#58 Sands of Time and Betrayal

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:23):
Hello, Hello, Hello, and welcome to another episode of Divinity
on Earth. I'm your podcast host Christy Nicole, and I
am back.

Speaker 2 (00:32):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (00:33):
So, I just really miss podcasting, to be like honest,
I miss like rambling.

Speaker 2 (00:39):
I miss.

Speaker 1 (00:41):
Giving updates on what's going on in the matrix in
astral I just miss kind of all the things, like
the interaction from it, letting people kind of know, getting
people's feedback.

Speaker 2 (00:54):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (00:54):
And you know, I'm not quite ready, like we have
been working this is the thing, so kind of like
taking a break from podcasting and whatever, right, but that's
not a life break.

Speaker 2 (01:06):
We have been working in Astrol so much.

Speaker 1 (01:11):
It's probably the most that I ever have Over the
past a couple months, it's just been all day, every
day because Zaika and I have both been just relentless
trying to figure out some things that we don't care
for that are certain programs and codes within the matrix.

(01:33):
And so it's like peeling back an onion. And we've
been just peeling back so many layers, repairing so many things,
things that it's hard to even comprehend that exists, right,
And so it's really beautiful having the opportunity to see
and understand things to that degree.

Speaker 2 (01:55):
Uh, And I don't know.

Speaker 1 (01:57):
I guess some days I really feel like all is
made up and none of this is real and this
is just my reality and it's literally no one else's reality.
And maybe I do need to like come back into
everyone else, like plug back into the matrix, right, because
you some days you do feel like a nut whenever
things around you aren't shifting the way that you would

(02:20):
expect them to shift based on the amount of energy
and effort that you put into something. But you know
that's those days are few and far between. And I
know a lot of that energy is a program in itself, right.
I'm programmed to feel like everything I do is just
a failure and that I am, you know, not who

(02:40):
I I'm not who I think that I am. And
I know that that energy in itself is a program, right.

Speaker 2 (02:48):
And I think we all.

Speaker 1 (02:49):
Kind of suffer with that imposter syndrome, especially in the
spiritual realm, because it's not something that is as concrete
as things that are made to seem on cretage, right.
So science is made to seem concrete even though it isn't.
Science has changed since the beginning of time. Science evolves
as our understanding evolves, and I like how everybody's like, yeah,

(03:12):
well gravity doesn't change.

Speaker 2 (03:13):
Bullfucking shit.

Speaker 1 (03:14):
Okay, the formula that we use for gravity right now
is made up math. It's actually not the proper formula
for gravity. I can actually see the proper formula for gravity,
but it applies to the way that the matrix is
set up right now on Earth and only on Earth.
But that doesn't apply to gravity anywhere else. And so

(03:35):
what science does is it kind of feels in pieces
and makes up numbers to.

Speaker 2 (03:42):
Go along with the narrative that it's trying to portray.

Speaker 1 (03:45):
And so I mean they made up imaginary numbers, Like
there's literally a whole math made up for imaginary numbers.

Speaker 2 (03:56):
So but yet, you know, if.

Speaker 1 (03:58):
It's not science, and if it's not math, then and
like what is it? And math doesn't even make sense?
Uh So it's just kind of hilarious to me. How
you know one times the energy of something else combining
that energy is still one Uh no, in no way.
Uh if you actually go apply that principle to anything

(04:18):
in in the within the.

Speaker 2 (04:20):
Matrix is does that actually apply?

Speaker 1 (04:23):
So you know, we like to proceed, We like to
base our you know, identity, our our our knowledge of
who we are as beings off of you know, things
that appear concrete.

Speaker 2 (04:40):
And the whole intention of it appearing.

Speaker 1 (04:44):
Concrete is because if you can have things that by
definition seem to be concrete, and if anybody goes against
that information or that logic, well then you can call
them crazy, you can call them a heretic, you can
call them insane. Like there's just a whole bunch of
things that you from a societal standpoint, you don't want

(05:05):
to be categorized by any of those definitions of things, right.
You don't want to be the outsider. You want to thin.
You want to be part of the little mindless drone
army that goes around and you fly under the radar
as much as possible unless you can like reach some
elevated status and then be looked at as like wealthy
or you know, something that society holds as being significant. So,

(05:31):
you know, a lot of us suffer with that imposter
syndrome because it's hard for us to pin down things
that the masses can't necessarily perceive to be reality. And
what's kind of crazy is that there are so many
people these days that are really into the spiritual, they're

(05:51):
into the wou wu, they're into seeing the unseen. And
it's like, no matter how many, no matter how many,
hundreds of thousands of millions of people, right, there's millions
and hundreds of millions of people that are on this
level of awareness, right, hundreds of millions of people, and
we still feel like impostors. It's like most of us

(06:14):
still all feel like impostors at one moment or another
because it's not the mainstream way of thinking, it's not
the mainstream way of existing, and so because of that,
we question ourselves.

Speaker 2 (06:28):
We doubt ourselves.

Speaker 1 (06:29):
Now, granted, I feel like a lot of people should
doubt themselves because the thing is within the matrix. It's
hard to know whether messages you get are from a virus,
if they're from a dark entity, or if they're actually
from something benevolent and actually from our highest good. How
do you discern whether that's actually your higher self or

(06:50):
it's something pretending to be your higher self, or how
do you know that you're actually getting a message from
what you perceive to be God. Chances are, unless you're
on an enlightened path, not directly talking to God itself.
So then it makes you wonder, well, who am I
actually talking to? And all these people that think that
they're talking to God, who are they actually talking to?
So there is there is a lot to question, But

(07:13):
simply seeking answers doesn't make you an imposter. Being in
the spiritual realm. Being in the spiritual community is not
a direct correlation to imposter syndrome and your spirituality.

Speaker 2 (07:29):
Right. And so we're kind of coming.

Speaker 1 (07:33):
Out of an era of darkness here on the planet
where a lot of things.

Speaker 2 (07:39):
Were you could just feel the energy shifting every day.

Speaker 1 (07:43):
A lot of things were being looked at as taboo
or being looked at.

Speaker 2 (07:48):
You know, you're ridiculed. You're ridiculed.

Speaker 1 (07:51):
I've been ridiculed my whole entire life, and I have
not been this woo woo little mystic prophetic being. It's
funny because I have people to tell, like I'll say
something and they're like, holy shit, that's prophetic, and then
sure enough later it'll like come to pass. But I
didn't even know what I was like necessarily, like how

(08:12):
I was correlating it at the time.

Speaker 2 (08:14):
But I was just the weird kid.

Speaker 1 (08:17):
I was just a weird kid that wore her hair
in weird little ways and dressed weird and had a
weird little sense of style, and I didn't care about
everybody else. And I was a bitch. I was a
bitch as a kid. I was such an asshole because
I didn't want to be a kid. It's not and
I felt that everyone who wanted to be a child
and wanted to play and be care free and live

(08:37):
in that way like that shit was not for me.
Miss me with all of that, miss me with the
whole thing. I wish I could have been carnated and
just went straight to being thirty years old, because I
could have missed everything prior to me being at least
thirty years old, maybe even older.

Speaker 2 (08:55):
I don't know.

Speaker 1 (08:55):
I'm really only starting to become into the swing of things,
you know, towards my late thirties. And so this is
like I could have incarnated and became me now, and
I would be perfectly content with missing all of the
things that came before. And I'm gonna I wouldn't have
my kids, and you know, I would like to still

(09:18):
have them. So I guess I would need to go
back to being at least, you know, twenty one, so
that way I can pop in and have Brody and
then a couple of years later have Ella. But I
was I was an asshole as a kid. But I
was always misunderstood. But the thing is that because I
was different, no one cared to understand who I was.

(09:38):
Nobody cared about, you know what it was I liked,
and no one you know, sad and actually thought like, Okay,
well you know you're gonna do dancing, and you're gonna
do soccer, and you're gonna do swim team. Why because
that's what's available where in the small town that we lived.
And you don't really get to pick things outside of
what mainstream is doing when you live in small town USA.

(10:02):
There isn't a philosophy club. There isn't you know, a
poetry group. There isn't any of those things that would
have really like helped me to develop into the version
of me that I would have wanted to have been
whenever I was a kid. So I have spent my
whole entire life, my whole life, being.

Speaker 2 (10:27):
The outcast, being the outsider.

Speaker 1 (10:29):
And granted, now I'm like the outsider with the other outsiders,
you know you kind of like just decide fuck it.
I'm literally just gonna be whoever I am, and I'm
not going to really give much thought to the way
anyone else is going to perceive me expressing myself and
me showing up to do the things on this planet

(10:51):
that I know that I need to do, whether that's
me making that shit up in the matrix or me
following some higher divine path, whatever it is, I could
really wholeheartedly believe that I'm doing something good for humanity,
and honestly that's enough for me, because what's real here
It's really hard to define what is actually real in existence,

(11:14):
and so whatever this is, I'm just gonna do it.
And the cool thing is that I have a lot
of other people who feel exactly the same about me.
It's crazy how many people have been like checking in
on me, seeing when's the next podcast?

Speaker 2 (11:26):
When's the next podcast?

Speaker 1 (11:27):
And I kind of thought that I knew that people
would follow me over onto whatever it was that I
did next, Like I knew that I figured that a
lot of people would kind of like fall away and
they won't follow me into my next podcast, and that
they're just kind of listening to this one.

Speaker 2 (11:44):
Just because like they started to. And it's just something
to do.

Speaker 1 (11:47):
With their time, and you know, people found me because
they know me from the shop, or they are you know,
found me with the Cult of Conspiracy Boys, or you
know whatever. And I just kind of figured, well, you know,
I'll transition to something else and then I'll try to
like put more energy and effort into the next project,
right because learned.

Speaker 2 (12:08):
Some lessons about this one. I mean, everything is perfectly fine.

Speaker 1 (12:12):
I just you know, ramble as a solo person is
a little bit difficult. But trying to get another human
being to have time to do this whenever. We are
so active in repairing things for humanity, it's all it's
every night. It's every single night until like Zeka and I,
one of us falls asleep. We do this shit for

(12:36):
hours and hours and hours like all day and then
we like slowly working on little projects. As we're human,
we're human ing, we're being human.

Speaker 2 (12:45):
I don't know what a verb.

Speaker 1 (12:47):
Of being human would be, but we are the you know,
performing third density task all day and we have side
projects going on all day. Check on this, check on this.
I got pinged for this. Can you check on him?
I don't know what's going on. Something happened. Can you
look at you know, Maggie, can you look at Ella,
can you look at whoever? Like, we're always just going

(13:09):
look at everything that we have going on, because we're
getting little pings that something may be wrong or somebody's
trying to alter something.

Speaker 2 (13:16):
That we set into place. So we do this.

Speaker 1 (13:23):
Like the entire time we're awake, and then I know
that her and I do this when we are asleep
as well, because we wake up feeling absolutely exhausted most mornings.

Speaker 2 (13:32):
And so you know, it's finding time.

Speaker 1 (13:38):
To have two people whose lives are just, you know,
very survival mode, to have the abundance of time to
just start podcast that you know, we would have time
to really promote post all the places trying to find
other podcasts for us to go, Like, it's a whole
thing if you want your podcast to be a big deal, Right,

(13:59):
So I just really kind of thought that, you know,
once this thing kind of slowed down, that some people
would follow me over and then some people would fallow
away and would never come listen to me ever again.
And I was perfectly fine with all of that, and
I like, I had the awareness of all the possibilities
that could happen. But the amount of people who have said,

(14:21):
when's your next podcast? When's you starting new podcasts? Aren't
you starting a meditation group? When's that happening? What's going on?
Where's I need more classes? I need more stuff? It's
just it's kind of like, first of all, it is
really you know, it feels really nice to have such
a positive impact on people and to sit here on
this platform and have people who actually resonate with the

(14:43):
stuff I say, or at least are open even if
you don't fully resonate with everything I say, that you're
open to some sort of truth or higher understanding that
you're trying to perceive, you're trying to pull in, and
you know, everything I say isn't for everybody, but I

(15:03):
just like that you guys.

Speaker 2 (15:06):
Have been missing the podcast so much, so it's it's
it's really heartwarming.

Speaker 1 (15:13):
And it also lets me know that despite the criticism
and despite all the negativity that has ever shown up
in my life as a child or as an adult,
that the perseverance through all of it and just doing
what the fuck I wanted anyways actually like matters.

Speaker 2 (15:35):
To other people.

Speaker 1 (15:36):
So, uh, we'll see if I can say I'm in
a last on my next podcast. Probably not, but it's okay.
It's because there's so many thoughts in my mind all
at one time. I'm trying to figure out the most
effective way to word what it is that I'm saying,
because there's like six thousand things at the gate of

(15:58):
my mind at all times, and me saying is like
me ciphering with message I'm actually gonna pull through the gate.
It's not because I lack intelligence or any of those things.
It's that I'm looking at a million ways that I
could word anything at any one time. And on this
podcast in particular, I didn't choose the the higher IQ

(16:23):
way of saying things because I just wanted this pod.
I've already felt like I was talking about things that
were at such a higher level that I really wanted
it to be relatable. So a lot of times like
I'll bat away saying things in like a really literate
way because I feel like the concept is already harder

(16:44):
to grasp, so I like to explain things and just
like everyday conversational ways. So anyways, we'll see. I think
my next podcast, maybe I'll end up starting for real,
starting to because I would love to have a philosophy
spiritual a tea and religion podcast where we just deep
dive on concepts from a book in literary perspective, like

(17:10):
reading what Philosophers and stuff Road and talking about it
and talking about how it applies to time then and
how it applies to modern day, Like that's my shit.

Speaker 2 (17:20):
All the time. I sit in that energy quite a lot.

Speaker 1 (17:23):
I'm always looking up different philosophers reading their work, sitting
with it, processing like going walk in their life, going
walk in their shoes and just feeling what the energy
of the time felt like.

Speaker 2 (17:36):
And you know why they were in.

Speaker 1 (17:38):
This frequency to have this thoughts, And is that a
frequency that the matrix is still dealing with or have
we overcome that frequency or is it lying dormant, waiting
to come back at some point. So I spend a
lot of time doing that in my free time. I
would love to do like a whole thing on that,
but maybe that'll just be a book and maybe not

(17:58):
a full podcast. But Zakea and I are going to
do a podcast for sure on magic and manifesting, especially
now that the matrix looks different. The way to manifest
before is not the same way that we're going to
manifest in the future. Uh So we definitely will be
starting that. But I'm just super excited that you guys
actually like missed me rambling. It means a lot because honestly,

(18:23):
I kind of thought, well, I knew that there would
be a few people who would be upset that I
was no longer recording, but I did not expect it
to be so many people. I had no idea that
I would like get messages from so many people.

Speaker 2 (18:36):
And then I even have people because that are reaching
out to me.

Speaker 1 (18:42):
About like coaching and stuff, and I'm like, well, have
you listened to any of my podcasts?

Speaker 2 (18:46):
Because I like to know where people are whenever they start.

Speaker 1 (18:49):
Because you know, a lot of people at the shop
that come in as clients, you know, have listened to
my podcasts or somebody has told them about my podcast
and a lot of people haven't, and then they start
listening to it, and then they get really excited.

Speaker 2 (19:02):
And then I'm like, oh, yeah, well I just quit,
and the.

Speaker 1 (19:05):
Look on everybody's face is like, what, how could you quit?
So anyways, we're back. So we'll see maybe my the
next podcast. Since I've have a co host, it won't
just be me trying to keep my own train of
thought going. Will be you know, maybe it'll take off
a bit and then yeah, I'll do some other stuff
that'll be deep in the matrix. But I have been

(19:29):
focusing a whole lot of my energy on understanding time lately,
and that's not the topic of the podcast. The topic
of the podcast is portrayal codes, and we're good to
that in a second. But I did want to talk
about time briefly, because everybody has their very own concept

(19:52):
of time, and no one person really has it kind
of figured out, and so I have not been going
looking up other people's definitions of time.

Speaker 2 (20:02):
You guys know me. I don't like to be tainted.

Speaker 1 (20:05):
I don't like to be led down a path if
I don't need a jumping off point, if I don't
need a starting point. I've read what people said about
time before, and you know, time's and illusion. Everything's happening
all at one time in ways yes, but in ways no,
because even in the chaos of time, there has to

(20:28):
be calm and organization within that chaos.

Speaker 2 (20:32):
So naturally, if you think about.

Speaker 1 (20:37):
Sayand being shaken in a well, let's just let's talk
about the desert, Okay.

Speaker 2 (20:45):
I love the desert. It's my favorite place to be
is a desert.

Speaker 1 (20:49):
I love that life grows where it feels like it's
barren of.

Speaker 2 (20:58):
Necessity.

Speaker 1 (21:00):
Okay, so there's not water is like a necessity for everything, right,
And so here you go into the desert and it's
full of cactus and there's birds and there's flowers, and
it's full of life, and it's like barren, and I
just I don't know. I think that I've always related
the desert to my own personal life that I've always
felt like my life was void of the emotions and

(21:23):
the love and care that a human needs to really thrive.
And I always kind of thought that I was just
making it in the world anyways, even if my emotional
needs were never met in my life, I feel like
I have found a way to flourish despite the fact

(21:44):
that there have not been people that have showed up
in my life that have ever given a fuck about
my emotional wellbeing how a situation affected me emotionally. Because
I'm so airy and because I'm so straightforward and loud
and all this, it's almost like my emotions are dismissed

(22:05):
as if I don't have them, and that's just simply
not the case. I'm just not a person that's going
to overwhelm a situation with how I feel out of
respect for everyone else. But there has never been a
single person that has literally just sat down and been like,
you know, how did this make you feel?

Speaker 2 (22:26):
How are you coping through this? Are you okay?

Speaker 1 (22:29):
And actually like been sincere enough to sit for me
to actually feel comfortable to share my emotions. And so
I've always just kind of related my life to the desert.
It's just like this place that is just beaming with life,
and it's just has like this energy of abundance there

(22:50):
even though like water is like love and emotion and
it lacks it, and we survive off of those little
brief moments of like sparks and love that we get
from other people. And so let's do our little analogy
as being in the desert itself.

Speaker 2 (23:09):
Okay, And granted I have kids.

Speaker 1 (23:11):
Those are my little sprinkles, Those are my little showers
of water in my in my desert. But I'm really
more or less referring to other adults.

Speaker 2 (23:20):
Right, So.

Speaker 1 (23:24):
If you think about there being sand and let's just
think about there being a sandstorm that comes and this
it does chaos energy, right, So we have like this force,
this energy that is moving through.

Speaker 2 (23:41):
Existence, the wind.

Speaker 1 (23:43):
Okay, well, let's think about the wind as time, and
let's think about the sand as our consciousness, our energy.
Let's think about that as being matter that exists within time.
So the wind blows violently across, some of this sand

(24:05):
is going to be picked up and carried away to
other places. And on the surface of where we exist,
there's gonna start to be a ripple, there's gonna be
sand dune sat form, There's gonna start to be formation
that's going to happen within the sand. Because of this chaos,
because of this time, this force of energy that is

(24:26):
blowing on through, there's going to start to be order
in the chaos. So you're gonna start to have places
where energy, consciousness is going to start to deposit and develop.
And there's gonna be places where it is swept away
and carried away, far far away, and it's hard for
us to perceive where exactly those parts of our consciousness went.

(24:49):
That's the way time works. So there has to be
some sense of order within time, right in order for
time to exist. So whereas a lot of people like
to just look at time as just being just absolute, utter, chaos.
There are places where time does exist in chaos, and
then there also are places where time does not exist

(25:10):
in chaos because within that chaos it has formed order. Right,
so we are living in part of time where there
is very very strategic order that has fallen into exactly
where we are now. The other thing with time is
that time is like a light bulb. So if you

(25:32):
have a lamp and you take the lamp shade off
and you click on the light, Okay, you turn it on,
the light is going to leave that light bulb in
all directions at exactly the same time, at exactly the
same force. That's how time works. So every time there
is a new spark of existence that comes into being,

(25:53):
there's like a.

Speaker 2 (25:54):
New little big bang.

Speaker 1 (25:55):
The light bulb goes off, and time, along with light
frequencies right start traveling away from where that moment of
creation happened. That creation seed comes into being.

Speaker 2 (26:11):
You can think of it as a tree seed.

Speaker 1 (26:16):
It like whenever it's time for it to germinate and
for the energy to go from inside the seed to
outside the seed, that's actually the spark that starts another
realm of time or another realm of existence.

Speaker 2 (26:29):
And so.

Speaker 1 (26:31):
When that spark happens, time is traveling away from that seed.
As as light as is sound, will sound is light.
It's the visible density to me, and so it starts
traveling away from that seed, all at the same speed,
at the same rate, at the same time.

Speaker 2 (26:48):
Okay, Now there are other beings that are.

Speaker 1 (26:54):
Far more advanced and us that exist alongside of us,
all at the same time, not the only ones. Time
has existed, light has existed, All things have existed before
we have actually.

Speaker 2 (27:05):
Been in human form.

Speaker 1 (27:07):
So we can't possibly think that, you know, we control
time or that we fully understand time, because where we
sit in this human body, it makes it really difficult
for us to process things such as time, for us
to truly process how gravity actually works, or for us
to even truly process how manifestations work. Other than we

(27:30):
have to align our frequency to the frequency of the
thing that we want. For us to really understand the
mechanics behind it takes quite a bit of understanding. It
takes quite a bit of meditation, It takes quite a
bit of awakening to get to the point where that
perspective is revealed to you. So with time, what you
need to understand about time, just for today, because I

(27:52):
feel like understanding time is going to become more important
in the upcoming years and months and even weeks.

Speaker 2 (28:02):
Is that.

Speaker 1 (28:04):
As that light energy, that time energy goes away from
that big bang, from that seed, that seed of life.
Every single day, biblical day is a new seed. Okay,
So Day one that's a seed. Day two a whole
nother seed, a whole nother realm of time being born.
Whenever that seed came into being, right, the Fibonacci sequences

(28:26):
all restarted. Then Day three, whole nother seed, Day four,
another one.

Speaker 2 (28:31):
And so every one of those.

Speaker 1 (28:34):
Seeds has its own complex structure of time. And that's
where time is all overlapping, and a lot of us
were there for all of the seeds or most of
the seeds being born. So there are parts of us
that exist in multiple capacities of time, multiple just fractions

(28:57):
of time. We exist in multiple places is at one time. Now,
if you're lucky enough to become really incredibly sovereign and
to have like really beautiful abilities and astral then you
actually can go visit different parts of you that exist
in different realms of time, and then if you can
call them back to where you are now, but still

(29:19):
keep your connection to that realm of time. Well, then
that's how you can time jump, that's how you can
visit people's past lives, you can visit your future energy,
you can visit all these things because you're connected across
the cosmos through different fractions of time. Now, the thing
that is important to remember about time is with there
being time manipulation, especially within our seed of time where

(29:44):
we are right now, is that there are beings who
have taken strings. Because when time leave, it leaves in
Fibonacci sequences, which are strings of time. They can create
vacuums on these strings and siphon all of the light,
all of the energy that is in that string of time,
to the very end and shut off that string of time.

(30:05):
So just because time was traveling with light in all
directions all at one time, doesn't mean that every string
of light still has energy in it. Because time is
being manipulated, and so what happens is is as above
so below. So whatever string of time that we're on,
there has to be one moving in the opposite direction

(30:27):
of time. So, say we think that we're moving forward
in time, maybe we're actually moving backwards in time and
we're actually not moving in the direction of forward time,
and the version of us that we meet in the
future is actually on a completely different time string than us,
and we're actually moving backwards in time. And the US

(30:49):
learning about Lumeria in Atlantis is actually us learning about
time that's happening at the same time as us, but
on a different time string that's actually happening in the future.
And we're actually in the past right now. And I know,
like a lot of people like Christy, what the fuck
are you saying.

Speaker 2 (31:06):
I'm trying to explain to you time.

Speaker 1 (31:07):
So what happens is within the spectrum of us existing,
we have these bubbles of manifestation that exists, So these
realms that exist within the Tezerak that we're in now, well,
on one side, that's what creates the polarity, right, So
on one side there is a divine masculine force and

(31:28):
on the other side there's a divine feminine magnet that
exists there.

Speaker 2 (31:32):
And so.

Speaker 1 (31:35):
The string of time that we're moving on is moving
towards the divine masculine side of the spectrum, which is
why there's a lot of death war that sort of
energy is because we're moving towards that deconstruction of our being, okay,
which is why it feels like we're evolving backwards from

(31:57):
where we came as extraterrestrial beings. And on the other
side of the strength, on the other side of the
light bulb, the other side of the seed. That's where
Lumeria Atlantis, all of those civilizations exist because they are
moving closer to the divine feminine aspect of our existence
and they are becoming are sitting in this higher frequency,
this higher vibration. So this notion of all of these

(32:20):
extraterrestrials being more advanced than us being all of that,
it's simply because of where our consciousness sits on these
strings of time right now. Is the force that is
being implied to our consciousness. So the fact that we
are moving on a string of time a Fibonacci sequence,
is actually moving towards the divine masculine is why we

(32:41):
feel like we're evolving backwards from these higher knowing beings
that we seem to have evolved from, right And so
it's literally just the force that is being applied to
our string of time. If I can figure out how
to alter where we are and time, I promise I'm

(33:04):
going to move us. I don't exactly know that that
is fully possible for us to do it. I think
that the better possibility for us is for us to
actually work on the divine masculine magnet that we're going
to and for that energy to be switched into unconditional love.
And I promise that I'm working on it. But there's

(33:27):
a lot of resistance from the divine masculine side of
my soul, my energy, and so if that ever pans
out or works itself out, then we'll be able to
like switch that magnet for humanity. But I just kind
of wanted everybody to understand, like time and the fact

(33:49):
that we are being pulled through our string of time.
So if they're amplifying time on their side, then it
would have to move us along on this side as well.
So if the the mind feminine string of time is
being manipulated, then they masculine string of time that is
opposite of it is also going to be manipulated all

(34:12):
at the same time.

Speaker 2 (34:13):
So repairing time simply from our.

Speaker 1 (34:15):
String will not actually do anything if the opposite string
is not being balanced at the same time. Because as
above so below, there is equal force being pulled on.
Those Feminacci sequences are actually linked together, and so for
it to be altered here, it has to be altered
there as well.

Speaker 2 (34:35):
So we're actually not.

Speaker 1 (34:38):
Going into twenty twenty five when the New Year happens,
or when the Chinese New Year or whatever whatever new
year you like to use. It's actually, I'm pretty sure
it's going to be twenty thirty six is actually where
we are in time. We have been hyper jumping and
like literally having chunks of our whole existence.

Speaker 2 (34:58):
Here like wiped away.

Speaker 1 (35:00):
They're because they're trying to take out fractions of my
timeline in my Fibonacci sequence, so that way I am
not doing the things with the person I'm supposed to
be doing the things within this life. So they're like
cutting out significant parts of like relationship development with me

(35:22):
and several other people in this incarnation, so that way
I don't have the support system, I don't like feel
love and compassion and all like these things. So they're
trying to cut out the part of my life where
that would have come into effect, that would have come
into play. They're literally trying to fast forward lots of
us from finding that piece that sovereignty now I'm fighting

(35:45):
through it anyways, because fuck you, you're not about to
control like what happens in this life. Like you might
have like been manipulating this shit out of it over
the last three years or.

Speaker 2 (35:55):
So, but you're not.

Speaker 1 (35:58):
You're not going to keep that power over me and
my incarnation. But it's happening not just to me, it's
happening to everyone because we were all supposed to have
an awakening at the same time. It's like when one
of us lit up, the rest of us all lit
up at the same time. And so when that happened
is when they started trying to pull us into the future,
pull us into the future. So we missed all of

(36:20):
those milestones were in time on our timeline, where we
were supposed to meet that people, we were supposed to
have that money, we were supposed to get that job,
we were supposed to do that thing, we were supposed to.

Speaker 2 (36:30):
Start that whatever it was.

Speaker 1 (36:32):
And so we're missing all of those events on our timeline,
and we're fast forwarding to a place where we're already
supposed to have it and we're supposed to be thriving,
except we don't have it, and we're not thriving because
it dropped us off into this place of a timeline
that is really hard for our physical bodies to reconcile
the energy of the timelines because they're so hyper jumped

(36:52):
that there's no link to get us onto the timeline itself.
So that's why I kind of wanted to briefly explain time,
because if a lot of you feel like you're just
like life has just been the same day for the
last three years, it's because our timelines are being manipulated
and our energy feels actually don't know what the fuck

(37:12):
to do, and because they don't know what to do,
it is replaying the same day. We all have been
saying that I was on Groundhog's Day forever, and I
finally figured out why after looking at time enough. Is
that my life is on Groundhog's Day because there is
no way for my timeline to reconcile the massive hyperjump
that was forced upon all of humanity. So all of

(37:33):
the people that I would need to be able to
link up with to actually execute my timeline, none of
us are on that timeline.

Speaker 2 (37:42):
None of us.

Speaker 1 (37:42):
So we're all in the same cycle of you know,
relationships failing, not being interested, and people were dating and
having like financial insecurity, and just feeling alone, feeling isolated,
feeling all these things. Things are just not getting better.
That is intentional, That is on purpose. That is because

(38:05):
they are vacuuming time to where we're being hyper jumped
what's going to be like eleven years forward. So that way,
that chunk of time where we all met, we all connected,
we all like developed this really strong sense of sovereignty,
spiritual community, all the things that we were supposed to
develop over the next ten years, they're basically trying to

(38:26):
strip from us now. I have full awareness that they're
trying to do this now, and I am like going
back and repairing it. But it's not something that is
just repaired overnight, because, like I was explaining to you,
with time, time is so damn complex, and I haven't
figured out every string that affects our strings yet because
there are other strings of time that are affecting us.

Speaker 2 (38:47):
So anyways, maybe.

Speaker 1 (38:50):
That's why I was told that maybe I'm a genius.
It's just because my mind works in very very very
very mysterious ways, and I just see through just so
much stuff.

Speaker 2 (39:04):
I don't know.

Speaker 1 (39:05):
Some days I just wish that it wasn't and I don't,
but I do and I am. So that's not even
that's not even a topic of the podcast, guys. So
that was just a ramble on time. So the other thing,
the thing that I really wanted to kind of jump
on here and talk about is something that I have

(39:27):
recently discovered. It's been a minute, but it's been a
minute since I were recorded a podcast is something called
betrayal codes or trauma codes. So what this is, it's
people that are put into the matrix as viruses that
go around and decide whether someone needs if you're excelling,
if you're doing really well, or if you have a
certain frequency of energy in your field. So you show

(39:50):
up and you're just rocking it out in Christ like
you are the embodiment of Yeshua himself and you are
just living your life, really just sending unc additional love
to people, really trying to help people out in every
way that you possibly can, trying to be this little
ray of sunshine in this dark, depressing place. Then you

(40:11):
would be on the hit list of a virus finding you,
and it would have to be somebody that had access
to you energetically. Okay, so somebody that carries your DNA
or is tied to your DNA or you have their
DNA like your father or an ex lover or your
mother or a sibling or something like that.

Speaker 2 (40:32):
So what happens is.

Speaker 1 (40:34):
These people shadow your life, pay attention to everything you
have going on. They want to know every boyfriend, every this, that,
every all the things.

Speaker 2 (40:42):
Okay, So they pay attention to everything you have going on.

Speaker 1 (40:46):
And if somebody seems like they're going to be good
to you, but yet you're supposed to exist in trauma,
so that way you never step fully into your light.
What happens is is that virus puts a blip on
your energy field, is basically giving you like an energetic
like tumor in your body, okay, and this tumor sends

(41:08):
out frequencies to whoever is in your field betray them, abuse.

Speaker 2 (41:14):
Them, trauma, trauma, trauma.

Speaker 1 (41:18):
And so what happens is we end up finding partners
who are abusive to us. We end up having parents
that betray us, we end up having friends that betray us.
And I am in the group of people where every
single fucking person in my life pretty much betrays the
shit out of me. And I don't just mean they're human.

(41:39):
I mean they're human, but I mean their higher self
as well. They come around, they hang around me, they
get close enough to me, and then there's somebody in
my life who monitors everybody that comes in and out.
And if I look like I am getting too chummy
and too friendly with any particular person, it is put

(42:00):
on that other person in their energy field for them
to betray me and for.

Speaker 2 (42:06):
Me to be betrayed.

Speaker 1 (42:08):
So it's put on both sides, so that in both
people's energy field, on both people's timelines and both of
their feminocity sequences, it is actually activated that they start
having issues with me, they start having ego problems with me,
they start feeling negative feelings towards me, and it pushes
that person away from me. So there is an energy

(42:30):
that is activated, and it's actually like energy code. So
when you look at different energy codes within the matrix,
when you look at codes, there are these viral codes
that exist, So there are viruses that go and basically
it destroys the really good healthy codes.

Speaker 2 (42:46):
So just like our bodies are a mirror.

Speaker 1 (42:49):
Of what's happening within the matrix, right, So the fact
that we have viruses that come in and destroy good
cells and all the good things. That is exactly what's
happening on a a quantum level, because we are a
physical manifestation of the universe. So if it's happening within
the universe, it's happening within.

Speaker 2 (43:09):
Us as well.

Speaker 1 (43:10):
And so those viruses that exist within our physical body
also are happening energetically to us as well, because we
are all one living in harmony with God, you know,
in our higher self and our soul and our spirit.
While we're trying to live in harmony, right, that's the
that's the goal. And so if we have viruses corrupting

(43:33):
our consciousness, then we're going to have physical manifestations of
viruses in our human bodies, which is a lot of times.
Whenever people get physically sick here is because they are
being physically attacked in astral So there is a disharmony
in your energy fields, and that disharmony shows up physically

(43:54):
in your physical body. So I can't tell you how
many people that I literally would call my best friend
have simply walked away from me, have blown up, said
like made up some ridiculous shit. And I'm one of
those people who I am very much like did I
do anything wrong. I sit with it because my Virgo

(44:14):
moon and my Virgo rising will not allow me to
go on my life without analyzing every situation to the
highest degree possible. And I'll like talk to other people
about it, and I'm like, this is what happened. These
are the text message. This is what I said, this
is what they said, this is how it went. I said,

(44:34):
you know, I was this way. I might have had
this kind of tone in my voice because I was
irritated about X, Y and Z, but this is you know,
our history. They knew that this was going on. And
I'll like, literally just spill it all. If I was
being too aries and too much of an asshole, I'll
say that. And you know, but you would think that

(44:55):
your best friends, people who are friends for five years
since childhood, that have been your friends for a really
long time, would not be like pushed away because you
maybe like we're a little bit irritated on a certain day.
They've been with me for a really long time. I've
been through a lot of really fucked up shit with
a lot of these friends, like personally, like within my

(45:18):
personal relationship, dating life, all kinds of shit like friends,
I've been there through a lot of bad stuff that
I've endured, and so I got to the point where
it finally clicked when like people would come into my
life and I would mentor them and I would coach them,
and I would like get them all in their abilities,
and then they would betray the shit out of me.

(45:38):
And I've even had people on this podcast who have
betrayed the shit out of me. And it's just like
people that I trusted enough to like literally put on
my podcasts have.

Speaker 2 (45:49):
Just become these like.

Speaker 1 (45:53):
Egoic just trash, thank coucy energy ass motherfuckers. And it's
just like finally I was just like, after like the
last one that just walked away, I was just like,
what the fuck is actually happening? Like it's something genuinely
wrong with me? Is something wrong with me? It's the
same thing that happens with like people coming into the
shop and all kinds of shit.

Speaker 2 (46:14):
I'm just like, what is actually happening here?

Speaker 1 (46:17):
So then when I went to look at it, that's
when I started seeing the different types of codes.

Speaker 2 (46:22):
So there are betrayal codes, there are trauma codes as well.

Speaker 1 (46:26):
So if your person that experienced a whole lot of
just like abuse, granted, some of it very much is
because your past lives are full of trauma. I'm not
trying to take that away. That is still in effect,
that is still a player within the matrix. But what
could be happening in addition to that is that there

(46:47):
could be additional viruses that are being attached to your
energetic being that is causing your frequency and your physical
being to shift, which causes your frequency to say, trauma, trauma, trauma.
So you attract that boyfriend that's gonna hit you, that
you're gonna attract that person or that partner that's gonna

(47:07):
yell at you, that's gonna treat you bad, that's gonna
talk down to you, that's gonna make you feel stupid
all the time.

Speaker 2 (47:13):
So nothing but these codes.

Speaker 1 (47:16):
So now it's like, okay, well, Christy, you're telling us
that we're all fucked and we all have these codes.
Or maybe some of you are the ones in people's
lives who are actually putting the viruses on other people.
So maybe you are one of the people that was
chosen in this incarnation to go put these virus Like
you're the monitoring energy and you're watching people and when

(47:39):
other spiritual people or people in your life seem to
be having like more success than you are having whatever,
then you are there to ruin that time for them,
and you're you're the one. Don't think that because you're
listening to this podcast and you feel all nice and
sovereign that you couldn't be the one that is actually

(48:00):
pausing conflict and putting viral energy into people's energy fields.
It very m well can be any of us, right,
it doesn't. We're not excluded from that. Just because we
are into the woo woo and we've called back parts
of ourselves and we healed some of our inner child,
you're not excluded from the fact that to someone else.

Speaker 2 (48:22):
You could be there the what are we even gonna
call that? I don't know.

Speaker 1 (48:32):
It's like you're the dirty needle that's infecting them with
the virus. So what do we do now? So okay,
we know we know the things. Christy, you didn't say,
you didn't saw the things, you didn't figure it out? Whatever,
how do we go and fix it? And there is
no easy way for me to tell everybody to just
go do this meditation and pull this back. I know,

(48:54):
like a lot of times up until now, like I
like have Oh, this is the meditation, deep breathed, Go
do this. But with this one, the way these viruses exist,
it's not as easy to find them as it is
to you know, go find where your trauma sitting, Go

(49:16):
find where that frequency is, Go find where you know,
where's you're wounded, inner child. Let's go check on, you know,
opening up your chakras and connecting them the way they're
supposed to be in strings instead of being in cut strings.

Speaker 2 (49:29):
That have formed into balls and our wheels.

Speaker 1 (49:33):
This one's not as easy as anything that we have
dealt with previously, which is why it is harder to
find because they don't live in the codes that you're getting,
so they live in the channel that the code actually
travels through. So it's one thing to see your DNA codes.

(49:54):
They do not want me to say this. There's it's
one thing to see your DNA codes is one thing
to see your timeline codes is one thing. To see
your matrix codes. It's something completely different to actually be
able to see the channel that these.

Speaker 2 (50:13):
Codes are sitting in.

Speaker 1 (50:14):
That is a whole different realm of the matrix itself.
That's a whole different realm of just existence outside of
the matrix. Non visible densities do exist outside of the matrix,
So the channels that this information is going through sits
in non visible density channels which I don't know. But

(50:34):
a couple of people who actually can witness the non
visible densities, and the only reason why they can witness
the non visible densities is because I gave them access
to being able to witness those. If I allow someone
to be in my channel a vision, I have to
allow them access to my channel a vision to be

(50:57):
able to see them. So I can tell somebody to
step into my energy field and then see it. It
recalibrates their energy field to where they can see them
as well. Like that's the access that I'm giving them. Obviously,
if anybody could find them and vibrate in the right frequency,
then anybody could see them. But for me to give
them access to my field of vision, I have to

(51:21):
literally let it. Like that's such like a personal thing
to let to my like comment to your energy field
and be able to witness the things that you see.

Speaker 2 (51:29):
But yeah, I can give people.

Speaker 1 (51:33):
Access to the frequencies that I found by allowing them
into my channel. I do it with Zika all the time.
And I used to do it with Jada as well,
and uh, I let you. If I pull Della somewhere,
she could pretty much see everything that I can see
as well. So it's just one of those things that
if I can find it, then I can allow you

(51:54):
to be in the frequency that I'm in when I'm
viewing it and allow you to view it as well.
And so, like I said, I don't there may be
other people on Earth humans that could see the non
visible densities, but every everybody around me all guides.

Speaker 2 (52:13):
All entities.

Speaker 1 (52:15):
Even if I go tap into like some dark entity,
they all still tell me that know that I'm the
only person that knows that that really well, you know,
me and my few people are the only people that
really know that that exists. So it's kind of a weird,
kind of a weird energy to sit it knowing that
you have access to things that other people currently on

(52:37):
our Earth plane can't see. Now, granted, are there other
beings that know that the non visible densities.

Speaker 2 (52:46):
Exists? I'm maybe sure. I don't know.

Speaker 1 (52:50):
I know that I don't think any other human knows
that it exists. The way that I can perceive the
non visible densities because I think everybody thinks that everything
is like light waves and frequencies as if there isn't
anything out there that is containing that, right, there would
have to be because then you would just be crossed
with nothing but light and sound all the time. It

(53:11):
would be so fucking overwhelming. I mean, just think about
how overwhelming it would be if everything came at you
all at one time, all you know, all the time
like that, it's not things absorb sound, and so we
think that things absorb sound from our perspective of like
using physical material, but in astral that has to be

(53:32):
applied to such a large scale that the universe isn't
vibrating in such a way that it makes it unsustainable
for our consciousness to be here. Because if everything was vibrating,
then what would happen is it would literally vibrate our
consciousness apart.

Speaker 2 (53:49):
And so.

Speaker 1 (53:51):
A very significant part of us existing and something that
I think that most people don't think.

Speaker 2 (53:56):
About and I think about all day every day.

Speaker 1 (54:00):
So it's just like the more awareness you have, right,
the more you go like check different things for problems
or so for solutions to your problems. I should say,
because I'm such a solution based human being. So with
all of this and the fact that it's really difficult
for people to see the non visible world, and it's

(54:22):
just one of those things where I haven't quite figured
out what the solution is for everyone to be able
to go and remove these viruses, like this non visible
filter that is happening to the information and the energy
and the relationships and the interaction between souls. Essentially, with

(54:46):
it existing in these channels, it is actually becomes a filter,
so it allows certain information to come through. So if
I'm communicating with someone and someone has this virus on them,
this filter on them, then everything that I I'm saying
will not appear to be in love whatsoever to this person,
And so what I'm saying is going to come off

(55:09):
to them as being inconsiderate and you know, fucked up
and of a low vibration and of like a selfish intent,
when really the way I was saying it in the
frequency of my voice, I was really being like concerned
and loving and trying to be helpful. And what happens

(55:31):
with the virus in their non visible channel, it sets
up these filters where it stops certain frequencies, so it
stops my ability to communicate love to certain people. So
it's just like they don't understand, they don't understand where
I'm coming from. They don't understand my intentions, they don't
understand like my feelings and my emotions because it's like

(55:53):
they don't.

Speaker 2 (55:54):
Feel them coming from me.

Speaker 1 (55:57):
Is because within their channel that is actually being block
so where they can't experience the frequency I'm sending to
them because that particular frequency is being blocked from their
energy field, so they can't feel it from me. Does
that makes sense to everybody? So it's like what's happening
with these viral codes is they're going in the non
visible density, and because they're in the non visible density,

(56:19):
is creating filters that aren't allowing certain frequencies to access
your energy field. So that can be you know, with
you know you're in a I mean, I'm sure a
lot of us have witnessed an abusive relationship between like
friends of ours, you know, especially like when we're younger.
We always have like those friends that like fight all

(56:42):
the time. Me and my ex, we were one of
those people when we were younger. We didn't care who
the fuck we were in front of. We could be
at a bar and he's gonna like argue with me
in front of everybody.

Speaker 2 (56:51):
And so it didn't really matter where we were.

Speaker 1 (56:53):
We were like, and now I'm not a bit, so
you're not about to talk to me any kind of
way in front of people. And so we would you know,
are you? We had friends that would argue. It was
just you know, young and dumb kind of shit. And
you see those younger kids out and you're like, oh
my god, they used to be meh. And so but
if you think about it, if you think about it
from the context of being around people who have like

(57:16):
communication issues, you know, as like the empathic party of
the two, because even if you're both narcissist, one of
you is slightly more empathic than the other one. So
even if there is somebody who's trying to communicate like
genuine concern and like you're hurting my feelings, like stop,
why won't you hear me? Like why don't you see
that this is hurting me? And like it's like the

(57:36):
energy of they they don't care. It's because they're not
perceiving that you're hurt, not from a genuine can process,
the fact that they're like you're in distress. They're fueling
it as you being weak, and like they're viewing it
as you being weak, and that's fueling them.

Speaker 2 (57:54):
To keep the abuse up.

Speaker 1 (57:57):
So that's another one of the filters that exist in
the non visible density, is that it's taking that sadness
and that longing for to be understood as weakness. And
so the person that is perceiving it as weakness is
going to keep on abusing that lens, that perspective of

(58:20):
you being weak, and they're just going to keep up
with the attack because they're not actually their filter is
blocking them from seeing that.

Speaker 2 (58:27):
No, like you're genuinely hurting their fucking feelings.

Speaker 1 (58:30):
You're genuinely causing them emotional distress by the things that
you're saying, by the conversations that you're having, are by
ignoring them.

Speaker 2 (58:38):
Or whatever it is.

Speaker 1 (58:40):
It's like it's like this power play, but we're not
power playing with people's true genuine energy fields because their
intentions are being filtered through these viruses in our channels.
So and I know, I feel like that's pretty easy
to comprehen.

Speaker 2 (59:00):
I know it might be.

Speaker 1 (59:02):
A little bit much for people to like process the
fact that this is even existing in their energy fields.
So I guess kind of my thing is like, Okay,
I could probably do a meditation and try to get
people to go in and just like, even if you
can't see the non visible densities, for you to like
set your intention to clear the channel that your codes

(59:25):
are sitting in. So I probably will have a meditation
that I'll schedule and pop up on my website that
where we will go clear those betrayal and trauma codes
from the non visible realm. But I know a lot
of people won't feel confident in their ability to do that,

(59:45):
but I also know that they probably feel like they
would like for that to be cleared.

Speaker 2 (59:49):
And if you're one of those.

Speaker 1 (59:50):
People, I'll probably set up some like little session on
my website where it'll literally be a few bucks and
I'll just go in and I'll wipe your non visible
virus is clear if anybody wanted me to go look
at it from that perspective, and it would just be
something quick and short and we wouldn't even have to

(01:00:12):
do a call. You just let me know whatever it
is and then I would just respond to you by
it's done.

Speaker 2 (01:00:17):
I found X, Y, and Z in your energy field.

Speaker 1 (01:00:23):
Listen to this frequent because everybody's frequency that they're going
to need to listen to to get their body back
in stasis is going to be different. Then I can
tell you what I'm getting for your body and all
the things. So I very well may set that up
on my website as well, so that way, if you
guys wanted me to work through it before we get
to the part where people could actually view the non
visible I don't know that everybody's going to have access

(01:00:45):
to the non visible densities just period. It's probably not
safe for existence for everybody to just have access to it,
So I don't know how many people are going to
have access to it. I think that, yeah, the more
Christ Light you carry, the higher the percentage that you

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will be able to be able to sit in that
that perspective to be able to view it, because then
you would be in the energy of do no harm,
so that way, by you viewing it, you wouldn't actually
be able to harm existence if you existed in just
like this pure unconditional love frequency, but not a whole
lot of people sit even remotely close to having a

(01:01:29):
lot of Christ light. You would have to be in
the ninety something percentile of your energy field existing in
Christ light, like mine is like ninety nine percent ninety
nine point eight percent or something like that, and Zeka's
is like ninety eight percent, and my son's is ninety
seven percent, and Ella is, I don't know, she's ninety

(01:01:54):
four percent. I think something like that of christlight that
her define divine feminine energy can carry. Now, obviously her
divine masculine and ain't sitting in that much. And that's
with Brodie's divine masculine energy, well, his divine feminine energy
is sitting at ninety seven percent Christ like his divine

(01:02:15):
masculine is obviously not sitting at that in you know,
neither is my divine masculine side. But of my divine
feminine energy it is at ninety nine point eight percent
Christ light frequency.

Speaker 2 (01:02:28):
So that's how a lot of us have access to
it is because.

Speaker 1 (01:02:32):
We just embody so much of that divine light energy
within our divine feminine in our light body, that we
have access to it. And I know a lot of
people are like trying to get there, but a lot
of people get really really caught up.

Speaker 2 (01:02:45):
In their ego.

Speaker 1 (01:02:46):
And that's what kind of and just spiritual ego too,
because you know, you learn a few things and then oh,
well I know more and you're wrong for going to
church and you're this and you're that, and you're doing
that wrong. And ha ha ha, I remember when I
used to think that, and like you just like there's
a sense of like spiritual superiority amongst a lot of

(01:03:08):
people in the spiritual community where you genuinely just look
at other people and you feel sorry for them because
they're not where you are, and you feel like you
know better. And that's what gets a lot of people
caught up is that, oh, look at them, how you know,
how pathetic their life is because they're still, you know,
going to church, or look at them because they don't
even know you know that his name is in Jesus,

(01:03:30):
And you know, we kind of get caught up in that,
you know, well, we know better, instead of viewing it
as oh, they're on a different carnival ride than me,
and that's their experience, and I like, I remember being
on that carnival ride myself, and I'm glad that I'm
no longer on it. And instead of that being our perspective,
we have a oh, well, this ride is cooler over here.

(01:03:51):
We're in a better ride than you you're on a
like that's a stupid ride. And that's literally how we
view other people is that we compare them to where
we are, and then you feel superior to them. And
that's what keeps you from your energy, feel from carrying
a higher percentage of divine light.

Speaker 2 (01:04:06):
So and trust me, I would trade.

Speaker 1 (01:04:12):
I would probably trade all of this, uh divine light
and unknowing. Excuse me, See that's them choking me because
you're like, shut shut up with someone else. Because this
ship is for the birds, dude, It's for the birds.

Speaker 2 (01:04:30):
Be in this.

Speaker 1 (01:04:32):
Open and perceptive to existence is kind of very lonely
and isolating in a lot of ways, but here we
are nevertheless. So I will set up those couple of
things on my website. It's still the same old website
for now, just financially. I'm just not moving everything over
quite yet because it is such a huge commitment. And honestly,

(01:04:56):
I have been so preoccupied with saving humanity that I
have not had a whole lot of time to deal
with a whole lot of appointments or clients. But we're
getting back on that train because I do feel like
we've kind of make we made a whole lot of
breakthrough over the past couple months, so.

Speaker 2 (01:05:15):
We shall see. Then.

Speaker 1 (01:05:17):
The other thing is that I have a lot of
people who I went on this two week raw Beacon
detox that was super cool. I'm doing a water fast
right now. We'll see how I'm not really setting myself.
I do have a particular like amount of days I
want to do it in my mind. Whether I'm gonna
make it to that many days.

Speaker 2 (01:05:40):
Maybe we'll see I'm not.

Speaker 1 (01:05:42):
I'm not setting myself up for failure, so we'll see
how that goes. I so I'm only gonna be drinking water.
I probably will drink some tea. I'm not like super
just oh my god, only water, but it'll be like
liquid stuff. I'm gonna do some trace mineral stuff as well,

(01:06:03):
because I'm in astro so much water will just not
substain me from a micro nutrient perspective, like I need
the micro nutrients I need. I need the trace minerals
in my body. And so there will be some of
that and then hydration and stuff of course. But so

(01:06:24):
we are going to be doing a group challenge, a
group meditation, a group thing, and start in January and
then I also have I'm gonna be doing some meditations
and stuff during the month of December and those will
get put up on my website as well. And then
we're starting I'm starting a group coaching, a group coaching
call where you won't have to pay for like the

(01:06:46):
private sessions, but if you want to join in, I'm
probably gonna do them for h probably gonna be six
weeks at a time, six or eight weeks at a time.
I haven't really decided whether I'm going to do.

Speaker 2 (01:06:59):
Six or eight. I'm kind of toying back between the two.

Speaker 1 (01:07:02):
So you'll sign up for a six or eight, it'll
probably be six weeks.

Speaker 2 (01:07:06):
It'll be a six.

Speaker 1 (01:07:08):
Week block of time where we'll do weekly calls and
weekly check ins and then you'll have assignments from me,
and then you'll have dietary guidelines. They're not going to
be super strict, but it will be you know, no
sugar and all the things. And granted it's not a
one hundred percent if you ever slip up and eat something,
but it is going to be to totally get your

(01:07:31):
body and to complete alignment and for you to try
to open up all of the clayers that are shut off,
and which is kind of part of why I'm doing
the water fast now. I'm not doing a water fast
on any of my challenges unless somebody wants to do
a water fast with me later on in the year,
because I won't do another one until probably spring. But

(01:07:54):
I'm trying. My clairvoyance is really really tapping on lately,
and so I'm trying to push it open and by
doing oh, I am gonna be doing psilocybin, uh, psilocybin
and water and so I'm just trying to get my
body to be such a pure vessel that it it
finishes clicking all the way on because I'm actually starting

(01:08:15):
to see something. So so yeah, lots of things coming up.
So you guys can watch out for my website because
I post. I know, I post a lot of stuff
on Instagram and that kind of thing, but I will
be posting stuff on my website, so you guys will
be able to check back from time to time and
see what's up, especially until everything migrates over. I do

(01:08:36):
have my first little client this week for doing a
little hypno secession with them, so I will be offering
hypnosis sessions coming up really really soon. So I have
like an actual like client coming and not me just

(01:08:57):
practicing on you know, people around me.

Speaker 2 (01:09:00):
So, but this is somebody that I trust.

Speaker 1 (01:09:02):
So we're going to see how the session goes with
me doing someone who isn't as familiar with my energy field,
and if all goes well, then I will start doing
past life regression sessions through like hypnosis. And I'm pretty
excited about that because just simply because hey, I like

(01:09:22):
for people to feel sovereign enough to go claim their
energy back. I like leading people to go see stuff,
and then I also can see what you're seeing while
you're seeing it. And because of that ability, I can say,
look around, go this, go there, Hey, you're not looking
at this. Hey, I need you to go, you know,
walk down this hallway, you know, and open up the

(01:09:44):
third door to the right.

Speaker 2 (01:09:47):
I'll be able to like guide you.

Speaker 1 (01:09:48):
Around your visions and bring you to a more complete
understanding of what it is that you're looking at because
I can see.

Speaker 2 (01:09:54):
The things that you can see.

Speaker 1 (01:09:57):
And that's why I like, I'm really good with like
dreams stuff, because when someone's telling me about their dream,
I literally can go project myself into your dream, and
I can actually see the things that you weren't necessarily
paying attention to, or maybe you forgot about in your dream.
So I'm really good at doing dream interpretation because I
can if you're telling me about something, I am automatically
in whatever it is that you're saying.

Speaker 2 (01:10:19):
I guess that's kind of a cool ability.

Speaker 1 (01:10:22):
Sometimes it's not that great because I don't necessarily always
want to be everywhere with everything everybody's talking about. But
I think it's gonna work out really really great for
me doing the past life regression hypnosis sessions. I think
that I really am, like my abilities are like perfect

(01:10:43):
for this endeavor.

Speaker 2 (01:10:47):
I think I'm gonna I actually do think I'm gonna
be really great at it. So I'm really excited to
get that started.

Speaker 1 (01:10:52):
So that'll be I'm gonna still be testing out just
people that I know throughout the month of December because
I've been practicing for a little while out but in
January I'm probably gonna go live with that session. And
then also I'm probably gonna put a gift card link
on my website as well, because I had a couple
of people want to know what I needed to do

(01:11:13):
to get gift cards for people to be able to
book sessions with me, and I'm pretty sure that I
can link that on my website as well, so I'm
going to try to do that too. So lots of
things for me to do, I know, as always, but
I'm actually like the break was really good for me.
I'm like really coming back into this energy of just
so ready to like put all kinds of stuff out

(01:11:34):
there and make all kind of content and just share
with you guys all the things that I've been covered
over the past few months and just really step into
a higher sense of I don't know, responsibility for the
wellbeing of the planet, for humanity. And then also.

Speaker 2 (01:11:54):
I'm about to start writing a book, so that'll be
that'll be fun. I'm super excited. I know that I've
been supposed to write books, and.

Speaker 1 (01:12:02):
I finally feel like I'm at the point now where
I'm ready, right, I have author behind my name. I
feel like I'm supposed to have gotten there my whole life.
And then I feel like everything in my life has
just been an obstacle to keep me from it and
to keep me from feeling as if, well, you know.

Speaker 2 (01:12:18):
You're not smart enough to write a book.

Speaker 1 (01:12:21):
Because you went to like this really shitty high school
where they didn't teach you anything and you went to
college being unprepared for college and English. But uh, cancel,
clear all that shit, because yeah, I'm smart as fuck,
smart as fuck boy. I just might not say it
in the most uh you know, literate sense of the way,

(01:12:43):
but I can. That's the thing about writing is because
I speak a certain way, but I write a completely
in a completely different tone. When I write, it is
far more philosophical than whenever I speak out loud.

Speaker 2 (01:12:56):
That's like two different people.

Speaker 1 (01:12:58):
It's like a whole different lights which gets turned on
whenever I write, and I channel a whole different energy.
So I will be perfectly fine. And I know a
lot of people are waiting for me to like put
all the shit in a book so that way they
could physically hold the book instead of just listening to it.
They can actually read it and see it and sit
with it and ponder it in like a more structured

(01:13:19):
way than just me rambling on a podcast. So super
excited about that. So uh but yeah, I'm gonna have
some new stuff up on my website. I just kind
of really wanted to record because I literally have just
been missing it, so which was a good test to
see if I actually really liked this podcasting thing or
if I was just doing it because I felt obligated to.

Speaker 2 (01:13:41):
But no, I actually missed it.

Speaker 1 (01:13:44):
So I guess I'm supposed to be rambling for the
masses or for the several hundred people that listen to me.
But until the next time, guys, think us had the matrix.
Talk to you next time, years and numbers.

Speaker 2 (01:14:01):
Driving in the Battle with No Fear, he go come
a cost driving on number.

Speaker 1 (01:14:04):
I'm on.

Speaker 2 (01:14:05):
I know, pilate blue glitch it through the matrix. I'm
taking