KRE POETRY AND RADIO - EP 146 - GUEST: TIFFANY McDAVID

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
Oh, thankful for today's we're back.

Speaker 2 (00:02):
We're back.

Speaker 1 (00:03):
We're so excited to be back, and we're just thankful.
You know, it's always a blessing to be able to
go fishing for the Lord. This is the kr re
poetry and radio. Well you hear the truth poems and
testimonies that can have changed and maybe even saved lives.
So we always got special guests on that that help
us go fishing. But we can't even get started without

(00:25):
thanking Elaine for Johnson, our classmate of nineteen seventy four
that always help us go fishing for souls because she
posts up the podcast on the Hampton Parks on website,
and we couldn't do this for our viaris in this jonal.
She's a fishman herself trying to help us go fishing
for souls, and we're so grateful and so so thankful

(00:47):
for that. And then you know, I'm always thankful to
have my brother Bruce and and pj On going fishing
for souls. They pour their hearts out every other Sunday
so that the Lord know that that we're serious. But
when we're not on the boat, we won't tell you know,
we're still fishing for soul. We don't just wed, so
we ain't like somebody'll just go to Thursday then you

(01:08):
I plac to wait for the next Sunding. No, no,
we we fished every opportunity we get. We're trying to
tell people about Jesus place. We know how portant, how
portant it is, and and we have our special guests
on and and you gotta know how special it is,
uh to how Bru's and teaching. You know, I gotta
just mention how how how God works things out before

(01:30):
we even get started. You know, we decided to go
uh the first or the third, and the and the
fifth Sunday. And I want to let y'all know that
it was a blessing because last Sunday we didn't have
the podcast, but it was missus Jefferson's birthday, a late

(01:52):
Sunday birthday. It was a birthday. So can you can
you imagine Bruce, how how how blessed uh she was
to be but to have her husband now but her
birthday she didn't have to give give time to wait
until he got off the pot, you know. And so
we're just we're just thankful that that God goes ahead

(02:12):
of us and you can see because Bruce and I
we didn't we didn't know it was missus Jefferson was
gonna be last Sunday.

Speaker 2 (02:19):
We didn't know that.

Speaker 1 (02:20):
You know, t J hadn't said that with us, you know,
because see Bruce, he knows if he'll a said that
with us, we would say, ain't gonna be no show,
You're gonna be over your way.

Speaker 3 (02:30):
Yeah, yeah, that worked out.

Speaker 1 (02:33):
Yeah, it was out, Bruce, and and so we're we're
really thankful for that. And and you know, I always
give Bruce and TJ an opportunity to talk about last week.
I mean, the week gonna go that We had the podcast,
and you know, we were we were we were talking
about as believers, we are at least have a smile
on my face, you know, Bruce was talking about TJ.

(02:54):
You know, if you can't pay for somebody, at least
you can smile, at least you can speak to someone.
And then we played my my daughter's son walking by,
you know somebody. Sometimes people walk by with a frown,
look at the person to steal a frown, look at
the person to get eye contact. Won't see you know,
And so Boost and TJ echoed on that. So so
before we get out of time, Yes, the boots and TV.

(03:14):
You know, Boots, how we we show respectful t J
all of a sudden, you know, And then we're gonna
always do that much. My mama, my mom and dad
raised us right right, so we know, so we know
how to show respect and so so TJ, we're gonna
we're just gonna open it up for you to just
say whatever you want to say about last week and
and about how you had an opportunity to to show

(03:37):
your wife's uh birthday on Sunday.

Speaker 2 (03:39):
So it's all while yes, well look uh giving honors
to guard. First of all, I've got to say, uh,
how wonderful, how wonderful it is to have had the
time to spend with my uh, with my wife and
my family, all the kids. So over man, we just
had a good, glorious time and and they helped her

(04:01):
celebrate her her eighty birthday. And boy did we just
had a real good time. But last couple of weeks
when we uh, when we were on the on the
on the show, on the podcast, well we didn't have
a special guess, and it gave us an opportunity to

(04:22):
let the world know how we felt and they gave
me an opportunity to let the world know the Look,
this is what I feel. I enjoyed my time. I
enjoy my time with God and my family. And I've
always I'm always trying to uh pray for people. I

(04:43):
like to pray for people who I might have just
met for the first time, and then I might have
met prayed for people that I've I've known all my life.
I just enjoy having my little talk with Jesus. I
enjoy that, and I wanted the people to know that.
And that's what I talked about, and I constantly said,

(05:04):
I never we never stop praying at this house. I
pray for somebody to talk to, and I tell people
when I meet them how much I love them. I
tell them that God wants us to express our love
and let people know that we're trying to I'm trying

(05:28):
to be like God wants me to be. He wants
me to be able to tell my neighbors that I
do love them. He wants me to tell people that
if you need anything, give me a call, let me
know and I'll be there. And then something something inside
to me. It's always saying, let yourself be available. And

(05:50):
then I remember God said, if you want to show
me how much you love me, well then show other
people how much you love them. That's what I want
you to do. And that's what I try to do,
and that's what I was trying to tell people the
last time we were together, which was the nineteenth. Make
sure make sure you tell people what God has told

(06:12):
you to tell them, and you pray for people, and
get it right. Try to get everything you can right
the very first time, so you won't have to try
to go back and apologize for something that you might
not have done right the first time. So you want
to always make God. Put God first, and then you'll

(06:34):
make everything right the very first time. And remember wisdom
and knowledge. God gave us wisdom, and he gave us knowledge,
and he wants us to use it. He wants me
to use it. He wants me to use this little
this little knowledge that I'm supposed to have. He wants
me to use this wisdom that I'm supposed to have

(06:56):
that He's given me. He wants me to let everybody
know that God is the answer. God is the only answer.
God is the light. God is the one that God
died for us. He died for our sins. Do you
know God knows, He knows, He knows every little thing

(07:17):
about us. He knows how many strings of hero we
eveuld have on our head. So when God says I'll
never forsake you, he means that. When he says I'll
never leave you, he means that he knows everything. He
knows everything, and he wants us to be sure and
let the world know how we feel about him. And

(07:38):
that's what I tried to tell everybody on the nineteenth,
the last time we were together, that God is the answer.
He's the answer. God is the answer, and we can
always trust in him. God Lord is our shepherd, our
heavenly Father. He's the one we've got to trust in
our Lord and say to Jesus Christ. And I had

(08:00):
the opportunity to tell the world that, and if I
ever get the opportunity to do it again, I'll be
right there saying Praise the Lord, Lord, our heavenly Father.
He's the only one, he said answer. He's the like
the Lord is my chep, and I shall not walk.

(08:21):
Thank you Jesus. That's what it was about, y'all. Yeah,
that was it, Bruce.

Speaker 3 (08:28):
Yeah, Yeah, that's that's that's it Uh tja praise the
Lord for you. And there's always I mean, what what
a blessing uh to to be on the podcast the
uplifts our helping father. Don't take it for granted. Uh,
it's the day of the Lord has made and definitely
gonna rejoice about it, you know. And again it's all

(08:48):
about Jesus and God wants us to make a difference
in folks lives, the people that we would come in
come with, you know, the conversation that we that weal
with each other. You know that we're not putting putting
others down, that we're trying to to uplift one another
because you never know what what someone is is going through.

(09:11):
You know, we are always you know, we talk about prior.
We know the significance in power. But we definitely have
to make a difference in people's lives that we come
in contact with, that we that we encourage them. Again,
you never know what when someone went through, what struggles
that they're having in their lives. And as as told
our Indica Justice now you never are now will make

(09:35):
a difference. I mean, just just join that you care,
you know, and we know it's just not about faith
it's about your works. I mean, what are you what
are you doing? Someone comes to you and you know
their in need, okay, and you know that you can
help them. You're just not going to push them away
and and and not try to help them.

Speaker 1 (09:54):
You know.

Speaker 3 (09:55):
And of course we never know, none of us know
from one day to the x what our situation. We
don't and we have to we have to love one another.
We have to care uh for for one another. And
that's you know what we we talked about on the nineteen,
just uh, just reaching out to others due through power

(10:17):
through our conversation that we're having with them. And you know,
I think about the issues that are going on domestically
and families, you know, the peeris I mean, it's just
getting worse. You know, we should be saved at home
with your family. You should be loving your family. I mean,

(10:41):
of course we still love uh everyone, we should love hunters,
but definitely of family. So we should be we should
be changing. We shouldn't be talking this. It's okay to
to disagree, It's okay, okay, but we should There's a
a way to do that, not you know, uh, putting

(11:03):
the person down, not using duoceratory terms. Just start thinking,
talking about whatever the issue is, trying to to reach
your solution of It's so it's so significant that we
start caring about one another, genuinely caring and not just
about ourselves and our situations. Again, you just don't know

(11:24):
what someone is going through. There's so much need in there.
There's so much turnoil going on in the world, and
so many people appear to be struggling, especially with some
of the things that the government is doing. So you're
checking your neighbor. I mean, but it in that way,
make sure your neighbor is doing okay, right, so perhaps
you can you can have them again, they may not

(11:46):
even be monetarily just saying an acuraging word, just them
knowing that you're there for some type of assistance and
just uh, that's again for everything that you doing and
bringing the gaul of politic. Appreciate TJ and his commitment

(12:06):
to the podcast until I have played birthday TJ. So yeah, yes,
to be with her and her family when we told her,
told her about that, I mean, I'm just a pretty
lord boy. Yeah. Appreciate miss miss Dot. Okay, look forward to.

Speaker 2 (12:26):
The Yeah, I've got I've got to tell you guys,
it's real quick now now with it being her birthday
and it was her it was on a Sunday. Uh.
It wasn't that we were expecting uh the family or
anything over here, you know, uh to wish her happy birthday.

(12:47):
It was just like, maybe, uh, they'll come by during
the week like they normally do, because on on Sundays
they don't normally come by. They say time with our families,
and they're in our great grandkids and granted kits and
all of that. But she said, I said, Mary, look,
what is it that you want me to get you
for dinner? Because she does the cooking. I said, you're

(13:10):
not gonna cook Sunday. I said, what do you want
me to do? Whatever it is you want me to do,
I'll do it. I'll go get it. I don't care.
And she said, commis I want something real something. I
want some original Kentucky Fried Chicken, and I want to
make sure that they've got some coal slaw and anything else.
That's that's it. And I said, okay, no problem, I

(13:33):
go to Kentucky Fried Chicken. I was gonna happen everything,
I said, Well, I told the person that was taking
my order. My wife today, it's her birthday. You know,
she wants some original fried chicken, and she wanted to
make sure there's some coal law and anything else that
comes with it. Well, it's it's on you, guys, I

(13:53):
don't care. We said, okay. Then this guy that was
behind me, he saw me placing my order and he
heard me tell the people at KF see what I wanted.
He said, and I want you, ma'am to give me
a birthday cake for this, for this gentleman's birthday, for

(14:16):
his wife's birthday. I want you to get a cake
in there, and I want you to get a quarter
tea in there, and I want you to get some
some little angel food things in there. And I'm saying, man,
wait a minute, I said no, no, no. He said yes, yes, yes,
he said today is your wife's birthday. And the Lord
told me to do this. And I said, now I'll understand.

(14:39):
Now I understand. And man, when we bought everything home,
my wife is saying, who talked about all this? I
said the Lord. I said to the Lord, Chad, all
it is done for you. And then my kids and
my grands kids start coming in and they're saying and man,

(15:00):
and you and Daddy, you walk taking everything. I said,
no of them. Lord provided all of this, every middle
of this. The only thing I was supposed to be
concerned about was original fried chicken and some coal slow
and all of these side orders and things that you
see in front of us. I said, the Lord provided
a God that I never met in my life. At

(15:23):
the Lord, he said, Look, he said, yes, yes, only God,
only God, only God could do that. Only him. This guy,
he didn't know anything about me, never started guy in
my life. He said. Man, he said, I overheard you

(15:43):
talking to this cook, to this, to this person, just
taking your order, and I wanted you to have this
for your wife. And he said, and man, it was
just it was just a blessed day, another good day.
God is so good people God. When I say God
is good, y'all got to trust me and believe me. Look,

(16:03):
God is so wonderful, He's a He's an all loving
God all the time. I just had to throw that in.
Y'all appreciate that we're looking.

Speaker 1 (16:16):
Out for him. Yeah, yeah, yeah, we do. She said,
you know, Bruce, and I really appreciate that because of
the fact that with God, with God, UH speaking to
me and telling me to for us to be on
the first and the third, and then the very first
time we decided to do it is this birthday, brute,

(16:40):
I thought it was bruce birthday.

Speaker 2 (16:44):
Bok. God is good. Well, yeah, he's good, you know.

Speaker 1 (16:49):
And I got to shut this so before we get time,
yess when we talk about how good God is and
so man, when you said that, teacher, I had to
shut this. I went to work, got and I left
my wile in my car in my truck. So my
wile got stolen. So you know, you have to you
have to go and and and and set appointment to
get to get replacement. And so when I went to

(17:11):
to the DPS to get a replacement, they talking my
way in February, I mean, I mean in December. And
I'm like, oh now, So I went to my car.
I was set myself up an appointment, and the whole
expirits like, well, you know, Bruce, you know Celeste. He said, uh,
well you know solect I said, okay, So so I
go back in and I asked the lady. I said,
it's a selection. So let's uh, Bruce not know he

(17:32):
actually runs things. And and he ended up telling the
lady to set me up, pointment, set me up, pot
me right. Well, he was thinking that the lady was
gonna set me apointment, you know, maybe a couple of
days out. The lady ends up saying takes it, takes
me and have me to fill out my deal. Then
turns around and have me to go with the lady.
I got my renewed placement within thirty minutes.

Speaker 2 (17:56):
Wow. Yeah.

Speaker 1 (17:59):
And then the last thing I want to tell y'all,
so you know how good that is. You know, when
your when your engine light comes on, you probably need
a catay converted, which I had already said. You know,
how about my wife's engine rights had been on for
about four months and her tag is to be done,
uh the leveled right. She calls me about four days

(18:21):
from work and she says, I was intended tell you
my engine light went went out. They just took her out.
And so when went on, I went ahead and got
her covered her tags that we gotta understand its due
this month, the levels not less the light go out
four days before it's due. And so I'm just so

(18:43):
thankful that that this podcast gets a chance to brag
on Jesus.

Speaker 2 (18:49):
Yes, that's that's the one to brag on, and we do.

Speaker 1 (18:54):
But we're gonna go in and try to get our guests.
But y'all got to know le the back that this
is your boy jump and sometimes told bitches, you know,
we usually do a little quick baby boy story for
what we get talk guess and we're gonna make some
real quick because y'all know we last time we got out,
uh doctor baby boy out. Let's Bruster's little brother, my

(19:15):
little brother, and Tim the little brother you know he
he uh, he got this big wheel. So the big
will was giving him some problem and he needed to
get it fixed. So he went to he went to
told I talked to myselfter, you know paum Bonds and
loved to call her name, and she she let me
know that when she pushed up to walk the talking
she gave it to me to my to doctor baby Boy.

(19:35):
And I find out that doctor baby Boy is he
He went to Big Whill University in Chicken Bone, Texas
and to get a degree on how to how to
work on his big wheel. And so he called me
up on his walking talkie and I was like, I'm
gonna get a hold of to Dr baby Boy. He
got a walking talking. He don't got his walking talks
to hook stuff. Boy, he can talk to people that's

(19:56):
got iPhones. I don't know how he did it, but
he got his stuff like that. And so I gotta
go up the next week to see what kind of
tool Bruce. He don't he don't got some tools to
work on his big wheel. So next week, I mean,
I'm gonna let y'all know out after the week after
we missed. Next week, following week, I'm gonna let y'all
know what kind of tools got the baby Bauter and
got to work on this big wheel we got out. Okay,

(20:18):
by the way, now we get this, Now we get serious,
because man, man, this is missus Mac David unbelievable, unbelievable,
Bruce and TJ. I always wonder how I get an
opportunity to meet certain people, you know, and and one
of one of the way I'm able to meet a
lot of people like Bruce and TJ has stated, I'm

(20:39):
always trying to smile and be friending with people and
and just make people comfortable, right, And so MSUs Man David,
we just got the talking. You know, we're at Amazon,
and we got to talking and and she started to
show me with me how God had just did a
miracle and been doing the miracle, and so ms mss McDavid.

(21:02):
I'm not tippy McDavid. I'm not going to even I'm
gonna let you, let God say whatever you want to
say to help Bruce and myself and Teaj go fishing
for souls. But we know somewhere down the line somebody
introduce you to Jesus Christ, so you can just how
do you want to go? It's on you, missus McDavid.

Speaker 4 (21:24):
Yes, So my name is Tiffany. I was reluctant about
doing this, but I know God has given me a testimony.
God has given me this gift uh to share. And
I asked my husband, I said, you know, am I

(21:46):
doing the right thing? And he says, speak your peace.
He says, share your gifts. And I'm here today to say,
sometime we take advantage of this temporary life. Sometime we
even take advantage of God and his strength and his power.

(22:11):
In twenty twenty, God.

Speaker 1 (22:15):
Show me.

Speaker 4 (22:17):
How powerful he is. I woke up in the middle
of the night with a deep, deep cough, coughing up
a lot of whole flings, then paid no attention of
it about it. This went on for about maybe two weeks.

(22:42):
Woke up again one night coffing real bad. It's about
four o'clock in the morning. I know I had two
hours to get up for work. Soon had stayed up,
start purping for work, go to the bathroom, brush my teeth,
read out something red, thinking my gums are bleeding or

(23:05):
didn't know where the blood was coming from, rents my
mouth out rents the two brush off started again, fit
out again. Everything get clear.

Speaker 2 (23:17):
I coughed.

Speaker 4 (23:20):
And I spit out and I see little spects of
red things.

Speaker 1 (23:26):
I wake up my husband.

Speaker 4 (23:28):
He comes to the bathroom and I'm like, hey, look
at my mouth. If you see any blood in my mouth?
And he was like, what's going on? I said, just
see if you see if if my arms a bleeding
and he said, no, I don't see anything. I said,
watch this and I coughed and blood coughed up. And

(23:48):
I'm still I'm a workaholic. I'm still trying to get
ready to go to work. And he was like, where
do you.

Speaker 1 (23:54):
Think you're going.

Speaker 4 (23:55):
I said, I'm going to work. He said, Tiffany, you're
coughing up blood. And I'm like, you know, I'll be okay.
And I said, maybe I got a bad cold. Maybe
you know, I got maybe a respiratory intation. I said,
I'll be okay. I said, it's been happening in the
past couple of weeks, and once I get to work,

(24:16):
I'm fine. And he was like no. He was like,
you're not going to work. He said, you're calling in
and you going to your doctor. I've been with my
practicianer since I was sixteen. Hella had no bad health
issues at all. Go to the doctor's office.

Speaker 1 (24:38):
Doctor come in.

Speaker 4 (24:39):
He was like, you know, why are you here today?
And I tell him, I said, you know, walke up
this morning the past a couple of weeks. I think
coffee had very bad cough. I think I got maybe
walking New Mornia again. I had it ten years fire.
I'm having the same symptoms. I said, So, you know,
I just need something to get this out of my check.

(25:01):
And he said, when you came in, we did X
rays right ten years ago. I said yeah. He said,
we're going to do X rays again today. So he said,
just to see what's going on.

Speaker 1 (25:14):
They do X rays.

Speaker 4 (25:15):
It take him a little while to come back into
the room. My husband and I always said, now I'm
getting more time time because it never took him as
long as it took to come see me to let
me know anything that was going on. And he walked
in the room and he have this empty look on
his face like he didn't know what to say to me.

(25:39):
So he said, I'll be right back. Ten minutes later,
he comes back with X rays from ten years fire
and the X rayce that he took that day, and
he hang them and the light is showing the one
from ten years. He said, here, your heart is the

(25:59):
size of a volleyball. I'm like, okay, he said today,
I'm like, why does everything look black? It looked like
a black piece of paper. He said, today, your heart
is covering up your whole chest cavity. We can't see

(26:21):
any of your audience. And I'm like, wait what. And
I'm like, so what does this mean? And he said,
We're going to send you to a heart specialist. And
he said, we're gonna let them check you out, see
what's going on. He said, when you leave from here,

(26:42):
make sure you answer the phone. If you see you
know an odd number or anything, the number you're not
familiar with, answer the phone. By the time I make
it from his office to the car. I get a
call from a colleologist cardiologist's office and they're telling me, hey,

(27:05):
you need to come in like tomorrow, and I'm like,
I got a word. There was like miss McDavid, we
need to see you right now, and so I made
preparations to come in. The next day, I go in
and they said, you know, we're gonna take images of
your heart, and they take the images, and I remember

(27:29):
just lying there and saying, why are they taking so many,
so many images? Why are they taking so many photos?
I mean, it felt like it was going on and on,
and I wasn't you know, It's like, am I gonna
ever get out of here? I'm so anxious to get
back to work, not even thinking about myself, my help.
I just want to go to work. And so when

(27:52):
he's finished taking the images, he said, I'm gonna send
this to the cardiologists and she's gonna be calling you
to let you know what's going on, what she see,
what she find. So I'm thinking to myself, Okay, everything
is good, and now rushing me into the hospital, so
I'm thinking everything is still fine. The next day, my

(28:14):
dad ended up going on hospice. So the weekend is
coming up, and I just wanted to spend that time
with him and my family, and the whole time, the
whole weekend, the phone is ringing. The phone is ringing,
and I'm not answering, and I didn't race this, recognize
the number, and didn't think the cardiologists will be calling

(28:37):
me in on a Saturday Sunday and the phone never stopped. Monday,
I go in to work. The number call back again.
I said, let me answer this and see who this is.
I pick up the phone and I hear this, Nick David.
I've been calling you all weekend. We need you to

(28:59):
come in like right now. I'm like, I'm mad words,
she said, I don't care. You need to come in
right now. I call my husband. I'm telling him, hey,
the cardiologist just is calling me. They found something. I
gotta go to the cardiologis he leave work. He meet
me there with it in the office and she showed

(29:20):
me the images and she said, have you been feeling bad?
And I said no, I said, other than as I've
been having the past couple of weeks. No, I haven't
been feeling bad. Iman, I'm good, And she said no,
you're not good. She said, I'm surprised that all these
years you haven't had any health issues. And I'm like, doctor,

(29:42):
you know what's going on. And she said, you have
a hold in your heart the size of a fifty
cent piece. She said, one of your aartic vows is
missing and one is the She said, don't think you

(30:04):
did anything wrong. It's a birthy fact. I'm like, so,
I've been living with his heart all these years, and
now you're telling me that he's giving me problems. She said,
what I'm telling you is that you need to have
heart surgery. So I said, okay, no big deal. I said,
these days you can go in through the legs or

(30:24):
the grain. She was like no, She said, we have
to go in through your chest. She said it's going
to be open chests. I just remember looking at my
husband and he says no. And she said, I said,
so what if I don't want to do this surgery?
She said, you have no option. I said, okay, Can.

Speaker 3 (30:43):
I wait a year?

Speaker 4 (30:44):
Can I wait two years? She said no. She said,
this make David. We're giving you at least six months
to live. And I'm like, is this real? She said,
put it like this now you're living day by day.
She said, your heart can explode at any time.

Speaker 1 (31:06):
Now.

Speaker 4 (31:07):
She said, there's no something, no, no way we can
bring you back with the type of heart disease you have.
And when she used the word heart disease, I'm saying
to myself, it's this real, Like you never think that
something like this can happen to you. And I'm an

(31:32):
only child, so I'm still dealing with this situation with
my dad being on hospice, and I'm thinking to myself,
you know, honestly, i was still thinking more about him
and helping him get back get better, and I'm like,
I've been living with.

Speaker 1 (31:49):
Us hard all these years.

Speaker 4 (31:50):
They even gave me no problems. Gonna be okay? She said,
when you sleep at night, are you waking up confident?
I'm like yeah. She said, what's happening. Your blood is
pomping through your heart, but it's flawing back out.

Speaker 1 (32:08):
She said.

Speaker 4 (32:09):
When it's flowing back out, where you think is going?
She said, it's going to your lungs. She said, you're
drowning on your blood. She said, so if it don't pump,
you're gonna you're gonna drown to that. So I'm like,
I'm looking at my husband. You're not saying anything. I'm like,

(32:30):
do you hear this? And We've been together for over
thirty years and never been apart from one another. And
I'm like, say something. And I don't even think he knew,
you know. He he was just numb, like nothing, there
was no movement.

Speaker 1 (32:48):
He was just this.

Speaker 4 (32:50):
And I'm like, do you hear what she's saying? Like
she's telling us that I could die at any time.
So she said, what we're gonna do. We're gonna send
you to another specialist. They send me tell another specialist.
He said, We're gonna go in do surgery, check your

(33:11):
arteries and make sure your arteries are aren't cloths are uh?
To make sure your arteries are good and healthy enough
for you to have surgery. I'm like, okay. He said,
do you have your will in place? And I'm like, uh,
what he said? You need to start getting a will

(33:34):
in place. You need to start getting make sure your
beneficiaries are said up all your affairs. You need to
start putting in place because right now you don't know
what's gonna happen. I said, okay, I said, He said,
when are you gonna do your surgery. I said, well,

(33:55):
thinking now then maybe it should be like soon. And
I said, can you give me like a month just
to give my affairs in order? And it worked, my
full one k and everything. Get my husband, you know,
my right and mentally you know, so we could figgure

(34:17):
it out. He said, yeah, but don't take two months.
In September, I had surgery. I had heart surgery. It
took them a while to figure out how to go in.

(34:40):
I had to have a special device made to plug
this hole in my heart, so now I have an
artificial heartsouse. I went into surgery at one o'clock, got

(35:00):
out at ten thirty that night. I told my husband,
tire you to that. I said, if they put me
on life support, don't let them. Just let whatever happens happens.
Because what's going now, going on now is in God's hand.
So I said, don't let them hook me up to

(35:21):
the machine, and you know, let a machine help me live.
I told her out of surgery. Surely enough, I'm on
life support. I was on life support for twenty four hours,
and I hear the nurse tell my husband, like vaguely

(35:43):
fading out. I hear talk to her. She can hear you,
And she said, you know, until she breathed on her own.
She's on this machine. Something inside was like, try to breathe,
Try to breathe, Try to breathe. And I started trying

(36:04):
to breathe, and all of a sudden, I hear the
nurse come back in and she say she's waking up
and her numbers are going up. And my husband was
sitting there and the nurse gave me, I wake up.
She gave me this board to write on and I write,

(36:25):
tell them to take me off of this and she said,
and she said, we can't take you off. So I'm
fighting to drip all this stuff off of me. They
end up strapping my hands down and my husband was like,
it's gonna be okay. So later that night, my numbers

(36:48):
come up to a sufficient level where they could take
me off of life support, and the surgeon walk in
and he said, surgery went good. He said, we're going
to move you to a room. So he's talking to me,

(37:10):
and as he's talking to me, the patient across the hall,
his machines are going on and he had just had
a heart attack and transitioned and they moved me to
my room and I just remember is feeling like a

(37:32):
truck had hit me. But I'm saying to myself, thank
you God, I made it through this, and I end
up healing, getting well coming home. The week that I
get home, I get a phone call. It's like, hey,
you know, we're gonna send you to therapy in the

(37:53):
next few days because we don't.

Speaker 1 (37:55):
Want you sitting around. We don't want.

Speaker 4 (37:57):
Blood cloths to set up. I end up going to
therapy trying to get my body back right and healthy,
and I meet this young lady that had just had
the same surgery, younger than I am, and we become
each other's support team, and so we make it through

(38:18):
this rehab and.

Speaker 1 (38:22):
Time go on.

Speaker 4 (38:23):
We end up going back to work and I get
a visit about six months after that, and she walked
in and she said, she said, I just want to know, like,
what are you doing? She said, you look so good,
you look so beautiful. I see you on social media
and I always I try to get my story out

(38:47):
there because it can happen to anybody. I never thought
it would happen to me, And I told her, I said,
I'm just doing everything that the doctors tell me to do,
and I said, I pray. I said, I do, because
I know I got to see and my body and
it's having me live and it. You know, I just
pray that it keep doing what they're supposed to do.

(39:09):
And I try to.

Speaker 2 (39:10):
I know.

Speaker 4 (39:13):
It can't do all the work. I have to do
what I need to do too if I want to
be in this world. And I just so having to
look down and I'm like, why are you on a cane?
And why you have on a boot? And the first
thing they tell you when they send you home is
get rid of all the sharp knives, because now you're

(39:35):
on bloodbinders. You cut yourself, you can bleed to them
a paper cut, you can bleed to them. Don't go
get your nails and toes done anymore. They don't want
you to get pricked a poked. And I see this
boot and she tell me, she said, I went and
got my nails done, and I'm like, what is She said,

(39:58):
they pricked me. She lost two of her toes because
it set up gang green And I told her, I said,
you know, I said, I learned how to do all
that stuff on my own, and now it don't even
matter to me because I got something bigger going on

(40:21):
other than my nails looking good, toes looking good. So
I say, God is good.

Speaker 2 (40:33):
That's good.

Speaker 4 (40:35):
And I said give me my testimony. And I thought
my story had ended. About a year after this, my
boss looked down in my arm and he said, Tiffany,
I don't want you to get afraid or scared of

(40:56):
what I'm about to say. He said, but look at
your wrists. I have a knot on my wrist the
side of a grape. Go to the doctor. They send
me to another specialist. I noticed that I had lost
feeling in my hands. They tell me that it will subsists,

(41:18):
and it was pressing against my nerves. And they was like,
if you get any bigger, you're gonna lose feeling in
your hands. You're not gonna be able to use his hand.
Just so, happing is my left hand, and I'm left handed.

Speaker 3 (41:34):
I do everything with this head.

Speaker 4 (41:36):
So they do surgery. The day of the surgery, we're
laughing and we're talking and we're having a good time
with the doctors and the nurse. I go in the surgery.
Now I have to help all my levels drop down
because of this blood dimmer. Put as low as they

(41:59):
can possibly get it to make my blood seek so
I won't bleed out, go into surgery, have my surgery,
come back out. They're trying to wake me up, and
I'm saying to myself, like, what's happening. You know something
is happening, but you not a learned enough to know

(42:22):
exactly what. And the nurse was saying, we're trying to
get a heart rate back up. A heart rate is
dropping it and my heart rate was at nineteen and
she said she told my husband, she said she's bleeding out.

(42:42):
We've cut off her circulation in five different areas to
try to stop this, and they finally get the bleeding
to stop. My heart rate finally come back up, they
said me home, I heal, I'm good. About about eight

(43:05):
months after that, I go to work. I go to
the ladies room and I think I just have to internate.

Speaker 2 (43:18):
Well.

Speaker 4 (43:18):
I get ready to push, and all it felt like
all my audience had dropped out of my body and
all I see is all this black everywhere by panic
and I'm like, no, no, no, no no, and I'm like,
this is not good. This is not good. And when
you see something like this, you know it's just the end,

(43:40):
and I'm like, God, Please, God, I've been through a lot,
I've been through so much. Please please you bought me
this far. Please Please don't let this be what I
think it is. I get everything cleaned up, like nothing happens.
I go back to my desk and my boss was like,
are you okay? And I was like, yeah, you know.

(44:02):
And I'm thinking to myself, I'm feeling really weak and tired,
and I'm like, maybe I should come home. I end
up standing work, get off, make it home by seven
o'clock that night, pull in my garage. I get ready
to get out of the car. I came on my legs,
so I get down to the ground. I crawled into

(44:25):
the house. I make it to the couch and I said,
you know, I'm gonna watch TV to get my mind
off of whatever everything. Maybe I'm just stressing, you know,
I'm trying to clear my mind. If I watched TV
for about an hour, I decided to get up and

(44:45):
go theras try to get ready for us bed and
I stand up and I came It felt like wait
was laying was holding holding my legs now. So I

(45:08):
get on my knees. I crawl up fairs make it
to the bed, can't do nothing else. Call my husband.
I was like, hey, I know you have a few
hours before you come home. I said, I'm gonna lay
across the bed, want some TV. Can you just call
throughout the you know your self and just check on me.
He was like, are you okay? I'm like, yeah, not

(45:29):
telling him nobody what I just seen that day, what
just happened. I was scared to go so the bathroom again.
I end up falling asleep. I waked up around one o'clock.
He's sleep and he was like I wake up with
around one o'clock. I get get ready to go to

(45:50):
the restroom and he wake up. He wake up and
he was like, are you okay? And I'm like, yeah,
you didn't even wake me up. So I can get
on my clothes, so I have a enough energy to
change my clothes. And I said, you know, I was
feeling real tired again and feeling like a zombie. So
I said, you know, I got a couple hours so

(46:11):
I can before I have to get up go back
to bed. Still didn't tell my husband what was going on.
I said maybe when I get up I felt better.
I just said a prayer I just said a prayer
because this feeling was so different than how I ever felt,
and I knew something bad, what's going on, And I

(46:33):
just said, God, you know, just watch over me like
you have always. And I said, you know something is happening, but.

Speaker 2 (46:47):
You're here.

Speaker 4 (46:48):
You're here with me, and you brought me through so much.
I wake up that morning and my husband he's waking
up and I'm trying to get ready for work. And
he looked at me and he said, what's.

Speaker 1 (47:08):
Wrong with you this morning?

Speaker 4 (47:09):
He said, why why are you walking like this? He said,
you look like something. I'm like, I think I'm just tired.
He said, you need to take some time off. And
I was like, no, I'll be okay. I said, I'll
be okay by the time I get ready to leave
for work. And he said, well, I'm gonna help you
this morning. And he said, I'm going downstairs and so

(47:31):
I get all your stuff ready and so I was like, okay,
So try to make it to the bathroom again to
get ready. Something. Tell me to get on my knees again.
I get on my knees and I walked to the
banister and I tried to call him out and I
was like, hey, help, help, and I crawled back to

(47:58):
the bedroom, try to get back on the bed to
get my phone to call the ambulance, and just so happening.
He come running up the stairs. By the time he
get to me, he was like, get up. You know
what's going on?

Speaker 3 (48:12):
Get up?

Speaker 4 (48:13):
Get up? And I pass out. I wake up fire
department M and T's is here in my house and
I see him running around. He's crying and screaming. I'm like,
what's going on with him?

Speaker 2 (48:32):
You know?

Speaker 4 (48:33):
Is he okay? They was like, no, are you okay?
And it was like, we've been here trying to wake
you up for forty five minutes. Your eyes are open,
but there's no response, and it was like, we need
to get some information from you quickly. I answer all

(48:56):
the questions and they was like, well, we're going to
take you to the hospital. Okay. I was alert enough,
thank god. They asked my husband, Hey, which hospital to
take her too, and she was saying take me one
way and I'm like, no, no, take me to the hospital.
My cardiologist is that and it's closer. They do that.

(49:18):
I fall into another coma. For some reason, I kept
falling in and out of comas. I comatized three times
before they get me to the hospital. When I get
to the hospital, I come out to coma. I have
these doctors around me trying to figure out what's going on.
Still in the back of my mind, I'm still scared

(49:40):
to tell everybody what I had, what just happened to
me today? Before comatized again? Come back out again. There's
like twenty doctors standing around. This time, I'm saying to myself,
I need to tell say something. I said, Hey, my
cardiologist is here. I give them her name. They was like, okay,

(50:03):
they see if she in the hospital. They send a
few people to go look for her. And they was like,
you know, did anything happen, like was you sick? Did
you eat something? Like? What was you doing? By the
time I can get it out, I go back here
to another coma. I come back out the coma. My

(50:26):
doctor is standing over me, and I just started screaming
and hollering like please, please help me. I'm doing everything
that you guys tell me to do. And she said, baby,
I don't think it's your heart. So she asked the doctors.
She says, she's on bloodhammers. Her rangers are supposed to
be from one from two to three. She said, did

(50:47):
you guys check her INR levels? They was like no,
they checked my in R levels and I was at
a seven point nine, which means that I was bleeding
internally and I had lost every ounce of blood in

(51:13):
my body when I went to the bath room on
the day before. I ended up having to have thirteen
bags of blood transfusion and plasma. I was in CCU
for about a week and they were trying to get

(51:38):
me strong enough so they could scope me to see
what was going on on the inside and where the
blood was coming from. And the only thing they kept
coming in and saying is, hey, if you have a
heart attack, we'll do our best to save you. And
I'm like what, And he was like, cause your own
none of your medications right now. That helps that blood

(52:02):
pumped through your val safely. If it's too thick, it
don't pump through your val and you can have a
heart attack. And they said, right now, we can't give
you anything. I was like, you know, by this time,
all prayers went to God and I stopped praying, going

(52:27):
to talking to him, and I think I was asking.
I was like, don't ask him why just ask him

(52:49):
to just.

Speaker 2 (52:50):
Be there.

Speaker 4 (52:53):
And tell him that you accept whatever whatever his plan is.
I got strong enough for them to take me the surgery,
and they scope me and they find out what happened

(53:15):
and where the blood was coming from. I had one
to the dentist who much valued to that, and I
took some infection pills. I have to have infaction pills.
An hour before that, anybody touched me now to keep
my blood clean because of the heart surgery. I swallowed

(53:38):
one of the pills and it got stuck and it
dissolved in the esophagus and it set up an author
and the author erupt. So when they went down with
the scope, he was like he was able to remove it.

(53:59):
He said, but you have a user there that's the
size of a die, which is good. So we're gonna
give you something into this office, he said. The odd
thing about it is, he said, you lost every else.

Speaker 2 (54:13):
In your body.

Speaker 4 (54:14):
Blood in your body, he said, there's no sign, no
sign of blood being anywhere.

Speaker 1 (54:25):
Mm hm.

Speaker 4 (54:28):
So I stand in the hospital now, terminal uh A
name it.

Speaker 2 (54:36):
Uh.

Speaker 4 (54:37):
My blood pressure had dropped a lot.

Speaker 1 (54:41):
It was.

Speaker 4 (54:42):
They had a hard time getting the blood pressure back up.
They hard had a hard time getting my blood levels
back up, which kept me in the hospital longer than
what they they wanted. So I just remember, uh, they
was like, you know, if we can't get your so
we was just gonna let you try to work on
it at home. I remember in the middle of the night,

(55:12):
the nurses came in to take my blood pressure and
I hadn't been sleeping at all. I was scared to
go to sleep, and she took my blood pressure and
I doze off.

Speaker 1 (55:25):
I had lost my grandmother months.

Speaker 4 (55:28):
How are you child this? And she comes to me
and she told me, baby, it's gonna be all right.
Wake up. The next morning, the doctors come in and
they say, your blood pressure one day up is going up.

(55:48):
It's going in the right direction. And I ended up
getting out the hospital that next day. So all these
different episodes that I have had, you say to yourself,
you never thought it can happen to you, or you

(56:10):
never think it can helpen to you, And it has,
And I, thank God, did it? Did I have a
line in my chest now? And I went for my
visit to my surgeon and I asked him. He said,

(56:31):
oh my god, you key lord, And I said, yeah,
I didn't know that I had Key Loard's skin, and
so my scar is kind of puffy, and I asked him,
I said, so, now should I go to a dermatologist
to get it removed?

Speaker 1 (56:45):
He said, no, keep it.

Speaker 4 (56:47):
He said, it's beautiful.

Speaker 1 (56:49):
You're beautiful.

Speaker 4 (56:52):
And now when I look in the mirror, I used
to be a shame. I learned to call it my
victory scar.

Speaker 1 (57:03):
And like I.

Speaker 4 (57:05):
Said, God is good, God is awesome. God is amazing,
all right, right, and thank you God forgiving me this gift.

Speaker 2 (57:23):
Thank life.

Speaker 4 (57:25):
So I hope my story help others. Because I never
had any symptoms. I never really paid attention. I go
to the doctors like I'm supposed to, you know, to
take care of myself and make sure I'm keeping my
health up. But this situation came from out of nowhere,

(57:48):
and God showed me who he was and who he is.
So all the little things, the materialistic things, none of
that even matters to me anymore.

Speaker 1 (58:01):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, So now I live my day.

Speaker 4 (58:09):
And yeah, it's scary. But I have a cousin. She
and I grew up as boost and she told me
when I got ready to have that surgery, she said,
you can't have faith and fear.

Speaker 2 (58:25):
At the w.

Speaker 4 (58:30):
And I lived by that. I said, I can't. I
can't be scared. Even though I go to bed at night,
I lie on my left arm so I can hear
my heart something. And I got this little machine in me.
You can hear it ticking like a little look. I mean,

(58:50):
it ticks like a little bomb. But I know my
doctor said you you rather have it to tick than
to not dich m hm hm. And sometimes sometimes when
it's not kicking, it's like, oh my god, Oh my god,
what's going on? But I know exactly what to do

(59:11):
to make sure my blood levels are right, to make
sure it's pumping through and doing what they're supposed to do.

Speaker 2 (59:20):
Wow.

Speaker 4 (59:22):
So, like I said, God is good and and I
told you my story, I'm glad that you listen. M
And like I told you, you only heard a little
piece of it. The rest of this you didn't even.

Speaker 1 (59:42):
Hear, now, ye wo wow. You know you know that's
the thing that that Bruce and t J and I
understand more than anything that this podcast does not belong
to us. It belongs to Jesus chlast. Yes, that's why
you're on this podcast, you know. And I just the

(01:00:04):
thing that really really it's kind of moved me a
lot of that. You know, I got all these I
got these podcasts that are up and I and I
want to always keep all these podcasts up. But I
got I got twenty something podcasts up. And these testimonies
are so powerful. That's the reason why I be trying
to get people to support these podcasts so that I

(01:00:26):
can have more storage, because I don't want to have
to take down into the podcast or up. These these
podcasts are so powerful. Miss David up up. This podcast
is powerful for some people that are going through some things.
And so I just want to Man, I just thank
you for coming on his shine because that's the thing
that I do to talk to Tip. And I say,

(01:00:48):
God's gonna say whatever he wants you to say. He's
gonna have you to see it. And you, I tell you, God,
you will use today by Jesus Christ. She used you
use you to to speak to to the listening audience.
And I'm hoping that it's powerful as your testimony. As
people will say. Man, I'm gonna support this podcast because

(01:01:10):
I want I want to hear more and more testimonies.
He said, you know, booths and I rege, thank you
so much, man, and were going over the we're going
over the there already already have text Valerie and let
her know. That's why I appreciate her, because t gets
moved by these testimonies and uh, and she's she's putting
forth the effort uh to do all that she can

(01:01:31):
to keep all these podcasts up. And and every time
I think about having to take down certain podcasts, I'm like, man,
how can I take it down? And I just want
to let I'm just reaching out to my listen knowledge.
God gotta start supporting us so we can continue to
keep all these podcasts up. The storage. Every time we
get a new podcast, we got storage, we got storage,
we got stowage. And all the podcasts that come home

(01:01:54):
there are so powerful when people speak, he said booths,
and I was gonna give you opportuned to Man, I'm
just moved myself.

Speaker 2 (01:02:03):
Jesus, you just tell y'all.

Speaker 1 (01:02:05):
She didn't tell me all I would have been.

Speaker 2 (01:02:07):
I would have been go ahead, go ahead, yes.

Speaker 1 (01:02:11):
Mister Everett.

Speaker 4 (01:02:12):
Let me say, let me say this before we go.
God has given me. Uh, He's added on to my
name and it's Tiffany McDavid. The walking testimony, walking testimony.

Speaker 3 (01:02:25):
Yeah, that's what it is. Yeah, walking testimony, right, just
the walks, you know, and that and that you have victory,
you know, and that you're proud of victory. Scar So
yeah ahead, yeah.

Speaker 2 (01:02:45):
Who this miss Tiffany. He said your your doctor said
you're at the walking testimony. You're you're the walking miracle testimony.
God is a miracle worker, you know what. God, after
all that you've been through, this is what he wants
us to know. I might not be when you were

(01:03:05):
there when you want me, but I tell you what,
I ain't gonna be late. I bet I be right
on time. And that's what you had told me. You
told me today that you went through so many, so
many avenues, but God keep you. He kept you living,
He kept talking to you, He kept talking to you.

(01:03:26):
He kept telling you. Everything's gonna be all right, Everything's
gonna be alright. It's gonna take a little time because
you've been dealing with this for so long, so it's
gonna take me to get into the middle of this.
I'm going to send the right doctors to see you.
I'm going to send the right surgeons to see you.

(01:03:48):
I'm going to send I'm going to be the one
because I want you to go out and tell the
world your story. I want you to go out and
tell the world, Miss Tiffany. Good God is everything may
be blank, it may be blank, it may be dark,
it may be it may be different things at different times.

(01:04:09):
But he told you, but don't you worry, because I'll
be with you. I'm gonna stay right here with you.
I'm gonna be here with you. When you would go
in and out of your out of your your different
comas that you were in, all of these different things.
He wanted you to know. But the main thing is
he wanted you to tell the world about what you

(01:04:31):
went through and if it wasn't for Jesus, what might
have happened. So, Tiffany, God, God is good. It's at need.
God is so wonderful. God is so good, and he's
telling you, Look, you're gonna have some situations, You're gonna
have some problems. You're gonna have those, but keep me

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with you and I'll take care of you. Don't ever
think that he's gonna leave you. He would be with
you and you he wanted you to tell the world,
So you do that. Miracle. Baby you do that, please.

Speaker 4 (01:05:09):
Said, thank you guys for giving me this opportunity.

Speaker 2 (01:05:14):
No, no, we're not through. We're not do We're not through.
We're still with there not to go ahead.

Speaker 3 (01:05:21):
Yeah, Miss Tiffley McDavid walking testimony. That's what you are.
I mean, you're a strong, strong woman. And God God
was with you every step of the way. And and
thank God for your for your husband and the support
that he gave that he was there for you.

Speaker 1 (01:05:41):
All and then.

Speaker 3 (01:05:44):
Powerful, powerful testimony. And now like what you said that
you know when you're going through these things, don't don't
ask why when you're talking to God. One of the
things you said, just asked him to be there. But
he's a long and and and he was there. He

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was there. Now like this other thing that you said
that you can't tell faith and believe in Jesus Christ
with all hands and and and like you said, you
said that you're you're playing. But then you started to
just talk to God. Just talk to them. And that's

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the move what you did. And look at all these
things that that the Lord brought you through. He's a
law and you and you and you have victory as
your as you're saying you're not trying to hide the scar.
You said that's your victory and it was your victory scar.
What you doing, what you overcome? Yeah, that is there's

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nothing but the grace of God that you're still here
to be ond that eyes that with us and others
dis to hear that whatever and to others weavers struggles
that you may be going through. Listen to what this
Tilney McDavid walking testimony. Just wow, the thanker for being

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on the podcast is shining that well with us because
and then I know it's going to help someone. And
again the podcast, that's what's about up looking tell me
about joining Jesus people to Jesus Christ. So what are
struggles that you're going through? It doesn't matter. They can

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be life and death situations which this was even your
faith and our helping the party. And don't still either
or thank you Jesus.

Speaker 2 (01:07:52):
You know faith, have faith, canot fear I love it
health faith and not fear I fear.

Speaker 3 (01:07:59):
That said, let's say that right there. Don't don't don't
fear trusting all your hard mind and so no, don't.

Speaker 2 (01:08:06):
Don't wait trusting him, that's trust him. Trust.

Speaker 4 (01:08:13):
Yeah, faith, I have he has to show me. He
has to show me yo. Every day life, this this
life is temper words. Yes, we can't take none of
the stuff that we work to try to have and
keep up with the Joneses. We can't take none of

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this with us. So he has embedded in me the
faith right and he has shown me and he have
showed up for me.

Speaker 2 (01:08:52):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (01:08:53):
Wow, we you you just don't know what with Boos
and t J and myself and Viry. You know, when
we heard people like yourself that come on her that
let Jesus use them, we we just we just we
just Boosts and t J and myself we just said

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we're gonna we're gonna catch a lot of fish. Were
gonna catch a lot of fish because you were you were,
you were fish and you were fishing for us in
so many different ways. And talk see you you you
brought hope on this. You brought hope to the boat.
You brought hope because hope for those people that are
maybe basing some things right now. You know, right now,

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you know and you and you and you are tost
them on it. Because let me tell you something. And
I usually don't do this, but I told miss I
told she'll tell you. I said, well, I want you,
I want you to pick the title for the podcast.

Speaker 3 (01:09:51):
And that's what she did.

Speaker 1 (01:09:53):
Walk can talk about it because I gave it to her,
Miss Stiff. If you were, if you were to to
think about somebody, I thought, right now, they they just
worried about death coming away because the doctors told him
this and told him that they got they got kids,

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they got husband, they got they got all this. And
if you could, if you could just say something for
them to help him to say, well, no, you just
what whatever you want to say, carry someone you've you've
done a lot already. But we always see that myself.
We always liked that person to just catch a couple

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more fish before we pushed back in, to go back
in the shore. So go ahead. What would you want
to say to try to win a couple souls for
Jesus Christ to day?

Speaker 4 (01:10:46):
I would say, like myself, Uh, if you've given if
if the doctors have said okay, you're on your last leg,
you're reaching your last days, have faith, don't give up
and do whatever you can. Don't just depend on the doctors.

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See I gotta I have I have an army standing
behind me and they pushed me to keep me. I
have to help them. They can't do our work. So
I would say, don't give up on yourself, don't have pity,
don't feel right. Like I said, I stopped asking. I

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stopped praying. I stopped praying to God because when you
pray normally, you asking him. They I'm praying for this,
I'm praying for that, things that don't even really matter much.
But I started talking to him like he's sitting right
next to me, right yes, And I say to you,

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just just try to just don't think about it, don't
think about transitioning, don't think about leaving this world. Think
about all the positive good things that you have, the
light that you shine on others.

Speaker 3 (01:12:20):
Oh there you, I asked.

Speaker 4 (01:12:26):
I ask God, take all take that negative energy, take
that darkness out of my life, and keep the likeness,
the positivity right, keep that in my life. When I
close my eyes, when I when I close my eyes

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at night, and when that person that think they're transitioning,
when you close your eyes at night, just say thank
you God, thank you Jesus. Ye when I wake up
this morning, when you wake up in the morning, I
told this young lady. She she came to me and

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she was like, oh, yeah, I'm having the worst day.
I'm having a bad day. I don't know this lady
from whoever. I tell her. I said, when you wake
up in the morning, the first thing you do, you
don't don't say nothing to the person next to you.

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When you place your feet on the ground, say thank you.

Speaker 3 (01:13:37):
God, thank you.

Speaker 2 (01:13:42):
That's it.

Speaker 4 (01:13:47):
The first conversation that you have, don't have it with
the person next to you or anybody else. The first
person you talk one morning is God.

Speaker 2 (01:13:58):
Yes, Jesus.

Speaker 1 (01:14:01):
Okay, you just I tell you what you just with
one look, You've got about one hundred three That's that's
I'm telling you. When you said that, dropping make you
when you said the first thing now to do just
have a talk with Jesus. Uh, you know. I'm just

(01:14:24):
I'm just I'm just so moving. And I just for
the people, for the people that that support your podcast.
We got some people that I just want to say
thank you. And both both want to say thank you.

Speaker 2 (01:14:36):
People want to talk y'all.

Speaker 1 (01:14:38):
Y'all see you see what we're doing. You do and
and I'm just saying people, we we we really are
thinking for songs. We really are and we're just asking
y'all just just support us. I'm i them a song,
trying to get a dollar for you downloading the song.
And I'm just saying, y'all see what we're doing. I'm

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not bringing the people on this podcast. Jesus to bring
him on the podcast.

Speaker 2 (01:15:04):
And that's a y'all.

Speaker 1 (01:15:06):
This podcast is not grown to me. You just comes
Brown Fruits is not the day, is not he he
uses whom we want to come on this podcast thankful
today that he told me Tiffany mac David, David Walking Walking,

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We're just going to we we just want to say
thank you so so so much, miss miss uh Tiffling McDavid.
We want to say thank you so much to shine
your testimony, you elcho and what we what we talked
about last week and and that and that was basically
be having a smile, shine a praying and and you've

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come on and you've done all of that for us today.

Speaker 2 (01:15:52):
You know the job that you have in.

Speaker 1 (01:15:54):
Your voice, the way you the way you sign and
you you just you just let God use it. And
we just want to say again, you know, y'all can
go on and listen to some of the songs that
we have. But you know, the one that I'm gonna
close with again is walking Walking By by my daughter.
But before I even close, I want to send up

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a prayer right now, come on Seller for the You
know you chose Bruce, and you know you chose t J.
You know you chose Valerie, and you know you chose
myself launch and to do this podcast because we've been
doing this for I've been doing it for almost three
years and Bruce and Teacher for over two and a
half years. Look, we never had any type of confusion,

(01:16:38):
because you don't. You're not a god of confusion. You're not.
So we don't have confusion on this podcast. Lord, All
we have is praise and praise and praise and more praise. Lord.
That's why we get excited every time it's an opportunity
for the first, the third, and whatever there's a field
subject to do this podcast because we get a chance

(01:17:01):
to let people know that we are so down. You
heard miss you heard Miss Ms Tiffany mcbaby walking testimony.
Tell y'all the fact that when you wake up in
the morning, you need to be thanking Jesus Christ. You
if you have that kind of real faith, you can't
have faith in fear at the same don't don't It's

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like why and all, it's just don't mean So God,
we just thank you for this testimony today, Lord, and
we just pray that all of our listening all this
in our outcome, that maybe those that are faith with death, Lord,
they would have got a chance to hear this podcast.

Speaker 2 (01:17:37):
Lord.

Speaker 1 (01:17:37):
And I'm asking anyone that has heard this podcast send
it to someone else, tell them about kr Worldwide dot Com,
tell them about kr E Portraying Radio, Spotify on all
those that they can listen to this podcast and listen
to this powerful podcast today because I was moved. I

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know Bruce was moving, and I don't see that with me.

Speaker 4 (01:18:01):
Val.

Speaker 1 (01:18:02):
So we're just saying, we're just saying, thank you, Jesus,
thank you for giving us another time to go, another
opportunity to go fishing for souls for you.

Speaker 2 (01:18:10):
Yes, Lord, we asked.

Speaker 1 (01:18:11):
That you watch over miss missus d McDavid, and you
keep o Lord, and you let us continue to notice
that that scar is a beautiful scar. That you can
constantly let her know that you over with her, or
you with my sister, and keep us safe. Watch over
our our family, Lord, and keep us safe, Lord, and
we pray this Lord knowing that you're going to continue

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to let us go fishing for souls the first and
the third Sunday at two thirtieth Central time, and we
just want to say thank you and Jesus name, we
pray Amen, Amen, you know Bruce, and thank you all again.
Missus uh uh David, thank you again. We want to
we want to thank and we want to thank all
the people that are getting behind pools and TJ and

(01:18:55):
myself and us trying to basically go fishing for the
Lord each and every day, each and every Sunday that
we're on. We're trying to do that. And uh, we're
gonna close with this this song called walking By by
my daughter Camelia. But before that, I want you all
to know this is this generous ever told you, that

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is what you and to some of y'all, I'm.

Speaker 5 (01:19:21):
Constantly I'm have so many in my life and I
let tes bot they never knew the light of God's faith,
his look.

Speaker 6 (01:19:35):
And everlasting said no one can raise. They passed by
me and I've never stayed with him. He's everlasting way
it changes that transformed lives and so they can make
things fresh and doop that we want oak.

Speaker 1 (01:19:51):
Thank you.

Speaker 6 (01:19:52):
I never told him about this, someone that old life
and his he who wants to say his choice to
every woman and men, someone who wants to yo go
little and find out.

Speaker 5 (01:20:05):
I'm never.

Speaker 6 (01:20:08):
But I know he wants you, the minister, to go home.
But something inside of me on to one away. Something
inside of me. It's soul aflake, afraid of what others
may mean or say. So instead of telling these people

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about Leaess, I've passed by them every day, I've passed
by them without even a second thought. So these people
is one or soul, I've passed five.

Speaker 1 (01:20:51):
We're gonna see y'all and the following week we're gonna
be back again. And if you want to hear that
song again, just go to the website and you can
listen to it and you can downloaded and keep decide
to So we want to say thank y'all once again,
and Jesus name keep us all amen.

Speaker 3 (01:21:06):
Thank you, thank you, and thanks the mister McDade for
encouraging this. Mc dave for being on the podcast.

Speaker 2 (01:21:14):
Yes you know what, I'm thank you, Okay, God was listening. Yes, Jesus,
thank you Jesus