September 28, 2025 • 53 mins
Join Host Paula Milo and Myself, on the Optimum Timeline, as We tear back the fabric of the distractions, and right for the Heart of what matters the most..! The Universe in YOU..!
Frankie FearLess "The Man who Walks in ALL Worlds"
Is a writer, producer, emcee, host of "FrankCastleFearLess", as well as a Neo Shaman.
"Neo shamanism is not a single cohesive belief system, but a collective term for many philosophies and activities.”
His music project "SunsOftheSun" brannded "High Frequency Futuristic Nostalgia,"
A Hip Hop / Rock Hybrid that delivers not only the sound You want, but the sound We NEED..!
Youtube.com/@SunsOftheSun
YouTube show Channel "Frank Castle FearLess" YouTube.com/@FearLessTribe
website: www.IamWeAreFearLess.com
SunsOftheSun music on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@sunsofthesun
Add SunsOftheSun to your playlist on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/leyxjef4idmk9nn45tnw1r83q
FearLess Links and Contact
https://iamwearefearless.com/ “I am We Are FearLess Website”
www.Youtube.com/@SunsOftheSun "SunsOftheSun Music"
www.Youtube.com/FrankCastleFearLess “Frank Castle FearLess” or www.Youtube.com/@FearLessTribe
https://x.com/FrankieFearLess "X"
https://www.facebook.com/groups/TheFearLessFamily/ “The FearLess Family" Group
https://www.facebook.com/frank.castle.902266 “Frank Castle FaceBook”
TheRealFrankieFearLess@gmail.com “Email"
https://www.youtube.com/HeistClick “HeistClick Music"
https://www.instagram.com/frankie_fearless/ "Instagram"
Stay FearLess and Remember ..!
The Universe Rewards Bravery ..!
Frankie FearLess "The Man who Walks in ALL Worlds"
Is a writer, producer, emcee, host of "FrankCastleFearLess", as well as a Neo Shaman.
"Neo shamanism is not a single cohesive belief system, but a collective term for many philosophies and activities.”
His music project "SunsOftheSun" brannded "High Frequency Futuristic Nostalgia,"
A Hip Hop / Rock Hybrid that delivers not only the sound You want, but the sound We NEED..!
Youtube.com/@SunsOftheSun
YouTube show Channel "Frank Castle FearLess" YouTube.com/@FearLessTribe
website: www.IamWeAreFearLess.com
SunsOftheSun music on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@sunsofthesun
Add SunsOftheSun to your playlist on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/leyxjef4idmk9nn45tnw1r83q
FearLess Links and Contact
https://iamwearefearless.com/ “I am We Are FearLess Website”
www.Youtube.com/@SunsOftheSun "SunsOftheSun Music"
www.Youtube.com/FrankCastleFearLess “Frank Castle FearLess” or www.Youtube.com/@FearLessTribe
https://x.com/FrankieFearLess "X"
https://www.facebook.com/groups/TheFearLessFamily/ “The FearLess Family" Group
https://www.facebook.com/frank.castle.902266 “Frank Castle FaceBook”
TheRealFrankieFearLess@gmail.com “Email"
https://www.youtube.com/HeistClick “HeistClick Music"
https://www.instagram.com/frankie_fearless/ "Instagram"
Stay FearLess and Remember ..!
The Universe Rewards Bravery ..!
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Speaker 1 (00:04):
Wherever you are Makeigo, oh.
Speaker 2 (00:10):
Truth frequency Radio.
Speaker 3 (00:14):
You and you finally bil it all down. Magic is
imagination change.
Speaker 4 (00:18):
When we are moving into an age of manifestation, I
think the things become actually less material more atral at
Golden Dawn is when we awaken.
Speaker 3 (00:28):
Into this new new news station of life.
Speaker 5 (00:31):
When you think becomes real quicker, regain our imagination, regained.
Speaker 3 (00:35):
Our inner child, and let that inner child out.
Speaker 6 (00:44):
My name is Frank Castle, founding member of the music
group Heislick and New York City Neo Shaman. After a
serious injury sidelined my career at twenty thirteen, I decided
to set out on an adventure to search for myself
with the help of the Planned Medicine Byaha Wasta. What
I discovered waiting for me was something I.
Speaker 3 (01:04):
Could have never prepared.
Speaker 6 (01:06):
It was time for me to become something more, somewhat more.
It was time I became fearless me.
Speaker 5 (01:21):
That's all Yesterday Night's gonta. Let my line shine as
my heart into the wed space and time. When the
light starts shine and designs a third eye, you will
wait for the knowledge that you never die.
Speaker 3 (01:41):
What is up everyone, Jaman? Frank Castle Sorcerer Supreme right
here each and every Saturday night on True Frequency Radio
dot Com.
Speaker 1 (01:53):
I'm gonna get him.
Speaker 3 (01:54):
After this, I'm joined by my co host, Theorical Translator Milo. Hey.
Speaker 1 (02:00):
Hey, everyone.
Speaker 3 (02:02):
Shout outs to Chris and Shari Geo. Without you, guys,
we wouldn't have the family tree in which to grow strong,
sturdy branches from and deep, deep, deep roots that are
gonna last infinite lifetimes. Moving forward, I shout outs to
(02:25):
Raw Eye of Raw Action Pack Show, and shout outs
to Lauren Jennings I to Eye Heart to Heart on
YouTube podcast that I to Eye Heart to Heart podcast
she does with Holly. I brought back the I Am
(02:47):
we Are Fearless podcast this week. I finally got everything
together and then decided to go forth with the Fearless
Conversations and that would be different members from the Fearless
TFR group. Shout outs to the fearless family that I
(03:09):
could that have stepped forward and started doing started teaching
pretty much stepping out from behind the curtain, and they're
amazing people. And to hear the stories. Just when I
thought I had it rough or weird or interesting, along
comes just a billion zillion other people that are just intensely, intensely,
(03:36):
been through so much more, have so much more experience life,
experience a lot of negative things early in life to
flip them and later in life to become positive things.
Speaker 1 (03:50):
Yeah, definitely. Why don't you tell them what happened to you?
Like three minutes before the.
Speaker 3 (03:55):
Show started, so hold on, right before the show started.
This is you could hear it in my voice. I'm
not quite one hundred percent with everyone tonight at the moment,
which is interesting. Every cat in the navel looks like
it just came in my house. I guess I picked
(04:16):
something up. And I've been having a really hard time
with this new energy. For as much as we do here,
and you know, as much breathing as you do, and
as much this and that rituals or mantras or meditations,
you know, it almost feels like only during the meditative
times it's helpful, and then the minute you stop doing
(04:40):
anything and you just try to live your life or
go ahead with something, it's just absolutely just way too difficult,
and you want to go right back to the meditation.
And I'm used to keeping that energy moving forward, I'm not.
I can't be in the dumps anymore. I hate it.
Speaker 1 (05:03):
You had a rough day today, it was it was
a hard day for.
Speaker 3 (05:05):
Me, just that it's this emotional output and I know
everyone's going through this. We close it.
Speaker 1 (05:10):
Yeah, I'm gonna it's like I can I know that.
Speaker 3 (05:14):
That was insane what just happened. It's almost like everyone's
reaching out to help or be helpful, but they you
know what a little kittens and animals going to do,
but they surround you with that spiritual energy to uplift you.
But on top of just not being able to deal
with this energy and having a very very rough time
with it, I had attachment of sometimes. Yes, it was terrible.
(05:38):
I've been miserable for hours and for hours. I'm not
bringing this bart that. I'm gonna tell you what happened
because it's just weird. Right. Literally, it was like a
minute and a half before we went on air and
paul Is struck.
Speaker 1 (05:56):
H singing chimes where those are?
Speaker 3 (06:00):
First? She hit the bells behind me and they're like
two little UFOs and they clang together like cobangas, like symbols. Yeah,
little symbols, and uh it sets off a really nice tone.
I wonder if everybody could hear them.
Speaker 1 (06:14):
I think I think they will.
Speaker 3 (06:22):
Right, So that's really nice. That cleans the.
Speaker 1 (06:24):
Air here to catch a sadd attention thing.
Speaker 3 (06:31):
So that started clearing. I felt air clearing around my
head instantly, which was really wild. And I've been through
this before, but it was not like I was just crying.
So she took out the the tuning fork. Oh yeah,
she bought me a little Pola bought me a little
tuning fork. And it's great.
Speaker 1 (06:49):
It works.
Speaker 3 (06:54):
I don't know what's up with that sound and frequency,
but it's gorgeous. It's it's just the right vibe. It
just feels great. She hid it behind my head and
then I guess went down my back yep, and I
literally almost threw up on the desk. I drooled out
of my mouth.
Speaker 1 (07:12):
Oh I know, I got scared.
Speaker 7 (07:13):
I I thought you were gonna I thought you were
gonna get sick on the keyboard.
Speaker 3 (07:16):
I literally it came from like the deepest.
Speaker 1 (07:20):
It was guttural, yeah, very guttural.
Speaker 3 (07:22):
And the coughs. It started as a cough right and
then just and then like it was like violent, like crazy,
and you got to keep your mouth open. If anyone
out there experience is it this way, It's like when
you keep your jaw tight and your mouth closed. These things,
I'm gonna just say it the way I feel it.
They just bounce around in your head and get stuck
(07:44):
up there. You have to like give them an escape
route the way.
Speaker 1 (07:47):
Yeah, and you know what or something.
Speaker 7 (07:48):
I'm really sorry that I didn't pick up on that sooner,
because you were. Frank was in this state of anger
for about six hours today and I'm not sure where
it came from. I'm not sure what set it off,
but whatever the situation.
Speaker 1 (08:08):
May be, he was just in this state of anger.
Speaker 7 (08:11):
And you know, I ran my hands over him, and
I didn't see any attachments or I didn't feel any attachments,
I should say, you know, and I let him rest.
But when I hit that tuning fork, I saw something
jump off of your energy. It was like a shadowy
something like just jump off of you.
Speaker 3 (08:34):
The brighter we shine, the more things want to attach.
Speaker 7 (08:38):
But I didn't see it before in the afternoon when
this started, I didn't see it.
Speaker 3 (08:45):
I didn't feel it. You ran your hands.
Speaker 1 (08:47):
Or feel it. That's what I should say.
Speaker 3 (08:49):
We clear each other by scanning one another, and we
push out anything that needs to be I close my
eyes my hands. I've talked about this on the show
before act like a scanner. I close my eyes, I
could see it, and I just tune in and I
take a couple of really good looks. I know this
is crazy.
Speaker 7 (09:09):
Tonight there are cats just coming and jumping into the
kitchen window, and I think they're checking on you to
make sure you're okay.
Speaker 3 (09:16):
I've never quite seen them get so active during our show.
They usually run for the hills. But so your hands,
my palms act like a scanning device. You've seen people
work like this online perhaps, or you've heard about this
shaman doing things like this. You can start to see
in the different layers. You get a breathe, you get
(09:36):
to concentrate your focus. When I close my eyes, Paula
shows up as a light source. It's not Paula, so
as I see her physical image, it fades away to
a light source. And that light source is like floating
consciousness of light, and it's like a glob of it, right,
and it's just moving around in different direct up and down,
(09:58):
up and down where the arms would be in stuff.
And I'm like, oh, look at that. And then you
scan that right, and it's like you go Okay, that
looks good, and all of a sudden you pick something up,
the person takes a deep breath or what was that,
and you grab onto it. You say to your energy, hey,
that's not supposed to be there.
Speaker 7 (10:18):
You know what, You're right about that, and you know,
thank you Chatrood folks for all your kind words about me,
you know, being you know, brilliant and everything.
Speaker 1 (10:26):
But you know what the truth is.
Speaker 7 (10:27):
I should have known better sooner, and I didn't because
I try. If I don't think it's an attachment or
I don't think it's coming from Frank, I really try
to leave it alone. And if he's in a bad mood,
allow him to be in a bad mood. Because we're
all allowed to be in a bad mood, you know,
so sometimes you don't want to interfere too much.
Speaker 1 (10:49):
But shame on me for not knowing sooner. I should
I should have realized that. But now but now we know.
Speaker 3 (10:56):
I feel like parts of my body of coming back
to me. It's really really awkward because you don't realize
this now. This is kind of what I wanted to
talk about tonight, but not the next big steps into directions. Right,
And here's my problem literally right now, right is the
(11:16):
next big steps after the energy increase and the energy
push and the higher frequency, I'm going to assume that
the next big step is learning how to dip back
into the other crappy frequency and deal with this and
not get stuck and trapped and re stickered with parasites
(11:41):
and all kinds of stuff. Because I spent the day
around the people I love the most, and I couldn't
take it. I want disconnection in the worst way from
everything I could not be in their physical presence, a
whole house of my favorite people.
Speaker 7 (12:00):
Well, the energy was, Yeah, the energy was crazy over
there today. I mean it was just you don't understand charts, like,
just erratic and rushed.
Speaker 3 (12:12):
And I grew up in that, and I realized that
that's never changed. It's progressively gotten more and more difficult
because now there's the children are adults, So that's happening
with adults and not children in the house. Right No
one's wrestling upstairs any right now, it's Grandma's sick and whatever.
So the frequency never changed in that house. Now, Who
(12:34):
am I? I feel rotten about this down to my core.
I was telling you this before. I feel terrible about
what I'm going to say right now, but because I
don't know. I know, I mean it with intent and intention,
but I only don't. I know you guys out there
have to be going through this, but I don't want
(12:56):
to connect to them. I don't want to be part
of it. I don't. And it's not that I think
I've broken the frequency barrier because we talked about this.
As you said, I wish we could just, you know,
go someplace.
Speaker 1 (13:14):
Oh yeah, I get those feelings all the time.
Speaker 7 (13:16):
I just wish we could run away, run away from
the world, which can't do that.
Speaker 3 (13:21):
Yeah, like we're fearless, right, We're not running.
Speaker 1 (13:23):
You can't do that.
Speaker 3 (13:24):
We're upgrading and how do we And this is one
of the things I watch you all the time for,
So maybe I'll use you as the example. And you
just muscle through it. You almost can't even tell when
you're I mean, I guess I know, but when you're
upset or when it's really digging into you and you're
just able to march through it. I you see how
(13:47):
I have to march through. I have to get way
better at it. But no matter how much I ground,
when I stick myself in a mud pit, full of
people with and this is the place that raised me.
I lived in that environment I grew up. I'm good,
I'm here, I'm healthy, you're kind of you know, I'm
happy in the family we built. So that's the place
(14:08):
that put me on the map. And I'm dreading the
day I have to step back in the home and
it's it's and I'm short. Would I say I have
an easier time in Walmart now than I do. We
don't go to Walmart in Costco than I do going
to my house for an hour, I don't under I'm
(14:29):
not being hated. I'm not hating on anyone in my
face now.
Speaker 7 (14:32):
It has nothing to do with that. This was just
a particularly hard day.
Speaker 3 (14:35):
Yeah, you know, this has to be a preview of
the frequency mismatch, because I feel compassionate in so many
ways that I'm crying about it, like I want to help.
Speaker 7 (14:46):
Yeah, but you know what, Frank, To be honest, we've
been riding a wave with Grandma for months now and
it's taken its toll on everyone, you know, the highs
and the lows, and now this week happens to be
a high for her.
Speaker 1 (15:00):
You know, you come into the house, you wouldn't.
Speaker 7 (15:02):
Even think she was sick. The woman was sick. If
you didn't see the hospital bed, you would never even know.
Speaker 3 (15:08):
She was sitting in the front door, in the front
room playing cards. Yeah, yesterday when I went to the house,
y'all would have never believed this. My grandmother was playing
the Lady that helps her.
Speaker 1 (15:20):
Yeah, rummy, she was playing.
Speaker 3 (15:22):
And she was winning. And I'm like, what's going on here?
Speaker 1 (15:27):
But that's it. It's been.
Speaker 7 (15:28):
It's been a way. It's been coming in waves like that.
So just like the highs are these wonderful waves, the
lows are just as bad. And you know, it's been
like this since March, and that's rough. That's a long
time to to, you know, be hanging on by a thread.
And I think everyone is just I think we've just
(15:52):
and I hate to even say it, but I think
we've just reached the end, you know, like enough is
enough now, and I think it's it's definitely taking its
toll on everyone.
Speaker 1 (16:05):
I know, I personally feel it.
Speaker 7 (16:07):
And and I can go I'm a trooper and I
personally feel it. It's been it's been a rough couple
of months, so I could understand that, you know, wanting
to disconnect for for just a short time.
Speaker 1 (16:22):
No, you feel guilty. It's terrible.
Speaker 3 (16:25):
And all I can say is to anyone that's going
through this, perhaps I put I couldn't handle the fire
truck passing the house before.
Speaker 1 (16:39):
No, you had a whole breakdown over it.
Speaker 3 (16:41):
I was standing outside and the wind was hitting me,
and I feel this weird solar wind, like it's not
regular wind. The clouds were giant, normal clouds to me.
They all look like spaceships on don't you know whatever.
They're all flat bottom coming through really low, and it's
like you can't pick a temperature. Is it hot? Is?
What are you doing? Is the sun out? Is it in?
(17:02):
Are we gonna rain for another week? Why don't you
pick something and stick to it, you son of a bitch? Right?
And I'm out there trying to ground and breathe, and
all I hear is the car and the car horns
like for some reason, they're like one hundred percent louder
than they've ever been. Then the fire truck passed and
I lost completely lost it. I was like I heard
them coming from blocks away and then they were like
(17:26):
a mile away, and I tried to stay outside, and
that the sound would leave eventually because they'd go all
the way down, and I'm like, whoever that is, I
hope you saved them. I hope you saved them, but
please shut that off. It's killing. And I ran in
the house with my hands over my ears and then
I laid down on the couch and put my headphones
on and was blasting mantras, like just relaxing meditation music
(17:50):
and the things I was seeing it was like rooms,
beings in the room, preparing things. And then I pressed
really hard on my eye is to get like complete
total blackness, and boom the grids right there. You have
all these things happening at once and you're like, oh,
just breathe. So this none of this is easy. Maybe
(18:14):
for some of you it'll get a little easier. But
putting in the work and then saying I'm in one
hundred percent, there's something too that that makes it brutal
at times, like brutal, and then really all it is
is emotional energy output, right, That's really all it is.
Speaker 1 (18:38):
But that is what it is.
Speaker 3 (18:40):
So there's actually is there anything wrong or is there
just all that stuff just kind of crammed in? Right,
So nobody's bad they're just doing what they do. You're
the one that.
Speaker 1 (18:52):
Stepped out because you're the one that's different.
Speaker 7 (18:54):
Now you have to understand that, and that's what this
this entire talk is about, and that what this entire
show is about.
Speaker 1 (19:01):
And the Feeler's Room and our Feelers family, it's for
exactly this, people who.
Speaker 7 (19:07):
Love their families, but they're the only one in their
family that knows something else is going on.
Speaker 1 (19:12):
You know, they're talking about it in the chat room.
Speaker 2 (19:14):
Now.
Speaker 7 (19:14):
Disclosure hit things that are hidden, hidden in plain sight,
things that are just hidden for us to discover with
more disclosure. And that's basically what it is, you know.
So there are hundreds of us, maybe thousands of us
who feel the same way. We love our families, we
(19:34):
love being with them, we love being around them. But
the way they've done things is the way they've always
done things, and the way they think is the way
they always thought about things. And there's a different way
to approach ideas now, there's a different way to look
at things that are going on and say, you know what,
I don't have to conform to that. I can do
this my way. I don't have to you know, working
(19:56):
a forty hour week in a corporate position doesn't make
me any better than anyone one else, or you know,
being a teacher or be you know, you know, not
living your dream. Some people just want to wake up
every morning. You know that there is no big dream.
There's a dream just to get through the end of
the day.
Speaker 1 (20:15):
You know nothing.
Speaker 7 (20:16):
You know that this like it's like fuse ambition and
it's a lot. But there has been a lot going on,
and you have to give yourself credit for that too.
There has been a lot going on, a lot of
family centric problems, a lot of family centric issues. But
for everyone, you know, I mean you talk to how
many people do you talk to a day that are
(20:37):
telling you very similar stories to what you're going through
every day?
Speaker 1 (20:41):
Yes, all day, all day long.
Speaker 3 (20:45):
Everyone's got the story now that I speak to. There's
no one that I would talk to that doesn't have
it because I'm not interested. That's just how it's going
to be for a while. I won't say forever. Like
I almost feel like I don't want to help because
I don't want to get dirty again.
Speaker 1 (21:02):
You don't want the attachment.
Speaker 7 (21:04):
You'll help, but you don't want I know, you don't
want that emotional attachment that comes with it.
Speaker 3 (21:12):
Right now, it's so difficult, Like.
Speaker 7 (21:15):
It's a lot of stimulation now, a lot going on
right now with everybody.
Speaker 1 (21:20):
Everyone is going through it, you know.
Speaker 3 (21:22):
And it's funny because you can do the work for
you and you could then start thinking you can help others,
and then you go through this horrible moment of realizing
that no matter how much you help someone, if they're
not willing to help themselves and they're just relying on you,
whatever it is you're trying to do to help them,
is you're not wasting your time because it turns into
(21:44):
practice for that person, but you're going to suffer some
big consequences.
Speaker 1 (21:48):
Are because they have to do with themselves.
Speaker 3 (21:51):
Notice that you'll be like, well I kind of have
experience in that so I can speak on it now, right,
But you want to try to help, and the arms
that come out, it's like, look, I want to help you,
but really all you're doing is like.
Speaker 7 (22:06):
Look, my sister's going through the same thing. We are
with the cats, right, you know, we feed the stray
cats and we know we're not supposed to, but we
sometimes do it anyway. And I have to be very
carefuable at what I say, because I don't know who's listening.
But my sister's going to the same thing too. Now,
you know, her landlord told her, if you don't stop
feeding these cats, you cannot live here anymore. And she
was heartbroken, right, heartbroken.
Speaker 3 (22:29):
All I'm hearing is stories of compassion and stories of
so much no of no compassion. It is absolutely stunning
how many people truly hate animals. I mean, I know,
we all know people hate people, and we got a
problem with that, but our thing is animals. Right, I've
(22:52):
heard in the last two weeks. I don't want to
hear about that garbage. I'm not compassionate towards that. I
don't have time for that stuff. Like you just said, yeah, yeah,
it's like it's like you feed a cat, but in
an area of mind you infested with rats.
Speaker 7 (23:07):
Right, So the cats are doing their job, they're keeping
all the rodents away. But that's another story entirely. But
it's two opposite ends of the coin. So we're dealing
with the discompassionate people who hate these animals or just
just just the discompassionate people in general.
Speaker 1 (23:22):
And then you're dealing.
Speaker 7 (23:23):
With with people who are showing true passion, just trying
to do something good, you know, like we were joking
the other day. You know Frankie, you know, growing up
as a teenager, he was in fights all the time,
and you know, in and out of trouble and and
you know, he had to move out of New York
basically because he was afraid he was going to get killed.
(23:44):
And you know, and now you look at Frankie and
his biggest defense is feeding a squirrel outside, you know,
And and it's so funny. It's like, however, you know, oh,
and you know, I want to thank everyone, you know,
frank and I save the what we tried to save
a the other day, and we did, we did, and
then we were able to release her because her wing
(24:06):
was she was able to fly.
Speaker 3 (24:07):
Our cats went on a murders free and got into
a nest. I don't know what they were doing, but
this one bird let out a scream that got us
out of pretty much falling asleep on the couch to
run out side you. You woke me up. I thought
I was dreaming in that scream. That was a scream
to me. That wasn't a bird, I know. And then
when it stopped, I got nervous, because that's you know,
(24:32):
it's weird. Those are the Anyone who has experience with
this knows when the screaming stops, there's a finality going on.
Oh yeah, when I was in a brawl in the street, right,
there were two times one thing went off and then
this guy got hit with a bat and there was
thirty people fighting. Everyone stopped and just ran another direction.
Speaker 1 (24:53):
Well that's when this shit gets real.
Speaker 3 (24:55):
Right. Then when I got stabbed, I was fighting five
guys and then they it started by the car and
I was like trying to shout them off of me
while I was fighting them back. And then I got
stabbed and everything got like hush quiet, right, And then
that's when I was like, Yo'll get me to a
(25:16):
hospital now, Like it was fucked up and now how
opposite we are.
Speaker 7 (25:24):
But that's my whole point, you know, like this is
your biggest defense now is like feeding the birds.
Speaker 3 (25:32):
Outside and rescue, rescue the bird and take care of it.
Paul is the ultimate mama, and we were able to
release and you know it's funny. Rihanna shout outs to
Woodland wand Creations. She had birds in a nest.
Speaker 1 (25:48):
Oh yeah, in her fake tree.
Speaker 3 (25:51):
Really what to feed them and do stuff, and then
she was able to take care of her business with them,
and then they kind of did their thing.
Speaker 1 (25:57):
Yeah birds, and then they flew away. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (26:00):
But you choose to hear the call or or you.
Speaker 1 (26:05):
Don't, And that's up to you.
Speaker 7 (26:07):
And it doesn't make you a bad person if you don't.
But if I choose to, don't look at me like
I'm a bad person, do you know what I mean?
Speaker 1 (26:15):
Let me do my thing, leave me alone. I don't
care about what you're doing. Don't worry about what I'm doing, right.
Speaker 3 (26:20):
And you know what these choices are going to present
themselves to us head.
Speaker 1 (26:25):
On now, I know. Well that's what's happening.
Speaker 3 (26:28):
Been in a moment's notice while you're in the bathroom
and you're like, I don't even have time to wipe myself.
I gotta run out and save the day.
Speaker 4 (26:36):
Well it's a.
Speaker 1 (26:37):
Call to action, like you talk about action.
Speaker 3 (26:39):
All right, thank you for joining us tonight. We'll be
back after with messages and know we're gonna keep a
conversation going. Why because it's what you do here.
Speaker 2 (26:48):
Fearless, no hate, no heart, no fear.
Speaker 1 (27:06):
True frequency Radio art.
Speaker 5 (27:08):
Al Walk with me, this waking from my reality.
Speaker 4 (27:34):
Girl in this world.
Speaker 3 (27:51):
And somehow, just like that energy starts to re manifest itself,
which is proving my point. I literally shout outs to
Kevin by the way I feel you guys out there
right like when I think about everyone listening and the
Fearless Family and just you know, it's just on all
the time. So when I'm live with you, I feel
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like I'm just there with you already. But I started
shaking really bad right after I purged pretty much. There
was like that whole half hour I was shaking really bad,
and I realized again, I'm going back up in frequency,
and everyone came to meet me, send me the energy
(28:35):
to follow it. Oh, I think so, No, I know,
so we have storarship feelings. I think so, yeah.
Speaker 7 (28:41):
People are hearing what we're saying. They're sending you love
your feeling it and you know whatever else you need.
Speaker 3 (28:49):
Yes, And I want to just say thank you for that.
And so it just proves another point. I love the
higher frequency. I dislike the lower frequency a lot. I
don't want to say I hate it, but I don't
like it.
Speaker 7 (29:09):
Can't stay there anymore, you don't belong there.
Speaker 3 (29:11):
Right, we got to learn as a group of creator
beings light beings, how to really hypercharge and keep our
space at this high high frequency and then bungee back in.
I know, we bring the light ship down and around,
but there are times when you can't make the call
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to action. I guess that's going to be a race
soon because if I can connect to you etherically, then
I could make the call. Yeah, so that's pretty interesting.
See we learn right live on air as well too.
It's all part of the journey and the craziness. But yeah,
it proves my point. I'm getting used to the higher
frequency because when we ride that, it's just better. It's
(29:57):
a better life. You feel better, your heart beats rhythm,
your awareness goes up, Things begin to happen on another layer,
on another level, right, so, uh, what's going on? So
(30:22):
see even during the show, even during the show, so
we got to just keep in mind that this is
the kind of stuff that's going to happen and we're
going to have to just roll through it at such
a high frequency that a wave maybe hits them instead
of us forcing them up a step because mindlessness, it
(30:42):
just brings more mindlessness, right, you get more people watching
the game. More people just interested in the numbers in
the game's game bro don't care about the game game,
And I'm just like, no, I really don't. I really
don't care anymore. I'm kind of at a lossful words
at the amount of stuff that's been thrown at me today.
If I was ever going to pick up a microphone
and throw it, it was about five seconds ago. So
(31:05):
we're all doing it. We all go through it, we
all have to deal with it, and it's the kind
of stuff that I guess we're here to fix. We're
here to to try how to not be emotional outburst.
Speaker 1 (31:19):
Every time something like that happened yourself.
Speaker 3 (31:23):
Right, Like when I got hurt here, it got really
bad here in the neighborhood, and I had it like
I didn't have to run. I felt like the neighborhood
got bad, and that it's just a matter of times
because people started getting shot and just just to get shot.
It's like, what when did that start happening? So it's
not like that anymore. But I ran to Florida and
(31:45):
I wound up in the same situations and then in.
Speaker 1 (31:48):
Jail because you took yourself with you.
Speaker 3 (31:51):
That's exactly I took all that and you can't run
away from your problem.
Speaker 7 (31:56):
You know, it's it's I'm sorry. It's the same thing
as you know, being in relationships. If you didn't learn
from your previous relationship, you're gonna make exactly the same mistake.
But this guy's got a different face. It's the same thing.
You can't do that. You have to stop and you
have to really look at yourself and say how much
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of this is self created? How much of this is
me putting all of this stuff on me that has
nothing to do with you.
Speaker 3 (32:28):
Yes, you know I blamed a lot of people for
things back then.
Speaker 1 (32:33):
Of course a lot.
Speaker 3 (32:33):
I was like, you know what, this doesn't work in
your here's how I'm going to bring it around too,
just to keep it simple. Today, I realized this morning
when I got up, I have to be a writer,
a producer, an artist I'm terrible at art, a production designer,
the guy that writes up the stories, the guy that
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takes the video, the guy that's in the video, the
animation that goes in the video, music that goes in
the video. It all has to be me. So I
have to learn everything and it's kind of freaking me out.
Speaker 1 (33:08):
Yeah, but look at what a great job you did.
Speaker 3 (33:11):
I know this is what we're doing though. Yes, out
of I went from I'm blaming everyone for everything. Yeah,
let's just say everyone for everything, like it's your fault.
This happened, it's your fault, Like my dad used to
do that. Well, it's your fault. I had to do this,
And I'm like, well, that's the only thing you have
had to do. So but it's always You're just always
(33:32):
and you're never facing it. You're just thrown in the
ball and just lobbing it into someone else's court. To
the point where we are years later where I'm like,
I'm just going to take the responsibility because I can
just do it. Then it's the grinding your teeth part.
I see, we can do this. It's already been planned
that we know it can be done. I've seen the success.
Speaker 7 (33:56):
Everything we do here is a success. May be a
failure at one point, but then when we try again,
it's a success everything because there's no reason it should fail.
There's no reason in my mind it should fail. There's
no physical reason anyone could give me that it should fail.
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And that's just how I feel about that.
Speaker 3 (34:22):
Yes, but it's a coming of age thing where you go,
ohh the amount of energy and time and effort, and
then all of a sudden things speed up from there.
Why is that? Because you learn what you're doing and
you need to start mastering your stuff exactly right, kind
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of like when the first demon came out in this house.
Speaker 1 (34:47):
Yeah, horrifying experience, no clue.
Speaker 3 (34:50):
Look, I'm getting emotional about it because I was like,
what's happening? What is this? And then it grabbed me
and moved me like two feet back. I tried to
push forward against it, and I went I didn't know
they could do that.
Speaker 1 (35:06):
I didn't know, But you don't feel that way.
Speaker 3 (35:08):
Christie was screaming bloody murder right. She put her arm
up and he grabbed her arm, and I never heard someone.
I was like, Yo, I'm getting choked out over here,
and I'm yelling at you. You got to shut up before
the cops come, because how do we explain this?
Speaker 1 (35:25):
But then it was okay.
Speaker 3 (35:26):
The guy on the floor says, I said, do you
believe now? And he goes yeah, I go you want help.
He's like yeah, I'm like you gotta let that thing go, man,
And he was like making deals with it and shit, and.
Speaker 7 (35:39):
Then and then we got it to go away and
everything was now we just smash right now now that's
not a problem anymore because you've done it a few
hundred times.
Speaker 3 (35:50):
No, I know. So it becomes a hand flick like
not today, sir, and it just flies out right. Just
remember whatever whatever it is you do with people to
help people, make sure you ground yourself. Don't take their
stuff onto you. Transmute it, don't eat it.
Speaker 1 (36:09):
No, get rid of it, get rid of it.
Speaker 3 (36:11):
Open a portal to the central sun, and just send
it in like it's being sucked through a vacuum cleaner through.
Speaker 7 (36:16):
But that's even on us, our guilt and our shame
and our whatever, our insecurities. Don't eat it, let it go,
don't hang out.
Speaker 1 (36:23):
You've hanged, you've hung onto it this long. What good
is it served you? None?
Speaker 3 (36:28):
So it is like the spiral staircase upward.
Speaker 1 (36:31):
There's no room. We talk about the funnel and we
talk about yeah, we talk about it. There's no room
to keep all that shit.
Speaker 7 (36:40):
There's no room. Frank and I had to do another purge.
I got rid of luggage.
Speaker 1 (36:44):
This time. I got rid of a comforter and pillows.
Speaker 3 (36:47):
Stuff pull ever got rid of. You'd be like, wow's
and all of that stuff.
Speaker 7 (36:52):
I remember begging, borrowing, pleading, saving to get the money
to get that thing that I thought I needed so
badly that I'm so happy to donate now.
Speaker 1 (37:03):
And someone took the luggage.
Speaker 7 (37:04):
And someone took the comforter, and somebody even took those pillows.
Speaker 1 (37:08):
But whatever, I'm happy. But you can't hold on to it.
Speaker 7 (37:15):
And you know people are going to be like, oh,
it's easier said than done. I have to live and
I have to live and breathe what I say. Also,
I was down for three days this week. Three days.
I lost Tuesday completely. I don't even know what happened
to Tuesday. And you know, I owned it. I said,
(37:36):
this is how it's going to be. I'm not gonna
push myself any harder to get out of this spiral.
I let it happen. I got on the wave and
I floated through it. It wasn't easy. Some parts, some
parts were very easy.
Speaker 1 (37:51):
And you know, but what am I going to do?
Speaker 7 (37:53):
I was down. I couldn't do anything. It was like
the universe was going nope, nope, just sit down. You
think you want to do that. But just sit down,
you know, and I have to take this. You know,
we look for the signs, and we ask for signs,
and we see signs. Well, that was the sign that
was telling me you're doing nothing. You say, that's my
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when I say say nothing, do nothing. And that's exactly
what I did for three days.
Speaker 3 (38:19):
I've tried to fight it a few times, like I
punched in my grill, just trying to knock out a
bunch of stuff in one day and then realizing it's
not going to work out. And I tried, and I
tried and I tried, and all it did is made
me pass out at eleven thirty. Like I never went
to sleep at all. I don't remember the last time
I went to sleep. Eleven thirty.
Speaker 1 (38:37):
I know when you slept the whole night.
Speaker 3 (38:38):
And then I slept till the next afternoon. Yeah, and
I'm like, God, that was a good sleep. And I'm
never doing that again.
Speaker 1 (38:46):
But you can't fight.
Speaker 7 (38:48):
You can't fight it all the time, you know, and
you can't take that with you. So you have to
let that go. You know, you talked earlier about.
Speaker 3 (38:55):
It's basically emotional. I'm trying to put this together because
I know, when I'm straight and and my mind is
back to one hundred percent, it's going to be logically
just easy for me to talk about.
Speaker 1 (39:06):
Well, you're working it out right now as it's happening.
Speaker 7 (39:08):
It just happened a minute and a half before we
started the show.
Speaker 1 (39:12):
This just happened.
Speaker 3 (39:13):
Emotions play a huge role of getting in the way
everything that we try to do.
Speaker 1 (39:17):
Absolutely well, that's that's the problem.
Speaker 7 (39:20):
It's either a technical issue, or it's something someone says
or does, or you know, just to what to wreak
havoc to start the to start breaking everything down because
they don't want the message, the information getting out. They
don't want us talking about what we're supposed to talk about.
Speaker 3 (39:41):
It is true that the crazier looks more crazy.
Speaker 7 (39:44):
Yeah and yeah, because someone someone may walk away with
a grain of truth that they heard tonight, or someone
may walk away and say, wow, that resonates with me.
Speaker 3 (39:55):
No, I know this. If it's happening to me and
it happened to you and we're discussing it, that means
it's happening or is going to If it hasn't happened
to you yet. I think every single one of us
could make a connection to the references that we're talking about,
because it's either family or stuff we have stuffed in
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the closet that we don't even use anymore that we
thought was going to be the greatest thing. Man, if
I just had that friggin bond, me and that bond
could go off into the wilderness and we could live together,
and I'll make a campfire and just grow my own wheat. Right.
And then you get the bong and then you put
it up on the thing until you see the next bong, right,
and then that becomes clutter. And I'm just using a
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bong as an example.
Speaker 7 (40:38):
Oh my goodness, I think they heard you purging on
the hot The mic must have been hot before the show.
Speaker 3 (40:44):
Wow.
Speaker 1 (40:45):
Yeah, sometimes, Why does that happen all the time?
Speaker 3 (40:47):
I don't know it would you. I don't mind, because
there's nothing. There's just reality happening here, right. Like the
best thing about being in the truth frequency is you
just got to say it for what it is.
Speaker 1 (41:00):
But you do you do?
Speaker 3 (41:02):
You don't sit here and bullshit each other.
Speaker 7 (41:04):
No, I mean literally, during the show, like six cats
came to the kitchen window I've never seen. I think
they were all checking on Frank to make sure Frank
was okay, jumped up on the counter.
Speaker 1 (41:14):
It's very strange here.
Speaker 3 (41:15):
It looks like a contest.
Speaker 1 (41:17):
Yeah, that's what I was saying during.
Speaker 3 (41:19):
The break, and she just had plates lined.
Speaker 1 (41:21):
Up exactly exactly. People are said that memes now.
Speaker 3 (41:28):
Motions rise up from let's say chakra points the main seven,
depending on what it is. If it's a money issue.
Speaker 1 (41:37):
Oh that came from your from your circle chakra, definitely.
Speaker 3 (41:40):
This came low. This was low, all right. So sexual
issues or uh trauma of some kind, that's your red chakra.
That's your lowest chakra. Uh traumas with maybe people making
fun of you and then you holding judgment on them
and you're be getting dark with it is coming out
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of your yellow like each one. You know, you watch
someone and it crushes your heart and you're like, I
love you, just die right like listen, you say things
you can't take back the throat chapra all right, all right, anyway,
So these emotions are coming from these areas. Why do
I know this because I'm experiencing them as individual things
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coming through. As example, seven deadly sins. Each one of
them comes from a chakra that you harbor one of those. Right,
So it's the Seven Chapras. The deep darker stuff is
the seven Deadly Sins. Why do you think Shazam battles them? Right,
he's the one kid with the imagination to do it
(42:48):
and transforms with a magic word Chasam and then fights
off the Seven Deadly Sins with the wisdom of Solomon. Right.
It's just what I'm saying is, let's view this as
if we can control this a little bit, control a
lot actually, but not become a robot, but an observer
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of a new kind, something we haven't And maybe it
hurts so much because we're just supposed to be this
but we haven't been in the human body.
Speaker 1 (43:18):
But it does hurt.
Speaker 7 (43:19):
It physically hurts, and it hurts emotionally because it's childhood trauma.
And if we didn't have so much childhood trauma, we
wouldn't have issues in our lives because going back to it,
like when you're dating the same person over and over
again and you blame them for everything and you.
Speaker 1 (43:37):
Don't take responsibility.
Speaker 3 (43:39):
Yeah, and you blame them every time, But you're the
one that has the pattern.
Speaker 1 (43:43):
Yeah, you're the one with the pattern.
Speaker 7 (43:45):
Yeah, and everyone else sees the pattern, but you.
Speaker 3 (43:49):
You know, you don't want to listen to it. Right.
You try to tell someone in three D world, You're like, hey,
you loved this out and they go shut up.
Speaker 7 (43:57):
I'm the first to say it. After my last bad relationship,
I ran and hid.
Speaker 1 (44:02):
I didn't look at a man.
Speaker 7 (44:03):
For two years after I was out of that relationship,
and I didn't date for eight years or maybe maybe
even longer. I didn't date anyone because I didn't want
to repeat the same I didn't want to repeat the
same the same pattern this s I didn't want to
live the same life in a different apartment with a
different guy.
Speaker 1 (44:22):
And I meant that, I really did.
Speaker 7 (44:25):
That's why when Frank and I met, it such a joke,
because he was done and I was, you know done.
I was resigned that I was going to spend the
rest of my life single and I was okay with that.
Speaker 1 (44:38):
I really was. And you know, then I met Frank.
Speaker 3 (44:42):
We talk about how the deception against us is also
a heist of us.
Speaker 7 (44:47):
Verst them, and we had no issues, no prior issues
ever came up.
Speaker 3 (44:52):
We I have this thing I had excuse me in
a past life experience was I had a recurring nightmare
for many years. And it was like night at night,
every night, every night for years. I was an Asian
lady and I was it was like in the past,
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like a long time ago, that you're only wearing something
over your head, like with a cutout, and then you
have to use rope to tie it around your waist,
so it's just like one piece thing. And I go
run out into the street and I grab this guy
who I realized as my husband. I feel love but anger,
and I choose him a cheating on me and then
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he says, what you cheated on me and turns around
and stabs me to death, holds me down in front
of everyone and nobody helps, and I was like, no joke,
eighty pounds and I was like, what are you doing?
And it was the worst. It's the worst way to
get scumbagged by somebody is to have the closest one
(45:57):
to you be that person so blatantly and then they
turn on you and you're like and then kill you
front of everyone, and not one persons that people were
like whatever, okay. So from that there's jokes about it,
like I was afraid of Asians and then when I
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was in ice Click while I'm still on ice Click.
Speaker 2 (46:19):
But my.
Speaker 3 (46:22):
Guy would take me around like Comicon and stuff, and
then he would be hit me off. Oh here's Frank Castle.
Oh it's ice Click. And then they brought me on
the stairs and they trapped me on the escalator, and
they brought there's like a hundred Asians straight from China.
They were all wearing black suits and stuff. They had
the glasses and they had the cameras and they came
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around the turn and my producers and all that they
all knew. So they were making a joke to me,
and they rushed me and cornered me, and they, I
mean they were grabbing me and stuff, and I flipped
my shit. But I was at Comic Con, so I couldn't.
I couldn't punch anyone or another, like they're taking my picture.
So I'm like, all right, everyone back up. And then
(47:06):
I just made eventually made my way out of there.
All right, So the deception check this out your part
your half career. Yeah, okay, up to the point where
I drank Ayah and straighten all my business out, I
would have never talked to you, I know, but you
have everything else top to bottom exactly the profile that
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fits everyone I've ever dated except you. So what they
do is they take the perfect one and you come
in here this way, I come in here this way.
We lived. How close a mile and a half a
mile and a half are your friends my friends? Yeah,
we all know the same people. I never met her, yep,
and would never even consider it, for those little nuances
(47:50):
they do to us creators from the soul families and
the twin flames or whatever. They mismatch it on purpose
or here's the flip and it's a deception and they think,
haha on them. I said this the last time. If
time is a sphere and we're all coming from out
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of time into the sphere of the matrix time here
on Earth, and we're creator beings, we're greater than any
deceiver on any level. Thus knowing if they jump back
in time, because this was a time thing they did
to us to lay in the matrix of deception. All right,
we think it's a couple of hundred years, maybe it's
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thousands and thousands.
Speaker 7 (48:34):
And thousands of years, but that's the idea. You hide
everything in plain side.
Speaker 3 (48:38):
So they went back early and threw a wrap around us,
and then we're seeing their version of the matrix where
they could program us and stuff. But as creator beings,
we got here first inserted knowing they're going to do X,
Y and Z to us to promote their deception. But
we're with amnesia on this side, out playing them. But
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we have to lose the game to win the to
win the entire we have, we have to lose all
the like little battles to win the overall arching es war.
I don't want. I don't like going to the war,
but it's that at that point, it's the game, right,
But it's it's checkmate because as we wake up right,
they're trying everything.
Speaker 1 (49:23):
Well, you stop playing, right, you stop playing.
Speaker 7 (49:26):
And and you pick up your ball and you go home.
You stop playing.
Speaker 3 (49:30):
You don't play this game.
Speaker 1 (49:31):
You don't and you don't have to play.
Speaker 3 (49:33):
Who told us we had to do this? I used
to tell my mother that when we were a kid?
Who told who told you that? When I would ask
her a question about stuff and she'd answer me, or
my father would say something to me, and I'm like, who,
where did you get that information from? Ye? It sounds
like you made that ship up there.
Speaker 1 (49:51):
Why can't you change the rules?
Speaker 3 (49:53):
Yeah, well that's not how it works. And if you
don't get up in a hard day's work. Hey, listen,
I didn't come here to be someone's slave. No, I
came here to free in mind.
Speaker 7 (50:04):
Or but but but that said, it's like acceptance of
what it is.
Speaker 1 (50:09):
You know what I mean? You can't you know, we're
not saying that you live.
Speaker 7 (50:13):
This life and you know you believe that there can
be more for you and you're willing to.
Speaker 1 (50:18):
Give certain things up to have it.
Speaker 7 (50:20):
Not that you should have to give anything up, but
you are free to make your own choices once you
realize the choice is mine.
Speaker 1 (50:29):
It truly is my choice, all your choice.
Speaker 7 (50:31):
Yeah, I don't have to be unhappy if I don't
want to be unhappy anymore. I don't have to feel
guilty about things anymore. I don't have to be I
don't have to be anything I don't want to be,
you know, like I You know, I said.
Speaker 3 (50:48):
You could remove all the masks.
Speaker 7 (50:51):
You can just let it go, like like I said
to Frank, And I felt a little guilty about it.
Speaker 1 (50:56):
But I don't because look what happened.
Speaker 7 (50:59):
You know, we're having a PM with the straight cats
and we're trying to feed them less food. And you know,
Frank and I have fighting over like how much money
we're spending in cat food every month, and it's becoming
like an issue for us, and you know, you know,
we like to resolve those issues quickly, you know, And
you know, you know, he has one thought and I
have another thought, and you know, and basically what's going
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to happen is these animals are going to get fed
one way or another, and it's going to continue to
be an issue. So you know, we got this bird,
and I released this bird yesterday, and I'm hoping that
this bird is okay. I mean, I'm sure he'll come
back once, you know, the bird is fine. I'm hoping
I didn't get a feeling that yeah, came to greet him. Yeah,
So I don't I don't think anything happened, you know,
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And and I don't like to have things be an
issue with Frank anything. You know, we try to talk
about what's going on and.
Speaker 3 (51:52):
Stay abreast of a wave crashing on us.
Speaker 7 (51:55):
You know, we were talking about letting this bird go
and I and I and I said to Frank, honestly,
I'm relieved because I don't want another thing to take
care of.
Speaker 3 (52:04):
Because we're taking Yeah, problem is there's there is a
button of overload. I want to take care of all
of them.
Speaker 7 (52:11):
Yeah, but you can't, you know, and I have to
be realistic, you know, solutions.
Speaker 3 (52:16):
Then at that point it has to be solution based.
Speaker 1 (52:19):
But that's what it is, and you know, logical with it.
Speaker 3 (52:22):
Yeah, that's it.
Speaker 1 (52:23):
But that's the point.
Speaker 7 (52:24):
I declared it yesterday and today we used a lot less.
Speaker 3 (52:29):
You said something the other day. It's my job to
keep you alive.
Speaker 1 (52:32):
Yeah, but not keeping you fat, not to make you fat.
Speaker 3 (52:35):
Yeah. So there is a point even as a creator,
right where just love you have to back it up
and go, okay, I love you. I'm going to keep
you all live and living. You're gonna all be okay.
Speaker 1 (52:45):
Yeah, and I'm cool with that.
Speaker 3 (52:46):
And you know what, and then to keep the neighborhood.
Speaker 1 (52:49):
Alive exactly and the chat room lady, I agree with you.
Speaker 7 (52:52):
You know that they are also bringing us energy and
they're taking all the bad energy away. Because I've seen
my house cat Osker you that he when when there's
a lot of uh, when there's a lot of energy
in the house, he'll go outside and purge and then
he'll eat some grass and then he'll come back.
Speaker 1 (53:07):
And I know it's not anything he ate.
Speaker 7 (53:09):
I know it's the energy in the house, or it's
the energy something that's going on with the family.
Speaker 1 (53:14):
So definitely I agree with that.
Speaker 3 (53:19):
Reality.
Speaker 7 (53:19):
Yeah, so these cats, you know, there's no coincidence these
cats are coming by.
Speaker 3 (53:24):
Yes, our consciousness is pulling it all towards us. There's
actually nothing wrong, but let's crazy emotion. Yeah, so let's
get a grip on those emotions. Feel as family love
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Hey, everyone.
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Shout outs to Chris and Shari Geo. Without you, guys,
we wouldn't have the family tree in which to grow strong,
sturdy branches from and deep, deep, deep roots that are
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Raw Eye of Raw Action Pack Show, and shout outs
to Lauren Jennings I to Eye Heart to Heart on
YouTube podcast that I to Eye Heart to Heart podcast
she does with Holly. I brought back the I Am
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we Are Fearless podcast this week. I finally got everything
together and then decided to go forth with the Fearless
Conversations and that would be different members from the Fearless
TFR group. Shout outs to the fearless family that I
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could that have stepped forward and started doing started teaching
pretty much stepping out from behind the curtain, and they're
amazing people. And to hear the stories. Just when I
thought I had it rough or weird or interesting, along
comes just a billion zillion other people that are just intensely, intensely,
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been through so much more, have so much more experience life,
experience a lot of negative things early in life to
flip them and later in life to become positive things.
Speaker 1 (03:50):
Yeah, definitely. Why don't you tell them what happened to you?
Like three minutes before the.
Speaker 3 (03:55):
Show started, so hold on, right before the show started.
This is you could hear it in my voice. I'm
not quite one hundred percent with everyone tonight at the moment,
which is interesting. Every cat in the navel looks like
it just came in my house. I guess I picked
(04:16):
something up. And I've been having a really hard time
with this new energy. For as much as we do here,
and you know, as much breathing as you do, and
as much this and that rituals or mantras or meditations,
you know, it almost feels like only during the meditative
times it's helpful, and then the minute you stop doing
(04:40):
anything and you just try to live your life or
go ahead with something, it's just absolutely just way too difficult,
and you want to go right back to the meditation.
And I'm used to keeping that energy moving forward, I'm not.
I can't be in the dumps anymore. I hate it.
Speaker 1 (05:03):
You had a rough day today, it was it was
a hard day for.
Speaker 3 (05:05):
Me, just that it's this emotional output and I know
everyone's going through this. We close it.
Speaker 1 (05:10):
Yeah, I'm gonna it's like I can I know that.
Speaker 3 (05:14):
That was insane what just happened. It's almost like everyone's
reaching out to help or be helpful, but they you
know what a little kittens and animals going to do,
but they surround you with that spiritual energy to uplift you.
But on top of just not being able to deal
with this energy and having a very very rough time
with it, I had attachment of sometimes. Yes, it was terrible.
(05:38):
I've been miserable for hours and for hours. I'm not
bringing this bart that. I'm gonna tell you what happened
because it's just weird. Right. Literally, it was like a
minute and a half before we went on air and
paul Is struck.
Speaker 1 (05:56):
H singing chimes where those are?
Speaker 3 (06:00):
First? She hit the bells behind me and they're like
two little UFOs and they clang together like cobangas, like symbols. Yeah,
little symbols, and uh it sets off a really nice tone.
I wonder if everybody could hear them.
Speaker 1 (06:14):
I think I think they will.
Speaker 3 (06:22):
Right, So that's really nice. That cleans the.
Speaker 1 (06:24):
Air here to catch a sadd attention thing.
Speaker 3 (06:31):
So that started clearing. I felt air clearing around my
head instantly, which was really wild. And I've been through
this before, but it was not like I was just crying.
So she took out the the tuning fork. Oh yeah,
she bought me a little Pola bought me a little
tuning fork. And it's great.
Speaker 1 (06:49):
It works.
Speaker 3 (06:54):
I don't know what's up with that sound and frequency,
but it's gorgeous. It's it's just the right vibe. It
just feels great. She hid it behind my head and
then I guess went down my back yep, and I
literally almost threw up on the desk. I drooled out
of my mouth.
Speaker 1 (07:12):
Oh I know, I got scared.
Speaker 7 (07:13):
I I thought you were gonna I thought you were
gonna get sick on the keyboard.
Speaker 3 (07:16):
I literally it came from like the deepest.
Speaker 1 (07:20):
It was guttural, yeah, very guttural.
Speaker 3 (07:22):
And the coughs. It started as a cough right and
then just and then like it was like violent, like crazy,
and you got to keep your mouth open. If anyone
out there experience is it this way, It's like when
you keep your jaw tight and your mouth closed. These things,
I'm gonna just say it the way I feel it.
They just bounce around in your head and get stuck
(07:44):
up there. You have to like give them an escape
route the way.
Speaker 1 (07:47):
Yeah, and you know what or something.
Speaker 7 (07:48):
I'm really sorry that I didn't pick up on that sooner,
because you were. Frank was in this state of anger
for about six hours today and I'm not sure where
it came from. I'm not sure what set it off,
but whatever the situation.
Speaker 1 (08:08):
May be, he was just in this state of anger.
Speaker 7 (08:11):
And you know, I ran my hands over him, and
I didn't see any attachments or I didn't feel any attachments,
I should say, you know, and I let him rest.
But when I hit that tuning fork, I saw something
jump off of your energy. It was like a shadowy
something like just jump off of you.
Speaker 3 (08:34):
The brighter we shine, the more things want to attach.
Speaker 7 (08:38):
But I didn't see it before in the afternoon when
this started, I didn't see it.
Speaker 3 (08:45):
I didn't feel it. You ran your hands.
Speaker 1 (08:47):
Or feel it. That's what I should say.
Speaker 3 (08:49):
We clear each other by scanning one another, and we
push out anything that needs to be I close my
eyes my hands. I've talked about this on the show
before act like a scanner. I close my eyes, I
could see it, and I just tune in and I
take a couple of really good looks. I know this
is crazy.
Speaker 7 (09:09):
Tonight there are cats just coming and jumping into the
kitchen window, and I think they're checking on you to
make sure you're okay.
Speaker 3 (09:16):
I've never quite seen them get so active during our show.
They usually run for the hills. But so your hands,
my palms act like a scanning device. You've seen people
work like this online perhaps, or you've heard about this
shaman doing things like this. You can start to see
in the different layers. You get a breathe, you get
(09:36):
to concentrate your focus. When I close my eyes, Paula
shows up as a light source. It's not Paula, so
as I see her physical image, it fades away to
a light source. And that light source is like floating
consciousness of light, and it's like a glob of it, right,
and it's just moving around in different direct up and down,
(09:58):
up and down where the arms would be in stuff.
And I'm like, oh, look at that. And then you
scan that right, and it's like you go Okay, that
looks good, and all of a sudden you pick something up,
the person takes a deep breath or what was that,
and you grab onto it. You say to your energy, hey,
that's not supposed to be there.
Speaker 7 (10:18):
You know what, You're right about that, and you know,
thank you Chatrood folks for all your kind words about me,
you know, being you know, brilliant and everything.
Speaker 1 (10:26):
But you know what the truth is.
Speaker 7 (10:27):
I should have known better sooner, and I didn't because
I try. If I don't think it's an attachment or
I don't think it's coming from Frank, I really try
to leave it alone. And if he's in a bad mood,
allow him to be in a bad mood. Because we're
all allowed to be in a bad mood, you know,
so sometimes you don't want to interfere too much.
Speaker 1 (10:49):
But shame on me for not knowing sooner. I should
I should have realized that. But now but now we know.
Speaker 3 (10:56):
I feel like parts of my body of coming back
to me. It's really really awkward because you don't realize
this now. This is kind of what I wanted to
talk about tonight, but not the next big steps into directions. Right,
And here's my problem literally right now, right is the
(11:16):
next big steps after the energy increase and the energy
push and the higher frequency, I'm going to assume that
the next big step is learning how to dip back
into the other crappy frequency and deal with this and
not get stuck and trapped and re stickered with parasites
(11:41):
and all kinds of stuff. Because I spent the day
around the people I love the most, and I couldn't
take it. I want disconnection in the worst way from
everything I could not be in their physical presence, a
whole house of my favorite people.
Speaker 7 (12:00):
Well, the energy was, Yeah, the energy was crazy over
there today. I mean it was just you don't understand charts, like,
just erratic and rushed.
Speaker 3 (12:12):
And I grew up in that, and I realized that
that's never changed. It's progressively gotten more and more difficult
because now there's the children are adults, So that's happening
with adults and not children in the house. Right No
one's wrestling upstairs any right now, it's Grandma's sick and whatever.
So the frequency never changed in that house. Now, Who
(12:34):
am I? I feel rotten about this down to my core.
I was telling you this before. I feel terrible about
what I'm going to say right now, but because I
don't know. I know, I mean it with intent and intention,
but I only don't. I know you guys out there
have to be going through this, but I don't want
(12:56):
to connect to them. I don't want to be part
of it. I don't. And it's not that I think
I've broken the frequency barrier because we talked about this.
As you said, I wish we could just, you know,
go someplace.
Speaker 1 (13:14):
Oh yeah, I get those feelings all the time.
Speaker 7 (13:16):
I just wish we could run away, run away from
the world, which can't do that.
Speaker 3 (13:21):
Yeah, like we're fearless, right, We're not running.
Speaker 1 (13:23):
You can't do that.
Speaker 3 (13:24):
We're upgrading and how do we And this is one
of the things I watch you all the time for,
So maybe I'll use you as the example. And you
just muscle through it. You almost can't even tell when
you're I mean, I guess I know, but when you're
upset or when it's really digging into you and you're
just able to march through it. I you see how
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I have to march through. I have to get way
better at it. But no matter how much I ground,
when I stick myself in a mud pit, full of
people with and this is the place that raised me.
I lived in that environment I grew up. I'm good,
I'm here, I'm healthy, you're kind of you know, I'm
happy in the family we built. So that's the place
(14:08):
that put me on the map. And I'm dreading the
day I have to step back in the home and
it's it's and I'm short. Would I say I have
an easier time in Walmart now than I do. We
don't go to Walmart in Costco than I do going
to my house for an hour, I don't under I'm
(14:29):
not being hated. I'm not hating on anyone in my
face now.
Speaker 7 (14:32):
It has nothing to do with that. This was just
a particularly hard day.
Speaker 3 (14:35):
Yeah, you know, this has to be a preview of
the frequency mismatch, because I feel compassionate in so many
ways that I'm crying about it, like I want to help.
Speaker 7 (14:46):
Yeah, but you know what, Frank, To be honest, we've
been riding a wave with Grandma for months now and
it's taken its toll on everyone, you know, the highs
and the lows, and now this week happens to be
a high for her.
Speaker 1 (15:00):
You know, you come into the house, you wouldn't.
Speaker 7 (15:02):
Even think she was sick. The woman was sick. If
you didn't see the hospital bed, you would never even know.
Speaker 3 (15:08):
She was sitting in the front door, in the front
room playing cards. Yeah, yesterday when I went to the house,
y'all would have never believed this. My grandmother was playing
the Lady that helps her.
Speaker 1 (15:20):
Yeah, rummy, she was playing.
Speaker 3 (15:22):
And she was winning. And I'm like, what's going on here?
Speaker 1 (15:27):
But that's it. It's been.
Speaker 7 (15:28):
It's been a way. It's been coming in waves like that.
So just like the highs are these wonderful waves, the
lows are just as bad. And you know, it's been
like this since March, and that's rough. That's a long
time to to, you know, be hanging on by a thread.
And I think everyone is just I think we've just
(15:52):
and I hate to even say it, but I think
we've just reached the end, you know, like enough is
enough now, and I think it's it's definitely taking its
toll on everyone.
Speaker 1 (16:05):
I know, I personally feel it.
Speaker 7 (16:07):
And and I can go I'm a trooper and I
personally feel it. It's been it's been a rough couple
of months, so I could understand that, you know, wanting
to disconnect for for just a short time.
Speaker 1 (16:22):
No, you feel guilty. It's terrible.
Speaker 3 (16:25):
And all I can say is to anyone that's going
through this, perhaps I put I couldn't handle the fire
truck passing the house before.
Speaker 1 (16:39):
No, you had a whole breakdown over it.
Speaker 3 (16:41):
I was standing outside and the wind was hitting me,
and I feel this weird solar wind, like it's not
regular wind. The clouds were giant, normal clouds to me.
They all look like spaceships on don't you know whatever.
They're all flat bottom coming through really low, and it's
like you can't pick a temperature. Is it hot? Is?
What are you doing? Is the sun out? Is it in?
(17:02):
Are we gonna rain for another week? Why don't you
pick something and stick to it, you son of a bitch? Right?
And I'm out there trying to ground and breathe, and
all I hear is the car and the car horns
like for some reason, they're like one hundred percent louder
than they've ever been. Then the fire truck passed and
I lost completely lost it. I was like I heard
them coming from blocks away and then they were like
(17:26):
a mile away, and I tried to stay outside, and
that the sound would leave eventually because they'd go all
the way down, and I'm like, whoever that is, I
hope you saved them. I hope you saved them, but
please shut that off. It's killing. And I ran in
the house with my hands over my ears and then
I laid down on the couch and put my headphones
on and was blasting mantras, like just relaxing meditation music
(17:50):
and the things I was seeing it was like rooms,
beings in the room, preparing things. And then I pressed
really hard on my eye is to get like complete
total blackness, and boom the grids right there. You have
all these things happening at once and you're like, oh,
just breathe. So this none of this is easy. Maybe
(18:14):
for some of you it'll get a little easier. But
putting in the work and then saying I'm in one
hundred percent, there's something too that that makes it brutal
at times, like brutal, and then really all it is
is emotional energy output, right, That's really all it is.
Speaker 1 (18:38):
But that is what it is.
Speaker 3 (18:40):
So there's actually is there anything wrong or is there
just all that stuff just kind of crammed in? Right,
So nobody's bad they're just doing what they do. You're
the one that.
Speaker 1 (18:52):
Stepped out because you're the one that's different.
Speaker 7 (18:54):
Now you have to understand that, and that's what this
this entire talk is about, and that what this entire
show is about.
Speaker 1 (19:01):
And the Feeler's Room and our Feelers family, it's for
exactly this, people who.
Speaker 7 (19:07):
Love their families, but they're the only one in their
family that knows something else is going on.
Speaker 1 (19:12):
You know, they're talking about it in the chat room.
Speaker 2 (19:14):
Now.
Speaker 7 (19:14):
Disclosure hit things that are hidden, hidden in plain sight,
things that are just hidden for us to discover with
more disclosure. And that's basically what it is, you know.
So there are hundreds of us, maybe thousands of us
who feel the same way. We love our families, we
(19:34):
love being with them, we love being around them. But
the way they've done things is the way they've always
done things, and the way they think is the way
they always thought about things. And there's a different way
to approach ideas now, there's a different way to look
at things that are going on and say, you know what,
I don't have to conform to that. I can do
this my way. I don't have to you know, working
(19:56):
a forty hour week in a corporate position doesn't make
me any better than anyone one else, or you know,
being a teacher or be you know, you know, not
living your dream. Some people just want to wake up
every morning. You know that there is no big dream.
There's a dream just to get through the end of
the day.
Speaker 1 (20:15):
You know nothing.
Speaker 7 (20:16):
You know that this like it's like fuse ambition and
it's a lot. But there has been a lot going on,
and you have to give yourself credit for that too.
There has been a lot going on, a lot of
family centric problems, a lot of family centric issues. But
for everyone, you know, I mean you talk to how
many people do you talk to a day that are
(20:37):
telling you very similar stories to what you're going through
every day?
Speaker 1 (20:41):
Yes, all day, all day long.
Speaker 3 (20:45):
Everyone's got the story now that I speak to. There's
no one that I would talk to that doesn't have
it because I'm not interested. That's just how it's going
to be for a while. I won't say forever. Like
I almost feel like I don't want to help because
I don't want to get dirty again.
Speaker 1 (21:02):
You don't want the attachment.
Speaker 7 (21:04):
You'll help, but you don't want I know, you don't
want that emotional attachment that comes with it.
Speaker 3 (21:12):
Right now, it's so difficult, Like.
Speaker 7 (21:15):
It's a lot of stimulation now, a lot going on
right now with everybody.
Speaker 1 (21:20):
Everyone is going through it, you know.
Speaker 3 (21:22):
And it's funny because you can do the work for
you and you could then start thinking you can help others,
and then you go through this horrible moment of realizing
that no matter how much you help someone, if they're
not willing to help themselves and they're just relying on you,
whatever it is you're trying to do to help them,
is you're not wasting your time because it turns into
(21:44):
practice for that person, but you're going to suffer some
big consequences.
Speaker 1 (21:48):
Are because they have to do with themselves.
Speaker 3 (21:51):
Notice that you'll be like, well I kind of have
experience in that so I can speak on it now, right,
But you want to try to help, and the arms
that come out, it's like, look, I want to help you,
but really all you're doing is like.
Speaker 7 (22:06):
Look, my sister's going through the same thing. We are
with the cats, right, you know, we feed the stray
cats and we know we're not supposed to, but we
sometimes do it anyway. And I have to be very
carefuable at what I say, because I don't know who's listening.
But my sister's going to the same thing too. Now,
you know, her landlord told her, if you don't stop
feeding these cats, you cannot live here anymore. And she
was heartbroken, right, heartbroken.
Speaker 3 (22:29):
All I'm hearing is stories of compassion and stories of
so much no of no compassion. It is absolutely stunning
how many people truly hate animals. I mean, I know,
we all know people hate people, and we got a
problem with that, but our thing is animals. Right, I've
(22:52):
heard in the last two weeks. I don't want to
hear about that garbage. I'm not compassionate towards that. I
don't have time for that stuff. Like you just said, yeah, yeah,
it's like it's like you feed a cat, but in
an area of mind you infested with rats.
Speaker 7 (23:07):
Right, So the cats are doing their job, they're keeping
all the rodents away. But that's another story entirely. But
it's two opposite ends of the coin. So we're dealing
with the discompassionate people who hate these animals or just
just just the discompassionate people in general.
Speaker 1 (23:22):
And then you're dealing.
Speaker 7 (23:23):
With with people who are showing true passion, just trying
to do something good, you know, like we were joking
the other day. You know Frankie, you know, growing up
as a teenager, he was in fights all the time,
and you know, in and out of trouble and and
you know, he had to move out of New York
basically because he was afraid he was going to get killed.
(23:44):
And you know, and now you look at Frankie and
his biggest defense is feeding a squirrel outside, you know,
And and it's so funny. It's like, however, you know, oh,
and you know, I want to thank everyone, you know,
frank and I save the what we tried to save
a the other day, and we did, we did, and
then we were able to release her because her wing
(24:06):
was she was able to fly.
Speaker 3 (24:07):
Our cats went on a murders free and got into
a nest. I don't know what they were doing, but
this one bird let out a scream that got us
out of pretty much falling asleep on the couch to
run out side you. You woke me up. I thought
I was dreaming in that scream. That was a scream
to me. That wasn't a bird, I know. And then
when it stopped, I got nervous, because that's you know,
(24:32):
it's weird. Those are the Anyone who has experience with
this knows when the screaming stops, there's a finality going on.
Oh yeah, when I was in a brawl in the street, right,
there were two times one thing went off and then
this guy got hit with a bat and there was
thirty people fighting. Everyone stopped and just ran another direction.
Speaker 1 (24:53):
Well that's when this shit gets real.
Speaker 3 (24:55):
Right. Then when I got stabbed, I was fighting five
guys and then they it started by the car and
I was like trying to shout them off of me
while I was fighting them back. And then I got
stabbed and everything got like hush quiet, right, And then
that's when I was like, Yo'll get me to a
(25:16):
hospital now, Like it was fucked up and now how
opposite we are.
Speaker 7 (25:24):
But that's my whole point, you know, like this is
your biggest defense now is like feeding the birds.
Speaker 3 (25:32):
Outside and rescue, rescue the bird and take care of it.
Paul is the ultimate mama, and we were able to
release and you know it's funny. Rihanna shout outs to
Woodland wand Creations. She had birds in a nest.
Speaker 1 (25:48):
Oh yeah, in her fake tree.
Speaker 3 (25:51):
Really what to feed them and do stuff, and then
she was able to take care of her business with them,
and then they kind of did their thing.
Speaker 1 (25:57):
Yeah birds, and then they flew away. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (26:00):
But you choose to hear the call or or you.
Speaker 1 (26:05):
Don't, And that's up to you.
Speaker 7 (26:07):
And it doesn't make you a bad person if you don't.
But if I choose to, don't look at me like
I'm a bad person, do you know what I mean?
Speaker 1 (26:15):
Let me do my thing, leave me alone. I don't
care about what you're doing. Don't worry about what I'm doing, right.
Speaker 3 (26:20):
And you know what these choices are going to present
themselves to us head.
Speaker 1 (26:25):
On now, I know. Well that's what's happening.
Speaker 3 (26:28):
Been in a moment's notice while you're in the bathroom
and you're like, I don't even have time to wipe myself.
I gotta run out and save the day.
Speaker 4 (26:36):
Well it's a.
Speaker 1 (26:37):
Call to action, like you talk about action.
Speaker 3 (26:39):
All right, thank you for joining us tonight. We'll be
back after with messages and know we're gonna keep a
conversation going. Why because it's what you do here.
Speaker 2 (26:48):
Fearless, no hate, no heart, no fear.
Speaker 1 (27:06):
True frequency Radio art.
Speaker 5 (27:08):
Al Walk with me, this waking from my reality.
Speaker 4 (27:34):
Girl in this world.
Speaker 3 (27:51):
And somehow, just like that energy starts to re manifest itself,
which is proving my point. I literally shout outs to
Kevin by the way I feel you guys out there
right like when I think about everyone listening and the
Fearless Family and just you know, it's just on all
the time. So when I'm live with you, I feel
(28:13):
like I'm just there with you already. But I started
shaking really bad right after I purged pretty much. There
was like that whole half hour I was shaking really bad,
and I realized again, I'm going back up in frequency,
and everyone came to meet me, send me the energy
(28:35):
to follow it. Oh, I think so, No, I know,
so we have storarship feelings. I think so, yeah.
Speaker 7 (28:41):
People are hearing what we're saying. They're sending you love
your feeling it and you know whatever else you need.
Speaker 3 (28:49):
Yes, And I want to just say thank you for that.
And so it just proves another point. I love the
higher frequency. I dislike the lower frequency a lot. I
don't want to say I hate it, but I don't
like it.
Speaker 7 (29:09):
Can't stay there anymore, you don't belong there.
Speaker 3 (29:11):
Right, we got to learn as a group of creator
beings light beings, how to really hypercharge and keep our
space at this high high frequency and then bungee back in.
I know, we bring the light ship down and around,
but there are times when you can't make the call
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to action. I guess that's going to be a race
soon because if I can connect to you etherically, then
I could make the call. Yeah, so that's pretty interesting.
See we learn right live on air as well too.
It's all part of the journey and the craziness. But yeah,
it proves my point. I'm getting used to the higher
frequency because when we ride that, it's just better. It's
(29:57):
a better life. You feel better, your heart beats rhythm,
your awareness goes up, Things begin to happen on another layer,
on another level, right, so, uh, what's going on? So
(30:22):
see even during the show, even during the show, so
we got to just keep in mind that this is
the kind of stuff that's going to happen and we're
going to have to just roll through it at such
a high frequency that a wave maybe hits them instead
of us forcing them up a step because mindlessness, it
(30:42):
just brings more mindlessness, right, you get more people watching
the game. More people just interested in the numbers in
the game's game bro don't care about the game game,
And I'm just like, no, I really don't. I really
don't care anymore. I'm kind of at a lossful words
at the amount of stuff that's been thrown at me today.
If I was ever going to pick up a microphone
and throw it, it was about five seconds ago. So
(31:05):
we're all doing it. We all go through it, we
all have to deal with it, and it's the kind
of stuff that I guess we're here to fix. We're
here to to try how to not be emotional outburst.
Speaker 1 (31:19):
Every time something like that happened yourself.
Speaker 3 (31:23):
Right, Like when I got hurt here, it got really
bad here in the neighborhood, and I had it like
I didn't have to run. I felt like the neighborhood
got bad, and that it's just a matter of times
because people started getting shot and just just to get shot.
It's like, what when did that start happening? So it's
not like that anymore. But I ran to Florida and
(31:45):
I wound up in the same situations and then in.
Speaker 1 (31:48):
Jail because you took yourself with you.
Speaker 3 (31:51):
That's exactly I took all that and you can't run
away from your problem.
Speaker 7 (31:56):
You know, it's it's I'm sorry. It's the same thing
as you know, being in relationships. If you didn't learn
from your previous relationship, you're gonna make exactly the same mistake.
But this guy's got a different face. It's the same thing.
You can't do that. You have to stop and you
have to really look at yourself and say how much
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of this is self created? How much of this is
me putting all of this stuff on me that has
nothing to do with you.
Speaker 3 (32:28):
Yes, you know I blamed a lot of people for
things back then.
Speaker 1 (32:33):
Of course a lot.
Speaker 3 (32:33):
I was like, you know what, this doesn't work in
your here's how I'm going to bring it around too,
just to keep it simple. Today, I realized this morning
when I got up, I have to be a writer,
a producer, an artist I'm terrible at art, a production designer,
the guy that writes up the stories, the guy that
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takes the video, the guy that's in the video, the
animation that goes in the video, music that goes in
the video. It all has to be me. So I
have to learn everything and it's kind of freaking me out.
Speaker 1 (33:08):
Yeah, but look at what a great job you did.
Speaker 3 (33:11):
I know this is what we're doing though. Yes, out
of I went from I'm blaming everyone for everything. Yeah,
let's just say everyone for everything, like it's your fault.
This happened, it's your fault, Like my dad used to
do that. Well, it's your fault. I had to do this,
And I'm like, well, that's the only thing you have
had to do. So but it's always You're just always
(33:32):
and you're never facing it. You're just thrown in the
ball and just lobbing it into someone else's court. To
the point where we are years later where I'm like,
I'm just going to take the responsibility because I can
just do it. Then it's the grinding your teeth part.
I see, we can do this. It's already been planned
that we know it can be done. I've seen the success.
Speaker 7 (33:56):
Everything we do here is a success. May be a
failure at one point, but then when we try again,
it's a success everything because there's no reason it should fail.
There's no reason in my mind it should fail. There's
no physical reason anyone could give me that it should fail.
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And that's just how I feel about that.
Speaker 3 (34:22):
Yes, but it's a coming of age thing where you go,
ohh the amount of energy and time and effort, and
then all of a sudden things speed up from there.
Why is that? Because you learn what you're doing and
you need to start mastering your stuff exactly right, kind
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of like when the first demon came out in this house.
Speaker 1 (34:47):
Yeah, horrifying experience, no clue.
Speaker 3 (34:50):
Look, I'm getting emotional about it because I was like,
what's happening? What is this? And then it grabbed me
and moved me like two feet back. I tried to
push forward against it, and I went I didn't know
they could do that.
Speaker 1 (35:06):
I didn't know, But you don't feel that way.
Speaker 3 (35:08):
Christie was screaming bloody murder right. She put her arm
up and he grabbed her arm, and I never heard someone.
I was like, Yo, I'm getting choked out over here,
and I'm yelling at you. You got to shut up before
the cops come, because how do we explain this?
Speaker 1 (35:25):
But then it was okay.
Speaker 3 (35:26):
The guy on the floor says, I said, do you
believe now? And he goes yeah, I go you want help.
He's like yeah, I'm like you gotta let that thing go, man,
And he was like making deals with it and shit, and.
Speaker 7 (35:39):
Then and then we got it to go away and
everything was now we just smash right now now that's
not a problem anymore because you've done it a few
hundred times.
Speaker 3 (35:50):
No, I know. So it becomes a hand flick like
not today, sir, and it just flies out right. Just
remember whatever whatever it is you do with people to
help people, make sure you ground yourself. Don't take their
stuff onto you. Transmute it, don't eat it.
Speaker 1 (36:09):
No, get rid of it, get rid of it.
Speaker 3 (36:11):
Open a portal to the central sun, and just send
it in like it's being sucked through a vacuum cleaner through.
Speaker 7 (36:16):
But that's even on us, our guilt and our shame
and our whatever, our insecurities. Don't eat it, let it go,
don't hang out.
Speaker 1 (36:23):
You've hanged, you've hung onto it this long. What good
is it served you? None?
Speaker 3 (36:28):
So it is like the spiral staircase upward.
Speaker 1 (36:31):
There's no room. We talk about the funnel and we
talk about yeah, we talk about it. There's no room
to keep all that shit.
Speaker 7 (36:40):
There's no room. Frank and I had to do another purge.
I got rid of luggage.
Speaker 1 (36:44):
This time. I got rid of a comforter and pillows.
Speaker 3 (36:47):
Stuff pull ever got rid of. You'd be like, wow's
and all of that stuff.
Speaker 7 (36:52):
I remember begging, borrowing, pleading, saving to get the money
to get that thing that I thought I needed so
badly that I'm so happy to donate now.
Speaker 1 (37:03):
And someone took the luggage.
Speaker 7 (37:04):
And someone took the comforter, and somebody even took those pillows.
Speaker 1 (37:08):
But whatever, I'm happy. But you can't hold on to it.
Speaker 7 (37:15):
And you know people are going to be like, oh,
it's easier said than done. I have to live and
I have to live and breathe what I say. Also,
I was down for three days this week. Three days.
I lost Tuesday completely. I don't even know what happened
to Tuesday. And you know, I owned it. I said,
(37:36):
this is how it's going to be. I'm not gonna
push myself any harder to get out of this spiral.
I let it happen. I got on the wave and
I floated through it. It wasn't easy. Some parts, some
parts were very easy.
Speaker 1 (37:51):
And you know, but what am I going to do?
Speaker 7 (37:53):
I was down. I couldn't do anything. It was like
the universe was going nope, nope, just sit down. You
think you want to do that. But just sit down,
you know, and I have to take this. You know,
we look for the signs, and we ask for signs,
and we see signs. Well, that was the sign that
was telling me you're doing nothing. You say, that's my
(38:14):
when I say say nothing, do nothing. And that's exactly
what I did for three days.
Speaker 3 (38:19):
I've tried to fight it a few times, like I
punched in my grill, just trying to knock out a
bunch of stuff in one day and then realizing it's
not going to work out. And I tried, and I
tried and I tried, and all it did is made
me pass out at eleven thirty. Like I never went
to sleep at all. I don't remember the last time
I went to sleep. Eleven thirty.
Speaker 1 (38:37):
I know when you slept the whole night.
Speaker 3 (38:38):
And then I slept till the next afternoon. Yeah, and
I'm like, God, that was a good sleep. And I'm
never doing that again.
Speaker 1 (38:46):
But you can't fight.
Speaker 7 (38:48):
You can't fight it all the time, you know, and
you can't take that with you. So you have to
let that go. You know, you talked earlier about.
Speaker 3 (38:55):
It's basically emotional. I'm trying to put this together because
I know, when I'm straight and and my mind is
back to one hundred percent, it's going to be logically
just easy for me to talk about.
Speaker 1 (39:06):
Well, you're working it out right now as it's happening.
Speaker 7 (39:08):
It just happened a minute and a half before we
started the show.
Speaker 1 (39:12):
This just happened.
Speaker 3 (39:13):
Emotions play a huge role of getting in the way
everything that we try to do.
Speaker 1 (39:17):
Absolutely well, that's that's the problem.
Speaker 7 (39:20):
It's either a technical issue, or it's something someone says
or does, or you know, just to what to wreak
havoc to start the to start breaking everything down because
they don't want the message, the information getting out. They
don't want us talking about what we're supposed to talk about.
Speaker 3 (39:41):
It is true that the crazier looks more crazy.
Speaker 7 (39:44):
Yeah and yeah, because someone someone may walk away with
a grain of truth that they heard tonight, or someone
may walk away and say, wow, that resonates with me.
Speaker 3 (39:55):
No, I know this. If it's happening to me and
it happened to you and we're discussing it, that means
it's happening or is going to If it hasn't happened
to you yet. I think every single one of us
could make a connection to the references that we're talking about,
because it's either family or stuff we have stuffed in
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the closet that we don't even use anymore that we
thought was going to be the greatest thing. Man, if
I just had that friggin bond, me and that bond
could go off into the wilderness and we could live together,
and I'll make a campfire and just grow my own wheat. Right.
And then you get the bong and then you put
it up on the thing until you see the next bong, right,
and then that becomes clutter. And I'm just using a
(40:36):
bong as an example.
Speaker 7 (40:38):
Oh my goodness, I think they heard you purging on
the hot The mic must have been hot before the show.
Speaker 3 (40:44):
Wow.
Speaker 1 (40:45):
Yeah, sometimes, Why does that happen all the time?
Speaker 3 (40:47):
I don't know it would you. I don't mind, because
there's nothing. There's just reality happening here, right. Like the
best thing about being in the truth frequency is you
just got to say it for what it is.
Speaker 1 (41:00):
But you do you do?
Speaker 3 (41:02):
You don't sit here and bullshit each other.
Speaker 7 (41:04):
No, I mean literally, during the show, like six cats
came to the kitchen window I've never seen. I think
they were all checking on Frank to make sure Frank
was okay, jumped up on the counter.
Speaker 1 (41:14):
It's very strange here.
Speaker 3 (41:15):
It looks like a contest.
Speaker 1 (41:17):
Yeah, that's what I was saying during.
Speaker 3 (41:19):
The break, and she just had plates lined.
Speaker 1 (41:21):
Up exactly exactly. People are said that memes now.
Speaker 3 (41:28):
Motions rise up from let's say chakra points the main seven,
depending on what it is. If it's a money issue.
Speaker 1 (41:37):
Oh that came from your from your circle chakra, definitely.
Speaker 3 (41:40):
This came low. This was low, all right. So sexual
issues or uh trauma of some kind, that's your red chakra.
That's your lowest chakra. Uh traumas with maybe people making
fun of you and then you holding judgment on them
and you're be getting dark with it is coming out
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of your yellow like each one. You know, you watch
someone and it crushes your heart and you're like, I
love you, just die right like listen, you say things
you can't take back the throat chapra all right, all right, anyway,
So these emotions are coming from these areas. Why do
I know this because I'm experiencing them as individual things
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coming through. As example, seven deadly sins. Each one of
them comes from a chakra that you harbor one of those. Right,
So it's the Seven Chapras. The deep darker stuff is
the seven Deadly Sins. Why do you think Shazam battles them? Right,
he's the one kid with the imagination to do it
(42:48):
and transforms with a magic word Chasam and then fights
off the Seven Deadly Sins with the wisdom of Solomon. Right.
It's just what I'm saying is, let's view this as
if we can control this a little bit, control a
lot actually, but not become a robot, but an observer
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of a new kind, something we haven't And maybe it
hurts so much because we're just supposed to be this
but we haven't been in the human body.
Speaker 1 (43:18):
But it does hurt.
Speaker 7 (43:19):
It physically hurts, and it hurts emotionally because it's childhood trauma.
And if we didn't have so much childhood trauma, we
wouldn't have issues in our lives because going back to it,
like when you're dating the same person over and over
again and you blame them for everything and you.
Speaker 1 (43:37):
Don't take responsibility.
Speaker 3 (43:39):
Yeah, and you blame them every time, But you're the
one that has the pattern.
Speaker 1 (43:43):
Yeah, you're the one with the pattern.
Speaker 7 (43:45):
Yeah, and everyone else sees the pattern, but you.
Speaker 3 (43:49):
You know, you don't want to listen to it. Right.
You try to tell someone in three D world, You're like, hey,
you loved this out and they go shut up.
Speaker 7 (43:57):
I'm the first to say it. After my last bad relationship,
I ran and hid.
Speaker 1 (44:02):
I didn't look at a man.
Speaker 7 (44:03):
For two years after I was out of that relationship,
and I didn't date for eight years or maybe maybe
even longer. I didn't date anyone because I didn't want
to repeat the same I didn't want to repeat the
same the same pattern this s I didn't want to
live the same life in a different apartment with a
different guy.
Speaker 1 (44:22):
And I meant that, I really did.
Speaker 7 (44:25):
That's why when Frank and I met, it such a joke,
because he was done and I was, you know done.
I was resigned that I was going to spend the
rest of my life single and I was okay with that.
Speaker 1 (44:38):
I really was. And you know, then I met Frank.
Speaker 3 (44:42):
We talk about how the deception against us is also
a heist of us.
Speaker 7 (44:47):
Verst them, and we had no issues, no prior issues
ever came up.
Speaker 3 (44:52):
We I have this thing I had excuse me in
a past life experience was I had a recurring nightmare
for many years. And it was like night at night,
every night, every night for years. I was an Asian
lady and I was it was like in the past,
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like a long time ago, that you're only wearing something
over your head, like with a cutout, and then you
have to use rope to tie it around your waist,
so it's just like one piece thing. And I go
run out into the street and I grab this guy
who I realized as my husband. I feel love but anger,
and I choose him a cheating on me and then
(45:34):
he says, what you cheated on me and turns around
and stabs me to death, holds me down in front
of everyone and nobody helps, and I was like, no joke,
eighty pounds and I was like, what are you doing?
And it was the worst. It's the worst way to
get scumbagged by somebody is to have the closest one
(45:57):
to you be that person so blatantly and then they
turn on you and you're like and then kill you
front of everyone, and not one persons that people were
like whatever, okay. So from that there's jokes about it,
like I was afraid of Asians and then when I
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was in ice Click while I'm still on ice Click.
Speaker 2 (46:19):
But my.
Speaker 3 (46:22):
Guy would take me around like Comicon and stuff, and
then he would be hit me off. Oh here's Frank Castle.
Oh it's ice Click. And then they brought me on
the stairs and they trapped me on the escalator, and
they brought there's like a hundred Asians straight from China.
They were all wearing black suits and stuff. They had
the glasses and they had the cameras and they came
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around the turn and my producers and all that they
all knew. So they were making a joke to me,
and they rushed me and cornered me, and they, I
mean they were grabbing me and stuff, and I flipped
my shit. But I was at Comic Con, so I couldn't.
I couldn't punch anyone or another, like they're taking my picture.
So I'm like, all right, everyone back up. And then
(47:06):
I just made eventually made my way out of there.
All right, So the deception check this out your part
your half career. Yeah, okay, up to the point where
I drank Ayah and straighten all my business out, I
would have never talked to you, I know, but you
have everything else top to bottom exactly the profile that
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fits everyone I've ever dated except you. So what they
do is they take the perfect one and you come
in here this way, I come in here this way.
We lived. How close a mile and a half a
mile and a half are your friends my friends? Yeah,
we all know the same people. I never met her, yep,
and would never even consider it, for those little nuances
(47:50):
they do to us creators from the soul families and
the twin flames or whatever. They mismatch it on purpose
or here's the flip and it's a deception and they think,
haha on them. I said this the last time. If
time is a sphere and we're all coming from out
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of time into the sphere of the matrix time here
on Earth, and we're creator beings, we're greater than any
deceiver on any level. Thus knowing if they jump back
in time, because this was a time thing they did
to us to lay in the matrix of deception. All right,
we think it's a couple of hundred years, maybe it's
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thousands and thousands.
Speaker 7 (48:34):
And thousands of years, but that's the idea. You hide
everything in plain side.
Speaker 3 (48:38):
So they went back early and threw a wrap around us,
and then we're seeing their version of the matrix where
they could program us and stuff. But as creator beings,
we got here first inserted knowing they're going to do X,
Y and Z to us to promote their deception. But
we're with amnesia on this side, out playing them. But
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we have to lose the game to win the to
win the entire we have, we have to lose all
the like little battles to win the overall arching es war.
I don't want. I don't like going to the war,
but it's that at that point, it's the game, right,
But it's it's checkmate because as we wake up right,
they're trying everything.
Speaker 1 (49:23):
Well, you stop playing, right, you stop playing.
Speaker 7 (49:26):
And and you pick up your ball and you go home.
You stop playing.
Speaker 3 (49:30):
You don't play this game.
Speaker 1 (49:31):
You don't and you don't have to play.
Speaker 3 (49:33):
Who told us we had to do this? I used
to tell my mother that when we were a kid?
Who told who told you that? When I would ask
her a question about stuff and she'd answer me, or
my father would say something to me, and I'm like, who,
where did you get that information from? Ye? It sounds
like you made that ship up there.
Speaker 1 (49:51):
Why can't you change the rules?
Speaker 3 (49:53):
Yeah, well that's not how it works. And if you
don't get up in a hard day's work. Hey, listen,
I didn't come here to be someone's slave. No, I
came here to free in mind.
Speaker 7 (50:04):
Or but but but that said, it's like acceptance of
what it is.
Speaker 1 (50:09):
You know what I mean? You can't you know, we're
not saying that you live.
Speaker 7 (50:13):
This life and you know you believe that there can
be more for you and you're willing to.
Speaker 1 (50:18):
Give certain things up to have it.
Speaker 7 (50:20):
Not that you should have to give anything up, but
you are free to make your own choices once you
realize the choice is mine.
Speaker 1 (50:29):
It truly is my choice, all your choice.
Speaker 7 (50:31):
Yeah, I don't have to be unhappy if I don't
want to be unhappy anymore. I don't have to feel
guilty about things anymore. I don't have to be I
don't have to be anything I don't want to be,
you know, like I You know, I said.
Speaker 3 (50:48):
You could remove all the masks.
Speaker 7 (50:51):
You can just let it go, like like I said
to Frank, And I felt a little guilty about it.
Speaker 1 (50:56):
But I don't because look what happened.
Speaker 7 (50:59):
You know, we're having a PM with the straight cats
and we're trying to feed them less food. And you know,
Frank and I have fighting over like how much money
we're spending in cat food every month, and it's becoming
like an issue for us, and you know, you know,
we like to resolve those issues quickly, you know, And
you know, you know, he has one thought and I
have another thought, and you know, and basically what's going
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to happen is these animals are going to get fed
one way or another, and it's going to continue to
be an issue. So you know, we got this bird,
and I released this bird yesterday, and I'm hoping that
this bird is okay. I mean, I'm sure he'll come
back once, you know, the bird is fine. I'm hoping
I didn't get a feeling that yeah, came to greet him. Yeah,
So I don't I don't think anything happened, you know,
(51:42):
And and I don't like to have things be an
issue with Frank anything. You know, we try to talk
about what's going on and.
Speaker 3 (51:52):
Stay abreast of a wave crashing on us.
Speaker 7 (51:55):
You know, we were talking about letting this bird go
and I and I and I said to Frank, honestly,
I'm relieved because I don't want another thing to take
care of.
Speaker 3 (52:04):
Because we're taking Yeah, problem is there's there is a
button of overload. I want to take care of all
of them.
Speaker 7 (52:11):
Yeah, but you can't, you know, and I have to
be realistic, you know, solutions.
Speaker 3 (52:16):
Then at that point it has to be solution based.
Speaker 1 (52:19):
But that's what it is, and you know, logical with it.
Speaker 3 (52:22):
Yeah, that's it.
Speaker 1 (52:23):
But that's the point.
Speaker 7 (52:24):
I declared it yesterday and today we used a lot less.
Speaker 3 (52:29):
You said something the other day. It's my job to
keep you alive.
Speaker 1 (52:32):
Yeah, but not keeping you fat, not to make you fat.
Speaker 3 (52:35):
Yeah. So there is a point even as a creator,
right where just love you have to back it up
and go, okay, I love you. I'm going to keep
you all live and living. You're gonna all be okay.
Speaker 1 (52:45):
Yeah, and I'm cool with that.
Speaker 3 (52:46):
And you know what, and then to keep the neighborhood.
Speaker 1 (52:49):
Alive exactly and the chat room lady, I agree with you.
Speaker 7 (52:52):
You know that they are also bringing us energy and
they're taking all the bad energy away. Because I've seen
my house cat Osker you that he when when there's
a lot of uh, when there's a lot of energy
in the house, he'll go outside and purge and then
he'll eat some grass and then he'll come back.
Speaker 1 (53:07):
And I know it's not anything he ate.
Speaker 7 (53:09):
I know it's the energy in the house, or it's
the energy something that's going on with the family.
Speaker 1 (53:14):
So definitely I agree with that.
Speaker 3 (53:19):
Reality.
Speaker 7 (53:19):
Yeah, so these cats, you know, there's no coincidence these
cats are coming by.
Speaker 3 (53:24):
Yes, our consciousness is pulling it all towards us. There's
actually nothing wrong, but let's crazy emotion. Yeah, so let's
get a grip on those emotions. Feel as family love
you guys. Sometimes I casts and sorcerers screen of your
your protection from deception. I am we our fearless dot com.
(53:48):
I am we our fearless dot com.
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