November 7, 2024 • 43 mins
Today’s guest is Porscha Lewis.
"As a prolific author with four award-winning novels under my belt, venturing into the world of film to bring my novel "Scorned" to life is a natural progression in my career. My desire to make a positive impact on my family drives my creative pursuits, as I strive to create a legacy of meaningful work. Amidst the chaos of life."
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"As a prolific author with four award-winning novels under my belt, venturing into the world of film to bring my novel "Scorned" to life is a natural progression in my career. My desire to make a positive impact on my family drives my creative pursuits, as I strive to create a legacy of meaningful work. Amidst the chaos of life."
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Author Porscha Lewis
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Speaker 1 (00:03):
Welcome to Kicking and Kiki Kicking Dippy Ki Ki kicking
it you key key for a little personality, switching up
the storyline on God we making that story and hooks
changing fids one day at the time. Much problems to
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the side. Enjoy yourself, free your mind, kicking it we
Ki keep Hello, Hello, Hello, and welcome back to another
episode of Kicking with Kiki, Life, love and all that
(00:47):
other ship. I am your host, KICKI Chanel. Listen. We
are back for season seven. I was on a bit
of a hiatus, but I am back. I have an
amazing guest for you guys today. Y'all know how I
like to do. I like to give my gut. It's
the opportunity to tell you guys who she is or
who they are, And today I am join with Mss
porsche Lewis. How you doing, Love?
Speaker 2 (01:10):
I am amazing, Honey. How are you?
Speaker 1 (01:12):
I am doing well? So I notice it's your first
time to the platform. So I'm always to give my
guests the opportunity to introduce themselves. That way, you could
tell the people as much are as little as you like.
So I'm gonna turn it over to you. Tell the
people who you are and.
Speaker 2 (01:27):
What you do sound's good. I am Porscha Lewis you guys,
a lot of everybody knows me as Porsche After Dark
condensed down to now Pat Films twenty four production. I
am on this thing called our life's journey to do
some amazing things for us, you know, our world, the
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things that we have coming up. You know, my thing
is always always say this, and I say it all
the time, bigger, black or better. Oh, we need to
embark on a journey that is everlasting. So that's kind
of what my symbolism, symbolisms are right now, working in
the realms of just being unique, just being you know,
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our unique selves. That's a little bit about me. I
love keeping it real, keeping it one hundred, keeping it
a butt, how the young people say, or whatever the
case may be.
Speaker 1 (02:19):
Yes, I love that. I love Listen, I'm already loving
you already because that better. They gave me chills for real.
Speaker 2 (02:27):
Oh, I'm so glad. Yeah, that's my model. That's my model,
baby girl, my model for sure. Listen.
Speaker 1 (02:34):
I love it for sure. So you mentioned the way
in life, because you're on this life's journey and the
things that we talk about with Kick and with Kiki.
We talk about life, we talk about love, and we
talk about all that other shit. So we don't get
into life for a minute.
Speaker 2 (02:49):
Well, let's get into it.
Speaker 1 (02:50):
When did you know? Put it like this, At what
point in your life did you know that you wanted
to be a writer.
Speaker 2 (02:58):
It started off actually in twenty and sixteen, right working
in the corporate world make a long story short and
do the condensed version. Got into some major accidents and
it took me out of the corporate world. So I
had to herry him think quick on my feet about
what are some things that I am passionate about now
that I want to make my own that I can
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do to make the world smile. Right, that's where writing
came about. I've always know I was really a good writer.
That's not like giving kudos or anything like that. I've
been told and I and I write for the masses.
So it kind of started. It started right there. It
started right there where my life actually began in twenty sixteen.
Speaker 1 (03:41):
I love that. I love that making the world smile
their words. Fell in love with words when I was
like three years old. Shout out to my aunt Janet.
She took us to the library and I've been on
this word thing ever since. Have you ever felt like
you started too late in life when it came until
you're writing.
Speaker 2 (04:01):
So you know, at one point that's a good question.
At one point we always feel like we might have
started too late in life. But then I start to
understand and learn that when we started it exactly when
we needed to start to learn, right, because you got
to be able to learn some of the reactions and
fractions of how the world works, you know what I mean.
So I started writing when I was supposed to, no
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matter what I thought. My destiny in my future was
already written. I just had to catch up to it.
But I had to learn a lot of life lessons, right,
So I had to pass a number of exams that
the university was throwing at me for it to say, Okay, definitely,
she's understanding that it's not on her own time, but
it's on a time that's given to it. So that's
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you know what I mean. That's kind of how the
ball rolls, That's how it kind of stumbles. All we
always in a hurry to do something. We want everything
right now, But life's a journey, and life is full
of tests and exams, and how you pass them because
you I start to recognize, Oh that's an exam. I
know what I'm supposed to do. You know what I'm saying.
So as long as we're not giving for me, as
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long as I wasn't given the universe raw raw, or
I was arguing back, it kept catapulting me to a
better position.
Speaker 1 (05:16):
I love that we got to know exams the past
along this journey, Right, you do you really do?
Speaker 2 (05:22):
You have to and you gotta be able to recognize.
You gotta be able to recognize what your mindset is.
And you can so much worry about other humans. Humans
are just humans with words to come out of their mouth.
Right when you start putting forward your actions into the
universe and the universe sees it, you'll start seeing how
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life will kind of blossom for you. Now, we're still
gonna have adversities along the way, of course, but how
are we going to handle those? We're gonna handle those
with ease, because once you start figuring out that, oh,
you're just a human. Oh you're just a human. Oh
your words mean nothing to me. Oh you can't try
rigger me no more. And if it don't make sense,
it don't make sense. All right, Yes, once we learn
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that and do that, then we kind of bring ourselves
to a position where I'm ready for this next level
in life. You no longer can shine a shining carrot
in front of me, and I'm just gonna take the bait.
Speaker 1 (06:19):
Absolutely. I love that and talking about life and we're
talking about writing. Let's get into your books.
Speaker 2 (06:27):
Oh, that's amazing. And that's one thing I love to
talk about is those babies right there, my you know,
my official babies, after my other grown babies. These are
my babies that came in. So I have scorned, scorned,
I have scorned, and then I have scorned the final episode,
and then I also have love and lust. Erotic tales
and love and less Erotic Tales is like twenty five
of the most erotic tales that you have read. But
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the caveat is they're not just about eroticism. I take
you on a journey, So I'll always take you on
the journey to get you where you need to be,
but always give you a plot for your destination. Right,
so it's not like you're just reading and it is
over So while over the top, right, we all have
an imagination, we all use it but we also like
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how visual that we can create in our mind of
a real life story that we can embark on to
get us to a point where it's like, oh, that
was refreshing.
Speaker 1 (07:24):
Yeah, I love that, even as you remind me of
myself when it comes to writing, because I started in
twenty twelve, although I've been writing since I was in
actually middle school when too.
Speaker 2 (07:36):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (07:37):
Yeah, So it's like it's amazing how it just came
full a circle. Like you've always loved words, You've always
been a great writer. People have told you that, and
now it's like you have really taken yourself serious enough
to put yourself out there and say I know I
could do this.
Speaker 2 (07:51):
Yeah, and you know, and that's just something that we
have to do because you have to understand writers, we
are very very unique already. We don't really know how
to explain the uniqueness that we have. We really can't
explain and the reason why we put our things in
the books. I have so many different characters in my
head right so, and they're talking all the time, and
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they won't shut up until you actually write the ship down,
I understand. So people don't think we're crazy. In one
of three or two us and put us in a
mental institution. We put the shit in the book, right,
Our words come across that way. They don't understand that. No,
there's actual people talking to me. There's like this man
and then this woman. Because I get a lot of well,
how can you sound just like a man? Well, because
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there's a man in my head fucking talking and won't
shut up to the sure that I convey his story
the way he wants it to be told. Right. We
have that uniqueness about it, and I love that the
universe picked us to be writers, you know what I'm
I love that because we are bringing not only a
different type of entertainment, but we're bringing something that actually
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makes you think, makes you ask us. We give you
a plot. We don't just take you to it. We're
going to give you a cliffhanger because we want you
to keep coming back for more. Absolutely, absolutely, absolutely indeed.
Speaker 1 (09:13):
Okay, Look, I have a couple of books where I
have male perspectives in there. Do you like writing from
a woman's perspective or a male perspective more?
Speaker 2 (09:20):
Both? I like doing both, I really do. It's it
gives me power because we are women right to be
able to control the male dynamic that we have in us, right,
because when people get messed up is us women in
this world we are really very very powerful beings. We're
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the only beings that can bring life into the world.
Speaker 1 (09:45):
Right.
Speaker 2 (09:46):
And if you just happen to be a woman that
has never experienced bringing life into the world, you get
another amazing ability of having double intuition type of thing.
You're always going to have that nurturing about you. So
being a woman is freaking amazing on all aspects. And
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knowing that we brought the males into the world, we
gave them their thoughts. So when you ask the question,
do I like writing as a woman or as a man? Well,
I like writing as both because we are both.
Speaker 1 (10:17):
That's deep and I love it. I love it.
Speaker 2 (10:19):
I love that you.
Speaker 1 (10:20):
I love that you broke it down like that because
you know, this day and age, we have a lot
of men that bash women, act like they don't they
haven't come from one.
Speaker 2 (10:28):
Yeah, yeah, the said unfortunate thing very very much. So, yeah,
too many of them. And the thing is that society
has got to them in a major way because they
don't understand that on all costs, your mother, your cousin,
your aunt, your sister. Just somebody in your family is
a woman. And when you see a black woman, when
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you see a woman, he's supposed to protect that woman.
You came from a woman, baby, right, all your strengths
that you have, Yeah it may be man because you're
in the form of a man, but you got the
stress from a woman because you know the shit that
we carry on our motherfucking backs. Do you know how
strong our shoulders have to be at the end of
the day for us to carry all the bullshit that
we have to carry by beating off this nasty world
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and still being able to come home and set a
vice and a place at the table for you and
our children. Come on, now, stop playing with me.
Speaker 1 (11:20):
Listen. Look, we might have to bring you back to
talk about that for real. Like it said, yeah, that
is a deep category. It's a necessary topic, and a
lot of people just really don't understand the depth behind
what you just said because.
Speaker 2 (11:35):
They're not thinking for their self. And that's the crazy shit.
It's like, you got all this amazing of a brain,
but you let other people infiltrate you, like you got
to know, human infiltrate your facts? How do you do that?
How do you just agree to agree when you know,
damn well it's not right. But so you can fit
into a norm. I don't want to be norm. I
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want to be my weird self, as they call me.
I want to be my un me. I want to
have different perspectives. I want to make it make sense.
You know what I'm saying. I'm never going to agree.
I mean what I say, and I say what I mean,
and I promise you it's going to stay that way.
I am fifty six years old. I have been some place.
I have, baby, I am. I've been some places and
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seen some things right. And because I have the goodness
of the universe and the grace of the Mother, Father's
son and the Holy Spirit within me, is because I
can still look this way with five children.
Speaker 1 (12:29):
Five Okay, listen, y'all go follow on social media. She
gonna give out her handles. Ain't no way I would
have guessed that at all. You gave me chills because
you speak so passionate about the life lessons.
Speaker 2 (12:40):
Even everything that I say, and I'm so tired of
our people not getting it. It's like I didn't give up,
but it's like, either you're gonna listen to what you
need to listen to or you're not. But I'm not
gonna waste my days trying to clamor something into your
brain when it's already clamored. I'm just making sense and
I want you to make sense of it. You know,
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I love it.
Speaker 1 (13:01):
I love it. So when you when you think about
when you when you think about the stories and the
plots and your characters and stuff, do you, do you
pull from some of your life or do you Yeah?
Speaker 2 (13:12):
Absolutely absolutely, I definitely pulled from my life. But I
also embark on what I feel life is around us,
meaning other people. You see what I'm saying, because what
we do in our books we pull from different aspects
no matter what that looks like, right, but we make
it real. You make it realit we make it. We
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say things people don't want to say that their sactly
like don't go in the corner and want to hide
them when to read or going to look or something whatever.
But you'll come outside and you'll be somethingbody totally. And
I'm like, oh God, if you don't just be who
you are, like you're an actor every day and nobody
understands it. The only time you turn into a real
person when you go into your house and you close
your door, and you shed all the skin that embarked
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on you outside. You was a different character. Each step
that you tak when you want to work, when you
went to lunch, when you went to your parents' house,
when you went to his parents' house, when you went
to You're somebody different all the time. So we just
carry that over into reality when we write.
Speaker 1 (14:12):
We're right, absolutely, So let's talk about Scorn. Let's talk
about because you got some interesting things coming with this one.
I cannot tell I do.
Speaker 2 (14:21):
Oh my god, so Scorn, my baby. It was actually
originally called Pussy Chronicles, right, and I changed it for
the movie. And the only reason why again kind of
back that lane. I named the Pussy Chronicles because of
the women, the powerful beings that we are, right, not
going to be derogatory or anything like that, but the
strength that we have. You know, now, the euroticism definitely
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is in there because it's a part of freaking life.
So you get that. I gave a little bit of
everything into that. I switched it to Scorn for the movie.
Speaker 1 (14:53):
So I.
Speaker 2 (14:55):
When I tell you from eighteen to one hundred and
eight vibing with the book, and to turn it into
a movie because I give you depth, I give you action,
I give you emotion, I give you all the necessary
requirements and elements that are within you, smell, touch the
whole thing in these novels and my amazing cast. I
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have an amazing handpicked cast, Like there is no me
without them, right because what they're doing what Scorned. When
it hits the screen, it is going to be such
a powerful thing to see. It has all the elements.
I promise you, it has all the elements. And I
can't wait to everybody embark on it and fill it
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and view it and have all their you know, everything
that we give when we're talking about something. So yes, Scorn,
it's gonna be. It's gonna be something. Definitely a banger.
I'm gonna say that, and then it will follow up
with Scorned the final episode. So yeah, it's the element
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of surprise, it's the element of everything. It puts you
in certain situations and scenarios by staying tasteful, keeping the class,
keeping it sophisticated, and giving you a world renowned kind
of look at things. It gives you all of that
in this my cast, my cast, my cast, my cast.
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I love it.
Speaker 1 (16:25):
I love it.
Speaker 2 (16:25):
I think you know some of my cast NJ.
Speaker 1 (16:30):
Yeah she was here last week.
Speaker 2 (16:31):
Yes, she's amazing as Mayor Campbell.
Speaker 1 (16:35):
You know.
Speaker 2 (16:35):
I have Newla Red who plays Eva. She's amazing as Eva,
and the rest of follow. Each of them bring their
own energy and their own vibe and their own in
depth to this, to this story that we're about to tell.
Speaker 1 (16:52):
All right, I love it, and listen before me move
it to love because I could tell that you got
some love for your cast by the way that you are,
you know, talking and speaking about them, And a lot
of people don't take it. They don't know the severity
of it, of how much the cast plays the part
in your project. Without them.
Speaker 2 (17:11):
It's not that you can't do one one out the other,
all right. Absolutely, matter what you did, you just did something.
You got to have people behind you.
Speaker 1 (17:19):
Got to have people to bring it to life. You do.
Speaker 2 (17:22):
We all got to stand side by side each other
and make it pop.
Speaker 1 (17:25):
Girl telling me, so, when can we expect the first
part to come out?
Speaker 2 (17:30):
First of all, we start filming November fifteenth, Okay, so
it'll becoming twenty twenty five, all.
Speaker 1 (17:37):
Right, twenty twenty five got some great things coming for
a lot of peoples.
Speaker 2 (17:41):
Yes, yes, love it.
Speaker 1 (17:43):
So we're moving on to love. If you had to
give a definition of love, what would it be and why.
Speaker 2 (17:52):
My definition of love is action. It's as simple as that.
My definition of love is going to be always action
at the end of the day. Because if you can't
bring you behind those words or those feelings or those
ambitions in those you know centuries that you have, you
have nothing. You're a lot to yourself and to the
people that you claim that you're down with, in your
four or your family, or whatever the case may be.
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Love is a lot of variables, right to make love
is is action.
Speaker 1 (18:21):
I love. I've never heard anybody describe love as that
like that before. I love. I love that you love
to to put the action behind it, because people say
stuff every day all day because it sounds good and
it's the polite thing to say out of obligation, But
there's nothing like bringing it forth through your actions. You
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have to. You have to.
Speaker 2 (18:45):
If I can't see it with my own eyes, well
I got the grace of being here. You're not showing
you nothing. I can tell me all day every day
that you love me, but I'll be able to tell
them feel it through your actions if you really do.
Speaker 1 (18:58):
Mm hmmm, what is the one thing about love that
you've taken throughout your journey and still apply to this day?
Speaker 2 (19:07):
I feed myself with love right each one of my
kids know that I feed them with love. I give
them the energies and the powers to be able to
navigate this world. You know, they know not to be naive.
They also know to be strong because I have boys
and girls right and to walk through this life and
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love and lights. You'll always progress further. There's no reason
for us to be ignored or college from one another.
I don't care what you are, you know U. I'm
staying being the beauty of who we are, being in
the skin that we are, in being that in depth
that we bring to each part of our being. That's
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what you embody love to be. You want nothing but
the best for everybody, because guess what, at the end
of the day, darling, we all can win.
Speaker 1 (19:58):
Absolutely. I just told a friend of it's enough for
all of us to win.
Speaker 2 (20:02):
You don't have to be Nobody is greater than the next.
You're not better than me. I'm not better than you.
I don't got more than you. You and got more
than me because guess what one thing for certain? Two
things were sure that plotted the cemetery, and how far
they dig in that stone? That shit is all the same, right,
So why you're gonna think you better than me? Because
if your house is big, guess what mine's is big too?
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But I got a house, I got a door to shut.
Speaker 1 (20:27):
Yes, I turn my water on.
Speaker 2 (20:29):
You turn your water on.
Speaker 1 (20:30):
Right.
Speaker 2 (20:31):
I go in my refrigerator. You open your refrigerator. Refrigerator
might talk, Well, mine is talking. Tell me I got
food in that bitch.
Speaker 1 (20:37):
So I we're gonna eat in here today.
Speaker 2 (20:41):
We're gonna eat here today as well as you. You
put some shoes on, I'm gonna put some shoes on.
So who's better than one another? You look at your
time of day, it's going to be the same time
wherever you are in that day. Right, So we're not
better than No, we're not. And we got to stop
thinking that way. And that only that way is you're
gonna be able to know what love really is.
Speaker 1 (21:01):
Absolutely, I love that. I love that. And so what
is one lesson that you've learned about love that you
instilled into your children?
Speaker 2 (21:11):
Showing it, showing it, don't take no what nipples from anything.
You're only going to get what you really want to
get when you step inside your house and your family
gives it to you.
Speaker 1 (21:23):
Right.
Speaker 2 (21:24):
But when you go outside, yes, be that beam my life,
because that light attracts a certain amount of people. People
are attracted to a certain light or energy, and the
ones that stay away from you, you know, to stay
away from them too, right, they got they got a
little evil side to them, and you don't when you
don't need to prove yourself because all those who need
to be around you when you go out here in
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this beacon of light will be the ones that are
supposed to be with you at this God given time.
So when you go out there, be who you are,
never faith who you are, and all the love that
you have to give and to share will be overjoiced
and overbearing for you and for them. That's what I
was talking to my kids. I taught to them that
we talk each other all the time, don't be scared
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to hug and kiss and you know, and things like that,
or whatever the case may be. If that's what you feel,
do it. Say I'm proud of you. I tell them,
I'm proud of them all the time.
Speaker 1 (22:17):
It matters.
Speaker 2 (22:18):
It matters, I promise you it does. I promise you.
It's going to decide if he's going to go knock
somebody over the head tomorrow or if he's going to
try to teach the person before they go to knock
somebody over the head the right way to go. Now,
whether that person listen or not will be on them
because everybody has been through something in this life, and
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I think that's what we fail to realize as well.
We've all been through a journey. Everybody's is kind of
the same. Nobody has lived through life and we just
flied through, we just glossed through it. We've all had
hurdles of disparity, right whether good, bad, or indifferent. We've
all had that somebody has something horrific that they can
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tell you right now that's happened to them when they
were younger or right now. You see what I'm saying.
But how you can change that is you don't have
to go out there and be world nasty to the world.
Still be who you are and try to bring a
difference into the beings that you are around. Stop being
around bad people. Bad people make bad people misery love's
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fucking company. At the end of the day. If I'm miserable,
I want you miserable. Why do I want to see
your life to shine so we could all the city
to be crazy and stupid together. No, I don't want
to show my love that way. I want us to
all come up. I want us to all learn how
we're supposed to learn and give this world a better chance,
so our sisters can learn, so our younger generation can
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see of women that is about to bring another generation
in before they get all discobobulated what it's supposed to.
Speaker 1 (23:53):
Be right, you know. And it's hard hard. It is
so hard because people don't want to listen.
Speaker 2 (24:00):
They don't they don't, but they won't listen to everybody else.
You shine something, you shine something pretty in front of them,
They're gonna listen to that person. They don't want to
listen to the actions that you were actually speaking to
give them a better life. Because you could get all
them shining shits.
Speaker 1 (24:13):
By yourself, absolutely, yes, you could. You could definitely get
that by yourself. And I think that because so many
people want to keep what they've gone through a secret,
they don't have that level of vulnerability because it has
been so betrayed. Really, because.
Speaker 2 (24:33):
Go ahead, I'm sorry, No, no, baby, I would say
they've been taught that, that's why.
Speaker 1 (24:37):
Yeah, that's what I'm saying. It's like a learned behavior.
Because I was talking to one of my best friends
and I was telling her that sometimes you just got
to let stuff go. You cannot hold on to the
animosity or resentment that you're for your parents because they
only gave you the best that they can give you. Now,
at some point it was up to them to say, Hey,
my parents didn't do this for me. I don't want
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my kids to go through this, so let me change
how MO with my family. Some people gonna do that.
Speaker 2 (25:04):
And that's the crazy thing. It's like, why can't you
look at it like this, Instead of blaming your parents
for being parents, right, how about rejoicing the fact that
they brought you to the world to be who you
were supposed to be because they were learning too. There
was really nobody to teach them. I'm not gonna hold
my mom because she lived a life because she was
supposed to live her best life, because that was the
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only life that she knew. I'm not gonna hold my
father accountable for him not being there. If he should
have been there, he was there, how he knew to
be there, whether he was there or not, it's about
what you're doing as a person. That means you're stopping
bits and parts of your life to have aminst what
your parents, who did, what they thought they were doing,
was wrong. So you're gonna just gloss over your life
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and do the same thing. In other words, you're repeating
a cycle said stop doing that. We can't do nothing
about the shit. You can only live your life. Please
just live your life, and don't worry about the other
people that you thought they should have been there for you,
because they've been there.
Speaker 1 (26:03):
They brought you.
Speaker 2 (26:04):
You're you're here, and don't tell me, oh no, well
my parents brought me here. Why would you the fastest
little motherfucking swimming because you beat out so many sperm
cells to get your ass and that a unbeknownst to
you that you made it. But no, you asked to
be here, so you couldn't wait till that load was shot, okay,
and you look back and was like, I'm winning, I'm winning,
(26:26):
I'm winning. Oh I'm in there. All y'all die right,
Let your parents be Who the fuck they are and
let them have their own life and stop holding them accountable.
I don't care. Stop it. You have to stop because
nobody is perfect. There's no handbook to be a parent,
and if it is, it's based on a parent that
parent the way they parented.
Speaker 1 (26:46):
You can't tell.
Speaker 2 (26:47):
And what I've been through and what I'm going through
because I'm trying to live my best life too.
Speaker 1 (26:52):
Absolutely, and all that other shit, Like I think that
we have to let go of all that other ship
and just move go with the flow, the flow of things.
Speaker 2 (27:04):
Yeah, yeah, and you'll see how much happier, I promise you. Absolutely,
You'll be so happy. You'll smile like as beautiful as
your smile is. You'll be hind people. Oh hi, everybody,
Oh good morning in America.
Speaker 1 (27:17):
What are you all this in being like this?
Speaker 2 (27:22):
You creating stress, you creating diseases, You creating some shit
that you got to stay at the doctor. Now you
got high blood presure. Worry about somebody else's shit, right,
I worried about my mama. Didn't she didn't take care
of me the way I thought she because I couldn't
have the tennis shoes that that person had. Well, best,
did you have tennis shoes down? Did you have some shoes?
Speaker 1 (27:40):
Would you walk around barefoot? Right?
Speaker 2 (27:43):
Right? Was was there a limb missing? You know what
I'm saying, Like, was there anything that was an ailment
that you couldn't get over that didn't get seen about?
And you want to hold your mom and dad accountable.
They did their job.
Speaker 1 (27:55):
They had you exactly. And I had to realize when
I was going through my healing journey that my parents
had their own shit. They had their own shit to
be dealing with my ceilings and I never seen it.
Like we may have seen a couple of things and
we was like, oh, that's weird, but we just they
showed us from all of that. We didn't know the
shit that they was dealing with. And so maybe like
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when we got older and we decided that we want
to ask them questions about some of the things that
we saw and heard, and they were very transparent. So
I thank god for that because they could have just like, well,
I don't want to talk about that and just swept
it under the rug. But it just goes to show
that everybody has their own shit that they're dealing with.
Somebody think a little bit other than more than others.
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But at the end of the day, all shit stink.
Speaker 2 (28:39):
Yeah, all she think. And you ever know when you're
out there in the world and you're going through something
and it's terrific, right, and another person's going through something,
another person sit there and listen to you're going through something,
and they'll make them smile, you see what I'm saying
instead of being sit there and be like, let me
give me your hand, because baby, we're both going through
something shit, so how can we make each other feel better?
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Because now it's misery loves Company. Oh let me listen
to because only time if you're going through something, that's
what everybody want being your business. But when you then
they don't know you. And this that to the third
day being off cocky and fucking funny and shit like
that there right, but the moment something happened, who all
are your face? Mm hmm yeah, your biggest haters?
Speaker 1 (29:25):
Yeah, because like you said, misery loves company and I
refuse to go live in that hotel. I just cannot
do it.
Speaker 2 (29:31):
No, I promise you that. Mm hmm.
Speaker 1 (29:34):
All right, do you remember a time in your life
where you were so bogged down into some shit? How
did you get through that.
Speaker 2 (29:45):
Yeah, I got filled with my mother, my father, my son,
and the Holy Spirit. That's how I get through everything.
Might not kid talk back, but when I go into
a deep meditative stayed in my brain, I can hear
everything because I think, well, I know, we all go
through something that is so horrific in our life, and
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you don't know how you allowed yourself to get there,
Why you got there to impress people? You mean, but
here you are. So what are we going to do
about it? We're going to pull ourselves by the bootstrap?
Where not? Because that's an exam m. Because life is
a sin, right left, life as a consequence. So I'm
not going to stay there. So I couldn't stay there.
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I wasn't going to stay there.
Speaker 1 (30:28):
I let me go.
Speaker 2 (30:29):
I let myself go through it. I might have gotten
a shower and maybe cried, cried as many tears as
I can possibly cry to wash whatever, to wash it away.
But at the end of the day, here I stand,
and here.
Speaker 1 (30:40):
I am absolutely and I'm glad that you're still standing,
and you can actually speak to other people and they
and and and without you know, condemnation, because some people
be like, well, you can't tell me nothing because I
hadn't been there and done that. Instead of offering some advice,
this is how I got through it. This is how
it's Yeah, you have you have to want to help somebody.
(31:02):
And I think that society has it twisted like everything
is all peaches and sunshine, and nobody wants to talk
about the struggles behind the scenes. When them cameras stopped rolling,
then what's going on? Can you even stand up being
the same ruin as this person that you that you're
supposed to be loving all and when everybody else watching,
and when the cameras.
Speaker 2 (31:20):
Say action, that's where the faith comes at because everybody
disperses after that. Right. That's a sad thing. And us women,
we do it. Us do it to each other every day.
And it's so sad. It's so sad. You'll talk one
way to me on the phone. I promise you, you'll
talk one way to me over social media. But when
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I give you my good graces and actually come to
let's say, just a function and I'm coming to you,
Oh my god, God, it's so good, and you shun me, bitch?
Speaker 1 (31:51):
Yeah, who are you?
Speaker 2 (31:53):
What happened? This is not who I was talking to
all these times and all these days right now that
we get in person, because you see who I am.
Because when I go out, you see me, I'm dressed
from head to toe because that's who I am. You
feel what I'm saying. I'm a Capricorn, right and bitch
(32:13):
hif I so you already know we got a light
and I'm a January Capricorn. Me too, I'm the sixteenth baby, listen,
so you already know what our light look like when
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we go outside. So when you give us that one
o that head to toe and then it's a flip
and I'm like, but wait, I can't. I can't support
you exactly. You know, we got our own things going
on in life. But I still can't. But now you
want to be funny towards me. I got you. It's cool, though,
It's cool because you either you want it. You want
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me to stay on your good side, because when I
forget about you, I forget about you.
Speaker 1 (33:00):
Whatever, like you never exist to call yourself.
Speaker 2 (33:04):
I promise, I promise you. It's okay, it's okay. We
only got two ways. We only got two ways about us,
and we were meant that way for a reason. We're
meant that way. For a reason.
Speaker 1 (33:16):
Listen, I used to be upset with myself when I
just didn't care and I had to tell my husband,
and I was like, it's some things that I just
don't care about, Like if you go out and cheat,
I don't really care as long as you playing these
bills or whatever. And I hate to sound like that
because a lot of people say, well, why would you
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put yourself in a situation like that, not saying that
my husband is doing any of that, because he is not.
He is a good person. But I don't have the energy.
I don't have the capacity to care about what you're
doing when you leave this house.
Speaker 2 (33:47):
And here's the thing. I mean, you just like you
hit the nail on the head, or whatever the case
may The men are very very visual, and as long
as the whole thing that got between their legs move
a little bit, they happy. Right. They chose us because
of an emotional connection or whatever whatever's done on the outset.
I myself don't give a fuck. I don't I'm not
living to it, I'm not thinking about it, or whatever
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the case may be. The shit in my house is good, right.
He still know he the king of the house, and
I'm his queen inside this house, and we still hold
each other accountable, and we hold each other down. And
you're gonna give me grace, and I'm gonna give you grace.
But when you go outside those doors, whatever you do,
keep it outside the doors. I don't give it, like,
for real, I don't care. I'm gonna beat.
Speaker 1 (34:29):
It's really so serious when I talk about that, I
talk about it with so much passion, and some of
my friends be looking like, really, you don't care, Like no,
somebody sharing something at some post of all.
Speaker 2 (34:42):
I need some help. So it's like poliguey, I do
it for real, sister, you you want to do this.
I don't feel like cooking for this motherfucker the day,
right and I don't feel like doing some of the
sexual things you're gonna do. I a'm doing that. So
you could pick that up and we'll take it. And
you got the kids this week, okay, and I'll take
the grandkids next week. Listen. I don't care about none
of that because I love my sisters, I promise you.
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And that little jealousy and that little thing that's where
we got life all messed up. That is a different
way for another time.
Speaker 1 (35:11):
That is I'm not jealous to anybody like I'm so
secure in myself. I promise you, if you can find
somebody that is better than me by all means, go.
Speaker 2 (35:21):
Do that all means, By all means. I give you
kudos because I tell you what. And I don't cry
over a man. I haven't when I got rid of
one man or got and I'm saying this to everybody,
there was somebody else that was right there that I
wanted to go. I only got this life to live.
I only have this one life that I'm living. I'm
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not gonna waste it by trying to talk about I
need closure. I don't need closure.
Speaker 1 (35:46):
I need me. I need me.
Speaker 2 (35:49):
You see what I'm saying. So we have to stop
doing that too. I don't know what closure is. Closure
is y'all decided not to have y'all answers together, right.
I don't trying to figure out what happened, because if
we couldn't figure out what happened with inside that relationship
at that time, what the hell is closer gonna do
after we're already closed the door. It don't miss.
Speaker 1 (36:09):
It ain't for me though, it ain't gonna be for
me because I got receipts. I promise you, I may
not care, but I'm I'm observant, and I watch everything everything.
I watch how you move, I watch your patterns. I
watch what you eat, I watch what you do. I
watch everything. So if all of that change, I know
that there's something else is going.
Speaker 2 (36:30):
On, for something is going on. We watch actions, baby,
That's why I tell you, that's why that key word
is always action.
Speaker 1 (36:37):
I mean, we watched that.
Speaker 2 (36:39):
Don't tell me nothing, I'll see everything.
Speaker 1 (36:42):
Listen, when it comes to all that other shit, I
have been so bogged down in it. I have dusted
myself off, I have washed myself off, and I am
at a place where I am peaceful every day. I
experience joy every day. So all that other shit don't
matter to me.
Speaker 2 (36:59):
I promise you it can't. It shouldn't, because it's gonna
take you to a place where you don't want to be. Right,
So now you're not being able to rejoice in the
days that you was blessed to wake up and see.
Now I got to wake up and be frustrated, and
I got to be fucking miserable about some shine. Got
no control over anyway, right, I can't control that.
Speaker 1 (37:20):
It was all as is reciprocity.
Speaker 2 (37:23):
Please please good to me and to you.
Speaker 1 (37:27):
I want you stand moving fine with me.
Speaker 2 (37:30):
It's pretty much it's pretty much over. My thing is
know that I am an extension of you and you
are an extension of me. What you don't want done
to you, don't do to me. Right, That's all I
got to say. Because if we're this, if we're supposed
to be this together, then we're gonna be this together.
Nobody out there can do anything else. It ain't nothing
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but tis in boobs and pussy. Everybody got one, and
yes they all feel fucking different. But if that person
can do more for you than what you're getting from
the graces of me, please go and get it. I'm
not gonna hold the door. I'm not crying. I'm not
I'm not holding you captive. I'm not throwing my body
as a barrigate over the door. I ain't doing none
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of that. If you can find greater, baby, go right again,
because I hate to tell you there ain't no greater,
because it's gonna be shipped with that too.
Speaker 1 (38:21):
But I have some ship waited all the way.
Speaker 2 (38:26):
You gotta experience that. You gotta figure it out out right,
we already figured it out. We already figured it out.
Speaker 1 (38:33):
Yes, so we're listening. You are here too. It is
nothing like and I love, I love, I love people
I do. But when I meet my fellow Capricorns, it's
a totally different vibe.
Speaker 2 (38:49):
It's a totally different party because you know how we
roll at the end of the day. Yeah, the day.
The most authentic, genuine, looting people that you ever want
to meet, and you want us in your life because
we want to give it to you real and raw
every time, because we're not out to impress you or nobody.
Speaker 1 (39:10):
Else, nobody else today. Yes, yes, ma'am, Yes, yes, absolutely.
Speaker 2 (39:16):
So, right right right right him, the listen.
Speaker 1 (39:22):
That's how they can connect with you where you hang out.
Speaker 2 (39:27):
So my social media handles and things like that. So
my IG is Porsche, which is p O. R. S.
Sen as in cat h Is and Harry as an
Alpha after a f T. Well, first of all, it's
Porsche Underscore after Underscore Dark. That's my ig. TikTok is
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the same. It's always under author Porsche Lewis or you
just throwing Google just throw scorned in there, or pad
Films twenty four production, all my everything will come up
for sure, so they can find me anywhere. But I
want everybody to know and stay tuned coming twenty twenty five,
scorned the movie. What an amazing cast.
Speaker 1 (40:11):
I love it. I love it, and all of this
information would be in the show notes, guys, so you
don't have an excuse but to go and support it.
Don't cost nothing to support. This woman is putting out movie,
she's writing books, she's spreading that light, that love, that positivity.
So if you don't want to get on that, that's
on you. That is on you, but it will be
there for you to connect. And so before we get off,
(40:36):
and I know we talk about the movie coming in
twenty five, what else what's coming next is what else
is happening with you?
Speaker 2 (40:44):
Listen, this movie is the biggest thing popping and we're
going right into scoring the final episode. So this is
one movie next to another movie, next to a thriller
after that. I just want to as long as I
have breath and have this energy that I have, I
want to keep doing something. I want my children to
smile at the end of the day knowing that their
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mama did that and knowing that the things that they
can do in their lives. They don't have to follow suit.
I want you to be great in your journey. You
don't have to be great in my journey. Be great
in your own journey. But I'm giving you a pathway
to show you how to do it. Right. So, and
I just want everybody to be on this light of
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this path by just showing a little love, a little light,
taking all that animosity that you have towards our sisters. Right,
How can we make things bigger, blacker better if we
don't preach it and do it ourselves?
Speaker 1 (41:43):
Yes?
Speaker 2 (41:43):
Right, So that's the journey that I'm on. I just
want to bring unity, and I want to talk about it,
and I want to rejoice in it. And I want
people to know that this is us that we create everything.
Let's rock this life like we see it. Let's all
be winners in it. Let's rejoice in the plan that
the universe has already given us. Because the past is gone.
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We don't want to look back there. The future is
already written, that's already destined. Let's live in our gift
of present. What are we doing? What are we're doing?
That's it, that's listen.
Speaker 1 (42:19):
I love it. So before we get off do you
have any words of encouragement, any words of wisdom, anything
that you would like to lead the listeners to today?
And you just said a whole lot. So if they
listen to what you just said, well I.
Speaker 2 (42:33):
Hope So I just want you to make it make sense.
Don't let nobody just tell you anything. Remember, all these
people are just humans spitting words, and that's all they are.
Don't just fall into a trap. Always think that whatever
you want you can always achieve for yourself. Someone don't
have to give you something, to hold something over your head,
to make you accountable, or to owe them something. You
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owe no one nothing. You owe yourself everything. Oh the Mother,
the Father, the some of the Holy Spirit in the
universe that you are here today, that's who you owe.
You don't owe nothing. Just be yourself, rock out when
and let's make some shit happen.
Speaker 1 (43:13):
Just listen. With that being said, you guys have been
listening to another episode of Kicking with Wikiki, life, love
and all the other shit. Let's make some shit happen.
Speaker 2 (43:22):
Man.
Speaker 1 (43:22):
Until next time, y'all go out and get it for yourself.
Don't expect someone to give it to you, because they
can always take it away.
Speaker 2 (43:30):
Amen.
Speaker 1 (43:32):
So I'll be back next week with another episode. Every Thursday,
new episodes of Kicking and Wikiki, you guys be blessed. Yes, baby,
I love it with Ki
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the side. Enjoy yourself, free your mind, kicking it we
Ki keep Hello, Hello, Hello, and welcome back to another
episode of Kicking with Kiki, Life, love and all that
(00:47):
other ship. I am your host, KICKI Chanel. Listen. We
are back for season seven. I was on a bit
of a hiatus, but I am back. I have an
amazing guest for you guys today. Y'all know how I
like to do. I like to give my gut. It's
the opportunity to tell you guys who she is or
who they are, And today I am join with Mss
porsche Lewis. How you doing, Love?
Speaker 2 (01:10):
I am amazing, Honey. How are you?
Speaker 1 (01:12):
I am doing well? So I notice it's your first
time to the platform. So I'm always to give my
guests the opportunity to introduce themselves. That way, you could
tell the people as much are as little as you like.
So I'm gonna turn it over to you. Tell the
people who you are and.
Speaker 2 (01:27):
What you do sound's good. I am Porscha Lewis you guys,
a lot of everybody knows me as Porsche After Dark
condensed down to now Pat Films twenty four production. I
am on this thing called our life's journey to do
some amazing things for us, you know, our world, the
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things that we have coming up. You know, my thing
is always always say this, and I say it all
the time, bigger, black or better. Oh, we need to
embark on a journey that is everlasting. So that's kind
of what my symbolism, symbolisms are right now, working in
the realms of just being unique, just being you know,
(02:11):
our unique selves. That's a little bit about me. I
love keeping it real, keeping it one hundred, keeping it
a butt, how the young people say, or whatever the
case may be.
Speaker 1 (02:19):
Yes, I love that. I love Listen, I'm already loving
you already because that better. They gave me chills for real.
Speaker 2 (02:27):
Oh, I'm so glad. Yeah, that's my model. That's my model,
baby girl, my model for sure. Listen.
Speaker 1 (02:34):
I love it for sure. So you mentioned the way
in life, because you're on this life's journey and the
things that we talk about with Kick and with Kiki.
We talk about life, we talk about love, and we
talk about all that other shit. So we don't get
into life for a minute.
Speaker 2 (02:49):
Well, let's get into it.
Speaker 1 (02:50):
When did you know? Put it like this, At what
point in your life did you know that you wanted
to be a writer.
Speaker 2 (02:58):
It started off actually in twenty and sixteen, right working
in the corporate world make a long story short and
do the condensed version. Got into some major accidents and
it took me out of the corporate world. So I
had to herry him think quick on my feet about
what are some things that I am passionate about now
that I want to make my own that I can
(03:19):
do to make the world smile. Right, that's where writing
came about. I've always know I was really a good writer.
That's not like giving kudos or anything like that. I've
been told and I and I write for the masses.
So it kind of started. It started right there. It
started right there where my life actually began in twenty sixteen.
Speaker 1 (03:41):
I love that. I love that making the world smile
their words. Fell in love with words when I was
like three years old. Shout out to my aunt Janet.
She took us to the library and I've been on
this word thing ever since. Have you ever felt like
you started too late in life when it came until
you're writing.
Speaker 2 (04:01):
So you know, at one point that's a good question.
At one point we always feel like we might have
started too late in life. But then I start to
understand and learn that when we started it exactly when
we needed to start to learn, right, because you got
to be able to learn some of the reactions and
fractions of how the world works, you know what I mean.
So I started writing when I was supposed to, no
(04:23):
matter what I thought. My destiny in my future was
already written. I just had to catch up to it.
But I had to learn a lot of life lessons, right,
So I had to pass a number of exams that
the university was throwing at me for it to say, Okay, definitely,
she's understanding that it's not on her own time, but
it's on a time that's given to it. So that's
(04:46):
you know what I mean. That's kind of how the
ball rolls, That's how it kind of stumbles. All we
always in a hurry to do something. We want everything
right now, But life's a journey, and life is full
of tests and exams, and how you pass them because
you I start to recognize, Oh that's an exam. I
know what I'm supposed to do. You know what I'm saying.
So as long as we're not giving for me, as
(05:08):
long as I wasn't given the universe raw raw, or
I was arguing back, it kept catapulting me to a
better position.
Speaker 1 (05:16):
I love that we got to know exams the past
along this journey, Right, you do you really do?
Speaker 2 (05:22):
You have to and you gotta be able to recognize.
You gotta be able to recognize what your mindset is.
And you can so much worry about other humans. Humans
are just humans with words to come out of their mouth.
Right when you start putting forward your actions into the
universe and the universe sees it, you'll start seeing how
(05:42):
life will kind of blossom for you. Now, we're still
gonna have adversities along the way, of course, but how
are we going to handle those? We're gonna handle those
with ease, because once you start figuring out that, oh,
you're just a human. Oh you're just a human. Oh
your words mean nothing to me. Oh you can't try
rigger me no more. And if it don't make sense,
it don't make sense. All right, Yes, once we learn
(06:07):
that and do that, then we kind of bring ourselves
to a position where I'm ready for this next level
in life. You no longer can shine a shining carrot
in front of me, and I'm just gonna take the bait.
Speaker 1 (06:19):
Absolutely. I love that and talking about life and we're
talking about writing. Let's get into your books.
Speaker 2 (06:27):
Oh, that's amazing. And that's one thing I love to
talk about is those babies right there, my you know,
my official babies, after my other grown babies. These are
my babies that came in. So I have scorned, scorned,
I have scorned, and then I have scorned the final episode,
and then I also have love and lust. Erotic tales
and love and less Erotic Tales is like twenty five
of the most erotic tales that you have read. But
(06:52):
the caveat is they're not just about eroticism. I take
you on a journey, So I'll always take you on
the journey to get you where you need to be,
but always give you a plot for your destination. Right,
so it's not like you're just reading and it is
over So while over the top, right, we all have
an imagination, we all use it but we also like
(07:14):
how visual that we can create in our mind of
a real life story that we can embark on to
get us to a point where it's like, oh, that
was refreshing.
Speaker 1 (07:24):
Yeah, I love that, even as you remind me of
myself when it comes to writing, because I started in
twenty twelve, although I've been writing since I was in
actually middle school when too.
Speaker 2 (07:36):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (07:37):
Yeah, So it's like it's amazing how it just came
full a circle. Like you've always loved words, You've always
been a great writer. People have told you that, and
now it's like you have really taken yourself serious enough
to put yourself out there and say I know I
could do this.
Speaker 2 (07:51):
Yeah, and you know, and that's just something that we
have to do because you have to understand writers, we
are very very unique already. We don't really know how
to explain the uniqueness that we have. We really can't
explain and the reason why we put our things in
the books. I have so many different characters in my
head right so, and they're talking all the time, and
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they won't shut up until you actually write the ship down,
I understand. So people don't think we're crazy. In one
of three or two us and put us in a
mental institution. We put the shit in the book, right,
Our words come across that way. They don't understand that. No,
there's actual people talking to me. There's like this man
and then this woman. Because I get a lot of well,
how can you sound just like a man? Well, because
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there's a man in my head fucking talking and won't
shut up to the sure that I convey his story
the way he wants it to be told. Right. We
have that uniqueness about it, and I love that the
universe picked us to be writers, you know what I'm
I love that because we are bringing not only a
different type of entertainment, but we're bringing something that actually
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makes you think, makes you ask us. We give you
a plot. We don't just take you to it. We're
going to give you a cliffhanger because we want you
to keep coming back for more. Absolutely, absolutely, absolutely indeed.
Speaker 1 (09:13):
Okay, Look, I have a couple of books where I
have male perspectives in there. Do you like writing from
a woman's perspective or a male perspective more?
Speaker 2 (09:20):
Both? I like doing both, I really do. It's it
gives me power because we are women right to be
able to control the male dynamic that we have in us, right,
because when people get messed up is us women in
this world we are really very very powerful beings. We're
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the only beings that can bring life into the world.
Speaker 1 (09:45):
Right.
Speaker 2 (09:46):
And if you just happen to be a woman that
has never experienced bringing life into the world, you get
another amazing ability of having double intuition type of thing.
You're always going to have that nurturing about you. So
being a woman is freaking amazing on all aspects. And
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knowing that we brought the males into the world, we
gave them their thoughts. So when you ask the question,
do I like writing as a woman or as a man? Well,
I like writing as both because we are both.
Speaker 1 (10:17):
That's deep and I love it. I love it.
Speaker 2 (10:19):
I love that you.
Speaker 1 (10:20):
I love that you broke it down like that because
you know, this day and age, we have a lot
of men that bash women, act like they don't they
haven't come from one.
Speaker 2 (10:28):
Yeah, yeah, the said unfortunate thing very very much. So, yeah,
too many of them. And the thing is that society
has got to them in a major way because they
don't understand that on all costs, your mother, your cousin,
your aunt, your sister. Just somebody in your family is
a woman. And when you see a black woman, when
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you see a woman, he's supposed to protect that woman.
You came from a woman, baby, right, all your strengths
that you have, Yeah it may be man because you're
in the form of a man, but you got the
stress from a woman because you know the shit that
we carry on our motherfucking backs. Do you know how
strong our shoulders have to be at the end of
the day for us to carry all the bullshit that
we have to carry by beating off this nasty world
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and still being able to come home and set a
vice and a place at the table for you and
our children. Come on, now, stop playing with me.
Speaker 1 (11:20):
Listen. Look, we might have to bring you back to
talk about that for real. Like it said, yeah, that
is a deep category. It's a necessary topic, and a
lot of people just really don't understand the depth behind
what you just said because.
Speaker 2 (11:35):
They're not thinking for their self. And that's the crazy shit.
It's like, you got all this amazing of a brain,
but you let other people infiltrate you, like you got
to know, human infiltrate your facts? How do you do that?
How do you just agree to agree when you know,
damn well it's not right. But so you can fit
into a norm. I don't want to be norm. I
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want to be my weird self, as they call me.
I want to be my un me. I want to
have different perspectives. I want to make it make sense.
You know what I'm saying. I'm never going to agree.
I mean what I say, and I say what I mean,
and I promise you it's going to stay that way.
I am fifty six years old. I have been some place.
I have, baby, I am. I've been some places and
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seen some things right. And because I have the goodness
of the universe and the grace of the Mother, Father's
son and the Holy Spirit within me, is because I
can still look this way with five children.
Speaker 1 (12:29):
Five Okay, listen, y'all go follow on social media. She
gonna give out her handles. Ain't no way I would
have guessed that at all. You gave me chills because
you speak so passionate about the life lessons.
Speaker 2 (12:40):
Even everything that I say, and I'm so tired of
our people not getting it. It's like I didn't give up,
but it's like, either you're gonna listen to what you
need to listen to or you're not. But I'm not
gonna waste my days trying to clamor something into your
brain when it's already clamored. I'm just making sense and
I want you to make sense of it. You know,
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I love it.
Speaker 1 (13:01):
I love it. So when you when you think about
when you when you think about the stories and the
plots and your characters and stuff, do you, do you
pull from some of your life or do you Yeah?
Speaker 2 (13:12):
Absolutely absolutely, I definitely pulled from my life. But I
also embark on what I feel life is around us,
meaning other people. You see what I'm saying, because what
we do in our books we pull from different aspects
no matter what that looks like, right, but we make
it real. You make it realit we make it. We
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say things people don't want to say that their sactly
like don't go in the corner and want to hide
them when to read or going to look or something whatever.
But you'll come outside and you'll be somethingbody totally. And
I'm like, oh God, if you don't just be who
you are, like you're an actor every day and nobody
understands it. The only time you turn into a real
person when you go into your house and you close
your door, and you shed all the skin that embarked
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on you outside. You was a different character. Each step
that you tak when you want to work, when you
went to lunch, when you went to your parents' house,
when you went to his parents' house, when you went
to You're somebody different all the time. So we just
carry that over into reality when we write.
Speaker 1 (14:12):
We're right, absolutely, So let's talk about Scorn. Let's talk
about because you got some interesting things coming with this one.
I cannot tell I do.
Speaker 2 (14:21):
Oh my god, so Scorn, my baby. It was actually
originally called Pussy Chronicles, right, and I changed it for
the movie. And the only reason why again kind of
back that lane. I named the Pussy Chronicles because of
the women, the powerful beings that we are, right, not
going to be derogatory or anything like that, but the
strength that we have. You know, now, the euroticism definitely
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is in there because it's a part of freaking life.
So you get that. I gave a little bit of
everything into that. I switched it to Scorn for the movie.
Speaker 1 (14:53):
So I.
Speaker 2 (14:55):
When I tell you from eighteen to one hundred and
eight vibing with the book, and to turn it into
a movie because I give you depth, I give you action,
I give you emotion, I give you all the necessary
requirements and elements that are within you, smell, touch the
whole thing in these novels and my amazing cast. I
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have an amazing handpicked cast, Like there is no me
without them, right because what they're doing what Scorned. When
it hits the screen, it is going to be such
a powerful thing to see. It has all the elements.
I promise you, it has all the elements. And I
can't wait to everybody embark on it and fill it
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and view it and have all their you know, everything
that we give when we're talking about something. So yes, Scorn,
it's gonna be. It's gonna be something. Definitely a banger.
I'm gonna say that, and then it will follow up
with Scorned the final episode. So yeah, it's the element
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of surprise, it's the element of everything. It puts you
in certain situations and scenarios by staying tasteful, keeping the class,
keeping it sophisticated, and giving you a world renowned kind
of look at things. It gives you all of that
in this my cast, my cast, my cast, my cast.
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I love it.
Speaker 1 (16:25):
I love it.
Speaker 2 (16:25):
I think you know some of my cast NJ.
Speaker 1 (16:30):
Yeah she was here last week.
Speaker 2 (16:31):
Yes, she's amazing as Mayor Campbell.
Speaker 1 (16:35):
You know.
Speaker 2 (16:35):
I have Newla Red who plays Eva. She's amazing as Eva,
and the rest of follow. Each of them bring their
own energy and their own vibe and their own in
depth to this, to this story that we're about to tell.
Speaker 1 (16:52):
All right, I love it, and listen before me move
it to love because I could tell that you got
some love for your cast by the way that you are,
you know, talking and speaking about them, And a lot
of people don't take it. They don't know the severity
of it, of how much the cast plays the part
in your project. Without them.
Speaker 2 (17:11):
It's not that you can't do one one out the other,
all right. Absolutely, matter what you did, you just did something.
You got to have people behind you.
Speaker 1 (17:19):
Got to have people to bring it to life. You do.
Speaker 2 (17:22):
We all got to stand side by side each other
and make it pop.
Speaker 1 (17:25):
Girl telling me, so, when can we expect the first
part to come out?
Speaker 2 (17:30):
First of all, we start filming November fifteenth, Okay, so
it'll becoming twenty twenty five, all.
Speaker 1 (17:37):
Right, twenty twenty five got some great things coming for
a lot of peoples.
Speaker 2 (17:41):
Yes, yes, love it.
Speaker 1 (17:43):
So we're moving on to love. If you had to
give a definition of love, what would it be and why.
Speaker 2 (17:52):
My definition of love is action. It's as simple as that.
My definition of love is going to be always action
at the end of the day. Because if you can't
bring you behind those words or those feelings or those
ambitions in those you know centuries that you have, you
have nothing. You're a lot to yourself and to the
people that you claim that you're down with, in your
four or your family, or whatever the case may be.
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Love is a lot of variables, right to make love
is is action.
Speaker 1 (18:21):
I love. I've never heard anybody describe love as that
like that before. I love. I love that you love
to to put the action behind it, because people say
stuff every day all day because it sounds good and
it's the polite thing to say out of obligation, But
there's nothing like bringing it forth through your actions. You
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have to. You have to.
Speaker 2 (18:45):
If I can't see it with my own eyes, well
I got the grace of being here. You're not showing
you nothing. I can tell me all day every day
that you love me, but I'll be able to tell
them feel it through your actions if you really do.
Speaker 1 (18:58):
Mm hmmm, what is the one thing about love that
you've taken throughout your journey and still apply to this day?
Speaker 2 (19:07):
I feed myself with love right each one of my
kids know that I feed them with love. I give
them the energies and the powers to be able to
navigate this world. You know, they know not to be naive.
They also know to be strong because I have boys
and girls right and to walk through this life and
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love and lights. You'll always progress further. There's no reason
for us to be ignored or college from one another.
I don't care what you are, you know U. I'm
staying being the beauty of who we are, being in
the skin that we are, in being that in depth
that we bring to each part of our being. That's
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what you embody love to be. You want nothing but
the best for everybody, because guess what, at the end
of the day, darling, we all can win.
Speaker 1 (19:58):
Absolutely. I just told a friend of it's enough for
all of us to win.
Speaker 2 (20:02):
You don't have to be Nobody is greater than the next.
You're not better than me. I'm not better than you.
I don't got more than you. You and got more
than me because guess what one thing for certain? Two
things were sure that plotted the cemetery, and how far
they dig in that stone? That shit is all the same, right,
So why you're gonna think you better than me? Because
if your house is big, guess what mine's is big too?
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But I got a house, I got a door to shut.
Speaker 1 (20:27):
Yes, I turn my water on.
Speaker 2 (20:29):
You turn your water on.
Speaker 1 (20:30):
Right.
Speaker 2 (20:31):
I go in my refrigerator. You open your refrigerator. Refrigerator
might talk, Well, mine is talking. Tell me I got
food in that bitch.
Speaker 1 (20:37):
So I we're gonna eat in here today.
Speaker 2 (20:41):
We're gonna eat here today as well as you. You
put some shoes on, I'm gonna put some shoes on.
So who's better than one another? You look at your
time of day, it's going to be the same time
wherever you are in that day. Right, So we're not
better than No, we're not. And we got to stop
thinking that way. And that only that way is you're
gonna be able to know what love really is.
Speaker 1 (21:01):
Absolutely, I love that. I love that. And so what
is one lesson that you've learned about love that you
instilled into your children?
Speaker 2 (21:11):
Showing it, showing it, don't take no what nipples from anything.
You're only going to get what you really want to
get when you step inside your house and your family
gives it to you.
Speaker 1 (21:23):
Right.
Speaker 2 (21:24):
But when you go outside, yes, be that beam my life,
because that light attracts a certain amount of people. People
are attracted to a certain light or energy, and the
ones that stay away from you, you know, to stay
away from them too, right, they got they got a
little evil side to them, and you don't when you
don't need to prove yourself because all those who need
to be around you when you go out here in
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this beacon of light will be the ones that are
supposed to be with you at this God given time.
So when you go out there, be who you are,
never faith who you are, and all the love that
you have to give and to share will be overjoiced
and overbearing for you and for them. That's what I
was talking to my kids. I taught to them that
we talk each other all the time, don't be scared
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to hug and kiss and you know, and things like that,
or whatever the case may be. If that's what you feel,
do it. Say I'm proud of you. I tell them,
I'm proud of them all the time.
Speaker 1 (22:17):
It matters.
Speaker 2 (22:18):
It matters, I promise you it does. I promise you.
It's going to decide if he's going to go knock
somebody over the head tomorrow or if he's going to
try to teach the person before they go to knock
somebody over the head the right way to go. Now,
whether that person listen or not will be on them
because everybody has been through something in this life, and
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I think that's what we fail to realize as well.
We've all been through a journey. Everybody's is kind of
the same. Nobody has lived through life and we just
flied through, we just glossed through it. We've all had
hurdles of disparity, right whether good, bad, or indifferent. We've
all had that somebody has something horrific that they can
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tell you right now that's happened to them when they
were younger or right now. You see what I'm saying.
But how you can change that is you don't have
to go out there and be world nasty to the world.
Still be who you are and try to bring a
difference into the beings that you are around. Stop being
around bad people. Bad people make bad people misery love's
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fucking company. At the end of the day. If I'm miserable,
I want you miserable. Why do I want to see
your life to shine so we could all the city
to be crazy and stupid together. No, I don't want
to show my love that way. I want us to
all come up. I want us to all learn how
we're supposed to learn and give this world a better chance,
so our sisters can learn, so our younger generation can
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see of women that is about to bring another generation
in before they get all discobobulated what it's supposed to.
Speaker 1 (23:53):
Be right, you know. And it's hard hard. It is
so hard because people don't want to listen.
Speaker 2 (24:00):
They don't they don't, but they won't listen to everybody else.
You shine something, you shine something pretty in front of them,
They're gonna listen to that person. They don't want to
listen to the actions that you were actually speaking to
give them a better life. Because you could get all
them shining shits.
Speaker 1 (24:13):
By yourself, absolutely, yes, you could. You could definitely get
that by yourself. And I think that because so many
people want to keep what they've gone through a secret,
they don't have that level of vulnerability because it has
been so betrayed. Really, because.
Speaker 2 (24:33):
Go ahead, I'm sorry, No, no, baby, I would say
they've been taught that, that's why.
Speaker 1 (24:37):
Yeah, that's what I'm saying. It's like a learned behavior.
Because I was talking to one of my best friends
and I was telling her that sometimes you just got
to let stuff go. You cannot hold on to the
animosity or resentment that you're for your parents because they
only gave you the best that they can give you. Now,
at some point it was up to them to say, Hey,
my parents didn't do this for me. I don't want
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my kids to go through this, so let me change
how MO with my family. Some people gonna do that.
Speaker 2 (25:04):
And that's the crazy thing. It's like, why can't you
look at it like this, Instead of blaming your parents
for being parents, right, how about rejoicing the fact that
they brought you to the world to be who you
were supposed to be because they were learning too. There
was really nobody to teach them. I'm not gonna hold
my mom because she lived a life because she was
supposed to live her best life, because that was the
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only life that she knew. I'm not gonna hold my
father accountable for him not being there. If he should
have been there, he was there, how he knew to
be there, whether he was there or not, it's about
what you're doing as a person. That means you're stopping
bits and parts of your life to have aminst what
your parents, who did, what they thought they were doing,
was wrong. So you're gonna just gloss over your life
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and do the same thing. In other words, you're repeating
a cycle said stop doing that. We can't do nothing
about the shit. You can only live your life. Please
just live your life, and don't worry about the other
people that you thought they should have been there for you,
because they've been there.
Speaker 1 (26:03):
They brought you.
Speaker 2 (26:04):
You're you're here, and don't tell me, oh no, well
my parents brought me here. Why would you the fastest
little motherfucking swimming because you beat out so many sperm
cells to get your ass and that a unbeknownst to
you that you made it. But no, you asked to
be here, so you couldn't wait till that load was shot, okay,
and you look back and was like, I'm winning, I'm winning,
(26:26):
I'm winning. Oh I'm in there. All y'all die right,
Let your parents be Who the fuck they are and
let them have their own life and stop holding them accountable.
I don't care. Stop it. You have to stop because
nobody is perfect. There's no handbook to be a parent,
and if it is, it's based on a parent that
parent the way they parented.
Speaker 1 (26:46):
You can't tell.
Speaker 2 (26:47):
And what I've been through and what I'm going through
because I'm trying to live my best life too.
Speaker 1 (26:52):
Absolutely, and all that other shit, Like I think that
we have to let go of all that other ship
and just move go with the flow, the flow of things.
Speaker 2 (27:04):
Yeah, yeah, and you'll see how much happier, I promise you. Absolutely,
You'll be so happy. You'll smile like as beautiful as
your smile is. You'll be hind people. Oh hi, everybody,
Oh good morning in America.
Speaker 1 (27:17):
What are you all this in being like this?
Speaker 2 (27:22):
You creating stress, you creating diseases, You creating some shit
that you got to stay at the doctor. Now you
got high blood presure. Worry about somebody else's shit, right,
I worried about my mama. Didn't she didn't take care
of me the way I thought she because I couldn't
have the tennis shoes that that person had. Well, best,
did you have tennis shoes down? Did you have some shoes?
Speaker 1 (27:40):
Would you walk around barefoot? Right?
Speaker 2 (27:43):
Right? Was was there a limb missing? You know what
I'm saying, Like, was there anything that was an ailment
that you couldn't get over that didn't get seen about?
And you want to hold your mom and dad accountable.
They did their job.
Speaker 1 (27:55):
They had you exactly. And I had to realize when
I was going through my healing journey that my parents
had their own shit. They had their own shit to
be dealing with my ceilings and I never seen it.
Like we may have seen a couple of things and
we was like, oh, that's weird, but we just they
showed us from all of that. We didn't know the
shit that they was dealing with. And so maybe like
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when we got older and we decided that we want
to ask them questions about some of the things that
we saw and heard, and they were very transparent. So
I thank god for that because they could have just like, well,
I don't want to talk about that and just swept
it under the rug. But it just goes to show
that everybody has their own shit that they're dealing with.
Somebody think a little bit other than more than others.
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But at the end of the day, all shit stink.
Speaker 2 (28:39):
Yeah, all she think. And you ever know when you're
out there in the world and you're going through something
and it's terrific, right, and another person's going through something,
another person sit there and listen to you're going through something,
and they'll make them smile, you see what I'm saying
instead of being sit there and be like, let me
give me your hand, because baby, we're both going through
something shit, so how can we make each other feel better?
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Because now it's misery loves Company. Oh let me listen
to because only time if you're going through something, that's
what everybody want being your business. But when you then
they don't know you. And this that to the third
day being off cocky and fucking funny and shit like
that there right, but the moment something happened, who all
are your face? Mm hmm yeah, your biggest haters?
Speaker 1 (29:25):
Yeah, because like you said, misery loves company and I
refuse to go live in that hotel. I just cannot
do it.
Speaker 2 (29:31):
No, I promise you that. Mm hmm.
Speaker 1 (29:34):
All right, do you remember a time in your life
where you were so bogged down into some shit? How
did you get through that.
Speaker 2 (29:45):
Yeah, I got filled with my mother, my father, my son,
and the Holy Spirit. That's how I get through everything.
Might not kid talk back, but when I go into
a deep meditative stayed in my brain, I can hear
everything because I think, well, I know, we all go
through something that is so horrific in our life, and
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you don't know how you allowed yourself to get there,
Why you got there to impress people? You mean, but
here you are. So what are we going to do
about it? We're going to pull ourselves by the bootstrap?
Where not? Because that's an exam m. Because life is
a sin, right left, life as a consequence. So I'm
not going to stay there. So I couldn't stay there.
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I wasn't going to stay there.
Speaker 1 (30:28):
I let me go.
Speaker 2 (30:29):
I let myself go through it. I might have gotten
a shower and maybe cried, cried as many tears as
I can possibly cry to wash whatever, to wash it away.
But at the end of the day, here I stand,
and here.
Speaker 1 (30:40):
I am absolutely and I'm glad that you're still standing,
and you can actually speak to other people and they
and and and without you know, condemnation, because some people
be like, well, you can't tell me nothing because I
hadn't been there and done that. Instead of offering some advice,
this is how I got through it. This is how
it's Yeah, you have you have to want to help somebody.
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And I think that society has it twisted like everything
is all peaches and sunshine, and nobody wants to talk
about the struggles behind the scenes. When them cameras stopped rolling,
then what's going on? Can you even stand up being
the same ruin as this person that you that you're
supposed to be loving all and when everybody else watching,
and when the cameras.
Speaker 2 (31:20):
Say action, that's where the faith comes at because everybody
disperses after that. Right. That's a sad thing. And us women,
we do it. Us do it to each other every day.
And it's so sad. It's so sad. You'll talk one
way to me on the phone. I promise you, you'll
talk one way to me over social media. But when
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I give you my good graces and actually come to
let's say, just a function and I'm coming to you,
Oh my god, God, it's so good, and you shun me, bitch?
Speaker 1 (31:51):
Yeah, who are you?
Speaker 2 (31:53):
What happened? This is not who I was talking to
all these times and all these days right now that
we get in person, because you see who I am.
Because when I go out, you see me, I'm dressed
from head to toe because that's who I am. You
feel what I'm saying. I'm a Capricorn, right and bitch
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hif I so you already know we got a light
and I'm a January Capricorn. Me too, I'm the sixteenth baby, listen,
so you already know what our light look like when
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we go outside. So when you give us that one
o that head to toe and then it's a flip
and I'm like, but wait, I can't. I can't support
you exactly. You know, we got our own things going
on in life. But I still can't. But now you
want to be funny towards me. I got you. It's cool, though,
It's cool because you either you want it. You want
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me to stay on your good side, because when I
forget about you, I forget about you.
Speaker 1 (33:00):
Whatever, like you never exist to call yourself.
Speaker 2 (33:04):
I promise, I promise you. It's okay, it's okay. We
only got two ways. We only got two ways about us,
and we were meant that way for a reason. We're
meant that way. For a reason.
Speaker 1 (33:16):
Listen, I used to be upset with myself when I
just didn't care and I had to tell my husband,
and I was like, it's some things that I just
don't care about, Like if you go out and cheat,
I don't really care as long as you playing these
bills or whatever. And I hate to sound like that
because a lot of people say, well, why would you
(33:36):
put yourself in a situation like that, not saying that
my husband is doing any of that, because he is not.
He is a good person. But I don't have the energy.
I don't have the capacity to care about what you're
doing when you leave this house.
Speaker 2 (33:47):
And here's the thing. I mean, you just like you
hit the nail on the head, or whatever the case
may The men are very very visual, and as long
as the whole thing that got between their legs move
a little bit, they happy. Right. They chose us because
of an emotional connection or whatever whatever's done on the outset.
I myself don't give a fuck. I don't I'm not
living to it, I'm not thinking about it, or whatever
(34:08):
the case may be. The shit in my house is good, right.
He still know he the king of the house, and
I'm his queen inside this house, and we still hold
each other accountable, and we hold each other down. And
you're gonna give me grace, and I'm gonna give you grace.
But when you go outside those doors, whatever you do,
keep it outside the doors. I don't give it, like,
for real, I don't care. I'm gonna beat.
Speaker 1 (34:29):
It's really so serious when I talk about that, I
talk about it with so much passion, and some of
my friends be looking like, really, you don't care, Like no,
somebody sharing something at some post of all.
Speaker 2 (34:42):
I need some help. So it's like poliguey, I do
it for real, sister, you you want to do this.
I don't feel like cooking for this motherfucker the day,
right and I don't feel like doing some of the
sexual things you're gonna do. I a'm doing that. So
you could pick that up and we'll take it. And
you got the kids this week, okay, and I'll take
the grandkids next week. Listen. I don't care about none
of that because I love my sisters, I promise you.
(35:05):
And that little jealousy and that little thing that's where
we got life all messed up. That is a different
way for another time.
Speaker 1 (35:11):
That is I'm not jealous to anybody like I'm so
secure in myself. I promise you, if you can find
somebody that is better than me by all means, go.
Speaker 2 (35:21):
Do that all means, By all means. I give you
kudos because I tell you what. And I don't cry
over a man. I haven't when I got rid of
one man or got and I'm saying this to everybody,
there was somebody else that was right there that I
wanted to go. I only got this life to live.
I only have this one life that I'm living. I'm
(35:42):
not gonna waste it by trying to talk about I
need closure. I don't need closure.
Speaker 1 (35:46):
I need me. I need me.
Speaker 2 (35:49):
You see what I'm saying. So we have to stop
doing that too. I don't know what closure is. Closure
is y'all decided not to have y'all answers together, right.
I don't trying to figure out what happened, because if
we couldn't figure out what happened with inside that relationship
at that time, what the hell is closer gonna do
after we're already closed the door. It don't miss.
Speaker 1 (36:09):
It ain't for me though, it ain't gonna be for
me because I got receipts. I promise you, I may
not care, but I'm I'm observant, and I watch everything everything.
I watch how you move, I watch your patterns. I
watch what you eat, I watch what you do. I
watch everything. So if all of that change, I know
that there's something else is going.
Speaker 2 (36:30):
On, for something is going on. We watch actions, baby,
That's why I tell you, that's why that key word
is always action.
Speaker 1 (36:37):
I mean, we watched that.
Speaker 2 (36:39):
Don't tell me nothing, I'll see everything.
Speaker 1 (36:42):
Listen, when it comes to all that other shit, I
have been so bogged down in it. I have dusted
myself off, I have washed myself off, and I am
at a place where I am peaceful every day. I
experience joy every day. So all that other shit don't
matter to me.
Speaker 2 (36:59):
I promise you it can't. It shouldn't, because it's gonna
take you to a place where you don't want to be. Right,
So now you're not being able to rejoice in the
days that you was blessed to wake up and see.
Now I got to wake up and be frustrated, and
I got to be fucking miserable about some shine. Got
no control over anyway, right, I can't control that.
Speaker 1 (37:20):
It was all as is reciprocity.
Speaker 2 (37:23):
Please please good to me and to you.
Speaker 1 (37:27):
I want you stand moving fine with me.
Speaker 2 (37:30):
It's pretty much it's pretty much over. My thing is
know that I am an extension of you and you
are an extension of me. What you don't want done
to you, don't do to me. Right, That's all I
got to say. Because if we're this, if we're supposed
to be this together, then we're gonna be this together.
Nobody out there can do anything else. It ain't nothing
(37:53):
but tis in boobs and pussy. Everybody got one, and
yes they all feel fucking different. But if that person
can do more for you than what you're getting from
the graces of me, please go and get it. I'm
not gonna hold the door. I'm not crying. I'm not
I'm not holding you captive. I'm not throwing my body
as a barrigate over the door. I ain't doing none
(38:15):
of that. If you can find greater, baby, go right again,
because I hate to tell you there ain't no greater,
because it's gonna be shipped with that too.
Speaker 1 (38:21):
But I have some ship waited all the way.
Speaker 2 (38:26):
You gotta experience that. You gotta figure it out out right,
we already figured it out. We already figured it out.
Speaker 1 (38:33):
Yes, so we're listening. You are here too. It is
nothing like and I love, I love, I love people
I do. But when I meet my fellow Capricorns, it's
a totally different vibe.
Speaker 2 (38:49):
It's a totally different party because you know how we
roll at the end of the day. Yeah, the day.
The most authentic, genuine, looting people that you ever want
to meet, and you want us in your life because
we want to give it to you real and raw
every time, because we're not out to impress you or nobody.
Speaker 1 (39:10):
Else, nobody else today. Yes, yes, ma'am, Yes, yes, absolutely.
Speaker 2 (39:16):
So, right right right right him, the listen.
Speaker 1 (39:22):
That's how they can connect with you where you hang out.
Speaker 2 (39:27):
So my social media handles and things like that. So
my IG is Porsche, which is p O. R. S.
Sen as in cat h Is and Harry as an
Alpha after a f T. Well, first of all, it's
Porsche Underscore after Underscore Dark. That's my ig. TikTok is
(39:48):
the same. It's always under author Porsche Lewis or you
just throwing Google just throw scorned in there, or pad
Films twenty four production, all my everything will come up
for sure, so they can find me anywhere. But I
want everybody to know and stay tuned coming twenty twenty five,
scorned the movie. What an amazing cast.
Speaker 1 (40:11):
I love it. I love it, and all of this
information would be in the show notes, guys, so you
don't have an excuse but to go and support it.
Don't cost nothing to support. This woman is putting out movie,
she's writing books, she's spreading that light, that love, that positivity.
So if you don't want to get on that, that's
on you. That is on you, but it will be
there for you to connect. And so before we get off,
(40:36):
and I know we talk about the movie coming in
twenty five, what else what's coming next is what else
is happening with you?
Speaker 2 (40:44):
Listen, this movie is the biggest thing popping and we're
going right into scoring the final episode. So this is
one movie next to another movie, next to a thriller
after that. I just want to as long as I
have breath and have this energy that I have, I
want to keep doing something. I want my children to
smile at the end of the day knowing that their
(41:07):
mama did that and knowing that the things that they
can do in their lives. They don't have to follow suit.
I want you to be great in your journey. You
don't have to be great in my journey. Be great
in your own journey. But I'm giving you a pathway
to show you how to do it. Right. So, and
I just want everybody to be on this light of
(41:28):
this path by just showing a little love, a little light,
taking all that animosity that you have towards our sisters. Right,
How can we make things bigger, blacker better if we
don't preach it and do it ourselves?
Speaker 1 (41:43):
Yes?
Speaker 2 (41:43):
Right, So that's the journey that I'm on. I just
want to bring unity, and I want to talk about it,
and I want to rejoice in it. And I want
people to know that this is us that we create everything.
Let's rock this life like we see it. Let's all
be winners in it. Let's rejoice in the plan that
the universe has already given us. Because the past is gone.
(42:05):
We don't want to look back there. The future is
already written, that's already destined. Let's live in our gift
of present. What are we doing? What are we're doing?
That's it, that's listen.
Speaker 1 (42:19):
I love it. So before we get off do you
have any words of encouragement, any words of wisdom, anything
that you would like to lead the listeners to today?
And you just said a whole lot. So if they
listen to what you just said, well I.
Speaker 2 (42:33):
Hope So I just want you to make it make sense.
Don't let nobody just tell you anything. Remember, all these
people are just humans spitting words, and that's all they are.
Don't just fall into a trap. Always think that whatever
you want you can always achieve for yourself. Someone don't
have to give you something, to hold something over your head,
to make you accountable, or to owe them something. You
(42:55):
owe no one nothing. You owe yourself everything. Oh the Mother,
the Father, the some of the Holy Spirit in the
universe that you are here today, that's who you owe.
You don't owe nothing. Just be yourself, rock out when
and let's make some shit happen.
Speaker 1 (43:13):
Just listen. With that being said, you guys have been
listening to another episode of Kicking with Wikiki, life, love
and all the other shit. Let's make some shit happen.
Speaker 2 (43:22):
Man.
Speaker 1 (43:22):
Until next time, y'all go out and get it for yourself.
Don't expect someone to give it to you, because they
can always take it away.
Speaker 2 (43:30):
Amen.
Speaker 1 (43:32):
So I'll be back next week with another episode. Every Thursday,
new episodes of Kicking and Wikiki, you guys be blessed. Yes, baby,
I love it with Ki
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