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Speaker 1 (00:03):
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your awakening. Now let's begin today's episode.
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The views and opinions expressed in this podcast are those
of the guests and do not necessarily reflect the views
or positions of this show, its host, or any of
the companies they represent. Now today on the show, we
have near death experiencer Marico Frederick and Marikton didn't just
have a pretty profound near death experience, but she also
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brought back the knowledge of her life between lives. This
is a fascinating conversation of what happens between incarnations, between
choosing your soul plan and your soul blueprints, and so
much more. So let's dive in. I like to welcome
the show Michicae Frederick.
Speaker 3 (02:05):
How are you doing to go?
Speaker 2 (02:06):
I'm well, thank you? How are you?
Speaker 3 (02:08):
I'm doing very good?
Speaker 1 (02:09):
Thank you so much for coming on the show, and
I'm looking for I'm looking forward to listening to your
interesting journey so far in life. As they say, you've
you've done a few things that we haven't most people haven't.
So my first question to you is what was your
life like before you had your near death experience, it was.
Speaker 2 (02:28):
Good, you know, I would I would say that I
had arrived. I was twenty nine when it happened, so
before that I would had a full time, you know,
pretty successful practice in Chinese medicine. I was an avid
rock climber, I was fit, I had a friend group.
I was like, everything was good. I was newly married
and everything was really good. I feel like I had
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reached like the pinnacle of what we're supposed to have
in life. And then I died, so.
Speaker 3 (02:56):
There was nothing.
Speaker 1 (02:57):
So you weren't off track, or maybe we'll discover lea
that you were off track.
Speaker 3 (03:01):
I don't know yet.
Speaker 1 (03:02):
Normally none of the death experiences happened that like, oh
you're off track. We got to kind of remind you
of what you have to do, or oh there's a
shift here or there.
Speaker 3 (03:08):
But let me ask you before we get to your
near death experience. Were you religious growing up? Did you
follow religion?
Speaker 2 (03:14):
Not really so. My mom's from Japan, so I think
her family was Shinto. And then I've been to a
lot of Buddhist funerals and things like that growing up.
And then my dad grew up Catholic, and then Christian,
but both of them had some experiences in the church
that weren't really positive. And so we didn't grow up
with religion.
Speaker 1 (03:33):
So you didn't have any preconceived religious you know, beliefs,
strong religious beliefs before you went not strong.
Speaker 2 (03:39):
I think I got to go to Sunday School a
little bit, but I kind of joke that I wonder
if that was just like babysitting for them, because I
don't think they were going to church.
Speaker 1 (03:50):
So life is going along great, You've reached the pinnacle
of what you think you're supposed to reach at twenty nine,
and then you die.
Speaker 3 (03:58):
So how did that happened?
Speaker 2 (04:01):
So I was so I kind of the story. I
don't want to get it triggers people. But what happened
was I went to somebody practicing alternative medicine who should
have been licensed, and I was practicing basically as like
a licensed alternative doctor. And later I found out that
she was not licensed, had never been to school, and
was ordering it through somebody else's doctorate license. Her equipment
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she was using on me, so she injured me to
the point of having a near death experience. I was.
I found out later the fifth person she had injured,
one person was in intensive care. She had already gone
up against the attorney general of that state, and that
is basically what happened. So but yes, I guess it
was a wake up call because there was I mean
I was on track and then there was a missing piece.
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So that's how it happened.
Speaker 1 (04:50):
So did you so when you, I mean, did you
did you die on the on the on the table?
Were you in the hospital?
Speaker 3 (04:57):
Like, yeah, how did I help? Like where do I go?
Speaker 2 (04:59):
Yeah? So I kind of wish because I think it
would make it almost it would have made more sense
to me. I actually didn't. I got sicker and sicker
and sicker. But it wasn't something that I could pinpoint
and say, oh, this is happening. I just felt off.
I felt very off, very weird. And it was actually
like the next day that I had the near death
experience and I was just like, something's wrong. I don't
know if you've ever had anything go wrong in your body,
(05:21):
I mean anything like I've had my appendix out right,
and you just know something's wrong inside of me. And
it was like that. But since I've had both experiences
of happen decktomy and that it was like times a thousand,
like something's very wrong. But I couldn't put my finger.
I wasn't like nothing hurt in one place right, And
I had worked in a neurotrauma intensive care, so I'm
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kind of like, you know, nurses and doctor we make
the worst patience in a way because we're like assessing
and I'm like, no, no, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine.
And so I went to lie down and that's when
it happened. It was like all of the life force
just drained out of my body. And that's when I
had the experience. So it was in her office. It
was actually a little later.
Speaker 1 (06:02):
So did you pop out of your body? What was?
What was where you died?
Speaker 3 (06:07):
What happened?
Speaker 2 (06:08):
So I was lying there feeling this like crushing weight
on my chest. It felt like iron, like like an
iron weight was on my chest, and I felt like
breathing was so hard. But I was pushing this weight
up and letting it fall and pushing it back up
and letting it fall, and eventually I just thought, I
think I'll let it fall, and when I did, that
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is when I died. And in the same moment, I
recognized that I wasn't going to die because there was
no death, but I remember feeling my you know, before
that moment, my blood felt like it was made of lead.
Everything was so heavy and breathing was so difficult, and
I just thought, you know, breathing's really hard, like why
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am I doing this? Because it was like, all of
a sudden, this epiphany that I don't have to do this,
This is I don't have to do this. And it
didn't feel again like I was dying. It didn't feel
like the scary or sad thing, and so I did
take my last breath and that's when I'm you know,
I was feeling that the life force strain out of
my body, like like you would drain a pool. And
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then I saw this. It was like it was almost
always there, but this light, like a thousand sun shining
at my forehead. It was so familiar and so warm,
like it had always been there. And I just remember
feeling like, wow, breathing's really overrated. It's funny we think
we have to do it. And I just felt like, oh, wow,
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this is so much better, right, and still having this
idea that I guess I'm dying, but I'm also not,
so it wasn't. It was so familiar. This process felt
very familiar to me. And so after that, I guess
I was floating above my body because I remember watching
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my husband in the kitchen. He was actually brewing like
a mad tea. Because we didn't we knew I didn't
feel well. We weren't sure what, so I'd asked him
for something Chinese medicine. Why is like, put those IRBs together.
Maybe I'll feel better, you know, I mean, I'm like,
you're not. I didn't believe I was dying. I just
thought I didn't feel well. I didn't know what was happening.
So I watched him, and I remember saying goodbye and
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feeling so much love for him and just knowing that
he would be okay and he would remarry and everything
would be okay, and it might not be the same
as what we have, but he would be okay. And
then from there I sort of went into more of
the I guess near death experience, where I said goodbye
to my family and then I it's funny, I'll use
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terms that don't make sense because it's it's but I'll
say I stepped behind the veil, and I wasn't stepping
because I wasn't in my body anymore, and so beyond
the veil was where everything started to unfold and take place.
And that's where I had, like my life review.
Speaker 1 (08:55):
And so let's let's go step by step. I want details.
This sounds very excited. I know it's old add to you,
but a lot of people have not heard this. So
so when you step beyond the veil, what's the first
thing you see?
Speaker 2 (09:06):
I didn't see because you don't see with your human
eyes anymore. So it's feeling for me, and I'm super
empathic and all that, but for me, it was feeling.
And then I did, I guess I did start to
see my life review, and I got to see everything,
everything that was important, right, all the moments of decision
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and interaction that matter. Not every time I tied my
shoes or brush my teeth, but like these moments of interaction.
So the first one that I really remember, because it's
sort of like, everything was good, good, good, good, good,
lots of love. You're a toddler, your baby, Everything's fine.
And then I was like four or five years old
and I was mean to somebody on purpose for the
first time. And that's where my life review really started
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was I was using my energy, my power, even it
I was in kindergarten, so I was four or five
years old, even at that age, but I was doing
it intentionally to hurt somebody. And I was teasing her
about something and I made her cry. And in that
life review, in that first there was several moments, but
in that first one was so pivotal for me because
I realized, just because you're little doesn't mean you don't
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know what you're doing right. Just because I'll said just
because I was little didn't mean I wasn't accountable for
my actions in this moment. And so I got to
experience that moment from my point of view being mean
to this little girl, and from her point of view,
like I was inside her body, feeling what she was feeling.
And I was just being mean and teasing her about something.
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It had to do with like dog prints in the cement.
It was really silly, and she thought it was funny.
And I told her that the dog had died, and
how would you like it if you died and people
laughed at you? And I was just being really mean,
and I was feeling from her standpoint, I could hear
in her head Why is she doing this? Why is
she being so mean to me? I don't like. She
didn't understand, and she started to well up and cry.
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And at the same time I could feel it from
that God consciousness of zero judgment, just love and holding
space and wan from zero judgment. So I felt all
three simultaneously, and then I stopped being mean to her
because I made her cry and I didn't want to
get in trouble.
Speaker 1 (11:09):
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Speaker 2 (11:18):
So that was my first big life. That was my
first my first experience in the life review. It didn't
matter how little I was. I was doing this on purpose,
and we are not to ever intentionally hurt somebody, And
so I learned really never to be that way. And
by the way, she doesn't remember that moment, and she's
forgiven me and Paul as well.
Speaker 3 (11:38):
I could.
Speaker 1 (11:39):
So as before we keep going, you're in this? Are
you in a room? Or is it just screens in
front of you?
Speaker 3 (11:46):
How is that?
Speaker 2 (11:47):
No, it was like a void. Everything was black, but
not without light. So the way I describe it as
like a single ray of light would have been a
foreign object. It was just this void of love, bliss, joy, peace,
ever expanding, and there was a being there whose job
it was to help me through this process of my
life review. So I went through the life review, and
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I saw again all the pivotal moments of the way
I describe it as when I was soul aligned versus
when I was ego aligned, right, because it's not really
bad or good, it's just are you coming home or
are you going away from home? Within yourself, within your soul,
and so, you know, seeing a lot and just feeling gratitude.
I guess the way only way I could put it
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is like gratitude from the universe, gratitude from God when
I was doing a good job, but so much gratitude
that it would explode me if I could feel it
in this human body, and also my own deep regret
and disappointment when I did something ego based. It wasn't
from the universe. The universe was impartial, It was non judgmental,
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except when I was doing something good, and there was
just like tremendous love. And maybe it was my love
for my own soul because there is nobody else, right,
we're all one. But I was experiencing duality still so
feeling that love and then also feeling that deep regret
when I was when I was out of alignment.
Speaker 3 (13:11):
But it wasn't. But it wasn't. It didn't. It doesn't
seem like there was judgment. No, it's just no judge.
Speaker 1 (13:16):
There's nobody there like a courtroom, like okay, defend your life.
Look what you did at five years old? What's wrong
with you?
Speaker 3 (13:23):
Nothing like that.
Speaker 2 (13:24):
No, it was like watching two toddlers, like if you're
I think you have kid, you're your parents, So like
watching your little if they were little, when they were little,
watching them like make a mistake. You know. My daughter
the other day was like pouring a glass of something
and she just kept pouring and it was like overflowing.
Like it's kind of like we've all been there, right,
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so I'm just watching it happen, like, oh, here we go, Well,
this is how she's going to learn. It was that
kind of judgment, right, It was like very sweet. It was.
It's funny to say parental because I don't feel like
God is our parent in that way because in the
highest consciousness we're on. But I will say in my
life review, it felt very much like this benevolent being
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watching over me kind of with a smirk like, yeah,
I know, you know, but there was just so much love.
There could never be there was no duality to love,
so there couldn't be judgment because there was no opposite.
Speaker 1 (14:19):
So then during your life review, was there I've heard
before and some other near death experiences of parallel lives,
So in other words, you're like, oh, I wonder what
would happen if I would have met Mary Joey instead,
and you kind of see how that plays out.
Speaker 3 (14:34):
Did you get anything like that?
Speaker 2 (14:35):
I didn't. I just saw the life I was in.
I think the whole purpose of my near death was
just to remind me to get to work. So I
didn't see that. I did see. I got downloaded with
what I didn't know what it was. You know, they
you have this huge experience. And so after that life
review of seeing everything, and I was only twenty nine,
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so I hadn't lived that long, and a lot of
it was just mistakes I made. The biggest mistake, honestly,
was the intentional one when I was little. That was
the That was the biggest thing I came back with
because I think we can excuse ourselves, and I realized
no we can't. Now you're not in trouble, but don't
do that. So after that, they actually, I guess, cleared
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me of something. I remember seeing this silhouette dropping through
a big round light and I remember asking this guide,
who is what is that? And they said, it's the
part of you that gets attached and we just, like
in the silence, watched it move through this tunnel of light.
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And then we moved on to the next phase, which
was meeting these four beings. But I can't tell you
what they looked like because they weren't in form, so
it was like these beings of just infinite love. But
I could tell there was four of them, and they
just showered me with this intense, unconditional divine love. Again,
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it would have exploded a human. We couldn't accept that
much in our incarnate and I felt so connected to them,
and then they did. It was almost like we were
having a meeting. But again I'm not in a physical form.
They're not in a physical form, so I can't tell
you what it looks like, but I could feel that
we were connected and it was this very sacred moment
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with I could tell they were connecting to me and
giving me some information that I would use later, and
so we just sat in the quiet and in it
sit but we were there in the quiet, the stillness,
and then when that was complete, I was like, Okay,
that's that's whatever that is. I'll use it at a
later date. I didn't know what it was. And I remember,
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just again, it's so funny these human limitations, the words
we have, because I'll say standing, I'm not standing anywayre
because I'm not in a body, but it felt like
I was standing and watching out throughout the universe. And
I just had this full realization of who I am.
That I was never Madico, I was never a rock climber,
I was never anything I thought I was, and that
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I was finally me and I'm love, I'm joy, I'm bliss,
i am peace. This is who I am, and everything
I was just kind of melted away. And I realized
and felt that we are all one, so I could
never be Madico because we're one. So I'm having this
awakening realization and just feeling the bliss of the universe.
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For people have asked me how long, and it was like,
I don't know, eight hundred years, you know. It felt
like I had a whole lifetime many I mean just lifetime.
Here is just a blip, right, So it just felt
like that's where I was experiencing infinite time as my
true reality, my true identity, as the infinite soul. And
that's when I heard the voice say it's not your time.
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You have to go back to which I responded, no,
because like go back and be who right, I'd been
here so long. I was like what? And then they said,
you have to go back, you have to go back
can help people. It's not your time. And the way
I communicated was what I call through a thought wave,
So it was like a wave of everything I'm trying
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to communicate, but in a thought, but it wasn't through words,
it wasn't verbal. And I communed that back no, And
then again they communicated to me, it's not my time.
I have to go back and help people, and they
explain that everybody has a time and you can't go
before and you can't go after, and this is not
your time. You have to go back and help people.
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And I understood at that moment, Okay, okay, I'll do it.
I've got something, I've got something more to do, whatever
that is. And I remember I was like trying to
get back in my body, and I didn't know how,
because how do you do that? So I was like, Okay,
nothing happened, and so I told them I can't get
back in my body, to which they then like, I
felt like I was being hurled through space, and then
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I was in my body. I took a breath and
there was just raking pain, and I thought, I've got
to get to the hospital. And soon I had that thought.
It was almost like I was back again with them
just a little bit, and they said, don't use Western medicine,
and they let me know that if I did, it
would interrupt whatever had taken place, whatever light codes I'd gotten,
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whatever was happening. I realized that was not the path,
which was hard because I had worked in a trauma
intensive care and so you know, my logical mind is like,
you need to go to hospital, and so they sort
of let me know, but on such a deep level
that I really understood it. And then I came back.
Speaker 1 (19:32):
And when you came back with all this information that
you just told me, did you remember it all At
the time that you came back after you started getting better,
you remembered everything correct, all of it.
Speaker 3 (19:42):
Yeah, did you think.
Speaker 1 (19:44):
You were Did you think you were like a dream
or did you really have a clear understanding of what
had happened?
Speaker 3 (19:49):
Both.
Speaker 2 (19:51):
I knew it was real, and at the same time
I wanted it not to be. It was hard, it
wasn't fun, It wasn't There was no podcast back then,
there was no people talking about near death expiriences. Back then.
I felt it was like I lost my identity and
now I have to come back and be Modico and
I don't know who that really is. And I've got
this whole whole other piece that I brought back with me.
I don't know what to do with it. I'm twenty nine,
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I don't know. So it was like it was like
simultaneously both I sort of did have my self doubts
of like maybe maybe I was dreaming it, maybe I've
made it up. Maybe maybe maybe, And like I knew, no,
you can't make that up.
Speaker 1 (20:30):
But yeah, I mean, and twenty nine, you're barely figuring
things out yourself.
Speaker 2 (20:36):
No, we think we have to figure it out.
Speaker 1 (20:37):
But oh, of course, yeah, we think we have it
all figured out at twenty nine, even.
Speaker 2 (20:42):
As an old soul, like we think we do. But
we just the more years we get to be here,
the more experience we have.
Speaker 1 (20:48):
What year was? What year was this? If you don't
want to be asking, we'll be right back after a
word from our sponsor, and now to the show.
Speaker 2 (21:04):
I guess it was twenty twenty three, or sorry, twenty
twenty I'm sorry, two thousand and so I've had some
brain damage. I'm sorry. It was twenty years ago.
Speaker 3 (21:19):
Twenty years ago.
Speaker 1 (21:19):
So it had been two thousand and three, two thousand
and four.
Speaker 2 (21:22):
Actually, I think it was two thousand and three because
it was I think it was late fall. It was fall,
got it. So I had also had some other issues
leading up to that. So I've had my share of
mini strokes and absent seizures too, so I don't always
remember everything.
Speaker 1 (21:37):
So twenty years ago, yeah, you're absolutely right. There were
not There were no podcasts yet. If there was, it
was Joe Rogan in his office somewhere is recording something.
So yeah, podcasts were really a thing back then. Near
death experiences were talked about, but not nearly as openly
as it is now, and not nearly as many as
there is now with us, So you really didn't have
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a support system when you came back to deal with
this kind of like a psychologically this had to have
screwed with you.
Speaker 2 (22:05):
Oh yeah, oh yeah. I mean it's like a gaining
and a loss of identity all at the same time.
But the gaining of identity as this light being like,
what do you do with that? Twenty years ago? Right,
Even having been in alternative medicine and having this sort
of woo woo practice at the time, I still didn't
know what to do with this amount and what I
knew I was meant to do. So my support system
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was my husband, who was there when it happened, and
you know, he's just been my constant. But did I
have an outlet to express this and to digest it. No.
I knew they happened, though. I knew because working in
the intensive care you know, you hear a lot of
stories when your patients come back and they tell you
what happened. So I knew it was a thing. But
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you know, in my mind, I was like, doesn't that
happen in the hospital. It's like, can that even happen
at home? It was just I think your mind is
trying to get out of it.
Speaker 1 (22:59):
Yeah, because yeah, because your mind's trying to process something
that it's unpro unprocesssible. It's something that can't be really
processed because it's so beyond the hardware that we have.
I mean, this whole experience is so beyond the hardware
that we have. Infinite knowledge, downloads, no time, infinite love,
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no duality. This goes against everything that our hardware, our
brains are built to understand. So as you're coming out
of this, did you you have your husband, so your
husband at least is there to support you, and you
talk to somebody about this, which is great because a
lot of near death experiencers can't talk to anybody about
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this because they think they're nuts. At what point did
you come out publicly, out of the closet, out of
the near death experience closet and start telling family, friends,
colleagues things like that.
Speaker 2 (23:52):
Well, I did tell some family and friends at the time,
but we had just moved to a new state, so
I didn't really have a community there. But I did
tell some friends, and only over the phone because I
was explaining why I was so sick. Because I was
sick for ten years. It wasn't like I just got
all better the next day, you know. I was I
lost a chunk of my life. I gained a lot back,
but I lost, like my thirties were just you know,
(24:13):
sick and going through a lot, and I didn't know
what was going on. And it interesting enough when I
did go see a Western doctor. So I didn't go
to the hospital, but I did go see a Western
doctor weeks later to see if there was any permanent
damage because some big things were happening. And I was like, well,
I don't know. You know, great, I'm not going to
die because they won't let me, but what's happening to
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my physical body? And when I found this doctor, he
had had a near death experience eight years prior and
understood the assignment of do not use Western medicine. So
we did get to have a talk, which was really
nice to feel like, Okay, I'm not crazy, this does happen.
And then it took Sorry, what was your question.
Speaker 1 (24:58):
When you came out of the near death experience closet?
Speaker 2 (25:04):
I think I did my first podcast and shared it publicly,
maybe four or five years six, five years ago maybe m.
Speaker 1 (25:12):
And then how did you deal with people around you?
Your family, your friends, your colleagues. I mean, I'm assuming
that everybody was open to this. Oh maybe they were.
How was it?
Speaker 2 (25:21):
I don't know. I don't really talk about it with
my family. It's like they know my parents have passed
on now, so you know, so now they know everything.
So I didn't really talk about it a lot with
my family. I had one family member later that I
could talk to about this kind of thing, but it
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wasn't like a big conversation. I think in the beginning,
people wanted to know, like after it happened, and people
maybe that I didn't even know that well, wanted to
know about it, and they would send me email links
to like other people's stories. I think we had blogs
back then, and so I was like, people wanted me
to read other stories and I couldn't do it. It was
like whatever happened was so sacred. I couldn't I couldn't
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take in more information of somebody else's experience. I couldn't
do it. I felt very fragile. I was very sick.
So it took a long time to be able to
talk about it publicly. And then when I did, you know,
I wasn't prepared for some of the trolls online, and
that was really hard, you know, of whether or not
somebody believes you or whatever, and it it was it
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was a it's been a difficult journey, you know. It
took a long time for me to share this publicly.
Speaker 1 (26:29):
Now, did you come from my understanding? You came back
with some abilities that you didn't have before the near
death experience?
Speaker 3 (26:36):
Is that true?
Speaker 2 (26:38):
Yeah? I think, I mean I think one is just
like that awareness and the connection right which I did have.
I think that the near death experience, you know, remember
who you are and go back and help people. I
think that means something different for a lot of people,
and for me, I knew exactly what they were talking about,
but I was resistant. I didn't want to because I
wanted to be normal. I mean I really wanted to
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be normal. My whole life no normal. I've always had
weird things happening to me that I thought were normal,
and then I found out they weren't. So for me,
I didn't want one more thing that put me outside
the box of normal. So it was it was hard
to feel grounded in who I was now and some
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of the abilities I had. My intuition was just you know, magnified.
Speaker 1 (27:26):
Do you work, but you work with past lives and
the kind of life between lives as well you were
able to do. Do you remember yours and other people's
as well?
Speaker 3 (27:32):
Correct?
Speaker 2 (27:33):
Do? Yeah? So that was the big message. When I
came back and they said remember who you are, I
was like, oh, really, I have to do that. So
I stayed conscious between lifetimes, and I thought everyone did.
I thought it was totally normal. I didn't know until
I was about nineteen years old when someone told me
that people don't remember in between lifetimes. So for me,
remember who you are, go back and help people. Was
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them calling me to start sharing my story of what
happens to us in between lifetimes because I thought I
didn't know. I didn't know that people didn't remember that
or not remember like they forgot. But I didn't know
that everyone didn't experience one long lifetime.
Speaker 1 (28:11):
So is what happens between lifetimes? Since I don't remember,
I don't remember, I'd loved to know.
Speaker 2 (28:17):
It's funny because in some ways people say I don't remember,
but every time I tell my story, it's like, you
do remember. There's a remembrance inside of you. So when
in my last life, I died, and I died probably
around the age I am now, I think I was
in my forties, I had a young daughter. I was
a male. My wife had died, and it was hundreds
of years ago, even though when I mean it could
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have been a thousand years ago. And I was living
in a very two story brick building. And I remember
coming upstairs into my home and processing what I just learned,
which is that I was going to die. And I
was wearing brown pants and a linen shirt, standing at
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my window and watching the guy push the cart with
vegetables on it, and like he was selling vegetables, and
he was going home for the day. And I remember
he had three daughters, and I knew where he lived,
and I was feeling very a lot of self. I
was having a little pity party, and I was feeling like, Okay,
this guy sells vegetables and I'm going to die. And
I was like, I don't know I had. I was
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some sort of official. I was some sort of mayor
or something of the town. And I remember the last
project I worked on was like getting the windmill back up,
and if somebody's house burned down, I'd make sure that
everything went okay and they got what they needed. And
I had this role in this town. I was in
and I was processing that I was going to die soon,
and I was I remember the whole process of dying.
(29:42):
I remember lying in Ben, having my friends and family around,
and again feeling familiar even though I didn't want to die,
and I was like clinging to life, also feeling that
this process was very familiar, going through my life review.
And this is the one that really hits me. When
they took me through that life review, they showed me
what I could have done my potential had I lived
the assignment on my soul, had I done what they
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told me to do all along, this is what would
have happened. You would have helped people exponentially. Your life
would have been more impactful for others. And so I said, okay,
I'll send me back. I'll do it. I understand now.
I'm sorry, I'll do it, send me back in. And
they said, you can't. You're dead. It's too late, and
you'll never be that person again. So I live with
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that every day, that deep regret of wanting to live
the assignment on my soul and at the same time
feeling like, you know, a little nervous about it. And
I was like that my whole life, so I went
from there, and actually I didn't go right into the
higher realms because I had this young daughter and I
felt like I didn't want to leave her, and so
I sort of stayed in this in between watching her,
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almost like I was watching a movie.
Speaker 1 (30:52):
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Speaker 2 (31:02):
And she was crying and she was in bed all
the time. And it wasn't until she started living her
life and started to feel happy again that I realized
I need to go on with my life. She's living
her life and it's time for me to go live mine.
And at that point I went into the higher realm.
I went into the astral realm, which is a world
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made of light, and you come into a light body
and it's where you're using your chakras and you're telepathic.
I think a lot of people would feel that this
is heaven. I remember when I first got there, I
couldn't move or see anything. It was just like everything
around me was white. And then I realized, oh, I
have to open my spiritual eye. Not that I had
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that thought, but it was like, oh, right, I know
how to do this. And then as I opened it,
I remember the world around me just came alive on
this It was like a planet. It's a higher realm,
but it was a planet. And I remember just looking
at my body and feeling like, oh right, this is
who I am. And I felt a lot taller and
very young, and just healthy, so healthy, like being sick
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was like impossible, and feeling just this radiant love and peace.
And I remember looking down and just seeing the grass
underneath my feet, I bare feet, and just looking down
and seeing this emerald green grass shooting up all around me,
and recognizing that this world, like we only see half
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the rainbow on Earth, and there's a whole different category
of color there. And again it's so familiar when you're
experiencing it, you're like, oh right, I knew that. I
knew that right, And just experiencing water moving through this river,
but it was made of light, and everything there is
made of light. And I had this entire lifetime there
where at first a lot of people when they go
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into death, they go into a death sleep. They sleep
for a little while. Sometimes I sleep for the entire
time until they come back. For me. I like, I
took a nap and I found this meadow and I
went into the meadow and I lied down and I
took the most epic nap ever. But it was like
a nap for probably days, weeks, months. I have no
idea because you don't need food in the same way.
(33:12):
It's different as you're just an energy body. And I
remember my teacher coming to the meadow almost like are
you up yet? Are you ready? And I was like
five more minutes and days weeks later. I don't know
what it was, but it was like he would come
back and I could feel like he was male even
though there you could be male, female, whatever you want.
You can change bodies. You can be a male body,
you can be a female body. It really doesn't matter.
(33:32):
It's not a big deal there. And eventually I was ready.
And at that point, I remember there was some teachings
happening with me. I played a role there where I
would I just had this oval shaped meadow that I
would hang out in all the time, and I remember
seeing all these spiritual people over by the river in
a circle having talks and I was like, oh my gosh,
(33:53):
I want to go there, but I couldn't because I
hadn't reached the consciousness to be able to go communicate
with them and have that relationship on myself. I meditated.
Sometimes people would come into my meadow and I would
heal them. I had a role as a healer. Then
eventually I could go and join those that group of
people right at the river and talk. And it's interesting
(34:13):
because as I did that, some people would leave and
we're like, why would you leave? This is like the
most amazing spiritual community ever, right, and we're like talking
and communicating. And then it happened to me and I realized,
oh my gosh, I am playing a role of a
spiritual person and we're not here to play any roles.
We're here to release all of the roles that we
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think we are on Earth. In the astral realm, you
don't want to have a role. So eventually I also left,
went back to my meadow and meditated and just continued
working on myself, connecting, trying to connect with God consciousness
on the deepest and highest level I could, And that's
really what I spent a lot of my time doing
while I was there.
Speaker 1 (34:53):
Did you see any relatives or answers?
Speaker 2 (34:56):
Oh yeah, oh yeah when you first get there, so
before I took nap. When I first got there. First,
it was just this epiphany of okay, wow, like everything's
made of light, and then yeah, all of your relatives
are there. And the neat thing is it's not just
from this lifetime. It was also past lives, so I
could see other beings, other souls that I was close to,
(35:17):
so you could say, like my family, but it wasn't
just from one life. And I got to see everybody
and they were just so happy. My wife was the
first being to greet me, the wife who had passed away,
and so that was like the closest person from there.
It was like all these other people from the current
life and other lifetimes of like, good to see you again, right,
it's been a couple of lifetimes. And then there were
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some people that I didn't like so much. It really
is a lot more casual than I think sometimes we
think it would be because it's home, it's normal. So
and then there were some people that I wouldn't say
they were enemies, but we didn't like each other, and
there was just this mutual respect of you know, maybe
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they had done something bad in a past life to me,
or I had done something bad to them, but it
was just this understanding of I get it. We don't
need to like hug and be friends, but thank you,
I appreciate you, I respect you. So there was yeah,
two different types of reunions, but mostly it was joy
and love.
Speaker 1 (36:17):
That's a very interesting concept because I haven't heard that before.
And it makes sense that if there was other entities
or with souls. Let's say we say people for lack
of a better word, but their souls on another soul
that you might have wronged in one way, shape or form.
There's no judgment, but there's an energetic thing there that
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you're you're just not vibing for whatever reason, but you
are at the same time.
Speaker 2 (36:44):
But deep respect, deep respect, and gratitude.
Speaker 1 (36:48):
Deep but it's not but it's not hugging, yes, but
not huggs and kisses. No, not like oh my.
Speaker 3 (36:55):
God so much.
Speaker 1 (36:56):
No, it's like we did thanks, thanks for murdering me
and dark ages like none of that.
Speaker 2 (37:02):
Thanks for Let's cut that karmic tide. Let's be done
with that. We don't have to be friends, but we
don't have to be enemies and I and there's a
lot of gratitude because whatever we worked out, there are
things that we can't work out on any other planet,
but Earth. There are things that you can't do in
the other realms. Right there are higher realms and there
are lower realms. Earth, in my experience, is a sea
average planet. That doesn't mean it's not important, it's very important.
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But the energy here is very sea average, and then
you have lower realms, and then we have the higher realms,
and people are incarnating from both.
Speaker 1 (37:34):
To mean by sea average, we mean see average.
Speaker 2 (37:37):
As far as consciousness, it's just a see average planet.
As far as the consciousness of the people, the consciousness
that it's meant to hold is se average. But we
get a lot done here. I think that's how we
can be in these bodies and work out a lot
of our stuff.
Speaker 3 (37:51):
Got it.
Speaker 1 (37:52):
So there's there's realms that are not as conscious as
we are, and there's other realms. Do you from your
understanding on the other side, are we on a constant
upward swing right now as far as consciousness is concerned,
like it seems it seems even in our lifetime.
Speaker 3 (38:09):
Yeah, we've been. We've been, we've.
Speaker 1 (38:11):
Been rising, and consciousness from where we were born to
where we are we're not going in a downward spiral,
at least I don't think we are.
Speaker 2 (38:19):
We know, but I will tell you what's happening as
far as my understanding. Yes, we are moving up and
we are all one, so we're all moving up together.
Higher realm beings have incarnated here. So it's not just
that everyone here is average, just as this planet. There
are a lot of average consciousness beings. Sure, but we're
all working our way up to oneness reality, back to
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remembering who we are right to come here and play
this role and then to go, oh that's right, I'm
not this. I am. I am one with universal consciousness,
I am cosmic consciousness, I am love. So coming here
there are beings because after the astral realm, I incarnated
on an even higher realm where I stayed, I went
to a higher realm. From there, I went to the
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causal realm, and then I incarnated into this body. And
there are other people doing that. There are other people
here who I call them higher realm beings. They've been
incarnating on higher realms in this dimension and other dimensions.
They're incarnating, and then they came here to help up
level the planet. Then there's also beings who are working
their way up. They're not bad. We're all one. They're
working their way up from the lower realms, but we're
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all one. So if we think of it like a body,
as a higher realm being, you might say, okay, I'm
at the level of my eyes, but a lower realm
being might be at the level of my knees or
my feet. Well, we want all of it. While we're
not getting rid of we're not chopping anything off. We
want all of it because we are one. So as
the higher realm beings start to shift the planet, even
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the lower realme beings get pulled up because we're one.
The higher realm beings. A lot of times I feel
like they're hiding, they're shy, they're not coming and stepping
into their full power and potential and their gifts. We
lower realm beings are living their best life. They are
creating genocide, they are trafficking, they are creating new drugs,
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street drugs. They are I don't need to name all
of it. We know they come here and they are
fully aligned. They're like, yes, okay, I know who I am. Unapologetically,
I'm going to live my best life. Because they're holding
that energy from the lower realm, which is their comfort zone.
So they're living in alignment with who they truly are
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as that lower realm being, not who they truly are
as the infinite soul. But still you catch me, right,
you understand that. So then there are people out there
who are from the higher realms. They've been in, they've
already gone through Earth, they've incarnated on the higher realms,
and that's where they're most comfortable. And then they come
here and incarnate and they're playing small and they're second
guessing themselves and they're having imposter syndromes, and they're not
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creating podcasts or publishing their book or whatever it is
that they know they're meant to do, because they're hiding
because the conversation in this planet is too much about
the lower realm stuff. When you look anywhere on the media,
it's all about what the lower realm beings are doing.
There's not enough media or there's not enough publicity around
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what the higher realm beings are doing, around all of
the good stuff happening. And so therefore we're focused, hyper
focused on the lower realm. And I'm not going to
say good or bad because we're all one again. My eyes,
my knees, I like them both.
Speaker 1 (41:23):
Right, We'll be right back after a word from our
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Speaker 2 (41:35):
So it's not a judgment. It's not in us against them,
but it is time for the higher realm beings to
wake up and level up and start living the assignment
on their soul because the earth can shift into a
higher age and we are shifting into a higher age.
But the question is if you're here to help shift
into a higher age and usher everyone into a higher age? Like,
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are you doing it? Or are you hiding? Are you
I thond guessing yourself? And I feel like there's a
lot of that happening. I feel like a lot of
people are waking up, but they're still moving slower than
some of the lower realm beings that are completely living
their best life.
Speaker 1 (42:10):
Yeah, I've never heard of a bank robber going.
Speaker 3 (42:14):
I don't know if I really should ribe a bank.
I don't. I don't feel confident enough.
Speaker 1 (42:19):
To rob a bank. You're like, it's like, no, they
just rob the bank, then there's no there's no blockage whatsoever.
Speaker 2 (42:26):
There's no blocks about worried about their lower chakras getting
cleared before they can go rob a blank you know,
where's higher roamings? You're like, are my chakras clear enough
to do this? Right? The lower vound beings are like, yes,
this is great, let's do it. Let's create all this havoc.
And then the higher round beings like they're meditating, they're shifting. Okay, great,
but like get into action. You are on earth, you
have a physical body. Go do something. Go do the
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thing that only you can do. Is it hard? Is
it uncomfortable? Yeah? But only you can do it. There's
not a there's not a replacement.
Speaker 1 (42:58):
So the life between live's memory was that before or
after the near death experience.
Speaker 2 (43:04):
Before I was born that way, and I didn't know
until my whole life, and that's why the near death
was so hard. When they're like, go back and help
people remember who you were, and I was like, you
want me to share that story? I mean, can I
just stay here?
Speaker 1 (43:16):
You know?
Speaker 2 (43:17):
I would rather stand so No. I've always known when
I was a baby, I would go into the kasal
because after the astral realm there was a celebration, which
was really neat. It's kind of like a celebration when
you get there because you're home and you get to
have this reunion with your friends and family even animals.
My favorite reunion was actually with a horse who was
also a cat, and so one lifetime we were a horse.
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There it was my horse, the other lifetime it was
my cat, and that being was there as well in
a human form, and it was just a wonderful reunion.
So from there I had worked on my own consciousness
and realized, oh, this is also Leela. This is also
a play happening in this realm. People are playing the
roles of spiritual beings, people are playing whatever roles even
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though we're in our light bodies. I want out of this.
So I was able to move into the higher realms
of the causal realm. So we had this experience meeting
my teacher, my spiritual teacher, my husband who was going
to be like basically planning our lifetime right, my daughter
and just sort of planning that and I don't remember
the details. It was just love and joy and excitement,
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and from there it almost felt like a celebration with
so many of the beings in that realm. I got
to go into the higher realm and incarnate in the
causal realm and have a whole lifetime there, and that's
where again it was a whole lifetime. So each lifetime
we're in infinite time, so I don't know how long
I was there. And that's where they did a life
review with me, because I wanted the higher teachings and
(44:44):
I was screaming, I want the Higher teachings and kind
of summarizing really quickly. I did write about it in
my book and summarizing really really quickly, and that's where
I had a life review. But from my entire existence incarnate,
so from the plant kingdom to the animal kingdom to
the human kingdom, I got to see my entire all
(45:07):
of my lifetimes and experience all of them, and even
on other planets, right because we don't only incarnate on Earth,
so I got to see all of that. So all
of that is also in my memories. When I'm born
and I thought that was normal, I didn't know. Again.
It took me until I was nineteen and I had
(45:27):
some clues that it wasn't normal. But I literally because
I was so young when I got my first clue,
I was in pre school and I so for me,
when you turn off the lights and it gets dark,
I see lights everywhere. It kind of looks like TV
fuzz to me. If you remember TV fuzz, just like
millions of white lights are everywhere. When I was younger,
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there were big and there were colorful lights everywhere, and
I just thought everyone had that at bed time that
we all you turn off the lights and you see
all the astral lights at one point. And this is
sort of my first clue that people don't remember this,
because I thought, wow, you know, they're like, okay, time
for bed, and I was like awesome, Like this is
gonna be so fun. And I remember feeling or seeing
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all these lights moving back and forth, and at one
point I reached out because I knew I could get one,
and so I reached out and my hand just went
through the air, and so I was like, no, this
is real. So I reached out again. My hand went
through the air, and I reached out again and again,
and then I finally reached out and I pulled it
back and I knew it it was real. And I
woke up and I had this toy in my hand.
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And it wasn't until I read actually autobiography that I
learned about astrally projected objects. So in the morning I
was excited to share, like, what did you get last night?
Right what did you pull out of the lights? And
so I'm sharing this thing I got and nobody believes me,
and they're like, where did you get that? And I'm like,
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from the lights, Like you know when you travel lights
and we start to go to bed, all the lights
are floating around. It was one the lights, and I
knew I can get it, so I did. I thought
they'd be proud of me, and it was like, where
did you get that? And I'm like, oh my gosh,
they thought I stole it. And I'm in pre school.
I'm having this epiphany that I can't talk about this.
So then I thought, I told myself it's just taboo.
They know it's just taboo to talk about We're not
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supposed to talk about this. So again, it wasn't until
I was nineteen that someone directly told me that people
don't remember or talk about these things. So it took
a long time.
Speaker 1 (47:29):
It seems like it took a long time. Do you
remember any other in between lives or even other past
lives that have affected the course of this life?
Speaker 2 (47:38):
Yeah, I think all of that. I mean, some of
them are fun, so yeah, I mean I remember being,
you know, eating myself to death in one lifetime, I
remember being very wealthy and just very greedy. In another lifetime,
I remember being in a theater, a performer on a
theater on stage, and another lifetime, so I remember, I
remember so many of them. One of my favorites. Two
(48:01):
of my favorites are actually from the Animal Kingdom. One
was when I was a bird. I think it was
a bird of prey because I was up high on
this hill and I was the second to last egg
to hatch, and I remember leaving the nest and feeling
really nervous, and the other birds had left first. And
then I was like, because it's funny, the essence of
me was still there even in the other lifetimes. The essence,
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not the personality, but the essence of me has always
been the same. And the insect kingdom and the animal
Kingdom and still me. It's still us. We are the
same essence of who you truly are, even if you're
having a lifetime experience, as you know, an insect kingdom
or in the animal kingdom. And so I would just
I remember flying through this large valley and almost like
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GPS would show me that there was a I don't know,
mouse or something, and I would just head toward it
without thinking. It was just pure instinct everywhere. And then
the life that I remembered the most, right before I
encarnated as human, was as a wolf. And again it
was like this family unit and I had my job
to do and it was a beautiful lifetime. And then
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I was human living on a farm.
Speaker 1 (49:06):
How did you deal with all of this information? I mean,
I gotta believe this is a lot to process in
this little brain of ours. It seems you know, it's
tough enough being a teenager or somebody in your twenties
without this information, right right? How did you process that,
deal with it, live a normal life with knowing all
this stuff?
Speaker 2 (49:27):
Well? First, remember, yeah, I didn't know. I thought everyone
knew too. I thought, how would I know? No one
had told me that I couldn't pull a nastrally projected
object out of the lights. Nobody told me I wasn't
allowed to do that. No one told me I wasn't
supposed to remember in between lifetimes, I didn't know, So
for me it was normal. But we just don't talk
about it, right, That was my thought, and I think
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that was why I had such a pull to be normal.
I just wanted to be normal and fit in. And
I think that was how I processed what I was
able to do and what I knew and the experiences
I had, right, because I had lots of interesting experiences
working in the trauma intensive care unit too, lots of
interesting spiritual experiences with patients you know there. But I
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was trying to do it within a normal setting of
a hospital, right, very normal.
Speaker 1 (50:20):
Did you ever have a near death experience at the
hospital when dealing in drama, like a patient of yours
die and come back and talk about something, well, not.
Speaker 2 (50:31):
In the way of going into the higher realms. They
would tell us, like, you know, there'd be like a
family meeting with a doctor maybe talking about their condition,
maybe taking them off life support, something like that, and
they'd go down the hall into one of the double
door conference rooms, and you know, the patient is in
the ICU. They're not leaving, and.
Speaker 1 (50:51):
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Speaker 2 (51:01):
They would tell us about the meetings, the family meetings
that they were at, but it was outside down the hall,
and that actually happens quite a bit, like more than
people even know. I think a lot of patients are
having experiences when they code, when they die, or when
they're close to death.
Speaker 1 (51:21):
Did that seem weird to you before you have death experience?
It just seemed normal to you.
Speaker 2 (51:26):
I just thought, you know, I live in a world
where things that are not normal, I thought were normal. Again,
it's like I would I think that's how I processed it. Oh,
we just don't really talk about that, right, And I
just I think. I mean, I look at myself and
I can kind of laugh, like I was so dense
back then, but it's just how I processed it. That
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was sort of an innocence too, like you know, we
all remember this, but we're just not talking about it.
I didn't know. I didn't know why. And then again
when I was when I was about nineteen, someone told me.
And admittedly I had a huge crush on this guy
that told me, so it sort of hit a little more.
All you want to do is fit in. And he
was a light being. So I think I'm talking to
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a light being and I'm talking about, like, you know,
remember the place but with all the lights before we're born,
and I'm talking about, you know, moving into higher realms
and how we can travel from that realm into higher
realms because we can. And he's just like from He
was from California too, and he was like dude, like
nobody like people don't talk about that, and me wanting
to be a normal girl, was like okay. So I
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think the near death experience was like stop at Mantico,
wake up, stop acting so human. I always tell people.
Speaker 1 (52:38):
So, do you have any advice for people on finding
what their true soul plan is? There's their blueprint, their mission,
their sole mission is in life because so many of
us are trying to figure it out and you might
have an insight that could help somebody listening.
Speaker 3 (52:52):
So do you have any advice?
Speaker 2 (52:54):
I mean, the first thing is so keep it simple,
you guys. I think people are over thinking it. They're
over pressuring them, Like, take the pressure off. The only
thing you're here to do is not a doing, it's
a being. The only thing that we're here for is enlightenment.
To be a self realization at the very beginning right
to realize and remember who you are as the soul
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and then move into oh I am oneness consciousness. There
is no one else. That's the only thing we're here for.
That's the experience. The universe is having through us of
moving away from itself to come back to itself. And
then we complicate it with jobs, and we complicate it
with these roles that we want to play because we
want to. We do want to do something. And I
just said a little while ago, get up and do something.
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The doing comes out of your soul, right, so the
doing comes from our soul. Of like, this is what
I have to do. Like for me, I had to
create my own modality called astrol therapy. I had to
do it. Nobody else was doing it. Of course I
had imposter syndrome. Of course I thought this is crazy,
and yet I had no choice. And I feel like
a lot of our soul assignment when we feel like
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what am I here to do? It's the thing that
you don't want to I'll speak for myself. It's the
thing I didn't want to do that I resisted the most.
It's the story I resisted the most, And it's creating
what I was resisting the most because it's bigger than me,
because it has nothing to do with me. And I
think that when we're looking at what is my soul assignment? First,
keep it simple, who are you? And ask yourself, Who
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am I?
Speaker 3 (54:21):
Who am I?
Speaker 2 (54:22):
Until your soul answer is back and then mission accomplished.
That's what you're here to do. Now. Anything that is
born from that identity of this is who I really am? Beautiful,
share it, get to work. But you can't really live
your soul assignment without feeling and recognizing who you are
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as a soul. That would be kind of difficult. So
the first thing is take the pressure off. You know.
It's just yeah, b.
Speaker 1 (54:56):
NOWO. I'm going to ask you a few questions. Ask
all of my guests, what is your definition of living
a fulfilled life?
Speaker 2 (55:03):
I think what I just said. Realizing and remembering who
you are, that's all we're here to do. That's it.
You start to have that, no one can take it
away from you.
Speaker 1 (55:11):
If you had a chance to go back in time
and talk to little Monaco, what advice would you give her?
Speaker 2 (55:15):
Oh my gosh, well that's something that can happen. Actually,
I got stories. Don't worry. It really is like, just
do it, don't worry. I believe in you, and feeling
that my future self believe in me got me where
I am.
Speaker 1 (55:33):
How do you define God.
Speaker 2 (55:36):
Oneness, oneness, consciousness? It's ever expanding oneness consciousness and what
is love you and me? It's it's it's our true identity,
you know, it's it's uh, it's the ultimate reality with
no opposite.
Speaker 1 (55:56):
And what is the ultimate purpose of life?
Speaker 2 (55:59):
To remember who who you are?
Speaker 1 (56:03):
And where can people find out more about you and
the work that you're doing in the world.
Speaker 2 (56:07):
I have a website soul priority dot com, and I've
got a Facebook page Instagram at Madico Frederick and a
YouTube page as well at Modico Frederick. So they can
find me on social media or my website.
Speaker 3 (56:20):
And do you have any parting messages for the audience?
Speaker 2 (56:25):
Get to work, you know, I think a lot of
people listening are higher own beings. You've been incarnating on
the higher realm. You know who you are. Quit playing small,
Quit get off the sidelines, and start elevating humanity. Do
what you know your soul is being called to do.
Speaker 1 (56:42):
Mantefel, thank you so much for coming on the show
and sharing your story with all of us. And I
hope this helps awaken some of these higher beings into
action because God knows we need it. So I appreciate you,
my dear, thank.
Speaker 2 (56:52):
You for having me. This is fun.
Speaker 1 (56:53):
Thank you, oh, thank Marico so much for coming on
the show and sharing her gifts and knowledge with all
of us. If you want to get links to anything
we spoke about in this episode, head over to the
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have near death experiencer Marico Frederick and Marikton didn't just
have a pretty profound near death experience, but she also
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brought back the knowledge of her life between lives. This
is a fascinating conversation of what happens between incarnations, between
choosing your soul plan and your soul blueprints, and so
much more. So let's dive in. I like to welcome
the show Michicae Frederick.
Speaker 3 (02:05):
How are you doing to go?
Speaker 2 (02:06):
I'm well, thank you? How are you?
Speaker 3 (02:08):
I'm doing very good?
Speaker 1 (02:09):
Thank you so much for coming on the show, and
I'm looking for I'm looking forward to listening to your
interesting journey so far in life. As they say, you've
you've done a few things that we haven't most people haven't.
So my first question to you is what was your
life like before you had your near death experience, it was.
Speaker 2 (02:28):
Good, you know, I would I would say that I
had arrived. I was twenty nine when it happened, so
before that I would had a full time, you know,
pretty successful practice in Chinese medicine. I was an avid
rock climber, I was fit, I had a friend group.
I was like, everything was good. I was newly married
and everything was really good. I feel like I had
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reached like the pinnacle of what we're supposed to have
in life. And then I died, so.
Speaker 3 (02:56):
There was nothing.
Speaker 1 (02:57):
So you weren't off track, or maybe we'll discover lea
that you were off track.
Speaker 3 (03:01):
I don't know yet.
Speaker 1 (03:02):
Normally none of the death experiences happened that like, oh
you're off track. We got to kind of remind you
of what you have to do, or oh there's a
shift here or there.
Speaker 3 (03:08):
But let me ask you before we get to your
near death experience. Were you religious growing up? Did you
follow religion?
Speaker 2 (03:14):
Not really so. My mom's from Japan, so I think
her family was Shinto. And then I've been to a
lot of Buddhist funerals and things like that growing up.
And then my dad grew up Catholic, and then Christian,
but both of them had some experiences in the church
that weren't really positive. And so we didn't grow up
with religion.
Speaker 1 (03:33):
So you didn't have any preconceived religious you know, beliefs,
strong religious beliefs before you went not strong.
Speaker 2 (03:39):
I think I got to go to Sunday School a
little bit, but I kind of joke that I wonder
if that was just like babysitting for them, because I
don't think they were going to church.
Speaker 1 (03:50):
So life is going along great, You've reached the pinnacle
of what you think you're supposed to reach at twenty nine,
and then you die.
Speaker 3 (03:58):
So how did that happened?
Speaker 2 (04:01):
So I was so I kind of the story. I
don't want to get it triggers people. But what happened
was I went to somebody practicing alternative medicine who should
have been licensed, and I was practicing basically as like
a licensed alternative doctor. And later I found out that
she was not licensed, had never been to school, and
was ordering it through somebody else's doctorate license. Her equipment
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she was using on me, so she injured me to
the point of having a near death experience. I was.
I found out later the fifth person she had injured,
one person was in intensive care. She had already gone
up against the attorney general of that state, and that
is basically what happened. So but yes, I guess it
was a wake up call because there was I mean
I was on track and then there was a missing piece.
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So that's how it happened.
Speaker 1 (04:50):
So did you so when you, I mean, did you
did you die on the on the on the table?
Were you in the hospital?
Speaker 3 (04:57):
Like, yeah, how did I help? Like where do I go?
Speaker 2 (04:59):
Yeah? So I kind of wish because I think it
would make it almost it would have made more sense
to me. I actually didn't. I got sicker and sicker
and sicker. But it wasn't something that I could pinpoint
and say, oh, this is happening. I just felt off.
I felt very off, very weird. And it was actually
like the next day that I had the near death
experience and I was just like, something's wrong. I don't
know if you've ever had anything go wrong in your body,
(05:21):
I mean anything like I've had my appendix out right,
and you just know something's wrong inside of me. And
it was like that. But since I've had both experiences
of happen decktomy and that it was like times a thousand,
like something's very wrong. But I couldn't put my finger.
I wasn't like nothing hurt in one place right, And
I had worked in a neurotrauma intensive care, so I'm
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kind of like, you know, nurses and doctor we make
the worst patience in a way because we're like assessing
and I'm like, no, no, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine.
And so I went to lie down and that's when
it happened. It was like all of the life force
just drained out of my body. And that's when I
had the experience. So it was in her office. It
was actually a little later.
Speaker 1 (06:02):
So did you pop out of your body? What was?
What was where you died?
Speaker 3 (06:07):
What happened?
Speaker 2 (06:08):
So I was lying there feeling this like crushing weight
on my chest. It felt like iron, like like an
iron weight was on my chest, and I felt like
breathing was so hard. But I was pushing this weight
up and letting it fall and pushing it back up
and letting it fall, and eventually I just thought, I
think I'll let it fall, and when I did, that
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is when I died. And in the same moment, I
recognized that I wasn't going to die because there was
no death, but I remember feeling my you know, before
that moment, my blood felt like it was made of lead.
Everything was so heavy and breathing was so difficult, and
I just thought, you know, breathing's really hard, like why
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am I doing this? Because it was like, all of
a sudden, this epiphany that I don't have to do this,
This is I don't have to do this. And it
didn't feel again like I was dying. It didn't feel
like the scary or sad thing, and so I did
take my last breath and that's when I'm you know,
I was feeling that the life force strain out of
my body, like like you would drain a pool. And
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then I saw this. It was like it was almost
always there, but this light, like a thousand sun shining
at my forehead. It was so familiar and so warm,
like it had always been there. And I just remember
feeling like, wow, breathing's really overrated. It's funny we think
we have to do it. And I just felt like, oh, wow,
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this is so much better, right, and still having this
idea that I guess I'm dying, but I'm also not,
so it wasn't. It was so familiar. This process felt
very familiar to me. And so after that, I guess
I was floating above my body because I remember watching
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my husband in the kitchen. He was actually brewing like
a mad tea. Because we didn't we knew I didn't
feel well. We weren't sure what, so I'd asked him
for something Chinese medicine. Why is like, put those IRBs together.
Maybe I'll feel better, you know, I mean, I'm like,
you're not. I didn't believe I was dying. I just
thought I didn't feel well. I didn't know what was happening.
So I watched him, and I remember saying goodbye and
(08:19):
feeling so much love for him and just knowing that
he would be okay and he would remarry and everything
would be okay, and it might not be the same
as what we have, but he would be okay. And
then from there I sort of went into more of
the I guess near death experience, where I said goodbye
to my family and then I it's funny, I'll use
(08:41):
terms that don't make sense because it's it's but I'll
say I stepped behind the veil, and I wasn't stepping
because I wasn't in my body anymore, and so beyond
the veil was where everything started to unfold and take place.
And that's where I had, like my life review.
Speaker 1 (08:55):
And so let's let's go step by step. I want details.
This sounds very excited. I know it's old add to you,
but a lot of people have not heard this. So
so when you step beyond the veil, what's the first
thing you see?
Speaker 2 (09:06):
I didn't see because you don't see with your human
eyes anymore. So it's feeling for me, and I'm super
empathic and all that, but for me, it was feeling.
And then I did, I guess I did start to
see my life review, and I got to see everything,
everything that was important, right, all the moments of decision
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and interaction that matter. Not every time I tied my
shoes or brush my teeth, but like these moments of interaction.
So the first one that I really remember, because it's
sort of like, everything was good, good, good, good, good,
lots of love. You're a toddler, your baby, Everything's fine.
And then I was like four or five years old
and I was mean to somebody on purpose for the
first time. And that's where my life review really started
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was I was using my energy, my power, even it
I was in kindergarten, so I was four or five
years old, even at that age, but I was doing
it intentionally to hurt somebody. And I was teasing her
about something and I made her cry. And in that
life review, in that first there was several moments, but
in that first one was so pivotal for me because
I realized, just because you're little doesn't mean you don't
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know what you're doing right. Just because I'll said just
because I was little didn't mean I wasn't accountable for
my actions in this moment. And so I got to
experience that moment from my point of view being mean
to this little girl, and from her point of view,
like I was inside her body, feeling what she was feeling.
And I was just being mean and teasing her about something.
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It had to do with like dog prints in the cement.
It was really silly, and she thought it was funny.
And I told her that the dog had died, and
how would you like it if you died and people
laughed at you? And I was just being really mean,
and I was feeling from her standpoint, I could hear
in her head Why is she doing this? Why is
she being so mean to me? I don't like. She
didn't understand, and she started to well up and cry.
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And at the same time I could feel it from
that God consciousness of zero judgment, just love and holding
space and wan from zero judgment. So I felt all
three simultaneously, and then I stopped being mean to her
because I made her cry and I didn't want to
get in trouble.
Speaker 1 (11:09):
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Speaker 2 (11:18):
So that was my first big life. That was my
first my first experience in the life review. It didn't
matter how little I was. I was doing this on purpose,
and we are not to ever intentionally hurt somebody, And
so I learned really never to be that way. And
by the way, she doesn't remember that moment, and she's
forgiven me and Paul as well.
Speaker 3 (11:38):
I could.
Speaker 1 (11:39):
So as before we keep going, you're in this? Are
you in a room? Or is it just screens in
front of you?
Speaker 3 (11:46):
How is that?
Speaker 2 (11:47):
No, it was like a void. Everything was black, but
not without light. So the way I describe it as
like a single ray of light would have been a
foreign object. It was just this void of love, bliss, joy, peace,
ever expanding, and there was a being there whose job
it was to help me through this process of my
life review. So I went through the life review, and
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I saw again all the pivotal moments of the way
I describe it as when I was soul aligned versus
when I was ego aligned, right, because it's not really
bad or good, it's just are you coming home or
are you going away from home? Within yourself, within your soul,
and so, you know, seeing a lot and just feeling gratitude.
I guess the way only way I could put it
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is like gratitude from the universe, gratitude from God when
I was doing a good job, but so much gratitude
that it would explode me if I could feel it
in this human body, and also my own deep regret
and disappointment when I did something ego based. It wasn't
from the universe. The universe was impartial, It was non judgmental,
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except when I was doing something good, and there was
just like tremendous love. And maybe it was my love
for my own soul because there is nobody else, right,
we're all one. But I was experiencing duality still so
feeling that love and then also feeling that deep regret
when I was when I was out of alignment.
Speaker 3 (13:11):
But it wasn't. But it wasn't. It didn't. It doesn't
seem like there was judgment. No, it's just no judge.
Speaker 1 (13:16):
There's nobody there like a courtroom, like okay, defend your life.
Look what you did at five years old? What's wrong
with you?
Speaker 3 (13:23):
Nothing like that.
Speaker 2 (13:24):
No, it was like watching two toddlers, like if you're
I think you have kid, you're your parents, So like
watching your little if they were little, when they were little,
watching them like make a mistake. You know. My daughter
the other day was like pouring a glass of something
and she just kept pouring and it was like overflowing.
Like it's kind of like we've all been there, right,
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so I'm just watching it happen, like, oh, here we go, Well,
this is how she's going to learn. It was that
kind of judgment, right, It was like very sweet. It was.
It's funny to say parental because I don't feel like
God is our parent in that way because in the
highest consciousness we're on. But I will say in my
life review, it felt very much like this benevolent being
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watching over me kind of with a smirk like, yeah,
I know, you know, but there was just so much love.
There could never be there was no duality to love,
so there couldn't be judgment because there was no opposite.
Speaker 1 (14:19):
So then during your life review, was there I've heard
before and some other near death experiences of parallel lives,
So in other words, you're like, oh, I wonder what
would happen if I would have met Mary Joey instead,
and you kind of see how that plays out.
Speaker 3 (14:34):
Did you get anything like that?
Speaker 2 (14:35):
I didn't. I just saw the life I was in.
I think the whole purpose of my near death was
just to remind me to get to work. So I
didn't see that. I did see. I got downloaded with
what I didn't know what it was. You know, they
you have this huge experience. And so after that life
review of seeing everything, and I was only twenty nine,
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so I hadn't lived that long, and a lot of
it was just mistakes I made. The biggest mistake, honestly,
was the intentional one when I was little. That was
the That was the biggest thing I came back with
because I think we can excuse ourselves, and I realized
no we can't. Now you're not in trouble, but don't
do that. So after that, they actually, I guess, cleared
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me of something. I remember seeing this silhouette dropping through
a big round light and I remember asking this guide,
who is what is that? And they said, it's the
part of you that gets attached and we just, like
in the silence, watched it move through this tunnel of light.
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And then we moved on to the next phase, which
was meeting these four beings. But I can't tell you
what they looked like because they weren't in form, so
it was like these beings of just infinite love. But
I could tell there was four of them, and they
just showered me with this intense, unconditional divine love. Again,
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it would have exploded a human. We couldn't accept that
much in our incarnate and I felt so connected to them,
and then they did. It was almost like we were
having a meeting. But again I'm not in a physical form.
They're not in a physical form, so I can't tell
you what it looks like, but I could feel that
we were connected and it was this very sacred moment
(16:19):
with I could tell they were connecting to me and
giving me some information that I would use later, and
so we just sat in the quiet and in it
sit but we were there in the quiet, the stillness,
and then when that was complete, I was like, Okay,
that's that's whatever that is. I'll use it at a
later date. I didn't know what it was. And I remember,
(16:41):
just again, it's so funny these human limitations, the words
we have, because I'll say standing, I'm not standing anywayre
because I'm not in a body, but it felt like
I was standing and watching out throughout the universe. And
I just had this full realization of who I am.
That I was never Madico, I was never a rock climber,
I was never anything I thought I was, and that
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I was finally me and I'm love, I'm joy, I'm bliss,
i am peace. This is who I am, and everything
I was just kind of melted away. And I realized
and felt that we are all one, so I could
never be Madico because we're one. So I'm having this
awakening realization and just feeling the bliss of the universe.
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For people have asked me how long, and it was like,
I don't know, eight hundred years, you know. It felt
like I had a whole lifetime many I mean just lifetime.
Here is just a blip, right, So it just felt
like that's where I was experiencing infinite time as my
true reality, my true identity, as the infinite soul. And
that's when I heard the voice say it's not your time.
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You have to go back to which I responded, no,
because like go back and be who right, I'd been
here so long. I was like what? And then they said,
you have to go back, you have to go back
can help people. It's not your time. And the way
I communicated was what I call through a thought wave,
So it was like a wave of everything I'm trying
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to communicate, but in a thought, but it wasn't through words,
it wasn't verbal. And I communed that back no, And
then again they communicated to me, it's not my time.
I have to go back and help people, and they
explain that everybody has a time and you can't go
before and you can't go after, and this is not
your time. You have to go back and help people.
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And I understood at that moment, Okay, okay, I'll do it.
I've got something, I've got something more to do, whatever
that is. And I remember I was like trying to
get back in my body, and I didn't know how,
because how do you do that? So I was like, Okay,
nothing happened, and so I told them I can't get
back in my body, to which they then like, I
felt like I was being hurled through space, and then
(18:53):
I was in my body. I took a breath and
there was just raking pain, and I thought, I've got
to get to the hospital. And soon I had that thought.
It was almost like I was back again with them
just a little bit, and they said, don't use Western medicine,
and they let me know that if I did, it
would interrupt whatever had taken place, whatever light codes I'd gotten,
(19:13):
whatever was happening. I realized that was not the path,
which was hard because I had worked in a trauma
intensive care and so you know, my logical mind is like,
you need to go to hospital, and so they sort
of let me know, but on such a deep level
that I really understood it. And then I came back.
Speaker 1 (19:32):
And when you came back with all this information that
you just told me, did you remember it all At
the time that you came back after you started getting better,
you remembered everything correct, all of it.
Speaker 3 (19:42):
Yeah, did you think.
Speaker 1 (19:44):
You were Did you think you were like a dream
or did you really have a clear understanding of what
had happened?
Speaker 3 (19:49):
Both.
Speaker 2 (19:51):
I knew it was real, and at the same time
I wanted it not to be. It was hard, it
wasn't fun, It wasn't There was no podcast back then,
there was no people talking about near death expiriences. Back then.
I felt it was like I lost my identity and
now I have to come back and be Modico and
I don't know who that really is. And I've got
this whole whole other piece that I brought back with me.
I don't know what to do with it. I'm twenty nine,
(20:12):
I don't know. So it was like it was like
simultaneously both I sort of did have my self doubts
of like maybe maybe I was dreaming it, maybe I've
made it up. Maybe maybe maybe, And like I knew, no,
you can't make that up.
Speaker 1 (20:30):
But yeah, I mean, and twenty nine, you're barely figuring
things out yourself.
Speaker 2 (20:36):
No, we think we have to figure it out.
Speaker 1 (20:37):
But oh, of course, yeah, we think we have it
all figured out at twenty nine, even.
Speaker 2 (20:42):
As an old soul, like we think we do. But
we just the more years we get to be here,
the more experience we have.
Speaker 1 (20:48):
What year was? What year was this? If you don't
want to be asking, we'll be right back after a
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Speaker 2 (21:04):
I guess it was twenty twenty three, or sorry, twenty
twenty I'm sorry, two thousand and so I've had some
brain damage. I'm sorry. It was twenty years ago.
Speaker 3 (21:19):
Twenty years ago.
Speaker 1 (21:19):
So it had been two thousand and three, two thousand
and four.
Speaker 2 (21:22):
Actually, I think it was two thousand and three because
it was I think it was late fall. It was fall,
got it. So I had also had some other issues
leading up to that. So I've had my share of
mini strokes and absent seizures too, so I don't always
remember everything.
Speaker 1 (21:37):
So twenty years ago, yeah, you're absolutely right. There were
not There were no podcasts yet. If there was, it
was Joe Rogan in his office somewhere is recording something.
So yeah, podcasts were really a thing back then. Near
death experiences were talked about, but not nearly as openly
as it is now, and not nearly as many as
there is now with us, So you really didn't have
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a support system when you came back to deal with
this kind of like a psychologically this had to have
screwed with you.
Speaker 2 (22:05):
Oh yeah, oh yeah. I mean it's like a gaining
and a loss of identity all at the same time.
But the gaining of identity as this light being like,
what do you do with that? Twenty years ago? Right,
Even having been in alternative medicine and having this sort
of woo woo practice at the time, I still didn't
know what to do with this amount and what I
knew I was meant to do. So my support system
(22:26):
was my husband, who was there when it happened, and
you know, he's just been my constant. But did I
have an outlet to express this and to digest it. No.
I knew they happened, though. I knew because working in
the intensive care you know, you hear a lot of
stories when your patients come back and they tell you
what happened. So I knew it was a thing. But
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you know, in my mind, I was like, doesn't that
happen in the hospital. It's like, can that even happen
at home? It was just I think your mind is
trying to get out of it.
Speaker 1 (22:59):
Yeah, because yeah, because your mind's trying to process something
that it's unpro unprocesssible. It's something that can't be really
processed because it's so beyond the hardware that we have.
I mean, this whole experience is so beyond the hardware
that we have. Infinite knowledge, downloads, no time, infinite love,
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no duality. This goes against everything that our hardware, our
brains are built to understand. So as you're coming out
of this, did you you have your husband, so your
husband at least is there to support you, and you
talk to somebody about this, which is great because a
lot of near death experiencers can't talk to anybody about
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this because they think they're nuts. At what point did
you come out publicly, out of the closet, out of
the near death experience closet and start telling family, friends,
colleagues things like that.
Speaker 2 (23:52):
Well, I did tell some family and friends at the time,
but we had just moved to a new state, so
I didn't really have a community there. But I did
tell some friends, and only over the phone because I
was explaining why I was so sick. Because I was
sick for ten years. It wasn't like I just got
all better the next day, you know. I was I
lost a chunk of my life. I gained a lot back,
but I lost, like my thirties were just you know,
(24:13):
sick and going through a lot, and I didn't know
what was going on. And it interesting enough when I
did go see a Western doctor. So I didn't go
to the hospital, but I did go see a Western
doctor weeks later to see if there was any permanent
damage because some big things were happening. And I was like, well,
I don't know. You know, great, I'm not going to
die because they won't let me, but what's happening to
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my physical body? And when I found this doctor, he
had had a near death experience eight years prior and
understood the assignment of do not use Western medicine. So
we did get to have a talk, which was really
nice to feel like, Okay, I'm not crazy, this does happen.
And then it took Sorry, what was your question.
Speaker 1 (24:58):
When you came out of the near death experience closet?
Speaker 2 (25:04):
I think I did my first podcast and shared it publicly,
maybe four or five years six, five years ago maybe m.
Speaker 1 (25:12):
And then how did you deal with people around you?
Your family, your friends, your colleagues. I mean, I'm assuming
that everybody was open to this. Oh maybe they were.
How was it?
Speaker 2 (25:21):
I don't know. I don't really talk about it with
my family. It's like they know my parents have passed
on now, so you know, so now they know everything.
So I didn't really talk about it a lot with
my family. I had one family member later that I
could talk to about this kind of thing, but it
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wasn't like a big conversation. I think in the beginning,
people wanted to know, like after it happened, and people
maybe that I didn't even know that well, wanted to
know about it, and they would send me email links
to like other people's stories. I think we had blogs
back then, and so I was like, people wanted me
to read other stories and I couldn't do it. It was
like whatever happened was so sacred. I couldn't I couldn't
(26:02):
take in more information of somebody else's experience. I couldn't
do it. I felt very fragile. I was very sick.
So it took a long time to be able to
talk about it publicly. And then when I did, you know,
I wasn't prepared for some of the trolls online, and
that was really hard, you know, of whether or not
somebody believes you or whatever, and it it was it
(26:24):
was a it's been a difficult journey, you know. It
took a long time for me to share this publicly.
Speaker 1 (26:29):
Now, did you come from my understanding? You came back
with some abilities that you didn't have before the near
death experience?
Speaker 3 (26:36):
Is that true?
Speaker 2 (26:38):
Yeah? I think, I mean I think one is just
like that awareness and the connection right which I did have.
I think that the near death experience, you know, remember
who you are and go back and help people. I
think that means something different for a lot of people,
and for me, I knew exactly what they were talking about,
but I was resistant. I didn't want to because I
wanted to be normal. I mean I really wanted to
(26:58):
be normal. My whole life no normal. I've always had
weird things happening to me that I thought were normal,
and then I found out they weren't. So for me,
I didn't want one more thing that put me outside
the box of normal. So it was it was hard
to feel grounded in who I was now and some
(27:21):
of the abilities I had. My intuition was just you know, magnified.
Speaker 1 (27:26):
Do you work, but you work with past lives and
the kind of life between lives as well you were
able to do. Do you remember yours and other people's
as well?
Speaker 3 (27:32):
Correct?
Speaker 2 (27:33):
Do? Yeah? So that was the big message. When I
came back and they said remember who you are, I
was like, oh, really, I have to do that. So
I stayed conscious between lifetimes, and I thought everyone did.
I thought it was totally normal. I didn't know until
I was about nineteen years old when someone told me
that people don't remember in between lifetimes. So for me,
remember who you are, go back and help people. Was
(27:55):
them calling me to start sharing my story of what
happens to us in between lifetimes because I thought I
didn't know. I didn't know that people didn't remember that
or not remember like they forgot. But I didn't know
that everyone didn't experience one long lifetime.
Speaker 1 (28:11):
So is what happens between lifetimes? Since I don't remember,
I don't remember, I'd loved to know.
Speaker 2 (28:17):
It's funny because in some ways people say I don't remember,
but every time I tell my story, it's like, you
do remember. There's a remembrance inside of you. So when
in my last life, I died, and I died probably
around the age I am now, I think I was
in my forties, I had a young daughter. I was
a male. My wife had died, and it was hundreds
of years ago, even though when I mean it could
(28:39):
have been a thousand years ago. And I was living
in a very two story brick building. And I remember
coming upstairs into my home and processing what I just learned,
which is that I was going to die. And I
was wearing brown pants and a linen shirt, standing at
(29:00):
my window and watching the guy push the cart with
vegetables on it, and like he was selling vegetables, and
he was going home for the day. And I remember
he had three daughters, and I knew where he lived,
and I was feeling very a lot of self. I
was having a little pity party, and I was feeling like, Okay,
this guy sells vegetables and I'm going to die. And
I was like, I don't know I had. I was
(29:21):
some sort of official. I was some sort of mayor
or something of the town. And I remember the last
project I worked on was like getting the windmill back up,
and if somebody's house burned down, I'd make sure that
everything went okay and they got what they needed. And
I had this role in this town. I was in
and I was processing that I was going to die soon,
and I was I remember the whole process of dying.
(29:42):
I remember lying in Ben, having my friends and family around,
and again feeling familiar even though I didn't want to die,
and I was like clinging to life, also feeling that
this process was very familiar, going through my life review.
And this is the one that really hits me. When
they took me through that life review, they showed me
what I could have done my potential had I lived
the assignment on my soul, had I done what they
(30:04):
told me to do all along, this is what would
have happened. You would have helped people exponentially. Your life
would have been more impactful for others. And so I said, okay,
I'll send me back. I'll do it. I understand now.
I'm sorry, I'll do it, send me back in. And
they said, you can't. You're dead. It's too late, and
you'll never be that person again. So I live with
(30:26):
that every day, that deep regret of wanting to live
the assignment on my soul and at the same time
feeling like, you know, a little nervous about it. And
I was like that my whole life, so I went
from there, and actually I didn't go right into the
higher realms because I had this young daughter and I
felt like I didn't want to leave her, and so
I sort of stayed in this in between watching her,
(30:49):
almost like I was watching a movie.
Speaker 1 (30:52):
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Speaker 2 (31:02):
And she was crying and she was in bed all
the time. And it wasn't until she started living her
life and started to feel happy again that I realized
I need to go on with my life. She's living
her life and it's time for me to go live mine.
And at that point I went into the higher realm.
I went into the astral realm, which is a world
(31:23):
made of light, and you come into a light body
and it's where you're using your chakras and you're telepathic.
I think a lot of people would feel that this
is heaven. I remember when I first got there, I
couldn't move or see anything. It was just like everything
around me was white. And then I realized, oh, I
have to open my spiritual eye. Not that I had
(31:43):
that thought, but it was like, oh, right, I know
how to do this. And then as I opened it,
I remember the world around me just came alive on
this It was like a planet. It's a higher realm,
but it was a planet. And I remember just looking
at my body and feeling like, oh right, this is
who I am. And I felt a lot taller and
very young, and just healthy, so healthy, like being sick
(32:06):
was like impossible, and feeling just this radiant love and peace.
And I remember looking down and just seeing the grass
underneath my feet, I bare feet, and just looking down
and seeing this emerald green grass shooting up all around me,
and recognizing that this world, like we only see half
(32:27):
the rainbow on Earth, and there's a whole different category
of color there. And again it's so familiar when you're
experiencing it, you're like, oh right, I knew that. I
knew that right, And just experiencing water moving through this river,
but it was made of light, and everything there is
made of light. And I had this entire lifetime there
where at first a lot of people when they go
(32:49):
into death, they go into a death sleep. They sleep
for a little while. Sometimes I sleep for the entire
time until they come back. For me. I like, I
took a nap and I found this meadow and I
went into the meadow and I lied down and I
took the most epic nap ever. But it was like
a nap for probably days, weeks, months. I have no
idea because you don't need food in the same way.
(33:12):
It's different as you're just an energy body. And I
remember my teacher coming to the meadow almost like are
you up yet? Are you ready? And I was like
five more minutes and days weeks later. I don't know
what it was, but it was like he would come
back and I could feel like he was male even
though there you could be male, female, whatever you want.
You can change bodies. You can be a male body,
you can be a female body. It really doesn't matter.
(33:32):
It's not a big deal there. And eventually I was ready.
And at that point, I remember there was some teachings
happening with me. I played a role there where I
would I just had this oval shaped meadow that I
would hang out in all the time, and I remember
seeing all these spiritual people over by the river in
a circle having talks and I was like, oh my gosh,
(33:53):
I want to go there, but I couldn't because I
hadn't reached the consciousness to be able to go communicate
with them and have that relationship on myself. I meditated.
Sometimes people would come into my meadow and I would
heal them. I had a role as a healer. Then
eventually I could go and join those that group of
people right at the river and talk. And it's interesting
(34:13):
because as I did that, some people would leave and
we're like, why would you leave? This is like the
most amazing spiritual community ever, right, and we're like talking
and communicating. And then it happened to me and I realized,
oh my gosh, I am playing a role of a
spiritual person and we're not here to play any roles.
We're here to release all of the roles that we
(34:34):
think we are on Earth. In the astral realm, you
don't want to have a role. So eventually I also left,
went back to my meadow and meditated and just continued
working on myself, connecting, trying to connect with God consciousness
on the deepest and highest level I could, And that's
really what I spent a lot of my time doing
while I was there.
Speaker 1 (34:53):
Did you see any relatives or answers?
Speaker 2 (34:56):
Oh yeah, oh yeah when you first get there, so
before I took nap. When I first got there. First,
it was just this epiphany of okay, wow, like everything's
made of light, and then yeah, all of your relatives
are there. And the neat thing is it's not just
from this lifetime. It was also past lives, so I
could see other beings, other souls that I was close to,
(35:17):
so you could say, like my family, but it wasn't
just from one life. And I got to see everybody
and they were just so happy. My wife was the
first being to greet me, the wife who had passed away,
and so that was like the closest person from there.
It was like all these other people from the current
life and other lifetimes of like, good to see you again, right,
it's been a couple of lifetimes. And then there were
(35:38):
some people that I didn't like so much. It really
is a lot more casual than I think sometimes we
think it would be because it's home, it's normal. So
and then there were some people that I wouldn't say
they were enemies, but we didn't like each other, and
there was just this mutual respect of you know, maybe
(36:00):
they had done something bad in a past life to me,
or I had done something bad to them, but it
was just this understanding of I get it. We don't
need to like hug and be friends, but thank you,
I appreciate you, I respect you. So there was yeah,
two different types of reunions, but mostly it was joy
and love.
Speaker 1 (36:17):
That's a very interesting concept because I haven't heard that before.
And it makes sense that if there was other entities
or with souls. Let's say we say people for lack
of a better word, but their souls on another soul
that you might have wronged in one way, shape or form.
There's no judgment, but there's an energetic thing there that
(36:39):
you're you're just not vibing for whatever reason, but you
are at the same time.
Speaker 2 (36:44):
But deep respect, deep respect, and gratitude.
Speaker 1 (36:48):
Deep but it's not but it's not hugging, yes, but
not huggs and kisses. No, not like oh my.
Speaker 3 (36:55):
God so much.
Speaker 1 (36:56):
No, it's like we did thanks, thanks for murdering me
and dark ages like none of that.
Speaker 2 (37:02):
Thanks for Let's cut that karmic tide. Let's be done
with that. We don't have to be friends, but we
don't have to be enemies and I and there's a
lot of gratitude because whatever we worked out, there are
things that we can't work out on any other planet,
but Earth. There are things that you can't do in
the other realms. Right there are higher realms and there
are lower realms. Earth, in my experience, is a sea
average planet. That doesn't mean it's not important, it's very important.
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But the energy here is very sea average, and then
you have lower realms, and then we have the higher realms,
and people are incarnating from both.
Speaker 1 (37:34):
To mean by sea average, we mean see average.
Speaker 2 (37:37):
As far as consciousness, it's just a see average planet.
As far as the consciousness of the people, the consciousness
that it's meant to hold is se average. But we
get a lot done here. I think that's how we
can be in these bodies and work out a lot
of our stuff.
Speaker 3 (37:51):
Got it.
Speaker 1 (37:52):
So there's there's realms that are not as conscious as
we are, and there's other realms. Do you from your
understanding on the other side, are we on a constant
upward swing right now as far as consciousness is concerned,
like it seems it seems even in our lifetime.
Speaker 3 (38:09):
Yeah, we've been. We've been, we've.
Speaker 1 (38:11):
Been rising, and consciousness from where we were born to
where we are we're not going in a downward spiral,
at least I don't think we are.
Speaker 2 (38:19):
We know, but I will tell you what's happening as
far as my understanding. Yes, we are moving up and
we are all one, so we're all moving up together.
Higher realm beings have incarnated here. So it's not just
that everyone here is average, just as this planet. There
are a lot of average consciousness beings. Sure, but we're
all working our way up to oneness reality, back to
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remembering who we are right to come here and play
this role and then to go, oh that's right, I'm
not this. I am. I am one with universal consciousness,
I am cosmic consciousness, I am love. So coming here
there are beings because after the astral realm, I incarnated
on an even higher realm where I stayed, I went
to a higher realm. From there, I went to the
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causal realm, and then I incarnated into this body. And
there are other people doing that. There are other people
here who I call them higher realm beings. They've been
incarnating on higher realms in this dimension and other dimensions.
They're incarnating, and then they came here to help up
level the planet. Then there's also beings who are working
their way up. They're not bad. We're all one. They're
working their way up from the lower realms, but we're
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all one. So if we think of it like a body,
as a higher realm being, you might say, okay, I'm
at the level of my eyes, but a lower realm
being might be at the level of my knees or
my feet. Well, we want all of it. While we're
not getting rid of we're not chopping anything off. We
want all of it because we are one. So as
the higher realm beings start to shift the planet, even
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the lower realme beings get pulled up because we're one.
The higher realm beings. A lot of times I feel
like they're hiding, they're shy, they're not coming and stepping
into their full power and potential and their gifts. We
lower realm beings are living their best life. They are
creating genocide, they are trafficking, they are creating new drugs,
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street drugs. They are I don't need to name all
of it. We know they come here and they are
fully aligned. They're like, yes, okay, I know who I am. Unapologetically,
I'm going to live my best life. Because they're holding
that energy from the lower realm, which is their comfort zone.
So they're living in alignment with who they truly are
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as that lower realm being, not who they truly are
as the infinite soul. But still you catch me, right,
you understand that. So then there are people out there
who are from the higher realms. They've been in, they've
already gone through Earth, they've incarnated on the higher realms,
and that's where they're most comfortable. And then they come
here and incarnate and they're playing small and they're second
guessing themselves and they're having imposter syndromes, and they're not
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creating podcasts or publishing their book or whatever it is
that they know they're meant to do, because they're hiding
because the conversation in this planet is too much about
the lower realm stuff. When you look anywhere on the media,
it's all about what the lower realm beings are doing.
There's not enough media or there's not enough publicity around
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what the higher realm beings are doing, around all of
the good stuff happening. And so therefore we're focused, hyper
focused on the lower realm. And I'm not going to
say good or bad because we're all one again. My eyes,
my knees, I like them both.
Speaker 1 (41:23):
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Speaker 2 (41:35):
So it's not a judgment. It's not in us against them,
but it is time for the higher realm beings to
wake up and level up and start living the assignment
on their soul because the earth can shift into a
higher age and we are shifting into a higher age.
But the question is if you're here to help shift
into a higher age and usher everyone into a higher age? Like,
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are you doing it? Or are you hiding? Are you
I thond guessing yourself? And I feel like there's a
lot of that happening. I feel like a lot of
people are waking up, but they're still moving slower than
some of the lower realm beings that are completely living
their best life.
Speaker 1 (42:10):
Yeah, I've never heard of a bank robber going.
Speaker 3 (42:14):
I don't know if I really should ribe a bank.
I don't. I don't feel confident enough.
Speaker 1 (42:19):
To rob a bank. You're like, it's like, no, they
just rob the bank, then there's no there's no blockage whatsoever.
Speaker 2 (42:26):
There's no blocks about worried about their lower chakras getting
cleared before they can go rob a blank you know,
where's higher roamings? You're like, are my chakras clear enough
to do this? Right? The lower vound beings are like, yes,
this is great, let's do it. Let's create all this havoc.
And then the higher round beings like they're meditating, they're shifting. Okay, great,
but like get into action. You are on earth, you
have a physical body. Go do something. Go do the
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thing that only you can do. Is it hard? Is
it uncomfortable? Yeah? But only you can do it. There's
not a there's not a replacement.
Speaker 1 (42:58):
So the life between live's memory was that before or
after the near death experience.
Speaker 2 (43:04):
Before I was born that way, and I didn't know
until my whole life, and that's why the near death
was so hard. When they're like, go back and help
people remember who you were, and I was like, you
want me to share that story? I mean, can I
just stay here?
Speaker 1 (43:16):
You know?
Speaker 2 (43:17):
I would rather stand so No. I've always known when
I was a baby, I would go into the kasal
because after the astral realm there was a celebration, which
was really neat. It's kind of like a celebration when
you get there because you're home and you get to
have this reunion with your friends and family even animals.
My favorite reunion was actually with a horse who was
also a cat, and so one lifetime we were a horse.
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There it was my horse, the other lifetime it was
my cat, and that being was there as well in
a human form, and it was just a wonderful reunion.
So from there I had worked on my own consciousness
and realized, oh, this is also Leela. This is also
a play happening in this realm. People are playing the
roles of spiritual beings, people are playing whatever roles even
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though we're in our light bodies. I want out of this.
So I was able to move into the higher realms
of the causal realm. So we had this experience meeting
my teacher, my spiritual teacher, my husband who was going
to be like basically planning our lifetime right, my daughter
and just sort of planning that and I don't remember
the details. It was just love and joy and excitement,
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and from there it almost felt like a celebration with
so many of the beings in that realm. I got
to go into the higher realm and incarnate in the
causal realm and have a whole lifetime there, and that's
where again it was a whole lifetime. So each lifetime
we're in infinite time, so I don't know how long
I was there. And that's where they did a life
review with me, because I wanted the higher teachings and
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I was screaming, I want the Higher teachings and kind
of summarizing really quickly. I did write about it in
my book and summarizing really really quickly, and that's where
I had a life review. But from my entire existence incarnate,
so from the plant kingdom to the animal kingdom to
the human kingdom, I got to see my entire all
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of my lifetimes and experience all of them, and even
on other planets, right because we don't only incarnate on Earth,
so I got to see all of that. So all
of that is also in my memories. When I'm born
and I thought that was normal, I didn't know. Again.
It took me until I was nineteen and I had
(45:27):
some clues that it wasn't normal. But I literally because
I was so young when I got my first clue,
I was in pre school and I so for me,
when you turn off the lights and it gets dark,
I see lights everywhere. It kind of looks like TV
fuzz to me. If you remember TV fuzz, just like
millions of white lights are everywhere. When I was younger,
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there were big and there were colorful lights everywhere, and
I just thought everyone had that at bed time that
we all you turn off the lights and you see
all the astral lights at one point. And this is
sort of my first clue that people don't remember this,
because I thought, wow, you know, they're like, okay, time
for bed, and I was like awesome, Like this is
gonna be so fun. And I remember feeling or seeing
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all these lights moving back and forth, and at one
point I reached out because I knew I could get one,
and so I reached out and my hand just went
through the air, and so I was like, no, this
is real. So I reached out again. My hand went
through the air, and I reached out again and again,
and then I finally reached out and I pulled it
back and I knew it it was real. And I
woke up and I had this toy in my hand.
(46:35):
And it wasn't until I read actually autobiography that I
learned about astrally projected objects. So in the morning I
was excited to share, like, what did you get last night?
Right what did you pull out of the lights? And
so I'm sharing this thing I got and nobody believes me,
and they're like, where did you get that? And I'm like,
(46:56):
from the lights, Like you know when you travel lights
and we start to go to bed, all the lights
are floating around. It was one the lights, and I
knew I can get it, so I did. I thought
they'd be proud of me, and it was like, where
did you get that? And I'm like, oh my gosh,
they thought I stole it. And I'm in pre school.
I'm having this epiphany that I can't talk about this.
So then I thought, I told myself it's just taboo.
They know it's just taboo to talk about We're not
(47:17):
supposed to talk about this. So again, it wasn't until
I was nineteen that someone directly told me that people
don't remember or talk about these things. So it took
a long time.
Speaker 1 (47:29):
It seems like it took a long time. Do you
remember any other in between lives or even other past
lives that have affected the course of this life?
Speaker 2 (47:38):
Yeah, I think all of that. I mean, some of
them are fun, so yeah, I mean I remember being,
you know, eating myself to death in one lifetime, I
remember being very wealthy and just very greedy. In another lifetime,
I remember being in a theater, a performer on a
theater on stage, and another lifetime, so I remember, I
remember so many of them. One of my favorites. Two
(48:01):
of my favorites are actually from the Animal Kingdom. One
was when I was a bird. I think it was
a bird of prey because I was up high on
this hill and I was the second to last egg
to hatch, and I remember leaving the nest and feeling
really nervous, and the other birds had left first. And
then I was like, because it's funny, the essence of
me was still there even in the other lifetimes. The essence,
(48:23):
not the personality, but the essence of me has always
been the same. And the insect kingdom and the animal
Kingdom and still me. It's still us. We are the
same essence of who you truly are, even if you're
having a lifetime experience, as you know, an insect kingdom
or in the animal kingdom. And so I would just
I remember flying through this large valley and almost like
(48:43):
GPS would show me that there was a I don't know,
mouse or something, and I would just head toward it
without thinking. It was just pure instinct everywhere. And then
the life that I remembered the most, right before I
encarnated as human, was as a wolf. And again it
was like this family unit and I had my job
to do and it was a beautiful lifetime. And then
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I was human living on a farm.
Speaker 1 (49:06):
How did you deal with all of this information? I mean,
I gotta believe this is a lot to process in
this little brain of ours. It seems you know, it's
tough enough being a teenager or somebody in your twenties
without this information, right right? How did you process that,
deal with it, live a normal life with knowing all
this stuff?
Speaker 2 (49:27):
Well? First, remember, yeah, I didn't know. I thought everyone
knew too. I thought, how would I know? No one
had told me that I couldn't pull a nastrally projected
object out of the lights. Nobody told me I wasn't
allowed to do that. No one told me I wasn't
supposed to remember in between lifetimes, I didn't know, So
for me it was normal. But we just don't talk
about it, right, That was my thought, and I think
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that was why I had such a pull to be normal.
I just wanted to be normal and fit in. And
I think that was how I processed what I was
able to do and what I knew and the experiences
I had, right, because I had lots of interesting experiences
working in the trauma intensive care unit too, lots of
interesting spiritual experiences with patients you know there. But I
(50:16):
was trying to do it within a normal setting of
a hospital, right, very normal.
Speaker 1 (50:20):
Did you ever have a near death experience at the
hospital when dealing in drama, like a patient of yours
die and come back and talk about something, well, not.
Speaker 2 (50:31):
In the way of going into the higher realms. They
would tell us, like, you know, there'd be like a
family meeting with a doctor maybe talking about their condition,
maybe taking them off life support, something like that, and
they'd go down the hall into one of the double
door conference rooms, and you know, the patient is in
the ICU. They're not leaving, and.
Speaker 1 (50:51):
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Speaker 2 (51:01):
They would tell us about the meetings, the family meetings
that they were at, but it was outside down the hall,
and that actually happens quite a bit, like more than
people even know. I think a lot of patients are
having experiences when they code, when they die, or when
they're close to death.
Speaker 1 (51:21):
Did that seem weird to you before you have death experience?
It just seemed normal to you.
Speaker 2 (51:26):
I just thought, you know, I live in a world
where things that are not normal, I thought were normal. Again,
it's like I would I think that's how I processed it. Oh,
we just don't really talk about that, right, And I
just I think. I mean, I look at myself and
I can kind of laugh, like I was so dense
back then, but it's just how I processed it. That
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was sort of an innocence too, like you know, we
all remember this, but we're just not talking about it.
I didn't know. I didn't know why. And then again
when I was when I was about nineteen, someone told me.
And admittedly I had a huge crush on this guy
that told me, so it sort of hit a little more.
All you want to do is fit in. And he
was a light being. So I think I'm talking to
(52:07):
a light being and I'm talking about, like, you know,
remember the place but with all the lights before we're born,
and I'm talking about, you know, moving into higher realms
and how we can travel from that realm into higher
realms because we can. And he's just like from He
was from California too, and he was like dude, like
nobody like people don't talk about that, and me wanting
to be a normal girl, was like okay. So I
(52:28):
think the near death experience was like stop at Mantico,
wake up, stop acting so human. I always tell people.
Speaker 1 (52:38):
So, do you have any advice for people on finding
what their true soul plan is? There's their blueprint, their mission,
their sole mission is in life because so many of
us are trying to figure it out and you might
have an insight that could help somebody listening.
Speaker 3 (52:52):
So do you have any advice?
Speaker 2 (52:54):
I mean, the first thing is so keep it simple,
you guys. I think people are over thinking it. They're
over pressuring them, Like, take the pressure off. The only
thing you're here to do is not a doing, it's
a being. The only thing that we're here for is enlightenment.
To be a self realization at the very beginning right
to realize and remember who you are as the soul
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and then move into oh I am oneness consciousness. There
is no one else. That's the only thing we're here for.
That's the experience. The universe is having through us of
moving away from itself to come back to itself. And
then we complicate it with jobs, and we complicate it
with these roles that we want to play because we
want to. We do want to do something. And I
just said a little while ago, get up and do something.
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The doing comes out of your soul, right, so the
doing comes from our soul. Of like, this is what
I have to do. Like for me, I had to
create my own modality called astrol therapy. I had to
do it. Nobody else was doing it. Of course I
had imposter syndrome. Of course I thought this is crazy,
and yet I had no choice. And I feel like
a lot of our soul assignment when we feel like
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what am I here to do? It's the thing that
you don't want to I'll speak for myself. It's the
thing I didn't want to do that I resisted the most.
It's the story I resisted the most, And it's creating
what I was resisting the most because it's bigger than me,
because it has nothing to do with me. And I
think that when we're looking at what is my soul assignment? First,
keep it simple, who are you? And ask yourself, Who
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am I?
Speaker 3 (54:21):
Who am I?
Speaker 2 (54:22):
Until your soul answer is back and then mission accomplished.
That's what you're here to do. Now. Anything that is
born from that identity of this is who I really am? Beautiful,
share it, get to work. But you can't really live
your soul assignment without feeling and recognizing who you are
(54:45):
as a soul. That would be kind of difficult. So
the first thing is take the pressure off. You know.
It's just yeah, b.
Speaker 1 (54:56):
NOWO. I'm going to ask you a few questions. Ask
all of my guests, what is your definition of living
a fulfilled life?
Speaker 2 (55:03):
I think what I just said. Realizing and remembering who
you are, that's all we're here to do. That's it.
You start to have that, no one can take it
away from you.
Speaker 1 (55:11):
If you had a chance to go back in time
and talk to little Monaco, what advice would you give her?
Speaker 2 (55:15):
Oh my gosh, well that's something that can happen. Actually,
I got stories. Don't worry. It really is like, just
do it, don't worry. I believe in you, and feeling
that my future self believe in me got me where
I am.
Speaker 1 (55:33):
How do you define God.
Speaker 2 (55:36):
Oneness, oneness, consciousness? It's ever expanding oneness consciousness and what
is love you and me? It's it's it's our true identity,
you know, it's it's uh, it's the ultimate reality with
no opposite.
Speaker 1 (55:56):
And what is the ultimate purpose of life?
Speaker 2 (55:59):
To remember who who you are?
Speaker 1 (56:03):
And where can people find out more about you and
the work that you're doing in the world.
Speaker 2 (56:07):
I have a website soul priority dot com, and I've
got a Facebook page Instagram at Madico Frederick and a
YouTube page as well at Modico Frederick. So they can
find me on social media or my website.
Speaker 3 (56:20):
And do you have any parting messages for the audience?
Speaker 2 (56:25):
Get to work, you know, I think a lot of
people listening are higher own beings. You've been incarnating on
the higher realm. You know who you are. Quit playing small,
Quit get off the sidelines, and start elevating humanity. Do
what you know your soul is being called to do.
Speaker 1 (56:42):
Mantefel, thank you so much for coming on the show
and sharing your story with all of us. And I
hope this helps awaken some of these higher beings into
action because God knows we need it. So I appreciate you,
my dear, thank.
Speaker 2 (56:52):
You for having me. This is fun.
Speaker 1 (56:53):
Thank you, oh, thank Marico so much for coming on
the show and sharing her gifts and knowledge with all
of us. If you want to get links to anything
we spoke about in this episode, head over to the
show notes at next levelsoul dot com Forward slash four
three seven. Now. If this conversation stirred something in you,
there's more waiting. You can listen to this episode completely
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your awakening at Next levelsoul dot tv. Thank you so
(57:35):
much for listening. As I always say, trust the journey.
It's there to teach you. I'll see you next time.
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