#53 You Signed Up For This!

It's go time. Time to stop self sabatoging and do what you came here to do. 


A little story time on a few real time matrix experiences and a BIG call to action!! 


Let's fucking go!!

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:23):
Hello, and welcome to another episode of Divinity on Earth.
I'm your podcast host, Christina Cole.

Speaker 2 (00:31):
And what the fuck? Like?

Speaker 1 (00:36):
I am not quite sure exactly which energy it is
that is like causing hysteria, but there's definitely fucking something
And I don't think that is just mercury retrograde and
chirn and retrograde and Neptune and retrograde and Pluto and
retrograde and us preparing for Urinus to be in red

(01:00):
on September the first, but luckily mercury will be out
of retrograde by that time. But what will still be
in post shadow for mercury retrograde?

Speaker 2 (01:13):
But what the fuck? Uh?

Speaker 1 (01:17):
Like, I don't know if everybody's just like deciding to
like do fucking drugs, or if everybody's just deciding to
Like I like, I genuinely like don't understand what's happening
amongst the general population. Uh, But something is definitely a

(01:40):
miss here because.

Speaker 2 (01:42):
There seems to be just a whole.

Speaker 1 (01:44):
Lot of unraveling of a lot of spiritual work that
I know a lot of people around me have been doing.
It's just like we're regressing, and I know, like sometimes
we have to take steps backwards. I understand that that
is a very vital part of everybody's journey.

Speaker 2 (02:02):
You walk forward, but everything's not.

Speaker 1 (02:03):
Gonna be just a straight, you know, steady, slow paced
climb to the top. We're gonna have really good days,
and we're gonna have really bad days, and we're gonna
have days where we want to give up. We're gonna
have days where we break down and we cry. It's
just it is a part of the journey. Is just
all of those things are a part of the journey, right,
But on the level of the collective that I find

(02:28):
that is just.

Speaker 2 (02:33):
Being like so.

Speaker 1 (02:35):
Third density and being so caught up and what's going on,
it kind of like gets you to like start asking
the question, like I don't know if anybody else is
experiencing this as well, and maybe some people on listening
to this podcast right now, like this actually applies to you,
where you just kind of feel like, you know, you're
going back and sinking into a rut that you had

(02:57):
once got out of. I mean, I literally just did
a podcast on like this, this very topic of like
taking steps forward and how like we we go backwards,
but we don't stay.

Speaker 2 (03:06):
Backwards right where we're moving forward. We're going forward.

Speaker 1 (03:09):
Life's not going to bring you to things that you
already overcame. And if you feel like you're constantly going
back to things that you overcame, then this applies to you.

Speaker 2 (03:19):
What the fuck are you doing?

Speaker 1 (03:22):
Can we please like progress forward as a community as
like you know, like the people who are actually like
trying to anchor in the new energy for the earth.

Speaker 2 (03:33):
Can you just put aside your.

Speaker 1 (03:35):
Selfish fucking agenda for a second and actually look at
what's happening for humanity. I can't be the only the
only motherfucker that's actually out here that's actually has completely
put aside all everything personal about my life because I
know that not every incarnation is about me. This like,

(03:59):
I don't you know who needs to hear this message?
And I know this message is not for everybody who
listens to my podcast. Maybe this incarnation really is about you.
It really truly is about you becoming sovereign, standing your ground,
evolving spiritually, and this is a you incarnation. I'm not
saying that this message is for everybody, but it is

(04:20):
for some of you. Some of you truly have had
conversations with me where you know, for a fact, we've
talked about it.

Speaker 2 (04:29):
It resonates with.

Speaker 1 (04:30):
You where you know that it is you here that
you signed up for this shit. You signed up to
help me, You signed up to help your fellow fucking
light workers. You signed up for exactly the transition that
we are going through right now on this planet, at

(04:50):
this moment of time in humanity. You signed up for
this shit. Now shit is getting hard, and you're deciding
that you're gonna fucking back out. You're abandoning the fucking team. Now,
all of a sudden, you're more important personally than your
mission here for humanity.

Speaker 2 (05:08):
The fuck the fuck? Like what?

Speaker 1 (05:14):
Like I see this every single day where everybody gets
so fucking caught up in their own fucking bullshit that
now all of a sudden, our ego comes into play
and we start worrying and focusing on ourselves in the
way like we're not being fucking fulfilled and we're not

(05:34):
Are you here for you?

Speaker 2 (05:36):
Okay?

Speaker 1 (05:37):
And that is kind of the question that like I
kind of want people to ask themselves, are you then
you incarnate right now for you?

Speaker 2 (05:46):
And I want you to think about that.

Speaker 1 (05:48):
I want you to honestly evaluate are you more spiritually
advanced than the other people around you and your friend
group and your family group.

Speaker 2 (05:56):
Are you more spiritually advanced? Okay?

Speaker 1 (05:59):
If that is yes, that's check number one. So do
you grasp spiritual concepts easier than a lot of other
people who are still kind of asleep around you? Do you, like,
does it just make sense those things click? Do you
hear things and they resonate and you feel them within
your body? Is that answer fucking yes?

Speaker 2 (06:21):
Okay? Are you someone who can uh have.

Speaker 1 (06:25):
Like spiritual heightened spiritual abilities where your intuition is never
fucking wrong. You shoot and you don't fucking miss. You
always know. Then you might not always go with what
your intuition is telling you, but you always fucking know
whether something is good something is bad. You have a
dream about it, that dream fucking comes true, or you
go into meditation and you see things and they happen,

(06:47):
or you get these visions and they come true. Are
you one of those people that have a heightened like
spiritual awareness in this life?

Speaker 2 (06:55):
Or even if like you don't know.

Speaker 1 (06:56):
What to do with the messages that you're getting, but
you know that you're supposed to do something special with them,
is that answered?

Speaker 2 (07:01):
Yes? Have you ever had anybody who told you that
you're here to.

Speaker 1 (07:07):
Fucking help humanity at this time, If you answered yes
to all four of those things, what the fuck are
you actually doing?

Speaker 2 (07:15):
This Ain't the time right now?

Speaker 1 (07:17):
Ain't the time for you to go back and start
like regressing in your spiritual growth journey? Like if this
is like the moment the pep talk that you fucking needed, as.

Speaker 2 (07:28):
If every other pep talk I.

Speaker 1 (07:30):
Have ever given my little niche community of enlightened motherfuckers. Okay,
I know that my podcast is not for everybody, Okay,
And I know I've had some comments made about how
my podcast ain't shit and it's this little bass podcast
and nobody even listens to my fucking podcast. I've had

(07:50):
those daggers fucking thrown at me. I am not trying
to fucking be Joe Rogan. If I want it to be,
then I would talk about shit that would be palatable
for fucking muggles, And that is not what my podcasts about.
My podcast is simply to reach the people who have
the capacity to understand truth and a frequency that is

(08:12):
not wrapped up in third density spiritual bullshit.

Speaker 2 (08:16):
Okay.

Speaker 1 (08:16):
I am not here to convince muggles that mysticism is real.
I am not here to convince people who have their
third eye wide shut that I can fucking astro project
and see the matrix. I don't need to convince anybody
of my fucking abilities. So, if you are here and

(08:37):
you can listen to my podcast, and this is your
little community that we're building here, this little niche community of.

Speaker 2 (08:45):
People, Okay, if this is for you, then I'm.

Speaker 1 (08:49):
Talking to you, okay, because chances are, if you've stuck
around this long, you've answered yes to all four of
those fucking questions. And if you feel like you are regressing,
is if you're getting caught up, as if you're not
still spiritually advancing, as if your abilities aren't clicking on
at a high speed fucking rate. Right now, we need

(09:13):
to do some.

Speaker 2 (09:14):
Serious deep work, people.

Speaker 1 (09:16):
We need to do some serious, serious identifying what the
fuck we have going on in our life that is
pulling us back into being programmed in the matrix. My
entire platform is to help you guys escape the matrix.
I mean, my tagline for this podcast literally is think

(09:36):
outside the Matrix. We're trying to be outside of the matrix.
We're not trying to get sucked back in. And I
just keep having these encounters with people around me. And
this is not targeted at anybody. It's just like the
amount of interactions I'm having with people who no amount

(09:56):
of coaching, no amount of like trying to pull them out,
like they're as, they keep going back, and they keep
going back. They know the truth when they're sitting with
me in my frequency, it is very clear, very obvious.

Speaker 2 (10:07):
They take the actions that they actually need.

Speaker 1 (10:11):
They leave and it's like we never had the fucking conversation.
And I know, I know that it's not because they're
not capable. I can see everybody's timeline. I know what
everybody's supposed to be doing in this life. I literally
know what everybody's life purpose is in this life. That's
a very easy thing to see in somebody's energy field.
It's like so simple to look at somebody and to

(10:34):
know what their life path is. You have a parallel
life that you've already lived on Earth. Especially, I'm not
granted there are newer souls. Yes, yes, yes, I haven't
had lives on Earth that they're not paralleling anything. They're
not listening to my podcast. Okay, so the people here
the community here that like relates to Lumeria, relates to Atlantis,

(10:58):
relates to Egyptian times. Know that your soul has been
here before. You know that your soul has been doing
like really cool shit with me in past lives. You
know that you were there around when the Pyramids were
being built. You know that you were there either when
Messiah or yes, you were walking the planet.

Speaker 2 (11:17):
You know that you were there during Buddha.

Speaker 1 (11:19):
You know that you were here when Lumeria, that civilization
was trying to figure out how to get us embodied
into human bodies. And you were also here when we
came back in Atlantis and try to do the same
fucking thing. And you were also here when the Tree
of Lives were here and we were all coming off
of a tree of life, and the whole Adam and
Eve or Aconot and never tidy energy was here.

Speaker 2 (11:43):
You feel connected to all of that.

Speaker 1 (11:46):
Okay, that's the people that are listening to this crap
that I say. Right so, I'm talking to you, and
this may not apply to people. Some of you are like, yeah, no,
I'm in it. I'm doing the meditation, I'm doing the work,
I'm showing up, I'm making sure my energy stays clear, but.

Speaker 2 (12:07):
Some of us are not that.

Speaker 1 (12:12):
And it's just like, why why are you not so
thrilled and excited that the energy is shifting on the
planet that it doesn't motivate the fuck out of you
to like actually focus on.

Speaker 2 (12:30):
What the fuck you incarnated for.

Speaker 1 (12:35):
Where is the disconnect? Because I need to know what
the disconnect is so that way maybe I can pull
it and maybe I can fix it for humanity. Like I,
you know, if there is a disconnect and you're struggling
with something, I'm not here to like be angry or
to like make you feel bad. I am genuinely like
concerned that there may be something that's kind of going

(12:57):
on that I'm missing because I'm not looking at that
particular situation.

Speaker 2 (13:01):
Now. I do know.

Speaker 1 (13:02):
Already that this as of this morning, so this is
uh Thursday. It's around lunchtime when I'm recording this, and
I will post this on Thursday.

Speaker 2 (13:12):
And it's eight eight today, so.

Speaker 1 (13:13):
I know it's not gonna be eight eight for my
you know, my Eastern folks, my Australian folks and all that.
But it is eight eight here, and uh, and I
know not everybody's gonna listen to it on eight eight
because you know, if it'll be a little after lunch
by the time I post it. But I mean, hopefully

(13:36):
if my day goes the way I plan it to go,
which it has yet to go that way today. But anyways,
I this morning, I had a reading with a client
of mine and she was back in you know, dealing
with relationships stuff and it is retrograde and so you know,
we're doing the X the X thing and whatever, and

(13:58):
so I'm like kind of like clearing that and just
like you know, had some more stuff in some past
lives to clear from her. But like my guys kind
of like stepped in. I was asking us there anything
else I need to see for this, and they literally
brought me to the sun. And you know, for those
of you who participated in My My My Summer Souls

(14:19):
this meditation, we actually went look at the sun and
how like the Sun's not real and all that type
of stuff, like we did that whole meditation and uh,
but essentially, like there still were very positive like codes
that were being sent from the sun. No matter what
the fuck it is. I'm not arguing about whoever believes
what about what the sun is I don't give a fuck.

(14:40):
I care about the frequency that is the Sun. I
care about the energy. I care about the entity that
exists within that because we do think of it as
like this god energy.

Speaker 2 (14:51):
Right.

Speaker 1 (14:51):
We literally talk about the Sun even if you're in
like Christian religions, because you we've like thought that that
was a god way back when with all of that shit,
Like the sun has an entity, that there's an energy there.
So even if it didn't before, it has to now
that we've made it into an eggergre and we've all
given it consciousness, which has created We've given it so

(15:13):
much thought that it creates consciousness.

Speaker 2 (15:15):
Right, So that's what I care about.

Speaker 1 (15:18):
I don't give a fuck whether there's a flat disk
that's a light, whether you think it's around spear, whether
you think that NASA's pictures are actually real or if
it's just some computer generated shit.

Speaker 2 (15:28):
Like, I don't care what your belief system is. That's
not the point. The point is that they switched the
light codes coming from the sun.

Speaker 1 (15:37):
And this morning actually, which was very fucking interesting because
I had What also happened this morning is my hair
is like fried off by somebody who I trusted that
was a hairdresser who is no longer my friend, but
she overpopp processed the shit out of my hair, and

(15:58):
all of my hair is like breaking off, and my
hair is really short, which I like my hair short anyways,
and I have neck tattoos now, so it all like
literally just worked out perfect. But I'm kind of limited
on the way I can like style my hair now,
which is good because I'm actually fixing my hair like
more instead of just throwing in a ponytail like before.

(16:18):
But I had this red spot on the back of
my head as a kid, and it's like the base
of my hairline on my neck, and it was just
red spot and it's like a lot several people in
my family have this strawberry on their skin on their
head somewhere, and so as a kid, you know, you

(16:38):
just think that, oh, it's just a birthmark or whatever.
But then as I got older, I realized that, oh no,
like I'm literally plugged in. My energy is plugged into
the matrix somewhere and that's where I'm plugged in at.
And I like saw my body and I saw myself
being plugged in, and I knew, like that's what that
was from. And so I've been known that for a

(16:59):
little while now, and so, but what the interesting thing
was is, you know, over getting my hair done, this
person had noticed that that spot had left the back
of my net. It was no longer there, and it
had been gone. Well, don't you know, this morning, I
noticed that my spot is fucking back. And because I'm

(17:20):
like parting my hair to you know, put little braids
on each a braid on each side, and because my
hair is too short to be in one braid, so
I have to do too. And so I was braiding
my hair this morning, and I noticed that I had
this big ash red spot back in the spot, brighter,
redder than ever before.

Speaker 2 (17:36):
And my skin is really calm right now.

Speaker 1 (17:39):
I had like psoriasis as a kid, like autoimmune, Like
I struggle with autoimmune for a really long time. So
I really realized that autoimmune is literally your diet. And
so that's why I eat so clean. I eat really
healthy because my body is less inflamed when I do.

Speaker 2 (17:54):
So my skin is really calm right now.

Speaker 1 (17:57):
I don't have like any flare ups or anything like
that from eating like too many croissants as Starbucks or whatever,
or drinking too many beers and getting too much gluten
or whatever the case may be. My shit is for
the most part because of my food intake, really calm.
Now I have lots of inflammation because like the matrix
itself is attacking me right now. But that's that's a

(18:19):
whole other topic of conversation. But I noticed that this
morning the spot back on my fucking head. Have not
seen it on my skin, and I don't know over
a year, year and a half, I don't know, maybe
something like that, because I had found myself and I
unplugged it, like I literally unplugged myself. At first, I

(18:40):
was like, Eh, maybe I don't want to unplug myself,
and then I was like, nah, you know what, fuck that,
I'm literally gonna go just unplug it. I'm gonna pull
my energy from this body.

Speaker 2 (18:47):
And I'm gonna plug it.

Speaker 1 (18:48):
So for me to be plugged back in means that
they have calm and they've taken and I know exactly
when they did it.

Speaker 2 (18:54):
They did it night before last.

Speaker 1 (18:55):
They came and they extracted enough of my essence or
enough of my contentiousness to go reinsert it back into
that version of me so that way they can start
manipulating my energy, and that shit happened since yesterday morning,
so it was really no surprise to me whenever I
was doing this reading, and it literally took me to

(19:17):
this This is the vision I saw. I don't talk
about my visions a whole lot, but I mean, if
you come to in person shit, you hear a lot.
And I mean I do talk about a lot here too,
but I really like go off into crazy detail in
person because like, I know these people personally and none
of them.

Speaker 2 (19:34):
Think that I'm crazy. So I guess it's a little
bit easier for me to be a little more open
and communicative with people who like literally show up just
to listen to me talk shit and so because they
can see the things as well, and I'll tell them
the things that I see and then they go see it.
So it kind of works when you get that.

Speaker 1 (19:51):
Instant validation whenever you're saying stuff, right and so, But anyway,
story time is that when I was sitting in the
session with my client earlier, the vision that I got
because I thought I was going to look for something
for her, and I literally saw this sun and I
didn't necessarily know which son it was at the time.

(20:11):
A lot of sons look kind of how our sons
kind of look. But they are all different colors, by
the way, but that's you know, we're we're not going
that far off into.

Speaker 2 (20:23):
The weeds here, stay focused, Christy.

Speaker 1 (20:25):
So, so literally was the sun, and I can see
in front of the sun, literally the silhouettes of like
what we think extraterrestials look like, like the green little
aliens or like the grays. I could see the silhouette
of those little beings in front of the sun. So
you know, like if you have something in front of

(20:45):
a light, it just looks like a black silhouette. That's
exactly how it looked. And I saw like three four
of them and they were like moving about like in
front of the sun, and I'm like, what the fuck
are they doing?

Speaker 2 (20:54):
Why are you showing me this? I'm like, are we
going to a galactic life of hers?

Speaker 1 (20:58):
It took me a second to orient myself to figure
out what exactly it was they were showing me. You know,
I'm trying to like take it in and I'm trying
to figure it out, and.

Speaker 2 (21:08):
I'm like, what is this?

Speaker 1 (21:10):
And that's whenever I started seeing that the light codes
were being shifted and that the light codes are actually
physically causing our bodies to regress backwards to try to
pull our energy back into third density, to try to
move us from the new channel back into the old channel.

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This is like what they're trying now for humanity is
to get us back away from the new channel back
into the old channel, so that way they can go
back to the old timelines. They're literally altering the light
codes coming from our source of life, the sun, And

(21:54):
so when the sun rays hits you, it is recalibrating
the information and the way your DNA reacts on Earth
like and then so naturally, Ella was supposed to be
her first day of school today. We switched her over thought.
We did all the paperwork for her to be at

(22:15):
the new school.

Speaker 2 (22:16):
She shows up this morning.

Speaker 1 (22:18):
Her name is not on any fucking any piece of
paper at this fucking school, right, even though I had
shown up tried to get her schedule and stuff, and
they told me that, like, since we had missed the
orientation day, that we couldn't do it that day. Come
the first day of school, she'll get her schedule. It's
no big deal. Show up the first day of school.

(22:39):
It is a fucking big deal. Because baby girl ain't
even registered to go to school there when we had
filled out all the paperwork and stuff, except apparently we
missed one form and or her dad missed a form
and because he was moving her over and she didn't
get to go to school today.

Speaker 2 (22:58):
So she's at the shop with me.

Speaker 1 (23:00):
So I'm sitting in my session and I'm calling her
because she's sitting in the front, and I'm like, Ella,
I'm like cutsie, And so I tell her what the
fuck I'm like, is like that, Like I'm just getting
her to validate what the fuck I'm getting, because what

(23:20):
the fuck am I actually seeing? Like is this really
like happening? Can they actually fucking like do that to
where they literally just send out a light coat? You
mean to tell me that this whole fucking time, the
only thing that we needed to do to alter everything
about humanity is to alter the light coades that the

(23:42):
sun sends us. You mean to tell me that it
is that fucking significant. Would that fucking light bulb up
there sends us that our whole entire.

Speaker 2 (23:51):
Existence is based off of a.

Speaker 1 (23:53):
Fucking light bulb, And like so it kind of sent
me and like this little like existential on a crisis
this morning because I'm like, what the fuck, what the fuck?
And I'm like, what do I do with these little
extraterrestrial beings? Where do I actually put them? Because when
I get rid of them, they're just gonna send new ones,
and like what do I do? So I still have
not fully figured that out yet, but I just decided

(24:16):
that I needed to just hop on and record a
podcast for this week because this week has been fucking
just one inconvenience are just one negative, fucking thing after another,
and I'm just like, what the fuck is going on?
This can't just be retrograde. This can't just be fucking planets.

(24:37):
I don't give a fuck about the planets. The planets
don't affect me. I don't live in that energy. I'm
sovereign and ask, fuck, well you think that the consciousness
of another fucking planet is gonna affect the consciousness that
is Christina Cole. It's fucking not. But on my way
getting Ella from school because I had to go to

(24:59):
the school that she was enrolled in, which didn't even
make sense why she was enrolled in a school because
that's not even.

Speaker 2 (25:04):
A school for the district that the address was made
no sense.

Speaker 1 (25:08):
So when I go to withdraw her from that form,
and I'm going to her school thinking I'm gonna enroll
her right away, but the line is so long and
they don't have their shit together. So I'm like, well,
I'm gonna have to fucking come back because i have
to work. And so as we're leaving coming to the shop,
I start being like attacked in a way that I've
never felt attacked before. So I knew it was some
sort of new entity, big deal. Every day of my life,

(25:31):
I'm being.

Speaker 2 (25:32):
Attacked by something fucking new.

Speaker 1 (25:34):
But luckily I have my like a one like my
like fucking little street fighter. Right here, I have Ella
sitting next to me, who is like a professional, like
demon fucking slayer who can literally see like.

Speaker 2 (25:50):
Every dark thing that exists in Astro.

Speaker 1 (25:53):
I'm sitting She's sitting right on side of me, so
I'm like Ella, Ella, like what the fuck is on
my shoulder? And She's like, d's nuts, and so I'm
just like, Ella, I'm.

Speaker 2 (26:03):
Not fucking playing with you right now.

Speaker 1 (26:05):
And then like she goes on like talking about other
stuff and I'm trying not to be an asshole, right
and I'm just like she keeps talking. I'm like, Ella, no,
like for real, for real, for real, like something's wrong
with me, Like I feel it, like in my heart,
like this isn't this isn't something like human based. This
isn't something like normal that my body is protected from us,

(26:25):
Like this is something that's like penetrating my field in
a way that like shit can't penetrate my field. And
she's like, you know how we see like the dementias
like on Harry Potter and how that exists.

Speaker 2 (26:37):
And I'm like yeah, She's like, they're kind of like that,
but teeth.

Speaker 1 (26:40):
But what they do is they're like made to eat humans,
so we don't see them often because you know, they're
not just here eating humans all the time. It's kind
of I guess it's kind of like a backup weapon
or a backup thing that they fucking have. So if
anybody struggling, like with chest pain, feelings of pressure and

(27:00):
weight on their shoulder, I don't know if anybody else.

Speaker 2 (27:03):
Is as sensitive.

Speaker 1 (27:03):
I don't think anybody else's field is as sensitive as mine.
When I tell you that the sensitivity I have to entities, frequencies, things,
it's just it doesn't even fucking make sense. I think
how sensitive I am is how everybody's supposed to be.
But my field is so fucking sensitive, like no one

(27:25):
else feels the shit that I feel. Whenever something's attacking me,
like my whole body fucking reacts to it. I feel
it in my bones. I feel it like on a
cellul little level. That's how much my body reacts to
things attacking me. And so I know right away whenever
something's not right because I feel it in that instant.
It's no like, oh, yeah, you're gonna do black magic

(27:46):
and then I'll figure it out like months later. No,
the second you set intentions to me specifically, I'm gonna
know within thirty seconds that you're doing something to me.
I know right away, and so I knew as soon
as this thing started attacking me, I like felt it.
So if anybody is kind of on the more sensitive
side and you feel an energy, yeah, you probably shouldn't

(28:09):
like reach out to me so that way like we
could clear it. But I am gonna like keep doing
sweeps and try to just like pull them off of
the planet just in general, so by the time you
hear this podcast, they probably won't be here. But that's
not to say like they won't send more after us.
But anyways, I digress. We all know that I'm the

(28:32):
exorcist over here, and I'm not saying this to like
scare people to be like, oh my god, there's fucking
things that are gonna eat me. Yeah, Like that kind
of should exist around you all the time, all those
little random pains that you feel in your body, random
little muscle twitches, or you think that you have a

(28:52):
Chilie hearst in your leg when you're really not dehydrated.
It's probably there's probably a lot of times like those
things are normally I don't know. They kind of look
like fish that literally like will latch onto your fucking
leg and cause like your muscles to tints up because
the frequencies that it's sending you. Or you feel like
just like pain in your shoulder and you don't know

(29:12):
where it came from, there's probably something grabbing you. Or
if you feel like something's like your finger itches or
you have like a pain in your finger or like
just like your your ear itches or some shit, there's
something on you. There's something fucking on you. Your body's
just not spontaneously having fucking shit like trigger it the fuck, Like,

(29:36):
there has to be some sort of frequency to disrupt
the normal function of your body. You don't have normal,
random fucking pains in your body ever, Ever, there.

Speaker 2 (29:47):
Has to be some frequency disrupting it. No.

Speaker 1 (29:50):
Granted, if you are extremely fucking dehydrated, will your muscle
cramp up?

Speaker 2 (29:54):
Yeah, one hundred percent.

Speaker 1 (29:56):
I'm talking about if you know that nothing is medically
wrong with you, there's something fucking with you. And so
everybody's like, now you're gonna like, I mean, I've talked
about this before. This is not the first time that
we've had this. Like I've mentioned this. It literally is
shit fucking with you all the time. Like I can't
even You're just existing and you only can see one density.

(30:18):
Some people can see two, maybe three if they're fucking lucky.
There's twenty one densities that overlap us. Right now, Right now,
there's twenty one densities.

Speaker 2 (30:28):
We exist in twenty one.

Speaker 1 (30:31):
You can see one, really fucking solid three if you're
fucking lucky.

Speaker 2 (30:37):
Okay, that's just the way it works.

Speaker 1 (30:41):
And so do you think that you're not walking over
shit that exists in a different density than you. You
are all all day you're walking through stuff. So you
ever seen in movies where like ghosts just walk right
through people.

Speaker 2 (30:54):
That's our entire existence. That literally is your entire fucking life.

Speaker 1 (31:00):
Are things moved through different frequencies of other things, And
that's why you ever walk through something and you just feel, ugh,
what the fuck was that?

Speaker 2 (31:10):
You just walk through something in a.

Speaker 1 (31:12):
Lower frequency than you, and it the energy of it
fucked with the frequency of your field. So it's taken
your your field a second to shake off that frequency
that it just encountered. You are literally walking through quote
unquote ghost of other things all day long. You're probably

(31:37):
sitting on something in a different density right fucking now. Okay,
you are overlapping something by your feet.

Speaker 2 (31:47):
You probably have bugs crawling all over your fucking feet
right now.

Speaker 1 (31:52):
Or you know where you think your building is, it's
probably a mountain in another fucking density.

Speaker 2 (31:58):
The building don't even exist. It's just there.

Speaker 1 (32:01):
The ground that we have doesn't exist there. It's literally
just fucking it could just be like clouds fucking floating
in a different fucking density.

Speaker 2 (32:11):
And that's the thing.

Speaker 1 (32:12):
Where you know, once you really start working a lot
more on astra work, you can start clicking through the densities.
It's kind of like, holy fuck, there's so much more
out there than we are ever fucking taught to believe.
No wonder why spontaneous fucking healing happens, and all the
spontaneous stuff happens because your body is literally coming in

(32:34):
contact with frequencies from other fucking densities. Just because our
eyes can't see it does not mean that our bodies
don't fucking react to it. So we are having such
a mystical spiritual experience all the fucking time, literally all
the time, that it kind of blows my mind that
so many people are fucking muggles. It's just like, how

(32:56):
are you just so non magical? How are you just
But it's not even the fact of like the fact
that you're like you're a non believer, is the fact
that you dismiss all of your experiences as being normal
third density experiences, as if you know, you having this

(33:18):
dream that really feels fucking real and you're like, oh
my god, that was just a dream, and like, how
do you like your whole fucking life just discredit all
of that happening to where you don't feel connected to
something greater than yourself, You think that you're so fucking great,
that your mind is so fucking amazing that it's capable

(33:39):
of creating these really realistic, vivid, ass fucking dreams. First
of all, yes, your consciousness is that fucking advance and
it is that fucking great, But your consciousness isn't doing
that in your human fucking body. Your consciousness is doing
that somewhere else. These human bodies kind of fucking suck.
They're really limited. The more we exist in them, the

(34:01):
worse they fucking get, and the less multi dimensional we
become with every single fucking incarnation that we have. And
none of that shit is happening within your human fucking body.
It's not happening within the tangible parts of you. The
tangible parts of you can interact with the light bodies
in the other versions of you that exist, but that

(34:23):
shit is not being stemmed from your human your physical
fucking body. The spiritual experiences that you are having are
stemming from parts of you that exist in densities that
you can't see. There have purposely designed this physical fucking
form to be less reactive over time with all the

(34:44):
other densities that exist. They're not dimensions. Dimensions are something different.
We do interact with different dimensions, but I'm specifically just
talking about densities. I'm specifically talking about frequencies within our
dimension being broken out in to different layers that I'll
overlap each other, but yet at the same time or

(35:06):
group together.

Speaker 2 (35:08):
If that kind of makes sense.

Speaker 1 (35:09):
So, and if this is the first time you're listening
to me, I do talk about that a little bit
more on other podcasts, But basically, you could think about
it as having twenty one sheets of paper, and if
you press them all together really tight, they look like one.
But then you could break them apart and see, oh no,
there's actually twenty one very distinct, separate planes of existence

(35:31):
here that literally just overlap each other to make it
appear as if it's all one because it is one,
but really they're all separate. So that's kind of like
a visual of how you can like separate densities from
each other. If this is your first time kind of
hearing me talk about it, so, yeah, we are being
affected and attacked so fucking much right now that I

(35:57):
really need everybody to sit with themselves and ask yourself
the question, what the fuck am I doing? Am I
staying in alignment or Am I fucking sliding? Am I
here right now because this is fucking important I'm supposed
to do this? Or Am I here to just make
sure that I'm good in heal? Some of some people,

(36:17):
literally you have not healed enough to take on the
weight and the burden of what's going on. But I
can tell you that some of you aren't fucking healing
intentionally because you're afraid of what you're here to do
on earth. And you are self sabotaging the fuck out
of your spiritual journey and.

Speaker 2 (36:37):
You know it.

Speaker 1 (36:39):
So some of you are being avoidant of what you
incarnated for. You signed up for it, you got here,
you decided I don't know about that. That sounds kind
of shitty, and I don't know that I want to
do that. And you're intentionally self sabotaging. And I know
that I'm talking about some of you listening to me
right now. There's things that you know you need to
dig into. There's sessions that you know you need a

(37:00):
book with people. There's things that you know you need
to buy. There's workbooks to work on your inner child.
There's things that you know you need to go look out,
and you've been avoiding that, and you've been pretending like, oh,
I'm so busy, I work, I don't have time, or
when the kids schedules settle down, then I'm gonna do
it because I'm too busy and all of this fucking bullshit.
And you don't make time on purpose, and you don't

(37:21):
make time on purpose because when you heal yourself, you
have no other fucking excuse, and some of you love
to live your life as one huge fucking excuse.

Speaker 2 (37:32):
You love to be the victim because victims get sympathy,
because people who are healed get none.

Speaker 1 (37:41):
Nobody's looking at my fucking life and being like, oh
my god, Christy, you know I feel so sorry for you. Nobody, nobody,
you know what everybody says.

Speaker 2 (37:52):
Yeah, I could not be you.

Speaker 1 (37:55):
I can't imagine what it's like, but you know what
you signed up for. And that's like the exact response
I want from people. I don't want anybody's fucking sympathy.
I don't want you to feel sorry for me. I
want you to say I want somebody to call me
out and be like, what the fuck are you even doing?

Speaker 2 (38:12):
What are you fucking like?

Speaker 1 (38:13):
What? I'm well, Oh, this this incarnation getting too hard
for you, fucking tough shit, bit you signed up for it.
That's like, that's the energy I need. I need somebody
keeping me in line. I don't need anybody like fucking
feeling sorry for me. I signed up for this shit.
Some days I'm mad as fuck that I signed up
for this shit.

Speaker 2 (38:34):
Yeah, some days it really pisses me off.

Speaker 1 (38:37):
I'm just like, was I ready in this life to
do these things? Was I ready to fucking be neo?
Was I ready to fucking be the one?

Speaker 2 (38:48):
Yeah?

Speaker 1 (38:48):
Apparently apparently I was ready. And I've been incredibly like
emotionally mature my whole fucking life. Dude, I did not
have a childhood. I was an adult my whole fucking life.
Like I saw kids playing and I thought they were dumb.
I'm like, why would you be so ammateure, that's what
like babies do. Like you're fucking eleven years old, you're

(39:11):
still playing like you're five, and so like that was
really my mentality, Like when I tell you my childhood
was just like it wasn't like everyone else's.

Speaker 2 (39:21):
And I know there are a lot of people old
souls out there who like.

Speaker 1 (39:24):
Found no amusement and being incarnated back into a baby
and a toddler and having to go through all this
awkward fucking shit and people trying to teach you shit
that they already taught you, like, we didn't enjoy it.
That shit was not enjoyable for us. Some people love
high school greatest time of their fucking life. That was
like the worst time of my fucking life. I absolutely
hated fucking high school, probably why I'm not still friends

(39:47):
with anybody from high school. I cringe going back to
my hometown. There's just nothing fucking there for me. I
did not come to be anything that that part of
my life like led me to be.

Speaker 2 (40:02):
Okay.

Speaker 1 (40:02):
Whoever, however, I developed from being in an environment that
was not where I was supposed to stop. That was
not who I was supposed to become. I'm not supposed
to interact with those fucking people. I'm not supposed to
have those people in my fucking life anymore. Like those
people are not They were just a necessary part of
my story because of the person that I got thrown

(40:24):
into her body, and like she pushed me out because
that's where they lived.

Speaker 2 (40:29):
That's why the fuck I'm there.

Speaker 1 (40:32):
It wasn't to get sentimental, It wasn't to be, you know,
attached to any of those people. Fucking they think I'm
fucking the craziest fucking person ever. Now, granted, not all
of them. Some people from my hometown, they listen to
this podcast, they come to the shop. The granted, people
from our hometown don't really know that they shop here.
They don't know that like they're my fucking client. I

(40:55):
don't need them to be. Some people are loud and
proud posting our fucking shot, posting whenever I do stuff.

Speaker 2 (41:02):
Some people don't give a fuck. Some people care. I
get it. I'm not here to judge.

Speaker 1 (41:05):
Say, oh, you gotta proclaim that you're on this deep
spiritual journey when you live in a town of people.

Speaker 2 (41:10):
Who only believe in religion.

Speaker 1 (41:14):
Even though they don't practice their religion, and they do
really fucked up shit and treat each other like crap,
and they live just really like disgusting existence, and they're
very narrow minded, small town in the South kind of community.

Speaker 2 (41:30):
But those people are not my people.

Speaker 1 (41:32):
I'm never gonna have a congregation of fucking people singing
about how fucking amazing I am and how fucking I'm
such a revolutionary and can you believe like the mystic
that fucking Christie is and that she can see all
these fucking things. And no one's ever gonna fucking say
that about me from where I grew up, except there

(41:55):
are a couple people who would say that. But aside
from the exceptions, I'm not about to have everybody who
I went to school with, everybody who knew me. I
literally could fucking be like the most prestigious fucking I
could start a fucking cult tomorrow. I literally can have
the most beautiful love and light fucking order that exists

(42:17):
that is based on like the most beautiful harmonious fucking
beliefs and values that take every fucking spiritual and religious practice,
and I can sip through every single one, and I
can give you all the good shit and put it
all in.

Speaker 2 (42:30):
One fucking book.

Speaker 1 (42:31):
If anybody wants to be hire me because they love
what I do and let be my like, let me
be their like patron or whatever.

Speaker 2 (42:38):
But to where they just pay me to like create
that book, holler at me.

Speaker 1 (42:45):
But anyway, I'm always gonna put that out there if
anybody like literally wants me to just like pay for
pay for my life to go on, so I literally
can spend all my time creating like the most beautiful
fucking ink detects that ever existed that brings every religion
together in one with only the absolute true fucking teachings.

Speaker 2 (43:03):
Fucking holler at me.

Speaker 1 (43:06):
But anyways, until that fucking happens, I could do that.
I could be that fucking person. I literally could be
somebody that goes down in history as being like this
fucking most amazing, revolutionary, fucking person. And the people that
grew up around me are still gonna find a way

(43:26):
to fucking say that I'm fucking crazy, And can you
believe that? Because people that don't follow your spiritual fucking journey,
who aren't here to fucking participate in what the fuck
we have going on, don't have a fucking place in
our fucking lives.

Speaker 2 (43:48):
And that's hard for people to hear.

Speaker 1 (43:50):
That's hard for people to say, Oh, my god, you
want me to walk away.

Speaker 2 (43:54):
From my childhood.

Speaker 1 (43:56):
You want me to walk away from everything that I
fucking you know to be fucking true.

Speaker 2 (44:01):
You want me to like uproot my fucking life.

Speaker 1 (44:05):
Yes, if that's what is required for you to do
the work that you need to do to become who
you incarnated to fucking become.

Speaker 2 (44:17):
That's what you need to do. It's black and white.

Speaker 1 (44:22):
Now, if you're able to still maintain your friendships, and
you're still able to maintain being around the people that
you grew up and the people you went to high
school with, because you know, y'all all are just like
kind of evolving together and it's just a different vibe
and you still get to evolve and hit your life
purpose with those people.

Speaker 2 (44:39):
Stay though, that's your tribe.

Speaker 1 (44:41):
Some people are lucky enough to meet their tribe in
high school, and you still have best friends, and you
still have people from your small town.

Speaker 2 (44:47):
Some people have that stay with them.

Speaker 1 (44:51):
But don't stagnate, don't grow grow, grow together, and now,
because you don't know if they would accept this new
hire version of you, you stay stuck where the fuck
you are are. Don't do that because you grew with
them and now you can't step up and grow higher
than them. Don't fucking stay there. You should never be
staying anywhere where you fucking are. Should constantly fucking be evolving.

(45:14):
So if that's you and you have that support system, you.

Speaker 2 (45:18):
Are very lucky.

Speaker 1 (45:20):
You are part of the very few that actually incarnated
around people who fucking get you. But there are I mean,
if you grew up in a big city, chances are
there's some other weird motherfuckers around you. You grew up
in a small town, chances are there ain't that many
that can think beyond that small town mentality, right, if

(45:41):
you need to start venturing out, finding local people who
are vibrating, doing weird things, doing sound bath meditations, doing
all these things on the weekend, having full moon circles,
having weird conversations about the matrix and extraterrestrials.

Speaker 2 (46:01):
Even if you.

Speaker 1 (46:01):
Don't have to fucking believe it, you never know who
you're gonna find until you go out and explore. Okay,
get the fuck out of your hometown. So you're finding
excuses as to why you're not in all you do
is stay in your fucking house. I'm slapping you through

(46:23):
this fucking podcast, Okay, with love of course.

Speaker 2 (46:28):
Okay, I'm back slapping your fucking consciousness. Get with it.
What the fuck are you doing?

Speaker 1 (46:39):
And it's just like sitting here and watching everybody, just
like I say all these things, and everybody's like yes, yes, yes,
yes yes. But then like when you start looking at
what's happening with the collective. I'm just like, no, no, no, no, no, like,
what the fuck.

Speaker 2 (46:52):
Is actually going on?

Speaker 1 (46:54):
And granted, I know that not everybody is being shown
that they are changing the fucking light codes that are
coming from our air.

Speaker 2 (47:04):
Quote, son, don't.

Speaker 1 (47:08):
I don't even know that anybody else notice that or
anybody else got that fucking message. I mean, that's like,
you know, and I know a lot of things I
get aren't for everybody.

Speaker 2 (47:18):
They're hiding them from people.

Speaker 1 (47:21):
But I know that everybody's on top of those messages
and you're being affected by that frequency.

Speaker 2 (47:27):
But guess what, but.

Speaker 1 (47:28):
You're being affected as a fucking choice. You are sovereign,
you are in complete control. If you ain't in complete control,
you need to get in control. That chrissy, Well, that's
not that's easier said.

Speaker 2 (47:46):
No, the fuck is not. It's not easier. It's not
easier said than done. Do it. Don't come make an excuse.

Speaker 1 (47:54):
Don't come to me with some sort of bullshit fucking
self sabotage and excuse as to why you don't have
time to go figure out where your fragments are or
why you can't set the intention in your mind and
do a meditation that you go into yourself and your
root and you pull back every version of you. And
then you go into your sacral and you set the

(48:16):
intention to pull back every version of your soul. You
go into your solar plexus and you set the intention
to pull back every version that's in your fucking solar plexus,
every version of your spirit.

Speaker 2 (48:26):
Then you go into your.

Speaker 1 (48:27):
Heart and you pull back every fucking version of you,
every fragment, every essence that got left, and any of
your incarnations on the planet, and you ask that energy
to fucking be returned to you. Then you can go
into your throat and into your third eye or your
crown and say, any other version of me that has
had any experience or any interactions that would have enprinted

(48:50):
or left my essence anywhere, and my throat, third eye,
and crown, you pull that energy fucking back to you too.
Guess what when you collect all your shit congratulations, your
fucking sovereign period, boom? Is that fucking simple to be sovereign?
You just need control over you. How do you get

(49:10):
control over you? You pull the versions.

Speaker 2 (49:12):
Of you back to you. That's it. It's not fucking
rocket science. It's not some deep thing where Oh my god,
I gotta go do Ayahuaska, and I gotta go journey,
and I gotta go do mushrooms, and I gotta go
do all.

Speaker 1 (49:25):
It's not outside of you. It's not outside of you,
it's inside of you. It's an intention. As long as
your third eye is open, you literally can connect to
every single piece and version of you that fucking exists.
It doesn't matter if it's varied in the deepest depths
of hell.

Speaker 2 (49:44):
It is called it belongs to you. It's yours, it
belongs to you. Call that fucking shit back to you,
call it back. It is that fucking simple.

Speaker 1 (50:07):
What is it called in physics? Well, I mean they
call it string theory right where something happens here, but
it happens across the cosmos as well because it's all connected.
So you set your intention here. Because you're connected to
all of your pieces, you pull them back. If they're
not connected to you, they're not affecting you, so you

(50:29):
don't need them to come back to you to fucking
be sovereign, because if it's disconnected from your being, it
has no fucking control.

Speaker 2 (50:37):
Over you at all.

Speaker 1 (50:38):
So the only way for something a part of you
in essence and energy to have effect over your sovereignty
would mean that it had to be connected to you.
And if it's connected to you, if you set the
intention to pull all of that fucking shit back to you,
and that's what you work on, then guess what. You're
gonna pull it back because it belongs to you. And

(51:01):
you can pull back what belongs to you. You can
if you have an ex partner and you don't slept
with them, and they have your energy and your essence,
pull it back.

Speaker 2 (51:12):
Set your intention. Oh, I'm pulling my energy back from you.
Guess what? You get your energy back just like that.
It's like fucking magic. What do you know? That's how
energy works.

Speaker 1 (51:23):
It's all connected quantum fucking string theory. Okay, it's there.
You're connected to the opposite ends of the cosmos. You're
connected to fucking stardust. You are fucking stardust. You're connected
to everything, every place you've ever been, within all of

(51:44):
the cosmos, within any consciousness, within the cosmic tree, within
any fucking cosm, in any fucking tree, within any fucking reality,
any holographic reality, any mirrored reality, anywhere that your fucking energy, essence, consciousness,
your power your anything is, you are fucking tied to

(52:05):
it if it is affecting you, and it belongs to you,
which means all you have to do is take the
little string and pull it back, and now you're sovereign.
And now guess what. It don't matter what the sun
is doing. It don't matter what this extra treasurial is doing.

(52:25):
It don't matter fuck because.

Speaker 2 (52:26):
You got all your pieces.

Speaker 1 (52:29):
That's just like them rehooking me up to whatever the
fuck I'm hooked back up to. Guess what, I didn't
have time yet to go pull my shit back, but
I'm going.

Speaker 2 (52:37):
I'm going to snatch my little piece back from them.
And do I have to know that they took a
part of me to pull it back? No? Does it
help me? Yes?

Speaker 1 (52:46):
Because I want to go kill whoever the fuck did
whatever they did. But literally, I just have to sit
in the energy and go through my chakras and set
the intention that any part of me that is part
of my whole that is missing be returned earned and
go through each of my shakers and set that fucking intention,
and guess what, all those versions of me are gonna
come right back. And now I'm whole. And now I'm

(53:10):
sovereign again, and you literally could do that every single
fucking day, every day. So then in your sovereignness, you
can say that I am in control of the frequency
of myselves. I am in control to the expression of
my DNA. I am in control of my uric field,
my light body, my physical body, my etheric body, all

(53:33):
of my chakras, my consciousness.

Speaker 2 (53:35):
I am in control of every ounce.

Speaker 1 (53:40):
And fiber and being that I am. And that's that.
Then whenever these light rays are coming from the sun,
these fucking different frequencies, they're not penetrating your field because
you just told your body. Until I tell you to change,

(54:02):
you stay exactly the fuck the same.

Speaker 2 (54:04):
You say exactly how I.

Speaker 1 (54:06):
Want you to express yourself, and guess what your field
is gonna obey, what the avatar, what your consciousness is
telling it. Right, So I want everybody to claim your
fucking sovereignty today. If you have not claimed your sovereignty,

(54:26):
today is the day because I'm not coming back on
here and I'm not saying what the fuck ever again?
Today is this is the last time.

Speaker 2 (54:34):
This is the.

Speaker 1 (54:34):
Last time, because everybody listening is go and grab their
fucking sovereignty today. It's doesn't belong to your ex boss
who fucking fired you and you're still sad over that
fucking job. It doesn't belong to your ex who you
keep going back to, and he keeps pulling on your
fucking strings because you're not sovereign. Because they have control
over your fucking soul, your heart or whatever.

Speaker 2 (54:54):
You're gonna pull that shit back.

Speaker 1 (54:57):
It's not some type of dark spirit that keeps fucking
with you when you because they have access to your field.

Speaker 2 (55:02):
You're cutting all of it off right now.

Speaker 1 (55:05):
You're telling your body, You're commanding your body that you
obey my command because I'm in charge of this fucking ship,
and you are going to regain complete control over yourself.
So that way, it does not fucking matter what's happening

(55:27):
in the matrix. It don't matter. My timeline is not
to fucking be moved. My body is not to fucking
be altered. You're gonna set that command so strongly that
it doesn't matter what happens. They can't fuck with you now.
When they were fucking with me the other night, I

(55:49):
was so exhausted, I didn't give a fuck.

Speaker 2 (55:51):
I'm just like whatever, I'll fix it later. And that
was on me.

Speaker 1 (55:55):
I should have like stood up and been like, uhh,
you're not fucking with me.

Speaker 2 (55:58):
I didn't feel like fighting. I just felt going to sleep,
So I like didn't give a fuck.

Speaker 1 (56:02):
Right, it happens, that shit fucking happens. But I can
fucking tell you that if you were to make it
a fucking practice that every single night before you bet
went to bed, you made that command, nothing would fuck
with you.

Speaker 2 (56:17):
Now.

Speaker 1 (56:18):
Granted, I like when shit kind of fucks with me.
The only way I can fix stuff is if stuff
fucks with me, like seriously, like as much as like
I get upset and I get pissed off and whatever,
if it's not fucking with me, I don't know that
it's out there fucking with other people. So I kind
of let shit fuck with me only because like I'm
the person like ahead of everybody else with the machete

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making the trail for other people to walk through.

Speaker 2 (56:43):
Like I'm trying to make that.

Speaker 1 (56:44):
Pathway as clear as possible, to make it as easy
as possible for the people.

Speaker 2 (56:49):
Coming behind me.

Speaker 1 (56:50):
So like I don't mind being the one that runs
into the snake or runs into whatever other little creature
is on the fucking path because I would rather deal
with it and get it out of the frequency of Earth,
so that way, when everybody else is trying to send
and everybody else is trying to get to that enlightenment.

Speaker 2 (57:04):
Frequency, it's not fucking with you.

Speaker 1 (57:07):
So I don't mind. I don't mind being the one.
So I do kind of let things fuck with me
a good bit because if they're doing it to me,
they're gonna do it to everybody else who's trying to
help me. And so I do feel personally responsible. I
do feel like the shepherd or you know, whatever the

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fuck we call in it, who is like responsible for
everybody who's showing up to fight this fight.

Speaker 2 (57:34):
Like I do feel like the you know, the war
chief or whoever.

Speaker 1 (57:39):
I don't know anything really about war these days, which
is crazy because I literally was like in charge of
fucking like such expansive fucking nations out one time. I
was the ruler of multiple fucking dynasties and shit like that,
and now I'm just like whatever, like the command the

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person in charge of the army, that person I'm so
anti war unless it's an astral right, Like I feel
like I am that person, like, but I'm going into
battle with everybody. I'm not being strategic telling everybody like
go run. No, I'm going first because I know that like,
if I can go and disable as much as I can,

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then it makes easier for everybody else to come in
behind me.

Speaker 2 (58:29):
And it's easier if you got to deal with one
or two, or you.

Speaker 1 (58:32):
Can like kind of have your practice because you're not
being overwhelmed. When I first started doing this shit, holy.

Speaker 2 (58:39):
Fuck, talk talk about cry, talk about tears, talk about
like feeling fucking like, what the fuck did I sign
up for? Why the fuck is this me? And and
the crazy thing is.

Speaker 1 (58:51):
That the people that were training me were people who
fucking betrayed me. They weren't even on my fucking side.
I guess they were maybe somewhat on my side because
I guess they thought that they could keep me under
their frequency and then I wouldn't see beyond their bullshit
and they would be able to use me for their
own personal fucking agenda.

Speaker 2 (59:08):
But I saw through it really quick.

Speaker 1 (59:10):
They were literally like, no, you're training to run a marathon,
and then when you figure that out, you're gonna run,
and you're gonna run two back to back, and then
you're gonna need to run three and then you're gonna
be able to need to be to where you never
have to stop running. And I mean literally that is
me now. I'm never fucking tired. I'm hardly ever exhausted.
It really had to be something really fucking with my
energy to like wear deplete my energy. But I can

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normally bounce back, like really fucking fast. But you know
how I got there by being abused, so fucking abused.
It was like bananas who are like I literally like
I cried all the fucking time because I, like I could.
They would let demons attached to me, and I could
feel them crawling under my skin. It is the most

(59:54):
unnerving feeling to know that you physically have a demon
attached to you and that you're struggling to get the
motherfucker off. It is so fucking scary to physically feel
it on you, crawling underneath your skin. My life was
a Lincoln Park song, so like I would get so upset,

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and the more upset I would get, guess what, I'm
just slipping into the frequency of that fucking entity to
where it's feeling even more and more comfortable, gaining more
power by being in my fucking field, making it harder
to fucking come off. But guess what, I had zero
fucking mentors helping me figure that out. I learned that

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a hundred percent by myself.

Speaker 2 (01:00:40):
I did not have.

Speaker 1 (01:00:41):
Another fucking soul teaching me how to clear any sort
of dark entity any I don't like to really use
the word demon, really dark entity, are fucking extra tresture
or anything like that.

Speaker 2 (01:00:57):
I had no one.

Speaker 1 (01:01:00):
And this was before Ella really got you know, cued
up to help me the way she does, and before
like I realized my son had really cool abilities, and
so I was really like by myself trying to figure
this out. And then I figured it out, and then
I kind of became the person that cleared everybody right.

Speaker 2 (01:01:17):
And now you know, I just sit.

Speaker 1 (01:01:19):
In the energy where education and teaching other people is
like my goal and I still have not done my
little class. It's coming, it's coming, but I had to
get us through this fucking timeline shift first, and my
life has been I thought that, you know, like I'm
going to Europe. Oh yeah, like great, we switched timelines.
Things gonna get better, bro. They are fighting this shit

(01:01:42):
with tooth and fucking nail like it's relentless, but it is.
It is absolutely getting better. So I just want everybody to.

Speaker 2 (01:01:57):
Know that.

Speaker 1 (01:02:00):
You didn't sign up for this shit because it was
gonna be easy.

Speaker 2 (01:02:05):
You didn't sign up for this journey. You're not here.

Speaker 1 (01:02:08):
You're not listening to this because it's supposed to soothe
your soul and make you feel, you know, like, oh,
everything's gonna fucking be okay. I just have to think
a positive thought in a rainbow's gonna fucking appear. This
ain't this ain't that you didn't sign up so that way.

(01:02:31):
You didn't sign up for this journey to be fucking
falsely told that you just had to exist and everything
would fucking be fine. That's not why we're here. You
signed up for this because you knew that all the struggling,
all of the oppression, all of the ways that you
have been manipulated, the way that you've been taken advantage of,

(01:02:55):
the way that you've been fucking embarrassed, the way that
you've been stripped of your fucking the way that you
have been made to feel as an outcast for being
this mystical, magical, multi dimensional, fucking creature.

Speaker 2 (01:03:15):
You are here because they.

Speaker 1 (01:03:19):
Don't want you to exist, And this is the life
where you decided fuck you.

Speaker 2 (01:03:30):
And it's fucking go time. This is the life.

Speaker 1 (01:03:36):
This is the life where you're like, it's time for
all of us. The conditions are right, the energy is right.

Speaker 2 (01:03:43):
If we have any shot in hell, this is going
to fucking be it. And you are here to.

Speaker 1 (01:03:52):
Fight for humanity, to fight for yourself. If you don't,
fucking if we don't do this, guess what. Our consciousness
is kind of fucked. We are stuck in a fucking
terrarium till I don't even see an end, till they
decide to obliviate our consciousness, because where the fuck are

(01:04:16):
we gonna go. You're not going back to be an extraterrestrial.
I don't know where the fuck that came from. I
don't know who told you that when you die you
can go home to some other fucking planet and go
be reunited with your fucking family. Your family is humanity.
You're with your fucking family. Now. All those people that

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you fucking hate, we're all in the same fucking shit together.
This is your new fucking family. Are there gonna be times,
hopefully if we can shift everything where there will be
other planets where we'll be able to expand and go
have a different fucking existence in this human fucking energy. Yes,
that's the goal. The goal is to get off of

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it just being on one planet. The goal is to
fucking goal be multiplanetary and to be able to move
from planet to planet and have multiple options. And we're
incarnating all over the fucking place. You are the fucking
labraates humanity. We're laborates, and they hate the creation that.

Speaker 2 (01:05:23):
Was fucking created. They hate us.

Speaker 1 (01:05:30):
I can't stress that shit enough. Do all extraterrestrials hate us?

Speaker 2 (01:05:36):
Fuck? No, Some of those fighting so hard for us
because they are our family.

Speaker 1 (01:05:44):
They do want to reunite with us. They do want
to help us, They do feel sorry for us. They
do know that we're trapped. They watch the whole fucking thing.
But the ones that are actually within our orbit, the
ones that are here on the planet, the ones that
are manipulating the matrix. Go look at the frequency of

(01:06:04):
those beings. If you know what the frequency of hate
looks like, It is encoded in every fiber of their being.
The frequency of hate and disgust and jealousy and ego
is their entire fucking frequency. Go see for yourself if

(01:06:26):
you're a person who can see emotions is frequencies. And
I know that might not be everybody's ability.

Speaker 2 (01:06:32):
I see it really clearly. Ella does as well.

Speaker 1 (01:06:37):
And go look at their frequency, or you know, go
look at somebody on Earth who you know is just
this hateful, spiteful, fucking person. Go see if you can
see their frequency.

Speaker 2 (01:06:51):
Go see if you can see the color of their aura.
Go see if you can see like how their energy
lights up.

Speaker 1 (01:06:57):
And then go find a spaceship that's floating around the
the Earth.

Speaker 2 (01:07:01):
Go on it.

Speaker 1 (01:07:02):
Go look at one of those extraterrestrials. I bet you
that their frequents, their fields, and their frequencies match pretty
fucking close.

Speaker 2 (01:07:13):
If we don't fight this, we are stuck.

Speaker 1 (01:07:19):
Purgatory will continue to exist for you, and this way
that you're living now will always fucking be until we
no longer exist here. And I know that's all like
doom and gloom. It's just fucking reality. And I feel
like a lot of the spiritual community offers like this
false sense of what the fuck is happening, And I'm

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just not one of I am a realist on the
side of optimism. That is who I am. It's who
I am at my core. But I'm a realist above
all else, and I don't need.

Speaker 2 (01:07:50):
To sugarcoat shit to make people fucking feel better. I
just don't. We are winning this fucking war.

Speaker 1 (01:08:02):
When I tell you that we're winning, I mean that
with every fiber of my fucking being. We have them
scrambling so fucking hard. They're losing grip on humanity.

Speaker 2 (01:08:14):
You can see it by the way the events are
unfolding on the planet.

Speaker 1 (01:08:19):
They are losing humanity. Everything feels like chaos energy right now.
They don't want us in chaos. They want us in order.
They want us to do predictable ass shit. They want
predictable arguments, predictable wars. They want us to be very
fucking robotic. So the fact that we exist in this

(01:08:40):
chaos energy right now, I can promise you, is a
very strong sign that they are losing their grip and
their hold on humanity.

Speaker 2 (01:08:49):
It is a very very beautiful, beautiful thing to witness.

Speaker 1 (01:08:55):
But in order for us to continue, we can't stop
fighting now. We can't just fucking give up. We can't say, oh, well,
I fought, and now I'm gonna coast. There is no
fucking coasting. There's no coasting until the day you leave
this planet. There's no coasting, and then you're gonna reincarnate
again and you're gonna come back and you're gonna continue
to build something else. There's absolutely no such thing as coasting.

(01:09:18):
You didn't sign up for this shit. You don't get
to the fucking twenty yard line and see the fucking
goal line right there and stop.

Speaker 2 (01:09:31):
It's getting so close. It's getting so close.

Speaker 1 (01:09:36):
That everybody really really needs to dig deep. If you
feel like you're not doing your part, I'm sorry. I'm
sorry that I hyper jumped the fucking shit.

Speaker 2 (01:09:44):
Out of our timelines. I'm sorry.

Speaker 1 (01:09:47):
I'm was not supposed to see all this. I was
not supposed to be doing any of this yet. I
had a while before I was supposed to see any
of these entities be able to get my frequency high
enough to be able to know what the fuck was
going on. Like whenever I first started doing this, when
I was asking LS, I'm like, so, what's the timeline

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before I see this dimension in.

Speaker 2 (01:10:09):
This one and this one?

Speaker 1 (01:10:09):
Because I knew they existed, but I wasn't going like
visit so if I think like eight years.

Speaker 2 (01:10:14):
Or something like that.

Speaker 1 (01:10:16):
That was like two years ago, and I saw them
all within three months, and it has been a hyper
jump ever fucking since. And so I'm just like figuring
out all these puzzle pieces and it's just forcing everybody
to have this really accelerated spiritual fucking growth moment. But

(01:10:38):
if you signed up for this shit, you already have
everything you need. The only thing you need to do
is to put to bed your fucking trauma.

Speaker 2 (01:10:46):
That's it. That's all you need to do.

Speaker 1 (01:10:48):
Your spiritual abilities and who you are is waiting for you.
You don't have to develop it. You don't have to
go learn shit. You already know. That's why you signed up.
You already have every weapon that you fucking need. You've
been in Egypt, You've been a mystic, you've been an alchemist,
you've been a shaman, You've been.

Speaker 2 (01:11:06):
All of the fucking things.

Speaker 1 (01:11:08):
You've done all of the things that you've needed to
be here in this fucking moment.

Speaker 2 (01:11:12):
You have done it. The only thing.

Speaker 1 (01:11:17):
You need to do is to walk away from the
trauma that keeps you bound to this third density matrix.

Speaker 2 (01:11:25):
Set the fucking shit down, do the healing, let it go.
I'm not here to be traumatized. I'm not here to
be a victim. I'm here to be a warrior.

Speaker 1 (01:11:37):
I'm here to fight for something greater than myself that
generations in thousands of years from now are gonna feel
the effects of the effort that.

Speaker 2 (01:11:46):
I've made on the planet right now.

Speaker 1 (01:11:51):
That's why we're fucking here. So I'm never gonna ask
you what the fuck ever again?

Speaker 2 (01:12:00):
This is your chance. We are a very small group
of people who have the capacity to truly understand what's
happening right now. You didn't find me by accident.

Speaker 1 (01:12:13):
You haven't put up with all of my shit up
until now by accident. You're here because you are supposed
to be involved in the mission that's going on to
switch timelines for humanity.

Speaker 2 (01:12:27):
That New Earth thing.

Speaker 1 (01:12:28):
That everybody else is talking about is bullshit. To have
the quote unquote light workers fucking distracted. None of those
motherfuckers are helping us transition over into the new timeline.
None of them. All of these people who are on
all these fucking Galactic Council, fucking Facebook pages and all

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the shit, none of them are fucking assisting us moving
humanity over.

Speaker 2 (01:12:58):
And that's kind of like, Oh, who the fuck you
think you are? Go look at who I am. Go
into astro and go find me. You could go to
the Tree of Life. Go to the Tree of Life
and find me. Go figure out who the fuck I am.
Do the work. Don't just sit here.

Speaker 1 (01:13:13):
On your humanness and be like, well, who the fuck
are you? Go see Go see the amount of work
I've done. Go see at all the fragments of me
that I've collected back. Go ask to see my past lives.
Go see who the fuck I was on this planet.
Go see how many stories and history are written about me.
And I'm not just saying that from an ego perspective.

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I know who the fuck I am. I don't necessarily
like it.

Speaker 2 (01:13:38):
It sucks. It kind of sucks. I can't even talk
about it because people are gonna be like, yeah, fucking right,
I can't talk about It's. All I can do is
tell you. Go find it, Go see it for yourself,
Go ask, go ask around an astro, Go to the
cosmic tree. Look for me. You're gonna find me. You
can't miss me.

Speaker 1 (01:13:57):
You can't miss me at the Cosmic Tree. You're here
right now to assist in the transition of humanity from a.

Speaker 2 (01:14:09):
Matrix that did not allow.

Speaker 1 (01:14:13):
Anything magical to happen, anything multidimensional to happen for humanity,
we're shifting that.

Speaker 2 (01:14:22):
And you're a part of it.

Speaker 1 (01:14:25):
And so I hope that if you feel called to
take that step, to step up, to drop the trauma,
to quit crying because your twin flate don't fucking love you,
and equip me and upset because this fucking man that
you fucking want to be with, that this woman that
you want to be with ain't giving you no time,
and they're.

Speaker 2 (01:14:41):
Treating you like, like shut it.

Speaker 1 (01:14:45):
You're not here to worry about your relationship with any
fucking body. You're here to be one of the badasses
that helped move humanity into a completely reality.

Speaker 2 (01:15:02):
And if that's you, it's go time. It's fucking go time.

Speaker 1 (01:15:11):
And it's not like just today, oh my god, if
I don't have this done by this week, but I
want you to feel like you need to have it
done by this week. I want that to be the
amount of urgency that you carry within you that you
can't get it done fast enough. Because this isn't just
a mission for the next month or for the next year.
This is us doing this shit until we all die.

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This isn't just a move shit over.

Speaker 2 (01:15:37):
Oh now it's there. Now we're fucking good.

Speaker 1 (01:15:40):
Which you think four or five six thousand years worth
of corruption is gonna be erased in a couple months
to undo the amount of shit that has been programmed
into our human DNA, into the human psyche, into everything.
You think that's just gonna be undone and we're just
gonna snap our fingers.

Speaker 2 (01:16:00):
Everybody's just gonna wake up. That's not how that's gonna happen.

Speaker 1 (01:16:04):
And you know why, because we have love and compassion
for our fellow humans. Why would we want trauma for
all of the humans here to exist in such fucking
trauma for everybody to have to wake up all at
one time. Like, we don't wish trauma on other people, Okay,
because you healed your trauma.

Speaker 2 (01:16:25):
Now all of a sudden, they're not ready to wake up.

Speaker 1 (01:16:27):
But you wish that they would woke up abruptly and
have nothing but fucked up trauma that now they have
to deal with.

Speaker 2 (01:16:34):
I don't wish that on people. I'm not wishing harm
on people.

Speaker 1 (01:16:39):
I'm hoping that we become free enough to where we
get to be the pillars that we get to actually
help them when they're ready to wake up. But we're
not allowed to be the pillars right now. We're not
allowed to be shit. I'm not even allowed to like
have a podcast that people like fucking could listen to

(01:16:59):
because my podcast is so fucking oppressed. I'm not even
allowed to have a fucking crystal shop that people shop
into because nobody fucking comes here, because I'm not allowed
to fucking have prosperity because they want to keep us oppressed.
We're trying to get to the point to where we
actually can have prosperity and abundance and be pillars within society,

(01:17:24):
and then from us establishing those pillars within society, the
rest of the world will shift. But there are no
good pillars. All the pillars that exist are rotten. The
foundation is crumbly or it's built with shitty ass, fucking
bullshit lies, and all of that foundation is crumbling. And
if that foundation crumbles before we can get our pillars up,

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then what the fuck.

Speaker 2 (01:17:47):
Is going to keep us afloat?

Speaker 1 (01:17:51):
So until the next time, guys, think us at the matrix,
talk to you next times, and then not fiving from
my spirit switching yours the numbers, driving in the battle
with no fear.

Speaker 2 (01:18:04):
He gona come a casting driving on number. If I'm on,
I know pilot. Little blue glit hit through the matrix.