The Hero's Journey - The Shadow Self & Love As a Solution - Rabbit Hole Radio with Host Popeye

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One world currency. I imagine thatright now you're feeling a bit like Alice
tumbling down the rabbit hole. Letme tell you why you're here. You're
here because you know something. Whatyou know you can't explain, but you

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feel it. You felt it yourentire life, that there's something wrong in
the world. You don't know whatit is, but it's there, like
a splinter in your mind, drivingyou mad. It is this feeling that
has brought you to me. Thisis your last chance. After this,
there is no turning out. Youtake the blue pill. The story end,

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you wake up in your bed andbelieve whatever you want. You take
the Red pill. You stay inWonderland, and I show you how to
beat the rabbit hole dolls. AllI'm off bring is the truth of things
when we are opposed around the worldby a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies

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primarily on covert means for expanding itssphere of influence, on infiltration instead of
invasion, on subversion, instead ofelections, on intimidation, instead of free
choice, on guerrillas by night insteadof armies by day. It is a
system which has been scripted fast humanand material resources into the building of a

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tightening myth highly efficient machine that combinemilitary, diplomatic, intelligence, economic,
scientific, and political operations. Itspreparations are concealed, not published. Its
mistakes are buried, not headlined.Its descentives are silenced, not praised.

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No expenditure is questioned, no rumoris printed, no secret is revealed.
I am asking your help and thetremendous task of informing, learning the American
people. And now welcome to anotherepisode of Down the rabbit Hole. Here's
your host, It's Popeye. Ladiesand gentlemen. Welcome to another live edition

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of rabbit Hole Radio. It isJune fifteenth, two thousand and twenty four.
Tonight, I have an interesting broadcastlined up for everybody. A couple
of weeks ago, I did abroadcast. I put it together. I
had remastered an older broadcast that Ihad done called Your True Power to Find,

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and I felt it was imperative thatpeople hear that broadcast, and I
had gone out of my way tomake sure that because the original broadcast was
just audio I had put together andwent back and I actually re edited the
whole thing and all the audio,the video clips that I had turned into

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audio clips. I went back andfound the original video clips, because I
have everything stored on multiple hard drivesall over the place, and I went
through them all like digging through digitalboxes, and I found each clip,
and I put together a video andI released it not only on Rumble,

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but on x and on Facebook.I don't think I put it on YouTube.
No, I didn't air on YouTubefor those of you, and this
one's on YouTube right now. Butfor those of you on YouTube, you're
gonna have to go to Rumble towatch it. And the reason being is
the stuff that I played is obviouslynot copyright friendly, and it wouldn't have
stayed on YouTube, so there wouldn'thave been any point to even bother streaming

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it. This one. Maybe wedon't know. We'll see, We'll see,
we shall see. So in thatbroadcast, I explained at least explained
it as best you can two hoursa brief synopsis of our true power as

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human beings. And I've been thinking, how can I do a follow up
to this broadcast? How can Ido an educational follow up where I can
get into what's known as the hero'sjourney, right, How can I get
into the shadow self? How canI get into when I say love is

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the answer, how can I getmore into that? So I've been thinking
about it, and what actually inspiredthis broadcast today was my daughter, one
of my daughters. I have fouramazing, just absolutely awesome daughters, and
I was having a deep conversation withone of them yesterday. Christina and I

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were having a conversation with her,and she is right now on her own
personal journey of self discovery and spiritualdiscovery. And I don't mean like as
a young adult. She's She's gonethrough already stuff in her life that gave

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her more of an adult perspective thananyone her age normally would have. But
she's starting a new chapter. She'sstarting a more spiritual journey, and I'm
very proud of her for that.And it is because of the conversation that
we had yesterday that I was inspiredto do this broadcast. And I knew

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exactly like what I wanted to say, because when we were talking to her,
and I was talking to her andI was speaking to her just like
I'm going to speak to you tonight, and I realized that, you know,
again to Christina's point a couple weeksago, and I brought this up

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I was interviewed my friend Marty's show. It's up on I E. Media's
the name of his podcast, it'sup on my Rumble channel, and I
brought this up during that interview.But a couple weeks ago, Christina and
I were having a really great conversationin our garage, as we normally do.
That's like where we like to sitand we'll conversate, go over things,

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throw ideas back and forth, brainstorm, just talk about whatever anything that's
going on or you know, onour minds at that moment. Sometimes it's
about funny stuff, sometimes it's reallydeep and everything in between. But she
brought up a point that kids nowadays, the younger generation. When we say
kids, I don't mean like littlekids. I mean, you know,

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I'm going to refer to twenty yearolds as kids because I'm almost fifty,
so I don't look at you know, I would have if I saw myself
when I was like twenty five,I would have called myself a kid,
right, But this younger generation,early twenties, they there's a whole generation
of kids that are now adults thatwere born either around nine to eleven or

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after nine to eleven, which isweird. To even think about that.
People born after nine to eleven arenow in their early twenties, and I
was older than that when nine toeleven happened. But that's either here nor
there. That's from my own introspection. Later on. Anyway, she brought
up a really good point. Wewere talking about pop culture crap. We

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were talking about Jennifer Lopez and BenAffleck and getting divorced and just the public
spectacle of it all, and shesaid, you know what's crazy is these
younger kids, they don't even knowwho j loo is, Like she's just
not relevant to this younger generation.And it like that was like a slap
in the face to me because Iwas like, oh my god. Sometimes

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this is why I love talking withChristina, like where we sit and we
have like these little just brainstorming chatsessions because you know, and I know
I do the same thing for her, but she really does inspire the living
shit out of me and just makesmy brain pop off sometimes with things.
Instantaneously, I was like, ohmy god, if they don't know who
j loo is, imagine all ofthe information that we've been talking about even

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for ten only going back ten orfifteen years. What they don't know,
right, And I mean that wasone of the reasons that then I remastered
the Your True Power to Find,because you know, it was like,
well, how much. Wow,there's a whole you know, you'd think
because we put all this out thereon YouTube. In the back of your

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brain you're like, oh, it'sout on the Internet. But you know,
you forget that YouTube and Facebook andTwitter. Before Musk owned it,
they really did delete a lot ofthings off the Internet. I mean things.
There's a lot of stuff that wasaround in like two thousand and eight.
Information. I mean there's I mean, of course there's always gonna be
garbage too, but there was alot of good quality information that's gone.

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I just saw an article the otherday about this. If you go on
whatever search engine of choice, justlook up I think it was like the
title of the article was like halfthe Internet is missing or something like that.
Just type in like the Internet ismissing or half the Internet missing,
and then and you know, commaarticle. It should bring up, you
know, a link to the article. One of the first couple responses should

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be the where you can if youuse you know, chat, GPT or
anything like that, ask the AIto look up, look it up.
But I just saw this article acouple of weeks ago. We're within the
past few weeks. We'll say thatthere's just a ton of stuff that's absolutely
gone from the net, which istrue. There is a ton of stuff
that's just absolutely gone. I meanFederal Jack dot com, you know,

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the website that I started with allthose years ago, all the articles and
stuff we wrote. We have thatstuff archived and backed up in files,
but some of it is only Imean, so I've had people tell me,
oh, Federal Jack still up,and I'm like, well, maybe
if you look on the wayback machine. And I know, I know one
of the guys that founded Federal Jack, right he also I work with him.

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He's got a like the new versionof Federal Jack dot com is dark
Docs, which is d A rK d o X dot com. And
you know Mike, they'll post mystuff up there. He posts articles and
videos and stuff, and uh,that's like the new version. And I
think he's got like an archived versionof FJ up there, but the live

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version where everybody used to be ableto go to, that's gone. And
there are just a ton of sitesthat are like that. There's a ton
of like real information that's now gonevideos. You know, all this stuff
articles just gone blip, like Thanoscame in with the Infinity Gauntlet and just
snapped his fingers and you realize,like you put that together. That's why

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when she said that about Jlo,it was like this light bulb went off
of my head. Kids, Imean, j Loo. Look, I'm
forty seven, right, j Loo. At least in my lifetime, In
anyone's lifetime that's around my age,you know, or older, or even
maybe a little bit younger. Right, the older millennial generation, Jlo was
a huge star. You know,not that I wasn't a fanboy or anything,

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but in my generation, she wasa big star. She was a
big name. You could hear hermusic and know it was her. You
know, you'd go to a club, her stuff was playing. If you
went to you know, certain typesof bars, her stuff might be playing
in the background. Right, Itall depends. She was very popular,
very she's very rich. You know, she was an actress, she was

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a dancer, she was she's asinger. I mean she would literally started
off as a dancer as one ofthe fly girls on in Living Color,
back on Fox, right back inthe day with the Waynes brothers. So
like, I mean, she's beenat this since like the nineties, She's
been around for a while. Andyet there is an entire generation of human

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beings that are adults now. Mentallythey're still growing. So yes, in
your early twenties, you're still wetbehind the ears, right so to speak.
But literally there's an entire generation oflegal adults that have no clue who
j Loo is, this huge popstar. And if they don't know who
she is, what else don't theyknow? So that's why it's so much

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easier. People don't understand. Idon't understand this younger generation. Well,
I mean, we tried warning aboutthis all those years ago. John Taylor,
Gotto, you know, Charlotte Thompsonis Orbe, you know, all
these people that came out, thesewhistleblowers, and they came out and said
they are dumbing the children down.We warned about this. But when we
were warning about this, I wasin my thirties. The kids that we

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were talking about that they're dumbing downis this generation of young adults who has
an entirely different view on the worldand on history and on freedoms, on
everything and it's amazing how just drasticallydifferent it is. But like Jefferson said,
freedom is only a generation away fromTyrney. This has been done on

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purpose. So tonight I'm going toget into and as I said, inspired
by my daughter, I am goingto get into a deep topic, a
spiritual topic. Tonight We're going totalk Oh sorry about that, head clumber

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throat. We're going to talk aboutthe hero's journey. What is the hero's
journey. We are going to talkabout the shadow self, And we are
going to talk about what I meanexactly when I say love is the answer,
and it's not a new AGY thing. I don't mean I think you

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know. I don't think you shouldgo out and get like a dress made
of crystals and walk around with astaff and give yourself some cool shaman name
and suddenly I'm beaming light and energyinto the world. No. I mean,
maybe if that's how you're able tomanifest it, then you rock that.
But that's not what I'm talking about, not talking about anything new agy.

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I'm not talking about anything that youeven need to leave your house to
do. You can do this inyour house. You can do this,
go out in your backyard, goout and be with nature, and I'll
get into that's that's later on.But I mean this is important information.
Some people may say, oh God, you're not going to talk about a
conspiracy tonight, Popeye. No,because I constantly bring you guys information about

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bad things, right, But Iwould be remiss in my duties if I
didn't bring you information about positive things, about how to make a positive change
and how to be a better,higher version of yourself. Okay, And
I'm not coming to you tonight assome sort of guru. I'm not coming

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to you tonight as some sort oflike self help individual. I'm not trying
to come to you on a soapboxor a podium or a pedestal or anything
else. I am not special.I am just like you. I am
just trying to pass on the informationthat I have come across and that I
have decoded through my research over theyears and my understanding and my experiences in

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hopes that it helps you, insome way, shape or form in your
life to be a better version ofyourself. Because the more better versions of
us that are out there, themore the higher the vibrational frequency we will
be outputting into the universe and intothe world, and everything vibrates. Everything

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is vibrating. Everything vibrates, justat a different frequency. I mean that
are atoms. Everything is moving.They move really slow or they move really
fast, but that's vibrational frequency.Okay, this is all. Science and
spirituality are very much interconnected. Theyare not diametrically opposed to each other.

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You and me and all of ushave been lied to about that. We've
been lied to. Straight up,we have been lied to. It's as
easy as that. What have webeen lied to about? Well, we've
been lied to. We've been liedto about a lot of things. Okay,
But spirituality and science are not mutuallyexclusive, and they're not diametrically opposed

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ideas, they complement one another.In fact, science is just another way
to explain spirituality, and spirituality isjust another way to explain science. If
you look at it like that,and it's well, that means that it's
a circle popeye. Yes, Imean that they if you could think of
like an our boros, you know, the snake eating its own tail,

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they are one and the same.They are part of a cycle. Okay,
So anyway, the importance of havingthis conversation tonight with all of you,
is to point some of this stuffout in hopes that it will inspire
you to go do more research.I do not expect you to take anything

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I say as gospel and say,well, Popeye said it, so he
must be right. No, Iexpect you to take notes and go out
and do your own research in orderto better yourselves and in order to understand
better what I'm talking about tonight.And when it comes to this stuff,

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you know, people love when Italk about nine to eleven. They love
when I talk about JFK and allthat stuff, the New World Order and
the Illuminati. But when it comesto this kind of stuff, some people
get weirded out by it. OhI don't know it, you know,
but they come up with different excuses. Well, it's because it makes people
feel uncomfortable. And I started talkingabout this stuff years ago, and I

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remember that there were shows that Iused to get invited on that suddenly stopped
having me on. When they wouldbe like, or you know, if
they invited me on, they'd belike, well, what do you want
to talk about? Or you know, the conversation was never steered towards what
I'm talking about. And then ifI brought it up, it was only
vaguely covered really quick, and thenyou know, moved on from This kind

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of stuff makes people feel uncomfortable.Well, I mean that's what these conversations
are supposed to do. I wantyou to feel uncomfortable. I want you
to I don't want you to becomfortable where you're at. You won't grow
if you're just sitting in your owncomfort. Growth is painful. Sometimes it's
uncomfortable. Sometimes you have to facecertain things that we all do it.

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None of us are immune from it. I'm not a superhuman. It's not
like I'm coming to you talking aboutthis stuff and I've never experienced any of
it. In fact, it's quitethe opposite. So I decided I wanted
to get into tonight's topics while Iwas having this conversation with my daughter yesterday
and I realized I was like,Wow, this is just an incredible,

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powerful conversation we're having. And youknow, we were going over a lot
of different stuff. But the partthat really inspired this conversation and like led
me to be like, yes,I need to talk about this on air
is the energy that like and theinformation that I'm going to pass on to
you tonight and I'm going to helpyou help yourself, help yourselves in the

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future. Oh yeah, I guessI have to forgive my a swig of
my coffee here. I have to. I'd like the worst allergies. And
I was just outside about an hourbefore I was on air doing the chickens,
And for some reason it's always happens, but allergy season, my throat
always wants to close up and getall whacky while I'm talking. All right,

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So coffee swigged, I'm good togo. So the first thing I
want to get into, and I'mgonna touch on and then I will get
back into it again later is thepower of love and light. And I

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would be remiss in my duties explainingwhat our true power and energy is and
what we're capable of unless I brokedown a little sciencey info for you,
so and easy to understand terms whatI'm about to get into about vibrational frequency
and energy and all this, andwhen you hear it discussed anywhere, there

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is a scientific basis for it.So our DNA, I'm sure all of
you are familiar with what a DNAhe looks looks like if you look at
a DNA helix, you will seethat it is actually two antennae, a
sending antenna and receiving antenna, andit is both round around antenna and an

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upright paul antenna. So picture itlike having a if you took a CB
big long, wobbly CB antenna rightand or a large the upright tower like
the upright, big, upright radiotowers you'd see on like like a military

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base or even a radio network,right old school radio stations, big big,
tall antenna. And then think ofthe round portion of it because if
you look at it, remember there'smore than one dimensions. If you're looking
at it straight on, it's youcan see and you know that it's an
upright antenna. But if you turnit and you look at it from like
a top down view, it's alsoround. Right, there's a roundignature to

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it. Well, that round signatureis picture like a radar. And if
you've seen radar, you've kind ofseen how radar spins right on ships and
stuff, or certain types of radar. They're either spinning in a three hundred
and sixty degree circle or they arecircular, but the signature and the radar

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signal goes out in three hundred andsixty degrees all around, no matter if
it's you know, because it's sweepingand it's justof or whatever. So we
have two antennae coming together as onethat make up our DNA, the very
thing that we are made of.Right, So we are walking antennae as

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humans. That's why you can feelsomeone's energy. If they're shitty, you're
like, wow, that person isthey have really negative energy. And if
they're really loving, it's the same. You automatically feel comfortable calm around these
people. You may know someone inyour life where you don't know them.

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Maybe you know when you first metNow maybe you might be friends with them,
but when you first met them,you didn't know them from you know,
brand new person. You just meetthem for the first time, but
you felt really comfortable with them.Couldn't understand why at the time. Maybe
as you became friends, you justchalked it up to this person's really a
good person, and they really are, but you felt that you Our bodies

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are constantly you know, the limbicsystem, our subconsciousness. There's so much
going on behind the scenes that weare not aware of with our waking minds.
Okay, our waking minds are onlyin control of about four or maybe
five percent of what's going on.My waking mind is what is actively talking

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to you right now. My subconsciousmind is what's making my heart beat,
my lungs breathe, my eyes blank. Technically, it's really what's working.
The thoughts that are coming out ofmy head before i e. You know,
before they come out of my mouth, they've already been formulated in my
head. Like a lot of wedon't choose to do many things. There's

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a lot you know, your toenailsgrow, your fingernails grow, your hair
on your head grows. Right,do you like go to bed at night
going hair grow, hair grow?I mean maybe maybe some people do if
they want long hair or going ballor something whatever, But I mean,
you don't actually tell your hair togrow. It just does. You don't
tell your body to heal itself.It just knows how to do it.

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Well. It knows how to doit because it's subconsciously running on programs,
right, And that's a whole sidething. But the subconsciousness is very much
like the focus or part of thefocus of what we're talking about tonight.
So your subconsciousness, my subconsciousness.It is operating in the background. Not

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only does it have programming in it, you know, bad habits, good
habits, whatnot, but it alsothere are systems and things that are going
on inside of our brains and ourbodies that are kind of like alert systems.
Again, you pick up on somecrappy vibes. You walk down the
street at night and it's dark andthere's not a lot of lights, and

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it seems like you're the only personthere. But you get this really bad
feeling like you should stop, youshouldn't continue, and you get that feeling
in your gut. Suddenly it's like, you know, kind of a little
in your gut your viscera, whichI'm gonna explain a little bit about,
and this feeling right that you get, maybe you actually don't walk down that

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street. You decide, you know, and it's I'm just reacting to whatever's
going on. Something's up, Andyou decide to listen to your gut feeling,
and your gut and your brain aresaying get out, get out,
get out. And the next dayyou find out somebody was mugged or cacked
in the alleyway or in the streetright there. You don't know why,

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but you knew not to go downthat street. Well, it's just intuition,
gut instinct, whatever. No,it was you were picking up on
the negative vibrational frequency by whoever wasin that alley waiting to attack. You
could pick up on it. Yourbody, your subconsciousness, your limbic system,

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things were working without you knowing it, so it could pick up on
it. So there's a scientific basisfor actually picking up energy and feeling someone's
energy. So I mean, evenin twenty twenty four, you say that,
people will get like all weird,and I'll look at you like,
oh oh god. I mean,I know, fifteen years ago when we

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talked about this stuff, I usedto get made fun of on shows.
Sometimes when I would bring this up, people would like break my balls.
Whether it was in ja. Imean, no one actually like tried to
like ever like a whole whole belike you know, now you have streamers
that just do that shit to eachother, but that wasn't going on.
But I mean, like I had, I had friends, you know that
didn't believe in this stuff or whatnot. If I went on their shows,

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they'd kind of like break my ballsover it, and I'd be like,
listen, no, it sounds newagy to you, but trust me,
as things go, you know,on, as the time goes by,
as all this persists, you willsee like I'm right. And I'm not
saying that because I think I'm right. I wouldn't have come ever come out
and talked about any of this stuff. If I didn't think, if you

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know, beyond a shadow of adoubt, that what I'm talking about is
correct, I wouldn't, Like,I wouldn't come on air. I don't
get paid, I don't make moneyfrom doing this, so like I would,
why would I go on air andmake myself look like a schmuck if
you know, for what just Imean, if I was doing it for
like, if I was making likea you know it's a millionaire like some

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YouTubers, right, well, thenyeah, maybe maybe i'd have a reason,
but I don't. So the stuffI'm telling you is still even ten
years ago. It's the same thingI was saying ten years ago, and
honestly it has not. My opinionon it has not changed. It is
correct. The answer to all ofthis is love and changing our vibration,

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and that's why I do what Ido. It's why I come correct and
real with all of y'all. Imean, my legacy when I'm gone,
I don't have millions of dollars oranything, but my voice and my knowledge
that I passed on to all ofy'all will be my legacy. And the
world that I leave for my twobeautiful granddaughters will be my legacy. And

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the world that I try to leavefor my four beautiful adult daughters will be
my legacy. Those six girls arethe force behind why I even came back,
especially my two granddaughters. You know, I could understand if you've ever

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seen the movie Avengers Endgame, youknow, you know it's a two parter
Infinity War ends on a downer,right, Thanos snaps have the universe blips
out of existence, right, Soendgame, what happens? You know,
they find Stark, he's in outand out of space. Anyway, they

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bring him back, and what happensThey approach him later on for help and
Iron Man. You know, TonyStark, superhero says, no, I
have too much to lose because whenafter they had fought Thanos and failed,
what happened? He felt like theytried and they failed and he was lucky
that he was alive. And whenhe came back, he the one woman

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in the world that he loved morethan anything was Hisssistant Pepper Potts, and
he got back together with her,and they got married and they had a
beautiful little girl. And he wasnot willing to sacrifice any of that to
fight and to do what he usedto do. Because he did. He

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gave up everything and they lost.So what was the point of doing it?
And I can understand that. Ican understand how you feel, or
how his character felt in that situation. I could understand how he felt,
you know, or you would feelif you were in his shoes. I
understood that because I was off ofradio and doing any of the stuff I

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did for years for a couple ofyears, and I had to make a
choice. I don't make money doingthis. I had to make a choice
to come back, and I hadto do it for the right reasons.
But I can't look those two littlegirls in the eyes and tell them I
love them and not do something toleave them a better world. I just

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cannot do that. That's my drivingforce. That's why I do these shows.
That's why I talk about stuff likethis. Sometimes because I want to
leave them a better world, andI'm willing to face whatever I have to.
I won't sacrifice their safety. Justlike in what happened in Endgame,

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Tony said to Steve Rogers, hesaid, you know, we have a
chance to get those stones, meaningthe Infinity Stones, but he said,
I won't sacrifice what I've gained.You know, I have to keep and
protect what I have at all costs, and that's how I feel. I'm
willing to fight, but I willnot sacrifice my time with my family,

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you know, to the extent thatI used to. And there has to
be parameters to it, and youjust change the way you fight so you
can be as effective as you areor as you were, but in this
new reality. So I can understandhow he felt as a father, as
someone who found love. He didnot want to lose that and take a

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chance on sacrificing that. He didn'twant to do that, you know,
And in the end he ended upto save his daughter, to save his
wife, and to save his friendsand everyone else, he had to sacrifice
himself. He had to. Andthat's part of the hero's journey, which

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we're gonna get into this Why I'mbringing all this up so I can understand
why he felt that way, andI could understand anyone who may have done
this in the past with me,been a big live streamer, or not
really live streamers, because live streamingwasn't what was just getting into its infancy

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when we were doing when we weredoing radio and stuff. But like a
YouTuber, I can understand anyone thatwouldn't want to get back into the fight.
I can totally understand it, becauseyou wouldn't want to lose and sacrifice
more than you already have. Butwe're going to be in the fight regardless,
So just change the way you fight, change your fighting style, that's

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all. You know. You don'thave to be right out front, putting
maybe the ones you love in danger. But there's other ways to do it.
It's all part of the journey.What did what did? Uh?
What did he say? At theend? He said, that's the hero

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gig. Part of the journey isthe end. Well, the Fat Lady
hasn't sung yet, boys, SoI'm not giving up, and I don't
think anyone else should either. Youknow, there's old there's a larger older
generation. I hear from that.It used to be more heavily in them

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all this stuff and doing things andtrying to educate people and push through the
darkness, so to speak, andor push back against the darkness. And
they get tired, and I completelyunderstand it, and they get you know,
they go through their own stuff inlife and it'll beat you down.

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And there's a young, much youngergeneration that they don't even pay attention to
any of this stuff, or theymake fun of it, or they're on
board with it because they've been brainwashed. Well, I'm not leaving them in
charge of my grandkids. No wrong, wrong not doing it. And I
don't think any of you guys wantto either. I think everybody out there

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that might be tired, might kindof be beat down and weary about all
this. Well, you don't haveto do live streams. I mean,
there's other ways, you know,to change the world for the better.
That's what we're going to get intotonight. So I had to cover that.
I had to get into it,and I had to explain a little
bit about that because again we allas you're going to hear about the hero's

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journey, everybody gets a call toaction. Now, not everybody may answer
the call to action. But itdoes happen in your lives if you think
about it. So, I mean, I know what happened to me,
and I wasn't expecting it. Infact, it was the last thing in
my mind when it happened to me. But so I can understand the idea

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of the character of Tony Stark inthe Avengers movies the MCU, of what
he went through and his version ofthe Hero's journey and you know, coming
back and having a different perspective onthings. And you'll say, you'll see
what I mean, because I'm goingto get into the Hero's journey in about

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thirty seconds here. What I'm goingto do is I want to bring up
a clip because this is just anexcellent presentation put together a couple of years
ago by a YouTube channel called RawSpirituality, and I encourage you to go
subscribe to and follow this young gentleman'schannel. He is just a very good

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speaker and presenter and he knows whathe's talking about. I mean, he's
right on point. I wouldn't besharing any of his information if I thought
the guy didn't know what he wastalking about. And I thought that,
you know, he was an idiot. Or anything. So I mean,
at least you know, like Isaid, don't not just because I said

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something doesn't mean it's gospel. Butif I present something to you, or
if I bring you a video clipand I tell you to go check out
the person's channel, it's because I'vevetted them. I don't just do it.
And the guy's channel is legit.I've watched a bunch of his videos
of the course of time, andI wanted to share this one with you.
I actually have two videos from hischannel for you, but this one

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is the first. One is theHero's Journey, and it's the hero's journey
is a term that was coined byJoseph Campbell. And you're gonna learn about
Joseph Campbell, and I suggest thatyou actually get Campbell's book. You can
buy it on Amazon and hardcover,or you can buy it on Audible.

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Either way, his book's great.It's called The Hero with a Thousand Faces
by Joseph Campbell, The Hero witha Thousand Faces by Joseph Campbell, and
it's spelled just like Campbell's soup.So here we go. This is the
hero's journey embedded deep in the humanpsyche lies the narrative of what Joseph Campbell

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called the hero's journey. This ismore than just a mere mythological narrative.
This is a deep truth that appliesto every human story. This is a
journey about self discovery, living afully realized life, or a Campbell would
simply state, following your bliss.The hero's journey was his all embracing metaphor
for the deep inner journey of transformationthat heroes in every time and place seem

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to share, a path that leadsthem through great movements of separation, dissent,
ordeal, and return. It isgoing full circle from the ordinary world
to the special world and back again. This same narrative spans across all cultures,
errors religions, and tales, includingnot only your favorite stories like Star
Wars and Harry Potter, but withinthe lives of every human being on the

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planet. The journey stages may beavoided, repeated, or shifted depending upon
the needs of the individual's story.The hero's journey can be just as much
as an inner voyage into the unconsciousmind as it is an external adventure.
There are a number of steps thata hero must go through for self transformation.
Typically there are twelve steps that usuallygo in the following order. Step

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one, the ordinary world. Thisis where we all start in the ordinary
world, where the hero is alesser version of himself. In the beginning,
all most fall into the trape ofsociety's doctrine and end up following the
status quo. Like everybody else,we do what our family, friend,
society tells us to do, whichleads us into living a life that's not
our own. But deep down weknow that there's more to life, that

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there's an exciting adventure waiting for us. In Star Wars, you see Luke
Skywalker being brought to death as afarm boy before he tackles universe the special
world, which is a metaphor forstepping into chaos, uncertainty, the unknown,
or as Jung would call the unconscious. Step two, call to adventure.
The call to adventure signifies that destinyhas summoned the hero. As we

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go about our lives, we willencounter multiple cour to adventure opportunities to embark
on a new quest which will changeeverything we thought we knew about ourselves and
reality. Typically, this will involvedelving deep into our fears or the unknown.
We will be faced with a difficultchallenge to let go of what we
know. It's up to us whetheror not we accept that call. Like
in the Matrix, the call toadventure is when Neo gets the message to

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follow the White Rabbit. Sadly,most people don't get past this stage.
They live their life, according toothers, never really chasing their dreams because
they'd rather play it safe and stayin the illusion of certainty. This often
leads them to feel unfulfilled and stagnant. They never accepted that call to adventure.
Step three refusal of the call.The hero will almost always refuse the

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call, at least in the beginning, due to fears and securities, resistance
and the unwillingness to change. Andthis is totally understandable. I mean scary
facing our fears. Right in theMatrix, more fearsts calls Neo and tells
them to cross the Ledge, butNeo refuses and gets taken away by the
agents. The hero's journey is justas much an inner voyage as an external
adventure. Refusion. The call toadventure in modern life many times refers to

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avoiding our issues right our unconscious mind. This could be a fear that we
haven't faced internally, or an opportunitywe didn't take because it's too risky,
so we don't do anything and wonderwhat could have been. Step four Meeting
with the mental. The hero encountersthe mental who gives them wisdom, insights,
guidance that will help them on theirjourney. In the Matrix, it
was Morpheus who mentored Neo. InStar Wars it was Obi Wan Kenobi to

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Luke Skywalker, and Lord of theRings it was Gandalf Defrodo. Just remember
that meeting a mentor doesn't necessarily haveto happen physically, even though many times
this does happen eventually as you progressthrough your hero's journey. People like Arnold
Schwarzenegger, Elliott Hols, Robert Green, Aubrey Marcus, Carl Jung, and
Jordan Peterson, just to name afew, have all been amazing mentors to
me. Even though I haven't metany of them in my life yet,

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they have helped me tremendously on myjourney with their experiences, wisdom, and
valuable insights. Step five crossing thefirst threshold. This is when the hero
goes from the ordinary world to thespecial world. This is a metaphor for
going into the unconscious, into theunknown. This is where the adventure of
self discovery truly begins. This isalso the point of no return. After

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the hero crosses the first threshold,life will never be the same. This
is the stage where Neo takes thered Pill and wakes up from the matrix.
Crossing the first threshold in your hero'sjourney, may I be receiving a
piece of information that changes your perspectiveon life forever, or quitting your job
and moving to another country. Stepsix test allies enemies. The hero learns
the rules of the new world,challenges walls, conflicts, arises, You

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meet new friends, have new experiences, but at the same time face more
challenges. The most important function ofthis stage in this story is the testing
of the hero to prepare them forthe ordeals that lie ahead. This is
when Morpheus teaches Neo and the trainingsimulation, or when Harry adjusts to life
in Hogwarts. Step seven approach tothe innermost cave. The innermost cave may
represent many things in a hero's story, such as an actual location in which

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lies a terrible danger, or aninner conflict which up until now the hero
hasn't faced yet. In many myths, the hero has to descend into hell
to retrieve a loved one, orinto a cave to fight a dragon and
receive the treasure. The dragon,in mythology represents everything you fear, which
guards the most precious treasure. Thisis a metaphor for life. It's when

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you break through the other side ofwhat you fin for most that bears the
biggest rewards and growth. But thisisn't easy by any means, like when
the Oracle tells Neo that Morpheus orhe will die and that Neo has the
power to choose who, or whenthe Green Goblin asks Spider Man to join
him but Peter refuses. It isat this stage in the hero's journey which
the hero has to make a verytough decision Step eight, the ordeal.

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This is usually the biggest challenge ahero must face, such as a deep
inner crisis or hitting rock bottom.Only through the form of death can the
hero be reborn, experiencing a metaphoricalresurrection that somehow grants him greater power insight
necessary in order to fill his destiny. This is the high point of the
hero's story and where everything he holdsdear is put on the line. If
he fails, he will either dieor life as he knows that will never

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be the same again. Step ninethe reward. After try and think the
ordeal in the innermost cave, thehero receives a reward, whether it's a
physical object, knowledge, or evenlove. The true all healing eligs so
is the achievement of inner change.Neo blames himself Orpheus being captured, so
he decides to re enter the matrixto save him on the Lion King when
Mufasa's ghost tells Simba he must returnto the Pride lands and everyday life.

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The reward could be settling a conflictwith a family member or the shadow self,
or even healing a trauma which givesyou a much better understanding of yourself,
allowing you to live a much happierand fulfilled life. Step ten the
road back. After the hero gainsthe reward, we move into act three.
The hero isn't out of the woodsjust yet. This stage marks the

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decision to return to the ordinary world. The hero realizes that the special world
must eventually be left behind, andthere are still dangers, temptations, and
tests ahead Before Neo can leave theMatrix. Agent Smith kills him. Simba
returns to the Pride Lands and facesscar If the hero has not resolved the
issue with the conquered villain. Inreal life, this refers to the shadow

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it comes after him with a vengeance. In psychology, this refers to neurosis
that habits old addictions and dark pastscoming back to haunters like an exgo for
example, after we thought we weredone with them forever Step eleven Resurrection.
During the resurrection, death and darknessare encountered one more time before being conquered
for good. Danger is usually atthe peak of the entire story, and

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the threat is to the entire world, not just the hero. The stakes
are at their very highest. Thehero uses all lessons learned on the journey
and is transformed into a new beingwith new insights. This is my favorite
part in the Matrix, when Trinitytells Neo that she loves him, so
he must be the one so thenNea revives and kills Agent Smith. This

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could represent an ego death, forexample, which triggers an enlightening experience,
or it could be gone to thedarkest depths of our psycha during the hardcore
depression, hitting rock bottom extracting thatwisdom and transcending it all with that fire
and the valley which makes us feelless that helps push us forward on our
self development. This is a criticalpoint in the hero's journey where he or
she realizes that they had the powerwithin them the whole time. Step twelve

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return with the elixir, a transformationis complete. The hero returns to the
ordinary world with the elixa a treasureor a new understanding. Returning with the
Elixa means the hero can now implementchange in his daily life and use the
lessons of the adventure to heal hiswounds and help others in the ordinary world.
This is important because unless something isbrought back from the ordeal in the
innermost cave, the hero is doomedto repeat the adventure until the lesson is

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learned, which many of us staystuck in. It's like this painful comic
cycle that keeps hitting us time andtime again, each time more painful than
the last, until we finally learnour lesson. In life, the elixir
can be a metaphor for growth,love, wisdom, freedom, or knowledge,
which we can use to help others, even if it's just our close
friends and family. The hero's journeyisn't a linear path that you reach once

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and finish forever. It is acyclic journey in personal transformation where you constantly
face challenges and resistance. I eithe shadow which helps you constantly grow and
gain wisdom. But this isn't easy. Facing yourself is the most terrifying and
challenging thing you will ever do inlife. But it's the only way to
truly transform in a meaningful, positiveway, which will make a huge impact

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in others' lives. And this allstarts with accepting that fault to adventure,
facing your fears, walking your pathto self discovery, and living your truth.
So what are you waiting for?Adventure waits? That's a great quote.

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The key of you fear to enterholds the treasure you seek. Joseph
Campbell. Ladies and gentlemen, weall have to go through our own hero's
journey. That is part of ourongoing experience and our growth into adults and

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into the people that we constantly arebecoming. You know, I'm not the
same man I I was ten yearsago. I'm not the same man I
was twenty years ago, and I'mbetter for that. I'm not the same
man I was two years ago.So we are constantly ever changing. I

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mean two years ago, I was, you know, a mess. I
was recovering from surgery. Actually itwasn't even to you. Well, yeah,
it was about a year and ahalf ago. So two years ago,
I didn't even have surgery yet.Year and a half ago, I
had surgery, and I was amess. I had my entire neck rebuilt.
For those that I don't talk aboutit really, I talked about it
once or twice on air, andI've been asked about it. But I

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had my entire neck rebuilt. Iwas in a bad car accident about two
and a half years ago, anda year and a half ago I had
my neck rebuilt. So I havetwelve pieces of titanium and I have a
hole drill on the back of myskull to relieve the pressure on my brain
from the accident. Okay, Andwe're compared to where I was a year
and a half ago to where Iam now physically, I am a complete

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different individual. You know, Ihad I'm five four right. Those of
you that have ever met me inreal life know that Popeye is short and
stout right. I am short.I'm five four, so, you know,
below average type for a guy.But I'm pretty jacked for a short
guy. But I got up toand I usually go between at one hundred

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and seventy two hundred and seventy fivepounds, and that's if I'm like exercising
and if I've been going to thegym to not really where my weight will
sit and fluctuate between one hundred andseventy to one hundred and seventy five pounds,
which is good because it muscle weighsmore than fat, so it's you
know, it is how it is. But I was over two hundred pounds.

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I was like two hundred and eightpounds at my freakin' fattest, and
I'd be doing like, ugh,I'd come on air and I'd be even
just doing like you know, showson air, and after like two hours
of sitting, my back would hurtand I felt like, just absolute crap.
I am not the same person Iwas two years ago physically and mentally

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because I've been you know, I'mbetter. I'm beyond where I was right.
So we're constantly changing, We're constantlyevolving. That's a good thing.
I mean, would you want tobe the person who think about it,
would you want to be the personyou were twenty years ago? I mean
maybe if you know, physically,if you were like strong or now you're

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kind of you know, you're moredisabled. Sure I get that, But
mentally, emotionally, would you wantto be the person you were twenty years
ago compared to where you are now? And if you're in a weaker position
now than you were twenty years ago, then twenty years from now you will
look back, or even five yearsfrom now or a year from now,

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you will look back and you willbe in a better position because you've gone
through the dark parts. You know. Anyone that ever comes to you and
says I am nothing but love andlight, and I just I emanate nothing
but love and light is full ofshit. That's not true. There's two

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sides to every one of us.There's that old Native American story the chief
says to a young Indian. Youknow, there are two wolves inside of
each one of us, one dark, one white, you know, and
the dark one is like pit,you know, like a super black fur,

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and the other, the white one, is super white, like almost
like snow white type of fur.And the representative of the light and the
dark inside of every one of us, and the young native says to the
chief, well, which one wins, because the chief explains that there's a

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constant struggle between the two of them, and the chief says, the one
you feed. So I mean,you could feed your light side or your
dark side, but it's a littlebit deeper than that. What if what
if I told you that it's okayto be okay with your dark side because

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your shadow self and understanding it andrespecting it and knowing that it's going to
be there is just as important asworking on anything else. And again,
this is just a quick dipping yourtoe in the pool of this, you
know. I mean we're already almostthrough the first hour of the broadcast and

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only go one more hour, andI still got a bunch of stuff I
got to get into with you.So we're you know, like, I
don't have the time to get indepth as I would like to, you
know, I mean, nobody wouldwant to sit for six hours straight anyway
and listen let me blather. Sothat's why I try to hit the bullet

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points and then encourage you to goout and do the research yourself and understand
this, Okay, and you know, read more into this because as you
create a better version of yourself.Remember I said we are antennas, you
will vibrate at a different frequency.You will be vibrating at a much higher

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frequency. The universe works on twofrequencies, folks, two basic frequencies fear
and love. Everything branches off ofthat, right they've actually you know,
you can see the vibrational the differenceof the vibrational frequencies. Fear is a

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very low vibration, very low,slow, woo woo wooh type of vibration,
whereas love is a much higher paced, faster vibration. And the way
if you looked at it like ona selloscope, right, and you could
see the waves the But I meanby faster, as there's a shorter space,

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the distance between the waves is shorter, so they're faster. They're underlating
faster as opposed to like if youlooked on fear on acilloscope, it would
be a much lower, longer intervalwaves in between again woo woo. I
want you to think, when youturn the news on, put this noise

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in the back of your head,just whoa whoa, whoa whoa going on
in the back of your head constantly. That's the fear. That's the fear
porn that they pump out. Whoa, whoa whoa like that, right,
I know it sounds funny, butthink about it. Low, slow vibrational

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frequency. Be afraid, terrorists inthe woods, terrorists in your closet,
terrorists everywhere, terrorists at the supermarket, Oh my god, racism right now.
Boom boom. It's constant beat.Right, people will say, God,

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it's like the constant beat of adrum. What if it's not a
drum, what if it's that whoowhoo whoo. It's the fear frequency.
Well, the love frequency is different. It's higher and faster, so it's
more like woo woo woo woo woowoo. Right, and that's like the
best I can do the impersonation ofthat one for you. I'm not doing

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that one again, but you go, you know, there might And I
used to be able to tell youto go look the videos up on YouTube,
but because you all know how YouTubehas been with deleting stuff, it's
much harder to actually say that nowwhen I do live broadcasts. But there
used to be videos where they,you like, they showed the difference of

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the frequencies kind of using an ocilloscope, so you could get a visual reference.
But that's why I keep bringing thatup for those of you that actually
know what in acilloscope is. Soif you tune into the fear of frequency,
if you tune into that that frequencyof fear, you're you're going to
be disconnected in many ways and you'regoing to be more easily manipulated. But

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we're going to get into that becausethat has to do with love actually being
the answer. But I had tokind of sprinkle that out there. So
in order to be someone, asI said, who emanates light and energy
and love like positive energy, youhave to be willing to explore the darkness.

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And as I said to you,if someone says to you, oh,
well, I you know, I'mjust a person of pure love and
light and I don't have any darkness. No, that's bullshit. All of
us do we all do? Imean, you don't get angry, you
don't get mad, get pissy,you don't get whatever, jealousy, whatever
other I'm trying to think of anyother crappy emotions you may have yelling.

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I mean nothing, there's just nonegative stuff. Everything is just positive.
You're like like a Disney princess.No, that's not how it works.
You're human, so that's just nothow it works. Anyway. Everybody has

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this struggle with the shadow self,and you know, the unconscious that,
the shadow the things, you know, the dark parts of us, and
we're taught to be afraid of thator ashamed of that. Oh my god,
you don't talk about that. Youyou know, tuck that away.
I know my generation was you don'ttalk about any of this stuff, right,

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you tuck this away in your backpocket, put it in your closet,
whatever. You don't talk about it. But you need to talk about
the dark parts. You need todo shadow work. You need to sit
down with yourself and face yourself,face your shitty parts, sit down with
them and figure out why they arethe way they are. Maybe you can

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help soothe some of that and thenyou won't feel that part anymore. Maybe
that part will start to relax alittle bit. But you have to face
it. You can't run from it. That's part of the hero's journey.
That's what he was saying. Ifyou do not choose to answer the call

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to action, and you you know, the call to action, comes up
and you blow it off. You'regonna keep repeating the same cycle over and
over again. Mark Passio and Iused to talk about this when I did
shows of them all the time.How like humanity itself is going through a
cycle, and like you know,there are periods of time where in each

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of these cycles where humanity has achance to bring itself to a higher level.
And if it doesn't, it goesthrough another cycle. And every time
you go through a cycle, thecycle's worse because you're trying to be taught
a lesson and you're just not payingattention. Hence, like bad habits things

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like that, and again, habitsare if you can take psychology out of
it for a moment, or spiritualityhabits. Let's look at it like computer
code. Okay, Our bodies andour brains our physical vessels. Right.
Our body is a mechanical object.It's a mechanical humanoid structure, right,

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that is run off of hormones andchemicals that are produced by well, mainly
produced by the brain. Right,And the brain is actually in control of
all of this. And what isthe brain? It is a computer.

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It's a biological computer running our humanoidmeat vehicle. I mean we're like a
car. Our bodies are like acar. Our soul, our essence,
our being is the driver. Weare not our physical selves. I mean,
if you've ever been there when someonedies, you can see that.

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And the first rule of thermodynamics,again going back to science, is that
energy can not be destroyed. Itcan be transferred, it can be transformed,
but it can't be destroyed. AndI've been there when people die.
I've held their hands. I heldmy mom's hand now, I was there

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when merce died and I held herhand, my late wife. I was
there when some of my friends havepassed away, and I've held their hands.
As a firefighter, I was therewhen people died. If you watch
someone's soul leave their body, ifyou have that experience, you've ever been

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in the room when someone passes,time slows down. And I've heard other
people describe it the same way,and I've had conversations with people about this
time slows down. I would equateit to what I call bullet time,
almost but a little bit faster thanlike bullet time in the matrix, and

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everything kind of slows down, andthere's this ethereal quiet and calmness in the
room or the area. And Imean unless you're like in some sort of
you know, like you're in thePoseidon Adventure or something right and you know

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the boats upside down, you getyou get my point. So you're in
a situation. You're in this situationwhere this ethereal quiet comes over the area
that you're in. And as atow truck operator, I experienced this on
the side of a busy highway multipletimes over the years, like showing up
on scene and the person was dying. You know, there were plenty of

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times where I beat the cops tocar accidents, like we'd get dispatched.
When the police did, we'd beon the toe list, they'd know it
was a rollover. They'd instantaneously dispatchus. And there were times I was
there before the cops got there.And I've seen people die and it's the
same thing. Even on the sideof a busy highway, time slows down,

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everything gets quiet. It's like everythingaround you almost stops. It's incredible.
And if you're in a room oryou know, even outside. I
mean one time I was in theside of Route I can remember this.
I was in the side of Routeety west bound in Parsipany, New Jersey.
I was a toe truck operator andI went to a fatal rollover and

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it was about probably like eleven o'clockat night, and I remember getting out
of the truck and I walked over, and as I walked over, I
stopped about ten feet from the carbecause the state trooper was literally just arriving
and he was walking up to thecar at the same time I was.
And the two of us looked inthe car and then looked at each other,

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and I remember I said, he'sstill in the car, and the
trooper just shook his head, andhe was a young kid, and he
turned around. He got pale white, and he had to walk away.
And it was that was the onlycommunication between the two of us and the
entire area like one hundred foot radiusabout where we were standing. It was

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this again, It's like nine thirtyat night on the side of a busy
highway. Anyone knows, RUDEI westboundin New Jersey, right by the Denville
Hill, right at the base tothe hill. This is like probably eighteen
years ago, and even as darkas it was out the side of the
highway, I could still see it. The side of the highway was,

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in my mind, was lit uplike we had spotlights out there, and
we didn't. We I'd literally justpulled up, you know, I had
my my ambers going and the cophad his red and blues going, and
it was that nobody had spotlights onyet. We literally just got out and
got because we knew we were thefirst ones there. There's no ambulance,
no nothing, So you know,I was a former firefighter. My first

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instinct rolling up to a scene likethat would be to get out and help
get out and do something. Andyou just knew because there was this light
and energy. And within about maybea minute and a half two minutes,
that light dissipated and everything kind ofwent back like out of this vacuum.

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And it was almost like you werein a vacuum of like no noise,
no motion, just time. Imean, it was almost like time was
moving so slow that you could actuallysee you could see parts like dust particles
and you know, from the dirtand stuff being kicked up on the side
of the road and everything from theact from the rollover and stuff. It

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was still like it was so fresh. We had gotten there so quick because
where I was stationed and where Itowed was literally right like you could see
where the bottom of the Denville Hillfrom the shop I worked at, so
I used to we used to beable to get out to the rude eighty
westbound. We knew all the sideways. It literally took me less than three

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minutes from the time I was dispatchedto the time I was on scene.
It was like maybe three to fourminutes. It was. We were there
incredibly fast because I was already mobile, so we were right there boom,
and then you know, I hada flatbed show up, and I had
like two other guys showed up andhelped me out, and like I was
in a wrecord, so I rolledit over and dragged it and then the

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thing was so destroyed once I flippedit and dragged it back out, straightened
it out. I had the flatbeddrag it up the bed and I helped
them load it and then sent themon their way, and I stayed out
there, finished cleaning the scene up. And then once the cops released the
scene, you know, I wasclear to go. And it was a
that was a rough one, Butthat experience, like I've experienced. My

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point of telling that story is Ihave been in a hospital room holding someone's
hand when they died and had thesame exact experience as I did on the
side of the highway that night withthat young gentleman in the sports car.
And I've seen it time and timeagain. So energy does not get destroyed.

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Our souls just do not get destroyed, and just you know, blip
out of existence when we die,when this physical vessel that we're in dies.
Right, we're here to learn inthis dimension and I'll use that term,

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you could say realm whatever you want, this dimension, this physical plane
that we are in. We needthese bodies to be able to experience the
world around us, but they arenot us, and our energy cannot be
destroyed. And it does go somewhere. So where I where that goes?

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I don't know where. Where dowhere? Where do? Where does our
energy go afterwards? I don't Iwould say probably it goes to another dimension.
We're just there. I would saythat, you know, basically,
there's just another dimension that we justcannot see with our sensory perceptors, with

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our sensory equipment that you know wehave. I think cats cats are half
in half out of the next world. As they would say, so cats
can probably see because they see weirdthings. But that's a whole the other
side issue. The point is thatenergy can never be destroyed. The soul,
that energy, that that energy thatcomes from God with a big G.

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And I'm not Bible thumping because I'mnot a Bible thumper. I don't
believe in mainstream religions. I getin debates with plenty of people that are
in mainstream religions. We've been liedto about that too, all of it.
And I said earlier that they've liedto all of us. It's one
of the biggies because they don't wantreligion and science and spirituality and all this.

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They don't want any They don't wantyou to realize that it's, you
know, all explaining the same thing, just from different perspectives, using different
language. You know, magic andscience can be one and the same.
You know, it's just depending onhow you look at it. You know,

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think about the ancient the stories ofancient Samaria. You know, they
talked about the Onnaki, they lookedat them like they were gods. In
fact, they I've told as I'vetalked about the morons that run things.
People in the Oto, the UtoTemple Orientis and some of these other Satanic
ocult groups. They they worship lordEnki otherwise known as Lucifer or Satan.

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But whoa Yes, lord enke Enkewas one of the brothers of the Onnaki.
Right, anyway, what's their theirstory? Were they gods? I
don't think they were gods. Ithink the Onnaki they think they're mortal creatures
or they're you know, however,if they may live longer whatever because of
technology that they have, or whatever, whatever the case may be. But

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they obviously come from somewhere. Idon't think they are God or the devil,
but they were mistaken as such byprimitive people, the primitive things that
were here, that came before us, that eventually led to us. And
that's how these stories have gotten passeddown about religion. But I believe that
God with a big G like theMasons call him the Grand Architect, right,

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And what was in the second Matrixmovie? Who did Neo meet?
He met the Architect? Anyway,I believe that there is a Grand Architect.
What that Grand Architect is I donot know. I believe that,
and I could get, you know, sidetracked into a whole spiritual conversation because
this was part of the conversation Idid have with my daughter where we were

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discussing this, and this was oneof the things that we did discuss about
people dying and souls and all thatstuff. I don't know what God with
a big G is. I knowwhat God with a big G isn't though,
and I know it's not some oldwhite dude with a beard in a
robe or a tunic or whatever,you know, shitting on people and being

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uber judgmental. You know, Igave you free will, but if you
use it, I'm gonna damn youto fire and brimstone, even though I
love you unconditionally. What well,that sounds like an abusive ass relationship if
you look at it. I mean, that's really That's why. And I

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know that we're gonna get so muchhate for that people. We're gonna be
my God, you simplified it andyou're making you're Is that an attack on
Christianity. No, it's not anattack on any religion at all. In
general, all mainstream religions I thinkhave positive things to them. I also
think they have negative things. Ithink they are man made constructs trying to
figure out what is actually going on, and uh, there there's a lot

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more information that some people know,but it's hidden, you know, Vatican
archives. And that's the whole sideissue. The point is, may I
think we're all lied to. ButI don't need to go to a house
of you know, worship. Idon't need to go to a church on
Sunday to talk to God. Italk to God every day, God with
the big G and I see thatGod exists and I know God is real

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because I can walk outside and ifyou saw the wonderment, I mean,
sit down. Take twenty minutes andgo sit down outside and look at the
ants, Look at the bugs,look at the butterflies, look at the
births, look at the grass,look at the plants. Look at your
grandchildren. If you're younger and youhave kids, look at your kids running
around. Think about everything around you. Think about all the life that is

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teeming around you. That didn't happenbecause the universe decided to fart one day
and poof, some cosmic cloud cameinto being, which eventually led to everything
else. There is intelligent design,but I do not believe that it's someone

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sitting up on some throne. However, you want to say it is or
how they look being all uber judgmental. But religions do have a lot of
positive aspects to it. I mean, I think the basic tenets of be
good to one another, love yourneighbor, take care of your neighbor,
be good people to each other,you know, be better. I mean,

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that's not bad. Those are positivethings to take away, right,
So I don't think anyone religion ishorrible. I think they're all just wrong
to a degree. And again that'sbecause they are man made constructs. And
you know, how could we pretendto you know, there are things Religion

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is a thing that was created byman, and we'll say, well,
it was passed on by God orwhatever, but it was Critno, but
Man wrote all this down. IfGod could have God could have just got
you know, if God was likethat, God could just snap his her
fingers whatever, and you know itwould you know, appear or the knowledge
somebody could you know, oh wayof profits. That's what Jesus was about.

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And he tried to comment, Oh, okay, okay, My point
is God with a big G exists. There is you could get into debates
with about religion and sidetrack and youknow, Gospel and all this other stuff.
I don't think God with a bigG that pissy. I don't think
God with a big G would createus and then be like, you know
what I'm you know, I'm gonnasmite everybody on the planet. I just

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don't think that that's how the GrandArchitect is. And I don't think the
Onanaki or any of these ancient beingsfrom these ancient creation myths, I don't
believe that they were gods, maybedemi gods. Because they were maybe you
could consider them to be like ademigod where they mate it with human beings,

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you know, kind of like inthe story with the Nephilim. But
they they wouldn't really be gods anyway, and their children wouldn't be I mean,
demi god was a word used todescribe them, because the gods came
down from heaven and had relations withthe human women. But it's not really
what if they weren't a god.If they were, what if we took

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the word god out of it andjust call them interdimensional travelers. That's how
I think aliens travel anyway. Idon't think they fly the long distance.
It would make zero sense. Andthat's not sustainable and it's dumb. I
think they what reason why you havedisappear real simples? They zip holes in
time and space boop, so likeinterdimensional travelers. Right, they were just

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mistaken for gods, that is all. But there is a God with a
big g What it is I donot know what, I know it is
there. You know, that's whenyou're talking to God and you're praying to
God. That's the energy that you'reconnecting with, and that is what our
souls are all part of. We. You know, it's been said that

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the universe that we are the universeexperiencing itself, right, Well, I
mean maybe maybe we are. Maybewe're God experiencing itself. All I know
is there's intelligent design and everything,and you can see it even at the
most micro level when you see ants, the way they communicate and the way
they build their little colonies, yousee butterflies, and you just see everything

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that's not by chance. There's intelligenceand design to everything. It's incredible when
you sit down and actually like takethe time to look at it. We're
just so friggin busy with our lives, and we're kept busy on purpose because
if everybody had time to start tolook into this stuff. Wow, the
world would be a much better place, wouldn't it, folks, wouldn't it?

(01:16:21):
Anyway, I want to get Iwant to play the second part of
this clip from Raw Spirituality for youabout the hero's journey and the dark side
part of it. It dips intothe shadow self a little bit. And
again, look up Carl Jung andlook up his work and look up.

(01:16:42):
There's plenty of books out there.Okay, take the time you need to
read. If you'd like to listento audiobooks, get Audible. I'm They're
not a sponsor. I just usethem. I think I have like three
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great. I've had it for years. I love it. And I want
to get into this so I canget into the love part because it's been

(01:17:03):
Another clip's about fifteen minutes long,and then I want to get into like
I said at the end, Iwas talking about how love is the answer,
and I want to get into whatI actually mean by that. So
and I'm going to refer you backto an older show that I did,

(01:17:25):
which I am going to re airas they follow up to this show about
love and the eight different types oflove that there are. But I'm going
to go briefly over all of thatso you can kind of have an understanding
of all of this. I reallyhope it inspires y'all to go deeper down
the rabbit hole in your own research. You know, again, I don't

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make any money doing this. Ido this because I love y'all, and
I love my grandchildren, and Ilove my daughters and my son in law,
and I want to leave them alla better place. I want to
leave them a better world. Ijust can't say I know that. I
you know, I know that Ihave the ability to make change big small,

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It does not matter, because eventhe smallest stone in a pond,
the ripple is felt all the wayacross the pond. Even if it's not
a big ripple, it's there.It's making a difference, so it doesn't
matter. I can't just sit backon my laurels and not do anything.
And the best way I know howto do things is to inspire people and

(01:18:30):
to be like Johnny Appleseed and runaround dropping seeds all over the place.
While I'm like the Johnny appleseed oftruth. I've been doing that for over
twenty years, and I'll continue todo it until I no longer have air
in my lungs. Ladies and gentlemen, anyway, here we go. The
hero's journey, the untold dark Sidesee a greatly beloved character in movies.

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In fact, to many of themost impactful movies of all time are based
on the hero's journey archetype popularized byJoseph Campbell, Star Wars, Harry Potter,
Lord of the Rings, The Matrix, and any superhero movie for that
matter, which all have the hero'sjourney embedded within the storyline. Now,
don't get me wrong, the hero'sjourney is a crucial process of psychological development,

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but it is very misunderstood in today'sculture. The hero, just like
any archetype, has light and shadowedcounterparts, and if left unchecked, it
can produce devastating results. There isa reason why the hero's journey is so
popular in pop culture. The herorepresents the deep yearning of the human soul

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to seek growth, adventure, andpurpose, and ultimately represents the process of
boyhood into manhood to leave the ordinaryworld and explore the special world. As
Joseph Campbell put it, Unfortunately,most people, including grown adults, don't
even accept the call to adventure,thus never even beginning their hero's journey.

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So we try to fill this voidby connecting with heroic characters like Gokulu,
Skywalker, and Spider Man. Weare going through a deep crisis of the
masculine ritual process, where men areno longer going through true initiation into adulthood,
self responsibility and duties towards ourselves andothers. Instead, we have pseudo

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initiations of adulthood. Society tells usthat turning eighteen, getting a degree,
working a job, and paying taxesmagically turns us into adults, but the
truth is psychologically speaking, we arestill being dominated by the polar shadows of
our archetypes. Real men are notviolent or hostile. This is a result

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of being stuck in the shadows ofimmature voy psychology. Like the highchaired tyrant
who is deeply insecure about himself sohe wishes to dominate others. Most men
are actually boys pretending to be men, and we are all guilty of this
to some degree, including myself,and it's not necessarily our fault, as

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we were never shown what a matureman is actually like. Most of us
do not have wise elders to guideus through our initiation from childhood into adulthood.
But there is hope, my friends, especially in this age of information
and opportunity. Now, deep downwe are aware of these primordial urges to
live out the positive aspects of thesearchetypes, something that the ancients have been

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sharing through mythology for a very longtime. In the book King Warrior Magician
Lover, It states that there arefour main archetypes within immature boy psychology,
which evolves into the four archetypes withinmature man psychology. I understand that there
are female equivalent archetypes such as huntress, maiden, goddess, queen, etc.

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And that within the masculine there arefeminine counterparts which Yung called the animus.
But in this video we will onlyfocus on the hero archetype and its
bipolar shadows that self sabotage us frompsychological growth. Archetypes, as described by
Carl Jung, are primordial images orblueprints which are deeply white within the human

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psyche. In other words, archetypesare basically the driving force of all human
behavior. The hero archetype is anadvanced stage of voice psychology, and when
further developed and matured, it eventuallymoves onto the warrior archetype, which we
will touch on later. Immature psychologyisn't meant to be a pejorative term.

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It simply means an early stage ofhuman development, just like a shrub is
an immature stage of a tree.It's not bad. In fact, it's
necessary, but it still has along way to go. Now, the
truth is the buoy in each ofus when he has reached his full potential,
is actually the source of creativity,playfulness, joy and curiosity. It's

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that part of you that's ready foran epic adventure and wants to learn and
explore the world. But at thesame time, when we get stuck in
the shadow form of immature boyishness orpeter Pan syndrome who doesn't want to grow
up, this can cause many obviousproblems that stunt our growth. This is
when mature manhood is required. Eacharchetype has a triangular, three part structure.

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At the top of the triangle youhave the archetype in its fullness.
This is the ideal goal of eacharchetype, which serves us in different ways.
At the bottom of the triangle youhave the dysfunctional bipolar shadow counterparts,
one being the active form and theother being passive. I'll break down each
main archetype in future videos, somake sure to subscribe watch this space,

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but for now we will only focuson the hero archetype and its shadow counterparts.
And even though the hero archetype isthe most advanced form of boy psychology,
when it's carried into adulthood, itactually blocks us from truly maturing.
A classic example of this is insuperhero mythology. Further along the hero's journey,
such as Spider Man, Tony Stark, and Thor, they eventually painfully

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realized that their arrogant boyish ways causedthem to be blind by their own pride,
and they end up seriously hurting innocentpeople, including their loved ones.
Please please, please, you don'tunderstand the these This is all they have.
I'm nothing without this suit. Ifyou're nothing without the suit, then
you should have. In Civil War, this was made obvious by all the

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innocent lives that were taken as collateral. Why the heroes were recklessly fighting the
bad guys, their intentions were inthe right place, but as you know,
the road to hell is paved withgood intentions. Being stuck in this
hero role and fighting evil at allcosts has a heavy price tag, which
includes losing loved ones, being blindedby pride, and ironically creating even more

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evil. Like Tony Stark did inAge of Ooltron. He was so arrogant
in his ways and committing to fightingevil that he played god and created an
artificial intelligence to save humanity, onlyto create a malicious monster that caused unfathomable
amount of pain and suffering, includingthose closest to him. He didn't realize

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his own limitations. Let's go overthe two bipolar shadow archetypes of the hero
which will give you a deeper insightinto what I mean. These include the
grand standard bully and the coward.The grand stand the bully is the classic
puffed out chest dude who wants toimpress others by showing his superiority and manliness,
and if he is challenged, hisego will go into a rage fit

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due to his insecurities of being aman. You want to trigger a bully
challenge his masculinity. It's like inBack to the Future when Marty McFly was
especially triggered by being called a chicken. He just couldn't back out of a
challenge, which of course led himinto a lot of trouble. It was
only at the end of the thirdmovie when he finally learned to integrate this

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particular side of his shadow purpose.And luckily he learned his lesson because we

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realized in the movie that if hewas to submit to this impulse of proving
himself in that moment, he wouldhave died in the car crush. The
grandstandard bully can emerge in times ofbattle when our ego wants to flaunt our
heroicness by unnecessarily risking our lives.Now, in a very specific situation,
of course, sacrificing your life mayactually be the noble and necessary thing to

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do, but in reality most timesit isn't. You have to think of
your friends and family and the sufferingthis will inflict. But the grandstand of
the bully will convince you that youwere doing the noble thing, But in
reality you're giving into boyish selfishness.And I'm sure you've heard the term don't

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be a hero. There is somelevel of truth to this, which I
think means don't risk your life justfor the sake of being brave. You
might actually do more harm than goodif this part of you is not kept
in check. The grandstand of Bullybelieves that he's more important and is more
skilled than what he really is dueto his inflated ego and false sense of
self. It's like trying to attackan armed robber because you play Call of

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Duty or you saw it in themovie. The only time that you should
ever consider trying to take down anarmed robber is if you were actually trained
in armed combat. You can keepa level head and you know what you
are actually doing. Don't risk otherswell being because you want to be a
hero. The grandstand of bully strugglesto be vulnerable and realizing his own limitations.

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He's consumed by his own arrogance andnever wants to admit when he's wrong
or that he's not strong as hethought he was, and because of this,
more often than not, he endsup shooting himself in the foot,
and in extreme situations, thinks theboat, which takes everybody else with him.
It's like the sergeant who necessarily sacrificeshis platoon, the psychiatrist who one

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necessarily drugs a patient, the untrainedsharman who performs surgery on vulnerable people,
or the world leader who destroys theearth due to their own pride. If
you're lucky, you will learn yourarrogant ways before something really bad happens,
and you don't have to wait untilreality comes in and gives you a nice
serve of humble pie in the formof an existential crisis or someone close to

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your diyes or you get seriously hurtand end up in hospital. Now some
never learn, but many do eventually. Every human just has a different threshold
of what truly humbles us, ofhow much pain we can actually take until
our fragile egos gets crumbled and welearn a lesson. Oh man, my

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arrogance was through the roof, andI had to really get hyper slapped by
reality excruciatingly hard, to the pointwhere my life fell apart and I was
plunged into the dark abyss until Iwas genuinely humbled. Some of us are
just more stubborn than others. Iguess, like it states in King Warrior
Magician Lover, the hero's downfall isthat he doesn't know and he is unable

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to acknowledge his own limitations. Aboy or a man under the power of
the shadow hero cannot really realize thathe is a mortal being. Denial of
death, the ultimate limitation on humanlife, is his specialty. When we
do not face our true limitations,we are inflated, and sooner or later
our inflation will be called to account. In other words, the debt collector

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will eventually come, no matter howhard you try to run away. The
coward represents the passive side of thehero archetype. It is the part of
us that is reluctant and overly afraidwhen it comes to confrontations and facing our
fears. This can also cause lazinessand overall lack of motivation. The coward
will usually run away from conflict andexcuse himself for being mature for walking away,

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but deep down he feels crappy becausehe knows it's a poor excuse.
The coward will allow others to emotionallyand physically dominate him. He may be
super agreeable and pretend to go alongwith someone's belief even though he's opposed it.
This is the guy that has easilytaken advantage of sort of like Ned
Flanders, letting Homer Simpson walk allover him and take all his stuff without

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ever returning it. Needing those thingsin Cypress Creek, Yes, uh oh
g gally. However, the coward, just like any human being, can
only take so much craft until thegrand standard bully emerges and hulks out into
physical or verbal abuse. This happenedto me many times growing up. In

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certain situations, I was so overlyanxious and quiet that I suppressed all the
insults that came my way, andI'll let people take advantage of me because
I hated conflict until I couldn't takeit anymore. In milder situations, I
was verbally abused and said horrible thingsto family and friends during a fit of
rage. And in the more extremesituations, I emotionally exploded and when as

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far as to get into physical fights. Now, to be fair, when
it came to dealing with bullies,they never messed with me after that.
But other times I actually hurt peoplewho I deeply loved, and this caused
some serious psychological problems. At theend of the day, verbal and physical
abuse is never worth it. Thewiser thing to do would have been to

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ground myself and build boundaries from thestart instead of allowing toxic people to disrespect
me until I've raged out. Youmay even be a friendly sweetheart who wouln't
hurt a fly. But everyone hastheir limits, and sometimes you may do
something you truly regret, like permanentlyinjuring someone, or in extreme situations,
even take a life. This iswhy self awareness and integration is so important.

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The death of a hero in thelife of a boy or a man
really means that he has finally encounteredhis limitations. He has met the enemy,
and the enemy is himself. Hehas met his own dark side,
he very unheroic side. Like Isaid earlier in this video, the hero
archetype is crucial for our development andholds many positive traits such as courage,

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pushing through boundaries so that we maytest ourselves and really see what we're made
of, and fulfilling our life's purpose. But eventually you have to move on
to the next level. With thedeath of the hero archetype comes the emergence
of true humility. And this humilityonly comes when we learn our limitations,
not conceptually but directly. If you'reslaying dragons left, right, and center

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and all you care about is fightingevil and doing quote unquote good. Paradoxically,
this will unconsciously create more obstacles inyour life so that you can fight
and conquer and prove your strength.But life isn't just about you and your
individual purpose. It's much greater thanthat. The hero realizes that his worst
enemies himself. You realize that youwere the source of most of your problems.

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At this point, we realize thatwe cannot do this by ourselves.
In fact, we are nothing withoutour loved ones, no matter how great
we thought we were. This isa huge blow to the ego man,
especially when you realize that the worldwould keep going without you and you're actually
not that special. Every time weoverreach our abilities, we create chaos and

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destruction, and we become so blindby our foolishness that we even lead others
into the dark pit without realizing.This is when true humility comes in,
when we accept that we need helpfrom others and something beyond ourselves. We're
not God, we are but meimmortals with serious limitations. It is at

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this stage where we become super vulnerableour ego dice, and this, my
friends, is when we become trulyready to begin our initiation into manhood,
and this is only the beginning ofembodying the Warrior, the mature evolution of
the Hero. Thanks for watching,guys, Hope you enjoyed this video.

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We will continue this epic journey intothe mature phase of the hero archetype known
as the Warrior as well as it'sbipolar shadow, and we will also delve
deep into other archetypes and practical integrationtechniques. So make sure to subscribe and
keep an eye out for future videos. Click on this video if you wish
to learn more about the stages ofthe Hero's journey, or this video if

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you wish to learn you guys shouldgo check out the YouTube channel again.
I'm gonna get them a shout outon more time. I'm gonna put this
thing up here. You case youcan see it really quick, mute it
or all spirituality. Go check himout. His YouTube channel is great.
The young man's very insightful, verysmart for his age. And I feel

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like an old man saying that.But I know people used to say seeing
about me, and now I findmyself saying the same thing about some of
the people in this younger generation thatblow my mind. Very very smart young
man, and the information is righton point. You could see why I

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played that clip after what I hadtalked about, and the death of the
boy hero is very much true.I know in my own version of the
Hero's journey that I have been on. Yes, you do feel like that.

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You do think you are bulletproof,forget that you are mortal, and
it takes losing everything to make yourealize and what I've gained. That's why

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I said, I can understand,like what Tony said to see Rogers when
he came back. He said,you know, bring everybody back that we
lost. Yeah, sure, it'dbe great, you know, like bringing
the world back, you know fromSantos's snap. You know, that would
be absolutely like fantastic and awesome ifthey could do that, But they have

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to keep everything that they gained.He didn't want to lose you know what
he had gained, which was asI said earlier. You know, he
gained a daughter, he gained awife, he gained things that he never
thought as his character Tony Stark,he would ever have. And when you

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have that, when you actually havethat, you will fight like a fucking
lion to protect it. At allcosts, so I can understand where his

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character development came from and where theboy hero that was him losing in the
end of the first movie in InfinityWar, but when he came back into
his character in Endgame, he wasbeaten, he was defeated. He had

(01:37:57):
to you know, and then heyou know, he through his own experiences
and stuff and conversations with Pepper andyou know, in the movie he solves
time travel, but through those experiencesas he's doing his things, when he,
you know, finally comes to realizeand that's where he comes into the

(01:38:18):
adult archetype, the adult warrior archetype, which I'm not going to have time
to get into here, but Iwill get into more on further broadcasts about
this. And what I mean isI actually put a little thing together and
me bring it up here. Iput this together yesterday to explain this because

(01:38:41):
it means it's personal and it doesmean something to me. As I said,
you know, I have you know, four step daughters who I don't
call them my stepdaughters. I callthem my daughters. They've been in my
life for a very long time,and I never thought i'd have that.
I had never thought i'd have kids. I never you know, I just

(01:39:04):
didn't wasn't in the cards after everythingI had been through. And yet I
have a partner who I absolutely lovemore than anything in this world. I
a woman who you wouldn't just sheblows my mind every day and the level

(01:39:27):
of love that I feel for heris just absolutely incredible. I have four
beautiful stepdaughters that I have the honorof being their stepdad and that they even
consider me. That gets me alittle emotional. I have two beautiful granddaughters.

(01:39:48):
They only know me as their Opah. They don't know, you know,
that's all I am in their world. Those two little girls are my
everything. As I said, Icould understand how he feels once in you

(01:40:12):
know, his character development. That'swhy the video I played, you know,
they he uses Stark explicitly and inmy own journey, which was I
found very synchronistic. And it's anotherthing Carl Jung talked about what you'll get
into in a further broadcast about synchronicity. Like I like to call it quantuming,

(01:40:36):
but you know, I it thecharacter development of Tony Stark in the
MCU movies, Like I I understandit. And once you're into that older
warrior adult archetype. Ah, youunderstand it when you're younger, when you're

(01:40:58):
you know, I started in thiswhen I was like twenty seven years old.
I'm forty seven, so I spenta half of lifetime doing this.
It's different. I'm a different person. I have a different outlook on things.
But yes, the the I understandthe entire journey of from boyhood hero
to older warrior adult arch type.Anyway, here's this clip really quick.

(01:41:21):
This is what I'm talking about.In case some of you who don't know,
I clipped it really quick. Thisis the It starts off with Steve
Rogers and Tony talking really quick.This is an explanation of, like I
said, the the arc type ofwhat the video that I played for you
was also talking about how it goesfrom boyhood to manhood. And it's a

(01:41:46):
good it's a good quick representation fromthe movie. It's only about two and
a half minutes. But here wego. We got a shot again in
these stones. But I gotta tellyou my priorities bring back what we lost.
I hope, yes, keep whatI found, have to at all
costs, and maybe not I try. It would be nice. Sounds like

(01:42:11):
a deal. Nice. You said, one out of fourteen million, we
win? Yeah, I mean,this is it. If I tell you
what happens, won't happen. Betterbe writing, h I'm gonna go back

(01:43:00):
and replay it and just realize thatthe thing failed while I was trying to
share it to the screen. Holdon because it's only about a minute.
Let me replay this because we gottime. I can still get into what
this leads into the love part.But let me fix this. Why did
it not? I see what happened? All right? There you go see

(01:43:20):
live streaming, folks, because it'simportant to get a visual to like understand
the whole archetype, especially considering whatyou just saw in the video I played
before. So there you go,stupid media player. All right, let's
try this again. We'll do itlive. We got a shot again in
these stones, but I gotta tellyou my priorities. Bring back what we

(01:43:42):
lost. I hope, yes,keep what I found. Have to at
all costs, and maybe not Itry. It would be nice. Sounds
like a deal, hic you said, one out of fourteen million, we

(01:44:09):
win? Yeah, tell me thisis it. If I tell you what
happens, won't happen. Better bewriting now, h m hm. Hi.

(01:45:25):
Yeah, but again that's the heeralgig. Part of the journey is
the end. It might have beentripped for everything's gonna work out exactly.

(01:45:50):
I'll be three thousand. So yousee, as he talked about, once
you are the older adult warrior archtype, you understand what can be lost,

(01:46:11):
especially if you have already lost,right, you understand that, but
you will protect what you've gained atall costs. So you can see,
I tried to take the you know, I knew I was gonna be playing
this on YouTube too, trying tostream it on YouTube. We'll see all

(01:46:32):
that goes with those clips. ButI tried to like narrow it down to
like like two minutes. Was alittle over two minutes. But I wanted
to show the representation because Stark,I knew he was referenced in the two
clips that I was going to playfor you tonight. The it because of

(01:46:53):
you know, pop culture and againyou know, the whole hero's journey thing.
But as I also said to you, very synchronistically, in my own
journey through time, I had understood, like I when I watched movies,
I look at the deeper level ofthings like that too, And I understood

(01:47:14):
and could appreciate the view that Starkhas in the end of you know,
the movie there, and you knowwhy he was willing to do what he
did, Like he said, Iwill protect everything that I've gained at all
costs. So he was smart enoughto not put anyone he loved in danger,

(01:47:35):
but he also knew that he hadto do something right. And that
is what I want to speak tothe men out there. Since we have
a few minutes left and I wasgoing to get into love and everything,

(01:47:56):
I'm just going to have to doa whole another broadcast about it. But
there are eight types of love,right, or the Greeks at least believed
there were eight different types of love, And you know, without going through
all of them, the two thatbasically you know you want to have is

(01:48:18):
I mean, obviously, when youstart off, there's arrows, which is
like the sexual energy, the typeof love that you have for your partner.
But when you're with them for along period of time and you've been
through things with them and you growtogether spiritually, your souls speak to each
other, you end up with what'scalled pragma. That's the love that endures,
that is always there. Okay,But what we need for humanity is

(01:48:43):
what the Greeks called agape and doctorMartin Luther King juniors talk about it.
It's love for your fellow man.You don't have to like somebody, but
we need to love each other becausewe need to not be willing to go
certain places and go into, youknow, feed the darkness. And I
don't mean our own personal like shadowself. I mean like the darkness because

(01:49:06):
it is a spiritual war that weare in. There is darkness, there
is real evil, It exists,and you have to be able to push
that darkness back yourself. That wasanother thing that I had talked about in
a conversation with my daughter, andI'm just gonna throw this out there,

(01:49:31):
Bill, Can we go to fiftynine? I need like ten more minutes.
It should be perfect. You canjust let me know. I'll probably
give me a thumbs up in thebehind the scenes chat. I want to
because I want to discuss what Itold her really quick because it's self empowering
and I just want to speak tothe men out there. You need to

(01:49:53):
be the adult warrior archetypes I'm talkingabout the older guys like my generation,
and if we've put your boots up, you know, put your stuff away.
Oh, Popeye, I just can'tdo it no more. No,
we need everybody in your own way. We need everybody. We need everybody

(01:50:16):
to feel at least that male,older male warrior ARC type. And again
I'm going to do further broadcasts onthat. But as you know, being
that is the day before Father's Day, or literally ten minutes before Father's Day,
I thought, I would, youknow, just throw that out there

(01:50:40):
for the all the guys listening,the older guys. I need you guys
to you know, you know,look into this more. You know,
it's time to become that older malewarrior ARC type. To my younger guys
listening, continue on your journey.Don't be afraid. Don't be afraid of

(01:51:08):
inner reflection. You know, Iknow modern society tells you it's not masculine
to look into yourself or have emotions. Just be a dick, be a
complete asshole. That's fine, that'sthe way men are. No, that's
not the way men are, andit's not the way men have to be.

(01:51:29):
And it is the responsibility of mygeneration to at least educate you younger
guys that it's okay, and tellyou it's okay repeatedly until you believe it,
because it's going to be your responsibilityto pass that on to the next
generation of men. So we breakthat cycle. And I'm not talking about

(01:51:54):
masculinity. I'm talking about being afraidor being told it's not masculine too.
You know, fix yourself and tryto seek a higher self and better self.
That's stupid talk and stupid thinking.That's base level thinking. That's the

(01:52:15):
kind of thinking that's trying to dragyou back down and keep you down.
That's that fear frequency. Whoooooo.Remember that when you hear the news too.
Every time you watch CNN or MSNBCor Fox News, any of them,
you know, woo woo, woowoo. That's why they why I

(01:52:38):
call news fear porn. Anyway,about six and a half minutes, Bill
said, we can go to fiftynine, thanks sir. I love Bill.
He's a great guy. Not onlyis he my producer and everything,
he's my friend and I just absolutelylove him. Again. That's we need
to love each other. That's anotherthing, guys, you need to be

(01:53:00):
okay with telling other guys that youlove them once in a while and give
your you know, if you havea close buddy that's really your friends with
once in a while, you know, tell him you love man, give
him a hug. But like,you know, I just want to let
you know you're appreciated. Guys.Don't get that shit. You wonder why
guys kill themselves so much, right, I mean, that's the truth.
There are guys that wish they gotlike hey, or you get a fist
bump, you know, but sityour friends down once in a while,

(01:53:23):
just let them know, hi,man, And you know, I really
appre you know, you know whatI mean. If you're real homies.
Guy, have a homie who I'vebeen Guys like my brother. Once in
a while, I'll get a mug. I tell him once a while,
a man, you know, Ilove you man, And he'll say the
same thing to me because he's likemy brother. It's not like oh my
god, I'm gonna oh my god, I can't say it because suddenly I'm
gonna turn gay or something. Withthat bullshit. There's all lines of division

(01:53:46):
that are put out there on purposeto keep people from loving one another.
Really, So anyway, a gompelove for humanity. Even if you don't
like somebody, we still have tolove our fellow man and pragma, it's
the love that endoors, like betweena husband and wife, you know,
partners whatever. The last thing Iwant to get into, because I know

(01:54:09):
I only a couple minutes left,is the other part of the conversation that
I had with my daughter, becauseI told you she is the inspiration for
this whole broadcast to night. Sowhen we were talking and we were discussing
about light and darkness and all thatstuff, I explained to her that she

(01:54:31):
is able to do the things likego into a dark room, let's say,
and fill it with light. Andwhat I mean by that is if
you could picture, if you couldpicture like negativity and darkness right, if
you could picture bad things right,and like negative vibrational frequencies and just all

(01:54:56):
that stuff right, if you couldpicture all that, if you could picture
putting all that. Close your eyesinto just negative dark space. There's nothing.
You don't envision anything, you're notthinking of anything. There's just nothing
there in your And I want youto close your eyes right, And when
you're closing your eyes, I wantyou to picture a pin prick of light

(01:55:18):
in the very center of that darkness, and you can't see it's just pitch
black around you know, with youreyes closed. Obviously, in your mind's
eye, everything is dark, dark, dark, dark, except in the
middle, there's this little pin prickof light that eventually, over the course
of a minute or so, slowlybut surely gets bigger, bigger, bigger,

(01:55:39):
bigger, and bigger, and justcontinues to grow in size until all
of a sudden, all of thedarkness in your mind's eye is replaced by
nothing but pure white light. Whenyou do this and you it, all
of that darkness disappears, you willfeel it channeling through your body. It'll

(01:56:00):
feel like electricity and adrenaline mix together, channeling over your body as you do
this, Okay, and it'll helpcleanse you. It will help change your
vibrational frequency. It'll actually help emanatelight from you. Even if I'm not
saying you're going to be a superheroand actually shoot light beams out, but
it actually will change your frequency.It'll change the way you are emanating,

(01:56:25):
and that will change the room youare in. Okay. The reason I
tell people that to do this isbecause you can do this. You can
everyone can do this when you're dealingwith like negativity, whatever kind of you
know, if you believe in ghostsand you get into a situation where you
maybe you feel there's negative energy inyour house, you need to take the

(01:56:47):
energy back and the power back.And the only way to do that is
to channel this white light through yourself. And the way to do that and
channel that energy that love okay,is to the way I do it anyways,
Like I said, I close myeyes, just envision everything is pitch
black, and then that pin prickof white light until all of that darkness

(01:57:08):
is pushed away. Because the metaphorof a candle in a dark room is
how I always picture when people say, oh my god, things are too
dark. It's too it's too bad, it's too scary. What are we
going to do? Pop? Bye? What can we do? Right?
Even Puma is now meowing in thebackground asking me, come on, dad,
what are we going to do?And the show what are we going

(01:57:30):
to do? Well, if youcan channel that energy, if you can
channel that that white light and thatlove, okay, you can push back
the darkness. If you, likeI said, you believe in spirits,
you say you have something maybe youfeel something you've negative in your house,
you can walk around channeling that energyand you know, using sage, and
you can tell it there is youknow, you're not allowed here, You're

(01:57:54):
only you know, light and love. Okay, you can. That is
one way to do it. Andit's not just if you think you have
something like negative in your house.If you're in a negative situation, if
you're afraid, if you're scared,you know you can channel that energy.
You can use it to your benefit. You can be the candle in a
dark room, because it doesn't matterhow dark a room is. You light

(01:58:17):
a candle and it pushes the darknessback to the farthest corners of that room.
So be the candle, ladies andgentlemen, be the candle in your
darkness. Be your own hero,because that is really what the meaning of
all of this is. You arethe heroes that you've been waiting for.
For real. I love you all, and I'm going to end the show

(01:58:39):
tonight with my favorite quote from MartinLuther King Junior. Darkness cannot drive out
darkness. Only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate. Only
love can do that. Ladies andgentlemen, I love you all, and
I will see you all again livenext week. Happy Father's Day to all
of my father's out there and tomy girls. I love you very much.

(01:59:00):
I am honored. Thank you forletting me be your stepdad. I'm out.

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