FearLess eps 134 _Let it Go - The Great Disconnection_ - FearLess with Frank Castle

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Speaker 1 (00:05):
Your protection from this section. This is truth frequency radio
you and you finally learned all down. Magic is imagination change.

Speaker 2 (00:18):
When we are moving into an age of manifestation, I
think the things become actually less material more.

Speaker 1 (00:25):
Look at Golden.

Speaker 2 (00:26):
Dawn is when we awaite into this new new news
station of life, when you think becomes real quicker, regain
our imagination, regained our inner child, and let that inner
child out.

Speaker 3 (00:44):
My name is Frank Castle, founding member of the music
group Heislich and New York City Neo Shaman. After a
serious injury sidelined my career at twenty thirteen, I decided
to set out on an adventure to search for myself with.

Speaker 1 (00:59):
The help of the land medicine.

Speaker 3 (01:01):
Iowas when I discovered waiting for me was something I
could have never prepassed. It was time for me to
become something more, somewhat more. It was time I became fearless.

Speaker 1 (01:21):
It's all day night.

Speaker 3 (01:22):
It's gonna let my life shine as the haunts the
wed space and time.

Speaker 1 (01:26):
When the light starts shine and signed a third eye,
you will wait to the nuline that you never die.
What is up everyone? This is the unmuted Frank Castle
You're Sorcerer Supreme right here each and every Saturday night

(01:50):
on True Frequency Radio, and I'm here with my etherical translator,
Paula Milo.

Speaker 4 (01:57):
Hey, Hey everyone.

Speaker 1 (01:58):
Hi. So that wasn't me and Paula, Paula and I
talking during the hot mic session. That was our special
guest in house who doesn't have a microphone in front
of him because he's gonna sit with us and just join, uh,
join the show spiritually. Nicholas servos, I am, we are
fearless artist and uh and uh what else? Nothing?

Speaker 4 (02:21):
Nothing else?

Speaker 1 (02:22):
He rocks nice. Nice.

Speaker 4 (02:27):
I would like to say something because uh no, I'd
like to address the hot mic situation, and I'd like
to say that it's always Frank's fault when the mic
is hot because he's manning the controls and I can't
reach them. And he does it every week. Uh, you

(02:47):
did it.

Speaker 1 (02:52):
It's always something right, always down to the last minute.
It was just really funny because I'm like, I'm gonna
mute the mics right now. I muted it. We sat down,
we got straight and the computer keyboard flipped over.

Speaker 4 (03:04):
Yeah, it flipped.

Speaker 1 (03:05):
Oh whatever, it just flipped and I looked up and
it was unmuted.

Speaker 4 (03:09):
So just to be clear, because I don't know exactly
when it went hot.

Speaker 5 (03:14):
Shut up, see that this is the kind of Knights,
the kind of.

Speaker 4 (03:19):
Knight it's going to be, because this is the kind
of day it was today. Nick brought, which I think
is so cool. He brought a peanut emin M milk
chocolate bar instead of the Eminem peanuts and it looks
like the greatest thing in the world. But I have
to wait till after the show to eat it because
otherwise you'll hear me crunching and I won't talk. Yea,

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and you had nothing, So that's what we were talking about.

Speaker 1 (03:50):
You guess what we got you?

Speaker 5 (03:57):
We a dummy and you're a dummy too, all right,
you know, look at you.

Speaker 4 (04:05):
Look at you.

Speaker 1 (04:06):
Before we start the show tonight, i'd like to say
shout outs to Chris and Shuri Geo from Beyond the Veil.
Without you guys, we wouldn't be here doing this, not
like this at all. So thank you very much. And
how's it been going? Good? Just not? Yeah, all right,
that's good. You look good, Thank you very much. All right,

(04:29):
New York thing, trying to get back to New York
in the New York state of mind. I think we
could get him to talk perhaps tonight.

Speaker 4 (04:36):
Oh, we got it. Okay, there we go.

Speaker 1 (04:41):
All right, So it's been a little while. I am
we are feelss dot com artist Nicholas Servos.

Speaker 4 (04:50):
I'm wearing a T shirt.

Speaker 1 (04:51):
Sweet look at that. Go over to the site I
am we our Feelings dot com. You can check out
the shirt that Paul is wearing. What does it say? Reinvent, rebuild, redo,
remake and uhtake and retake was reality. That's pretty awesome short.
Actually it's a good hot cellar like hot pancakes, hot
knife due butter.

Speaker 4 (05:11):
I had to flash down to the top though, because
I can't have anything tied around my neck, so every
cutting necks off all my shirts.

Speaker 1 (05:17):
Is that why you do that?

Speaker 4 (05:18):
I do? I do? I feel like I'm being strangled.
Otherwise it's a thing I don't know.

Speaker 1 (05:24):
In the past life, we grabbed a she was a
judo teacher instructor, and I ran up on her and said,
I told you not to wear that geet a glass anymore,
and I choked her out with it. I held her
against the wall and she just got up on those
toes and couldn't take it. That little body just gave out,
wiggling and struggling.

Speaker 4 (05:45):
But I can't even wear I can't even wear a turtleneck.

Speaker 1 (05:48):
I fell out.

Speaker 4 (05:49):
I can't I can't wear. I can't even talk about it.
I can't wear a turtle neck. I feel like I'm
being strangled like slowly.

Speaker 1 (05:56):
No, I actually I do understand. I hate it when
I really long arms, so I have to buy the
extra large. I know, right because when I put my
arms up too, I just showed it like the little
the cuffs on the arm always go back past the past,
the wrist. So I just want you, guys, shout out
to everybody in the Fielders family. I want you guys
to see, excuse me, how crazy it has gotten to

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the point of I wouldn't call it snapping, but I
would in a in a not bad way.

Speaker 4 (06:27):
Oh poor nock God here, got yelled at as soon
as he walked to the door. It's everything. Anything that
could go wrong does go wrong right before the show.
Most nights. There are some nights when everything's just easy, breezy.
If Frank look, Frank and I look at each other,
like what's gonna happen? Like to go out, like is
the top of the top of the house, gonna call.

Speaker 1 (06:47):
I mean with the new energies in general. Oh yeah,
I go to make a point with this, like it's
been absolutely insane and now it's reflecting in the show.
Oh yeah, it's coming through humor.

Speaker 4 (06:55):
Well, look how good today was. We were in the sun.
We were in the yard the whole day.

Speaker 1 (06:59):
Okay, so today was intense. It was sixty six degrees
in New York. Yesterday it was thirty degrees at night.

Speaker 4 (07:05):
Oh it was cold. We had the heater on.

Speaker 1 (07:07):
The jumping temperature has been insane. Yeah, And did you
notice this because you've been doing a lot of driving
the sun and the color of the sun and how
big and bright it is, like it's blinding around like
that one two o'clock right the height when you're driving
towards it. Even with the sun blockers on or something,
it even looks bigger more, I think more.

Speaker 4 (07:28):
It was like real sun today. It felt like I
was sitting on I.

Speaker 1 (07:32):
Shaved my face. It felt that light when you first
get that burn on you.

Speaker 4 (07:35):
Yeah, light burn. What We were outside for a couple
of hours. My squirrel came. That squirrel must have taken
about thirty nuts today, we spent the afternoon just giving
nuts up.

Speaker 1 (07:47):
There as a shaman. One of the first things we
notice it is nature responding to us. Here Paul feeds
everyone and every.

Speaker 4 (08:00):
Thing, oh anything with a face.

Speaker 1 (08:02):
So when that springtime flow just starts to hit, it's
almost like they line up outside.

Speaker 4 (08:08):
That squirrel came back and forth for nuts for about
two hours today and Frank Frank was like, come on,
baby squirrel, come on, and it was we would throwing
nuts for two hours and it was like the best time.
And then we got you know, then we came back
in and we got back to it.

Speaker 1 (08:26):
Why is that a good time? Though, Let's let's keep
it fresh for the show, because we're sitting in the sun.

Speaker 4 (08:32):
And degrees state of happiness, not thinking about anything else,
just being in the moment.

Speaker 1 (08:41):
And in that moment, we call that being in the now.
Thank you, thank you, thank you. Ah so being in
the now? So how do you get into the now?

Speaker 4 (08:54):
That's the hard part, that's the hard part. You got
to shut it. You gotta shut your mind.

Speaker 1 (09:00):
Work. I gotta cash my check, I gotta feed the cats,
I gotta dust them up the floor and the ceiling
and the birds and the bees. How do you connect.
You can take your shoes off and put them in
the grass. You could sit in the sun. You could
take a nice hot or cold shower right and breathe
your way through it.

Speaker 4 (09:20):
Just walk anything just to get your mind off things
for a few minutes exactly.

Speaker 1 (09:25):
These are Listen to your favorite song. I would stay
away from the depressing stuff. I would say, like, just
something that you like that keeps you up and moving
and motivate it or makes you feel good. I like
anthemy things like sounds right. So if it's like a
lot of people like like everybody, everybody get together, come
on right, like stuff like that where everyone's cheering it

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and get you going on the revit up like an
engine because some people need that.

Speaker 4 (09:51):
No, the cat needs it. We're giving were what are
what kind of music did you put on the on
the IP.

Speaker 1 (09:56):
I've been playing every.

Speaker 4 (09:57):
Prepared for the cat. We're trying to get the cat.
She's she's depressed and she won't come out from under
the bed. It's like two and a half months now.

Speaker 1 (10:05):
So I asked Goddess Bass during one of the medication
and she answered you and she responds, you want to
work with sound. You sound, and I'm like, oh, I
got this extra speaker right here, and then I just
plugged in my old iPad and just been letting it run.
It worked for a little bit, and then she got
frightened again.

Speaker 4 (10:23):
She did. But it's working now because she pops her
head out. She comes out for a few minutes, she
lets you touch her, and then she goes right back in,
but she's making contact.

Speaker 1 (10:34):
What what issues have you been having during the level
up time?

Speaker 4 (10:39):
Oh, my goodness, Uh, sleeping, not sleeping, weird body aches,
things that haven't hurt me in a long time, hurting me.
I feel like I pulled my neck, back sholder, my neck,
shoulder and back the last three days.

Speaker 1 (10:56):
My neck, my back mop and mock crack.

Speaker 4 (10:59):
Now, but it's sorry now that we're making making it
about you.

Speaker 1 (11:06):
I guess, oh, I was making it all about you yours.

Speaker 4 (11:09):
Yeah, I see, I see how that was about me. Yeah,
just weird body aches and uh cranky, I've.

Speaker 1 (11:16):
Been very absurdly cranky. Now we're going on thirteen days
a pure crank master. But it's okay, it's all right.
What has happened in that time We talk about it
on the show. One falls the other rises, one falls,
the other rises like almost like a balanced seesaw, right,
like a ride to go back and forth. The shifts

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are different, and we're not giving each other crap for it. Right,
there's some annoying things, but we be fined.

Speaker 4 (11:44):
Yeah, we're making allowances.

Speaker 1 (11:45):
Yeah, we have between actions during the time where you'd go, well,
all right, well if he comes to bed between four
and five, right, I'm going to stay literally in there
and get a good solid fifteen to twenty minutes of
like cuddle time because that's when she's waking up and
the cats and starting to stir. But everyone's going to
everyone else.

Speaker 4 (12:03):
Is going they don't want us to sleep in the
same bed together. As soon as we get in the
same bed together, one cat starts, then another cat starting the.

Speaker 1 (12:11):
Other night, and there with one cat on my pillow,
one cat where my chest line would be, and then
one by my feet, and they all just looked at
me and I went, are you serious? And they just
looked at me like get out.

Speaker 4 (12:23):
Yeah, like that, like why can't you just curl up
on the floor like we do?

Speaker 1 (12:26):
Yeah, So interesting stuff. What issues have you been having,
like just general stuff sleeping and lower back? Okay, so pains.

Speaker 4 (12:36):
Yeah, same thing with made. Yeah, that's how I feel. Yeah, no, no,
get up and go yeah. And I've been even upping
all my magnesium too. Nothing. Nothing. It's like you get
a little bit of energy, you get a little bit
of motion going, and you do a couple of things,
and then you burn out.

Speaker 1 (12:54):
Yeah, and we're not talking out, and then you'll go
down for a little bit for like two hours, and
you might wake up and think, oh, I woke up.

Speaker 4 (13:02):
Oh yeah the other night and I'm like, oh, it's.

Speaker 1 (13:04):
Eight o'clock in the morning. And then I looked at
the clock. It was eleven o'clock at night, and I'm like,
I started screaming.

Speaker 4 (13:10):
He was so upset, he said, he said, don't even
come out here. I don't even don't even come out here.
I'm upset.

Speaker 1 (13:19):
Don't say anything, stay in bed. And she's like, what happened?
I go another And it took hours for that to
go away. But when it did, I realized what was
going on. There's this weird energy balance that your body
is trying to figure out what's happening, right, So you
get a sudden burst of an energy you've never felt

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before or haven't felt since you're a kid, or just
something you've experienced lightly and then it hits you and
you're like, oh, I could rock this. It's like wearing
a new suit. It's like yeah, and then two hours
into it, you're like, bro, I can't, I can't. I
gotta lay lay down now that's your body.

Speaker 4 (13:58):
Yeah, just telling you get.

Speaker 1 (14:00):
Used to that, trying to get used to the day
wage is And how would you how would you slowly
change the concept of time if you were in this
process to not like freak everyone out, to remove time

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or to change time from what we think of it
to what maybe the next observation point of time is.
Because I've observed it from many levels, so for me
saying it, it doesn't matter, though the mass group has
to say it. So what would be like something you
can do or that you would realize that that's working
on you, like the no time is beginning to advance

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on your your personal space.

Speaker 4 (14:48):
Well, we've been doing it because we've we now had
to change our schedules to factor in Frank's grandma. So
we've been spending a lot more time at the house recently,
and you know, going in shifts.

Speaker 1 (15:00):
It's almost like more people time.

Speaker 4 (15:02):
It is, but allowing also time to to recover from that,
you know.

Speaker 1 (15:09):
So recovery.

Speaker 4 (15:10):
Yeah, so like we've been instead of you know, in
the beginning, we were trying to conquer everything together and
then we realized, we realized that that's just we're just
burning the candlelip.

Speaker 1 (15:21):
Everyone burns out like that.

Speaker 4 (15:23):
So then we started working in shifts. And then once
we started working in shifts, it was a little bit
easier because then your mom got into the groove of
the shift and everyone got into the everyone got into
like this really great.

Speaker 1 (15:38):
Groove and your personal tribe. I'm sorry, I'm just yeah, no, no, no,
was a little bit at a time.

Speaker 4 (15:46):
Yeah, just a little like what you can a little,
you know, and not not over committing and you.

Speaker 1 (15:54):
Know, not under committing as well by a lot.

Speaker 4 (15:56):
And no promises. We haven't been making any promises because
promises it's a setup because then if you can't keep it,
you feel guilty, the other party feels guilty, and it's
a nightmare. So no promise is being very careful about
using the word promise.

Speaker 1 (16:12):
You know, we can't use the old ways anymore.

Speaker 4 (16:15):
No, and doing committing to what you can, even if
it's something small, committing to what you can and getting
that one thing done. You know, like your mom needed
you to help with something the other day. You did.

Speaker 1 (16:27):
I said, what's on the list? Ye? She gave me
the top three and I said okay. And then she
started rambling, and I said, okay, no, no, no, no, no.

Speaker 4 (16:34):
Slow it, yeah, stop it, one thing at a time.

Speaker 1 (16:36):
The most important. Well, we got to do this. I said, okay,
Well what do you want to do? She goes, can
we go right now?

Speaker 4 (16:42):
And I go yeah.

Speaker 1 (16:43):
Now. I could have said no and really pushed it
back and been like, yo, I just got here. I
just woke up. Now. I bit my lip and looked
at her, and I knew that we weren't doing one thing,
but I was going to now help her get this
all done in an hour as long as there's no traffic.
And you did in one hour her top three were done,

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and you then inserted.

Speaker 4 (17:06):
Yeah, I was at the house, and he got the.

Speaker 1 (17:08):
Way from me and got to you, and the next
group of things got done, and I went, holy yeah
it goes. Oh my god, I'm into tomorrow stuff right, yes,
it's not even an hour and a half.

Speaker 4 (17:18):
And what did she say? Okay, see you in two days.

Speaker 1 (17:20):
So it was like, well, we're having done get out.

Speaker 4 (17:22):
Yeah, Frank and I had a day off and then
and then on the next day we split the shift again.
I was in the morning, you were in the afternoon. Done,
you know. And I don't mean like we weren't rushing
through it, but we're committing to things we knew we
could complete. So we were doing tasks that we knew
we could complete in short bursts of time. This way,

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no one's time is wasted.

Speaker 1 (17:46):
Oh my god, I want to bottle what we just said.
I can't say.

Speaker 4 (17:53):
Frank's Frank's getting himself a cup of coffee. He just
looked like, pee wee her. And when you ran back, all.

Speaker 1 (18:04):
Right, so check it out what you just said. Literally Okay, no,
I know, but we're here together. So it's a terrible threesome, right,
So we're like, check it out. What you can manage
and what you can do, you do and don't promise more.
If you cannot.

Speaker 4 (18:24):
Stop there, stop there.

Speaker 1 (18:26):
But doing what you can is the only thing that's important. Okay,
let's work back into this now moment question and note
and time changing. How do you know when time for
you is becoming something different than it was. Oh, how

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do you notice? Well, did you notice with me when
I was screaming on Tuesday when I thought it was Thursday?

Speaker 4 (18:53):
Oh yeah, he thought Wednesday. He thought it was Thursday.
And I told him, Frank, it's only when.

Speaker 1 (18:58):
No, but the following night, the night before, I was
already on that thinking because of my shift.

Speaker 4 (19:06):
Because you were kind of ahead of your schedule. And
then it completely messed him up when I told him
it was Wednesday. And I almost that, I almost felt
bad that I even said it, and I wasn't trying.

Speaker 1 (19:17):
I didn't. I literally didn't know any better.

Speaker 4 (19:19):
That's why Friday worked out so well. That's why Friday was.

Speaker 1 (19:22):
When blank out my mother was having this, I'm like, Diane,
you're right. She goes, hey, listen, I don't know what
today is. I don't know what tomorrow is.

Speaker 4 (19:32):
Yeah, I'm just at one thing at a time.

Speaker 1 (19:34):
One thing at a time, one moment at a time.
And I said, you know, she legit didn't know. It's
like asking someone who's the president and they go, I
got nothing right. That's when it starts. You feel that
it's slipping from you. It's those moments where you're like, oh,
because you're not rocking it for like a moment. No,

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I thought it was Friday, you know, Damn I was
off tomorrow. No, this was going on for twenty hours
like straight, and I was prepping getting things done that
needed to be for that day because I got everything
else done for the day before and the day before that,
like I was on the Screwball mission. But when time
just all of a sudden, just it's gone. It's not

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there anymore. It's just what you're doing moment after moment,
and that's it.

Speaker 4 (20:22):
But now today, look up. It's for example, we got everything,
we got everything we had to get in the house done,
and we still had time to sit outside and enjoy
the weather, right, and there was enough time before the show,
and there still is enough time to have a great evening.

Speaker 1 (20:43):
Yes. Yes, So it's just getting things done that or
can do in the moments that they get done, and
being present in that moment and then continuing into the next.

Speaker 4 (20:55):
What you can't do or can't get to, you can't
do or can't get to, don't worry worry about it.

Speaker 1 (21:01):
The world is not going to end, it's not going
to stop.

Speaker 4 (21:03):
No, because you'll get that time back to do that thing.
But you will, you will get that time back. If
you believe you will, it will happen.

Speaker 1 (21:11):
So yeah, you absolutely will.

Speaker 5 (21:16):
It sounds like the natural way to do things.

Speaker 4 (21:18):
Just do something, not.

Speaker 1 (21:20):
Worried about the clock the day.

Speaker 4 (21:22):
But that's not that's not everybody because so many people
have so many things to do in one day. It's impossible,
you know it, it can It could be impossible. That's
that's where learning how to say no comes in, not
over committing comes in.

Speaker 1 (21:38):
I think that this is where regimented schooling when they
have you in an auditorium lined up like you're hitler Ugen,
you know, in like Catholic school, that's what they did
to me. They regiment you to these weird things at
early in the morning, like seven o'clock in the morning,
and they get you to do these things and your
my mind was never up at that time until like
ten in the morning. And they say, well, you shouldn't

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even be doing anything until ten o'clock. But some people
thrive during this time. And sometime during that and I
say to myself, am I screw up?

Speaker 4 (22:07):
I don't you can let a mountain.

Speaker 1 (22:09):
I don't. I'm not doing like hard drugs to keep
me up, and I'm my schedule.

Speaker 4 (22:15):
Yeah, that's the way you different.

Speaker 1 (22:19):
My body's regiment is like, no, you're not working during
that time. It's not happening. You're not getting up. You
will fail at your attempt. So when I went to school,
I was late every day for like three years.

Speaker 4 (22:31):
Because it didn't work for you. My cousin was the
same way. If she could have had a night job,
or she could have gone to school at night, she
would have she would have been she would have been right.

Speaker 1 (22:39):
And it doesn't mean I'm unregimented because if I started
just at that time, instead, I excel past everyone.

Speaker 4 (22:44):
Oh yeah see, and now me I'm an early per.
Well not, I don't know what I am not. Yes,
I to the chatroom, folks. Yes I know. I have
a very thick Bronx accent.

Speaker 1 (22:53):
And Long Island is right over the bridge, literally six
minutes from you.

Speaker 4 (22:58):
The more oh bity I get, the more my bronx
accent comes out. It's horrible. I can't do anything about it.
I can't even speak Italian because my Bronx accent is
so thick. I took Italian for four years. I could
say six words, he already.

Speaker 1 (23:14):
Got more than I do with Spanish, and I'm Italian,
but I've always tried to do Spanish. I even have
two years of Latin under my belt, both failing. Great.

Speaker 4 (23:22):
Do you really.

Speaker 1 (23:24):
The father that looked like Gargamel? He tells my aunt,
who's like my crazy aunt. He's like, she comes to
school because he's pissed off because I'm not getting things
correct in his class.

Speaker 4 (23:36):
And she goes, what grade were you in?

Speaker 1 (23:38):
I was in sophomore year in high school. So he's like,
if this was my kid, I tie him to a
chair and I beat him with this textbook and the
textbook with this giant book. And he's telling Debbie this,
and Debbie goes, well, and that's why they don't let
you procreate. Whoa I thought they were going to swing
on it. She always defended me couldn't and then she
dated the Dane and discipline at the next school. But

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years prior, I walked into the school and he's like,
we've been waiting for you, Frankie something. What's going on?
And I go, oh, Andrew Sadia, how are you doing?
And I go you you work here? And he's like,
frank we got to have a talk, and I'm like,
it's a matter, and he's like, come on in. And
I went into the room and it's a Dina discipline.

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Shut the door, and he's like, I don't want to
hear another word. I don't want to hear about your
red I don't want to hear about this. I don't
want to hear about the screaming at the top of
his lungs.

Speaker 4 (24:29):
He's like, you didn't even he was preparing.

Speaker 1 (24:31):
He came outside. I told you this once. He he
was scaring everyone and he just he bodied all the
Italian kids against the wall because he was Italian, so
we would go, oh, it's all boy, Sadia, ain't your friend.
And he pushed this up against the wall. He ripped
the phone book in half in front of us. This
guy was like five foot, like a neanderthal. He looked
like Super Mario brothers, and he he had little sausage fingers.

(24:55):
He tore the book right in half. Everyone there just
shut up and was like, yes, sir, like it. It
became a military school at that point, he'll do it.

Speaker 4 (25:06):
Didn't the guy on the shield do that rip a
phone book in half?

Speaker 1 (25:10):
Oh? Well, there's a thing if you bend it a
little bit, or spread it out as you first start
to go. If you got a really intense grip, you'll
be able.

Speaker 4 (25:17):
To do this.

Speaker 1 (25:18):
Dude grabbed it and tore it in half. We were screaming.
We're in high school. We're like, oh, that wasn't a joke,
right there, Everything got serious.

Speaker 4 (25:26):
That's very scary.

Speaker 1 (25:27):
Yeah, I'm like, I don't want you to put your
hand in my lunch. Get out of here, buddy.

Speaker 4 (25:30):
We must have been two very different people in high
school because none of the staff or teachers ever ripped
a phone book in front of me.

Speaker 1 (25:39):
You know what that means, just means you were boring. Yeah,
I spent four years. When you add it all up.
Do you know that non spoiler Captain Marvel the movie?
You were just asking me about it before they made
the shape Shifters the Reptilians in the movie, because it's
about shape shifting rep tiles fighting another that's not a spoiler.

(26:02):
They're fighting the other guys, and Marvel gets involved because
she thinks she's one of them. Right, So in the comics,
the shape Shifters are the villains, and they have their
villains in the comics for still, right, They're like one
of the best set of villains because they shape shift
and their reptiles from another planet and they've infested the
entire planet, so they made them the good guys and

(26:24):
Captain Marvel just want to point that out. Just another
thing that I want to TikTok, TikTok that will be
coming through me for sure, your friends, the reptilian is
from space. Not to mention space, and I'll say, no,
you've been here the whole time, a little baby heaven.
Your protection from deception will be right back. I'm not

(26:46):
the drinker of ayahuasca. Just to frame my mind fall up.
When is a reptilian no longer a reptilian.

Speaker 4 (27:01):
Listening to the.

Speaker 1 (27:01):
True true frequency?

Speaker 3 (27:03):
Rightward, no hate, no height, no no, no no fields.

Speaker 1 (27:12):
Tree fantasy, Where.

Speaker 6 (27:20):
Moment with me and walk with me this awake of
from my reality girl, from this try this world.

Speaker 1 (27:53):
My name is Frank Castle, your sorcerer Supreme, and I'm
returning with Nicholas Irvos and my theorical translator, Paul Milo
from the Speed Force. God damn it, Barry just kidding.
We're having an intense comic book conversation. It just breaks
out sometimes shout outs to Johnny ayahuasca. You've been coming
back up into the noses lately. Without you, I'd have

(28:15):
no what do they call that? When when you you
kind of have the nosis of it, then you go
over it, review it and realize you have like no
finishing move. That's what I was thinking of, the non
finishing move factor. I had that problem. I couldn't finish
the project, couldn't finish. I never did it. I had
it the information in my head. Don't know, you know,

(28:40):
I never realize you if you don't have a reference point,
like if someone's explaining to you chemistry and then puts
it in your head and then says, Okay, now I
told you what to do. You know what to do.
Your internals know what to do. Now go do it.
And you're like, oh, I know how to do that.
And then you go to do it and you're just
screw it up. Left and right. Guy watching basketball right

(29:02):
starts telling you what to do, and then you're like, yo, man,
you have ever been out on the court. He's like, bro,
I can dribble, give me that. I'm like Jordan And
he gets the ball and dribbles and it just flies
away from him. Over and over and over. He misses
every shot because he's never dribbled a ball, He's never
actually been out doing anything.

Speaker 4 (29:18):
So I don't know. I watched Law and Order as
for you twelve seasons. I think I could pretty much
commit a good murder. I just tell him.

Speaker 1 (29:26):
So, I was trying to explain to paul and my
other half the difference between her kind of anger and
crazy and right. So I'm I'll I'll be cool all
the time. Right if it's pretty obvious with me, if
I'm angry at mang if I'm not plotting your murder,
but I'm not trying to do that. If you run
up on me though, and you're like, bro, I'll punch

(29:48):
you in the face. You're not leaving that situation without
a black eye or a missing tooth, because I can't
let you go because if I let you leave and
you come back with a gun, this is what I
was taught when I was a kid, they'll kill you.
So I'm a very reactive person at that moment. But
I won't do anything other than that, right Paula, She's like, wait,
what is You're like, Yo, listen, something happens with you

(30:11):
or whatever. I'm just gonna kill your cat. I'm like
what She's like, I go, you hear that, buddy, and
he runs this side of the room. I go, run
for your life. No matter what she's say, Like, Paula,
if I catch you cheating on me, I'm gonna bust
you in the eye or something. I don't never say
nothing like that, Right, if I catch you in the moment,
someone's gonna catch a beat. And that's all I'm saying.

(30:31):
She's like, yeah, if anything happens, here's the order and
list of things that gonna occur. And I'm like, what
are you talking about? Like, so you're pre planned. You
have like a card I could buy and swipe. It's prepaid,
It's already planned out from the beginning. Like I don't
have that visual. It's just the obvious stuff. If I
walk in the house and see something like that, someone's

(30:51):
going through a window. But that's just that's basic common sense, right.

Speaker 5 (30:56):
So I just want to show you, guys, is premeditated.

Speaker 4 (31:00):
So it's worse.

Speaker 1 (31:00):
I would be definitely a Jedi and you would for
sure be the Sith.

Speaker 4 (31:05):
Yes, I'm scared her scared of me because you're stupid
and there's no reason for you to be scared.

Speaker 5 (31:12):
I woulds off to the point where he punches me
in the face. But I wouldn't say boo to you.

Speaker 4 (31:17):
But but but but you see, I'm the nicest person.

Speaker 1 (31:20):
She's the smallest one in the room, and you could
see what she's doing to two grown men.

Speaker 4 (31:24):
No, Nick is being silly. He's being silly. No, I understand.
But there's no reason for you to be scared of me.
You know that you're here. You can have anything you want.

Speaker 1 (31:33):
You know.

Speaker 4 (31:34):
I know this, But I won't step out of line.
But why would you step up?

Speaker 1 (31:39):
This is some past life stuff.

Speaker 4 (31:41):
Oh it has to be. It has to be because
I do scare people sometimes.

Speaker 1 (31:47):
No, not like still affecting him. He's like, I hear that,
and I'm like, you know what, she's tough grandma.

Speaker 4 (31:55):
I would have been a tough grandma if I if
I h yeah, I would have been a tough grandma.
But you know, Frank, Frank skidz easily, and I know
how to do that to him. I would never kill
his cat. His cat's my cat and I love him.
But the idea of this is scaring Frank and making
him think that I would do something like.

Speaker 1 (32:13):
That is what I like see puts the lotion on
the skin or else gets the hose again.

Speaker 4 (32:22):
Right, only when you're bad, Frank.

Speaker 1 (32:25):
Right, So don't worry. We cover all that stuff here
as well. In this house. We it goes from A
to Z and back and reverse an upside down. We
got it all here. It's the one stop shop.

Speaker 4 (32:37):
Now you know what it is. I don't get angry often.
Frank gets angry every day.

Speaker 1 (32:44):
Paula got so angry she was vibrating and then she
let it out. It was like a joe dropped in
extra three inches and she went her and I was like, wow,
I was like an angry bird super power. But every
one of us was on the other side of the
room trying to get out that door. At the same time.
I'm like, God, get out of the way. I can't
get to the door. I don't want to step on

(33:04):
the cat. Everybody's afraid. Everyone. There wasn't one person that
wasn't skagger. What are you saying of man? But it's
no let me out.

Speaker 4 (33:15):
But it doesn't happen often. That's the thing. It never
happens often. Frank is mad at the world every single day,
and his excuses but I'm never mad at you. But
I got to hear it, whether you're mad at the
universe or the elementals or the Camp Trails or or
the guy did something to you know, like whatever happened,

(33:38):
I can't And.

Speaker 1 (33:42):
I was like, do you hear that? I don't want
to talk about it? That was so funny, though, No, No,
I'm just letting it out tonight because I know you are.
But you guys want to hear that. You know, we're
just as normal as But it happened.

Speaker 4 (34:00):
But Frank gets mad every day at the world and
he's like, but it's never at you, babe, and I'm like,
but I have to listen to it every single day.
I only get mad once in a while, and it's
got to be something really good because I usually don't
waste my energy on it.

Speaker 1 (34:15):
But when I do, that's a good lesson though, because
it is one of those things. And I've said this
on the show before, is Paul is one of my heroes, right,
And then you're like, oh, and I did it. But
the truth is I met my heroes growing up and
they all failed me. You have not failed me, and
I've thrived to be more like you in a lot
of ways. A are you gonna cut your shirt? I

(34:39):
do sometimes wear shirts without the sleeves on them, so
it reflects that way. Get the way. So and as
we said this, you know, you get a little visit
right up by the microphones. Because without that insert to
be my other half, that would never have blended into
my world, into my life, into my nosis. It was

(35:04):
the unlock for many many things. Right, So I try
to not actually we over exaggerate, and you know, but
I do go through my moments. But what we do
is learn from each other. This is what I see,
at least I do see this, and it's learn from
each other. I've been doing a lot.

Speaker 4 (35:26):
Of Yeah you made dinner a couple of nights this
week without.

Speaker 1 (35:29):
Any help on the planet. Like, even if you like
to do nothing, what do you do? Right? Do you
work out? Yeah? Well, how long do you work out for?
Like two hours? That's pretty good or it's already a plus.
What else you do?

Speaker 4 (35:45):
Well?

Speaker 1 (35:46):
I don't know, not much. I like to read, play
video game? Do what book? What book do you read? Right? Like?
You just go positive? Positive, jump off, jump off, hope
and hope, hope, hope, hope, and then do one thing.

Speaker 4 (36:00):
To chat with folks and make a photo it.

Speaker 1 (36:08):
My coffee gets cold so fast. I don't know what
the hell the problem is in this house. It's like
the law of physics don't work on a burner. All right.
I wanted to talk about about if we had one
class of beings on the.

Speaker 4 (36:22):
Planet right now, Why do you want to talk about that?
That's so stupid?

Speaker 1 (36:25):
Really is one class and class?

Speaker 5 (36:27):
Just hold on like what just okay, sorry, this is
what I'm talking about.

Speaker 1 (36:33):
Thirteen days minimum this kind of stuff. Shut up, holy
sheep ship, all right, So.

Speaker 4 (36:45):
Gad tell me about this nonsense now again. I want
to I want to hear I want to hear this, Gad.

Speaker 1 (36:53):
Okay, because of the different distractions that are going on
and trying to pinpoint where in what you should remove
plug from, remove a connection from you to it from
right now? Why are you laughing at this? This is
really supposed to be kind of important. But okay, she's
laughing in my face tonight. Way to go opposite on

(37:15):
that one, Polly poo you said, don't I can't.

Speaker 4 (37:34):
Nikki brought this sitty cab. He brought the funny all right.

Speaker 1 (37:40):
So if you had one class of people on the planet, right,
and you just called them human, just human beings. Okay,
this is what I was getting at, not a richer
class upon I'm not I'm not even getting into that.
This is if you were sitting at home and said
to my you're sitting there going, okay, look, I listened

(38:00):
to truth frequency and a whole bunch of other stuff, right,
and I'm kind of trying to figure out what stuff
I should connect to, what I should believe, how to
use discernment. I have a pretty easy way for those
that are like, well, the spiritual stuff you guys talk
about little nuts, it's like too far left or right
for me. I went through this like two weeks ago.

(38:21):
I didn't get a chance. We never got a chance
to talk about this on the show. But I thought,
if you had just one class and it was human,
and you were like, okay, what part of this one
class of people around the planet was. If you were
to look at it doesn't look correct, kind of making

(38:44):
it difficult for the other ones to be there, right,
parasiting off of things, right, you would look at it
as if you were one unit, one giant system, so
as above so below. If we look at it from
space kind of blow up the picture a little bit.
What looks ugly and what looks corrosive, and what looks
gross and who's doing what and what implicates motivations to

(39:11):
do certain things and to be able to see that
in the human that and it became prey versus parasites, right,
Like in nature, a lion killing a gazelle, right, that's prey.
It's not parasitic, right, it eats it. It's part of

(39:32):
nature as above so below in this place of duality
and all that. Then there's the thing that attaches to you.
It starts to grow, and then you touch someone else
with it, and that person takes it to the next
person or someone doing something that puts you into a

(39:54):
category where there's nothing you can do but life depends
on it. And then now natural it's breaking the law
to be able to do that, Okay, parasitic the way
certain police functions, the way certain mob functions parasitic, right,
Not all some parts of are parasitic. What would you

(40:16):
do if you looked at this one class and just said,
we're all humans? Man? Okay, what should I disconnect from?
What are these distractions they're talking about? Okay? What is
a parasite versus me being eaten by the lion, or
me being the lion eaten the gazelle. If that's how
you want to look at it. Put it into a
perspective what works in nature and what doesn't. You've walked

(40:40):
through nature and you're like, whoa that doesn't belong There
an old, rusty, junked out car in the middle of
a beautiful field that's been freshly motor and my neighbor's
yard and it's just filled with that junk and the
over stuff and the brush, and it brings rats and
insects and disgusting things and roaches in an entire area
where everything's like close to a million dollars. You say

(41:03):
to yourself, what what right? That's it's parasitic to the environment.
The person that throws the trash out the window, right
and then just keeps driving, or the person that hit
somebody with the car and keeps going, or the person
that doesn't hold the door open for the other for
the old lady and the old lady's hitting now with
the door. I'm just using examples, but this happens every metaphorically,

(41:27):
it happens in every layer everywhere. So when you look
into this, things like lawyers and politicians and things of
that ilk you start to see no need for because
it's actually a parasitic environment because what does it do.
It takes, takes, takes, it never gives, it completely lies,

(41:48):
it grows bigger, it makes more problems. Right there, you're
not problem solvers, you're problem makers. And then how are
we in a system supposed to do X, Y and
Z if I can't aff or to even comprehend what
you're even talking about. I make twenty six thousand a year, bro,
I don't know. I know. And it's becomes parasitic to

(42:08):
the environment, and then it becomes parasitic to the space
that you're in, thus making everything nastier and bringing the roaches,
bringing the darker beings, the or the bad energy, the
crappy mojo. But it's not It is each individual person's

(42:30):
thing to pull up their bootstraps and all that bullshit.
But at the same time, when you have parasitic elements,
it makes it hard to crawl out of a bucket.
So you don't get the opportunity that let's say, this
person over here would because you're in the infestation. Granted,
we all hear it on the other side. We choose this.

(42:50):
But now, what as this one class of humans? We
bring the tribes together. This is what I'm getting at.
Are going to consider parasitic elements that need to be removed. Now,
that doesn't mean you need to go out and do
something about it out there inside of you. You change
and disconnect the cord absolutely and remove whatever residue of

(43:14):
the parasite, or literally in health terms, we go back
to Tony Robbins and all this stuff again. You might
just need to get a colon glens because there's some
there's some stuff up in there and it's live.

Speaker 4 (43:27):
Yes, But these are all things that you can you
can do. These are all changes that you can make
if you choose to make them. Don't deal with the
rumors and the gossip and the fodder. Eat better food, okay,
don't eat fast food as much. Okay, you can't live
without it, that's fine. Try to eat less. Don't drink soda.

(43:48):
Soda will kill you. We do it. We drink ginger ale, Okay,
we don't drink a lot of it.

Speaker 1 (43:53):
I only drink and my stomach's wrecked.

Speaker 4 (43:55):
No, I understand that, but you know, I mean these
are things that they're they're they're that we.

Speaker 1 (44:00):
Enjoy poison, so I'm gonna enjoy.

Speaker 4 (44:02):
It something, you know, just not all the time.

Speaker 1 (44:05):
So there are keys to successfully successfully navigating this. So
from everything from I'm not spiritual at all. I need
something more tangible, science proof. You could start what's parasitic
to you? Start at your diet, right, It's like, wow,
there's nothing parasitic in my diet. Oh, let's check that out.

(44:27):
Go on a fast, drink a lot of water and
no food, go for a walk every day for like
an hour, and push everything out for like a week,
and then say this, we're gonna ask the same question,
provide the scientific answer for yourself on that level. Now,
maybe during that time, you're on like day three and

(44:50):
you can't take it no more, and you have that
spiritual experience you've been waiting for, that connection in nature
or something that you haven't received or whatever. Maybe cleaning
out one end treats the other and right treating your
gut health and promoting self love to your heart while
removing yourself from a toxic environment. Do your best not
to drink water out of the sink, you know, do

(45:14):
your best because I'll tell you thousand percent more will
occur in the positive light by just doing one or
two of those things randomly throughout your day if you've
never done it before.

Speaker 4 (45:25):
Right, But that's all. It is, small acts, So you
do your best. You do Frank at his elbow. I'm
not laughing at him, Yes i am. I know the
face is amazing, the opposite.

Speaker 5 (45:46):
Of what you're saying.

Speaker 2 (45:47):
Since I've been here in Westchester the last couple of weeks,
I've been drinking a lot of water from the sink.

Speaker 1 (45:53):
My mom cooks from the sink. She makes coffee from
the sink, and I've been drinking.

Speaker 5 (45:57):
I felt very disconnected from everything.

Speaker 2 (46:02):
But yes, different, And I'm sleeping a lot, have no drive.

Speaker 1 (46:08):
It's been really it'll wreck your endocrine system as well. Yeah,
stop juicing.

Speaker 4 (46:13):
I stopped.

Speaker 1 (46:14):
I take full of acid because that's supposed to be
help you. All right, So let me ask you a
question while you're telling me this. So everything we are
talking about resonates, Okay, absolutely, So gut health is important
and you've stopped doing that and then started drinking water.

Speaker 4 (46:30):
Yeah, and you feel terrible?

Speaker 1 (46:31):
Yeah? Different?

Speaker 4 (46:32):
I feel less alive, awake a where.

Speaker 1 (46:37):
Thanks Mom? They don't know.

Speaker 5 (46:42):
They don't know, and you think.

Speaker 1 (46:44):
It's a joke.

Speaker 4 (46:44):
Frank's mother does it too. She drinks water right from
the sink. Meanwhile, we border the tank, we border the filters,
we border the bottle with the filter for the alkaline water.
I know they don't care. They don't care.

Speaker 1 (46:56):
They go, they'll do it and then drink it right
in front of you like a like. I'm like, you're
not hurting me. I'm looking at you laughing. But at
the same time they're like, no, no, no. If you
drink a little bit out of the sink, then your
body will work. It's like poisoning yourself a little so
your body gets used to the poison. And I'm like, no, no, no, no, no,

(47:18):
this isn't snake venom. Dummy, dummies, this isn't snake venom.
You don't get a little bit and then a little
bit more than a little bit more, and now you're immune.
So when the twelve foot python lands on you in Africa,
went just like me swimming in the water with the sharks.
It bites me. Boom venom don't work, bitch, Punch it
in the face, take it out. Not happening with the
fluoride in the water. The floride just keeps affecting you

(47:39):
and starts hardening your calcifies everything. Actually, you want to
know why you're getting kidney stones and all gold bladder
problems and things passing through your elements below. It's because
you're creating a mineral and a heart substance. You're putting
it in your body, and it's I was telling Paul this.
They don't tell you that fluoride is radiation. Like I'm

(48:00):
to be dead. Honest, I'm an ex federal inspector. I'm
seven years almost out of the job. I don't even
care anymore. They fluoridation is a range of whatever chemical.
It's just whatever. And then if you do the test
and whatever's in there, say you get ninety chemicals, two,
one hundred and fifty, it's just called floride. All of it,

(48:23):
the mixture of all of them together are called fluoride.
There's no specific floor. So they sell bags of radiation
from China to the US and call it fluoride. Now,
you can take that spiritually, or you could take that
as scientifically as you want. And you can Google search that.

(48:44):
And no, it's not watching videos on YouTube. It will
take you to the actual people that do this stuff,
and you're just gonna be like, oh, well, I guess
it's okay. I don't know. Well, that's life. And if
you go back to doing it, it's working on you.
That's how you know when you're programming. Is that of

(49:08):
I'll just continue the process. Like towards the end of
my smoking, I just didn't want to smoke no more.
I put it down and I freaked out a little bit,
and I went through and I had a vape and
I just still have to vape. And you know, I
smoked occasionally. You know this right here, let's not go there.
Let's just smile to remove the programming. Now I'm two

(49:29):
years out, you are hold on. When I look back,
I'm like, oh, I was depressed and I was killing myself.
It wasn't like, oh, I was just having a cigarette
because I could go and have a cigarette. Now I
could add eight. I could walk outside, smoke a cigarette,
come back in, and that's it. I don't want another cigarette.
But you don't get that choice if you're bombing yourself

(49:50):
with a pack and a half a day.

Speaker 4 (49:51):
I think if you had one right now, you'd feel sick.
Because it's been so long.

Speaker 1 (49:54):
I mean that part, I don't know. That's like a
scientific experiment to me, if the cigarette would work, it's
I don't want the I want the the tobacco, not
the nicotine. So it's it's not something that I should
be addicted to. Because when they say, well, there's chemicals
in there, and then I'm like yeah, and the list
changes all the time. Those chemicals they're never the same,

(50:16):
They're always different, they always upgrade, and they always change it,
which is why the flavors change, which is why when
you have pepsi it tastes like chemical poison. Now when
I was a kid, and when they do sugar pepsi
from Mexico or like right, like, I don't know, you
work for them, so they have that sugar one that tastes.

Speaker 4 (50:37):
A lia let. Every pepsi tastes the same because there's
so much quality control and it's a formula. It's an
actual formula sugar. Oh yeah, well they have they have
the old.

Speaker 1 (50:46):
This is what I'm talking about. The old one. Yeah, okay,
the new one has chemical shit storm attached to it.
The old one has sugar, and that's a storm within itself.
But one tastes.

Speaker 4 (50:59):
But that's where everything it's wrong. Yes, this is where
America because it's high fructose corn syrup. It's not sugar,
and that's what's hurting everybody. It's that it's that not chemical.

Speaker 1 (51:15):
That's what I'm saying.

Speaker 4 (51:15):
I mean, sugar is not good for us. I'm not
saying that sugar is, but I'm saying they're using high
they're using high fructose corn syrup for everything. Yes, I'm
talking into the mic.

Speaker 1 (51:28):
Okay, So being rude don't help your situation either. High
fruit yup right it it sucks and it's a chemical
ship storm. Get right to it and just be like, look,
that's what when they implemented that, that's where I was
going with the whole thing.

Speaker 4 (51:44):
Well, that's it.

Speaker 1 (51:45):
GMOs, GMOs, thank you. What will GMO do to your body? Paul?
Will it affect you?

Speaker 4 (51:52):
Absolutely? It's genetically modified your DNA.

Speaker 1 (51:55):
You just said genetically modified and it'll affect your DNA.
Oh okay, great.

Speaker 4 (52:02):
That's why a lot of people can't eat gluten.

Speaker 1 (52:04):
Is it the gluten or is it everything else? And
then they just blame them.

Speaker 4 (52:08):
I think it's the wheat has been modified. They do
it with corn corn is so genetically modified they call
it a I think they call it a spray or
blow if it blows. If they're genetically modified corn blows
in another farmer's farm, they can't use that corny right to.

Speaker 1 (52:27):
It parasitic and then that GMO farmer gets to sue
the other farmer for taking his stuff. Yes, I've been
part of that.

Speaker 4 (52:34):
Even though he doesn't want to use it. It just
blew over by the wind.

Speaker 1 (52:38):
Do you see the parasitic elements and all this We
brought it back around, and I appreciate it, and I
really am inspired by everybody's understanding and nosis and desire
behind the conversation this evening, because it's important to discuss
these things. Pray verse parasites is what is nature.

Speaker 4 (52:55):
But you don't want to do it. You don't want
to do anything that's going to change your DNA, and
you don't want to give your DNA DNA away either,
like ancestry ancestry on that stuff twenty three and meter.
Don't give your DNA away for free. Don't do it
because you don't know what's going to be done with
it later.

Speaker 1 (53:13):
On, and you're connected to that by the way, may.

Speaker 4 (53:15):
Not have the technology now to do what they want
to do. But they will have the technology at some point. Yes,
don't give your DNA away.

Speaker 1 (53:24):
And I am convinced they've long had the whole time.
Oh probably, Yes, Thank you Nicholas, thank you your Gluol,
Thank you to me, your sorcerers Supreme Francastle than this
is fearless and unsick for paranormal portals of Brent and

(53:49):
UH and Don Lonevier and tfr Rocks and UH where
you're protect

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