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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Night Vision Vision. Following clues left by our ancestors, we
unbury the past to reveal a knowledge of unfathomable value,
putting us just a little closer to our own true birthrights.
From the secret history of a possible bloodline of Jesus Christ,
a secret history of America's founders, to the secret history
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of extraterrestrial interaction on our planet. Here to bring light
to the night. Now your host for night Vision Radio,
Renee Barnett.
Speaker 2 (00:46):
Hey, everyone, welcome to night Vision. I am your host,
Renee Barnett, and I'm really excited about tonight's show, so
I'm not going to take too much time upfront talking
about anything else.
Speaker 3 (00:58):
One reason I'm excited is.
Speaker 2 (00:59):
Because we've got a brand new show starting on KGRA
on Monday at five o'clock eatern time. It's called Alien
Spirit and it's going to be hosted by my guest tonight,
sav Talk. And I know probably a lot of you
are already familiar with her, and that's one of the
reasons why we're so excited, because she's well known among
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the community and very well respected. I've heard nothing but
good things about sev and Oh and by the way,
her news show here on KGRA. Alien Spirit is highlighted
in this month's newsletter.
Speaker 3 (01:41):
So if you're not signed up for the new slaper,
sign up. It's free.
Speaker 2 (01:45):
Just go in and sign up to be on the
mailing list, you know, automatically receive generally on the first
Thursday of each month the KGRA newsletter. We've got some
articles in there and news about shows that they have
coming up and that sort of thing, any kind of events.
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And if you have a story you'd like to share
with us, and you'd like us to do an article
about it, just write to Renee at kg R adb
dot com and let me know. And don't worry about
if you say I'm not a writer. All you got
to do is throw some facts down on a page
and I'll make them fit together. So love to hear
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your personal stories. And I know all the viewers and
listeners really really appreciate people sharing their stories sometimes that
it helps them out, you know, if they're a little shy,
or they're having a few problems with their family or
anyone like that, coping with their experiences. Anyway, that's enough
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about all that, So let me introduce someone who needs
no introduction.
Speaker 3 (02:58):
Advise up how are you.
Speaker 4 (03:06):
I'm good, Thank you. Good to be here with you
and your listeners.
Speaker 2 (03:12):
Well, thank you so much. It's wonderful to have you.
I'm so excited to be the first one on the
station to nab you for an interview before anybody else
because I'm on the inside, so I get to sneak
in there real first. You know, Bill and I have
a little Oh, I'm good on all the other hosts. No,
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I better not say that. I'll get Bill in trouble.
But everybody loves Bill. Bill is our executive producer, and
he is the heart and soul of ag r A
and we love him, love him to bits, and he
does treat everybody here an equally, So I.
Speaker 3 (03:51):
Don't want to start any arguments. But sev you know.
Speaker 2 (03:56):
To me when I was working on the newsletter reading
about your story, and of course I went on your
website and I read your personal account, which really really interesting. Again,
you know, as I just mentioned, people love to hear
about someone's first hand experience.
Speaker 3 (04:17):
There's kind of nothing like it.
Speaker 2 (04:19):
You know, if I'm relaying your story, it's just not
as profound as if it's coming straight from you. And
I know that it was probably what twenty eighteen before
you went public with your story. And by the way,
I don't even know how it came up. I was
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on the phone with a friend of mine and I
must have mentioned that your show was starting or that
I was going to interview you, and he said, was
there in Baltimore when she came out for the first
time about her alien experiences?
Speaker 4 (05:00):
Yes, that was an Alien Con. It was.
Speaker 2 (05:06):
Yes.
Speaker 4 (05:06):
Two weeks after my book debut, you have the right
to talk to aliens on Amazon. Two weeks after that,
Alien Con contacted me. They're affiliated with ancient aliens. Excuse
me and said, congratulations, You're a speaker at Alien Con
in Baltimore, of all places. Because I had a lot
of activity in Baltimore. I graduated from Loyola University. I
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lived in Baltimore for quite a while. I started my
spiritual practice there too, And it was a big deal
for me because coming out in Baltimore was very special.
My mom and my sisters still live there, most of
my friends are still there. And I stood on that
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stage and I came out for the first time in
my life after decades and decades of hiding, and it
was life changing. The room was packed everybody was so supportive,
and I felt so comfortable and so accepted. And when
I was sitting at my vendor table, there were lines
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of people waiting not only for the book, but to
talk to me because they wanted to tell me what happened.
And many of them would start off by saying, I've
never told anyone this before, but I'm going to tell you.
And now I say, that's like music to my ears.
And that's when I realized, this is what I want
to do. I want to help experiences. I want to
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be an experience or advocate, and that's what I am,
and I've been doing it for about six years now,
helping people around the world deal with their et contact.
Speaker 3 (06:50):
You know, is it when people came up to you.
Speaker 2 (06:55):
Was it a mixture of people who helped me had
had a positive or maybe a spiritual experience the DTS
and some you know, you do hear some people talk
about very scary experiences. Was it a mixture of people
or do you think that more people are starting to.
Speaker 3 (07:19):
Not have the negative experiences?
Speaker 4 (07:22):
No, that's such a good question. The negative experiences, all right,
Most of the people who contact me have a positive experience.
It is actually pretty normal for an experiencer to have
a spiritual awakening, and this is often what happens. Sometimes
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there are negative experiences. For the first several decades of
my life, I was very afraid of the Grace, very
very afraid. I thought they were evil. I thought they
were bad. I thought they were messing with me. And
that was my perspective. This is something I talk a
lot about. Your perspective. What is your perspective, what are
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your filters? Mine was victimization. I played the victim, the
best victim in the world. Everything was happening to me.
If bad things were happening, it was his fault, it
was my ex husband's fault, it was this fault. And
actually it's the Grace that helped me pop out of
my victim vibe and to help me live the most
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authentic way that I can. I've been on this path
of authenticity for a while, and on that path I
had to face the ets. They were my greatest fear. Now.
I was afraid of them because my perspective, because I
assumed my ex husbands were victimizing me. The Grays are
going to victimize me too. Everyone's victimizing me. But then
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I made that switch, and I see that they were
helping me, and I help experiencers change their perspective. Just
like on Earth, your perspective filters everything. Your perspective matters
how you think, the thoughts that you have in your mind,
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the activities that you're engaged in, all of this creery.
Excuse me, I.
Speaker 3 (09:19):
Guess your belief systems come into play too.
Speaker 4 (09:22):
Yes, yes, and also your belief systems about yourself. Who
are you? What is your role on Earth? And all
of this energy, all of these thoughts and beliefs and
everything has energy, and it radiates from you and it
creates your bio field, your quantum energy matrix, your aura,
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whatever you want to call it, and that radiates out
into the world, and that determines your reality. It determines
what you're going to align with on Earth also off Earth.
That's why the quality of your energy, what you radiate,
is so important on Earth and also if you're going
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through the cosmos looking for new et friends, because you're
gonna align with a similar energy. And if you're fearful,
if you feel like you're a victim, if you feel powerless,
you're gonna align with lower vibratory beings. You're also going
to filter your experience through that lens. You'll say that
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they were hurting me were in reality, they weren't hurting you.
It's just how you perceived it. Sometimes there is actual hurt.
I don't want to negate anyone that hasn't been hurt,
but I'm just emphasizing that how you perceive your reality
and your role in it will determine your ET contact,
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how you how you roll contact. When we're stuck in
that victim vibe, when we think that the ETS are
hurting us and we have no control, which is not true.
We always have control, we then lose the ability to
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learn from ET contact because we get a lot of
information from ETS, information to help us individually and collectively.
And if you're stuck in that fearful energy, you're not
going to get that message. You're not going to hear
that message, You're not going to process that message. ET
contact is filled with wonderful information to help you. So
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in all these years of talking to experiences around the world,
I've concluded that ETS are giving us information about five
basic topics about scientific innovation, about the hybridization program, how
to strengthen our psychic abilities, potential future fate of mankind
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and spiritual self empowerment. Now, the government or the powers
that be don't necessarily want us to have that information,
and the ets realize they can't land in front of
the White House. That's just going to cause a lot
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of death, a lot of confusion. So in order to
help transform our society and we need help, they're coming
through us individually. So as the individual transforms, as the
individual empowers themselves, then the collective shall transform. It takes
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each and every single one of us. Each and every
single one of us matters because it's through each of
us that we're going to collectively transform. So sometimes people
ask me, what can I do to help? What can
I little oe me do to help? Everything feels like
it's falling apart, And the answer, it's really simple. The
answer is be the most authentic, fulfilled version of yourself
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you can possibly be, and then you're going to radiate
that love and that is what's going to help. Now
to some people, that seem silly, but it's not silly,
it's reality for those of us who've made that change.
I've gone from victim to non victim. I'm gone from
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powerless to empowered, and my life is dramatically changed because
of it. And it is because I decided to go
on this spiritual journey, the journey, the internal journey, to
look at where I was mentally getting caught up in
my head. Why did I think I was a victim?
Why did I do that? Why did I marry two
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abusive men? And I've after my second divorce, I realized,
oh my gosh, it's not them, it's me. It's been
me the whole time, and so be mad at them.
I let them, I let this happen. And that's when
I realized, Okay, I'm going to lose this vibe. And
then my ET contact amped up, amped up because they
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heard the call and they were helping me. But it
took me a while not to be afraid of them.
Speaker 1 (14:20):
Though.
Speaker 4 (14:20):
What it took were those two red x's on my tush.
Speaker 2 (14:25):
Oh yes, yes, I want to hear that story. I'm wondering,
do you think that your sort of cultural background made
you a little bit more open. I know your parents
taught you to meditate, or at least had you meditating
at a very very early age, which genuinely is not
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done in the West. So I know well born, but
grew up here, but your parents grew up there, right.
Speaker 4 (15:01):
Yes, I was born in Istanbul.
Speaker 2 (15:04):
Are they like Russia in that Russia has always been
more involved in consciousness studies, in that sort of thing
where people more open to these kind of ideas.
Speaker 4 (15:16):
The individuals are, but I can't say that the government
is now. There's all kinds of countries around the world
that are engaged in psychic warfare. We know that United States, Russia.
I don't know if Turkey is. But going back to
my upbringing, I was born in Istanbul and when I
was about one, we left. We went to Canada first,
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where my sister was born, and then we came into
the United States and we settled in the Washington, DC area.
And my parents didn't know English. So the reason we
went to Canada Montreal first was because my dad's entire
education was in French. We went to private schools and
he thought, well, when we get to Quebec, I can
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see my language. To get to Quebec and I'm a baby,
there's my mom and my dad and they don't. It's
not the same French. And I really admire my parents
for what they did, because they gave up a very
very cushy, very comfortable lifestyle to come here, and I
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started first grade not knowing English. Now I think that
might explain why some of my psychic abilities are strengthened.
Because when I was a little girl and people were
talking around me, I couldn't understand what was being said.
I didn't know English, and so I started using my
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psih abilities to pick up energy, to pick up what
was being said, to pick up how that other person
was feeling. So I've been doing that since I was
a little girl. And then in fifth grade, my parents
taught my sister and I had to meditate, and we
had a walking closet, and each one of us would
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go into the walking closet, including my parents. We'd take
our turn and we'd close our eyes, would go into
a meditation, and when we came out, we'd share with
our parents what we saw, what we heard, what we felt.
And so ever, since I was a little girl, I've
been very open to the other dimensions. My parents were
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very innovative. They're not typical Turkish people of their time
at all. I remember when my parents had a lot
of dinner parties and their friends would come over, and
my parents were always seen as different, very open minded
and very innovative. And when I was in elementary school,
my parents were buying water decades ago. Well you know
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in the office you had those big water cooler things.
We had that in our living room and excuse me,
in our dining room. And our friends would come over
and they would laugh, why are you buying water? Who
buys water? You could get bought water for free. And
my dad would always give him a taste test, a
blind taste test of the water he bought in the
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water from the tap, and the water he bought always one.
They always like that one better. And that's just a
tiny little example. And now everyone buys water, but ag
the vitamins, the health food, the meditation. Everything that started
when I was in elementary school.
Speaker 3 (18:32):
Wow, you were fortunate in that.
Speaker 4 (18:36):
I think I'm very grateful for my parents to expose
me to that. But at the same time, there's a
downside to that because people can see it was really weird,
especially back then. And so when I realized as a
young girl that I can pick up information about people
that I shouldn't know, and I a couple of times
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I share it with my little girlfriends and they just
looked at me like, how would you Why would you say?
Speaker 3 (19:03):
How do you know that?
Speaker 4 (19:05):
And so I learned because I thought they knew it too.
I'm like, I thought whatever I was picking up, other
people were picking up too, And so I learned to
keep my mouth shut. And that was the beginning of
the distress that I had to hide myself.
Speaker 3 (19:21):
Yeah, that would be really tough.
Speaker 2 (19:24):
All this was going on and you couldn't talk to
anyone about it, but that would be extremely streful.
Speaker 4 (19:33):
My first et contact conscious et contact memories are from
the age ten, from ten to twelve, and I keep
that a secret too, so I never told my parents,
although I could have. I hid this until just a
few years ago. When I was ten living in Crofton,
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which is a DC suburb in Maryland. I would find
myself outside at night, like I would go to sleep,
and then the next thing I know, I'm outside and
standing in grass all by myself. It's nighttime and I
would see a spaceship coming. And this happened so many
times between the age of ten and twelve. I lost track,
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but each time the spaceship would come from a different direction,
and when I saw it, I would be so happy,
so happy. I was like yay. It was like my relative.
I was seeing my relative or a brother or something,
and it just felt so good. It would come. It
would land, stairs would descend, and a door would open,
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and this being would walk out and walk right down
towards me. And he looked more human than non human.
He was all in dark clothes, dark top, dark pants,
dark hair. He was young, twenties or thirties. And the
only difference I saw or his ears, because his ears
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they were just slightly elongated on the very top, but
nothing like doctor Spock. And I wasn't even into star
Trek then, and he was just checking up on me.
You're just making sure I was okay. And at age twelve,
the last visit was different. This time I was with
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a group of kids, and I had never been with
kids before, and we're lined up, we're about the same height,
and we're watching the ship go away, fly away, and
we're really sad because we knew we weren't going to
see him again. And I heard my head, it's time
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to get to work. You have worked to do. Now
I'm twelve years old. I don't know what that means.
I just ignored it. Now I'm beginning to understand better.
I think I understand what that means. After each contact,
I would find myself back in my room, And this
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is typical for experiencers who've had contact. You're put back
where you began. Sometimes not always. Sometimes some people are
like miles and miles away. But in this case, I'd
find myself back in my bedroom and ding. My eyes
would pop open, fully alert, no gragginess, no sleepiness, no nothing.
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I describe it like being plopped into three D from
another reality. Just you're just dropped in and you're like, ding,
I'm here. And I'd be really confused because my bedroom
didn't feel as real as being with that being my space. Brother.
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Being in the bedroom felt fake. I felt like an illusion.
Now I'm ten, I'm eleven, I'm twelve. This is very
confusing to me. And then I just tell myself, I
just forget about what happened. It's time to get dressed,
go to fifth grade, and just try to be normal.
And that was my whole life. Just try to be normal.
Speaker 2 (23:12):
So when you saw them, Lee that you were there
with the other kids, and you were sad, and cause
you knew you wouldn't see them again. Did you never
did see those particular beings again.
Speaker 4 (23:25):
Or oh, oh, you're bringing up something that I usually
don't talk about. Okay, yeah, I think I saw them again.
What happened was in twenty sixteen, I made a very surprise,
very impromptu trip to Roswell, New Mexico. I'm just happy
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to make that it's just my The gentleman I was
with at the time called me and he said, I
have to go to White Sands for work. White Sands
Missile Range. Why with me, I'll show you White Sands.
I'll take you to Oswell. Oh my god, it's maying.
So I go to White Sands Missile Range and I
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couldn't stand it. I never want to go back again.
It was one of the worst places I've ever been
in my life. White Sands is beautiful. There's a national
park where you can slide down these beautiful white sands.
It's amazing. It's like you're on another planet. But the
missile range itself is energetically dark. And as soon as
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I've got there, in my mind's eye, like all my
hair stood up. And it's at the base of this
big black mountain, and in my mind's eye, I could
just see tunnels and rooms under the ground and I
was not getting a good feeling. I just wanted to
get out of there as fast as I could. Well,
he wanted to show it to me. We go through
the museum, we go through everything. Finally we leave and
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I almost run to the car and I'm like, don't
ever bring me back here again. So then we go
go off to Roswell. We go to the museum and
then we go to the hotel room and we're both
really tired. Now my partner at the time, he was neutral.
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He believed, but he could also not believe, like he
could go either way. He was neutral. He was very
very supportive of me though, so we had this experience
in Roswell that really freaked him out. So we go
to the hotel room. We're both exhausted. He goes to
the bathroom. I sit on the bed and I start
to flick through the TV and I think to myself,
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I wish the show People of Earth was on. Did
you ever watch that show People of Earth?
Speaker 3 (25:46):
No?
Speaker 4 (25:47):
So good? It was only on I think for two seasons.
It was produced by Conan O'Brien, who I think is
an alien himself, and it was this really funny take
on an experienced or support group. It's really well done
and it has grays it, it has the Reptilians, it has
the Nordics. It's really funny and I really liked it.
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But I knew it was over. I knew it wasn't
going to be on it ended. So he came out
of the bathroom. I stopped the TV on a commercial.
He said what he had to say. I turned the
TV back on. I didn't even change the channel, and
puff People of Earth comes on. Yeah, and I'm like, whoa, okay,
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and he had not seen it. So we watched it
and we laughed, went to sleep. Next thing I know,
my eyes pop opening and I can't say anything. It's
pitch black, like I literally can't see my hand in
front of my face. But I do hear footsteps. I
hear footsteps on the carpet, and I feel him, my
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partner at the time, getting into the bed, and I
say to myself, why was he sitting on the couch?
Was it because of the aliens? And I went back
to sleep. I wake up in the morning. He's in
the shower and I remember that thought. I'm like, why
did I think that? And then all of a sudden renee.
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All of a sudden boom, I get this download of information.
I hear it, I feel it, I see it. And
what happened that night was that I made contact with
a few Grays and they were talking to me about
a book I was writing. Back then. It's not the
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book that I have now, it was another book. But
back then I was afraid of the Grays. I thought
they were bad, and so I was like, who are
you going to tell me what kind of book to write,
mister Gray, Like, I'm not going to listen to you.
That was my attitude. I also all of a sudden
new stuff that I didn't know the night before, and
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they gave me a lot of information about the hybridization program,
and they told me there are millions of people involved,
there are billions of embryos, and the Grays were killing
themselves off because they lost the ability to be empathetic
and sympathetic, and so they're engaged in this hybridization program
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with human beings. For the most part, they pick human
beings who have maybe higher than normal psychic abilities, people
who are very loving, who wear their heart on their sleeves,
intelligent people, and these embryos that they've created are very loving,
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very kind, very spiritual, very psychically evolved. And I was
told we are on the path of annihilating ourselves, but
it's not too late. We can turn around, but we're
on it. And if we continue and annihilate ourselves, then
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these embryos will be used to receive the planet.
Speaker 2 (29:09):
And what do what they say we need to do
to non annihilate ourselves.
Speaker 4 (29:18):
That's where the information the ets are giving us about
spiritual empowerment comes in. What we were talking about earlier. Basically,
take the time to go deep inside of yourself, to
connect with your heart, discover what you think your purpose
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is for being here. We all have a purpose for
being here. What is that purpose? When you discover what
that purpose, When you know what that purpose is, and
you align all of your actions, all of your intentions
on focus on your purpose, your life completely changes because
now you are living your purpose, now, your authentic version
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of yourself. And that's what brings in the abundance and
the health, and the ease, and just the overall happy
feeling of being alive. Many of us are not happy
to be alive right now, but you can be happy
to be alive no matter what's going on around us,
you can still find that personal peace?
Speaker 3 (30:23):
Yea.
Speaker 2 (30:25):
And I ask you, is there a battle of good
and evil going on?
Speaker 4 (30:34):
I look at it in terms of energy.
Speaker 2 (30:38):
Or is it just high energy and low energy or
high energy and error.
Speaker 4 (30:46):
Error?
Speaker 3 (30:48):
Well, like you know.
Speaker 2 (30:50):
When people say when you do a bad thing, people
call it a sin, but actually the definition of sin
is error, you know, just making mistakes in your choices,
you know, making bad choices.
Speaker 3 (31:07):
There just seems to be a law of.
Speaker 2 (31:09):
Rancor and chaos and sort of hatespewing. And you know,
not only in this country, but you know around the world,
but certainly we see it here and it almost seems like,
you know, there's a battle going on here underneath. Is
that anything to do with us moving not towards self annihilation?
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I mean, is that something that we need to fix.
Speaker 3 (31:40):
This or else we're going to.
Speaker 4 (31:45):
Yes, But it's very indep It just comes from fear.
So I'm just gonna talk about the United States of America.
Fear is prevalent, Fear is pushed on us. Fear is
the control mechanism, and so most of America are quite fearful.
And so as long as we allow ourselves to be
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driven by fear. This is the world we're going to
live in, and it takes each and every single one
of us individually to decide I'm not going to live
my life through fear anymore. It doesn't work, there's no benefit.
I'm sick, I'm depressed, I'm unhappy. We're falling apart, we're
killing each other, we're killing children. The number one cause
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of death of children in the United States is guns.
So eats are looking at us like, my god, you
have such a long way to go. We are flowing.
You can do it.
Speaker 3 (32:44):
We can do it a fround of it.
Speaker 4 (32:48):
The other thing is it's not easy. It's not easy
to go on a spiritual journey and to start uncovering
the dark aspects of you, the negative thoughts that you
have that have not benefited you. This isn't easy work.
It's work for the brave, but it is worth it
because your life changes. You can still find happiness, you
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can still find peace amongst all this chaos.
Speaker 2 (33:14):
Yeah, So, I know you mentioned earlier about an experience
that you had that physical evidence was left behind. Can
you tell us about that.
Speaker 4 (33:30):
Experience about the red axes about that one? Yes, Well,
that happened here. I live in North Carolina on the
Inner Banks, and I moved here in twenty seventeen, and
so I came here from Capitol Hill, Washington, d C.
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Before that, Baltimore. I came to a very small town.
And the second night I was here, the second the
second morning. The second morning, I was in my kitchen
unpacking dishes. Now at this time, I'm very afraid of
the Grace. I'm still very afraid of them. And as
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I'm unpacking the dishes, it feels like a bug bit
my butt and it really hurt. It was like this pinch.
So I yelled over to my partner, I think something
bit my butt. Will you look at it. He's like yeah.
So I walk over to the living room and I
think this is funny. And I bend over and he's
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looking and he's not saying anything, and I'm starting to
get nervous. And then I just had this gut knowing like,
oh my god, this is the Grace. I just knew it.
So I was starting to get nervous. I'm scared, Well,
did a bug bite me? And he says, well, yeah,
there was a little bug bite, but there's also this
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red ex oh wow, was on my left cheek of
my tush, and it was about that big. Was that
about inch and a half or so, And it's made
up of nine little circles that looked like they were
burned into my skin. And when I ran my finger
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across it or my tush, I couldn't feel them. I
couldn't feel those bumps. And they did disappear for a
couple of weeks. And this picture has been around the world.
People have measured it. It's equidistant. So when I saw that,
I was absolutely stunned. He was very stunn he was shocked.
It's a very logical man. And all of a sudden,
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there's a red ax on my tush, and I knew
it was a grace. So I said to him, We're
going to pretend like this never happened. We're going to
pretend like we never saw this, and we're just gonna
move on. And he's what I'm like, Well, this is
what I've been doing my whole entire life. Ignore thing,
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Ignore all the marks on my bodies, Ignore strange things
touching me at night, ignore lights in the hallway, ignore
sounds for ignore everything my whole in line. That's what
I do.
Speaker 3 (36:13):
It suck?
Speaker 4 (36:13):
Okay, Well, I went around in the house. I was
sitting on the chairs. I was in the car, sitting
on the car seat. I was on the law and furniture.
I'm like, what could have like put this X on
my toush without me feeling? And of course I couldn't
find anything. Well nine days later, ding, I wake up
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like that in my bedroom and once again I have
this gosh, this download of information, visual, hearing, and feeling.
And this time I saw that last night I was
on this hospital bed. It looked like hospital bed in
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a room that I didn't recognize that was dimly lit,
and I was lying on my side, and I couldn't
move my arms and I couldn't move my legs, and
I felt paralyzed. I didn't know where I was, and
I felt something standing behind me, and I couldn't move
my neck. So I turned my neck and then standing
right here was a gray I actually drew a picture
(37:25):
of them. He had all these like wrinkles on his
forehead and uh, okay, okay, it is.
Speaker 3 (37:38):
Yes.
Speaker 4 (37:39):
So he's standing right behind me, just a couple of
inches from me, and we locked eyes. And I describe
it in the book. It was like looking into two
pools of black whilee and he didn't say anything. There
was no telepathic communication. In all of my other contact
with the Grays, because I've been in contact with them
several times, it was always telepathic communication. This time it
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was nothing, and that scared me even more. So I
was terrified. I turned back around and ding, I'm in
my bedroom and I'm scared to death because I'm thinking
if there was another X on me, I'm not going
to be able to take it, like that'll push me
off the edge. And I get out of bed. I
go downstairs and he was still sleeping, and he always
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got up before I did, always, but not this time.
So I went downstairs and I'm waiting for him, and
I'm very afraid. And I could have looked in the
mirror to see if there was an X there, but
I just didn't want to look. I was so afraid.
I didn't want to see it. So I waited for
him to come down, and I asked him, Oh, I
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didn't finish the Roswell story, but I asked him, did
anything weird happened last night?
Speaker 5 (38:53):
He goes, no, and I go, uh, you didn't see anything? No,
I said, what was I missing? Was I gone, No,
I'm like, all right, So I told him what I remember.
And also there was something else to this memory that
I had never known before in any of my other contact.
Speaker 4 (39:12):
When I was in that bed, in that room, I
had a knowing that I was on the moon. So
I tell this, and then I asked him that directed question,
would you when you look at my butt? And so
he looks and there's a silence. He's not saying anything,
and I knew it. I'm like, oh my god, how
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am I going to deal with this? Like when I
tell the story, I get emotional again. I was so
terrified and I was so confused, and all of a sudden,
I knew nothing. I knew nothing. I felt like my
entire life, everything I knew, was just pulled right out
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from under beneath my feet. I didn't know why I
was talking to aliens. I didn't know what they wanted
from me. I didn't know who I was as a person,
as a human being. I didn't know who we are
as a race of humans. I knew nothing, nothing, nothing.
I was just suspended in nothingness and fear, and I
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started to cry. And he asked me how can I
help you. I'm like, I don't know, And so I
calmed myself down and then for the first time in
my life, I admitted I need help. I never admitted
it before. But I had no idea who was going
to help me because I was not in the UFO world.
I wasn't listening to shows and reading books and nothing
(40:43):
because I was scared of it. I had no idea
who would help someone who came in contact with a gray.
So I just told myself, I'm just gonna let it naturally,
organically happen. I'll find someone, and I did. A few
months later, a friend of mine suggested that I watch
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the movie Unacknowledged by Doctor Stephen Greer, and I did
and that lit something inside of me. And when it
was finished, I went to my computer and I said, Okay,
this is it. I am sending the picture of this
X to somebody, but to whom. And all of a sudden,
in my head I heard move on and I had
(41:28):
what that was. So I'm like, what is that? So
I google it. I'm like, oh my god, it's the
real thing. Mutual UFO Network the largest research organization in
the world regarding this topic and on the website was
a picture of Kathleen Martin, and as soon as I
saw her face, I told myself, she's the one She's
gonna help me, and so I emailed her and she
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responded right away, offering to talk to me. She says
she's never seen an X like that before. And so.
Speaker 3 (42:01):
Is the niece of Betty and Barney Hill, Right.
Speaker 4 (42:06):
Yeah, Kathy's niece of Betty and Barney Hill. She's a researcher.
Speaker 2 (42:14):
Didn't she rut across the street from them when they
were having their activities? Or maybe I just made that
up in my head. Seems like I recall Kathy's family. Yeah, Oh, Kathy's.
Speaker 4 (42:30):
Family was very very close, and if I do remember correctly,
at a time there were living in cross proximity to
each other. But I'm not one hundred percent certain as
she was living across the street, I'm not sure. If
you read Kathy's books, you'll know the answer to that.
I read. I can't remember. Kathy has now become a
dear friend of mine and my mentor.
Speaker 3 (42:53):
Yeah, oh, I'm sorry.
Speaker 2 (42:56):
I had the pleasure of knowing Betty fairly well, and
I just loved her, pieces just loved her. To be
so smart, and I mean she was funny with it
till the end. Yeah, she was funny. She was smart,
she was very straightforward, she was very tell it like
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it is.
Speaker 3 (43:22):
You know.
Speaker 2 (43:23):
I did meet her once and I think it was
a move on conference.
Speaker 3 (43:31):
I was there.
Speaker 2 (43:33):
I don't know if I was there for a TV
show I was working on or something like that.
Speaker 3 (43:38):
I don't remember why I was there.
Speaker 2 (43:42):
It seemed to have something to do I, you know,
worked in television, something to do with that. And I
was introduced to her and I almost feel like I
interviewed her for something. Yeah, it's been a long time ago,
so anyway, but yeah, I love Betty.
Speaker 3 (44:00):
Barney had been gone a long time, you know.
Speaker 2 (44:02):
He he he suffered so much, so much he's suffered.
Speaker 4 (44:10):
It's really sad. Yeah, And so that's why I help
experiencers so they don't have to suffer like that. You
don't have to suffer like that. And if you would
like to contact me, you can email me sev at
Planet sav dot com or go to my website, Planet
(44:32):
saf dot com and just fill out a few questions,
not very long. It's very very private. I don't this
is very private. I'm really into privacy. Contact me, fill
out a few questions, tell me what happened, and I'll
contact you and I'll help you as much as I can.
I also offer private et consultations UH, and I do
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sole Purpose sessions and Third Eye journeys, and I help
people find their purpose, connect with their purpose, and live
their life purposefully, to find joy and to find peace.
And these are sessions that involve inter dimensional information that
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comes through about my client, by plugging into their energy,
by plugging into their guides, my guides, and also just
picking up information that floats around us, because we live
in this matrix of information and we can go in
there and we can pick out information too. And so
I write about five to about seven to eight pages
(45:38):
of information about my client. I don't know anything about
my client. The client just comes up on the screen
a zoom, because I do it with clients around the world. Hello, Hello,
And then I just start writing and it's about seven
eight nine pages worth of information about why they're here,
their purpose, how they can manifest it, what their best
career paths are and how they can manifest them. And
(46:00):
a past life comes up that explains something that's going
on now. And also most importantly are some mental beliefs
that my client might know about or not know about
that's causing them from achieving, from success, from progress. And
then we talk about how you can redesign your quantum field.
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You can redesign your aura, you can redesign it to
manifest to align with what you want. It all has
to do with the mind. So I help my clients
change how they think so that they can redesign their
quantum field so that they change their reality. We can
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think of every just think of every thought you have,
kind of like a movie projector in your head, and
every thought you have, the energy of that thought gets
projected right out of your head out into the whole world.
And that's that's what you're telling the whole world. You're
either telling you I'm a happy person, I'm a content person,
I'm a successful person, I'm fulfilled, or you can tell
(47:10):
the world I'm I'm sad, I'm miserable, I'm angry, and
then all of that will come reflected right back to you.
It's like a self profess self professing whatever.
Speaker 2 (47:26):
Yeah, prophecy, Yeah, I totally agree with that. That's that's
really good. You explain that really well.
Speaker 4 (47:35):
Oh, thank you.
Speaker 2 (47:36):
You know, I do believe that you know, thoughts or
power and uh, what we put out, you know is
really important.
Speaker 3 (47:45):
Not only it's everything, Yeah, not.
Speaker 2 (47:49):
Only how we affect other people, but then how it
does reflect back on ourselves.
Speaker 4 (47:54):
So yeah, yeah, and this work, This is not easy work,
but it's worth it. And if you have someone that
wants to help you, like me or others, there's others
that also do this kind of work. I highly suggest
that you get in touch with people who can help
you do this. Maybe you just need a kickstart, maybe
you just need to learn how to do it and
then you can go off and do it on your own.
(48:16):
I also do coaching and soul development series for people
who want to work through the process. Yeah. I kind
of like I hold your hand for you a little
bit and help you through it so you don't have
to do it by yourself.
Speaker 2 (48:29):
Now, what can we expect from the show that will
be able to run here on Monday?
Speaker 4 (48:38):
Yeah, Alien Spirit with Sev it's you can watch it
on KGRA. You can also watch it anytime on my
YouTube channel Alien Spirit with Sev. So my premium, my
premiere episode I'm quite excited about it is with Jason
Paget and I discovered Jason fifteen years ago, talking about
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him ever since he got coming out of a karaoke
bar in two thousand and two. He was brutally mugged
and suffered brain injury, and that brain injury changed his
vision and he could see the energy of everything. Let
me show you, let me see and so he makes
these amazing drawings by hand of the energy that he sees.
(49:24):
I'm going to show you just a couple of his drawings.
Oh wow, okay, I know you don't want to have
dead space, but here, okay, here's how he sees the hand. Oh,
that's how he sees the hand, And that's his drawing.
(49:47):
And this is how he sees He can also see numbers.
This is how he sees the number. Pie. Isn't that beautiful?
Oh my gosh, And he says, pie, it's just made
up of a whole bunch of triangles. So there really
are no true circles in nature. It's just a whole
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bunch of triangles put together close close, so it looks
like a circle. Oh my god, it is my first guest.
It's fascinating. And he went from being a bad student
to now being a mathematical theorist, and he has a
theory called the quantum information holography theory based on what
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we were talking about earlier, that life is merely a projection. Yeah,
and we also talk about life after death. We talk
about time travel and oh, there was something else I
wanted to say, and now I forgot. I can't remember.
Speaker 3 (50:55):
That picture of the hand.
Speaker 2 (50:56):
For those of you who are just listening and not seeing,
it was a picture of a hand that had some
really interesting light lines going through it and a sort
of a central light in the middle. Now, when you said,
he did, that's a hand, that's what a hand looks
(51:17):
like to him? Is that someone in particular's hand or
does everybody's hand look like that?
Speaker 4 (51:27):
Generally speaking, everybody's hand looks like that generally speaking, with
like that that glow right in the middle.
Speaker 3 (51:34):
Yeah, And did you explain what that is or do
you know what that is?
Speaker 4 (51:40):
He talks about it. Yes, And then I also asked him, Uh,
we talked about the formula equals MC squared and he
drew it and what it looks like shocked to me.
It surprised me. I don't want to say what it
looked like, but you equals mc square does make a
(52:00):
beautiful symbol. I asked him if God is a mathematical symbol,
because I was wondering if what he's seeing is just
divine energy, just what we call God? Is this what
God is? And then I got to ask him a
question I've been waiting nine years to ask him, and
(52:21):
I'm not going to tell you what that is. But finally, because.
Speaker 2 (52:25):
Will you ask him on Monday? Yes, yes, okay, all right,
we'll have to listen then hear what you said.
Speaker 3 (52:35):
I'll be I'll be curious. That's going to be great.
Speaker 2 (52:41):
Well, I'm so glad to get to know you and
to welcome you to KGRRA.
Speaker 4 (52:50):
A little I'm sorry to cut you off, but there's
a little extra something special to kg R asked if
I would do four mini shows a month. They're only
about fifteen minutes, and so the first one is actually
a backstage conversation between Jason and I where I didn't
expect to share it, but it was so good I
ended up sharing it with Jason's permission. So that's my
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first fifteen minute MIDI show, which is exclusive only to
kr KGr members. No one else can see that wonderful. Yes,
join us, join us. There's lots of good stuff, and
we're adding stuff all the time. But I also wanted
to can you talk about your your book a little bit?
Speaker 3 (53:32):
Well, yeah, thank you, Just tell us a little bit
about it.
Speaker 4 (53:42):
After I talked with Kathy, I wasn't sure what I
was going to do, because I was when I talked
with Kathy, I was I did not want anybody, anybody
to know that I was talking with ETS, especially my clients,
Like there was no way my clients could know that
was not going to happen. So I asked her, you
know what should I do? And she's like, I can't
(54:03):
tell you that. You have to figure that out. So
a couple of months later, I woke up and I declared,
I'm writing a book and I'm coming out. And when
I went to bed that night, I didn't I didn't
have those feelings. I don't know what happened that night,
but when I woke up, I was like, I'm coming out,
and I sat down and I write the book in
a couple of months, and then it debuted on Amazon,
(54:24):
and then my whole world changed, my whole life changed.
It's the best thing I've ever done coming out the
best thing I've ever done.
Speaker 3 (54:33):
Wow, that's so great.
Speaker 2 (54:37):
I can only imagine, because I mean, how could you
really be you if you didn't that's right?
Speaker 4 (54:46):
And I want to be me. We all want to
be ourself. We all have this divine desire to know
what our purpose is. We're all on that search and
so that's what my Sole Purpose sessions do. Help you
discover what your purpose is and then together, let's help
you manifest it is. This is a craving desire within
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all of us.
Speaker 3 (55:11):
Why is that?
Speaker 4 (55:12):
Why is that something line in each one of us?
And for those of us who don't live our purpose,
we can feel it. And that's where the frustration comes in.
That's where the anger comes in, so where the violence
comes in, because if you're lost, you don't know who
you are or what you are, don't feel like you
fit in it all.
Speaker 2 (55:30):
Yeah, I'm going to have to tune in on Monday
to hear the rest of that story, and I hope everybody.
Speaker 3 (55:41):
Else will too.
Speaker 2 (55:42):
Help you join me again next week right here, same time,
same channel, and.
Speaker 4 (55:49):
So my shows are only going to appear Monday night
and maybe stay on Gage, KG or I for about
a week but then you can watch it anytime you
want on my YouTube channel, Alien Spirit.
Speaker 2 (56:01):
All right, great, well, thank you Sev for coming on today.
I really appreciate it.
Speaker 4 (56:06):
I loved it. Thank you so much, Renee, thank you
for everyone.
Speaker 2 (56:13):
All right, well, thank you and I will talk to
you soon and I will see you on Monday on
Alien Spirit right here on kg r A dB.
Speaker 3 (56:23):
Take care, good night everyone, great weekend. Bye,