Cut of the Episode Meaning of Life (My Thoughts)

Many times, if not always, the plans we draw up are not the plans that God wants for our lives.  That's what happened to Isabel. That's what happened to me. No, I don't have cancer, but life also threw me a curveball. Most likely, I have more than 6 months of life left, although nothing is certain. If you listened to episode 10 of my podcast, you'll hear my story from when I was born until today. I always aspired to higher dreams and goals. One of those dreams was to turn my old company into a major multinational. I was born in July, and according to the zodiac horoscope, my sign is Cancer. These are people who value family a lot. In 2023, I divorced from my former partner, stopped living with my daughters, and a month later, closed my company. I lost the house where I lived, I can't have anything in my name or I lose it. I live in fear of opening the mailbox because a seizure or a court letter could suddenly appear. I live alone, and three weeks ago, I lost my father. However, I can assure you that I've never felt as peaceful as I do now. To get here, I had to be at the bottom of a black hole, without light, cold, damp. Alone with my thoughts. It was during those times that I began to rebuild myself. Not to reclaim what I lost because it's no longer worth it, but to become a more mature, confident, and secure human being. God put people on my path who helped me in this process. Because there is no self-made man. And yes, I'll repeat myself, I'm at peace with myself. If you go to my personal Instagram and Facebook page, you'll find many photos of the sunrise. Almost every day, I go running. I always see the sun rising on those days. Such a beautiful spectacle that I try to capture with my phone so that you can feel a tiny part of what it's like to witness this spectacle (for free). You can't imagine the pleasure I have in watching it from the front row. I have other pleasures in life, like this podcast, or being with my daughters, or watching them play volleyball or basketball. Or opening the door of my house at the end of the day. Hearing the birds' orchestra early in the morning. Talking to more experienced people in life. Or meeting Isabel Veloso and her life story. Turning pain into gratitude. Turning pain into serving others. Living life in the present! Yes, I wish my material problem were solved. It will be, I can guarantee you that. It's just a matter of time! I would love for my daughters to live with me. But they're fine, and if they're fine, I'm fine. I would love to have a big company. I will, in the medium term future. I would love to be able to pay all the people my company owes. It will be done in due time.  I would love for my father to be alive. He's not, and he won't be back, but I will continue to use his smile and kindness towards others. I found peace within myself. I found this love for life within myself. Just like Isabel Veloso, this podcast is also a celebration of life... that renews itself every week so that all of us, including me, can be even happier.  Just like Isabel Veloso, it's through transforming pain into joy that I plan to live the rest of my life. There's no need to search for the Holy Grail because it resides within me.

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Episode Transcript

(00:00):
Many times, if not always,the plans we draw up are not the
plans that God wants for you orfor our lives. That's what happened to
Isabelle, That's what happened to me. No, I don't have cancer,
but life also threw me a curveball. Most likely I have more than six

(00:22):
months of life, although nothing iscertain. If you'll listen to the episode
of my podcast, episode number ten, you'll hear my story. From when
I was born until today, Ialways aspired to hire dreams and goals.
One of those dreams was to turnmy old company into a major multinational.

(00:46):
I was born in July, andaccording to the zudig oroscope, my sign
is cancer. There are people whovalue family a lot. In twenty three
I divorced from my former partner,stop living with my daughters, and a
month later I closed my company.I lost the house where I lived,

(01:07):
and I can't have anything in myname or I lose it. I live
in fear of opening the mailbox becausea seizure of court letter could suddenly appear.
I live alone, and three weeksago I lost my father. However,
I can assure that I never feltas peaceful as I do now.

(01:30):
To get here, had to beat the bottom of the black hole without
light, cold, damn alone withmy thoughts. It was during those times
that I began to rebuild myself,not reclaim what I lost because it's no
longer worth it, but to becomemore mature, confident, and a secury
human being. God put people onmy path who helped me in this process.

(01:55):
Because there is no self med man. I believe so, and yes,
I will repeat myself. I'm atpeace with myself now. If you
go to my personal Instagram and Facebookpage, you'll find many photos of the
sunrise. Almost every day I gorunning, I always see the sun rising

(02:15):
on those days, such a beautifulspectacular that I try to capture with my
phone so that you can feel atiny part of what it's like to witness
this spectacular for free. You canimagine the pleasure I have in watching it
from the front row. I haveother pleasures in life, like this podcast,

(02:38):
or being with my daughters, orwatching them playing volleyball or basketball,
or open your door off my houseat the end of the day, hearing
the birds orchestra early in the morning, talking to more experienced people in life,
our meeting is a bell of lawsoand their life story turning pain into

(02:59):
gratitude, turning pain into serving others, living life in the present. Yes,
I wish my material problem was solved. It will be. I can't
guarantee you that it's just a matterof time. I would love for my
daughters to live with me, butthey are fine, and if they are
fine, I'm fine. I wouldlove to have a big company. I

(03:23):
will in the medium term fits youfuture. I would love to be able
to pay all the people my companyowes. It will be done in a
due time. I would love formy father to be alive. He's not
and he won't be back, butI will continue to use his smile and
kindness towards the others. I foundpeace within myself. I found this love

(03:49):
for life within myself, just likeIsabella Laws. This podcast is also a
celebration of life that renews itself everyweek so that all of us, including
me, can be even happier.Just like Isabela Veloso. It's through transformation
and pain into joy that I planto live the rest of my life.

(04:14):
There's no need to search for theHoly Grail, because it lives within me.