FearLess eps 141 _Evil is Fast - I am Thought_ - FearLess with Frank Castle

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Speaker 1 (00:04):
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My name is Frank Castle, founding member of the music
group Heislich and New York City ne Oshama. After a
serious injury sidelined my career at twenty thirteen, I decided
to set out on an adventure to search for myself
with the help of the land medicine iowasp. What I
discovered waiting for me was something.

Speaker 4 (01:04):
I could have never passed. It was time for me
to become something.

Speaker 2 (01:08):
More, somewhat more.

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It was time I became fearless.

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That's all.

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And when the light starts shine and designs a dird eye.

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You will wait to the knowledge that you have. What
is up everyone, it's your main man. The Sorcerer Supreme
Frank Castle right here each and every Saturday night on

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Fearless True Frequency Radio. I'm joined by my etheric translator,
Paul of Milo. Hey, hey everyone, very weird today, very
weird tonight, not bad, not like I was last time, weird, awkward.
Many changes are occurring me excuse me, I can't talk.

(02:13):
Many changes are occurring right as we're speaking. Upgrades and
removal of programs and purging. Before I continue, I'd like
to thank Chris and Sharigio. Thank you so much for
building the family tree and letting and letting me hang
like a like the grade ape right off the top right.

(02:37):
Thank you so much. Happy birthday, Joanna Morgan, Happy birthday,
shout out feels family and thank you. Robert Holy Higher
Frequency check it out on Instagram. Robert. I got to
get all your info if you have website and all that.
But Higher Frequency, thank you so much.

Speaker 5 (02:57):
Oh yeah, we love this stuff.

Speaker 2 (02:59):
Stuff I got. I'm not sure what anything is except
the copper, but.

Speaker 5 (03:06):
They were oh stone some T shirts having.

Speaker 2 (03:09):
Off so much energy before I put one in each
hand on going. But I don't know who's feeling it
out there? Are you feeling it out there.

Speaker 5 (03:20):
Oh you know, I am.

Speaker 2 (03:22):
You should see her face right now. This is getting
to the point where everything's changing. The whole your whole
world is everything is down, but everything is up. Everything
is fine, Everything is okay, but it sucks. I'll be

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outside of the house in five minutes, twenty minutes later,
still fumbling through the front room, stuff like that, stuff like, no,
I got this, but then at four o'clock, three o'clock
in the afternoon, you just got to collapse. What do
you think that is?

Speaker 6 (04:01):
I think it's a I think it's a lot of
change occurring at once, a lot of energy. Waves of
energy hitting everybody because everyone's going through it.

Speaker 5 (04:10):
A lot of people in.

Speaker 6 (04:10):
The Fielders family, our families, I mean everyone we talked
to out there in here.

Speaker 5 (04:17):
Everyone's going through it.

Speaker 2 (04:21):
Absolutely shout outs to everybody in the chat room. So
I don't know which way where I should start or
how I should start this, But all I know is
I finally went back and drank ayahuasca. After that happened,
I have a series of events that have made my
life more intense than the actual ayahuasca, which was the

(04:46):
most intense. What do you consider intense? Going under and
removing things, seeing the other realms blah blah blah, or
coming back and seeing it in the living room without
having to be on anything and then having to hold
your head squeeze with both hands and wonder why you're

(05:06):
pouring in tears. But yet you can see it just
as clear as day as if you took two or
three giant hits a d MT and decided to just
stand up and try to make it through your day.
I wonder who's on that level, and who's it affecting,
and how's it affecting?

Speaker 6 (05:23):
Well, Raw in the chat room just said, there's an
electro magnetic surge that's happening, and that's.

Speaker 5 (05:30):
What it feels like. It feels like the energy the
air is charged electric electrically.

Speaker 2 (05:36):
Yes, except it doesn't have that metallic nastiness.

Speaker 6 (05:41):
No, It's it's almost like after a storm.

Speaker 2 (05:46):
But then there's the other charge that's like positively charged.
It kind of knocks everything on its ass and it
feels much better and clean. It's like a natural way
of cleaning out everything. I yeah, you get sick, you
feel fine, then you're sick, and then you purge and
then you're up and then you're fine. You think you're
going to be down for a week because you got

(06:07):
a sore throat. And then ten minutes later after you
tell everybody I'm done, I'm not going out. You can't
see me. You're up and walking around like there's nothing
going on. And then the headaches start, and then the
dizziness starts, and you drinks a ton of water, and
then you're okay, and it flips again. Now it's something else.
My ear hurts, my back hurts, my mouth.

Speaker 5 (06:24):
That's what's been happening to me.

Speaker 6 (06:26):
I'm feeling very lightheaded and dizzy, and I have been
drinking a lot of water. I feel like I feel
like I can't get enough water in me and to
flush that feeling away right right, And that feeling I
don't like because I don't feel steady right, But I'm
pushing through it.

Speaker 2 (06:42):
Actually all walked out of the room before and she
finally did what I do. She almost fell into my arms, Yeah,
almost fell over it, turning into the kitchen. I do
that every day. As I come out, I can't figure
out what the hell's wrong and why. Yeah, and then
all of a sudden wobbly and then you know, tripping
all over yourself you're gonna have flare ups. You're gonna

(07:06):
have flare ups of things you haven't had since you're five.
Your body's completely gonna purge everything, but on every layer,
every level. So what comes through is arthetic knee pain
or something on the other side. Trust you're pushing out
programming because fear and pain is programming.

Speaker 6 (07:26):
Oh, without question, without question. It's just very unstable, you know.
And I'm good. I can usually get up and hit
the ground running. Today there was no way that was happening.
It was like I needed assistance to do everything. Everything
took twice as long. My normal routine in the morning
took twice as long today, and then I had to

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sit and breathe in between everything and the amount of
water that I'm drinking. I shouldn't feel the way I feel,
but you know, what are we gonna do? We just
have to push through it. And you know, I have
to stay hopeful because this is not.

Speaker 2 (08:01):
Normal, ah, staying hopeful in the midst of this ship, right,
But you have to. Isn't that what this is all about?

Speaker 5 (08:09):
Yeah? Or you go on to the car, you go
back in bed and go on to the covers.

Speaker 2 (08:14):
Yes, s yeah, I don't. I know, we all have
responsibilities and all things going on, but I don't trust
myself driving sometimes at all. And I'm a really good driver,
but when I'm wobbly and weird, weird, I don't get
into the car because if it's a long drive, you

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wind up going off into meditation. So it makes it
a thousand times more intense and a short ride you're
not even paying attention most of the time, right, and
then all of a sudden it's like the other guys
kind of driving. But when you're snapping in and out, Yeah,
it's not quite as magical as what that girl's making
it out to be in the chat room. But all right,

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So all I can say is observe yourself, be aware
of what you're capable of and what you're not capable of,
and try not to over exert or push. Also, I
would suggest practicing whatever it is your ability you feel

(09:18):
you have or think you have, or be it whatever.
Those are also good times to test the waters because
you're just sitting around, take the deep breaths, close your
eyes and look, don't go into a panic. You know
what this is, and if you don't, let me tell
you it's funny. We do this, we do the meditations,
we do whatever it is we need to do, and
it's like, as soon as you're sitting there and something
comes along and smashing the face, it's like you forgot

(09:39):
everything that you just learned, right the whole world. No, Frank,
you don't understand, Paul. You listen, listen, all that stuff
that you teach and talk about. That's great. But when
you're sitting in it, and then and the kids are
in and then this happened, I can't. I just I
don't have time for that stuff. And then it's like, well,

(10:01):
that's why you fail. That's why you fail, because everything
you learned, as soon as you get punched in the mouth,
like Tyson says, your whole plan has to change.

Speaker 5 (10:12):
I don't think it's failing though.

Speaker 6 (10:13):
I think it's the universe telling you this is gonna
happen and there's nothing you can do about it. So
you can either get through it, or you can stop
everything and go hide from the world.

Speaker 2 (10:23):
Or you could hide from the world.

Speaker 6 (10:24):
And we can't do that, most of us can't do that.
We have other responsibilities going on.

Speaker 2 (10:29):
So you just I mean failing and push through into place.

Speaker 5 (10:33):
Oh, everything that you've learned. Oh yeah, yeah, everything you've learned.

Speaker 2 (10:37):
Out here and just yell at people. Jeez, one hundred
and forty something episodes and I would never come out
blazon like that. But it's unfortunate you learn all these things. Right,
Mike Tyson comes into the ring with you. You've been boxing.
We learned how to box. I taught you how to
box and had to dodge and weave and move to

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the side. You know that your fighting, Mike Tyson, he
punches you in the head. Now, what do you do
because this hurts just as much for sure, Not that
I know what Tyson punch like, but I've been punched
by eight or nine people all at once. It's if
you took all those together and made one punch, that's
probably him. And I took all those punches naturally. They

(11:20):
carted me off and wheeled me away, but I understood
that I was in a fight, and I started dodging
and weaving and ducking and diving, and they took eight right,
So understand what you're in, what you're involved with, and
then put into practice and play those things that you've
learned up to that point. In the heat of the moment,

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because that will change it.

Speaker 5 (11:45):
Yes, it will, right. Yeah, if you're still.

Speaker 2 (11:47):
How to play baseball and you're standing in the field
and you get hit in the head with the ball,
is and it's smart to start learning, especially if you're
going to be standing on the field and you have
no choice but to stand on the field. If you
stand there ignorant of it, just get hit in the
head with the ball, will just gonna cart you off.
I'm gonna put you in the back. We'll be out
next week and see if it happens again, right, And
if it just keeps happening again, what are you doing.
You're slamming your head into a ball over and over again,

(12:10):
not realizing that someone's hitting that to you and you
should just catch it and you'll be fine, or just
look up perhaps, or perhaps don't stand in the same spot.
There's a million ways we can go.

Speaker 6 (12:19):
About, oh, absolutely, absolutely a million ways to get the
same message over and over and over again. And until
you receive that message and you process that message, you're
going to keep getting hit in the head with it.

Speaker 2 (12:32):
Thank you, thehical translation at its finest, thank you, You're
very welcome. I find that even myself I slip in
those moments and glow. What's happening to my world? Nobody
under stands, And then it's like, well, what put you there? Well,
it's an emotional imbalance that's set forth a bunch of
chemical reactions inside your body, and it's pushing out of you.

(12:55):
So you do have a choice. You can react, you
could not react. You could hold it in. You can
get so tight you shit your pants, you could throw
up on yourself. There's a million different things that you
can do with this stuff. Or you could choose to
start doing what you're grounding into earth. Going for a
walk without your shoes on in the grass.

Speaker 5 (13:13):
Oh yeah, that's what we've been doing, getting out in the.

Speaker 2 (13:16):
Sun, no sunglasses, no hat, for like just like five
ten minutes, kind of closing your eyes and letting the
sun perch down on you, meditation itself.

Speaker 6 (13:28):
The chat room folks are funny, So.

Speaker 2 (13:35):
It's on you how you decide to do this. But
know that if it's hurting and it doesn't feel helpful,
maybe you're doing something wrong. Maybe you're doing the same
thing over and over which doesn't appear to be wrong, right,
but you're always in that pain when you go through
those motions and it's like, well, what motions are you
going through that is always causing these pains?

Speaker 6 (13:54):
The same one from last time. Well it didn't work.
If it didn't work last time, it's not gonna work
this time.

Speaker 2 (13:59):
Yes, thing different round hole. We go back to the
I'm not gonna say Tony Robbins anymore. It goes back
to being Tony Robbins all the way to DMT World
and all that other stuff and everything in between, because
there's like a sexual thing against him, and he was
like yelling at people, Oh really, I don't like to reference.
I have to find another guy I could reference on
that level. Maybe Richard Simmons, I don't know, because he's

(14:22):
just as happy. He makes people feel just as good.
He gets people going, he gets people losing weight and
sweating and thinking, you know what, this isn't that bad
at all. And you know what, it's not plain and simple.
And that's where we go down to the self help.
You know, you're can do a jumping jack, you're gonna
just stay heavy. But I can't do a jump and jack.
We'll go for a walk.

Speaker 5 (14:41):
But that's it. But that's it. This is life.

Speaker 6 (14:44):
Every day we're pounded with things every day. It's a
thousand decisions to make it.

Speaker 2 (14:49):
Yes, Mike Tyson is throwing punches it.

Speaker 6 (14:52):
Yeah, it's trying to fit, you know, ten pounds of
sugar in a five pound bag, and you know what
she says, Sometimes it doesn't work. So you got to
do something different, just a little different than you did
the last time. You know, the chat when folks are
talking about alkaline water and just drinking alkaline water makes
a difference because it neutralizes your body. And you know,

(15:16):
we were talking about it before, and like silly little
things like that that you think are no big deal
are a great deal, a great help to your body,
to your mind, how you feel, you know, and you
have to do things that make you feel better. You know,
there's a lot in this world we have no control over.
We can't change our paycheck, and we can't change the

(15:38):
people that we work with, and we can't change our
situations that we're in. But we can be a little
more hopeful on how we look at them right and then.

Speaker 2 (15:45):
Once again, small implement small implementations at ten percent at
a time.

Speaker 6 (15:49):
Absolutely, we got you out into different Our fearless family
member Brian Gasca didn't drink anything, didn't have an experience,
but he decided to let something go.

Speaker 5 (16:03):
H and he's been purging ever since. You know.

Speaker 6 (16:06):
He and I had a talk a couple of months
ago and I helped him purge something through and then
now he's been doing it on his own with nothing.

Speaker 5 (16:16):
This is just this is just life.

Speaker 2 (16:18):
If you tell someone, hey, do you realize you're pushing
a boulder uphill and it's like you go get up
alongside of me. You're like, hey, listen, do you just
see that? Right?

Speaker 5 (16:26):
Just move out of the way.

Speaker 2 (16:26):
Sometimes just that and whatever that means to anyone that
you're speaking to, just that little bit of nosis. Hey,
you know, maybe like this or did you notice this?
And they notice.

Speaker 5 (16:37):
It, but everyone is going through it. That's the point.

Speaker 6 (16:40):
Everyone is going through it, and you see it. Yes,
now you can identify, identify it, you know, identify it. Look,
this may be you know, this might not be a
big thing in your world, or it may be your
entire world. But if you just change this one component
of the way that you do things on a daily basis,
you can the outcome theme will forever be different. And

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that's exactly what he's going through. And that's on nothing. Okay,
that's just his mind.

Speaker 2 (17:07):
Yes, you know.

Speaker 6 (17:07):
And then we've had friends here as well, and you know,
just just changing the way you look at a certain
situation can change the outcome forever. But you have to
allow yourself the opportunity to do that. You have to
give yourself the chance to do that.

Speaker 2 (17:23):
You have to give yourself a chance to become aware
of yourself. This is all about self, it's not about
the show is great and the journeys that you're going
to hear about tonight are crazy and awesome. Everyone goes
through it one hundred percent different and whatever that different is,
go do it. It's nothing. There's no wrong way. You

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don't need ayahuasca to do this. Ayahuasca is a tool
to help you strip it out a little bit quicker.
You know, a bunch of us have not well.

Speaker 6 (17:52):
It gets to the root of the problem really quickly.
I mean, you know, really well. And you when you
went under, you've had we had I feel this family
and friends that went under as well.

Speaker 2 (18:02):
There was a couple of us under.

Speaker 6 (18:03):
Yeah yeah, and they and they had their experiences as well.
Everyone everyone is going through this, so don't be don't
be afraid.

Speaker 5 (18:10):
Don't be worried.

Speaker 6 (18:11):
Everyone is feeling this, everyone is going through it. It's
almost like the new normal now until this phase is over.

Speaker 5 (18:19):
However long this phase is going to last. This is
how it's going to be until.

Speaker 6 (18:23):
It's over, and it's up to you to choose how
ye recognize.

Speaker 2 (18:28):
It, recognizing it, and how deep you choose to get
into the healing process. Because I'm going to tell you this.
You you're okay when I drink Ayah. Something I'm learning
is that I'm healing myself naturally. Aya she all right,
So as a shaman, I hold space, right, I'm not

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healing you, right, I hold space so you can go
under whatever Aya is going to do. The plants and everything,
they're the ones that are gonna teach you and then
you heal you. So she's not really like touching your
head and your but no, it's okay, little baby. She
does that while you heal. She doesn't go let me

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fix that a thousand like, I believe this is yourself
doing that on a monster degree. Naturally, you're wrapped in
her embrace, You're wrapped in her energies. That's that loving feeling.
All that great stuff is what allows you to heal.

Speaker 6 (19:26):
Of course, you're under her protection, even though it feels
like you're not, but you are. You're under her protection.
From the moment you decide to drink, though, your life changes.
And I think most of the people that have had
the experience will agree with me. Once you decide in
your head that you're going to do it, the universe

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will leave it, either line it up so that it's
possible or difficult, or put obstacles in the way so
it can't happen. You'll notice immediately from the moment you
decide to drink that that's how it's going to And I
asul you hear.

Speaker 2 (20:01):
The calling, and then all of a sudden, other things
start to happen.

Speaker 6 (20:03):
Because when you were purging your stuff, I didn't drink.

Speaker 5 (20:07):
I was purging. I was purging through stuff too.

Speaker 2 (20:10):
It's just the way it is, yes, one thing, all right.
So guys and girls, when you choose to help someone
or if you're around them and you're going to transmute something,
make sure you get rid of it. You don't hold
it in and then like mentally, go am transmuting because

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if there's any sludge in you leftover, that builds to
whatever the sludge decides to do. Right could be cancer
for some, it could be a headache. For others, it
could be an earache. You know, my back hurts. You
take on the pain of the other person or the
issues and drama and problems while they walk away fresh,
clean and clear. That's a no, no, no, no no.

(20:54):
You have to respect yourself enough. If you are going
to help to understand that, and you're going to hold
the space, you're gonna ground yourself and anything that does
come off and out of that, you never I never
take it into myself. I will never do that again.
That's not how I roll. That's not how I heal. Like,

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I don't hug you into me and then transmute for you.
I don't do that. I'll shoot your palms up with
my hands before I ever take it onto me, like,
I'll stay away and send your love, send you love.
You know, if I need to get something off you,
I go for that thing. I go for the root
based cause of it. I snap it, cut it taut,
and naturally it jumps out whatever that.

Speaker 5 (21:36):
Is sometimes the end, and it tries to attach.

Speaker 2 (21:39):
Tries to attach, attack disassociated, it tries to everything that
you can, and you're to open up a portal to
the Grand Central Sun, the galactic central Sun, and you
send it through and you like like it's a vacuum cleaner,
sucking it up and pulling it out of the place.
That's how I do it personally. Maybe you've had success
taking it onto yourself. I can tell you from experience

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and from the experience of others. You keep doing bringing
it on to yourself, You're going to be last in
this process. That's what happened kind of sickness.

Speaker 6 (22:10):
That's what happened to me in the beginning, years and
years and years ago. When I tried to clear people.
I took it all on.

Speaker 5 (22:15):
I wasn't. I wasn't. I wasn't. I was taking it in.

Speaker 6 (22:18):
I didn't know how to keep it from coming in,
and then I was transmuting, and then I was getting
very sick. It took a while for me to figure
out how to protect myself.

Speaker 5 (22:30):
But once I did that was it.

Speaker 6 (22:32):
Nothing can touch me now, definitely, but it took a
long time.

Speaker 2 (22:36):
The only way you're getting in with Paula is if
she's really tired and not paying attention, and if she
lets you, and even then it's it's not probably going
to get her. I've seen it affect her a few
times out of the times I've known her. As the
length of time i've known her, you could count on

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a few fingers how many times it's actually happening.

Speaker 5 (23:00):
Yeah, but it took a lot of It took a lot.

Speaker 2 (23:02):
Of worppening here. That's the statistics on Paula are fantastic.
If you were if you were looking, you would have
like the all star card, like defensive, you know, Shaman Paula.
That would be it, you know, over the over mother.
The protection is there like Aya. But that's the sacred

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feminine rising. See, we're already built for this. We're already
built it in with the protections.

Speaker 5 (23:30):
Oh yeah, this is all the programming.

Speaker 6 (23:32):
Yeap, yep, this is all the mind wiping.

Speaker 2 (23:36):
Iya doesn't give you telepathy. Iya doesn't give you a
new whatever you develop your own because you already have it.

Speaker 5 (23:49):
Yes, but we're programmed to forget for not only to forget.

Speaker 2 (23:54):
The distractions on top of that are to make you
believe it's like external over there only guys that sit
on the side of a mountain for sixty years and
witness God in a one second in nature and then
get the answer to life and can't remember it, and
then they transmute into some rainbow golden things. That's great,

(24:14):
that's really good. That's really good, but not quite what
the rest of the communities are working with it. And
it's kind of a load of shit too, although it's happened,
it's rare on that end. This is what we are,
this is what we do. It's the Jesus character and
the Buddha character and this character, and that you could
do all of it everything they all said it right.

(24:37):
I deal with Shiva, I deal with Ganesha all the time.
I deal with Ra and Hanuman. These are all the
characters I deal with. They're just whether they're real or not.
I they're real for sure. To me, it's really there
presenting itself. But behind the great eye of the vision
of the characters is this beautiful full, bald headed, white

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robed with a beautiful beard and an awesome smile looking
back at me. And I'm like, that's me, that's you
over them looking back because it's not from the highest
of the highest, because.

Speaker 6 (25:23):
It's not us here, and that energy out there, it's
not us here, and you're God out there. It's your one,
and that's what we've been programmed to think that we're
not one. You know that it's not inside of you.
It's out there, and it's not you want to look in,

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you want to reach in for something. It's all right here.
You just have to find it.

Speaker 2 (25:51):
If you just like hugged yourself and kind of thought
about it for a second, right the teaching, I'm ready,
let it begin. Does it matter if it's the voice
of your higher self. Does it matter if it's the
voice of your Octorian self or Syrian self or Lerian self.

(26:13):
It's still you, still you, and yes, you have done
all those things. We've done this everywhere where we keep
the knowledge, where we have no forget of the memory
amnesia Anesia. This is where we have the.

Speaker 5 (26:28):
Amnesia human human form.

Speaker 2 (26:30):
We came into the human form, and the human form
holds the DNA container, the container of the creator. That
all what you need to hold to activate so much

(26:52):
more to say, We'll be right back. This is fearless.

Speaker 5 (27:01):
This is truth frequency radio.

Speaker 1 (27:04):
No hate, no heart, no fear, real people, real radio.

Speaker 7 (27:14):
Trains, momental with me, dream and walk with me. This
is awaken from my reality, My girl, I'm track in

(27:39):
this world?

Speaker 2 (27:48):
Am I awake or is this a dream fantasy where
I'd rather be? Thank you for taking this walk with me,
having this talk with me, because it's a wake up
call from my reality. If you like the music you
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(28:10):
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(28:30):
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a whole group of the Fearless family that have come
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(28:52):
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Go there and check it out. Kind of love those
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Speaker 6 (29:01):
Yeah, and we want to thank Robert Hawley again for
the beautiful gifts that you sent. Please send Frank your
information so that he can mention your sight on the show,
because I mean, the the T shirts and everything are beautiful.
So we want to Robert, hoy want to see we
want to be able to.

Speaker 2 (29:18):
Light nunchucks made of literal light. I was being attacked
in a meditation and I remember being on one knee
and I was being like bludgeoned by characters, just beings
that I thought were light beings and they weren't. And
I looked up and I can see one of my gifts.

(29:40):
Like I said, I can see up and down. So
I looked up in the next level, the next area,
there's a light being just stepped to the ledge where
we all bungee from. And I said it out loud.
During the meditation, I wasn't even looking at the room,
I said, Robert, And then I said, I think his
name is Holly is in the room. And then mentally,

(30:03):
I said, hey, you want to you know, you want
to help me. I'm getting my ass whipped, and he can't.
He descended right on top of me and then just
started whipping these things like nobody's business. And I'll never
forget that. You know, we do things for each other
and we don't get to see it all the time.

(30:23):
I don't get to see the intensity behind it. And
sometimes it's a pad on the back in the physical
and in the spiritual, the war right that goes on
inside whatever that is, whatever war is raging on inside
of you. I suggest leaving the war behind and forgetting

(30:44):
about the war of the gods and the war of
people and the war of men and women, and lose
the word war altogether. You know why we're so good
at it is because we're creators. We're good at everything.
It is the direction we were shown. We're being dragged
off into a direction that is not our own. Well,

(31:07):
fortunately for everyone, we're dragging it back the other way,
and we bring elephants, and we know how much everybody
wanted the elephants.

Speaker 4 (31:16):
Bring them.

Speaker 2 (31:18):
We're not going to short change on the show. We're
going to bring them, and we're gonna drag it back
the other way. I'm gonna walk over, walk over any
parasitic being, vampiric being that would even dare threaten the
existence of the creators and the love and the care

(31:40):
that we're about to bring back to the planet. Okay,
leading up to this, I want to do this because
we'll just okay, Okay, Paula understands more than anyone in
my life what goes into the process to vyahuasca.

Speaker 5 (32:01):
Yes, they're preparing everything. Yeah, every top.

Speaker 2 (32:04):
To bottom, left, right, all round. It takes hours and hours.
During those hours and hours. One of the things I've
noticed in the preparation because for me to do the reduction,
it takes a few days because I'll put it on

(32:24):
and then I'll shut it off. Put it on and
shut it off, like two or three days. What do
you like in those two or three days. I know
what I'm like, right, because we echo out into everything
around us. So if we're drinking water and we put
a little energize into the water like a blessing. I
don't like to call it a blessing, but you energize
your water and then boom, you feel a little bit better.
You energize your food, you remove your fear from it,

(32:44):
You energize the ayahuasca. You let it know you're coming.
Everything's groovy. But we go into these things where some
days are good, some days are bad. You try to
dedicate yourself to keeping it rolling. And we had a
roller coaster of a week.

Speaker 5 (33:01):
The week the io is being prepared.

Speaker 6 (33:03):
Yeah, well, I think she was forcing a purge too,
because she knows it was about It was very uncharacteristic
for us to argue the way we did. And I
know she was causing a purge because when Frank is
brewing the aya, the house fills up with the smell
of ayah. You can smell it everywhere. You can smell

(33:24):
it in.

Speaker 5 (33:24):
The sheets, you can smell yeah, you can smell it
in the house, you can smell it in the yard.

Speaker 2 (33:28):
You might purge.

Speaker 6 (33:29):
Yeah, well it happened. It happens to me all the time.

Speaker 2 (33:32):
No, well soon, you know what. I stopped doing the
room on the side while the ayah was going, Yeah, you.

Speaker 5 (33:37):
Do it separately now because it's too much, it's too intense.

Speaker 2 (33:41):
I was like, what is wrong with me? I don't
feel right? And then I felt great and I and
the whole front room smelled like aya.

Speaker 5 (33:49):
Oh yeah yeah for days.

Speaker 6 (33:51):
And it's funny because if you're connected to someone else energetically,
they'll feel it too days. And this is what I'm saying,
you know, this is like I didn't I was just
smelling it being brewed, and it was forcing a purge.
But it was actually a good purge because it was
just that all that naggy stuff that needed to come out,
all that naggy backbity. I thought earthly crap that needed

(34:17):
to come out. Yeah, three D Yeah, you know we
can't get away from it.

Speaker 2 (34:21):
Shame, fears, distractions.

Speaker 5 (34:24):
Yes, his selfishness.

Speaker 6 (34:26):
Yeah, just just all of that earthly stuff that we
try to stay away from, we try to separate ourselves from.

Speaker 5 (34:32):
It just comes out.

Speaker 2 (34:35):
So leave it to Aya to know better at every
time and every every step of the way, working alongside
my higher self. And I think I got it, Think
I got it? Oops, I don't think. Don't got it right,
So it's been a year for me. I had a
friend over. Shout outs to my man Aaron right, he

(34:57):
came over to keep an eye on me. He watched
my body with Paula.

Speaker 5 (35:09):
Yep.

Speaker 2 (35:10):
I uh yeah, I'm trying to mentally kind of just
go right to the good stuff, right, because I know
that's what everyone wants to hear. I drank the room
and then thirty twenty five minutes drank the Aya. I
went online. Shout outs to Rihanna, shout outs to Joshua.
We all locked in at the exact same time. Woodland

(35:31):
wand Creations. By the way, check out Rihanna's wind.

Speaker 6 (35:34):
Yeah that was a beautiful thing that you were all connected.

Speaker 2 (35:38):
We timed it so we all go in at the
same time. We were going to see if we can
see each other right and meet up, which is totally viable.
See the problem with this is if you're not drinking
ayah more like more. It was a year, so there's
all year's worth of stuff build up, build up, and
stuff that needs to come out. I can't speak for

(36:00):
the rest, but I can tell you that we synced
it up and in at the twenty five minutes, we
all took pictures of ourselves drinking it. It went down.
I laid down on the floor and I immediately within
ten minutes was seeing colors. I remember laying there saying,

(36:21):
what beautiful colors. It almost looked like I was traveling
inside the colorful part of an eyeball. But it was
like blues and grays and really interesting stuff. I started
to question myself, is the brew any good? Because it
wasn't like getting stronger. It was just like like a
level where it hit and it was like I was like, oh,

(36:43):
this is controllable. Controllable that's one of the words.

Speaker 6 (36:46):
Yeah, well that's one of the words you got to remove. Yeah,
you got to remove from your vocabulary.

Speaker 2 (36:52):
I have control of This was passing through and I
felt I was being scanned survey dead by these beings.
And everyone was given me the okay, the okay, and
then it started happening. About a half hour passed, and

(37:13):
I thought it was ten minutes. I felt a weird
jerking sensation in my chest and and my stomach, and
I got up and I guess the two of you
were talking, and I started projectile vomiting in the bucket.
My legs kicked out from behind me. It was soil gardal.
It was from like the lowest point in my body. Yeah,

(37:34):
it was like like if you heard it, you'd go, oh,
that dude needs the hospital. Now.

Speaker 6 (37:37):
I think it was a sacral chakra thing me too.
That's what it felt.

Speaker 5 (37:42):
Like to me.

Speaker 2 (37:43):
The night before we did this. I gotta make this statement.
We did contract revocations from the Andrew Bartis booklet, and
we did the female. Let me see, we did uh
re vacation for the sacred feminine. So I read it

(38:05):
out loud in the room, right, so with with man,
I always do it with intention, Okay. So I was
vomiting really into it was bad, so as soon as
it really kicked in and that bad one came out.

(38:25):
I was acting like there's something attached to me. I
knew to me. I could see it. It was on
my shoulder, my right shoulder, and my arm, which is
I've never had anything attached to my arm that I
was aware of, but I've been getting those weird cramps. Remember, Yeah,
that's where I was getting the bad one in my back.
I called Paula over. Well, she came over. She could

(38:45):
did you did you see this happening?

Speaker 5 (38:48):
I did.

Speaker 2 (38:50):
See it because I remember you talking me through it. Yeah,
so lady, a few words right now. She knew where
it was. She can tell by running her hand over
me where this thing was attached. And it felt like
one of those like I don't know, like something that

(39:11):
fills up with like something that like attaches to you
then has a sack that maybe is it's drawing energy
or blood or whatever it's eating off of you. It
gets fatter right like so like the bump on you.
It was like big. It felt like I had a
hunchback of note your dame thing going on, and I.

Speaker 5 (39:26):
Thought totherical, Grandma.

Speaker 2 (39:28):
I thought to get this thing off, like you have
no idea the amount of strain that put on my body. Yeah,
I'm still sore. It's been days and days and days now.
Uh okay. So Paula ran ran her hand around me
right over the area, and we pushed and pushed, and

(39:50):
I would inhale exhale like I was screaming, I'm gonna
get you. You're not taking me, You're getting off of me.
Because Paula thinks when I don't say anything and I'm
just grunting and groaning, I'm not fighting for my will
inside my body. So I make it known now, like,
oh I'm fighting. You're gonna hear me, You're gonna f
and get this. So Aaron was watching this, and I'm thinking,

(40:12):
I don't like when people see me like this because holy.

Speaker 6 (40:15):
Shit, well it's a very vulnerable things to see the
shaman going through.

Speaker 5 (40:19):
The vulnerable state you could be in.

Speaker 2 (40:21):
Yes, but if there's something kind of cool about that,
because honestly, it's not like that for everyone, but it
is like that for a bunch of people. Anyone who's
like me, and there's a bunch of us, are you're
gonna flop on the floor and you're gonna be all.

Speaker 4 (40:37):
Well, what's happening to me? I submit, I give in.
Oh no, fight that thing, right, like we go through
these crazy things. So Aaron suggests, right towards the end
of me getting it was in my jaw at one point,
like I was keeping my mouth open and just throwing
up and throwing up.

Speaker 2 (40:53):
And pushing and pushing and pushing. He suggested eating it,
like into my body since it was already in my body.
Yes see, this wasn't me taking something externally and bringing
it into my body. It's literally attached to my body
on the inside. So as I was throwing up and
it was in my throat, I started saying, oh, I'll
swallow you. You could go down because you're coming right

(41:15):
back up because you won't be attached. And slowly it
started to go down and come up in what I
was after the purge was over.

Speaker 6 (41:26):
Yes, Aaron saying, honoring the fact that it's already there.
Because it is there, you can't do anything about it.

Speaker 2 (41:33):
Yep, it's there with you. I can't physically grab you
and throw you the beating of your life. And that's
not how you do this, right, Okay, So that's removed.
Spit it up into the bucket, I then lay down
and things get really relaxing, and I'm like, ah oh ah.
I start to see and I told Paula this, I

(41:55):
think I'm in a coffin because I died multiple times.
I'm in a coffin. And then I hear someone say,
you're not in a coffin, You're on a doctor's table.
Think of it like that. But it had like as
if I was sitting in the coffin, so it had
the sides that were up, so I had to sit
in the box kind of. And when I heard the voice,

(42:15):
I looked up and I could see three characters behind
a curtain as if I was in the hospital. I
believe one of those characters to be me. I don't
know who the other ones are. They would not show themselves.
They didn't want to be seen, but they also were
like comforting me, don't worry, it's okay, this is what's up.
We're here, this is what's happening to you. And I

(42:38):
said what's happening to me? And they says, well, we're
going to fix you, and that it was my voice though.
When he said well you're going to fix you, I said,
you're me, you're me, and I always tell it as
a good voice, right. I'm like, yeah, look who it is.
And I said, well, what are you going to fix?
And he said everything, We're going to fit everything. You

(43:01):
and I are gonna do things that no one's quite
ever done, and then everyone's gonna want at a time
start doing it. How does that sound? They said, that
sounds great, sounds really awesome. I'm glad we could be
here through after this purge and everything. They're like, yeah, uh,
we got a little problem something we could take care
of right now. Oh shit, what? And that's when everything changed,

(43:27):
everything went dark. I'm gonna have a hard time explaining
this due to everything that's been happening in my Lifely,
I was laying on the floor and then suddenly I
was slightly on an angle, as if I was sitting
in like a dentist chair, and I was pinned down

(43:49):
by my wrists and my feet, so I couldn't kick out.
I couldn't do anything but turn my head side to
side and arch my back. My It was like I
was crucified to the floor without any pain. It was
like a restraining in the crucifixion pose. So I was

(44:10):
arching and trying to move I'm like, why can't I move?
I don't know what's happening. And then I looked straight
ahead and I heard them, and I'm like, what is that?
What the what is going on? I seen a reptilian,
a big one. The fuckingness there you go. The nasty
ones had his back to me. That's what I was

(44:31):
staring at. I heard gurgling, I heard noises you don't
want to hear. It sounded like horror, something out of
a hell Raiser movie. I don't know. I didn't have
any reference point, but the squishing of organs from horror movies,

(44:51):
that kind of stuff. He turns around, looks at me
and goes, oh, good, you're awake, and I'm like what.
And I see my mother pinned on a table and
he was blocking her. They had her open from her
neck to her privates. There was an insect being that

(45:16):
I felt had nothing like that when I was reading it.
I'm like, this thing is alive for a sure, and
it's a real piece of shit, like you could just tell.
And they just were like, don't worry, you're next, and
started digging into her and just pulling things out and
going ah, and it's showing me over and over and over,

(45:37):
and I try to look away, all right, I looked away.
I screamed, I'm coming. I'm gout feel his family understand me.
I was going to go for it. Whatever that meant
I was. I was in. I'm like, you're dead, You're
all dead. I've had it with you. And then I

(45:59):
couldn't do anything. I could only watch, that's the point.
And I watched and I watched, and then they had
their way with They put her back together, and then
they had their way with her like sexually. Then they
brought you out. They dragged Paula in front of me,
and they said, oh, look who we got. And then

(46:20):
it started again. They were like, we know who you are,
we know all about all this, and we've been with
you since the beginning. And I said, you have not
been with me since the beginning. You weren't even an
itch in your daddy's etherorical pants when I was around. Son,

(46:40):
Aaron will understand, son, my son, the son son. What
we can do with the language they can't understand. We
could take one word and make it mean a thousand
things right to their faces. I let them know, oh
you don't know, you're gonna know going to know, and

(47:00):
then it switched to me. They said you're next, and
it was terrible. It was absolutely horrifyingly terrible, frightening beyond
the sense of all horror that you can imagine. And
it makes me think a lot of us that do
this work that are all love and light. I'm gonna

(47:21):
say this to you, it's not all love and light,
and you're full of shit if you think it is okay.
You have to purge this stuff because this is what
goes on. Maybe you're a happy dandelion in the forest
waving in the wind, but that's not how you get
the job fully done. So you get the job kind
of done collectively and get people on board. You throw

(47:42):
the hippie out there, that's go good and dandy. How
many of you are facing this kind of shit down.

Speaker 6 (47:46):
But it's getting to your fear, the root of your fear.
So it doesn't matter what they showed you, right, whether
it happened on another timeline or in another reality, in
another dimension, or whether it didn't happen at all, and
they were showing you something that they knew you would fear,
because at that moment you also said take me take

(48:06):
That was the last seat of them, so it and
they did.

Speaker 5 (48:10):
You'll never know what you truly saw. It was.

Speaker 6 (48:14):
It was the idea was that you needed to purge
the fear that was attached to it. Yes, because what
you saw pretty much doesn't matter. And I'm not going
to say it doesn't matter, like it's not important, but
you'll never get to the root of what you saw,
whether or not that really happened, or whether or not
there was just something that there was showing you to
fear you, to scare you, to get you into that

(48:36):
fear spiral, right, you know the spiral that Raw talks about,
that fear spiral. And it didn't work, And that was
that was your test. You got through it. You either
get through it or you don't. And you got through it.
And then everything changed. Yes, everything changes.

Speaker 2 (48:58):
So now with that, with that wonderful crazy and I
must have been talking out loud while I was under
as well, and like, this can't be, this can't be.
My mind has been turned into something that you're not
taking over, you're not controlling. As a matter of fact,

(49:20):
I have more of a shot of controlling you, mister Gray,
with your technical technology shit. I have more of a
chance turning it on you. Now, that's what I've developed,
because that's what we are. There's no device, there's no
nothing but that could handle us.

Speaker 5 (49:37):
When you realize it, that's it.

Speaker 6 (49:40):
This is the tool for you to overcome your fear
or whatever obstacle is in your way and get through
to the other side. And then you're forever changed from
that moment.

Speaker 2 (49:54):
No matter what it takes. They will not have me,
they will not have you. You could come at the night,
you can try, you can take, you can get, but
you will never have That's the thing. You'll never have
me ever again. Or whatever you think you thought you

(50:16):
had is a paper tiger for.

Speaker 5 (50:20):
Sure, because that's your declaration.

Speaker 2 (50:23):
Not only is it my declaration. The good part happened.
Now I made it through that. Then I suddenly crawl
into a ball as if I'm fetal. I feel like
I'm inside of my mother's womb, healing myself, healing my mother. No,

(50:52):
it was a Russian doll effect. Yes, we're born through
aya mother Earth, so we could come out onto the
three D playing field itself or the density field that
we're working with. So we come into the density. But
then you have to be born through your mother and
your mother has to come through a mother and.

Speaker 5 (51:06):
Mother, human mother, human birth. Right on this planet. It
has to be a human birth.

Speaker 6 (51:12):
That's how the soul, that's how the soul comes in,
has to be a human Earth.

Speaker 2 (51:15):
Doesn't come in that way. You'll find that with the
DNA there'll be accidents and mistakes and misgivings if you
don't come in natural. Yeah, it's made to do that. Yeah,
you can scientifically do stuff.

Speaker 5 (51:29):
That's one of the rules. That's just the way it has.

Speaker 2 (51:31):
Just we are the creator beings of the planet. Have
faith in who you are and what you really are.
You're not synthetic and you're not coming in on the
angle you're being born in. Okay, not to say that
it can't work the other ways. There's just always issues
with that.

Speaker 6 (51:47):
Okay, it's not even issues that that's that's that's the
way it is for humans here.

Speaker 5 (51:53):
That's the way it is. The soul enters through human birth.

Speaker 2 (51:59):
So I I believe Aaron took the the tuning fork,
which is at five point thirty two. He hit it
on my spine and an umbrella of the color blue
came around me and I saw blues I've never seen.

Speaker 5 (52:16):
Yeah, that was that was the most.

Speaker 2 (52:19):
Beautiful, beautiful colors and feeling. I felt safe, so safe. God,
the lower casegs so safe, so safe, and the colors started.

Speaker 5 (52:31):
Yeah, that's what it was.

Speaker 2 (52:34):
I eventually was birth out and I was just laying
on the floor. And now I was back on that
doctor's table again, and I noticed that I had two
shoulders on my left side. I had a shoulder here
and then there was another one, and my body was morphing.
And I've seen this on people to hear, like I'd
look at them and their body extends and morphs into directions.

(52:55):
And then I looked up and I could see I
was kind of not solid, but I had my physical form,
and I said, I want the light being now, and
they said to me, nope, like, don't ask that way.
It's coming no matter what, no matter what happens. When
if you never do another thing, you're still going to
change into a light being. It's all groovy, but don't

(53:17):
talk to us like that. And they changed it, and
this other safer color, it was like reds came in
and I apologized. I said, what are you doing? And
they said, we need your attention over here to make
you feel safe and warm because you're literally changing out
your DNA, your light being. The process is now fully
kicked into overdrive, and you are about to hit your

(53:40):
next checkpoint and there's no going back. Now the DNA
is there, it's activating if you're ready.

Speaker 5 (53:47):
To watch, changed from that point.

Speaker 2 (53:49):
Forever, change from that point. Thank you guys so much.
We'll talk about more of this experience next week.

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