May 14, 2025 • 40 mins
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If you guys have not checked out our podcast from last week, definitely go listen. Chatting each week helps us stay connected from 5,000 miles away! Talking about our lives, trends, or even the latest gossip! We normally pick different topics and start yapping!
This week’s podcast we talk a little about how we thought we were grown in middle school/freshman year, also all the cringe eras of our lives. We hope you guys enjoy, and don’t forget to reach out on social media with feedback!!
Thanks for listening !!
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If you guys have not checked out our podcast from last week, definitely go listen. Chatting each week helps us stay connected from 5,000 miles away! Talking about our lives, trends, or even the latest gossip! We normally pick different topics and start yapping!
This week’s podcast we talk a little about how we thought we were grown in middle school/freshman year, also all the cringe eras of our lives. We hope you guys enjoy, and don’t forget to reach out on social media with feedback!!
Thanks for listening !!
TikTok: RingHerUP
Instagram: Ringherup_
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
It's eight thirty. Yeah, damn, they're like doing laundry. I
think my dad's packing because he's leaving.
Speaker 2 (00:06):
That would make sense. I changed my mind.
Speaker 3 (00:08):
I'm no longer energized my twelve or however long I
slept today.
Speaker 2 (00:14):
Just right right out the window.
Speaker 1 (00:16):
Yeah, I was feeling so good this morning.
Speaker 2 (00:19):
Well it is two thirty. It's not like it's like
still the morning or anything.
Speaker 3 (00:23):
But I did wake up like five hours four hours ago.
I thought I was feeling good.
Speaker 1 (00:28):
There was a failing dinner and I was like, guys,
I've been sleeping like Saturday or Sunday to Monday, like
twelve thirteen, fourteen, fifteen hours. And it's because like I
go out on Saturdays and stamp all night and then
I'm up for twenty four hours. But then I soak
it up at seven, yeah, because I can't ruin my
work schedule. So I just like crash. And they're like,
(00:50):
what does it feel like? And I'm like, I wake
up and I feel wasted.
Speaker 2 (00:54):
No, that's the worst. It's literally the worst. It feels
like you got hit by like a mac truck. Last night.
Speaker 3 (00:59):
I will say like I was up very late for
my normal I was probably up until midnight because I
played volleyball last night, got home late. Then I was
talking to E. So I was taking the opportunity and
was like staying up a little bit. Went to bed
at midnight, then set.
Speaker 4 (01:16):
My alarm for three am because that's when he gets
off and like that's when I can I talk to him,
like actually like call and like talk to him three am.
Speaker 2 (01:28):
Welcome. I don't know how talk to him. Don't even
remember the conversation. I think I was actually still half asleep.
Speaker 3 (01:33):
And I blame that, honestly on why I slept until
eleven today.
Speaker 1 (01:38):
Well, I was wondering why you were up so lately.
Speaker 3 (01:40):
No, I think it is. I will be taking Melowtone
or Ben and Dru or something tonight just to try.
Speaker 2 (01:44):
And get like back into.
Speaker 1 (01:47):
Because that was rough. See mind like resets itself when
I stay up for twenty four hours.
Speaker 2 (01:56):
Yeah, well, and you're.
Speaker 3 (01:57):
Like forced to get up so like for work and stuff.
Speaker 2 (02:02):
So I feel like that kind of like puts it
back where it needs to be too.
Speaker 1 (02:07):
And I do have some wiggle room because I normally
start at twelve, but like if I want to do
anything productive, like I have to get up right orally
like go to the gym whatever and everything.
Speaker 2 (02:18):
If I ever sleep in again, I'm just skipping the.
Speaker 3 (02:21):
Gym because I walked in there today. Not a single
machine was open. I'm not even kidding. Nothing the weight
like the free weights, nothing was over there. All the
benches were taken, all the machines were taking all the like.
I literally was like having a panic attack because like
I was like, what the hell am I supposed to do?
But they have like a separate like hit room in
the back with like a few smaller like they still
(02:43):
have weights in there, So that's where I went.
Speaker 2 (02:44):
It got the job done, but like I was so
pissed off.
Speaker 1 (02:48):
So yeah, I get it. I get it. I haven't been.
I've been going to the gym a lot with Breena,
but we just walk because we can't shut up.
Speaker 2 (02:57):
Dude.
Speaker 1 (02:57):
But I kind of like.
Speaker 3 (02:58):
Starting with instaid, I have to sit there and think
about my own stupid thoughts and not. I'm like half
tempted to look get the guy next to me and
just start talking to him.
Speaker 1 (03:09):
Yeah. No, like Rina and I we get some ship.
Speaker 5 (03:11):
Is said, all right, well I guess we should start
no suicide.
Speaker 1 (03:23):
I'm tired, Okay, Welcome back to another pod. Here's my note,
Here's why not.
Speaker 2 (03:30):
Fuck a hipcrip fuck out. Okay, I think I'm okay,
Oh no, what sixteen? I think?
Speaker 1 (03:39):
Yeah?
Speaker 5 (03:39):
We are?
Speaker 2 (03:40):
Is it sixteen?
Speaker 1 (03:41):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (03:42):
Every single time I have, like I go to post
and I have to go back to like the last
one posted and look at it's just to make sure
it's right. No, but so topic number one today? Where
should I switch one?
Speaker 2 (03:55):
We'll do? Why did I think I was grown? At thirteen?
Speaker 1 (03:59):
I know, ri over the place because Tristan hit my car.
She was shout out to Tristan hit my car, so
that was running a bit late.
Speaker 2 (04:08):
No, this is so cringey.
Speaker 1 (04:09):
I can't even you know. She put the car in
reverse and my car was behind it doing that shit though,
Like I'll have my car and drive in our garage
and like I.
Speaker 2 (04:17):
Need to back out, and I'm like, oh shit, can't
be going forward. I don't know what I thought I
was doing.
Speaker 1 (04:24):
We should we should change their sixteen?
Speaker 2 (04:26):
Or why did I think I was grown? In middle school? Yeah?
Speaker 1 (04:30):
Okay, that's better.
Speaker 2 (04:31):
Or I mean middle school freshman year.
Speaker 1 (04:33):
I just feel like I wasn't doing much at thirteen.
Speaker 3 (04:35):
Yeah, I'm thinking like eighth grade was probably like awful
for me. The first thing I can think of, when
why the fuck did I think I was grown at
whatever age that was in middle school?
Speaker 2 (04:48):
Is why did I so badly?
Speaker 3 (04:51):
It's like so badly and the worst way won a boyfriend,
but like I just couldn't commit. I couldn't commit one
point jewish boyfriend type things, and I just like anytime
it actually happened, and like they would talk to me
as like fuck, no, get away from me, Like I
want this so bad, but I don't want to.
Speaker 2 (05:09):
I don't like, please get away from me.
Speaker 1 (05:12):
Well, I wanted a boyfriend, but I didn't want anyone
else to know I had a boyfriend, Like yeah, I didn't.
Speaker 3 (05:20):
Want my parents finding out. I didn't want like anything
to do with that. And like the second.
Speaker 1 (05:25):
No, because I'm about to name drop my literal first
ever boyfriend. His name is Zachary David shout out, okay,
full circle AnyWho, So zach he sat at lunch together
like whatever. I think I dated him for like maybe
a month, and I remember in eighth grade and he
(05:48):
we went to the Valentine stadiums together and I didn't
tell my mom I had a date because I was like, oh,
that's so weird, Like I can't tell my mom I
have a date. So she dropped me off and then
we were taking pictures outside of the school and she
later found out about it through probably Facebook, and she
was pissed and I didn't invite her to take pictures
with us.
Speaker 2 (06:07):
So that's hilarious. No, the second it got real for me,
the second.
Speaker 3 (06:12):
I had a label at that age, i'd have a
panic attack and I'd instantly ghost that person like.
Speaker 1 (06:19):
She like so bad, And this was real me right now?
Speaker 2 (06:27):
Oh my gosh, you know what.
Speaker 3 (06:28):
You got lucky that my brain developed a little bit
more in eighth grade that I could make it like
a little bit more official. And well, you see people
that got ghosted after we kind of made it official,
you know what.
Speaker 1 (06:43):
That was seventh grade. That was my seventh grade boy friends.
My eighth grade I was friends with like this group
of girls and that group of girls. You were in
that group of girls. Actually we all dated juniors as
like a grade going in the freshman year. I forgot
you were. I forgot you were in that group of people.
(07:04):
So yeah, so then that's when I really thought I
was grown, because we all were dating grown people.
Speaker 3 (07:09):
Actually got into a lot of shit with my my grown.
Speaker 1 (07:15):
Junior boyfriend that same because my grown junior boyfriend cheated
on me.
Speaker 3 (07:19):
I just hella didn't tell anyone, and because I was
still in that mindset and my mom didn't want me
talking to like.
Speaker 2 (07:29):
Text nothing, not not a single thing.
Speaker 1 (07:33):
But for whatever reason, I just had to.
Speaker 2 (07:36):
And you know, I see, I just listened to my
mom like what the hell?
Speaker 1 (07:40):
Yeah, same, same, same, I don't know what I was
doing thinking I was like grown, And you know, it's
so funny because I was like, I don't even have feelings,
Like there's no way you have feelings at fifteen years
old to date somebody. There's just no way, because maybe
I'm just like adrenaline. Yeah, Because when we were like
(08:01):
together and then like breaking up, I was just like
am I fine? Like I think I'm fine, which then
led us to Connor Pounds and that right there is
probably the grownest I've ever felt in my life. Why
not sure? But I think that's because like that was
(08:23):
my first like real boyfriend that I could like go
and see and hang out with and stay with and
like do all these things and like go drink with
him and just like all this and whatever. So I
literally felt like I was on top of the world.
So and I still have love letters that he's written me.
I don't think I forgot. I don't have much, but
I do have a screenshot. So stay safe out there,
(08:47):
because maybe maybe next podcast will get deep because every
guy I've ever talked to has written me some sort
of letter. Maybe I'll started reading them. Maybe I'll make
my own podcast next week and read them. Yeah, you
pick the frigin take it all, the winner takes it all.
Speaker 6 (09:03):
No, I actually think I felt grown just for the
simple fact that my I hate even talking about it.
It's just so gross that my older boyfriend at the
time could drive, if that makes sense, you know.
Speaker 2 (09:17):
What I mean.
Speaker 3 (09:18):
I still wasn't able to drive any relationship before that.
Speaker 2 (09:22):
I wasn't able to drive.
Speaker 3 (09:24):
So I'm like, oh, I have a boyfriend that can drive,
and we're gonna go, you know, like, it's so stupid,
It's so stupid.
Speaker 1 (09:32):
No, I'm cringing. Another thing that made me feel grown,
especially in middle school, is when everyone discovered like thongs.
Like that was like the Holy girl of like eighth grade.
Going into freshman year, I was just like everyone else's.
I have to like I can't hear anything else, like
(09:53):
and then everyone anytime we go to like someone's house
to get in the pool, like everyone had like the
tiniest bikini bottoms on, like pulled up their ass like yeah, yeah,
why don't I like remember that era of my life though,
And I don't think I don't think that would hit me.
Speaker 3 (10:14):
I don't think I cared that much honestly, but I
look like from the beginning or what I wore.
Speaker 1 (10:21):
So yeah, yeah, no, I think it was just like
bigger upok girls I was hanging around, it was like
the coolest no one thing that I don't understand where
my two brain cells were going is.
Speaker 2 (10:35):
For whatever freaking reason, I felt the need to wear hoops.
Speaker 1 (10:38):
You know that part of my life scares me. That's
scarce fit with.
Speaker 2 (10:44):
Every single outfit. I just felt the like I was like, oh, yeah,
this spice is up.
Speaker 3 (10:48):
Mmmmm No, No, who let me? Who let me walk
out of my house wearing hoops with every fucking outfit
Like it's not the time or place, No.
Speaker 1 (11:02):
Because you're so right, You're so right, Like I just
I used to also wear like like I have like
every ear piercing ever and like I used to wear
the thickest diamond the whole way up, like my ears
are so small, and it was like one big earring.
Like I don't know why, No, I know, it's felt
(11:23):
so cool walking.
Speaker 2 (11:24):
Around with my hoops.
Speaker 1 (11:27):
With me. There was another one. I thought of it.
I just it like slipped my mind when you brought
that up. There's another really good one, kind of think
I should have wrote it down and I remember, it'll
come back, it always says, yeah, No.
Speaker 2 (11:40):
I just hope too.
Speaker 3 (11:42):
I'm really actually upset that I'm digging all these memories
up because I shoved them so far down that I
wish to never think of them again, and here we are.
Speaker 2 (11:51):
Reliving them.
Speaker 1 (11:53):
Yeah, I feel like I don't even ever go this
far back, and like snapchat memories, and if I have
like memory from like one year ago, two year ago,
three year ago, four, like after the four year throwback,
like I'm done looking. I can't look because I'm so
it's so cringey, it's so embarrassing, so embarrassing. No, because
why did I think I was so grown? Sneaking out
(12:15):
of my house freshman year, no driver's license, nothing, sneaking
at that one.
Speaker 2 (12:21):
Thing I've never done.
Speaker 1 (12:22):
I was much peace like chicken to not word. But
I just.
Speaker 3 (12:29):
Didn't live in the area to sneak out. I had
nothing around like it just like didn't make sense.
Speaker 1 (12:35):
I guess, yeah, no, I would sneak out this. This
was This was my life for the majority of freshman year,
after I broke up with my junior boyfriend senior boyfriends.
My life was sneaking out at all hours of the night,
like low KEI kind of dressed up too, probably the
hoop earrings seeking I'm eating to go sneak out with
(12:58):
these juniors and seniors that were up to absolutely no good.
And I would run, sprint down the field at my
mom's house, jump in the car, go to wherever we
were going, and then come back home. And a lot
of the times it was so late. This was all
on school nights, by the way, so it was so
(13:19):
late sometimes that my mom would be up getting ready
for work and I'd have to wait until she left,
or wait until like the lights were off, like at
the one side of the house so I could like
sneak back in. I would strip naked in the laundry room,
shovel myself, like I just woke up and then go
to my room. And then a few times I couldn't
(13:39):
even make it home on a school night. So then
I would text my brother, I'd call him, I would
wake him up. I'd be like, listen, turn the lights
onto my room. So mom thinks I'm getting ready, so
then I can walk in and like, no, because I'm
a bitch in the morning. So she she knew my
(14:01):
light was on. She was like, Okay, she's up for
school and leave her work.
Speaker 3 (14:03):
Yeah, I'm in the morning too, But for whatever reason,
my dad feels some need to just barge in, bargin,
what are you doing?
Speaker 2 (14:11):
I don't know, dad making a cake? Like what does
it look like I'm doing?
Speaker 1 (14:15):
Like, yeah, please stop talking to me, please. Yeah, that's
that's why I thought I was this ship. That's why
I thought I was real ground. Yeah, I'm embarrassed.
Speaker 2 (14:26):
Listen. Yeah. No.
Speaker 3 (14:28):
Our next topic kind of goes with that one, and
it's rating our cringe eraws.
Speaker 1 (14:31):
And these are so good because I go hand in hand.
Speaker 2 (14:37):
I'm about to blow your mind. I'm really about to
bring it all back for you. Are you ready for this?
Speaker 1 (14:42):
Because this is the first thing.
Speaker 2 (14:44):
I could think of when I saw rating our cringe euras.
Speaker 1 (14:48):
I really hope you have the only one written down.
I hope you're about to say, but I have written down.
Speaker 2 (14:53):
No, No, I don't think it is. I really don't
like this. Is I dug for this? I like had
the really.
Speaker 1 (15:00):
Use my memory.
Speaker 3 (15:01):
So posting on social media man candy Monday, a woman
crushed Wednesday and TVH is yeah, yeah, like the is
it bringing?
Speaker 2 (15:10):
It's like it like smacks me in the face.
Speaker 1 (15:14):
Like yeah, who does that?
Speaker 2 (15:17):
Who does that? No one? Like that's so weird. No
one cares about who you're crushing on on a Monday.
Speaker 1 (15:23):
No, literally, no one cares. No one gives a fuck. Actually,
like some of the stuff that I posted, like I'm
gonna have to dig deep and I have to send
it to you, like you need to put this in
a talk like is actually truly like honestly like embarrassing,
Like it's so bad, like my like this self tan phase.
Speaker 3 (15:44):
That that was one of them that was very cringey,
like I have written down, but.
Speaker 1 (15:48):
I just nothing will be the like for TVH. You
literally get you get ready to go take a picture
for no reason. You get ready to take a selfie
for no reason, and then you send so vent teen
Selvius your friend that will look identical, and they're like,
which one should I post? They're all nasty none.
Speaker 2 (16:07):
Do you remember too, when like you would take a
selfie and it.
Speaker 1 (16:12):
Just be like your eye yep, yeah, and post it like.
Speaker 3 (16:17):
It's not even your face, it's half of your eye
and your ear and that's it, and that's like what.
Speaker 1 (16:23):
We're posted yep. Well. I also vividly remember we would.
I remember two times we got ready to go take
pictures in the snow in your backyard. And I also
remember we went to a howpow ones after I broke
up with Connor Pounds already name dropped him some as
well made up again. I kept his flannel and then
(16:45):
I posted a picture in it and someone like DM
me about it. I was like, no, I don't think
it says definitely think it's mine.
Speaker 2 (16:55):
I can't.
Speaker 3 (16:57):
My hair is actually sticking up right now, like I
just it's making me want no.
Speaker 2 (17:03):
I have the chills.
Speaker 1 (17:04):
Another really cringey thing was like I would get my
nails done and they would be so long and like square,
like I normally have them long, whether or not long, right,
now because I just got them done. But like I
do like when they're a bit longer. But like the
long chunky acrylic square. What even was the word for that?
(17:25):
Like almond? Almond? This is almond, like the square, but
it was like what the fuck name is up?
Speaker 2 (17:32):
Coffin?
Speaker 1 (17:33):
Yes, that was the only thing I would ever get. Never.
Speaker 3 (17:36):
I'm so glad because I know if I went through
that phase, I'd be right there with you.
Speaker 1 (17:42):
Yeah, like you only got that I do not need. Yeah,
if you got your nails done, it was coffin. And
if you didn't, if you got anything else, like, you're
probably gonna get made fun of.
Speaker 3 (17:51):
So well to kind of go along with like nails.
I don't even want to talk about my makeup phases either.
Speaker 1 (17:58):
See I never had that, like, which I'm very happy for.
Speaker 2 (18:03):
I think my like I didn't wear eyeshadow.
Speaker 1 (18:07):
No, that was like when I.
Speaker 3 (18:08):
Say makeup, I mean kind of like face makeup, but
I could never get it to match. I could never
Like my highlight was always too much, too much.
Speaker 1 (18:20):
I remember when the girls I rode the bus to
school with discovered highlight and like I was like, oh,
I want highlighter, And then everyone started using like eyeshadow.
So people were literally putting like opaque fucking eyeshadow like everywhere,
and it would just stick out like a sore thumb
because it's literally eyeshadow.
Speaker 3 (18:39):
No, I would never use eyeeshadow. Mine was always highlight,
but like it was too much, and I just like
why why, But I blame it on.
Speaker 2 (18:49):
This is another cringe era of my life. Not saying
like it's a cringey thing. It's just cringing for me.
My cheerleading when I was a cheerleader. Screw that, and
I think that's why I got drug into this hole.
Like it just all no, no, no.
Speaker 1 (19:05):
Another cringe thing of mine is like my hair is
like wavy, but like pretty straight, like definitely didn't need
a flat iron every single day, and I would flat
iron the fuck out of my hair. So then my
hair was so long and so blonde and so dead
because I would religiously flat iron it for no reason. Likeugh,
(19:25):
thinking about that that makes me cringe.
Speaker 3 (19:28):
It's so sad because I know ten years from now,
I'm gonna look back and think something I'm doing right now.
Speaker 2 (19:34):
Is very disgusting.
Speaker 1 (19:35):
So for sure, another crazy thing that I would do
is like I loved guy's attention in school. That was
my favorite phase, to the point where I won Senior
supertive of biggest flirt out of like a thousand kids,
Like there's not a thousand, probably, Like would we graduate
(19:56):
with like three hundred four hundred? Yeah, probably three hundred
song Yeah, So that that was cringey. Never would really
do anything with these guys, but like, but flirtatious. Yeah,
I love the attention. Loved it from anyone that would
ever give it to me. I would eat it up.
(20:16):
And like any football game that like we.
Speaker 2 (20:20):
Would go to it.
Speaker 1 (20:20):
You needed a picture with every single guy. Same for
powder Puff, and we did power powder Puff and every
guy was in booty shorts and crop tops like you
name it. I was probably with your boyfriend. And like,
that's honestly the most disgusting phase I've ever been through,
because who the fuck does that? Like, who the fuck
does that? Like I honestly didn't even want to say
it's a free pass because it's high school, but like,
(20:41):
if you're doing that out of high school now, I
could name a.
Speaker 3 (20:47):
Few people, but like, yeah, I don't know what I
was probably a little like I probably had that a
little bit over the phone, but like in person, I
was never really like all over guys.
Speaker 1 (21:03):
My personality was just too strong for my age to
be honest, like it was just like so like and
I that's why I think, like even you have said,
like all my friends are like you're just like mellowed
out and like you're growing. Like No, I think my
body is finally like large enough for my personality and
my brain's not a fucking like mush up there anymore.
I think that's what it is. So I still have
the same about of personality. But I also just like
(21:25):
don't put it into random you know where to like
in third two. Yeah, yeah, And honestly, I wish someone
would have told me to fucking quit and no one did,
Hey lift lap yeah no. Yeah, but like if you
don't learn it before the age of eighteen, like then
you're you're a whore. And I stand beside that.
Speaker 3 (21:48):
Yeah, if you're like out of high school, still try
to be pick me like that just that is one
thing that drives me.
Speaker 2 (21:54):
Like it's so annoying. It's so so annoying.
Speaker 1 (21:57):
No, See, that's where I draw the line, like if
you like, I probably should have said that better, Like
I'm not I was not actually flirting with everyone's boyfriends.
But like that's like where the line is just like
needs to stop, like honestly, like that's actually the worst
thing that you could possibly do is like be in
a relationship of any kind, married or.
Speaker 2 (22:15):
Not, like any male attention.
Speaker 1 (22:21):
Yes, like if your husband, boyfriend, whatever it is, is
not giving it to you, like maybe you should like
reevaluate and either have a talk with him or like
move on if that's not what you want. Like, I
don't understand why we're putting people's like heart and souls
on the line, because circling back, it's not it's not
a good feeling for anybody at all on either side.
Speaker 2 (22:42):
So yeah, no, no, thanks, no, no.
Speaker 1 (22:47):
I think that also just comes with growing up. But
like if you're at the point in your life where
you need a man or a woman or whatever whoever,
like you need to go to therapy and like work
on yourself because that is not normal.
Speaker 3 (23:00):
Yeah. I think if you're like really putting yourself out
there like that and like feeling good by like male attention,
you do need to work on yourself.
Speaker 2 (23:09):
You obviously don't love yourself enough that you're getting your
choosing happiness.
Speaker 3 (23:14):
From others, specifically males, and that's awful awful.
Speaker 1 (23:18):
Another thing that is cringey is the tiktoks you used
to pose. Like if that does not scream pick me,
I honestly go, I don't know what will that like
that takes the cake. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:32):
It's actually funny though, because I think I still have
them on my TikTok. So I mean that's hilarious.
Speaker 1 (23:38):
I like went gos after high school for like a
long time, like deleted everyone off social media. Every Instagram
posts every TikTok, but I still have them, like under
like the posted like hidden or whatever, and every now
like dig deep, and I'm like, what the fuck, Like
I remember this one time I posted this tick yeah,
(24:02):
and I'm like, oh, you know I sometimes like sometimes
I like watch it. I'm like, okay, that needs salita
because if anyone ever were to hack my account, like
I'd probably kill myself. But yeah, there's just one TikTok
I have in mind. And like when Wrenn called me
the other day and she was like, or no, were
we filming? No, we want FaceTime. I don't even know
(24:22):
what we were doing. That does not seem like the
other day but anyways, Brittan basically was like, I'm so
hungry I could Jesse Wible.
Speaker 2 (24:30):
Yeah that was like, yeah, that was on the podcast.
Speaker 1 (24:33):
Yeah, I don't listen to our podcast. I'm the Fagas band.
But I was like, oh my god, I have not
heard that name in so long. So I'm going clear
back to my TikTok drafts. And then all of a sudden,
I'm like, what is that? Like you did make tiktoks
with me? Like you were a loser. It was when
we swapped fucking outfits and his in my Jens fit
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him like too good. No, And for our listeners that
don't watch us, I'm five six and like one hundred
and fifteen pounds and I wear like a zero jene,
So put that in perspective for you.
Speaker 3 (25:12):
Actually, though, if we're gonna be honest, that's me right now.
And I absolutely hate it because me and you like
basically fit in each other's T shirts and I can't
stand it. I can't stand it, Like why can't your
T shirts be bigger than mine?
Speaker 1 (25:26):
Like I just know he's bigger. He's like short and wide,
like he hasn't got the height. He's just like I
mean he's definitely bigger. I mean he's like built, but
like you, he's.
Speaker 2 (25:38):
Still bigger than me.
Speaker 3 (25:40):
But like T shirts, like they just don't how I like,
they're just they just fit me because.
Speaker 1 (25:46):
You guys are like the same.
Speaker 3 (25:47):
Hurt me because I wear all things so like they
kind of just go with like what I normally wear,
where like if I want something a little more BAGGI er,
I don't got that because we're wearing the same.
Speaker 1 (26:00):
Yeah, yeah, no, that definitely sucks. But yeah, I come
across that and I was like, what the fuck, Like
I like, and I told him I'm gonna die if
he listens to these. But I told him, I told
I would never ever ever show anybody. I've showed the
whole world, like everyone knows. Like when I tell you,
(26:22):
I'm not gonna say anything, take with a grain of salt,
because I'm I already have told everyone, including the private story.
Yeah yeah, I think I deleted it though, because I
was so grossed out by it. It had to go.
I had to delete it, couldn't couldn't go back and
look at that anymore.
Speaker 3 (26:43):
It actually just makes me cringe because he actually told
me last night, this is gonna sound so harsh.
Speaker 2 (26:50):
But he thinks, like.
Speaker 3 (26:52):
He, I don't know how to say this about like
it sounding like nothing about me.
Speaker 2 (26:57):
No, no, no, no, no. He thinks right now is like
the prettiest version of myself.
Speaker 3 (27:03):
Like not that he's like saying like I wasn't pretty before,
but like he basically said, like I just like keep
like building or like keep getting.
Speaker 2 (27:14):
Prettier, if that makes sense.
Speaker 3 (27:16):
And it kind of does make me laugh because I
do look back at pictures like when we first stay dated.
Speaker 2 (27:21):
And like who let me look like that? Who let me?
Like I looked so bad? Like so bad?
Speaker 1 (27:28):
Yeah, but like in all honesty, like so did he,
so did I so did everybody. Like now we're at
the point in our lives where we're like growing together
and actually growing into our bodies. Like we thought we
were grown at like seventeen eighteen, and we think we're
grown now, but like we're gonna like keep growing. Yeah
that is that.
Speaker 3 (27:46):
Is true, But I just like I just can't like
some pictures I truly like look like even.
Speaker 2 (27:51):
Like a year or two ago, I look back at
and I'm.
Speaker 1 (27:55):
Like what, yeah, no, it really actually like triggers me
because up until like like two years ago, I was
like a ninety pounds, so like, like that makes me
cringe that that's the cringiest era of my life, is
like being ninety pounds. That was disgusting. That was truly disgusting.
And I don't know who thought I looked good when I.
Speaker 2 (28:17):
Was probably one hundred and like sixty, so maybe not.
Speaker 3 (28:21):
I don't think I ever I don't think i've ever
hit that, but like I was probably like pushing a
little over one forty five and that was.
Speaker 1 (28:29):
Rough looking thick, and I was looking like a stick.
Speaker 2 (28:37):
Yeah, that that was really bad.
Speaker 1 (28:39):
That was really bad. That was really bad. That was
so bad. Cringe. Well, I remember, I was gonna say,
like forever, like forty minutes ago. I thought I was
grown when I would walk the Dairy Queen after middle school,
before the basketball games, and after my mom told me
not to. I would walk my ass through the through
(29:00):
Guible into Dairy Queen with all these older boys and
some of my girlfriends. But the older boys come on
and that's when I started vaping. That's when I that's
when I thought I was grown. But I was vaping
in Dairy Queen's parking lot, throwing up because I thought
I was. I thought I was grown. I could like
hit a wait, yeah, and then I was yeah, because
(29:21):
then I would have my older boyfriend, my junior senior
boyfriend buy me pods with what money. I don't know.
I didn't have a job because I wasn't even like
old enough to work, so we would just like give
me them. Yeah, that's that's actually hilarious.
Speaker 3 (29:34):
The same when I would walk to Dairy Queen, I
fell on top of the world. And it's actually so
funny because one time, one time I was walking there
and with two other guys not like I actually was
not like flirt, like just walking for company, because these
two other guys were just like not it like they
(29:55):
were cool. I trusted them, but just like friends, like
strictly friends. And you know when you like walk and
cut through Geible, there's like that fence and you have
to go over the fence and then it's like a
straight shot to Dairy Queen. Yeah, completely eight shit and
I'm not even kidding, like eight shit so hard.
Speaker 2 (30:13):
I tried to do it with my book bag on.
Speaker 3 (30:16):
So when I jumped up, my book bag went over
my head and I went straight down and landed on
my leg freaking there was a hole in my pants
at that point, had a big hole in my pants,
there was blood gushing down my leg and just.
Speaker 2 (30:32):
Walked into dairy Queen. Yeah, just went, did not care.
Speaker 3 (30:39):
I had the I'm not kidding, the biggest hole in
my pants and I'm just like bleeding out.
Speaker 1 (30:46):
Oh my god, that's so hard, right, I still.
Speaker 2 (30:48):
Got my chicken tenders though I was.
Speaker 1 (30:50):
I was yeah, no, as soon as be hyped up
the hill, winded out of breath like hitting the babe,
I was like, we're here, so it's fine, Yep, we're good, Yeah,
We're yeah. No, seriously, yeah, that was like that was
so crazy, Like why was I vaping? You know, like
(31:11):
the tiktoks. And it's like when my daughter says, I
don't know, like I love this older guy, but he
does this and this and this, Like I don't even
need a DNA test that she's my daughter. If I have,
if I have kids that act like me, like I
might have to put them up a reduction because I
was so bad, so cringey, like bad to the point
where I didn't even have a fucking bedroom door for
(31:34):
like years because I couldn't stay put inside invited a
whole bunch of people over one time got the cops called.
Like I was so bad to the point where I
couldn't even be trusted with the bedroom door, could barely
be trusted to go see my friends. Like you're kidding,
You're kidding. And that's why it's that's.
Speaker 3 (31:53):
Hilarious though, because my parents probably, like they think I
was the walking, like the worst child walking this planet,
and I was probably the least problematic person ever.
Speaker 2 (32:06):
Like I didn't do anything. I don't know anything.
Speaker 1 (32:10):
I agree, I agree one thousand percent, because I was out.
Speaker 3 (32:14):
Yeah, if they knew anything, anyone did, and I'm just
I'm just living in my room. I'm I didn't do anything,
not a single thing, like my father.
Speaker 2 (32:25):
I had a vape once one time, one time, and
I died. I literally died. Never again.
Speaker 3 (32:31):
I never really like I didn't do anything. So please
tell me, Please tell me how I just.
Speaker 2 (32:36):
Got the the bad child title.
Speaker 1 (32:39):
Someone eis one, No, but like why really just was
doing the most to the point where somehow my mom
could see what I was google searching from her phone and.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
The text messages.
Speaker 1 (32:50):
Yeah, yeah, I wasn't trusted. But like also anytime I'd
be like well, IM can't go here, this is what's happening.
She'd like no, so like okay, at some point, like
you have to tell me yes, and she never would.
So then I would just like go get in all
kind of trouble. But she would never ground me. She
would take my door, and I'm like, oh, I could
live without a door. I don't need a door. So
like like I was just it was just like a
(33:13):
vicious cycle. So vicious cycle. So then this one time
a smoking weed because I thought I was grown and
so cool, my like mouth like I don't know what
was going with my mouth, something like weird. So I'm
like googling, like, oh, I don't know when I googled something.
My mom I was even home. My mom went through
(33:34):
my room. My mom went through my room, found my weed.
But it was like a like a not a pen.
It was like this like whole fucking thing. Found it,
texted me, showed me my Google search.
Speaker 2 (33:47):
Embarrassed.
Speaker 1 (33:48):
I was probably like fifteen, and then proceeds to tell
my dad that I'm vaping. I'm like, okay, if you
think it's a bape, that's fine, that's fine. Sape. Wow
your wow, fucking dad would have killed me, like murdered me.
Like that's one thing he does not put up with.
But like I don't know, we get caught vaping all
(34:09):
the time because he'd be dumb and like leave it
in his laundry or something, and then we'd tell my dad.
My dad like, smoke a cigarette. Why don't you just
smoke a cigarette. I'm like, no, because that's gross. But
now I'm gonna say this. We have this on record.
When I get drunk, even sometimes sober, I do like
a Marble red. That's the only sacred I'll smoke. And
(34:31):
I know, in four years from now, that's gonna be
a cringe. That's gonna be very cringey of me. Like
I have a picture smoking a Marvel Red on Saday
on Brocks Front porch insert photo, Like it's it's disgusting.
I'm meant the largest T shirt, bright blue sweatpants, barefoot,
(34:51):
hairs matted to my head, and I'm standing there like this.
Speaker 2 (34:55):
Honestly, though, as much like I'm looking, I'm thinking.
Speaker 1 (34:58):
Back to it.
Speaker 3 (35:00):
The cringey parts and times were the times I was
having the best time. So I truly don't care if
I'm gonna do something cringy it's probably because.
Speaker 2 (35:10):
I'm having fun.
Speaker 3 (35:11):
See, and if I'm having fun in the moment and
I'm looking back.
Speaker 2 (35:15):
Years from now thinking how cry, I don't care whatever.
Speaker 1 (35:18):
I have time, I'm happy, the best time, honestly, like
I'm having the best time of my life. So it
just it is what it is. Like if I'm enjoying
smoking marble red looking like a hooker that just crawled
out of Fay Counties, Gibson terraces like it's fine because like,
at least I'm enjoying myself. My gosh, Like I know
(35:41):
the lip filler. I come across the memory from last
year that I was sending you. My lips were so
overfilled and not like mustache overfilled. They were just fucking huge.
They were huge. I could even talk, Yeah, because I
just had to have two syringes filler. Oh I need it.
I need to go get more. I definitely didn't need more.
(36:04):
But that was such a poor memory.
Speaker 3 (36:07):
So yeah, last year's already coming back as cringey.
Speaker 2 (36:12):
So we're in trouble.
Speaker 1 (36:14):
We are in so much trouble. Honestly, I'm just like
accepting that I'm that I'm cringey. Brock told me and
Rena that if this is this is how he describes
me and Rina the people, I run my mouth, but
I'm too scared to fight. But I'm gonna like keep
running my mouth until someone comes over to hit me.
And then Riena is gonna jump in and not say
a word and beat the ship. Yeah, while I'm like
(36:38):
hiding behind her. And I was just like, you know,
I have never heard anything more true. And then he
told us that we have too much personality, which I
think that's where the cringe comes in. Okay, hear me out.
Out of all the people, me, you, Jackie, Rena have
the Alison have the most personality, and we are the
(36:58):
most cringey, Like, there's a few people I could name.
There are like duds that don't really have cringey phases
because they're not willing to like put themselves out there.
Speaker 2 (37:08):
Yeah they're not having fun, they're not living.
Speaker 1 (37:10):
No, No, they're just like boring losers sit outside or
sit inside like weirdo read a book. Yeah I read
a book, but I no same, but like if it's
not smoke a marble red or like read a book,
like I'm probably smoking the cigarette. So yeah, what a time?
(37:35):
What a life? That if you're listening to this, I
don't smoke marble reds.
Speaker 2 (37:40):
Oh my gosh, no.
Speaker 1 (37:42):
Just it's on the weekends. I'm just kidding. Not Well,
that concludes my notes. Same, that concludes I need to
quit because I like I'm embarrassed.
Speaker 3 (37:53):
Yeah, I'm shoving all those memories back into where they
came out of and hopefully never talking about them ever again.
Speaker 1 (37:59):
Yeah, too much has been said. We're good for the
next years.
Speaker 2 (38:04):
That's it.
Speaker 1 (38:07):
That's all just another episode of me and Brandon embarrassing
ourselves because that's the mess.
Speaker 2 (38:13):
Yeah, I hope you guys are happy that you know.
Speaker 1 (38:17):
I can't wait for a couple of years when we're
I know we're gonna be crundr eat cringey because my
boobs are my largest personality trait, Like they always have
to be out, they always have to be whatever, and
like you have eyelash blindness, which I don't think you do.
But like in a couple of years, we're gonna be
like you do. Like there's just so many things we
do right now that I know is gonna be Yeah,
(38:40):
it's like trendy now, like this this haircuts about style,
and I'm gonna look back and like, oh my god,
she's eating. No, babe, sit down, that was not the
look like.
Speaker 2 (38:54):
It's so funny to think about.
Speaker 1 (38:55):
So funny, No it is, but even if like, but
that's what I like. If I had like long, boring hair,
if you had to hair that was one color, if
you didn't wear lashes, like, we'd be like every other dud,
boring weirdo with no personality.
Speaker 3 (39:09):
Right, Yeah, you just gotta have the personality be cringey
just because it's funny to look back on.
Speaker 1 (39:16):
And no, it is, it is, and honestly like, yeah,
it's cringey. And like I did say, I was embarrassed,
but honestly, nothing can embarrass me, so you know, no
nothing embra Yep, Well I'm hungry. Well guys, it is
nine thirty and I need to journal for my therapist.
(39:43):
Yeah before I you see her on Thursday, So I'm
gonna do that before I get to bed. I'm just
shocked that I've stuck to it this long. Yeah, that's
pretty good for anyone that I.
Speaker 2 (39:57):
Actually need to answer my therapist back right now.
Speaker 1 (40:00):
Not really in the mood to talk to her. Yeah,
I don't like talking to mine all the time, so
I just write everything down that i'd like to tell her.
Speaker 3 (40:08):
Yeah, yeah, that's what I should start doing, because god, well,
we'll talk.
Speaker 1 (40:15):
To you all next week, hopefully less cringe.
Speaker 2 (40:19):
Yeah, yep, yep, yep.
Speaker 1 (40:22):
All right, well, I's totally peacef
It's eight thirty. Yeah, damn, they're like doing laundry. I
think my dad's packing because he's leaving.
Speaker 2 (00:06):
That would make sense. I changed my mind.
Speaker 3 (00:08):
I'm no longer energized my twelve or however long I
slept today.
Speaker 2 (00:14):
Just right right out the window.
Speaker 1 (00:16):
Yeah, I was feeling so good this morning.
Speaker 2 (00:19):
Well it is two thirty. It's not like it's like
still the morning or anything.
Speaker 3 (00:23):
But I did wake up like five hours four hours ago.
I thought I was feeling good.
Speaker 1 (00:28):
There was a failing dinner and I was like, guys,
I've been sleeping like Saturday or Sunday to Monday, like
twelve thirteen, fourteen, fifteen hours. And it's because like I
go out on Saturdays and stamp all night and then
I'm up for twenty four hours. But then I soak
it up at seven, yeah, because I can't ruin my
work schedule. So I just like crash. And they're like,
(00:50):
what does it feel like? And I'm like, I wake
up and I feel wasted.
Speaker 2 (00:54):
No, that's the worst. It's literally the worst. It feels
like you got hit by like a mac truck. Last night.
Speaker 3 (00:59):
I will say like I was up very late for
my normal I was probably up until midnight because I
played volleyball last night, got home late. Then I was
talking to E. So I was taking the opportunity and
was like staying up a little bit. Went to bed
at midnight, then set.
Speaker 4 (01:16):
My alarm for three am because that's when he gets
off and like that's when I can I talk to him,
like actually like call and like talk to him three am.
Speaker 2 (01:28):
Welcome. I don't know how talk to him. Don't even
remember the conversation. I think I was actually still half asleep.
Speaker 3 (01:33):
And I blame that, honestly on why I slept until
eleven today.
Speaker 1 (01:38):
Well, I was wondering why you were up so lately.
Speaker 3 (01:40):
No, I think it is. I will be taking Melowtone
or Ben and Dru or something tonight just to try.
Speaker 2 (01:44):
And get like back into.
Speaker 1 (01:47):
Because that was rough. See mind like resets itself when
I stay up for twenty four hours.
Speaker 2 (01:56):
Yeah, well, and you're.
Speaker 3 (01:57):
Like forced to get up so like for work and stuff.
Speaker 2 (02:02):
So I feel like that kind of like puts it
back where it needs to be too.
Speaker 1 (02:07):
And I do have some wiggle room because I normally
start at twelve, but like if I want to do
anything productive, like I have to get up right orally
like go to the gym whatever and everything.
Speaker 2 (02:18):
If I ever sleep in again, I'm just skipping the.
Speaker 3 (02:21):
Gym because I walked in there today. Not a single
machine was open. I'm not even kidding. Nothing the weight
like the free weights, nothing was over there. All the
benches were taken, all the machines were taking all the like.
I literally was like having a panic attack because like
I was like, what the hell am I supposed to do?
But they have like a separate like hit room in
the back with like a few smaller like they still
(02:43):
have weights in there, So that's where I went.
Speaker 2 (02:44):
It got the job done, but like I was so
pissed off.
Speaker 1 (02:48):
So yeah, I get it. I get it. I haven't been.
I've been going to the gym a lot with Breena,
but we just walk because we can't shut up.
Speaker 2 (02:57):
Dude.
Speaker 1 (02:57):
But I kind of like.
Speaker 3 (02:58):
Starting with instaid, I have to sit there and think
about my own stupid thoughts and not. I'm like half
tempted to look get the guy next to me and
just start talking to him.
Speaker 1 (03:09):
Yeah. No, like Rina and I we get some ship.
Speaker 5 (03:11):
Is said, all right, well I guess we should start
no suicide.
Speaker 1 (03:23):
I'm tired, Okay, Welcome back to another pod. Here's my note,
Here's why not.
Speaker 2 (03:30):
Fuck a hipcrip fuck out. Okay, I think I'm okay,
Oh no, what sixteen? I think?
Speaker 1 (03:39):
Yeah?
Speaker 5 (03:39):
We are?
Speaker 2 (03:40):
Is it sixteen?
Speaker 1 (03:41):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (03:42):
Every single time I have, like I go to post
and I have to go back to like the last
one posted and look at it's just to make sure
it's right. No, but so topic number one today? Where
should I switch one?
Speaker 2 (03:55):
We'll do? Why did I think I was grown? At thirteen?
Speaker 1 (03:59):
I know, ri over the place because Tristan hit my car.
She was shout out to Tristan hit my car, so
that was running a bit late.
Speaker 2 (04:08):
No, this is so cringey.
Speaker 1 (04:09):
I can't even you know. She put the car in
reverse and my car was behind it doing that shit though,
Like I'll have my car and drive in our garage
and like I.
Speaker 2 (04:17):
Need to back out, and I'm like, oh shit, can't
be going forward. I don't know what I thought I
was doing.
Speaker 1 (04:24):
We should we should change their sixteen?
Speaker 2 (04:26):
Or why did I think I was grown? In middle school? Yeah?
Speaker 1 (04:30):
Okay, that's better.
Speaker 2 (04:31):
Or I mean middle school freshman year.
Speaker 1 (04:33):
I just feel like I wasn't doing much at thirteen.
Speaker 3 (04:35):
Yeah, I'm thinking like eighth grade was probably like awful
for me. The first thing I can think of, when
why the fuck did I think I was grown at
whatever age that was in middle school?
Speaker 2 (04:48):
Is why did I so badly?
Speaker 3 (04:51):
It's like so badly and the worst way won a boyfriend,
but like I just couldn't commit. I couldn't commit one
point jewish boyfriend type things, and I just like anytime
it actually happened, and like they would talk to me
as like fuck, no, get away from me, Like I
want this so bad, but I don't want to.
Speaker 2 (05:09):
I don't like, please get away from me.
Speaker 1 (05:12):
Well, I wanted a boyfriend, but I didn't want anyone
else to know I had a boyfriend, Like yeah, I didn't.
Speaker 3 (05:20):
Want my parents finding out. I didn't want like anything
to do with that. And like the second.
Speaker 1 (05:25):
No, because I'm about to name drop my literal first
ever boyfriend. His name is Zachary David shout out, okay,
full circle AnyWho, So zach he sat at lunch together
like whatever. I think I dated him for like maybe
a month, and I remember in eighth grade and he
(05:48):
we went to the Valentine stadiums together and I didn't
tell my mom I had a date because I was like, oh,
that's so weird, Like I can't tell my mom I
have a date. So she dropped me off and then
we were taking pictures outside of the school and she
later found out about it through probably Facebook, and she
was pissed and I didn't invite her to take pictures
with us.
Speaker 2 (06:07):
So that's hilarious. No, the second it got real for me,
the second.
Speaker 3 (06:12):
I had a label at that age, i'd have a
panic attack and I'd instantly ghost that person like.
Speaker 1 (06:19):
She like so bad, And this was real me right now?
Speaker 2 (06:27):
Oh my gosh, you know what.
Speaker 3 (06:28):
You got lucky that my brain developed a little bit
more in eighth grade that I could make it like
a little bit more official. And well, you see people
that got ghosted after we kind of made it official,
you know what.
Speaker 1 (06:43):
That was seventh grade. That was my seventh grade boy friends.
My eighth grade I was friends with like this group
of girls and that group of girls. You were in
that group of girls. Actually we all dated juniors as
like a grade going in the freshman year. I forgot
you were. I forgot you were in that group of people.
(07:04):
So yeah, so then that's when I really thought I
was grown, because we all were dating grown people.
Speaker 3 (07:09):
Actually got into a lot of shit with my my grown.
Speaker 1 (07:15):
Junior boyfriend that same because my grown junior boyfriend cheated
on me.
Speaker 3 (07:19):
I just hella didn't tell anyone, and because I was
still in that mindset and my mom didn't want me
talking to like.
Speaker 2 (07:29):
Text nothing, not not a single thing.
Speaker 1 (07:33):
But for whatever reason, I just had to.
Speaker 2 (07:36):
And you know, I see, I just listened to my
mom like what the hell?
Speaker 1 (07:40):
Yeah, same, same, same, I don't know what I was
doing thinking I was like grown, And you know, it's
so funny because I was like, I don't even have feelings,
Like there's no way you have feelings at fifteen years
old to date somebody. There's just no way, because maybe
I'm just like adrenaline. Yeah, Because when we were like
(08:01):
together and then like breaking up, I was just like
am I fine? Like I think I'm fine, which then
led us to Connor Pounds and that right there is
probably the grownest I've ever felt in my life. Why
not sure? But I think that's because like that was
(08:23):
my first like real boyfriend that I could like go
and see and hang out with and stay with and
like do all these things and like go drink with
him and just like all this and whatever. So I
literally felt like I was on top of the world.
So and I still have love letters that he's written me.
I don't think I forgot. I don't have much, but
I do have a screenshot. So stay safe out there,
(08:47):
because maybe maybe next podcast will get deep because every
guy I've ever talked to has written me some sort
of letter. Maybe I'll started reading them. Maybe I'll make
my own podcast next week and read them. Yeah, you
pick the frigin take it all, the winner takes it all.
Speaker 6 (09:03):
No, I actually think I felt grown just for the
simple fact that my I hate even talking about it.
It's just so gross that my older boyfriend at the
time could drive, if that makes sense, you know.
Speaker 2 (09:17):
What I mean.
Speaker 3 (09:18):
I still wasn't able to drive any relationship before that.
Speaker 2 (09:22):
I wasn't able to drive.
Speaker 3 (09:24):
So I'm like, oh, I have a boyfriend that can drive,
and we're gonna go, you know, like, it's so stupid,
It's so stupid.
Speaker 1 (09:32):
No, I'm cringing. Another thing that made me feel grown,
especially in middle school, is when everyone discovered like thongs.
Like that was like the Holy girl of like eighth grade.
Going into freshman year, I was just like everyone else's.
I have to like I can't hear anything else, like
(09:53):
and then everyone anytime we go to like someone's house
to get in the pool, like everyone had like the
tiniest bikini bottoms on, like pulled up their ass like yeah, yeah,
why don't I like remember that era of my life though,
And I don't think I don't think that would hit me.
Speaker 3 (10:14):
I don't think I cared that much honestly, but I
look like from the beginning or what I wore.
Speaker 1 (10:21):
So yeah, yeah, no, I think it was just like
bigger upok girls I was hanging around, it was like
the coolest no one thing that I don't understand where
my two brain cells were going is.
Speaker 2 (10:35):
For whatever freaking reason, I felt the need to wear hoops.
Speaker 1 (10:38):
You know that part of my life scares me. That's
scarce fit with.
Speaker 2 (10:44):
Every single outfit. I just felt the like I was like, oh, yeah,
this spice is up.
Speaker 3 (10:48):
Mmmmm No, No, who let me? Who let me walk
out of my house wearing hoops with every fucking outfit
Like it's not the time or place, No.
Speaker 1 (11:02):
Because you're so right, You're so right, Like I just
I used to also wear like like I have like
every ear piercing ever and like I used to wear
the thickest diamond the whole way up, like my ears
are so small, and it was like one big earring.
Like I don't know why, No, I know, it's felt
(11:23):
so cool walking.
Speaker 2 (11:24):
Around with my hoops.
Speaker 1 (11:27):
With me. There was another one. I thought of it.
I just it like slipped my mind when you brought
that up. There's another really good one, kind of think
I should have wrote it down and I remember, it'll
come back, it always says, yeah, No.
Speaker 2 (11:40):
I just hope too.
Speaker 3 (11:42):
I'm really actually upset that I'm digging all these memories
up because I shoved them so far down that I
wish to never think of them again, and here we are.
Speaker 2 (11:51):
Reliving them.
Speaker 1 (11:53):
Yeah, I feel like I don't even ever go this
far back, and like snapchat memories, and if I have
like memory from like one year ago, two year ago,
three year ago, four, like after the four year throwback,
like I'm done looking. I can't look because I'm so
it's so cringey, it's so embarrassing, so embarrassing. No, because
why did I think I was so grown? Sneaking out
(12:15):
of my house freshman year, no driver's license, nothing, sneaking
at that one.
Speaker 2 (12:21):
Thing I've never done.
Speaker 1 (12:22):
I was much peace like chicken to not word. But
I just.
Speaker 3 (12:29):
Didn't live in the area to sneak out. I had
nothing around like it just like didn't make sense.
Speaker 1 (12:35):
I guess, yeah, no, I would sneak out this. This
was This was my life for the majority of freshman year,
after I broke up with my junior boyfriend senior boyfriends.
My life was sneaking out at all hours of the night,
like low KEI kind of dressed up too, probably the
hoop earrings seeking I'm eating to go sneak out with
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these juniors and seniors that were up to absolutely no good.
And I would run, sprint down the field at my
mom's house, jump in the car, go to wherever we
were going, and then come back home. And a lot
of the times it was so late. This was all
on school nights, by the way, so it was so
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late sometimes that my mom would be up getting ready
for work and I'd have to wait until she left,
or wait until like the lights were off, like at
the one side of the house so I could like
sneak back in. I would strip naked in the laundry room,
shovel myself, like I just woke up and then go
to my room. And then a few times I couldn't
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even make it home on a school night. So then
I would text my brother, I'd call him, I would
wake him up. I'd be like, listen, turn the lights
onto my room. So mom thinks I'm getting ready, so
then I can walk in and like, no, because I'm
a bitch in the morning. So she she knew my
(14:01):
light was on. She was like, Okay, she's up for
school and leave her work.
Speaker 3 (14:03):
Yeah, I'm in the morning too, But for whatever reason,
my dad feels some need to just barge in, bargin,
what are you doing?
Speaker 2 (14:11):
I don't know, dad making a cake? Like what does
it look like I'm doing?
Speaker 1 (14:15):
Like, yeah, please stop talking to me, please. Yeah, that's
that's why I thought I was this ship. That's why
I thought I was real ground. Yeah, I'm embarrassed.
Speaker 2 (14:26):
Listen. Yeah. No.
Speaker 3 (14:28):
Our next topic kind of goes with that one, and
it's rating our cringe eraws.
Speaker 1 (14:31):
And these are so good because I go hand in hand.
Speaker 2 (14:37):
I'm about to blow your mind. I'm really about to
bring it all back for you. Are you ready for this?
Speaker 1 (14:42):
Because this is the first thing.
Speaker 2 (14:44):
I could think of when I saw rating our cringe euras.
Speaker 1 (14:48):
I really hope you have the only one written down.
I hope you're about to say, but I have written down.
Speaker 2 (14:53):
No, No, I don't think it is. I really don't
like this. Is I dug for this? I like had
the really.
Speaker 1 (15:00):
Use my memory.
Speaker 3 (15:01):
So posting on social media man candy Monday, a woman
crushed Wednesday and TVH is yeah, yeah, like the is
it bringing?
Speaker 2 (15:10):
It's like it like smacks me in the face.
Speaker 1 (15:14):
Like yeah, who does that?
Speaker 2 (15:17):
Who does that? No one? Like that's so weird. No
one cares about who you're crushing on on a Monday.
Speaker 1 (15:23):
No, literally, no one cares. No one gives a fuck. Actually,
like some of the stuff that I posted, like I'm
gonna have to dig deep and I have to send
it to you, like you need to put this in
a talk like is actually truly like honestly like embarrassing,
Like it's so bad, like my like this self tan phase.
Speaker 3 (15:44):
That that was one of them that was very cringey,
like I have written down, but.
Speaker 1 (15:48):
I just nothing will be the like for TVH. You
literally get you get ready to go take a picture
for no reason. You get ready to take a selfie
for no reason, and then you send so vent teen
Selvius your friend that will look identical, and they're like,
which one should I post? They're all nasty none.
Speaker 2 (16:07):
Do you remember too, when like you would take a
selfie and it.
Speaker 1 (16:12):
Just be like your eye yep, yeah, and post it like.
Speaker 3 (16:17):
It's not even your face, it's half of your eye
and your ear and that's it, and that's like what.
Speaker 1 (16:23):
We're posted yep. Well. I also vividly remember we would.
I remember two times we got ready to go take
pictures in the snow in your backyard. And I also
remember we went to a howpow ones after I broke
up with Connor Pounds already name dropped him some as
well made up again. I kept his flannel and then
(16:45):
I posted a picture in it and someone like DM
me about it. I was like, no, I don't think
it says definitely think it's mine.
Speaker 2 (16:55):
I can't.
Speaker 3 (16:57):
My hair is actually sticking up right now, like I
just it's making me want no.
Speaker 2 (17:03):
I have the chills.
Speaker 1 (17:04):
Another really cringey thing was like I would get my
nails done and they would be so long and like square,
like I normally have them long, whether or not long, right,
now because I just got them done. But like I
do like when they're a bit longer. But like the
long chunky acrylic square. What even was the word for that?
(17:25):
Like almond? Almond? This is almond, like the square, but
it was like what the fuck name is up?
Speaker 2 (17:32):
Coffin?
Speaker 1 (17:33):
Yes, that was the only thing I would ever get. Never.
Speaker 3 (17:36):
I'm so glad because I know if I went through
that phase, I'd be right there with you.
Speaker 1 (17:42):
Yeah, like you only got that I do not need. Yeah,
if you got your nails done, it was coffin. And
if you didn't, if you got anything else, like, you're
probably gonna get made fun of.
Speaker 3 (17:51):
So well to kind of go along with like nails.
I don't even want to talk about my makeup phases either.
Speaker 1 (17:58):
See I never had that, like, which I'm very happy for.
Speaker 2 (18:03):
I think my like I didn't wear eyeshadow.
Speaker 1 (18:07):
No, that was like when I.
Speaker 3 (18:08):
Say makeup, I mean kind of like face makeup, but
I could never get it to match. I could never
Like my highlight was always too much, too much.
Speaker 1 (18:20):
I remember when the girls I rode the bus to
school with discovered highlight and like I was like, oh,
I want highlighter, And then everyone started using like eyeshadow.
So people were literally putting like opaque fucking eyeshadow like everywhere,
and it would just stick out like a sore thumb
because it's literally eyeshadow.
Speaker 3 (18:39):
No, I would never use eyeeshadow. Mine was always highlight,
but like it was too much, and I just like
why why, But I blame it on.
Speaker 2 (18:49):
This is another cringe era of my life. Not saying
like it's a cringey thing. It's just cringing for me.
My cheerleading when I was a cheerleader. Screw that, and
I think that's why I got drug into this hole.
Like it just all no, no, no.
Speaker 1 (19:05):
Another cringe thing of mine is like my hair is
like wavy, but like pretty straight, like definitely didn't need
a flat iron every single day, and I would flat
iron the fuck out of my hair. So then my
hair was so long and so blonde and so dead
because I would religiously flat iron it for no reason. Likeugh,
(19:25):
thinking about that that makes me cringe.
Speaker 3 (19:28):
It's so sad because I know ten years from now,
I'm gonna look back and think something I'm doing right now.
Speaker 2 (19:34):
Is very disgusting.
Speaker 1 (19:35):
So for sure, another crazy thing that I would do
is like I loved guy's attention in school. That was
my favorite phase, to the point where I won Senior
supertive of biggest flirt out of like a thousand kids,
Like there's not a thousand, probably, Like would we graduate
(19:56):
with like three hundred four hundred? Yeah, probably three hundred
song Yeah, So that that was cringey. Never would really
do anything with these guys, but like, but flirtatious. Yeah,
I love the attention. Loved it from anyone that would
ever give it to me. I would eat it up.
(20:16):
And like any football game that like we.
Speaker 2 (20:20):
Would go to it.
Speaker 1 (20:20):
You needed a picture with every single guy. Same for
powder Puff, and we did power powder Puff and every
guy was in booty shorts and crop tops like you
name it. I was probably with your boyfriend. And like,
that's honestly the most disgusting phase I've ever been through,
because who the fuck does that? Like, who the fuck
does that? Like I honestly didn't even want to say
it's a free pass because it's high school, but like,
(20:41):
if you're doing that out of high school now, I
could name a.
Speaker 3 (20:47):
Few people, but like, yeah, I don't know what I
was probably a little like I probably had that a
little bit over the phone, but like in person, I
was never really like all over guys.
Speaker 1 (21:03):
My personality was just too strong for my age to
be honest, like it was just like so like and
I that's why I think, like even you have said,
like all my friends are like you're just like mellowed
out and like you're growing. Like No, I think my
body is finally like large enough for my personality and
my brain's not a fucking like mush up there anymore.
I think that's what it is. So I still have
the same about of personality. But I also just like
(21:25):
don't put it into random you know where to like
in third two. Yeah, yeah, And honestly, I wish someone
would have told me to fucking quit and no one did,
Hey lift lap yeah no. Yeah, but like if you
don't learn it before the age of eighteen, like then
you're you're a whore. And I stand beside that.
Speaker 3 (21:48):
Yeah, if you're like out of high school, still try
to be pick me like that just that is one
thing that drives me.
Speaker 2 (21:54):
Like it's so annoying. It's so so annoying.
Speaker 1 (21:57):
No, See, that's where I draw the line, like if
you like, I probably should have said that better, Like
I'm not I was not actually flirting with everyone's boyfriends.
But like that's like where the line is just like
needs to stop, like honestly, like that's actually the worst
thing that you could possibly do is like be in
a relationship of any kind, married or.
Speaker 2 (22:15):
Not, like any male attention.
Speaker 1 (22:21):
Yes, like if your husband, boyfriend, whatever it is, is
not giving it to you, like maybe you should like
reevaluate and either have a talk with him or like
move on if that's not what you want. Like, I
don't understand why we're putting people's like heart and souls
on the line, because circling back, it's not it's not
a good feeling for anybody at all on either side.
Speaker 2 (22:42):
So yeah, no, no, thanks, no, no.
Speaker 1 (22:47):
I think that also just comes with growing up. But
like if you're at the point in your life where
you need a man or a woman or whatever whoever,
like you need to go to therapy and like work
on yourself because that is not normal.
Speaker 3 (23:00):
Yeah. I think if you're like really putting yourself out
there like that and like feeling good by like male attention,
you do need to work on yourself.
Speaker 2 (23:09):
You obviously don't love yourself enough that you're getting your
choosing happiness.
Speaker 3 (23:14):
From others, specifically males, and that's awful awful.
Speaker 1 (23:18):
Another thing that is cringey is the tiktoks you used
to pose. Like if that does not scream pick me,
I honestly go, I don't know what will that like
that takes the cake. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:32):
It's actually funny though, because I think I still have
them on my TikTok. So I mean that's hilarious.
Speaker 1 (23:38):
I like went gos after high school for like a
long time, like deleted everyone off social media. Every Instagram
posts every TikTok, but I still have them, like under
like the posted like hidden or whatever, and every now
like dig deep, and I'm like, what the fuck, Like
I remember this one time I posted this tick yeah,
(24:02):
and I'm like, oh, you know I sometimes like sometimes
I like watch it. I'm like, okay, that needs salita
because if anyone ever were to hack my account, like
I'd probably kill myself. But yeah, there's just one TikTok
I have in mind. And like when Wrenn called me
the other day and she was like, or no, were
we filming? No, we want FaceTime. I don't even know
(24:22):
what we were doing. That does not seem like the
other day but anyways, Brittan basically was like, I'm so
hungry I could Jesse Wible.
Speaker 2 (24:30):
Yeah that was like, yeah, that was on the podcast.
Speaker 1 (24:33):
Yeah, I don't listen to our podcast. I'm the Fagas band.
But I was like, oh my god, I have not
heard that name in so long. So I'm going clear
back to my TikTok drafts. And then all of a sudden,
I'm like, what is that? Like you did make tiktoks
with me? Like you were a loser. It was when
we swapped fucking outfits and his in my Jens fit
(24:56):
him like too good. No, And for our listeners that
don't watch us, I'm five six and like one hundred
and fifteen pounds and I wear like a zero jene,
So put that in perspective for you.
Speaker 3 (25:12):
Actually, though, if we're gonna be honest, that's me right now.
And I absolutely hate it because me and you like
basically fit in each other's T shirts and I can't
stand it. I can't stand it, Like why can't your
T shirts be bigger than mine?
Speaker 1 (25:26):
Like I just know he's bigger. He's like short and wide,
like he hasn't got the height. He's just like I
mean he's definitely bigger. I mean he's like built, but
like you, he's.
Speaker 2 (25:38):
Still bigger than me.
Speaker 3 (25:40):
But like T shirts, like they just don't how I like,
they're just they just fit me because.
Speaker 1 (25:46):
You guys are like the same.
Speaker 3 (25:47):
Hurt me because I wear all things so like they
kind of just go with like what I normally wear,
where like if I want something a little more BAGGI er,
I don't got that because we're wearing the same.
Speaker 1 (26:00):
Yeah, yeah, no, that definitely sucks. But yeah, I come
across that and I was like, what the fuck, Like
I like, and I told him I'm gonna die if
he listens to these. But I told him, I told
I would never ever ever show anybody. I've showed the
whole world, like everyone knows. Like when I tell you,
(26:22):
I'm not gonna say anything, take with a grain of salt,
because I'm I already have told everyone, including the private story.
Yeah yeah, I think I deleted it though, because I
was so grossed out by it. It had to go.
I had to delete it, couldn't couldn't go back and
look at that anymore.
Speaker 3 (26:43):
It actually just makes me cringe because he actually told
me last night, this is gonna sound so harsh.
Speaker 2 (26:50):
But he thinks, like.
Speaker 3 (26:52):
He, I don't know how to say this about like
it sounding like nothing about me.
Speaker 2 (26:57):
No, no, no, no, no. He thinks right now is like
the prettiest version of myself.
Speaker 3 (27:03):
Like not that he's like saying like I wasn't pretty before,
but like he basically said, like I just like keep
like building or like keep getting.
Speaker 2 (27:14):
Prettier, if that makes sense.
Speaker 3 (27:16):
And it kind of does make me laugh because I
do look back at pictures like when we first stay dated.
Speaker 2 (27:21):
And like who let me look like that? Who let me?
Like I looked so bad? Like so bad?
Speaker 1 (27:28):
Yeah, but like in all honesty, like so did he,
so did I so did everybody. Like now we're at
the point in our lives where we're like growing together
and actually growing into our bodies. Like we thought we
were grown at like seventeen eighteen, and we think we're
grown now, but like we're gonna like keep growing. Yeah
that is that.
Speaker 3 (27:46):
Is true, But I just like I just can't like
some pictures I truly like look like even.
Speaker 2 (27:51):
Like a year or two ago, I look back at
and I'm.
Speaker 1 (27:55):
Like what, yeah, no, it really actually like triggers me
because up until like like two years ago, I was
like a ninety pounds, so like, like that makes me
cringe that that's the cringiest era of my life, is
like being ninety pounds. That was disgusting. That was truly disgusting.
And I don't know who thought I looked good when I.
Speaker 2 (28:17):
Was probably one hundred and like sixty, so maybe not.
Speaker 3 (28:21):
I don't think I ever I don't think i've ever
hit that, but like I was probably like pushing a
little over one forty five and that was.
Speaker 1 (28:29):
Rough looking thick, and I was looking like a stick.
Speaker 2 (28:37):
Yeah, that that was really bad.
Speaker 1 (28:39):
That was really bad. That was really bad. That was
so bad. Cringe. Well, I remember, I was gonna say,
like forever, like forty minutes ago. I thought I was
grown when I would walk the Dairy Queen after middle school,
before the basketball games, and after my mom told me
not to. I would walk my ass through the through
(29:00):
Guible into Dairy Queen with all these older boys and
some of my girlfriends. But the older boys come on
and that's when I started vaping. That's when I that's
when I thought I was grown. But I was vaping
in Dairy Queen's parking lot, throwing up because I thought
I was. I thought I was grown. I could like
hit a wait, yeah, and then I was yeah, because
(29:21):
then I would have my older boyfriend, my junior senior
boyfriend buy me pods with what money. I don't know.
I didn't have a job because I wasn't even like
old enough to work, so we would just like give
me them. Yeah, that's that's actually hilarious.
Speaker 3 (29:34):
The same when I would walk to Dairy Queen, I
fell on top of the world. And it's actually so
funny because one time, one time I was walking there
and with two other guys not like I actually was
not like flirt, like just walking for company, because these
two other guys were just like not it like they
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were cool. I trusted them, but just like friends, like
strictly friends. And you know when you like walk and
cut through Geible, there's like that fence and you have
to go over the fence and then it's like a
straight shot to Dairy Queen. Yeah, completely eight shit and
I'm not even kidding, like eight shit so hard.
Speaker 2 (30:13):
I tried to do it with my book bag on.
Speaker 3 (30:16):
So when I jumped up, my book bag went over
my head and I went straight down and landed on
my leg freaking there was a hole in my pants
at that point, had a big hole in my pants,
there was blood gushing down my leg and just.
Speaker 2 (30:32):
Walked into dairy Queen. Yeah, just went, did not care.
Speaker 3 (30:39):
I had the I'm not kidding, the biggest hole in
my pants and I'm just like bleeding out.
Speaker 1 (30:46):
Oh my god, that's so hard, right, I still.
Speaker 2 (30:48):
Got my chicken tenders though I was.
Speaker 1 (30:50):
I was yeah, no, as soon as be hyped up
the hill, winded out of breath like hitting the babe,
I was like, we're here, so it's fine, Yep, we're good, Yeah,
We're yeah. No, seriously, yeah, that was like that was
so crazy, Like why was I vaping? You know, like
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the tiktoks. And it's like when my daughter says, I
don't know, like I love this older guy, but he
does this and this and this, Like I don't even
need a DNA test that she's my daughter. If I have,
if I have kids that act like me, like I
might have to put them up a reduction because I
was so bad, so cringey, like bad to the point
where I didn't even have a fucking bedroom door for
(31:34):
like years because I couldn't stay put inside invited a
whole bunch of people over one time got the cops called.
Like I was so bad to the point where I
couldn't even be trusted with the bedroom door, could barely
be trusted to go see my friends. Like you're kidding,
You're kidding. And that's why it's that's.
Speaker 3 (31:53):
Hilarious though, because my parents probably, like they think I
was the walking, like the worst child walking this planet,
and I was probably the least problematic person ever.
Speaker 2 (32:06):
Like I didn't do anything. I don't know anything.
Speaker 1 (32:10):
I agree, I agree one thousand percent, because I was out.
Speaker 3 (32:14):
Yeah, if they knew anything, anyone did, and I'm just
I'm just living in my room. I'm I didn't do anything,
not a single thing, like my father.
Speaker 2 (32:25):
I had a vape once one time, one time, and
I died. I literally died. Never again.
Speaker 3 (32:31):
I never really like I didn't do anything. So please
tell me, Please tell me how I just.
Speaker 2 (32:36):
Got the the bad child title.
Speaker 1 (32:39):
Someone eis one, No, but like why really just was
doing the most to the point where somehow my mom
could see what I was google searching from her phone and.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
The text messages.
Speaker 1 (32:50):
Yeah, yeah, I wasn't trusted. But like also anytime I'd
be like well, IM can't go here, this is what's happening.
She'd like no, so like okay, at some point, like
you have to tell me yes, and she never would.
So then I would just like go get in all
kind of trouble. But she would never ground me. She
would take my door, and I'm like, oh, I could
live without a door. I don't need a door. So
like like I was just it was just like a
(33:13):
vicious cycle. So vicious cycle. So then this one time
a smoking weed because I thought I was grown and
so cool, my like mouth like I don't know what
was going with my mouth, something like weird. So I'm
like googling, like, oh, I don't know when I googled something.
My mom I was even home. My mom went through
(33:34):
my room. My mom went through my room, found my weed.
But it was like a like a not a pen.
It was like this like whole fucking thing. Found it,
texted me, showed me my Google search.
Speaker 2 (33:47):
Embarrassed.
Speaker 1 (33:48):
I was probably like fifteen, and then proceeds to tell
my dad that I'm vaping. I'm like, okay, if you
think it's a bape, that's fine, that's fine. Sape. Wow
your wow, fucking dad would have killed me, like murdered me.
Like that's one thing he does not put up with.
But like I don't know, we get caught vaping all
(34:09):
the time because he'd be dumb and like leave it
in his laundry or something, and then we'd tell my dad.
My dad like, smoke a cigarette. Why don't you just
smoke a cigarette. I'm like, no, because that's gross. But
now I'm gonna say this. We have this on record.
When I get drunk, even sometimes sober, I do like
a Marble red. That's the only sacred I'll smoke. And
(34:31):
I know, in four years from now, that's gonna be
a cringe. That's gonna be very cringey of me. Like
I have a picture smoking a Marvel Red on Saday
on Brocks Front porch insert photo, Like it's it's disgusting.
I'm meant the largest T shirt, bright blue sweatpants, barefoot,
(34:51):
hairs matted to my head, and I'm standing there like this.
Speaker 2 (34:55):
Honestly, though, as much like I'm looking, I'm thinking.
Speaker 1 (34:58):
Back to it.
Speaker 3 (35:00):
The cringey parts and times were the times I was
having the best time. So I truly don't care if
I'm gonna do something cringy it's probably because.
Speaker 2 (35:10):
I'm having fun.
Speaker 3 (35:11):
See, and if I'm having fun in the moment and
I'm looking back.
Speaker 2 (35:15):
Years from now thinking how cry, I don't care whatever.
Speaker 1 (35:18):
I have time, I'm happy, the best time, honestly, like
I'm having the best time of my life. So it
just it is what it is. Like if I'm enjoying
smoking marble red looking like a hooker that just crawled
out of Fay Counties, Gibson terraces like it's fine because like,
at least I'm enjoying myself. My gosh, Like I know
(35:41):
the lip filler. I come across the memory from last
year that I was sending you. My lips were so
overfilled and not like mustache overfilled. They were just fucking huge.
They were huge. I could even talk, Yeah, because I
just had to have two syringes filler. Oh I need it.
I need to go get more. I definitely didn't need more.
(36:04):
But that was such a poor memory.
Speaker 3 (36:07):
So yeah, last year's already coming back as cringey.
Speaker 2 (36:12):
So we're in trouble.
Speaker 1 (36:14):
We are in so much trouble. Honestly, I'm just like
accepting that I'm that I'm cringey. Brock told me and
Rena that if this is this is how he describes
me and Rina the people, I run my mouth, but
I'm too scared to fight. But I'm gonna like keep
running my mouth until someone comes over to hit me.
And then Riena is gonna jump in and not say
a word and beat the ship. Yeah, while I'm like
(36:38):
hiding behind her. And I was just like, you know,
I have never heard anything more true. And then he
told us that we have too much personality, which I
think that's where the cringe comes in. Okay, hear me out.
Out of all the people, me, you, Jackie, Rena have
the Alison have the most personality, and we are the
(36:58):
most cringey, Like, there's a few people I could name.
There are like duds that don't really have cringey phases
because they're not willing to like put themselves out there.
Speaker 2 (37:08):
Yeah they're not having fun, they're not living.
Speaker 1 (37:10):
No, No, they're just like boring losers sit outside or
sit inside like weirdo read a book. Yeah I read
a book, but I no same, but like if it's
not smoke a marble red or like read a book,
like I'm probably smoking the cigarette. So yeah, what a time?
(37:35):
What a life? That if you're listening to this, I
don't smoke marble reds.
Speaker 2 (37:40):
Oh my gosh, no.
Speaker 1 (37:42):
Just it's on the weekends. I'm just kidding. Not Well,
that concludes my notes. Same, that concludes I need to
quit because I like I'm embarrassed.
Speaker 3 (37:53):
Yeah, I'm shoving all those memories back into where they
came out of and hopefully never talking about them ever again.
Speaker 1 (37:59):
Yeah, too much has been said. We're good for the
next years.
Speaker 2 (38:04):
That's it.
Speaker 1 (38:07):
That's all just another episode of me and Brandon embarrassing
ourselves because that's the mess.
Speaker 2 (38:13):
Yeah, I hope you guys are happy that you know.
Speaker 1 (38:17):
I can't wait for a couple of years when we're
I know we're gonna be crundr eat cringey because my
boobs are my largest personality trait, Like they always have
to be out, they always have to be whatever, and
like you have eyelash blindness, which I don't think you do.
But like in a couple of years, we're gonna be
like you do. Like there's just so many things we
do right now that I know is gonna be Yeah,
(38:40):
it's like trendy now, like this this haircuts about style,
and I'm gonna look back and like, oh my god,
she's eating. No, babe, sit down, that was not the
look like.
Speaker 2 (38:54):
It's so funny to think about.
Speaker 1 (38:55):
So funny, No it is, but even if like, but
that's what I like. If I had like long, boring hair,
if you had to hair that was one color, if
you didn't wear lashes, like, we'd be like every other dud,
boring weirdo with no personality.
Speaker 3 (39:09):
Right, Yeah, you just gotta have the personality be cringey
just because it's funny to look back on.
Speaker 1 (39:16):
And no, it is, it is, and honestly like, yeah,
it's cringey. And like I did say, I was embarrassed,
but honestly, nothing can embarrass me, so you know, no
nothing embra Yep, Well I'm hungry. Well guys, it is
nine thirty and I need to journal for my therapist.
(39:43):
Yeah before I you see her on Thursday, So I'm
gonna do that before I get to bed. I'm just
shocked that I've stuck to it this long. Yeah, that's
pretty good for anyone that I.
Speaker 2 (39:57):
Actually need to answer my therapist back right now.
Speaker 1 (40:00):
Not really in the mood to talk to her. Yeah,
I don't like talking to mine all the time, so
I just write everything down that i'd like to tell her.
Speaker 3 (40:08):
Yeah, yeah, that's what I should start doing, because god, well,
we'll talk.
Speaker 1 (40:15):
To you all next week, hopefully less cringe.
Speaker 2 (40:19):
Yeah, yep, yep, yep.
Speaker 1 (40:22):
All right, well, I's totally peacef
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