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Speaker 1 (00:04):
From the stoop to the stars. This is Siren Terril.
Speaker 2 (00:09):
Truths get pulled, not sugar coated. I found my have
was loyal.
Speaker 3 (00:30):
What's good to yall as your girl sharene. I am
back with another daily energy reading.
Speaker 1 (00:36):
Okay, so first I'm gonna say I have gum in
my mouth. Listen.
Speaker 3 (00:39):
I promise you this is not something I normally would do.
I promise you. I have to have this gun in
my mouth. I have to have this gun, mama.
Speaker 1 (00:46):
Okay, So to the vibe these next few days, yo,
let me tell you something. Past the toughest parts my garden,
when my.
Speaker 3 (00:57):
Shoulder has felt like yesterday, I need you to understand
from the night before yesterday, all of yesterday, and then
like the beginning of today.
Speaker 1 (01:11):
And I told my daughter this because she sees what
I'm doing.
Speaker 3 (01:15):
She sees what I'm doing in this house, and it's
a little confusing to her sometimes.
Speaker 1 (01:20):
And then she'll see me and she'd be like, you
look so tired. And I really had to tell her.
Speaker 3 (01:24):
I said, Yo, I had an eighteen hour labor with you,
and what I went through in the past two or
three days goes beyond what I experienced with that labor.
And I'm gonna be completely fair. I did not have
a natural birth with my daughter. She would not have
survived the natural birth, so I had to have a
C section, So I did not go through that actual
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sensation that most women go through having natural births. But
I know I went through contractions. I know what that
shit felt like. It felt like my body was being
ripped apart. I need you to understand, like the bottom
part of my body was being ripped apart from top
and still what I went through in the past three days.
Telling you no offense to women, and I am not
taking an experience away from women. I'm talking about my
experience and what I've been through. What I've gone through
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in the past two three days absolutely worse than giving
birth to my daughter. Absolutely, absolutely the only way I
can try to explain it to you, And I'm gonna
do it only because I know you cannot fathom. You
could not begin. It has felt like my shoulders were
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sown to my cheeks. Can you even begin to imagine
what that would feel like?
Speaker 1 (02:39):
Runny.
Speaker 3 (02:40):
It feels like a needle went through my cheeks and
sold my two shoulders too, my cheeks. That's what it
has felt like. For me, I am my lying And
it has gotten to a point that the things that
I have watched absolutely helped me survive the sensations that
I have felt in the past few days. And I'm
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talking about sore, final destination, horrific, and I am not exaggerating.
Speaker 1 (03:08):
I promise you anyway, Energy checkn.
Speaker 3 (03:14):
You did certain shit that you could never tell me
again in my life. I promise you that you could
never tell me again. Pressure Okay, pressure by av lenox
ya don't I'm listen.
Speaker 1 (03:26):
Anyway. Uh, you have no idea at y'all.
Speaker 3 (03:32):
And and and it's one of those things that I
have to realize I will probably never meet someone because
I'm a person like when I go through stuff, I
like to meet people and talk to people who probably
went through the same thing that I went through. I
have to accept and realize that I probably will never
meet someone who will understand what I went through. Ever
I could try and explain it to I'm blue in
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the face and they will never grasp ever what I
have experienced. And it's just something that I have to
deal with. The fool is the first card.
Speaker 1 (04:04):
Yeah, it it's fool like energy for me, Like, I
don't wanna.
Speaker 2 (04:07):
Talk about me. The lover is alright, the fool the
lover is.
Speaker 1 (04:16):
The tool ones.
Speaker 2 (04:17):
Mkay, mkay.
Speaker 1 (04:24):
Temperance.
Speaker 3 (04:28):
I'm trying not to crack my gum, cause I naturally
crack my gum, but I'm trying to, but I still
have to like constantly my.
Speaker 1 (04:33):
Joy when my jaw feels like it's insane.
Speaker 3 (04:36):
Yeah, alright, the fool the lover is tool one.
Speaker 1 (04:40):
Temperance.
Speaker 3 (04:41):
Everything is fine, okay, Iran, Alright, So let's see am
I doing master?
Speaker 1 (04:52):
Hold on? Let me just make sure you see. I
think she's going on here, and it's kind of a flip.
Speaker 3 (05:01):
To the other reading that I did the other day.
So hold on, let me see underlike energy is the
six and ones, and I think the six on ons
is underlike unegy for that readon too, it's a a
a at this exact point.
Speaker 1 (05:21):
So this is what I see.
Speaker 3 (05:24):
Let me my home's are so and that one the
person was taking actions.
Speaker 1 (05:31):
Wait, let me make sure.
Speaker 3 (05:33):
Didn't necessarily care for the actions, but it's not something
that they regretted and not still let's say, something they
wanted to do, but they still did it. This though,
it's a flip to the feminine energy.
Speaker 1 (05:50):
So this person.
Speaker 3 (05:54):
Is either like feeling something that they don't wanna feed
or receiving something that they don't wanna receive.
Speaker 1 (06:05):
No, please don't start on. Promise no mo.
Speaker 3 (06:09):
Or receiving something that they do not want to receive it.
But the thing, no, that's okay. It's the same thing
that happened with the masculine it. And you gotta understand
the temperance has the person has wings. And remember what
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we got to in that reading, was it the person
would be a form of an angel, but that would
be someone who took actions that would make them angelic.
Speaker 1 (06:41):
And the name by LaToya luck at its plan.
Speaker 3 (06:44):
This would be something of somebody whose feelings or what
they receive would be angelic. I'm tryna make that make
sense alright. On the masculine side, full lover's energy, I
got I think I get it. I think I get it.
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Hold on, cause the masculine energy is positive. But the
masculine energy is new energy. Checking It's not like wireless, okay,
wireless by Zilia Max Like, this is new type of
energy for the masculine energy and the love it. And
you gotta understand on both sides to a certain extent
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masculine energy love. It speaks of balance, which an instant temperance,
balance on both sides. So it's like one of those things.
Whe're like, okay, cause everything is fine, is there? So
I do get remember everything is fine is after the
tennis So it's tennis source is when you would've went
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through something. You at the end of that cycle, everything
is fine. It's just a kind of like reminds you
that everything's fine. So I do get there, everything's fine,
but there are f only is that I think that
are still questionable. I'm trying to I'm trying to put something.
Speaker 1 (08:11):
Into words you gotta say. I'm trying to make it
make sense. I'm trying to make.
Speaker 3 (08:17):
That someone would care about something and not want to
energy checking Society, I'm sorry society by problems problems as
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with a Z.
Speaker 1 (08:46):
You don't.
Speaker 4 (08:52):
Like the friends about I'm sorry to first yo, you
check it.
Speaker 1 (09:03):
I'm like eighty like I can't.
Speaker 3 (09:06):
No more, no more by pretty Much featuring friends Montana,
I'm gol, what is it?
Speaker 1 (09:18):
Oh that shit? What was funny?
Speaker 3 (09:19):
Thought?
Speaker 1 (09:19):
Okay? King of Saws.
Speaker 3 (09:22):
So, like I said, top roa, somebody kids about something,
but they don't want to okay, King of saws, ten
of one's it's next.
Speaker 1 (09:31):
Damn that was running. King of pencacles. You got two
kings for the bottom of rope. Okay.
Speaker 3 (09:41):
My five ones underlying energy is a ac of pednacles.
Three ones underlying energy with that is the eight of saurs. Okay,
So King of pencacles would be the sense of energy
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underneath the tool ones. So what I forgot to mention
cause I went into the masculine feminine energy but I
did not focus on that sense of energy at all, right,
and it probably would have answered a lot of my questions.
But I guess I do whatever I do for a reason.
So two ons is someone focusing on the future. They
always focus on the future. But let me tell you,
I don't always go this far when I see it
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body language and all that. And I could do it
with the cars. I don't always go to this detail.
But you see it's the person Toulon's.
Speaker 1 (10:33):
I e.
Speaker 3 (10:33):
Sometimes it speak to someone that's trying to think of
the future, trying to make a decision, right, But and
I don't always take it this far.
Speaker 1 (10:39):
Like if this.
Speaker 3 (10:40):
Person has a decision to be make, they know what
decision they gonna make their hands is on at one.
They know which one they wanna go with, mkay. So
King of swords is below.
Speaker 1 (10:53):
The full ten of WANs is below. The lover is
King of pennciples below the tool.
Speaker 3 (10:59):
One five wands below. Temperance three wands is below. Everything
is fine, okay.
Speaker 1 (11:10):
Energy checking.
Speaker 3 (11:13):
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started with Avery Lennox.
Speaker 1 (11:17):
Impressa right, right?
Speaker 3 (11:20):
Okay, So what's new for this person, whether feminine or
masculine on the full side, was definitely.
Speaker 1 (11:32):
A new for them. I think it's the way they
communicate with people. Here's the thing.
Speaker 3 (11:39):
Although their masculine energy is balanced, it's burdening to them.
It is a burden to them. The ten of wands
is below the lovers two wands is below. The King
of penncacles. I will even say, because I went as
far with this person as saying that they know what
decision they want to make, I will go as far
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as to say with the king of pentacles below for
their work, like their decision making matters for their work.
That's what I get anyway, Okay, five ones is below
the temperance You got understand, this is someone who's balanced
and masculine, feminine energies. But I think they're coming into
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an awareness of how they're balancing is not necessarily And
you got to understand what I'm telling you.
Speaker 1 (12:31):
I'm a libra venus, right.
Speaker 3 (12:33):
And there's somebody who I listen to on YouTube often
who's a libra talk and when she talks, she uses libra,
the reference of libra all the time.
Speaker 1 (12:42):
She uses the reference libra all the time.
Speaker 3 (12:44):
Wrong. She'll say, Lee, being a Libra is about fanness.
So when they play out, it's gonna play out the
way it's spokes to play it like, always saying that
it's always going benefit.
Speaker 1 (12:54):
Hut.
Speaker 3 (12:54):
No, Libra is not about faness. Libra is about balance,
you understand. So this person was going on, sure they
should is balanced, but I don't think it's fair. Whatever
they got coming towards them, whatever they put out, it's
not fair.
Speaker 2 (13:08):
It's balanced, sure, not fair, not.
Speaker 3 (13:12):
Fair cause once something backs, when things balance out, it's
not always gonna be fair to you at all. And
when things are fair, they're not always balanced.
Speaker 1 (13:27):
You gotta understand, alright, So.
Speaker 3 (13:34):
The fool is clarified by the four LANs. The love
is is clarified by the six of swords. Tulans is
clarified by the pageons.
Speaker 1 (13:46):
Sit my eye on is.
Speaker 3 (13:48):
In my eye two one is clified by the pagans.
Speaker 1 (13:55):
Temperance is clarified by justice. See see once again, bounce.
Speaker 3 (14:03):
To a temperance is actually qualified by justice, and the
too a cope. Right, but that justice, that's the fairness.
Justice is holding the scale. But remember, justice is the
idea of you getting your like justice to a certain extent.
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You understand, I got a story to tell about the
toy's b id.
Speaker 1 (14:26):
It's playned.
Speaker 3 (14:27):
So I know I'm right that everything is fine. It's
clarified out the three swords. Underlying energy is as of principles.
Let me see, so the full energy and the way
of communicating. And here's the thing. Even though I said,
like the way you work is about you making decisions,
that's not the problem area.
Speaker 1 (14:47):
It's home. You're changing the way you communicate at home. Okay.
Speaker 3 (14:52):
The lovers is clarified by the six of swords. That's movements.
Maybe you move in, maybe you moving tour wants is
clarified by the page of ones.
Speaker 1 (15:07):
Semperends justice to al cops.
Speaker 3 (15:09):
Everything is fine it's clorified about a three year swords.
So like I'm getting any impression if you are with
the ways, with the way this is, I don't think like.
Speaker 1 (15:25):
If you're moving you don't necessarily want to.
Speaker 3 (15:28):
But it goes back to that balanced first fairness thing, right,
even though you don't.
Speaker 1 (15:34):
Necessarily wanna do it, it's fair. You understand what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (15:38):
Energy checking microphone by slaughter House, Chill, Hang of Swords.
Speaker 1 (15:48):
Okay, let me clify the bottom roll.
Speaker 3 (15:50):
Cause I'm just about to repeat as of penstacles is
underlying energy that's clified a bottom roll. King of Sword
is clarified by the four crops ten Iwans is clarified
by the ac sorts. I feel like Microphone by slaughter
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House kind of confirms the King of Swords energy, Like
you're gonna change the way you communicate, know, not understand.
Speaker 1 (16:17):
I get a microphone and I get coo coo, coo coo?
Coulda came up?
Speaker 3 (16:19):
King of Pentacles is clarified by the Queen of Ones.
So it's the only queen you have is Ones. You
see what I'm saying. Your actions are not driven by emotion.
It's not even driven by how you like think.
Speaker 1 (16:35):
It's like.
Speaker 3 (16:37):
Whatever like to fire on you fib and wants clarified
by the page of pencacles via ones it's you got
the Queen of WANs and the King of WANs.
Speaker 1 (16:51):
You know what I'm saying. You a fighted by passion.
Speaker 3 (16:54):
Like this reading the other day when I got I think,
when I got all fire signs, this reading like that
would have underlike energy is the night the ones alright,
Kings is clarified by the four cups. See even here
to a certain extent, you I get the impression.
Speaker 1 (17:15):
You see how I was.
Speaker 3 (17:16):
Going off earlier about like no one would ever understand
what I've been through if I have that feeling, I
get the impression like when you go into whatever new
level of communication at home, no matter what you say,
I don't think the person that you would communicate with
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would be even able to understand what you're trying to say, Like.
Speaker 2 (17:41):
You're never gonna be happy. I think what you get
back on the.
Speaker 3 (17:43):
Time regarding that this which is why you would be
in the energy of moving ten I WANs is clarified
by ace of swords new way of thinking right, and
that's below the six of Swords.
Speaker 1 (17:56):
The movement energy.
Speaker 3 (17:57):
King of Pinnacles is clarified by the Queen of So
when you see how I say, I feel you a
person who would be a good decision making that's driven
by your passion.
Speaker 1 (18:06):
Again, that's clarified by the Queen of Once. It's not
clarified by the King of Ones.
Speaker 3 (18:10):
It's not clarified by your actions regarding passion. It's purely
how you feel impassion five and WANs is clarified by
the Page of Pencacles. So I feel like you I understand,
even though like the three are sources there. I feel
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like you don't want to do things like the burden
and feeling it's not heavy. It's uncomfortable, but it's not heavy.
The Three of Wands is clarified by the King of Wants,
so what I feel eventually, truly you see how the
King of Pencacles is here, and it's clarified by the
Queen of Wance.
Speaker 1 (18:48):
Like you definitely move from the stace passion.
Speaker 3 (18:50):
You want to get to a point where the King
of Pencacles would be clarified by the.
Speaker 1 (18:53):
King of Wants.
Speaker 3 (18:54):
When you're actually acting on some of these actions, not
want is underlying energy. Let up energy checking, not the
way that I do by Fantasia.
Speaker 1 (19:06):
Lord.
Speaker 3 (19:08):
No, okay, I'm like, I didn't mean to start shuffling
second again, but I did, and I got underlying energy
and a hermit.
Speaker 2 (19:13):
I'm meant to go into the oracle. I need you
to understand the way.
Speaker 1 (19:16):
I am right.
Speaker 3 (19:16):
Yea, I feel discombobulated. I don't even know how I'm
getting through this. Baby, I'm telling you, and you gotta
believe me when I do something like this a podcast
and I start this off with I have gum in
my mouth. I promise you, I it's not. It's very unusual.
Speaker 1 (19:34):
I'm doing this for a bigger reason than you realize,
I promise you. Okay, I'm sorry. I don't mean a crack,
not my promise. Going story short, I'll tell you.
Speaker 3 (19:57):
My hairstyle is of twenty something years passed away early
this year.
Speaker 1 (20:04):
Big deal to me.
Speaker 3 (20:04):
Yo, beyond him doing my hair, beyond I have a
stage of life, including what I was going through my diagnosis.
Speaker 1 (20:12):
He is one of the few people who accepted me.
Speaker 3 (20:14):
Like you know what I'm saying, Beyond doing my hair,
I have a stage of life where I'm gonna be
like I know i'm'a share pictures, and pictures are gonna
pop up in my memories.
Speaker 1 (20:23):
He took them pictures, y'all. Anyway, his birthday is tomorrow
and then my dad's birthday is the day after. So
even though I'm very uncomfortable, you gotta understand.
Speaker 3 (20:45):
When you talk of like I'm not getting romance. Saint
Joe my hair styles as a Jamaican man. He's a
Jamaican straight man. Maybe hard to believe, but he really
started out as a barber and then he realized how
much money he could make doing women's hair, and so
he doing on Jamaican man.
Speaker 5 (21:02):
Right you if you, if you understand Western your man,
you understand like complaining about not feeling about to not
do something, But what you're talking about, who'll do that?
Speaker 1 (21:14):
Who'll do that? I don't even understand.
Speaker 3 (21:18):
And I am someone who wants to leave a life
of leisure. I promise you I am where I am
the type of person where I'm like, no, I don't
feel like that, So I'm not doing Here's a reason
that I am the way I am, I promise you.
But then like me doing this right now is the
same way how Wendy Williams on the radio one day
that you always knew Wendy Williams was gonna be at work,
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always was Martin Luther King day. Her perspective of Martin
Luther King Day was Martin Luther King fought for me
to be here. I'm not taking a fucking day off.
That was her perspective, you understand. So that would be like,
that's this is my version. This is my version regarding
them two men. Okay, anyway, I'm moving on types Messiah
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right attribute starving humanity with humility. Shadow attribute exaggerated belief
that you are the only means through which.
Speaker 1 (22:09):
A cause can succeed.
Speaker 3 (22:12):
King Light attributes enlightened benevolent leadership, benefiting those in your charge.
Shadow attributes excessive feelings of entitlement, rulership without restraints. I
need to get back into this band for a second
Home on cause I totally lost what the ship.
Speaker 1 (22:27):
Was boumed home changing communication.
Speaker 3 (22:35):
Feminine, I really lost the home countdown by Beyonce. Hold
on for a second, Right, This is sum it up.
It's about famness and balance and how they are not
always the same things. We'll just sum it up that way.
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Balance and faanness are not always the same and for
this person it is changing from things being balanced to
things being fair. Okay, And to basically put it, like
you being balanced would be someone who would do things
knowing it's not fair to you.
Speaker 1 (23:16):
You're not what I'm saying. You know it's not fair
to you, but you still do it. You still do it.
Speaker 3 (23:22):
But there comes a time you got seeing it. When
things happen. Per energy notices things, it's gonna become fair.
And you gotta realize it's not that God may not
always be nice, not that it's not nice to you.
You gotta understand something. If you're a person who's that balance,
that you're doing things that are fair to you, that
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are not fair to you. I I think it's safe
to assume that you're doing things from the space of
trying to make other people happy. Right, So when that
flips around to now you from you having that awareness,
now knowing that things are gonna become fair for you,
what's gonna happen. It's gonna make the people around you uncomfortable,
you understand.
Speaker 1 (24:05):
And not everybody is okay with that. Not every you understand.
Speaker 3 (24:09):
Some people like like my mother for example, is a
nurturer of she my mother wants to make everybody around
her comfortable. A lot of the women in my family
are like that, and they'll be uncomfortable, but they'll make
everybody around them uncomfortable. I'm telling you there's reasons why
I am the way I am, cause I just don't
think that's fair. Alright, But then you gotta realize that
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you could fight for the fairness for somebody, but then
you gotta realize when that person is actually comfortable in
that space. You understand some people are comfortable there they
don't want you to fight for them.
Speaker 1 (24:43):
I don't even know what type of person this will be.
Speaker 3 (24:46):
I know we got Messiah and King for personality types,
but I'm not sure what this person would be if
they that will make them happen, Cause this means you
got understand that they're going to be people that they
love that they're going to see become uncomfortable. And and
it's crazy, right, that's a crazy concept that the people
that you love are gonna be uncomfortable by what.
Speaker 1 (25:06):
You being comfortable.
Speaker 3 (25:08):
That's bananas possible signs Leo Sagittarius, Gemini Aris we got
all in see we got and Okay, I didn't mean
to get four four came out. I meant to say that,
but we got the three fire signs and one air sign.
Gemini shout out to my moved sign. Wow, three feminine
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came out and.
Speaker 1 (25:30):
Others not do this is weird. I didn't even realize.
Speaker 3 (25:34):
I was trying to remember what the reading was about,
protect resilient focus. Okay, color, it's yellow and it's caution,
and I always say regardless, just keep it with Just
be aware.
Speaker 1 (25:51):
It's not red in caution, it's yellow incaution. Just keep
that in mind. Okay, it's caution, not a warn.
Speaker 3 (26:01):
You understand, like, if things start being fit to you,
you know, what kind of personality are you gonna take on?
You know what I'm saying, bitch, better have my money, Brianna.
It's kind of what kind of personality are you gonna have?
You know, when things start being fit to you or
you gonna be grateful, you gonna.
Speaker 1 (26:23):
Become a Kanye you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (26:27):
Alright, Numerology sixty six healing. This is your version of healing.
Things becoming fair to you.
Speaker 3 (26:40):
And that's a crazy thing. I never thought of it
that way. You gotta understand if things becoming fit to you,
would make the people around you uncomfortable. That's some fucked
up shit. Yeah, eight of cups underlying energy sent to energy.
I'm not sent to energy over war.
Speaker 1 (26:56):
Energy is the three pennacles and threepend.
Speaker 3 (27:05):
I just take this cause that's usually like collaboration energy
for me, right, I'm not seeing it that way. I'm
seeing it as like balance and fairness are working together.
Speaker 2 (27:15):
Would that be Carama? Would balance and fairness be Calma?
Speaker 3 (27:19):
No, I don't know, but I'm just seeing the way
I'm seeing it is like balance and fairness are working together.
Speaker 1 (27:25):
I don't know truly of right. So bitch, better have my.
Speaker 3 (27:31):
Money is planned, and you got understand. You got to
see this the same, bitch, better have my money. And
I think, and i'm I think that this reading is
about fairness. I'm not necessarily thinking that money is the fairness.
Not in every dynamic, not in every dynamic.
Speaker 1 (27:43):
It's not. It's not as.
Speaker 3 (27:44):
Simple as it's it being money for some people, sure
not for everybody. Ooh, alright, there's some of this reading
and we got bitch, better have my money by me
on to mix it up with my energy?
Speaker 1 (27:57):
What do we got energy? Check them? Who's that girl?
By Eve, Who's that Girl? By Eve?
Speaker 3 (28:09):
I will share with you that Who's That Girl? The
movie with Madonna. That's one of my favorite movies. That's
one of my favorite movies ever. Truly, I know almost
all the words.
Speaker 1 (28:21):
To that their movie. Anyway, b Bill, y'all buye from
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