KRE POETRY AND RADIO - EP 128

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:02):
God, afternoon, we just want to say thank you for
us and our another opportunity to to go fishing, to
go fishing on Kuri Portray Radio or Bruce and my
brother Bruce and TJ and myself and our producer Valuin.
We go fishing for souls every every Sunday. We try
to make sure that we go fishing for souls because

(00:26):
there's so many empty souls. I saw right now, so
many people in darkness, and we just hope that you
are starting to tell people about this boat. Y'all got
to tell people about this boat that pushes off at
two thirty central times of time. Well, they ain't not
gonna hear nothing but.

Speaker 2 (00:41):
Positiveness about how it would be to have a relationship
with God. Because we have people on the which was
coming on here with testimonies. And then we have to
always give a shout out the laying for Johnson.

Speaker 1 (00:53):
She always pull everything. Every time I send her something,
she posts it up because she knows that he's helping
us go fishing with so for souls. Every Sunday two
thirty we got fish against coming on the day. May
I tell you I know the young man and now
he's a preachingt and but before we bring him on,
you know, I always have to give a shout out

(01:14):
to to TJ and Bruce fans. I think man to
have them on the podcast service Sundays and to have
them with confident in charge of doing anything. And I
just know that t J, you had you had a
birthday last last week this week right right, I do
have a birthday coming up, Yes I do, TJ. I

(01:39):
got somebody else that's having a birthday. He matter of fact,
he had his birthday yesterday and I gave him some
Benny gay and some mental labelm and all that. Brother
Bruce birthday.

Speaker 2 (01:51):
Yeah wait, all right, sixty celebrate it. And the fact
that by him a buck of being gay brought up
it up a whole out. Yeah. So I know our
birthday was up close together. Actually yeah, I don't know
our birthday was so close together. Yeah.

Speaker 3 (02:10):
Yeah, I'm considered as a May baby because my birthday's
army right around Mother's Day May. Yeah, it's the day
out day before Mother's Day.

Speaker 1 (02:22):
But for this what we we got a we got
a special special surprise. Uh got a chance to speak
with with Valerie and uh, she's she's gonna, she's gonna
try to get missus. Uh, we're gonna wait five more minutes.
Five I got a special team for for Bruce and DJ.
But we'll wait and Val she'll text me let me know.

(02:43):
But we got something special for your birthday. But you know,
we always want to uh get our last. We started
our last first by the Bill James Bruth. But we
want to let y'all know that we ain't gonna never
but get the baby boys.

Speaker 3 (02:58):
You know what this this is the deal. You know.

Speaker 1 (03:00):
Last week Dr baby Ball was on the podcast and
he did an excellent job. He and Doctor Marshall, they
did an excellent, excellent job. But but we also found
out that Dtor baby Boy had an Eastern speech. And
last week, y'all, I know what happened. He got a
chance to get on stage and to say his Eastern
speech or you know, paum my sister. You know I

(03:20):
love calling my sister. Love pound boys whatever. She took
him and got him fitted for a little Taylor baby
baby shuit with some little baby shoes and everything, and
so he had his little Eastern speech. And so he
came on Easter Spacing and everybody was waiting. The little
kids behind him was waiting they were getting patient with
baby Boy because.

Speaker 2 (03:37):
They said, what what what is he had he forgotten
his speech or what? And then all of a sudden
he got up his nerves and that joker just said
Happy Easter, Happy Easter, everybody. It ran out to Staate,
jumped on his big wheeler, had his training wheels, and
he took off his stuff. And so my sister in
law told me last week, and so when she got home,

(03:57):
Doctor Baby Ball was at home and what happened was
is that the baby shoes that she bought Dr Baby
Buddy was too small. So the reason why Doctor Baby
was running off the stage company's feet was hurting his
feet was the shoe was too tight. And so when
he got home he found out that he.

Speaker 1 (04:15):
Was soaking his feet. Baby Boy was soaking his seat
so that his feet was hurting and stuff. And so
we gonna find out how long did he soak his
feet next week, how long did he soak his feet?
Because we know that he got little baby feed and
we don't know how long he kept him in the water.
The water might have been too hot for but were
just far to say thank you back back the Baby
Ross for letting us use you to bring about a

(04:35):
lot of lester every Sunday, but we also know that
last week it was a powerful, powerful testimony. We had
powerful people on with doctor baby Boy and brother Marshall on.
So what I like to do because I know Bruce
and TJ. They take a lot of notes and they
always got a chance to let God speak to them.
And then we'll bring on our guests after Bruce and

(04:56):
TEJ had the little say about about last week, because
I know they they were moved, and we always on
our doctor, I mean honor uh TJ. The mayor Hockingport.
We always show him so much respect him and then
we saw him so much respect. I want my listeners
to know Ryan. The bad is that you know next
week is Mother's Day and uh we know that, uh

(05:20):
that TJ and and missus Jefferson, she's still here and
uh he's got grandkids, got great grandkids, and we want
to make sure that we don't take him away from
his family because we know how dedicated he is to
this podcast, and we just we're not gonna have a
podcast next week because we're gonna let him have a
told enjarment of his of his wife and and all

(05:41):
of his grandkids. And and so uh any anyone else
that uh that knows that mothers are special boosnow and
about our mom and and hiring him and and priscillauh
we all know our special mothers are and uh and
even body knows how special brothers are. So so we're
not gonna we're not gonna rob t j up spinish
that that quality of time with his with his wife

(06:02):
and his family. So we're not gonna have a podcast
next week. But it's on you about last week. But
we jarged you uh the people we had.

Speaker 2 (06:11):
On last week, So it's on you Tube.

Speaker 3 (06:12):
Then who's going, Okay, thank you, thank you, brother Tolder.
Look as always, I've got that kind of know that
I appreciate him giving me the opportunity to be a
part of this program to let the world know just
how much the Lord seems to me. And I want

(06:33):
to thank Valerie for being the producer that she is.
I always make it possible, make it possible to keep
us on there and to keep us and to keep
us on the floor front and praising the Lord. And
then I want to thank my brother Bruce for for
being the being the person, being the being the little
brother that he is. Thank you so much, very much.

(06:54):
Bruce now told her, I always have this special thank
you for You're always finding a guess or a guess.
We'll always get in touch with you. And it seems
as though the time and it's always so right to
where it's the right person at the right time giving

(07:15):
us the right testimony. And last week it was a
tremendous program. It consisted of a doctor, a professional professional,
doctor Marshall making bacam, I think that's his name, that's
I don't mean to butcher it, but we'll just call
him doctor Marshall. And his testimony told me that God

(07:40):
never gives up on anybody. He never, he never, he
never stopped chasing us. He's always after us. He wants
us to believe in what he's doing, what he has
done for us, and what he's going to do for us,
And all he want us to do is just put
our faith in him. Now, it may take some of

(08:03):
us a little longer to find out that the Lord
is my shepherd. And this is what doctor Marshall was
telling us last week. He said that he had been
a professional for almost maybe thirty something years, thirty two years,
and he had written books, and physically he was going

(08:26):
to a church, but he really hadn't given his entire,
his entire life to the Holy Spirit, to something else.
And then you know what that something else was. That's
where Tolar came in. Tolar was sort of like I guess,
maybe maybe a mentor maybe not, but he would always

(08:46):
try to give him a little advice, like what, you've
tried this, you tried this, and you tried that. Don't
you think it's time to try the Lord. Why don't
you give him a shot?

Speaker 2 (09:01):
You know what?

Speaker 3 (09:02):
He said. I needed something like that. I needed someone
to constantly remind me to be my spiritual adviser without
me even knowing that he was my spiritual adviser. Kenn
he said, was the one that really introduced him to

(09:22):
the Lord. He said, and it may have happened in
sometime January of twenty twenty four or something like that,
And he said, you know what, I heard him, So

(09:43):
I gave the Lord to try. And he said, the
Lord is my shepherd. After fourteen years, I finally found God.
He just don't you know how good I feel after

(10:03):
trying the Lord? Now I know better. God is so good.
I told Kenneth I'm serious about about staying with God,
and I want you to keep me focused on the
heavenly Father. And that's good. Kennedy is good at that,

(10:26):
just like his brother Harry is. Sometime he may tell
these stories about uh, doctor baby boy. But doctor Harry
Everett and doctor Marshall some sort of way, they got
it together. And he said that he was honest with God.
I have a relationship with God now thanks to talk,

(10:50):
thanks to doctor Everett. He said, love you love your
God at the at the soul level. Love your God
at the soul level from the inside. You love God
from the inside out and out from the outside end.

(11:10):
He said, we need someone to be to be a
friend with someone that can be your mother, someone that
can be your grandmother, your older brother, and that person
it's the Lord, saveth you Christ. The Lord is my shepherd.
The soul. The soul has to be. It has to

(11:32):
be working for us. It has to be working for
us on the inside of us. And that was coming
from doctor Harrivert. Let let's let go and let God.
This is what both of the best, these two gentlemen
were saying last week, and the Lord wanted them to
let their testimony be heard. He wanted them to tell

(11:55):
us about it. He wanted us to hear. We hear
of doctor Harry every say let go and let God.
He wanted us to hear that those are testimonies. They
were so truthful, and it's it's like God wants us
to be like him. He wants us to love everyone.

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He wants us to love our neighbor as ourselves. He
want us to do that, to do this because He
loved us. First Look, God is so good people, God,
you you can't go wrong with God. There's nothing, nothing,
nothing that he can't do for you. There's nothing that

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he can't do for us. He'll never leave us, He'll
never turn his back on us. He'll always be the
one that we could depend on. And that's what our
doctor Marshall was telling us last week. He didn't realize
that's what he was doing, but that's exactly who I
came out. That's exactly what he was saying. And that's

(13:05):
what this program is about. This program is here to
let everyone know. If you wanna know what the real
deal is, come check us out every Sunday at two
thirty and we're going to tell you the truth. Because
the truth will make you free. Look, we can't I

(13:27):
can't stop saying how much I realize that God loves us.
He loves us so much until he sent his son,
Jesus Christ to die for all of our singings. And
then he rose on the third day. He rose so

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that we could always have someone at the hand right
hand of God. That's saying what we want you to
do at this particular time, God is give gift TG
another chance, give him another chance, give them another chance,
give him another give him another option, give him something
else to look forward to. Just don't give up on him.

(14:11):
And that's what's going on in our lives now. We
have our heavenly Father that's interceding for us to the
heavenly to let God know that we can be faithful
to you. If you give us another chance. And you
know what he does, He'll forgive us. He'll always forgive you.

(14:35):
He'll forgive me. And he wants you to know that
if you have an opportunity, you let the world know
just how good God is. And that's what this program
is about. And we've got to tell a tolla over
and over again. And don't know who the guest is today,
but I know it's someone that God sent to us

(14:57):
through you. Thanks again Toilar, thank you very much.

Speaker 2 (15:04):
You appreciate that. The TJ and he always for the
honor and privilege to be on the podcast. To the
of the Emily, Father of Jesus Christ. I'm so so thankful.
Just thank you Jesus.

Speaker 3 (15:18):
Uh.

Speaker 2 (15:19):
That last week we had the doctor Marshall Massenbacher on
the podcast and he didn't he didn't come on let
me plug in his practice. He's a license professional counselor.
But I appreciate his humility talking about the struggles. Yes,

(15:40):
if you want to basically, if you want to know
the past that your life should take, if you're on
that crooked path. Uh, this is what he said, commit
to God. Let me say that. Let me let me
say that again. Commit the God, the spiritual imptiness and

(16:00):
not be filled with worldly things such as money, power, education. Uh.
He talked about you have to be committed to God.
He talked about he was he was looking for affirmation
in his lane for what he was doing because his

(16:21):
father wasn't wasn't in his life. And he got that affirmation.
He got it from his our heaven and father. And
he told us basically told him you did good. God
told him you did good, son, and that's what he
was looking for from his heavening father. But once he

(16:42):
made that commitment, who our healing and Father, God knew
what he needed and God provided that for him because
some sixty five, I mean he talks about he's a
father of the fatherless than the Lord. Because he talked
about he grew up in church. He always had been
a believer, but but he but he drifted from his spiritualities,

(17:06):
is what he talked about, which which well we all do,
uh sometimes and as word, as result, it led to
boydness in his life, meaningless, a lack of purpose. But again,
for once he committed to Christ, Christ saved his life,

(17:29):
literally saved his life, believe.

Speaker 3 (17:32):
It or not.

Speaker 2 (17:33):
I mean, I mean he was come and playing taking
his life.

Speaker 3 (17:36):
God is good.

Speaker 2 (17:36):
Praise the Lord, Thank you Jesus. And this and this
is real. This, this is real real uh spiritual talk
and and and and I'll police again him coming on
the podcast and share that with us. He didn't he
didn't have to do that.

Speaker 3 (17:51):
He didn't.

Speaker 2 (17:52):
He's I mean, he's establishing his profession. But he came on,
you know, trying to help someone else not go through
what he went through, or if you're going through what
he was going through. He told us what the solution is,
Commit to God, don't waiver. Yeah, you may say you're

(18:15):
a believer, give a God's word, apply that to your life.
This is what this man that talks about and prays
Lord for him and his relationship with Tola. And doctor
Harry was on also. He has a degree in theology.

(18:37):
I appreciate him being on also. And you talked about
recognize God's presence and where a situation that you might
be in recognize God's presence and how do you do that?
You do that by prayer, by'm meditating on scripture. Establishing

(19:01):
their relationships where their having a father, and as the
teacher mentioned, he talked about the law is our shepherd. Yes, yes,
the Law is our shepherd. What does that will lead
us in the direction we should go and if we'll
allow him to do that? And then and he said,

(19:26):
Harry talked about accepting Christ in your life is only
the beginning of the war. Where they're having a father,
work still has to be done. That's what we have
to remember. And I appreciate them them sharing that with us,
and that we should we should encourage one another. All

(19:48):
go through struggles, they have challenges in life, but talk
about having people around you that care for you, that
will make a difference, you know, like you never know
when you may need an encouraging world. So I appreciate
him by sharing that with us, because we all are
pretty perfect. We'll all go through childes. But if we

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trust in God, God will place people in our life
will help. And again, I just want to miss it again,
but what doctor Marshy Backer said, commit to God? Yes, yes, yes,
yes he shift to jump right in right quick good.

(20:37):
This is this is something that I remember doctor Marshall saying.
I told Kennan, I'm serious, man, I'm serious about trying God.
And I remember Harry saying something is this effect. Be
honest with God, have a good relationship with God. Love

(21:01):
your God at the soul level, from the inside out
and not the inside, not the outside in. It was
so we we got some good lessons last week, very
very very very bleshful lessons. Thank you again, Kenna, Thank

(21:22):
you man. Well you know I'm always blessed to U
to have you and to go in and let Lord
seep through you. That's the reason why it's so easy
for this podcast to go like it's going, because I
know when Booth speaks, God speaking through him. When when
Tej speaks, I know it's God speaking through him. And
and that's a that's a that's a that's a real,

(21:44):
real blessing for us to be able to just to
know that. And so I'm just thankfu. I'm thankful today.
Y'all know how we get these things started out? Y'all forgot,
y'all felt I forgot to say to you Lord, come on,
come out. Indeed, right were ready the rock and roll

(22:05):
because we know we got somebody that's coming on that
uh young individual uh called me after the podcast, and
I want people to know, if you didn't get a
chance to hear the podcast last week and you need
some counseling, some spiritual counseling and some some doctor counselmen,
you need to go to the website k r E Poetry. No,

(22:28):
let me back up, k r E Worldwide dot Com.
Let me say that again, k r E Worldwide dot Com.
And if I already posted up, people started listening to it.
But today, uh young man dreell odem been knowing him
for knowing for a while, for a long while, and
and uh, after the podcast last week, he called me
as soon as the podcast was over my phone line

(22:51):
and it was him, and we had we had talked.
We had talked before because he had he had asked
me about, uh, how do I stay positive? How I
got to always be smiling as long as it be normal,
always laughing and stuff. And I told her, I keep
the Lord on my mind. I keep on my mind
all the time. And I say, the Lord already had
told me that, uh, you cannot afford to be down

(23:14):
because you never know when I'm gonna send someone your
way for you to uplift her. And so that's why
I'm trying to stay uplifted and dreel. If you don't
mind drill, I got, I got somebody wants to. It's
gonna come on and sing happy birthday to uh, to
Bruce and TJ. You know y'all got especially so so
go ahead, Uh you know who you are, Come on,

(23:37):
come on with miss Western, ms Westler, Miss Western things
have birthday of y'all, oh ms Western. She was supposed
to be.

Speaker 4 (23:50):
Go ahead, It's well, I guess I just got me
over here. Give me a chance to kick me. Can't
my breath does I've been trying for the last fifteen minutes.
Give me one second here, Okay.

Speaker 2 (24:02):
Appreciate your patience, miss Western. Appreciate your pa.

Speaker 4 (24:06):
Oh I didn't say this, well let me it doesn't
call me a happy birthday anyway. Okay, I'll do that,
and then the birthday, do you, Happy birthday, Happy birthday,

(24:32):
Happy Boothy. I didn't get your name. Happy you see
you happy.

Speaker 2 (24:48):
To happy day.

Speaker 5 (24:50):
You have.

Speaker 4 (24:59):
Got this.

Speaker 2 (25:03):
Now you got me.

Speaker 3 (25:06):
I'm from Western, this Western. Thank you. These people are
always telling me this is t J talking. They're always saying, boy,
you're a quid minute drop of a hat. When you
have happy when you have feelings like that, these are
good god fail feelings. You don't mind those tears because

(25:30):
the tears are of so much joy and happiness. Thank you, quester.

Speaker 2 (25:37):
You have you can do me one favorite. Happy birthday, Bruce. Yeah,
I mean I'm.

Speaker 6 (25:45):
Both right now, Bruce, move yeah, moves A moved moves.

Speaker 3 (25:58):
All right?

Speaker 4 (26:02):
When when my boys, when my boys, when my voice
clear up, little a little lady and throw him that
then no, no.

Speaker 2 (26:12):
You're good. I appreciate you. We just want to bring you. Yeah, appreciate,
thank you so much. Thank you God, bless than half
the wethday. Thank you. Yes, yeah, so we think we
thank this's well we got. We thank miss Weston for

(26:32):
coming on. Uh Valery Bowery got a chance to hook
that up for Bruce c. J. For her to come
on and say have the birthday. And what a blessing
y'all go, y'all look up miss Wilson's famous singer, famous right,
But we got we got, we gotta get y'all against
the drill drill driller. He he had, uh Tommy sometimes

(26:53):
and we you know, just just to carriage him and
stuff and and and it's just a it's such a
such a blessing to how uh uh somebody like that,
uh that would would call you and just to just
to talk to you. And so after a copy and
call me right after the podcast, and uh we started
to talk. And and then he started to talking, well,
mister mister, Mistermsteve, we like letters, well we are letters

(27:16):
like a like a similar letter to in the post office.
And I was like, man, that's powerful. Started to started
to break that down and why he.

Speaker 1 (27:24):
Said that, and so so Dreelle first of all, I
want to thank you for for going fishing with us.

Speaker 3 (27:30):
Man.

Speaker 2 (27:30):
We we we we decided to give you too, Rob
reels Man, because we know you're a young man. You're
gonna go fix this a young young soul man. We
you know it's EASi for us to catch these old
cat fish man. They ready to the water man, So
were going to catch a young fish man. And and
Dreel you you you know you you gave us the title.

(27:51):
Uh we all letters when I heard you talk. But man,
I just before you go into that, tell us how
important it is for you as a young man and
and to have relationship with Jesus Christ. And then he's called.
Then he's called you to be a preacher. Come on,
it's on you take up well.

Speaker 5 (28:10):
First of all, got afternoon everybody, and thank you mister
Eve for having me on. As mister ever said last
week after listening, and I was just it was extremely motivated,
extremely touched just to hear a bunch of men just
discussing God talking about God, how good he is, how
faithful he is, how loving he is. I mean, we
have sports shows that talk about the goat, but we
forget about who the lamb is. And we have to
really be focused on those things. And last week I

(28:34):
was just tested. There was something the gentleman said. He
said that God doesn't push, and he's accurate. God never pushes,
but he pulls because if I push, something's gonna it's
gonna be away from me after I push it because
of the force. But if I pull it, it has
no choice but to get closer to me. God pulls
us near him because he wants us close. And just
talking about relationship, I learned this by verse when I

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was a kid, and it stuck with me even when
I wasn't sold out for Christ like I am now.
But Philippians three says, I consider everything a loss compared
compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord,
meaning that no matter what I attain in my life,
no matter what level I reach, whether it be professionally,
whether it be monetarily, financially, whatever I attain in life,

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it's a loss in comparison to knowing who He is.
That's how good God is. Just simply knowing him. I'm
blessed because of it. Simply knowing Him, everything else does
not matter, that's how significant it is. To have a
relationship with him, and I feel like the world teaches religion,
it really doesn't teach relationship like it needs to. Religion
can get me a church membership, a relationship will get

(29:38):
me salvation, and that's what we need to be aware of.
We need to know how to how to encourage people,
how to speak to people, and being honest and transparent
with who we are the lives that we've lived. A
lot of times, I feel like a lot of young
people don't come to Christ because they don't feel like
they can. They feel like, oh, I look at the
pastor and I see this life that he's showing me
that he's lived, or the life that he's showing me

(29:59):
that he lives now, and he doesn't show me who
he's really been. A lot of children see their parents
and say, well, my mom and my dad are this way,
my mom and my dad are that way, and they're
perfect in their eyes. But the Bible says we overcome
by the blood of the Lamb and our testimony, the
word of our testimony. So if I'm not testifying about
who I used to be, then how can someone that

(30:20):
is where I used to be ever come out of
that or know that they can come out of it.
I have to be the bridge that brings people from
there from the death, from the abyss, that brings them
out of the pain, the suffering, the life that they're living.
I have to show them that it's possible, because Hey,
I was right there when you were. Because I know
what it's like to not know who God is. I

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notice like to walk around thinking that everything is okay,
but I'm lost. I feel alone on the inside and
no one knows it. I feel abandoned on the inside
and no one knows it. I have temporary, temporary satisfaction,
but no one knows it. Everything seems to be okay,
but it's not, and no one knows it. But once
we try Jesus, once we really give him, once we

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really give him our all and say God, I need
you in my life. When we do that, God begins
to do a work in us that we can't explain.
The way that we speak becomes different, the way that
we see things becomes different, the way that we look
at things becomes different. Because I can see something, to
see it for what it is. But you know what,
I'm not going to allow it to get me down

(31:26):
anymore because say, you know what I'm dealing with life.
I'm dealing with the situation, but I'm not going to
see it as a situation. I'm going to see it
as something that God can bring me through. And when
I look at something, I'm not going to look at
a woman with lustful and intent. I'm not going to
look at situations with the wrong odes anymore. I want
to look at it through His eyes. How should I
look at situations versus how that I used to look
at situations? And young people need to know that it's

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beyond okay to follow Christ. It's beyond okay to believe
in Jesus. It's beyond okay to be bold about who
he is and to not give in and surrenders to
the pressures of the world. And one of the other
things I noticed is children today have access to so
many things that we didn't have access to. I know,

(32:10):
mister kept calling them a young I'm young in spirit.
I've just turned forty. I'm young in spirit. But I
see the things that young people are dealing with nowadays,
and it's a lot different than what we dealt with
when we were younger. They have pressure, I mean, they
go online, they have pressure from three million people. The
moment they go online, they have three million influences on

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their life as soon as they as soon as they
access to it, as soon as they grab their phone,
and they grabbed the first thing they grab when they
wake up is their phone. They go to Instagram, they
go to TikTok, they go to Facebook, and they're being
pressured by the world from millions of people. But the
sad part is they're being pressured by the world. But
the parents on the inside are being the examples that

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they need to be. We're not preaching to our children.
We're not speaking to them, we're not edifying them, we're
not telling them. But does say if the Lord and
a lot of them because of that, are lost. The
Bible says, raised up a child and know where that
they should go, and they won't depart from me. Is
that happening nowadays? I'm sure I had great grandparents that

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could not read, but could tell me what the Bible said,
and I have children to get free education today they
can't tell me what the Bible says. I'm saying my children,
I'm have children, But there are children that can't tell
you what the Bible says. But they can read. They
can tell you about everything going on on the news
and social media, about every sports team, about every player,

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about their contracts. They can tell me how much how
much money they're making per season, But you can't tell
me what John three sixteen says. Chordsre not being raised
by tele chordsre not being raised by televisions. They're being
raised by cell phone. They are not being raised by
parents anymore. And I'm not sitting that like, excuse me.

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I'm not a parent. I'm not judging anyone. But this
generation of parents has to do a lot better. They
have to do a lot better. And us as adults,
us that see these things, we have to do a
lot better. The Bible says, if I see my brother stumbling,
I need to point it out to him. If I
see my sister, she's sumbly pointed out to her my brother,
my sister. I see the way you're raising your kids.

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I know times are hard, I know this, I know
that I understand these things. But the same way, you
can be intentional about doing these things that don't matter.
Be intentional about raising your child the right way. Be
intentional about making sure the child knows who Christ is.
Be intentional about going to church. Well, I'm tired. Monday
through Friday. I'm tired. I go to work Monday through
Friday and sometimes Saturday. I understand that go to church,

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you can sit down the entire time, let the word,
let it speak to you, even if it's not speaking
to you physically, even if you don't understand what the
preacher is speaking, allow it to simply get into your spirit.
The spirit of God is alive and well in each
every one of us. So even if we don't get
it physically, spiritually, the world is being activated. And eventually

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God will allow his spirit to come to life and
then to come alive in you, and you'll begin to
walk out the thing that He's put in your spirit.
And that's what God is really calling us to, really
walk out what he's calling us to do, and just
being open and honest and just testified. Like I didn't
grow up in church. I attended occasionally with my mom,
but it wasn't something that was just embedded in me.

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We would go sometimes. I literally, I literally saw God
as a celebrity. I knew about who he was, but
there was no relationship. And the crazy party is in
spite of growing up that way. When I became an adult,
my closest friends were always heavily involved in church. Had
a buddy he was a youth minister. Had another friend

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he was an associated pastor of the church. Another buddy.
He was a pastor of his church and played the drums.
And my best friend is my pastor. But he was
just my friend before that. And so I grew up
not knowing who God was. I was just really really
in the world. I was. And for all those for
people out there that the young that feel like I
am stuck in the world, the world is fun to me,

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I understand. I was right there with you. It was
extremely fun to me. It was fun. I enjoyed it,
but it was not worth it. I was in the world.
I was clubbing, I was partying. I was messing around
with women. I will manipulate situations. I could be mean.
I was rude. I could be very disrespectful. I had
a temper like a rattlesnake. And I was not the
man of God that God called me to be. I

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was filthy and I didn't know it. I was like
a pig in my own fields having a good old time,
and it was horrible. I was alive, but I was
dead in my sin. But back in twenty eighteen, I
experienced a loss that just really really got a hold
of me. I was at my lowest point in my life.
I was sad, I was depressed. I felt alone. I

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didn't know what to do. I didn't know which way
it was up. I felt like I was giving up
on life. And my best friend and one of my
cousins they told me we'd have conversations, and one day
they both told me, said, you know what you need
to go all in on Jesus. Go all in on Jesus,
and you can experience peace, you can experience love, you
can experience joy. And for me, like, I really never

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knew what joy. I'm sorry not joy, but I never
knew what love was because when I grew up, I
had a very abusive physically, mentally and emotionally, a very
abusive mother who never showed me love and told me
that she didn't love me. I had a father who
was absent my entire life, who told me he never
even wanted children. So in my mind, I'm like, why

(37:36):
would they spiritual father want we want me when my
own physical father doesn't. Those are questions that I would
ask myself, why would God want me when my own
father doesn't show me any type of love. And So,
in spite of these feelings, in spite of these thoughts,
these doubts, these hang ups I had, I said, you
know what, I'm going to give a God a try.
I'm going to give him a try. So what I

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started to do. I started reading my word every single day.
I would go to work and I would read my
word every single day at work, on my breaks, on
my lunches, I would watch sermons on YouTube. Every single day.
I would wake up an hour before I was supposed
to get up, and I would say, God, I'm gonna

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spend his time in prayer talking to you. And I
would get up out of my bed and I would
get on my knees and I would talk to the
Father every single day. And during that time, and just
trying to be intentional, I learned so much. God opened
up my mind and let me learn because I was

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willing to open up my heart to him. And I
learned later on that my name Jarrell in the original
Hebrew it translates to ruler with the sword. What do
we call the Bible? We call it the sword. God
gave me the ability to have the ability to use
the Word of God, to understand the Word of God,
to read it, to grasp me to understand it. And

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He just opened my eyes to so many different things,
and I just really became enamored with the Word, and
He became my everything. Our relationship, it became real. It
wasn't something I had to hear about anymore, but it
was something that I was experiencing in real time. And
I recognize that I'll never I'll never be sinless, but

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I can sin less. God can change me. He'll change
my desires. The Bible says he will give us the
desires of our art. A lot of people read that
and think that the things that I want or the
things that I desire, God will give to me. Know,
the things that you desire will come from him. The
things that I want will begin to be, will begin
to come from him. I won't want what Jarell wants anymore.
I'll want for my life what God wants me to
have in my life. So I began to just follow him,

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and I learned what it meant to forgive. I learned
what it meant to forgive my mom and my Dad.
I learned what it meant to show kindness, to be patient,
to be understanding, to really love people, to really love God,
to be selfless. I learned what it meant to give.
I learned what it meant to tie. I learned what
it meant to how to really reconcile relationships. The Bible

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says that God has given us the ministry of reconciliation.
He showed us first would it meant to reconcile. God
had to give his son first for us to be
reconciled to him. We couldn't do anything. So the one
that did the wrong can't do the reconcilers. So if
you're dealing with them forgiveness in your life, go and
reconcile that relationship by you going and offering your forgiveness
to that person. Don't wait for them. They may not

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think that they can get it. The Bible says that
we can come to God and ask them for forgiveness
and he'll give it to us immediately. But we don't
run to the throne and ask for forgiveness because of
how we feel. But we know that forgiveness is guaranteed.
So if we have a family member or a friend,
that doesn't know that forgiveness is guaranteed. How likely are
they to come to us and ask for forgiveness. They'll

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be hesitant. We have to offer it, and that's why
God gave us the Ministry of Reconciliation. We need have
to be the starting point. As I began to just
grow in my knowledge, growing my faith, growing, learning who
God really is and how he wants me to be,
I praid to God. One day I said God, I
want to start a Bible study. I want to teach

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people what you've been teaching me, said God, I want
to start a Bible study. And a week later, I
was at the gym and I was working on the
elliptical and I saw some guys and a woman walking
with bibles, and I was like, hm, I wonder what
they're about to do. And so I saw maybe ten
minutes later, that same woman come and get two other
guys and walk them in. And I walked outside and said, Hey,

(41:35):
I don't know what y'all are doing, but y'all got bibles.
What do y'all have going on? And they said, oh,
we're going a Bible study. I said, can I join you?
I went and I joined their Bible Study had an
amazing time, and then I was introduced to another Bible
study that's local in Dallas called Lit Bible Study. That's
rit Lit Bible Study. I went and it began to
change my life. I began to just hear the Word

(41:56):
of God from just a different level, like I'll never
be satisfied with the Word of God because it's my
appetite for the Word is insatiable, and it's the living
Word of God. We can never get enough of it.
It changes, it builds and motivates and encourages. You can
read one verse today and the next week it'll mean
something entirely different because it's a live it's thriving, and

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it's alive, so I can always get something from it.
So I began going to this Bible study and after
about a month, the leader of the Bible study said, Man,
I want you to be a teacher at this Bible Study.
I said, Man, you got to be kidding me. I
just prayed to God and said I want to be
a teacher. I want to have a Bible study that
I can start. And a month later God said he

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sent me to a group and said I wanted you
to be a teacher at this Bible study. I said, Man, God,
God was showing me that I was. I was on
the right path, at least I thought it.

Speaker 3 (42:45):
I thought so.

Speaker 5 (42:46):
And so I became a teacher at this Bible study
and I'm teaching to about one hundred and fifty to
two hundred people a week sometimes, and I'm just like, God,
keep using me, Lord, please let me be used. And
then what happens. The enemy attacked. You began to attack Drell.

Speaker 3 (43:01):
Is this just you?

Speaker 5 (43:03):
Are you trying to overcompensate for the life that you
lived and now you're teaching Bible study. But maybe this
isn't what God wants you to be. Maybe you're doing
it for yourself. Maybe you're doing it because you're trying
to make it to Heaven based on your works. And
so one day I was having these thoughts and feelings,
and if I become emotional, forgive me. But every time

(43:24):
I think of this story, just it just really really
reminds me just how real my God is. I began
to pray. I was laying in my bed and I
was praying, and I was crying out to God. The
Bible says to make our supplications known to him. Supplications
means to humbly beg. I humbly begged God for an answer.

Speaker 3 (43:43):
I beg.

Speaker 5 (43:44):
I pray for hours. Lord, let me know if I'm
on the right track, let me know if I'm doing
what you want me to do. Let me know if
I'm living the way you want me to live. I
don't want to do this without you. I don't want
to do this by myself. I want to make sure
that I'm becoming who you want me to be. And
I'm praying, and I'm praying, and I'm praying. And the

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next morning, I wake up and I have a text
message from a coworker and I took a screenshot of
this text message because I said, I never want to
forget the day that God spoke to me. And I
wake up and I read the text message. It says
good morning, and I'm reading it now, good morning. It
has really been put on my heart to affirm you lately,

(44:26):
so I wanted to use this morning as an opportunity
to do that. Jirell, you are an amazing friend. You
truly set out to sharpen your brother and your sisters.
You are an amazing witness. Every time we talk, I'm like, yes, Jesus,
why do we even have jobs. Let's just be like Jesus,
let's just love people. You are truly in inspiration to

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me and others. You're very curious about the Bible, and
his word is childlike. It's like you found your superhero
or savior and you can't read enough of his stories.
I feel like God put it on my heart for
me to share how he sees you. I hope you
have a blessed week. Be free, just breathe, just be.

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And me waking up the next morning and seeing that,
knowing what I had just begged and prayed for, I said,
my God is so real. Not only is he real,
but he heard me. And not only did he hear me,
but he answered me. And I don't know if that
regicces with anyone else, but to know that the God

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who spoke and the universe became to know that, the
God who had a son that died on the cross
for me and then he allowed him to get right
back up three days later. The God who uses the
earth as his footstool, The God who can tell the
winds to calm down and they calm down. The God
who is undefeated, the God who was here before time,

(45:55):
the God who exists outside of time. He heard me
and he answered me, who my I'm nothing and I'm nobody,
and I know how I've lived, I know who I've been.
But he forgives me of all of that and still says,
my son, I will answer you when you call on me,

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so I can continue it. I just continued my walk
and he confirmed me. And after I was confirmed, after
I got that confirmation, showed it that after I was
asked to be a minister over the youth at my church,
and now every second Sunday at my church, I'm either
working with my youth and they're teaching and preaching the
Word of God themselves, or teaching myself and preaching myself.

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And let me not say myself, because this God who
speaks through me, I'm just a vessel. I have nothing
to offer anyone.

Speaker 3 (46:42):
I'm not.

Speaker 5 (46:43):
I'm just a vessel. I have nothing to offer. I
just really want to be used by God and everything
that I do, I really just want to walk in
just genuine fellowship with men and women of God. And
God has put so many people in my life and
He's allowed me to just fellowship with and to learn
to love and have relationship with that are fruitful relationships.

(47:03):
And just going back to what mster Eve was talking about.
Paul Rode in Philippians chapter one, he says, only let
your manner of life be worthy of the Gospel of Christ.
My life has to be worthy of the Gospel. And
what does that mean. It means that I have to
live in a way that's consistent.

Speaker 3 (47:17):
With God's word.

Speaker 5 (47:19):
I have to reflect the very character of Jesus Christ
in my everyday walk. That's what I'm called to do.
That's what I'm called to be. It means that my
life should be consistent with the living Word of God,
according to what he commands. What He demands, and based
on what I understand. Because I may not understand everything.
There may be things that and for those that are
young out there, you're new to your faith, you may

(47:41):
not get it. You may not understand exactly what God
has caused you to be at But be patient. The
Word of God is alive. The more you digest of it,
the more you understand. And after you begin to have
an understanding, go back and read what you didn't understand,
and then you'll be able to digest that and understand it.
It's alive. But we have to be aware of the

(48:01):
things that we're watching, what we're listening to, the things
we're involved in, where we go, where are we leading people,
who are we spending time with? Do we evangelize? Are
we making disciples? Because when he says go forth to
make disciples, it wasn't a commandment, it wasn't a recommend
I'm sorry, it was a commandment. It wasn't a recommendation.
There wasn't a suggestion.

Speaker 3 (48:22):
It was real.

Speaker 5 (48:24):
And I'm trying my best to live that way. And
second Corinthians three and two that Paul writes, he says,
you yourselves are our letters of recommendation, written on our
hearts to be known and read by all. And you
show that you are a letter from Christ delivered by us,
written not with ink, but with the spirit of the

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Living God, not on tablets of stone, but on tablets
of human hearts. If we are letters that will be
read by all, what can people green from our text?
Is our scripture edifying? Are we an example of who
Jesus is based on how we live? Or are we
pointing people in the wrong direction with the letters? Because

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we are letters that people will read. People will often
say you're the only Bible that people are going to read. True.
Paul wrote the Ephesis, he wrote the Thessala Nika. He
wrote to the lad he wrote to the Galatians, he
wrote to so many people. We're writing letters every single
day with the way that we live, the examples that
we set. Paul said, a lot of times I was

(49:30):
an example before you. We are examples before people. Yes,
what are they getting by our example? We have to
be aware of that and we have to evangelize. We
have to be intentional, Like I love the fact that
this this podcast is designed and meant to bring people
to Christ because if we look around, time is far spent,

(49:53):
the end is near. This is no joke. Jesus is
coming back, and he's coming back quick like for like
he forgot his key, like like where my keys that
I gotta go back. Jesus is coming back. And when
he's coming back, the people are going to be surprised.
Some people are going to be surprised. And we have
to make sure that people aren't surprised. And and there's

(50:16):
a story about five years ago, I was walking on
the beach. I was in Florida, walking on the beach,
and a man approached me talking to me about his God,
and I never said anything to him about mine. And
to this day I think about that man often, and Lord,
please let that man hit the gospel from somebody if

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I never see him again. It was my responsibility, but
I didn't do what I was called to do. And
I said, you don't want Lord, never again. I don't
care where I am, I don't care who I'm talking to,
who I'm around, you will know that I know the Lord.
And by the time you finished talking to me, prayerful,
you will know the Lord. I was at a I

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was at a barber shop. I was at a barbershop
and I was sitting there get my haircut. And there
was a barber shop I don't go too frequently, but
I needed an emergency haircut and there were five or
six other men in there, and every word out of
their mouth was filth. Every word that used to describe
a woman was not when I would want someone calling
my mother my sister. And while getting my haircut, I said, Lord,

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though I don't want to hear this, and I didn't
say anything. As I was walking out of the shop,
I said, God, should I say something? And before I
walked out of the door. I said, you, gentlemen, mine
as I speak to you for just a moment, and
I opened my mouth in my heart, and I said
that the way that you're speaking about women, you're speaking
about God's daughters, and he would hate to overhear your conversation.

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God is a loving God and forgiving God, but it
hates the way you're talking about his daughters. You would
hate for your mom, your sister, and your aunts, your grandmother.
You would hate for anyone to be talked about like this,
responsibility to love people and to respect people the way
that God calls you to. And I began speaking to them,

(52:01):
and I've got and after I was gone, I picked
their hands and told them, I said, I wish that
someone talk to me the way i'm talking to you
when I was younger, when I was your's age, but
but I didn't have it. But now that i'm older,
I'm not going to allow any opportunity to share this
to go away. I'm not gonna allow it to pass
me by. I shook their hands and I told them
I love them. I told them that God loves them

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and that they should give their lives to Christ.

Speaker 2 (52:27):
Let well you know, you know, drell Man, what you're
saying is so so powerful. You know, I know, I
know TJ.

Speaker 1 (52:34):
TJ's hardest burning us say something and make a comment.
I know BOOST is is just just on fire man.
And like when you first came on, I told you
I was giving me two rotten reels because I know
you're gonna be catching a lot of fish man.

Speaker 2 (52:47):
But I gotta get t J man. TJ has got
to come in on something to see it, and boosts
got to come in. So let me let me give
TJ an opportunity and BOOST the opportunity to to say
some things about what you've already said.

Speaker 3 (53:00):
Brother, young brother, Yes, this is what you told me.
What is the answer? Amen, God is the answer. Knowing
God and having a relationship is the best thing that
you can have going for yourself right now. Yes, you

(53:21):
need to know him. Once you try, once you try Jesus,
things will change. Believe me, believe that. Be bold when
you know, Be bold, when you know Jesus, Trust in
the Lord. People. Take your children. Take your children the church,

(53:46):
Get them out of the worldly things, take them to church,
have them to read the Good Book. Show them what
the Good Book means to you by reading it to them.
Read the Bible, Read the book God loves. You need
to go to church, and we need to take your

(54:08):
kids to church. At one time I was in the world.
I was dirty, not alive, until until I went to
all little my loving Savior, God. Thirty thirty things were

(54:36):
in my life until I went all in on Jesus,
my God saved me. Read the Word. Read the Word
every day, and then you'll learn how to forgive people.
And then you'll learn how to give to people. And

(54:58):
then you'll learn more about giving more and more, and
then you'll start learning more about Bible study. Bible study
was a changer. It's a world changer. And then you'll
learn that being a christ, being a loving being, a
loving a lover of your Father, it builds and it

(55:22):
motivates you. So follow God. He can use you. I
prayed to God for an answer, and without without God,
I'm nothing. God speaks to me and he told me,
he said, you know what, You're an amazing person. You're

(55:46):
an amazing person. He hears, he hears you. He heard me,
and he answered me, Wow, well done. Now the doors
of the church open. You said, you said that you
will know that I know you will know that I

(56:12):
know the Lord. I'll never not forget what he told
me and what he says to me. I'll never answer
have this question in my mind should I have said something.
I'll always have an opportunity, and I should use that
opportunity to let the world know.

Speaker 2 (56:35):
God.

Speaker 3 (56:38):
I ask him who passed me by? And he didn't.
And that's what I encourage people to do. Ask people,
ask people, ask people, tell people to ask God. God
help me. He's the one. He is the answer. And

(56:59):
like I said, y'all, the doors of the church are open. Now,
says God, thank you, thank you right now. Hey, hey
tall man.

Speaker 2 (57:11):
The only thing I can say, wow, wow, I mean,
I mean, what an amazing witness. I mean, as he
as he spoken, when had that had stated? And that's
that's just insane, especially all the good work that he
was doing, and how the Savan was playing doubts in

(57:32):
his mind. Wow man, And how the Lord knew what
he needed at that time?

Speaker 4 (57:40):
What was it?

Speaker 2 (57:42):
What an amazing amazing man of God, you know, because
he's doing God's willing and the boldness, praise the Lord
for his boldness being at this barbershop and on his
heart that just say something. And at that moment he
changed somebody's life, you know that, or maybe he's led

(58:07):
them to wanting to know or have a relationship. Where
are having the bought? You don't see that every day
when you see this type of behavior on the profanity
and all that, but you don't see anyone there another
and say, you know, and he did it in love.
The good is in love. And again I'm sure that

(58:31):
changed someone's life. And and then I love what he said,
You're the only Bible that people are going to read. Sometimes.
Y's right, You're You're the only Bible. So how how
are they reading you when you're out? When you're are
are you like the the the the man that he

(58:55):
was uh around like a bottle shop using all the profanity,
or when you displaying love? Or where you putting down
God's people the world man? And it made me think
about a commercial and Giorad commercial work. It talks about
be like mice. No, no, you don't want to be

(59:16):
like be like Christ's Christ.

Speaker 4 (59:20):
He'd be like Christ.

Speaker 2 (59:21):
Sorry, that's what brother Joel is doing. And he's doing
a marvelous, marvelous job of it. Now I know, I heaven.
The Father is pleased with them.

Speaker 3 (59:34):
Wow.

Speaker 2 (59:35):
He's saying that.

Speaker 3 (59:36):
Wow.

Speaker 2 (59:37):
And I can understand why. You know you're leading these
these study groups. God's using you. And thank you for
being on the podcast. And I know you cannot listen
to what this man is said and not be moved.

Speaker 3 (59:55):
And not be moved.

Speaker 2 (59:57):
You don't if you don't know Christ. If you listen
to his podcast, you're going to be moved. Look at
this man does not have love you thank you. This
man did not have love and his love in love.
His father didn't want any kids. It's a reading the
Bible that's really single day. Look at him now, listen

(01:00:22):
to him. God is amazing. God can change wise no
matter why you are, what you're going to through. Just
like the doctor Marshall said, so connect to God, Connect
to God. Elad brother Joel said, go out in, go.

Speaker 3 (01:00:49):
Go all in.

Speaker 2 (01:00:50):
You can tell that's what he's done and his life
is reflecting that, being more and more christ Like. Thank you, brothers,
you're thank you Lord, thank you Jesus. What a what
a message like you said Church order O praise the Lord. Yeah,
you know boy, it's you know and and and and

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you know with miss mss Western. Uh still being on MS. Western.
For you to hear a young man talk the way
he's been talking, and then you look at the way
some of the people are carrying on to day, and
then for him to say that, you know, you didn't
have that relationship with his mama, his dad, but Jesus

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stepped in. So Miss Western, what would you like? What
what you You heard him?

Speaker 1 (01:01:42):
You heard what he's saying, Miss Western, you heard him?

Speaker 3 (01:01:45):
Ms.

Speaker 2 (01:01:45):
Western.

Speaker 4 (01:01:46):
I tell you what, I've got one thing to take first.
I made the note to God.

Speaker 2 (01:01:54):
Be the glory.

Speaker 3 (01:02:00):
That's it. That's it.

Speaker 2 (01:02:02):
God worry for you.

Speaker 4 (01:02:06):
I mean, and I pray that you continue. And I
read about it because I hear what you're saying. You
know what I'm saying. Can I agree with many a call?

Speaker 2 (01:02:23):
Yeah, you were chosen?

Speaker 7 (01:02:25):
Those that are they.

Speaker 4 (01:02:26):
Were children from the foundation of the world. It's obvious, baby.
First of all, because of the prince that you associated with.
Many A call excuse are chosen?

Speaker 2 (01:02:43):
Okay?

Speaker 4 (01:02:44):
And those well, you know what the scriptor said by
fer I want to read whatever you were talking about
your faith and people not having faith. Faith comes by hearing.
So what you said was exactly right, you know, faith
comes by here. And when you read the word, you
hear it. You hear it when you read it, you

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know what I'm saying. But if when you hear somebody else,
I would ask got a question, I ask him, tell
them something that was bothering me. I turn them the
television and TV jage bless his heart. We need to
place for his brother. He need Jadge Bill Winston Jesse
to plans. They would they would have my answer. They
don't even know me, but they had my answer.

Speaker 3 (01:03:27):
You know.

Speaker 4 (01:03:28):
So also I had the word jade, if it all possible,
he's peaceable with all men, if it all possible. Only
thing I got to say about that is that if
there you are. But also, okay, come on there, so
bad ah.

Speaker 5 (01:03:51):
All.

Speaker 4 (01:03:51):
I'm trying to people up with my notes and tease
us up. They head they are. I can't find my glasses,
but I'm not not.

Speaker 2 (01:04:00):
Let me get away with that. First, Miss Wells, how
did you miss Western? Yeah?

Speaker 4 (01:04:12):
I'm eighty ho miss Western, eighty eighty five.

Speaker 2 (01:04:16):
So we got well see we old schools, we old
schoolers Western, We got patients. We understand understanding that you
take your time. Ain't no Russia. Yeah yeah, she got that.

Speaker 4 (01:04:28):
You know, you can't.

Speaker 7 (01:04:31):
Mm hmmen.

Speaker 4 (01:04:32):
But my my history comes from the church. That's where
my grounding is. And they wanted to go into it.
But that's the that's the best thing that I got
because as a chip when I was born, When I
was born, I was too thrown into holiness.

Speaker 2 (01:04:49):
So that.

Speaker 4 (01:04:52):
Within the chap not saying that I'm slowly in art,
but I'm doing the.

Speaker 3 (01:04:56):
Best that can.

Speaker 4 (01:04:57):
And God, I'll get back to my news right here.
He said, think on these things, Philippius is my cap
these things. When you were talking about the people there
and how the people are thinking and all the world
says if you think on these things? And what's the

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first thing you chair? When you said think on these things?
Anybody knowing the question? I'm sorry, I was saying in Philippians,
where it says think on these things, I'm saying, what's
the first things?

Speaker 3 (01:05:36):
You chairs?

Speaker 4 (01:05:38):
The things that we are to think on?

Speaker 2 (01:05:42):
But I don't know the first thing. But I know
one thing aback things that are pure? So but what
good writers type things?

Speaker 4 (01:05:51):
Yeah? And and what I used to say, how can
the word says that we are to pray always say?
How long we always you know, whether if you're not
taking care of business or doing something, then those thoughts
you would be having new dogs christ like thoughts, because
if you're not thinking christ like them, what are you doing?

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So we can think think on positive things always, and
we can pray when we're not, we can we have
a prayer, a prayer for mine all the time. And
if we do that, oh my goodness, what what? What
just came to me is God shays that offenishers are
coming every day. You ain't got to even worry about

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it if they're gonna be there. But what we got
to make sure is that we're not one of the offenders.
And then we have to learn not to let somebody
else's offense offend us. I wouldn't go in there somebody
else to saycuse I got a couple of more notes with.

Speaker 2 (01:06:55):
Miss Western. What I want you to do?

Speaker 1 (01:06:56):
Miss Western? I know you working on a Mother's Day song?
Can you just hear a couple of those bars? Ms Wilson?

Speaker 5 (01:07:04):
Uh?

Speaker 4 (01:07:05):
Can I can I do this right here?

Speaker 5 (01:07:08):
It is.

Speaker 7 (01:07:11):
We're in the end times.

Speaker 4 (01:07:14):
I want to do this because I've got it on
my phone and I don't have my glasses, so I
want to finishes. And the only way that we can
we'll be able to tell that it's the end times
is why they leaves on the trees. You won't know
what season it is because of the weathers. Those things
do have strings with uns. He also said foul. He

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also said, let not file communications come out of your mouth.
It's set in nature now where everybody gets if they're
not living for God, it's set a nature for file communication.
I mean, it's what they take away of the world.
And then what what are the children gonna do?

Speaker 2 (01:07:58):
You know?

Speaker 4 (01:07:59):
The gentleal lady talking about.

Speaker 3 (01:08:02):
Yeah, and let's hear it.

Speaker 4 (01:08:05):
The last thing that I got down here before I
lose is so you will know your life before you
realize that God was down, so you will know you
can tell him because you've been there. Got less you
dor and I love you, and I hope I have
an opportunity to spend some time to kill.

Speaker 2 (01:08:25):
Me well, Miss Weston, we love you, having an opportunity
to say because one thing about Bruce TJ And myself
and even Darell, we have that respect that was given
to us as we was coming up as children knowing
to respect, and we have so much respect for you.
Miss Western, and I know Miss Weston, before you get off,
Miss Western, you know Mother's dads next week? Could you

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hear a note for us on your Mother's Day song?
I know you got a Mother's Day song? Miss mss Western?
Can you can do you feel like you're saying a
few verses or sing a few verses or your Mother's
Day songs? Uh?

Speaker 3 (01:09:00):
Uh?

Speaker 4 (01:09:00):
If you give me a minute, then pull my stuff
together here.

Speaker 2 (01:09:06):
Uh we're gonna beat. I got him.

Speaker 4 (01:09:08):
I've got I've got a mother's skate shung that I've recorded, okay,
and I need some help with getting it played. So
I'm gonna get that to you. I sin to back.
I'm gonna get him to you. But then men come
back before you leave it say well.

Speaker 2 (01:09:26):
We're gonna leave a little bit, missus Welton. Uh, so
you gotta come on back.

Speaker 4 (01:09:30):
And so they be like be like they say, come
on back now, just need a minute, I need to
drink for the water. Say okay, that down.

Speaker 1 (01:09:42):
Just whenever you when you ever you come back this
but on the end, this Ms Welton, But I just
dwell with man. I just I'm soul man for you
to to reach out to me, not even knowing that
I was gonna ask you to be on the podcast.

Speaker 2 (01:09:54):
I didn't even know you.

Speaker 1 (01:09:56):
I didn't even know you were listening to my podcast. Well,
our podcast boost again and I passed our podcast belong
to Jesus Christ. So we knew that Jesus has a
way of hooking us all. So he just hook you
in to listen to the podcast. So you would call
me and then and the Holy Spirit would touch me,
and then I would say, man, I need to be
have you on the on the on the podcast, and

(01:10:17):
then to have you to come on and and the
way you were speaking and then God use you and
then you touch You touched Boots and you touched TJE.

Speaker 2 (01:10:27):
I was like I was about to ask teach for
some of his toilet paper. Man, watch something chills our mind.
You you tell me you can't man, and boos and
boos thank you. We don't use all the thought that
say but let me yeah, but you but you really

(01:10:48):
really man, you you made out that you made out
day man uh and and we're.

Speaker 3 (01:10:52):
Just so thankful.

Speaker 2 (01:10:53):
T J. Man just just just give a shout out
to how to let draw and know and then I'm
not booths getting shout out and make Yes.

Speaker 3 (01:11:01):
What's I've got? I've got this this last last about
pattern in a sentence, this is what I know. You said.
You will know that I know the Lord, the Lord.
You will know that I know the Lord. God has

(01:11:25):
been so good to us until we should always let
people know that we know the Lord. I know the Lord.
How good it is to know the Lord. It's not
it's not one person type thing. I know the Lord

(01:11:46):
and I feel so good about knowing him, and I
want the world to know that I too know the Lord.

Speaker 2 (01:11:54):
Thank you, Yes, yes, yeah, I'll tell you. Jesus name
has been lifted up. That's aufter know, I mean, all
things work together for good for those of thought. We
know what a call of according to his purpose. He
he's on this podcast. Yea God's will. God has moved

(01:12:20):
him to be on this podcast knowing that he's helping someone.
And we know critical times, critical times, and God doesn't
want anybody to be lost by him being on the podcast. Okay,
he saves someone that's loss. I know that in the

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hall he's saved, burns somebody's life around. And that's what
it's all about. Thank thank you Jesus. That's why the
laws as knowing that he's going to be able to
help someone, and we know that's what it's about. That's
that's the purpose, the only only purpose. Thank you Jesus, man,

(01:13:07):
Thank you Jesus, Thank you.

Speaker 3 (01:13:10):
Man.

Speaker 2 (01:13:10):
I tell you, uh man, it's been it's been such
a blessed day. And and and and I'm just saying
this to my listeners all around the world. And y'all
need to tell somebody. You need to tell somebody about
this podcast. They got all these other podcasts with a
bunch of this and a bunch of ads, but we
here talking about Jesus Christ from the from the first

(01:13:31):
time I came home by myself and then Boost and
DJ came up. I was talking to the parents about
introducing their children to Jesus Christ because I knew the
impact that it made for myself, for Bruise, my sister,
my brothers, and I knew what it made for tej
and his family. That the introducer we've gotten away from,
like Zorell was talking, we've gotten away from introducing our

(01:13:51):
children to Jesus Christ and everything we take them to.
Can go to go to these parts and see how
many people on the park got the kids in and
I'll depending on our He's spending enough money and doing
this all the time. It ain't taking out no time
to introducing to Jesus Christ. Then you wonder why the
kids getting in trouble. Then you wanted all these but
while my kids, I can't believe you. He was chasing,

(01:14:11):
he was chasing off the things and stuff when you
should have been chasting after Jesus. You should have introduced
your kids to Jesus chlaim. And that's and that's why
I really appreciate Dreel coming on her as a young
as a young man talking about the poisons of a
young man talking about them pulls the introducing your children
to Jesus Christ. And he said, and his mom and
dad he didn't even get that. Now he's trying to

(01:14:33):
tell you, don't let your kids leave home without having
a relationship with Jesus Christ. That's powerful, man, man, that's powerful.
But drell Man, I know I'm gonna get another minute, Drells,
what would you want to stay close? I can say
this real quick. I just really appreciate him talking about

(01:14:54):
the propanity a lot, really doing that for him to
have the bonus I mean to to say something about it,
because the percy really is that's out of control. I
know with us growing up, a lot of the older
man stuff in the type of penalty that they use
and stuff, and it's like and that like when passed
down to the next generation, nobody has.

Speaker 3 (01:15:15):
To stop it.

Speaker 2 (01:15:17):
No, that's not a god. And thank you what thank
you again? But taking a sin against that and more
of us need to please. That's all I want to.

Speaker 5 (01:15:29):
Know.

Speaker 2 (01:15:29):
But that was good. That was good. Yeah, grew up?

Speaker 1 (01:15:31):
Yeah, man, you throw you throw your rotting in that
one more time and just throw it after one more time.

Speaker 2 (01:15:36):
And because you you moved us to that.

Speaker 3 (01:15:40):
Man you.

Speaker 5 (01:15:43):
Yes, sir, I guess Another thing that I would say
is when you when you begin your walk in Christ,
I feel like no one's more judgmental than the person
that first begins their walk, because when we first begin
our walk, we're so we're so gung hold about what
we're learning, about what we're experience that a lot of
times we can push people away because we're so just animated,

(01:16:06):
we're so happy about what we're learning that we're now
judging people because now we're learning things that we think
that they ought to know. But our convictions aren't everybody
else's conviction. You know, someone may feel okay having a
glass of mine, but you may feel like it's wrong.
So we need to learn how to be patient with people.
And I think another thing we have to learn how
to do, too, is to forgive ourselves. I think the most,

(01:16:29):
oh the most ut rushing thing I ever had to
do was learn how to forgive myself. When I realized
how I was really living my life. Why night, I
was laying in bed. I was reading the Book of Romans,
and the first three to four chapters of Romans are
us really learning? I was reading and learning about what
my sin really was. Romans really tells us what our

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sin really is and how we need to look at it,
and how filthy it is, and how disgusting it is,
and how won't we sin. We're basically putting Jesus right
back on that cross. And I was learning this and
I'm just, oh my god. I was laying in bed
just crime. And then when I got to Romans five
six seven, and I learned about his forgiveness. I learned
about how much he really loves me. So first thing

(01:17:09):
I want to talk about is let go learn how
to forgive ourselves. It's so difficult to forgive ourselves for
the things that we've done, the people that we've hurt,
the things that we've said, the lives that we live.
Because when we really fall in love with Christ, the
pain that we've cost him, the sins that we've committed,
they become so heavy on us. And it's the enemy's

(01:17:30):
job to make us feel like we can never get
out of that. It's the enemy's job to make us
feel like we've been sucked into a black hole and
that we can never escape from where Christ has already
set us fring on the cross. The Bible says, there
is now there for no condemnation. There's no more condemnation.
And my I had an aunt and she passed away,

(01:17:51):
and she taught me this one day because I had
did something I shouldn't have done. And I'll be just
be honest. I love being transparent. I fornicated. I fornicated
with a woman and I felt bad about it. And
she said to me, she said, did you ask God
for forgiveness? I said, I sure did. She said, you
still feel bad? I said, yes, ma'am, And she said,

(01:18:13):
the Bible says there's no condemnation for those that are
in Christ. Jesus, I said, okay, And she said, so wait,
you mean to tell me that God can forgive you
and you can't forgive you. Are you bigger than God?
Are you better than God? I said no, ma'am. She said, well,
if you're not bigger or better than God and he
can already offer you forgiveness, why are you holding onto

(01:18:33):
something that the Bible says he throwed into the see
of forgivefulness. Why are you holding onto something that he
doesn't even remember. A lot of believers, a lot of Christians,
and also a lot of non believers, won't come to
Christ because they feel like God can't let it go.
But the truth of the matter is that we can't
let it go. So I don't care what I don't

(01:18:56):
care what life you've lived. I don't care what experiences
you've had. I don't care how you talk to somebody,
how you treated people. I don't care if you den
honor your mother, you didn't honor your father. You were
married and you cheated, you stepped outside of your marriage,
whatever you've done. Jesus says that when I got on
that cross, I paid it all.

Speaker 3 (01:19:16):
You are forgiven.

Speaker 5 (01:19:18):
Get that weight off of you. Tell Satan to loosen
the ring around your neck. You are set free. We
have to stop tricking ourselves and believing that the weight
of my past outweighs the promise of my future. It doesn't.
God has set us free. Jesus has set us free.

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Believe that walk in that you are not your mistakes.
And when you sin after you know Christ, When you
sin after you know Christ, when you fall after you've
known Christ. First John one to nine says that if
we confess our sins, he is just and faithful to
forgive us and cleanse us of all our righteous So,

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first and foremost, thank God is based on his faithfulness
and not mine. It's his faithfulness. It's not mine because
I'm not faithful enough to be sinless. I can send less,
but I'll never be sinless. But thank God that he
will forgive me. And I learned this recently while I
sell me. In First John, the Bible says, confess your sins.

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The word confessed, and the original Greek is homo legeo
h o m o l o g eo. Homo means same.
Legeo means language, use the same language that I would use.
God is saying, use the same language that I would
use when you confess to me. Don't tell me God
I messed up. Say God, I fornicated, God, I soul,

(01:20:46):
God I lied. Let God hear what you say it
because when we use those words, it weighs more than
I just messed up. Oh I slip. There's a difference intentional.

Speaker 2 (01:21:00):
That's that's powerful because we're gonna we're gonna close this
dow by by telling truth to God.

Speaker 1 (01:21:05):
I'm gonna take pot is that tell him truth, Tell
them to truth. Yeah, tell the truth. Tell just just
tell the truth. Tell the truth, you know, and that
and that's a blessing. And so you know, one of
the things that we love about this podcast is that's
what we try that the podcast is tight.

Speaker 3 (01:21:20):
Tell the truth.

Speaker 1 (01:21:22):
See so when you when you when you listen to
carry U portray and radio, when you go to the
Worldwide Dot Com, you just gonna hear the truth. And
that's what we've been doing today. We've been hearing the truth.
And we've had Drell to come on and and uh,
he's been powerful. And then everything he said and and
I can say that.

Speaker 2 (01:21:38):
People go to Worldwide Dot Com start to pour what
we're doing. We're not trying to raise some money for ourselves.
We're trying to raise money so we can be in
more and more and more different countries for the world
can be heard. You know, Bruce pouring his heart out,
he said, poured his heart out, you know, by keeps

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doing more. He is doing so much is unbelievable. It's
unbelievable how much work he put in and try to
keep us going constantly.

Speaker 1 (01:22:12):
God yeah, constant, constantly going and and and it's a
it's a blessing to have someone to say, I want
to I want to help y'all go fishing for souls.
I want to help y'all go fishing for soul whatever
I can do. The amount of time that he puts
in and putting in time after time after time after time.

(01:22:36):
And I'm just saying, people, just go and support us.
Don't just go to krworldwide dot com. Go to the
support board.

Speaker 2 (01:22:45):
Some of y'all have been listening to us for almost
two years and he ain't even supported us, not one time.
You're two years and year and a half. He ain't
even support with a fifty cent dollars. Pull the dollars,
say it out whatever, and I'm not.

Speaker 1 (01:22:57):
I'm just saying, help us continue to go we Booth
is in love with going fishing.

Speaker 2 (01:23:03):
He says, the love was going fishing. Well, I mean
we love, we love talking about God. I get excited.
I mean like, yeah, I just a chance talking about
God again. You know, Booth is excited. He just can't
talk about God again. He thinks, we get a chance
to talk to You said, we're getting in fighting to
make some money.

Speaker 3 (01:23:19):
We're not.

Speaker 2 (01:23:20):
We get excited.

Speaker 1 (01:23:20):
And what skill is said to.

Speaker 2 (01:23:21):
Talking about God? How good he is? Eighty two? He
is still just right man, He's still getting around. He
ain't think about no money. He's thinking about how good
God is to wake him up every morning, to see
his wife, to see his family, to get around. You know,
Booth wakes up.

Speaker 1 (01:23:42):
People still just go work out doing things.

Speaker 3 (01:23:44):
Man.

Speaker 2 (01:23:44):
We thankful for that. And I signed gonna bus it.
I ain't futher. I'm just in love with love with Jesus,
says all. I'm just in love with it, and I
appreciate it. I appreciate teas, and I p sate booths,
and I appreciate balance and the girl coming all the top.
Y'all are really.

Speaker 1 (01:24:01):
Staying to me told her, I like what you're trying
to do to help us get the opportunity to fish
and patrols saying that that's that's the pressing. And so
so we just don't we gonna close this thing out
because we are we.

Speaker 2 (01:24:13):
At that time where we don't want all our time.

Speaker 1 (01:24:15):
But but we're not gonna be back next week because
we want to make sure that everybody get a chance
to celebrate Mother's Day with with with with somebody. You know,
if you know a single person the singer mother, you know,
you know how you take somebody out to eat, just
do something, do something nice to a mother because this
time is getting tough and people going through some changes.
But our mothers they make impact. TJ's mom made an

(01:24:38):
impact on him because like my mom made impact on
our on my my brother's life. And so so we
we just we're just saying and joyed Mother's and enjoyed
Mother's Day next week. You know, if your mom is
not around, you know you Jesus is still with you
no matter you're not alone because Jesus. And once again,
thank you, thank you Joel for coming on. Uh, thank you,

(01:24:59):
thank you. Before it out man and he said, you know,
thank you man, and you just thankful and Ms Western,
we thank you, Miss Western. And you know, we always
got to get a shout out to the Valerie for
doing what she does. And and I can't never stop
thanking the lame because she she gets to help us
go fishing every every Sunday when I went through. As

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soon as I get the episode to her, she gets
to put out whether Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. But y'all keep
coming back. And next week we're not gonna do again.
But the following week, pow, y'all gonnach coming. Sure, we
don't know who guys don't break off, but we already
know they're gonna be talking about Jesus, y'all got all
those rivers and sometimes, so we're gonna check y'all next week.

Speaker 2 (01:25:50):
I make thank y'all.

Speaker 7 (01:25:56):
Nevers. Anyway, I like my mom, oh myma, oh my mon.

Speaker 2 (01:26:13):
God that God bless out the way, closed it out.

Speaker 1 (01:26:21):
Praise all right, thank you blessing.

Speaker 2 (01:26:25):
I have a blessing all right,