Introduction Part 1 - Midlife Misery

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My name is Launa 
This is my story and its a story about:
Gaslighting and Manipulation
Surviving my marriage to a Narcissist 
Harassment and Stalking via Flying monkeys and bluetooth Trackers
Cyber-terrosism /Gangstalking / Cyberstalking
My Marriage to a Kratom addicted, narcissist & sociopath - Who - by all current appearances and reports from my network - has added meth addict to the list

This is a story about
Spousal Abandonment
Law Enforcement manipulation
Mental Health System Abuse
Violations of the HIPPAA family privacy rules
Violations of Privacy and Therapist-Patient Confidentiality Laws
Medical System ManipulationSuicide and Suicidal Ideation fabrication
Possible longterm poisoning and
Potential Attempted Murder

And last but certainly not least its a story that includes
Identity Theft
Superior Family Court Fraud
and Potential Tax Fraud & Evasion
This story is MINE and IT IS MINE TO TELL
The following story is based on my understanding and perspective, and should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification
The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused
My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process - a divorce he filed for - in court

In November 2022 I began an attempt to process my childhood trauma on a much needed break from work. Like many things, this journey did not go as anticipated and I’ve been severely derailed by betrayal, heartbreak, lies, and now, a very messy divorce. As I continue to try and make sense of even more trauma, on top of the mountain I’ve carried around for over 40 years, I've decided to share my story.
In November 2022 I began an attempt to process my childhood trauma on a much needed break from work. Like many things, this journey did not go as anticipated and I’ve been severely derailed by betrayal, heartbreak, lies, and now, a very messy divorce. As I continue to try and make sense of even more trauma, on top of the mountain I’ve carried around for over 40 years, I've decided to share my story.
I am a 47 year old GenXer Born and raised on the West Coast discovering herself through divorce, mental health, and female friendships.
Wondering if it’s me, menopause, or just midlife messiness.  After “barely” surviving a Traumatic Event – in an Emergency Room – in February 2024 – I suffered another – equally traumatic event – by way of Spousal Abandonment.  My spouse of almost 10 years – walked out of my life, while I was taking a shower, unannounced and with ZERO warning. He cut off all communication and filed for divorce less than a month later and I have not seen, communicated, or spoken with him since.  My journals have helped me get this far and