Meme Magick And the Mystic Side of Mystery

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some stuff from yesterday. So whetheryou're catching it live or not, well,
I'm gonna dig into some biblical stuffhere, man, what's up?
Michael as promised, it's gonna it'sgonna be different though like it. It's

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gonna take. I'm gonna take amagical approach if you haven't noticed, not
a magical, sorry, a mysticalapproach to this tonight, all right.
But if you haven't noticed, I'vebeen kind of being more human here lately
with you. The reason why isis because I'm I'm going through another one
of those weird stages man, whereI'm starting to get freaking angry, and

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I don't like it. I thinkit's just like a sleep. Let me
just be frank with you real quick. Okay, I missed the old Facebook
like I used to love Facebook.I've talked about this. I'm getting to
the point where I'm about to nixit and I'm not. You always hear
that people from people I'm doing withit, you know, but it's like
a fight. And this new AIthing came out today. It's like an

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AI search engine. You guys,remember when Facebook they told us that they
were doing experiments on us. Theywere trying to influence our mood. They
admitted it, so you don't thinkthey're going to do it again. But
today, man, like I searchedabsolutely nothing, so I know this thing
is being run by algorithms and AIand all this stuff. And it's just

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meme after meme after meme after memeafter me after meme of sadness, and
I got betrayed, I got played, I got this, I got that,
or these statements of and it's notlike, look it. It's good
to express yourself, don't I doit? But like, I just feel
like people are so disempowered, kindof like what Genevieve was saying yesterday when

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she called in. People are beingso disempowered in a sense that I think
it's being done on purpose. Ihonestly do. It's there's so much content
floating around out there. It's easyfor a medium to take. Whether it's
Facebook. I don't know if YouTubehas done it or not, but I
just started putting all this stuff outthere. I don't even know like the

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legal terms, like what I cando or can't do, or if my
stream's gonna get shut down. ButI've got to like give you some examples
today because it was just I wenton a lunch break. I've been cutting
trees, okay, so I'm tired, Like I've gotten a couple hours sleep.
I've been outside, not triming trees, cutting trees down, like bringing

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them down to the ground, choppingthem up, and doing all the stuff.
It's exhausted, I got. Ifyou can't tell, my eyes are
sunk in. So oh yeah,Jason Quitz coming back. I guess Dennis
or someone I think it was Dennisspread the word about what I said about
his book. I hope you guyswent and grabbed it. I left the
link in the video to grab itif you didn't. So I hope in

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a few weeks he'll be back andwe'll get deeper into that. But to
my point with this real quick,let me just I mean, this is
my page, right, they can'tlike take me down for putting stuff on
my page. So I missed thecat videos, I missed the fail videos,
like I miss the stuff that makesyou laugh and feel good things like
that. But I kept stumbling acrossthings all day, and for some reason

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it just triggered me I got triggered, right, I got triggered, and
I was like, I'm going tofight memes all day if i feel like
people are being hypocritical or unjustifying thing. I'm just it was like some weird,
rebellious, last minute high school rebellionthing at me. You know,
my god, it was annoying tosee all this stuff. But it's not

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one person's fault. I mean,one person's page is that's their sacred you
know, space to like rent andsay whatever. But when you go to
your wall, that's where they getyou. Man, here's this guy.
Let me see if I can unmute. Let me see if I can hold
on. See if you guys canhear this. Now, listen to how

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good this sounds. This stuff isall insight of yourself. Human beings all
over Facebook light or give you darkness. Human beings either give you love or
give you fear. Human beings areenergy, and their frequency is either helping
you on your journey or it's hurtingyou. The question for you is why

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is it that so far in yourlife you've continuously allowed yourself to be in
the presence and in the energy andin the frequency of people that knowingly hurt
you. You feel it. Youfeel it every time you're around them.
You feel it by the way thatthey look at you. You feel it
by the way that they speak toyou. It's such a good friend.
By the way they you feel insideof yourself, It's like everything was going

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good and you were feeling great,and then you get in their presence and
it just everything changes and you startto feel not has good with your own
self. Maybe this is the year, maybe twenty twenty four, you become
a little less lenient with whom youallow in your energy. Human beings even
give you a kind of stuff wasall over Facebook, right if it wasn't

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memes of people that got betrayed andthey're making big statements about themselves, which
if you're living this stuff that you'remeaning about, you wouldn't be meaning it,
not saying that. I guess speakingit into existence is good, but
maybe one meme would do, youknow? And I started getting angry at
people, and it really it wasn'tpeople, man, It was like Facebook.
I did no searching, and Idon't know if it's the new AI

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thing or if they're doing another experimentor whatever. I did know searching,
but this stuff was all up anddown the walls. So I just started
throwing like fun stuff, funny stuffin there, just seeing would it change
it? What did it changed it? Watched the videos for a little bit.
They got a friend of mine.She told me, he's like,
just watch the videos and it'll changethe feed like on TikTok. So I'm
thinking, Okay, that's what Facebook'sgoing to do. It didn't happen,

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and here this guy is again.It's the it's the new age saying of
I have a bone to pick withthis thing. It's a new age saying
of if it doesn't serve you,get rid of them. Now, all
humans have become sources of energy orare based on value, and you're going
to see this. You're going tosee this. So this whole social engineering

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thing has been going on for yearsbefore JFK for years. Okay, people
are going they're not going to beplaced. They're not going to be talked
about as loving individuals with hearts andsouls that have anything like that. You're
going to be talked about as energyfrequencies, which you are. But hear

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me out, and energy frequency andvalue if they like, you'll hear all
these phrases if they don't value meenough, or I'm a high value man,
or I'm a high value woman,or this frequency or that frequency.
Let me just tell you first andforemost, you are not a source of

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energy for anybody. You're not theexact thing that this guy was saying in
this beautiful presentation. Basically, whathe's saying is is if the vibes are
low, just get away. Wecan do that in our ordinary life.
But what this whole thing is happening, and I think it's a principality underneath.

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I'm not saying it's an alien ora freaking some kind of weird agenda.
I think it's a dark principality.And I'm gonna get to this here
in a minute. I'm gonna showsome symbolism through mysticism. We're gonna get
into this like big metaphor here.But it's a dark mentality to start viewing

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you and other people as a sourceof exchange. That's not the same thing
as love and relation. It isnot. So you're getting another ninety percent
truth about how your frequency, abouthow you do put off vibrations. But

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the big kicker here is is likeyou need a perfect environment of comfortability and
good vibes all the time. Andtrust me, that's the model of the
station. High vibrations, far outfrequencies. Right. But what it doesn't
mean is he says this like threetimes human beings, human beings. It
sounds so manipulative to me. Humanbeings, Well, what is a human

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being? You're a duled nature,human being made up of light, dark,
masculine feminine energy. You're not perfect, you never will be. You're
in this physical body. So thereforethere will be times when you are on
a ride. Right, you're goingto be up and down, but not
anymore, not anymore. In thisday and age, you're considered a value

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statement. Now, this is goingto go against what everybody's saying. And
I don't care. I don't care. Like to be human means to make
mistakes, To be human means thatyou're not going to be perfect. Now,
nobody wants to be around like anasshole twenty four to seven. I
get that. I don't think that'snot the message here. The message here

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that is being pushed now is we'reall I'll say it again, measurements of
exchange to each other. That's it. You're not serving me and my goals.
All right, So your goals areusually, for the most part,
not everybody. I would say maturepeople have other goals than just their career

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financial stuff. But that's not what'sbeing pushed. You're either for me or
you're against me every single moment.But human beings, right, human beings
are not going to be for anyone person. This is like counter narcissism,
if you want to look at itthis way. They're never gonna be
all about somebody all the time.So not only is it cast in like

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this kind of program that is ina sense vampiric, and I'll explain this,
okay, but it also makes otherpeople be like, well, no
one's gonna value me or have exchangedwith me unless I'm constantly serving them.
Well, now I'm in a conundrumbecause I also believe unless they're serving me,

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you know I'm gonna get I'm justgonna get rid of them. I'm
gonna get rid of them. Imagineif we took this same thing, okay,
this same principle and treated all childrenthis way, toddlers from the age
of I'm not saying we're children,but let's start there. Let's start with

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the little babies. Are you servingme? Get out sound familiar. This
is not spirit. This is notthe Chicano, This is not the Holy
Spirit, whatever you want to callit. This is not it. Man.
Things are always being pushed like there'sso much syopcrap. Man. I

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don't want to get conspiratorial, butthings are always being pushed to a market
to enhance the economy. So aswe move into this stage of aquarius,
right because I personally believe we are, we're supposed to receive the divine feminine,

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the thing that's been hidden from usthe most. I'm not a feminist
by any means. I'm talking aboutthe divine feminine that's already inside of us.
The thing that we are supposed toreceive is being flipped into something totally
different by I don't know what,honestly, but I do know what it
serves. If everybody took this mentalityas human beings, the only thing that's

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going to if you look at theripple effect of it, you have to
look at the ripple effect. Yougot to go back to hermetics. The
only thing that is going to thrivein this mentality is the economy of the
percentage of people that big that's it. Let me just say something about the

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feminine. Whether you're a woman ora a feminine guy, I don't care.
The feminine principle is the key tounlocking and I'm going to show you
guys this. And like the mysteries, the mystic mystic stuff, this isn't
magic tonight. It's mystic stuff,but is the key to unlocking paradise,

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happiness, your spiritual ascension, theKundalini. There's seven different levels of this
thing being unlocked. But if youcan focus that energy into some kind of
exchange, which has been happening foryears now. I know what some of

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you are thinking. Al he's tellingus to stay in abuse of friendships and
relationships. No, I'm not.There is a loving way and a right
way to treat people even when youdo decide it's time to move on.
This is not what's being pushed.There's a clandestine order. And when I
say clandestine, and a clandesign Masonicorder, which means they're not really a

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part of the original Masons. Theykind of went out and they started their
own Masonic groups. There's several ofthem, as a matter of fact,
and they're called the Order of theDiamonds, or the Order of the Vampires,
things like that. Now, Idon't even want you to take like
a negative connotation towards vampirism because theydon't. But they teach the exact same

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thing. Human beings are nothing otherthan a source of frequency and energy.
That's all. You are, aprogrammable source of frequency and energy. Now,
if you don't think we're programmable,let's go back to Hollywood. When
The Fast and the Furious came out, everybody wanted to race cars. When

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Breaking Bad came out, everybody wantedto start a criminal empire. When The
Sons of Anarchy came out, everybodywanted to be a bi You don't think
that marketers understand this influencer age.Now, it's all little individuals. This
is all the power of it throughthe TV shows. This goes back to

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the mind virus, which is awhole nother show. I'm going to stick
to the the mystic stuff tonight,though. No magic, just mysticism.
Magic happens underneath the moon to kindof round out or balance the square nature
of yourself, the four elements ofyourself, to learn how to exert your
will in a divine sense. Beforeyou surrender. So I don't want to

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get into this. Oh I'm amagician or I'm a mystic, or that's
a polar There is a whole processto this whole thing. I don't know
if I'll be able to show itall tonight, but I'm just frustrated every
time I see this stuff. ManLike, heartache is a part of life.
It just is not being come trouble, being an asshole sometimes not doing

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the right thing. Making mistakes isyour human nature. I'm not saying it's
meant to teach you things. It'snot meant as a measurement of value to
other people. Where is that going? Let me go back to this thing
one more time. So it's reallyeasy to influence now and like just a

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really sure video. We don't haveto do a fast and a furious movie
or zombies or Breaking Bad or Sonsof Anarchy or whatever it is. It's
just little videos. Now. Iseither helping you on your journey or it's
hurting you. The question for youis why is it that so far in
your life you've continuously allowed yourself tobe in the presence and in the energy

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and in the frequency of people thatknowingly hurt you. You feel it.
You feel it every time you're aroundthem. You feel it by the way
that they look at you, youfeel it by the Master speak to you.
You feel it by the way thatyou feel insight of yourself. It's
like everything was going good and youwere feeling great, and then you get
in their presence and it just everythingchanges and you start to feel not pas

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gould with your own self. Maybethis is the year, maybe twenty twenty
four, you become a little lesslenient with who you allow in your energy.
Yeah, to like really isolate yourself, you know, and get down
to a point to where you justonly have like three or four friends that
are constantly validating your feelings and makingsure you feel good and you're comfortable,

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and they're helping you push to yourgoal. Because, after all, it's
frequency and energy human beings. Thisis not a mystic teaching by any sense
of the word. Not Buddha.When I say spiritual, Okay, I'm
just gonna be honest with you,it's gonna piss people off. Whatever Buddha,

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Christ Hardi, Krishna, whichever onenever taught this. Never people suffer,
people hurt, people are afraid.That's not going to change. You
suffer, you hurt, you havefears, you're afraid. Love fixes those

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things. You're not taught to runfrom these people. You're not taught to
coddle them either, but you justBut that doesn't really serve your goals,
and it doesn't build the economy.The damn sure doesn't build the nuclear family
and everything that works out for us, does it? I mean, mem

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after mem after meme of serve me, make me feel amazing and perfect all
the time, both men and women. What I'm afraid of is the influence
of the feminine, because the divinefeminine that we're all supposed to receive as
we wake up to this force,is far more loving, far more unconditionally

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loving, far deeper than that shit. And frankly, if you're a feminine
woman, you already have this insideyou. But it is not what it's
not what is being taught. It'suncomfortable. If you're being abused, you
need to lovingly leave, You needto forgive that person. But to look

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at people as you don't need I'mnot telling you what you need to do,
but that's the idea, right,that's the spiritual idea. You don't
need to just constantly find stuff thatmakes you feel good. Your emotions is
one aspect of the sphinx, justone. You got four as long as

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we're being taught to make sure thatwe feel good all the time. Do
you know why you have emotions?It's a guidepost for you, it really
is. So you're learning to tapinto your spiritual nature through your feelings.
This is true. This is whatmanipulation at its best is. And I'm

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not saying this guy's manipulating people.I think there are this is my opinion.
It's deep, but there are principalitiesand powers that are trying to stop
this from happening. You got toisolate everybody. Everybody's got a like not
trust everybody, And that's exactly what'shappening on a highe level. Like I
betrayed. I don't trust anybody anymore. Taylor Swift's album's out. It's all

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about all the stuff that she wentthrough, every freaking one of her songs.
Everybody that hurt me and betrayed meand told me they would love me
forever and just took advantage of me. Yeah, that's your walk. Love
them to the fullest extent of yourheart. But if not, then stop

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playing the spiritual card and get withthe program of building your financial legacy.
You ever wonder why the only timethat Christ freaked out on people was when
it was with the money changers.It is the only time you imagine he
was calm. This is the story, the mythological story, by the way,

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But do you imagine that he wascalm when he came in there?
Right? He started freaking out andhe was just like, I'm fine,
I'm cool. Just the clinking ofthe coins and you guys trying to build
your legacy. It was just alittle annoying, But I get it.
I got to be a man,right, I'm not a man until I
do this or wait, he didn'tsay any of that shit. I imagine

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he cursed them if it really happened. So what's about to happen and what's
coming? And I think it hassomething to do with this like Pluto transformation
that we're going through too. Theonly way that we're going to survive this

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is unconditional love. That doesn't meanyou've got to coddle and be codependent with
everybody. It simply means you haveto open your heart, regardless of how
imperfect people are or how much they'reserving you or they're not. You're here

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to serve. You know that thespiritual idea is to be of service,
to not be comfortable, to gothrough painful things. You know, I
got a lot of respect for JimGail. This guy lost, he's losing
his mother, and he's looking atit as ascension. He went and done

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an eye will gain treatment and heput it on Facebook, and he's crying
on Facebook talking about all this transformationalstuff that he's going through. He's embracing
the spiritual journey. He's embracing thedeath, the death of his mother,
the death of the trauma of partsof him, all this stuff that he's
facing with the people that he loves. I'm not advocating for stay in abusive

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situations. I'm just simply saying there'sa gray area here. You know we
are. I will never try tobe a freaking I don't care if two
people listen to the show or twentythousand. I will never fall into this

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influencer whatever. I won't do it. These stories, well, nomly go
back to the vamporism thing I foundout about these guys, because once these
people start getting these occult orders,whether it's masonry or magical orders or stuff.
There's actual beautiful path inside these schoolsthat it's supposed to unlock something inside

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them. But some people just liketo be, you know, part of
this order and part of that order. It's like a status and an image
thing, you know, being servedbuilding their legacy. And it's not just
in the secret societies. They doit in churches. They do it in
freaking book clubs downtown, and it'sit's another status and image thing. Right,

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So I got all kinds of stuffplaying here. I'm a computer,
so I wanted to like, I'mgonna try something tonight, and I can't
draw with my mouse. But ifyour heart is closed off, if you're
resentful, when this energy comes intoyour life, and it's about to be,

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in my opinion, time for youto accept it. Whether Aquarius is
down the road, it's now,whatever it's coming, the energy itself is
coming. And if your heart isnot open to receive, which is the
divine feminine, then you might burnin hell for eternity or go through the

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tribulation. No. But as I'mjust saying, those things represent in a
mythological fashion, what you will gothrough loneliness and isolation kills people faster than
a normal like life. Their studieson that. I mean, I'll be

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honest with you. I was broughtup kind of opposite the Golden rule,
kind of thing like in what thatgirl saysn't fall on think of other others
first. But as I came intomy life, I've learned from selfish people.
I've been selfish. When you getbrought up and you're forced to think
of others first all the time,forced you go through lots of stuff in

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life. To balance that out,you can become extremely selfish to pendulum a
swing to make up for it.And all this time, I never knew
while I was going through these thingsthat I was simply a measurement of energy
or value to people. For somereason, I thought that some of the
people that I interacted with actually lovedme and cared about me. Who knew

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who knew that I was just anenergy exchange? And don't give me this
shit about how that's love. Energy'senergy. So this is going to look
like crap. But this idea inthe Western mysteries, this spirit. If

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we want to get back to numbers, and this is why I'm fascinated with
Jason's book, and I really wantto talk to him. Because numbers can
represent, numbers in geometry can represent. It tells so many stories, but
the same story over you can movethem around, it tells the same story.
We know that everything is like dualpairs of opposites, all this stuff.

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That's how energy works. We knowthat the push and pull between masculine
and feminine is the creative force itself. It's what keeps everything moving alive.
It's the ultimate cosmic bridegroom, thetwo and one, the ultimate cosmic sexual

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force of everything that's creating reality.Now you're in this massive universe where this
stuff is happening all the time,but you're being taught to only go what
feels good. Never be uncomfortable ever, never go through anything hard, never

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let anybody else be hard on you. Or I mean, if you don't
feel good, if you just don'tfeel right. And don't get me wrong,
there's a lot of women that canjust feel things, or a lot
of men impath just impaths. Let'sjust say people that are tapped into the
feminine or the spirit or chakina canfeel things deeper. They can walk into
a room and just feel stuff.They can start talking to somebody and just

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know what's going on. But that'sa gift. It's a gift that means
you can actually heal a person.Now. Granted, when you do give
an energy exchange to someone or healthem, it's going to take from your
energy. We don't have to godown the occult world to tell you how

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to fix all that. But itdoesn't mean run for your life, or
there's demons or whatever. I'm notdenying evil or any of this stuff.
I'm denying the sheer imbalance of themessages that are happening today. So let
me see if I can do thisright. This is gonna look like scribbly.

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I got this little drawing thing.We're gonna look at like the triangle.
We go to the little pin,this glowy thing. Actually, I'm
gonna put a triangle over here onmy head. This is like mysticism.

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One oh one. Okay, therewe go. There's a triangle and there's
the square. These two shapes tellall kinds of stories. These two numbers
tell shape numbers, whatever, tellall kinds of stories. It's represented.

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I'm gonna try it. I'm notgonna go too fast here, but three
on the tree of life is representedat the first triangle is the feminine in
all its glory and like so theHebrew or I guess you could say Western
religion, that's gonna be the youknow, Jehovah elo him the plural feminine.
So you've got can you, guys, I don't have a can I

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do a mouse pointer on this.Just imagine it's coming from the top source
to father to mother, and itcreates the first principle, and all of
that is the divine, like tryad. Then you have the square, the
number four, which represents the fourfoldnature of man. Right, it's the

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four the riddle of the sphinx,the four elements, the four quadrants of
the zodiac. All of this stuffthat represents our nature is humans. So
you've got you've got the divine trinitiesthat's in every religion. You've got the
two extremes. If you just drawa line, you've got two extremes hot

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and cold, and all this stuff. When you bring it together in a
triangle, you got a temperature,the keys in the middle, the bridegroom
thing. Right, So this iswhat the whole feminine spirit represents. It's
the first union of things, thedivine feminine. Im I'll get into the
rest of the nature of the feminineenergy as it comes down into the earth.

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But the divine feminine is represented bythat first triangle. Creation can now
happen. And in mysticism they'll talkabout it in different ways. It's father.
You can just put it on.I'm not going to write it out,
but you can just put it oneach point like father, mother,
son, father, mother, spirit. Right, every kind of trinity there

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is is so when you go downhere into the square, though, when
now we have the fourfold nature ofmanfold. The nature of man is made
up of four elements. If youlook at them mythologically or allegorically, they
represent your intellect, your emotions,your physical body, and your spirit,

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so to speak. If you getinto magic, it's different. It's like
the will, the physical body,your emotions, and your intellect and your
thoughts. But the fire always representsspirit too in a sense. Right,
So you don't want to get tooconfused here. If you correspondent with the
East, this stuff all goes together. The first four, like say,

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the quarters are the four sides ofthe square represent the first four chakras of
the base of your body. Thenthe three is the divine triangle that goes
up to the pineal gland. That'sall this stuff you can go to like
William Donahue, Hemlin Beckett, allthese guys have been teaching I think Bonacci

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people have been teaching this stuff forever, and we've just forgot it. We
forgot it for some reason. Sothere the square is the first imprint of
the fourfold nature man. So inrevelations they have like the four horsemen of
the Apocalypse, the pale horse,the black horse, the red horse,
and the white horse. And Jesuscomes back on a white horse. He's

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not literally coming back on a whitehorse. That represents spirit. And a
thousand years before that they told thesame story with Harry Krishni comes on a
white horse, you know, ina chariot and all the stuff. It's
the same thing. It's the samething. It's beautiful teaching. But the
Bible itself says, be not astudy of the letter. Right, someone
actually put the I don't know whoit was the other day. It was

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beautiful. They put the actual versein there. Okay, And then when
you get into you really start gettinginto the symbols of this. You're like,
oh, this stuff is coded out. I think you can go to
numbers and it's like Chapter two orsomething. In the Bible, there's four
tribes of Israel, North is Dan, which could be emotional. The mystics

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have corresponded it with that west isEphraim. I think Rubens in the south.
And guess what Judah represents the physicalside, the lion of the tribe
of Judah. There's so many coolstories and codes in the Bible that tell
a whole different story, even beforewe get down to what Jason Quitz showing

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us and a whole other program.So these there's stories within stories that have
the same fundamental principle in them.Right, and then once you put this
together, the three in the four, what do you get? You get
seven? Seven is always the divineintervention. It's the divine number. Understanding.

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This play between what's coming down fromthe spiritual realms end too, matter
where our bodies are meeting spirit.We act here on the earth, but
there's a way that we're supposed toreceive the spirit, and it's taught to
us an allegory. Love is themystery. Okay, I'm just gonna go

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past it and just tell you guysright now, the keys to all the
mysteries is love opening your heart.You cannot get to the Father, the
little dot in your head without goingthrough Christ the heart center. You have

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to open the heart to open thethird eye. If the ib single,
the body will fill with light.Do you think when Jesus went out there
and he was like, hey,cast your net to the right side,
Like, I'm just repeating sta that'sbeen being told since two thousand, Okay,
but I guess we got to keeptalking about it. Do you think

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when he told those guys cast yournet to the right side in order to
get the fish? Oh, hewas talking about being righteous. No,
I guess if you want to takethe nursery rhyme version, yeah, the
cat be right sided, but there'sdeeper meanings to it. The right side
of the upper room of the templein Golgatha, the right side is what

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the feminine principle of the brain that'slocked down. It is locked down.
You got most women nowadays afraid tobe feminine, Afraid they'll like, there's
so much trauma that comes out beforethey can just surrender. And most guys

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think that they're being feminine, butthey're not really opening their heart. They're
trying to get something out of thedeal. Everybody's always trying to you know
what. I got to say thisman, like, I went through this.
This is a whole other story.But when you go through alchemy,
you'll go through these axies in astrology, so each you know, you have
axis that you go through. Youwere born on an axis some minds of

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areas and libra, but as youalchemize, you'll go through different axises and
you'll see this. If you studyall of your relationships astrology, you'll see
it. You're like, oh damn, I've been going through these like ladder
steps. It's crazy how it worksout. And you'll see the loving side
of each sign and the dark sides, just like all the planetary energies and
the elements and stuff. And Iwent through one that opened my eyes,

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the Scorpio and Taurus axis. Thisthing opened my eyes. If you weren't
enough, like both of these energiescan are some of the most deep,
passionate, loving energies on the planet. They're blessings, they are. But

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the dark side of these energies openedup my chiron the wounds that were needed
to be healed inside of me.So I had to go through pain.
I had to be around things andpeople and relationships that weren't comfortable. It
wasn't me casting them to the sidebecause they're not serving me or I'm not
getting something out of the deal.It was supposed to happen. You understand,

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Like love heels, you have toopen, like you have to clean
the wounds to heal them. Thisstuff has to come out. You were
fine when you were born. Yougot these traumas for a reason because your
soul is trying to alchemize something.So I had to go through this weird
like kind of sexual trauma thing.And then the next one was this weird

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kind of possessed it. It's likea possessive resource. It was all like
the dark side of the stuff,resources and possessions and lifestyle and image and
over here it's like, you know, it's all about just drama and weird
sex stuff and it's I could seethe dark side of these things, but

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the loving side of it was goodtoo. And these are all energies that
are inside of us all so don'tstart thinking I'm pointing out like the scorpios
and taurusts, all the shits andall of our charts. I've got like
Scorpio and uh, Jupiter in thefirst house. So I do okay with
Scorpio actually, but some people don't. Some people have a different struggle.

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Anyways, I'm digressing here. Soanyways, my whole point is once we
get into these triangles, this allhas to do with like circle in the
square inside of us, which iscool because Jason's book shows all kinds of
deeper like codes into this stuff too, which is it's amazing. So you

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got this symbol I'm going to shownext. Let me see if I can
pull this up a racer. Where'sthe racer on this damn thing? So
in Christianity we learned about these baptisms. These these baptisms are part of the

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mystery. They just are damn it. See if I don't even have they
don't give me a red look atthis ugly triangle. So let's just say
this is the red masculine triangle,fire triangle. Okay, and then let's

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just put another one here. I'msure a lot of you are already way
ahead of me, but there's somethingI want to really discuss here. Damn,
it's almost breakdown. God, that'sugly, all right, masculine fire,
you know, feminine open, youcan see it all we've learned about

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it. But what is this storyteaching us? Right? There is a
baptism that you'll go through that it'sallegorically taught of water and fire, both
of them, the first two.When this actually happens, what's supposed to
happen for us? And I thinkit's Luke chapter twenty two, like verses

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ten twelve, something like that.It says, behold, a man will
meet you with a picture of water, and the large upper room will be
furnished. It will be furnished.Your large upper room will be furnished.
Wow, where's this at? Isit a literal man with a picture of
water that I'm supposed to meet inthe street like the horse that's supposed to
fly down and the land's supposed tofly Now you get where I'm going with

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this right? And it even talksabout the right side, the right hemisphere
of the brain, the right side, the feminine side, The feminine thing
is just waiting to be on lin there. Why do you think it
is? Right now that we're atan all time like intellectual stimulation. Like

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we're being intellectually stimulated to a pointwhere we don't know what's what. There's
people like I don't trust anything,I don't know who I am. Take
no thought, you know what?Do you know? Christ says that in
the Bible. I'm going mystic here, man. You guys want to talk
about Bible stuff. It's big timenow, right, So I'm going mystic
here on you. You know whyhe says, take no thought because as

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you go through these baptisms, itshows us and the ascensions through the tree
too. As you go through thesebaptisms and you get to this place once
you've opened your heart, you've dealtwith all these elemental stuff. You've opened
your heart, you've gone through thebaptism of water and fire, and then
you take no thought and you're opento receive. It's very hard to do

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meditation, right. We've got toget everything ready for our pineal glands to
show us something, and you're themainly p Hall talked about this. He
said, the endocrine system. It'snot just a pineal gland, but that's
the main one right talks about inthe Bible too. I've seen the Face

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of God. His name is Pennil. There's tons of codes that we can
go through, really cool stuff.We can do a million shows on this
how and it's all gonna tell differentstuff. You got always shit, I
didn't show the blue looking their bluetriangle. There you go. I have
to keep hitting it over. Sorry. So when I when I start going

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back, and the only reason I'mtalking about this is because I had to
go back to like when I startedgoing through this stuff, because I was
Christian, like one hundred percent fullfledged a study of the letter. I
thought everything about that I was taughtin Christianity was one hundred percent legitimately real.
Even though this symbol of Solomon there'sno actual proof that David or Solomon

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ever existed ever. But that's notthe point. This symbol goes back further
than that. This is the holylike hexagram. It resembles these forces that
come together, the bridegroom. Youcan look at it as the cross,
you know, if you want todo that right. The straight up and
down line is the masculine, andthe horizontal is the feminine. It's all

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there anyways. The point is it'snot about the symbols and understanding them as
things get revealed to us through revelation. While we're going through all this information
overload and oh, my emotion's hurtso bad. I just listen to little
videos that validate me, and ifthose videos don't, then I'll find people

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that just validate me and make mefeel good like I worry about the children
nowadays. Man, So when yousee the man with a picture of water,
go into the up room and I'llmeet you there. Cast your net
to the right side to be fishersof men. Right if our hearts aren't

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open to everybody to love, let'syourself and everybody if we're not. And
you don't even have to get allcrazy about it. So Christ took all
these beautiful mysteries in these books thatwe are taught, or you can if
you want to look at like HariKrishna. It's pretty much the exact same
thing, except a thousand years beforeand all the names were changed. I'm

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sure if we decode it, there'sprobably some cool stuff in there too.
I'm betting I'd bet money on it. But it's all the same thing.
So when this happens, if we'renot able to open our hearts to everybody,

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we're not gonna understand the mystery oflove. We're not even gonna get
close to it. Man, Loveis the mystery and is the most divine
thing on this planet. It's onlyour human natures that keep us Obviously,
if you go back to the trianglein the square, right, if we're
not balanced out, if we're notcircling the square, if we're not making
things balanced in our life so thatwe can be of better service, better

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lovers, lovers, our hearts aremore open to receive. That's the divine
feminine is to receive. And actuallythe whole kabala in the Western mystery is
the cabal itself means to receive.But that's that even scares people. That

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even scares people when am I everreceiving them? Are receiving a divine demi
god or like a what if ademon comes inside of me? Dude?
Come on, like do you notknow? Like who you are? Yeah,
the whole point is to not learn, but remember think about that word,
remember remember who you are in thisdeep state of amnesia, and know

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that none of this shit, thesenursery rhymes, none of it has any
power. And if just the mysticsthis stuff was taught way before two thousand
and twenty twelve, people were teachinglike, way better than what I'm saying,
all kinds of like the stories wereso crazy and exact. And this
is before you get into the numerologicalcodes that Jason shows you and his book

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between you know, the earth,the sun and the moon and all this
stuff. How does it happen inthat way? Well, something is trying
to tell us that the only mysterythat we need to be studying is that
that triangle in that square. Andif we get confused, if that's even

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confusing, then all you have todo is treat other people the way you
want to be treated and love theLord thy God with all your heart,
mind and soul. Now here's thething. If the Kingdom of God is
in man inside you, and nobodygets to the Father without this christ like

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transformation, then that means we haveto love everybody and everything. I know,
it sounds hard and crazy with allour hearts, minds and souls.
Mystery solved. So where's the problem. What's all this pain on Facebook and

(56:49):
these AI generating things that are justmaking everybody's pain just come out? Like
I got so betrayed, I gothurt. You know why the hurt happened
in the first place, because onenot love fear, one happens part of
the story. If you don't believeme that love is the biggest mystery,
it's not. I know, Idon't even think we're gonna get to talk

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to aliens until we figure this out. But if you don't believe me that
it's the biggest mystery, then whythe hell does every movie that we have,
every artistic thing that we put outlead to a love story? Even
fucking John Wick is in a lovestory of four movies of Murder, Mayhem
and the coolest stuff I've ever seen, and the base of the story is

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love. And it was like,oh, it's beautiful. John Wick's a
badass. And then we're back intothe you know, the whole realms of
how John Wick influenced us, andwe want to be like John Wick,
and we want to play the videogame and we want to you know,
get into that vibe. Or wecan go back to the Fast and Furious,
or we can be Meth Cook soI'm breaking bad, or we can
be bikers and sons of anarchy.It love stories in all those stories that

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the whole damn thing just went overourhead. We missed whole art of it
all. They're all love stories,and it's crazy, right because women don't
want a lot of women don't wantto watch action movies, but they don't
see the love story in the actionmovies. And a lot of guys don't

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want to sit back and watch theNotebook over and over again, but they
don't see the action in the lovestory. They don't see the revelation of
what's happening. How these people arefighting their deepest knowing feelings in their heart,
refusing to open their heart doing whateverybody this was think about being that
way back in like the thirties andthe twenties, we didn't have Facebook,

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We didn't have little fifteen minute videostrying to influence us all the time.
It was hard. Like if someoneleft our life and went to another city
or state, man, we'd haveto go track them down. We'd have
to. I might as well forgetabout it. I'm saying this to you,
Gareth brother. I know you're afraid, but we love you, man.

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And if these stories are showing allegory, then how is this guy going
to write a book and take allof these characters in these allegorical stories,
characters twist the characters and then tellyou that they're running some kind of game

(59:29):
on you when they're not even realto begin with. In that sense of
the word, I'm not saying aman that named Jesus didn't walk the earth.
That's the ultimate divine revelation. Howcan a guy actually have a story
that played out but it also bea revelation, but it also be a

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numerological code, but it also beastrological, but it also that just doesn't
make sense. It does when andit's divine. It doesn't work with your
polar brain. But divine truths workthat way. They come out and correspond
with everything, even life, likeI'm so annoyed with It's not people's pain,

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man, I emphasize with people's pain. I felt it, man.
I've been betrayed, backstab cheated on, manipulating every sense of the word.
I could tell you all of mysob stories, all of them, all
of them. I could have lovedevery single one of those people better if
I was honest. I'm not blamingmyself. I could have loved every one

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of them better. I could haveloved myself better. In the process.
I could have loved everyone involved betterin the process. What did I learn?
What did I remember about me?But this story has been told over
and over and over again, andnot only that, they've made you become

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afraid of it. Oh Man,it's Osiris Isis and Horace, or it's
Father Mary. And you know thevirgin birth of oh Man, she really
got knocked up by a spirit.That's impossible. You're missing the point.
The virgin birth is the receiving.It's the receiving of this energy, the

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chakaina, the spirit, the divine, feminine, the damn thing that's been
hidden from you in dogmatic religion inevery single sense of the word. But
because these stories are so profound andare deep within code, and they're so
divine, no matter how much theytry to control it or hide things,

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the truth still comes out if you'dlook a little deeper. And that's what
the word occult means, is tolook deep behind and inside something, to
find a deeper, hidden meaning tothings. It doesn't mean evil, dark
sorcerer and a tower with runes tattooedall over himself, sacrificing goats, trying
to get Baphomet to come down hereand kill you Jesus man. Like,

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I'm getting to the point where,like I got to make it to a
thousand episodes, I got to makeit two thousand episodes before I do something
different. I love doing. Ilove you, you know, So why

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is that weird to people? Why? What the why are we protecting ourselves
so much? You do one ortwo things man, like you get you
got to get brave and like there'sso much crap going on about dudes right
now. This is why I thinkwhat Jim Gaehl did was beautiful. It's
easy to act like a hard ass. It's not Look, if you want

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to go out and make money,just go sell stuff and manipulate people and
just jack. You know how youmake money. You sell a product as
fast as you can, as highas you can before the market plateaus.
That's how you make money. That'show people become millionaires, and you do
whatever it takes to capitalize on it. It's not hard. That doesn't make
you a man or not a man. The problem is is you're afraid,

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right, so you know you gotto go do all these things so that
you become valuable. Right, youhave to do all these things first to
become valuable, so you'll get selectedby out of one, out of a
tribe because you're the alpha or whatever. And you're saying all this shit because
you're afraid that if you're just youdeep on the inside and don't bullshit me,

(01:04:03):
just if you're just who you actuallyare out in the open, well
they'll never see you that way,they'll never pick you. Maybe I should
get more chiseled, you know,take some some take some extension pills,
and get my bank account bigger.After all, I'm just a source of
energy. There's no unconditional love withhumans. I don't trust humans, remember,

(01:04:34):
damn it. I mean go backto the Go back to the freaking
lord of the rings, you know, and look what happened to Gallam.
You want to be Gollum or yougot that voice in your head all the
time, they're gonna hurt you.I'm your only friend. I'm here to
protect you. Become the ultimate badassimage. And those guys go cry in

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their therapist's laps or their mother's lap, or their best friends lap at the
bar. But they're scared to dothey're scared to be that way with a
woman. And here's the thing thatlittle dot inside the Yin yang symbol.
That's all she deeply desires. Butyou know, if you open up,
she might lose her attraction to youand it won't be sexy anymore. You

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gotta stay sexy. I learned allthe shit through this last axis. I
went possessions, money, finance,image, sexy, whatever. No,
but you do deeply desire real love, right, don't bullshit me. So
you see that red triangle there.You have to rise up through the water

(01:05:43):
and face that feminine energy in allits glory and still be yourself and open
your heart all the way, oryou're never gonna have it. Like I
know this saying it because I knowit now. You may not get the

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one you thought was right or whatever, but I promise you it will vibrate
things into your You could become sucha loving person that I don't understand why
people don't understand the power of love. You can become such a loving person
that it's almost impossible for someone notto see you as a catch and want

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to be around you. Naturally,when we get punched in the face,
just like when we get punched inthe heart, what do we do?
We learned to dodge. We learnedBob and weave. We start learning how
to protect ourselves. We don't standthere in front of the punch anymore.
We become wiser, so we getto know people a little bit more.

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We slow down. If we reallyjust use that energy and feelings, the
vamporism stuff wants to teach you,we would just be impulsive. We would
just go seek validation all the time. This is what I need, validation
from you, from you, fromyou, from you, from you,

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from you. Not getting it,so let me post something on the internet.
That's the child inside you, cravinglove. Don't be ashamed of it.
Look what it did for Jim Carrey. I stopped talking shit about people
like this is another thing I can'tstand. It's like, well, that
person's out there trying to get attention. You know they're trying to do this

(01:07:38):
or that. I'm not that way. You wish you would do it,
or else you wouldn't be talking aboutit. Everybody wants attention. You're all
children of God. That's why thelittle kids are on the Sun card.
When you alchemize into your childlike energyand you're back to that child before the
world kind of tainted you, you'rejust in a grown man's body. Woman.

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Whatever, Oh that's unacceptable. No, it's not like as an adult
you have responsibilities. Part of yourdivine responsibility is to be yourself at all
costs. You can have everything yourheart desires. Here's the weird thing,

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though, here's what happens when westart going. We're missing the whole process
because I've been told that it doesn'tmatter anymore. It's old school teachings,
right. We're not supposed to learnabout the four elements of our nature so
that we can be better lovers andbetter people and better things before we go
into a relationship with ourselves and otherpeople and alchemize and learn how to open

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our hearts so that we can receiveall of the story, this starry energy
that comes from the skies and itopens up. You know, that's not
important anymore. What matters is thatwe write a sciitual down and we do
what's effective and what's practical so thatwe can have a better life, and
so that we can experience as muchpleasure and as much happiness as we can
in the fastest way and the fastestamount possible, as soon as possible,

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in the most effective way, andby the time you look up, you're
fifty, been through four or fivesix relationships and you still haven't opened your
heart all the way. Or youdid and someone smashed it and now you

(01:09:26):
don't want to do it anymore,or you're not going to love that person
the way you love that person,you'll be damned because you learned your lesson.
I'll never give myself the way Idid that person to that person.
I'm so afraid that this person's goingto be that person. And the fear
taketh over over and over like it'sstill God, and I mean it in

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the biggest sense of the word.It is God. Damn Duah. Welcome
to Hell in all its beautiful allegory, the furthest from God. You can
be causing your own suffering, torment, agony, gnashing of teeth and hell
and everything else, and you constantlyreincarnate and keep refusing to open your heart

(01:10:14):
and alchemize so that you can leavethis prison planet. It's not about leaving.
It's about getting the new name andcoming into your higher self and remembering
who you are and never forgetting againever, and then the real work can
begin. There's all kinds of workwe're supposed to do outside of this,
but we can't stop playing with ourfears because it hurts. I have to

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shut off my phone. I'm sorryI went on this rent like I just
want to talk to people, man, but I have to shut off my
damn phone, like I've literally ifyou can ask the people that know me,
have shut off my cellphone? Wellnumber one, it's it's damn expensive
all of the costs that I payfor in this shack. I'm sacrificing everything

(01:11:12):
for what I love and the peoplethat I love. And I'll do it
again in a heartbeat because I wantto. Because I love you. I
know it's hard to believe, right, it's hard to believe some dude on
the other side, he can't loveme, don't know me. I was

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born into love. It was theworld that tainted it. Man. It
was everybody's fear and teachings of howto survive and thrive and do all these
cool things in life. You know, like you get it. I don't
have to keep going, but Ido want to go through the like what

(01:12:03):
I know somehow on this show withoutbeing an asshole. Because I can hear
myself in my headphones right now,I sound like an asshole. I hate
the way it sounds when I'm pissedand I'm tired, you know, and

(01:12:26):
sometimes you know anger just like likeeverybody's afraid to be angry. There's so
much and even when you get angryand it's healthy, No, you got
to be stoic. Why you shouldbe angry? Remember that right, unchecked
evil. It's weakness. It doesn'tmean react and just be emotionally assholeish and

(01:12:54):
react and flip out all the time. Sometimes anger is good, like sometimes
it's not. Sometimes it's healthy,sometimes it's not. It was it's all
of these energies. Man, LikeI'm not going to get into magic.
I'm staying with the mysticism tonight.But all of these energies were put inside
you for a reason, for thisalchemical process. Which of the laboratory is

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you? And I'll get I know, I got to take a break.
But you remember how Manly p Hallsaid. Man isn't an inverted plant that
will eventually return to the brain.What he's talking about is the rising through
the four worlds, the baptisms andthe rising through the four worlds of the

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physical earth. Your lower nature youhave that apparently you can't be or otherwise
you have no value or your energiesoff into your emotional nature, into your
spiritual nature. And then you goup and you take no thought into the

(01:13:57):
world of intellecting this crazy, illusionalastral realm of all the scary stuff you
take. That's why you meditate,because you learn to take no thought,
let it not affect you. Andif all of this stuff lines up,
remember all the wisdom, wisdom comesfrom the east. That's why we face
the east. If everything is linedup and your heart is open and your
mind is open, and you're ready, Bam enlightenment, Kundalini. All that

(01:14:28):
stuff sounds easy, but it's thiswhole thing is about love. It's just
imagine what I would say, man, if I was smoking weed. This
is why I don't smoke weed,because I would just go off and just
be stupid. But I'm tired,like aren't you? If you're my age,

(01:14:55):
you gotta be tired man. Sevencycles seven, seven, six cycles
of seven. Truly, it's allabout love, it's not. But it's
fun to go over the intellectual likeI can go through verse after verse,
I can I can do one anight and go through each little biblical story

(01:15:19):
read it to you, tell youlike a deeper meaning of it, maybe
even decipher some codes in it thatwill reveal all kinds of cool things we
could do that it's fun. There'sbeen many of like podcasters and hosts that
have done it for years and years. My teachers that taught me this stuff

(01:15:41):
already name their names. I don'tknow why we keep getting caught up in
the fear man, but I thinkmaybe that's a part of the collective process.
But Jesus literally that spirit needs tohelp us because as we're moving into
this, we're going through some kindof weird Pluto transformation right now. We've

(01:16:04):
got to open our hearts. Andif it starts to get too complicated,
I can't believe I'm saying this,not Joe Rup, but just go to
the Bible, man, what doeshe say, Treat other people the way
you wanted to be treated, andlove God. That's everything in all things
with the Kingdom, right, Godis everything in all things and all people.

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With all your heart, your mind, and your soul and everything else.
All this stuff that you're confused aboutthat you don't know who you are,
what to say, how to act, or people gonna like me?
Shit, I don't know what.Just do those things and you have control
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(01:16:51):
and the ripple effect that they're goingto have on your life is going
to be exactly what it is.It's just like still a journey of love
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(01:17:15):
trick everybody and suck your souls andall this stuff when it's allegory and code
to begin with, it's just consciousness. It's just angles of light. It's
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(01:17:39):
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I learned about who that was fromreading Anthony Tyler's book because he came in
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Decca, who's expressing himself right throughhis art, which he's a form of
opening your heart right. It's ahigher divine thing. And he's an independent
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So when you hear things like we'replants or whatever, mainly be All's talking
about this because the seed has beenplanted inside of us. And this is
why when you get into the tarot, I'm getting moving back into the occult
magic again. But the aces arethe seeds are also the thrones, but

(01:26:44):
also been called the seeds seed offire, and you eat or seed of
water or all this stuff. They'rethe seeds, and they're also the thrones,
and the princesses that correspond with Earthsit on the throne. The whole
story is inside the tarot of themagical mystery of the Sphinxes, all inside
the tarot cards. And I've gotto catch up on those videos. I've
got a tarot reading I've got todo. I've stopped this tarot reading twice

(01:27:05):
for I know you're listening, andyou know who you are, because this
stuff is interfering with me. I'mallowing it to interfere with me because the
fear that I'm battling is that we'renot going to get this. I have
no control over it other than toexpress myself, and that's all I can
do, just like all you cando is open your heart and let go.

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Surrendering to that is a very scarything. Do you know why the
marriage is sacred? Do you knowwhy they've kind of made it like they
turned this bridegroom. The whole ideaof marriage has been flipped on its head,
it's been desecrated. But the wholeidea was meant to be a beautiful
thing. You surrender, You openyour heart, you give the divine ring,

(01:27:51):
you know, the circle, willyou marry me? You tell the
divine feminine or that person where thetwo souls become one. It's just a
it's a ritual, but it's nota ritual in a way that's supposed to
be scarier evil. But the secondyou know, you start signing contracts and

(01:28:12):
stuff, you've put other energies intoit. I'm not saying they're bad energies.
You've just put saturn into it nowbecause you're signing contraction, making it
all legal, okay, whatever.That doesn't take away from the sacred part
of it. But it does distracta little bit, doesn't it. But
at that point you have to thewhole ritual is surrendering to the feminine,

(01:28:36):
because once you ask, she couldsay no, you're all you're on your
knees. Remember that thing in theyou know, God forgive me the man
that beats on his chests, right, I'm a sinner like he's surrendering to
the divine help. This is thisis mysticism, the will taught to the

(01:29:00):
elements. This surrendering is taught throughalchemy. As all this process happens.
But you have no more control.You have to open your heart and let
it come in, and sometimes itdoesn't. Sometimes it doesn't. I've given
I've opened how many I'm sure I'mnot the only serial monogamist here, but
every person that I've been in arelationship with, I've been faithful and loyal

(01:29:23):
to devotion is my thing. Likeif I love somebody you're not, it
doesn't make me not an alpha lessof a man. Matter of fact,
you know, I think I'm prettysexy because I can open my heart and
still smack people around when I needto. I have no like, I'm

(01:29:44):
not worried about being man enough,because I know I am. I was
born a male. I've experienced,you know, ass kickings, getting my
ass kicked enough, but also asskickings. I've experienced lots of masculine things.
Need to prove it. What Ineed to do is open my heart

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and surrender and let go. Thisis why it's like a big deal.
Like it's the happiest moment for aman or the masculine energy when he surrenders
to the divine feminine, which isin like the earth. We ritualize things

(01:30:25):
just like we do art, andwe do all this other stuff that represents
bigger divine things because we're remembering whowe are and what this is all about.
But yeah, things interfere, andyou know, the economy and your
image and your status and what everybodyelse thinks and all the stuff. It
starts to put little holes and blocksin there and people getting all up in

(01:30:47):
your business. And hey, that'spart of it. You got to deal
with it. But if it wasmeant to be, it will be.
If your heart is open and theirheart's open and that connections there, more
than likely you're going to get ayes. But you might not. And
that's the beauty of it. Andthis is what kind of what's I think

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Liam Thomas Christopher did this. Hesaid, the whole idea of the I
guess I have to talk about magic. The magical process of things is our
desires burn us up. That's whatthe devil card shows. We become slaves
to the lust for results. Wehave to have our results. We have
to manipulate or we have to coerce, we have to do whatever we got
to do to get our results thatwe need. That end up enslaving us

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because it's not love. Love isa surrender. So the masculine side of
that Yin yang symbol has to surrenderto that little circle in there. The
scariest part for him, the scariestpart for a man. I hope women
know this is opening up. Somost of the time, if a man

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is opening up to you, andhe's a masculine guy and he's opening up
to you, that's scary for themif they're an adult. It's not really
scary when you're young and you havelike the puppy love stuff, But as
you get older and you start protectingyourself, it becomes scarier, right because
now you've been hurt and you're protectingyour wounds. It's a massively big deal

(01:32:17):
for a dude, you know,And I'm sure it's just the opposite for
a woman when she gets to openthat little bee feminine right, but also
she gets to decide, am Igonna love this man for the rest of
my life? I'm gonna give Ihave so because most women truly know,

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right, like, especially a femininewoman, even feminine men, I don't
care whatever feminine true, they trulyknow how much love they have to offer.
They know how much is in there. It's so they got to be
it's a little selective. Sometimes it'sokay, but I don't see this on

(01:33:06):
Like this is my point back tothe beginning, Like I don't see any
of this stuff. Man. AllI see is everybody's pain and memes.
And I learned this lesson and I'llnever do that again. And all the
you know, I got betrayed andbackstabbed, and you know I'm high value.
I'm making sure that by meming thisstuff every day, everybody knows how

(01:33:27):
valuable I am. You should lookin the mirror every day. Until you
know you're valuable, you should treatother people. It's weird how this works
as within. So without you starttreating other people as they're valuable, you'll
find that not everybody's gonna treat youthat like you're valuable, if that's the

(01:33:49):
way you want to look at it, your value, like you're a gold
bar or something. Right, Butit just naturally starts happening. Love is
just as powerful, if not waymore than fear, if you wasn't so
damn afraid of it. Pain isa part of it. So one of

(01:34:13):
these days, like here's I'm thinkingabout doing this, but I need you
guys as feedback and I guess I'lldo a poll on like YouTube or something
right like and ask if you guysactually want to go through some of this
stuff again, because I can justpoint you to people on YouTube that are
that can reveal all this stuff.But if y'all want to talk about it
with each other, we can.But I'm hoping we'll get to this point.

(01:34:35):
It's like, all right, nowwe see this process of the mysteries,
this vortex spiraling thing three six'nine. You know, we understand
manifestation and spirituality is all moved towhat how's it going to manifest on earth?
Because after all, I'm here onthe earth, Yeah, for a
limited amount of time. You're hereon the earth, very short time as

(01:34:59):
a matter of fact, to dowhat exactly? And you could I think
some people I can't. I can'tsay, and I'll just be honest with
you that I've had a full blownI've came close, really close, once
on my own and once with anotherperson, like a full blown Coundalini experience.

(01:35:23):
But it's like that's the cool thingin the spiritual movement, and people
brag about, well, when Ihad my Cundalini experience, and oh I
did this and that's like, man, if you did keep it sacred,
you know, like, why areyou bragging about it? I don't get
it, man like, But anyways, I've come pretty close and it wasn't

(01:35:44):
Something was blocked, something wasn't workedout, the alchemy wasn't there, or
something didn't happen. It doesn't meanlike you stop loving or whatever. So
the reason why we do the moonand the sun and the stars is so
because these steps work in order,the process happens, the opening happens in

(01:36:11):
the correct fashion to receive this right. We can't skip steps, or we
can't just focus on what we're goingto manifest practically on the earth all the
time, even though that's a partof it that all that does is reveal
or help you remember who you are. But even once you get past that,

(01:36:31):
and I have in my life,I've had it all. I've had
nothing. I've had it all,I've had nothing, it gets down to
me, at least for me,it's not about that. For me,
it's about love and the people inmy life. We can build temples and
whatever around it, but if thelove isn't there, you have no foundation.
It's not going to work. You'rewasting your time. You'll have an

(01:36:58):
experience and then it will come crapdown. Terot teaches you this too.
You built your temple or you builtyour house on rocky soil or whatever.
There's that allegory, you know,we can really pick these things apart and
reveal just how divine all this stuffis. And then once we get done

(01:37:20):
with every chapter of the Bible andall the verses, then we'll go a
thousand years. Before that, wecan get into the Hari Krishna stuff,
and then we'll go deeper. Andthis is just the allegory. This isn't
the biology the very secrets of evendeeper truths. When divine revelation happens,
Like I said, it can spitout one thing and it goes all the

(01:37:43):
way down to the number and yougot seven different things happening, but they're
all true. And once you cansee that, then you'll see how powerful
the creator really is. Right Butanyways, hate doing single shows. Let's
see, let's go the chat.Who's here tonight? Karma's here, I'm

(01:38:09):
starting at the top. I knowMichael's here. I know hound dogs here
that you can call into if youwant to chime in. Have you guys
seen the clip of two men startinga car battery from mirror touching it.
No, I haven't seen that.You should drop those clips in the chat.
So the conspiracy theory is question mark. What's wrong with removing people who

(01:38:30):
suck the life out of you?Nothing, but you should do it in
love with in love, you don'thave to damage people more to like everybody
deserves your truth. Just give themall your love that you can love them
from afar, give them the mostclosure that you can, and move on
with your life. You have to. So here's the thing into when you

(01:38:56):
use all these four elements and youcome into relation with people, if you're
unlocking these things properly, then you'llsee the balance, you know, or
the imbalance of a person, justlike people will see the imbalance of you
if they're aware of these things,if they're doing the work. And there's
a way to lovingly let people goin the deepest amount of respect possible.

(01:39:19):
But that's not what's happening. We'renot treating each other like divine beings.
We're treating each other like we're justa bunch of backstabbing, betraying, backstabber
pieces of shit. Because they backstabbing. You know why they backstabbed you and
did all this other stuff because they'rein pain and fear. So I would

(01:39:40):
say this. What you say tothose people is be like, I don't
know what happened. If I've heardyou, I'm sorry. I don't know
who or what hurts you before youcame into my life, and I know
it wasn't fair. I love you, and usually girls are really good at
this stuff. I love you asa person, and they mean it when

(01:40:04):
they say it most of the time. I love you as a person,
but there's just some things that Ican and help you with. This is
the divine feminine at play. Soif you're a woman, don't be ashamed
of it, but do it.Take your feminine power that you have that
God has given you, and holdit close to your heart in the most

(01:40:28):
responsible fashion when you're dealing with people. You ever see like women deal with
animals? Do they deal with peoplethe same way, even if they're petting
an animal and letting it go.Why, you're powerful, just like see
us. As in their song Imean of them. The beginning of her
song, she's like, well,I'm gonna put my walls up, But

(01:40:50):
then she starts sing about how powerfulshe is. You were powerful before you
got hurt. Have you guys seena clip of Oh yeah, I already
read that one. We are avibration or wave up down forever? Hell
yeah we are? Yeah, theskill of letting go. Yeah. Just
so, let's say you meet someonethat has abandoned my issues if you abandon

(01:41:14):
them and I've done this to peopletoo because I got so fed up with
it and then learned my lesson.Here's the irony of it, right,
learn my lesson. Tried to lovethem even more, been more empathetic.
We've all been there, thinking ifwe just love more and more and more,
it'll come around. They'll see thepositive side. They won't give into

(01:41:34):
their fears all the time. Butthat's not true if they're not ready to
surrender to it. Yeah they're not, or they don't feel what you're feeling
or whatever, but you have tolet it go. You can love people
that don't love you the same,but don't be afraid to say it because
you got too much pride. It'ssad that we don't. You know,
you don't love me the same wayI love you. I really love you.

(01:41:58):
I'll always be here for you byebye, mean it Like if you
don't mean it, don't say it. But you see, like there's too
much of this like protection from narcissism, protection impath like, all this psychological
classifications of stuff going on, whenall you have to do is just treat

(01:42:18):
people the way you want to betreated, even if they're not treating you
right. And I've lost my shiton people, man, Don't get me
wrong. I felt so disrespected andcrapped on and stuff where I felt like
I had to get like the angeritself felt righteous. But it wouldn't have
got to that point in the beginningif I was loving myself and everybody involved,

(01:42:43):
everybody involved way more. If Iwas just doing the Golden rule,
it wouldn't have gotten to that point. The transactional model of life, relatelationships,
Yeah, there you go. Whosaid that, Aria? Yeahs,

(01:43:06):
that's it. I saw that,like it's another meme that popped up,
just like meme city. You knowyou found the right you found the right
woman when they're with you. Evenit was like, you know you have
the right woman if you're a man, if you have nothing and they're still
there for you, and you knowyou found the right, man, if
you're a woman, if they haveeverything and they're still there for you,

(01:43:29):
right, that's what it said.And I'm reading this thing, it's like,
that's what it's come down to.Now. It's all about what we
have in our possessions. It's notthat we're taking this journey together. It's
what do we have? What lifestyleare you giving me? You have to
realize through the mind virus of things, that that's been how you've been programmed.

(01:43:50):
You're not biologically programmed to be thatway. You need to get on
with the new science. Science hasevolved, and there's stuff all about eugenics,
epi eugenics and stuff that shows youthat it's not really what Darwin's trying
to tell, even though there's somepeople that harp on that your DNA strands
and everything about you, including allthe nerve centers and everything about you is

(01:44:13):
programmable. So if you are raisedin a society where it's get a job,
go to college, make sure thisguy's good status, and da da
da da da, and the guysbeing programmed the same way, make sure
they're this, make sure they're perfect, make sure they're wholesome, make sure
they're this, and that. No, it's Darwin that's doing that. It's
Darwin. It's the economy. It'sthe Dala that's doing that. It's not

(01:44:38):
spirit, it's the earth element tryingto take care of itself. It's the
shells the tree from below and makingsure that it does its part to keep
the earth in Middle Earth? Whosaid that? And whatever comes of this
realm is an incredible opportunity to faceyourself for the most intimate way as hell.

(01:45:00):
Yeah, brother, good saying mydollars some hound dog, my brother.
What I'm frustrated and truly upset aboutis that we are not privy to
the true reality of this realm.That's done on purpose, but it's there

(01:45:21):
a fuel. Just keep digging,man, How bad do you want to
know the truth? How bad doyou want to know? Every time you
something gets revealed to you, there'sgoing to be a deeper revelation that happens
too. It's manipulation and I thinktank oligarch top down control. Yeah,

(01:45:43):
that's exactly what I think it is. What if the source is not reality?
I don't know. What if it'snot You know, when you're in
a dream, do you like you'rein a full fledged dream. You don't.
A lot of times you're conscious Sinessjust moves from one place to the
next. Your body. You're justa consciousness in a body, So once

(01:46:06):
it leaves the body in your sleepand goes into this dream world, nine
times out of ten you don't evenknow that you're not in reality until you
wake up. Now I'm in reality. Oh, this is reality. Now
you're just back in your conscious vehicleon planet Earth. You're still that same
conscious experience. It's kind of crazytoo, when you catch yourself in a

(01:46:30):
dream. You don't know where itbegan or anything, but your consciousness and
your heart and who you are andeverything about you is still dealing with the
scenario that's around you in this moment, even if it's fucking crazy. It's
you that's dealing with it. Andthe chaos of the astral realm and the
chaos of the dream world and chaositself will show you just how beautiful life

(01:46:54):
really is. That we get tobe in these bodies, even though it
feels like a prison a lot oftimes, to kind of slow down and
remember and work the stuff out andget to sense things and touch things and
see the ripple effect of our actions. And stuff, so that when we
go back into the thought world,we can learn to like surrender and let
go and be still take no thought. Why why unless you just want to

(01:47:21):
unless you want to play around inthere, which I do sometimes. I'm
getting off TikTok. My VIDs areon YouTube. Yeah, now you don't.
TikTok is kind of a I don'tknow much about it. I haven't
done any videos on it. Butyeah, I'm just I'm just, man,
I'm just frustrated with it. That'sall the reason why I went on

(01:47:44):
this spill, Like, I'm justfrustrated with it. I get sick of
the bull the bullshit of like it'stoo Love is a simple thing, man,
It's so freaking simple. Can welove our animals? We can love
our animals way better than we dohumans. And animals are narcissistic and they

(01:48:08):
want attention and they want constant love, and they're always begging and wanting things
and taking up your energy and probablynot serving you all the time, unless
you know. I mean, youget frustrated with your animals, right,
but you love them just like they'reyour own children. And yet as soon
as a human comes your way,oh shit, now, it's transactional.

(01:48:30):
Is this gonna be worth my time? What happened to the teachings of all
these beautiful religions and the mysteries ofthem? Is this some kind of archon,
a demon like me Egel resisting hereto hurt me? You know what's

(01:48:56):
up? Word salad? Anyways,So a sad thing happened today as I
wrapped this up. I'm just gonnatell one. I got mad at the
chicken. I got mad at thechicken because she wasn't laying eggs, I
thought, until I went into theshop looking for a tool, and I
opened one of the cabinet doors andbehold, there's like sixty to seventy eggs

(01:49:21):
just rolling around in there. Soshe moved from one place to the next.
It when they try to build hera pin, she won't get in
it. Then we went and cutdown this tree, big ass tree,
because we're afraid it's gonna hit thepower lines, and we couldn't. It
was such a pain in the ass. We couldn't get it down until like
right before all the traffic starts coming, and I'm on the tractor pulling on

(01:49:44):
this thing, backing up, tryingto pull on it. And we're taking
turns cutting it and sawing on thisthing, trying to get it to come
down, and these cars are justwaiting. We hope it don't hit a
power line. We're trying to guideit down. And that's not even the
sad part. Once I got allthe tree and debris off the road and
everything, I knew like I hada bad feeling. I had a bad

(01:50:06):
feeling from the beginning, man Like, as soon as I saw those woodpeckers
on that tree, I was likea man. When that tree smacked the
ground, I found a little squirrelnest in there, like, oh got
it. Like the squirrels had madea perfect nest inside this dead tree,

(01:50:31):
like right in the middle of it, and there was a baby in there.
And like my heart just was likeyou know, because the baby squirrel
was just like all curled up andits little tail was it's just dead because
we got to get the tree down. Man Like, I've just been angry

(01:50:54):
at everything lately. Honestly, maybeit's a lot of Mars energy. We
gotta get this tree down because ifit cuts out or hits the power line
out our internet, then we mightshut off our supply to our you know,
whatever chances, we got to makeit any money so that we can
survive. And this squirrel, thisbaby squirrel is in there probably went back
inside the tree scared shitless because ofthe sawing sounds. At least it didn't

(01:51:16):
suffer. You know. I wantedto plan it out. See, this
is why you got to like notbe impulsive and plan things out. Could
have went out there, made surethere was no animals, but nope,
nope. What's servants? Like?Sometimes I feel like we're a freaking virus.
We can be our lower natures.We can just be like a virus.
Sometimes it just hoardes through shit.You know. We can be bastards

(01:51:43):
as humans even though when we evenwhen we're not trying to be we just
I don't know. Yeah, thechicken, I was like, what the
Yeah, Karma, I was like, what the why is this? I'm
thinking, why are you even here? You're not laying eggs anymore, We're
still feeding the chicken. Barb sentlike two bags of food to feed the

(01:52:04):
chicken, and then I went backin there and looked for a tool,
and there we was just I've neverseen that many freaking eggs in my life.
It was such like a great symbolegg. Okay, thanks for your
support. If you guys can support, please do so. We got to
pay the Fringe FM bill for youguys that did support tonight. Thank you.

(01:52:27):
That's gonna go towards the Fringe FM. We're trying to get more independent
artists on there. I'll tell you, like, if you like that hip
hop group Bryce, like look upDecadeca. Anthony Tyler talks a lot about
him too. He's this is likebringing hip hop back to the OG thing.
I love it. I love allthe stuff he raps about, you
know. And then we're bringing somemore artists too like that. I'm looking

(01:52:53):
for more musical artists that are independent. You can it doesn't matter as long
as it's not like slow country orsomething maybe, but it doesn't matter what
kind of music you're doing. Ifit's kind of fringy and you're independent and
you wanted us to play it onthe station, hit us up. I
don't know how many more Raves Ican play on the station, or Rick
Astley or Cake you know. Allright, I love you guys. I'm

(01:53:19):
gonna get some sleep and we'll getsome guests on. I had to reschedule
or in boot. So I haveno idea what I'm gonna talk about tomorrow,
but I will do a poll tonightto see if you guys, Because
if you guys want to go throughlike the mystical stuff and just decode all
these see how cool it really is, we can go down that road.

(01:53:41):
But I have to space it out. I'm knowing forgetting something? What am
I forgetting? Oh, you cangrab a T shirt. It's a little
website still up. See you cangrab a T shirt. Look, if
the t shirts don't go through,it's probably because because Barney checked this and
add another couple of people check inand I did a test check, like
make sure you send your pictures tooif you get one, But it's probably

(01:54:04):
because you put something in wrong,whether it's a ZIP code or something something
didn't go through for some reason,or you know, there's Stripe, there's
PayPal, there's Google pay There's allkinds of different ways you can do it,
but I guess I'll have to.I'm gonna try to make this easier.
I'm always going to try to makethings easier as much as possible.
And yeah, that you can donatethere. I have actually have actual radio

(01:54:32):
services there too. I got allkinds of stuff I gotta do. Man,
we need help. You want tohelp the station, you want to
be a part of it. Hitme up. We need help. We
just need to turn this thing intolike a co op. You know,
we have like twelve to fifteen peoplewho have like ownership, and they all
got little jobs, and we justturn into like this big rock and roll

(01:54:53):
thing that's always been kind of mydream. I'm always gonna play with it.
Thank you for listening, Delighting thevoyage here live on the Fringe FM.
I love hanging out with you guyseach and every night here. It's
a beautiful thing for me. Anduh you can hit me up at producer
at friends dot FM. You cancall the station er leave a voicemail at

(01:55:13):
five oh one triple seven fifty sixthirty one nine. No, y'all,
Sweet dreams, especially you, Dennis, Sweet dreams. Brother. Good,
taking me down, give me newyou don't know, good, take me

(01:55:45):
home, get this, get thisIndigo games you got me honey. Ever
want to come up, you maywith your beel honey, never wanted to

(01:56:09):
come. Thank holl me Hamela,break your heart, thank HOI You're always
in the dog by, You were, you were love. You're live than

(01:56:36):
ye. You never in the dognow, Madda make a missile. Let
me, let me me you areme and your ID never wanna come back.

(01:57:06):
Howld you let you may have afact you know it's gonna come.
Thank ho home heaven, break yourheart. Thank You're always in my dar.

(01:57:31):
You were, you were love,You were lo

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