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All broadcasting live from a shack ona hill in the Mossy Creek bottoms of
King Creek, Arkansas. This isLighting the Void live here on the Fringe
FM KTLK Digital Broadcasting. We're alsogoing live on YouTube and Twitch right now,
and one of these days I'll figureout how to get on a rumble,
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but I hadn't had time to today, So tonight we're gonna go over
the Lucifer stuff that we went overyesterday and like why we left off while
we were reading Wes Penry's material talkingabout why both Jesus and Lucifer call themselves
the Morning Star. Before this happened, though, I have to say,
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real quick, a sad thing justhappened. I've had these headphones, as
you can see, they're worn foryears doing radio Like look how Warren they
are. I've gotten pads, likefour different pads. I don't know how
many times I've gotten different pads forthese things. But today these Sony,
I can tell you these are someof the best headphones you'll ever get if
you can find them, which isthe dynamic stereo headphones. The MDRV sixes
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broke. The damn things just brokeoff. And I'm not talking about it's
not fixable, it's it's gone.I'm so sad, like these are very
sentimental to me, and you couldn'tfix this if God told you to.
I don't know how this happened,but it lasted for years. So we're
going to retire these things and hopefullyget some new ones. I've got the
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cheap headphones on, so I can'treally hear how good things are. But
people have been using these since theseventies man in radio. This very pair
of headphones right here retired gone.Okay, well, maybe we'll get another
pair, but I want to thankwho was it that got someone bought three
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Tatua decks. I think it waslast night, so I figured go over
that real quick. So there's thisbecause they're print to order, so it
takes a while to get them shippedto you. But this is cool because
we're going to do some trippy consciousexploration with this. Now, first,
let me tell you about this thingall right in the in the Hermetic Order
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of the Golden Dawn, when youwent through the elemental grades, you would
learn how to scry. So theywould teach you how to scry through these
Tata cards. Right, And I'llgive you an example of one right here.
Here's one right. So this isknown as Prithivi, which is Earth,
and you could there's different versions wherethere's a white background and a black
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background. It looks simple enough,right, but it's the flashing colors that
they used to get you to explorewith your consciousness. Right, So you
would stare at these cards, whichis really cool. It does this like
a mind trick thing. So youstare at these cards and you don't blink
basically until you'll start to see aflash around the edges of it. You
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can probably do it with a digitaldownload, but it's much easier if you
got like candles in a card.And so you would stare at these cards
until the outlines begin to flash,and then what would happen is is you
would move your mind's eye through throughthe geometric shape and then it's kind of
like an active imagination. You'd startto record whatever experience you had. Right.
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Well, then you have like allof the different I didn't put all
the cards up here, but youhave all the different Like so if this
was this is Earth or per thivy, right, you could have a black
background or a white background or aflashing background like this one. And then
you could have one that would alsohave what would be known as like let's
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say the seed of water or theseed of opus in earth, and it
would have a little crescent moon insidethat square. And if you stared at
it long enough, Yeah, theenergy from the eclipse broke my headphones for
sure. So if you stay heardthat it long enough, it would begin
to flash. And then if whenyou shut your eyes like in this case,
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if you stared at this one longenough, it would begin to flash,
and then you would shut your eyesand then it would come to be
a purple square in your clothes dye. So there's different methods that they use
to build their clairvoyant powers. Right, so I'll give you I'll show you
what I don't have, like picturesof all the cards. But this is
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just an example. So when youbecame an adept, they had this thing
called the vault. So first inthe first orders, you would work your
way through the temples, right andgo through the elements and stuff like that,
and then when you became an adept, you would enter what was called
the vault of the adepty. Nowthis is the walls from the vault of
the adepty. I think this isa rare raw temple here. Let me,
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did you guys even see that Earthcard? Let me make sure you
saw that first, because I don'tthink I transitioned there you go. So
first, that's like a basic Tautuscrying card of Earth right there with a
flashing background. Once you got yourall this stuff down, then they would
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teach you how to do this stuffin the vault. So you would sit
in this vault, and each ofthese walls corresponded with a planet, and
all of the shapes and all ofthe glyphs or the symbols corresponded with certain
things that have to do with thatplanetary wall. And so they were teaching
these adepts inside this vault how toastrall travel by initiating a doorway with flashing
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colors. So when you get theTata cards. So when you get the
Tata cards in the elemental side ofthings, that starts teaching you how to
do that. Right, So we'regoing to do that. And whoever that
was, I think it was barefoothippies that ordered three decks from the fringe
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FM. We're all going to dothis stuff together. I can't promise you
that you're going to like develop yourclairvoyant abilities. But this is what people
like Israel Regardi be on Fortune,all of the original Golden Down magicians used
to develop their clairvoyants. They madetheir own Tarot decks and they made their
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own Tato cards. So this islike a virtual image of the vault of
the Adepts right here. So youwouldn't even get to the vault or be
able to go into this vault.Do your meditations and rituals, and thenscry
through any of these images until youwere past all of the elemental grades.
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And if you read Lillam Thomas Christopher'sbook, he wants you to spend at
least like six months in each grade, right, so you learn everything about
the element I don't think he reallyhas the Tato cards in his system,
but a lot of people do.It's pretty trippy. What's his name.
I had him on the show,Jason Augustus Nukam sells a vault that you
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can actually blow up. It's likea blow up tent and it has all
of the planetary walls on the vault. So yeah, so you start out,
you know, when you're practicing yourelements. You just start out with
tato cards basically like this is Earth, and so I have the flashing deck
available, but I'm also making thedecks that have the white background and the
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black background, just in case youdon't like the flashing background. Okay.
And what we're gonna do is we'regonna explore practically our consciousness with this stuff.
It's a practical way to do it. And if it builds your clairvoyance
up, then hell yeah. Allright, okay, so let's get back
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into this that where we were atyesterday. What's up, Brian, what's
up? Word selling? And uh? Who else is here? Scruffy bear?
I got a picture, I gotsome pictures. I want to show
you guys of some more people intheir T shirts and then like Michael with
his turkey, but I'll do thatlater in the show. Michael this turkey.
And during the eclipse. So wewere talking about how Lucifer and both
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Jesus were called the morning Star.Right, So in Revelations twenty two sixteen,
he says, I Jesus have sentmy angel to give you this testimony
for the churches. I'm the rootand offspring of David in the Bright and
morning Star. So in this bookhe says who is known as the morning
star, Lucifer and Jesus, andthis passage comes the first extension of God.
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Lucifer is firstborn, also known asMarduke, and he's putting that as
a fact. We don't know that'sa fact, that it's also Marduke,
but he put that in here.So these were just a few excerpts from
the Book of Revelation, but Ihope it gives the reader something to ponder
over. The Book of Revelation tellsus what might come, but from Lucifer's
viewpoint, some of the verses areplanned to happen, and we could perhaps
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call it destiny. Lucifer knows Orion'splan, and I would suggest mostly because
of Jesus's teachings, and the Bookof Revelation was relayed to John the Divine
after the time of Jesus. SoI figured we looked this up. So
I did a little research here.And there's a big argument about all this
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stuff. Right, So many Christiansbelieve that the devil or Satan and Lucifer
are three names for the same person. This is probably distracting me. Having
this tatoa card up here. Huh, let me put the vault up here.
Y'all gonna start staring at it havingclairvoyant visions? Right, Which one
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do I need to Yeah, let'sdo this one, Okay. So it
really comes down to number one.Do you believe that these are actual figures,
actual beings. Do you believe thatthey're agregoric beings based on symbols and
symbology and things like that, ordo you believe it's all bullshit? Basically,
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that's your three choices. But whenwe get down to is we're both
Lucifer and Jesus have been called themorning Star. We have to get down
to the facts first and foremost.The only time Lucifer was ever even mentioned
in the Bible was in the OldTestament in the Book of Isaiah when he
was called the morning Star. That'sthe only time he has ever called the
morning Star. It was Isaiah,chapter fourteen, verse twelve to fourteen.
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It says, what does it say? I don't even have it up here?
How it says something about how thatthought, how, oh, Lucifer,
have thou fallen? Something like that? Lucifer, son of the Morning.
So just once, you don't seeit anymore after that, okay.
And then when we get into theroots of it, see where did revelations?
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So they so revelations, I hadthis poot okay, so they believe
first and foremost. We have toalso now that we know that, we
have to look at the Book ofRevelations, right, So when did this
book get added to the canon?Not that it even matters. For some
of us that are exploring things consciously, it doesn't matter. But for Orthodoxy
people and people that want to knowthe history, and people that are like
deep into theology, this kind ofstuff matters. What's up? Jest?
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So the Book of Revelation was actuallyadded to the Bible in the late first
or early second century. It wasthe very last book to be accepted into
the Biblical canon, and even atthe present day, some Nestorian churches reject
it outright. So while most scholarslearn towards or lean towards a later date
that would put the writing of Revelationsomewhere close to run around one hundred or
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so ad. Okay, So weknow it's a book that got added onto
the canon, just like all theother books, and it was the very
last one. And there's some churchesthat don't even say it's real, just
like Freemasons. Right, So thebig argument is that we're back to the
Christ and Lucifer in the Morning Starthing. So if Lucifer isn't Satan,
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then where do we get the wordLucifer from? Not saying he's not bad?
Okay, but if he's not Satanper se, we got to figure
out how they came to be thesame person. So Lucifer has been called
other ain't like I'm sure I'm scaringpeople every time I say Lucifer. But
he's been called an archangel by alot of people, like Abadon or the
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Angel of Death. But it maynot even be a person at all.
So, but there are millions ofpeople that believe that Lucifer is the devil.
So we have to look back atSatan in the Bible and Lucifer in
history to separate the difference. Right, So, according to centuries of Orthodoxy
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and Christian writing, Lucifer is Satan. But if you let's take Dante.
I like Dante. Take Dante forexample, who wrote this Journey through Hell
or the Inferno. So when hereaches the lowest pits of Hell, he
meets the devil and his writing done, he uses four names for these massive
wing creatures who rule hell. Hecalls it the devil, Satan, beils
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above, and Lucifer four, thefour Kings of Hill. Right, But
it wasn't really We didn't really knowthis kind of like stuff solidly till early
fourteenth century, and that is whenDante wrote The Inferno. So what I'm
trying to tell you is we didn'tthink that you have to really look into
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this, But we didn't really startcalling Lucifer Satan until Dante's stuff came out.
Then we were There was probably lotsof talks about it, and there's
whatever arguments about it. But whenDante released this thing, that's when it
became clear to everybody. Right,what does that tell you about it?
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If you go to Christians. Christiansalways go to the Bible for everything,
because the Bible is the ultimate ruleof everything. Right, So he was
originally an angel. This is howthe Christians look at it. Originally misspelled
that an angel named Lucifer, buthe broke from God's authority and was banished
from heaven and cast out. Andin Isaiah fourteen twelve it describes the fall
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here it is right here, howart thou fallen from heaven, Oh,
Lucifer, Son of the Morning,How art thou cut down to the ground,
which did weaken, which didst weakenthe nations? So after he lost
his position in heaven, he changedhis name to Satan. That's the way
Christians look at it, Okay.So for centuries, Christians have argued that
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Lucifer disguised himself as a serpent toattempt even a garden of Eden, which
there is no there's no facts topoint to that in Genesis whatsoever. Okay,
the serpent is actually just the serpentin Genesis. So the Book of
Revelation predicts that Lucifer will be tormentedfor a thousand years after Christ's return and
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for man's creation through the apocalypse,Lucifer will torment mankind as the enemy of
God. Now Westbrook and Wes's book, he's saying that it's all the same
thing, and Lucifer will come backand just torment the people that served him,
the elite. But there's a problemhere, Okay. So many biblical
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scholars argue that Lucifer isn't Satan atall, and they bring a lot of
evidence to the table to show thatChristians have mixed up the two for almost
a thousand years, So you haveto ask yourself, could we get something
wrong for a thousand years? Arewe capable of having something totally wrong and
spreading a rumor that's not real fora thousand years as human kind capable of
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that? You know the answer tothat question right. In Latin, Lucifer
means the bringer of light. That'sa pretty strange choice for the name of
Satan, I would think, Buthe's also but Satan is called the prince
of darkness. The Romans is wherewe got to look at this, the
whole thing at So the Romans,didn't you use Lucifer as a word for
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Satan. Instead Lucifer simply just meantVenus. That was it. Venus as
being one of the brightest stars inthe sky. So Venus was called the
morning star or light bringer. Buthow did that get into the Bible?
Back to the Old Testament, whereLucifer first appeared was originally written in Hebrew,
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the original text of Isaiah. Theword is it has lamed lahmed hay,
which is hellll or means the shiningone. So if you go back
to the Hebrew version of it,the original it's hellelle, which just means
the shining one. Latin translators readthe word as morning star, so they
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took that word the shining one helllland transferred it into the morning star.
Now this probably confused Roman reader,since Lucifer was a Roman god at the
time. In Roman mythology, Luciferwas called the light bearer, the equivalent
of the Greek god Phosphorus or Eosphorus. The Romans saw Lucifer as a male
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god carrying a tort symbolizing Venus's brightnessat dawn. Roman poets described Lucifer as
the herald of dawn, and Luciferwas often depicted as a shining star.
Could all of this gotten really mixedup? Let's see, now there are
other verses in the Bible that kindof put it together. We know Isaiah
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fourteen twelves there, how have youfallen from heaven, oh star of the
morning sun of the dawn. Youhave been cut down to earth. You
have weakened the nations. Right.But in tewod Peter, so we have
the prophetic word made more sure towhich you will probably get more confused,
because he says it says this.Let me just read it in the In
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our translation, after it's been translatedone hundred times, we have the prophetic
word made more sure, to whichyou will do well to pay attention,
as to a lamp shining in adark place until the day dawns. In
the morning star arises in your hearts. Job thirty eight seven. When the
morning stars sang together, all thesons of God shouted for joy. So
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far the morning stars don't mean adamn thing evil. Let's keep going.
Revelations twenty two sixteen. I,Jesus Christ, have sent my angel to
testify to you these things for thechurches. I am the root and the
descendant of David, the Bright andmorning Star. Revelations two twenty eight.
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I will give him the morning star, and in numbers. It's in numbers
too. I see him, butnot now. I behold him, but
not near. A star shall comeforth from Jacob. A scepter shall rise
from Israel and shall crush through theforehead of Moab and tear down the sun's
of Chess. So all we seeis this morning star is something that rises
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in her heart. It's a goodthing. In Revelations, Jesus calls himself
the morning Star, and in Revelationsto twenty eight he says, I will
give him or you, or whoeverbecomes saved, the morning Star. Yet,
if we go back to the OldTestament, which was the if we
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go back to the Old Testament,which is where I think, I think
everything got mixed up, because hello, that's what mixed it up, the
Hebrew word Hello. I'm probably sayingthat wrong. It's probably hellll or something.
I don't know, but it doesn'tappear and in the Latin version of
the New Testament at all, asa description for Jesus. Lucifer, I
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mean Lucifer does appear in the Latinversion of the New Testament as a description
for Jesus. Jesus is called Luciferor the morning Star because he represents a
new beginning. In short, theog text of the Bible never used lucifer
to mean Satan. In fact,the word Lucifer was more closely associated with
Jesus and good things than the devilin the Bible. Only in the Bible.
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So I was going to play theclip when of Bill Cooper saying that
it confused him too. But ifthe Old Testament referenced to Lucifer, doesn't
mean Satan, and the New Testament'sreferences to Lucifer meant Jesus. Then how
in the world. Let's just askourselves this, How in the world did
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Lucifer become Satan? Now I'm notChristian. I don't buy into any of
this stuff, not fully, okay, So I'm only studying this from a
I guess you could say, likea theological point of view. But I
find it funny how we humans tendto muck everything up. So how in
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the world did this happen? Thisis how happened. So the first references
to Lucifer is Satan date to thethird century, after the New Testament had
been in circulation for nearly two hundredyears. There's this guy called Henry Kelly,
and he explained how the Latin wordfor lightbar was misinterpreted as Satan and
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the ancient Hebrew in the Book ofIsaiah doesn't refer to Satan at all.
According to this guy, Isaiah refersto a Babylonian king using the metaphor of
Venus. Now we're getting somewhere kindof crazy. If we look at Wes's
book, what does Wes say aboutthis? It was Marduke a babylon was
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Marduke spoke about in the Babylonian text, Yes he was. Here's a guy
that doesn't even know any of thatshit and is verifying that. This is
where Wes gets us thinking sometimes.Right. So, in the third century,
the early Christian theologian origins came fromthe verse referred to Satan, which
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was the word origin or origin ororigan and it almost looks like Orian,
but it's not. And Lucifer saidto have fallen from the heaven. This
can't refer to a human being,so it must refer to Satan. Right.
Subsequent church fathers found this reasoning persuasive, and so did everyone who followed
them. So basically how this cameabout is kind of like how the Babylonian
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Talmud and other religious texts came about. Certain things didn't make sense, so
when it came to the things likethe Talmud and stuff like that, you
had a bunch of rabbis sitting attables and arguing and yelling at each other
about stuff until they finally came toan agreement. And then that's what doctrine
was. Right. The same thinghappened here, except it wasn't really Rabbis
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was the church fathers Now? Thisword is spelled O r I G E
n Okay. In the third century, the early Christian theologian Origin claimed the
first the verse referred to Satan.This was the first time it was ever
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claimed. Okay, So this theOrigins reasoning drew on Lucifer's classical connection to
Venus. In one of his commentaries, Origin described earth as the seat of
war. That these fucking flies don'teven come around till I do the radio
show. There's a witch out theremad at me somewhere. Is that the
best you can do is get fliesbreak my headphones. Really, it's pretty
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weak. So uh where was I? Origin described earth as the seat of
war on which Lucifer starved the morningfell from heaven to be warred against and
destroyed by Jesus. The astronomical understandinggradually faded even in Origins writings and to
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Principlis or de Principius. Origin linkedthe falling star in Isaiah with Jesus's New
Testament words behold, I see Satanfalling from heaven like lightning. So Origin
reasons that Satan was Lucifer, oncea being of light who fell from heaven.
So all of this is people puttingshit together. Well, this one
says lightning, this one says this, so it must mean the same thing.
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But he wasn't the only third centuryChristian to see Satan in Isaiah's verse.
There's another guy. None of thesepeople have normal names. This other
guy's name was Tertullian. Tertullian,so he claimed the line was about the
devil as well, and later writersechoed this interpretation. So here again,
we just had two people putting shittogether. That doesn't originally make sense.
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If you look at the origins ofit, it doesn't make sense at all.
But because they're so stuck on theBible being ultimate reality, which is
what Orthodoxy is, right, theBible is ultimate reality right there, they
had to figure out how to putall this together. So they said,
well, this makes sense. Anotherguy comes out and he's a scholar or
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whatever. Well, this has tomake sense. But you have to remember
these are scholars with Orthodoxy Christian backgrounds. That means they have an agenda.
There's no real that's not even scholarlyif you ask me, there's no science
or reasoning. It's just an agenda. Anytime there's an agenda behind something.
We don't really get the truth mostof the time. That's just my opinion.
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And then after this Tertullian guy claimedthat this line was about the devil,
a whole bunch of writers started sayingthe same thing. Gregory the Theologian
from three twenty five to three eightynine, us Abus of Cesarea sixty three
to three thirty nine see and SaintGildas. They all said that they linked
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the devil with Isaiah's description of Lucifer. Writing in the fourth century. For
example, this guy declared, thenature of the divine essence is than above
all conception by human intelligence. Itis moreoverwell that it is so, for
we should perhaps lose ourselves through pridelike Lucifer, if it were given to
us too soon. So this isa bunch of dudes. Man that had
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it wasn't the Hebrews. It wasn'tthe Hebrews at all. The origins of
the word didn't mean that at all. It was Christian theologians who put it
together period, nobody else. NowHebrew scholars claim that Isaiah fourteen twelve is
the only reference to Lucifer in theOld Testament, does not refer to Satan.
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Think about it. So, nowit's starting to get even more stupid
and complicated, right. The JewishEncyclopedia says the line refers to a Babylonian
king, and most biblical scholars nowagree. Hebrew scholar Leaf Fields explains that
Isaiah fourteen twelve has nothing to dowith Satan, but centuries of misreading change
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the meaning of the passage. FieldsThe name Lucifer, then, meaning light
bearer, is quite appropriate for Christiansand their task of bringing in the light
of the Gospel to the world.Well, then that still wouldn't make sense
because Lucifer is a bad guy.Why would he bring the Gospel to the
world, pointing to the New Testamentversus colining Jesus the Morning Star, Fields
continues, But of course, giventhe historic identification of Lucifer as the name
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for Satan, this meaning would becompletely lost. Today Christians have for seventeen
hundred years of biblical scholars dating backto this origin. Guy proclaiming that Lucifer
is Satan is in fact bullshit.I mean it, There's no way it
could be real unless you put allthe stuff together and then you take the
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original name from where it comes fromthe Hebrew name Hellel. And you point
your finger at those people and say, your version of it is bullshit.
Our version of its better, whichis something that religion kind of does after
a while. Bullshit. So theline fits with other biblical description of Satan
fallen from heaven, plus centuries ofcultural references at least dating back to Dante,
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use Lucifer as another name for thedevil. The evolution of Lucifer holds
a valuable listen. The meaning ofwords change over time because religions evolve,
new interpretations breathe a new meaning intotext. And after all, no one
today uses Lucifer as the title forJesus, even if the New Testament calls
Jesus the bringer of Light. Soif anybody goes around preaching to you about
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anything, ask them that question.If they cannot answer that question, then
they're not. They can't pound youwith truth like they think they can.
It doesn't mean that to me.It doesn't mean that they're wrong, you're
wrong, or any of it's wrong. It just means, like, I
think that verse might be the oneway to I'm hoping to open up the
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minds of Christians to say, look, maybe the text that you hold so
sacred rightly, so you should.All religious texts are sacred to religious people.
There's nothing wrong with that there.Medic texts are sacred to me.
But I know for a fact thatif I looked at them as like ultimate
reality and ultimate truth and this thingteaches all of the mysteries, that I
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would be really in a bad spot. So this is where I'm telling you
guys that all of the and thereason why I say this is to say
this, and I'm probably gonna makea lot of enemies here, but I
don't give a shit, probably nota lot, not anything worth anything.
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But the mystery schools are all basedaround Venus and the rising Sun. So
it's not based around the worship ofVenus or the worship of the rising Sun,
or the worship of Jesus Christ.The mystery schools in the West are
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based around understanding the agrigoric, fundamental, archetypal principles and energies behind these things.
Nobody worships Lucifer, nobody worships Satan, nobody worships the Sun. In
fact, it's really all based uponphilosophy and understanding the history of all this
stuff and where it comes back inthe egregoric energies attached to them. There's
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more reason. There's more reason inthe mystery schools than there is mystical shit.
Actually, when you look at it, if you really get into study
and the mysteries, when you getinto understanding texts, there's more reason there
than there is with religiosity. Anyways, this is UH, this is UH
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was all fun to me to lookinto. So if you think about a
star in itself, it never theonly time that I think we should ever
even worry about the symbol of astar if it means something bad, and
that's a whole other thing that wecan look into. It's like maybe if
we look at a five pointed starand it's upside down, maybe there's a
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whole debate about that too. Butthe symbol itself of the star or venus
or the bright morning star or therising sun or twilight or all this stuff
just means something psychologically to our psycheeson an aggregoric level, on a collective
conscious level, it means something tous. That's why it holds power,
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magic power. It's not that mystical. And a lot of these guys,
if these scholars that came out thatwere arguing over the stuff, no matter
how crazy, no matter if theirname is Cellulitis Dictorus from the two forty
third BC, whatever, If theywere born here today trying to argue some
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of the same crap that they wereblatantly beating people over the head with back
then, they'd get laughed at todaybecause the information that's coming out today is
way more intense and way more volatile. So people question a lot more nowadays
than they do than they would backthen. Back then you had to be
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somebody special to even question that kindof stuff, you know. But it's
interesting how they're talking about that.One guy said it could be it means
the Babylonian king. So let's lookat what Wes says in here. Right,
All of these were excerpts from theBook of Revelation, but I hope
it gives us stuff to ponder over. The Book of Revelation tells us what
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might come. But from Lucifer's viewpoint, and some of the verses are planned
to happen, we could perhaps callit destiny. Lucifer knows Orion's plan,
and I would suggest mostly because ofJesus and his teachings, the book of
revelation was related to John the Divineafter Jesus so in the Gnostic text to
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round this up long before he hadeven read the Gnostic text. This is
from the Nagamadi Library, and thisgospel called on the Origin of the World,
and here's a quote from it,the consummation of the Age and the
apocalypse. Before the consummation of theAge, the whole place will be shaken
by great thunder. Then the rulerswill lament, crying out on the account
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of their death. The angels willmourn for their human beings, and the
demons will weep for their times andseasons, and their people will mourn and
cry out on account of their death. Then the age will begin, and
they will be disturbed. Their kingswill be drunk from the flaming sword and
will make war against one another,so that the earth will be drunk from
the blood that is poured out,and the seas will be troubled by that
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war. Then the sun will darkenand the moon will lose its light.
The stars of the heavens will disregardtheir course, and great thunder will come
out of great power that is aboveall the powers of chaos and the place
where the firmament of the woman issituated. The flat earther is like that,
don't they? When she has createdthe first work, she will take
off her wise flame of afterthought andwill put on a rational wrath. Then
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she will drive out the gods ofchaos whom she had created. Together with
the Chief Creator. She will castthem down to the Abyss. They will
be wiped out by their own injustice, for they will become like the mountains
that blaze out fire, and theywill consume one another until they are destroyed
by their chief Creator. And whenhe destroys them, he will turn against
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himself and destroy himself until he ceasesto be, and their heavens will fall
upon one another, and their powerswill burn. Their realms will also be
overthrown, and the Chief Creator's heavenwill fall and split in two. Likewise,
his stars and their sphere will falldown to the earth, and the
Earth will not be able to supportthem. They will fall down to the
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Abyss, and the Abyss will beoverthrown. So even the mystics back then
believed in some crazy shit, rightthe Gnostics. I know, if you
believe any of that's literal, itcould represent something. But if you believe
those things are literal, then howgnostic are you really? So In the
Gnostic text, the end times arecalled the consummation of the age, which
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will happen every time there's a shiftin the ages. So every time we
go from one of these twenty fivethousand year or whatever ages are, this
stuff is supposed to happen. Solike when the Age of Ares turned into
the Age of Pisces around fifty BCE. However, there was no destruction of
the matrix. During the previous shiftsof the ages, there was usually just
a change of the guards. Anew god became in charge of the new
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particular age. So he's arguing thatMarduk has been in charge. Marduk has
been in charge since the Age ofAres, but now Inky is taken over
when we move into the Age ofAquarius. The changes that happen depend on
many things. Some things the overlordscan manipulate with technology from Saturn, but
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they can't manipulate the energy coming infrom the real universe or the ka.
They can only manipulate us. Inthe Gnostic version, it does not only
talk about the changing of ages,but also about the final destruction of the
matrix instigated by Orian, which iskind of trippy because if you read the
Gnostic version of it, it's like, okay, well that one's going to
destroy this one, then he's goingto destroy himself. It does sound like
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program kind of like turning in onitself like a virus almost, you know,
until even the programmers dead. Aleading force in all this is archangel
Michael with his meek mock warriors,and this is also mentioned in the Bible
in Revelations twelve, verses seven throughnine. Verse seven, Michael and his
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angels fought against the dragon, andthe dragon and his angels fought back verse
eight, but he was not strongenough and they lost their place in heaven.
Verse nine, the great dragon washurled down and the ancient serpent called
the devil or Satan, who ledthe whole world astray. So both the
Gnostic text and a source he hadwhile writing here he goes again with his
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damn source. Both the Gnostic textsand a source I had while writing the
papers go a step further, describingthe destruction of the entire construct and the
liberation of all souls who have beendetained here. Moreover, Wes's source he
says, my source sounds like DavidWilcock, doesn't it. I've got insiders
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insiders. Moreover, my source andthe texts both talk about humans who still
don't want liberation and choose to gowith Urio and the Syrian Alliance and their
last stand against Orion, and thosewho survive will be placed in a held
dimension, and he has that inquotations they will be completely isolated, without
any chance to regain energy from thecentral Fire or the galactic center. They
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are stuck with the little life forcethey have collected, or with the little
life force they collected within themselves,which they cannot regenerate. Therefore, they
will feed on each other. First, they will feed on the humans who
have more fire than they do,and when the humans are drained, the
overlords will feed on each other untilthey are all dissolved into the surrounding cosmic
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waters and lose their personalities and theirlives. The humans who choose to follow
the overlords are of course spirited,and thus they can't dissolve, but they
will, from what I understand,according to my source, West says be
trapped within the dimension without being ableto sustain themselves because there is no energy
left to rejuvenate from they will losetheir soul mind. So according to Wes's
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source, it goes right along withthe Gnostic revelation. So there will also
be a trial and there will bea verdict. If the overlords are found
guilty, they will remain in thehell dimensions, but if they are found
innocent, they will be set free. This is where our human testimonies come
in. This trial will take placebecause of what the overlords and their minions
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have done to us. If Ipersonally appear before the Orion court in the
future, Oh oh, what ishe saying here? I think Wes is
getting a little routy here. IfI personally appear before the Orion court in
the future, I will have nomercy on these beings after what they have
done. Lucifer's very glib, convincingand charming. He can probably make the
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toughest warrior crime. But we mustnot fall for that manipulation. This is
why it is so important that weare educating ourselves on narcissism and psychopathy while
still incarnated. Here our hearts willsoften and show them mercy, and they
don't deserve mercy. This is veryimportant, so Wes is telling us when
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all this stuff goes down, nomercy, like we should go cobra kai
on Lucifer in all of us courts. May may the force forth be with
you. All right, let's seewhere am I think about it? What
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would happen if we forgave them incourt and they are set free. They
will murder and plunder other star racesout there in a never ending fashion,
and it will be partly our fault. And I can bet on that eventually
they will start over and once againtry to take Heaven by force. Personally,
I we'll speak up and ask thecourt to execute them immediately. This
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is a guy talking about how narcissisticwe are or humans are, and he
thinks at the end of all things, there's gonna be Wes Penry standing there
and he's going to be like,execute all the overlords, and they're going
to listen to you anything. Ifwhat you're saying is true, Man,
We're not gonna like we're just goingto be in the bleachers. Man.
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I will speak up and ask thecourt to execute them immediately. Instead of
locking them into a certain dimension,these beings have managed to break out before
and Lucifer is very smart and innovative, especially when he's in trouble. I
would not trust that they would remainin prison. Therefore, immediate termination would
be better. These beings are notredeemable in my opinion, and they will
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not repent. And even if theydid, how on earth would they make
amends for what they have done.I see no way they can make up
for the damage they've created. They'vekept an entire soul group hostage and under
torture for millennia, to an extentthat is unfathomable. So don't show them
mercy. They knew what they weredoing and they feel no remorse. That's
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a bit narcissistic, Wes. Ibet you did. I bet you pictured
yourself at the end of all timesin us when all of this whole story
that you're telling us, and theoverlords took over these other people and it
all went to shit, and they'reall sitting in court, and you just
stood up in the back of thecourtroom and said execute them, and everybody
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started clapping, Right, Is thatwhat you thought? He says. I
want to end this chapter with aquote from Matthew eleven twelve. This is
from the Christian Standard Bible from thedays of John the Baptist until now,
the Kingdom of Heaven has been sufferingviolence, and the violent have been seizing
it by force. This has beena confusing verse for many, including scholars,
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but I found an interpretation at biblerefdot com I think comes close to
the truth. Jesus's reference to thedays of John the Baptist likely means the
time of John's ministry before he wasimprisoned. Now, in this context,
within mean the moment in Jesus's ministryof introducing the Kingdom of Heaven. The
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above interpretation is close to what Ihave concluded as well from having the sources
I had during my period er myWest Penry paper period. We now know
that the overlords are trying to takeHeaven by for us through us. They
want to ride our avatars into theka and take it over, just like
the Bible says. And I wasalso told that the overlords have received and
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ultimatum to set humankind free immediately,and I think that happened around the days
of Jesus. His preaching made theoverlords very uncomfortable. They thought they had
all the time in the world toimplement their agenda. But now it was
clear that O'Brien had intentions to perhapstake actions, and since they have done
what they can do to speed thingsup and to get humankind in a state
where we are enlightened enough technology wiseand spiritually to usher in the Singularity on
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the Overlord's behalf. No one knowswhen the consummation of the age is supposed
to happen, but personally, Ithink it might be around the corner.
It might even be past due.It will hopefully happen before the Singularity is
in place. But because of thehuman condition in general, it makes things
much more complicated for Ryan to interferethan they previously thought. And I will
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go into this some more later.Man, what if, like Bubba Bingo,
I like that, what if?How come everything even that we talk
about, man, like everything thatwe investigate, like even go Beckley Teppi
and all these things, like whatis it about the West where we have
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to like originate We have to likeenclose or encapsulate all this stuff into the
the Bible all the time, Likeeven even in this book, it just
bothers me. It's like we gottawe gotta put that Bible story in there.
Well, the Bible, even you'resaying it, even people that aren't
Christians say it, Well, theBible says this, So that makes sense.
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Why are we using the Bible asa catalyst for truth even if you're
not a Christian, even if you'renot associated with it, even if you're
an ultimate truth seeker. I've heardthis more and more. Is it just
a condition? Is it like acollective thing that we do, Like even
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if we went and studied something scientificallyalmost in saw geometrical patterns in the way
things create, and we'd have torun back and find a Bible verse to
go with it for it to makeit mystic to us or magical or something
you know. I don't know.So anyways, I say this. I
say that we explore things consciously andfigure this out oursel else. And the
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best way to do this is toenhance our ability to be clairvoyant to understand
certain things. And I think thatthe Vault of Adepty was a cool way
to do this using flashing colors,because they used light. They thought light
was the answer to lots of things, using the perception that we have,
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in other words, with flashing colorsto be able to move our consciousness into
different realms and explore it that way. Nowadays, no one talks about it
anymore, but I would love tohave a vault. Where did that thing
go? Anyways? Right here?Yeah, I wonder how long they sat
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in there, like staring at thosesymbols, trying to project their consciousness through
them. Anyways, we're at thetop of the eye. Are we going
to take our commercial break here?If you can support the fringe FM,
do so. I think that waspretty interesting, but I'm not convinced.
I'm still not convinced. After we'reI think we're like fourteen fifteen chapters into
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this book. The only thing thatI'll say that about Wes that makes sense
to me is that there's something elsegoing on as far as energetically is concerned
to try to keep us in astate of misery. That's it. The
rest of the stuff is I don'tknow. I mean, this guy took
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stitching stuff, turned it upside down, the Bible, which, like I
said, it depends on how whoyou are if that matters, not turned
it upside down. Everything's turned upsidedown, and we're still supposed to believe
it all based on a source whichdidn't talk to him through a clairvoyance or
anything like that. It actually talkedto him what he says through a natural
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way, that we have no ideawho he is. We should question more
more and more slightly looks straight atthe speaker. If you could want to
call in, you cans five ohone, triple seven fifty six thirty one,
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if you want to chime in.Earlier, we were talking about the
correlation between Lucifer Jesus in that phrasethe morning star, and the truth is
nobody knows the answers because we weren'tback then like writing that stuff. But
it is something pretty perplexing, right, It is pretty perplexing. And you
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will see that a lot of theWestern mystery traditions are based on a Luciferian
concept of rising the consciousness through theheart, which is talked about all throughout
the Bible in a good way.Right, And Jesus says, Oh,
I'm the og brighton morning star.That's the way I look at it in
the Bible. So you got yougot people saying that Lucifer's the morning star,
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and they all argued over it bebased on this Hebrew word hellll or
whatever. But in Revelations, whichwas one of the last books to be
added to Bible. Jesus states,I'm the Brian morning Star. That's why
I look at it like it's somekind of gangster war. You know,
you're not. I am. I'mthe og, all right. So just
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to tell you the truth, whenit comes to me, the idea of
Lucifer is just a concept to me. The light Bringer doesn't. It's not
something that scares me. There's stuffthat scares me. Don't get me wrong.
Oh man, I forgot to mentionthis too. I talked to Anthony
today, and you know how Ifeel about the kid. He's very truth
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telling, right, so he's notgoing to bullshit you at all. So
he called me today and I missedhis call, and I called him back,
and he swears up and down thathe heard a sashquatch in Georgia.
So we got to get him onto talk about that, right. He
swears up and down he heard one. I think it was him and his
family and all kinds of stuff thatwere out there camping or something, and
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they heard that whooping that the sasquatchdoes. So we're going to have him
on tomorrow night. Jason Quit isgoing to be on the program for those
that listen on the radio station,podcast or whatever. We're going to talk
about his book Gates of the Onanaki, which we could ask him some questions
based on this stuff we've been reading, but it's more probably going to be
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based around some stuff that he foundthat's pretty interesting. Also, who else
do we have? We got urnvout coming up next week. Ronnie Pontiac,
one of the last students of Manlyp. Hall's coming on the program.
Also have a guy Mike Martin whois coming on the program next week
early next week we'll have that broadcast. And this guy actually claims that he
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can move through stargates. He wrotea book about it. But he can
move through stargates and lucid dreams rebthelation singular. He can move through stargates
and lucid dreams. I want tohear about it. I can't wait to
talk to him too. So ifyou're getting bored with a book reading,
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this isn't really a boring book though. I mean, I don't believe these
concepts are real, but there's someinteresting stuff in here. Nonetheless, I
hate these headphones really do. Whatelse? There was something else that was
going to mention I don't know.It's been raining all day so much I
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can't even think straight. Rain makesme stupid, all right, So there
are holes in the grid, Westsays, and worlds. All worlds,
whether stars or planets, have energygrids around them. This is nothing unique
to planet Earth. When the worldis inhabited by souls in combination with physical
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beings, the energy field express isitself as a turoidal field. That's kind
of true. I think when wehad Claude Swanson, doctor Swanson, on
the program, I don't know ifyou guys remember that. That was such
a cool show. He wrote awhole thing about troideal fields, and I
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think it's legit and based on myex you know, esoteric magical practices.
I know it's real, just can'treally see it. So these When it
comes to the human body, thisfields then encircles the particular world in a
continuous and constant loop. The samething applies to souls that inhabit physical bodies.
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The soul mind is in the cells, but the soul energy radiates outwardly
and creates a turoidal field around thebody. The first level of learning is
explained in this In the West Penrypapers. Under normal circumstances, the greater
gods leave the grid mostly untouched becausethe grid is a natural phenomenon and should
be there. Perhaps if necessary,they adjusted to some degree with technology.
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But that's more than I know theEarth grid and how it's constructed. The
difference between the grid around other worldsin our grid is that Urio encapsulated our
grid with technology. It could maybe seen metaphorically as something putting isolation or
someone putting isolation around an electric wire, so the energy flows a certain way.
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If the encapsulation then stretches in acircle around the planet, it keeps
other souls out and sols inside keptin. The energy mostly comprises our collective
soul energy, so we can imaginethe voltage in such a grid. This
was only a simple metaphor. Ofcourse. Uh, I don't know anything
about all that, man, butI do know this, Like thanks Dennis
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for sharing the show, brother,I do know this that when Robert Monroe
started trying to leave the Earth init his astral form, like first part
of the book is so freaking coolbecause he's like he's flying over people's houses,
he's visiting his neighbors and all thisother stuff. But as the story
goes on, he starts to leavethe Earth right, So when he leaves
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Earth in his astral form, there'sthis like mband noise and it gets really
thick and then it kind of letsoff the further he gets away from Earth.
So I wonder if that's kind ofthis grid, or it could just
be he's like moving through everybody's collectiveunconscious and it's loud as shit. I
don't know. So by encapsulating thegrid, Yuria also accomplished something else.
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He kept light out except for fourpercent, which is the tiny spectrum of
visible light. Light carries information,and the visible light trap is a part
of the amnesia system he set up, so we can't remember who we are,
where we came from, and wherewe're going. I explained this in
the West Penry papers how this wasdone? And what is more, they
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used our energies to tie and thenstrengthen the grid. How did they do
this? Due to that we vibrateon a locked in frequency, and the
more chaos and tumultuous, the tighterthe grid and the less chance there is
to penetrate it. Still, thereare those pillars of light, which means
the cloaking was never perfect and neverwill be. The grid will never be
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repaired and made perfect. The DarkLords couldn't do it in the past,
and they certainly can't do it nowbecause it's too late. Seven billion people
are vibrating in unison towards a higherconsciousness. You can almost hear the musical
pitch change upwards, like when youtune a guitar to a higher note.
And as a musician, in mymind, I can hear it. Literally.
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Is anybody still hearing that? Crazy? Uh? That crazy hum?
Wes's sources are the West Penry Papers. Yeah, does anybody still hear that?
Because I did hear that once andwhen it was all over the t
and everybody was talking about it.Do you guys still hear that at all?
I don't hear it in Arkansas anymore. But back in the day,
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man, I used to hear that, just that weird hum. And because
the woods are kind of well,we're we're far enough from the highway that
sometimes I thought it was like truckson the highway and stuff. But at
certain times a night I would goI would go out to the road down
there, and then there would be, uh, like no cars because it's
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like three You know, how youcan hear the distant cars and diesels.
They kind of sound like a humwhen they're, you know, coming from
both sides. But there was nobodyon the road, and for almost every
single night I heard that weird hum. Do you guys ever hear that anymore?
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Let me know. The doctor says, I'm not a squatch person.
I'm not either, and I'm notsure Anthony is either, but he told
me he heard one. Curley refersto the lust card as hageez in the
name of the Olympic Planetary intelligence ofVenus from the Christian grimare Arbitel. Yep,
that's right, that's where we getthe energy of lust from is from
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Venus. Actually, yeah, whatheadphones do you like? I'll tell you
right now. These headphones are likeif you're gonna listen to music or you're
gonna listen to audio. There's allkinds of good headphones out there, but
these are the ones. These arelike the ogs that go back to This
is like the Fender Stratter caster ofheadphones. And they broke tonight just right
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before the show. They're the Sonymdr V sixes. And you gotta make
sure you don't get fake ones too, but those are the best. The
second best are like the MDR orwhatever is to have that blue line on
it. I don't think we canlive without the Earth's magnetic field, which
may be part of the Troudo field. So yeah, I'd agree with that.
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I thought this was Elon's boring companytotaling. See, we investigated a
haunting and it turned out to beDennis's a highway miles away due to a
natural ground fission. Yeah, soyou all right, So you guys haven't
answered the question yet. Y'all don'thear the home anymore, do you?
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Okay? So anyways, Wes,I gotta have add This is like the
ADD show. So Wes is sayingthat there's holes in this grid. So
this means there were, to avery small extent, always holes in the
grid ever since the day Uriel andhis team set it up in its current
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fashion and some lights started shining through. This means that when energy is out
in the ca are extra strong,additional light carrying new information can passed through
this. It can pass through.This is exactly what happened during the nanosecond
between what the hell is he talkingabout? This is exactly what happened during
the nanosecond between nineteen eighty seven andtwenty twelve when the Solar system aligned with
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the Galactic Center, or the CentralFire or the womb of the Mother.
I'm lost on that one, dude. I'm sorry. I was five years
old in nineteen eighty seven. Althoughwhat I wrote in the above quote from
the West Penry papers is accurate,the research points towards a second reason why
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the overlords don't attempt to repair thegrid, as discussed in the chapters about
the Metaverse. Soon when the Singularityis in place, the invader force doesn't
need the Earth grid anymore because theywill have set up a new grid,
which is called the cloud. Howwe're how were we locked into a certain
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frequency, or how are we lockedinto a certain frequency? Is the question.
I had this explain to me bysomeone from Orion. Dude, come
on, tell us how you're talkingto people from Orion. Just say it.
Man, We already think, atleast I do, think you're full
of shit. So what are yougonna say? That's gonna be worse,
That's gonna reveal anything when it comesto you talking to aliens from Orion.
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But The same thing has also beendiscussed by another source to Palladians. This
is how they explained it. Oh, we're gonna get a direct quote from
the Palladians. Here, here wego. Because of the timelocks that were
put upon the portals here, andbecause the corridors of time are owned,
those out in the cosmos are notable to find Earth, its light of
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existence was erased. A different electromagneticspectrum, a harmless one that does not
register the kind of consciousness Earth has, was put here, so the Earth
could not be found. Earth wascovered up and quarantined. They did the
COVID thing, honest man. Soif only one road exists in and out
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and it is locked down, thencommerce is forbidden from entering the time corridor,
and it is cut off completely fromall other influences. So what about
all the people claiming that they're speakingto all these galactic beings and stuff.
If what you're saying is true,then none of these people had any contact
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with any aliens consciously. I alsodiscussed the subject to some extent with an
Orion contact I had from whom Ilearned that Earth sits amid a larger trade
route, blocking and congesting it,making trade difficult in some areas along the
Trail of Stars. The Palladians arealso correct in that the Earth vibrates within
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a frequency that is very difficult tofind from outside the matrix. Oh man,
if that were true. If wefind out that's true later, all
the people that are like all theisland want to believe UFO people are going
to be pissed. They'll probably killMarduke or Lucifer or something. This next
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part is called Uriel's solution to Griddiscrepancies. So as we now have found
out the grid the way Archangel Urielset it up was never perfect, and
they could not completely perfect it.However, for the most part it isolated
this construct from the rest of theuniverse. It did its job thoroughly enough.
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However, there was one big problem. Because there were some holes in
the grid already to begin with.Uriel must have realized that these holes could
also be used to leave the matrixif the human Soul group became clever enough
to figure that out. The holescould of course be guarded, which I'm
sure they were to begin with,But if a soul decided to go out
through one of these holes, allthe guards could do was try to manipulate
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and scare the soul that it isdangerous to go out there. But because
we have free will, they mustlet us go if our intention, our
will is strong enough. And thiswas a problem. The solution became the
tunnel of light. He's got thetunnel of light and slants. Uriel used
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our solar energy to energize a tunnelwhich most souls see when they enter the
afterlife. The recycling process had alreadybeen set up before the tunnel was created,
but it was usually done by lettingspirit guides lead the deceased to the
location in the astral from where therecycling process could be done. Now,
the overlords needed something more seductive thanthat would then that which would catch the
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soul's attention before the grid did,And they did it by creating a magnetic
pull and a feeling of well beingso to the soul would not hesitate to
go in into the tunnel. Ohmy god, man, so you're telling
me that that tunnel of light thateverybody sees when they die, all the
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inn stuff that we've read about orthey've talked to us about, you're telling
me that those people are going througha tunnel that Uriel created because there's a
hole in the grid and instead ofus actually going out through the proper hole
to escape the matrix, Uriel puta tunnel and making sure I understand this,
right, put a tunnel in there, and then he made sure that
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the tunnel felt good and it wasfull of like I guess he dumped a
bunch of molly on our soul aswe were floating through this thing, right,
so that we wouldn't actually escape throughthe real hole. Right. I
don't know, man, I don'tknow. It's a good story. The
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solution became to fill the tunnel withmore love than the soul had ever felt
during the incarnation on Earth. Yeah, he just dumped a bunch of ecstasy
into it. This love vibration wasagain stolen from our human soul energy by
collecting loosh from us. The departedsoul didn't know any better, and if
they were aware enough to spot thegrid and the holes they're in, their
attention went to the tunnel and onceinside there, the magnetic pull was and
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is strong, and the soul issucked in until they reached the end of
the tunnel, where a hologram ofsomeone well known to the soul is meeting
them and luring them into the recyclingcenter technically from Mars, but it appears
to be projected onto the Moon,which is located under the Earth grid and
within the Earth's atmosphere. They don'twant the soul to go to Mars because
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that is outside the grid. Damn. That's kind of freaky. Because Michael
Newton, if you look into allhis books, there's so many of those
people that did between lives after theydied. He would take them in between
lives and they would all go throughthat tunnel, right, and they would
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all say, it feels so wonderful. They all described it like they took
a couple of you know, ecstasypills at a rave or something. It
should be noted here that the tunnelof Light may be a misleading concept because
the tunnel itself is dark, andthe light is at the end of the
tunnel. But the magnetic pull andthe love of the soul feels hits them
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already before they enter the tunnel.So that's why everybody's depressed. Oh,
because they sucked out all our lovingenergy and put it in this tunnel.
What a sick trap, What asick game. Master Tris mcgiss says,
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I was in Illinois. If ina clear blue sky I watched for it,
no moon approach the sun, Idon't know. I was in Arkansas,
a black circle went over the sun. That's all I know. This
worked well to begin with, andthis tunnel is still up and running,
although the entire between Lives of areaor BLA will almost certainly be abandon when
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the Singularity is in order, theneverything will be replaced by the artificial intelligent
Cloud or our new grid, whichwill become much more secure and nonpenetrable than
the current Earth grid. The entirebetween Lives area will eventually be obsolete,
as well as the Earth grid,which will dissolve when soul minds on Earth
no longer give it their energy butinstead give it to the metaverse and the
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Cloud. I think the Overlords andthe Elite were fully aware of that when
the Internet had been up and runningfor a few decades, enough souls would
wake up to create more holes inthe grid, because the vibration and frequency
range of those who wake up extendsbeyond the frequency limit of the five senses
within which the grid in general vibrates. They knew the grid would start looking
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more and more like a Swiss cheesewith many many holes in it. And
this is also what happened around twothousand and eight. There was a cosmic
battle in the Solar System between Orionand the Syrian Alliance Pew Pew, and
the weapons that were used created additionalholes in the grid. But what really
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made a difference was the nanosecond.Many people woke up during those twenty five
years, and this affected the grid. It does not automatically mean that souls
began to leave the matrix, althoughsome souls might have. After all,
even though many woke up and someof those people died during this time period
as well, they did not knowabout the holes in the grid. Yet,
they might have seen the grid withoutknowing what it is, and despite
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their awakening state, they probably tookthe usual route through the tunnel of Light.
Although the Palladians mentioned the grid alreadyin the nineteen nineties, they never
suggested that people should take that routebecause they have their own agenda wanting us
to shift our timeline, so theywish for us to stay within the matrix.
It was not until around twenty twelvewhen I released the West Penny Papers
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the second level of learning, itbecame known that we can exist through the
grid after body death and enter theka, the spirit universe of Orion.
Since then, my mission in lifehas been to make people aware of this
and how to prepare for those whowant to leave the matrix after this incarnation.
Exactly how to leave and what todo to prepare while still alive here
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on Earth will be further explained followingin the following chapters. Well, look,
I'm talking to some people that saythey've seen the grid right through out
of body experiences or through ayahuasca.Some people have said that, Actually,
there's been several people that have reachedout to me since probably like to twenty
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sixteen, or I don't know,twenty seventeen. Maybe I could say at
least one hundred people have reached outto me and said, man, I
saw a grid. Will I hadan out of body experience and I saw
this grid. Or I took ayahuascaor DMT and I saw this grid.
Doesn't mean that they're telling the truth. It could just be a big rumor
thing or something cool to say atthe time. I don't know, but
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I'd have to think that many peopletelling me about it at least one of
them was telling me the truth.That's my reasoning. So what does the
grid look like? Many have askedme how we recognize the grid and how
it looks, just to avoid whatwe're going through, just to avoid that
we're going through a false grid.The good news is is that if we
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follow the procedures in this chapter,we can't go through a false grid.
Because I am still alive, Ihave not seen the grid myself, and
if I have seen it between lives, I certainly don't remember it due to
amnesia. I would think of itas a fuzzy barrier surrounding the planet.
And because we can only fully seeit when we have disconnected from the body,
we will then be in the nanoverse, where intention and imagination are two
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major parts of existence. The astralrealm is the realm of the mind,
and as I've repeatedly been saying,therefore, I can I can imagine that
the grid will look slightly different fordifferent people, but it really is of
no consequence. If you look forthe grid and the astral after your body
has died, you will see it, regardless of whether you perceive it as
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gray, bluish white, or anyother color, you'll recognize it as the
grid, and this is nothing youneed to be concerned about. Metaphorically speaking,
And imagine how an a laboratory,a scientists has set up two rods
apart from each other, and thenhe sends a certain amount of energy between
them. You will see a whitezigzag light moving between the rods. You
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won't mistake that for anything else butenergy. I'm not suggesting the grid looks
exactly like that, but what I'mimplying is that you will have the same
certainty as in the lab example,that what you're seeing after soul departure is
the grid. Whether you will seelight coming in through the holes in the
grid, I don't know for certain. It's speculative. I just know we
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will have no problem spotting these holesduring and after the nanosecond. The grid
became very damaged from the Overlord's personeffective and there was no way they could
repair it, not even with theiro' ryan tech, without increasing the vibration
of the entire soul group, whichwould be too risky for them because we
would all wake up, we'd allincrease in consciousness. Right. They couldn't
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even make it perfect to begin with, as it were, and they can't
guard it anymore either, so thereare too many holes. So they have
given up on it for these tworeasons already mentioned. And if souls exist
through these holes, if we slipthrough, the overlords must let them go.
However, they count on that mostof us, most souls, are
still ignorant about the grid, andwe'll continue using the light tunnel to go
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to the recycling center on or insidethe moon. Now, when the cat
is out of the bag, andafter I've released the West Penry papers,
why does the elite not completely stopthis information from spreading? Probably because you
sound crazy and that just helps theircause. Honestly, I believe there are
different reasons for that, and I'lllist them here. Number One, it
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sounds too incredible for most people tobelieve that's what I just said. Number
Two, to ignore the truth whenit's revealed can sometimes be the elite's best
weapon. Not to say I havenot been attacked, I have. Number
Three, the overlords know that evenpeople who know about the grid and might
want to leave after this lifetime willbe too afraid of the unknown. When
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push comes to show that, theywill take the safe route through the tunnel.
After all. Therefore, the overlordsare not too concerned to miss a
few souls. They don't need allof us, because, as one of
my sources said, and I'm paraphrase, there is only a certain number of
souls that the overlords can handle.Number four. The overlords think they'll make
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their case easier on them if theylet some of us escape. They hope
it will look good in Orion's eyes, and that they keep up their end
of the contract. Number five.Think about humankind as ants inside and upon
an ant hill. You pick upthe ant hill because you want to collect
a certain number of ants for whateverreason. However, when you pick up
the ant he'll there are some antsfalling to the side and escaping. Would
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you really mind and go after them? Or would you let them go?
Number six Much of the information Ishared in the papers comes out of discussions
I had and information I gathered frombeings not from Earth. I even had
contact with Orion. There's a reasonwhy the overlords don't want to mess with
that. It has to do withtheir own safety and security. They pick
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their battles. Oh so, wesyou have? The Queen has your back,
does she? I'm gonna be likewhat if all this stuff is true?
Man, I'm gonna be pissed.Instead of interfering too much, particularly
as they can't do anything to repairthe grid, they hurry up to usher
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in the singularity. The faster theycan implement it, the safer the overlords
will become. In the meantime,they count on it, they can still
keep us humans as they're hostages.What do y'all think? Make friends with
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the key Master? That's right,let's see. Marduke was the name of
Mars and Babylon, if I'm notmistaken. Could be when you get multiple
people experiencing the same thing, itrattles your reality. Difficult to deny MDMA
and iceonology. Yeah, that's whatI think. It sounds like it sounds
like they're just dumping a bunch ofecstasy into it. The grid is blue,
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Dennis, Have you seen the grid? I know someone who said that
she saw the grid. She wasn'tstoned. Yeah, I've had a lot
of people telling me that too.There's blue transparent. Can you build a
hatch door in the grid? Idon't know. Make friends with the key
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Master? I don't know, man, I don't know why these people don't
write novels. Either I'm leaving thematrix. There we go. There's some
bad news and there's some good news. The bad news is there's only one
way I know to leave the matrix, and the good news is that leaving
is achievable. Some of you readersalready know about this because you have followed
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his work or Wes's work, whileothers did not know before reading this book.
We need to go through a holein the grid. Don't go so
Wes Penry is saying, when youdie, don't go to the light,
don't go through a tunnel. Lookup, find the grid, and look
for a hole in the grid andgo through that. I think if that's
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if that's the truth, most peoplewon't do it because most people are scared
of the unknown. I mean,let's be honest. I've met people my
age, older men, especially women, no offense, but a few men
that if there's something like unknown,it just they'll fall apart. They can't
handle it, you know. Soimagine what happens when we die. They're
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like, oh, there's the light, there's the tunnel. I feel the
mdmay love, I'm safe. They'reprobably and even if there's a thought in
their head going I might get reincarnatedand forget who I am. Well,
that's still safer than going through thatdark hole. I don't know where that
goes. I can imagine lots ofpeople doing that. You know, most
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readers probably read this book because onone level, they have had enough abuse
from narcissistic partners, friends, parents, coworkers, bosses, authorities, and
from some unseen force that seems tobe lurking in the background, and you
may be wondering if there is asolution and perhaps even a way to leave
the matrix. I want to startby explaining the overall procedure on how to
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leave, and then I'll get intothe details. The procedure is simple.
The planet is, as explained already, surrounded by grid, comprising the sole
energy of the entire human soul groupand other beings, animals and plants living
here, and it's held in playas it currently exists by technology. However,
there are many holes in it,and immediately after you have died from
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your current body, you just focuson your whole of choice. When you
have spotted the grid and go throughit, you will notice when you leave
your dead body that the astral andlater the ka outside. The construct is
thought responsive. It means that ifyou randomly think something, it may manifest
right before you. Therefore, manypeople who have had near death experiences and
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come back to tell us about itsometimes say they saw strange things in the
astral some were scary, and otherthings were quite pleasant. A few of
these creations might be your own creations, although you are not aware of it.
You might think whatever you experienced wasthere before you arrived. Some of
it was and some of it wasnot. You will also notice, ah
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that you can travel with thought ornano travel. You think yourself somewhere,
and you will be there instantly.Again, those who have experienced this usually
tell us it feel strange to beginwith, but they quickly get the hang
of it and learn how to controltheir thoughts. Outside the body, which
you now have left behind and death, will have a three hundred and sixty
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degree vision. So immediately, withoutlingering, look up, look up with
your dead body as a reference pointingunderneath you, and you will spot the
grid. And as I mentioned inthe last chapter, you will not mistake
the grid for anything else. Focuswith your mind's eye on any hole in
the grid, because there will bemany and think yourself through it. For
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instance, think inside your mind withan intention, I'm going through the hole
in that grid. Now you willnotice your command will be executed instantly,
and you will be baffled how fastyou are on the other side of the
grid and out in the solar system. Now you have entered the O'Ryan universe.
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Well that's kind of cool. Actually, just be careful after you left
your dead body not to pay attentionto anything or anybody in the astral in
case you meet someone who tries toguide you or interact with you, these
are likely tricksters who want to distractyou from leaving. These distractions can be
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protections of dead relatives and loved ones, But remember they are just projections to
lure you into the tunnel. They'renot real. Just ignore whatever you may
encounter, if anything, and focusonly on going through a hole in the
grid. So what you will seeon the other side, I was told
we will see what we are preparedto see. There is no limited electromagnetic
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frequency band that will prevent us fromseeing the universe as it is. It
depends on the individual what they willsee. If you use tunnel visions.
Stubbornly believing only what NASA's told us. This is what you will see at
first until you have broadened dear perceptions. However, because you have some knowledge
now after reading this book, you'llprobably see a myriad of stars and galaxies,
much more so than you've ever seenin a NASA picture, which only
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shows four percent of the universe.You may also see some of the spider
webs, or the cosmic highway uponwhich you will travel with your mind and
which connects everything, making it possibleto travel anywhere in the universe, and
the blink of an eye when youknow where to go. Dude, this
is trippy. Man. Think aboutthis though, like when we read that
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book Occult Anatomy of Man, Right, you guys remember when we read that
a few days ago. So mainlyp Hall said that the human body or
the human comes from the brain,and man is an inverted plant, right,
and it's to the brain that willreturn. Well, if it is
a plasma universe and we just can'tsee all the cosmic highways and spider webs
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and stuff which kind of look likea big brain, if we go through
a hole in the grid, thenbasically we're just flow lying up into a
big universal brain. So where's Imean? Where do we go? Dude?
We're gonna get lost. We findthe universal pineal gland up in there,
what do we do here? Whenyou're on the other side of the
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grid, you may want to continueaway from there because you are still in
the Solar system, which is theOverlord's domain. You now have the freedom
to explore the universe if you like, just by thinking yourself somewhere to see
what it looks like. You cannever get lost because when you don't know
where you are, all you mustdo is to think yourself back to where
you started just outside the grid,and you can start all over. Although
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there might be souls who want toexplore the new environment after exiting through the
grid, it's my assumption that mostwant to go to a place that's safe,
somewhere they can feel secure until theyhave more knowledge. You travel with
your thoughts. So here is whatI personally will do. I will give
myself the command I am with thehighest possible incarnation of the Queen of the
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stars. Now it is important toissue your commands without putting any time into
the command. For example, ifyou think to yourself, I will go
to the Queen. This will probablynot do it because it doesn't say you
want to go there instantly. Yourcommand only says that sometime you're going to
go to the Queen. In otherwords, he's saying, be specific,
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and nothing might happen. You mightput it on hold. So I hope
you get my point. I tookthis example with the Queen because she is
waiting for us, and I haveheard she is more than eager to see
us after we have exited through thegrid. She wants us, She wants
to get us somewhere we feel secure, so she can brief us, and
we can brief her. She willthen help us to the next step.
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And don't be afraid to meet her. Remember she is you and you are
her. She is your real,actual, real mother from her you emanated,
dude. I wish I had aclip of that man. It's making
me think about Michael Suton's thing too. When he was he sent that guy
to the edges of reality, right, and he had this dude in a
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hypnotic state, and he was sayinghe was in between lives, and he
kept telling him to push out further, push out a little further, and
it was like his soul was sayingI can't. It's hard, like he
was having a hard time getting tothe edges of reality in between life stage
right, But he said he heardsinging, and Michael Newton was like,
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push a little further, just alittle further, and the guy said,
it's a mother. I can hearher voice singing. So and the ultimate
end of reality, there's some motherthere waiting on us. Be crazy if
that's what he thinks. It's aqueen, like Michael Newton and this guy
thinks it's a queen, and theygo all the way out to the edge
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and they find the queen and thenboom, you're coming out of vagina again
and you're still tricked, Like damn, I guess it's not that it's gonna
be like. This is like trippystuff to think about. To some people,
this entire procedure may sound scary andunsafe, but it's because it's unknown.
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Still. Mind you that almost allstar races and star beings in the
universe do the same thing. Theyseparate from their home world, which on
another level can be considered a mother. Although Earth is not even our home
on one level, we consider itas such. The principle is the same,
except the Queen is even more eagerto see us because we are her
direct children, we have her spirit, and we've been held prisoners. We
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need to go to her so weeventually can separate from her naturally, like
a human child separates from their mother. As discussed earlier, we never got
the chance to do this before wewere kidnapped. If all of this is
frightening, the other option is tocontinue to reincarnate on Earth as we have
done literally thousands of times, andcontinue experiencing trauma. In our next incarnation,
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we will most likely enter the metaverseand the Singularity, and I think
it's a good idea to avoid that. Keep it in mind that the overlords
have in mind for us a longterm plan. Remember that we are usually
afraid of the unknown because we searchfor safety and security on a regular basis.
We don't necessarily like change. Wellthat I like change. You don't
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like change. Some people don't.Though. Unless we know for a fact
that change will be for the better, going through the grid will be for
the better, But of course youdon't feel that to guarantee, so there
is a chance you might choose togo through the light tunnel just to be
safe. This is of course yourfree choice, but I would suggest you
think it through. Remember guys,that Gareth is reading this. This is
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the book, the stuff he read, so this is the shit he's reading
before he thinks he's about to die. This is, of course your free
choice, but I would suggest thatyou think it through very thoroughly while you're
on Earth. Conclude and stick withit. If you choose the Grid,
start planning already. Now. Youmay have many years left to live,
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but even though you might be young, you never know when it's your time
to go, so it's best tobe prepared. I will now go over
some details of what we must doto prepare ourselves for the exit. Don't
worry if you think I'll bring upmany things. I will summarize it all
in the end of this chapter tomake it very easy. The things I
am telling you in between are justthings that are good to know for some,
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while other things are essential. Dum, she won't show your face.
She's always veiled. Really, I'venever met the Queen? Is that what
you're talking about? Brian? Youknow that you've seen the Queen? This
guy read too many of the Eternalcomic books. I mean, really,
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do you hear the mother singing oris it a humming that you can't define.
I don't know. I was tellingI don't hear. I was talking
about if you read Journey of Souls, like the guy he would he would
send all he would put all thesepeople through hypnosis, and then he would
send them like in between life states, so he would get them to tell
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him what's happening between lives. Andhe sent this one guy all the way
out to the edge of reality,like as far as he could. He
commanded him to under hypnosis, andwhen the guy said it became harder and
harder and harder to get to thethreshold of reality while he was under this
hypnotic state. And then at thevery last of the session, Michael Newton
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said, push just a little furtherright, and so he pushed a little
further and the guy started crying.I believe he started crying. I have
to go back and listen to it. And he got real emotional and he
said, it's a mother at theedge of reality. So I don't know,
man, we're gonna do. I'lldo a serve after this. Do
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you choose the light tunnel or doyou go through a hole in the grid.
I'm interested to see what everybody isgoing to say. Everyone is unique,
so please consider what I have tosay here and see how it applies
to you. Some humans are braverthan others, depending on what kind of
trauma we've been through and how wellwe have healed from our emotional wounds.
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The number one thing to do,obviously, is to make a firm decision
that you want to leave. Wehave a small window in time when we
can do this. After the singularityis put in place, it is much
more difficult to exit, if possibleat all. When you have a major
choice, you need to educate yourselfenough to understand that nothing in the matrix
is worth saving nothing. You needto detach your mind from everything, from
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everything that is of this construct.It is crucial that you no longer have
attachments to anything here when you exit, because if you do, it might
be the one thing that will preventyou from exiting, and you may choose
the tunnel of light instead. Althoughthis physical reality is extremely harsh and abusive,
and many of us feel we wantto have nothing more to do with
it, there might be a fewthings that we still miss in the process,
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like our pets, certain material things, our partner, sex, physical
touch, our children, our friendsand relatives and more. Hell yeah,
man, I'm gonna miss all thatstuff. This is normal, of course,
But to leave, we need tolet go of all this because we
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can't take any of it with us. This can't be very difficult, especially
to separate from our loved ones.All we can do is try to educate
them, but it's their choice.I'm supposed to tell my kid that,
hey, if you by chance die, don't go through the light tunnel,
find a hole in the grid.He's gonna think I'm crazy. We can't
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and shouldn't force them, even ifit's tempting to try. What I just
told you doesn't imply that you can'tenjoy what you have right now. What
I'm trying to say is that youneed to come to a point in your
mind when you realize you can't takeany of this with you, nothing here
on earth. And I hope you'reokay with that. When you feel you
grieve your when you feel you grieveyour future losses, try to think about
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that. Even if you choose toreincarnate here again, you're still not going
to meet the ones you love again, because they are no more. You
will be born with amnesia develop anew personality, and so will they.
And when you've reincarnated, you willhave forgotten everything about them, and so
will they when it comes to you. None of us is in the same
person, all right, None ofus is the same person in different incarnations.
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Instead, you can hope that they, as soul minds, will one
day be able to break through theirprogramming and come after you through the grid
when it's their turn to die,and orian you will again have total recall
of all your incarnations. What comicbook are you talking about, Dennis?
I want to read this thing.Is it called the Eternals? Is that
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what you called it? I gottacheck it out. Another thing to remember
is that you have lived thousands oflifetimes here, and you have had thousands
of children. What about all thoseother children you've forgotten about in this lifetime?
Are they less important than the onesyou are raising in this life?
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Must you save them too? Theanswer to all this is that the Matrix
is not our home and it shouldnot be this way. Therefore, this
construct must be destroyed and the criminaloverlords and their human minions must be put
on trial. Because this is allextremely sinister. In the meantime, the
best we can do is to leaveand tell our story to those outside the
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matrix. That's the most helpful thingwe can do. If our children and
loved ones decide to follow, afterall, when it's their turn, they
can connect with you if they wishto. Once out of the grid,
they can think I am with mymost previous earthly mother now, and they
will immediately go to you wherever youare in the universe at the moment.
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Damn, all of this information camefrom aliens, from Orion and to Wes.
Can you exit the matrix and laterdecide to come back to check in
on your loved ones and perhaps helpthem in that sense, Well, you
can, but it's not advisable.If you do, you will again be
trapped here in the reincarnation cycle,and your exit would have been in vain.
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You will have helped no one,including yourself. Also, once you're
out in the CAA, you probablywon't even think in those terms anymore,
although you'll be the same person youare now. After you've exited, you'll
see things from a much broader perspective, literally from another dimension. If you
want to go back once you've exited, I doubt you will even find the
matrix. It was your normal environmentso long as you were in the projection,
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But once you left, the projectiondisappears like in a computer game,
and you don't know where the computergame is anymore, so we can't come
back. Getting rid of all attachmentsmeans more than I just mentioned. In
previous chapters, we discussed our traumabond with the Lucifer and how he gave
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us his mind and we gave himours. That's a deep bond that must
be broken. Anyone who has beenin a relationship with a narcissist or a
psychopath knows how traumatic that is.And if you've managed to separate from them,
and the healing process afterwards has probablybeen difficult. Hopefully you are on
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the mend, and perhaps you evenhealed from lots of it, and now
you have healthier relationships in your life. Either way, we also must disconnect
from Lucifer. This does not onlymean we decide to leave the matrix and
to have nothing to do with himanymore. That's the first decision we must
make in this regard, but thereare more things we need to consider.
Almost everybody on the entire planet iscodependent to Lucifer, and most people have
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become like him or like his introjectof us and how he wants us to
be. We are continuously executing hiswishes and we don't even know they're his.
Almost everything here on Earth is hiswill executed by us. That is
a highly codependent thing to do.Well. Then I didn't know that,
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man. Now we know, see, now we know the truth. We
know it was Lucifer all along,and he did this freaking trauma bond thing
with us, you know, thelove dump like static X talks about,
and then pulled it away. Didthe hot and cold got us all trauma
bonded to him? So now we'reattached. I don't know, man,
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It's not that hard to detach frompeople to treat you like shit, doesn't
matter how bad they love bombing,and just think about how they treat you
like shit. It's that easy.Lucifer's more powerful, though, I get
it. The star races out thereunderstandably don't want the human soul group out
in the KA in our current condition, most soul minds being copies of Lucifer,
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creating havoc out there without even knowingwhat we're doing having an overly reactive
and often aggressive and often aggressive manner. Getting rid of the attachments to this
world in general is a big stepin the process of disconnecting from our cosmic
abuser, Lucifer. Still, well, that doesn't make sense. Still man,
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because if all the mystery schools areteaching, all of the mystery schools
teach detachment from everything, they're nottrauma bonding with you. So I don't
don't get it. It's kind ofa It's just so confusing. I'm so
perplexed. Still, we must alsounderstand that this trauma bond with him is
real. It must be handled asany narcissistic relationship, and we need to
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heal from the trauma we've been subjectedto by him and his minions, who
are the personal narcissist in our lives. Oh dude, you just gave yourself
away. Man, Come on,Like, I'm not saying I'll never say
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that something is wrong or bullshit,but this guy just totally gave himself away
right there. Unless I'm reading thiswrong. We must also understand that this
trauma bond with him is real,or trauma bond with Lucifer, it must
be handled as any narcissistic relationship,and we need to heal from the trauma
we've been subjected to by him andhis minions, who are the personal narcissist
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in our lives. So everybody that'sbeen a narcissist in your life life has
been a Luciferian minion. They're nota human being. They're not somebody that
developed a shark like nature because theywere raised around sharks and they had to
raise themselves, so therefore they becamebastards too. They're just not human.
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They're Lucifer's o minions. You're moreimportant. This is all psychologically fun and
perplexing to me to read this.Sometimes if we ignore this important step,
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we will most likely be too afraidto leave the matrix when push comes to
shove and we choose Daddy Mummy Luciferinstead of separating from him and going to
the ka. The principle is thesame as separating from our earthly mother.
We need to do it or wewill be attached to her for the rest
of our lives in a very detrimentalway. We either become narcissists ourselves,
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or we are prone to codependent relationshipsbecause of our own unhandled mommy issues.
For so long, Lucifer has beenour surrogate, cosmic mother, our caregiver,
albeit very criminally abusive. How dowe do? Man? A lot
of stuff you say is cool untilyou get on this stick, dude,
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because you don't make any sense man, Like I get it, dude.
It hurts when people treat you likecrap. It hurts bad. There's some
things that have happened in my life, brother, and I'm talking to Wes,
the author of this book, thatI would rather have had my arm
broke even cut off than feel.But sometimes that doesn't mean that there is
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some kind of cosmic shit going onto keep you trapped on earth, or
that there's overlords and all this stuff, because I know it just doesn't make
sense to your heart, because youprobably do have a good heart. Certain
people can be so damn terrible toyou, but they can be it's all
a matter of perspective. You know, you probably got beat up, cheated
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on all kinds of stuff, justlike a lot of us have. And
what you don't realize is those peoplethat are doing those things are justifying what
they're doing because they're the victims too. There's no bigger victim than the narcissist.
So really, what we're doing hereinstead of blaming overlords and robots and
whatever the hell you're talking about,we're all trying to see who's the bigger
victim, which is the opposite oflove. However, what I'll do when
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I die is I'll definitely look fora grid. You got me convinced doing
that. I'm convinced. What areyou saying, Dennis Trauma Bond, great
name for a new tension band,man, Just men, I'm sorry,
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dude, you should have just foundsomebody that loves you for you, which
some people do and didn't even thepeople but even the people you find that
love you are still going to treatyou like shit every now and then.
They're just not going to do thatpush and pull and and narcissistic crap to
you. But you have to havesome sympathy for narcissists too. Most of
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the narcissists that I know, ifyou see what they are raised in,
they had to raise themselves because theywere brought up by selfish narcissistic people.
So they developed not making excuses forthem, but they developed those traits so
that they could take care of themselves. So all they do is manipulate because
that's what they were raised in.You were probably raised by somebody that had
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a heart. Therefore you learned howto be heartful and you got hurt,
just like a lot of us do. I'm having a conversation with this guy.
He's not even on the damn show, and he just keeps bringing this
up though, doesn't he. You'llnotice when you understand the mechanics behind narcissism
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and psychopathy, that detaching and disconnectionis possible, and the fear, trauma
and PTSD which is always present afterhaving been subjected to narcissism will diminish,
and your self esteem and emotional andphysical health will improve. One day you
realize that there is nothing in thisworld that can keep you here, and
it's no longer because you are tired, exhausted, codependent and afraid. It's
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because now you have really seen thematrix for what it is, and nothing
here is real and worth saving.That's such a sad thing to say.
Man, When you've come to thepoint where you're no longer afraid or you
fear, or your fear is ata minimum regarding leaving, you are emotionally
very well prepared you realize it's timeto move on and this was never your
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world. It comes as a naturalchoice, and it's a firm and stable
one. The least you want todo when you reach that stage is to
be recycled again. I don't know, I might want to be recycled again,
even if I do forget who Iam. I mean, haven't you
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guys had some dreams that were prettydamn cool and you forgot about this world
while you were in the dream.Haven't you ever woke up from a dream
like damn, I'd really go Iwant to go back to that dream for
a little bit. This is sadto me, man, because like I
wonder if this guy would have atleast if this guy would have found somebody
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that really loved him, you knowwhat I mean, somebody that he could
have went through ups and downs with, you know, had a good time,
been intimate with whatever, you know, that didn't just get totally jacked
with and screwed with psychologically by somebodythat was even more damned Would he've even
wrote this book? I wonder aboutthat, honestly sometimes, and all of
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the people that talk about the prisonplanet, you know, kind of thing
like this is is sad to me, honestly, Like, I know,
I'm reading way too deep into thisbook, man, because the book itself
is entertaining, to say the least. But this is just sad man.
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All right, So he's going totalk about shit. It's almost time to
go. Uh, so he's gonnatalk about praying. One more thing to
bring up here is look at that. They're so much it is. I'm
gonna kill it, you see it? Pastor all right, let's read this.
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We'll get up out of here.One more thing to bring up here
is something people might not always thinkabout. Praying is also a way of
agreeing with the matrix system, becausewhen we pray, we usually pray to
God. So now he's telling usnot to pray Jesus, the same God
who probably ultimately created the problem wenow want him to fix for us through
our prayers. This gives him alot of our loose Sometimes, even if
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we don't believe in the false Godand something detrimental happens in our lives,
we might still start praying, God, please help me. Only do that
like if I accidentally, you know, smoke too much weed and my heart's
racing, or if I do somethingreally stupid. And I go to a
party and accidentally take some cocaine andI shouldn't have, and the heart's racing,
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and I'm I'm walking around, goingGod, please help me, let
me get out of this. IfI swear to God, I'll never do
it again. You know that kindof thing. Lucifer never helped me out
of those situations. This solution toour problems can always be found inside ourselves,
and it's for us to figure outwhat the solution is. Sometimes it
involves bringing in other people, andthat's okay. The solution still comes from
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inside you. Even praying to thegoddess is giving your power way If you
want her to fix your problem,the prayer will most likely never even reach
her, but stays with Inky.This doesn't mean you should not communicate with
the goddess in your mind, butthat is different from praying. We can,
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if we first establish the correct connectionand bypass Inky, ask her for
help in the form of encouragement.But I don't believe she appreciates if we
pray to her as a goddess whomwe expect to fix all our problems.
I feel sad for this guy,right. I don't think this guy's ever
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manifested in any love in his life, dude, And if it did,
and if he did it, probablyhe probably fell in love with a narcissist
or something and it hurt him.It's you kind of if we all got
experience that once or twice in ourlife, so we can be a little
bit more mature about things. Butit's sad to me. I really feel
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like if people found a healthy relationshipin their life, like a healthy one,
they wouldn't even write these books.I'm going to read this comic book,
Dennis. I got to check itout and see how close he is
with this thing. All right,Well, I'll be putting a poll out
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to see if you guys, whichwhen you die, are you going to
go through the light tunnel? Orif are you going to look for the
grid? Oh, the guy thatwrote The Invisibles, that's one of the
best comic books you'll ever read.His name is Grant Morrison. That's a
fantastic comic book. By the way, a lot. Tomorrow night, Jason
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Quit will be on the program.I'm so looking forward to this man.
Every time Jason puts something out,he digs deeper into conscious exploration, not
only just that, but now he'sdigging into like hidden history and stuff and
the stuff that he's finding out,these patterns and things that he's finding and
some Egyptian stuff is really it's reallydope. So you guys, make sure
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that y'all come out tomorrow night.Make sure that if you value the show,
that you support the Fringe FM bydonating or grabbing something from the shop.
See you tomorrow night, guys.Good night,