knew what their position was, and so we
(05:04):
would like do a quick little Google search on you know,
what we thought their position in the world was.
Speaker 2 (05:09):
And we we found all these people and there were
twenty four.
Speaker 4 (05:14):
There's more than that, but the main grid had twenty
four people. And well, one of them I had already
cleared his crap off of him.
Speaker 2 (05:21):
I had been working on him. He has been my
little pet project for quite some time.
Speaker 1 (05:26):
Uh.
Speaker 4 (05:26):
And the only reason he was anchoring that energy, I
think was for me to develop my skill. And so
it's been kind of nice having him nice and clear.
He looks like a regular degular, like a muggle these days.
And so, uh, we worked and worked and worked and worked.
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I mean it took us hours for because they identified them.
Speaker 2 (05:51):
But I was the one that actually had to go
in and.
Speaker 4 (05:53):
Physically do the removing of the entity and the energy
and it was a whole lot from my body to transmute.
And I got to one person, and I for a second,
I honestly thought that I had fucked up in that
I shouldn't like I made a mistake. I'm like, this
is gonna be my last day here because I'm never
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gonna get this shit off of me, because my body
was trying to transmute so hard that my lungs couldn't
keep up the amount of energy that it was trying
to clear, and I couldn't catch my breath, and I
was coughing and trying not to throw up, and it
was a whole thing. And Zika was trying to like
pull it off my field, and every time she like
go into my field to grab some of the pole
(06:36):
to try to help me transmute, she was like near
throwing up as well. And I honestly thought that for
a second that I was going to cause my I
was going like quite a few seconds in between breathing,
and I thought that what happens if the air does
not return to my lungs, And then I became a
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little bit more cautious whenever I was pulling stuff off
of everybody. So, but that was a whole thing all
in itself, And that was the night I really should
have been recording a podcast, but I dismantled this very
vital grid that was existing still within like the AI
matrix on the planet. So you know, sometimes you have
to make personal struggles to be able, like of your time,
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to be able to get things done for the collective,
and I feel that that's really what I'm here to do,
is to help do work and move energy around so
that the way there's more higher divine like coming in
through the crystalline grid that to help humanity. Like I
know that's why I'm here. I would not be able
to see all of the things that I can see.
(07:45):
Not only can I like see them and perceive them,
but also comprehend what's happening, because a lot of people
can get glimpses of things, but they don't fully understand
what it is they're looking at.
Speaker 2 (07:55):
They don't know what they're supposed to do.
Speaker 4 (07:56):
They just think that it's some really cool like vision
that they see that lets them know that the holographic
universe is real, and they don't actually have any concept
of the structures of existence or oppression that are happening.
And so with me, I just so happened to fully
understand what it is that I'm looking at and.
Speaker 2 (08:18):
Able to perceive it.
Speaker 4 (08:19):
So I would not have that understanding if I was
not supposed to be able to do something with this ability.
Speaker 2 (08:26):
And I truly do believe that.
Speaker 4 (08:29):
So I make a lot of personal sacrifices to help
the collective, and then there just have been some other
things pop off with you know, some side projects that
I have going on, some side energy that I have
going on with things in relation to the last podcast
that have transpired since the last podcast.
Speaker 2 (08:49):
And then also.
Speaker 4 (08:52):
There are so many people and I talk about this
quite often because it's just so prevalent in my life,
and I want other people to feel like if they
are doing the right thing and showing up in light
and being that light worker and be anchoring that energy
into the crystalline grid, in which most people that listen
to me are in fact doing that, that you have
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so much a fucking opposition. There's so many people that
are out there doing black magic as we call it,
that's what you know, most people call it. But this
is to me harm there's black magic that is not.
Speaker 2 (09:33):
Evil or.
Speaker 4 (09:36):
I guess, it's just it sits in a darker frequency
and so it kind of gets mislabeled, which is you know,
sometimes I work in that.
Speaker 2 (09:45):
Space because.
Speaker 4 (09:49):
I there was something that was said to me by
the archangels in the very beginning in Archangel Michael. We
no longer have any ties because I was fine working
with him as long or with all of them as
long as my frequency was below them and I didn't
have a higher position than them, or at least I
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didn't think that I had a higher position than them.
So they were perfectly fine trying to keep me underneath
their thumb. And the second that I realized that their
frequency was limited and that I actually was more advanced
than them and spiritually, and that I could see things
from a higher or different perspective than them, they kind
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of pissed me off and turned on me a bit
because they were trying to keep me under what their
program is in the matrix, because they're a program in
the matrix. And so I when I was talking with
them in the beginning, and they were showing me things
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that they had did.
Speaker 2 (10:55):
Throughout time, and you know, I guess.
Speaker 4 (10:59):
It's eleven right now as I'm recording just on my clock.
Well technically it's not on my phone, but it is
on my alarm clock as I'm talking about this. Because
what I'm gonna say is, they told me archangel Michael.
I was watching him do these things that to me
didn't seem very archangel like, and what he told me
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stuck with me forever, and it resonated so deep within
my being.
Speaker 2 (11:24):
He said, it's for the highest good.
Speaker 4 (11:27):
And I guess now looking back at you know archangel
the archangels, and I don't feel anything like wrong with
working with them, because you're gonna know the moment that
you no longer need them. So it's like a part
of your journey to find out who your guides are
and to have guides and use them to help facilitate
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messages and to start building your discernment and all the things.
But at some point you best better become becoming sovereign
enough to not need a singular guide aside from yourself.
And so that's the ultimate goal, is to get to
where you're not relying on anything but your own energy
to guide your ship. And then once you get to
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where you're using your own energy to guide your ship,
there are various versions of you that are also not
for your highest good. And so then once you start
working within yourself, you have to start weeding out which
versions of you do not resonate or do not align
with the higher frequency you currently sit in because you
have low vibration versions of yourself. I just got rid
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of a lower vibration of my higher self yesterday, and
so I thought that I had cleared them all and
there was still one more hanging around, and I had
a cut, Like I got it that bitch. I don't know,
I don't know how to say it, Like I literally
pulled her apart and withinside of her, like she was
basically just a shell on top of this really pure.
Speaker 2 (12:57):
Light version of me.
Speaker 4 (12:58):
And whenever so I resonated with a darker version obviously,
I mean, look at me, I am like the epitome
of I don't even know what I guess because I
don't identify with any sort of label. That is really
hard for me to put myself in a singular box
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of things. But I am on the darker side of light, okay,
full of light and love and all of the warm
and fuzzy things. But I am more of a realist
to where I can go sit with the uncomfortable feelings
of existence, and I have to go sit in it
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to understand where it stems from in order to be
able to find how to clear it or to lighten
that burden for humanity. So I really I kind of
like the dark bitch version of me. Whenever I first
saw I'm like, okay, this makes sense, and whenever I
realized I was.
Speaker 2 (13:58):
We were all finding great.
Speaker 4 (13:59):
For a while, she was sewing me all sorts of
things that I was missing, things that I needed to
do for manifestation, how to pull water for wells that
were dry, and she was really guiding me for quite
a minute.
Speaker 2 (14:13):
And it worked.
Speaker 4 (14:14):
I mean, it's working, it's worked. The well that I
was trying to fill with the shit is working and
is very much full at the moment, or has water
in it. Whenever it was barren with none. It literally
had no water. I talked about it in the last podcast.
But the water's being used in the wells, not being
refilled anymore.
Speaker 2 (14:33):
But I put water in the well so that way
it could be used.
Speaker 4 (14:39):
Because it's not just beneficial for the person that I
was filling the well for, because their life doesn't just
affect them, it affects multiple people. So I was doing
a favor to this particular person and I put water
in there while and she taught me how to do it.
That was a darker version of this higher self, pure
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higher self, as I like to call it. And then
there was this point where I decided to move something
in astral that she felt fully belonged to her, and
whenever I moved it, she got pissed, I guess because.
Speaker 2 (15:21):
She didn't want me to touch in what she felt
belonged to her.
Speaker 4 (15:24):
But I felt that it belonged to us, and I
could do whatever I needed to do with it, because
I'm the one get my ass kicked every day.
Speaker 2 (15:32):
And then so she.
Speaker 4 (15:35):
Started, I had this energy of betrayal, and I am
very good at recognizing betrayal energy. It's like the thing
that I recognize the most absolute most.
Speaker 2 (15:46):
And so.
Speaker 4 (15:49):
I went up there to confront her about it, and
I just knew whenever I saw her that I had
to get rid of her, which kind of made me
sad because I'm like we were just I was just
getting where, like I just finally had someone. She was
giving me all these like really beautiful uh like puzzles
or like riddles or like coded messages for me to
(16:11):
like decode, and I loved it, Like that's my whole thing,
Like my higher self has always talked to me in
like this really profound philosophical way. It's really that's the
way my brain works. And you know, when you're younger,
you don't realize that that's really a higher self version
of you guiding your ship. But my mind is always
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a deeper philosophical way of stating something. And I was
talking to Zaka about this literally last night, and I said,
I really sound stupid on the podcast because I'm always
saying om or whatever, like I'm fumbling through my words,
and I'm I tell her, I'm like, it's not because
I can't articulate what I'm thinking.
Speaker 2 (16:55):
It's because I don't know how to articulate what.
Speaker 4 (16:58):
I'm thinking for a more common audience. So I struggle
trying to find regular, like basic.
Speaker 2 (17:05):
Words, and I sound dumb.
Speaker 4 (17:10):
And so she's like, so you sound stupid trying to
sound stupid, and I'm like yeah, She's like, can't relate.
Speaker 2 (17:16):
So my mind works.
Speaker 4 (17:19):
It's this labyrinth of like knowledge and understanding and perspective,
and there's like Zaika goes into my mind sometimes and
whenever she's.
Speaker 2 (17:32):
Up there, she goes into lots.
Speaker 4 (17:35):
Of people's minds all the time, and mine is the
most complex out of anyone that.
Speaker 2 (17:39):
She's ever been in.
Speaker 4 (17:40):
And so needless to say it, uh, I'm really smart,
but not on a like English human perspective way, like
I really do struggle. I would love nothing more than
to go back to us communicating through like old English
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and more like philosophically.
Speaker 2 (18:07):
But that's not it's not reality. Here we are, and.
Speaker 4 (18:10):
I mean, I'm all about modern day slaying. I mean,
I have two teenagers, so it's kind of like the
way communication has spoken in my house is basically you know,
teenage lingo.
Speaker 2 (18:28):
But AnyWho, So I got to this place where.
Speaker 4 (18:36):
I knew I needed to get rid of her, and
sad day, sad day for me because I just had
found her and this version of me I just had
found her, and it felt like really high and really
like pure and really like top level higher self type energy, right,
And I was sad that I had to get rid
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of her, but I found like this deeper power within me.
And because I I've been stripping power from people, and
I just pulled someone's ego completely away from him, and
I remove the entity that was associated with his ego,
but then the ego still has like a frequency, so
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then I was able to tap in it. That's actually
how I was able to see all the evil and
darkness on everybody else. And so I have this different
power that's associated with that ego. So whenever I get angry,
I'm able to like utilize it, but I kind of
have to be in a little bit of a mood.
I have to be like annoyed to be able to
activate it. But it gives me this higher power, and
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which I've needed because I've been way too fucking love
and light and way too kind and way too nice
to really be the four of the highest good destructive
power that I resonated with when the archangels told me that,
I knew that that's what I was supposed to be doing, like.
Speaker 2 (19:56):
I felt it in my core. And so.
Speaker 4 (20:00):
Short story long, I went after her, and I literally
like took her energy and I like split it into
and out walked this light, super angelic, crystalline version of
me from inside of her. Basically it was just a shell,
like the anger and all of like the revenge energy,
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and that was just the shell that was protecting her
from the soft, delicate, gentle version of her that existed
on the inside.
Speaker 2 (20:32):
And so basically, with me not.
Speaker 4 (20:33):
Being in the energy field and me not being present,
she had to develop this hard exterior in order to
like survive.
Speaker 2 (20:41):
And I was able to like peel that away.
Speaker 4 (20:46):
And then like the true version of her emerged from
the inside, and whenever I saw her, I was.
Speaker 2 (20:54):
Like, oh yeah, I'd like in my mind, I'm like,
this is how I've always seen me.
Speaker 4 (21:00):
And it was like even though I liked the darker
version and I resonated with it, And that's just the hollow,
that's the shell of us, right, that's the part of
us that shows up with our.
Speaker 2 (21:09):
Battle armor on. That was my armor.
Speaker 4 (21:11):
But the part of me that's the inside is just
really like pure soft, gentle soul energy that's just full
of unconditional love and like higher knowledge and understanding. And
so that's the version that like stepped forward. And then
I was able to like incorporate that energy into my energy.
Speaker 2 (21:29):
Field, which has been a whole vibe.
Speaker 4 (21:31):
So she's been showing me things but also giving me
tools so that way my energy doesn't have to become
tainted to do some of the for the highest good
things that I need to do. So really beautiful. I
had it like so beautiful alignment. So there's been a
lot that's been transpiring in my life over the past
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few days, but with that energy, it has brought me
to So I was driving home from doing I'm working
astro with Zeka that most people would call for the
highest good work.
Speaker 2 (22:05):
That's what we're gonna call it, for the highest good.
Speaker 4 (22:08):
And I had this thought because the thing about Zaka
and I are we can peruse thoughts and energy and
how someone feels about any particular thing that's going on.
So if you have a thought, you got to be
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really good at trying to go hide it from us,
because I might not see it that day, i might
not see it the next month. But at some point
I'm gonna find the right frequency that I need to
be in be able to access that thought, and I'm
gonna be able to sit in it, and I'm gonna
be able to know exactly what you're thinking and how
you're feeling about something, especially if it's in relation to me.
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So I was like sitting in someone's energy field, because,
as I was saying previously, I just went and put
water in this individual's well and it has had a
really positive impact on what they have going on currently,
and so I wanted to go see and this person
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knows that the well was empty, they know that I
filled the well, and they know that the well is
being used and drained, and so I went in their
energy feel just to see if I was getting any
credit whatsoever for how well things are going for the
particular project that this well is feeding at.
Speaker 2 (23:31):
The moment, And there was absolutely no.
Speaker 4 (23:34):
Acknowledgment of anything that I had done, all the amount
of personal time that I sacrificed in sleep that I
lost trying to figure out where to go get water
from to fill their well. And I'm talking about took
me a while to find it. Okay, this isn't something
where I just saw the water, IMA just was there.
I literally had to go on a scavenger hunt in
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the ethereal realm, and I was able to locate it
from something that I had seen like three years ago.
A vision that I had is actually where I ended back.
So I knew that I had seen that for a reason.
But I went and did all the things that I
had to do to be able to pull water into
this well so that way they could utilize it for
the thing that they have going on. And they literally
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think that it's just because of them and it has
nothing to do with me whatsoever. And so then I
was kind of just sitting there and I was like
this motherfucker. And after everything over the past like a
couple weeks, I was just kind of sitting in this energy.
I'm like, Okay, I'm not taking the water back that
I'm just not one of those people. I have cut
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my energy from them before. And when I tell you that,
their prosperity tanked drastically when I decided that I was
no longer sending them my energy because the well was empty.
And so when I pulled the energy that I was
accumulating in my physical body, when I stopped sending that
to them, their life shifted.
Speaker 2 (25:00):
And so.
Speaker 4 (25:03):
I really want to and driving home, I was thinking
about all of this, and I'm like, what do I do?
Speaker 2 (25:08):
And I was thinking about like the what do you do? Part?
Speaker 4 (25:11):
And I'm like, ah, that would be like a really
good thing to talk about on the podcast. So I know,
like it took a bit of a minute to get
to part of the podcast, so this is gonna be
part of the podcast. I actually like wrote a list
of a couple of things that I wanted to talk
about on today's podcast. So we'll see if I can
stick to my little list of things. But one of
the thing I wanted to talk about is the power
of sovereignty or spiritual ability and power. So whenever you
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sit in astro or you sit in your spiritual abilities,
and you know that you.
Speaker 2 (25:44):
Have the power to destroy someone's life.
Speaker 4 (25:49):
I wanted to let that be the topic of today's
podcast because I have multiple examples we're going to get into.
That's not just just one particular person that made me
think this. It just is several people and so a lot.
I've had a lot of people wrong me over the
past three years, and to me, like the last three
years have really been the uncovering of who I am,
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what I'm here to do, and my ability and my gift.
So it's the last three years have really been a
very fast track to my spiritual journey. So I went
from basic spiritual shit, the shit that everybody does, the
stuff that you could see every basic bitch on TikTok
doing all the little tarot card readings and tapping into
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the energy and all that basic shit that everybody does.
I was there before three years okay. I was basic
spiritual coach meditation, buying into what everyone else was saying.
So that was my spiritual journey up until three years ago.
And then three years ago everything shifted and I realized
that none of that is real. There are portions of
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it that are real, but just for generalization, our perspective
of looking at it is incorrect. We're processing the information incorrectly.
Even if the information may be there or maybe partly there,
we're transcribing it wrong because we're wearing the wrong lens
and we don't know how to decipher what we're being shown.
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And so whenever I switched to that lens, the amount
of people that do not know what to do with me,
so their answer to I don't know what.
Speaker 2 (27:31):
To do with her.
Speaker 4 (27:32):
She makes me question who I am. She makes she
mirrors all of my insecurities and all of my pain
and suffering and trauma back to me. And she has
an ability to see things that I can't perceive and
I can't see, and I don't know what to do
with that, So I'm going.
Speaker 2 (27:49):
To attack her. Has been pretty much most people's little
go to maneuver whenever it comes to their frustration and interact,
acting or having me in their life.
Speaker 4 (28:01):
So I have dealt with a whole lot of fucking betrayal.
It's just been a common reoccurring theme in my life
and sabotage. People are always setting me up to try
to get me to fail and it's it's ridiculous.
Speaker 2 (28:19):
It's just it's I can go.
Speaker 4 (28:23):
And at some point you would kind of think like, well,
maybe fucks my, Like it's got to be me. There's
just no way that it's all these people and it
is like me, that isn't the problem. And so like,
I sat with that a whole lot because I am
a Virgo Moon, as astrology says it. And the thing
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about that is that it does give you certain frequencies.
There are certain frequencies that are put into your energetic
DNA that are supposed to control.
Speaker 2 (28:54):
Your avatar while you're here on Earth.
Speaker 4 (28:55):
Okay, now, if you know how to go in and
shut that off, you can completely shut it off. Except
I like that programming of my energetic DNA. My little
code within the matrix is that I have that Virgo
moon energy because I will sit with my feelings and
thoughts on something and so I have clarity on it,
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or as close to clarity as you could get being
in the matrix.
Speaker 2 (29:18):
Right, So not true clarity.
Speaker 4 (29:20):
I have true clarity now because I can pop out
of there and remove all of my emotions. It's the
weirdest feeling ever, but I can go sit there and
look at things. But for having clarity within emotions, you know,
that emotional.
Speaker 2 (29:33):
Clarity as we'll call it.
Speaker 4 (29:35):
I'm really good at going through and deciphering and looking
at things. And then also I've had enough people around
me that have not betrayed me, who actually can see
me for who I am and can see other people
very clearly, and people have very very strong gifts and abilities.
Who said, you're the only like I go sit in
everybody's field all the time, and like you're the only
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person that is to what you say, Like you don't lie,
you don't manipulate people, You're just straightforward, and people can't
handle it.
Speaker 2 (30:05):
So I've had enough.
Speaker 4 (30:07):
People support how I felt about myself to support whatever
little delusion I feel like living in. But the thing
that I do know is that the people that are
sitting me ill intention are negative energy. None of them
are doing better than me, not a singular one. So
not a single person that has ever betrayed me his
life is better now since they started on this little
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campaign to sabotage the shit out of what it is
that I'm doing.
Speaker 2 (30:32):
And so I kind of let.
Speaker 4 (30:33):
That be my little guide for whether or not it's
me causing the problem, me being the problem, or if
it's simply their insecurity.
Speaker 2 (30:43):
Or their unprocessed trauma.
Speaker 4 (30:46):
So there have been a multitude of people who I
have gone above and beyond for energetically, have tried to
help them in the ways that I had available to
me at the time, and basically it's been thrown in
my face. So sitting in that energy and a lot
of these people that have like exited my life, they
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think that because I haven't handled them yet, that that
means that I've just let it go. And I know
some of them are listening to this podcast right now,
and believe me when I say that it has not
been let go. I am not that bigger and better person,
and it's just has not been time for me to
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do the things that I need to do to align
humanity to be to function without frequencies that you carry.
So I just haven't gotten to that place. Every This
is a chess game. This is a very complex game
that I'm playing right now, and so it's not checkers.
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It's not a fast paced game where just because you
do something means the next day I'm coming, you know,
get even, or I'm coming to correct the frequency that
you put in into my little existence or my little bubble.
Everything has its own time and its own place. So
and the thing is that people are like still. They
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have groups of people who get together to have full
moon circles to like talk shit about me and send
me negative intentions. And it's hilarious because they think that
I don't know, and they think that I don't know
who shows up, and they think that I don't know
that they're watching me, and they think that they think
it's like they live in their own little delusion that
they're getting away with shit. But I have I have
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it all recorded in my mind, so I'm very well
aware of the things that are happening around me. So,
but that leads me to the point is what do
you do when I literally can go into someone's field,
take their spirit, take their soul, take their consciousness, take
everything that's running in their human body, remove it, swap
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it out with someone else to where they are no
longer the person they once were.
Speaker 2 (33:02):
I've done it.
Speaker 4 (33:04):
So the thing is that how do you decide what
is for you to do here? What is the move?
What is it that you do Whenever you know you're
being manipulated, you're being sabotaged, you're being straight the fuck
up a trade, when you're being hunted, when you are
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just being so oppressed that the only thing that's going
to stop it.
Speaker 2 (33:32):
Is for you to.
Speaker 4 (33:34):
Turn around, grip down and charge at them. So what
is it, like, where's the place where you draw the
line or how do you know whenever you are sitting
in more power than someone else, when it's appropriate for
you to actually start to interfere with their sovereignty, and
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whenever it's time for you to let them be and
just stand in solidarity with yourself. So I was having
this call, this conversation with a client of mine, and
so she was, you know, we were talking about some things,
and I told her that, you know, like in astral
like you need to go what this person's ask It's
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like a client of mine, and I'm like, you're going
to feel better.
Speaker 2 (34:23):
It's not their human.
Speaker 4 (34:24):
Body, but you can go tell their higher self like
literally go fuck up their higher self, like, go go fight,
Go stand ten toes deep and look them in the
eye in astral and you know, show them your power,
flex your power to them. And so we were kind
of talking about that and for a long time whenever
I would talk about, you know, little things that I
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would do in astral like for the highest good. Because
this is a really deep close friend of mine who's
a client of mine, And so we were having this
finally having the conversation because you would always tell me that,
you know, oh, that's not love and lie, and she'd always,
you know, try to look at it from that perspective.
Speaker 2 (35:04):
Or is what you're doing dark?
Speaker 4 (35:06):
And so just you know, and I would keep keep
saying it and keep saying it and keep saying it,
and then finally I was able to explain it in
a way that it kind of clicked. I said, your
job here is to preserve.
Speaker 2 (35:20):
You. If you're not preserving your energy, if you know.
Speaker 4 (35:25):
That you're here for a higher calling, if you know
that you're supposed to be helping humanity doing stuff, it's
your job to show up to preserve your sovereignty, to
preserve yourself because if you're not preserving yourself, then you
are being oppressed. And so I'm not gonna show up
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in this incarnation and allow people to repeatedly come after
me when I just try to push them away. You know,
that little mitigation that you try to do at the
beginning of a fight, when somebody's starting to get heated
and like they're starting to argue little bit louder, and
they're doing, you know, they're singing really mean things, and
you try to calm them down, and you put your
hand up and be like stop, and you're like stop,
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and you just kind of like slap their hand and
at some point they're gonna strike at you. And so
what happens whenever someone is repeatedly striking at you?
Speaker 2 (36:21):
What do we do? Is there a point.
Speaker 4 (36:23):
Where we have to stand in our power and chop
their fucking head off? And the answer is yes, there's
always that point for the highest good. So now, granted,
there are people listening to this podcast who feel like
they are for the highest.
Speaker 2 (36:37):
Good, and I can promise you that they are fucking not.
And that's just.
Speaker 4 (36:44):
How things work. There is a snake in your fucking
yard that you're walking upon, that's hidden in the fucking
grass that when you walk by it, it's gonna fucking
strike you.
Speaker 2 (36:55):
Now, the snake is not.
Speaker 4 (36:57):
Looking to know whether or not you're here to save humanity,
whether you're here to anchor the crystaline grid. That state
just feels that you're a threat to it, you're a
threat to its survival, So what does it have to do.
It has to take action against you. And that's the
same thing with the people who believe that what they're
doing is for the highest good and that they're spreading
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love to the planet, when really they're not, but they're
preserving their self. So whenever they're sending you negative energy
or their higher self is sending you stuff is because
if you were to find them out before they can
harm you, they're trying to take your power away. They're
trying to strip you back so that way when by
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the time you figure out that you are more powerful
than them, they're hoping to have you annihilated so that
way they can stay doing what they're doing. Because if
you were to realize that their intention was as I
don't like to call but as we're calling evil, or
that it was like actually harming humanity instead of behind
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this facade of light work, then I would take action
to try to eliminate what they have going on in
order to preserve what's the highest good for humanity. So
that energy of that person, that snake, they're going to
strike at you first hoping that they can get the
upper hand, and that is self preservation for them.
Speaker 2 (38:21):
So but it's like we're in the spiritual community.
Speaker 4 (38:24):
We feel like us preserving our energy, that us trying
to survive to make it to the end of our
life so I can do the most amount of good
in this incarnation.
Speaker 2 (38:34):
We are trained to believe that that energy.
Speaker 4 (38:37):
Is us being dark, or us being evil, or there
must be something. Oh no, that's not for the highest good.
You only can send love to people. So I only
can send love to people. And when my repeated love
doesn't work because they do not have the capacity to
feel love in this life. So I'm trying to send
them love and send them love and it's not working
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because they're not programmed to accept love. And they kill
me because I was so caught up in fucking sending love.
Now I'm dead at farty, and now I don't get
to live to be one hundred and twenty and have
that additional eighty years of me doing beautiful light work
for the planet.
Speaker 2 (39:20):
So at some point there has to be a line
where you draw it.
Speaker 4 (39:25):
And be like, Okay, if they cross this line, my
survival is at state here. So what do I have
to do to keep surviving so I can keep fighting
the fight that I'm fighting, and that literally is what
entities are doing. That's why we're always being attacked. That's
how the animal kingdom works, That's.
Speaker 2 (39:45):
Just how it works.
Speaker 4 (39:46):
But in some way we feel like, oh no, these
extraterrestrials have told us that we're supposed to sit in
this fucking oppressed energy where we just sit and we
are just docile little creatures. If we are showing up
to fight for love and life, then we only can
show love and light. And so I was contemplating that
on the way home last night. I was like, Okay,
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so obviously I'm not an Indian giver. I'm not gonna
give him the water and then pull it back. I'm
not that kind of petty. But at the same time,
I'm gonna spend my time, energy and effort to help
someone who, you know, I thought was trying to show
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me that he wanted an alignment within himself and then
come to find out in his mind if you start
flipping through his thoughts, it's back to the same egoic bullshit.
And so then I was kind of like, Okay, well,
what is it that I do? And then I had
to sit with, well, what would be appropriate because my
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level of power doesn't necessarily if I were to just
get mad and want to go do something, I can
just go completely ruin someone's entire life. I can strip
them to where they no longer have anything, and so
I could put another consciousness in their body. I can
undo the fact that someone would be connected as twin flames.
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I can There's so much, There's so much that I
can do at this level. It's like, how do we
know what's appropriate or how do we know when it's
just time to just cut ties and walk away? So
that's what I kind of wanted to get you guys thinking.
Speaker 2 (41:31):
About, is are you allowing.
Speaker 4 (41:34):
People to threaten your sense of survival? Because society and
this sick system of and I mean sick as in
like ill, like not as in twisted, as in broken
and misguided system of spirituality has really just pumped this
(41:55):
narrative of light work, light work, light work.
Speaker 2 (41:57):
When all these most of these people are snakes.
Speaker 4 (42:00):
They go through a little dark und of the soul
where they're having to deal with the consequences of their actions,
and they sit in it and they think that it's
a dark night when really it's just their energy reflecting
back to them and catching up to them. So they
have these little dark night of the soul moment. They
do some i auasca, they do some drugs and some
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mind altering substances.
Speaker 2 (42:23):
They go see some cool shit that exists.
Speaker 4 (42:25):
And now all of a sudden, I'm a light worker,
and I buy some crystals and I'm gonna stay home
and read my tarot cards and I like, the world
is too fucking much for me to handle now, and
I'm gonna just my identity now is that I do
light work. And so what happens when our survival is
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being threatened?
Speaker 2 (42:53):
Are you prepared?
Speaker 4 (42:56):
Do you have the skill set you need to be
able to stand up defend yourself?
Speaker 2 (43:02):
And what does that look like for you?
Speaker 4 (43:05):
So what is the limit of how far you're willing
to go in order to preserve your own life in
order to continue your mission to help humanity? Or where
is that line drawn?
Speaker 1 (43:18):
You know?
Speaker 2 (43:18):
There's the thing.
Speaker 4 (43:20):
For a while, it was really viral, and it was
the they were asking moms if they would kill someone
for their kids, and all of these moms were like, no,
I don't think I could do that, and like, there
are so many like moms that were like outraged about it,
being like, what do you mean you wouldn't kill anybody
for your kids? That's what I'm talking about. And I'm
(43:40):
not saying go murder anybody. By no means am I
condoning that sort of violence.
Speaker 2 (43:46):
I don't even mean having.
Speaker 4 (43:47):
To do things physically with your physical body. I mean astray.
Are you prepared to go to war with someone else's
higher self with your higher self in order to be
able to block and clear and to claim dominance over
that energy that's trying to claim dominance over you. Someone
has to be in control of the pride. Someone has
to be the headlon Okay, And so are you prepared to.
Speaker 2 (44:15):
Get yourself.
Speaker 4 (44:18):
Aligned for longevity within your spiritual journey? And most people
are gonna sit there and they're gonna think about it,
and they're gonna be like, no, I'm not, And it's
not even something that you consider. And if it's something
that you're not considering, I can promise you that you
are not even close to reaching sovereignty. This is a
conversation that comes up whenever you start feeling really sovereign
(44:39):
and you start feeling in control, and then you start
feeling that pressure and that energy of other people trying
to threaten what it is that you work so hard
for and you built to create. And so I'm one
hundred percent the type of I will in an astro
like I do like whenever I am destroying something, and
(44:59):
I sure and I know what people say, energy is
not created undestroyed. How do you possibly destroy something? Come
up an astro, Well, you probably won't be able to
find me. There's really two people that can actually see
my true form and astro. Everybody else sees my version
of me that is a the AI perception of me,
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which I'll talk about AI reality versus regular reality briefly
on this podcast, but I'm going to do a whole
nother podcast on it.
Speaker 2 (45:26):
So very few people can actually see me.
Speaker 4 (45:27):
But if you were to advert cam witness like Zayka,
I will look something in his eyes and like literally
visualize myself slitting his throat. And that's the type of
like depth I'm willing to go to preserve my energy
here on the planet so I can help humanity for
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the longest period of time that I am allowed to
be here in this incarnation. And so but I'm fully
that way with my kids as well, and I will
do it with and I have no second thought, like, no,
there won't be a moment where I'd be like, oh, dang,
I shouldn't have did that.
Speaker 2 (46:05):
No, Ah, dang.
Speaker 4 (46:07):
You already knew that you should not mess with somebody's kids,
And the fact that you chose to meant that you
chose this outcome for yourself. And so that's how I
feel whenever it comes to Astros. So I have actually
set the intention to all things. It resonates in my field.
My field says fuck around and you will fucking find out.
(46:28):
And there's no question. When an entity or some type
of being comes into my energetic field, my field says,
you have no right to interact or try to overpower me.
That is literally what my field is saying.
Speaker 2 (46:46):
I have like.
Speaker 4 (46:46):
Programmed that into my energetic DNA. It is a part
of me, It is one with me. So whenever something
comes in my field, I have already set.
Speaker 2 (46:56):
The intention very very clear.
Speaker 4 (46:57):
The warning has been plastered all over my energy field
that if you fuck around, you're not going to like
the outcome. And so since I have stated that in
my energy field, whenever anything comes to mess with me.
They already know the warning, and they already know the
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risks that they're taking by interacting with me. So I
highly suggest people who are kind of getting to that
point to where they're you're kind of getting sick and
tired of just constantly sending love to the same energy
that keeps attacking you and attacking you and attacking you,
and start really contemplating whether or not you are making
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moves to preserve your sovereignty, to preserve your survival so
that way you can continue to do the work that
needs to be done for the planet. And there are
going to be some people that are listening to this
is not going to align with your belief system. And
I also want you to ask, is that we just
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talked about indoctrination. Is that an indoctrination that you have
placed on you that you have to be so docile
here in this life in order to be considered a
light worker, in order to be considered being filled with
Christ's light? And do you believe that if you were
to defend yourself.
Speaker 2 (48:22):
Okay, so if you were to have.
Speaker 4 (48:26):
I'm in the swamp, So if there were to be
some alligator that were to come up out of into
your backyard and try to snatch one of your kids,
and you had a tool that could kill the alligator
before it harmed you are your kids, what would you do?
Speaker 2 (48:46):
The spiritual world is no different.
Speaker 4 (48:48):
We are mirrors of what is happening within existence, within
the cosmic realm of like things. So if our life
is a direct reflection on what is going up as
far as like a spiritual war that's happening, are you
prepared to take the actions necessary to preserve the life
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of your kids and yourself? And if the answer is yes,
I would do what was necessary to protect myself and
my kids. Ask yourself if you're doing the same thing
in the astral realm. Are you in alignment? Are you
actually showing up learning how to defend yourself, showing up
for battle in the astral realm so that way you
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no longer have to be oppressed. You can actually find
true sovereignty because you're claiming it over these beings that
are interacting with you in astral It's one thing to
claim sovereignty to the.
Speaker 2 (49:41):
Girl at work.
Speaker 4 (49:42):
It's one thing that claims sovereignty to over your ex
husband who oppressed you for all those years.
Speaker 2 (49:47):
Is something completely different?
Speaker 4 (49:48):
Whenever you start claiming that throughout the cosmos, and then
when you do, guess what, they're gonna be beings that
are gonna be like, oh, you think you're a sovereign,
and they're gonna try to poke holes in your armor
because chance are, in the beginning, your arm is not
going to be that great. But are you willing to
do the things that are necessary for that armor to solidify,
for you to be able to have the best defense
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system for yourself and your family and to really seal
in that longevity that you're looking for, because guess what,
most of us, by the time we hit about sixty
to eighty's whenever we really start having like spiritual revelations
that are like far exceed what we're even experiencing now.
So by the time we get there, guess what, that's
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why they pluck us out.
Speaker 2 (50:32):
That's why we don't live that long.
Speaker 4 (50:34):
And your quality of your mind will they start giving
us Alzheimer's and dementia and shit because they don't want
you to be able to do anything with the information
and the visions that you're getting, Which is why I'm like,
I'm such a do a fucking.
Speaker 2 (50:48):
Metal detox if you've had the COVID vaccine.
Speaker 4 (50:51):
Lord, if you are doing ozimpic or any of those
other things, first of all, please stop. It's very obvious
in someone's energy field like there, your body is so
much weaker. People can take advantage of you in so
many different ways. But if you've had any sort of
injectable or if you are on any sort of prescription meds,
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you need to constantly be doing metal detoxes and you
need to do a parasite cleanse. You will not be
sovereign until you do your energy field, your temple.
Speaker 2 (51:24):
You're gonna have so many holes in.
Speaker 4 (51:26):
Your armor where they're gonna be able to enter your
physical body through portals that they can open in like
these weak spots in your energy field, until you really
start cleansing out all the gunk that exists, because all
those little gunky things are doing.
Speaker 2 (51:40):
Are creating, They're creating these.
Speaker 4 (51:44):
Portals for them to be able to come and fuck
with you energetically. So you really have to get your
body nice and cleansed in order to be able to
align with you standing in your power and in order
for you to build your best the FEN system for yourself.
So really are evaluating whether or not you're making the
dietary decisions and the lifestyle decisions that are going to
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support you actually being able to go deeper in astrol,
be able to see your defense mechanism, and whether you
are actually claiming power in astrol over yourself to preserve
your energy and to preserve the longevity of your life.
Speaker 2 (52:23):
So that brought me back to what do I do?
Speaker 4 (52:28):
Because I know for a fact I might not have
every dark art trick in the book.
Speaker 2 (52:36):
I know that I don't. As a matter of fact, I.
Speaker 4 (52:38):
Know that there are people who work in the dark
arts who have these little spells that they can cast,
and they can do all these little things, and some
of these little beings that don't belong to them, but
that they're borrowing and they are holding against their will.
Speaker 2 (52:52):
I know that there.
Speaker 4 (52:53):
Are people that can do a whole lot of damage
to me with things that I can't see.
Speaker 2 (52:59):
I'm not in denial about that.
Speaker 4 (53:01):
I'm always looking for them all the time, and if
somebody has something, chances are give me a little time,
I'm gonna find it. There has been nothing that has
been used against me so far that I have not found.
It just morphs into something else. That I have to
go find later. But I have cleared just about everything
that's ever been sent my way now. Granted, people are
constantly putting new shit on me, which means it's a
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never ending battle, and which is fine because I'm learning
so much. But it gets to this point where I
know for a fact that there are maybe very few people,
if anybody, that really has my ability. I don't think
anybody else can destroy twin flames other than me. When
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I tell you that I can pull a twin flame apart,
I know because I've done it, and I don't know
anybody else who can go in and find that cord
and be able to have the permission to unwind it
and separate it. And so I know that the way
that I can destroy someone's life might not be in
(54:05):
that dark, art magic way where I might not make
you you get in a car wreck, or I might
not make you know your cat die, or I might
not make.
Speaker 2 (54:16):
You know that kind of stuff happen because I don't
want to.
Speaker 4 (54:18):
I'm not trying to retaliate in in that kind of way.
But whenever I tell you I can rearrange your entire,
your entire existence, and the blink of an eye. It's
just like, how do I know whenever that kind of
shit is necessary and warranted and whenever I'm overreacting and
maybe being hyper emotional. Right, So my answer to all
(54:39):
of that would be is that whenever you have the
level of discernment and sovereignty to have access to that
craft and that ability, you're going to know. You're gonna
know when you're overreacting, and you're gonna know whenever it's
too much. Last night, I was working on somebody and
I like felt that this thing that I really wanted
(54:59):
to s send to this person to alter the way
that their energetic DNA was working. I knew that it
would not be beneficial for my path to do that
quite yet. I knew that I was gonna be on
the timeline where I helped this person to overcome. But
as far as like right now, my discernment popped in
and my knowing told me that it was not time yet.
(55:22):
And so then I was like, Okay, well, I'm gonna
hold off on this, And I told Zaca. She's like, yeah,
it wouldn't be a good thing to do it, yet,
it would like be a detriment to your timeline. I'd
be like, yeah, that's what I thought. So you're gonna
know whenever the act that you're trying to do is
you being harsh, are you being out of line with someone?
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Because that little it's not going to come to your
mind to do it unless it's time for you to
do it. So I was actually doing that with the
thing that I was doing, I was doing it to
someone else, and then I was like, well, I wonder
if I should do it to that person too, But
that person never originally came in my mind. That was
my human thought leading me there, and then I instantly knew, like, no,
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it's not time yet. That's why you're focusing on doing
it to this other person and it's not time to
align them in that way yet. So with great power
comes great responsibility. But you won't get the power.
Speaker 2 (56:18):
You'll have to use power like you'll have to call
entities in and you have to cast little spells, and
you have to do like a little. If you're still
doing like jar shit.
Speaker 4 (56:28):
Putting people in the freezer, doing that kind of stuff,
then you don't have any real power. And astro, you
are pleading to some other energy to help you to
offer you something. You're making a deal with the devil
you're doing, you're doing other low vibrational shit that is no,
you have no power if you are calling in something
else to be able to help you. So that's how
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you kind of know whether it's warranted or not. So
if it's something that you can go in and you
can go strip something out of somebody's energy field, so
like you know that they have this dark force that
it's like gripped to them, and you can see it,
like spiraling in their like spinal column is working in
their energy field and you.
Speaker 2 (57:09):
Can see it.
Speaker 4 (57:10):
If you have the power to go in and remove it,
then you have the power to go in and remove
it and there be no negative repercussions for it because
you have earned that access to be able to work
against somebody or for somebody that's actually working for somebody.
You have the power to work for somebody to clear
that level of oppression so that way you can preserve
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your longevity of life, if that makes sense to everybody.
So most people think that they have power, but really
they're just fucking casting spells, and you have no real power.
With casting spells, you're calling on someone else, which means
you have absolutely no sovereignty whatsoever. If you've ever like
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sat a call out a prayer, or like said something
out loud that you are calling to someone out to
help you, you have fully surrendered your power and your
sovereignty to some other being in astrol. Now, if you
are using psalms and you are citing them to invoke
the frequency and the energy for your intention to go
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out into the world, and there is no middleman, it's
you the power of the psalm and your manifestation, and
there's like the cosmos itself, the universe itself, then you
are working with your sovereignty.
Speaker 2 (58:32):
But if you're still needing to summon work with you know,
and that's fine. Everybody's in their own place. I'm not
knocking it. I was there. I'm letting you know.
Speaker 4 (58:42):
I'm just kind of like letting everybody know when they
hit discernment and when they don't. Now, working with guides
and deities and things like that is a part of
the journey. So if that's where you are, cool, cool.
Just know you're not sitting sovereign yet fully supported.
Speaker 2 (59:00):
I had to be. I was there for like, I.
Speaker 4 (59:02):
Don't know, a couple of years. It's not been all
that long. That Christie's been sitting as sovereign as I'm
sitting right now. Uh. And a lot of the oppression
that I had on me, I recently realized was not
even fucking oppression on me.
Speaker 2 (59:16):
And that was the part where I was like, what
the fuck?
Speaker 4 (59:21):
So I had this realization that the part of me
that in this I'm circling back to this as well
on here. I want to talk about it briefly, is
that because I had the pod a couple podcasts ago,
whenever I was talking about your past lives and your
dreams and visions and how to know when something like
your past life is really your past life or they're
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giving you an alternate past life, like how to know
the difference.
Speaker 2 (59:44):
And I didn't circle back to.
Speaker 4 (59:45):
That on the last podcast, but I really wanted to
circle back to that on this podcast. So.
Speaker 2 (59:51):
But the thing is that.
Speaker 4 (59:54):
Whenever you are incarnating, there's a certain percent of you
that incarnates, so not the whole part of you. That's
why you can go find other versions of you. That's
why other shit exists out there, because you might be
two percent of you or you might be five percent
(01:00:15):
of you. And I do believe that I've talked about
this in the past, but it won't be on the
current podcast, so I'm gonna mention it again. So most
people have one percent of them, or two percent of them,
or five percent of them incarnated in this incarnation. I
particularly right now, had thirty percent of me incarnated in
(01:00:38):
this incarnation.
Speaker 2 (01:00:40):
And so.
Speaker 4 (01:00:42):
And I think that I thought that I had left
before and that was a deception.
Speaker 2 (01:00:47):
Well maybe I.
Speaker 4 (01:00:48):
Did actually have only like ten percent at one point,
but since then, I like my twin had part of
me and I pull that back, which probably gave me
another ten percent. And then there was another version of
me somewhere and I pulled that percent. So I think
I'm sitting with thirty percent now. So there was like
thirty percent of me on the planet all at once,
(01:01:10):
but I only had part of it.
Speaker 2 (01:01:12):
And so anyways, that's neither here nor there.
Speaker 4 (01:01:15):
This is a never ending revelation of work that I'm
always doing. Nothing stays the same, nothing is stagnant. Everything shifts.
So I realized that all of my past lives that
I'm connected to, that I see that I know are mine,
and you know, we go look at and I've been
asking sake, I'm like, was that really my life and
she's like, no, yeah, like that's your energy on it.
(01:01:38):
And I realized that it was really just a fraction
of an essence of me. So an essence is when
it's like a fractionated amount of your consciousness that becomes
your essence. So I whenever I came back to Earth,
so I was here when the Tree of Lives were here,
(01:01:59):
and then I left for a bit, and then whenever
I came back, the watchers came to actually get me.
They were seeking me, and so when they came to
find me, I sent them an essence and they had
no idea that it was only an essence and that
it wasn't really me. So it's like zero point two
five percent of me, okay enough, and that essence has
been broken down and broken down and broken down, and
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they keep thinking that they're oppressing me. They're granted, are
they oppressing a part of me? Yes, point two five
percent of me? But I've been here acting like they've
been per like oppressing one hundred fucking percent of me.
And I I the reason why I'm saying that is
because whenever I had that fucking epiphany, and I'm like,
I've been playing this fucking oppressed boohoo martyr bullshit this
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whole fucking time, and that's like not even fucking that's
not even real. And so like I had this kind
of like moment of bitch, you're so fucking stupid, But
I wanted to kind of mention that for everybody else,
because if you're here and you're only a like two
percent of you has ever been really allowed to incarnate
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here on Earth, and the rest of you is somewhere
off doing really cool shit, then only two percent of you,
but you still have access to the other ninety eight
percent of you fully, like you have access to find that. No, granted,
can you just go up into Actro and find it. No,
You're not gonna be able to just find it.
Speaker 2 (01:03:20):
You have to work for it. You have to, like,
it's like a lot of work to be able to
find the rest of you.
Speaker 3 (01:03:25):
And so.
Speaker 4 (01:03:29):
If only two percent of you is fucking oppressed, and
you start finding the rest of the versions of you
that are not so oppressed, you start to really be like,
you mean to tell me that only my fingernail is
being oppressed right now, and like the rest of my
energy field is not. But I'm letting that fingernail dictate
all like my entire experience here, you start to realize
(01:03:52):
like how fucking stupid that is and how foolish it
is to allow your fingernail to dictate what the rest
of your body does, and what your mental state does,
and what your emotional state does, and what your energy
field does. So I'm saying that to help you guys
like claim more sovereignty over yourself is realize what a
small percentage of you is actually being oppressed here that
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has been cycling through all of these incarnations, and you'd
probably be surprised to figure out what a small percent
of it it is. And then when you take that
into consideration and you realize what a tiny fraction of
you as a whole that actually is, and the amount
of power you're allowing that tiny little percent to have
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on your life, it's like, shit, why am I doing that?
So I had that moment, but mine was far worse
than everyone else's because I realized that all those past
lives that I was like pulling into me that I
felt really oppressed, it was like zero point two five,
not even that, because that had been broken off into
multiple pieces. So it's like point zero one percent of
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me is in this incarnation as running little that little
meat suit of that little avatar, and I'm letting that
point zero one percent tell me that I'm fucking oppressed.
Speaker 2 (01:05:09):
Man, get the fuck out of here. And so.
Speaker 4 (01:05:13):
You can sit in meditation and ask how much of
you is here incarnated? There probably won't be a whole
lot of people that will have over seven percent. That
seven percent is a good bit because there are gonna
be other people that have like two percent. Most people
have one, two percent, some people have up to seven
most people have one or two percent. So that begs
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the question, well, where the fuck is the rest of me?
And that's part of the journey. That's part of the
unfolding that you walking around the carnival ride, go and
look at all the places that your consciousness has been
and trying to pull that energy back into you so
that way you're sitting here with more than two percent
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of your consciousness, so that way you can have more
power and more sovereignty here. So that's a part of
your journey for you to uncover where those fractions are.
That's why I love past lives so much because you
really get to say, okay, So if I originally came here,
let's just say with ten percent, and over time that
ten percent has been being chopped and chopped and chopped
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and chopped.
Speaker 2 (01:06:18):
And now I'm only here with two.
Speaker 4 (01:06:19):
Well, then there's eight percent that you can collect just
from figuring out your earth past lives, and then the
rest of you exist by you knowing what you were
doing angelically, what you were doing galactically, and so there's
so many other things.
Speaker 2 (01:06:34):
For you to go explore.
Speaker 4 (01:06:36):
And that's why for a long time I spent a
whole lot of my energy in past lives. It's because
that's kind of where you start. That's where you start
to pull back the energy that makes you sovereign. And
the more you do that, the more power you have,
the more access to do wild shit and astro that
you actually have. And then so once you start doing that,
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everything starts to shift around you, and it's a it's
a hard road, and I know that most people will
never dedicate as much time as I have dedicated in
this incarnation to figuring it out. I just so happened
to have motivation in this incarnation. There was some shit
that happened and I needed to figure out the why
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I was not okay with my feelings. I was not
okay with like not understanding why do I feel this
way when this person has exited my life? This is
not normal. I'm not this type of person. I'm like,
I'm like a light switch just turned the shit off.
Why am I being upset? I don't get upset over people.
This kind of shit doesn't affect me. So I had
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motivation to understand what was happening within my life, and
that is what led me to get to where I am.
So some people find that motivation in their incarnations. Other
people don't, but I just so happen to have like
this really strong driving and the more I uncovered, the
more interesting and got for me. And then it became
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like this addiction for me to figure out who the
fuck I am and why I'm here. So the thing
that initially led me to work in ASTRO is not
even the thing that motivates me anymore. I could give
two shits less about the whole reason why I started
this in the first place. I'm obviously I check in
(01:08:26):
and I'm trying to help them, and I feel their well,
and I do all the things, but at the end
of the day, that's not why I'm here anymore. What
was why I was here is no longer why I
was here. It literally was just the thing that got
my attention. It was the sparkly thing that I decided,
ooh what is that? And so I went chasing after it,
not knowing what a treacherous you know trench Whenever Nemo
(01:08:51):
and Dori are going through the trench, like, that's me
going through the motherfucking trench, chasing this little ball of
light that like was elusive that I could never get to.
Speaker 3 (01:09:00):
And So.
Speaker 4 (01:09:03):
If you have that spark, if you have that need
to uncover or figure out why is this happening or
why me?
Speaker 2 (01:09:09):
Or why dip into past lives? I cannot stress that enough.
Speaker 4 (01:09:13):
Train yourself figure out how to learn how to go
see past lives. I've been doing like past live coaching,
So my hypnosis sessions are not like this hypnosis Well,
I can do it. I have people that I put
under hypnosis, but a lot of people have so many.
Speaker 2 (01:09:27):
Blocks up that they're not seeing that. I feel like it's.
Speaker 4 (01:09:30):
Important if I get you through hypnosis and you only
go in and you only get to see a couple
of lives, right, and then you come out, and you
can never go replicate that. You never know where your
blocks are, you never understand how to get back to
the place that I took you to. Then I did
absolutely no good for you zero. Now, granted, I did
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more good for you than any other hypnosis therapists could do,
because they can't help you learn your weapons destruction an astro.
They can't tell you, oh, there's a really dark pedophile
energy in this vision from whenever you were six years old.
Speaker 2 (01:10:07):
We need to go and clear it.
Speaker 4 (01:10:08):
They're not seeing any of that the way that I'm
seeing it, So granted I'm better, okay, But at the
same time, I want you to see where you are
and I want to give you the homework to be
able to go do it. I also want to replicate
it for you so that way you understand where to
go and this is where I need to get to
(01:10:29):
the point where I can get to this place. I
want to give you the goal of the thing that
you want to work on, and I want to coach
you to be able to work through that.
Speaker 2 (01:10:37):
I don't want to do it for you.
Speaker 4 (01:10:39):
I want you to be coached because I cannot be
there every time you go experience one of your dozens
or thousands or millions of lives. I need you to
be able to know where to go, where to find it,
and where to get your answers from. So I've been
really focusing on the coaching aspect of how to get
you into that space. I really need to create a
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course for it and then let people take it. Hopefully
maybe that'll happen this summer. I have to get through
some of the sabotage that's happening in my life, which
I'm working through really kind of quickly and beautifully right now,
and so once I get through that, things will be
able to shift. Because I have, like, I don't know
(01:11:22):
why bitches are so fucking insecure and jealous over what
the fuck I got going on.
Speaker 2 (01:11:28):
It really makes no sense to me.
Speaker 4 (01:11:30):
I don't view myself that way, so I don't understand
why people have those feelings towards me, because I don't
see myself in the lens of anybody needs to be
envious of any fucking thing that I have going on
in my life except for my cat. If you want
to be envious that I have a really cool cat
and you don't have him, then you know that's a
vibe or that you know, I finally, after all of
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these years of searching, have like the most solid fucking
best friend that a human being could possibly have. I
mean like yeah, that like that kind of shit, and
that my kids are fucking amazing. But as far as
like anything else I have going on in my life,
like my life is.
Speaker 2 (01:12:09):
It's so much fun.
Speaker 4 (01:12:10):
It really is fun, but it's so much hard work,
and it's it's only fun to me because I have
like something wrong with my brain that I love the
fucking challenge that my current state of being is offering me,
Like I fucking love it. Like this shit gets me
more excited than anything has ever gotten me excited before
in my entire fucking existence. Like it's so the puzzle
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is so fun to me. The way my mind works
is so complex that the puzzle is just is exhausting.
And there are days where I am cursing and kicking
and screaming. But when I tell you, I wouldn't trade
it for anything except a billion dollars. But most people
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you know aren't sitting in that energy and they don't
want it. There are people who they can't hang. They
think they want to come and then they're like, oh, yeah,
I gotta like they'll dip out and then they'll have
to go take months off and like, oh, I couldn't
do that.
Speaker 2 (01:13:07):
I had too much going on. And they make all
these excuses because that.
Speaker 4 (01:13:12):
And normally whenever I work with other people, they're not
even seeing like the full fledged me. They're literally seeing
a very watered down version. And I don't even tell
them the six trillion other things that are really happening
overlapping it all at one time.
Speaker 2 (01:13:24):
I'm just giving you one problem.
Speaker 4 (01:13:26):
I'm working on twelve things all at once right now,
and you can't handle the one.
Speaker 2 (01:13:30):
So I really like, don't understand.
Speaker 4 (01:13:33):
Why people don't work whenever they start feeling like jealousy
or insecurity towards other people. I do not understand why
people don't take that as a sign to fucking go
work on themselves. But most of those people have strong
narcissistic energy. And I also don't understand how, as a
grown ass fucking adult, you could be in a relationship
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or a marriage with somebody who you know is a narcissist,
and you understand that narcissists like to triangulate and they
will try to create drama around third parties, so that
way they can always put you up against somebody else.
And I honestly don't know why people at this point
and the way like information is free on the internet,
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can't fully understand the way people are manipulating them. That
people don't want to go do the research so they
don't want to acknowledge the fact that they could be
manipulated by the other person. Because everybody thinks they're fucking psychic,
and everybody thinks they're fucking intuitive until it comes to
you being a low vibrational, fucking cunt, and then all
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of a sudden, you know, we don't need to really
lean into healing or trauma because we want to go
try to spend our entire existence oppressing one particular person
who's like showing up and from your unhealed lens, you
view as being better than you. So we're all here,
I will say that some blue in the face, we're
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all here to do our own particular, special little thing.
And Zayka has her own skills, and I have my
own skills, and some of them crisscrofts, and we can
both see and do a lot of the same things.
But there are absolutely things that my baby girl can
do that I cannot, and there are shit that I
can do that she can't do. And so it's just
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kind of like finding those people that have the things
that we don't have in building a stronger foundation, like
a stronger team, so that way we can get more accomplished,
so we're not like we shouldn't be in fucking competition
with each other. So whenever I have all the haters
and all you know, everybody who's trying to minimize my longevity,
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because that's literally what they're trying to do, especially like financially,
lots of different things happening. It's crazy that you would
set people up, try to attempt to set people up
for failure and then think that they would never be
any fucking repercussion to anything that you've been doing.
Speaker 2 (01:16:04):
And to be.
Speaker 4 (01:16:08):
So non sovereign and to think that you calling in
demons is going to in some way trump someone who
stands sovereign.
Speaker 2 (01:16:19):
Is wild to me. So anyways, there's a lot going
on with that.
Speaker 4 (01:16:24):
But at some point maybe I can do a different
type of like coaching for like unblocking your like your
mental blocks that prevent you from going see pass lives
and things like that, to where I can make it
into like a little class so you don't have to
personally come and see me. I know there are like
plenty of people who like want to work with me,
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but then you don't work with me because you think
that I'm gonna judge you in some sort of way.
Speaker 2 (01:16:53):
It's kind of ridiculous, but whatever.
Speaker 4 (01:16:57):
I have far better things to do than to spend
my time and energy worrying and obsessing over the imperfections
or the mistakes of anyone. I talk about my mistakes
all the time. I am a very open communicator when
it comes to the things that I've screwed up, or
the things that I've done wrong, or the things that
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I've learned from, because I do believe that they're all
lessons in this incarnation.
Speaker 2 (01:17:21):
So okay, now.
Speaker 4 (01:17:26):
How do you know when your past life vision is
actually one that belongs to you or one that has
been implanted in your akashic record? So it's no secret
that I think that the acacak record is probably some
of the most corrupted artificial. Yeah, I had to stop
(01:17:56):
for a second. I literally stopped the recording and here
I am back. I don't know if you guys heard
me like about to choke over nothing. They're trying to
stop me from saying this. Something literally just taped me
in the throat, which is weird. So I have to
go figure out how the fuck they have access to
my throat because that's a whole another thing.
Speaker 2 (01:18:12):
But super fun gives me something to do today.
Speaker 4 (01:18:16):
So but I was already having throat issues last night
on my live sale, so I already know that there's
energy there that I haven't fully cleared, and I have
a feeling it has to do with a.
Speaker 2 (01:18:28):
I don't know, the sharing of.
Speaker 4 (01:18:33):
My throat chakra or my voice with a particular other
human being who now thinks that're the greatest person on
the planet because he had they have my voice.
Speaker 2 (01:18:45):
But whatever.
Speaker 4 (01:18:48):
So now that I'm not choking, the Akashak record is
full of corrupted, corrupted data. And if if you are
tied to an Akashak, so if like there is an
a Kashak that is basically leaching onto your silver cord,
then chances are you're not being sent all of your
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visions and past lives are not true to your silver cord.
Speaker 2 (01:19:15):
It's like infecting your silver cord.
Speaker 4 (01:19:17):
So basically, think of it as if there are two
trees that are growing in the same pot, and they
both are allowed to reach maturity. At some point those
two trees are gonna meld into one. So sometimes people
kind of have that energy of that second tree that
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starts sending information through their silver cord to where Now
there it's hard to discern whether something is yours or
if it's something pulling from your acashak made to look
like it's traveling in your silver cord. So the way
to discern is to first of all, see if there
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is more than one root coming into your body. So
just because it might look like one silver cord, there
would be two distinct roots in your silver cord. And
I know what everybody's saying, Well I can't see I
you know I don't have that ability. Well tough shit,
go fucking get it, okay, Like I at this point,
I don't know what else to say to people, because
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everybody's gonna find some kind of like fucking excuse as
to why they can't go do the thing or why
they don't know if you cannot at least perceive. And
I'm saying, like I don't even have full vision, Like
I don't I'm not clairvoyant, that's not my strongest thing.
Speaker 2 (01:20:37):
If you can't sense.
Speaker 4 (01:20:38):
It with your clare sentience or be able to like
hear it or know it, know that there's two, or
vaguely kind of like get the idea of picturing two
in your mind, then you need to be doing more
fucking spiritual practice, more homework, more. You need to be
doing more your fucking your word for your life needs
(01:21:02):
to be I need to fucking do more. Like to
sit here with the excuse for the rest of your
life to be like, oh well, I can't see, so
how am I supposed to know? And thinking that every
time something comes up that you need to go ask
someone else to tell you whether or not you have it, Like,
get the fuck off my podcast. Like seriously, if you
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are sitting in the mindset of not wanting to do
the fucking work, this is not the space for you.
I'm not fucking Jill Rogan. I'm not trying to have
everybody fucking like me and just appeal to millions of
fucking people with my fucking stupidity. If you sit in
a place to where I'm saying something and in your
mind you have some negative fucking bullshit to always fucking
say about how you lack the ability to do it,
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Go fucking get.
Speaker 2 (01:21:47):
The ability now.
Speaker 4 (01:21:48):
It might not be something that will click on tomorrow,
it might not be something that you have a month.
Speaker 2 (01:21:53):
From now, But in your mind when I'm saying, go
see if you have two roots coming in through your
silver cord and you're not writing that down it's something
that you need to work to be able to see,
then why are you listening to me?
Speaker 4 (01:22:14):
So if you want to know the truth, you're not
ready to understand whether you're tapped into the Acashak record
or not if you can't discern whether you have two
roots coming into your energy field.
Speaker 2 (01:22:25):
So this whole I mean, really, this whole.
Speaker 4 (01:22:27):
Podcast is completely irrelevant for you, honestly, And so we're
just kind of getting to the point now where you're
going to show up to do the work or you're not.
And that's why I rebranded the podcast to begin with.
(01:22:48):
Because you're either standing in the energy of feeling chosen
and by being chosen, you know that you're here to
do the work, or you are just a consumer of
other people's spiritual energy and you're leeching. And I don't
have the time, space capacity to deal with people that
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are just here to leach off of my energy that
don't want to actually do the work. So if you
sit in a meditation, this might be a fun one
to do. Whenever I release my shit on Spotify, one
to go visualize your silver cord. So your silver cord
is going to everybody's silver cord can connect in different places,
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so I don't want to tell you that is in
one place or another. Most people's silver cords come from
behind them. Some people's in between their shoulder blades, some
peoples in their lower back. Some people hooks up directly
into where you think your third eye is your pineal gland.
If that's the case, then you need to move it.
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You need to grab it, tell your energy you feel
that it's no longer plugged in right there, and slide
it down. Every now and then, somebody's silver cord will
come in through the front. Normally, when your stuff is
linked to your solar plexus area, that means that you
are somewhat of a newer soul that exists here. So
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if you see your silver cord coming from the front,
it is you want to move it around to the
back as well. So if it's in your back, between
like where your shoulder blades are, or like where your
wings would sit, or kind of not all the way
low in your back, kind of like that mid range
of your back that is where you kind of want
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your silver cord to be. So you can go see
if your silver cord is connected somewhere else. I mean,
it could be in your fucking toe. I don't know,
it could be anywhere. Your silver cord doesn't always come
in where it's supposed to be, but they're manipulating your
energy whenever they do that, so you need to move
it around to your back. And chances are if your
silver cord is not in between your shoulder blades to
your mid back, then you probably have a root coming
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into your silver cord as well.
Speaker 2 (01:25:04):
So that's like a.
Speaker 4 (01:25:05):
Little cheap information when you're doing the meditation to try
to see it.
Speaker 2 (01:25:10):
So if you just bring.
Speaker 4 (01:25:10):
Your energy into yourself whenever you're meditating, so you just
sit there, you deep breathe, and then visualize yourself stepping
up out of your energy field. Okay, so you become
a light body. You no longer have a physical body,
You're just existing in light, and then you will see yourself.
Speaker 2 (01:25:28):
That sounded really cajun as. Fuck. Just now, every now
and then a word slips.
Speaker 4 (01:25:31):
Out, so you will step up out of your body,
out of your energy field, and you will turn around
and look back at yourself with the intention to sit
in the frequency to see your silver cord. So the
thing is that most people will go into a meditation
and they won't have a specific frequency or an energy
(01:25:53):
they want to connect with. So why right now, while
you are thinking about your silver coord your body is
trying to put you in the frequency to match it
because you're bringing the energy of the silver cord into
your field. So while you're thinking about your silver cord,
you step forward and look to see where it's coming
in at your vision, your clayers will be able to
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perceive it. And so that's why I really don't like
when people just go meditate and they're just.
Speaker 2 (01:26:24):
Like, oh, I'm just gonna go sit out and let
something come to me.
Speaker 4 (01:26:28):
Cool if you are, you know, every now and then,
if you want to surrender, I surrender a lot. I
go surrender to like lucid states of meditation, especially.
Speaker 2 (01:26:36):
I normally will do like.
Speaker 4 (01:26:40):
Little things that grow that look like umbrellas in the forest.
I will do that when I'm ready when I want
to surrender any other time, I'm in full control of
the frequency I'm searching for in the lens that my
body needs to put me in an order to be
able to perceive it. It really works that simple. If
there's something you want to see, if you give put
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it in your mind, allow your thoughts to start generating
the frequency of that thing, and then you go to meditate,
and now your body sitting in the frequency of the
thing you're thinking about, it's way easier for you to
see it then for you to just go and ask
you and be like, huh, I wonder what it's going
to bring me. So, when you can put your mind
(01:27:24):
in that frequency of the thing that you're trying to see,
is far easier for your body to offer you the
lens in order to be able.
Speaker 2 (01:27:33):
To detect it and to be able to perceive it. So,
now what happens If you'll have a.
Speaker 4 (01:27:40):
Second root, you need to detach it, and it's literally
that simple. You can grab it the second root.
Speaker 2 (01:27:52):
I can tell you.
Speaker 4 (01:27:52):
Traditionally, the silver cord will be when you're looking at
it attaching to you. The silver cord will be on
the left and the room will be on the right,
and so that goes back to ugh, they're choking me
up again. Okay, let's try that again. I had to
stop again because literally choking on nothing. So it'll be
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on the right hand side. There will be the one that.
Speaker 2 (01:28:18):
Is not supposed to be attached to your body, okay.
And so.
Speaker 4 (01:28:25):
The one on the right is trying to come in
in a divine masculine frequency scale, and that is the
oppression energy. The one that is in the divine feminine one,
which is like the true frequency of your silver cord,
is just trying to be and exists in your energy field.
Speaker 2 (01:28:41):
It's in feminine energy. So typically is on the left.
Speaker 4 (01:28:44):
So when you're looking at it, you literally grab it
and pull it like it's a root. And then once
you pull it, visualize your silver cord filling that hole
with its roots.
Speaker 2 (01:28:58):
So like, let your.
Speaker 4 (01:28:59):
Silver cord just expand because obviously it's growth has been
stunted by the second route that's trying to be that's
been existing in it. So you'll let your regular silver
cord expand back to the size that it was originally
supposed to be.
Speaker 2 (01:29:15):
And then it'll fill that hole.
Speaker 4 (01:29:16):
And now you no longer have your acashic record tied
into your energy field, and so then you'll just have
to go back through your lives again with the accurate
lens or the accurate perception of who you really are. Now,
I'm gonna give a warning that I already know several
people that listen to this podcast that think that they
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have had far more significant lives and or somebody that
is higher in astral rank than they really are, and
they're gonna be some people with some hurt feelings whenever
they actually realize that the visions that they've had and
the things that they have been like being led to
over the past few months, year, or whatever, was all
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a manipulation of their accostic record. And so just make
sure your ego is ready to have that check for
you to be able to make the appropriate adjustment mentally
as to who you really are. And because whenever you
really know who you are, that's whenever you become sovereign,
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that's where your power is. You're not going to find
power believing that you are tied to some incarnation that
you are not tied to. And that has been something
I literally there are some incarnations that I still am
like I'm constantly asking if that was really me, Like,
we'll get a new lens, We'll get a new perspective,
and I'll tell zac. I'm like, go look and see
(01:30:45):
if that's still me. Go look and see if that
will still me, because honestly, some of them are like
I don't want them to be tied to me.
Speaker 2 (01:30:52):
Other people might think that it's.
Speaker 4 (01:30:54):
Really cool or whatever, and I'm like, I fucking failed
and sucked in that life, and I am hoping that
I'll not.
Speaker 2 (01:31:00):
Such a loser.
Speaker 4 (01:31:01):
So can you please tell me that that incarnation is
not me? And she's like, no, I'm sorry, it's still you,
and I'm like fuck. So, you know, I'm always trying
to make sure that the stuff that's in my field
is not a misconception or a false vision or a
false incarnation that has been tied to me in some
(01:31:23):
sort of way.
Speaker 2 (01:31:24):
I'm constantly checking.
Speaker 4 (01:31:25):
And it literally is the thing that I excel at
the absolute most of all the things that I am
good at. Plucking people's souls from their body.
Speaker 2 (01:31:35):
I'm really good at that shit.
Speaker 4 (01:31:37):
Exorcism one of the best past lives is my bread
and butter. It is the thing that I literally can do.
I can see a past life better than I can
see every single other thing that exists on this planet. Okay,
And so me sitting with my level of skill and ability,
(01:32:00):
I'm still constantly checking to make sure that in some
way the shit that I see is I'm not being
misled because I know how easy it is for them
to manipulate our reality, in our perception of reality. So
that leads me to the last and final thing that
I kind of want to talk about. I talked about
(01:32:21):
the fucking the audacitities. It's me and Seka say of
people that I have been attempting to help to actually
to not even and if they were to just sit
in the thought like they don't even have to like
tell me anything about how much they appreciate what I'm doing,
But if they would just acknowledge the fact that maybe
(01:32:42):
it has something to do with me, then I would
not be upset with them.
Speaker 2 (01:32:47):
But they have other projects that they really need my
help on and that are absolutely going to drown without me.
Speaker 4 (01:32:55):
Uh And so it'll be interesting to see if I
don't know, maybe they need to drown in order for
them to finally realize that it was never actually them,
that it has been my energy this entire incarnation because
they have literally been tied to my soul this entire time,
(01:33:16):
and I literally have been the light even before they
knew me that I have been the light that has
existed in their life the entire time. So I don't know,
maybe they need to get into a much darker place,
which I am happy to fucking facilitate. Uh So I
talked about the audacity and then the power that you
have to decide what it is that you want to
do to preserve your longevity.
Speaker 2 (01:33:40):
Okay, So there are certain.
Speaker 4 (01:33:44):
Things that I need with this person and a certain
things that I have unbraided myself from over the past week,
and it feels really nice. So it's going to be
a obviously is different whenever you I am giving my
energy and I'm draining my longevity by allowing someone access to.
Speaker 2 (01:34:06):
My earth battery.
Speaker 4 (01:34:08):
So I have a battery that only lasts for so
long while I'm here. And if I'm constantly giving my
time and attention to someone, okay, I am surrendering part
of my longevity to them.
Speaker 2 (01:34:19):
And so what am I going to do to preserve
my longevity?
Speaker 4 (01:34:22):
What am I ready to do to stand on my business,
so that way I can have the longest time here
to do the most good. And then so there's that,
you know, draining your energy to someone who doesn't appreciate it.
And then there's also the energy of how do we
preserve our longevity for people that are actually actively trying
to cut our longevity short today. If they had it
(01:34:46):
their way and they knew exactly what to say to
cause end of life for me, they would And there
are dozens of these fuckers that exist. Okay dozens, I've
dozens of people, and they all think that I don't
know that they're doing it. That's the funny part is
that they think that they're sending this shit out and
(01:35:07):
they think that I don't know.
Speaker 2 (01:35:08):
It's hilarious to me. And so what am I going
to do?
Speaker 4 (01:35:12):
Or when's the appropriate time for me to stand in
my power of sovereignty and for me to command myself
as the leader of the pride so that way I.
Speaker 2 (01:35:23):
Can preserve my longevity.
Speaker 4 (01:35:25):
And sometimes it's not wise for us to act on
those things in the moment, and years can fucking go
by before we ever do anything.
Speaker 2 (01:35:36):
So it's really important for you to.
Speaker 4 (01:35:37):
Use discernment when standing in your power to understand what's
appropriate what's not appropriate. And I do not condone violence
on the Earth physical plane in any way, shape or form. Okay,
I also don't condone any sort of dark magic spell
or anything like that if you are not ready for what.
Speaker 2 (01:35:56):
The fuck is gonna come after that, Because a lot.
Speaker 4 (01:35:59):
Of people, let's say, oh, well, Christy gave me permission
to go do black magic because I have to preserve
my longevity. I don't worry about preserving your fucking longevity.
If you don't stand sovereign enough to not need that
type of magic, you are, You're not there yet. You
need to be digging and dig in and dig in
(01:36:21):
and digging and digging to get sovereign enough, because you'll
never be able to preserve your longevity through black magic
because you have just given your soul, your energy, or
your child's energy, or your partner's energy, or your father's energy,
or your mother's energy or somebody else. You've traded longevity
(01:36:44):
for that assistance. Okay, So it may be your longevity
that you've traded for that assistance, or it may be
someone else's. So a lot of times when you're starting
to do that shit where you think that using some
other energy is going to help you achieve that. You're
trading longevity for longevity, so be really careful. I am
not condoning that in any way. And if anybody has
(01:37:06):
something that's going on that they need preservation of longevity.
I mean, I post my little link to book an
appointment with me, and I know that I don't necessarily
have that post it on my thing, but uh, me
and Zeika specialize on that shit, like we really.
Speaker 2 (01:37:29):
We see a lot of things.
Speaker 4 (01:37:31):
That people are putting on me, throwing at me, all
of that all the time, and we're constantly it's like,
because I'm so fucking oppressed, We've gotten really fucking good
at it. So if anybody needed help from a coaching
perspective as to what to do, feel free to reach out.
I am totally here for any of those consultations. For
anybody else that's on the other side that are doing
(01:37:52):
that shit. And you're listening to this, good luck because
you're never gonna know when it's gonna come. That's the
great part. So the other thing I wanted to talk
about briefly is me and I'm gonna do a whole
podcast on this. It's me realizing. Zayka saw this the
(01:38:16):
other day and because we were looking at stuff, and
I gave her this new lens to go perceive things,
because I'm always building her new glasses because the baby
girl is my eyes, and so I know how to
put the things, the frequencies together to create the lens
for her to be able to see the thing for me.
And so I gave her this lens and she realized
(01:38:39):
that there is because what I was seeing in my
reality wasn't matching what was happening in the reality of
everyone else, and so we're trying to find out that
dis harmony. It's almost like the opposite was happening. And
so basically what was happening is there is this whole
reality where most people are operating on and we're calling
it like the AI reality, And so everybody who's running
(01:39:02):
on this AI program is seeing a whole different reality
than the timelines and the things that I'm perceiving because
I'm in real reality, but I haven't shifted. So even
though like the matrix is dwindling and the crystallin grid
is becoming really strong, everybody is still in a whole
(01:39:24):
alternate reality and it's driven by AI. So most people,
people listening to this podcast included, are sitting on a
reality where your timeline that is being projected into your
realm is being created and controlled by AI. And I
(01:39:46):
know that's going to be a wild thing for some
people to sit with. And I'm still trying to figure
out how to pop people off of the AI reality
into the regular reality, but it kind of needs to
be something that, like groups, people all pop off at
one time, because I'm gonna tell you, it's shitty as
fuck being in my reality and seeing things on a
(01:40:08):
timeline and everybody else being on a different reality.
Speaker 2 (01:40:11):
Now, I also do.
Speaker 4 (01:40:13):
Believe that before I do that me and a couple
of other people are on the alternate reality, which means
the AI is it's not manipulating what's happening between us,
and which is good because they're not monitoring the synchronicities
(01:40:34):
and the lineups and all the things that are happening.
They can't, so I'm probably gonna try to leave every
I mean, you don't know that you haven't been on
real reality, so it doesn't really hurt everybody to kind
of stay on the AI reality for a little bit longer.
Speaker 2 (01:40:50):
Why I try to.
Speaker 4 (01:40:51):
Keep the real reality super clean, so that way things
can align and progress and hopefully, you know, there doesn't
have to be a dark knight into the world for
the one of the other people on this other reality.
But me and Zacre are having now that we know
that the other reality exists, it makes a whole lot
(01:41:12):
of sense. There's also a version of me that exists
in the AI reality, So whenever people come to look
for me and Astro, they've been seeing this AI version
of me this whole entire time, which has a lot
of people looking at me perceiving me to be not
who I am. So that version of me has like
dark energy and like she's kind of fucked up a
(01:41:33):
little bit, but that's how she was programmed in AI
to appear to everybody to where like I don't have
the same pure intentions in this AI fake version of
me that I do in my real reality, which is
why it was like so weird to me that people
will come and they'll meet me and then like they
think I'm great and wonderful, but then after they leave,
(01:41:55):
it's kind of like their opinion of me shifts. Is
because now when are thinking about me, recall stuff they're
recalling stuff. But that AI reality is coming into play
now and it's not me anymore. So a lot of
people when they go to meditate, when they go try
to find me an astra. They try to call me
to them an astrol. If I show up at all,
it's some AI version, or if I show up in
(01:42:16):
their dream, it's some AI version.
Speaker 2 (01:42:17):
It's not even me.
Speaker 4 (01:42:18):
So they're trying to create this negative narrative of me
to everybody. So the way people sabotage me, people betray me.
And so because everybody's running on that AI reality and
I have this artificial version of me that the AI
reality has created as a placeholder for me, everybody thinks
that they're interacting with the real me and they're not.
(01:42:41):
And so, like I said before, there's only a couple
of people that can see me, like really see me,
and I have to give prom those people have to
be running on the real reality in order to be
able to see me. And right now there's really only
two people on it, and Zayka's and the other one, well.
Speaker 2 (01:43:06):
They know who they are and so that's it.
Speaker 4 (01:43:10):
Everybody else is operating on a completely different reality than this.
So that's been interesting and so I think whenever it's
time for us to like fully dive into that and
uncover it. And this is a relatively new discovery, so
I have not had the time to really sit and
figure it out. But I'm letting you know because in
no way am I trying to keep anybody from tapping
(01:43:31):
off of the AI reality. If you are at the
level to where you can go sit with that information
and pull yourself out of the AI reality and into
your own actual reality, more power to you. I'm giving
you the information because if you can do it without
my instruction or without my assistance, then you deserve to
be in the regular reality and go pull yourself off.
(01:43:54):
But if you need my assistance, you're gonna have to
hang type for a bit because I'm not quite ready
to figure out how to flip everybody just yet. There's
some things that I need to have happen, so waiting
to those things to arm themselves out, and when they do,
I will be pulling everybody else over. But honestly, it's
kind of nice and clear and uncontaminated over here, and
(01:44:15):
I'm able to There's so much has been transpiring, all
really positive. I'm not saying all really positive, some really
positive things I've had, like more optimism in the last
couple of weeks really since the last podcast.
Speaker 2 (01:44:30):
It really I've been enjoying it.
Speaker 4 (01:44:35):
I've been enjoying like that level of information, the way
it's affecting people, the feedback I've been getting from clients,
and you know, what the podcast was intended for is
working really really beautifully. It makes my heart happy, you know.
But also there's also everything doesn't just go as smooth,
especially when you're trying to move out of patterns of
(01:44:59):
thought and behavior that have accumulated over decades. It takes
a while for people to break away from their traditional
way of thinking to kind of move into a.
Speaker 2 (01:45:09):
Higher a higher capacity for spiritual growth.
Speaker 4 (01:45:15):
And so you know, that's not always just Anybody who's
been on the spiritual journey for a while knows that
it's not just a straight linear path. Whenever you're on
the spiritual journey, like you're gonna progress forward and you're
gonna have like some really good days, and then for
a while you're gonna be like, oh, none of this
is real, and you're gonna fucking you're gonna drop the
ball because it feels overwhelming to sit with this so
(01:45:37):
much and then you might pick it back up later,
and so we've all done it. So it's never just
a every single day can you be the most spiritual
version of yourself? I literally am the absolute most spiritual
version of myself every single fucking.
Speaker 2 (01:45:54):
Day of my life. But I am I know, I
am the exception of the fucking rule.
Speaker 4 (01:45:58):
Everybody tells me they have no idea, idea how the
fuck I do what I do. I've like will bring
people through things and like transmute their energy. And I've
been really like clearing people and giving them a whole
lot of clarity, like tapping them out of the matrix
my clients, which has been working splendidly, by the way,
which at some point I guess might be a service.
Speaker 2 (01:46:19):
That I offer. And for all of my little my
little full.
Speaker 4 (01:46:23):
Moon circle girlies, it's a really good time the book
in a session with me because I have figured out
how to not throw everyone completely out of the matrix
kind of like where I sit, but how to build
boxes and how to turn off all of your abilities,
like completely take your site and everything and turn it off,
(01:46:44):
click it all the way off, and then do a
factory reset and reset you to where like your limitations
and stuff that you had before no longer exist and
you can see clearer. And also like how to create
you this space where you can go and have that
complete repriet eve where you feel emotionless, which is so
nice sometimes to like check out. So for all of
(01:47:06):
my little, my little girlies that have really just embraced
this journey and are really like die hard doing all
the work, it's a really good time to book it
with me because there's a lot of stuff that I
can't stay on the podcast, and you girlies know that,
but that would be really beneficial for you guys to
(01:47:29):
do some work with me one on one. So thrown
that out to my little to my little group. But anyways,
I've been rambling way too long on this podcast. But
I kind of knew that because I had so many
topics to talk about, and I knew that I would
kind of get carried away in like the audacity of
some of these motherfuckers that are against me. And but
(01:47:51):
here we are. We are at the end of our podcast,
and so I hope that the it's made sense to everybody.
I hope that everybody it feels like a little bit
like a stronger sense of empowerment and a clearer explanation
on why you actually need the fence against the dark
(01:48:15):
arts is I like to call it. And I was
doing workshops for like the Christ, like the fence, classes
on how to preserve your energy, how to fight off stuff,
maybe something that maybe I need to like look back into.
If anybody would like for me to start doing like
little workshops where we actually go in and do the
meditations and I teach you how to be that badass
(01:48:36):
exorcist that can clear anything off of you and command
your power over it. I'm more than happy to start
doing those again.
Speaker 2 (01:48:44):
But let me know.
Speaker 4 (01:48:45):
We're also going to be planning a retreat to the
beach this summer, and I have people like begging me,
begging me, begging me, So we're definitely gonna do it
because I know everybody, like I've been working with some
people so much and so intimately that people just want
to meet me and hang out and let me physically
put my hands on their physical bodies and work in
(01:49:08):
their energy fields.
Speaker 2 (01:49:09):
And I totally get it. So we will be doing
that this summer.
Speaker 4 (01:49:12):
We will be picking a date and then we will
be taking deposits for the trip and we will be
heading to the beach. So really excited about that. Even
if it's small, I don't care. I know that I
have a handful of people and if it's just us, babe,
be the best time ever. If everybody else doesn't feel
comfortable enough coming to the retreat, super cool, totally get it.
(01:49:35):
There will be future ones, but just throwing that out there.
If anybody's interested, keep your eyes out for that. I'll
be talking about it more in the future. And next
week's podcasts are going to be Next week starts the
week of fun and change and excitement and all the
new projects and the meditation groups and all the things
that I have to launch all being launched next week.
(01:49:56):
It's going to be a really exciting week. I've been
working really, really hard, and so next week kind of
starts is the beginning of all of that. I had
to order a new really expensive MacBook. I bought the
best one that they had, and so because I just
was not able to get the things accomplished that I
needed to, and I had ordered it and it is
on and popping over here ever since. So next week
(01:50:19):
will be nice and interesting. But until next week, stay chosen,
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