The Cosmic Bridegroom

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I'm trying to get this thing downto where I can just use one computer,
and I think I got it,but thero the intro wasn't working.
So I changed this something, dude, because I can't use two computers and
like two mixers and two keyboards.It's just getting old. Usually when I

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changed something, though, shit goesa little haywire. And I hadn't had
really had time to fix a lotof stuff. That's probably why we're having
some a little bit of technical issues. But look, I want to show
you guys something. If I canget up here on the screen, this
is freaking hilarious. What's up,Michael, I want to think, also
think Henry and or Michael just madea donation. Henry yours show still pending,

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but thanks and Lorna thanks for yourdonation, and thank you guys so
much. So tonight I wanted totalk about a touchy subject, like we're
going to talk about cosmic sex.But I want before I get into this,
I gotta show you this, guys. I think either this person is

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absolutely insane or they made like oneof the biggest videos that's ever gonna go
viral ever, And I'm trying.I tried to share it. I think
they took it down. Damn,oh no, here it is here,
it is here, it is.I gotta share it to my feed.

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First, have you guys seen thegirl that does the uh so? She
stopped letting her friends go to thebathroom at her house. I never do
this on the radio show, bythe way, but I saw this and
I thought, this is the mostThis is the craziest thing I've ever seen.
So she doesn't let people go tothe bathroom at her house. She

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makes them go outside. You guyshave seen this, right, and then
uses uses everything as first outside.Oh, here it is. It's on
my Facebook page. Is this illegal? Can I do this? Let me
see if I can just share thisreal quick. I gotta find the right

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screen. Yeah yeah, yeah,let me get my volume up here.
You guys are not going to believethis. Man, this is insane.
Okay, let me see if Ican share this. So far, we're

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not getting taken down. Potty area. I used to let my friends use
the bathroom in my house, butI've seen I require all my guests to
use the bathroom outside. Hi.My name is Ivy Bloom and this is
my outdoor potty area. I usedto let my friends use the bathroom in
my house, but I've since learnedhow unsanitary that is. Before entering the

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potty area, I require guests toput on these foot covers, and first
time are required to read the rules. The most important rule is to dig
at least six inches from an existingstick, because that's where another guest has
dug a hole. It's pretty simple. You just dig a hole, do
what you have to do, andput your toilet paper on top. I
provide seats that must be placed insideto keep my garden growing, and once

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that's placed inside, you cover itup with the dirt you dug up,
and then place some leaves on top. The last thing you have to do
is mark the spot with one ofthese sticks. I do live in Arizona
and it gets really hot, soI provide a bucket with refreshments and snacks
that visitors can snack on while usingthe bathroom. And yes, there is
a privacy curtain. Once that's done, they can take the covers off their
feet and wash them in this bucket. Then they have to place them in

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this jar so that the next guestscan use them. Once my guest is
done using the bathroom. I requirethem to sign this journal, and I
do respectfully ask for tips, becausemaintaining this area can get a little expensive.
I require all my guests to usethe bathroom outside. Hi. My
name is Ivy Bloom, and thisis my outdoor potty area. I used
to let my friends use the bathroomin my house, but I've since learned

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how unsanitary that is. Before enteringthe potty area, I require guests to
put on these foot covers, andfirst timers are required to read the rules.
The most important rule is to digat least six inches from an existing
stick, because that's where another guesthas dug a hole. It's pretty simple.
You just dig a hole, dowhat you have to do, and
put your toilet paper on top.I provide seats that must be placed inside

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to keep my garden growing, andonce that's placed inside, you cover it
up with the dirt you dug up, and then place some leaves on top.
The last thing you have to dois mark the spot with one of
these sticks. I do live inArizona and it gets really hot, so
I provide a bucket with refreshments andsnacks that visitors can snack on while using
the bathroom, and yes, thereis a privacy curtain. Once that's done,

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they can take the covers off theirfeet and wash them in this bucket.
Then they have to place them inthis jar so that the next guest
can use them. Once my guestis done using the bathroom, I require
them to sign this journal, andI do respectfully ask for tips, because
maintaining this area can get a littleexpensive. I require all my guests to
use the bathroom outside. Hi,my name is or No that okay?

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So you guys see though, right, Like I think they either this that
can't be real. That can't bereal. Right, that's fake. There's
no way that's real. Like,can you imagine she has to be single?
She shouldn't be wearing a sublime shirt. I'm not trying to be judgmental

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here, but if I went overto someone's house, I was like,
hey, can I use the restroom? And they're like, well, I
used to let my friends use therestroom here, but I decided that was
unsanatory. It's insanitary. I havea spot outside where you can use the
restroom, and there's a little towelthat you can just slide over, and
there's some toilet paper there. AllI ask is that you dig a six

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inch hold. There's a measure andtape outside. This can't be real,
man, it can't be. AndI left some snacks out there and some
water in case it gets hot.Use the toilet paper. And then I
left a bucket of water and stuffso you can like wash your hands things
like that. And then there's littlebooties that you can put on your feet.
Okay, and just put these bootieson, go to the bathroom,

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cover up your pooh or pee orwhatever, and then mark it with a
spot, and then wash the bootiesand leave them there for the next person.
What how many of you guys wouldbe like, yeah, I'm even
if it wasn't like a date,I'd be gone. I'd be out of
there. I'd be like, nah, I'm good. I'd make up some

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kind of excuse. I'm not biginto the lion at all, but that
would be one of the times whereI would be like, yeah, I've
got to go. I've got intosome kind of emergency. I mean,
am I being too crazy here?Like that's ridiculous? And then she asks
for tips, please tip me,I'm making you go outside? What's up?
BC? I didn't say hey,I did. I said hey to

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Barney, Maria, Michael, Genevieve, what's up. Thanks for saying hey
in the chat. The call onnumbers five on one, triple seven,
fifty six, thirty one too.By the way, if you want to
call into the show tonight, tonight, we're gonna be talking about cosmic sex.
This is gonna be a The reasonwhy I'm talking about this has a

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lot to do with the outer bodyexperience, by the way, But anyways,
I just I'm not one of thoselike reactor guys that wants to put
up videos and just react like thatone dude was doing, which is hilarious,
where he's just like, just I'vejust never seen this before in my

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entire life. What's up, Barefoot? Hippiats? What's up, Georgiana?
Georgiana says, girl bye, Isays, I see, you've never had
mentally ill acquaintances that you check inon every once in a while. I
I mean, I've had bipolar acquaintancesthat I've had to deal with, but

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that's not bipolar and it's not evenlike O c D. What's up,
sir Wolf, It's like you wantme to go outside, which I'm from
the country. I've been hunting.I've had to go to the bathroom outside
before. We all have it.But you have a perfectly good bathroom,
but you want me to go.It's not even going outside, that's the

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thing, man. It's like,uh, it's the snacks and the booties
and the tip jar and making surethat you take the measure and tape and
cover it up with six inches andthen mark it with this funky thing.
Wow, I'd leave a deuce inher toilet without her knowing and not flush

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it. And then, oh,man, so I I kind of did
something I've never done. I tooknotes today. I got I got hammered
by bees today, man, Ihad. I was up roofing, and
I don't know what it was.I don't know if it was the deodorant

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I was wearing. And I knoweverybody's gonna have an answer for this.
I don't know what it was,but I got hammered with like bees all
day long. It wasn't a swarmof bees. It's just like bees and
wasp were really angry at me today. They just were. It felt weird,
all right. So I've already ranoff some people in the room that's

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good. So I've doing this voidwalking journey, have had a lot of
questions about, you know, whois God, what is God, Who's
Jesus? All this stuff. Andsince I did a poll, seventy percent
of you said, yeah, let'stalk about it. And since Jason been

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on the show, I thought wecould dig into this stuff a little.
Now, keep in mind, thereare many, many different interpretations of this.
There's magical interpretations, mystic interpretations,numerological, biological, astrological, all
of that stuff, right, andthere's this is stuff like that I started

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learning in the nineties and like eightnineties anyway, stuff that opened up my
mind. When I first heard aboutthe Kabbala they were flirting. Uh shit,
I started learning about all of thisstuff. Okay, So I'm going

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to talk about a subject that's probablygonna be touchy for some people. Anytime
you bring up this sex and religion, it doesn't really go together. Most
people run for the hills or butwhatever, like, it should be okay
to talk about it now, eventhough we've got our schools trying to talk

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about it, which I think isridiculous. Like, and you know,
the funny thing is too if youwant to talk about this. Thanks for
the five Barney, appreciate it.Brother, my brother. If you know
you want to talk about this withyour children and you don't want the schools
teaching you about this, then you'reconsidered a anti this and anti and anti
whatever. But I've got kids.I don't want anybody teaching my kids about

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this besides me. But I alsohave a different point of view about this
stuff than most people do. Alot of people do. A matter of
fact, a lot of people thinkI'm weird. But whatever. So if
I ask you who's God and allthis stuff? What is God? What's
Jesus? All these different things,You're going to get like a million answers

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from a million different people. Sothe thing to do is is to do
a little research and look into theorigins of things. If some of you
know this, some of you don'tknow this already, but let's look at
the origin that it happens in churchall the time. So if you're a

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Christian, this might upset you,but it shouldn't. But it might.
But if I went around and talkedabout these things to all of like church
going people, condition people that aren'topen to bigger truths or other truths like
it just wouldn't work or I wouldget outcasted or called a heretic or something.

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But one of the most cherished traditionsin the Christian Church is Holy communion.
Right, I was thinking about callingin sometimes call in, man,
it ain't no big deal. It'sjust us talking. It's just like us
being around a campfire. So,but one of the most cherish traditions in

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the Christian Church is Holy Communion.And yeah, this is going to be
like a ten part series. SoI'm just opening the door with some stuff
to kind of make you think.Right, So you're not going to run
away or get mad if I tellyou the truth of all this? Are
you? So you hear people talkingabout Holy Communion as if it's cannibalism,

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and they laugh. But the truthis it started in prehistoric Persia. Some
guy, let's take example, someguy named Bob. He's smart and successful
and he's got it all figured out. He's better than everybody in the tribe,

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so to speak. This is prehistoricPersia, okay, and everybody goes,
hey, well, let's sacrifice Bob. He's just one man. So
they sacrifice Bob for the sake ofthe mini and the prehistoric times, and
they eat him so that they canThey thought that they could get his essence

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and his power and his knowledge andall this stuff. And as these uncivilized
civilizations kept on doing these things people, it gets crazy. They even did
it with babies and children one sacrifice. You know, Chris Knowles gets into
this some of the stuff. Ifyou don't believe me, research it yourself.
But this isn't us. This islike way way long time ago,

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all right. But as we becamecivilized and we started to move into a
bit of a more civilized society.Let's fast forward a little bit. Okay,
we can just fast forward. Let'sget Babylon and go run into Egypt.
So there's the story of Osiris inEgypt. We're set chopped his body

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up. Okay, so set,which some people think corresponds with Satan,
maybe it does in this mythological story. But Set chopped Nosirus' body up,
sent all this parts, scattered hisparts everywhere, and then along comes Isis,
and Isis went looking for them,all of his parts, but one

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part in particular, and you knowwhich part that was she went looking for
as sexual organs, his penis degenerativeorgan. Okay, and guess what she
found, Osiris is sexual organ,and she made a cast of it and
she sent it to all the templesin Egypt. So now you know where

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all these steeples and stuff comes from, and the phallus and what it represents.
Okay, I hope you guys arestill with me. So even the
Egyptians said that the wheat that wasrisen was from Osiris's phallic energy. It
was from Osiris himself, just likein prehistoric Asia when they ate people,
they thought they got all this stuff. Well then, so the Egyptians were

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like, well, look, youknow we got all this wheats growing tall.
It must have been Osiris. Sothey made bread, beer and wine.
Fast forward a little bit. Let'sskip. We're just skipping over a
lot of context and stuff here,so let's fast forward to the Greeks.
Then you have Dionysus. Same thing. They consume the body and the blood

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of Dionysus, et cetera. SoHoly Communion is not simply a Christian or
Jewish ceremony. It's an ancient traditionthat goes back to actual cannibalism, you
know, back when we are stupid, and I mean We're still stupid to

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a certain nature right now. Butit does. You could trace this back.
You can fact check it. Ifyou don't believe me, do your
research, fact check it. You'llsee where it comes from. Does it
offend you if when I say thesethings, I'm not sure it offends a
void walker. But like I said, if I was to go into the
church community, it would offend them. But they don't see the understanding of

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it, right was like the understandingof taking an ancient ceremony and turning it
into something. But the Christians did, Bible did. So what's the name
of God? That's That's one ofthe biggest questions. I used to ask
myself, what's really his name?He's been called all kinds of things,
you know, Jehovah, I amall these different names. Rama, Thanks

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Michael, appreciate you, brother.Thank you guys. It takes a while
to get that YouTube money, andYouTube not takes thirty percent. I thought
I got I had like one hundredand something dollars saved up of donations.
I was like, yeah, I'mgonna go get it and pay the you
know, the website bill. Andit was like, oh, but I'm
like, what is this, OhYouTube takes thirty percent greedy some bitches,

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but whatever, So dude, Iappreciate you guys so much, thank you,
thank you, thank you. Uh. So, it's not a Christian
tradition or a juice one. It'sancient tradition. Hopefully that doesn't offend anybody.
And then once I got into allthese different names, one of the
biggest names that kind of rung outto me. And uh when I this

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was back when I was studying Donahuefrom a hidden meanings is a here a
Mazda, the sun god, thefire god. Hehr a Mazda. That
was a cool name for god.All right, but I told you,
guys, scient we're going to talkabout like this cosmic sex thing. Okay,
So first the thing when we hearthat word sex, we need to

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look at us humans. So let'slook at the sexual impulses of human beings.
If you look in nature, ifyou study nature mainly p Hall talks
about this, all of the mysteriesare in nature. Right, if you
study nature, animals procreate at certaintimes when all of the animal kingdoms are

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different, but for the most part, at certain times. So I grew
up hunting and stuff and we wouldgo hunting at certain times because you know,
the dough would be in heat,so the bucks would be moving and
the dough would leave scrapes, youknow, they would draw a little circle
in the ground and they'd pee init, and we'd make sure that we
didn't walk in that circle, andwe'd figure out where these trails were moving
when we hunted. My dad showedme this when I was little, and

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that's how you steal hunt. Someassholes would run dull out there and just
run deer everywhere. But if youwanted to steal hunt, you had to
figure out when the deer was inrut. We call it rut. And
so you'd go walking in the woodsand you'd find little circles that the deer
made with their hoofs. Right,they'd carve out a circle, pee in

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it. The bucks would come smellit and they'd follow. They'd pee in
it too, so they pretty muchmark their territory and they'd call that deer,
call it that's my property. Alot of animals do that, actually,
but when it comes to uh humans, it's different. Animals procreate at

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certain times and a certain seasons.Humans do it it will we do this.
It will We'll call anytime. Thisis I know. I mean,
this is a tough subject. Wecan talk about it, can't we.
I want to get your skin alloffended. That's okay, but it's interesting,

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right, Like female animals aren't interestedin sex until it's the season,
it's the fertile season. They're justnot interested in it. They're not humans.
Anytime could happen at anytime anyways.The bigger question there is is when
we look at nature, when westudy nature, why is this happen?

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Why is sexual pleasure a permanent thingonly for humans? Why did nature do
this? We understand this now thatnature does everything for a reason, right,
Everything has a purpose, Everything hasa reason, just like I was
thinking about this today while I wasroofing, being outside after getting stung by

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bees and shit. So don't jumpahead of me and get offended. I'm
going to be talking about something else. Just listen, okay, and then
you can disagree with me once Ifinished. Don't criticize the cuisine until it's
served, all right. So Iwas listening to the birds, and the

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birds are beautiful and the flowers itwas, I mean, the allergies were
big time today, but the flowerswere out, the bees were out,
the birds were out, the damnroosters are ound. Everything in nature it's
making noise today. But if youstudy it, you know, we smell
the flowers and look at them andit's like a beautiful thing, and they
smell good and they look pretty,but they really in nature they do that.

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They put off these smells and theyhave these bright colors so they can
pollinase, so they can procreate,and they attract insects, right. But
for us it's just like, oh, they look good, they smell good.
Pretty crazy once you start thinking aboutand the birds, all the different
birds sound pretty outside. It soundslike, you know, mister Rogers neighborhood

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outside. But if you really watchlike the Discovery Channel watch nature and stuff,
it's not really friendly stuff. Thebirds are saying like they're saying stuff
like get out of here, orthis is my property, this is mine,
get away, or they're warning people. But to us it's you know,
it's pretty Why did nature make itthis way? Why so even what's

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going on with animals and insects andnature, and it still has these sexual
processes, but they still only doit in certain times and seasons are simply
just like an arena for us,like humans, It's just some beautiful place
for us to observe. But itwas put there for us to observe it.

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Okay, So anyways, Uh,it's weird you know, because of
nature, even some animals. Forsome animals it's pain. I've watched a
lot of Discovery Channel, you know. I mean, I'm sure you have
too. So everything has a reason. Nothing happens that doesn't have a natural

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or God given reason. Even sowhat does that mean? Right? So
if all of this stuff in naturehas reasons for these things, and humans
can have pleasurable sex that will,then there must be a reason for it,
right, There must be a Godgiven, natural reason for that to
happen, even though we're set apartfrom the rest of nature. Okay,

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now, I know this is I'mnot trying to make a Christian statement here.
I'm just trying to make sure I'vegot all kinds of notes here.
But I'm just trying to make sureI don't offend anybody. But I'm gonna
get to the point where it's goingto be offensive regardless. So the reason
is is because you're created in thecreator's image, you're meant to be celebrated.

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You're created in God's image, andI'm gonna dig deeper than that.
I'm not just talking about your facialstructure and your body, but everything about
you is created in the Creator's image. Okay. So there's clues along the
way that tell us this not justthe literal understanding of religion, but there's

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clues along the way. And oneof the biggest clues is sex, Okay,
and our nature versus the rest ofnature. It's divine. It's a
direct link to God. It isthe experience of Alphonomega. And I've talked
about this a million times, theseenergies coming together here on earth. It's

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almost a ceremonial experience of God inthat one moment. Right We don't celebrate
it this way in society because westill don't understand the mystery of it.
Right now, it's like a thingor a drug to some people, to
a lot of spiritual people, it'snot even religious people. But for the

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most part, it's like a thingthat sells stuff, you know, or
just a thing that we do forpleasure, almost like a drug or something.
But it's really more than that,you know, it's a lot more
than that. So, because you'recreating in God's image, it's divine and
this experience is a direct link toGod. Many of the people that have

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experienced aspects of Kundalini understand this,whether they've had a full experience or whatever,
this propulsion of energy that they've felt. I know Magical Egypt talks about
this extensively, extensively in all oftheir videos, especially I think like two
and three Magical Egypt. We've gotto get them back on the show too.

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But another clue that we look atis all of the virgin birth stories
that make no sense because virgins can'tbirth, right, But we look at
all of these stories where a virginhas birth, not just marry the virgin,
but all of the other stories andthe hardy Christna's and the Babylonian texts,
and the Egyptian stuff and the Greekstuff. There's all this virgin birth

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story or virgo and astrology, samekind of same thing, all telling this
big cosmic story of this virgin birth. Basically, it's telling us, for
a reason, a woman who didn'thave sex but received a seed and became
pregnant. The birth process was thebirthing process though, was within physical natural

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law, but the seeding process wasn't. Most people just accepted that, and
Moses mimonodes, you guys should readthis guy. This guy's fascinating. He
has a book. It's called Somethingabout the Perplexed. To forget the title,
but I remember him saying in thisbook that anytime when you're reading religion

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and you're reading something that's so profoundthat it just doesn't make sense, like
in other words, the most ridiculousstatement is usually means that there's a deeper
underlying meaning to it. Right,So here we have the virgin birth,
which people have been telling us.All these stories lead back to astrology and

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the virgin birth and the unity.But what does it mean? Why?
Okay, remember keep in mind tothe nine months of the birthing process that
happens the Bible itself. They're goingto run away, Joe, don't say

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this. The Bible is loaded withsex on many levels, relationships on many
levels. Where do you think theword genesis comes from? Look at the
etymology of genesis and then just tracethat word all the way back to what
it actually what it actually means.Right, So this power that we're talking

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about, this force. Remember,we're creating God's image. We're set apart
from lots of things in nature.So this power and this force gives light,
life, euphoria and more. Right, so we can start. Let's
go to church. Let's look atthe word of God. Right, the

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word of God. My priest usedto say, it's the word of God,
the literal word. So the literalmeanings of some of these verses.
Matthew chapter seven, verse six,Ask, seek, knock, asking,
it will be given to you.Seek and you will find knocking. The
door will be open to you.For everyone who asks or seves, and

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the one who seeks fines, andto the one who knocks, the door
will be opened. Now, whenI grew up, that was I was
told that that meant if I askedJesus into my heart, I'm saved.
As matter of fact, I rememberthe first time I did this. I
think I was seven or eight yearsold. And the ceremony of you have

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to kind of look at it likeit's a miniature ceremony, because it's the
first door that opens up the keyto your spirit. Honestly, if at
any point in your life where doyou ask God into your heart, that's
like a seed being planted. Itdoesn't matter if you literally believe that or
not. Like, if that's thefinal that's all I need to go to

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heaven, Okay, great, whatever. But that seed that got planted is
somewhat kind of an initiation that'll startopening you up to deeper truth. That'll
let you see deeper into a lotof this stuff if you let it.
But usually when people start asking questionsor things get past their base conscious this,
they start getting scared and then theyjust go back to that place,

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which is fine, you know.So I'll tell you a quick story.
I remember this. We went tomany churches when I was a kid,
but it was so weird. Ithink it was like eight. I think
I did this like three times.But the first time, the very first
time that I remember, was wewere in this little room set off to
the side. It was kind oflike Sunday school, but it was for

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older kids and the guys talking.And you're the new guy. You know,
you're the new guy at church.So they're going to kind of single
you out in the most kindest way, and they're going to tell their story
and talk about how you need tobe saved, and if hey, let's
let's do this thing right here.Let's let's all bow our heads, and
so everybody, you know, everybodybowed their heads and they closed their eyes

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and they just raise your hand ifyou haven't been saved now. I never
peeked up because I was scared,right, I was so scared. I
was like, I'm freaking out.I haven't been saved. I don't even
know what this means, you know. So I closed my eyes and I
shut my eyes and I did thissaying, you know, Jesus coming to

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my heart, be the Lord ofmy life, forgive me my sins et
cetera. And I thought, well, that was private, right, Like,
I'm not gonna no one knew thatwas kind of intimate. That was
intimate. I didn't. I didn'thave to worry about it. So I
kind of exhaled. And the guynext to me was like, congrats man.
He started patting me on the back, and I was like, congratulations

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for what It's like, you justgot saved, man. And immediately I
felt like embarrassed. I was like, I thought everybody was bowing their head
and shutting their eyes. No,obviously people were peeking. Yeah, God
for the perplexed. That's right.So anyways, that's that's what a lot

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of people think. That verse meansknock and it will be given to you,
seek and all this sudden stuff.But then if you read later,
it's like Matthew twenty three. Yeah, Matthew twenty three. Not everyone who

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says to me, Lord Lord,will enter into the Kingdom of heaven.
But only the one who does willof my father, who is in heaven.
Many will say to me on thatday, Lord Lord, did we
not prophesy in your name and inyour name drive out demons, and in
your name perform miracles and in yourname all this stuff? And I will

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tell them plainly, I never knewyou away from me, you evildoers.
That's like the new translation. Sohere people are doing many things and quote
Jesus's name, right, But youknow this isn't religious, by the way.
I'm just telling you where this kindof started. They're doing many things

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in Jesus's name, and he's like, I never knew you, never trippy,
Right, how does that work?I thought all you had to do
is ask him into your heart.Well, if you go back into this
book I used to have, Idon't have it anymore, but I used
to. It's like the translation bookwhere you could look at the Latin and

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Hebrew and all this other stuff meaningsto it. Right, But that word
knew, I never knew you knewmeans That word in Hebrew was YadA yaana.
Do you know what YadA means inHebrew? This is before it got
translated to Greek, before it gottranslated into Latin, before I got translated

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into English, before it became thisversion, in that version, in that
version, right, so as thisgot watered down. If you trace that
back to Hebrew, it means yaaYadA, and Hebrew means cultivating intimacy.

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It also could mean deeper in certainsentences, and Hebrew it means I never
had a sexual encounter with you.I never intimately knew you. So there's
a deeper meaning to this, rightif you look at a Hebrew in other
words, I never had this.Some people say, well, that just
means one on one connection. Okay, Well we'll stop there. I won't

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dive deep into the sexual mystery herebecause I'm not talking about the act of
physical sex per se. But theword yata means cultivating intimacy. Doesn't matter
that he used the word bridegroom orthe words chakaana in Hebrew. When you
read this stuff does it? Butit does. So what we're talking about.

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What he's actually talking about when youdig deeper into this is the bridegroom
or the Chakaina. The chakaina iswhat we call the Holy Spirit or the
bridegroom or the Christ that gives youthe anointing oil, so to speak.
Turn in your bibles? Turn inyour bibles? Is it time for break

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yet? I've got the new playon system here, so I don't have
to switch computers, so hopefully it'llwork. Uh yeah, you guys can
hear me on the station too.Romans eight seven says, read it people
are born the way they are.Read Romans eight seven. Read that the

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carnal mind is not subject to thelaw of God, neither can it be.
Whoa, The carnal mind is notsubject to the law of God,
neither can it be. So let'sif is this worth then how come Catholics?
Roman Catholics have so much guilt?If the Book of Romans says the

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carnal mind is not subject to thelaw of God, neither can it be.
Anyways, My point there is,let's get rid of the guilt,
shall we what's up? Wu tangpepe word salide? Okay, And every

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time I get to talking about this, people start coming at me with you
know, they talk about like homosexualityand stuff. I don't care. I
mean, that's if you want toget biblically about that, biblical about that.
It's dumb to begin with. ButChrist talks about the eunuchs from the
mother's womb. I mean, wehave to get past the literalism. And
I'll tell you why here in aminute. Coming against people and just to

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understand that we're all human beings,we're all different, and we should honor
and respect each other. Let's getpast the dumb shit. Okay, we're
all different inside the laws of nature. Nature intended it to be that way.
Okay. People are born the waythey are. And this is what
sucks because I've had friends that grewup that. I mean, I know

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for a fact, like I don'tknow about some people, but a couple
of my friends I know for afact they were born homosexual. They were
born that way. We all knew. But the sad part is is they
had to carry this guilt, whichin Romans eight seven says, they're not
even subject to it, so don'teven worry about it. That's what the

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verse say, is why why youeven worried about it? So like they
were, they would try to fixit or they think something was wrong with
them. This is my points,like the Church really fucked people up.
Understanding the literal word or just readingthe literal word is a nightmare. It's
a nightmare. It is. It'sa nightmare. And even Christ himself there's

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not going to be he said,there's not going to be one rock standing
when I'm done with it all becauseyou know, Sadducees and Pharisees, they're
harbingers of hell. That means peoplethat write literal laws. These are the
spiritual laws. I wrote them down, read them. This is it harbingers
of hell. Okay ah. Butif you go back to Genesis, it

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says in God's image you are maleand female period. I'm not going to
tear apart that whole verse. Buthe made Adam and Eve you are male
and female period. Whether you likeit or not. Some people are more
male, some people are more female. We all have different bodies, but
some people hormonally are female. Somepeople are more male. It's just the

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way it is. It's okay,it's not a fucking sin, because Jimmy
Swagger says, so just respect people. Just be kind. So if you
look at like Tewod Corinthians, chaptereleven, check this verse out. So
when all these people started figuring outJesus was coming, he said, I'm

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jealous for you, with a godlyjealousy. I promised you to one husband
to Christ so that I may presentyou as a pure virgin to him.
He was also presented with ten virginsat one time too. Think about this,
do you really think that that everybodyknows? Like, Oh, I'm
just gonna give it back then that'swhat I'm gonna give him my daughter.

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You know, it's kind of thestory back then I'll give you my daughter,
she's a virgin. Whatever. Butit kind of doesn't make sense when
you start reading it because it's liketen virgins, this girl, Like,
what's going on here? This don'tmake sense. Also when they sent when
the story of the magi, Ibelieve that story was about a roster.

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If he reads the roster, you'llkind of see what I'm talking about as
a roster send his magi to sendto the fire God that was supposed to
be God or Heromazda, which wasthe sun god, and his kid says,
I am that, I am,I am amen. And then Jesus
said, I've come to set fireupon the earth. A lot of stories

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going together in this thing. Andthen if you so, we're past holy
communion, we're past this kind ofvirgin understood, what's this whole virgin thing
about? And then we would lookat Easter and the Passover, which is
the holy day of Easter. Yousee all these when I was a kid,
the you know, the girls wouldgo to church and their little Easter
bonnets and everybody laugh and smile.But if you read Ishtar, you had

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to as a woman, you hadto go to this place and a man
would come and say, I thinkwe should have an experience. And if
you and I haven't experience, thenyou're you're allowed to have a husband as
long as Ishtar says it's okay.So you could only have a husband,
or you couldn't have a husband withoutIshtar's blessing. Long story short, Ishtar

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was the goddess of sexual intercourse andfornication. Now this all sounds evil at
first, right, but the digger, the digger, I was about to
say, the digger we deep,the deeper we dig, we'll start to
see the bigger truth of this.You don't believe me. Look all this
stuff up. If you got youknow whatever. It's usually after one verse

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you could say, okay, wellthat probably means a literal thing. But
after you you keep seeing something repeat. The same stories repeat over and over
and again. Lots of them don'tmake sense. There's something deeper in there.
So the Kabbala explains it like this, God is both. If you
looked at the tree, God isboth alpha omega, male and female.

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It's just like Genesis says right beginningin the end, male and female,
these two forces positive and negative.This energy, this electricity, this light
that comes together. The word kabelitself means to receive. That's what it
means, to receive, to openup and receive. So when we start

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to understand, like ceremony deeper.If you look at wedding ceremonies themselves,
the ring, it doesn't really likethe If you really get into the symbolism
of all of like a wedding ceremony, it and trace it as back as
far as you can it doesn't reallymean everlasting love. Okay. The ritual
itself symbolizes the you know, thecoming together, the bridegroom, this energy,

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this life force, this loving,this love, this ultimate bridegroom energy,
this union. That's what it.Two souls becoming one kind of thing,
the two and one, the mysteryof the two and one, which
is repeated and repeated and repeated andtalked about it. It's not evil.

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We've made marriage evil by putting allour shit into it. You know.
So you yourself, if you understandthis stuff correctly and on a deeper level,
even scientifically, you yourself made upof male and female parts. Right.
I'm not talking about your physical bodyparts, although you know you're usually

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one of the other. We couldbe. I don't know, it's none
of my business, right, Buton the inside, it's a fact you're
made up of male and female partsx's and wise hormones and all this stuff,
just like Jenesis says, and thenthey were called Adam, right,

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But this is the kingdom of God. This is we are the kingdom of
God in his image, so tospeak. All right, So before we
get into break, we can lookat the zodiac real quick. So the
zodiac to the mystics. To themystics. Now, there's a certain set

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of mystics that look at the zodiacas the story of the wedding and the
relationship and intercourse between Uranus and Gaya. This is a very new age kind
of mystical version. There's a pterodactylin here, okay, but that's what
it is. Uranus places a seedinto Gaia and then the trees grow.

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And actually it's the seed the seedgrows and people which causes them to have
these experiences. And these people aren'treally male or female, not yet.
Then something happened they called I forgetthe name of what they called it.
That happened, but they had achild, right, So Uranus and Guya
had a child, and that child, that child's name is what Saturn.

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Saturn splits them apart, male andfemale. He took a sickle in the
story and split them apart. Saturnalso, just like set in Osiris and
all this stuff, castrated Uranus witha sickle. So I think about that

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for a second. When some peoplethink Saturn is satan, could be makes
sense in that story too, doesn'tit. So that which the spirit touches
you and makes your life worth living? Is cut away? But what time?
That's what Saturn governents, chronos,law, the material world, contracts,

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karma, the word, no boundaries, all of the shit that sucks
about life basically, But Saturn hasits reasons too. But that's that's what
done. That's what Saturn does.It cuts it away. It even ends
your life when it's time. Anda lot of astrologers will tell you that

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when Saturn aligns in certain places inyour chart, you're dead. But what
does that do to us? Itmakes us become very earthly, doesn't it?
It shuts off parts of us andwhat do we just experiencing eclipse?
And I'll get into that too,But time makes us worry about what's going
to happen next week, tomorrow?What about my bank account? What about

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my house? What about my legacy? What about my health and my children
and my material existence? If Idon't take care of all of these contracts,
my time is going to run outright, sad Saturn, It's been

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called all kinds of different things.So anyways, yeah, we got to
take a break, but I wantto get deeper into this. We're talking
about cosmic sects here, Okay,once you really like dig into this stuff.
I only know deeper meanings like inthe like in the biblical sense,
because I wasn't raised in other religions. But I'm starting to dig deeper into

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you know, like Hari Krishna HarryKrishna, which pretty much has all the
same stories, exact same stories.There's several other ones too, but I
don't know the character names, andsome of the verses I don't know or
I'm not familiar with. But yeah, we're going to take our radio station
break for some of you guys thatare listening on the Fringe FM. Thank

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That was really cool. We hada lot of fun last night.
It took a few requests, whichis kind of weird. Like if I'm
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(47:42):
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be right back after the short radiostation break. We're talking about cosmic sex

(48:04):
tonight here on Lighting the Void.I'm your host of Yogu. That's so
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(48:24):
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get that stuff at the Fringe FMstore too. So tonight we're talking about
cosmic sex. And I was readingsome of the chat, so make sure,

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like when you study the gods andthe verse, like read everything in
context. So I just quickly wentover Ishtar and if you look up what
Ishtar is, like the god ofsex and fertility. Sure, but when
you read the stories Ishtar, youhad to have permission to get married from
Ishtar, and you had you know, basically another man would come in and

(49:08):
take a woman before they could getmarried. There's stories in this stuff,
but it's like you know, ifyou look at that literally, man,
that's all that's messed up. Butit's not meant to be taken literal.
Remember, there's verses to say,be not a study of the letter.
So, uh, where was Ileft off with the Chakaina? Right?

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And Hebrew? The female aspect ofGod is called Chakaina. The Chakaina lives
in you, in his spirit.And you'll hear people call when they say
holy spirit that word. And I'masking you to be not a study of
the letter. Remember when we weretalking to Jason about the Tower of Babel.

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When we come to understand all thingsas this unified teaching, even if
we have to get down to sacredgeometry and number, we'll see the deeper
meanings of all of these stories andwhat they mean, what all this stuff
means. So we've heard the femaleaspect of God called the Chakaina. So

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you could say, like I'd liketo say that her name is Chakaina,
and his name is a Hiramazda,the sun god if you're into sun worship.
Okay, But there's many verses Iwas talking about this before that talk
about the right side or the easternside or the right side and Golgatha.

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And there's many many texts that we'llget into later that you're not going to
see it through one verse, nottwo, but after three, four five,
and then they start throwing in thesethese different astrological stuff, stuff that
don't make sense. You'll start tosee that there's a whole hidden mystery process
that happens, that these stories arekind of revealing, the literal stories themselves

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underneath the nursery rhymes are revealing.But in all instances, in all instances,
we could definitely say in history andhistory, our history, that the
feminine part of God has been whippedaway by religion. Now not all religions,

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but I would say especially the Westhas been whipped away. It's been
hidden and a secret society is whotalked about these things. You know,
we're called sex cults and things likethat, but they were killed, strung
up. Imagine the stuff that we'retalking about today, like just the little

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stuff that I'm talking about with youin this like an opening show about it.
Not too long ago, I wouldhave torch bears outside my door and
they would kill me before I couldexplain myself and anything that I wrote on
paper or any shared knowledge that Ihad that would burn it. That's what

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happened. So if what that meansis is that this part of God or
the Creator has been hidden from usin religion, then we know nothing about
this part of God, nothing whenwe should. We shouldn't know something about
this part of God. All weknow and all at least what I've was

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taught and what I grew up inis the mind, the intellect, the
letter being a study of the letter, which is more of like the masculine
side of things, which is thecarnal mind, letter, the hate,
the guilt, the macho, allthis stuff. So, just like in

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marriage, if the female part isnot allowed in marriage, you don't have
a ceremony. Everything goes to hell. You can say this for all things
in nature, especially human nature.When the feminine part of love and spirit
and Chkina and holy spirit is notallowed into things, when this opening part

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to receive from the very literal versionof sex, you're not going to have
any to opening your heart to beingable to relate to people and to the
spiritual part of us. Everything turnsour. Life into hell without it.
Remember that I mean almost a literalhell. So in an instance and one

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word, you could say, ifthey rip the chakaina from us, whether
you're a man or woman, ifthis side of you is ripped out,
they rip out your very soul.You become very conscious, very intellectual,
very focused on the exterior. You'relike in the cave. So the ancient

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way back in the day was thatonce a week, during the Sabbath,
there was a new union between chicanaand the bridegroom. So the cobblists,
the ancient comblists, you know,you remember we guys telling you that the
story of like the ten virgins withChrist, and there's another story, Okay.
So the word sabbath means seventh,whereas another seventh, as it corresponds

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to the east, is the seventhchakra, which is the pineal gland of
the brain. Now these have beenseparate in our society, but they're not
really separate at the base nature ofthings, all right. So when a
male intercourses with a female, apregnancy takes place inside yourself, A pregnancy
of spirit takes place and activates thepineal gland and throws open the right hemisphere

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of the brain, which is madeshut. This is shut right especially right
now. But for the most part, if you're just consciously aware of the
literal, the logical, the intellectual, the masculine side of things, then
the right side you shut, thecreative, god like side. Remember the

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ear of a being a fusion.You're made in God's image, so you're
a being of physical nature and spirittogether. You're fused together. And you
can see this polarity of these energieswork. And if you looked at biology,
you could see this electrical It needselectricity, it needs both poles,

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it needs this fusion to work.Everything is dual. So the deeper you
look into the stuff, you realizemaybe it's my consciousness that needs to be
a virgin. In other words,you remember how you know, Like a
lot of the Eastern teachings would say, clear the mind, open your like

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pour out your cup, make yourcup empty, Empty your cup. Take
no thought Christ that all these differentversions meditation, Open your mind, make
it clear, make this vessel openand empty. Empty your cup first,
so you have this virgin consciousness.So the energy can Once everything is open

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and the way is open, activatesthe pineal gland which opens up this side
of our brain. And when peoplehave d MT experiences or psychedelic experiences or
things like that, you'll they're justin awe man like. They'll even say
things like I understand all of creationor I felt things that I never felt,

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you know, and the logical masculinemind will be along, Well,
that's dimethyl troop to me, andthat's dripping down into this part of your
brain. It's activating the senses andit's all just a hallucin it. You
know, it's hallucinatory. But thereare no words, There are no logical
words for these people that have theseexperiences to explain them. Yet deep insign

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our religious texts are the mystery ofexplaining this whole process that happens. It's
not just cartesian or whatever, rightlike, it's it's a repeated story for
a reason. So if we placeourselves in virgin consciousness so that this energy

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can activate this gland and open upthis hemisphere that's been shut, the way
has been shut and the veils open, so to speak, it changes us.
And if you look at the ancientcombalists, they actually had a ceremony
that they did the kosher comblists.They had sex on Fridays with their partners.

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Why why did they have sex?What did I have to do with
it? Try and explain it toyou. When you look at the tree
of life, you know the thecenter thing is Tiffreth. In the Bible,
it's talked about as the bridegroom overand over again. When you read
these, you know, mystery textand what the hell is the bridegroom?

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So you have the sun, thenyou have Chicaano, which is the spirit.
So the ancient complice would act thisout as Friday transitioned into Saturday,
the seventh right, they would actuallyhave sex with their partners because this ceremony.
To them, this is this isbeautiful once you really think about sex

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is supposed to be a beautiful thing. That's one of my biggest points is
the reason why God set us apartand were made in his image, and
that all these other animals have tohave sex on you know, like certain
times of the years. Some ofits painful form, some of the it's
weird, it's crazy if you wantto Discovery channel, But humans, we
have sex. It will We don'thave to have babies all the time,

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not all the time. There aregnostics that teach the stuff too, which
I don't agree with. You couldtake whatever side you want, but I
don't agree with it. There's gnosticsthat teach, well, you're supposed to
have all this retention and stuff,but really they're unlocking the same force by
understanding all this stuff. It's notsomething that you're supposed to be ashamed of.
It's not something that you're supposed tobe brought up and guilt about.

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It's not something that's supposed to beperverted. It's supposed to be sacred.
It's supposed to be wonderful, wonderful, But how much guilt and bullshit and
pain and all kinds of stuff thatwe go through over the shit and it's

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not shit. It's beautiful. Itis the very act of the universe itself.
Anyways, So you have Tifferet thebridegroom, Shakaina the spirit, and
they would do this ceremony on Fridays, but it was cut off by the
ninth sphere. I saw somebody inthe chat mention the number nine, the

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nice sphere of ya Saud, whichrepresents the moon cut off, and the
moon represents this realm of our baseemotions, right, I used to think
it's only the moon is emotions,but and the like in the outer the
moon is our base emotions. It'ssomething that we have to overcome, and
it represents the first doorway or portalto the astral realm as well. This

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is where the out of body experiencekind of fits into all this and this
opening up of her consciousness. Andthey talk about this in the Bible.
So she sits above the moon whatever. And the number of the beast and
it's six sixty six. Well that'sa code Gmtria. Sixty sixty six is
eighteen one plus eight equals nine.Nine is the number of man. Nine

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is the number of ysaud. Nineis the number of base consciousness. And
it's sitting there, depending on thecycles of the moon, it's sitting there
blocking our consciousness, our consciousness fromhaving this bridegroom experience. It really is,
and it is very very obvious thesymbol and the allegory of the eclipse.

(01:01:22):
This is why it's such a bigthing. Eclipses we just went through
one. Eclipses are such a bigthing in allegory or in story or in
the metaphysical or whatever you want tocall it, because we know deep down
what it represents. Consciously, whenthe Earth gets between the two of these
bodies, the sun and the moon, it makes the moon turn black.

(01:01:46):
And you see these verses too.When Jesus was crucified, the moon turned
black. When the Christ like beingdied, the moon was black. This
energy was cut off when the Earth, our lower nature and the fesh in

(01:02:06):
Kabbalah, when this thing comes inbetween these two energies, we have an
eclipse cut off. So when youhear these verses, all the sun turns
black and all this other stuff,it's not representing like something that's going to
happen in the future and the Sun'sgoing to turn black and we're all going
to die. It represents that spirit, that thing being cut off from us.

(01:02:34):
Our intellect basically is caught in betweenmind and spirit. And they don't
just put stuff in the Bible forno reason. Right when Jesus died on
gold Gotha, on the cross ingold Gotha, remember these two hemispheres in
Christ. Right when Jesus died,there was darkness all over the earth because

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eclipse, because these this energy wascut off. That's us what we experience
in our lower nature Basically, we'reall in a constant state of an eclipse.
It's not like, oh, I'menlightened or whatever. Most of us,
including myself, when we're just caughtin consciousness, when we're not meditating,

(01:03:22):
when we're not we're not working onopening up these channels and going into
our closet right and we're becoming oneor intimate or yana with Christ. When
we're not opening up these channels,we're cut off. We're under an eclipse
constantly. This is why you knowthe woke people call it low vibrations,

(01:03:49):
high vibrations. We do things fromour higher nature all the times we do
things from our lower nature. Welove to be around higher vibratory people because
they're acting out of their higher nature. So we're going to experience this ignorance
until what until we experience salvation?And what is that salvation? The upper

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room where the man's holding the pictureof water. Go into the upper room,
into the right chamber, and I'llmeet you there at aquer in energy.
So we do this process, Weopen up these energies and allow our
consciousness to be open, and wetake no thought, We take no thought.

(01:04:34):
Right, we can meditate it,we can pray. I think there's
plenty of people that teach meditation,some greats that teach meditation that have really
tapped into this. They've learned totake no thought or let thoughts come and
go and just pass them by.But there's another key to this, into

(01:04:56):
unlocking this energy as we become emptyvessels and ready to receive right, And
a lot of stories represent that.Anytime you hear God, like the Garden
of Eden or the Tree of Knowledge, good and evil. Well, I'll
get into all this stuff in latershows. I'm just trying to open this

(01:05:16):
up for now, you know.So, But we could take the story
of Cain and Able. Right,So God's like this voice in the wilderness
enables the good Son doing all thisnatural stuff that he's supposed to be doing.
He's the good Son, and Caingets jealous. Well how do we
get jealous? We start getting inour consciousness, we start getting ignorant,

(01:05:38):
we start thinking about shit, Weget insecure, the lower base emotions of
the moon, right, our lowerconscious state, the number of man nine.
Right, we get in this lowerstate and we stay there and I
will what am I am? Mybrother's keeper? You know, I'll just
kill this some a bit and thenthey'll love me. And it's just like

(01:05:58):
this, our lower nature takes over. Then the fesh takes over, takes
over us. You ever, Likewhen let's say, when you get insecure,
you're in your lower nature. Weall have insecurities, but you're in
your lower nature. That moon energyis taken over. When you come into

(01:06:20):
someone's presence and they're constantly you know, worried or jealous or insecure or manipulating
or whatever. All this stuff isdone from our lower emotions. It's either
our lower emotions trigger in our mindto go crazy or a crazy mind trigger
in lower emotions. And this crazymoon cycle, the dark moon itself,

(01:06:44):
the new moon represents this word inan allegorical sense, this energy being cut
off. And when the full moonis bright, you know, it also
represents this too, where the lightis being reflected, and whatever that we
set to create in this twenty eightday cycle will usually manifest itself in light
where it can be seen. Ina full moon. The unconscious manifests things

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that are conscious can observe. Basically, is what I'm saying, Just like
Cain and Able, you could say, Able is the higher vibration, the
higher self, and Cain is ourlower nature, and it eclipsed itself.
Cain killed Abel, cut off theenergy, and God said, what about

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Abel? His blood cries out tome. It cut off the intimacy between
man or us and God. TheYadA, this bridegroom, this sexual thing
that happens inside of us, andsex is a synergistic energy exchange. It
cuts it off. If you lookback I was talking when I think we

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was talking to Jason Quid about this. Some of the god names in Babylon.
But if you look back to oneof those names, the name of
God who rules the moon is Sins I n Sin who rules our lower
emotional nature, dwelling in the emotions. It's not smoking, gambling and all

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that stuff. That's just cause andeffect. Sin is cutting ourselves off from
that intimate communion bridegroom, sexual experience, or the YadA. Right when we
dwell in our lower emotions, whenwe got it all figured out, we

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know everything, right, we gotit all figured out. Whatever we dwell
in. Sin it's also been calledJason called him the moon god Nana.
But that moon god had two names, Sin and Nana. That's where the
word sin is self comes from otherthan like calculus, sin blocks the energy.

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So if we separate spirituality from religion, if we separate humanity from the
unnatural right, if we separate allthese things we can have, we could
have paradise. But remember the scides. Remember Saturn seth the thing that constantly

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rules us, because once we it'sonly when we focus on our human lives
right, our bodies and our lowernatures, that we even worry about time,
and we become full of fear,and then all of these realms of
Saturn tend to rule us and takeover because we do have a human body,

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but it's temporary, so temporary.Like I said the other day,
one hundred years ago, there areeight billion people on the earth. One
hundred years ago, none of themwere alive, none of them. None
of them were here, and youwon't be here either. So all this
stuff is just a little ride thatcomes in and goes. But the constant

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thing is this bridegroom. This iswhat we need to do while we have
the body, while we're here.The more that we come into communion.
And remember I started this show withthe act of cannibalism, and I saw
people jump out right. It's becausethey already had everything figured out. They

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criticized the cuisine till it was served, until it was served, and they
left, and they're in their consciousmind. They're not here to talk with
each other like we are to.You know, once we separate this from
religion, though, will be morelike what Christ yeaheshawe whenever you want to

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call him Emmanuel. He had manynames, right, the Greek version Jesus
Christ, which pretty much means thefire or the anointing oil. He said,
I don't want to see one rockstanding on another. I'm gonna tear
it all down. I came tocast fire upon the earth. Her Amasda
sent his magi, the sun godor the god of fire, out to

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find this baby. He sent hismagi and they gave this baby gifts.
And this baby called himself, I'min or I am than I am,
And he said, I came tocast fire upon the earth, which is
a deeper story and an allegory forthe fire inside you. So as we

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grow up instead of feeling guilty aboutthis stuff, you know, it's like,
yeah, I know God gave youthat plumbing when I was a kid,
but don't touch it. Don't touch, don't don't don't touch it,
somebody. Things would change if weexplained this fire. I'm not talking.
The schools need to stay the hellout of it period. Granted, you

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know, I know some parents orwhatever, but we should teach. We
should be teaching our children. Whatis this? What is this burning inside
of me? What is this?Mom? Dad? What is this feeling
inside me? What is all thisstuff? Your kids? Nobody else's kid,
your kid, and explain to themthe beauty of this spiritual thing.

(01:12:35):
Explain to them how nature works andhow it takes care of it. How
you know, it's just like anyother responsibility in our life. It's one
of the first things I taught myson. I know it is kind of
deep, but it's my kid,all right. How important this stuff is

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to you and others too. Andthey may not know it. They may
have been taught guilt and shame andall this other stuff. But this connection
that you have with another person's goingto mean a lot, especially the first
few times. You know that's divine. You're gonna feel things you never felt.
It's pretty much you experience in Godthe best way you can as a

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human on this earth. Until youopen up these higher centers, right,
which there are different levels to thisstuff. Whoa you know, like that's
a big deal. Yeah, that'sa big deal. And then they got
all kinds of questions. They're goingto ask you all kinds of questions once

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you like it. I'm amazed atlike what it takes. My son's twenty
now. But when you have akid, you start to see the world
in a whole different way. Peoplethat don't have kids, they just don't
understand what I'm talking about. Butwhen you have a kid, you love
something so much you would die tentimes for them, right, you start
to see the world in a differentway. And all of the questions that

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they have and everything that they growup with has everything to do with how
they're going to feel about life,how they're going to feel about the world,
how they're going to feel about themselves, are they going to feel about
death, how they're going to feelabout spirituality. So it's this balance of
letting them come into themselves, butalso being there for them to guide them
in the right way. You know, we as adults have to put away

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childish things. And I'm telling youthat the literal meaning and the stuff that
we've done with religion and the killingsand everything that's going on in Middle East.
And it's twenty twenty four and we'restill just being a study of the
letter. Even though these texts aretelling us not to be, and we
know there's codes and all this stuffin there, we're still killing each other
over this stuff. And there's differentlevels to this understanding of cosmic sex,

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right love and the bridegroom. There'sdifferent li. There's the male and female
part that's inside of you because youwere creating God's image. There's a divine
union that happens inside yourself that eventhe psychologists like Carl Jung and all these
other people started figuring out when theydug real deep. They're like, well,
you know, this is the Oedipustheory. And then Freud was like,
this is the Oedipis theory, andyou know, and then Carl Jung

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comes along said no, no,no, no, this is the anima
and the animas right. But nomatter how you logically look at this,
you're not fully gonna understand it tothe deepest way that you can as a
human until you become of a virginconsciousness, take all the intellect down.

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It's good to have intellect as weget into that later, that masculine side
of the brain. It's good tohave it, it's really good to have
it. Actually, But if youalready have it, you already have it.
So once you take all that out, you could do this naturally.
You can have a psychedelic experience.Naturally, you can have an out of

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body experience naturally. I still seemagicians talking about the actual realm as if
they travel it constantly. They're stillnegating the obe experiences I've had, or
the fact that I've affected the physicalrealm and others have too. They don't
think it's real. They think it'sjust consciousness playing with itself when we don't

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even understand No one understands. Nobodyunderstands consciousness or love, these two big
mysteries to the fullest extent, noteven the deepest philosophers. Genevieve says,
we have a cockatoo who is telepathic. She reacts to the energy in the

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room. Yeah, you know toothat when people are This is what I
was talking about before, and thisis just part one of this stuff that
I wanted to talk about. Youknow. But once the mother and the
father, if you on't look atit psychologically, have returned inside of us,

(01:17:12):
inside of us. Right, it'sall over, but the crime it's
over. So even if you're supera super feminine woman and the masculine scares
you, you still have to letthis energy. You still have to take
part in this energy in yourself.You you can't. And this is why

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they have princesses on the tarot okay, because the energy is so feminine and
on the female side. You can't, like I expect everything to be just
this, this palace be built foryou. You have to have You have
to tap into that masculine energy andtake part in your life and act right

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and just like men, you know, no matter how masculine we are,
no matter how alpha we are andhow bad we are, it's our natural
way. We enjoy it. Ienjoy it. I love shooting guns and
you know, doing donuts and cars, watching the UFC, wrestling whatever,
hunting, not deer hunting as much. But you know, this is the

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base of us understanding like these sexualthese sexual forces inside of us. And
when this thing starts rising in thisas we get older, this burning fire,
which is another secret to alchemy.There's also the fire also represents the
burning of the energy and the stomachtoo, but it's also a deeper mystery

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and the sexual forces in alchemy,this burning fire that's in us when it's
harnessed properly, which we're all guiltyof not harnessing it properly. But when
it is uh, you see allkinds of great things coming to and manifest
into your life. You become pregnantwith this energy if you've harnessed, and

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great things will manifest into your life. This is kind of what magic teaches
you to. It takes the fourelements. You know, you got the
masculine, you've got air and fire, and the feminine. You've got water
and earth, and you're kind ofbalancing these things out, bringing these forces
together, and stuff just starts happeningin your life that you're not used to
happening, things that you need todeal with, but other manifestations that you

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never thought you would have, andall these things. Even in our lower
natures, it produces wonderful things,just like the act of sex produces something
great and it feels so good andyou have an orgasm. Right, It's
all that energy is all there.It's even all there in our lower natures.
When people get past this understanding andthey start to become an adept,

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which I'm not an adept by anymeans of the words, but studying it,
there's higher aspects to each of theseelements too, that they begin to
understand that, they start working withthe astral forces of this nature, and
then in a long story, they'reopening up this energy. Now it you

(01:20:10):
have to imagine, we get spurtsof this stuff. We're lucky in our
lives if we have mystical experiences.I'm not talking about synchronicities or manifesting something.
I'm talking about magical mystical experiences.You ever met someone that's had like,
oh, they've had this experiences.So we've seen bigfoots and fairies and
they've been out of body a milliontimes and talk to aliens. It's just

(01:20:31):
like most people that are spiritual andnature they have one or two like really
big mystical or magical experiences in theirlife. And this is just their lower
nature just peaking at this energy,you know, and you could become addicted

(01:20:55):
to it. I know I didwhen I had that obe experience. But
becoming addicted to anything, it'll takeit away. Even talking about these experiences.
Not being silent takes this energy awaybecause it's intimate. That word YadA,
right, Even me talking about thisstuff in a sense is taking away
the intimacy that I have with thehigher being of myself and that being connected

(01:21:20):
to the universe, God, Jesus, Hiri, Krishna, Brahma, whatever
you want to call it. Justlike the first time we come into union
with another person that we love,if we allow other things to get involved

(01:21:46):
with it, instead of taking careof that bridegroom energy between those and that
relationship, right, that force,that energy that's there, Instead of becoming
one unit and taking care of it, we let other things in and it
goes. So we have to experiencea spiritual life, right, because we're

(01:22:13):
as soon as we start worrying aboutchronos or Satan or Saturn or time or
whatever on this short existence, wehave to have an intimate connection with ourselves
and our higher selves and in asense we have to have communion or sex

(01:22:34):
with it. Right, And oncewe understand ourselves, then we can really
make things happen in this world,magically, mystically, whatever. Once we
are able to do this within ourselves, we can find the right partner and
come into union with them, andthen it's like a twofold nature. It's

(01:22:56):
like doubling down. Imagine one littlemini god on the earth who's in this
trapped in this body and doesn't reallyknow who he is, and another one
millions of them, they only liveeighty two hundred years and they're just trapping
these little bitty bodies, you know, kind of forgot, don't know who
we are, this kind of thing. But they start to remember and they

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wake up and these forces work insideof them. This process begins to happen.
And as long as they don't getin their head too much, as
long as they meditate daily, praydaily, whatever, make a ritual out
of it daily where you have thisintimate connection, get close to God.

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Once you start doing this, you'llrealize that God or the universe or whatever
it is, is begging you forthis. It's like please, you know,
get close to me. This ishow we really start to connect to
each other. So it's pretty powerfulthan one. And then two come together.
And then these two energies come together, that's what this is, and

(01:24:10):
we fall in love and we havethis experience we experience on the earth.
Momentarily heaven, divine nirvana, thisgod like experience, and we search all
of our lives longing for this experience. We have this burning desire in us
which can really fuck our lines upif we let that take control, if

(01:24:31):
we don't know what it is right, but we have this longing to be
one with God. I don't knowhow it works for women because I'm not
a woman, but I would thinkit's gradual because of the opposite nature of

(01:24:53):
things. But for me, ifI come in contact with a soul mate
or something like that, it's veryrare in my life. And when I
do, I know it almost instantly. That could be a masculine thing.
I'm not talking about. I lookedat this girl and she had these curves.
Man, she was attractive. AndI'm not talking about the conscious or
the lower aspect of it, whichit was designed for a reason. It's

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a beautiful thing too, all ofnature is. But I'm talking about something
deeper. So as you keep cominginto communion with this energy, it'll unlock
other things for you. But thesecond you get in your mind and you
get in your lower nature and youstart telling yourself that you know something or
you figured something out or whatever,just to me. It's just like it

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makes you start all over again.So what happens when we go through karma?
We keep going to these cycles underneaththe moon, that thing that cuts
us off right, that eclipse,that thing that cuts us off down here
on the earth, that keeps ustrapped in our outer or exterior consciousness.
We keep going through the same cyclecycle until we decide I want to do

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something different, and then we'll dosomething different, and we'll go on a
different timeline, and then we'll hitanother cycle and go through that same cycle
again. And it's daunting, it'stiresome, it's almost painful. It almost
feels like hell. But how oftendo we do that balancing act? We're
made in God's image? How oftenare we balancing these two natures inside ourselves

(01:26:25):
when we're making this decisions or insidethese cycles? How often are we working
out of a higher vibration? Iguess you could say that, which means
there's an acting and a surrendering thathappens. This is why I freak out
when people go, oh, divinetiming. It's probably because I'm a dude,
but people say divine timing in theuniverse and all this other stuff.

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They're cutting off the half of themselves. You're a co creative being. You
are a mini little bridegroom, soyou have to surrender and act. This
is what the magicians figured out.They figured out, Oh well, if
I do sigils, if I chargethis stuff and then learn the process of

(01:27:14):
detachment, things happen interesting and itgoes deeper and deeper and deeper, just
like we'll go deeper and deeper intothe subject as we go along. And
you know, I only talked aboutlike a few verses in the Bible tonight
because I don't want to flood everythingwith like mystic Christianity. Because I love

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talking about the science side of thistoo, the out of body experience.
Let me go to the chat.I haven't even I fell into a burning
ring of fire. I felt,Oh, yeah, that's that's what that
song's talking about. Oh, JohnnyCash was tapping too his masculine Yeah,

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I see daydreaming too. Yeah.I noticed that you got those Tato cards.
Excited to get the Tonto cards tozone out and see what comes out
of my mind. Yeah, there'sa I'm hoping I think you've got like
if that's who, if you arewho I think you are. You've got
like six of those decks, right. So the magicians used the Tata cards

(01:28:21):
to what they What they did wasthey taught themselves how to scry and the
spear of vision through the Tonto cards. And if you get flashing or cards
with flashing colors, it was amethod that they used so that they could
gaze into the shape. And theseshapes represented, you know, all of
the different five elements of nature fromthe east right, so you have like

(01:28:44):
per thivy. I can't think ofthem all right now off the top of
my head, but it's basically earth, air, fire, water, and
spirit or ether or a kash iswhat they call it. But you would
stare at these shapes, and Ihad a deck for a long time,
and if the colors flashed, ifyou just like when you stare at anything

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long enough, the flashing color aroundthe outside, it'll start to really flash.
You'll see it around the edges whenyou stare at it. And then
you would either remove it and focuson a piece of white paper, or
you'd shut your eyes. And ifyou put it on white paper or a
white background, or if you shutyour eyes, the opposite color of that

(01:29:29):
shape would pop up right there whereyour third eye is, and then they
would after they it's kind of likea trifled method because it does zone you
out and teaches you to focus,but also that you're focused on this shape
right here, and then they wouldmove their consciousness through the shape, depending
on what element it was and allthis and whatever they experienced, it would

(01:29:53):
write it down, so they wouldopen themselves up, take no thought,
move into the shape apes. Thisis how you explore consciousness. You take
no thought. And they would moveinto these shapes, and when things would
happen, the things that they allowedwithout their thoughts interfering, they would write
them down. And then there weremethods which we'll get into once enough.

(01:30:15):
I want at least five or sixpeople to get the cards first, and
then I'll start releasing some audios aboutthem. There's ways to test them because
you'll run into things like entities orbeings or things that you just see and
you don't know if it's of agood nature or bad nature or whatever,
and there's ways to test it.So just like when you actual travel or

(01:30:35):
you go out of body, you'renot well. When you go out of
body, you're not unconscious, you'renot asleep. You're more than lucid.
You're actually in a different energetic form. But if you run into a being
or an entity, how do youtest it? How do you know it's
nature? First and foremost? Youdon't want to be afraid of it and

(01:30:58):
run and do all this other stuffbecause it causes chaos. In fact them
if you read them in road books, the more fear that he gave into
the worse at guy. But youalso don't know how to test these things.
But the magicians had ways of testingthem. Anyways, it's not the
subject. But yeah, it takesa while to get the cards, unfortunately,
because they're really high quality and Igot them for super cheap, but

(01:31:23):
the manufacturer will only rush them ifyou doubly pay, and I'm not making
anybody do that. I'm not doingthat. So it takes quite a few
weeks to get them. Let's seewhat else deja vous? In the teen

(01:31:44):
years, Dale says, I wasout of control. Yeah, but think
about if you had parents that actuallyhad more than one little speech with you
about this energy that was inside you, and they taught that. Imagine if
you had a parent that taught itto you in a spiritual sense like,
man, this is going to feelcrazy. You're going to be attracted to
this thing and that thing, Andthis is why this stuff happens. It's

(01:32:04):
natural and it's okay. It's awonderful thing, but you have to be
responsible with it. But if youalso could learn to tap into this energy,
it could change your freaking life.You can have anything you want,
son, daughter, you know not, don't touch that, don't watch that.
Bad bad, bad nature has it. Look if you're gonna most of

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the people that are shamed growing upabout this stuff end up having crazy perversions
and things and stuff that you know, that's a whole of the subject,
but tend to go unnatural because they'renot taught natural things about sex, whether
they're hetero or homosexual, they're nottaught like how beautiful all these energies are.

(01:32:50):
They're not taught the natural things aboutthese energies inside them. And if
you hadn't noticed, Nature also putout diseases for those things, and not
just especially for humans for a reason. What are your thoughts on semen or

(01:33:10):
attention. That's a very good question. I was going to get into that
in another show Dale, but asthe damn phone lines open, or you
guys just chatting it up. Yeah, you're chatting it up. So my
thoughts on that that the reason whysemen retention is done is because it does
teach. It does get a personto feel this energy, to be able

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to tap into it, to haveI mean, it's a it's a method
for sure to tap into this energyeven more, but it isn't totally natural.
I don't totally agree with it.No matter how great of an author.
I think teachers like Semi l Mv Or and all these other teachers

(01:33:55):
were great teachers. They opened upthe door to a lot of the mysteries.
But I think it's something that weall should experience celibacy or semen retention
or things like that so we canexperience the full force of these energies.
Now, imagine for a second ifyou understood because you obviously if you've done

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it, you already understand how muchthis energy builds up inside you if you've
practiced it before. But what ifyou were able to open up the other
energy inside you at the same time, basically like have spiritual and physical sex
with yourself, not in this sense, but on the inside. So you

(01:34:39):
take the retention or that part ofyourself, and then you go into the
closet and you open up this otherpart of yourself, which most especially masculine
dudes, are like super masculine dudesare afraid of I am because it feels
weird. It's too vulnerable. It'slike vulnerable, like for me, it's
hard for me. I'm I considermy I'm no master at this. Okay,

(01:35:03):
I consider myself like a pretty vulnerableperson for the most part. But
if it gets too intimate and toovulnerable, especially like in certain senses of
the word, I've never been lovedin that sense. I've never learned to
love myself in that sense. Soyou see, as a man, you're

(01:35:23):
really only tapping into one the bigger, the bigger energy of yourself when it
comes to this, I would saynow I think, But also everybody's different.
You know, you could be amasculine man that has a lot of
feminine energy in you and then practicesemen retention and you may have all kinds

(01:35:45):
of magical experiences. Man. Youknow, it's an interesting subject. I
won't say that I disagree or Idon't. I don't get polar about it,
but I don't think like as faras the Gnostics are teaching like it's
evil, you know, to basicallyhave an orgasm. I know it's graphic,
but to basically have an orgasm andspill or whatever. I don't think

(01:36:06):
it's evil. It is kind ofa waste, like the book says,
though you know, naturally it's awaste if you're not doing it for good
reasons. But then again, thisgoes back to my first point in nature,
because sami al and Yore believes theonly reason why that we should do
that is for procreation. That's it. The rest is, you know,

(01:36:31):
you should just do It's kind oflike a little guilt thing. But this
goes back to the beginning what Iwas saying. It's kind of a touchy
subject, I know, but natureand God does. The Creator does everything
for a reason everything. So again, it made animals and all kinds of

(01:36:53):
different things in nature have seasonal sexwhere they're only interested in sex, especially
the female or whatever during certain partsof the season. Humans, we're made
in God's image. We can havethis pleasurable experience anytime we want. And
no, I don't think I usedto think this that the forbidden fruit was

(01:37:15):
sex and all this other stuff,and it was hidden. I don't think
that anymore. I don't think that'swhat it is at all. Actually,
we'll get into the trees and thislike cosmic sex thing later. I'm exhausted
from roof in them. I hopethat kind of answers your questions. Like,
I think it's a good practice toexperience certain things, but I don't

(01:37:39):
think you should worry about it morally. You know, there's a Christian song
which I love that calls Jesus Emmanuel. Yeah, It's been called many things.
Yeah, yeah, were you guystalking about birds? Huh? Language

(01:38:06):
is not my first language. Whatwhat do you gotta talk the about?
I wonder if there is, soDale's asking, I wonder if there's another
language that is universal thought or throughI guess throughout the cosmos. Besides math,
Well, there has to be whateverthat whatever that is that represents math

(01:38:30):
and sacred geometry. We've named that, we've called it number in geometry.
Humans made it that matter of fact, the first time we I would say,
the first time we wrote anything downor pointed our finger and said this
means that we kind of took awayfrom whatever it was. We had to
define it first. So I thinkthere might be. I think there might

(01:38:54):
be like a like a language ofthe stars, so to speak. That'd
be cool. Sex is math.Yeah, sex is everything. Everything in
the universe is sex. I hatejust I don't need. I don't hate

(01:39:15):
to say. It's a beautiful thing, but it is not not like in
the It's funny too because it's ina higher sense of the word. It's
funny too because I was thinking aboutwhen I was looking up the word for
YadA, which means intimate knowledge orto know intimately or in some cases and
Hebrew YadA also means you know,sexual intercourse. So when I looked up

(01:39:42):
that verse, like where Jesus says, depart from me, I never knew
you. You know, you guysdid all these things in the Kingdom of
Heaven. But or they said thatwe prophesized in your name, we healed
people in your name, We didall this stuff, and we cast out
demons in your name. He said, depart from me. I never knew
you. I was like, hmm, because back when I was reading this

(01:40:02):
stuff, I was looking into theidea of salvation. Not really, I
didn't understand this cosmic bridegroom or thesexual forces things. Yet I was simply
studying salvation. So I had thattranslation book that showed that that showed what
this verse was in Hebrew, andin Hebrew it was YadA. And then

(01:40:24):
I looked YadA up and YadA meantto intimately commune with, or to intimately
know, or also to have sexualintercourse with. Just think about that.
I mean, you can skip allthese verses and all this stuff. I
said, even though as we getinto it and start looking at more mystical

(01:40:45):
verses and looking like later, Idon't know if I'll do it tomorrow,
but I'm probably going to do oneor two of these a week till I
get done, but I probably wonBut just think about that. Everything happens
in nature for a reason. Youcan just think about like this concept,
just meditate on it. Why whyand why are humans the only ones that

(01:41:11):
experience pleasure at will in the actof sex in nature. It's going to
cause you to think about all kindsof like guilty things or maybe even bad
things or whatever. But I wantyou to try to move past that part
of you and why did the creatormake it that way? It's really kind

(01:41:35):
of fascinating when you think about it. All Right, we've got to get
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