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Speaker 1 (00:02):
Hello everyone, new chapter, same podcast. Let's get into it.
Journey with John, the podcast that explores many paths of spirituality.
Each week will dive into the depths of spirituality, self discovery,
and personal journeys that help us connect our inner selves

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and the world around us. Welcome to Journey with John.
Hello everyone, I'm glad to be back. It's been a
hot minute since I've been on live. I believe the
last time I was live was June mid June. It's
been a while. Anyways, new things changes. I am on

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my own now. I'm no longer with Bold Brave, so
bear with me as I figure out the engineering side.
Since it's all me. So if you have any questions
or you want to ask me anything, go right ahead,
be glad to help and be of service of course. Anyways,

(01:16):
I want to say thank you very much for being here,
being with me, and and come on to my new
channel everywhere you can listen to your podcasts, you will
see me. Anyways, All right, here we go, Let's get
to it, shall we. So while I was off doing

(01:39):
mom duty's baseball, what I was getting told was, let's
start from the beginning. Let's go right from the beginning.
How Journey with Jones started and we can you know,
so you guys can have a feel as how everything is.

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This might be a short episode. I'm not quite sure.
I also haven't figured out the actual date, like day
of the week that I will be consistently streaming live
on But if you bear with me, I just wanted
to get this going and get it started so you
can we can get back into it all right. So,

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how Journey with Jones started was I, during COVID decided
to take a temporary job and I was in this
temperate temporary job doing a matt leaf for a friend.
During this job, it was great. It was fun, you know,

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you kind of got in the rhythm, it was. It
turned into be an easy thing. But prior to that,
I had been doing a podcast here and there with
a colleague of mine, and I kept getting that I
needed to do one on my own, and so and

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then I got a job, and so then it just
kind of went by the wayside, right and spirit ass
And that's one of the things where you know, you
can you can choose to do it, or you know,
you can listen. But again, we all have our free will,
and so I thought about it and it always just

(03:30):
seems so daunting to me. How am I going to start?
How am I going to do this? It's quite a
thing to get on here, go live, And I have
to admit, like, just starting tonight, it took me a
little bit to get going and actually pressed live because yeah,

(03:52):
it's it's kinda you know, it's been a bit and
I'm not used to having to deal with the back
end myself. I've always had Christian to do all my
engineering needs and whatever I needed, I could just type
him and say, hey, can you do this, and then
it's there. But so unfortunately Bold Brave is no longer,

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and so I've just decided I'm going to do this
on my own. I was getting called to do it
and be on my own. So here we are. We're
doing it, all right. So let's get back into the start.
So how I started was again, I was working. I

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was in this job. Something had happened at that workplace
and it would had been really really stressful, and I
I was starting to lose faith in people. Let's just
say that. I won't say what it was, but it

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was quite a big deal and it just and then
it ended because they were friends and I went to
them with an issue, they turned around and turned it
back at me, and even though it was something that

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happened at the workplace, they turned around and that it
was me to blame when it was a contact that
was not something that I did. But anyways, if you know,
you know, so I was sitting at my desk, I
would have had a migraine headache, attention, huge tension migraine headache,

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because obviously I didn't want to be there anymore, and
I was trying to fill my obligations to be there.
And I had said to the universe, you really want
me to do a podcast, all right? While you know what,
You're gonna have to show me proof, like I need

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a sign. And within five minutes, I kid you not,
my phone rang and I looked at it, and you know,
it kind of says it said it was coming from
New York, New York, and I was like, hmm, that
feels like a spam call. But at the same time
I kept getting no, you need to actually answer this call.

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So I answered the call and it was a radio
host and said, hey, we got your name, we saw
you on the internet, and we really like you. We
want to talk to some reaking master teachers and could
we interview you live on air for five minutes? And

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I went, okay, interesting, and he's like, okay, well can
you do it like in five minutes. I'm like, no,
I can't do it obviously, right I was at work,
I said, but I could the next day because I
had a doctor's appointment and I was going to get
a vitamin IV bag done and so I thought that

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would be perfect. I could get it done. I can
do my IV multi vitamins at the same time while
I did my five minute interview live on air. So
that was the start. And that was with PBN, the
Podcast Business News Network. They promised me the Moon and
Back and they said, great, we loved you. You had

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a huge audience for your first time around, even for
five minutes. You should consider coming over to us. So
I did, and so I did, and then it just
seemed to keep going right. There was always some sort
of agenda with them. Long story short, they did not

(08:05):
fulfill their their duties obligations to me, and I ended
up with the Bold Brave And actually the Bold Brave
TV had said, hey, we saw you on the you know,
PBN network, and you're getting traction. We really like you,

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you know how to speak on air? Would you come
over to us? Well, it took me a year later
to actually go because at this time I was not
feeling very positive because of my experience with PBN right,
even though it was a great start, and I'm grateful

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for that. I'm grateful for friendship with Steve Harper, not
the ex Prime and of Canada, but the radio host
Steve Harper. He taught me a lot. I asked him
lots of questions. He showed me how to dislike, how

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to talk on air, how to answer questions, how to
be me anyways. So that is what I did. And
then with that I started with The Bold Brave TV
and it was great. They were super friendly, they were great.

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It was a bit tough because again it was like, hey,
you're on your own. You're not going to have a
co host like I did with PBM right. That was
with Steve Harper, and we would always we would just
have a conversation. So I did not wasn't able to
talk to anyone unless I invited a guest on my own.

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So with that in mind, with that, I grew so
much with The Bold Brave and it's unfortunately unfortunate that
they did go under. But again I learned so much.
Unfortunately I didn't learn the back end of things. But

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here I am. We're doing it. We're gonna head straight
for this. So really about it is, you know, when
you really need something and you ask, you will get it.
You just have to be open to it. And really,

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if I hadn't picked up that phone two to like
they wouldn't have left a message to be interviewed on
live radio, I wouldn't. I may not be here today.
I still believe that I would, but I wouldn't have

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as much knowledge as I do today. So again, thank
you very much for joining me, thank you for following me.
I know I have a lot of listeners in the
UK and some in the States, all around the world,

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so I am very happy and grateful to have you guys.
And if you could come over and like this new podcast,
that would be great, like and share it and you
can listen to this in wherever you listen to your podcasts. Anyways,
but that was the beginning, That's how I got started.

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Everything everything is good. So another thing about getting started
and starting new is starting to take that step back breathe, relax,
put your shoulders down, and learn to trust the flow.

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And sometimes light gets in the way and it gets
super busy, and when things start to press your buttons,
it's it's really hard to sit and not get caught
up in your crap in your head. It's you know,

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when something triggers you and you start to spiral. Really,
it's it's your heart. Your heart is trying to protect yourself,
and so it brings your mind back like it brings
your mind in. So your mind is trying to protect you,

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protect the heart, and so then it allows that, and
so it keeps going even though it doesn't feel like
when your mind keeps going a mile a minute, it's
trying to protect you, but it really isn't, because all
it's doing is it's pulling you back into that moment.
That moment has completely gone. It's done, it's complete, and

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there's no reason for us to sit here and completely
just keep reliving it over and over and over again.
Like Groundhog Day, right, that movie with Bill Murray. That's
that's kind of what our minds do. And it's weird
because it's almost like but in that movie, he started

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to learn, he started to figure out and we can
do that too. But it's snapping out of ourselves, snapping
out of our head and going okay, relaxing our shoulders,
taking a deep breath, taking a step back, and going
will I be okay? And the answer is yes, you

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will always be okay. Everything will be okay. You are fine,
And people will always say, well, what do you mean,
how do you know I'll be okay? Nothing is the
end of the world. It just feels rough, it feels bumpy,
but at the same time, it will pass. It too,

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will just pass. So if we can remember that the
sun rises the next day and it's a brand new day,
and if we can go okay, that happened, there's nothing
we can do about it anymore because it is now
in the past. It no longer is here. But the

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more we relive it in our minds and in our heads,
it's stuck here. But when we let that go is
where the ultimate growth happens. And when you can just
love yourself and know that it's okay, got yet like

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feel regret? Regret is an interesting thing, right, So regret
can be one of those things where yeah, you can
regret it and it's okay to regret it, But as
long as you let that go, Like, if you regret
it so much that you hang onto it all the time,

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it's gonna be one of those things where it's it
will eat you alive. It'd be one of those things
where that thing that got away. Okay, So if we
can it's okay to have that regret, but it's also

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okay you can learn from that. And learning from that
would be just to relax the shoulders, take a deep
breath and take a step back and go, Okay, I've
learned what I needed to learn from that. Do I
regret regret part of it or all of it? Sure?
But do you need to keep it within yourself? And

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the answer is known because when you keep it within yourself,
it is super tough to keep it to keep it
from not crumbling. You allowing your like because when we
have regrets are it allows our life to crumble if
we don't let things go or we don't allow it

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to just pass through. Again, there's so many different things.
If I didn't allow my experience with PBN to pass
through and know that you know what, everything will be Okay,
I'll get it, It'll be okay. I may not be

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here today, because that would mean now I'm getting in
the way of myself because what was it? Because I
couldn't trust anyone. I wouldn't be able to trust anyone
because what happened there was they promised everything, like to

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the moon and back. And I was supposed to get
two billboards in Times Square and my what's it called?
My video? Part of it? You saw the you know
in my intro. All right, let me see let's show
what you say, all right. I let someone get me

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angry at their actions. I thought I had a handle
on anger, right, But part of that anger, Rodney, is
because you had it from before, right, and that anger
was shoved in your heart because I'm going to say,

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whatever that person did was a trigger, a trigger for you,
and the unhealed wounds that you kept within your heart
bubbled to the surface. And not only did it just
bubble to the surface, it went kbone and when it,
you know, and then you feel like anger is like

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that movie inside Out, right, where you're just so hot
and red and all you can see is red because
you can't see anything else except or feel all the
hurt and the anger that you had stored. Right and
even so but this is a great thing because you

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are how can I say it, You are understanding that
you thought you had let it go, but it's still there.
So are you still hanging onto that anger or have
you gone okay? Because that even just the acknowledgement of
you saying, wow, I thought I actually handled that, but

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I obviously I didn't, so it's still here. That is
a huge step in its own because sometimes when we
have those things and it eats at us and someone
triggers us like like that person did, we won't necessarily
some like if you're really in your stuff, you won't

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realize that that was a trigger and you aren't ready
to learn from it. But now you are because you're like, huh,
well that's interesting. I thought I had let that go,
but clearly I still have work to do. And when

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that happens, it's really taking as step back and breathe,
relax the body, right not you Like if I told
you to relax, the first thing you would be is like,
what why are you telling me to? Like you see,
it brings up more anger, right, So really, when that happens,

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you want to take a deep breath, Relax the body,
Relax the shoulders, bring them down and excuse yourself, say
you know what, I need a moment and either go
the washroom, go outside, take a Actually, going outside might
be a great thing because then you can ground, you

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can situate yourself, and then you can bring yourself back in.
And when we bring ourselves back in, then we're open
to everything. We have removed some of the emotion, and
I'm not saying to be emotionless, but it's really to

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be removed from that emotion so that we can have
a clearer mind to make our next move or our
next assessment. All right, let me see now you said,
is it the feeling or I got from them? I'm

(21:27):
not under sure what you mean by that is do
you mean is their energy that they have just made
you angry? Because that's how I'm interpreting that question. So

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is the feeling slash aura I got from them? Okay,
So okay, let's see and then all right, so yes,
it's the energy like a poisoned dart was thrown. Okay,
So what I'm gonna say, Rodney, what you were feeling

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there is that they were throwing their energy at you,
and you would be really sensitive with energy, so you
could feel you could and it may not be that
they're actually because I'm tapping in to see what that was,
and I don't think they were actually throwing darts at you,

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but I feel like they were trying to get your
like attached to your energy, so they liked your energy
and they wanted a piece of it. If that's do
you know what I mean? And I feel like you
are very guarded with your energy. You don't let just

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anyone in and through. And so with that person, with
them trying to glob onto you or hang on to you,
it's you felt that itck right and that itck turn
into anger because you really like you like your space

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and you don't want anyone in your space rightfully, so
no one needs to be in your space unless you
know they have permission to do so. So with that,
it's it's a crazy thing where you know when someone

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tries to glom onto your energy and you have boundaries,
but yet somehow you can tell their energy was really
covering or even smothering yours. That can really because what

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I'm trying, what they're trying to show me that because
they were so close, the energy felt like they were
diminishing yours or trying to steal it, like maybe it
was like they were more like a dark EmPATH or
energy vampire, so that it does really feel not so good, right,

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And in that moment again it's you can go to
the washing you can excuse yourself. And this way, especially
with energy, it's best to go. You know what, I
need a moment, say you need to go to the washroom,
and then actually just go outside and you can ground yourself,
get some fresh air, breathe and know, and then cut

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away from them and bless them and you bless them
with whatever they feel they need from you. And once
you bless them with that, you'll see it will go.
They'll just let go and then you can breathe. Right,
But just because someone tries to attach to you, doesn't

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ness like I feel like you've been overpowered before and
people have taken advantage. And so that's why it really
gets your goat. It really is very angering to you
because it's like no one's listened to you before. So

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again it's it's really going taking a deep breath, relaxing
the body, and you can say no, right, you can
say no in your mind's eye and say I'm like no,
you can't attach to me. And if they're super like,

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just because some people are relentless, you have to you
need to take a step back and then you go
reset and reset. The best reset is to go outside. Okay, yeah,
exactly right. So it is those are top energy vampires.

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And so Rodney, the biggest thing I'm gonna say for
you is could you keep your you tend to keep
your energy really close. And because most people think that
if they have their energy super close, that is what
it will protect them more. But unfortunately it's the opposite, right,

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So invite the divine from above, bring it down into
the crown, and then all the way through we anchor
into the earth right to the core. We bring up
that energy, right, and it mixes with the energy from above,
like from divine with so below which is the earth,

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mother Earth, and we expand it and we expand our aura,
so our energy and not just to like hear right,
not just like here. I want you to expand it
past our galaxy. Okay, So if you expand it past
our galaxy, I can't like see I let's say, because

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you're seeing me on screen, you can't see my hands now,
right because my energy is so big that now I
can't attach to you. It's like a big ball you're
trying to carry, right You just kind of you can
kind of touch it, but you can't actually get your
claws into it, your fingers into it, because it's just

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too big. And so when you make your energy super large,
people cannot attach to you whenever you go anywhere. That's
what I would say. Make sure you expand your energy loud, proud,

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and pass the galaxy and you watch that energy vampire
ish will it will start to fade because they can't
glom onto you because it's nearly impossible for them to
do that, right, because I assure you they won't know

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how to expand their energy bigger than yours. That would
be the only way they would be able to somewhat
attached to you is if their energy was larger than yours.
And typically energy vampires they their energy is more of

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like praying on people that don't have energy, because they're
just trying to take what they can just so they
can survive, so they can feel. What's odd about is
the energy vampire feels like they feel more whole when
they can get pieces of every little person that they're around. Meanwhile,

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they have to realize that energy for themselves is the key,
and that is and you are already whole. Most people
think that, well, if I have a mate, then I'll
be whole. Then I won't be lonely, I won't be sad.
I'm going to tell you can still have a mate

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and still be lonely and still be sad. What you
have to fix, what people have to fix is is
that thought. Change the thought. You are never alone. We
are a soul operating this body, and this body is
having a human experience. Right. So it's like a video game,

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if you will, And this body of ours is an avatar,
and this avatar gets to do all these fun, cool things.
But only if we take that avatar and help it explore,
to go see and do new things. But if we
don't do that, then guess what. You don't get to

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that experience. It's the shit of what it could us. Right. Oh,
I wish I did this, I wish I did that.
There's all these weird different regrets, but just get up
and go right. So let me see what did you say? Okay, So,
Rodney says, the lesson you just made clear to me

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is I need to add more Gandhi Gandhi to my diet. Yes,
I don't know what gonde is. Can you explain? I
would is gonde more like spiritual practice? Yes, it's really

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just staying in the light and sending love no matter
what even And that's the thing. The biggest thing was
people are saying, but I don't I don't love them,
I actually loathe them. Why would I say I love you?
And I'm like, I'm not saying that you should love

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like say I love you to them? When you say
I love you, it's oh okay, yes, like adding more
love within your self that you love yourself enough that
it doesn't matter what anyone else does. Is you send

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them love. Because when you spread love, it breaks down
some of that armor that other people have had. It
shows them there's a different way energetically to switch and

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change and to feel that love and be loved. Some
of these people don't even realize that they're so angry
because they feel like no one's ever loved them, no
one's ever there for them, no one is there for them.

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That's really like, that's what some people feel. But what
they don't understand is their soul is there for them
by sending love and emitting more love into this world
to slowly awaken. And yes, the man Gandhi, that's what

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he did. He'd be like, okay, just keep keep going right,
and it's spreads and before you know it, change is
starting to happen because it only takes one person to
start spreading the love the joy right. And part of this,

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doing this podcast as well, is that is what I'm
told that we need, that I need to keep perpetuating
out and telling people spread love, spread love. And it's
not the lustful love. It's the love thy neighbor. Love,

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love every human, even with their faults. Now, yes, if
someone does something bad to you, you send love their way,
but it doesn't mean that you keep taking it and
that you allow them to keep doing it. Right Again,
that's part of boundaries and everything like that. But really,

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when we start spreading the joy the love, we can
understand more who we are. Right when I'm getting told
to share this even so, from as far as I
can remember, I've always had these gifts, even when as

(34:37):
a baby, I don't remember that much, but all I
know is my mom my parents would tell me that
I cried a lot, and I always cried and nothing
they could do would calm me down. And the only
thing I could say about that was because when I

(34:59):
was little, when I could remember my gifts, was I
was super scared of the dark, and I was super
scared of people things around me. It was like I
was paranoid. And it wasn't necessarily because I was paranoid.
It was more because I could feel the spirits. I
could feel the energy and it was overwhelming. Right. And

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and when you come into this earth and you have
you know, you come in with amnesia, right, spiritual amnesia,
because you come into this earth and you come into
this world and you start over again, and it's like, okay,
let's start over. Let's let's go into this world, let's

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learn our lessons, let's go do let's just be human. Right.
And so I'm not quite sure why they want me
to share this, but I do remember for the first
i'm gonna say four years, three years in my life,
I was oh, I was like, really, I did not

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ever want my parents to leave my side. So the
only thing that I could explain that have a sense
to why that would be is because of spirits, Because
spirits have always been part of my life. I'm scared
of the dark. I like, just recently, I was walking

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outside by myself. I live in the country, and it's
super dark, super blackout unless it's a full moon. When
it's a full moon, it's super bright out and it's fine.
But as I am getting used to feeling the energy
in the dark again, it can make your anxiety go

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through the roof where you can just take a deep
breath and go, Okay, what is it that I am
deadly as scared of, like scared of? And to me,
my thing is what's gonna touch me? What am I going?

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Is something gonna jump out at me? Like I am
not a person that you want to take to a
scary movie, only because I know when the scared jump
scares are gonna happen. And I'm like, oh my goodness,
jump scares is gonna happen. It's gonna oh it's it's
gonna happen. And I close my eyes and then you know,
I can feel it. It's gonna happen. It's gonna happen.

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And then I look, obviously because we're human and we do,
and right when I look, it goes boom, right, So
it's it's one of those things where if you allow
your fears to hold you down, you would never go anywhere, right.

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And part of these fears, I'm gonna say too, is
getting out sharing my gifts. It's you know, I've been
doing this professionally for twenty it's not twenty some years.
But I've always had these gifts. I've never told anyone.

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And when I spoke to some high school classmates and
I tell them what I'm doing, and they're like, oh,
that totally makes sense now, and I'm like, what are
you talking about? And they're like, we just thought you
were super paranoid and you were always like everything, you

(38:42):
were always on edge. And see, I don't remember that part,
but obviously they do. And it's interesting to hear that
part when someone says that, right, So it's quite intriguing.
It's things are you know, But that's part of the

(39:02):
energy world. I know. When my grandma passed away, saying
it like I shared a bedroom with her, Her and
my my grandma and my grandpa they shared a room
with me. I slept in my bed, they had a
mattress on the floor. That's kind of the Filippino way, right,

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grandparents stay with you, and we shared a room, I
walked in. They had gone to bed early because I
guess we went to my mom and dad's friend's house
and we didn't get home until later. And when I
walked into my room, I noticed my grandma was seizing.

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She was having a seizure, she was, you know. And
right then and there I got she's not coming home.
She won't be back. She's actually going home, right so,
and then after that, I don't remember, Like there's there's
a few days that are that I actually don't remember,

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and I'm not sure if it's because it was a
little bit traumatic, right because I opened the door, I
see her, she's convulsing, and I don't recall the ambulance coming,
which I know they came. And I don't recall much
after that until we were flying her body home back

(40:34):
to the Philippines and me and us being on the
airplane and her casket. I witnessed her casket getting loaded
onto the airplane. Between the night I saw her on
her on her bed to that day in between that
I don't recall, but I do, like the only like

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the biggest thing with that is I knew right away
she wasn't coming home. And there's and we were really close.
She was like a mom to me. I was her favorite.
That's not I can clearly say that because it was
true she let people know, and probably because I was

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the one that was always with her, right And so yeah,
so there's all these things and the energy and being
feeling held back. It's getting to understand you. And had
I known when I was younger to make my energy bigger,

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maybe it wouldn't have felt so so overwhelming, right, so
that I could live day to day. I could function
without feeling overwhelmed. Right. Also, I would have premonitions about

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the next day. I would play and have fun and
understand and I would say things that my friends were
going to say at the same time that they would
because I had already lived that day. And they always thought,
how do you do that? That's really weird? How do
you know how to do that? But anyways, that is

(42:26):
that is what it is. And with this said, I
think I'm going to end it here and thank you
Rodney for joining, Thank you everyone that's listening. I well,
you know, Rodney Rodney says here, overly sensitive is not

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a manly quality, But it depends on your perception of
overly sensitive. Is because I'm going to tell you that
even though you're highly sensitive, it doesn't necessarily mean it's
a bad thing. I'm gonna tell you by you being

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super sensitive, you get your bullshit meter is really high
and you like red flags go up all the time,
and so you again, that's part of being extra sensitive.
But it does that mean that it's not manly. I'm
gonna tell you No, I'm gonna say that it's it's

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it is what it is. And also people don't like
to know to hear this, but I find men are
very emotional creatures. Is that a bad thing? No, Men
just know how to deal with their emotions. Well, sometimes
they don't and it gets shoved in, right, And that's

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why men can have explosive personal right, because they don't
know how to deal with what they've shoved deep in
their heart and have to deal with. And it's part
of you know, depending how old you are, is crying
isn't for men, right, Crying is for girls. Don't be

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a sissy, don't don't be a you know, grow pair,
be stronger, right, You know all these weird things. But
I'm going to tell you being sensitive can be a
blessing because it allows you to see more. But here's

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the kicker. You can be sensitive. It's about it's not
about control. It's about stepping back and not being completely
emotionally invested. How's that? So if we can take a
step back and leave the emotion and review it, not

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saying you can't have emotions about things, but if you
feel like there's a trigger, if you step back, take
a deep breath and you go, okay, what's that emotion? Okay?
Do I need to bring this at the moment? Not necessarily.
Let's take a step back and let's have a look.
See do I need to bring my fight or flight

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into this? And if the answer is no, then you know,
being sensitive isn't bad. It's a good quality. It's it's
it's not terrible, you know. And I'm not saying that
you need to cry and show everything. That's not what
that means. Sensitive is fine. That means you're just picking

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up everything around you. Right. It's if you're a gen
X or or even millennium, we were taught don't show
your emotions, don't be so sensitive, don't right, But that

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was a way for everyone to disconnect and say I
don't want to deal with this I don't want to
have to help you understand your emotions. Does that make sense?
And so that's why don't be so sensitive comments come
out anyways, Rodney, thank you everyone, Thank you for joining

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me tonight. Happy to be back. Love to you all,
Thank you, thank you. Until next time, embrace what fuels
the soul three