#56 Another Timeline Jump and Mommy Dearest

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Speaker 1 (00:23):
Hello, Hello, Hello, and welcome to another episode of Divinity
on Earth. I'm your podcast host chrisy Nicole, and let's
try this shit again. I just tried to start recording,
and uh when I had a customer come back into
the shop, which thankfully they did right uh, and uh

(00:47):
to pick up something that they didn't pick up whenever
they were in here the first time, and they really
felt like they needed it, and so they came back
in and I stopped, and then Michael commented something on
my Instagram and so I went to to just laugh
at it, and then whenever I came back to record,
I forgot what the fuck I had just said. So

(01:09):
I went to listen to it in my voice was
completely completely completely distorted in the recording. So, uh, the
universe just kind of conspired in my favor for once,
which is odd. So can we take a moment and
appreciate that shit, because I don't know that that happens
very often, and I'm kind of kind of thrilled about

(01:32):
it actually. So anyways, Hello, Yeah, it's been a little while.
It's been a couple of weeks. But uh, if you
don't live in South Louisiana, you may not know that
we just had hurricane Hurricane Francy, and seat something is

(01:52):
in my field because I feel like trippy on my words.
So we'll see how this goes. Maybe I need to
get a pendulum. Actually, let's see. Hold on, okay, I
just cleared the space around me. We'll see what happens up.
And while I was clearing, I already like figured something

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else out. Man Like, sometimes I know, like you know,
I totally get it because before I was really like
turned onto the abilities that I have now I wished
for them, right. I sat there and I wanted to
be one of the spiritual guru people. I wanted that

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to be me. I wanted me to have such profound
spiritual gifts and abilities that you know, everything just made
sense and I had answers and I could help people.
And it wasn't in an egoic way. It was really
in a deep quest for a sole purpose that was

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rooted in helping humanity. And then I I get it, right,
So I get those gifts and I get those abilities,
and that it comes to me who I am and
what I'm supposed to be doing and all that. And
then some days I just want to be like just
fucking shut it off already. Uh it's just too much.

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And uh So I was clear in the shop and
I literally just had this. Okay, So before I get
into the podcast, because I feel like this is gonna
lead quite beautifully into what I'm gonna talk about, I'm
gonna talk about a few things because I kind of
feel like I have just been we haven't been doing

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things that promote any sort of like soul growth in ways, yes,
and very much ways like finding your alignment, deciding like
what's a distraction, deciding what the fuck you want to master?
Like I've been talking about things that would be driving you,
but I haven't really talked about things that are like concrete,
go work on X, Y and Z. So today we're

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gonna talk about parental roles in your life and kind
of breaking down that part of your foundation and removing
some some bricks that are causing crumbling issues of you know,
things that you're supposed to be building. Uh So we're

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gonna we're gonna talk about that a bit. That'll be
the podcast topic. I had a dear friend and a
customer of the shop come in, and he's always so
funny when he comes in because I'm always talking about
really like out there wild matrix stuff and he loves it.
And uh so he's always just like kind of like

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laughing at me and appreciating the conversation all at the
same time. And it's really really nice to talk to him.
But he's actually off to Thailand today, so I won't
be seeing him for a while. It had been a
little while since he came in, but he's been by
a couple of times recently, and so he's headed to Thailand.
But we were kind of talking and I was having

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this breakdown of conversation because he's going to Thailand without
telling his mom that he's going to Thailand, and uh,
you know, it's kind of a you know, most of
us that have relationships with our parents, like we wouldn't
dream about going overseas without you know, telling our parents.
But I was like, essentially, we're having this breakdown of

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you know, the way I view parental roles and stuff
like that, and which basically just reaffirmed what he is
already going through and the way he's already proceeding with
his life here, which is really really beautiful. But he said, yeah,
that should totally be what you talk about because I
was kind of like, I really, like, unless it's just

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me blabbering about like the new things that I've been
uncovering in the matrix, which I know a lot of
you like, that's why you listen to me, is because
I talk about the things that no one else really
even knows exist essentially, right, And so I know that
that's why most of you are here because the things

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that I say, no one else is talking about. And
even if you don't understand it, or even if you
don't fully you know, grasp what it is, I'm I'm
even you know, talking about even sometimes on a basic level.
And I try to do my best to explain things
in a way that I feel is like relatable to
our human experience. I really try to break it down

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with like, you know, examples, but I just I felt
that I am not really I haven't really been positively
contributing to everyone's life from a personal perspective as much
as I want to. And so we were kind of talking,

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I you know, I told him that, and then so
he said, why don't you do this as a podcast topic?
And I'm like, you know what, I think I will.
So we're we're gonna jump into that, and we're gonna
talk about that from a spiritual perspective. What does it
mean to you know, choose our parents and you know
their role that they should be playing in our incarnation

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based on where we are. They play different roles based
on you know, what our incarnation looks like and what
our spiritual journey looks like. Parents play different roles based
on different lessons that we're learning, and so what kind
of jump into that a little bit. But the other
thing that I wanted to say was, I don't know

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if it is just because I want to believe this
with my full fucking heart, that I am pulling this
into my simulation. Okay, I do not normally pull any
type of astrology shit into my simulation. I believe that
it is. You know, it can be really positive, uh,

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if it works with the energy or if it works
with something that has a beautiful effect on your en carnation.
So if it's uplifting, if it gives you optimism, if
it fills you with gratitude, or it helps you to
release things that you need to release. Knowing that this

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full moon, this, you know, eclipse, this, whatever it is,
it is triggering you to actually do the spiritual work
that makes astrology a really useful tool to your spiritual
journey here while you are incarnated. However, when there are
aspects of astrology that are negative, uh, then I'm not

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pulling that shit into my incarnation whatsoever. I don't want
to hear about it. I don't give a fuck in
you know, I can also see where a lot of
things in astrology are presented as being light, presented as
being upgrades, presented as being these beautiful portals that open

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up and you can manifest and all of this stuff.
So what happens is that everybody taps into the energy
of the portal, but the portal really has dark energy
coming out of it. And now you're being reprogrammed and
thrown back into the matrix by these portals that open
up periodically for you to hop in and tap into,

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and you honestly don't have the discernment to know what
secret codes are buried in what's being emitted out of
those portals, or what entities are hopping out of those
portals that you're summoning to help you manifest on lions
Gate or whatever whatever the case may be. So there

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is a lot of darkness hidden within astrology, Okay, And
I'm not one to bust people's astrology bubbles. Everybody's where
they're they're supposed to be. I know there are a
lot of people who study astrology who listen to me,
and I mean, if you, I mean, are you asking
for my two cents? I guess you're fucking you're still

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here listening. If you're asking for my two cents. My
two cents would be that challenging aspects and negative things
in astrology are you know, they shouldn't exist. They should
be building opportunities, and that's how it should be framed.

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I really don't understand why we even use the I mean,
in the spiritual community, we use negative words like we're
not being mindful, We're not using conscious language within the
spiritual community to describe one of our practices. So that's
a big fucking red flag right there. But anyways, I'm

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not going off on that tangent today. I will try
my hardest to stay some my own point. The whole
reason that I'm even having this, And you know, that's
just a little food for thought. Take that however you want.
I'm sure I'll dive into it on a later podcast.
But for right now, if you're not using the right
conscious language whenever it comes to astrology, just know that

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the shit can hurt your development, can hurt your journey,
can cause you to regress, or can cause you to
come in contact with energy that you don't know that
you're coming in contact with. So every little astrology event
that happens, whether it's Chiron, whether it's you know, something
with the sun or the moon, there is an entity

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associated with each of those bodies. Each of those planetary
bodies are energies in astral So just be mindful, be mindful.
But in astrology right now, it is kind of this
season of the cardinal signs having like their villain era,

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and that's me. I'm a cardinal sign, ares as a
cardinal sign, and I want it, you know what I'm saying.
So I'm just like I felt like the week before last,
the week before the hurricane, I was just being such
a bitch, like I'm not even gonna like lie, but
not like in like a mean way, but in a

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if you're not on my level, like get on my level.
I just like like I was in this energy of
you know, I I don't have time for that shit,
and not to say that that's necessarily a bad place
to be, but it's not a good place for me
to be and to record a podcast. So I would

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just I really just had like this kind of a
little too much fire. I guess you could say, if
that's if that's a thing, if that's possible to have
too much fire, I had it. And I've calmed down
some since, so we're all good now. But I was
very I was knocking out a lot of things, getting

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a lot of things done in Astro, and it it's
just kind of it's I kind of live a very
rewarding but sometimes frustrating existence because, uh, I understand the matrix,
I guess well enough. I don't know it great. Obviously,

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if I knew it that fucking good, I would have
fixed this ship. The world would just we would just
wake up one day and it would just look fucking different.
If I if I, you know, was really a master
at this shit, right, I'm absolutely not, uh yet. I'm
working on it. Uh. But I struggle with, you know,

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dealing with the same kind of situation over and over
and over again. So if I'm sitting here and I'm
I'm telling you, you're being pulled back into the matrix. That's,
you know, a distraction. And if you're like wanting to
help humanity, but you're willingly fuck participating in the fucking
distractions at the end of the day, it does kind

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of annoy me. But I know that that's something within
myself that I am getting annoyed, and I try not
to project that onto other people. I kind of understand
some energy that I sat in in past lives where
I was a little bit short and a little bit
of an asshole, because it gets frustrating being the person

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that you know, being around people where this shit doesn't
matter to them. It's kind of like a cool little
pastime or a cool little hobby, and it can be
incredibly frustrating. Whenever you know, people aren't don't want to
sit in that mastery energy with you. You know, whenever

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you're you're the master and you have teacher. I mean,
you're the teacher and you can have students, but students
never want to get their PhD. They never want to
become the master themselves. They're perfectly fine being underneath your
wing and doing whatever you ask, but they're not going
to go outside of that to help, you know, humanity.

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Unlast it's something that like I'm pushing or I'm driving. Luckily,
I do have a couple of people who come to
me with things, and I couldn't adore that anymore. It
really is like has given me like this, I don't know,
this new like restored kind of faith in this mission

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that there are actually people who are in alignment with
where I am, because I do understand that that is
part of the issue, right, is that I'm evolving so
fast that everybody else they're not to a place where
they can offer up the amount of help that I
honestly need from them that they signed up to give me.

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But and because I'm hyper jumping, they're not hyper jumping.
But part of it is just like, are you not
hyper jumping because you don't want to fucking hyper jump?
You're perfectly being stuck in this yolo type mentality, And
obviously this isn't yolo, Like we're here to do this thing,

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like this very specific thing and it's not something that
we necessarily This is a thing though we didn't necessarily
sign up for it, just in this life. We signed
up for it a while back. Okay, a while back,
shit went fucked up and it was a we're gonna
fight this out till the end, and some of you
are tired of fucking fighting, but you're gonna keep being

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in this cycle. You're gonna keep coming back to Earth,
and your life is gonna keep feeling exactly as exhausting
as it is in this life until there is a
life where you decide, Okay, enough, I know this is exhausting,
and I know I'm tired, but I don't want to
fucking do this anymore. And either I give it my
all or I'm literally gonna be stuck in this shit
for all of eternity. So, because they can pull your

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consciousness and put you in a loop and you never
incarnate in a physical body, and you are literally just
living an entire you know, existence in a simulation and
a reality where you never have a physical body, you
literally can get put in something that is exactly like
the matrix. So keep fucking around, and you know, if

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you're not figuring out how to get out of this shit,
then it's it can only get worse from here. I
hate to tell everybody. Everybody's like waiting for a savior
to come and to save them. Yeah, like you're you're
the fucking savior. I'm not making sense to you because
you're you're not here to help with humanity. I don't
make sense to you. Know how many fucking billions of

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people like don't understand anything I say. Those are the
people we're saving. It's not the people who listen to
me and who resonate with what I say, or who
understand or who can see me an astro and who
can see that I am actually fighting the good fight.
It's kind of the cool thing is that everybody tells

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me all the things that I do with them in astrol,
and I get really excited, and so I in the beginning,
I was like, oh, well, you could just call me
in as your guide in astrol. And I know some
people kind of looked at me like I was a
little like what I could call in you And because
you know, I'm not disclosing all of who I am

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and any of my ascended you knowness or what you
know humans perceive as ascendedness, and I'm not just coming
forth and disclosing not to people because it would be
a major turn off to a lot of people, I think.
But whenever they get to the point to where they're
like seeing me help. I'm helping them. I'm like the teacher, right,

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and so that is really cool for me. It's really,
I guess, validation for the things that I'm saying, because
it feels a little weird to tell people that kind
of shit. And then but whenever, you know, client after
client after client after client comes back and tells, me, oh, yeah,

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you were pulling this demon off of me last night
while I was asleep or you were you know this,
and we were sitting at the beach and you were
teaching us to go look to see where thoughts come from.
And it's nice. I'm not gonna lie, it's nice. So
but anyways, I wanted to, you know, just kind of
let you guys know the week before I didn't record
because I was an asshole. And I'm not that I'm

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not still an asshole, Like I get it. I think
I just naturally am. But I do feel a whole lot,
a whole lot more balanced this week. Okay, but on
the balance front of things, I really think that the
only thing that kind of shifted my energy to wear
I feel better over the last couple of days is
that I moved our channel. I moved our timeline channel twice,

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son twice, I moved us twice. I moved us so originally,
so if you're listening to this and this is your
first podcast episode, just stop right now and back it
on up, and you're gonna have to go back, just
you know, go back, because I talked about us moving
timeline channels and anchoring your energy. Although just know that

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that energy that's not no longer the timeline channel. When
you go to look for the Timeline channel, it's not
gonna be over there. You're gonna be connected somewhere else
because we are in a different channel these days. But
I did have a little bit further clarification on I
knew where the timeline channels were, but I knew where

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they were on more of a two D perspective, and
I just saw it from a I don't know, I
guess four D perspective or five D perspective. And so
essentially I also went found me in the future, which
is directly connected to me here. Now I've been knowing

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that for a while. Uh but uh, we originally, when
I first started trying to move us from the timeline
channel we were in, we were originally in Timeline channel
number eight. Okay, and I didn't want to move us
back to seven because eel all right, like a lot

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of bad shit happened when we were in seven. Okay,
a lot of bad shit has happened. We just started
moving into eight. It hasn't been all that long since.
They've been moving our energy into timeline channel eight around
the time of COVID. And the reason that we were
in eight goes back to the fact that I said
from the very beginning that and I still haven't fully

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figured out how to use that energy. But the reason
why I hadn't figured out how to use the energy
for us to be able to manifest, and that energy
is almost up. Hey, then I say it was going
to be up in like September, And here we are
in September, and I fucking moved us out of it.
Oh my god, what a synchronicity that fucking is. Dude,
Holy shit. Okay, I'm gonna have to sit with that
for a minute. So anyway, we were and they moved

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us to timeline channel number eight. So that way, but
they started moving us around the time of COVID. So
everybody thinks that they're having some deep spiritual awakening right wrong. Uh,
that was totally controlled, so that way they can manipulate
the way the spiritual awakening happens on the planet, and

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it steered everybody away from true awakening and into some
false sleep. Okay. So everybody who's on the spiritual journey,
the spiritual awakening, and they think, oh, we're going to
this New Earth whatever whatever, that's complete fucking bull shit.
That's completely this fabricated timeline that everybody is on that

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is operating it, that was operating in that timeline channel eight.
So that way, everybody thought that we were evolving, They
thought that we were splitting out into New Earth and
Old Earth, and all of that shit came about whenever
they started migrating us from timeline channel seven to timeline
channel eight, okay, And so that was essentially so they

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could change the coding and the programming of the matrix
and that everybody started waking up. But they're controlling the
way that we're waking up and the things that we
believe to be real. Okay, So they're exposing something so
that way we feel like, oh my god, like look
at us, like we're figuring stuff out, and oh my god,

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that makes so much sense. And so it's this intentional
deception that's happening within timeline channel eight. But that's where
we started. Whenever I started swapping us over lately, we
were originally, when all of us were born, we were
in timeline channel seven, forever and ever and ever. That
is where we have been for a couple thousand years now,

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and it's very recent that this shift of energy happened.
We all felt it that we move to timeline channel eight.
But the thing about being in timeline channel eight is
that we could not anybody that was in this awakening

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right that would we would be turning on like me. Okay,
I'm gonna just use me for example, because I don't know.
I'm the easiest example to have. So whenever I start
to wake up and my clear cognizance turns on and
I start knowing all of these things that I know,

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it would be a cold fucking day in hell before
I would be able to manifest, before I would be
able to alter that timeline channel, before I would really
be able to do anything here as long as we
stayed in that timeline channel. So that migration to that
channel was the fact that I'm starting to wake up

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to things, I'm starting to have things happen around me.
Ella is turning on like a motherfucker, dude. Ella was
starting to see spirit. She was seeing all kinds of shit.
So things were shifting vibrationally around me at home. So
what are they going to do? I'm not the only

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one I'm saying it was happening as a collective. So
what are they going to do. They're gonna have to
move channels and have a different set of rules within
that new channel. So naturally they're going to start to
alter the channel, so that way, the game that we're
playing on no longer works as effectively in eight as

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it did in seven. Right, So they're they're stripping even
more away from us because oh shit, they're waking back up.
They're Claire cognizant, they're knowing it's turning back on. I
thought we disconnected that. But in the energy of seven,
if you are you force somebody into enough darkness is
going to wake them up, is going to cause them

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to go searching for light. And so that's essentially what
was happening. The weight of the last couple thousand years
on the planet and that amount of darkness had us
all searching for light. Well, where are we going to
find the light. We're not finding it outside of us,
We're going to find it within us. So a lot
of us started going internally, and because of that, they
had to do something quick. And what they did was

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they moved us to Timeline channel eight, where the programming
that we were on for the last two thousand years
would no longer work the same way. Okay, And so
essentially what kind of happens with that is there is

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this whole new wave of distraction that gets to exist,
A whole new bunch of people that would have never
have found fame, would have never gone viral, now has
this new opportunity to have us cap devated. And all
of these little indie artists that are singing all these
spiritual songs and stuff that are channeling demonic energy, Oh well,

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we're gonna make sure that feels really good to the
spiritual community, and we're gonna make sure that some dark
entity is attached to them and they will never be
able to know, because we're gonna make it that much
harder for everyone they're they're knowing to be able to
discern whether or not that thing that they are, you know,
channeling or connecting to is good or bad. So we're

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gonna have to make this new channel all about smoke
and mirrors, okay, And so we're gonna give them just
enough energy to where it feels good and they bring
it in and they're not gonna know that that little
five percent or that ten percent that is a virus
in there, or that is a corrupted frequency within it, right,

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Satan Satan energy, because Satan is a corrupted frequency. We're
gonna fill that timeline channel with all of these little
five and ten percent Satan codes. And they have no
idea that all it takes is one to infest and
cause an entire collapse of everyone's you know, path, their journey,

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their spiritual belief system, and everybody's going to turn on
each other and everybody's gonna feel all righteous, and it's
going to create even more divide and is going to
get us exactly where we need the planet to be.
So that way it combat to everybody's knowing turning on. Right,
everybody's crown chakra was starting to activate in the seventh

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Timeline channel, and so that's what they were trying to combat,
our crown chakra turning on because they cannot turn off
our crown chakra. They can turn off our third eye
and our throat and our heart, and they can shut
off our solar plexus and our sacral and our root
and our Earth Star chakra. Even they can turn off
your Earth Star chakra. And now you're not supposed to

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be in this matrix. So what's going to happen within
the matrix if you're not getting codes from the Earth
Star is that you're going to die because you're being
eliminated from the matrix itself. So if you're not connected
to your Earth Star, that is a big, big problem
and the big red flag that something is trying to
take you out. And so they can disconnect us from

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a lot of things, but they cannot disconnect us from
our crown chakras because our crown chakra is directly connected
to our consciousness. And so if we're here being a
conscious being, you cannot disconnect someone's crown chakra. Okay, now
you can try to suppress it, you can try to
do a lot of things to it, but you absolutely
cannot disconnected. And so we were really since the other

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chakras that we had were all shut off. What's going
to happen when your other chakras are being minimized, are
not being fed the right frequencies and the right energy.
It's the same thing if you were to be physically
blind or physically deaf, your other senses are going to heighten.
And that's what's happened over the last two thousand years,
is that our other senses have become so heightened aka

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R Crown chakra that they needed to find a way
to readjust that balance so that way we can still
be oppressed and our knowing quit being so active and
they can try to find a way to deceive us
through our knowing. So they moved us to a different
Timeline channel. So I wasn't planning on saying all that,

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but apparently I needed to. So it's just kind of
funny how I was like briefly gonna mention that we
were in Timeline channel eight three hours late. I'm still
fucking talking about the shit. So anyways, Ramble rambll Ramble.
I should rename my podcast to Christy Rambles and maybe

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it would be a better podcast name. Like seriously, though,
because whenever I finished getting everything set up at home,
I have been completely redoing my house, creating the space
to create all my content and everything. Like I have
this little content creation area at the house now, and
I've really been busting my ass, staying up to like

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three am, and it's been NonStop work. I've been like
really really trying to get all the things done that
I need to do so that way, like this next
step can happen, because it has to happen. It's like
there is no other option. I can sit and I
can cry, and I can feel sorry for myself, and
I can feel overwhelmed, and I can feel isolated and
alone even though there are people. I don't really have people.

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It's just I just don't I It's just it is
what it is. And I've I really just need to
rock and roll with that energy and just know that
everybody's going through their own shit. I am. I am
hyper jumping so fast and at such a pace, and
no one really gives a shit. And that was hard
for me to accept that people don't fucking care about

(31:57):
what it is that I'm trying to do. And no,
granted I know that there are people that care. I'm
not saying that nobody cares, but you don't care the
same way I care. Just like whatever it is that
you personally have going on. I can't get invested and
wrapped up in everything that everybody has going on, because
focusing on someone else's, you know, path, is going to

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distract me from my own path. And so I'm not
trying to say that in a negative way. You need
to be worried about what you have going on, and
you need to be worried about your path. It's just
there's not very many people who are hardcore on their
fucking path. Like I have one person who is really
like dedicated to the cause. She's always sending me marcos

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and stuff like that, and we're actually like she's on it,
like she knows like her shit is to figure out
her and her twin flame, so that way me and
my not twin flame could like resolve our tension and
resolve our energy and also to help me with my
highest level soulmate, my little boo thing. But it's just

(33:05):
like it's really she's really the only person that is
dead set on her path, like she knows what her
path is and like every single day she's doing it,
every single day. No, granted, it helps whenever you're not
in a relationship, when you don't have young kids to
take care of Like the the energy around her is
kind of similar to the energy around me. We have time,

(33:27):
We have time, and we have the commitment and where
where we need to be in our life for it
to align and where she can help me. So but anyways, so,
but that's the thing is that she has to be
on her shit. I can't keep pulling her away from
what she's her work to always look at what I

(33:47):
have going on. But I can help push her to
go look at the things within herself that she needs
to work on that help me see things from her perspective.
And so I think, like that's kind of the thing is,
you know, know, understanding that we're all here to do
our own thing we are, but we're here to support
each other whenever somebody needs assistance or needs help. But

(34:10):
the thing about it is is that sometimes we don't
mind helping other people, but we don't want to do
the work that we're supposed to be doing ourselves. And
that's where the isolation comes in. It's really hard to
find people who won't let their ego from because they're
still attached to that ego. From that eighth timeline channel
jump that we just had where everybody went through this
fucking spiritual awakening, and everybody knows what's best for the

(34:33):
fucking planet and what's best for this country and this
president and this thing and that thing, and da da
da da. Everybody has a fucking concrete opinion. We shouldn't
be governed by any fucking human being. So the fact
that we would even need a president is fucking wild son,

(34:53):
and people are arguing about it. You should be pissed
off that you're not allowed to fucking be You're not
allowed to govern yourself, You're not allowed to you know,
exist without that because the world is so dark and
the world is so fucking corrupt that they think that
you need them. That's what the fuck you need to

(35:15):
be pissed off about, Not who believes and who would
be the best president, but the fact that they think
that you need a president at all. Okay, so let's
redirect our energy to the fact of why do these
assholes feel that I can't be sovereign and govern my
fucking self. Okay, put your energy into that and go

(35:36):
into astro and start fixing some shit. But anyways, back
to the topic. So, I have been doing just an
extraordinary amount of work within my home to get the
vibration of my home and alignment with the goals that
I have for myself, because before I didn't have the space.
I had shit all over because guess what, the last

(35:59):
three years of my life, it has been pouring into everything.
But what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing. They're granted,
the shop is what I'm supposed to be doing, but
I spend so much time working at the shop that
I have neglected my kids. Now. Granted they're old enough
to find for themselves, so they're not really being neglected,
but I feel like my presence isn't. I'm not around

(36:22):
my kids as much as I would like to be
around my kids. I feel like I'm just throwing food
together just because they need to eat, and not actually
like energetically nourishing my kids through like the act of
cooking something for them, because there is like a tremendous
amount of energy that goes into like preparing food, like

(36:44):
to nourish them with the conscious thought of doing so.
So I've just been like checking the fuck out of
myself lately and trying to have balance back in my
life so that way I can proceed forward with you know,
starting this cult and getting my order together, and because
my order is going to be a very very elite

(37:04):
group of people and you, I mean, I pretty much
think that most people who A you're either doing work
for me in astro. I can rely on you to
do whatever it is that I fucking say. And it's
not because, oh, because I need you to do what
the fuck I say. No, no, no, no. That is
just showing me that if I give you homework to
do on yourself, that you're actually going to go execute.

(37:26):
It means that I can trust you to have like
roles and responsibilities that align with helping humanity because you're
proving that you want to do it, not because I
expect you to do what the fuck I say. Everybody
knows that I would rather you like be like, no,

(37:47):
I went to do it that way, and I actually
did it this way instead, because that's what felt right.
The people that work around me, that's literally like what
they say. So I know that you said to do
it this way, but when I was there, I actually
went and did it this way. That's my face. Shit.
Whenever people use their own discernment. So I'm not here
to tell anybody what to do. But it's whenever I
give you something to do, when you do it, those

(38:07):
are the people who are really like stepping up, and
those are the people that are eventually going to be
in the Order. And the Order is just going to
be a group where if somebody struggling with something, or
somebody has something or a piece to the puzzle that
we're trying to solve them, we're going to have a
space to be able to put that information down. And
if you're not somebody who communicates with me regularly, then

(38:31):
you I mean not to say that you won't end
up in the Order, but you're kind of disconnected from
what's going on. So if you would like to participate
in that, and if you would like to kind of
be more involved, then you know, reach out and I'll
kind of see where you are in your abilities and
stuff like that. Because the Order I keep getting signs

(38:52):
because my little sign from the universe for the order
is zero zero zero or oh oh oh, because it's
the Order of Orchids and is the name of it.
Because see, they don't even want me to say that. Shit,
they're trying to choke me. Because the Order of Orchids

(39:12):
goes back to this energy, this this being an astral
which is in a different dimension than us altogether, where
there are like these beings and there the flower essences.
And if you are not in alignment, I do not
suggest trying to go find them. Uh. They will eat
you for fucking breakfast. Uh. These energies are very powerful

(39:33):
and very strong, and they do not play with like
they just don't play. It's very very cut and dry.
Their energy. It really aligns with kind of like the
kind of like the energy of Malchisa Deck, the very
sitting in like this righteous sense of energy that sits

(39:54):
really really close to the cosmic tree. It's like essentially
guarded like a the garden of the cosmic tree is
where they exist, and it's like these different floral essences.
And so the one that particularly aligns to helping us
here right now the most is the orchid energy. And

(40:17):
she has a name, but for the order of purposes
we just I just go by an order of orchids.
And so there's also I mean, you can think back
to other points in history that these beings would have
lended their energy to, although humanity has corrupted it quite
a bit. Like the order of the Rose that is

(40:37):
with Mary Magdalene. That is such a demonic group right now.
It is such a dark cult. The energy of it
is absolutely awful. But the Rose energy is no longer
attached to the group. It got dis disconnected a couple
of timeline channels ago, and we're not quite ready to
reconnect it yet. But I do feel like at some

(41:00):
point I will reconnect her energy back to the group
and see if we can't get that vibrating higher. But anyways,
if you're not about your shit, if you have any
sort of dark intention whatsoever, they will smite the fuck
out of you, Like I'm not even kidding, Like, don't
fuck around and find out is I guess all I

(41:22):
can say. If you're trying to go find them in
astral and if they will not communicate with you, if
they won't talk to you, if they flat out ignore you,
then you're not where you need to be to be
able to communicate with them. They do not just communicate
with anybody. So if they are talking to you, if
you can communicate with them, then chances are that you're

(41:42):
ready or you're getting really close to being ready to
be able to work in that energy and to be
able to be in the order but they're they're super cool.
It's a really kind of fun place to go like
rest and recuperate your energy is to go literally lay
in their garden. Now, there are lots of energies that

(42:03):
swirl outside of that garden, so you kind of have
to be careful whenever you're getting there and make sure
you go with protection because I have met quite a
bit of energy outside of the gates of their garden
that really don't like people going there. They're they're very,
very protected, and there's lots of dark energy outside of

(42:26):
that garden. So anyways, as is every garden of Eden
on Earth, I mean, it's the same, same, same, same,
So the Garden of Edens are actually modeled off of
that particular garden, the garden at the Cosmic Tree. So
but we can talk about that later. That's a whole
nother it's a whole nother thing. But anyway, so essentially

(42:48):
I've been like really doing the work. Okay, I'm not
just like sitting on here preaching about doing the fucking
work whatever. I've literally been like, well, you're just going
to keep repeating the same fucking cycle of every you
come home and you're just exhausted, and you don't do
the things, and you know, you get all sad about
the fact that you're not living the life that you
want to live. You're not living a life you want
to live because you're not trying to sacrifice sleep. And

(43:12):
I know sleep is essential for us to be able
to have spiritual health and mental health and physical health.
But going a week where you get a little less
fucking sleep is not killing anybody. So I've just been
I've really been just like kind of going through the

(43:34):
motions of what I need to do. Not just going
through the motions, but I've actually been physically doing the
physical things because we are in physical bodies with a
physical fucking reality. So at some point everything can't just
be nastro it has to be a physical act of something, right.
So I have been actually doing the physical shit that
needs to be done. And so that was week before

(43:55):
last when I was being a bach, I was like
laying shit at my house. So just about ready for that,
ready to start, kind of like the cult and the church.
I just like to call it a cult because if
the terminology of cult still like cas you hung up,
you ain't you ain't ready for the cult. So if

(44:16):
we're still applying the matrix, and you know, are conditioning
to this, then you're not ready to be in it.
And I'm gonna I stand on that whole fucking heartedly
that this is probably going to be more elite of
a not the not the cult, not the Church. Everybody

(44:37):
be able to come to the Cult because it's going
to be a place for you to be able to
learn and for you to grow, but the Order is
probably going to be the most elite group of people
on the planet. So pretty excited about that. But anyway,
so we started, let's go back. We started in timeline
channel eight. That's where whenever I first decided to start

(44:59):
moving us, we were in eight, Okay, and that aligns
with where we are in the Fibonacci sequence, And all
the things were in perfect fucking alignment for them to
be able to move us over, for them to be
able to alter our timelines. Everything was in alignment for
some really fucked up humans to manifest some really dark

(45:21):
shit for everybody who carries Christ Light. Okay, just flat out,
straight up that is literally what has happened is that
these assholes have been manifesting fucked up timelines for people
in Christ light and halting dark energy people from dying, Okay,

(45:49):
essentially like they're altering their timelines to where nothing bad
happens to the people that bad shit is supposed to
happen to. So I moved us to Originally I bypassed
seven because that energy felt real bad, right, and I

(46:11):
went to six. Well, Babe, Christy loves the energy of six.
I just I mean, I have six sixty six tattooed
on my wrist. That's how much I love the frequency
of Christ's light or divine light as I really like
to call it. Because Christ's light is giving the title

(46:35):
of being a king, which is being kind of in
this energy of dominance or insubordinate, right, So if you
have christ Light, then you would sit in this kingly energy,
which means that you would govern other people. And that's
not really kind of the energy that we're trying to
sit in when we're in divine light. Right. But I know,

(46:56):
like the universe, everybody still calls it Christ Light here,
so's I want to write to know what I'm talking about.
But at the same time, it really is just divine light.
It's just light within the cosmic tree. Is you sitting
with in the frequency of your specific consciousness with your
somatic that comes from the cosmic tree itself, the divine

(47:20):
feminine part of the cosmic tree, right, and so you
also have a beautiful dark a dark sun or dark
light energy that comes from the divine masculine energy of
the cosmic tree. We don't really talk about that a
whole lot, but I do feel like whenever it's time

(47:40):
that we will be having deeper conversations about that and
what that's supposed to look like. But we have to
restore the light before we can restore the dark energy.
And then but once the light is mostly restored, before
it'll completely click on, the dark has to be thick
all at the same time. But the dark isn't as

(48:02):
distorted as the light, which is why we keep digging
and fixing the light. And then they both have to
be clicked on at the same time, which is the
you know, the challenge with the not twin flame. But whatever,
we'll work through that at some point, even if it's
not like in close proximity to each other, we'll still

(48:24):
I mean, it's gonna have to happen in astro it's
some some way shape or form, even if it's not
It probably won't be in person, but it'll have to
happen in astro and I'll have to figure out how
to work through that, uh, which I'm pretty sure I
have a really I'm gonna just pull the bitch of soul.
Uh probably, but we'll see, we'll see what happens. So

(48:46):
I moved us to six all right, So I thought,
oh fuck, six sixty six literally is the frequency that
has been stripped from our current matrix. The frequency of
christ light isn't allowed to vibrate here because they stripped
us from that divine light frequency. And that divine light
frequency is in the energy of six sixty six, especially

(49:07):
from the divine feminine aspect, it sits. Her energy sits
in six sixty six. The divine masculine is three three three,
but the divine feminine is sixty sixty six, and you
know that is like her specialty frequency. They both obviously
we all exist in one one one, but masculines are
three three three. And what happens is the divine feminine

(49:30):
can take energy double it, and that's why it is
sixty sixty six, because they can create using the divine
masculine energy plus their energy, which gives us sixty six
to six. So I thought like, oh, this is this
is gonna be good. We're gonna be vibing in this
timeline channel, right, That's where we did. We did have
to move there first. It was a necessary step for

(49:51):
us to move there because that migration took a while,
and if we would have tried, if I would have
tried to move stuff or cross lost time and space
beyond that jump, it would have probably been corrupted because
the energy wasn't strong enough to be able to move
a further distance. So it was a necessary step for

(50:12):
us to move six sixty six. But I was like, shit,
ain't changing around me, Like, I don't feel any fucking different,
Like when I tell you like I feel no different.
I'm still being attacked, I still have like no protection
around my field. Shit has still fucking fallen apart from me.
There's just no way that we're still supposed to be
in this timeline channel. So then I was like, well, Christy,

(50:33):
when when were you like still whole? You know what
I'm saying, Because there was a life and it is
written about in a particular religion, not Christianity, but a
different one where you you know, that's the life you
lost your your third eye. Was that story of that

(50:54):
being told, And I'm like, so we need to go
back before that. We need to go back before we
lost our third eye, because guess what, Homegirl still wants
our third eye turned on in this life. Okay, so
we need to go back to that life and before
that life. And so I was like thinking about it before.
I'm like, okay, well, when was a good time here

(51:16):
on earth whenever you know, maybe like some pyramids were
being built, even if they're not the pyramids that are
currently where they are. Okay, I don't think everybody realizes
that where the pyramids are now, there were pyramids there
before the pyramids that we see. So but energetically those

(51:37):
pyramids still exist in a whole different density than what
we physically see. So there is the energy of the
pyramids being built that everybody talks about tapping into the
energy of the pyramids that you know, thought built and
all that shit that is not in a density that
we can perceive with our human eyes. Okay. The pyramids

(51:59):
in Egypt that were being built that are physically there
were built much later. That was two separate time periods
that these pyramids are being built, okay, but the physical
pyramids were built to confuse us. As to the pyramids
that are in the higher density. We don't even know
that they're fucking there, but they overlap and we think

(52:19):
that there's something special. So the physical pyramids that are there,
eh uh. If you knew that the pyramids ain't physical
and you have to go beyond it, then you know,
you would be able to really start being able to
tap into their energy and see, like the Obelists that
are still fucking up in the way, like this energy
is still being broadcasted out onto the you know, the planet.

(52:41):
They don't want you to see that. They don't want
you to go look in seventh density where these this
pyramid actually exists, and these Obelists are actually still fucking standing.
They're just not in a material that is physical that
we can see with our human physical fucking eyes. And
so anyway, so I the life that I needed to
go back to whenever they were being built in seventh density, right,

(53:06):
not when they were physically being built, but when they
were being built in seventh density. So I like said, well,
what timeline channel is that? And that was timeline channel
number four. So I moved this back to that energy
to us being a timeline channel four. Now, the thing
that I realized upon this move was not long after

(53:26):
I did. I mean, I just moved it. Not too
long ago, a couple of days ago, like the next morning. Okay,
first of all, Jada had a dream that I moved
the timeline. She's like, yeah, I totally had a dream
that you moved the channels. I said, like, the channels
got moved. I'm like, yeah, I did it last night.
She's like, sweet, because I totally just dreamt about it.
So I knew that it worked. I had quite a

(53:47):
few people verified that we were in the new timeline
channel and so, but then the next day I was like, wait,
don't this hag right, We're not close enough to source
in this timeline channel, Like, that's not where we need
to be. Now, I understand that we are going through
all of these different timeline channels for very specific purposes. Okay,
we're supposed to be having these different experiences, and then

(54:07):
we're supposed to come back, you know, and start all over,
and we're supposed to be experiencing what it feels like
to be completely in God's energy and then moving away
from it. But interestingly enough, if you want to think
about it this way is you know, we were in
timeline channel seven, we were supposed to be in timeline

(54:29):
channel seven for a while. We're in the seventh day, Okay,
We're in the seventh day of Creation, and I'm doing
that in air quotes. Okay, that directly correlates to the
timeline channel that we have been existing in where there
was no God there because that energy was removed from

(54:51):
our timeline channel. I'm gonna like let that sink in
for something, you know.

Speaker 2 (54:58):
Okay, So our timelines have kind of been being moved
around channel to channel, and they directly correlate to.

Speaker 1 (55:11):
The you know, to Genesis essentially. And so and I
know some of you are going to accept that information
really openly and some of you won't. It's okay, process
it however you want. So how does this actually apply? Right?

(55:35):
So let's let's let's think about this with the days.
Let's see, let me pull up my thing. Okay, So
on the first day of Creation, I didn't move us
into timeline channel two. I moved us back to four,
and then I moved us in to two. And the
whole thing with the creation days didn't really click until after.

(55:57):
So I'm not saying it's like, oh my god, I've
been knowing this shit. No, I just figured this shit out,
uh two. And so I'm not like trying to act like,
uh duh obviously no, yeah, no, I totally see, like
exactly what the fuck is happening here. So first day,
obviously we are the creation of light, right, So that

(56:20):
is timeline channel number one. So essentially that is where
we exist as pure consciousness, nothing else but pure consciousness
and timeline one channel one. So we can't go back
there if we want to have a physical tangible experience. Okay,

(56:42):
and now, granted I know a lot of the physical
tangible shit that we have going on which created after
timeline channel two, but timeline channel two gives us all
of our sovereignty back. Now, we can't undo the fact
that we are in physical matter by hopping into timeline
channel two, but we do actually get to be very
sovereign beings as it was intended in the beginning. So

(57:05):
that's what timeline channel two is, is just why we
are there. Timeline channel three was whenever the earth, the seas,
and the vegetation, according to the Bible was created and
I'm not gonna argue against that. That feels good to me.
The sun in the moon was day four. Now, that's

(57:25):
the timeline channel that I had put us in so
for the sun and the moon to be created. We
know that the sun and the moon our fake as fuck.
If you've been around this podcast long enough, you know
that that shit is not natural coming from fucking outer space,
so it had to have been created. Okay, the story

(57:47):
of our creation can't exist and it doesn't have to
necessarily exist within the context of what we believe our
creator to have created. Okay, There obviously is energy creating
everything that we know, but doesn't need to be God
in the sense of what we believe God to be. No,
it doesn't. We just want it to mean something greater

(58:09):
than it does mean. But essentially, it's just the fact
that we have energy that's working to create some sort
of existence for us. That's exactly what happened. They created
the sun and they created the moon that you like,
you can't argue with that that' shit is fake as
fuck floating up in the sky. Okay. Now, granted, is
it like real, physical, tangible matter up there, yes, But

(58:33):
is it what we're taught that it is no that
it's really out there. It really exists, it's just that
you don't see, you know, all the components that are
happening are not It's like having a mountain and you
see the mountain, but you don't understand that there's a
cavern system buried inside of the mountain, right you You

(58:55):
can't see it from the outside. So there's definitely other
stuff going on within it, is what I'm I'm trying
to say, if that makes sense. So, yes, the outside
can look however you think it looks. I'm talking about
the inside part is there's there's other shit in there
that's not just some space rock. Right. So uh, that

(59:16):
was on the fourth day. So that was the channel
that we were in, which goes back to, hey, guess
what the Ananaki being here, them trying to our Lumeria
being here, Atlant's being here, and everything kind of being
created because the earth was already here, the seas were
already here, the vegetation was already here. So what are

(59:36):
those days that we're talking about Lumeria, we're talking about Atlantis,
we're talking about the Ananaki coming back and prepping things
for humans to live here. Okay. So those are correlate
with us rolling into different timeline channels, and they're being
different things that need to be added to the matrix
that didn't exist already, right, So they're altering the timeline

(01:00:01):
channels and creating these timeline channels to be able to
support the amount of consciousness that needs to exist where
we are, okay, And so on number five, it's the animals,
the air and the sea, and so we just kind
of skipped over that one. I didn't even try to
bring us back to five, because Yeah, I don't really

(01:00:27):
like the energy of a lot of that because a
lot of those animals we don't even see. That's the
thing is that, like I'm always walking around and like
something will sting my foot and I'm like, oh ella,
what the fuck is on my foot? And she's like
a fish? You literally, do you think that you see
all the animals and all the things that are the
animals of the air and of the sea that are here.
You don't see shit. You don't see a fraction of

(01:00:49):
what actually exists here and all the things that were
placed here. But all of those things have to run
on a timeline, They have to work within the matrix,
and without the coding form, they can't exist here. So
in timeline channel five, that's whenever all of those things
started being programmed to be able to be here, right,
And day six, which is where I thought originally we

(01:01:11):
need it to be, was when land, animals and humans
came in to be. No, I didn't even fucking fully
realize that that's where I was bringing us. Okay, at
the time, whenever I was doing it, six just felt
good to me. Okay. But if we want to break
this down, right, so we want to like kind of
sit with it, and we want to think, well, why

(01:01:31):
would six not be the right channel for us to
go into is because obviously it was being programmed for
humanity to fall in line and to exist in a
very specific capacity. So this isn't us being connected back
to source or our spirit or our soul or any

(01:01:53):
of that energy. This is us being programmed to be
the good little humans that we need to be by
you know, the Anonochi, and by all these other forces.
Because there is a physical So if you can exist
in a a different density than us, where like this

(01:02:16):
circuit board is, then you can go alter. You can
go alter the coding of the channel right and so granted,
so I'm saying that, and you're like, well, Christy, can
they go alter the information in timeline channel two? Um,

(01:02:36):
they could, but most of those beings are no longer
in a frequency to access the coding for that particular
channel because it's closer to God, and the closer to God,
the peer that information is, the pure that energy is,
and the harder it is for them to manipulate. The

(01:02:59):
further away we're moving away on a spiral. That's why
I was saying. Originally I was you know, you can
look at everything as being flat and being like a
two D drawing where you just see everything around in
a circle. But then when you go look at it
in three D or forty or five DY or sixty
or seventy, well, now guess what. You start to have
sacred geometry happening. You start to be on spiral that's

(01:03:22):
moving away from the cosmic tree where all of these
channels exist. And so because of that, the further away
from the cosmic tree these channels, these timeline channels are,
the less connected they are to God's energy, the less
of that unconditional love frequency hits it. So if you
are in a lot of these beings exist in timeline channels,

(01:03:45):
way further away from the cosmic tree. So I went
and found the future version of me. She's in timeline
channel thirteen. Thirteen, dude, that's where her timeline is being
governed in timeline channel thirty. And so in the version
of me that was in timeline channel four that I

(01:04:06):
was chilling with by the pyramids whenever the seventh density
Pyramids were going up, he is very fucking righteous dude,
almost to a point where it kind of pissed me off.
But because he's so connected to that godly energy, right,
and he was a high priest on Earth at the time,

(01:04:28):
and so he feels very strongly about staying connected to God,
staying connected to creation, existing in that unconditional love frequency,
doing what's right, doing what's right by people being you know,
very very I don't know, it's kind of like a
strict godly energy. And so like literally he didn't write

(01:04:52):
the Bible, but literally like the Bible sounds like it
would come from him. Like that's how I sound in
timeline channel four, and I I go sit with me
in timeline channel thirteen, and baby girl got a whole
different vibe going on now, particularly like I care for
it quite a bit because she has really strong discernment

(01:05:14):
for herself, and it's she's not doing the right thing
because she feels obligated because she's still under the wing
of God. She's doing the right thing because she has
found it within herself. And so she even though she's
further away from the cosmic Tree, she's so fucking illuminated
within her inner being that she can go be anywhere

(01:05:37):
throughout existence and still carry the light of the cosmic
Tree within her. And so it's really cool to go
see myself, like my future self over there. So how
does that play into these motherfuckers that like to mess
with our timeline channels and like to alter the matrix
and the coating they exist in Like timeline channel seventeen

(01:05:58):
and sixteen and eighteen, they're like way further out, but
their corruption their frequency can still meddle with some of
the other frequencies. I think six is probably the last
one that they can actually kind of still touch. Before
whenever they were messing with us thousands of years ago,

(01:06:18):
they had a little more light in them. They really
feel a whole lot darker now, But I think like
them corrupting the matrix. I don't think they really realized
that by them corrupting our matrix, they were corrupting themselves.
And so I think that's kind of what like. They
were doing it because they felt righteous, right, because they
felt like they knew what was best, and they were

(01:06:38):
trying to save existence. They were trying to save our
cosmic tree, and it backfired on them. Their egos got
blown out of proportion and they started doing things that
were incredibly harmful for us and in turn for them. Right,
because every action has a reaction. You touch something where

(01:06:59):
we are and it ripples out, which is why it's
like a really delicate dance for me to go in
and move timelines and do things because I know that
there is a ripple effect. So if I'm not getting
permission from you know, the cosmic tree itself, if I'm
not standing in that energy and getting permission from God
or our creators itself, then I'm not I'm trying not

(01:07:23):
to move too many things because I know that from
my human understanding, I don't have a perception of how
how far that ripple travels, right, or you know that butterfly,
the butterfly effect where you know, butterfly flaps his wings
and it's felt on the other side of you know,
the universe. I don't in my humanness, in my human consciousness,

(01:07:48):
I can't comprehend the ripples of every single thing that
I do. And so part of us being in timeline
channels with a parameter of rules is we can't affect
things outside of our timeline channel. So our ripples don't
go beyond our channel because they're not allowed to. Right now,

(01:08:08):
I start moving us from channel to channel, Well, guess what,
Now we can kind of go outside of our channel
a little bit, and we're threatening things, right and so,
but the thing about it is so if we're coded
to where only the positive energy goes outside of our
channel and the negative energy stays, then we're fine. But
obviously things like that exist in channel sixteen seventeen eighteen.

(01:08:32):
They don't want our positive ripples to go affect them
over there. They're perfectly fine being in their darkness without
their light. In those timeline channels, they're not okay, but
they think that they're okay. Their ego tells them that
they're okay, And who am I to actually say whether
they're okay? Or not, because it's my perception sitting in
light that I'm judging whether they're okay or not right,

(01:08:54):
And that would just be totally my perspective and not
my understanding of energy they've carried or you know, their
role or their position here in the cosmos. So obviously
they're serving a very specific role. I don't have to
like it for me to respect that it exists. But
I don't need them interfering with what I'm trying to

(01:09:16):
do over here, staying close to this, closer to the
cosmic tree. Right. So, but obviously we're still I'm here,
but I'm there, you know what I'm saying. So I'm
still doing the traveling through time and space energy in
a different timeline channel, still carrying that light of God.
So I'm not trying to disrupt the amount of divine

(01:09:39):
light that I carry. I'm not. I don't want less,
I want more because that is what's fueling the future
of me, the version of me that's in the future
in a different timeline channel. The light that I'm carrying
here is the light that she's connected to there. So
if I disrupt the light that I'm carrying here, I
won't have it there if that makes so. I'm very

(01:10:03):
cautious about what I'm doing and how I'm moving things,
but I definitely got very clearly that once we were
in four, that I needed to not be in four,
that I really needed to be in two. And so,
and I've been seeing two two two two two two
two two two like all the time I was seeing
four four four forever, and I think it was to
tell me to roll us into timeline channel four. And

(01:10:26):
then once I rolled this into four, it was really
easy for me to move us into two. So it's
kind of like those jumps had to happen exactly the
way it did for us to be able to sit
to two.

Speaker 2 (01:10:37):
Now.

Speaker 1 (01:10:37):
The reason why I being in two was cool is
because there's so much bright light from the cosmic tree
in this timeline channel. And when I tell you, I've
had a couple little things fuck with me over the
last couple of days, but it's been like hardly nothing
compared to like the shit that I normally deal with.
My energy field has been the clearest it has ever

(01:10:58):
been in years. I don't think I've ever felt this
clear since I discovered that demons were actually real and
that I needed to battle them, which is that's been
years now. I mean I mean like years, it's been
over two years now that I've been like a hardcore exorcist,

(01:11:23):
and so I haven't felt this clear in years, which
is insane. Right, So being in this new Timeline channel,
it feels really good. Now. It's gonna feel good to everybody,
absolutely not, But it sucks to fucking suck. If you
don't like the way it feels being in this fucking
Timeline channel, then suck my dick. That's all I can say.

(01:11:46):
Because I don't care. I really like don't care. I'm
in my villain era because I want to be, and
it sucks to fucking suck. That's like, I don't know.
I don't know what to tell you because I just
feel like everybody else has had like this this really
and I mean I know that that's not anybody on

(01:12:07):
that's listening to my podcast. I'm not saying that to
any of you personally. If you're listening to me, then
you're gonna thrive in this new Timeline channel. It might
feel a little clunky at first because you probably still
if you have a lot of still negative energy around you,
it's gonna feel a little bit weird, and there's gonna
be some stuff that needs to kind of shake out

(01:12:27):
of your life, and so that'll probably happen. By you
being in more light, You're really gonna start to thrive.
And it's really gonna piss some people around you off,
and let them be pissed. That's all I can say.
But I'm just kind of in this energy of, Oh,
you've been manipulating the timeline channels that we've been in
to oppress us specifically, so now you can just get

(01:12:52):
the fuck out of our way. Essentially, Yeah, I should
have never let me figure out how to move our
timeline channels. That was a mistake for you guys to
ever let me be able to figure that out. You know,
if they would have never started all this fucking drama
with my twin flame, I literally would not be where
I am now. And I know that they thought that

(01:13:13):
by me being oppressed with that, that I would fucking
stay sad and that I would just miss him forever
and that I would never get over it. And because
I would be so sad, I would just give up
doing all of the shit that I've been doing, and
I would give up helping people, and I would turn
away and again away from my spiritual path, like that's
I know, that's what they thought whenever they did that,

(01:13:33):
whenever they pulled his soul from him, put a demon
and were manipulating his thoughts, giving him fucked up thoughts
that literally are not even him. They thought that it
was gonna fuck up my path in some way, And
what actually happened was at backfire because I was trying
to figure out, how in the fuck can we do

(01:13:56):
this complete three sixty to where there is this completely
different human being before me than the one that I met,
and I just, you know, how is that even possible?
So it was in me trying to figure that out,
like what the fuck is actually happening that I actually
got to this point. So I'm just kind of, you know,

(01:14:23):
pushing forward with this just out of like fucking, pure
fucking spite, like who the fuck are you to come
intervene with what the fuck I have going on? And
thinking that by intervening, you're gonna oppress me or so
press me from figuring out my path and figuring out
what I was supposed to do. But it was a
huge fucking mistake from them pulling him away from me.

(01:14:47):
Like the biggest fucking mistake that they probably have made
to date with me in this incarnation, aside from like
not killing me as a fucking child, like they should
have just like let me die whenever I was younger,
so that way I wouldn't be alive at this point
to be able to have this realization and to be

(01:15:08):
able to have this kind of going on today. They
fucked up. But I also did have like carry on
angels like protecting me, so I was like heavily heavily protected.
And also like these assholes, these you know, the Ananaki,
all these extraterrestrials and all these things that are like
working and monitoring me, like the Truman fucking Show, And

(01:15:33):
you know they're monitoring you guys as well. I'm not
just saying me as if I'm more special than anybody else.
They're monitoring you guys too fully. But obviously this podcast
is my life. So these things that are monitoring me,
they sit so heavy still in their solar plexus, which
is where your ego sits, so they literally in their

(01:15:53):
minds believe that what they're gonna do is gonna oppress
me in such a way. And I'm such a weak
fucking being because I've been weak for a lot of
incarnations now and then everything's kind of falling apart and
all these other incarnations, and you know, they were able
to manipulate me in my highest level soulmate and my

(01:16:13):
you know, well maybe not so much him. He still
likes me. I'm just waiting for him to decide that,
like he's done with his current girlfriend, so like he
can be my friend again. He's like the person that
kind of like pops in and out and like whenever
he's not in a relationship, we like hang out and

(01:16:34):
we're good and come like I completely adore this man.
And then when he gets in a relationship, we don't
talk a because he's not that type of person that
was going is going to like cause problems or whatever
in his relationship over some other girl. Like he's just
not that way. And then but also it's I don't know,

(01:16:56):
I guess it would probably be like really dangerous for
me and him to still talk if he was in
a relationship. So he just broke up with his girlfriend.
So I'm just kind of still waiting for like that
to settle down so he can come be my friend again.
I've done the most lives of any other person in
existence with this guy. And I don't know, I'm just

(01:17:18):
kind of like waiting for you know, like you kind
of just wait for your best friend to come back.
I'm just kind of waiting for him to come back.
But anyways, so it's just like all the manipulation that
they've done, all of the things, all of the people,
all of the energy around me, Like they they pulled
him away. He wasn't supposed to go back and be

(01:17:38):
with his girlfriend because they broke up multiple times, and
it's just like she keeps luring him back in and
I don't say shit because it's not my place, but
they keep trying to pull him off his timeline. They
you know, all the bullshit with the twin flame or
the not twin flame because he says he's not, which

(01:17:59):
is really kind of comical the whole thing. But anyways,
it really was like this Truman show trying to watch
me and oppress me, and they like really sat in
their solar plexus, really in their ego, thinking well, we're
gonna take these people away from you and then you
will have no foundation, no nothing, and then you're gonna

(01:18:22):
be so depressed and so miserable that we have taken
away like the most essential people from your spiritual journey
away from you. And you know, all of my friends
ditch me because like they get in their ego and
you know, they can't handle me being so matter of
fact about stuff or telling them, oh, you need to

(01:18:43):
heal this, you need to do this, this is you know,
they don't like it. People don't like to be told
about themselves, and I mean I understand, but they think
that they can keep Literally they literally go in and
pull people from me on purpose, and they really do
think that like it would stop me from evil in
that I would just give up. And there's lots of
days where I'm just like having a fit and I'm

(01:19:04):
just like fuck this, and like that kind of fuels
them into thinking that if they keep pushing me harder,
then I would really actually give up. And I never
actually give up because that's just not who I am
as a person. So I mean, I guess thank you
to my fans, because literally, without them trying to destroy

(01:19:27):
my life, we would not be this clarity wouldn't be
falling on everybody who is trying to do this, you know,
even not just from like a save the matrix, but
just from like helping fucking people, dude, the clarity that

(01:19:48):
we're about to have would not be falling over humanity
if they don't oppress us, like it's such an important
part of our our sovereignty, us building our journey, because
if they don't take the things that mean the absolute
most to you away, then you have no reason to

(01:20:11):
try to figure out why, if life is just going by,
and then you know, you never lose that person. And
like the person who Bridget who is like my girl,
She's the one I was talking about earlier who is
just like on her fucking shit. Dude. This girl is
on her shit, her clair voiant like she can just

(01:20:34):
I don't know. Her gifts are just absolutely absolutely beautiful.
I'm very honored to have her as a part of
this journey with me. She does the work. She absolutely
absolutely does the work. And I'm not saying that she's
the only one that does the work, but she's like
talks to me all the time and so and she's

(01:20:54):
helping me out all the time by doing what she's
supposed to be doing for herself. Is like helping me
so like so much, and it's just this really beautiful,
beneficial relationship. And but she does a lot of work
with her twin flame as well. So and because of
that separation, she's going in to look at twin flame

(01:21:19):
shit from her perspective, And so I can kind of
sit back on it. I don't have to be, you know,
worried about trying to fix twin flames all the time.
I can go work on something else. I can go
work on, you know, helping my highest level soulmate escape
the energy that he's in the way he can come
back into my life. And I can go work on,

(01:21:39):
you know, figuring out which channel that we need to
be in and figuring out all these things. And I
can just kind of like rest on things. But if
they would have allowed the relationship that I had with
my twin before to just continue, for us to just
be in that sort of, I don't know, somewhat kind

(01:22:02):
of toxic I guess the relationship that we had, it
wasn't really toxic. We were just kind of like using
each other. But then I vibrated out of the energy
of that, so it wouldn't work anymore. But if we
would have both stayed in that same frequency and attracted
each other, because we were using each other for the
exact same thing. If I would have stayed in that

(01:22:23):
energy till forever, until like both of us were in
other relationships with other people and it just would have
ended softly, then you know, that would have been the
ideal way for them to like leave us new new.
They thought that manipulating me to have conversations with him

(01:22:46):
that he wasn't ready for would throw me off of
my path completely, and it just it did the opposite.
So I just I'm saying all that to put everybody
in the perspective of sometimes the things that are trying
to derail us are actually the things that are aligning us.

(01:23:06):
And it's not like it's like that because of some
deeper spiritual fucking meaning. It's because these assholes that are
against us are in their ego in such a way
that they think you so fucking incapable that they will
intentionally try to pull you from your past that way
you fucking give up and guess what, it works for

(01:23:28):
ninety eight ninety nine percent of the time. So you
just kind of have to decide are you're gonna be
the ninety eight or the ninety nine that's just gonna
allow the energy outside of you, or allow this dark
voice in your head to overcome what you know you
need to do, because why you're having thoughts about what

(01:23:49):
you should be doing, you're having daydreams about what you
should be doing, you're having night dreams or actual traveling,
and you're seeing these visions and you're seeing these things
that you who know are supposed to be happening on
your timeline, that you know you're supposed to be there.
But yet you feel like this defeated feeling like well,
maybe I shouldn't or maybe they're not gonna forgive me,

(01:24:10):
or you know what, I fucked that up, So it's
just you know, done. Now this just isn't for me.
Are you gonna let the dark voices win? Because they
win ninety eight ninety nine percent of the time for
everybody on this fucking planet. Like sit with that that
the dark, the dark voices, the control the programming of

(01:24:31):
the matrix works that much that there are that few
of us who actually don't accept the fucking narrative that
they're trying to write for our lives. It's just a
few of us, that's it. So I'm really grateful. It's literally,
like the best fucking thing that ever happened to me.
There are some shit that's still fucking like I haven't

(01:24:53):
fully worked through that, like genuinely fucking hurt my feelings
when it comes to some of that and you know,
my twin and stuff like that, like genuinely like my
feelings are hurt. But it's it's not like it's just
me being like triggered by certain stuff. But it has
nothing to do with him. It has to do with

(01:25:14):
me feeling as if like I'm an impostor and I
like maybe.

Speaker 2 (01:25:18):
I'm not.

Speaker 1 (01:25:20):
Really helping humanity. Maybe it's just like all in my
head and it's just like my ego or something. I
don't know. So it's like something within me. It has
nothing to do with him. But I'm like feeling unworthy
and like but in a spiritual sense, not like in
a like a physical personal like you know sense, but

(01:25:43):
like in a spiritual sense of feeling unworthy. And so
I still have to like work through that. But that's
within me. It has nothing to do with him. But
so as we're moving into the new Timeline channel energy, Okay,

(01:26:04):
we're in Timeline channel two. There's Timeline channel one, which
literally is coming off the tree itself. Okay, that's the
energy of the tree. It is the energy of a light.
It said it in the fucking Bible on Day one,
which is channel one. It'd be interesting to kind of know,

(01:26:25):
like what the Hebrew translation is and to kind of
see if I mean, channel is probably not the right word, right,
But I don't know what the fuck to call it,
because I've never heard anybody else talk about this. There
may be people talking about it out there who call
it something I'm sure they call it something else, right though,

(01:26:47):
where our timeline channel sit, I'm sure somebody else has
coined the phrase for that. But they probably think that
there's only fucking one and they don't really realize that
there are multiple ones and how they like they're like
channel that are a part of the tree itself and
so but they also move on the spiral of time
within the Tezer Act. But everything's moving together. I don't know,

(01:27:10):
it's complicated. So anyways, So one is literally they literally
put everything in front of our face. Right, you just
have to know how to read it. You just have
to know how to decode what the fuck is actually
being said. So Day one is literally the set of

(01:27:33):
rules for the matrix in that first branch off the tree. Okay,
and so that is like the tree itself, that is
the main branch coming off the trunk of the tree
is Day one. Okay. That's the light. That's the creation,
that's the that end of the candle that's burning. Okay,

(01:27:56):
that's what the light is. That is Day one, the
divine feminine energy being created from that seed. And so
we're in two. We're as close to the divine feminine
creator creatrists energy as possible. We are as close to

(01:28:21):
light as we can possibly be. Where our consciousness started
to develop its soul and its spirit, well really its soul,
and that's where we are. So we are completely connected
back to our soul before all of these rules started
being applied to us, before we started only being able

(01:28:42):
to be angelic beings that were allowed to do X,
Y and Z, before we were allowed to only be
extraterrestrials that had this start of programming. We are back
to where we are directly, the programming around us is
directly the will of God. It is directly the will
of our creator. It's where we are now. A lot

(01:29:04):
of like I said, a lot of people ain't gonna
thrive in this shit. But like I said, it sucks.
The fucking suck bitch. You could either get right or
get out. And that's I like, that's just where I
am because villain Era. All right, So man, this is
like the longest podcast ever and I didn't even like

(01:29:27):
get into the topic I even wanted to talk about.
I just wanted to tell you guys that I moved
our fucking timeline channels and here we are, Christy Rambles.
I swear that whenever I pull Oh this is why
I was saying that earlier about me getting the house together,
because whenever I'm gonna pull all these podcast episodes off
of Spotify and they're all gonna go on to my

(01:29:48):
website and then I will start a whole new fucking
like little thirty minute podcast on Spotify, and maybe I
will call it Christy fucking Rambles, and it'll be like
little thirty minute episodes of me rambling, and there'll be
more episodes during the week, and there'll be different topics
that I will ramble about, but it won't be quite
as like expersely in depth as this is, because I

(01:30:11):
I already feel that I'm getting to the point where
too many people are gonna find this particular podcast and
it's not gonna be uh, it's not gonna be all
that great for me. So I need to move it
off to where it is on my website, and it is,
you know, for protection purposes. And then I'm still gonna
ramble about shit and do you know, lots of stuff.

(01:30:33):
It's just not gonna be like this hardcore within the matrix.
Still gonna talk about the matrix, but it's not going
to be this high. I don't know. I'm not gonna
be exposing shit as freely and out in the open
as I am now because it's dangerous. It's just fucking
dangerous for me to be doing this. Okay, So the

(01:30:57):
other thing that I really wanted to kind of have
a little brief conversation about today, which is really like
the whole spark of me doing this podcast to begin with.
But I have changed our timeline channels, and I've already
told you guys how to go anchor your energy in
the new timeline. So go find Timeline channel two. Same
shit that applied before. Go find Timeline channel two and
go anchor your energy down there. And now since we

(01:31:20):
are in Timeline channel two. You have unlimited potential within
the matrix to manifest whatever you want. Unlimited potential within
the matrix to manifest what you want. So go create
your timeline. Go find the one that's for your highest good.
You can combine some you can do whatever you want.
Like you really are in like this high Priestess energy

(01:31:45):
or this priest energy in this timeline. Okay, what is
the second tarot card, the High Priestess number two? You
are in this high Priestess energy. You can literally create,
manifest whatever where it is that you want in this
timeline channel. So go do it all right. But the
other thing that I really wanted to talk about was

(01:32:10):
the vessel that we use to become these spiritual beings
on this planet. We can't just spontaneously come into existing here.
Why A because of the timeline channel. Obviously, there are
rules to the matrix. There are rules to us existing here.
There are rules to I mean, I mean you saw

(01:32:32):
it on day six, Like that's when the rules are
written as to how we got to come to be here, right,
And there were rules written before as to how we
became you know, the animals of the air and shit, Hello,
they're talking about not just stuff on Earth, but they're
talking about extraterrestrials, they're talking about fucking angels, talking about
all those shit. That's when those rules were fucking written, right,

(01:32:54):
And so there are rules as to how we can't
exist in this physical form that were written into the matrix. Now, granted,
can us being in timeline channel two? I mean, now
I can manipulate the fuck out of people's consciousness and
souls and spirits and stuff. Oh yeah, I can manipulate

(01:33:16):
the shit out of it. I can probably in this
timeline channel, once we're fully acclimated, I can literally go
in and probably swap anybody's consciousness, anybody soul, anybody's fucking spirit. Now,
absolutely everybody be able to do that. Fuck no, fuck no,
everybody's not gonna have access to be able to do that.
But will I fucking have access to do that? Like,

(01:33:37):
how fucking yes? I will? I mean I already had
access to do it before. I'm definitely gonna have free
reign to like move shit around however the fuck I want.
So that's kind of cool, kind of scary, I guess
all at the same time. But obviously I'm not I'm
not all care less when it comes to the stuff

(01:34:00):
that I do in Astro, I am a very very
very very very very intentional with everything that I do here.
So I'm not really worried about, you know, causing harm
or you know, disrupting anything, because everything that I do,
I really do think about it. I'll go back and

(01:34:21):
check it, you know. I make sure my ripples aren't
causing a whole lot of harm to a lot of things.
Although my ripples will be able to reach a lot
further now, so I will have to be even more mindful,
which is no problem. But you had to have a
father and a fucking mother to come here, because it's

(01:34:41):
written in the rules. Okay, the granted. Was that supposed
to be written in the fucking rules? Hell, fucking no,
we got punished. We got punished over the fact that
you have a mother and a fucking father. Okay, that
Adam and Eve shit being punished you. Everybody was supposed
to come off of a cosmic tree. Okay. Everybody was

(01:35:02):
supposed to come off a creation tree. Everybody was supposed
to grow in a pod, and we were supposed to
be all growing off a tree still to this day,
to this fucking day, Okay, We were all supposed to
be growing in a pod for fifteen years, mind you,
fifteen years. We were supposed to grow in pods, be

(01:35:22):
programmed physically here on Earth, and nobody was supposed to
be having anybody come out of anybody's vagina any of
that shit, which is like you'd like want to be like, well, Christy,
like how hmm, how did that kind of happen to
where we have like sexual reproductive organs if we weren't

(01:35:46):
supposed to actually reproduce children. Adam and Eve did not
have reproductive organs. I know that, Like the little paintings
and shit made you think that, like there were fig
leaves and maybe Adam had a dick, but he did
not have that. If you go back in time and go, look,
there are no sexual organs there, we literally can create

(01:36:08):
that life simply with our sacral chakras and the act
of that intimate exchange of energy. And so what happened
was is after the trees were all cut down, when
we were all multiplying like fucking rabbits, Dude, everybody says, oh, well,
Adam and Eve only had three sons, And how the
fuck did any Adam and Eve only had that many

(01:36:30):
fucking sons. They're not telling you the story about everybody else.
They don't want you to know. They're trying to oppress you.
Why giving you out like part of a story that's
fucked up and wrong. They're not letting you know that
there are other people out there who are, you know,
becoming irresistible to their human form, and their souls are
connecting and their sacral and there are like babies being

(01:36:52):
developed and you know, being had that way. They're not
telling you the real story of what actually happened. They
want you to believe some fucked up version of the
fact that we came here with sexual organs. We did not.
We're very fucking androgynous. And so the thing that created
that energy is our creation energy, which is in our

(01:37:13):
sacral fucking chakras. So what happened is once they cut
down the creation trees, well, then they had to go
back to the drawing board, and then they had to
alter it to where now humans have it. Well, now
now you can go ahead and create, but now we're
gonna taint it. Now. The act of using your sexual
organs connects you to dark energy. Okay, okay, Cundalini, all

(01:37:37):
of this bullshit came as a result of them cutting
down the cosmic trees and then punishing us to where
if we participate in sects with people who are not
in alignment with us, who don't have soul ties to us,
who are not you know, in who are not supposed
to be on our path or on our timeline, or

(01:37:57):
who are in our twin flames, or who are in
our fucking soulmates, were punished. And then that's whenever you
get to be opened up to having demonic attachments, sex, demons,
all of this fucking shit because you're not fucking your
twin flame, because you're not having sex with your soulmates,
you're not exchanging your energy with people who are in

(01:38:18):
alignment with you in this incarnation. So you're opening you're
opening yourself up to all of these people who are
using you and abusing you and neglecting you and making
you sad, and it doesn't matter how much stuff you
pour into them, they're not giving it back. And now
you're susceptible to where you're feeling caught to where you
need sex. You don't fucking need sex. None of us

(01:38:39):
fucking need sex. Which you lack is intimate connection with
people who you're sacral chakra, who your soul is supposed
to interact with in his life. So because of that swap, okay, well,
now you know, because of that creation energy between Adam

(01:38:59):
and Eve, who literally are directly tied to the cosmic tree. Guys,
you're talking about God, the female God, the female creation
being incarnated in human form, and the female masculine energy
being incarnated here, okay, in physical form creating things physically

(01:39:21):
on this fucking planet. Is what happened. God came down
to Earth and created shit on the sixth day. Okay,
So that was Adam and Eve. That's not separate from
God being here directly having the ability to have that
creation moment happen. And that turned on for all the

(01:39:42):
divine feminines because Eve has the master key for the
divine feminine energy. Obviously she created the fucking key, and
now several divine feminines hold that key now, but she's
the original to have the key, and well, i mean
she's not Eve, but you know what I'm saying. For
biblical purposes, and then Adam has to key for the

(01:40:04):
divine masculines to where they're He pulls the energy in
for Eve to be able to create it. So because
of that act, because they cut down the fucking cosmid
To trees because they were pissed off that we were
doing that. You have to have a mother and a
father to come back into this planet. Period. That's the end.

(01:40:26):
That's the end of the story. That's all I wanted
to fucking say, no, but yeah, no, that's That's basically
the gist of what I'm trying to say here. You
feeling tied to your parents, to your grandparents, to your siblings,
and some sort of low vibration capacity where you feel oppressed,
to where you feel unheard, to where you feel like

(01:40:49):
you have to keep participating and whatever the fuck you know,
this toxic cycle of your family is just complete, fucking
a bullshit construct of us being in the seventh timeline
channel or the eighth Timeline channel, or even the sixth
Timeline channel, which is why I think I had to
move us beyond six because that ability for us to

(01:41:12):
create was kind of taken from us in the sixth one.
So like we weren't able to create the same way
as before. We have to create with like this demon energy,
using our sexual organs and using our Condellini to be
able to bring children in, and I wanted to put
us in an energy that was outside of that, and

(01:41:32):
so that's why I went back to like the basic energy,
where we are just pure light energy with a beautiful
soul that has the potential to create and manifest whatever
we want. And because we're still living a physical existence,
we get to create those things physically. So it's going
to help us with our physical incarnation by being in

(01:41:53):
that channel. And then you know, at some point we'll
be able to wipe clean the the different timeline channels
and reprogram them and we'll be able to move back.
But right now, we need to be in our little
safe harbor, which is where we're where we are where
we can come back to ourselves and realize who the
fuck we are and how sovereign we are and how

(01:42:14):
connected we are, and sit in that energy, the energy
like just of creation and God and you know, be
in that be we need to be. We need to
go be over there, and then once we connect with
who we're supposed to be, then we can come do
and fix all the things. So right now we're chilling.
But if you're still feeling caught up by the fact
that your mom means anything more to you than the

(01:42:37):
vessel that you absolutely had to have to fucking be here.
You need to stop. You need to fucking stop. You
need to let that go. You're not going to save
humanity if you're still crying about my mom and love
me or my dad wasn't there. I don't have you, like,
what the what? What the fuck? You know why you
need their approval because you don't fucking love yourself. If

(01:42:58):
you love yourself enough, and if you had a connection
with God with creation, you would not need love from
other people. And some of you don't feel loved because
you're so disconnected from your fucking twin flame that you
don't fucking feel whole because you aren't. You're without, you're

(01:43:18):
without allowing that energy to fill up the part of
you that is lacking. And I'm not saying that needs
to be physical where you have to physically be with
your twin because that's not always possible even if you
both are on Earth. It ain't possible. Okay, it ain't
possible for me to be messing with my swim flame,

(01:43:39):
but some people's twin flames aren't even incarnated on Earth
right now, so it's really not possible for them to
be physically tied to their twin. You don't have to
physically tied, but you need to be able to feel
their love and their energy in your energy field every
single fucking day. You need to be able to connect
to it. You need to be able to not have resent.

(01:44:00):
You need to be able to be in this place
where you talk to their higher self, you help their
higher self heal so that way they can interact with
you and you feel whole. You're so tied up in
other people's relationships because the relationship with yourself within your
twin that you have going on, because that's the other
half of you, right, are the thirty the other thirty

(01:44:23):
percent of you that exists because we really exist as
seventy thirty percent. So the other thirty percent of you
is so distorted and so broken and so far removed
from your energy feel that you're trying to fill that
gap with your parents and your siblings and your friends
and all of these other artificial fucking relationships in your life.
You had to have parents because that's what the fucking

(01:44:43):
matrix required for you to fucking be here, period. In
the fucking story. In the story, you don't need their approval,
You don't need their help. Your sovereign, your sovereign, You're
so fucking sovereign, Like, I like, that's the thing that
I need people to understand. You're not gonna hit enlightenment

(01:45:06):
if you still feel you're here because your parents wanted
you to fucking be here. You're here because you chose
to be here. You're not here to fulfill their spiritual path.
You're here to fulfill yours. Period. Everybody is here. Everybody's

(01:45:27):
like struggling with parental influence, and you know, sitting in
the energy of the womb that we were in where
you know, they like, we're sitting in the womb of
their fucking trauma, and now we feel, oh, I gotta
come here, and I gotta defeat the trauma for my
fucking family and all of this shit. No, you don't.

(01:45:48):
You need to focus on yours, not generational trauma. You
heal the generational trauma by healing your fucking self, by
breaking the cycle. You don't have to go dig into
what your mom fucked and went through and what your
grandma went through and what everybody went through and try
to heal it. Heal your fucking self, and then everything
else will heal by default. It's like a domino when

(01:46:11):
you can knock your domino over and be like, yeah,
I'm not standing for this bullshit anymore, and you say no,
I'm done. You knock it over, It's going to knock
over everybody else's. But as long as you feel like
you need to be tied to these fucking people that
are not helping you to achieve your sovereignty, you're never

(01:46:33):
going to hit Enlightenment ain't gonna happen. You can't honor
your relationship with other people more than you honor the
relationship within yourself. And part of the relationship that is
within yourself is you honoring that twin flame energy. And
I know it sucks. And why the fuck do you

(01:46:54):
think society tries to push twins flames in such a
negative light, and why the matrix is designed to keep
twin flames apart? Because without that balance, you don't stand sovereign. No.
Luckily for me, my twin flame and Astro actually like

(01:47:19):
likes me. I mean he more than likes me. But
that wasn't how it was when I started working on
our relationship that bitch hated me in the beginning, but
because he had so many like contracts with other energy
that he just felt as if like he had it
made up in his head, as if I was like
betraying him, betraying him, betraying him, betraying him. And that's

(01:47:39):
not his human I'm saying, like his higher self just
felt like constantly betrayed by me because I was walking
in my path and he thought that by me walking
in my path, like I was trying to harm him.
And so I spent a lot of time trying to
clarify that with his soul, with his spirit, with his
higher self. And so because of that, me and him
are in complete far alignment in astro these days. So

(01:48:02):
I get to stand in more sovereignty because of it,
because I did I did, I did that work. But
the way that we are, we think, oh my god, No,
he's my soulmate. And you know, I'm not saying to
leave your soulmate to go find your twin I'm literally
trying to like get my get my twin flame, I mean,

(01:48:23):
get my soulmate to come back. So I'm not saying
for you to go abandon that. I'm just saying for
you to be mindful of your relationship with your twin
and how that's altering your ability to be sovereign. So you,
I mean, existence is multifaceted. There's no one way to exist,
there's no right and wrong for each individual person. Everybody's

(01:48:45):
doing their own thing. But what I'm trying to impart
on you today, and I know, like you know, there's
an energy of are your parents here to teach you things,
certain lessons for you to overcome and for you to
be able to find your sovereignty? Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes,

(01:49:06):
so it is it like, oh, well they they only
I only chose them because I had to have a
vessel to get here. Some people, yes, me personally, I
was I'm put here for oppression, but no other fucking
purpose than oppression. That's why I incarnated in Louisiana, is
why I'm like, why I'm here is to be oppressed.

(01:49:28):
I'm here because the energy in my family is really heavy,
it's really dark, and it's rooted in a lot of
evil shit that's been done on earth. Okay, everybody's past
lives are fucked up and dark and just it's a lot.
It's a lot to even process it, and normally I
don't because I'm not trying to tap into your bullshit.
So so some of us are literally just placed somewhere

(01:49:51):
only for the sake of being oppressed. That's it, nothing else,
nothing more. Some people are here because you have to
close out karmac cycles that you need to close out
in order to be pushed so far down into darkness
that you are so desperate to find the light that
you overcome adversity. You overcome the things that have been

(01:50:16):
blocking you from multiple incarnation, multiple incarnation, multiple incarnation. Okay.
Some people are put with people because being with those
people help you to develop soulmates. You don't have a
lot of soulmates. Maybe your soul is newer, maybe you
haven't been around the block quite as much, and you
are looking to add to your soul pod. You're looking

(01:50:38):
to add soulmates and having parents that are your friends
or whatever that case. Maybe you have adversity, you start
building deeper relationship with people. So part of it is, oh,
you know what, I really liked having you as my
friend and that other life, and I would like for
our souls to become closer, So I'm gonna go ahead
and pick you as my parent. That is very much

(01:51:00):
to a situation where you know you chose them for
the sake of your spiritual growth. But if you just
find that you are in a never ending hamster loop
where you're just constantly being oppressed by the same fucking
people and no matter what you do, you know, it's

(01:51:20):
like hindering you from getting where you need to go.
I'm just trying to give you, like the facts, like
the perspective that exists where you understand that you had
to pick two of these motherfuckers for you to be here.
That's it, the end, the end, Mike Drop, thanks for

(01:51:43):
coming to my fucking ted talk. So I know, like
some people that's gonna rest. And it's not just your parents, right,
because you're you had other siblings that chose them them
motherfuckers too, So you know, maybe all of that energy
is to just prush you and nothing more. So sometimes
like we want to fucking squeeze juice from that fucking

(01:52:07):
lemon so fucking bad. I mean, maybe the lemon is
just like fucking shriveled and dried up, and the juice
it just there isn't any So then what right? So
I really really really just want you guys to truly
just fucking understand that it's not always the energy of

(01:52:35):
you have to have some really deep soul lesson that
you're fucking learning right, Sometimes there is there is just
a distraction and us feeling that we need to find
purpose in every single thing. Not everything has a purpose.

(01:52:56):
Sometimes the purpose is there was no other way for
you to get here? Stupid it, Like, what do you
thought you were gonna just you know, spontaneously fucking just
arrive in a fucking physical body without going through somebody's
birth canal. You know, we don't have that ability. You
had to come through somebody. That's it. Sometimes that literally

(01:53:18):
fucking is it. You don't need to go deeper, you
don't need to whatever. You had to have a mom
that fucking brought you into this world, period. And if
that's the way you need to view things for you
to find your sovereignty, then fucking do it. And then
maybe later on, by you standing sovereignly, then you might
start to understand a deeper connection as to why you

(01:53:39):
were with them. But you trying to find purpose in
it right now is making you oppress, and you're submissive
to that energy and you're not able to stand sovereign,
So you can't discern what is right from wrong anyways.
So sometimes you need to step outside of it for
a while and be like, oh, you know, you were
just a sperm donor and cool, and I'm gonna move

(01:54:00):
on past that and you know, now I have to
do my own thing. Or if you lose parents and
you know, why are they not here anymore? And like
you're getting all caught up in that you literally chose
them to incarnate here and maybe working through death was
a lesson. But if you stay caught up on the
role of your parents in your life and whether they're

(01:54:21):
there or they're not there, then you're not focusing on
your path. You're not focusing on what the fuck you're
supposed to do. So I just really kind of want
people to kind of sit with that energy and if
you need to do some inner child healing with that
and letting it go and go back through the way
that you process, you know, parents in your life, and

(01:54:42):
if you need to go recode the way your brain
is storing that information and go override it to say, oh, nope,
you just were my vessel to come here. Thanks for that.
Now I'm gonna go do my own thing. Go overwrite
where society tells you that you have to be this
type of dog or this type of sun or whatever
that might look like. You know, go fucking rewrite the

(01:55:06):
story the narrative that your simulation is going off of, right,
So what I want the kind of exercise the homework assignment,
I guess as I like to call it, I don't
really like to call it homework assignment. I'm friends with

(01:55:27):
somebody on Facebook who does a podcast with someone else.
Now these people are super into spirituality, but I guess
I don't know. They talk about a lot of biblical
stuff and just a lot of conspiracy stuff. But he

(01:55:47):
had this post where he talked about the fact that
you know, to be like a teacher is like you
being in your ego, and so I was kind of
like sitting with that, like with him saying it, but
now he's saying it in a pompous ego way, which
is the thing that like kind of makes me giggle
a little bit. Is you know, if you don't believe

(01:56:10):
that the teacher role exists, then why are you on
Facebook trying to teach people about all of these things.
Wouldn't we be able to figure that out on our
own and we wouldn't need you to necessarily post it
on Facebook if people didn't need to be taught to
look for things or at things that they can't already see.
So you're participating in the thing that you think that
you don't need to participate in because we should be

(01:56:32):
sovereign enough to be able to figure it out for ourselves.
But yet you have a podcast where you're trying to
open people's eyes up to things. But yet you're posting
about how other people, not you, but people who do
other things other than what you do, would have some
sort of like ulterior motive that would feed their ego.

(01:56:59):
So just it kind of made me laugh. And so
I know that I do have a teacher energy. It
literally is, but that you know that is a label, right,
And so I don't consider myself necessarily to be a teacher.
I would love for me to telepathically just drop you
guys some info and then I wouldn't have to do

(01:57:21):
these pots and I could just drop it into everybody's
consciousness and everybody would get it, and everybody would know like, oh,
look this is Christy saw this. Let's go look at it,
and you guys would just know. And I wouldn't have
to spend my time recording podcasts for you know, there's
there's quite a bit of people that listen to my
podcast these days. But I'm not advertising it. There's zero

(01:57:44):
dollars spend on advertisement. Everything is just through word of mouth,
somebody saying, hey, I think you would need this podcast.
I haven't even been really going on other people's podcasts.
I guess I need to. There's anybody out there that
has a podcast that might listen to my podcast, I
doubt it, but if there is any body that actually
does listen to it and wants me to be on
their podcast. A while back, I think there were a

(01:58:04):
couple of people who asked me to go on their podcast,
and then I saw the message pop up on my screen,
and then it disappear from my inbox and it's no
longer in my inbox, and I don't know what happened
to it. So I feel like that was kind of
the universe trying to stop other people from come and
listen to me. And I didn't fight the fight out.
It's just whatever. But I guess it might be about time,

(01:58:24):
maybe not quite yet. I feel like my website kind
of maybe needs to be up and going because like
I said, I'm stripping my I'm stripping all of this
away and I'm gonna start something different. But anyways, so
back to the ego thing, I just kind of, you know,

(01:58:45):
I call it homework like spiritual assignments. I don't know
what to call it. Let's see what would be a
good term, and then from here on out we'll just
call it whatever whatever that might be. Let me let
me try to channel with the proper or term is
because I don't feel like what we use on earth
would actually probably be a good term, because everything that

(01:59:08):
we have kind of been given has been altered or
shifted to have some like negative connotation to it, so
that way we feel in prison by the language that
we actually use. I guess we'll just call it growth work.
I don't know. I don't know what to call it.

(01:59:29):
Do you call it an exercise? Because what is the
root of the word exercise? I don't know. I guess
I wouldn't need to go look that up because maybe
that's not positive either, like it's insinuating. Well, that might
be it, because the act of going and repetitively doing
something builds muscle memory or also builds like spiritual ability

(01:59:49):
as well. So maybe we'll call it like an impact
exercise or something like that, something that would like positively
impact or I don't know. I'll think about it, and
you guys think about it and hit me up if
you have like the exact right term that I could
use instead of homework. And look, I'm rambling about using
the word fucking homework. I really do need a podcast
called Christy Rambles and then noble one's gonna listen to

(02:00:09):
it because no one wants to listen to me ramble anyways. Okay, back,
So the the exercise that I am going to kind
of leave you guys with is this kind of I
want everybody to create a because we're going beyond just

(02:00:30):
our parents, right, We're gonna we're gonna I know that
we're talking about you know, mommy dearest here, but I
want to go beyond just our parents. Our biological parents
are the people who we leaned on as being parental
figures in our life at all. But I also think
that this list should include your siblings and people who

(02:00:52):
you feel were you know, you incarnated and were assigned
to in some way, shape or form, and and that
role through society has you feeling obligated to take on
the burdens of that person in your life to ease
their pain and suffering. So, if there's anybody like that

(02:01:14):
that you really feel compelled, it could be your children,
It could it could be whoever. It doesn't just have
to be from the parent, from the child to the parent.
It could be for the parent to the child where
you feel like some you had this kid that was
incarnated into your life only to kind of cause you
pain and suffering. I literally had a conversation about that

(02:01:36):
yesterday with someone as well that they felt that there
were certain kids that literally, as you know your kids
become adults, they are like hindering you and causing unnecessary
friction and attention and pulling darker energy into your energy field.
So it could be the other way around. I know

(02:01:57):
that the first child I was pregnant with was taken
from me, and so then I was supposed to have Brody.
I was always supposed to have Brody. I was not
supposed to have Ella. I mean, obviously, who who has
a child now. Granted I absolutely adore my daughter. I'm
super blessed and grateful to have her. I know that

(02:02:20):
if I would have had the other daughter I was
supposed to have. She would have been very very much
like Ella, except divine, feminine, with really beautiful gifts. Her
dad is pretending like he doesn't believe, like because she's
reincarnated now, but her dad's pretending like this is crazy.
And so I know that her spiritual abilities are not

(02:02:42):
being fostered, and they're not. They're just being blank like
ignored and granted. Whenever my kids were younger, I wasn't.
I wasn't this level of Craig Cray when my kids
were younger either, So I get it. He's just not
at that point in his journey yet to I mean,

(02:03:02):
I forced him to kind of look at this side
deeper than he probably was wanting to at the time,
which once this like somebody kind of busts down the door,
even if you reject it, it doesn't go away. It's
just like it's there forever now and now you're always
processing things through that lens. That is just how it works.

(02:03:22):
So he's kind of gotten thrown into it. But as
far as like kids go, you know, I know that
if I would have had her, she would be helping
me in assisting me very much like the way Brody does,
Uh and Ella. But you know, there's no way that
I chose Ella. You know, she got a signed to
me to cause harm to my life. But the beautiful

(02:03:46):
thing about like Ella and I's relationship is that Ella
is the type of person that is just whatever is
for her highest good is what she's gonna do. And
the other you know thing with Ella is that because
her ability is so strong to be able to see,
like she saw what her programming was and what they

(02:04:07):
wanted her to do whenever she was in my life. Right,
I've talked about it before, Ella's talked about it before,
We've talked about it on the podcast. She has talked
about how she saw that she was supposed to kill
me whenever she turned seventeen, right, So you know, luckily
for both of us, we both see it. The other
beautiful thing about me and Ella's relationship is that she

(02:04:29):
actually sat in my Christ's light, my divine light womb
for all of those months, which really helped to put
her in a perspective of being for my mission, being
in my light, feeling unconditional love for me because I
felt it for her, So I was able to shift

(02:04:51):
Ella's divine masculine energy more to the unconditional love frequency,
because she sat in my womb. And I know they
were not planning on that happening because I have not
had a lot of kids in all of my incarnations.
I'm typically a gay man. I talk about that all
the time. I did have some female incarnations, but normally

(02:05:11):
I can't get pregnant or you know, I have the
wrong sex baby for a king or something and they
kill me and so or I'm I'm murdered too young
to have children. So I have not had the honor
of having you know, lots of babies being born to
me as a female in my incarnations on Earth. No, granted,

(02:05:35):
I create lots of things within the cosmos, but to
actually you know, give physical birth, that's only happened a
very few times, and it's been a while. It's been
a good while since that's actually happened. So they, I
guess they didn't connect the dots that putting Ela are.
They were willing to take the risk, right, so they

(02:05:56):
had to incarnate somebody in my body. And Brodie is
my a one. Okay, he was my first born son
in several lives, so he keeps showing up to protect
me and defend me, and boy, can I tell you,
like that's exactly what he does. And then I guess
they took took the risk with Ella and they fucked

(02:06:19):
up because she the girl sometimes an astro. I have
to like tell her to get herself because like they
you know, went into a past life and they're manipulating
her energy. But baby girl got her mom, so they
kind of messed up. But in situations like that where
maybe you know you didn't catch on to your spiritual

(02:06:39):
journey or you know your your child doesn't know, and
like there's that energy being played where your kid is
actually causing you spiritual distress or anything like that, Uh,
it's not. You know, your vessel was the vessel that
they used to come to Earth, to me, maybe to

(02:07:00):
cause disruption for light workers. And it doesn't necessarily mean
that because they use your vessel and that you got
assigned to be their parents, that you have to carry
the burden of them as adults. Right, So this works
both ways. So that was a really long ramble. I'm
gonna just keep throwing ramble out there today because this
is like I feel like this whole thing is me

(02:07:24):
just rambling, right, but whatever, I've been talking for a
couple hours now, But it's okay, it's great, right, it's great.
Everybody like appreciates the ramble after a two week break.
It's what I'm just telling myself in my mind. So
I want you to write a list, okay, And I
want you to write the list of the people that

(02:07:45):
you feel are supposed to be teammates, the people who
you incarnated around that are supposed to be on your side.
Or maybe whenever you were young, you knew that this
was your person. Y'all are best friends, and something happened
to distort that relationship. Okay, some entity, some event, something

(02:08:09):
You're gonna know. You're gonna know exactly who I'm talking
about or what I'm talking about. That there was somebody
who you knew were not was not supposed to be
pulled away from you. You want to know how you know,
you had immense sadness, and it's hard for you to
get over the fact that you feel that they're supposed

(02:08:31):
to help you. You're not upset about the actual event
that happened. You're upset that that person isn't there to
support you spiritually on your journey. Okay, you don't feel oppressed.
You don't feel, you know, as if they have negative
intentions for you. You feel as if they're supposed to be here. Okay.

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And this isn't for a I need their approval. This
is a you're supposed to be by my side energy.
That's different from feeling oppressed from somebody and constantly wanting
your dad's approval or constantly wanting your mom's approval or
wishing that you had a relationship because you never did. Okay,
two different energies. So I want you to write a
list of who you feel is on your team. Those

(02:09:16):
are the relationships we're going to we're gonna start. We're
gonna foster, We're gonna go in Astro, We're gonna repair
that rip. We're gonna make sure our timelines in the
new Timeline channel, because the thing about being in Timeline
Channel two is there are not a whole lot of
timelines tapped into us. We get to manifest whatever it
is that we want in that timeline channel in light. Okay,

(02:09:40):
that's the beautiful thing is I'm kind of I'm gonna
be kind of interested to see how this plays out
globally because I put a divider kind of in timeline
channel two. So that way we can have feminine and
masculine energy. But I'm not gonna lie feminine energy heavy

(02:10:02):
and timeline channel too. So there's lots of light there,
and I know that we have to have polarity. We
need to have both energy. So I did make sure
that there was divine masculine light in that channel as well.
And when I mean the vine masculine light, I mean
just positive, uplifting energy in that channel, because I need

(02:10:27):
the divine masculines need to be represented there, right, I mean,
everything can't be manifested only in divine feminine energy. We
need the masculine energy. You need to be tapped into
your sacral chakra to be able to manifest your sacral
chakras where your creativity comes from. That's where you're linking

(02:10:47):
up with the souls that you need to have alignment
with to be able to manifest that path. We can't
manifest things just don't fall out of the fucking air.
When we manifest, you're not having something just fall down
and hits you in the lap. There has to be
a soul initiate what it is that you need. And
so where is your soul being stored. Your soul is

(02:11:10):
being stored in your sacral chakra, and so we need
other people to trigger events around us so we can
have these things happen for us. Like, you can't be
so naive as to think that you're manifesting something and
other people aren't involved in that money transfer or that
new job. There has to be a person that actually

(02:11:32):
approves you to be the new hire of that job
that's in So we need to recognize other people's souls
in order for our manifestations to happen, and that exist
in our sacral chakra. So we need that divine masculine
energy to be able to manifest. Everything just can't be
in light now. Granted, we would like to have really positive,

(02:11:55):
really high vibrational divine masculine frequency to be able to
manifest in that energy, because before the energy that we've
been like manifesting in has been you know before COVID
in channel seven. So seven seven, seven is why everybody
says that's the number to manifest. Yeah, because we were
in timeline channel fucking seven with an imbalance because seven

(02:12:19):
is there's an odd energy out right, which is normally
some darker divine masculine energy, which is why Thought and
Alistair Crowley all used like seven seven seven energy because
we were in Timeline channel seven. So it's only recently
like the world is kind of like really going to
shit and our finances have been fucked since COVID well

(02:12:42):
because they moved us to Timeline channel eight and we're
no longer using the manifestation of seven seven seven, we're
using the manifestation of eight eight eight, And I don't
like the energy of eight eight eight because the energy
of eight eight eight is really the symbol for nine right,
which is the opposite of six, So it's like darker

(02:13:02):
energy that's fucking with us. So now that we move
to Timeline channel two, we still need even though it's
that close to the divine feminine god energy, we still
need the divine masculine frequency to be able to manifest
because we need it in our We need souls to
help us to align things. You need your soul to

(02:13:23):
you know, be able to have you know your boss
give you a raise, or for you to find your
soul mate, or for your twin flame to come back
into alignment with you, or that's you need their soul
so you need your sacral to be able to manifest.

(02:13:45):
So I did kind of make sure that timeline channel
two has a is half divine masculine light and half
divine feminine light, so that way we can manifest in
light in our high frequency as light workers. So it
would be kind of interesting to see how that all
kind of plays out in the future. But so list

(02:14:08):
of people that you are going to want to repair
those relationships with, and it doesn't even have to be
to where you talk to them, but whenever that energy
feels a strained, then you have less of a team
helping you to manifest. You have less souls that are
here to help you keep your vibration high, to keep

(02:14:30):
you on path, to keep you in, to keep you
from feeling isolated, right, because that feeling of isolation, that
feeling of loneliness is a low vibration emotion, and we
don't want to get trapped up and caught up in that. Okay,
So we're gonna need to repair the relationships of people
that we feel are still supposed to be around us,
because it's going to be necessary for us to keep

(02:14:52):
our vibration high in order for us to be able
to manifest in this new timeline channel because we're going
to be able to manifest in life right now. So
list of people that need to be around you. Okay,
very very important for you to sit down with this list.
I want you to remove anybody talking to you. I
don't want you to talk to your higher self. I

(02:15:15):
don't want you to talk to your guides. I don't
want you to talk to any body but your heart. Now,
if you're a person that uses your pendulum, you're gonna
put your pendulum up to your heart chakra. I want
it to wear. When the pendulum swings, it is hitting
your titties. Okay, if you're a guy, same thing. Let
it hit in between your chests. I want it to

(02:15:37):
hit you in the chest when it's swinging. I want
it to be like that close to your heart chakra.
If you're somebody that's gonna use a pendulum to get
clear yeses or clear nose, we're tapping into our heart chakra.
We're tapping into our humanity to get these answers. Okay,
I've been like dealing with the future me and I
actually just like kind of blocked your energy from my

(02:16:00):
my field a little bit. Even though I like her
I don't feel like I just want her in her
experience influencing what needs to be done on Earth, because
even if I'm working with her to help humanity, and
maybe she has the human experience because she did this,
or maybe she bypassed the human fucking experience and she's

(02:16:21):
over there because she went on a different path or
a different timeline than me, and I'm just keep being
thrown back in the human experience from up there. Maybe
I never did the human thing, and all of my
human lives are me coming back to Earth to have
the human experience, and I'm constantly reincarnating from the fucking future.

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All I know is that I want to be in
my heart because that's what's in alignment with how I'm
walking right now. Okay, I all I can do is
do what I feel is for the highest good of
humanity in the moment where I am empathizing and you know,
seeing what happening around me in this perspective. Okay, So

(02:17:06):
I can take the other perspectives in account, right, but
I am not gonna let that lead me sabotaging my humanity. Okay, So,
if you're a person who uses your pendulum, put it
as close to your heart as you physically can, because

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you're going to get the energy of your humanity whenever
you ask those questions. Okay, so if you get clarity
with a pendulum, literally, let it be so close to
you that it hits your chest, and so you're gonna
you know, see who needs to stay, who you need

(02:17:46):
to repair those relationships with. Now, high heart energy is better.
If you feel tainted in your heart shocker, where you're upset,
you feel like your heart is still broken, do not
hold it lower where your heart is. Don't hold it
in your regular heart shock, or hold it at the
very top of your heart shock, or hold it in
your high heart. Okay, that's going to be your purest

(02:18:10):
answer as to who you need to have in your
life or who you don't. If you're using your pendilum
for clarification. Now, does that mean that it would be
right one hundred percent of the time? Though, If you
really feel drawn to something and be like, I don't know,
I think I need this person repair that relationship. It
doesn't hurt to repair a relationship in astral that maybe

(02:18:33):
it's just a bonus. Maybe you end up not needing it,
but at this time it's causing you more stress to
think that you don't need it. So just lean into
whatever you feel is best for you at this moment
in regards to who needs to stay okay, And that's
one list. The other list is going to be assholes
that need to go. And I know that it's not

(02:18:56):
always to where like we'll be able to physically remove
them from our life. But it's the part where we
disconnect from the responsibility that society tells us, or that
our programming has told us that we need to have
or they need to have a role in our life
that does not fall into alignment with our life's purpose

(02:19:18):
in this life, right, so we're programmed for fifteen years
before we incarnate. They're giving us programming to keep us
stuck within the matrix. And so you know, just understanding
that there is a It's like I had this call,

(02:19:43):
I did this raiki session with one of my clients,
and whenever I was in it, it took me to
this place I'd never been before. It took me like
I know that we're all in purgatory and we go
wait and you know, but there is a specific holding
cell that is basically like you fill out a question
in air. You literally fill out the feedback card. Okay,

(02:20:04):
so if you go to a place and they ask you, like,
what's your feedback or whatever, then give you like these
little cars and you fill it out. They actually get
us to fill that shit out, and they take like
it's basically our information. They study it right on what
went well, what went wrong, So essentially they're getting feedback
from our incarnation whenever we cross over. That's why they're

(02:20:26):
pulling us through a very specific light, and that's why
everybody says, don't go through that light. All of this
shit or they're not wrong, but there's nowhere really else
for you to go. So you either can comply and
go where they're going, or you can be a problem,
and then it get really ugly for you. Whenever you
are the problem, there is no way for you to
just step out of it. So there's a multitude of

(02:20:48):
places that you could go, but you're probably not gonna
like any of them. Now granted that was before the
ascension gates open back. Anyways, that's a ramble. So what
actually happens is that they take that information and they
make it harder for us to break out of the matrix.

(02:21:10):
So they take all the information on what worked, what
didn't work, what did you have, questions about what you know,
how are you overcoming your soul's journey? And they take
all that information and then they alter the coding that
we get programmed with for the next time week incarnate
to make it even harder for us to escape what
they're trying to put us the box they're trying to

(02:21:30):
put us in crazy right, So, uh yeah, we may
be so programmed and so ingrained to have to, you know,
care about our elderly parents, who did not provide for
us whenever we were children, but in our minds we
have to, you know, be their caretaker, be the person

(02:21:52):
that steps up for them, because we think in our
minds that we're a shitty person if we don't. When
really that was just part of your program. Because during
the time of your life where you are, you know,
your kids are grown, you're feeling free, you have time
to go on spiritual retreats to Sedona or to Thailand
or to wherever it is that you want to do.
All this traveling and all the spiritual work. And guess what,

(02:22:14):
now you're tied down with something else is to oppress you.
Because maybe chances are in your life before that, whenever
you were your kids were grown and you had time
on your hands, you started having spiritual revelations. So what
are we going to do. Well, we're going to incarnate you,
and we're gonna put it to where you We're going
to make you have to take care of someone in
your older age, so that way you can't have that

(02:22:36):
spiritual experience that you had in your last few lives.
They're trying to figure out ways to take that away
from us. And what's a really good way to have
that taken away from us is to have failing health
within all of our you know, our populations. So especially
like as you age, you know that geriatric age group,
they have major health issues to where we feel obligated

(02:22:59):
to take care of them because they didn't take care
of their health. Because we're being deceived into thinking that
we're following these guidelines for food and we're you know,
doing all the things that they say, when really they're
like killing us. But part of that process of us
living these really unhealthy lives as we age to where
we lose our memory and we have demension. All of

(02:23:20):
this is to make our kids feel obligated to take
care of us, so that way it removes them from
the capacity to be stressed, free enough to be connected spiritually,
enough to be able to be tapped in for us
to be able to evolve outside of the matrix. And

(02:23:40):
so they don't want you ending your life and dying
in a peaceful state. They want you to feel like
you didn't do enough, or they want you to lose
your memory to where you're not connecting and reprogramming your
subconscious mind so that way next time, whenever you come incarnate,
you're in the same shit that you were in in
the previous life. They're really trying harder and harder and

(02:24:01):
harder to take away from us our ability to connect
to spirit, our ability to tap in, our ability to
realize who we are, and sometimes they use our parents
and our family members to do that. So if we
feel extended to go above and beyond a normal sense
of care with someone, then a lot of times that

(02:24:22):
is to oppress you spiritually. And I know a lot
of people are like Christy, I don't. There's just no
way that I'm going to be able to turn my
back on my parents. And like I'm not asking you to,
I'm asking you to evaluate whether your sense of responsibility
is causing a block in your spiritual journey and whether
you need to detach yourself emotionally from what's happening. I'm

(02:24:44):
not telling you to physically stop taking care of your parents.
I'm asking you to emotionally stop putting to where you're
trying to absorb their pain and suffering, and by absorbing
their pain and suffering is putting you in such a
frequency that is causing you to stray from your spiritual path,
is causing blocks and your vision to where you're not
able to go into astro and see, you're carrying burdens

(02:25:07):
that do not belong to you as a design to
keep you oppressed within the matrix. So I'm asking you
to evaluate if these situations and the way that you
feel about your parents abandoning you, and if there's anything
to do with a parent wound that is you feel
outside of your spiritual growth journey, like I already processed it,

(02:25:28):
and now this shit is circling back, and now they
need my care, and now they need whatever I already
I already overcame the fact that they were a negligent parent.
And now as I'm an adult and I'm free and
I'm finally able to do what I want. Now they're
circling back, but I already dealt with the lesson that
I needed to deal with whenever you know they were
being in my life. You don't. All of your lessons

(02:25:50):
in your incarnation don't revolve around one relationship with one person.
And if you feel that all of your relationships are
revolving around the lessons with one person, chances are that
is a spiritual trap. You are being trapped into a cycle,
a repeated cycle, with someone who is really good at
oppressing you, who is really good at keeping you from

(02:26:12):
reaching enlightenment, from reaching a deeper spiritual truth within yourself
because you simply don't have the free time or the
free space emotionally because you're trying to absorb or help
them or over extend yourself. So it's because of that relationship,
and it's because of your conditioning within society, and you're

(02:26:33):
conditioning within your matrix programming that's keeping you feel a
stronger sense of obligation to the vessels that literally were
necessary for you to incarnate. Now, I know some people
have really beautiful relationships with their parents, and this does
not apply to you. This does not apply to everyone.
I'm not telling everyone that you need to sever your tie.

(02:26:53):
You and your mom might be on this spiritual journey
together and you might have a really beautiful relationship to
where nothing really needs to be severed from you. But
there may be a sibling, or there may be someone
else in your life that is maybe within your family
that's always telling you that you need to go to church,
you're going to hell. There may be other people, and
you don't post the things that you would normally post

(02:27:13):
on Facebook because you're worried that somebody in your family
is going to judge you, or somebody that you know
is going to have, you know, a something negative to
say about what it is that you're posting. Those are
the relationships that are altering the way you express yourself,
the way you live your life, the way you stand
up authentically. Those are the people that we're putting on

(02:27:35):
this list, and those are the people that we are
going to work on consciously separating the subconscious programming that
we're running on. And it's really easy. Whenever you make
your subconscious program conscious, you can remove it from your
energy field so so easily. But the thing about it

(02:27:57):
is is most people don't know that that program is
there because it is running in the subconscious So we're
trying to bring the subconscious mind to the conscious mind
so that way we can clear it. We can go
in and we literally can get rid of it. Now,
a lot of this information when stuff makes you feel
sick to your stomach, or you feel worried, or you
feel nervous, or you feel nauseous over certain interactions with people,

(02:28:20):
that's physically being stored in your stomach. Your stomach is
a whole brain all of itself. Why, because your solar plexus,
your spirit controls a lot of the subconscious mind. Okay,
so you need to go look within your spirit to
see if there's programming in your stomach. So if you're
having a physical reaction in your stomach whenever something happens,

(02:28:45):
then that programming is not being stored in your brain brain,
but it's being stored in the brain that's within your
stomach that relates to your spirit. So that's where you're
going to go look for it. Now, if you are
having where you're getting headaches and you're feeling stressed mentally
over a situation, well that information is being stored around
your third eye, and it's stored in your brain brain,

(02:29:08):
and that's where you're gonna go look to see where
it's at. So it's gonna be based off of where
you're feeling distress within your physical body as to where
your body is storing that information. Everything is not stored
in your your physical brain that is in your head.
That's not where all of our information and all of
the data is being stored. Our entire body is a brain.

(02:29:31):
The entire body, every cell, every everything is part of
a larger network, a larger brain that we're running off of.
It's not just our physical brain. So you're not always
going into your physical mind that is stored in your
human brain to look for things. You're gonna go look
and where the other brains are within your body. And
you definitely have one within your stomach that works within

(02:29:53):
the spirit. That's why you know your intuition, you get
a gut feelings because that's something's fine in that brain
that is within your stomach, so it may be stored there.
So kind of think about where do you feel uneasy,
where do you feel like emotions? Are you sick to
your stomach or are do you have a headache, or
do you get stressed mentally or is it something in

(02:30:16):
your heart. Your heart is a brain as well. You
could be storing that information physically in your heart where
you feel heartbroken or you feel like stress and tension
in your heart. That's where you're going to go look
for the information the programming, and that's where you're going
to remove it. So I want you to write that
list out of who you need to remove the programming

(02:30:39):
of just simply the amount of emphasis that you put
are the amount of responsibility that you feel that you
have in that particular relationship. Okay, that's what we're removing.
We're not removing it in the sense of, oh well
when I remove this, then I'm not going to have
them in my life anymore. So I can't go remove it. No, no, no, no,

(02:31:00):
we're not doing that now. Granted, can you remove that? Yes,
go into your timeline, Go stand in the channel, find
your timeline, take them off of your timeline. Your simulation
will start to exist without them in your timeline. You
definitely can go alter that. Okay. Now I would ask
your higher self before you just go out willing nilly
removing people that like because you're pissed off right now

(02:31:20):
you think that they need to be gone from your timeline.
I wouldn't go just self destructing everything that you're supposed
to be going through in this life, because you're gonna
show up next life and it's gonna still be there.
Because there are certain things that our soul is developing,
our spirit is like going through. So that way it
helps the collective consciousness. Okay, so you are assigned certain

(02:31:41):
things that you have to go through. Okay, so just
know that removing people in this life, you're gonna be
if you are trying to take a break from Earth
and not come back for a while, but you're removing
every lesson that you're supposed to have from your timeline.
Guess what you're gonna be right back. So just know
that butterfly effect. Okay, that's just gonna ripple out and

(02:32:02):
you're going to be right back where you don't want
to be. Instead of just being like, oh well I'm
already almost through it. Let me just finish, you know,
getting through this, and then that way I don't have
to do this again. Okay, So be mindful, Be mindful.
I'm not saying for you to just go start taking
people off of your timelines. I'm saying that if you
find that somebody is being placed on your timeline and

(02:32:23):
you know that they are not supposed to be on
there anymore, there are obviously ways for you to go
minimize their interaction with your simulation, but at the same
time it has to be removed from their simulation as well.
So if you're not in perfect alignment, you're not going
to be able to go alter it within their simulation
because you have to be of a certain frequency, a

(02:32:45):
certain sense of unconditional love to actually be able to
do that manipulating within the timeline channel. So if you
don't have your shit together, you're not going to be
able to do it. You won't be able to go
do it out of anger or jealousy or resentment or
anything like that. Anyways, you will be able to edit
some of your timeline stuff would actually physically attach us
to your physical body, you'll be able to alter that,

(02:33:07):
but that's just a drop in the bucket of all
the timelines that need to be adjusted for that way
for people to be permanently removed from your simulation. So
just know that you may not be of a spiritual
level yet to be able to go do that amount
of manipulating. I mean I can do that amount of manipulating.

(02:33:29):
I don't really it's very rare that I actually go
in and do something like that. But it's it's really
easy for me to look at all of it all
at once and to pull it. But yeah, that's why
I ramble. So, but I want you to for you
to really sit and think about this and then think

(02:33:51):
about you know, who am I just too emotionally attached to?
Who am I giving like so much energy that is
actually like taking away from my quality of life. It's
really like impeding my spiritual growth. So it's not going
to be where I'm going to remove the sense of
obligation and now these people are gonna disappear. No, it's
just gonna mean that you're gonna feel lighter. You're gonna

(02:34:13):
be like, oh, well, guess what. I You didn't allow
me to tell you what to eat every day. I
didn't tell you to not go walk or go to
the gym. I didn't tell you every time you had
a negative thought. I wasn't in control of trying to
alter your negative thought to where it affected your physical body.
And you're suffering and you're going through this, You're going
through that shit because of the decisions that you made

(02:34:34):
as a fully grown adult. And I was not your keeper.
You're not underneath me to where I'm not responsible for
every single thing that you have participated in while you're here.
So why do I feel so obligated to save you? Now?
You're not obligated, okay, And that's what we're trying to remove,
that deeper sense of obligation that we have to people

(02:34:58):
that is completely unnecessary and unjustified. Okay. So once we
remove that sense, then there is no more mommy, dearist
that is trying to keep us stuck or trying to
make us feel as if we can't stand on our own,
we can't stand sovereign, we can't stand in our power
because we have somebody else trying to dictate and control

(02:35:19):
our thoughts, our emotions, our mental health, our even our
physical health. Sometimes where you're going to the gym and
they know that you're planning on going to the gym
after work, but every day they call you because they
need some shit. Okay, So it's abuse. It's flat out abuse,
and some of us are being abused by our parents,
and that is the ties that I'm talking about that

(02:35:40):
we need to cut. Okay, they're just a vessel that
you got here through. You might have learned your lessons already,
and if that shit, if you learned, if you know,
you learned your lessons, but it's still like not going away.
This is the programming. It's you feeling that you need
to have their approval or that you like it's just

(02:36:00):
this deeply rooted sense of obligation is just the word
that keeps coming up, keeps coming up. So if you're
trying to find the root of this, look for obligation.
Look for the things that you feel necessary out of obligation.
Obligation is another is the human third density word for programming.

(02:36:25):
Everything we feel obligated to do is a program. It's
either a societal program, or a matrix program, or a
self defense program that we've developed that coping mechanism because
we feel that we won't be able to survive or
we are well being will be compromised if we don't. Okay,

(02:36:47):
so you feel obligated to vote in this election, You
feel obligated to give a shit. You feel obligated like
you feel like the political stance of the world is
like resting in your hands. If you feel obligated for
any any of the shit that's going on right now
in the world, then that part is programming, right. So

(02:37:09):
I battle that a lot within myself because I feel
like obligated to save humanity. And then I have to
like step back and be like, no, you're not obligated.
You're choosing to You're choosing to show up every day.
You're choosing to do this work. It's a choice. At
any given moment, I could stop. So but it's just
like some days when we feel overwhelmed, we think that

(02:37:30):
things that we're choosing to do are obligations. So just
take a minute and kind of reflect on the things
that you feel obligated to do, where's that program coming from?
And remove it? And that can go beyond you and
your parents. Okay, you could go beyond you and your
daddy issues, or you and your mommy issues, or whatever
it is. It can go well beyond that, and it

(02:37:50):
could go into other things that you can recognize that
are within your programming that you stress and worry about
that really are unnecessary. And then you can go find
where you're storing that programming and clear it. Out as well.
So simple meditation, do breath work, bring your energy into
your heart. Go move your energy to wherever it is
that you feel. So if it's in your head, it's

(02:38:12):
in your stomach, could be in your heart, and you
just stay there. You're going to tell your body to
take that ball of energy that you bring into your heart,
that you focus into your heart, and then you move
it into your stomach, and then you'll tell your body say, hey,
let this ball of energy go to the programming that
is go to the programming that is programmed. Go to

(02:38:33):
the programming and illuminate it for me. And then you
are going to remove the programming. And then while the
programming is so, you can absorb it into literally a
ball into your hand, like if you envision a clear
sphere and you're floating in your hand, absorb the programming
into the sphere, and then you can just see the

(02:38:55):
programming you with your mind turn it to Christ's light
and your mind that replace it whatever you want. I
am sovereign, and I do what is for the highest
good of myself, which is the highest good for humanity.
And let that programming turn to a christ like code,

(02:39:16):
a divine like code, and then once you see it, like,
you have to fully watch it turn don't see what, oh,
it starts to turn gold, and then you throw it back.
That programming is going to go right back. You have
to watch the entire code turn to christ light or
divine light. And as soon as the whole thing is
divine light, then you can replace it because now you

(02:39:37):
just change the frequency of the matrix code and you
hooked it back up to where now your circuits are
going to run on that new programming. Crazy, how simple
that is? Right? So that literally is it. So that
is the exercise, the assignment, the bonus work, the enlightened

(02:40:00):
meant code, whatever we're gonna call it. That is the
that's your non homework homework. Who Okay, it's it's just
it's I just say a lot. The thing about it is,
I literally could probably sit here and just talk and

(02:40:21):
talk and talk for hours and hours and hours because
there's just so much to say, because it's been a
few weeks and I've like I've seen so much stuff,
and I mean I just briefly talked about like what
I saw whenever I went look at you know, like
the purgatory holding place, and how like a lot of
the important data that we need to be stored in
our silver cord is actually like sitting there and it's

(02:40:44):
been removed from us. So it's just there's just so
much and not even go into like our spinal cords
and how to go, you know, how to go in
there and really like the depths of what to do
with that. It's just there's just a lot. And then
I do find that I'm starting to have like memory
issues as well, so there is definitely some more stuff

(02:41:07):
that I need to go see in astral. So it's
kind of interesting because I really do feel like they're
starting to manipulate my mind. So that way I forget
and that way I don't tell you guys. It's like
I do it in astral and it's like done and energetically,
like it doesn't shift, but it's like for me to
go tell you guys, so that way you guys can
go and do it. It's like they're trying to pull

(02:41:27):
that from me because it's more powerful and it stays
within our matrix if it's more than just me. So yeah,
I've been struggling with memory a little bit lately, So
I don't know if anybody else is struggling with memory
as well. And then two maybe I don't know, we're
getting into eclipse season as well, so maybe it has

(02:41:48):
something to do with that. But I really do feel
like they're manipulating my mind some sort of way, probably
through my twin flame actually, because they've been coming in
through his field into my field whole lot lately, and
I hate, hate whenever they do that shit because it
makes me want to disconnect my energy completely from him,

(02:42:08):
and then there's nothing but dark shit around him, and
then it takes me a while to get him back
to where he doesn't feel just terrible energetically. But you know,
you gotta do what you got to do self preservation
because without it, then you know you can't do this work.
So we'll see. But yeah, I'm going to record a

(02:42:29):
second podcast this week. It may not come out until
like the end of the week, but I definitely am
going to try to catch back up because there really
is a whole lot that I need to talk about.
So that way, you guys can actually go in and
anchor some new energy into Timeline Channel two. So I
already told you guys how to go see the Timeline
channels in the other podcast. So if you need to

(02:42:51):
go back and review that, go review it if you
need to. If you want to go do that meditation
and go to Timeline channel number two. It's a little
bit further back on the spiral. It's closer to the
cosmic tree, so it's filled with like beautiful like the
cosmic plasma from that like pool of blood, aka the

(02:43:11):
plasma pool within the cosmic tree. It's like flooded with
that energy. It feels really good and just like really
clean in that Timeline channel, like cleaner than Timeline Channel six.
It just feels like fresh. And I think that like
my energy field has been feeling very very similar as well,
Like I just feel like renewed, as if I would

(02:43:32):
have just got back from vacation or something where you
just feel good, and I haven't had that feeling in
a while. So I think that it would benefit everyone
to at least go try to just set your intention
to go there, even if you don't see it, even
if you don't like know that you're there, just tell
yourself to go lay in the Timeline channel, go anchor

(02:43:52):
your energy. I normally make sure, like when I'm standing
in it, that the roots from the timeline channel are
like going into my feet up to my body, so
that way I feel rejuvenated with the energy. So go
anchor yourself in that energy. See if your energy doesn't shift.

Speaker 2 (02:44:08):
I know.

Speaker 1 (02:44:08):
I've been like working on a few clients, and the
things that I've been doing really really really have been
helping everybody energetically. I have found like these mirrors within
people's energy feels I've been turning off. I've been going
in and clearing everybody's spinal cord since I realized that
when I clear somebody's energy, I'm not clearing their spinal cord.
And I've been clearing everything they're attached to that we

(02:44:31):
have not been able to previously see until I discovered
that that was there, and that is also tied to
some darker Coundalini energy that's hidden. So there's a Condalini
energy that we see, and then there's a Coundalini energy
that's hidden, and that's the stuff that we were not
actually like we don't access because we weren't looking deeper
into it. So I've been clearing that from people. It's really,

(02:44:52):
really really been helping people a whole lot. So I'm
been super excited by doing that work. And so ayways,
before I ramble any longer in this podcast literally becomes
fucking three hours, because we're already at like two hours
and forty five minutes and I just tapped on my
phone to see and it was two four four four
to four. So that's just without the intro and the outro. Obviously,

(02:45:19):
I don't know how long is it, just it normally
adds a few seconds to the podcast. But definitely definitely
going to quit rambling because as of right now, my
little podcast is not called Christy Rambles, even though it
is the the gist of the entire podcast. But I
hope everybody gets to weave in and out of their

(02:45:44):
little parental their parental hold or their parental perspective without
we're doing this without going into the trauma, right, I
hope you guys can navigate that really beautifully if it
applies to you, but it applies to everyone. It might
not apply to your parents, but I can promise you
that there is a certain level of conditioning. Maybe it's

(02:46:05):
with your grandparents, Maybe you know it's with siblings that
you always feel obligated like you have to be the
one to help them all the time. Even if it's
like harming you or harming your family or putting like
stress on you, I can promise you that you feel
an obligation to probably someone in your life, right, and
it may not be causing any spiritual distress, But that's

(02:46:28):
what we're going in to see, right, is it causing
you to not fulfill what you want to fulfill why
you're here because you're being caught up in that programming.
So I hope everybody can navigate that really beautifully. I
hope that it offers you a ton of clarity. I
hope that everyone can go visit or set their intention

(02:46:49):
to go anchor their energy at the very least in
timeline channel two, if anybody goes sees it and gets
anything from it, and any messages you need me to have,
because I cannot be everywhere all at the same time,
and I feel like I'm always moving so fast through
my knowing and understanding that I miss a lot. And
so it's why I like to talk to other people
about certain things. You guys can hit me up. I

(02:47:13):
know that I've been like really delayed on getting back
to people, but the last couple days are actually the
only the first couple of days where I have been
like looking at my Marco polos from people, trying to
start to return the volume of text messages that I
have from everybody. I am trying to get back on
track with that and respond to everybody. So hopefully if

(02:47:36):
you message me and I missed it, if you don't
hear back from me by the time my next podcast
comes out, reach back out again, because I am trying
to get caught back up because the last few weeks
or even the last month or so, I have been buried.
It hasn't been until we have made it into Timeline
Channel two that I can fucking breathe for the first

(02:47:56):
time in probably two three years now, so it's been
really nice, and so I'm trying to get caught back up.
But I'm just it's so much. I just it's hard
to really describe working more than full time, like I
work more than a full time job. I am working

(02:48:17):
in astral full time at the same time as well.
And then I have three teenagers that are under my
care currently that pretty much primarily live with me and
come to me for all their needs. And I had
you know, natural disasters, hurricanes and stuff coming in my
way and then the economy has been absolutely awful, awful

(02:48:40):
awful for the shop, and there's just been a whole
lot of added human stress that you know, you kind
of can't avoid if you would like to eat food
and not live under a bridge. And so there's just
been a lot lot happening. And sometimes I simply cannot
give anyone else any of my energy because there's none
left to give. So apology please, if you're one of
those people that I you know, I kinda I can't

(02:49:03):
always commit my energy to you exp I mean, obviously
I can commit my energy to any client that I have,
but that's the where I preserve my energy from, right
It's like I have multiple clients a week, and that's
kind of like the extent of where my energy can
go a lot of times if there's not an equal
energy exchange kind of happening, as in, like I'm getting

(02:49:24):
paid and I'm not saying it just for I'm only
doing it to get paid, but I'm just saying I
can't just pour into people all the time for free.
And you know, if I have trouble in astro and
you don't have ability to go look or to be
able to help me, then it's not a mutually beneficial relationship.
And it's not that I don't want to help you.
You're just not top priority on my list unfortunately at

(02:49:47):
this time, because I don't have a patron that is
just paying for my life quite yet. Or I haven't
found my little stash of money that I know I
left a few centuries ago that should be in some
really old bank somewhere, but I don't even know how
to get it, or if I even could get it
at some point. But I know I have money stashed somewhere.
Maybe if I can just see whatever the code word

(02:50:09):
might be, I might be able to tap into that
money one day. Maybe it'll come to me whenever the
time's right. It just it's not right, kid, I guess
so anyways, But until the next time, guys, think outside
the matrix and I'll talk to you next time. Ye're
not little GLICI not that brothers, and they're not fiving

(02:50:29):
for my spirits switching yours then numb driving in the
battery with no fear EGO, come a guys driving on
no fire. No I know Glic through the major

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