Lorien Fenton : E.T.'s, Angels & Angelic Protection, OBE's, Psychic Events and More!

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Hello everyone, and welcome back toanother chapter of Experience or Interviews. I'm
mister Gray, and tonight we've gota lovely show for you guys. We've
got Lauren Fenton on again. Laurien. This is her second time on the
show. She was on a myLab panel the last time with other my
Lab experiencers, but this time shechose to come and explain talk to us

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about her other experiences too, Sofor those who don't know Lauren Fenton,
Lauren became actively involved in the SanFrancisco Bay Area Beautiful Community after almost dying
from a mysterious form of pneumonia duringthe H one and one Scare of summer
two thousand and nine. It wasthat near death experience which propelled her into

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doing the work she in a communitythat she has been passionate about her entire
life. Currently, Laurient is theMarin Sonoma Moufon Section director, holding meetings
in Paluma, California, on thefirst Saturday of the month. On the
weekend of September twenty two and twentythree, twenty eleven, what Laurian calls
her second awakening took place in LosAngeles when she met several super soldiers that

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weekend's experiences catapulted her into battle againstan evil force that she now believes are
the masters of our planet and theymay not be human. Her current occupations
include web designer, bookkeeper, anda UFO conference producer. The Bay Area
UFO community knows her as the Ladywho produces a UFO con held annually in

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February March in the San Francisco BayArea. She currently has two live radio
shows, The Fenton Perspective on RevolutionRadio and The Fentin Files on KCR Digital
Network. Laurian is in the processof transitioning into internet based television with her
soon to be launched Make Contact TVnetwork, featuring conference presentations as individual shows

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from her past decades of fringe events, as well as a new TV show
programming. So, Laurian, thanksfor coming on. Well, thank you.
This is going to be exciting.I can't wait till we dive in
to my life. Yeah. Well, I've seen you've got your presentation on,
so I'm really looking forward to hearingmore of your stories. Great,

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well we should get going then,don't you think. And I guess it
all started with the Angel by theCrib. But I'll tell that story today.
I was about eighteen months old andmy parents took my grandmother, myself,
and I think that, yeah,there's just the four of us,

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my dad, my mom, mygrandmother, and myself to the Oregon coast
and they had a friend had giventhem their cabin for us to stay in
for the weekend. And I believeit was asked story at Oregon if anybody's
familiar with the area. And wegrew up and lived in southwest Portland at
the time, so it's about seventyor eighty miles maybe one hundred miles away

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from Portland, the Astoria, Oregon, and we went down there for the
weekend. My parents came into thehouse. This is all told to me
much later when I'm a lot olderand I can understand what actually happened.
They went into the house and theyfound a note on the table that said,
we know your daughter's crawling, we'vegot rat poison everywhere in the house,

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that we've had a major rat problem, and be sure to go around
the house and pick up all thepythons full of rat poison. So they
did, and they thought they gotthem all, and my father opened up
under the stairwell. I don't knowif you guys remember, but in old
cabins and older homes, a lotof times they would store wood under the

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stairs to keep it dry and awayfrom the elements so they could use it
in homes which back then only hadfire or wood burning stoves. So my
dad opened the door to the woodsto build the fire, and they hung
up their coats because there was acoat rack in there, and apparently I

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crawled in there while no one waspaying attention to me, and I found
a pie tin of rat poison stuckway back down where the stairs go,
you know, really low, andparents couldn't get down in there anyhow,
and I pulled it out and Iproceeded to eat it. So my parents

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find me in the closet with abig tin of rat poison, chewing away
because it's really sweet. That's anotherthing they don't tell you about it.
They make it really sweet, sorats eat it all, and then they're
what it does is it basically meltsyour red blood cells and they just destroyed
them, and you bleed internally todeath. That's how the poor rats die,

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which is so sad. But anyhow, so I'm there munching away and
my mother picks me up and startswashing my mouth out and says, oh,
she probably didn't eat enough to,you know, cause any problems or
whatever. My grandmother, on theother hand, is totally flipping out,
grabs me, grabs my dad andthe car keys and says, are you

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coming with me? So they alljump back in the car and threw all
their stuff back in it and droveto Saint Vincent's Hospital on Highway twenty seven,
going back into Portland. And apparentlyby the time we got there,
I was getting black and blue frommy blood thinning so much it was seeping

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through my veins. Anyhow, Sowe get there and the doctors are like,
we don't know if we can saveher. She probably doesn't have you
know, you know, fifty tofifty chance of living through the night kind
of thing. So my parents areflipping out and they they tell my grandmother
they apparently had to either go awayor go downstairs or do something. I
don't know what it was, butI never did find out. But they

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stay to my grandmother, stay here, stay awake, make sure she doesn't
die alone. I mean pretty muchthat's what they were telling her. And
she said okay, and so she'ssitting there and an hour goes by an
hour and a half. This ismy grandmother told me later. She said,
I was getting really tired. I'vebeen up for like a day and
a half, and she said,I started falling asleep, and suddenly I

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wake up and I see the angelthat came to me when I had either
scarlet fever or the bad flu inthe early nineteen hundreds and I was dying.
I was twelve years old or elevenyears old, and I was dying,
and the angel came to me andsaid, you're not going to die.

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You've got work to do, andyour children and have work to do.
You've got you've just got too manythings. You're not dying. And
it came through her window and ithad apparently wings and the whole bit,
and was totally beautiful and full oflove. And she saw the same angel
over my grip and it said thesame thing. She's got work to do,

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She's not going to die, She'sgoing to be fine, you know.
Blah blah blah. So my grandmotherfalls asleep because she knows I'm going
to be fine, right, Andmy parents come in the room a little
while later and they are mad ather, screaming at her, yelling at
her, and she goes, She'sgonna be fine. I'm going home to

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Gome and go to bed. Andso that was that, and my parents
didn't talk to her for six monthsafterwards. I found out later they were
so furious with her, and butshe kept telling them. You know,
I knew she was going to befine because it was the same angel I
had when I was sick, andI knew she'd be okay. So that's

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how the whole thing started for me. And now I got to say,
I really believe that that experience wasprobably close to a near death experience or
my first visitation by some kind ofextraterrestrial being. Because you know, what
are angels? That's another whole topicinto itself. Are they et coming here?

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And are they a different level ofet? Do they have a different
agenda? I mean, what istheir whole purpose? Because they certainly aren't
human and they certainly aren't you know, you know, they aren't reptilians,
they aren't grays, but they gotsome kind of ET thing going on because
they can heal you, they canthey can change their look and appearance,

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they can do all kinds of thingsthat other ets can do, but they
don't seem to have as much ofan agenda with us except for to help
us stay alive or transition into anotherdimensional space. They don't seem to take
us on ships and examine us anddo all those things. But they have
something else going on. I thinkit's closer to the God particle or the

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God consciousness or whatever you guys wantto call it, and I think that's
their purpose. I think they're hereas like our oversoul kind of guardian.
Anyhow, so that was the beginningof my life, and it wasn't long
after that that things started getting reallystrange. So about well, I was

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a year and a half old then. I know there were three or four
instances between two and five or sixthat were kind of strange, but I
don't remember the whole story really well, so it's hard to tell. But
this story I remember very well,because this is the story where everybody in
my family finally realized that I wasquite different than anybody they'd ever met.

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We were I was about six,and my little sister was about three three
and a half and my other sisterwas just born. But my grandparents said,
hey, we're going to take Laurianand Lisa, and we're going to
go to the Maltluma County Fair andgive my mom a day off, you
know, from taking care of allthree kids, right, And so we

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jump in the car and we'd driveto the Moultlumba County Fair, which at
that time all it was was squaredan scene and fiddle play in and this
is nineteen sixty three, by theway, fiddle play in and corn dogs
and cotton candy and a few ferriswheels and kind of rides and that's about

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it. I mean, not liketoday where we got laser shows and rock
and roll bands and things like that. And the biggest attraction at all the
county fairs back in the sixties,fifties and forties whatever was the four H
animals. They were everywhere. Imean there were barns. I go now
and I don't see nearly as manyanimals when I was a kid. I

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mean, we had just huge barnsfull of animals of all kinds. So,
you know, we get there andmy grandpfather at the time was raising
sheep and donkeys and those kind ofthings and chickens. And I grew up
on a small farm basically, andI always wanted a rabbit. So I'm

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running through the animal place and Isee all the rabbit hutches and I run
over and I start, you know, talking to the rabbits. And I
finally went up to the winning rabbitthat day. It was a black rabbit.
It looked kind of like the onein the center here, but it
had bigger, floppier ears. Andthere was a brother and sister that had

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raised this rabbit in one first place, and they were really nice to me,
and I said, can I holdit? Can I hold? And
they said sure. So I satdown in the cedar shavings because that's all
they had. Every It smelled sogreat. By the way, I'll want
you guys to know that it doesn'tsmell anything like it does these days.
It used to smell good. Anyhow, I'm sitting there in the cedar shavings

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and I'm pettying this rabbit for aboutforty five minutes, and I'm falling in
love with this rabbit to the pointof crazy. And my grandparents come back,
my sister and they say we're leavingnow, put the rabbit down,
let's go, And I said,no, I really want the rabbit.
Please let me have the rabbit.And so my grandfather, being kind,

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basically asked the girl and the boyif they could buy it, and they
said, no, it's not forsale. It's our buck. We're going
to use it for breeding, blahblah blah. And my grandfather said,
I really don't want to build thehutch. And you know, rabbits are
hard to take care of, andyou're going to be responsible, and we're
not getting them. Because you're notgoing to be responsible for it, I'll
end up being responsible for it.And I didn't understand any of that,

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but of course I started crying.I really wanted a rabbit. We get
to the car and back then,they had these bench seats in you know,
the sixties. I don't know ifany of you guys remember that,
but my grandfather obviously is driving,my grandmother sitting on the left side passenger,

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and I'm sliding between the two ofthem over the seat. It's not
like nowadays where they strap kids inlike they're going to Mars. You know,
how do people survive that? Iused to, you know, I
love being able to hit my sisterin the backseat and have a fight with
her. What do kids do itnowadays, they have no interaction. They're

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all strapped in like they're going toanother planet and they can't even reach each
other. I mean, it's terrible, but anyhow, so I'm got my
arms over the seat and I'm slidingback and forth, and I'm going to
my grandmother saying I want to rabat my grandfather, please give me a
rabbit. I'm going this whole bit. We get six blocks in front of
the house and there's a gate justlike this game in the picture, and

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right beyond the gate is a blackblob. And my grandfather pulls in the
driveway and he's looking at this blackblob, and so it was my grandmother
and they're all just like, whatis that. They opened the gate and
there sits a rabbit just like theone we left at the fair. Identical,
same sex, same style, samebrand of rabbit, everything down to

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his toenails, same rabbit. WhatI didn't tell you was six blocks before
we got to the house, Istarted to pray and I did it really
loud, and I did it likeI was. I was in Catholic school
at the time, in first grade, and I did like the nuns always
did. Oh dear Lord. Youknow, I did this whole bit right,

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But there's something that happened in thatmoment that shaped the rest of my
life, absolutely shaped it. Ifelt something go through my body. Now
I think it was a Kundalini typeexperience. I don't know, but something
went through my body and I couldfeel it. It was like electricity,
and that's all I could. That'sall I can basically remember from it.

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I don't remember the exact words,but you know, I was really in
love with that rabbit. And Ididn't want the rabbit for money. I
didn't want it for you know,to eat. You know, I didn't
want it for anything but just tolove it. And I think that was
the intention behind everything here is thatif you want to manifest, and this
is the lesson I learned from this, you want to manifest, the best

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way to do it is through purelove and and have the right intention.
You know. People say that,but it's really hard to do. The
older you get, the harder itis to stay within that innocence of love
and manifestation. So anyhow, soI manifested this rabbit, and my grandfather
goes and picks it up, andhe hands it to me, and he

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says, gosh, I guess Ihave to build the hutch. After all.
My Grandmother's like then she this isthe point in my life for my
grandmother, who's very psychic by theway, knows that I'm very psychic.
And then I've got something going onhere, right, And she almost died
when she was younger. I've almostdied. As we know, there's a

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huge connection between contact these and neardeath experiencers and people have gone through that.
So anyhow, so that was thefirst couple of instances I remember where
we became very close, my grandmotherand I now. So, yeah,
he had to build the hutch,after all. There's the little rabbit.
Three months later, by the way, the kids who had lost the rabbit

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that day at that time came walkingby the driveway and saw me up there
playing with it, and they cameup to me and they said, oh,
we lost a rabbit a while back, and we didn't know where it
went. We think that's ours.I said, here, you can have
it. I gave it to him. That was the end of me wanting
a rabbit, right, but thewhole thing, and I look back on

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it. I'm sixty three now,I was six when that happened. I
look back on it now, andwhen I started this whole adventure when I
was fifty three years old, tenyears ago, I thought about that rabbit
situation. That was the first timein my entire life I really thought about
it, and I started to think, what if I somehow, maybe spiritually,

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maybe energetically, maybe through meditation,maybe out of body, who knows,
Maybe I was the one who openedthat cage that day at the precise
right time and got that rabbit togo down to that driveway and be there
at that exact moment, just likein back to the future, to make

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me end up doing what I'm doingnow. There's always that possibility. Don't
ever let time travel come out ofthe equation. I tell everybody that,
so you never know what might whomight be playing the cards behind the scene,
behind the curtain. So just rememberthat, folks. Anyhow, Okay,
let's see what's next. Oh mygod. Okay, So now this
leads into do you have any questions? Yannic? No, got to continue?

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Okay, good. I just wantto make sure I'm not just like
boring into tears here. Okay.So then when I got a little older,
I think it was set about sevenor eight years old. This whole
thing started with me and my grandmother. That was kind of creepy. I
think it's creepy. My parents lovedit. My parents finally realized how close
we were and what what I wasdoing. And I look back on it

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now and I think I was naturallyremote viewing because what I would do is
my grandpa. My parents would say, well, okay, First of all,
the phone would ring and I'd berunning out the door to go play,
and I go tell Grandma. Isaid hi. So they finally started
realizing that I knew who was callingbefore they would call. I even knew

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who my dad. I had somebusiness partners. When they were calling,
I could tell somehow in my headI knew who it was. And I
don't ask me. I'm six,seven, eight years old. I don't
know what's going on. All Iknow is I know who's calling, right.
So they finally got hipped to thefact that my grandmother and I I
knew where she was all the time. I don't know how they figured it
out. I think I one dayshe called and I said, oh,

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she's at work, she's calling,and answer the phone. Mom answered the
phone that kind of thing, sothey figured out I knew what was happening.
So it used to get to thepoint where they would say, where's
your grandmother. We're gonna have dinnerat six? Do you think she's going
to be home. And I'd belike, give me, you know,
I'd be I don't know how Idid it, but I used to do
this weird thing where I'd say,give me a minute, you know,
or whatever, and I'd close myeyes and pretend I was like the Great

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Crescin or some magician, right,and I'd do this whole abracadabra thing and
I'd laugh. But all I hadto do was close my eyes, and
I could see what she was doing. So she was like at a dress
shop. I could see her pullingthe clothes on the issues. At the
gas station, I see her theguy pumping the gas. Because you didn't
do it back then anyhow, I'dsee all this happening, and or she's

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at work still, I'd see you'rewriting at her desk or moving around.
And my parents just got to thepoint where they'd say, where is she,
what she doing? You know,can we have dinner? You know,
what's happening because they live next door, so it was always like who's
cooking dinner tonight kind of thing.And so that was kind of odd that
I could naturally just close my eyesand know exactly where she was and what

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she was up to. So nowI look back on it, and I've
become very good friends with Linda Buchanan, and I've told him the story and
he just laughs. He goes,you are like a total natural remote viewer.
You were just doing it without anytraining, without anything. You just
loved your grandmother. Now take takethat into consideration. There it is love

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again. There's a whole love connectionand a psychic connection because my grandmother was
open to being read that between thetwo of us, and we both had
seen the same angel. So andthis goes back to families who have contact
and they seem to have the samebeans run throughout their family life, Like

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the same bean that went to thegrandfather goes to the father, goes to
the sun and down the lineage.So they are connected in that way as
well. I find that fascinating.Anyhow, Then the next thing I remember
that was kind of strange was Iwas walking home from school one day with
a friend of mine and we're aboutI think we're eight, eight or nine,

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something like that, and we're walkingby this field that had been a
field the day before when we walkedhome from school. But this day when
we walked home from school, wekind of turned the corner and turned down
the road and there's a house onit. And I'm like, and it
looked kind of odd. I mean, it didn't look like it was.

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And now they look back on it'smany many years later. The grass didn't
look right. Nothing looked right.And I don't know how to explain it.
It wasn't that it was holographic.It wasn't that it was see through.
It just felt and it looked tooshiny or too too glowy. There's
a way to describe it. Likethere was energy coming off of it.

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That's the only way I could describeit. And it was subtle. It
wasn't like blatant energy blaring all over. It was just subtle enough that I
knew something wasn't right. Okay,but hey, a house overnight that isn't
right either. So I knew thatmuch at eight years old. And the
house was brick and there was Ilooked down the little lane it had a

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dirt road going to it, andit it had some kind of gravel on
Anyhow, long story short, there'sa horse carriage down there. It looked
like a barn. It had aweather being on the top. It was
brick. It looked very like twoor three centuries before our time. Okay.

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And at the same time I'm lookingat all this, I see this
big box. I mean, it'sa big box at the end of the
driveways and it's kind of up onsomething. But I realize it's a mailbox.
But it's big. It's like,you know, three feet tall and
two and a half feet wide kindof thing. And it had a door
on it. So I went overand I opened the door. Now this

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by this time, the girl that'swith me, she's freaking out. She's
like, that house wasn't here yesterday. I go, yeah, I wasn't
here yesterday. So yeah, she'sfreaking out. I'm opening the mailbox.
By the time I opened the mailbox, all I see is her running.
She's running away because now she's soscared she can't be there. And I
opened the box. There's a bigpackage wrapped in kind of a burr lap

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with string around it. And itsays on this paper on it to Sir
Richard Lamb. And I'm like,Okay, that's weird, but whatever,
And I closed the thing and Iwalk home the next day. She won't
talk to me by the way everagain. She won't sit near me in
school, she won't ever talk tome again. So that's the end of

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that. They moved away shortly thereafter, and I never saw her again.
Point to this is years later.I'm well, by the way I go
by the next day of the houseis not there anymore. Excuse me,
and uh and uh, let's seewhat happened next. Oh years later,

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and I need to cough for justa second, so let me figure out
how to mute here. Sorry,folks, I didn't want to cough in
your ears there. So years later, I'm working at the same store my
grandmother was working at and this guycomes in and it turns out he's a

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he's a master jeweler. He's veryfamous, and his name is Richard Lamb.
And I hadn't thought about any ofthat until much later when I met
him. We became an item andwe're to get for years. But long
story short, after we broke upin years later, I went looking for
a Sir Richard Lamb in England becauseI knew that house was from England.

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I knew that, I knew mybones, and I found the house in
an old historic registry. It tookme almost seven years to find it,
and I knew there was a SirRichard Lamb that lived in it, and
there was. And it turned outhe had moved his whole family to America
in the early or the late eighteenhundreds and moved to upstate New York or

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somewhere like that. Anyhow, wegot the whole genealogy, in the whole
bit. It's somewhere packed away inmy stuff in a storage unit somewhere.
But I did find that house.So what was that all about? Here?
I am looking at a house fromthe early eighteen you know, mid
to early eighteen hundreds. It wasbuilt in a field in Portland, Oregon,

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you know, one hundred and fiftyyears later. So I'm like,
what was that? So another timetravel experience, I think, you know,
yeah, and what's the connection betweenme and him back then? Because
maybe we've had lifetimes together and Iwas seeing a lifetime we had together.

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Because I've seen a lot of lifetimes. Never this solid. I'd always seen
them kind of a visions, neverafield with the house on it, you
know before. So that was wild. Can I bt in for a yeah,
yeah, oh yeah, start askingquestions. The thing is, you
know, I did an investigational once. I met up with a contactee who

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lived maybe half an hour away fromwhere Royal was back in a few years
ago. And the thing is,when he was I think this is either
nineteen fours or in the nineteen fifties, he was around the age of eight
perhaps, and uh up north,up North, Canada. Uh, you
know, the the this sort ofmining town was started to starting to develop.

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So they were, you know,removing a lot of the of the
forest within the area to to makeroom for for more housing. And there
was a train track coming through thetown and so this was over the weekend.
He so there was a huge loggingoperation and they all piled up the
logs in that sort of pyramid formation, and so nobody was you know,

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on the on the lot working.So he uh, you know, as
a kid, he started you knowclimbing up stuff, and he was climbing
up this uh, this lot,this pyramid, and he starts hearing people
talk, and so he wasn't speakingFrench, he wasn't speaking English because you
know, his dad spoke English too. This was in northern Quebec. And

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so he gets to the topped thepyramid and he sort of looks between two
huge piles of lumber. And thisis northern Quebec in the nineteen fifties.
Let's say, okay, middle ofnowhere, new mining town. Okay,
uh, he sees two humans wherewearing Roman attire, wow, wearing they

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had a metallic hat or you know, like a Roman soldier, Yeah,
Roman soldiers. He saw the theywere in sandals with a sort of a
lace that would come up to theknees. Yeah, vikings. And as
soon as he saw and you know, they weren't speaking English or French,
not like probably something different. Hedidn't understand it, but they were where

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as soon as they saw a shortsword on both of their hips, that's
when he panicked. He ran down. He knew that they both being so
he ran back to the house.Okay. The thing is, I'm not
sure if from that day forward,but he from that day on that site,
he was starting to get you beamsballs of light following him exactly.

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Even when he had a car,balls of light would follow him. When
he had a child with his daughter, he he had the feeling that he
was being tugged on his uh youknow, near you know, his jeans,
near his ankle, and he thoughtit was his daughter. He turned
around and you know, no onewas there. He'd start having paranormal stuff

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happen. So either he saw liketwo beings with that looked like romans in
between the either the two piles oflogs, or he saw something like you
did, or perhaps get a visionof the past, or he connected him
absolutely. You know, usually atthe end of this presentation, I talk

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about my three uh visions that I'vehad. They happened about two and a
half years ago. Now I hadthis is what I call my wake my
third or fourth wake up at thatpoint. And it's very interesting you say
that, because as far as thealiens are concerned, they don't understand our
time, and they a lot oftimes will give us information from different time

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periods, and they have taken somany contact these back in time to meet
their relatives or forward in time tounderstand what's going to happen to us,
or they give us visions of theplanet from when it was being born up
until when we destroy it, sotime doesn't mean the same to them.

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They use it as a tool toteach us, and they'll just pick out
whatever era or whatever, you know, whatever they need to to get their
point across. Now, what theywere doing to him at that age for
that reason and why Roman soldiers,I don't get it, but it may
have been. Another thing that's goingon with the remote viewing crowd is that

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people who are contact these or psychicsor near death experiencers somehow, sometimes if
they're having a very intense Kundalini momentlike of real peace or real love,
or just maybe he was just havinga blissful experience like maybe climbing on those

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logs and being there was just socool that he slipped into a connection with
the aliens. And who knows ifthe aliens weren't actually watching those people at
that time and he was remote viewingthe aliens and what they were looking at.

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I've heard of I've heard of somany explanations to this day that I
have no idea what's happening, ButI can tell you this. Once you've
had that connection with an angel,and a uh, you know, a
ghost, any type of psychic phenomenayou can slip in and out of different

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time you know, time eras,time time events, different things with your
yourself, your family, your lineage. There's all kinds of things that can
happen. And the reason I broughtup my visions is because and I will
tell you guys all about this later, is in the last vision, time

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played a big key to this.And they've told us basically all the all
the context eas I know have gottenthis one lesson and it's very it's very
common thread for all of us isthat it's all connected time space, our
consciousness, the aliens. It's likea Rubik's cube. And all we're doing

(32:50):
right now is once you connect withthem, you start getting answers to how
to put it together and and seeit. But and this is a big
butt you guys, This is ahuge but there's a commenser commensurary problem,
whatever that word is. I cannever say it right. My friend Tron
brings us up all the time.We do not have the capability to understand

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aliens at their level. We neverwill. Our brains are not built for
that. That's why we have Ibelieve etheric bodies and the ability to tap
into our consciousness outside of our physicalthree D body, so that we can
communicate with the aliens and they inturn everybody who's a contact d And I'm

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going to say this as a blanketstatement, and this goes out to Kit
Green and Gary Noland and all theguys studying the DNA of us. They
alter our frequency DNA and endricin systemso we can communicate with them. And
if you haven't had that done bythem, you can never You can't communicate

(33:59):
with them that simple. They haveto initiate it, though, and then
from that point on you're able toplug in and uh. And I think
drugs can do it too. Ithink thhcor and the cannabis stuff can do
it. But I think even moreso, the lysurgic acid, the the

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LSD, and the d MT arevery close to that chemical or frequency that
they alter within us. And that'swhy shaman have always done it for thousands
of years. Of blah blah blah. Anyhow, Okay, how did we
we digressed off into another whole topic? But it was good. I like
that and I love that story aboutthe romans man. I wish i'd gotten

(34:43):
Roman soldiers. Well, when youlook at you know, a lot of
the old stories of the forties andfifties of certain experiences are abductions that happened
during the day. You know,the cartoons of the drawing that they did
a lot of them, that thisis theirs. They said the first time
I saw something that looked like likea Roman soldier. Because now this is

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a funny story, is I thinkthis has happened to lady in Peru again
early nineteen hundreds. She saw abeing it came out of craft that really
looked like a Roman soldier with ani metallic hat and stuff. But his
he had a glowing palace, aglowing palace, palace, a penis.

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Okay, oh, okay, okay, I didn't want to No, that's
fine. I was going. Hehad a whole building with them. That's
cool. Yeah, he was going. But that part was also glowed.
And the day after, well,like she became pregnant. So yeah,
for Mary seeing the angel and gettingpregnant, you know, I mean,

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who's to say that isn't how theydo it? You know, Yeah,
I like that leads me back tothe whole thing of Jesus Jesus was an
alien. You know, there shouldbe a rock song about that, but
that'd be fun. But you know, that's fascinating because I there are what

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is that called? Uh, there'sa word for that type of helmet,
and it's very ancient and a lotof contact these see their their beings with
that helmet on. And I can'tremember the name of it. It's a
it kind of goes up and goesto a point and it's a it's a
special word and it's it's beyond theHebrew word for it. If I remember

(36:38):
correctly. Anyhow, I'll have tolook it all up. But she's not
the only one who saw that,and I've seen I've had other people tell
me about the the the penis partof it too. It's actually quite a
few people have said something very similar. Isn't that weird? Yeah, yeah,

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it's all connected. Isn't that strange? Huh? I think when they
appear with that pallus, I startto think that maybe it isn't really there
at all, Like, you know, they're not having intercourse or anything.
I think it's a I think it'sthere just to show the woman that their

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sexuality involved in this visit. AndI'm wondering if it doesn't make them more
receptive, and I wonder they getand I hate to say this, not
horny, but I wonder to getmore receptive to the fact that they are
being sexually contacted interesting, you know, just the body, not you know,

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not them physically having sex, butjust that their body is more receptive
to getting pregnant. I mean,it puts them in the mood because you
know, they say that women whodon't get pregnant a lot of times it
has to do with the physiology ofthe actual sex act. You have to
have all the hormones, you've gotto have all the secretions happy, you
got to have everybody working together,and there has to be kind of a

(38:06):
mental state that goes on with,you know, making a baby. You
can't just be like, oh yeah, you know, like rape is always
a very Here's an interesting statistic.I always wanted to find out how often
women who get rape get pregnant.I know that sounds like a weird thing,
but I studied it once and fromwhat I could find out from police

(38:28):
records, and there was a bigstudy on this back end two thousand and
two. I think it was Ifinally found somebody did this. It's very
hard to impregnate a woman being raped. She doesn't have all the physiology there
to make it an easy union.So rape babies are very uncommon. And

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I think they did the study becausethey wanted to prove something in court of
law. So long story short,isn't that interesting that they would show up
with this thing glow and maybe putthem in a state of peace and love
and harmony to be more receptive tobeing impregnated by an alien anyhow? Just

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like throw that out there. Okay, So do you want me to go
on or do you have more questionsor Okay, I'm gonna go on to
the car troll. Oh goad.You guys are gonna love this. Maybe
you won't. I don't know,but I do. This one of my
favorite stories because I'm alive because ofit, So that's it's one of my
favorite stories. I was with myboyfriend and three other guys and my friend

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Janet, and we're in my boyfriend'sparents' station wagon that they gave him as
his car for high school. Right, we're all like sixteen whatever, fifteen,
sixteen, seventeen, and we've playedhooky from school and we went up.
I grew up in Portland, Oregon, and we went up to Vancouver,
Washington, and then along the ColumbiaRiver if you know the area,

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well, the Columbia River separates thestate of Washington in the state of Oregon,
and Portland and Vancouver are like sistercities with a bridge between them.
And Vancouver's very small, Portland isvery large. Anyhow, So we go
up to this place called wash Shuegleup on the Washington side, and it's
got a waterfall and a hiking trailin a park and it's beautiful. We

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take the day off, we goup there. We get really stoned on
pot in the car and we're sittingthere and it's time to leave, and
my friend Roberts, who's sitting nextto me and my boyfriend Tony Robert's sitting
there and he takes a big hitoff of a fattie and he blows the

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smoke on our troll doll hanging inthe rear view mirror. And I saw
a vision the second he did that, because I put that troll doll there
as our protector, the car protector. Okay, he's our little icon car
protector. So he blows smoke onit. He and I see him get

(41:04):
the troll doll stoned. And nowthe troll doll is showing me a picture
of how he can't control the car, and the car is going to go
over a cliff and we're all gonnadie, okay, And I'm like,
wait a minute, I'm not dyingtoday. So I made everybody I would
not leave until they all put theirseatbelts on. I said, everybody,
put your seat belts on. Theygo no, and then I won't.

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They wouldn't do it. I madeit. I said, I'm not getting
I've got out of the car.I wouldn't leave until they all put their
seatbelts on. I said, we'renot going unless you guys all put your
seat belts on. And everybody finallydid. We're leaving. And then my
stupid boyfriend at the time decides he'sgoing to pass a car and it had
just started raining, the roads reallyslick. He passes this car and loses

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control of the car and it Nowwe're along a river bank and there's about
three hundred foot three no, I'mthree hundred yard drop down to the river,
and it's very steep, really steep. Some day, I gotta get
pictures of it. And the carslides off the edge of the embankment and

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rolls and rolls and rolls, andabout the fourth or fifth roll were stopped,
and the car is at a weirdangle, stopped upside down, kind
of leaning forward, and we're inshock, obviously, and we all pop
our seatbelts off and try not tofall too hard because the car is kind

(42:35):
of teetering a little bit, andwe're like, oh my God, and
we all crawl out and crawl allthe way up to the top and we
look in both directions, and theonly tree big enough to hold that car
stopped us about the third of theway down in about a half a mile
in one direction, and about evenfurther than that in the other, I

(42:59):
swear to God. And the CHPofficer that showed up at the scene just
looked down, looked at us andsaid, there's no way, because there's
no way, there's no way thatcar could have stopped on that tree.
And he goes, did you planthis? And we're like laughing at that
point because it's like we're all alive, you know, And if we hadn't

(43:22):
had our seatbelts on, we allwould have probably been hurt very very badly.
I mean like broken everything. Pelvis'syou know, through the windshield.
Who knows if we would have beenalive. So that's the troll story.
And that's all from a vision againof seeing that troll doll get really blasted
and him being afraid. The trolldoll in the vision is like freaking out

(43:47):
because the car's rolling. So anyhow, I took the troll doll with me
and I don't know where he isnow, but I kept him. So
that's that story. So you know, another instance of and I keep going
back to this, I've almost diedlike eleven times. I've outlived a cat

(44:07):
like you won't believe how many timesI've almost died. That's just one of
them I've and luckily enough, I'vealways seen them coming or got warned.
I don't have it in this presentation, but I'm going to tell you,
guys a story that just happened aboutsix years ago. I was driving home
from the doctors. It was pouringrain. I was in San Francisco going

(44:30):
to Marine County and I'm going acrossthe Golden Gate Bridge and it's pouring down
rain and I'm driving sixty five milesan hour on the bridge and you're only
supposed to go forty five on thebridge, but I'm considered a speed demon.
I go eighty five everywhere. Andit's pouring down rain and I hear
a voice in my head and itsays slow down and get in the right

(44:52):
lane, and I'm like, no, I'm not going to do that.
I want to get home. Ialways argue with voices in my head.
Okay, I'm not and I'm notcrazy, and these aren't. You know.
This isn't like I hear them everyday. Okay, folks. This
is every once in a while I'llhear something, and it's usually telling me
to do something correct, right.It's not like, you know, go

(45:14):
out there and you know, dohorrible things. So this voice keeps saying
slow down and get in the rightlane. I'm like, no, I'm
not going to I want to gethome. You know. Finally I get
to the tunnel. There's a tunnelright before right after you get over the
bridge, there's a tunnel going upthe hill and too Marin and it's got
a rainbow on it and I'm drivingthrough that and I hear really loud now

(45:37):
it's like three voices. It's notjust one, it's maybe three or four.
And it's a man, a woman, a man and a woman.
It's all androgynous, and it's loud, and I know it's many voices,
and they're screaming at me slow downand get in the right lane. I'm
like, okay, why not.So I pull over pretty quickly as I'm

(45:59):
coming right out of the tunnel,and just as I did that, the
car behind me ends up where Iwould have been, and another car on
the other side of the freeway,which could never have happened in a million
years. We're still trying to figureout how this accident happened. This car
is going uphill, but it hitssomething and it's going fast, and apparently

(46:25):
I don't even know how it happenedto honest to god, it's just the
weirdest thing. The car goes upin embankment and goes about twenty five feet
in the air, turns over andlands like a sandwich right on top of
where I would have been on thecar and kill seven people instantly, the

(46:45):
three in the car behind me andthe four in that car. And I'm
like, and I watched them alldie in slaw motion. It was a
crazy I mean insane, insane andit was on the newspaper. It was
in the news. It was allover because nobody could figure out how that
car did what it did. Itdefied gravity to fight everything. They find

(47:06):
I think later there was Oh,they rebuilt that whole section of the road
too, because apparently it had somekind of weird angle and slant that if
you hit this thing just right,it was like a you know, a
ramp, Yeah, like a skateboardramp. So yeah. So anyhow,
that's another time I heard a voicein my head and kept me alive.

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So I got so many more ofthose. I'm not even go into them,
all right, So I hope I'mnot boring everybody to tears. Now.
I used to go in and outof my body a little bit,
and I've had some major out ofbody experiences, and this is one of
them. I think this is thefunny one, the weird funny one.

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I'm laying in bed and I situp and I know I'm still in my
body but out of my body,and I look in front of me in
my apartment and I see On Lennonpop out of the floor. Headfirst.
He just pops up and he's wearingblack like sunglasses. They're totally blacked out,

(48:10):
his little round glasses that he wore, but they're black. He's wearing
a black suit, a black shirt. He's all in black, and he
is giving off evil like I've neverfelt in my entire life. Okay,
and I'm like freaking out. I'vegot evil John Lennon standing in front of
me. I'm half out of mybody on my bed and I decide to

(48:34):
run. I thought, okay,I'm gonna run to the restaurant. I
used to work at a restaurant downthe street and I had a good friend
there named Bogie, and I usedto you know, we're dating at the
time, I think. Anyhow,long story short, I decide to run
to his place behind the restaurant,and he was probably working, so I
was thinking restaurant, restaurant. SoI jump out of my body and I'm

(48:57):
going through the door. And youguys, you'll you'll relate to this if
you've ever been out of your body. It's so weird when you go through
walls and stuff because you can seeand feel the material when you're going through
it. And I slowed down,and I'm looking at the fibers in the
door, and I'm thinking to myself, oh my god, that is really

(49:19):
good wood. Man. It's reallysolid. You know. It's like it's
like I'm not even there anymore.All I'm thinking about is the wood in
the door. And I'm looking atthe fibers, thinking, God, this
is great, you know whatever,really solid wood door, right, And
then I pop out the door andI'm standing on the porch and I've got
a big bunch of stairs going waydown to the main road. And I

(49:42):
decided that moment I realize, ohmy god, John Lennon, Evil John
Lennon's behind me, So I bettergo fast, and so I propelled myself.
I thought I was running, butI ended up flying down to the
road, which was cool. Ilanded, everything was great. I'm thinking,
oh my god, I can reallyfly, you know, I'm good
at landing and everything. And thenI looked up and all the electrical wires

(50:07):
had this little hairy stuff on it. It was really cool. If you've
ever remembered those magic magic magnet thingwhere he used to draw the beard on
the guy's face with the little magnetchips, anyhow, that's what it looks,
how this weird stuff coming off,And so I'm now getting fascinated by

(50:27):
the electrical wires. I'm forgetting EvilJohn Lennon's behind me. And then a
Volkswagen bug drives by on the streetand the exhaust comes out in colors,
and I'm like, oh, that'sso cool. Look at all those colors.
And I'm like, I'm totally onthis whole acid trip, right and
I'm out of my body and I'mhaving a great time. And then suddenly
I realize, oh my god,Evil John Lennon's coming to get me.

(50:51):
And I turn around and he's flyingdown to the road to get me,
and I turned to run to therestaurant. The next thing I know,
I'm I'm slammed back in my bodyso hard. And this is the point
of the story that I think isthe funniest thing is it's the weirdest thing

(51:12):
I've talked to other people this hashappened to. I hit my body so
hard Yannick, that I stood upin one motion. I didn't go to
my knees, I didn't do anything. I just went I hit so hard
that I went bang because I wasstill running into the body that the energy,
I think just propped me straight uponto my feet. It was so

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wild, and I got to tellyou, folks, I purposely tell the
story because I want to know ifthere's anybody else out there that has hit
their body so hard when they've comeback into it that they've actually found themselves
standing. I want to know aboutthat, Okay, So get a hold

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of me through my website. It'sLorian Fenton dot com. You can just
go there and email me and say, hey, I had that experience too,
and and this is what happened.And because I want to find out
what the kinetics is between us hittingour body with something that's lighter than you
know, a virus. You know, our soul doesn't weigh much, okay,

(52:21):
and how does that make our physicalbody stand up or jump or run
or you know whatever. How doesthat connect? I'm just curious if anybody
else has had that happen. SoI thought that was a funny out of
body experience. Did you did youget to the well? It reminds me
of a like a like a bungeecord. You you went, you went

(52:44):
so far ahead that it's as ifyou you know the last mileage of the
of the stretchiness and and to exactly. Yeah, because I was running away
from the house. I was abouta block away by the time I hit
back into my body. But I'vetalked to a lot of people about they

(53:07):
can go for all the way acrossthe planet out of body and visit their
friend in their room and sit intheir room and talk to them when they're
asleep, and then get back totheir body and there's no problem. I
want was it the fear, youknow, was it the the the process
of running out of fear? Imean, I'm just trying to gauge what

(53:29):
somebody else is doing when they getpopped in so hard that they have a
physical reaction. Well, but Ithink you've got a good point. I
wonder if you were in danger andyou have to come back to safe.
Yeah, that too. I've wonderedthat myself, and I want to know
if anybody else has felt that aswell, you know, that they were

(53:50):
in such Maybe I was in peril. You know, I took it very
lightly that an evil John Lennon wasthere. But maybe that was a reptilian
given me a you know, tryingto hurt me. You know, maybe
that was a remote viewed kind ofdark angel someone was sending to her harm
me. I mean, who knows. I still to this day have no

(54:13):
idea. I'd like to find outfrom somebody who does a lot of astral
traveling if they've had experiences like this. But yeah, anyhow, so I'm
putting a call out, so youguys let me know if you've had anything
weird like that happened to you.So and then another great story and then
you know, we'll get into thestuff more recently. Is that about two

(54:35):
When did the Matrix movie come out? Got It feels like yesterday that it
was it in the late nineties orearly perhaps, Yeah, after the first
one, I went to the moviemyself. I come home, I'm parked
in the driveway, and suddenly,without any warning, with no voice in

(54:57):
my head to tell me it's coming, nothing, my whole vision becomes pixelated
like a bad photoshop job of allthese little squares that's all I can see.
And I felt like I was beingput into our real reality. Okay,

(55:20):
because that movie really freaked me outbecause I had known since I was
a kid that we're not living inthe reality that really exists around us,
or not that it's not the realreality, but there are many layers of
other reality within our existence, okay, And that time plays a part of
this as well, because we areliving all of our moments on all of

(55:44):
our timelines, all at the sametime, in the same space. And
I know that's a hard thing formost people to grab, but anyhow,
so I'm parked in the driveway,all my vision goes pixelated to the point
where I can't function. And Iopened the car door. I could feel
it. I open it, andI and I crawl kind of half crawl

(56:05):
over to the railane that's near myhouse, and I walk myself up the
boardwalk to my house. I openedthe door to the house. Luckily I
was at that time not locking myhouse, so I just opened the door
and walked in, and my wholehouse is all pixelated. I can't see
right, and I get a sensationthat they're trying to show me what it

(56:30):
would look like if they weren't helpingus see this three D reality. It's
like the aliens or the angels,or whoever I'm in contact with, we're
giving me a glimpse of what itwould be like if they didn't help our
optical nerves and our brains connect properlyto this reality. And it looked like

(56:52):
a big pixelated mess. Okay,that's all I could describe it as.
And I was freaking out this onefor about seven eight minutes, is my
guess, and finally I just screamedout, make it stop. I can't
see make it stop. And itstopped, and I was like, holy
geez. So that was like abig lesson for me that well, first

(57:15):
of all, that they can makeme see anything they want me to see.
It was kind of like that lessonas well, as we are with
you all the time, we canhear you talking to us, and if
we want to show you something andyou don't necessarily want to know about it,
too bad, It's going to happenanyhow. And then I went to

(57:36):
bed and I kind of was likeI was having one of those, you
know, epiphany moments of like Jesus, you know, are we? What
are we? That we can becontrolled this easily by other entities? Which
scared the heck out of me ina weird way. I mean, it's
like they've never done anything to hurtme. I've never had a bad experience,
you know, nothing like that.I've never had the Grays take a

(57:58):
baby from me. I've never hadany those things happen to me. But
they are. They are so muchmore in control than we give them,
you know, even any credit for. And I will say one other thing
about that. I can understand whythe guys at To the Stars Academy,
all the XCIA guys, and theand the TV show what is it called

(58:22):
She's Just Gone? You know,the To the Stars Academy show. What
was it called The Interceptor or somethinglike that. Anyhow, what was that?
I've never watched it. Oh,okay, Well, in that show,
near the last part of both oftheir seasons, they always get to
the fact that we should be fearfulof these guys because we don't know what

(58:43):
they can do to us. Andwhat I say is, yes, we
know exactly what they can do tous. They can do anything they want
to us, and they haven't eatenus yet so that we know of.
So I think we need to finda different approach than fear. And you
know NSA secrets and you know,keeping this from the people and all that.

(59:07):
I think disclosure at their level isnever going to work because they are
in control of everything and the soonerwe just let it go and let it
be and embrace it. I thinkthat's the sooner they're going to contact us
and say, hey, look,you know we're here. We're not.
We haven't eaten you yet, soand you figured that out, so you

(59:30):
know, here we go. Sobut that's another story for another day.
You know, the whole disclosure thing. I have a really hard time with
it because I totally respect those guysand I and I respect all of them.
I respect the guys that came beforethem, and I have a lot
of angst about how they're doing disclosurebecause in my mind, like I just

(59:52):
said, they've already We've already haddisclosure. You know, disclosure is here,
it's with the contact these And onone hand, they've got kit Green
and the guys out there examining allthe contact use to find out what makes
us tick and why we can communicatewith them. But I don't think they're

(01:00:13):
asking the right questions. You know, they're just trying to figure out physiology,
and maybe instead of physiology they justgo, you know, ask us
to ask the aliens what's going onand let us do the communication for them.
I think they'd find out a lotmore answers. And I'm not saying
they haven't done that, because Ido know personally. I've been told that

(01:00:37):
our government and this is the firsttime I'm revealing this in an interview,
by the way, I've been toldby some people that, oh, yeah,
we'll get to that. I've beentold by some people that our government
for a very very long time hasbeen communicating with them. They're not getting

(01:01:00):
the same communication that the contact theseare getting. And that's where the problem
is. The aliens that they've beencommunicating with are not happy being held prisoner
by them, and they're not happyabout the way they're being treated, and
they're not happy about, you know, anything they're doing to them. So
they've gotten all these fearful and worriesomeanswers out of these guys. Whereas you

(01:01:24):
talk to me, and I've hadnothing but beautiful contact with them. I've
had play. They've taken me toa place of love that is so profound,
folks, that it's it's mind boggling, and I can't wait to get
there when I die. Okay,So, but and here's the here's the
other part to this. We're playing. We are truly Yannick, in my

(01:01:45):
opinion, playing a ten dimensional chessboardand it's surrounded by their consciousness. Because
we've got so many layers of peoplegetting different answers to everything involved in ufology
and the alien connection, that it'sso hard to decipher who's getting the right

(01:02:06):
answer from who, what, where, and why? And so, you
know, I think the free databasemay be our closest answer to a lot
of the issues here is, atleast we have a database full of answers
from contact ees that we can studyand see where it might take us.
The next step is going to bethe Zendra crowd, you know, the

(01:02:27):
guys out there contacting the aliens withgroup consciousness. And I'm and I also
know for a fact that the governmenthas done that as well, Okay,
and they've gotten mixed results from there. They're doing it because they have guns
around when they do it, youknow. Yeah, So there you go.

(01:02:50):
So that's an interesting little tidbit thereto throw it out. Okay,
Okay, here's one funny little thingthat happened to me when we were about
God. I think I was fiveor six, I don't remember, but
I was really young, and mysisters were just barely one of them could
barely sit up. Okay, sothat's how young she was, the youngest,

(01:03:12):
and the other one was about Ithink this might have been the same
year that the rabbit thing happened.We were watching The Wolfman on TV.
The babysitter let us stay up lateand my parents were gone and black and
white TV. We're all sitting thereat our pajamas and the Wolfman at one
point is running through the graveyard,his family's graveyard, and they zoom in

(01:03:36):
on the headstone and it says theTalbots. And I saw this headstone and
my brain just went, oh,I'm going to marry the Wolfman. And
my sister's like, I look atmy little sister. Now we just figured
out what getting married was. Itjust meant that you had a husband.

(01:03:57):
Okay, we didn't know anything elseabout it, but I understood that because
they you know, they instilled thebride's dress and the girls pretty damn young.
Okay, so at least back inthe sixties. So we're sitting there
and I kept going, I'm goingto marry the wolf Man. I'm going
to marry the wolf Man. Andmy sister's like, you you're now the
merry wolf man. You don't wantwolf man. You know this kind of

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thing, right, So years later, we're sitting around the table we were
teenagers, and my sister says tome, do you remember that you're going
to marry the wolf Man? AndI said, I do remember that.
I said I am going to marrythe wolf Man. She goes, oh,
you're nuts, And we had abig joke about it at the dinner
tables about how I always said Iwas going to marry the wolf Man.
Well, we were sixteen or fifteen. Then fast forward to my I'm twenty

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nine years old. I'm working atthat restaurant that I just ran from the
evil John Lennon from and this guywalks in. We become friends, we
become we decide to get married.And guess what his last name is.
It's Talbot, just like the wolfMan. And that was my first husband.
So and my sister when she getsto the wedding, she brought a
wolfman Halloween mask and she said,you should put this on your husband.

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Naughty. So we had a goodlaugh over that one. So the Wolfman
did show up in my life anyhow. Oh yeah, okay, this was
the love of my life. Ohmy god. He was an angst artist.
He was he had a lot ofphysical problems, he had migrains.

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Amazing artist and I truly loved thisguy. But he decided that he was
going to kill himself. And Iknew it because he was just getting to
the point where he kept telling melike, you know, if I'm ever
gone, you know, do this, do that, blah blah blah.
And I just figured, you know, we'd thought about it enough that I

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thought he was going to stick aroundfor me. I thought I could change
his mind. I thought I wasenough. You know, I'm twenty years
younger than he is. I'm notvery smart about people when they make their
minds up when they're set on somethingat that age. And I dearly love
this guy. Anyhow, I hadplans for us. Apparently he had other

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plans. One morning, we justmoved into a new house and I'm going
off to Portland Community College. Iwas working on my degree in dance,
and also I was taking acting classesat the time. I thought maybe I'd
go into acting. I ended upin communications and television and radio, which

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served a purpose for me much later. Anyhow, I'm pulling out of the
driveway and he said, I'm goingto the beach to paint. I'll be
back on I think it was Friday, as my last class of the week.
I'll be back on Sunday night andI'll see you in I'm like,
okay, gives me kiss goodbye.I knew he was going to try to

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kill I knew it, and Iwas done arguing with him about it.
Okay, I just done. Ithought, you know what, if he
loves me, he'll come home.It's that simple. And he gets in
the car, look at him inthe rearview mirror, and I knew.
I had a gut feeling it wasthe last time I was ever going to
see him again. But that nightI got home from you know, school,

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I did my things, did homeworkwhatever, clean the house, unpack
some more boxes. I was tired. I went to bed about one,
or must have been about two o'clockin the morning. I hear the front
door open. I hear him walkin. He sits down on the bed.
He says, I'm so sorry.I said, what are you sorry

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about? Did you wreck the car? And he goes, no, I
didn't wreck the car. I go, well, what happened? He goes,
I'm so sorry, and I go, why are you sorry? He
goes, I didn't mean to dothis to you all, And I said,
what did you not? Do youknow? Did you wreck the car?
I said, I'm tired. Canwe talk about this in the morning.
He goes, I love you andI said I love you too,

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and then I fell asleep. Nextthing I know, it's probably I think
it was about six o'clock in themorning. I'm hearing pound pound pound on
the front door and I get upand I'm looking for him and he's not
there. I think, oh,he's in the bathroom. Whatever. I
get up, I go and Iopened the front door, really, you
know, kind of like, whoare you people? You know, bounty

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on my door at six o'clock inthe morning on this Saturday. And it's
the CHP, the Oregon Highway Patrol. And they said, we're here,
are you Laura and Vent? AndI said, yes, we have a
letter from you from your boyfriend.And I said, how do you know
he's my boyfriend? I said,and they go, well, we have

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to tell you this. He killedhimself last night at the Oregon coast and
I said what, I said,No, he didn't. He's right here
and I looked in the driveway andI didn't see his car, And then
I realized that he'd come to meafter he killed them to talk to me
about it. So yeah, sothat's another, you know, extraordinary experience.

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That was not the best thing thatever happened to me, but it
proves to It proved to me atthat point that I could talk to,
you know, dead people. Andthere's a scene and years later, I
was watching The Sixth Sense and therewas the one scene. I left the

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theater after this. I don't knowhow the movie ended, but his wife
is half asleep laying on a chairin their living room, and he walks
in and starts talking to her,and she's talking back to him. And
I realized that's exactly what was goingon with us, that there's this place
between a sleep and awake where youcan you know, definitely talk to dead

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people if you're in the mood,and they're in the mood too, they
obviously want to talk to you.So there you go. Well, wow,
uncle, he passed away when Iwas a kid, but he this
is a story that he told mymom, and he had a friend who
was about to die, and thatfriend says when I when I passed,

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I'll come and visit you. Sothis is you know, there wasn't much
of that, you know, telephones, like early nineteen hundreds, nineteen thirties,
whatever, forties. But so hewas sleeping one night and his bed
covers they fall on the floor,so he wakes up. He pulls them

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back on, they fall on thefloor. He pulls them back on,
they fall on the floor again.He gets up all like, oh my
god, Okay, what's happening.What's happening? Then he you know,
it clicks. Then he remembers hisfriend. He says, oh, okay,
I know you've passed away. Hecame to visit. Then you know

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it stopped. Doctor that that isso cool. I love that story.
And you know, that's interesting thatyou brought up that it was back when
there wasn't many phones or anything likethat. I've noticed that back when all
there was was rotary phones, Ihad a much deeper psychic connection with everybody

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else who was psychic and the deadpeople that I was hanging out with at
that time during my youth. Whenwe started getting cell phones, something happened.
And I've talked to other psychics aboutthis and other contact ees too.
That cell phones and the electronics smogthat we got going on around us all

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the time seems to be breaking downthat connection between people. I used to
be able to just think about peopleand get into a space of real quiet
contemplation or whatever, meditation and beable to actually manifest them in the room
or myself to them or whatever,or go out of buy out a body

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much easier, all kinds of things. And since cell phones, I don't
know, it just seems to bea little harder. Maybe it's because I'm
getting older. I don't know,but I'm not the only one who's thought
this. Have you noticed anything?We're being bombarded all the time. Yeah,
and when also when we when Iwas at my dad's he lived outside

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town by a lake, and youknow, it's that the connection was a
lot easier. So yeah, it'squite possible. Yeah, could you meditate
easier out there without the ergy everything? Yeah, I don't know, but
yeah, it does something to beyou know, wi fi, well,
it's been known, it's been documentedWi fi cell phone stuff, it sucks

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up something in the brain when yousleep, so you do tend to get
out of r em sleep more often, so it is possible that you know,
we do less than you know theconnections somehow. Yeah, it's fascinating.
There's so many things going on inthe world. I don't even know
where to begin anymore. It's like, oh my god, Oh, and

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this is the story I was tellingyou about your painting back there. Remember
I said there was energy coming offof her that looked kind of like wings.
This is the closest picture I've everfound to what that kind of looked
like, because there was a tunnelbehind her also that looked very similar to
this tunnel. Beautiful and that's who. But she was wearing pink, a

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very light pink, and she haddark hair. And that's another just quick
story. I was laying in bed. I think I was about eighteen or
nineteen at the time, and Ihad I had drank a lot the night
before. I don't know why,but I was not feeling very well,

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and I think that had played apart in this. Is that I was
going through a period. This isafter Bob died and I was going through
a period of I quit school,I stopped everything. I was pretty much
a mess for about a year.I don't tell people about all the crazy
that went on during that time,but I was not thoroughly convinced he was

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dead. There was that part ofit, and I just I cried every
night to sleep, and I washaving a bad week that week that the
woman showed up, and I drankevery night for about a week, and
I think I was on the vergeof suicide myself. I look back on
it now and I probably would havedrank myself to death if this woman hadn't

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come through my wall and intervened.Another time, I was saved, you
know. She came through the way. I sat up out of my body.
I was body. I was sittingon the side of the bed and
the wall drops away, and Isee this woman coming from this very long
tunnel and she comes right up tome. She gets about two feet away

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from me into the room and sayssomething to the effect of, you've got
work to do, There's so manymore things, and blah blah blah.
She gave me basically a pep talk, because when I woke up, I
don't remember the words exactly. Ido remember again, you've got work to
do. This seems to be aconstant theme in all my major contacts is

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that, And there are always majorcontacts where I'm dying, okay, and
they're always saying, you've got workto do. You don't get to die
yet, and they just kind oflike throw me back to the wolves,
you know, And that's basically whatshe said. She was very lovely and
beautiful and said we'd be together againsomeday and that kind of thing. And
that was that. So I don'tknow who she was. There are people

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out there that are part of theAscended Master groups and I've described what she
looks like and they all go,oh, that's so and so. They
all like know her name and youknow all this, and I'm thinking,
well, maybe it's so and so, but maybe it's an alien using that
as a disguise, just like yeah, just like Mary, you know,
when she got pregnated, how dowe know it wasn't that guy with the

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helmet and the you know, theglowing penis kind of thing. So yeah,
but I just happened to have abeautiful woman. They've never come to
me looking like a reptilian, andI do have a reptilian story, but
I didn't get to seeing they wereinvisible. So that's that's interesting. And

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you know, and Yannik here's theinteresting part to all this. I've talked
to a million contact ease about them. I've talked to not a million,
but I've talked to probably I'm I'mgetting close to two thousand contact e's in
forty years that I've talked to andgotten their story or know about how this
all connects and how we interact withthem. And the interesting part to me

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is I have always said to them, even as a kid, I remember
saying this, I don't want anythingbad. I don't want anything ugly.
At that time, it just wouldscare me, okay, So I always
said that to them, even asa child, if you are going to
happen to me, you better bebeautiful kind of thing. And that was

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always my intention. I never hadanything bad or ugly, except for the
John Lennon thing. And even thatwas John Lennon, you know, somebody
I adore, so you know,it was very interesting. The worst thing
that's ever happened to me is JohnLennon in a black suit, you know.

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And I find it fascinating that mostpeople, you know, say,
oh, I've had these horrible repsons, I've had this, I've had that.
Well, why don't they take controlof it, because I think if
you are having contact, you haveenough rights to say to them, don't

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show up like that and scared thebee Jesus out of me. I can't
take it, you know, AndI just I think we have a bigger
responsibility to ourselves and to the aliens, and we have the kind of control
They've always told me. Every timeI have contact with them, which is
pretty often, they've said, youknow, this is what we want you

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to do. This is what you'regoing to do, whether you like it
or not kind of thing. Butif you really don't want to, you
don't have to. You know,it's kind of like it's your destiny,
but you could change it. Youknow, we're not telling you it's written
in stone, but this is wherewe'd like you to go. This is
the work we like you to do. This is how we'd like it to

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play out. And I usually endup saying, Okay, why not.
You know it's going to hurt meto do it, so why not?
But I make that decision. Ihave told them to take out my implant
and they did it. Now,how many contact e's do you know that
actually said I want the damn thingout, get it? Out of me,

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and they did it. You know. I think that here's another part
to the whole contact e problem,in my opinion, is that most contact
ees are subservient to their contact,you know, aliens, and they don't
want those implants removed because they feellike that's their only way to keep the

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aliens with them, or keep themcoming back or whatever. But they don't
understand is this. If you wantalien contact, you can have it tomorrow
that quick, but you have tomean it. And when I say mean
it, that means no fear.You do it out of love. And
even if the evil reptilian show up, you have to take the responsibility.

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Is that those are who you actuallycalled in, you know, and then
will go away just as fast ifyou want them to. But you have
to make that decision within yourself thatyou're in control. And here's the other
kicker to that. You have tobe willing to die for it. You
know how people say, you know, I gave my life to Jesus.

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I'm willing to die for Jesus,that kind of thing. Whatever. You
have to mean that for the aliens, and you have to and people to
give their life for our country,you know, they have that instilled in
them that hey, I could diefor my country and that's what I believe
in. And they have a mission, a cause, and a reason.

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Well you've got to have that whenyou deal with your aliens. You've got
to have that too. I havea mission and a cause and a reason
I deal with them, and it'sto change this world for the better.
And that's what I'm doing it for. Okay, it has nothing to do
with me, and as everything todo with everybody else on this planet as
a whole, and asked to comefrom love. Anyhow, I'm done,

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I'm off my soapbox now. ButI just you know, I get so
angry with people come up to meand go, well, how come you
get to have contact? And Idon't, I go because you haven't asked
for it and meant it. Youknow, I didn't necessarily ask for it,
but you know it happened. MaybeI did. Maybe at eighteen months

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old, I beg what I knewof God at eighteen months old, to
save me, you know. Yeah, But what about your soul? Maybe
you had a soul contract or perhapsyou were you know, that was your
perpose? You No, I believein soul contracts to a point. But
I also believe that if you're herenow and in the moment, and they've

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shown me this, if you're herenow and in the moment, you're in
control of everything that happens with you, even in the unconscious and the conscious,
and that means your contact with themcould be real and you can happen.
But you have to have a veryYeah, you have to have a
sole purpose for it to be happening, because you've got It's like I said,

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this isn't about me. Nothing isabout me anymore. It's all about
whatever it is that they're on.They've got me on a mission for to
change the world. I know thatsounds very grandiose and stuff, but believe
me, folks, it's not glamorous. There's nothing glamorous about any of this.
Because I don't have seventy billion dollars, I can't do anything. And

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that's another problem. The aliens don'tunderstand the money situation here. We've had
many arguments about money. I keepsaying, if you want me to do
all this stuff, like, youknow, just give me a billion dollars,
let me win the lottery tomorrow andI'll take care of everything you want.
You know, but it isn't workinglike that. People have to they

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have to understand everything on a soullevel, on an unconscious you know,
part of your cosmic energy level,where you're just part of the universe making
things right. Because I'm gonna throwone last thing, and there is evil
out there, and there is inabundance. Trust me, I've dealt with

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it. There's a lot of stuffout there anyhow, Okay, what was
the question? Was there a questionI don't know something about something about a
soul? I don't know. Well, no, it could have been a
soul contract for you. But againyou're right there. We do have well
we do have power of how wethink what we do. So we and

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in a certain case we have tostop being a victim. Absolutely. God,
if I have one more person comeup to me and say, how
did you get your reptilians to leaveyou alone? Or your grays or how
do I get them to leave mealone? I go get don't you become
friends with them and you start understandingwhy they're in your life, and then
at some point they can decide whetheryou can decide if you want to keep

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them around or not. But untilyou make a relationship with them. Nothing's
going to change if you find themin your infeer's It's just going to be
that way forever. So it's howyou've been brought up, how you perceive
reality, so you know, thewhole eaty thing, how you perceive it
is going to really decide how areyou going to cope with it? Yeah,

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and I do have to say Iwas given the advantage of you know,
just having contact or being saved atsuch a young age that I was
very open to anything that came along. So i've that is an advantage and
I thank them for that, butyou know, in other ways it has
disadvantages. I'm not like other people. I never have been, I never

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will be. I I don't understand. This is what I told my dad
when I was really young. Isaid, I don't understand why people go
to war, and he goes,will they do it for their country?
They do it for you know thisor that? And I said, I
think they do because they're afraid ifthey don't, they'll be judged. And
he said, well, yeah,that's part of it. But it's a

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very complex situation. Humans are justcomplex on so many levels. It can
be very simple, but again,it's very complex, so you know how
they follow, and if they don'tfollow, it's you know, how they're
being you know, looked at,like me talk about ets you in public.

(01:25:30):
Some might think I'm crazy, somemight be you know, feel uncomfortable.
So yeah, it's even my dad, Like I've been protesting, you
know, all the COVID metters andI'm trying to get my folk, my
dad to come and stuff like that. But again, I think he's afraid
because you know, some some peoplemight see him differently. So yeah,

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yeah, it makes sense. Fearplays a huge part in our human psychic
anatomy, I call it. Andit's sad that it does, because nobody
should be afraid of anything like that, and but we are, you know,
we're just human and there's not awhole lot we can do about it,
and you have to. You know, your show is a great example

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of somebody who's putting together something andgetting you know, people to kind of
pour their soul out to you abouttheir contact. And I really applaud you
for doing it. I love it. I think it's really nice and it's
a it's a good thing you're doingfor people to understand what we're all going
through as contact these well maybe thestory so far, it's amazing. You've

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you're you're you've been blessed, andyou know there's somebody You've got, guys
or something watch over you. OhI've got I've got powerful angels watching over
me. Now, whether they're alienangels, you know, I don't know,
but I know they're very powerful angelsand they work for the good side
of the force. You know,as we say, they probably got lightsabers
too for a line. Know,let's see. Oh yeah, I got

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some really cool high strangeness stories foryou. I'm not going to talk about
the orange scu but I will tellyou guys about the dragonfly. I was
God, this was only a fewyears ago, must have been about twenty
thirteen. My cousin my aunt werestaying with us at our house and it

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was really hot. It was Augustof twenty thirteen and it was like over
one hundred degrees in Moran, whichdoesn't happen very often. And we came
home from dinner. We were ata restaurant because the air conditioner was great
at the restaurant, I didn't haveair conditioning at the house, so we
went out to dinner. We comeback and the refrigerator had broken, and

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all the ice and everything in waterwas all over the floor and it was
a mess. My aunt says,where's the wine. My cousin said,
where are the towels. My boyfriendat the time says, I'm getting out
of here because he didn't want tobe around three Italians at the same time.
So he goes off into the roomand reads or something, and I'm

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down on the floor in front ofthem. My cousin's throwing towels at me,
and I'm down the floor mopping thingsup. And I look over into
the spare bedroom where the two ofthem are staying, and I see my
boy cat. Now, my boycat is a Hemingway cat. He was,
and he had a whole bunch ofextra thumbs, okay, and he
could grab anything. He used tograb things like baseball net right, And

(01:28:36):
he had caught a dragonfly, andI thought, okay, what are we
going to do about? You know, that's a mass. I'm thinking,
I got to clean this water up. I got to get the dragonfly away
from him because if he eats it, he'll throw up all over the house.
And so he's playing with this thing. I run into the room.
I grabbed the dragonfly, and I'mnot thinking much about it, but it's

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taking up most of my hand.It's really big, and I'm thinking,
my brain is not comprehending what's happening. I just want to get it away
from him, get back to wipingthe water up. So I throw open
the sliding glass door to the backpatio. I walk out onto the patio
and I check that thing as faras I can throw it, and it
lands on the boardwalk. We livedin a marsh on the river, Okay,

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so there's a boardwalk out there goingout to the river, and it
lands right at the edge of it, about fifteen twenty feet from the patio
the back deck. Now I seewhere it lands. I walk back in
the house. I pay no attentionto anything that had happened. And then

(01:29:45):
at six o'clock the next morning,thereabouts rite at dawn, I sit straight
up in bed and I go,my god, that wasn't a dragonfly.
And I'm thinking that was metal.You know. The whole thing comes into
my head about what I had grabbed, and I realized the wings were all
intact, and they were huge.They were probably five inches each So the

(01:30:10):
thing had like a ten to twelveinch span, it was almost a foot
wide, and it had this greenlike the green in the head of this
uh picture. Its body was thatkind of weird shiny neon green, and
it had it looked like it wasplastic wrapped around metal framework. Now,

(01:30:33):
because that's when my brain's like startingto show me the pictures of what I
saw the day before. And whenI grabbed it, I grabbed it by
the body and I could feel thatit wasn't squishy, that it was metal
in there, metal wiring. Okay, So this all dawns on me as
I'm I'm sitting up and bet I'mgoing that was no dragonfly. That was

(01:30:55):
something you know to look like adragonfly, but it was metal and it
was flying and whatever. And thereal kicker to this, when I knew
I was onto the right thing,was if you guys have a cat and
it's ever caught a dragonfly or anythingwith wings that delicate, the first things
that get destroyed when you've got acat catching something, the wings basically disintegrate

(01:31:17):
because they're pounding on it with theirhands, and he's got huge hands.
He's pounded all over it. Rippingat it, and they'd be gone in
like three seconds, flapped right,but these wings were still intact, which
meant they were a plastic and that'skind of what they felt like, the
plastic weave. And so anyhow,I'm thinking, oh, I got to
go get that thing, right,So I run out to the back and

(01:31:41):
it is gone. Now I'm thinking, Okay, a raccoon could have got
it, a fox could have gotit, you know, skunk, you
know whatever. But if it wasmetal, why would they want it?
If it was, you know,if it was a real dragonfly, they
would have taken it and eaten it. But I had a vision, and
here's the vision, folks, AndI can never proved this, okay,
But years later I found this dragonfly, about two or three years later on

(01:32:05):
a Darper website. And then theyhad said within the Darper website that they
had taken this big thing off theback of it finally they didn't need it.
These little computer chips that are onthe back of this one, and
they had inlaid them inside the bodyeventually, and that they had wrapped it

(01:32:26):
in a coating of plastic and theirswas blue. The one I saw,
okay, and it looked almost identicalto the thing I had grabbed, and
it was about an eight inch bodyand about a ten inch or twelve inch
span, And that's what they showedon the Darper website. So here's what
I came to the conclusion of,you guys love this. There's a bunch

(01:32:47):
of guys doing, you know,wargames or whatever they do. And they
were always out on the river.And it was the coast Guard, it
was the Navy, it was theMarines. They'd go out there in the
summer and they'd get up in theselittle pontoon boats and they'd go in and
out of the mouth of the riverI lived on. I never saw the
war games, but I always sawthem driving by, Okay, so we

(01:33:11):
knew what they were doing. Theywere down at a campground called China Camp,
or they were up by the PetalumaRiver mouth at this other place.
Anyhow, so I'm imagining what happened. And here's what I saw happening,
is these guys are in their littleplatoon thing, and they're supposed to practice
driving these new drones around, right, these new little bug drones, And

(01:33:33):
they see our enclosure, our bigenclosure for the cats it's all got chicken
wire all around it. And theysee my cat up on his perch looking
out at all the place, andthey think, oh, let's go torture
the cat for ten minutes with thisthing. And I could just hear it
in their head, like you know, a stupid you know, like,

(01:33:53):
oh yeah, let's go, youknow, play with the cat. Right,
So they fly this thing under thedoor because it could fit perfectly under
the little doorway. But he can't, you know, the cat can't get
out it. So they fly itin there, and there I see them
in my mind's eye making it goup and down. Well, little did
they know that my cat could jumpstraight up like a jack Russell terrier.

(01:34:15):
It's not like a regular cat.Most cats have to jump in a little
bit of an arc and they can'tgo too too high. But this guy
could go like five feet straight upfrom a standing position because he had extra
bones and extra toes and all thismusculature like a dog. Okay, so
this guy goes straight up and hecatches this thing. Now they're panicking.

(01:34:38):
They don't know what to do aboutthat time we come home and the cat's
got the dragonfly, I throw itout there, and all they can do
is wait till dark to go backand retrieve it. And it's a two
hundred and fifty thousand dollars drone probablyor more. And my cat has just
chewed it all up. So howdid they take it back to their boss

(01:35:00):
and say, oh, by theway, here you go. The cat
got it. You know, Icould just see it now. But this
is a true story, you guys, and why? And I find it
even more fascinating. My friends go, if that can't have happened, I
go, Look, if you lookedat my life, anything could happen to
me at this point and it wouldjust be normal for my life, you
know. So I think it's prettyfunny. And yeah, there's God.

(01:35:24):
There's so many more stories I cantell you about my illness, but I'm
not going to go into that becausethat was that's an our saga. But
I will tell you this one.Back in nineteen eighty nine, I was
really sick and I didn't know it. I'm not going to go into the

(01:35:44):
details of what happened, but Ifound out later that I was really sick
and it had something to do withmy spleen and my liver and something else.
Anyhow, So I I go tobed one night, and just as
I'm closing my eyes to go tosleep, now my husband is not home.

(01:36:06):
I got a preface this with thisis my first husband. We've been
married for a little bit of time. But I finally realized even in that
short amount of time, I washardly ever gonna see him. It's the
Wolfman guy Talbot anyhow, he workslike two jobs and he's just busy all
the time and what have you.And I fall asleep, and it's just

(01:36:28):
as I close my eyes and startto fall asleep, I see a white
light kind of by the you know, through my eyelids. But I open
him just a little bit, andI see a figure standing by the bed
that's almost identical to what you're seeinghere on the screen, and he's reaching
his arm out, but instead ofhis hand coming towards me, I see

(01:36:50):
a finger coming towards me. Andthen my eyes close and I feel a
finger being drawn from the top ofmy head down to the bridge of my
nose. And by the time ithits the end of the bridge of my
nose, I am in another place. I am in a place with crystal

(01:37:12):
buildings and people and I can't evenexplain the love. The love is so
profound that there's nothing like it onthis planet that humans can perceive. It's
love that has nothing to do withsex, nothing to do with the opposite
sex, nothing to do with lust, nothing to do with children, nothing

(01:37:38):
to do with a parent's love ora spouse love. It has nothing to
do with that. It is soprofound. It encompasses like every molecule of
your consciousness while you're in this place, and everybody that's there can hear or
feel everything you're thinking, and youcan feel and hear everything they're thinking.

(01:38:02):
And they don't think the way wethink. Even if they had been human
and they're there, they don't thinkthat way because they don't. They can't
because being there is so different thanbeing in three D reality. It's like
your consciousness is just kind of ina in a shell of what is a

(01:38:23):
body, and it's just it's fascinating. Anyhow, I went there and again
they said to me a bunch ofthings, And the bottom line to the
last part of it is they said, sorry about the lights going off and
on, but we have I'm ona timer and I have a friend here
and he just turned it back onagain. Thank God. Hey, probab

(01:38:45):
be sitting here in the dark forthe rest of the show anyhow. So
I'm I'm really happy there. Idon't want to come back. I you
know, they're talking about sending meback, and I go, well,
we didn't I just die. Don'tI get to stay here? I thought
I died, you know, AndI thought, God, that was an

(01:39:06):
angel by the bed. He's takenme to heaven, you know, that
kind of thing. So I getthere and they said, no, You've
got to go back. I said, no, I don't want to go
back. I want to stay here. I want to stay here with you
guys. And I think my grandmotherwas there that had died recently, and
a whole bunch of my friends andBob was there, and I'm like,
I'm not you know, I'm notdoing this. And they said, no,

(01:39:27):
you're going back, and they saidyou've got work to do again,
You've got work to do, andI'm like no. And the next thing
I know, I am again inmy bed, in my body, and
my body feels like it's on fireand it feels heavy and I can't move,
and I'm like, I weighed onehundred and ten pounds. Then.

(01:39:50):
I was a professional dancer at thetime and moving was no issue for me
then. And it felt like someonehad taken concrete poured it in me and
I could not move, and itwas just horrific, so I thought to
myself. I laid there for atwo or three hours crying. I couldn't

(01:40:10):
stop crying. It was so badbeing back here, and I thought,
well, you know what, ifI just kill myself, I can go
back there right now. So Igot up. It was a real struggle
getting up. I went to myhusband's medicine cabinet. He had had surgery
before and he didn't take the painpills, so I got those. I
got my sleep aid pills out ofmy medicine cabinet. I got a bottle

(01:40:31):
of Jack Daniels. I sat onthe side of the bed and started taking
everything and drinking and drinking. AndI'm getting sick to my stomach, but
I'm still keeping it down, okay, and I'm ready to die. I'm
laying there. The next thing Iknow, my husband is shaking me awake
and taking me to the emergency room. Down my stomach pump and they kept

(01:40:54):
me alive. And I was sopissed at him, and I said,
you haven't been home for two yearsthat night, You've never been home.
Why did you come home? Whydid you save me? I wanted to
die. I had a place togo, and the hospital they were going
to put me on a hold,you know, for like trying to commit
suicide kind of thing. But whenI told them what happened, one of

(01:41:16):
the nurses there said, you know, my dad had the same experience,
So let me talk to the doctor. So she talked to the doctor and
she and convinced him that I wasnot crazy and that I wasn't depressed or
anything. I just had had aprofound experience and was trying to relive it.
So anyhow, so they let mego and they didn't do anything.

(01:41:38):
And my husband said, look,she's not like this usually the something must
have happened and that, you knowwhatever. Anyhow, but I asked my
husband on the way home, Isaid, why in the hell did you
come home and save me? Isaid, I could have gone. I
would have been happy. You ruinedmy life. And he said, he
goes, you're not going to believethis. I said, I'll believe anything
right now, he goes, Iheard a voice in my head say you've

(01:42:01):
got to get home now, You'vegot to go home right now, and
he goes, I've never heard anythingin my head before. I thought I
was going crazy. But I droppedeverything and I told my boss there's a
problem at the house, something's goingon. I gotta go. And he
just jumped in his truck and camehome got me. And he'd never heard

(01:42:23):
anything before. And I don't thinkyou ever heard anything since. And you
know, there they are intervening again, not with a voice in my head,
but a voice in somebody else's head. So I'm sure, no kidding,
no, tell me, tell meyour story. I want to hear

(01:42:44):
it. I know we're gonna haveto compare notes. It's gonna take a
while. But again, you knowthe voices, you know, the help
that people, you know, somebodywatching over me. The love, well,
the love you're describing is what Icall love radiation. When I felt,
oh yeah, I felt it.It's every cell in my body.
It was with love. I feltit. Oh my god, it's so

(01:43:04):
intense. But I also felt sadness, not after for for something I said.
And then I was paralyzed, Ohmy god, what And I felt
so much sadness from this this angeliclady figure that looked a lot like Olivia
Newton John and Xanadu oh lot,because in that movie she looked she was
I think the daughter of Zeus ora god figure. And eventually we were

(01:43:30):
in the movie we start her allwearing right with and and and you've got
all these you know, this thishuge bond hair coming down to the shoulders
that she looked a lot like.So in my presentation that I do when
I do conferences, I use thatas a you know, a you know,
comparison, but what you're what you'regoing through. I've I've been through

(01:43:51):
a lot of that, and anda lot of us have. See this
is the cool part about you know, there's all the content. I love
the Linda. Don't get me wrong, Melinda's had those. She's never had
the experiences I've had. And herand I we always laugh, we're like
the Bobbsey twins in all the conventionsand we go to and everybody knows this

(01:44:11):
as good friends. What they don'tknow is that she has had the grays
and the reptile and the my labs, and she's never had the you know,
the beautiful angelic beans that I got. You know. It's like between
the two of us, we've goteverything compacted, you know, but it

(01:44:32):
takes We're very different in our contact, and we argue about our different contacts
all the time. It's not anargument, it's more like, I'm glad
we're good friends because it's nice havingsomebody else who's had completely different experiences than
me and mine, completely different forhers, so that we can kind of

(01:44:54):
understand and weave together how contact thesecan be of different levels or ilksor or
contact or whatever, and be opento all the different possibilities and still call
them all contact. Ain't that thebeauty of it? Yeah? That you
know, these people have so manydifferent stories, and these stories that rich

(01:45:16):
our lives that you know, andthey're so profound. They are every one
of us who've had any of it, like got. I have so much
respect for what Melinda's gone through.And I know there are days she's asked
me a question like what was thelove like she goes. I never got
that kind of thing, she goes. The closest I came to it was

(01:45:39):
when they presented me with my childrenand I was able to love them and
they were able to give me afeeling of love back, she goes,
it was very profound. And Isaid, God, it's got to be
the same kind of thing, youknow, because it's not in this reality,
it's in there that that whole otherstate of reality. The gray aliens

(01:46:00):
create a what I call a holographictype of universe for humans to interact with
them in their ships or in youknow, just in reality, in their
reality. And I had, andthis is an interesting story. I had
a guy that worked for the Nixonadministration. It's a long story. I'm

(01:46:24):
gonna just tell you guys the endof it because it just gets so long.
But basically, he was working forthe CIA and another alphabet agency that
I can't remember. And he wasborn with extra rods and cones in his
eyes. In other words, brightlight hurt him really bad, and he
could be around it. He alwayshad to wear sunglasses as a kid.

(01:46:46):
And the reason it was it wasn'tthe light as much as it was the
color and the depth of color forhim, he said, and the light
made it worse. It just italmost hurt his eyes. So but what
they did find out is because ofthese extra rods and cones, that perceive

(01:47:08):
color and intensity of light. Hewas actually able to see gray aliens in
our reality when it was dark.He could see their energetic fields. He
could know, he would know whenthey were there. And he said,
he always told me this, Hegoes, Lauren. The aliens are with
us all the time. They're aroundus all the time, he goes.

(01:47:31):
The problem is it's another dimension that'slike half a dimension over from our space.
Because if they didn't want to behere observing us, I could not
see them. Okay, they'd bein another dimension where we have no perception
thereof Okay, we can't even getto that frequency. But the grays seem

(01:47:51):
to like to observe us, andthey stay in this place that's halfway between
their dimension and our dimension. Andif you have the right ability, if
you've been turned on by them properly, if they've done something to you physically,
you can perceive them quite more frequently, and quite more often than anybody

(01:48:12):
else has even had contact. There'sspecial things they tweak you with. Anyhow.
The reason I bring this up isbecause he said, when you go
on a ship with them, it'snot necessarily a ship. Think of it
as a hollow deck on the starshipEnterprise, because what they're doing is they're
taking you into something that may beonly the size of a three foot cylinder,

(01:48:35):
but they can create within their consciousspace and your conscious space being in
that other, slightly off dimension,the appearance of a five hundred foot square
football field, and you could havetwenty five other people in that football field,
but they're all within a three footcylinder themselves, and you're all interacting,

(01:49:00):
and you're on different parts of theplanet, interacting in this five hundred
square foot football field in a slightlydifferent dimension. So you could be laying
in your bed and know that you'rebeing contacted and that you're actually in that
five hundred foot five hundred foot squarechip and you are on that ship,

(01:49:24):
but you aren't, so you're intwo places at the same time. So
this this explains a lot of peoplewho say, oh, I know I'm
being taken. I know I'm beingtaken, but their spouse says no,
they were just frozen next to themin the bed, So who knows.
I don't know if this is alltrue, but I trust this guy and

(01:49:46):
I think he was onto something interestingthough. But yeah, well, either
the souls out of the body,and you know what the other person's perceivingly,
you know they're you know, thephysical right h yeah, Well,
anyhow, I just thought i'd throwthat out there, another little tidbit.

(01:50:09):
You know, whether it's real ornot, it's another whole issue. But
I'd love to hear sometime about youryour place of love. You got to
come on my show now. Yeah, well I just cave. It was
a Misha show two weeks ago,so that would be awesome. Yeah,
no, definitely, Bookie, we'lldo that right after this. That'd be
great. Let's see what else isgood. Oh, you know what,
there's no time today to go intothis. This is this is when I

(01:50:30):
met all the super Soldiers and mylife completely changed for another Oh my god.
You know this is another whole show. If you want to do it
sometime, we can do part two. Yeah, let's see. Okay,
let me get through on this.Oh yeah, I wanted to talk about

(01:50:51):
this. This is the very kindof the end of my presentation. It's
about the downloads that I had.I told you I had th major downloads.
I was laying in bed about twoyears ago now, and there's this
place right between awake and a sleepthat I communicate with my ets. I've

(01:51:12):
told them I don't want people showingup in my room. I don't want
any of this craziness. I can'tdeal with it. I don't have time,
right, And so they started showingup as little visions or something when
I started to wake up, andthey got more intense. Sometimes sometimes they'd
be less. Sometimes they don't happenfor a long time. About two years

(01:51:35):
ago, I had a very intenseone. The first one was this.
It was a spider web, justlike the one that Jason Quit saw that
he talks about. Jason Quit's anamazing guy. Read the book from Forbidden
Knowledge, and he's a multi Yeah. Have you ever talked to Jason?

(01:51:58):
Yeah? A conference in drawing.Oh, he's amazing. Should have him
on the show. I'm sure youwill. Anyhow, he and I became
very good friends, and we startedtalking about our contact with our ets.
And his ets are all interdimensional beingstoo. There he doesn't get the grays
and the whatever. He did getone gray one time. He told you
to leave him alone and never cameback, so thank god for that.

(01:52:21):
But anyhow, he had a visiononce of a big spider web. Well,
I didn't know about this at thetime. Okay, this was before
he and I really got into detailsabout what was going on with us,
and so I'm using him as anexample. But I'm laying in bed.
The first vision is a big spiderweb and it comes zooming at me in

(01:52:45):
the darkness, and it's glowing thissilver and gold that's undescribable. I can't
even describe it to people. That'swhat this web is made out of.
But inside of this gold and silverwebbing are words, and the words are
like conspiracy, jfk UFOs, aliens, love, a time travel, knowledge,

(01:53:09):
conspiracy. I mean, there's wordsabout everything I'm involved in, all
the different aspects of it, allthe synonyms of it, all the opposite
words of it. Everything is allintertw interwoven into this gold and silver,
and it becomes instead of a word, it becomes like a concept to me

(01:53:30):
of these different types of energies thatcome off of consciousness, meditation, love,
assassination, evil. I mean,they all become this big knowing that
that is what the cosmos, theuniverse is made of, and we're living
it here on this planet and littlemicrobits because that's all we can handle,

(01:53:54):
those little microbits within our life.Okay, so that's the first concept.
Get off of that spider web,and the spider web at the end of
the vision starts to spin and itbecomes a glowing red heart in the middle,
and then the vision vanishes and Iwake up. Then about two is

(01:54:16):
it two weeks later or a monthlater, something like that, the second
vision starts. It's the same asthe first vision. I get the spider
web coming out of the darkness,I get all the words, I get
the feeling. The middle spins intoa glowing red heart, and then they

(01:54:36):
start telling me and oh their thing. Their last parting words on the first
vision was it's all connected. Okay. I always get these like little three
word zingers when they're about ready toleave, you know, just kind of
summarizing why they're giving it to me. And it was that first one was

(01:54:59):
it's all connected. So now whathappens with the second time is the spider
web in the middle where the heartis turns into the cover of his book.
What the alien is holding in hishand. It's kind of like a
what do they call that? Ican't remember the word. It's a triangle,
a square in a circle all togetherwas spinning and it becomes a torred.

(01:55:24):
I think in the end it becamea torrid like the donut. And
then it started spewing out hearts.The torred started spewing out these little hearts
and spinning and going crazy. Andthen they said, at the end of
that one, and during that wholeexperience, I got the first knowing that
I got about how we're all connectedand that we can we can get little

(01:55:48):
bits of it. And then theyadded the love part where the heart turns
into the torred, and they startedtelling me about love is the key to
our universe and to Mother Earth andto everything around us. Love is the
key. Okay. So that's thelast part of that one. After it's

(01:56:11):
spun up into the tourred, Okay, then it disappears. Then then about
a month or six weeks later,I'm laying in bed, same thing starts
again. The spider web comes atme. I get it's all connected.
I get all the feelings again.Then it goes into love is the Key,
and then the next part starts whereit starts the whole spider web and

(01:56:35):
everything folds into itself and creates thiskind of like I'm looking at a bag,
a knit bag down the opening ofthe bag. It's the only we
can describe it. And I'm lookingdown into it and the torred spinning and
it becomes flat and it starts becomingthe bag, and all these things are

(01:56:55):
happening, and galaxies and universes arefloating around in it. And then at
the end, I get this feelingthat time is eternal, and we're talking.
The whole thing turns into this timelesson, okay, And then they
say at the very end of thistime travel is the answer, and I'm

(01:57:16):
like, okay, we're all it'sall connected. Love is the key,
but time travel is the answer,and I'm like, okay, what does
that mean? You know? Well, the interesting part about what it meant
to me is that two days beforethis vision, I had decided to put
on my first time travel conference andI was looking for speakers. I had

(01:57:41):
just that day been looking for speakersand I couldn't find anybody. Really,
I was kind of like, whoam I going to get for this?
This is crazy? You know,it's not working out so well. I
wake up that day with that wholetime travel is the answer gig, and
I sit down in front of thecomputer and I go, well, I'm
maybe they're trying to tell me,maybe not to do this, because time

(01:58:02):
travel is the answer, and youknow, we know that, so who
cares. But I turn on mycomputer and I'm looking at my newsfeed.
Okay, the top thing on thenewsfeed, the first thing I see,
Harvard professor depicts what time travel lookslike. I'm like, what, So

(01:58:25):
I grab the image and that imageyou see right there on the bottom is
exactly what I saw. But Iwas looking into it instead of the side
view. And this is what hedrew as to what time travel would look
like if it was energy in thecosmos, and it was the same thing

(01:58:49):
I saw in the vision. SoI never did contact him. I tried
to reach him, but you know, whatever, gave up finally and never
had him speak. But I justthought it was fascinating that his vision of
it was the same as mine.Or maybe I was, you know,
popping into his vision, or maybethe aliens gave him the same vision.

(01:59:13):
Who knows, but it's I thoughtit was fascinating and that he got the
same thing at the bottom, whichI forgot to mention when I was describing
it, it looked like a giantwormhole to infinity on that white part there
at the bottom. So anyhow,I just thought it was fun to share
that with you guys. That's amazing. Yeah, those are my three down

(01:59:38):
my last set of downloads. Sowow, I'm amazed. You know,
I'm envious actually that you've got.You've been having so many like psychic experiences.
I've had a few, but youknow they were profound, but yours
is really something. Now You're it'sas if you're being I can't really say

(01:59:59):
moved a, but you're being influencedsomehow. Oh, I'm definitely being influenced.
I mean I don't even have achoice in the matter anymore. It's
gotten to be, you know.I tell people it's kind of like and
I'm not trust me, folks.Has nothing to do with me being Joan
of Arc, but I use heras an example. I feel like Joan

(02:00:20):
of Arc. I feel like Godhas taken over my life and my purpose
and that I just got to stayhumble enough and open enough to hear the
mission and fulfill it. And sometimesit's really clear, sometimes it's not.
I never know how it's going toend up getting to me. And thank

(02:00:44):
God, there's so many other stories. If you have me out again,
I will go into part two inpart three of my whole experiences. This
is a This actually could be asix hour presentation, so I've done it
in three, but it could besix. I mean because I even cut
out stuff out of this and there'sonly what twelve slides, and I could

(02:01:05):
go on for six hours telling peopleabout this because Part two is very intriguing.
It's it's where we have to startfacing the dark side of what God
wants us to know, because youcan't do these these missions from God.
I love the Blues Brothers. Thenext time I do this presentation, I'm
putting that whole scene where the nunfloats down the staircase and then you see

(02:01:29):
them in the car and they go, We're on a mission from God,
because that's really what it all boilsdown to. You know, we're on
a mission from somebody being here,and it could be just your higher self.
You know, you could be God. I believe we all are a
little mini God. Yeah, thedivine entities running around. So yes,
I'd love to have you on fora part two of you know, I'm

(02:01:53):
always interested into the SSB on thisthe Secret Space Program super Soldiers. If
you got stuff I too. Ido. Yeah, I don't have a
ton on the Secret Space Program.I know it's absolutely real though, I
can tell you that, and I'lltell you why in the next presentation about
why I believe it's real. Okay, for two hours, imagine have we

(02:02:16):
I felt like about two hours?Yeah, so so okay, we can
call it night. So so,Laurie, and thanks for coming on.
You're you're you're truly divine. You'vegot an awesome story. You're definitely psychic.
Something's going on with you, andyou've got higher ups protecting you.
So God bless you. You're amazing. Yeah, well, thank you Yannick
for letting me tell my story,because my story is not like all the

(02:02:41):
other contact ees. You know,but I am having contact. I just
we're still trying to figure out whothey are, because you know, if
they're angels and great, then maybewe should start just including the angels in
that whole contact d list, right, you know, give them a chance,
you know, just because they're notbabble grass. Melinda calls him,

(02:03:03):
Oh God, Well, thank youso much for having me. I really
appreciate it. Thanks so much.God, bless and for those watching,
hope you enjoyed tonight's show. I'llsee you guys next time and more into
more experience interviews coming up, Sothanks everyone and take care. Bye bye

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