KRE POETRY AND RADIO - EP 140 - GUEST: SHARON TERRELL

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
God after noon. I tell you what, another blessed day.
We're just so thankful we were out last week. You know,
every fourth Sunday we take we take off because we
we always have to take out the time to spend
time with family and we we always want to make
sure that TJ. G Is a chance to spend as
much time as he can with his families along with
Bruce and myself and Value. But sure we back again.

(00:23):
You know, this is this is the this is the
k r E Radio and poetry, and we're all around
the world going fishing for souls. It's here the truth
when you when you listen to this podcast, it's gonna
be the truth. And because when you talk about Jesus Christ,
were talking about the truth. And and we've been blessed,
We've been really blessed. Boost and TJ. Myself, we just

(00:45):
come on here and we just pour our hearts out,
We pour a hearts out, and we we let the
Lord talk for us. And we're just so thankful for
Elaying Ford Johnson that always posts us up on Hamilton
Park website letting people know that they can listen in
and in two also they can themselves her the spirit
that is in TJ and the spirit that is bruising

(01:06):
myself that we're in love with the Lord. You know,
we were blessed the last time we were on the
podcast we had Maryland Milton Parker. What a what a
blessing she was. I mean, we were really really blessed
to have her own. Because one, I'm not always gonna
let Bruce and TJ reflect back on our guests, because
they take a lot of notes, like they think they
still in college, and you know that's way way back.

(01:28):
They take a lot of good notes, so they gonna
be they gonna be all concern about our guests. And
I just wanted to say one thing that I remember
about missus Parker when she came on. She talked about
walking this character. And my question to all of my
listening as around the world, are you walking in the
Lawd's character? Can people see the Lord in you? Or

(01:52):
what do they see? What do they see when you
when people passed by you, do they feel your spirit?
Do they feel the Lord living within you?

Speaker 2 (02:00):
Uh?

Speaker 1 (02:00):
When when you walk by them, they don't even feel anything.
So I just want that that was a good thing
that she said that she's walking in this character and
I want to give my brother Bruce and and tej
an opportunity to a flat back home. Uh missus, missus Parker.
But before that, want t'all to know that Evin do

(02:21):
you don't know boyoo, and to tell people. I just
gotta get that out there. But TJ man Teach, thank
you again for for being her. Bruce, thank you again
for being her Bruce, U Ben. What a blessing to
have two people on that that a in love with
the Lord? You know? And I have to say this.

(02:41):
You know we we weren't on last week, but man,
I consider myself blessed to have Bruce and TJ on
the on the podcast because uh when when when they
start talking, I just started listening. Start when Bruce started talking,
I just started snith because they go. You gotta understand

(03:03):
we've been await we we missed last week. We didn't
get a chance to talk about the Lord. We didn't
get a chance to talk. So if we get filled up,
I told TJ. TJ, bring on a lot of napkins
and handkerchief and all the table cloths, whatever you need
to bring on. Just stay on here and know that
we're gonna be touched because of the guests I have

(03:23):
on the day. You know, we've been having some powerful
women on here and I'm just gonna wait time to
do something but teach reflect back on which you know
we always we're always going to teacher to go first
because he is the mayor. Have some park he is
so so t J. It's on you, TJ. And then
we have you pick pick up with right after you.

Speaker 2 (03:47):
Yes, thank you, Lord Jesus, thank you. Look on the
last podcast was it was uh what the seventeenth we
were truly truly blessed. We had we had this young
lady owned by the name of Miss Marilyn Parker, and
she started off praying. She started off letting the world

(04:08):
know that, look, I am so blessed, and I want
you to know that you can be as blessed as
I am. She said, don't hold anything against me for
being as blessed, because you have the same opportunities. And
once she started, she said it continuously how good God is,

(04:29):
and it's went something like this. He started. She started
with the prayer. She said, you know, I'm a speaker.
I speak around the world. I speak to a lot
of people at different times and about different things. But
the main thing that I'm always speaking of my testimony
will always be you have to have a relationship with

(04:51):
your heavenly Father. And she constantly she was constantly saying
thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you Jesus for
having me, for having me on on on, just just
blessing me. She said, I have a relationship with the Lord.
And I tell you, I'll tell you about the goodness

(05:13):
of God. She said, God will allow He'll allow you
to be as close as possible. She said, I was
in church practically at an early age. I started off
in Bible study. I went to Sunday school and we
had we have parents who who they used to They
used to use the scripture for disciplines. She also stated

(05:36):
to say your days with talking to the sheep. I
am a person with God. God is so humble, she said,
I am so blessed coming in and going on. I
pray for the I pray for our help, I pray

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for I pray for everything. And I tell the world children.
I tell the world that God is our father. He's
we are his children, and He's going to treat us
like that. Jesus is the light of the world. I
will tell you I would tell the world all the things.

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All things are possible if you believe in Now we're
heaven a father, she said, and dancing. I had fun dancing.
I look, I loved dancing around. But I looked around
and God was talking to me, and he said, better things,
better things, better things are coming. So my friend was

(06:44):
not being humble. She said. Look, I wasn't being humble enough.
But God changed me. And then she said, that night
when I was changed, God said, you have better things
to do. So trust in the Lord, and I will

(07:08):
tell you of all of the goodnesses. I will tell
you all of the goodness of Jesus. I will tell
you all of the goodness that He has for you.
So tell your children. And she had none and monished
us to tell our children about Jesus. She said, times,
let your request be known to God about your children.

(07:30):
She said. I love this. She said. God is not
finished with me yet, even though I'm a professional speaker.
What do you What do you want me to do? God?
She said, That's why I asked him, What do you
want me to do? She said, I asked him. I
want him to tell me, And she said to look,
I talked to him every day, so she said, you know,

(07:55):
you can talk to him every day, just like I
Can's call a prayer is called praying to God. She said, God,
So please, God, touch your people in special ways, use
your comforting for the bereavement and for healing the sin
and for easing the pain. She said, God, we're going
to serve you with gladness. And even if you don't

(08:17):
do anything else, you've already done enough. Boy, that's good.
So she said, we thank you, and we give you
all the praise and all of the glory. You know what.
Her prayers didn't stop there. She says, so shallow your
blessings upon your children. Bless their coming in and bless
their going out. From this time forth and forever and evermore,

(08:41):
we pray these praise to you. Are heavily Father in
your son and your darling son Jesus' name. And she
finished it with an a man look. She reminded us,
we want to talk to God as often as we can.
We don't want to listen to all of these wordy things.

(09:03):
We have the opportunity to speak to him and He
will answer us. We didn't have a podcast, we didn't
have a program last week, and I was lost for
a minute or two, because look, it's a blessing. It's
just a blessing just to be able to let the
world know that God is still in control of everything,

(09:26):
even how difficult it may seem out there. Even though
it may look dark, sometimes the light is still the
light is still shining. We just have to always remember
we take it to the Lord and then we leave
it there. And I love to see this little sin.
Just let go and let God, let him be in controlled.

(09:48):
He'll be the one. He said, He'll never leave us.
He said this. I believe that he will never forgive us.
He will never forget us. He will always forgive our
wor little sins that we may have. All we have
to do is go to him and say, Lord, please
forgive me, and he will. He's going to intercede for us.
He's at the right hand of God right now saying, look,

(10:12):
let little TJ. Forgive him for his little sins. Forgive
him and let him, let him continue to live in
your sight and your words, and your blessings and your glory.
He died for us children, He did for all of
those sins that we hadn't even committed. That's why he

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was hung on the cross. That's why he died. But
you know what, three days later he rose, and he
rose so we could have a blessing, our everlasting blessing
for the rest of our lives. We all have to
do this. We all have to keep him, keep this
on our minds. The Lord will never leave us, and

(10:53):
he will never forsake us. He'll always be there for us.
And man, I hate our mislad sweet for I didn't
have an opportunity to tell someone that. I want to
tell someone that every day if I have the opportunity. Look,
we've got to trust our Lord, and I was saving
Jesus Christ. And so we want to say, miss Maryland Parker, congratulations.

(11:16):
Keep doing your things, keep being the professional that you are.
But you always want to remind us we need to
keep God first. And I want to thank you for
telling me and reminding me of that. And I will
never ever ever forget your voice. Thank you again, by
the sister park I'm sorry, girls, I got.

Speaker 1 (11:36):
You yep Hip, Praise Lord, Thank you, Thank you. TJ. Yes,
I'm always so excited to be on the because we
know that God has put us on this podcast. It's
our purpose, one of our purposes to be on this
podcast of bringing Glory to our hemlet Poker and miss

(11:56):
Parker has a TV stated out about her personal relationship
with with Jesus and the letters go back. She was
on here Kingdom Building. I would call her missing kingdom
building and then that's what she was doing building God,
helping us build God's kingdom. She talking about we have

(12:17):
to walk in God's image which to reflect love and compassion,
you know, and I hate and unconcerned. And she she
mentioned about the children and tell your children about the
heavenly Father, about the best gift union gift of the
child is Jesus Christ. And and mister Lors White when

(12:39):
she was on our podcast last year, I recall her
skating at the best gift to give and I appreciate
her coming on and stating that again the best gift
you can give her child grandchild if you have, is
Jesus Christ. And we know first twenty two six tells
us training up a child and the way he should
go even when he is old, he would not depart

(13:02):
from it. She always is imperative to lay that foundation
with Christ. And as she was stating, and she she
shared a powerful daily perm with I won't begin to
try to repeat it, but it was powerful. Powerful. I
was just moved by her stating that she staged states

(13:22):
basically just asking things to be aligned with God's will
for a life. That God is shepherd, there's us shepherd,
and he won't lead us astray. And she always also
talks about good health is the best wealth. Good health

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is priceless. You know that. First Corinthians six, nineteen twenty
tells us, do you know that your body is a
temple of the Holy Spirit was in you whom you
have received from God? You are not your own, You're
brought price. Therefore, honor God with your bodies. So how

(14:10):
do you hire God? Making sure you put nutritious things
things in your body, things are going to fuel you
doing some type of fusible activity. But if you can
then we, of course we can't. To get the middle
uh aspect of things and the emotional aspect of things
we have to be concerned about. But I like that

(14:31):
she brought that out about about help. We have to
take that. That's serious. But we have to let the lord. No, Lord,
I'm painful. I'm painful that I have this help. They'm
not going to take it.

Speaker 2 (14:42):
For granted, and she.

Speaker 1 (14:43):
She also she also shared UH, but she was younger
as a child and how she had uh dis abeyed,
disobeyed her her parents, and normally the mother would would
discom her, but on this occasion, the father was going
to this one her. But but he did not. He

(15:07):
did just he just said thank you. He said, he's
just going to leave.

Speaker 2 (15:11):
It to God.

Speaker 1 (15:12):
That's what he said. He said he's going to leave
it to God. And he and he viewed that and
that and that resulted in her coming back, you know,
after she experiencing things, the worry, the law was just
on her to her parents. Asked me her parents to
disapine her, you know, because God, this one is life changing.

(15:35):
And that's what happened when that that occurred. That was
that was great. That was fantastic that she brought that out.
He said, it's not always you know about you know,
this of a physical discipline. I know the Bible Proverbs
talks about his further lives ball the child, But does
that mean physically UH beating your child? No? No, I

(15:58):
mean you know, I looked it up and it's a
metaphor for UH guidance and discipline. It represents a shepherd
with a shepherd rod which was used to jelly died
and correct the sheep not too in his home. And
and and I just thought, how money my parents, how

(16:18):
my mother, How she would discipline us. She would discipline
us with a word. You know our father, you know
you would you would have a prilipual, you know the
thing where he would he would have to take out
a bell or whatever. And just want my mother, you
could she would put the fear of the law in
our heart. And it worked, and it worked, and pray

(16:39):
and again I appreciate her coming on the podcast and
bring bringing that out. And someone needs to hear that
she's get in the work. If you're not in the world,
get in the word, get your chance into the earth.
Leave the God. I would go, go Difine is life changing?

(17:05):
Please Lord, look looking forward to the another A guess
today miss and shallon twelve helping us to gold up
the kingdom of our heaven.

Speaker 2 (17:16):
Potter, I just need to throw this in grave once
once more. This is her testimony was so it was
so inspiring until these last few little words that she
said was you know what, God's not finished with me yet.
And she said, since I know that she said what

(17:37):
she said, I start asking the Lord, what do you
want me to do today? Man? You can't beat that.
Thank you?

Speaker 1 (17:44):
Change told you, I told you my brother Bruce and
TV make my job back. And heard them reflect and
and and such such a blessing, you know. And I'm

(18:04):
so glad that that Bruce bought out the fact of
how my mom raised us and with that that full factor,
that prill factor, you know and say, that's so powerful?
Is that how you put fir and six balls in
one girl without out of bail. I'll tell you what
she did was she did I was switch, but we

(18:25):
didn't want to switch because we made them. I made
a mistake and made that I made a mistake. And
she said, go get the switch. And I'm like, I'm
gonna get the little switch I can find. So she's
getting back. Hey, forgive me what that? I cried like
a I'm like, I don't know, h so, but but
it's a blessing to know that we're trying to we're

(18:46):
trying to help parents raise their children. Also, you know
that's you know, because we know TJ and and Bruce
and myself and even violence, we wouldn't be we have
a relationship with Jesus Christ. We would we wouldn't. We
wouldn't be on this podcast talking about the Lord. But
you know, I want to go ahead and get to
my guests. But before I get to my guests, I
gotta talk about the baby bar. You know, we always

(19:07):
tryed to we already try to keep people laughing with
the baby boy, sir, right, So I gotta tell you
about the baby but those you the first time listeners,
Baby bar is is jooim Bug and Bruce and hat
and and Kim and but so that's our little brother,
you know, doctor baby Bar. Well, here's the last time
I want to bring you all up today. Doctor baby boy.
You know, he went to Mexico and he came back
and he got this flight and then he got pulled

(19:28):
in they had to check him out and stuff, and
they let him get back home. And so when he
came back home, you know, Pam, you know I love
to come my sister long names Paum barns Evan. She
was she was stopping by the tom thumb because you know,
Dodor baby boy got stopped him and out for because
of the big Varney rebel uh type of uh. Pins

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that was holding his type of up and so she
was stopping by Tom Thumb thought they were gonna get
some comples. But instead of getting some temples, doctor baby
boy what nothing. He wanted to get some wheels for
his big wheel. He said, say no, doctor baby boy,
we're not here. But he said, so acted acting up
in the store and stuff, cause she said, well we
gotta go, we gotta go, and so dtr baty boy

(20:08):
they left and dtor Baby went went to the tireplace,
a D D F W tires way but tire place.
Y'all not gonna believe this. I don't even want to
say this. Doctor baby boy is trying to put some
twenties on his on his big wheel. He's gonna tell
her some twenties on the people. He want some twenties
and he say want some deep dish rims. I'm saying,

(20:30):
oh now, and so say don't how many? So I'm
gonna let y'all know because Dr baby Ward right now
he's in Chicago. I don't know if he's in Chicago
trying to find him some special rooms for the for
the baby for the big wheel or not. But he's
in Chicago. And when he comes back I'm gonna let
y'all know whether he found him some bits some twenties
for his big will. So y'all just y'all just be

(20:51):
praying for while he's out of town for a safe travel.
But now we just now we get we get serious
because uh, I got a guess on her, you know,
believe not. I haven't even personally met my guests. But
see when something but when someone has uh that spirit
that can carry it through the phone, you ain't even
got to me. You ain't got to meet him, you know,

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because in these land days, you only gonna know God's
people by these spirits and my sister's spirit, I mean, unbelievable.
So I'm shall, I'm gonna let them tell you how
we started this hook up to what we talk and
we pray together. So it's on you Shall, you can
tell them how we, how we are, how you we
we've got this closeness or just from just from our

(21:33):
I was playing on the phone and h filling each
other's spirit.

Speaker 3 (21:38):
Yes, yes, brother can. And actually it came third party
through my niece who actually the scriptures that you send
out daily and we would talk about those. We would
call somebody else and with for these scriptures to others
and it would be fire going on. And I'm telling

(21:58):
you we had I had to several times. I had
to make a personal to just call you, just to
tell you, Brother Can, I can't stop moving my feet
over here. I cannot stop moving him. He's on fire.
I'm telling you God's word is wonderful, It's awesome, and

(22:18):
it will keep you. It encourages you think about all
the different things his love for us in his word.
You can feel it. You sit there and you spend
time with him alone. Just spend some time with him alone.
Just get somewhere, feel your mind, read his words. You

(22:40):
can feel it, feel it. And until this last couple
of weeks have been really really be hard for our family.
We've been hit with death after death. Received a call
yesterday that one of my father's siblings, the last surviving sibling,

(23:02):
passed away. And I'm sitting there and I was reading, thinking,
and then I got a call from brother Ken and
I needed that call at the time to make me
to bring it back and just think about the God
who stays with us, but regardless of what whoever goes
and leads, he's with us. And I think about during

(23:25):
the time that when my husband left from he had
left from home five o'clock one morning, and he said, Sharon,
take the don't get to take the car in to
get the repairs done on You've got a nine o'clock appointment.
I said, okay, and I go in. My sister and

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I both. But before we get there, everything that seems
like could happen would happen. I had a major headache,
didn't feel well, laid back down, got up and looked
at the clock that was late. I'm going to go
and try to do is I can't stop. I've got
to get there. Didn't stop to pray. I didn't stop
to pray. Got to the got to the place, got

(24:09):
to repair the dealership. In the car, heading out with
my sister.

Speaker 1 (24:14):
And my baby daughter.

Speaker 3 (24:15):
My baby daughter inside the car with me, fifteen months old.
Car hit its broadside. Oh wow, I was I was
unconscious for a bit. My daughter was scratched up quite
a bit and shaken up. My sister was too. I
got to the hospital, had to be admitted. I was

(24:38):
there for a bit for a couple of days. Then
I had a blood clot because I was in traction
and because I was four months pregnant. They couldn't give
me anything for pain. I had to go through all
the pain. The blood clot had moved from my legs
that turned black like a black shoe, and up so

(25:00):
big that it was It was really painful. I was
on the buzzer at night trying to get that night,
trying to get someone to come into the room to
look at me, just to help me. No one came.
I stayed on it. I took my one foot, released

(25:22):
the weights that was on the leg that was intraction.
Got some comfort, almost immediate, but then the blood clot
had moved from the leg and didn't realize that at
the time. They had doctors coming around the next morning
asking what happened to the weights that were on my leg,

(25:44):
and I explained to them what happened. I couldn't get
anyone to help me, and I said, I just used
the other foot release the clamps from the ace vantages.
The weights fell to the floor and I was dizzy.
But no one actually gave me any medication for to help,

(26:07):
as far as a blood dinner or anything at that time,
so I stayed there. That next night, my husband came
in and the blood clot the blood had started coming
from my gag. I was gagging. The nurse and my
husband actually pulled clots from my nose and mouth with
their hands, and they were on the buzzer and this doctor,

(26:30):
an intern that was in Parkland's mert e r ran
four flights to the fourth floor to come to my aid.
Got there. He fought with the pretty much with the
doctor who was over that floor, wanting to use experimental
drugs to saying that she's young, she's twenty seven, because

(26:53):
we can we can try to drugs. When they had
my husband to sign forms at the time to go
ahead or at least to allow them to give me
the drugs to I'm so sorry, I'm welling up here.
But yeah, during that time I've lost consciousness. I came

(27:16):
to lost consciousness again and my husband and everyone else
filled me and after that telling me that you were gone,
you left here twice. And between those times I felt
nothing but beautiful.

Speaker 1 (27:35):
Sleep.

Speaker 3 (27:37):
Not the pain they said I was supposed to have
experienced from the pounding on my chest or the paddles
that used. None of that. But during a time when
I heard them speaking, they were cut my throat to
put the tray in and I couldn't speak, I couldn't see,

(27:58):
but I could hear them, and I could kill and
I knew. I felt the Holy Spirit praying for me
while I was laying there, and he said, you're going
to be all right, and I believe with all my
heart that I would be. And it was time. But

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I was all right over during that time. But to
fill his love. I felt his love in that peace
and in that sweet sleep while I was out. He
never leaves us. He's with He's with us. It is
us who pull away, and he stands right there. He

(28:44):
has his arms wide open for us. We just need
to trust him, trust him and obey. And I just
want to tell you how much the scriptures that chance
helped me during some troubled time in my life. During
day to day with my neighbors and everyone else who

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are going through the encouragement, the fire that you get
that comes from that us taken care and seeing about
each other and knowing that we have a God who
loves us. He truly loves us to die on a
cross for us, and there all he did for us,

(29:26):
it was love. And we should show that same love
for our fland's neighbors. And even our enemies right right right,
So I'm wanteous to tell you how much I love
my God right now. Please encourage he continue encouraging others

(29:52):
to with your with the podcast, with the scriptures, because
we need him and we love we have to love
each other more than what we have.

Speaker 1 (30:07):
Wo. Man, I tell you, man what to Sharon? I mean,
you just don't know, you don't know how you You're
already touching us, you know uh Bood's and teaching you myself,
and I know you, I know you got another testimony,
But man, I can't. I can't hold t J t
J right now. It's like it's like being at a

(30:27):
bullfight and and and trying to get out.

Speaker 4 (30:31):
I got to let him out, the get let me
out year, Sharon, Sharon, Sharon, your emotions. You're not there
about alone, You're not there by yourself. You are you
you They'll they'll they'll be the first one to tell
you that I am made cry baby, I'm crying because

(30:52):
of the goodness of the Lord. To say that's what
your crist means to us as well, Sharon, here's love.
By saying you know what the Spirit and his love
for us, you cannot feel it. You cannot. You don't
know it until you can just feel it. It's a
special spirit, and it takes something like it takes something

(31:15):
like a death or a sickness to really really bring
it out. Death is heavy, it's a heavy it's a
heavy fit in. But however, however, God is the one
that can care for you. He can take care of
your pain. When the doctors can do all they can do.

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He can be there. He can be there. He's there.
He's the one. Jesus is the light.

Speaker 2 (31:42):
Of the world. Did you know what this is? What
you're telling us. He didn't stop. He never lets you down.
He never lets you down, you said. He said, I
am with you. I will take care of that blood
coot that's disturbing your body. I will take care of it.

(32:07):
It's not gonna stop. It's not gonna stop me from
taking care of you. God is with me. It was hard,
but God was with me. God is with me now.
God will never leave me, and he would never let
you down. He said, you know what, I think I

(32:29):
may have died during that time. However, God about me bad.
You said, I felt I felt the Holy Spirit. Yes,
I felt it, and his his love never left me.

(32:49):
His trust is still with me right now. So trust
in him, trust in the Lord. He loves us, Yes,
he loves us. He's our heavenly Father. And that's what
our heavenly Father does. He loves and he cares for us.
If we have some issues that may be just difficult

(33:14):
for the medicals doctors, he'll give the doctors an opportunity
to do the right thing. He's the one. The doctors
are there, but they're following what he's telling them. He's Look,
you said it without our heavenly Father, without him, I

(33:34):
don't think I would have made it, because I know
I had passed. I know that. But then the Holy
Spirit just took over and said get up. And you
got up and you came through and you said, look, look,
I've got to tell the world about our heavenly Father.

(33:57):
And that's what he wants you to do. He wants
you to let the world know the Look, there is
a God, he is real, he is an he's a
living savior, he is the truth. He is the right.
So trust in our having their father. Thank you, thank you,
thank you, thank you.

Speaker 5 (34:19):
MHM.

Speaker 1 (34:20):
And I'll tell you, t J. I mean you to
start having some some some clinics of something in my
area getting emotional of their you can just build first. Yeah,
it was real. It was real. And oh m hm.

(34:42):
And as you said, and this, and you get in
God's word and you can just you can just feel it.
I mean, it just it just takes hold me. Yes,
and it's just God, and it's it's God wants everyone
to turn all light over. There's such a powerful, powerful

(35:05):
testimony when.

Speaker 5 (35:06):
When you really think about it, she had loved here,
if she had peace, she had peace, yes, God peace,
because she had that personal relationship be Jesus Christ, Jesus
if she if she didn't have that relationship with her

(35:27):
heaving farther, will she have.

Speaker 1 (35:29):
Had that peace? That's to me, that's that's the real question.
Or you one that does not know Jesus Christ. I'm
not turn the life over to Jesus Christ. If you
have your doubts about Jesus Christ. He's willing, He's willing,
He's will. And if you do not know I a father,

(35:51):
don't wait, don't wait, turn the life over to Jesus
Christ before she so don't If you live, I mean,
you're gonna be a peace. You want to have that
relationship with Jesus Christ. If you die, you're gonna have
that relationship with Jesus Christ. If you know, but if

(36:12):
you if you don't know them is god. Wow. I
would I would not want to with that. You com
pleading anyone. Do not have that relationship, Jesus Christ. You

(36:32):
never know. You don't life get in at any moment.
Just like she was driving and that accident happened. You
didn't leave that morning thinking she was going to be
in an accident and her life was going to be
in a life or death type of situation. That's how
quickly things to happen. Now we don't talk about this

(36:54):
is nothing to play with. You're a trinity, is nothing
to play around with. Final life. Forward to Jesus Christ
before it's too well what she's talked about. I also
love each like Jesus loves us. How grace job o, grace? Okay,

(37:17):
thank you, and so I appreciate you stopping to allow
us the opportunity to say something at this moment, because
it's really just gonna feel has to say something, will
it and thank her? He just fill her emotions. Yeah,
it's thank you Jesus. That's all I told I just

(37:37):
made I just just said thank you Jesus, thank you
over over over again. So I just don't leave it
at that, you know, you know, man, I tell you so, y'all,
y'all can understand why I haven't had to personally meet
my sister. Still, I know you understand, boos, and I

(37:59):
know you know what I'm saying. It's a seriod, man.
And when we talked, man, it's almost like we're in heaven.

Speaker 4 (38:06):
We just.

Speaker 1 (38:08):
It's just a blessing. And you know, you think it's
her niece is the same way, I mean her whole family.
I mean, what what what a blessing and shower? You know,
you know God's done more than that's for you, So
you got to tell us something else. You know, we've
done a lot more. So give us that touch ono.
You told me as a young the fire around the

(38:29):
bed go ahead. Yeah, so, Bruce, I tell you what
they gotta get. They gotta get their handkerchief ready now
because it's flying time coming, Go ahead, God shower.

Speaker 3 (38:39):
But my mother was a young mother. I was born
to her at her she was sixteen years old. We
lived next door to one of her older sisters, who
was a twin he's gone to bed one night and
my mom smoked. She went to bed with a cigarette

(39:00):
lit in her hand. With the three of us were
in the bed, my mother, me, and my sister Leslie,
who was the youngest, she was around two at that time.
She was in the middle. Apparently, my uncle, who lived
next door, saw smoke coming from the house because they

(39:23):
lived next door in Shreveport, Louisiana. He saw the smoke.
He and my aunt Dorothy ran over vag poured water
over us, was able to get us out of there.
That was before they had fire apartment to actually come
and get into the house. But the house was not touched.

(39:46):
The mattress around us was burned. Neither of us felt
any burned.

Speaker 1 (39:54):
Neither and when.

Speaker 3 (39:56):
They picked us. When they my uncle John picked up
my my sister Leslie, and my aunt Dorothy picked me up,
and they did get my mom up. The mattress what
we laid was untouched, but all around us was burned.
The house was not burned, the curtains were not burned. Oh,

(40:17):
God saved us. God saved us.

Speaker 2 (40:20):
Hey, Lord, yes, let me jump in real real quick, mass, Sharon.
This is how God, God, God is so good.

Speaker 1 (40:33):
Yes, you had.

Speaker 2 (40:35):
Told us about that car wreck that you were in. Yes,
I said, no, I was pretty lucky. That's normally what
we'll say when something like that. But then when you
have something like a smoke and your mom is smoking
in the bed, I can see it happening. It used
to happen all the time. So people were smoking the bed,

(40:56):
I start away the mattress and everything just got on fire.
And there was nowhere in the world that you, either
one of the three of you would have been able
to get out. But your uncle was there. There's that
guardian angel. There's that angel. There he is. He's saying,
I gotta do something and I don't know what it is,
but I gotta do it quick. And that's where the

(41:19):
Lord comes in. That's when he comes in. He's gonna
send that guardian angel to take care of you. And
that guardian Angel did and he didn't think anything of it.
And you guys, the only thing that you could say, well, look,
why didn't we get hurt? Why is everything burned around
us and we didn't get hurt? Because just like he

(41:41):
got you through that wrecked when your mom was sixteen
years old. That was the lesson, That was the beginning
of the lesson. That's what God means when he says
I would never ever forsake you. I will always be
better for you, always be better. Yeah, that's what it is.

Speaker 1 (42:05):
Yes, thank you Jesus, thank you, thank you Rose. Well yeah,
go I tell you Guy was Guy was definitely with
him and as it was was dating to guard and
Angel what was there? God knew what was going on
there to did the same. Yeah what what a testimony?
So uh, all you have to do is put your

(42:27):
trust in our heaven a father, I mean with what
he has done and will.

Speaker 2 (42:33):
Continue to do.

Speaker 1 (42:35):
God is God, God is real and and whatever you
just us in no matter what, he'll he'll be there.
He knows what's going to happen before you know it.
So maintain that relationships, put people in place, put people
in our life to help us in these type situations.

(42:56):
And that's what the current here, what it sounds like.
And a shu again, let me share them for you sharing.

Speaker 2 (43:02):
That and I was with you.

Speaker 1 (43:05):
I know, God be with them and appreciate you being
on this podcast sharing that with others. You know, So
if the if they lost, they can turn their life
over to Jesus Christ. Yeah, you know you know, you
know Bruce and TJ and Sharon and then uh listening party.
You gotta feel. You just gotta feel the people that

(43:27):
come on the podcast. You gotta feel the relationships that
they have with God, you know. And that's what that's
what Bruce and TAJ and myself are trying to do
and the value the host to show. We're trying to
let y'all know, you can't keep living your life without God.
You cannot keep caing. You're taking a chance, you're taking

(43:50):
a chance with without having a relationship with God. And
you see what's happening in the world. No one knows
that they're gonna have their job the next day. You
know who you gonna call on. You know, your your children.
Your children got to see or walk with Jesus with you.
How do how do how do they how do they
deal with problems that come up in their lives and

(44:11):
then only see how you dealing with them. You gotta
have Jesus man. That's why that's why I when Bruce
and TJ we come on this podcast, we're trying to
tell our parents, I've got to change. It ain't about
the things and the sun. Then it's about the quality
of time to spend with your children. But the most
important thing is in your children. To Jesus, Yes you

(44:36):
have too. I mean this, no way, miss miss ms
churl could be on this uh podcast and and not
have had some type of relationship. You understand what she
went through it as a child. It it bonds you
when when people tell you it was God that saved you,
you don't know as much that you was God. You know,
if it wasn't have been for him, y'all could be

(44:57):
it was God. So noning's like cool, you look, keep
who is this that God? I got to know who
he is? They telling me that if it hasn't been
for God, oh come home. That's why we get excited.
That's why tee. They talks about the fact that we
got we got. We might be meaning some more taller
paper or some paper towels. Because you when you when

(45:18):
you hear the goodness of Jesus in somebody's life and
you know how good he's been to you, you can't
it's something that will choke you up because what happened
to is you'll start having flashbacks of what God did
for you. And when I even people come on this
podcast and they started talking about that. I have friends,
you know, and I gotta, I gotta, I gotta show

(45:40):
this because this is what this is. This is what
when when when Sharad was talking, I got to thinking
about you know, I know, Bruce, know when when when
Locking Insulation Company was was on close Field Drive where
we grew up, and I got a job that that
summer doing inflating houses and stuff. And and you know
Joe Boll sometimes Joombo just don't be he was in

(46:00):
his brain. He don't be thinking right. So you know,
everybody knows I always would die and stuff like that.
So now listen, look, this is this is what I did.
I had the back of this the back of this truck,
they had insulation bags. And so what I did was
I took the inslation bags and I threw them all
on the ground. And when I threw them all on
the ground, I put them all together. But now you

(46:21):
gotta understand, I'm getting ready to do a backflip off
the back of the truck. I'm gonna get a back
flip off the back of the truck onto the bag.
But get what happened When I did the backflip, all
the bags rolled away. And I hit my head on
the concrete and I had a sharp pain that went

(46:42):
from the from the pop of my head all the
way down my back of my spine car alway down
the back and the hole. Expiriten said, they don't want
to get paralyzed. But because of my love for you
and because im or house something that he would do,
I'm not that you be proud, And so I got

(47:02):
to think, I'm like, Lord, thank you. So when Sharon
was talking, I got to thinking about all the time
that God saved me for an opportunity right now to
go fish and I know teacher can do the same thing.
And I know Bruce you and I know you know
we can have a flashbacks of somethings. And God has
been so good to us. Man, He's been so good

(47:24):
to us. And I'm just so I'm so thankful that
that everyone that comes on this podcast, they are sincere,
they are serious because God has done something for them. Sharon,
I want you, this is what I want you to
do for Charon, because we were really trying to reach
these times. Because when I look at what's going on

(47:46):
and I didn't look at the time, craziness that these
kids are doing just the other day, looking on the news,
a fourteen year older got a gun in the football
game and he shoots an at held. Come on, what's
going on? If you could, just if you could just
say something to the parents about live in the lives

(48:07):
in front of their children, that they can see Jesus,
they can see Jesus in them, you know, because if
he lives on the inside of us, somebody needs to
see the goodness of Jesus living in us. I mean,
that's real. I mean. And so whatever you could say
to the listening to all this about the children, about

(48:27):
you know, making sure that they can introduce their children.
So it's on you whatever how you want to reach out, because.

Speaker 3 (48:34):
I would thank you for the King. And I don't
think we could ever say enough that we need to
teach our children while they're young that God loves them,
teaching there is a God. He is a god. He's
not dead, he is alive. He died for us, He
bore our sins. Let him know how much love that

(48:57):
he has some me. No matter what they do do
it doesn't matter what you've done. If you come to him,
confess those sins and be sincere and can turn from
those he'll forgive you. He will forgive you if you
won't come with you with his stretches arms out. Why
for you as holds you. You don't have to worry

(49:17):
about saying I'm holding on to you. You don't have
to worry about that he's got you. Just trust and
put your trust in him, Believe him, believe that he
is who he says he is. That's what we've got
to get into them. They don't know they're looking at
these games. They're getting brainwashed by what games constantly this, that,

(49:42):
and the other, without knowing having that relationship with God,
so they can distinguish between what's real and what's not real,
what's in the natural, what'sn't the supernatural? God is real,
he is And when we know this and feels and
show this, they begin to learn and see things there

(50:02):
more uh there there. The thought process is different. Instead
of looking at a game and something is gonna, I'm
gonna shoot it, it's gonna it's gonna pop back up.

Speaker 1 (50:12):
That's it.

Speaker 3 (50:13):
A human is not going to you shoot that human being.
If you shoot that person and kill him, he's not
getting back up and ready for another game. We've got
to teach them to love each other. We've got to
let our hearts open up more than what we've done,

(50:34):
and we've got to teach them love through Christ. We've
got to.

Speaker 1 (50:41):
That's all. Yes, Yeah, you know, you know what I
want to do because I'm just you know when I
look at when I look and see what's going on,
and I want to because I want to shut this,
you know, because my wife, he's she teaches filth grade
math and and out of school. No, I want you
to think about this. Well, what we just like going on,
but we really don't know what goes on with the

(51:02):
with the kid. But a fifth grader and he comes
into my my, my, my wife's room. He's got a
fifth ball up and he said, if the coach say
one more thing, come on, bust him in his face.
We got a fifth grader talking about hitting a grown
man and the f.

Speaker 4 (51:23):
So long.

Speaker 1 (51:24):
Then then then that ain't end the story. Then later
on finds out that the kids said he was gonna
bring a gun to school. Fifth grade, fifth grade, you know,
and and and so it's so it's so I don't
even see what's going on. But but here's other things
that take this out. This is gonna really This is

(51:46):
gonna really throw y'all off because the mama and the
daddy are divorced or separated, so the mama can't really
deal with the kids, so she lets the father take
the kids, and the father says, I'm gonna have to
give a kid back to the mama because he's creating

(52:08):
a problem for my new wife. Come on, you, you'n
you're gonna take that. You're gonna you're gonna take the
responsibility of raising your son. Yeah, we got, we got,
we got, we got so many problems going on, it's
got to be it's got to be God. It's got
to be God. So so, uh, teacher, I'm gonna give

(52:28):
you opportunity to say something, and then Booth's opportunity to
say something. Then we're gonna, we're gonna because I'm just
it's just miss miss selling. You just you have just
touched my heart, and I'm just telling you touch my heart.

Speaker 2 (52:38):
So go ahead, t you that, miss sharing. So we know,
we know you can teach your children about God. We
have got to start and continue if we are already
doing it, is to continue to teach our children about
our Heaven and Father. We've got to We've got to

(53:00):
pray to our heavenly Father daily. We've got to pray
to our heavenly Father that he'll help us to raise
our kid children and our grandchildren and our great grandchildren,
and those little kids that's since school that doesn't have
the the parents don't have the time to teach them.
We have got to start teaching our kids about our

(53:22):
heavenly Father. And our kids are my next door neighbor.
Our kids are the ones that live down the street.
Our kids are the ones that live three or four
corners of me. I'm going to get the opportunity one
day to say, Lord Jesus Christ, can you please please
help me to guide my children. And I don't mean

(53:43):
just my blood children. I mean my family children. These
are my brothers and my sisters. These are our kids
that we have got to start teaching. We've got to
story teaching them about our heavenly Father, God prove but life.
He's the one, He's the war, he's the only one.

(54:08):
If that's what we've got to tell him, we've got
to start doing it. We've got to love each other.
He said it. We have to. He said, I want
you to love every war because I love you I'm
going to first, and you want to be like me,
start being like me, start acting like me, and start

(54:30):
being these kids parents.

Speaker 1 (54:33):
Come on, thank you, Jesus.

Speaker 2 (54:38):
Said.

Speaker 1 (54:39):
And then I really your passionate a minute, because it
fella was saying you have to teach them when they're young. Yes,
and the way he should go and the way he
should go tell them about Jesus. And well, I appreciate

(55:00):
you shine that about it by the father. Wow, father, father.

Speaker 3 (55:06):
Yeah, father, that is your child.

Speaker 5 (55:09):
How are you putting that on.

Speaker 1 (55:12):
Your ex wife? How are you doing that? How can
you say that you're a man and do that? And
and and the ones that see this. But if you
have a relationship with this innovadual and you're having a
conversation with them, people don't always don't agree with that,

(55:33):
I mean do things. We're all in this together, if
you see, I mean just in doors is skating this
father of putting this off or his mother. If someone
knows this interview and have a relationship with them. We
had to say things to love that is not that

(55:55):
that is you should be living for. This is a
part of you. This is just a great powers, not
just for your How can you deal with yourself. I
can't be okay with that when you know this is
going on, and you have to come understand why this
child has so much animosity, has so much anger because

(56:16):
he's not getting the love that indeed that's right getting
in from the.

Speaker 2 (56:25):
Man.

Speaker 1 (56:25):
You could see that that kids wasn't changing. If that bothers,
I mean, I love you, I'll take time again this kids,
but he's taking time.

Speaker 5 (56:38):
With him, he's just putting it. Oh on the mother.

Speaker 1 (56:42):
That is fat. That is fat adults, adults, if you
do not out that relationship which you kidding, then you
will know that this behavior is not white. This is
not a God. It's closer to God. And for it

(57:03):
tells us drawing your to God and he will drawing
near to you. But this behavior, you are not drawing
nearer to God. You're drawing away from God. And how
are you going to have God's favor in your life
when you're when you're not even loving your child as
God loves you. The characters, but bringing that out, I

(57:27):
preach your push them and and im probbly pafly no
one hears this in Chang. This is this isn't getting
but jol I want just hate this love people that
are in your life, love them you and it's on

(57:49):
you as an individual. Don't see it's a societal problem.
Look to see what's going on only your life individual
and what you're doing. Thank you Jesus Man, I say,
I say you go and teacher, and you know this,
this this podcast is really moving on me because because
you know, one of the things, one of the things

(58:09):
that I'm doing now is because this this, uh, this
somehow I was over at you believing change and I'm working.
I was working with UH, third, third, fourth, and fifth
graders and I was shining some of my portray but
I was teaching algebra and UH and God moved me
to to to look at these kids and say, you know,

(58:30):
you know you've been a good father to your daughters.
You can you can, you can have a positive impact
on these kids. And next in about another week or two,
you're going to be able to go to my website
and you're going to be see the kids that are
hungry for God. That's hungry for God. Because because one
of the things that I did for the kids is

(58:52):
that I show how I tie in how how algebra
ties in to getting the foundation, just like you get
a foundation in algebra, You got to get a foundation
with Jesus Christ, and you can tie that. You can
tie that in with for those of you that don't
know the equation of a line is why equal the

(59:12):
MX plus B or B is the starting point? Well,
when you look at the Christians life to be being,
the starting point is that child, you know, and then
you got the input. The input is what's going in
with the with the with the X. And then the
end is the slope. The slope is either it's gonna
go up to be positive or I can go down

(59:34):
and be negative. So so when we look at the
foundation when the child, what is the input that's going in?
What input is going into that child so that that
flow will be going towards Jesus Christ, if you will
be getting a closer relationship. Now, if if the input
is negative, then it's going down because the end is
going down. And I thought I was breaking it down

(59:56):
to the kids and and I actually I actually tie
this in with with twelve of my poem. But the
first poem is that our time with the kid is asleep,
and I go through the poem with the sleep and
I and I'll tell the told the child, and it
was a blessing for me. And I'm telling the kids
is that you got to learn how to start getting
down on your knees early, you know. And I told

(01:00:19):
the kids, and I told the kids this, I said,
And I started off with f the first the first
uh day that I well, I said, if you ask
the Lord to remind you, he will, he will to
get on my knees at night. I say, I promise
He'll start remind me. So the next time I go, kids,
I did it even reminded me. He reminded me. And
then I moved from reminding me. I moved from an

(01:00:41):
if with God. And I said, I want you to say, Lord,
remind me to say my prize every night. And so
I got these kids. The kids were saying, I said
my prize and even and I'm I'm starting to say
my prior see and boos in teensday and sharn. We
know the inmpluance of how little relationship with the town earlier.
So I've moved. I've moved from from from trying to

(01:01:03):
do the hours before the high school because the one
thing I'm trying to do is the chance we got
the input, the importance that of them knowing you. If
you get and I told the kids this, and then
we're gonna close this thing out. I told the kids
that I said, I said last time, I said, I'm
sixty nine. Now I say, y'all are like teen, eleven

(01:01:25):
and twelve. Do y'all not think y'all gonna have a
lot of problems if you get to this point, you
gonna have a lot of times like who you gonna tell,
who you're gonna go, who you're gonna go do. I'm saying,
but if you, if you establish a relationship with Jesus
Christ at ten eleven, twelve, thirteen, you're gonna get closer
and closer to yours and so and so that's why

(01:01:47):
I'm going to now with my man, is I gotta
tie end with Jesus. I want to tie in because
I have to, because think about it. I've a prime example,
the kid that was in in uh Alan. I guess
that what it was that that stabbed the kids, right,

(01:02:09):
that stabbed him and killed him right? Well, the question
is now if you if if if that is, if
that relationship with God was starting started and started at
king and he and you know back to not kill
you know that would have been that was been on him,
that would have been in him. You know, Brus and
DJ No, we know if we didn't and it's me

(01:02:29):
Karen know, if we didn't have gone, think of some
of the things that we may have done if we
didn't have a relationship with Jesus Christ that started earning.
And so I'm just saying, I'm saying to my listening
all this tune here today Uni And just like TJ
was saying, the blush the neighbor's kids. You see the
neighbors you want to say you want and then you
want to talk about the kids that old bad kid

(01:02:50):
next door, you saying anything to changing Come on, TJ.
And that's what I'm putting your back on what TJ
said when you started to say those kids was his kid?
Come on here, say you know what I'm talking about.
I'm talking about we're supposed we're supposed to be you say,
God say thrown on man and we wanna her fearful kids.

(01:03:11):
Come on, how you gonna be feeling a kid? And
you man, I'm I'm not about to get y'all about
to bring them two boy got me. I'm about to
say damn because It's just it's isn't man? After this show,
she the way she was topping away, Bruce is copping
and teachers hopping and stuff. We we got to make
them changes. People, come make them changes, you know you

(01:03:32):
we can't keep it. We can't keep it. Looking at
the news and and looking at all that's so bad.
I can't bleed up. What are you doing? When was
the last time you talked to a bad head? Let
me say it again, one last time you talked to
some bad head? Now you don't want to talk to him,
but you but you got Jesus in you. Come on,
come on, that's what you say.

Speaker 2 (01:03:51):
But I just get but you know, we.

Speaker 1 (01:03:54):
Need we just thank you. You know, I'm just I'm
on fire teacher. You know she passed me clean that teacher.
I need to up with cleaning me, you know myself,
you know. But we we just we just misell. We
just thank you. Sobody, you know I can't we just
we just yeah, we just thank you and stuff and
you know, and I always I can't get out without

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talking about our business page. Man, we got some real,
real real Christians business people one of them. Can we
got what you have? Uh? We got missus Uhmont, I'm
not one. Sorry, Miss Msmonmont is uh oh my god,
she's she's got Jesus case and case in Southern best

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uh catering. I mean you just got to go and
click on it and and find out more about her. Positive,
very positive. And then I got doctor Jail, you know,
I know, uh Bruce was talking about health and you
know the new the New Wealth is your health. Well,
what what are you doing for your How do you
take care of yourself?

Speaker 2 (01:04:52):
You know?

Speaker 1 (01:04:53):
And uh and with with Live Good with Doctor Jail.
You know, he's talking about the vitamins and you can
even go to this podcast that's what he was talking
about your health. And because you know, you got to
realize that this body, like Bruce was saying, this bit
don't even belong to us. You know what, even it's
just alone. My mama always said, it's just a loan.
And tell you how how how you gonna take.

Speaker 2 (01:05:13):
Care of it?

Speaker 1 (01:05:13):
You know, you gotta do. You got to do better
about about yourself, about your body and stuff. And then
then we got one of a can you know, uh,
Tiffany Wiver Anderson and she's telling the kids that you
want of a can. God made you beautiful. If anybody
is talking about you you this way, don't know worry
about that. You know, check out one of a town
and and what she's going. And then you know we
got doctor baby bar our own doctor baby boy.

Speaker 2 (01:05:35):
You know.

Speaker 1 (01:05:36):
He he talked about the inner man that in the spirit,
you know, getting the getting that inner man right. You know,
if if the inn a man ain't right, how the
Adam man gonna be right? You know, you got to
get that work on it. And even talking about Christian
counsel in it. That's what he does. He talked about
that and always let Bruce uh talk about miss Hard
and Bruce you can you can mention something about me
Miss It's heartened the whole. So the we will check

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the show consulting firm. That the focus on the line
and your your purpose to to God's purpose. So whatever
your passion is mean, she will help you show what
God's purpose is for your for your life.

Speaker 2 (01:06:17):
Thanks.

Speaker 1 (01:06:17):
Then we just and we and we just We're gonna
have h He's gonna be doing some things, uh DC
queen uh appoletic program that as soon as he gets
his website up, he's gonna be honest. So we just
want to thank and then then you know, we we
want to let y'all know that my producer's birthdays on
on Friday. She she came on early and he didn't
tell the truth. She she told us that she was

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twenty one, she would be twenty one. You know, she
said she was gonna be twenty one. I told her
was just a senior to the moment and we all
and we all understand the senior citizen moment. You know,
she got she got the numbers all mixed up. But
that's okay. But you know, you're right you wanted to early.
Only twenty's hey, you want to come back on you

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just you just you' supposed to talking about what we
were talking about. You slipping in and we just total
a moment. Everybody have seen you this morment. They get
over fifty, but he'll be sixteen at a minutes. Yeah, yeah,
go at sixteen. They think, you know, bring a lot

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of give me. He pushed me up to fifty. I
should be able to go to twenty because I'm not fish.
Yeah yeah, but you know that's how we have.

Speaker 2 (01:07:38):
We have we are.

Speaker 1 (01:07:39):
We have such a good time on the podcast, and
like I said, we still need donations. Uh you know,
matter of fact, donates to the podcast so that we
can be a blessing to my my producer. She really does,
uh does the excellent job. You can just go go
to uh worldwide dot com worldwide dot com and as
a uh support button and just support us because.

Speaker 6 (01:07:59):
Were gonna we okay, yeah, t all you worldwide uh
all that on the k all you worldwide dot com,
KRU worldwide dot com.

Speaker 1 (01:08:10):
You see a lot of other things that we're doing,
some things that we're trying to make a difference. And
and once again tej Man, congratulate you.

Speaker 2 (01:08:19):
I was it was that fun.

Speaker 1 (01:08:21):
Guys. Ken's film will be showcased in one of the
biggest film festivals in the South in Southeast Detail. He
made it to the finals. He was selected.

Speaker 2 (01:08:41):
Can you can can't where to go? Where to go?

Speaker 1 (01:08:47):
Well, let me let me tell you what. Let me
just let me just tell you whether you're so so
y'all can understand you know and and boos understanding that job.
You know, My my father, my father committed suicide and
I always said that I didn't want his death to
go in vain because because he took care of man.

Speaker 2 (01:09:02):
I mean.

Speaker 1 (01:09:04):
Fame because h you know, for him taking care of
the six bars and the one girl my mom. My
mom couldn't have raised six bars and one girl by herself,
snow way she could have did that, you know. And
my dad, my dad didn't get a chance to to
get a chance to see any of us play football
basketball because he worked all the time. He was a
hard worker. And I just never wanted this. It would

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always bug me, you know, uh, for a man to
do all he can to raise his kids, you know,
back in that time, probably being called a ball all
the time, and have him being in the in the
snow and then the ice and doing something because he
did construction work. But he did that for his family.

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And I always said that I didn't want his death
of going thing because he he did too much. He
did too much. And Bruce Norman, I mean people he
helped in the neighborhood, just always giving and giving and
giving and given. What happened to a man when he
just comes at guilt and give me give he just
needs somebody just to talk to him, and somebody just
to say I call, you know, and uh, and I

(01:10:07):
just didn't And so Valuies help me put some things together,
you know, And that's why I'll be looking for for
I don't ever say that because Bruce, you know, we
we learned from my daddy. It's all about hard work,
you know, we learned. So that's why I haven't been
on been on asking for donations for this and donation
for that. I just say, Lord, whatever I can do myself,
I'll work and do what I gotta do. But I'm

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not gonna let his death go in vain because uh,
I mean, he just meant too much for me and
Bruce and Tim and as such him, my whole family,
and uh and so that's the film. That's what it's about,
this type of uh my father, you know. And so uh,
I wasn't gonna say I won't gonna say nothing about
I just gonna keep doing what I gotta do to
get it done, because God put it on my heart

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to not let his death go in vain. And you know,
because sometimes when people hear about something somebody committing suicide,
they want to think the words sometimes, but uh, I
I just say he took care of us and and Bruce,
I know Bruce appreciate me trying to do something like
that because uh, we all loved our father. I always
loved him, and that's another story. But but man, I

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just appreciate you, y'all. I treach it now. I normal
have to get out because ye ain't gonna hear joy crying.
I don't get out something y'all ain't gonna. I wouldn't married.
I'll be in the grocery store and somebody said, yeah,
pull pull on on this podcast. He's playing like a
beat on the podcast. So I'm gonna say, man, it's

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a it's a blessing, Miss Michelle, and thank you for
thank you for coming on. Thank you, thank you you
You've moved on. You's moving on our hearts. Man uh
TJ's Hard and Bruce Hard and man, and I tell
you next week when we come on next week, we're
gonna when we get a chance to talk about this podcast,
we might start crying when we start topic. Right next week,

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we've been we've really been blessing. Uh and I wanted
to see a problem get off today if y'all don't mind,
Boots and I want self proud right now. They're the father.
You got real people, real people trying to tell people
about you.

Speaker 4 (01:12:13):
Lord Lord.

Speaker 1 (01:12:14):
We have so much peace and so much, chowing so
much happiness in our heart. Lord, we get so excited.
We get excited Love, because you've done so much for us, Lord.
And I know the people out there you've done so
much for them. Lord, I just don't understand why they
don't get excited about you.

Speaker 2 (01:12:33):
Love.

Speaker 1 (01:12:33):
Would you pleased that those people that you blessing, those
people that you haven't blessed, that you will bless it
they get a chance to know you. But like bruises
and Teacher says, always just give him a chance. Just
give him a chance. And you are understanding of peace
and and charity will have You ain't understand how teacher

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gets excited and he wants to cry and booths and
I we want to cry because we ain't crying because
we're weak, be criming cause of the fact that we
understand he didn't have to do us. He didn't have
to beat this good to us, Jesus, he didn't have
to do this for us. He didn't have to keep
us around by with our families, all the people that
have loused her father, it's lost her husband, louse her wife,

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flows her brother, lost her sister. And he's still keeping
you here up. And you ain't doing nothing fun. Come on,
I don't understand it. I just don't understand it. Then
you wait till you get on your dying bad and
then you trying to Paine. You ain't gotta wait. You
give an opportunity today right now. Don't let you. This
podcast is about to end. But it don't have to

(01:13:39):
end for you. You can go on your closet after
the podcast and get on your knees and answers. But
killing says, say, Lord, I wanna know you. I want
a personal relationship with you. I wanna serve you. I
wanna you say, well gone, my good, come on in.

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That's what I wants God to say her. That's what won't.
That's what TV won't. That's what viry won't. That's what
I want. That's why we're on this podcast. Excite it
about that because we know death is going to come away.
People you don't get out of your lives. You don't
get you're gonna die. People don't tell me you're going

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to die. The question is will you get a chance
to how eternal life after you leave this earth? That's
the question. Lord, thank you for this problem. Hope you
touch somebody a lot. But if it didn't. You know
our hearts and you know nothing is gonna stop us

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from continuing to serve you and Jesus name we praise,
and I just want to do all to say we're
gonna be back next week two thirty centy time. Uh
and again if you want to support us, just go
to KRU Worldwide dot com and click on the support
button and just no, there's no we're gonna be back
and he's gonna be telling meck it over to you

(01:15:04):
to my not why too books and I might be
trying next week when I get on bolting right right now,
I'm a good right thank you