Talk To Me Tuesday with The Louisiana Country Boy

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Once more again. Also, what I need for you to do?
Sit back, relax, put on your head, giar. Oh my
worthless two cents is about to put something in.

Speaker 2 (00:12):
Your and here we go, Here we go, here we go.
Oh hit me this shit? What louisant a country work
coming at you? Live right here? On Tuesday? Tuesday? Do
you know what timing is? Tell me? Do you know?
Check the clock? H uh clockwork band, that's just for you.

(00:34):
It's Tuesday, It is Tuesday, and it is time for
talk to me Tuesday. Right here, right here, my worthless
tuesdents table talk Kingdom Purpose. We are teamed up, and
we are about to get it in, about to get
it on, and about to get it cracking. Look here,
first and foremost, I want to say, thank each and
every one of you for tuning in, Thank you for

(00:55):
your time, thank you for your patience, thank you for
allowing me in your space and in your place, because
I'm about to tell you something. Look, I had a
little something on my heart. Oh man, it was real.
It had to be real, because man, this thing has
been biting me all day long. So I'm gonna share
with you. Hey, hey, miss Julie, I'm gonna share with you.

(01:16):
I'm gonna share with you. But before I share the
word with you, I need to share another word with you.
So if you're bear with me for a moment, I'm
gonna peel this old thing off my head and I'm
gonna put my head down. And like I said, last night,
look at you. My daughter told me this. This is
what she said. She said, Daddy, you ain't praying. I
say why, she said, because I see your eyes over
So now if you can see the top of my

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shiny head, that means your eyes ain't closed, you ain't
praying with me. So look here, Heaven and Father, thank
you for this day. Thank you for your grace. Thank
you for your mercy, Father God. Thank you, thank you
for watching over, protecting and guiding each and every one
of us. Father God, I ask for three things for
everybody that can heal my country mouth, my big old
country mouth. I ask for strength, wisdom, and understanding. Strength, wisdom, understanding,

(02:00):
Father God. I know those things are in your will,
So for everyone, I pray for them for strength, wisdom,
and understanding. Father. Those that are there that need you,
I know that you're there. All they have to do
is open up and that you in open up, and
that you in Father God, you are a peace maker.
You are a waymaker. Father God, you are a comforter.
You are mother to the motherless and a father to

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the fatherless. Father God, I thank you, I thank you.
I'm not telling them something that I think. I'm telling
them what I know because when I lost my mother,
Father God, you my mother, I lost my father, you
and my father, and I thank you. I thank you
for giving me comfort. I thank you for giving me peace.
And I know it's just not exclusively to me. It's
for each and everyone that wants it and desires it.

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All they have to do is ask. All they have
to do is ask, Father God, continue to watch over,
continue to watch over, to protect them. To God, I
ask these presents your son Jesus name, Amen, Amen, and amen.
Look at here. I'm gonna put this thing right back
on my head. I'm finna put this rap back on
my head. Y'all know, I just love my hat log.

Speaker 1 (03:04):
Here.

Speaker 2 (03:05):
I will tell y'all that old country thing that I
won't be before you loan, but that ain't really true.
I might be it for you at least at least
sixty minutes. I'm gonna be up on here sixty minutes
because I got to do a hold sixty minutes. But
here's a little different. I'm not just gonna come as

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I usually do. Actually, I have something I really want
to talk about, so much so that I had to
make some notes. I must have got that from my
co host. Myou making notes, because you know I don't
make no notes me. I just usually, but I don't
want to miss any any important points on this. I

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heard so many times, and I've heard so much, so much,
so much, so many, so many miles about how people
are just broken and man, this broken man. And I
don't want no broken man, and I don't want no
broken woman. And I heard all these things over and over.
And this is what God gave me today. And I

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want y'all to listen to me real clear. This is
what he gave me. Everyone is not broken. Everyone is
not broken. Everyone is not broken. Some some are just

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carrying pain and burdens that are not even theirs. I
gonna say it one more time, and I wrote it
down because I didn't want to miss nothing. Everyone. Everyone
is not broken. Some people are just and pain and

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burdens that are not even theirs. So, seeing that this
is kingdom purpose, let me give you some biblical stuff
that the old country boy came up with about carrying

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other people's burdens of other people's things. Well, my chill
just started going there. I'm gonna give you this one,
and maybe you know this one. That was a fellow
named David King David. King David faced jealousy and emotional turmoil,

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particularly in his relationship with King Saul. King Saul became
envious and jealous of David because of his popularity and
his success, so much so, so much so that King

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Saul tried to kill David. He another one, Rachel, the
wife of Jacob. She struggled with feelings of inadequacy and
jealousy over her sister Leah, because Leah was fertile and

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could have a child, Rachel could. She was dealing with
emotional turnm off. I mean, let me wait, me see,
let me see hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on,
Oh comfort boy, got some stuff ro down here. Let's
see here. Hannah another person in the Bible. Hannah faced

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deep hurt and anxiety do to her inability to concede,
which led to feeling shame and bitterness. I'm gonna talk
to you in just a minute. Them just give me
a a little background. Let me see here, hold on,
I got some other stuff for you. Oh, here goes

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a good one. Joseph. Joseph endured jealousy and portrayal from
his own brothers who sold him into slavery. Is his brothers,
his brothers. All this goes back to that thing I said.

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Everybody's not just broken. Some people are dealing with Some
people are carrying the pain and the burdens of others.
That was biblical. Let me give you some practical things.

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One burdens and pain of others. Some people are dealing
with financial strain. Many people support family members financially, whether
it's covering bills, loans, unexpected expenses. All this can be
burdens on you that are not your own. Then that

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was another one. That was another one.

Speaker 3 (08:42):
It was social expectations. People frequently feel the weight of
society and culturals, expectations such as maintaining certain images.

Speaker 2 (09:00):
Yeah, I don't know if it's resonating. And I'm gonna
start talking here in a minute. I just want to
give some foundation the pressures of trying to live up
to how others are these things are all going back

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and get back to it. Not our burdens, but it's
carrying the pain and the burdens of others. Everybody is
not broken. Listen to me, ladies. Every man you meet

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is not broken. Fellas, listen to me. Every woman you
meet is not broken. Some of the people are carrying
that stuff of other folks. Some of them are carrying
like Joseph. Joseph did absolutely nothing, absolutely positively nothing to

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his siblings, nothing but because of their jealousy, because of them,
Because of them, he was tossed into a pit. He
was sold into slavery. Because of them. He was carrying
their stuff. Wasn't his own, was not his own, was

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not his own that he was carrying. Sometimes we go
out and we do things and we help people, and
I mean, I mean, just you know, talking about broken
and people. Well, I don't want to deal with Well,
I hear this, and I'm gonna go. I'm gonna go
both sides of this. I hear men talk about I

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don't want to deal with a woman who's got all
these issues. She is carrying the burdens and the things
of the past that she's dealt with she's carrying that
wasn't even hugs. She got into this messed up relationship
with this person who was messed up that then poured
onto herug So she's carrying somebody else's hurt, somebody else's pain.

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But you're running across and you're saying, well, she broken. No,
she ain't broken. She's just carrying, just like women run
across men. Oh, I don't we if he got all
these issues, it's not that. Maybe somebody left him, maybe
he was abandoned as a child. Maybe he went through
some things that was not on him, but he carried

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the load, and he's carrying somebody else's pain. Everybody, everyone
you meet, everyone you meet, see some people are carrying
luggage that is not their own. Some people are carrying
baggage that not even theirs, but they have been given

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this baggage and they're carrying it and it's not even theirs.
They're dealing with these pains and they're not even their pain,
not because they're broken, not because they're broken. Sometimes we
look at people and we automatically assume, because of the

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things that they went through that they're broken. No, maybe
the person that they went through it with was broken,
but they're carrying the luggage for them. Everybody you meet
is not broken. Some are just carrying the weight of others.

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Some are just carrying the pain of others. Everybody is
not broken. There was another thing that was there is
it was talking about being a caregiver, taking care of
a loved one who's ill, who's sick, taking care of them.

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That don't mean that they broken, But do you know
how it's raining That is because now what they're doing
is they're carrying that load of that person, all the
pain that that person feels there now but that's not them.
But they're carrying that load. But you would look at

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them and say, oh, you're just broken. You just mean
you need to fix yours, get yourself together. They're not broken.
Maybe they haven't had the opportunity to have someone that
they can go and talk to. Maybe they've been carrying
this load and they've been carrying all this thing for everybody.

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They got everybody else's luggage and you looking at them
and you're thinking it's their luggage, but they're carrying everybody
else's stuff. Man David, David, the Little Shepherd Boy, David
the Little Shepherd Boy, David the one who fought and

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killed Goliath, David, the one who played the haunts of
card Fasal. David had to endure it. David poured out.
David wasn't broken, But he was carrying the burden because

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Saul didn't like him, because Saul was jealous, because Saul
was envy of him. He was carried. That was that burden.
Sal stuff was not playing. How many of y'all ever
ever had somebody else's stuff put on you? It ain't
even your stuff, But now it's on you. You carry

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somebody else's You carrying somebody else's hurt, You carrying somebody
else's angle. It ain't even yours. For people will look
at you and say, oh you broken, Oh you broken.
Oh that's it. They just broken. That does not mean

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that they broken. Sometimes, if we would take the moment,
take the time. But we are so in a rush
to look at other folks and to try to judge
other folks that we forget that we've been through some
stuff too. We don't carry somebody's stuff too. We got

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some bags too. So does that mean that we look
at ourselves and say we broken? Does that mean we
look at ourselves? Everybody you meet has some baggage. I'm
not saying that that that. I'm not saying that, ain't

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nobody broken. I'm just saying everybody. Ain't we get into
this world and thing of just looking at people saying,
all look at them, But it ain't everybody. It's not everyone.

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David David this, Saul wanted to kill David because David
was popular. Saul wanted to kill David because people liked him.
Saul wanted to kill How many of us deal with

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people who don't like us because of us, not because
we've done anything to them, but just because they look
at us and don't like us. Now we gotta figure out, well,
what did I do wrong? What have I done to
offend you? When it was not us, It was them

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and the stuff that they carrying. Somebody puts something on them.
It is what's been fed into them. How many? How many?
How many children have grown up not hearing that you're special,
not hearing that you're loved, not hearing that you're wonderful,

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not hearing that you're smart, not hearing the positive, but
hearing the negative. That wasn't on them, but they carrying
that luggage, They carrying that pain because somebody else poured
it into them. Somebody else gave them that bag that
wasn't even theres How many how many of us deal

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with where nobody wants to act like they want to
support you, Nobody acts like how many of us deal
with that? It's not because of us, it's because of
the baggage that they are carrying, and then they want
to pass it on to us. We all, yes, each

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and every one of us, Each and every one of
us has our own load to bear. Yes we do. Yes, yes,
one hundred percent, we have our own load to bear.
But their folks, they are folks that will pass on

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their baggage, their negativity, their jealousy, their anger, they're insecurities,
and they will put that bag on you. And then
folks who look at you like you broken and you
going like it wouldn't need me. Everybody you meet, every

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single person, babit ain't all broke. Everybody's not. There's so
many people out here or that are carrying the pain

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of other folks. They're carrying the pain of that young
boy who didn't have a father or didn't have a
mother that showed them love, so they didn't know how
to love and wasn't on them. But they're carrying that luggage.

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They're carrying that pain, they're carrying that hurt, They're carrying
that burden of that person. They're carrying it. That mother
could not show love to that child because she never
got shown loved. That father could not care for that

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child because he didn't ever get cared for. No one
taught him about manhood, No one taught her about womanhood,
No one cared for them, No one listened to them
when they were little. So now that they are adults,
now they're putting that on. See, they were carrying the

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baggage of somebody else. They were carrying somebody else's baggage.
And now what has happened is the same thing that
they were carrying. Now they don't put it on you.
Now you carrying it. And you're going like, I don't
even deserve this. This ain't even mine, This is not

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even mine. Do you think Joseph deserved deserved? Joseph shared
with his brothers about a dream, and his brothers felt
some type of way. Joseph shared with his brothers about

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a dream, and they felt some type of way. So
because they felt some type of way, because he didn't
do no wrong. How many of us go like I
can do no wrong. But then you start to question
yourself because now you're gonna took on the baggage of
somebody else, because now their baggage is going like, well,

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you know what, that's how you want to you know that,
Let's get rid of him. Stow him in a pit.
Joseph is in a pit. His own flesh and blood.
Put him in a pit because of their baggage, because

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of their stuff. But see, even with Joseph in that pit,
even when Joseph went into slavery, even when Joseph went

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to jail, he refused. He refused to take on the
baggage of somebody else. He refused to take on their baggage.
He refused to take on their jealousy. He refused to

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take on their envy, He refused to take on their hatred. See,
because I'm telling you, the baggage that folks will put
on you will try to well, have folks looking at
you like you broken, like you messed up, you know that,
saying that they say, thank you God, I don't look

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like what I've been through. I don't look like what
I've been through. I don't look. I've been in a pit,
but Lord, I didn't take on the pit. Lord, I
being talked about, but I didn't take on the characteristics

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of those that talked about me. Now, folks may look
at me and say, boy, look at here, you look
like you're broken. No no, no, no, no no, because
of what I've been through, I'm not broken. I was
just carrying some stuff that wasn't mine. Not broken. See,

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because if David had have been broken, if David had
have been broken by what Saul was doing, if David
had been broken when he was in that cave, if
he was broken, if David was broken, if he was

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when he was in that cave, close enough, close enough
to cut the garment that Saul was wearing, when if
he had been broken, he would have killed it because
he would have took on the characteristics of Saul. You

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know how many times, how many times thinking of these things,
thinking of these things? Thank you Lord? How many times
do we know? Growing up and you heard the thing,
you ain't gonna be nothing, just like your daddy, You
just gonna be. You gonna be just like your old mama.

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You gonna be old street runner, just like your mama.
You're gonna be a old drunker just like your daddy.
You're gonna be an old liar just like your daddy.
You gonna be an old cheetah, just like your mama, putting, putting,

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putting that baggage own someone that don't even deserve putting
that baggage on them, seeing fitting in those things. When
they talk about hearing it in your ear and it
keeps ringing in your ear, when you start to go

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through and you like, man, well they said I wasn't
gonna be then you start don't don't that stuff characteristics
of them? Now you're starting to not only are you're
carrying the baggage, you're starting to open the baggage and
you're starting to put the stuff in the bags on you.
How many times I know somebody, somebody out there knows

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the fact a nose about those things, knows about it.
When somebody will tell you, ah, you ain't gonna be nothing,
just like then, you ain't gonna be nothing. You ain't
gonna be nothing. He's gonna be just like them. You're

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gonna be just like your old mama. You're gonna be
just like your old daddy. How many times? How many times,
giving them our pain, giving them our burdens. My God,

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as the topic, everybody, everybody ain't broken. Everybody you meet,
it's not broken. Someone was just carrying the pain from

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their childhood. That don't make it broken. Some are carrying
burdens from past relationships that don't make you broken. Some
are carrying trauma from the loss that don't make it broken.

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Some are carrying the pain of betrayal that don't make
you broken. We continually look at people because we see

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the exterior, Oh you must be Oh, oh man, you
went through that, that and that, oh you must have.
That don't make a person broken.

Speaker 4 (29:03):
Joseph, Joseph, Joseph thrown into a pit, but he wasn't broken.

Speaker 2 (29:19):
He was abandoned, but he wasn't broken. How many children,
how many children do we know that have been abandoned
by their parents? That don't make them broken. How many

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adults have been abandoned or have been left or have
been lied on or cheated on or talked about that
don't make them broken. We have to truly understand this
thing and to the core of it and stop always

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see when you look at oh, my god, when you
automatically look at someone and you want to say that
they're broken, maybe you should be looking in the mirror,
because maybe it's not them, Maybe it's us. Maybe we

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should examine ourselves when we see them in the first
thing we want to say is broken. See. Here's what
I know and that I'm grateful for for myself is

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when I look at each one of these and I'm
gonna go back when I when I look at David,
when I look at Rachel, just me, man, Can you
imagine Rachel.

Speaker 5 (31:13):
Struggling, struggling, struggling with her feelings of inadequacy, struggling because
as much as she loves and wants to give her

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husband a child, she's bad.

Speaker 2 (31:39):
But here here's a sister, just as fertile as can be.
Does that make Rachel broken? Is that just a burden

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that she's carrying the pain of not being able, the
pain of not being able to give to her husband
what our sister came. Everybody, everybody, everybody that you see

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that has gone through something, everybody that you meet that
has a pass, everybody that you see, does not mean
that they've broken because they have a pass. Did you
forget that you also have one? I also have one?
Does that mean that I'm broken. You broken. No, it

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means that we have some burdens that we have carried.
And some of the burdens, a lot of the burdens
ain't even our burdens, but we have carried them. That
means that we have some pain that we have endured
and that we carried that ain't even ours. That don't
make us broken. But see, here's what I know. Here's

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what I know for myself. And here's what I know
when I read about David. Here's what I know about me.
Here's what I know when I read about Rachel. Here's
what I know about me. Here's what I know when
I read about Joseph. Is that See, the one thing

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is this, is that there is one who is a
burden bearer. There is one who is a heavy load carrier.
But see what you have to be willing to do.
And sometimes it's really really hard, because I can tell

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you for myself, it gets really really difficult. See, if
you've carried someone else's stuff for so long, if you've
carried somebody else's burdens for so long, if you've carried
the pain of somebody else for so long, sometimes you
get attached to it and it's hard to detach from it.

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I'm just telling you about me. I can't tell you
about nobody else. Sometimes you get attached to their burdens,
you get attached to their pain, and somehow we make
it our own when it's not even ours. But there's

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a burden bear, there is a heavy load carrier. And
even though at times when you have been carrying somebody
else's stuff, you've been carrying somebody else's jealousy, you've been

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carrying somebodybody else's hatred, you've been carrying somebody else's envy.
You've been carrying somebody else's lives. You've been carrying somebody
else's deceit. You've been carrying these things that I ain't
even know as there's somebody else's. You've been carrying it
for so long you start to think, well, maybe it
is mine, Maybe this is mine. And then you run

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across people that start to say, well, hey, you're just broken.
Then you start to believe when maybe I am, maybe
I am broken. No, do not. I'm here to tell
you No, you are not broken. No, you're not not

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in any way shape form of fashion. You have just
picked up somebody else's stuff. Somebody who didn't handle their
own stuff, somebody who didn't take accountability and responsibility for
their stuff. They put their stuff on you because somebody

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made them feel a certain kind of way. You know them, folks,
may you don't know them folks, the ones that throw
their stuff at you. They deflect everything to you. They
make it like it's you because they haven't dealt with

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their hurt. They haven't dealt with their pain, they haven't
dealt with their trauma. So what they're trying to do
is now they're gonna traumatize you, and they're gonna traumatize
me because they don't know how to deal with theirs.
That don't make you broken, That don't mean you broke,

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and don't allow anyone to put the jacket of being
broken on you, because people will put it on you.
I don't know what it is about in today's society,
because I hear it so much about broken and all
that just broken. I don't want no broken man, I
don't want no broken woman. I'm on this healing journey,

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healing from What are you healing from your stuff or
the stuff somebody put on you? What are you healing from?
You hear? I'm on this healing healing from what? Are
you healing from your stuff? Or are you healing from

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what somebody put on you? Now it Now, maybe this
sounds crazy. That is like you going to the doctor
because somebody else is sick. If you were never sick

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but they were, but you continually going to the doctor
but you were never sick. You're taking medicine for something
you ain't even got. I'm broken, I'm broken. So now
you are believing, no, you ain't broke. You just carrying

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other folks stuff. Not everybody. I don't get me wrong.
I'm not sitting up here saying everybody. No. What I'm
saying about everybody is everybody ain't broken. Everybody's not broken.
Everyone and you meet that done went through something, don't

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mean that they were broken. That person could have been
just just fine and got into a relationship with somebody
who was broken. That don't mean they was broken. That
don't mean that they was broken. Everybody, everybody, everybody, everybody.

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I'll put everything on this. Everybody is carrying some baggage.
Everybody is carrying some baggage. Now, some folks allowed to
you and say they ain't got none. That's fine, that's
on them. If they want to believe that everybody's carrying
some baggage. But see here's the thing. Some people are

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carrying more luggage. It ain't even theirs. They carrying an
extra bag that ain't even theirs. How difficult is that?
Not only are you carrying what's yours, what's truly yours,
what's truly yours, what's truly yours? Now you are you
are taking on somebody else's stuff. But I know one, God,

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I know one that is a burden bear. See, I
don't have to, I don't have to no longer put
my stuff. And I'm only gonna talk about me. And
because all I know is me, I no longer put
my stuff on anybody else. I no longer deflect onto

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anybody else. See, I know one that is a heavy
no bearer, that's a burden bearer. I can take it
to him. See, I can take it to him. I
can take it to him. I can take it to him.
You can do it too, if you choose to. But
I can make it to him. See when I take

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it to him, what he does for me, this is
what he does for me. This is what he does
for me. See, he for me is like a shifter.
He shifts that out and he says, okay, country boy,
this is actually yours. That ain't yours. This is actually yours.

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This right here, this is yours. This bag is your bag. See.
Have you ever gone to I don't know, I keep
coming up with this stuff. Have you ever gone to
an airport and all the bags come out on the
conveyor thing and if a couple of people have bags

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that look alike, you be like, well, which one is mine?
Because all of it looks alike. See, God is like,
I'm gonna separate. I know that looks like it might
be yours because you've been carrying for so long you
done got so attached to it you think it's yours.
But it ain't yours. That's something someone tried to put
on you. See, that's something somebody tried to put on you.

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See that jealous spirit that they had because you were
succeeding that they had and they wanted to put it
on you. Now you try to no, you not like
that they put that on you. When they put that
on you say that you would never amount to nothing
that was them because they felt that way. So they
told you that you wouldn't amount to nothing, because now
they were trying to relieve their bags by putting it

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on you. Instead of taking their bags and bringing them
to me, they wanted to put them on you and
let you carry their bags. So now you're starting to
feel like, I ain't gonna never be nothing. I'm carrying
this bag. I don't know. I don't because that's what
they told me. They told me I would never amount
to nothing. They told me. They told me I was

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just gonna be just like my daddy. They told me
I was gonna be just like my mama. And you
carrying them bags, and he is saying that ain't yours.
See that was on them. See that was on them. See.
I can't help you unpacked theirs. I can only help
them unpack theirs, but I can help you unpack yours.

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See you know that feeling of when they say you're
feeling broken or you broken because no, See, maybe it
was that child who was abandoned. So they have this
thing of being in a committed relationship because they're afraid

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that that person will leave them. See. I dealt with
some things similar, see, but that was my bags. I
dealt with the same thing after seeing my father. My
father passed away when I was young, so I had
this thing of I could never connect. But that wasn't theirs,
that was mine. That was the same bags that I

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was carrying, that I was putting on others, where others
were trying to come close, but I couldn't let them
come close because that was the bag I was carrying,
not until I unpacked my bag. See, because when you
when you carry that stuff, what you do is now
you make someone else feel inadequate. Now they're wondering, well, what,

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well what? And it's never anything about them. Everybody is
not broken. See. What I dealt with was not brokenness.
That was not brokenness. See because if that was brokenness,

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I would still be in it. What that was, what
that was was a burden, that was a pain of loss.
That wasn't broken. It was the pain of loss. There's
a difference. There is a difference when people come to understand.

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And when I came to understand that me trying to
carry my bags, then trying to carry someone else's bags
that they were putting on me because they felt some
type of way about themselves. Then they want to deflect

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it to me. Now I gotta carry them. Now this
person over here don't like me because it is Now
I'm trying to figure out why now this person over
here wants to allow on me. Now I have to
figure out why now this person wants to cheat. Now
I got to figure out what is it about me

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that was not my baggage and that didn't make me broken?
But oh, when I tell you, when I tell you
for me, when I tell you for me, to be
on the other side and understand that I have my

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bags and I'm not accepting anybody else's baggage. I can
assist you by telling you that you need to unpack it.
I can tell you where to go to unpack it.

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But I'm not going to carry it. I'm not carrying
anybody else's burdens. I'm not carrying anybody else's pain. See,
because I have been given my own allotment. I have

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been given my own Each and every one of us
has been given our own allotment of things that we
must endure. Everyone has been given their allotment of what
they will endure. Because all of us going and do
some things, all of us, that does not make everybody broken.

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For what I will say this, everyone, everyone, everyone can
be healed that doesn't mean you're broken. Everyone can be
healed from the hurt. Everyone can be healed from the pain.

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Everyone can be healed from the unforgiveness. Everyone can be
healed from the betrayal. Everyone can be healed. Don't mean
that you're broken, mean that some things you have to
let go of, Some things that maybe we've taken on

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and we have made them ours, that we have to
understand that that's not mine. I'm not a nobody, Okay,
I'm a child of God who is wonderfully and marvelously made.

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No no, no, no, no, no, baby, I'm not to
tell I'm the head because my father said so. No, no, no,
no no. I'm not the blow and I'm not beneath.
I'm above because my father said so. I'm not broken.

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I'm not broken, but I am on a healing journey.
See Rachel and David and Joseph and Joe and myself

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have in common is that what we know is this
is there somebody we can take our burdens too. What
we know is this is that somebody that will help
us sort through the mess. What we know is that

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somebody that will carry this load for us. What we
know is that somebody that will fight this fight for us.
What we know is that someone who will stand for us.
What we know is that someone that tells us how
wonderful we are. What we know is that someone that
tells us how beautiful we are. What we know is

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that someone that tells us how smart we are. What
we know is that some one that tells us we
can make it. What we know. What we know, there's
one that tells us, if you endure to the end,

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if you endure to the end. What we know is
that one that says, man, do not fret and well doing.
Don't get upset because you're doing well, and keep doing

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what we know. What we know is that there's one
that loves us unconditionally. What we know is that there's
one who does not judge our faults. What we know

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is that he does not look at us and say, oh,
you ain't no good because you're broken. What we know
is that there's one that says, yay, though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, yes, gonna

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be right there. What we know. What we know is
the race is not given to the swift, but those
that endure to the end, even though the trials may come,

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even though the road make it run, even though there
may be stumbling blocks that come. There even may be
pits that we fall in. But what we know is

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we fall down, but we get up. Same thing for you.
You may fall, but you'll get up. You may stumble,
but you will regain your balance. Never ever ever allow

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someone to confuse what you've been through with what you
have dealt with, say that you're broken. Never allow someone
to confuse what you've been through to tell you that

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you're broken. No, no, not broken, not broken at all.

Speaker 6 (54:24):
David wasn't broken, Joseph wasn't broken, Rachel wasn't broken, Joe
wasn't broken, Moses wasn't broken, Elijah wasn't broken, Hannah wasn't broken.

Speaker 2 (54:43):
And you're not broken. You're not broken, And don't let
anybody put the broken jacket on you. Don't accept it.
There may be some things that people have put on you,

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they're just not yours. And just remember these words from
this soul comfortable when I say this, You're not broken,
You're not broken. You're just carrying pain and burdens that

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are not even yours. Well, look at hell, that's about
all I got. I thank y'all. I thank you so
very much for allowing me to come to sit and
to share my thoughts, my feelings. I appreciate it so

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very much. I appreciate you. I want you that, and
I can say that, Skina. I want to play y'all something.
Let me see if I can get it. Hold on
just a second before we leave out of here. But look,
I'm getting ready to leave. I'm gonna leave y'all with this.
I'm gonna leave you be saying by saying that I
love you. I love you. I love each and every

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one of you unconditionally, and there ain't nothing, absolutely positively
nothing that you can do about it. Oh country boy
is gonna give y'all a little some Facebook Instagram. Whoever,
don't y'all be mad when I play this. I don't
own the rights to this, but hey, I'm gonna play it.

Speaker 7 (56:49):
About your birds for you today.

Speaker 2 (57:08):
That when you leave here won't be the same. So
you tell me you've been to your position. Look, can't you?

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There have been no shame in your condition? How in man?
It's suing for you? Buddy? Just so, I love you all.

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You'll have a good night.