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Speaker 1 (00:02):
Hi, listeners, this is jess On justs in the mess.
I wanted to share this revelation that God gave me
a few days ago, and it starts off with this,
God is more concerned about who you become, more so
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than what you achieve. Who you become is way more
important to Him than anything that we do. And to
break that down a little bit more, because you know,
I'm finding myself in this season of Him really building
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my character and working and my heart, cleansing my heart,
taking the bad stuff that don't need to be in
there out and planting and growing these seeds of good
characteristics that one should have from Him. That's my son.
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Today's a snowy day. They canceled school, the roads are icy,
So just chilling at home with my babies, so you'll
probably hear them here and there. But He gave me
this image, and this was given to me through another
one of his children on a YouTube video, and it
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really just opened my eyes to a whole new perception.
And I was so grateful for this revelation. So I
know other people will benefit from hearing this, So listen
closely as I say this piece of imagery. Imagine, Imagine
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we are on level two, and we are fighting against
this level two devil, and be careful not to be
envious of the people that you see on level forty nine,
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because that is a whole and a whole, entirely different
devil that they are fighting. So just be careful not
to be envious of the people who are already up
there on level forty nine, because I'm grateful for my
low level two devil, you know, I'm grateful for this
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time that the Lord is working in me. And that's
where I'm heading into. I'm saying that this level two,
the in between of level two and level forty nine,
This is a process of Him upgrading my heart. This
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is a process of preparation for him to equip me
with the heart and the character that level forty nine
is going to require of me. Because if God just
threw us into level forty nine or fast forward us
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to level forty nine, that blessing would be fatal to us.
We would not be able to carry it, sustain it,
manage it. It's kind of like this. Imagine a newborn baby. Okay,
you see the baby, and then imagine a twenty twenty
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five five brand new car, and let's say that that
brand new twenty twenty five edition car that belongs to
that child, that baby. But you can't give that baby
that car yet. It's not ready for it. That baby
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has to grow, That baby has to learn. That baby
has to get wise, get wiser, and develop the character
and maturity and ability to sustain that blessing and drive
that car. It has to grow. It's just not time.
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It's not the right time. So in the same way
I am describing this level two in level forty nine,
don't despise the process of him upgrading your heart, because
here's the thing. And catch this in the trials in
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you enduring the trials, the tribulations, the attacks from the enemy,
the people and things and situations coming against you. In
this in between stage between level two and level forty nine,
he is using these very things to upgrade your heart.
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He is using these very things to better your character,
to make you a better person. He's using those hurts,
those betrayals, that mistreatment, that persecution, those hardships, those trials
and tribulations. He is even using those to make you
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prepared to sustain that level forty nine blessing. You are
on your way, So be patient, and endure with a
smile on your face, counting it all joy, knowing that
the testing of your faith through these trials, knowing that
the testing of your faith produces patience. I can't think
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of exactly where that verse is at, but the Holy
Spirit gave that to me just now. So don't despise
the Lord correcting you, or moving people out of your life,
or blocking things that looked like blessings but really weren't.
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It was the Lord just protecting you. And I have
also heard from the Holy Spirit that the Lord blocked
that thing from happening. He closed that door because you
didn't know what was on the other side of that door.
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And the Lord knows that if you would have went
on the other side of that door, all your hard work,
all your sacrifice would have been tarnished. So that was
the Lord protecting you. I don't know who I'm talking to,
but if this resonates with you, you know. And I
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just needed to pass this revelation along because you know,
we're all We're all going to go through things. Jesus
promised that we would have trials and tribulation, but he
also promised that he would be with us in it,
and I'm so grateful for that. I'm so glad that
he does not leave us alone in our messes, that
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he finds us in. I'm glad that he uses even
the bad, the wrong, the unjust, the unfair things for
our good to create a better character within us, us,
a better heart. I love that so much. What a
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friend we have in Jesus, What a good good father
we have. And I was watching The Chosen last night.
It's becoming very popular today, and I believe it was
episode I know it was like a season four episode seven,
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and it was the part where he was raising or
the episode where he was raising Lazarus from the dead.
And I gotta tell you, guys, like he gave me
such deep understanding, a deeper understanding of him, and a closeness,
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a more closeness to him in my relationship with him.
And I've been praying to get closer to him and
know him more and to know who I am more
in him. And if you haven't ever watched The Chosen,
I encourage you to do so. And even if you
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were to skip all the way to the part where
you know the specific episode I'm talking about, because anybody
who watches that episode I know and have faith and
believe that it will touch your heart, it will move you. Oh,
you will be able to relate to it in some
form or fashion. I have faith in saying that. And
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the specific thing that I wanted to share concerning that
episode was, before Jesus had raised Lazarus from the dead,
he had Mary and Martha grieving and sobbing and crying
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at his feet and asking, you know, like, why didn't
you come sooner? My brother would still be alive, you know,
like just sobbing at his feet. And God in the
human flesh, because listen to my words, the Lord, our God,
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in the body of Jesus Christ, in his human body,
he did not shield himself from human pain. He did
not shield himself from that human pain. Rather, he willingly,
he willingly felt that pain so that he, the God
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of the universe, would be able to know how us
humans feel when going through hard situations such as losing
a loved one. So with that being taken into account,
he was moved. He empathetically felt Marry and her sobbing,
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her sorrow, her grief, her despair. He was moved in
his heart. If you're an impath, you can understand how
that feels to be around someone who is sad and
be moved in your heart and feel their sadness. And
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in that episode, it gave such a great illustration of
Jesus just being moved in his heart, and he fell
to the ground next to Mary and sobbed with her
and wept. Even though he knew he was going to
raise Lazarus from the dead, it was important for all
around to see his humanness. He is fully God, but
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he was also foolly man and human while he was here.
He did that on purpose, and it was just such
revelation to me to see that. Jesus wept, and after
he wept with Mary and Martha, he then went to
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Lazarus and raised him from the dead. And I love
how the chosen just how it portrays just everything. It's
just it's wonderful show, you know. And so after Lazarus
was alive again and Jesus at the end of that day,
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Jesus was sitting down with Lazarus and they were speaking
about his disciples. Jesus was talking about his disciples and
he said to Lazarus, you know, I'm running out of time.
This was the last public sign that I'm going to do,
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and I still feel like my disciples do not understand,
and I'm frustrated. He expressed his human emotion of frustration,
and he expressed his human emotion of anger with the
Pharisees and the Sadducees and the scribes and the religious leaders.
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How they just they they're blind guides and they're just
leading his people astray. And he expressed his dread, his
human feeling of dread concerning this cup that he would
have to drink to fulfill his father's will. And at
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one point in the episode, he said, there will be
times where the will of my father will be crushing
to you, our suffering, AKA, it will be crushing to
you and even I, he said, Jesus said, it will
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be crushing to himself, and it was he died on
a cross for the will of God to be fulfilled.
So with this, I will leave you with saying this statement,
Jesus's pain and suffering was for a purpose, and so
is mine, and so is yours. You can trust him
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with your pain and your suffering, and just know that
he is using those very things to develop your character
in order to elevate you to that level forty nine.
So that you are able to hold, sustain, be a
good steward over and take care of that blessing that
He is going to give you. I pray for you,
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brother and sister who is listening, and I love you.