September 22, 2025 • 44 mins
Jewish High Holy Days
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Speaker 2 (01:18):
Good evening, another exciting opportunity dialogue. My dog is here
to setting it straight with missus Gray. Good evening, good evening,
good evening, And yes we're blowing the trumpets loud tonight
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because it is the beginning of a new year, and
just a matter of a few about of maybe an
hour once the sun sets, we are celebrating a new year.
But before we do that, let's take it to the
throne room of grace. Father God, we just love you
so much, and we praise you, we give you glory
and honor.
Speaker 3 (01:59):
I'm just excited that old year has passed.
Speaker 2 (02:03):
There's a new year upon us. This is a new book.
It's not even a new chapter, it's not a new verse.
It's a new book in you. And thank you, Father
God for allowing us to share this opportunity and to
really deep dive into it so people can have a
clearer understanding of this season. And we just love you
so much. As always, God, we get behind the cross.
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I just thank you, Father God for the opportunity to
be able to share with your people and to love
your people as you love them. We love you, Lord.
Now you step in. This is your podcast. We are
your people.
Speaker 3 (02:39):
Do what you do best, and then set your captives
free in the mighty matchless majestic name of Jesus Christ.
A men and a men. Well, good evening, good evening,
good evening.
Speaker 2 (02:52):
I've got my mini me on and if trade comes on,
she'll come on in. We're just thankful. I need to
know who's with us tonight. Y'all go ahead and this
du roll call just text in you're here, you're listening,
Amen and amen, and we just thank you, We just
thank you so much. This is an exciting time. This
is an exciting night for God's people. I'm telling you,
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it's getting ready to just be mesmerizing. You haven't seen
nothing yet. And yes, I used my show far because
you have to blow the trumpet and blow it loud.
So I started that off with that, started our new
year off with that. Once we're off, we will begin
to celebrate even more with We didn't get our apples
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a night, but we're gonna get them. And we have
our honey. So you have apples and honey. But let
me talk about Rassia Shanna. But before we get to that,
I have to make a declaration.
Speaker 3 (03:45):
I am a child of God.
Speaker 2 (03:47):
Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. I believe in the
Triune Being. I believe I am a servant. I'm a
child of God and I'm his servant. I'm his living epistle.
And until I take my last breath again, I will
proclaim the good news that he's available. He is ready
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and waiting with his arms wide open, and it's up
to you to make to take the steps towards him.
Speaker 3 (04:13):
There's nothing like him.
Speaker 2 (04:15):
There's nobody like him, and I'm telling you it will
never be a decision that you will ever regret. But
there are action steps that you'll have to take, and
you've got to study your word, not just read it,
and I know the Bible says to study to show
yourself approved, to rightly divide the truth. We are in
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a season now, a heyday of false prophets, false teachers,
false pastors, false.
Speaker 3 (04:42):
Evangelists, you name it. They're here. They've always been here.
You just wasn't sure that they were and what they were.
But they're here. Okay, we're here.
Speaker 2 (04:52):
Everything we've ever talked about, whether it was conspiracy, whether
it's oh I heard all kinds of thoughts, commentary, it's here.
Speaker 3 (05:01):
Whatever thing it is, it is here.
Speaker 2 (05:04):
Now you have to rightly divide the truth, what is
true and what is not. Oh, you will go crazy,
and we're gonna see the madness. We're already seeing it
unfold all ready. So I can't warn you. We can't
warn you anymore. We told you you need to study
to show yourself a proof. Meditate on this word day
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and night. The Word never says for you to memorize it.
He says to study it and then meditate on it.
Then fast and pray, watch and pray, enter his courtse
or thanksgiving and praise. It's not when you go to
church you need to praise God. You need to praise
him right here, right in your living room, in your bathroom,
in your front yard.
Speaker 3 (05:44):
Don't be ashamed to praise it. Amen. And you to
give up your first fruit, your tithe, your offering, your
seed offering. You are to give Amen.
Speaker 2 (05:55):
And you are to pray and fast and not step
outside my house. I'm praised with God in my house.
If I don't if I don't do it on the phone,
if I don't do it through a text message, if
I don't do it through a word of of motivation
and declaration on through my pay my social media pages,
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I'm praised with Him right here in my house. I
don't need anybody to see it. And man, hey, I
don't need I don't need to prove anything. I'm a
living epistol my fruit. You should move me by my food.
But how can I see you what my food is
if you've not studied the word. But that will be
your homework for this week. Yeah, that'll be your homework
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to look up the fruits of the spirit and the
gifts of the spirit, because that will emanate out of you.
I don't have to walk around with a cross. I
don't have to walk around.
Speaker 3 (06:46):
With the latest version of the Bible I don't have
to look so deep because you're not living nothing.
Speaker 2 (06:52):
And God will quickly now say, even out in public, now,
I don't know you.
Speaker 3 (06:57):
The demons. When the Disciples were to exercise.
Speaker 2 (07:01):
A demon out of a young young boy, the demon said, well, Paul,
we know Jesus, we know, but who are you talking to?
The disciples who walk to Jesus talk about mentioning Paul
who never walk with the disciples, but he was deemed
an apostle because of his conversion.
Speaker 3 (07:20):
Don't be fooled right now. This is an era of
mass confusion.
Speaker 2 (07:25):
It will make your head hurt if you follow all
your social media with everything that's going on around the country.
We need you praying specifically brand for us on the show,
praying for each other for protection and safety, discernment, increasing
knowledge and all of that but the heavens.
Speaker 3 (07:45):
But I'm going to talk about Rocha Shan in a
minute and give you some more insight on that, and
then then remaining.
Speaker 2 (07:52):
For High four high holy holidays. We'll look in October
next month right around the cour and they're right behind
each other, and there's different things you are to do,
so I'm not going to go into too much detail
a by them, because.
Speaker 3 (08:05):
I want you to do your homework.
Speaker 2 (08:07):
All you have to google is the five Jewish high
holy Days. That's all you have to do and it'll
come up. So have your pit and pad ready ready.
Be a student, Be a student our hearts, and go
out to the losses that the world has experienced.
Speaker 3 (08:25):
Some person in the world has experienced.
Speaker 2 (08:27):
A loss of a loved one, a spouse, a child,
an animal, whatever. We pray for those people and we
pray that God will give them peace that passes all
understanding we do. But I had to come on tonight
and make a declaration. God said declare me, and we're
making that declaration tonight.
Speaker 3 (08:47):
That's who we stand.
Speaker 2 (08:48):
And if I can't, if I if standing is too
much God, I will get to my knees. And most
of you who've been following us know that how difficult
it is to get on your knees with no toes,
because I've explained that to you. Normally I have to
have help getting up, but now I know how to
get up. It takes me a minute. My dog just
sits down watches, but I get up because sometimes you
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just have to fall on your knees and say Lord
please forgive me wretched man, that I am wretched.
Speaker 3 (09:16):
That I am center, that I am Please.
Speaker 2 (09:18):
I know my behavior, my conversations, everything about my thoughts
of just this day alone were not pleasing unto you.
Speaker 3 (09:26):
If I were to die, I would not have seen
your face.
Speaker 2 (09:31):
That's how serious it is now, that's how serious it is.
Speaker 3 (09:35):
And I thank you. I thank God for it.
Speaker 2 (09:37):
So mss K you have anything you want to add,
and then I'm going to go into do a little teaching,
a little bit more teaching tonight. I am well, you
said everything long, so you can continue on for now, Okay.
Rasha shaaa r o s h h a s h
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a n ah to.
Speaker 3 (10:00):
Say that real fast Russia. Shana means the.
Speaker 2 (10:03):
Head of the year, is Hebrew for head of the year,
and is the new year in Judaism well also in
anybody believe in Jesus Christ and the Lord Amen. The
biblical name for this is yam tarah and it means
cheer or blasting. It is the first of the high
holy days and the days of awe. Okay, and it's
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noted specifically in Leviticus chapter twenty three, verses twenty three
through twenty five. It occurs late summer, early autumn, and
of course also today is the new year. This is
the day of fall, the new year of Fall, I
mean the day of fall, season of fall.
Speaker 3 (10:41):
Okay. It begins the tent with ten days.
Speaker 2 (10:45):
It begins the ten days of repentance, cumulating in yong Kapor,
the day of Atonement, and is followed by the fall
festival of so cult. And it ends with Shamini Azaret
in Israel, and Azaret and chat Torah everywhere else else,
everywhere else, But that's all. It's all five of them.
But this is the beginning of that celebration. This is
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our new Year. We've been doing this for years as
a family. We were exposed to it years ago. I
was teaching at bell Haven University, well College then, and
one of my students, we were getting ready to get
started the sum was just getting ready to go down,
and she said, miss Gray, oh my god, the holy
Jewish Holidays are happening.
Speaker 3 (11:30):
And I'm like, okay.
Speaker 2 (11:31):
We turned our attention to her, and she's she went
on to say, no, just what, the five holidays never
occur in the same month. I said, oh, really, she goes,
but this month they're occurring, and I'm like, wow, So
that made me go home, That made me do my research.
Speaker 3 (11:49):
I got a notepad.
Speaker 2 (11:50):
Actually, I make sure when I'm moving, I keep it
where I can put my hands on it. I went
into a detailed study of each holiday and everything and
whether what we're supposed to do. As I mentioned earlier,
this is the time for your your apples and your
honey as part of your staple, because it goes to
it identifies, it claims, it brings forth a happy new year.
Speaker 3 (12:15):
A lot of things happen.
Speaker 2 (12:16):
During this in the heavens where the Lord opens up
the lab Book of Life. He opens up the lab
Book of Life, and he starts going down seeing what
you're doing.
Speaker 3 (12:25):
Now.
Speaker 2 (12:25):
I know most of you are concerned about Santa Claus
when he you know, checking his list and checking it twice.
Speaker 3 (12:30):
But that's that's that's over there. I'm talking about the Lord.
This is written in the Bible. This is what he does,
and he's checking off whether you're good or bad? Are
you following suit or not? Do he know you or not?
Speaker 2 (12:44):
Trey, I see you, I see you, we see you, amen.
But this is why and we the first moment I
heard about it in that classroom that night, I went
home and I immediately I got a special notebook.
Speaker 3 (12:57):
I started going through and just researching it.
Speaker 2 (12:59):
And sure enough, at that year, that was the first
time in like a thousand years that all.
Speaker 3 (13:05):
Five days actually.
Speaker 2 (13:07):
Occurred in that one month. Now since then, it's happened
several more times. This month is only one just RuSHA Shata,
and the other four are gonna going to occur next month.
So it's just the timing of God is just it
just blows you away.
Speaker 3 (13:23):
You'd be like, what, God, I didn't know? He said, yeah,
I know, you didn't know or.
Speaker 2 (13:27):
Pay attention to me. Another thing of this season, You're
gonna need to know God's voice. How do you know
God's voice? Well, you have to ask him. You can
ask him, bod, I don't know your voice. Now, you
don't have to be as drastic as I was back
in the day.
Speaker 3 (13:41):
I was just all I had four or five.
Speaker 2 (13:43):
Voices I heard, one of which was mine, and I'm like, okay,
you know what that's it. Now This is where I
went real. I went really drastic here because I was desperate.
I needed to know God's voice. I know his presence,
I know Jesus's presence. I know the Holy Spirit presents,
I know my angels are present, but I did not
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know the three voices. And those are the only voices
I want to hear. I don't need to hear myself.
I don't lean to myself anymore. I don't have a
comfort zone anymore. God is my conference zone.
Speaker 3 (14:14):
And that one year, the babies, the twins were baby,
baby babies, and I just cried out to Li dropped
everybody off.
Speaker 2 (14:20):
No, I think you were going to daycare at the time.
Speaker 3 (14:24):
I dropped everybody off Donald Elementary, and.
Speaker 2 (14:27):
I went and came home and I said, Okay, you
know what, I'm not going to church anymore.
Speaker 3 (14:33):
I'm not praying anymore. I'm not real studying my Bible anymore.
Speaker 2 (14:38):
I'm not doing anything until I know your voice. It
took a minute, because you could hear all these voices
in your head. Yes, And just a sidebar, I say
this as a former therapist. All of you hear voices.
All of us hear voices. It's just that some of
us can control them without medication. Some of us can
control them without therapy. Because I guarantee you home this
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morning being in a rush, and you wondered, now, did
I unplugged the toaster. Did I unplug the iron? Oh
my god, I didn't brush my teeth. Some people do
that walk right out the house because they're such a hurt.
And you answer yourself, did I do?
Speaker 3 (15:14):
Yes? I did? Yeah, I did.
Speaker 2 (15:16):
Okay, what's the rest of my day? Okay, I gotta
do this, and I gotta do that. I gotta do this. Oh,
gotta go by the grocery store.
Speaker 3 (15:21):
I go.
Speaker 2 (15:21):
I gotta go pick up the dry cleaning. You know,
come on, you're talking to you something. Ain't nobody else
in the car. Or you can have people in the
car and say, you know what, but you and then
sometimes somebody else say to you you said something. Oh no, no, no,
I'm just talking to myself. I'm just talking out loud.
Oh yeah, I got you.
Speaker 3 (15:38):
Been there, done that.
Speaker 2 (15:40):
And after a while I started hearing the voice of God,
knowing the voice, hearing.
Speaker 3 (15:45):
The voice of Jesus, the Holy Spirit.
Speaker 2 (15:47):
Amen, What was that? I just I didn't see that, misty.
I think it was misty that came up. And all
of a sudden I got the voices down.
Speaker 3 (15:55):
But I didn't.
Speaker 2 (15:56):
I didn't settle for that. I said, I got to
make sure it's you. Yeah, And there are things I
wish there would be time enough for me to do
some spiritual warfare teaching and things like that.
Speaker 3 (16:07):
I don't know if God's gonna open that door. Not again.
I may do that in the future. On another page.
Speaker 2 (16:13):
I don't know, But I mean, I don't know what
else more I could teach, but be specific about that,
But just be determined.
Speaker 3 (16:21):
If you don't know God's.
Speaker 2 (16:22):
Voice, Jesus voice, only Spirit's voice, you don't even know
their presence.
Speaker 3 (16:26):
It's presence. And most people will say it's something who
something told me? Who?
Speaker 2 (16:30):
I felt something on my gut, my intuition. However, you
need to get there to you know. Oh, that's the
Holy Spirit talking. It's gonna do you good because you're
gonna hear all kinds of commentary.
Speaker 3 (16:41):
Now you're gonna hear.
Speaker 2 (16:42):
All kinds of conversations.
Speaker 3 (16:45):
Now you're gonna hit misty. Is our own voice or
that of another? Is it our own voice?
Speaker 2 (16:50):
No, it's not your voice, thank you, missy. No, it's
not your voice. One of those voices you're gonna hear
is yours.
Speaker 3 (16:56):
And let me tell you a little another sidebar.
Speaker 2 (16:58):
The closer I got to God the more I got
into my calling and my purpose and everything. Oh, I
was hearing my voice too, but I said it was
one of the four voices. So I know my voice
because I'll talk to my flesh and say, flesh, stand down.
That's just you, flesh, that's not God. Now, God he
does this for every everybody's different.
Speaker 3 (17:18):
I don't know about me, about anybody else, but I
can tell you what he does for me, and that
is okay. That is he shows me. Do we all
have four or they're more? They should not. There should
be three. There should be three.
Speaker 2 (17:34):
God's voice, Jesus voice, Holy spirits for it. Now, the
mine's gonna play with you because your mind wants to
be in control. Your mind wants to have the power.
Your mind wants to say no, do it my way,
and it'll be so squeaky clean, and it'd be like, oh, yeah,
that makes sense. There will be times when God tells
you to have to pray for your enemies. Your flesh
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is not gonna say that. There'll be times that like,
oh that God is does the bat or even take
a voice? Yeah, Oh yeah, yeah, it's your flesh. He
had the devil could do it too. You walking down right.
You ain't playing no attention to anybody. You at the
grocery store and you're just and here comes a guy
who is nicely built and everything.
Speaker 3 (18:13):
He's tall, and he looked clean and everything. Ooh he
smelled good.
Speaker 2 (18:16):
And you're looking and you're like, oh wow, Okay, I'm
not looking. I'm not looking, but you're looking in his
eyes meet yours and you're like, whoa wow. And all
you can do is smile.
Speaker 3 (18:26):
Thank god.
Speaker 2 (18:26):
I wear a mask by day, but you can't. I'd
be like, oh my goodness, he's beautiful eye candy there. Okay, yeah,
because what guess what, I'm a female, even though I
have no desire to get married and be in relationship
with nobody. Don't hurt the look. I can't help but look.
And you gotta be careful.
Speaker 3 (18:40):
I know.
Speaker 2 (18:41):
My daughter's like, oh my god, but yeah, let's be
real here. And then all of a sudden your mind starts, oh,
I wonder if and then you look. I don't know
about y'all. You look at the hand, You look at
that ring finger, see if there's any indentation on it.
I know y'all be doing it. Don't even try it.
Don't even try it. You single and ready ready to mingle,
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especially you folks. Okay, you be looking like, oh he's
looking at me, Oh my godness. Okay, just that scene
in Oh God with the four actor Loretta It was
Whitney Houston. It was Angela Girls, No no, no, not
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for Color Girls, the one before that, and then she
was uh, Gregory Hines was the character played the character.
Speaker 3 (19:29):
He was moving in.
Speaker 2 (19:31):
And she went on and she talked to him and everything,
and then she turned around, Oh I want to be
looking at me. And she turned around and he's looking
at the smile looking at yeah. And then that ees
meeting there you go. Amen, So yeah, you now it's
three voices. I just want to add, if the voice
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is negative, just know it's not a God. It's either
your flesh trying to make you feel as if you
can't do something or you're not worthy, whatever the case
may be. It will never be negative from God. So
the voices in your head is just like telling you
can't do it, or you're not good enough, or whatever
the case may be. Just no, it's not of him,
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and you will have to be more waiting to excel.
I just got the comment waiting, but yeah, if you're.
Speaker 3 (20:21):
The case, come back to it. But yeah, yeah, thank you,
thank you. That's that's it.
Speaker 2 (20:26):
And God, sometimes it'll be some unconventional now say unconventional,
it'll be what you would never think. I'm like, God,
you know, there're years and years and years ago. God
used to say, you know you're looking for treasures.
Speaker 3 (20:41):
You're it's in your attic.
Speaker 2 (20:43):
We don't use that ad, you know, Or it's in
the closet on the top shelf in the back, that
box in the back. All of a sudden, you hear
this voice and you're like what And sure enough, then
you'll go follow it.
Speaker 3 (20:54):
Most of the time you dismissed it, like nothing's in there.
Speaker 2 (20:57):
I told you about the bag that was in my
room at my common and I just having to look
over and.
Speaker 3 (21:01):
I said, what is that fift bag sitting there for?
Speaker 2 (21:04):
And I went over to it and there was some
receipts and stuff and at the bottom was up a bank.
Speaker 3 (21:09):
I'm a load full of money cash. I look like, oh, okay, Lord.
Speaker 2 (21:15):
Thank you, I'm seeding this out real quick. You know, amen,
your mind, Thank you Lee for saying that. Your mind
will tell you no, you can't do that. Don't start
that right now. Also, you would want to fight against
us as well. You want to either recite scripture, so
like usually I'll do that if I'm thinking something negative,
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I'm like, you know, God, your comfort, your comfort, your piece,
your piece of over my mind and heart and stuff
like that. To go rebuke it, go against it, because
you don't want to start believing those thoughts because as
soon as you believe those thoughts.
Speaker 3 (21:48):
Now you're down.
Speaker 2 (21:49):
Now, you're sad, you're depressed, whatever case may be. You
believe it now now it's you. You've turned it too
that now, so you want to make sure you go
against it because your flesh is not your friend at all.
The body says that doesn't want you to progress and
wants you to stay stagnant or in whatever position that
you're in. So be mindful of that.
Speaker 3 (22:09):
And especially as you're working on your relationship with God,
please know that that's the biggest trigger. That's the biggest
ooh what why you're going through everything? And that's why
I was hoping. I would always tell pastors.
Speaker 2 (22:23):
Especially those who are starting a church or those who
were going to start a new beginner's class, you need
to talk about the develop front. I know they used
the Book of John, they used to you know, some
Genesis and things like that, and I get that, but
you've got to teach spiritual warfare.
Speaker 3 (22:37):
That's a six week course, eight week course.
Speaker 2 (22:40):
And you walk out you feel it so great, and
you just prayed and you just feel like, oh, I
just found the Lord.
Speaker 3 (22:44):
Amen, I just accepted the Lord.
Speaker 2 (22:46):
And you've got a flat tire when you walk out
of the building of the house that you're in and
you're like, what what?
Speaker 3 (22:52):
God? What? And that's where we go? God, why would
you let this? What does this mean?
Speaker 2 (22:57):
Well, okay, let's back it up a little bit. Did
you check any did the tire indicator come on at
any point that week and you ignored it? Or did
you wear such a rush you actually went off the
road a little bit and then you got back on
the paved road and everything, and you're not listening, not
hearing a hissing sound.
Speaker 3 (23:15):
You're trying to get in because you're rushing because you're
running late and your tire went down.
Speaker 2 (23:19):
Do you look at the balls of your tires, the
treads where thin? That's part of maintaining your vehicle. I
don't care how old it is. I don't care what
year it is. Putting all in the car every three months,
every so many, thousands of miles and checking the tread
on your tires.
Speaker 3 (23:34):
That's part of car maintenance.
Speaker 2 (23:36):
But I encourage pastors, if you gonna do a new
Believers class, I said, if I ever taught one, definitely
of mind is gonna be filled with spiritual warfare.
Speaker 3 (23:45):
You've got to know how the devil will attack you.
Speaker 2 (23:47):
You got to know that how the workers of iniquity
will It's little workers of iniquity.
Speaker 3 (23:52):
Will attack you. You have to know that.
Speaker 2 (23:54):
Most people don't teach that because they don't want to
run you from God.
Speaker 3 (23:57):
You're not gonna run from God. I will strengthen you
in Lord, it will strengthen you. And another thing I'm
gonna have to I have to say this really nice.
Speaker 2 (24:06):
Just be careful how you talk about people and what
information you share.
Speaker 3 (24:12):
Because you may know my story.
Speaker 2 (24:14):
You may think you know my story, and I'm honored
that you care enough that you want to share the
good news.
Speaker 3 (24:21):
But at the same time.
Speaker 2 (24:23):
If you're not rooted and grounded enough, somebody else is
listening to that, and they'll pick that up and they'll
use that against me, and I've got warfare all around. Lately,
I've been having warfare all around. I finally have to
ask God, where is this coming from? Like somebody's not
praying for me. I know I'm doing the best I
can to live, right, so this is outside interference. And
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God is like, well, some people are talking about you.
And I'm like, oh, and it could be a good,
good thought, but those who are hearing it don't know
what that is. And then the Devil's like, oh, well
that's her testimony. That's what she's telling people, Okay. And
then my health got attacked once again over these last
couple of weeks, and it's almost sent me somewhere because
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I'm like, how much more? I'm not going back to
the hospital. I'm tired of taking supplements. I'm tired to
take a pills period.
Speaker 3 (25:13):
I'm over it. I don't have the money for it now.
I had to go get Medicare.
Speaker 2 (25:17):
Parts CE and I got to take that out of
my disability check and I'm like, no, I don't like that.
Then I've got taxes coming up on two properties. Now,
Oh my gosh, what does it stop?
Speaker 3 (25:28):
Lord? I was just talking to my daughter today about it.
Speaker 2 (25:30):
Do I go back to work, do I seek some
sort of you know work?
Speaker 3 (25:34):
And she was on it. She said, no, my God told.
Speaker 2 (25:37):
You you're not supposed to work again. Won't you wait
on him? Tell God what you want? And I have
a hard time telling God what I want because I
had to look back over my life and say, wow,
I've worked since I was fourteen, and that's hard. The
only time I've not worked I was working when I
went in the hospital seven years ago.
Speaker 3 (25:54):
I've never not worked.
Speaker 2 (25:56):
So, like, what do I do now? Because and what
do I want to do? Really nothing, But I know
ministry continues. Ministry don't die until you die.
Speaker 3 (26:07):
It won't die, it won't go away. It just takes
on different forms. You'll unfold. This is a season.
Speaker 2 (26:13):
I was in a season of mentoring and and and
being that of a prophet.
Speaker 3 (26:18):
Now I'm in a season of apostolic again, I think.
But I'm also doing prophecy.
Speaker 2 (26:23):
I'm teaching and mentoring pieces not so I'm not the evangelist.
Speaker 3 (26:27):
I guess I'm kind of evangelism.
Speaker 2 (26:29):
It's all of them now, so I don't know which
way he wants me to start.
Speaker 3 (26:33):
So finally I got revelation.
Speaker 2 (26:34):
I was listening to Prophet Giles, and I got I
was like, Okay, now I know way which way.
Speaker 3 (26:39):
I'm to go? Got it?
Speaker 2 (26:40):
But you're looking at a person. There's not a billionaire.
But I really don't know what I want to do next.
I'm fine binge, watching my shows, just movies, whatever, just
getting more revelation written the fourth book. I already paid
prepaid for the space for another book. That'll be the
fifth book of that probably be my autobiography. But most
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of my stuff is in my books. What do you
want to do? So here's a person I'm not sure.
I just don't want to work for somebody. My dad
had to tell me, you ain't supposed to be working
for nobody. You know better, said yeah, I wake up,
I ain't going nowhere. And you be like, why don't
you go to work today? And I'll be like, I
ain't going.
Speaker 3 (27:20):
So I can't hardly make commitments. Guys. It's it's really bad.
Speaker 2 (27:25):
Especially because I just like spending time at home in
the Lord or spending time in my space with the Lord.
Speaker 3 (27:30):
I'll go to a movie and just sit there and
enjoy myself. I'm having the.
Speaker 2 (27:34):
Most fun of my life, so I don't know, I
don't know what to tell because I don't have a
bucket list. I don't I don't have a check off list.
I've done it. I've done it without even having a list.
So he had me to go ahead and retire. I
had to put the big R out there. I retired
from this. I retired from that, and y'all, I know,
y'all are looking at me like, oh, it's great. You
know I liked you up until you sit. I have
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to I have to work.
Speaker 3 (27:58):
I have to save every dime I got my checks
don't cover to the next way.
Speaker 2 (28:02):
I don't know what to do. I have borrowed from everybody.
Been there, done that, gone to the jury pawn shop,
the pawn of the two pieces of ten carred goal,
fourteen carred goal that.
Speaker 3 (28:13):
Jury I had. Oh, I've been there, done that, been
to the buy here, pay here place and going in
to borrow five hundred dollars or one hundred dollars or
three hundred dollars and having in two weeks to go
back and pay it back. Been there, done that.
Speaker 2 (28:30):
Seems like you should take some time for you to
enjoy your time with the higher power. I should, and
I don't know why it's coming up, the responses coming up.
You almost be on Facebook, but nevertheless because I don't
know who Sue's saying that.
Speaker 3 (28:42):
But it's okay. I am enjoyed. But that's just it.
Everything I've ever done in my life, I've enjoyed it.
And I've been with the Lord.
Speaker 2 (28:49):
Because I was twenty twenty two years old junior in college. Well,
I accepted the Lord Jesus Christ.
Speaker 3 (28:54):
So everything I do, I.
Speaker 2 (28:55):
Enjoy him, even when he corrects me, even when he
checks me. I shared with you I was going to
the dog training a couple of weeks ago, God, Jesus.
All Jesus said was let them see me. Yes, sir,
kid argue because he already knows what I was thinking.
I was going in hot, but he said, let them
see me. And that Jesus said, all the voices are quiet,
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except like when I was in the hospital and God,
I was sitting there crying and laying there crying, and
he knew my thoughts.
Speaker 3 (29:21):
I didn't say anything.
Speaker 2 (29:22):
But my thoughts, and he said, I've told you, warrior,
you're not I'm not calling you home right now.
Speaker 3 (29:28):
That's before I knew I had died twice. I'm not
calling you home, not now.
Speaker 2 (29:33):
I made a promise to you, and I'm gonna fulfill
that promise. I know it don't look like it, it
don't feel like it. And I told you in August
when we had to talk that I need you to endure.
I need you to go through something to your next test.
Your next trial will be for the kingdom. Oh yeah,
and it does because he'll soothe you down, he'll calm
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you down. And I'm like, oh, that's what you were
talking about. That's what you This is what you were
I referred and my hands wild, bandaged, my feet, this
is what you're talking about.
Speaker 3 (30:03):
This is a try.
Speaker 2 (30:04):
In that conversation in August, he said, you're gonna be
before you start to cry. We're already crying because we
know the sacrifice that you'll be going through.
Speaker 3 (30:14):
And I'm looking at him like I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
He said, I know. I just need you to rest
right now. And then after a while a.
Speaker 2 (30:21):
Few days later he said, I need you to get
to that chair and stay in that chair fifteen minutes
longer every day until your discharge. So once pt and
Ot came in to get me up, I could not
somebody had to be behind me on the bed because
I had no.
Speaker 3 (30:36):
Waist down, no feeling, no energy, no power, no strength.
Speaker 2 (30:40):
And then get me to that chair and we do
some exercise, and like you want to get back the best,
and now I can't.
Speaker 3 (30:45):
I got that.
Speaker 2 (30:45):
I gotta stay here for a minute. So I would
eat my lunch in that chair. I would eat be
fed because I wasn't able to work. Then I would
be fed in that chair. I have my dinner in
that chair. I have all my vitlos taken in that
chair until it was fifteen minutes and they would have
to hoist.
Speaker 3 (31:03):
Me back to bed.
Speaker 2 (31:05):
So you got a worst story than that, and let's go,
let's go. But all I had was my faith. All
I had was my faith. And there are times that's
all you're gonna have is your faith. You don't have
any money. The lights would be turned off, whatever cable
was playing all this whole weekend.
Speaker 3 (31:21):
Outages and don't know why the outages.
Speaker 2 (31:24):
And then finally I waited and the Lord said, go
ahead and call them this morning.
Speaker 3 (31:27):
This is a Monday morning. You know that phone number
is going to be busy.
Speaker 2 (31:30):
You're not gonna be able to get nobody live and
all that kind of stuff. I got Amy on the
phone at eight twenty three am am this morning and she.
Speaker 3 (31:39):
Said, hey, miss Gray. I said, thank you for calling me,
miss Gray.
Speaker 2 (31:42):
I'm just old school, she said, I was raised in
the eighties, so I know what I need to do.
I said, well, thank you so much. And she said,
how can I help you today? I said, well, I've
had a lot of outages Saturday and Sunday. I just
need to see if you've got any credit coming back
to me. She said, yes, ma'am, you do a plot.
You do you are able to You already got you.
I said, yeah, see that's my spectrum. You already sitting
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there thinking about me. And she told me how much
my account will be credited. It is already on your account.
And that's how God. That was another sidebar. I was
going to tell you that's how God rewards me, or
let me know, confirms things for me. I get money
from nowhere, whether it's a credit, whether it's a card, whatever,
seat offering, whatever, money will just appear. How does he
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surprise you? How does he confirm things for you? That's
another question. So take these next few days. The sun
has gone down now, Happy New Year.
Speaker 3 (32:34):
Happy New Year, take these next few days and run
after God and like ever before, listen for his voice. Now.
Speaker 2 (32:41):
Like I said, don't go as extreme as I am.
By Tennessee folks, y'all go to church. Okay, don't tell
God I ain't going to church because you know Pastor.
Speaker 3 (32:49):
Will be calling me. So don't do that. Amen.
Speaker 2 (32:54):
Okay, but you let God know. I can't do nothing
without you. I don't want to do anything with don't you.
I'm waiting on you. And one of my spiritual warfare
prayers God taught me himself about it over a year ago,
was God, if you don't do it, it won't get done.
Speaker 3 (33:10):
So Lord, if they're asking to hear your voice, Jesus,
if they're asking to hear your voice Holy Spirit, if
they're asking to hear your boys, if.
Speaker 2 (33:17):
You don't do it, it won't get done. Meet them
where they're at.
Speaker 3 (33:22):
Excuse me, meet them where they're at.
Speaker 2 (33:24):
That's my prayer for you. Let me sure you have
prayer works. I'm praying forever. Is there anything extra that
needs to be done on this holiday?
Speaker 3 (33:31):
You could do that.
Speaker 2 (33:32):
Go ahead and do some research yourself, but the main
thing is knowing what's going on.
Speaker 3 (33:37):
In the heavens. And also, like I said, the apples
and the honey, I don't have anything else before me
to say that.
Speaker 2 (33:45):
So I'm gonna encourage you to please do your research
and you find out, but make sure you go back
old school. Don't listen too much the AI. Go to Wikipedia,
things like that. Go to a Jewish website. They already
got it on there. Rabbi Jonathan Kahan, he's already doing it.
Hey dipped in honey. Yeah, yeah, just app couple of
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apple slices and you dip it in honey.
Speaker 3 (34:10):
Hey, Trey, it's a good to you. I know.
Speaker 2 (34:14):
See you see because of the topic todnight, you know,
the devil is stupid, so he's like, you know, I'm
just gonna make it really difficult, and he's what the
Prince of the air, these princes of the lines, we
got it, but you made it. You're there, you're listening.
Speaker 3 (34:26):
I know you were there.
Speaker 2 (34:27):
I could feel you. It's all good. Thank you, Jesus,
Thank you Jesus.
Speaker 3 (34:31):
This is what we do. And that's another piece to
this too. You push, you push your way through. You pushed.
Speaker 2 (34:38):
I fell asleep in that chair waiting for an extra
fifteen minutes. They would wake me up and do my
vitals in that chair because I said, no, I'm not
going to I can't go to bed right now. And
I'm looking at the clock as God said, you stay
up extra fifteen minutes a day until your discharge, and
I had to do it. So I did everything in
that chair until it was time for me to be
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discharged to the physic therapy floor. And by that time
I had to go out of the room and I
didn't want to do that.
Speaker 3 (35:04):
I was like, I don't want to go to the
group therapy sessions. I don't want to go and be
there and eat with everybody. Why can I eat in
my room? I'm just now using my fork, and the
way I'm holding my fork is very different. Why do
I have to do this? And I'm like, God, you
don't please.
Speaker 2 (35:19):
You didn't tell me I had to do it this way,
and nobody will God.
Speaker 3 (35:23):
The heavens will.
Speaker 2 (35:24):
And I learned over time when the heavens get quiet,
oh they listening. They ain't got no answer for it.
They're not answering they're gonna answer. They're like, we go
see what she's gonna do. And there are times that
God sit my angels down. That's another segment. I can
tell when I'm angel less because I hit my baby.
The younger age will be like oh oh, and I'm like, okay,
you know, sat them down. Okay, there's a lesson for
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me to learn. I enjoy my lessons.
Speaker 3 (35:47):
This is hard.
Speaker 2 (35:48):
I have t shirts that said this faith walk ain't
for the week. Faith journey, this in times ain't for
the week. You can't get weak. I think God feel teaches,
He gives you all. Thank you, elther k love you,
thank you.
Speaker 3 (36:00):
Yeah, they had. They were stuck with me for three weeks,
I mean three months, three years. Jesus, Jesus. It was
one night.
Speaker 2 (36:07):
It was supposed to be one night of teaching, and
it ended up three years of teaching.
Speaker 3 (36:11):
This October would have been four years. They were stuck
with me. They was stuck.
Speaker 2 (36:17):
But nevertheless, nevertheless, I will be done. And guys and gals, all,
I can tell you it's worth it. When you come
out on the other side of that thing, it's just
like you're in a tunnel and it's dark and you
got your lights over, but it's like and you know
the road. You're like, okay, I'm just hoping. Let me
just get through this. Let me just get through this tunnel.
Speaker 3 (36:38):
And then all of a sudden you see the breaking
of the sun, the breaking of the day.
Speaker 2 (36:42):
You see some lights and it just took you were
just uncomfortable for a minute. And yes, it's hard, testing
and trials are hard.
Speaker 3 (36:51):
Don't be scared of that. He's got you. He's got you.
Speaker 2 (36:54):
Just to know it. That's the comfort he's got you.
He's got you, he made that's in the word. I
knew you before your mother's womb knew you were coming.
Do you know how big that is? And you all
know I was adopted at birth. My biological mother was
thinking of she you know, she she wasn't gonna abort me,
but thank.
Speaker 3 (37:13):
God, she just happened to say, you know, Queen willing Lee,
you don't have a child.
Speaker 2 (37:17):
You want this baby, and my parents, yeah, we want
the baby. So I should be all messed up, guys,
I shouldn't even be able to talk to you.
Speaker 3 (37:24):
I shouldn't even be able to Okay, all right, what
you want? What do you want?
Speaker 2 (37:27):
Okay, you don't want to be on TV? Okay, she
don't want to be on camera. She comes and she's
making sure I'm okay. I'm okay's and I have a
different definition of family. I have a different definition of
you know, I was thinking about being a mom. I
was talking the pastor earlier this morning and about our
motherhood and how God is blessed and and and and
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and you know, the blessings of God.
Speaker 3 (37:50):
And I had never thought. And then he allowed me
to have a daughter.
Speaker 2 (37:53):
And she got part of my personality anyway, she got.
Speaker 3 (38:01):
That other side.
Speaker 2 (38:01):
She got that other side too, but she got part
of person that money and looking like me, and it
just you know, it's just only God, because he knows,
he knows.
Speaker 3 (38:13):
I have my boys too, tall, fellas handsome.
Speaker 2 (38:17):
I said to my baby boy the other day he
was taking out. I said, look at you, Look at you.
It's as handsome as you want to be.
Speaker 3 (38:22):
You can do. That's your twitter.
Speaker 2 (38:25):
Watch yourself, watch yourself. He's got the oldest. He's the oldest. Anyway,
I hope some of this helps you all. Tonight we talked,
you know, we talked about Rashashana, and go back and
do your that's your homework.
Speaker 3 (38:39):
Go back and do your research.
Speaker 2 (38:41):
I want you to create a note pad for that
so you can write down the different things. Have a
couple of apples and dipped in some honey. You know,
over these next couple of days. Yan Kapoor comes in October.
Like I said, there were mainy four occur in October.
There's different things. Young Kapoor is twenty five hours of
fasting in prayer. I know you're gonna say, what a
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whole day a fasting and praying? But I'm on medication.
I know what I know that you are. You seek
God and say that how do I do this?
Speaker 3 (39:11):
How do I do? Fasting?
Speaker 2 (39:12):
Is just it's a way to keep your flesh at
bay when you turn that place. And I know everybody
the other people have added, oh you faster your time,
you fast from social media, and they've had out all that.
Speaker 3 (39:25):
That's not in the world.
Speaker 2 (39:26):
It's about It pertains to food, it pertains to communication
and if sometimes I mean if it pertains to what
you wear and some of these holidays.
Speaker 3 (39:36):
You don't go to work now, don't don't get carried
away there unless you got this.
Speaker 2 (39:39):
You got the annual lead time. I'm Jewish now, so
today we're not supposed to go to work.
Speaker 3 (39:45):
You won't have a job, So don't do that. Okay,
unless you got annual leave or sickly if you can
use you know.
Speaker 2 (39:54):
But for the Greek and Hebrew interpretation, it's fasting from
food and communication and interaction with people. But you'll see
that and you'll study it, and then you ask God,
can you please accommodate this?
Speaker 3 (40:08):
Help me with this. I don't know what to do.
I want to fast. I gotta fast.
Speaker 2 (40:11):
So he changed some things around, said don't do this
and do that, and I'm like, oh, okay, thank you Lord,
and he received it. But one thing the Lord loves
is when you ask him, when you ask him his opinion, when.
Speaker 3 (40:22):
You ask him.
Speaker 2 (40:22):
That was my biggest stumbling block early on in my years,
and even after I gave my life to Christ, was
oh my God, I got in trouble.
Speaker 3 (40:29):
I can't go and ask God this. I can't And
God's like, no, why not?
Speaker 2 (40:34):
I got the answer. I wrote a whole book about answers, solutions.
Why don't you ask?
Speaker 3 (40:40):
You know, ask me? And he's waiting there and you're
feeling you, and that's one thing your mind will do.
Oh no, you can't pray about this.
Speaker 2 (40:47):
You can't even tell everybody about this because if they'll
look at you like, oh my god, she did that.
Oh my god, he did that. Go to God, be
humble and lay it at the altar. Lay it at
the altar, and you'll be surprised. He's already got the answer,
he said, I wrote this. I already know how this is.
I already know what you're gonna do, which doesn't excuse you.
Speaker 3 (41:06):
Now some people.
Speaker 2 (41:07):
You got some folk out there in church that figure, well,
he knows me. And God's like, okay, she goes, She's
gonna use that excuse one more time.
Speaker 3 (41:14):
Yeah, I know you. You're going to jail. You're stealing
the money. You're going to jail. You're not gonna be
able to pay. You're not gonna be able to pay.
Speaker 2 (41:21):
No, because you know what you're relying on the tide
and offering. Okay, nobody coming to church, what you're gonna do.
Then I'll shut the whole world down.
Speaker 3 (41:28):
What you're gonna do. Then you can't go nowhere.
Speaker 2 (41:30):
You remember that time in twenty twenty, the pastors and
just begging send you money, and I just put it
in the mail, and that God gives us, gives our judgment.
He ment in the mail, send it to the po box.
Oh what pastor was I think he was here. He
was standing outside the church. Just come you don't have
to stop, you don't have to say anything. I'm praying
for you all, but please pay your time. Yeah, the
bills still needed to be paid for the church. Here's
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bills still needed to be paid.
Speaker 3 (41:54):
Come on that.
Speaker 2 (41:55):
I just want to add though, please for those who
are suffering right now. We suffer at times like God
sends that suffering in a way to see if we
trust him, to see if we truly have faith in Him.
So it's like in those times, like I said before,
just really reading your Bible to see what faith actually
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looks like and having that despite what you're going through,
and ensuring that you're repenting in that process as well.
Because we suffer. We you know, we have consequences to
our actions when we sin, of course, so make sure
you're repent him. But at times we suffer because God
wants to see if we actually do trust Him at.
Speaker 3 (42:37):
The end of it, through it and at the end
of it.
Speaker 2 (42:40):
So it's important to continue to talk to him. Don't
be hesitant to ask, don't be hesitant to go to him,
Like God, what's going on here? Like what is this for.
It's all to test to see if you truly trust him,
So I just want that at that in Yeah, thank
you Ms Trey. We got one half a minute. You
have anything you want to add?
Speaker 3 (42:59):
Thank you, Jim. Amen.
Speaker 2 (43:04):
Amen, Well we only got less than a minute going here,
so I'm going to do what I did as I
opened the show.
Speaker 3 (43:12):
What are you holding on my show? Far? I'm getting
ready to blow? It's good who was looking there? But
here we go. We're gonna end this with that.
Speaker 2 (43:26):
And may you have for those of you who will
follow the high holy days, God bless you, stay focused,
enjoy God, because he's got some things waiting for us.
Speaker 3 (43:38):
Amen.
Speaker 2 (43:46):
Next week, same time, same station, y'all be blessed.
Speaker 3 (44:02):
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Speaker 2 (01:18):
Good evening, another exciting opportunity dialogue. My dog is here
to setting it straight with missus Gray. Good evening, good evening,
good evening, And yes we're blowing the trumpets loud tonight
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because it is the beginning of a new year, and
just a matter of a few about of maybe an
hour once the sun sets, we are celebrating a new year.
But before we do that, let's take it to the
throne room of grace. Father God, we just love you
so much, and we praise you, we give you glory
and honor.
Speaker 3 (01:59):
I'm just excited that old year has passed.
Speaker 2 (02:03):
There's a new year upon us. This is a new book.
It's not even a new chapter, it's not a new verse.
It's a new book in you. And thank you, Father
God for allowing us to share this opportunity and to
really deep dive into it so people can have a
clearer understanding of this season. And we just love you
so much. As always, God, we get behind the cross.
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I just thank you, Father God for the opportunity to
be able to share with your people and to love
your people as you love them. We love you, Lord.
Now you step in. This is your podcast. We are
your people.
Speaker 3 (02:39):
Do what you do best, and then set your captives
free in the mighty matchless majestic name of Jesus Christ.
A men and a men. Well, good evening, good evening,
good evening.
Speaker 2 (02:52):
I've got my mini me on and if trade comes on,
she'll come on in. We're just thankful. I need to
know who's with us tonight. Y'all go ahead and this
du roll call just text in you're here, you're listening,
Amen and amen, and we just thank you, We just
thank you so much. This is an exciting time. This
is an exciting night for God's people. I'm telling you,
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it's getting ready to just be mesmerizing. You haven't seen
nothing yet. And yes, I used my show far because
you have to blow the trumpet and blow it loud.
So I started that off with that, started our new
year off with that. Once we're off, we will begin
to celebrate even more with We didn't get our apples
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a night, but we're gonna get them. And we have
our honey. So you have apples and honey. But let
me talk about Rassia Shanna. But before we get to that,
I have to make a declaration.
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I am a child of God.
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Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. I believe in the
Triune Being. I believe I am a servant. I'm a
child of God and I'm his servant. I'm his living epistle.
And until I take my last breath again, I will
proclaim the good news that he's available. He is ready
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and waiting with his arms wide open, and it's up
to you to make to take the steps towards him.
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There's nothing like him.
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There's nobody like him, and I'm telling you it will
never be a decision that you will ever regret. But
there are action steps that you'll have to take, and
you've got to study your word, not just read it,
and I know the Bible says to study to show
yourself approved, to rightly divide the truth. We are in
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a season now, a heyday of false prophets, false teachers,
false pastors, false.
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Evangelists, you name it. They're here. They've always been here.
You just wasn't sure that they were and what they were.
But they're here. Okay, we're here.
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Everything we've ever talked about, whether it was conspiracy, whether
it's oh I heard all kinds of thoughts, commentary, it's here.
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Whatever thing it is, it is here.
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Now you have to rightly divide the truth, what is
true and what is not. Oh, you will go crazy,
and we're gonna see the madness. We're already seeing it
unfold all ready. So I can't warn you. We can't
warn you anymore. We told you you need to study
to show yourself a proof. Meditate on this word day
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and night. The Word never says for you to memorize it.
He says to study it and then meditate on it.
Then fast and pray, watch and pray, enter his courtse
or thanksgiving and praise. It's not when you go to
church you need to praise God. You need to praise
him right here, right in your living room, in your bathroom,
in your front yard.
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Don't be ashamed to praise it. Amen. And you to
give up your first fruit, your tithe, your offering, your
seed offering. You are to give Amen.
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And you are to pray and fast and not step
outside my house. I'm praised with God in my house.
If I don't if I don't do it on the phone,
if I don't do it through a text message, if
I don't do it through a word of of motivation
and declaration on through my pay my social media pages,
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I'm praised with Him right here in my house. I
don't need anybody to see it. And man, hey, I
don't need I don't need to prove anything. I'm a
living epistol my fruit. You should move me by my food.
But how can I see you what my food is
if you've not studied the word. But that will be
your homework for this week. Yeah, that'll be your homework
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to look up the fruits of the spirit and the
gifts of the spirit, because that will emanate out of you.
I don't have to walk around with a cross. I
don't have to walk around.
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With the latest version of the Bible I don't have
to look so deep because you're not living nothing.
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And God will quickly now say, even out in public, now,
I don't know you.
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The demons. When the Disciples were to exercise.
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A demon out of a young young boy, the demon said, well, Paul,
we know Jesus, we know, but who are you talking to?
The disciples who walk to Jesus talk about mentioning Paul
who never walk with the disciples, but he was deemed
an apostle because of his conversion.
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Don't be fooled right now. This is an era of
mass confusion.
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It will make your head hurt if you follow all
your social media with everything that's going on around the country.
We need you praying specifically brand for us on the show,
praying for each other for protection and safety, discernment, increasing
knowledge and all of that but the heavens.
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But I'm going to talk about Rocha Shan in a
minute and give you some more insight on that, and
then then remaining.
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For High four high holy holidays. We'll look in October
next month right around the cour and they're right behind
each other, and there's different things you are to do,
so I'm not going to go into too much detail
a by them, because.
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I want you to do your homework.
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All you have to google is the five Jewish high
holy Days. That's all you have to do and it'll
come up. So have your pit and pad ready ready.
Be a student, Be a student our hearts, and go
out to the losses that the world has experienced.
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Some person in the world has experienced.
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A loss of a loved one, a spouse, a child,
an animal, whatever. We pray for those people and we
pray that God will give them peace that passes all
understanding we do. But I had to come on tonight
and make a declaration. God said declare me, and we're
making that declaration tonight.
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That's who we stand.
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And if I can't, if I if standing is too
much God, I will get to my knees. And most
of you who've been following us know that how difficult
it is to get on your knees with no toes,
because I've explained that to you. Normally I have to
have help getting up, but now I know how to
get up. It takes me a minute. My dog just
sits down watches, but I get up because sometimes you
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just have to fall on your knees and say Lord
please forgive me wretched man, that I am wretched.
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That I am center, that I am Please.
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I know my behavior, my conversations, everything about my thoughts
of just this day alone were not pleasing unto you.
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If I were to die, I would not have seen
your face.
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That's how serious it is now, that's how serious it is.
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And I thank you. I thank God for it.
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So mss K you have anything you want to add,
and then I'm going to go into do a little teaching,
a little bit more teaching tonight. I am well, you
said everything long, so you can continue on for now, Okay.
Rasha shaaa r o s h h a s h
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a n ah to.
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Say that real fast Russia. Shana means the.
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Head of the year, is Hebrew for head of the year,
and is the new year in Judaism well also in
anybody believe in Jesus Christ and the Lord Amen. The
biblical name for this is yam tarah and it means
cheer or blasting. It is the first of the high
holy days and the days of awe. Okay, and it's
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noted specifically in Leviticus chapter twenty three, verses twenty three
through twenty five. It occurs late summer, early autumn, and
of course also today is the new year. This is
the day of fall, the new year of Fall, I
mean the day of fall, season of fall.
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Okay. It begins the tent with ten days.
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It begins the ten days of repentance, cumulating in yong Kapor,
the day of Atonement, and is followed by the fall
festival of so cult. And it ends with Shamini Azaret
in Israel, and Azaret and chat Torah everywhere else else,
everywhere else, But that's all. It's all five of them.
But this is the beginning of that celebration. This is
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our new Year. We've been doing this for years as
a family. We were exposed to it years ago. I
was teaching at bell Haven University, well College then, and
one of my students, we were getting ready to get
started the sum was just getting ready to go down,
and she said, miss Gray, oh my god, the holy
Jewish Holidays are happening.
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And I'm like, okay.
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We turned our attention to her, and she's she went
on to say, no, just what, the five holidays never
occur in the same month. I said, oh, really, she goes,
but this month they're occurring, and I'm like, wow, So
that made me go home, That made me do my research.
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I got a notepad.
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Actually, I make sure when I'm moving, I keep it
where I can put my hands on it. I went
into a detailed study of each holiday and everything and
whether what we're supposed to do. As I mentioned earlier,
this is the time for your your apples and your
honey as part of your staple, because it goes to
it identifies, it claims, it brings forth a happy new year.
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A lot of things happen.
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During this in the heavens where the Lord opens up
the lab Book of Life. He opens up the lab
Book of Life, and he starts going down seeing what
you're doing.
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Now.
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I know most of you are concerned about Santa Claus
when he you know, checking his list and checking it twice.
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But that's that's that's over there. I'm talking about the Lord.
This is written in the Bible. This is what he does,
and he's checking off whether you're good or bad? Are
you following suit or not? Do he know you or not?
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Trey, I see you, I see you, we see you, amen.
But this is why and we the first moment I
heard about it in that classroom that night, I went
home and I immediately I got a special notebook.
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I started going through and just researching it.
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And sure enough, at that year, that was the first
time in like a thousand years that all.
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Five days actually.
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Occurred in that one month. Now since then, it's happened
several more times. This month is only one just RuSHA Shata,
and the other four are gonna going to occur next month.
So it's just the timing of God is just it
just blows you away.
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You'd be like, what, God, I didn't know? He said, yeah,
I know, you didn't know or.
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Pay attention to me. Another thing of this season, You're
gonna need to know God's voice. How do you know
God's voice? Well, you have to ask him. You can
ask him, bod, I don't know your voice. Now, you
don't have to be as drastic as I was back
in the day.
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I was just all I had four or five.
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Voices I heard, one of which was mine, and I'm like, okay,
you know what that's it. Now This is where I
went real. I went really drastic here because I was desperate.
I needed to know God's voice. I know his presence,
I know Jesus's presence. I know the Holy Spirit presents,
I know my angels are present, but I did not
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know the three voices. And those are the only voices
I want to hear. I don't need to hear myself.
I don't lean to myself anymore. I don't have a
comfort zone anymore. God is my conference zone.
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And that one year, the babies, the twins were baby,
baby babies, and I just cried out to Li dropped
everybody off.
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No, I think you were going to daycare at the time.
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I dropped everybody off Donald Elementary, and.
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I went and came home and I said, Okay, you
know what, I'm not going to church anymore.
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I'm not praying anymore. I'm not real studying my Bible anymore.
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I'm not doing anything until I know your voice. It
took a minute, because you could hear all these voices
in your head. Yes, And just a sidebar, I say
this as a former therapist. All of you hear voices.
All of us hear voices. It's just that some of
us can control them without medication. Some of us can
control them without therapy. Because I guarantee you home this
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morning being in a rush, and you wondered, now, did
I unplugged the toaster. Did I unplug the iron? Oh
my god, I didn't brush my teeth. Some people do
that walk right out the house because they're such a hurt.
And you answer yourself, did I do?
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Yes? I did? Yeah, I did.
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Okay, what's the rest of my day? Okay, I gotta
do this, and I gotta do that. I gotta do this. Oh,
gotta go by the grocery store.
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I go.
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I gotta go pick up the dry cleaning. You know,
come on, you're talking to you something. Ain't nobody else
in the car. Or you can have people in the
car and say, you know what, but you and then
sometimes somebody else say to you you said something. Oh no, no, no,
I'm just talking to myself. I'm just talking out loud.
Oh yeah, I got you.
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Been there, done that.
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And after a while I started hearing the voice of God,
knowing the voice, hearing.
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The voice of Jesus, the Holy Spirit.
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Amen, What was that? I just I didn't see that, misty.
I think it was misty that came up. And all
of a sudden I got the voices down.
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But I didn't.
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I didn't settle for that. I said, I got to
make sure it's you. Yeah, And there are things I
wish there would be time enough for me to do
some spiritual warfare teaching and things like that.
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I don't know if God's gonna open that door. Not again.
I may do that in the future. On another page.
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I don't know, But I mean, I don't know what
else more I could teach, but be specific about that,
But just be determined.
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If you don't know God's.
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Voice, Jesus voice, only Spirit's voice, you don't even know
their presence.
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It's presence. And most people will say it's something who
something told me? Who?
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I felt something on my gut, my intuition. However, you
need to get there to you know. Oh, that's the
Holy Spirit talking. It's gonna do you good because you're
gonna hear all kinds of commentary.
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Now you're gonna hear.
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All kinds of conversations.
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Now you're gonna hit misty. Is our own voice or
that of another? Is it our own voice?
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No, it's not your voice, thank you, missy. No, it's
not your voice. One of those voices you're gonna hear
is yours.
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And let me tell you a little another sidebar.
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The closer I got to God the more I got
into my calling and my purpose and everything. Oh, I
was hearing my voice too, but I said it was
one of the four voices. So I know my voice
because I'll talk to my flesh and say, flesh, stand down.
That's just you, flesh, that's not God. Now, God he
does this for every everybody's different.
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I don't know about me, about anybody else, but I
can tell you what he does for me, and that
is okay. That is he shows me. Do we all
have four or they're more? They should not. There should
be three. There should be three.
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God's voice, Jesus voice, Holy spirits for it. Now, the
mine's gonna play with you because your mind wants to
be in control. Your mind wants to have the power.
Your mind wants to say no, do it my way,
and it'll be so squeaky clean, and it'd be like, oh, yeah,
that makes sense. There will be times when God tells
you to have to pray for your enemies. Your flesh
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is not gonna say that. There'll be times that like,
oh that God is does the bat or even take
a voice? Yeah, Oh yeah, yeah, it's your flesh. He
had the devil could do it too. You walking down right.
You ain't playing no attention to anybody. You at the
grocery store and you're just and here comes a guy
who is nicely built and everything.
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He's tall, and he looked clean and everything. Ooh he
smelled good.
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And you're looking and you're like, oh wow, Okay, I'm
not looking. I'm not looking, but you're looking in his
eyes meet yours and you're like, whoa wow. And all
you can do is smile.
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Thank god.
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I wear a mask by day, but you can't. I'd
be like, oh my goodness, he's beautiful eye candy there. Okay, yeah,
because what guess what, I'm a female, even though I
have no desire to get married and be in relationship
with nobody. Don't hurt the look. I can't help but look.
And you gotta be careful.
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I know.
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My daughter's like, oh my god, but yeah, let's be
real here. And then all of a sudden your mind starts, oh,
I wonder if and then you look. I don't know
about y'all. You look at the hand, You look at
that ring finger, see if there's any indentation on it.
I know y'all be doing it. Don't even try it.
Don't even try it. You single and ready ready to mingle,
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especially you folks. Okay, you be looking like, oh he's
looking at me, Oh my godness. Okay, just that scene
in Oh God with the four actor Loretta It was
Whitney Houston. It was Angela Girls, No no, no, not
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for Color Girls, the one before that, and then she
was uh, Gregory Hines was the character played the character.
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He was moving in.
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And she went on and she talked to him and everything,
and then she turned around, Oh I want to be
looking at me. And she turned around and he's looking
at the smile looking at yeah. And then that ees
meeting there you go. Amen, So yeah, you now it's
three voices. I just want to add, if the voice
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is negative, just know it's not a God. It's either
your flesh trying to make you feel as if you
can't do something or you're not worthy, whatever the case
may be. It will never be negative from God. So
the voices in your head is just like telling you
can't do it, or you're not good enough, or whatever
the case may be. Just no, it's not of him,
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and you will have to be more waiting to excel.
I just got the comment waiting, but yeah, if you're.
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The case, come back to it. But yeah, yeah, thank you,
thank you. That's that's it.
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And God, sometimes it'll be some unconventional now say unconventional,
it'll be what you would never think. I'm like, God,
you know, there're years and years and years ago. God
used to say, you know you're looking for treasures.
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You're it's in your attic.
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We don't use that ad, you know, Or it's in
the closet on the top shelf in the back, that
box in the back. All of a sudden, you hear
this voice and you're like what And sure enough, then
you'll go follow it.
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Most of the time you dismissed it, like nothing's in there.
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I told you about the bag that was in my
room at my common and I just having to look
over and.
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I said, what is that fift bag sitting there for?
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And I went over to it and there was some
receipts and stuff and at the bottom was up a bank.
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I'm a load full of money cash. I look like, oh, okay, Lord.
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Thank you, I'm seeding this out real quick. You know, amen,
your mind, Thank you Lee for saying that. Your mind
will tell you no, you can't do that. Don't start
that right now. Also, you would want to fight against
us as well. You want to either recite scripture, so
like usually I'll do that if I'm thinking something negative,
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I'm like, you know, God, your comfort, your comfort, your piece,
your piece of over my mind and heart and stuff
like that. To go rebuke it, go against it, because
you don't want to start believing those thoughts because as
soon as you believe those thoughts.
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Now you're down.
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Now, you're sad, you're depressed, whatever case may be. You
believe it now now it's you. You've turned it too
that now, so you want to make sure you go
against it because your flesh is not your friend at all.
The body says that doesn't want you to progress and
wants you to stay stagnant or in whatever position that
you're in. So be mindful of that.
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And especially as you're working on your relationship with God,
please know that that's the biggest trigger. That's the biggest
ooh what why you're going through everything? And that's why
I was hoping. I would always tell pastors.
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Especially those who are starting a church or those who
were going to start a new beginner's class, you need
to talk about the develop front. I know they used
the Book of John, they used to you know, some
Genesis and things like that, and I get that, but
you've got to teach spiritual warfare.
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That's a six week course, eight week course.
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And you walk out you feel it so great, and
you just prayed and you just feel like, oh, I
just found the Lord.
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Amen, I just accepted the Lord.
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And you've got a flat tire when you walk out
of the building of the house that you're in and
you're like, what what?
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God? What? And that's where we go? God, why would
you let this? What does this mean?
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Well, okay, let's back it up a little bit. Did
you check any did the tire indicator come on at
any point that week and you ignored it? Or did
you wear such a rush you actually went off the
road a little bit and then you got back on
the paved road and everything, and you're not listening, not
hearing a hissing sound.
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You're trying to get in because you're rushing because you're
running late and your tire went down.
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Do you look at the balls of your tires, the
treads where thin? That's part of maintaining your vehicle. I
don't care how old it is. I don't care what
year it is. Putting all in the car every three months,
every so many, thousands of miles and checking the tread
on your tires.
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That's part of car maintenance.
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But I encourage pastors, if you gonna do a new
Believers class, I said, if I ever taught one, definitely
of mind is gonna be filled with spiritual warfare.
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You've got to know how the devil will attack you.
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You got to know that how the workers of iniquity
will It's little workers of iniquity.
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Will attack you. You have to know that.
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Most people don't teach that because they don't want to
run you from God.
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You're not gonna run from God. I will strengthen you
in Lord, it will strengthen you. And another thing I'm
gonna have to I have to say this really nice.
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Just be careful how you talk about people and what
information you share.
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Because you may know my story.
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You may think you know my story, and I'm honored
that you care enough that you want to share the
good news.
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But at the same time.
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If you're not rooted and grounded enough, somebody else is
listening to that, and they'll pick that up and they'll
use that against me, and I've got warfare all around. Lately,
I've been having warfare all around. I finally have to
ask God, where is this coming from? Like somebody's not
praying for me. I know I'm doing the best I
can to live, right, so this is outside interference. And
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God is like, well, some people are talking about you.
And I'm like, oh, and it could be a good,
good thought, but those who are hearing it don't know
what that is. And then the Devil's like, oh, well
that's her testimony. That's what she's telling people, Okay. And
then my health got attacked once again over these last
couple of weeks, and it's almost sent me somewhere because
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I'm like, how much more? I'm not going back to
the hospital. I'm tired of taking supplements. I'm tired to
take a pills period.
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I'm over it. I don't have the money for it now.
I had to go get Medicare.
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Parts CE and I got to take that out of
my disability check and I'm like, no, I don't like that.
Then I've got taxes coming up on two properties. Now,
Oh my gosh, what does it stop?
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Lord? I was just talking to my daughter today about it.
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Do I go back to work, do I seek some
sort of you know work?
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And she was on it. She said, no, my God told.
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You you're not supposed to work again. Won't you wait
on him? Tell God what you want? And I have
a hard time telling God what I want because I
had to look back over my life and say, wow,
I've worked since I was fourteen, and that's hard. The
only time I've not worked I was working when I
went in the hospital seven years ago.
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I've never not worked.
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So, like, what do I do now? Because and what
do I want to do? Really nothing, But I know
ministry continues. Ministry don't die until you die.
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It won't die, it won't go away. It just takes
on different forms. You'll unfold. This is a season.
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I was in a season of mentoring and and and
being that of a prophet.
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Now I'm in a season of apostolic again, I think.
But I'm also doing prophecy.
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I'm teaching and mentoring pieces not so I'm not the evangelist.
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I guess I'm kind of evangelism.
Speaker 2 (26:29):
It's all of them now, so I don't know which
way he wants me to start.
Speaker 3 (26:33):
So finally I got revelation.
Speaker 2 (26:34):
I was listening to Prophet Giles, and I got I
was like, Okay, now I know way which way.
Speaker 3 (26:39):
I'm to go? Got it?
Speaker 2 (26:40):
But you're looking at a person. There's not a billionaire.
But I really don't know what I want to do next.
I'm fine binge, watching my shows, just movies, whatever, just
getting more revelation written the fourth book. I already paid
prepaid for the space for another book. That'll be the
fifth book of that probably be my autobiography. But most
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of my stuff is in my books. What do you
want to do? So here's a person I'm not sure.
I just don't want to work for somebody. My dad
had to tell me, you ain't supposed to be working
for nobody. You know better, said yeah, I wake up,
I ain't going nowhere. And you be like, why don't
you go to work today? And I'll be like, I
ain't going.
Speaker 3 (27:20):
So I can't hardly make commitments. Guys. It's it's really bad.
Speaker 2 (27:25):
Especially because I just like spending time at home in
the Lord or spending time in my space with the Lord.
Speaker 3 (27:30):
I'll go to a movie and just sit there and
enjoy myself. I'm having the.
Speaker 2 (27:34):
Most fun of my life, so I don't know, I
don't know what to tell because I don't have a
bucket list. I don't I don't have a check off list.
I've done it. I've done it without even having a list.
So he had me to go ahead and retire. I
had to put the big R out there. I retired
from this. I retired from that, and y'all, I know,
y'all are looking at me like, oh, it's great. You
know I liked you up until you sit. I have
(27:56):
to I have to work.
Speaker 3 (27:58):
I have to save every dime I got my checks
don't cover to the next way.
Speaker 2 (28:02):
I don't know what to do. I have borrowed from everybody.
Been there, done that, gone to the jury pawn shop,
the pawn of the two pieces of ten carred goal,
fourteen carred goal that.
Speaker 3 (28:13):
Jury I had. Oh, I've been there, done that, been
to the buy here, pay here place and going in
to borrow five hundred dollars or one hundred dollars or
three hundred dollars and having in two weeks to go
back and pay it back. Been there, done that.
Speaker 2 (28:30):
Seems like you should take some time for you to
enjoy your time with the higher power. I should, and
I don't know why it's coming up, the responses coming up.
You almost be on Facebook, but nevertheless because I don't
know who Sue's saying that.
Speaker 3 (28:42):
But it's okay. I am enjoyed. But that's just it.
Everything I've ever done in my life, I've enjoyed it.
And I've been with the Lord.
Speaker 2 (28:49):
Because I was twenty twenty two years old junior in college. Well,
I accepted the Lord Jesus Christ.
Speaker 3 (28:54):
So everything I do, I.
Speaker 2 (28:55):
Enjoy him, even when he corrects me, even when he
checks me. I shared with you I was going to
the dog training a couple of weeks ago, God, Jesus.
All Jesus said was let them see me. Yes, sir,
kid argue because he already knows what I was thinking.
I was going in hot, but he said, let them
see me. And that Jesus said, all the voices are quiet,
(29:15):
except like when I was in the hospital and God,
I was sitting there crying and laying there crying, and
he knew my thoughts.
Speaker 3 (29:21):
I didn't say anything.
Speaker 2 (29:22):
But my thoughts, and he said, I've told you, warrior,
you're not I'm not calling you home right now.
Speaker 3 (29:28):
That's before I knew I had died twice. I'm not
calling you home, not now.
Speaker 2 (29:33):
I made a promise to you, and I'm gonna fulfill
that promise. I know it don't look like it, it
don't feel like it. And I told you in August
when we had to talk that I need you to endure.
I need you to go through something to your next test.
Your next trial will be for the kingdom. Oh yeah,
and it does because he'll soothe you down, he'll calm
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you down. And I'm like, oh, that's what you were
talking about. That's what you This is what you were
I referred and my hands wild, bandaged, my feet, this
is what you're talking about.
Speaker 3 (30:03):
This is a try.
Speaker 2 (30:04):
In that conversation in August, he said, you're gonna be
before you start to cry. We're already crying because we
know the sacrifice that you'll be going through.
Speaker 3 (30:14):
And I'm looking at him like I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
He said, I know. I just need you to rest
right now. And then after a while a.
Speaker 2 (30:21):
Few days later he said, I need you to get
to that chair and stay in that chair fifteen minutes
longer every day until your discharge. So once pt and
Ot came in to get me up, I could not
somebody had to be behind me on the bed because
I had no.
Speaker 3 (30:36):
Waist down, no feeling, no energy, no power, no strength.
Speaker 2 (30:40):
And then get me to that chair and we do
some exercise, and like you want to get back the best,
and now I can't.
Speaker 3 (30:45):
I got that.
Speaker 2 (30:45):
I gotta stay here for a minute. So I would
eat my lunch in that chair. I would eat be
fed because I wasn't able to work. Then I would
be fed in that chair. I have my dinner in
that chair. I have all my vitlos taken in that
chair until it was fifteen minutes and they would have
to hoist.
Speaker 3 (31:03):
Me back to bed.
Speaker 2 (31:05):
So you got a worst story than that, and let's go,
let's go. But all I had was my faith. All
I had was my faith. And there are times that's
all you're gonna have is your faith. You don't have
any money. The lights would be turned off, whatever cable
was playing all this whole weekend.
Speaker 3 (31:21):
Outages and don't know why the outages.
Speaker 2 (31:24):
And then finally I waited and the Lord said, go
ahead and call them this morning.
Speaker 3 (31:27):
This is a Monday morning. You know that phone number
is going to be busy.
Speaker 2 (31:30):
You're not gonna be able to get nobody live and
all that kind of stuff. I got Amy on the
phone at eight twenty three am am this morning and she.
Speaker 3 (31:39):
Said, hey, miss Gray. I said, thank you for calling me,
miss Gray.
Speaker 2 (31:42):
I'm just old school, she said, I was raised in
the eighties, so I know what I need to do.
I said, well, thank you so much. And she said,
how can I help you today? I said, well, I've
had a lot of outages Saturday and Sunday. I just
need to see if you've got any credit coming back
to me. She said, yes, ma'am, you do a plot.
You do you are able to You already got you.
I said, yeah, see that's my spectrum. You already sitting
(32:03):
there thinking about me. And she told me how much
my account will be credited. It is already on your account.
And that's how God. That was another sidebar. I was
going to tell you that's how God rewards me, or
let me know, confirms things for me. I get money
from nowhere, whether it's a credit, whether it's a card, whatever,
seat offering, whatever, money will just appear. How does he
(32:25):
surprise you? How does he confirm things for you? That's
another question. So take these next few days. The sun
has gone down now, Happy New Year.
Speaker 3 (32:34):
Happy New Year, take these next few days and run
after God and like ever before, listen for his voice. Now.
Speaker 2 (32:41):
Like I said, don't go as extreme as I am.
By Tennessee folks, y'all go to church. Okay, don't tell
God I ain't going to church because you know Pastor.
Speaker 3 (32:49):
Will be calling me. So don't do that. Amen.
Speaker 2 (32:54):
Okay, but you let God know. I can't do nothing
without you. I don't want to do anything with don't you.
I'm waiting on you. And one of my spiritual warfare
prayers God taught me himself about it over a year ago,
was God, if you don't do it, it won't get done.
Speaker 3 (33:10):
So Lord, if they're asking to hear your voice, Jesus,
if they're asking to hear your voice Holy Spirit, if
they're asking to hear your boys, if.
Speaker 2 (33:17):
You don't do it, it won't get done. Meet them
where they're at.
Speaker 3 (33:22):
Excuse me, meet them where they're at.
Speaker 2 (33:24):
That's my prayer for you. Let me sure you have
prayer works. I'm praying forever. Is there anything extra that
needs to be done on this holiday?
Speaker 3 (33:31):
You could do that.
Speaker 2 (33:32):
Go ahead and do some research yourself, but the main
thing is knowing what's going on.
Speaker 3 (33:37):
In the heavens. And also, like I said, the apples
and the honey, I don't have anything else before me
to say that.
Speaker 2 (33:45):
So I'm gonna encourage you to please do your research
and you find out, but make sure you go back
old school. Don't listen too much the AI. Go to Wikipedia,
things like that. Go to a Jewish website. They already
got it on there. Rabbi Jonathan Kahan, he's already doing it.
Hey dipped in honey. Yeah, yeah, just app couple of
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apple slices and you dip it in honey.
Speaker 3 (34:10):
Hey, Trey, it's a good to you. I know.
Speaker 2 (34:14):
See you see because of the topic todnight, you know,
the devil is stupid, so he's like, you know, I'm
just gonna make it really difficult, and he's what the
Prince of the air, these princes of the lines, we
got it, but you made it. You're there, you're listening.
Speaker 3 (34:26):
I know you were there.
Speaker 2 (34:27):
I could feel you. It's all good. Thank you, Jesus,
Thank you Jesus.
Speaker 3 (34:31):
This is what we do. And that's another piece to
this too. You push, you push your way through. You pushed.
Speaker 2 (34:38):
I fell asleep in that chair waiting for an extra
fifteen minutes. They would wake me up and do my
vitals in that chair because I said, no, I'm not
going to I can't go to bed right now. And
I'm looking at the clock as God said, you stay
up extra fifteen minutes a day until your discharge, and
I had to do it. So I did everything in
that chair until it was time for me to be
(34:59):
discharged to the physic therapy floor. And by that time
I had to go out of the room and I
didn't want to do that.
Speaker 3 (35:04):
I was like, I don't want to go to the
group therapy sessions. I don't want to go and be
there and eat with everybody. Why can I eat in
my room? I'm just now using my fork, and the
way I'm holding my fork is very different. Why do
I have to do this? And I'm like, God, you
don't please.
Speaker 2 (35:19):
You didn't tell me I had to do it this way,
and nobody will God.
Speaker 3 (35:23):
The heavens will.
Speaker 2 (35:24):
And I learned over time when the heavens get quiet,
oh they listening. They ain't got no answer for it.
They're not answering they're gonna answer. They're like, we go
see what she's gonna do. And there are times that
God sit my angels down. That's another segment. I can
tell when I'm angel less because I hit my baby.
The younger age will be like oh oh, and I'm like, okay,
you know, sat them down. Okay, there's a lesson for
(35:45):
me to learn. I enjoy my lessons.
Speaker 3 (35:47):
This is hard.
Speaker 2 (35:48):
I have t shirts that said this faith walk ain't
for the week. Faith journey, this in times ain't for
the week. You can't get weak. I think God feel teaches,
He gives you all. Thank you, elther k love you,
thank you.
Speaker 3 (36:00):
Yeah, they had. They were stuck with me for three weeks,
I mean three months, three years. Jesus, Jesus. It was
one night.
Speaker 2 (36:07):
It was supposed to be one night of teaching, and
it ended up three years of teaching.
Speaker 3 (36:11):
This October would have been four years. They were stuck
with me. They was stuck.
Speaker 2 (36:17):
But nevertheless, nevertheless, I will be done. And guys and gals, all,
I can tell you it's worth it. When you come
out on the other side of that thing, it's just
like you're in a tunnel and it's dark and you
got your lights over, but it's like and you know
the road. You're like, okay, I'm just hoping. Let me
just get through this. Let me just get through this tunnel.
Speaker 3 (36:38):
And then all of a sudden you see the breaking
of the sun, the breaking of the day.
Speaker 2 (36:42):
You see some lights and it just took you were
just uncomfortable for a minute. And yes, it's hard, testing
and trials are hard.
Speaker 3 (36:51):
Don't be scared of that. He's got you. He's got you.
Speaker 2 (36:54):
Just to know it. That's the comfort he's got you.
He's got you, he made that's in the word. I
knew you before your mother's womb knew you were coming.
Do you know how big that is? And you all
know I was adopted at birth. My biological mother was
thinking of she you know, she she wasn't gonna abort me,
but thank.
Speaker 3 (37:13):
God, she just happened to say, you know, Queen willing Lee,
you don't have a child.
Speaker 2 (37:17):
You want this baby, and my parents, yeah, we want
the baby. So I should be all messed up, guys,
I shouldn't even be able to talk to you.
Speaker 3 (37:24):
I shouldn't even be able to Okay, all right, what
you want? What do you want?
Speaker 2 (37:27):
Okay, you don't want to be on TV? Okay, she
don't want to be on camera. She comes and she's
making sure I'm okay. I'm okay's and I have a
different definition of family. I have a different definition of
you know, I was thinking about being a mom. I
was talking the pastor earlier this morning and about our
motherhood and how God is blessed and and and and
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and you know, the blessings of God.
Speaker 3 (37:50):
And I had never thought. And then he allowed me
to have a daughter.
Speaker 2 (37:53):
And she got part of my personality anyway, she got.
Speaker 3 (38:01):
That other side.
Speaker 2 (38:01):
She got that other side too, but she got part
of person that money and looking like me, and it
just you know, it's just only God, because he knows,
he knows.
Speaker 3 (38:13):
I have my boys too, tall, fellas handsome.
Speaker 2 (38:17):
I said to my baby boy the other day he
was taking out. I said, look at you, Look at you.
It's as handsome as you want to be.
Speaker 3 (38:22):
You can do. That's your twitter.
Speaker 2 (38:25):
Watch yourself, watch yourself. He's got the oldest. He's the oldest. Anyway,
I hope some of this helps you all. Tonight we talked,
you know, we talked about Rashashana, and go back and
do your that's your homework.
Speaker 3 (38:39):
Go back and do your research.
Speaker 2 (38:41):
I want you to create a note pad for that
so you can write down the different things. Have a
couple of apples and dipped in some honey. You know,
over these next couple of days. Yan Kapoor comes in October.
Like I said, there were mainy four occur in October.
There's different things. Young Kapoor is twenty five hours of
fasting in prayer. I know you're gonna say, what a
(39:03):
whole day a fasting and praying? But I'm on medication.
I know what I know that you are. You seek
God and say that how do I do this?
Speaker 3 (39:11):
How do I do? Fasting?
Speaker 2 (39:12):
Is just it's a way to keep your flesh at
bay when you turn that place. And I know everybody
the other people have added, oh you faster your time,
you fast from social media, and they've had out all that.
Speaker 3 (39:25):
That's not in the world.
Speaker 2 (39:26):
It's about It pertains to food, it pertains to communication
and if sometimes I mean if it pertains to what
you wear and some of these holidays.
Speaker 3 (39:36):
You don't go to work now, don't don't get carried
away there unless you got this.
Speaker 2 (39:39):
You got the annual lead time. I'm Jewish now, so
today we're not supposed to go to work.
Speaker 3 (39:45):
You won't have a job, So don't do that. Okay,
unless you got annual leave or sickly if you can
use you know.
Speaker 2 (39:54):
But for the Greek and Hebrew interpretation, it's fasting from
food and communication and interaction with people. But you'll see
that and you'll study it, and then you ask God,
can you please accommodate this?
Speaker 3 (40:08):
Help me with this. I don't know what to do.
I want to fast. I gotta fast.
Speaker 2 (40:11):
So he changed some things around, said don't do this
and do that, and I'm like, oh, okay, thank you Lord,
and he received it. But one thing the Lord loves
is when you ask him, when you ask him his opinion, when.
Speaker 3 (40:22):
You ask him.
Speaker 2 (40:22):
That was my biggest stumbling block early on in my years,
and even after I gave my life to Christ, was
oh my God, I got in trouble.
Speaker 3 (40:29):
I can't go and ask God this. I can't And
God's like, no, why not?
Speaker 2 (40:34):
I got the answer. I wrote a whole book about answers, solutions.
Why don't you ask?
Speaker 3 (40:40):
You know, ask me? And he's waiting there and you're
feeling you, and that's one thing your mind will do.
Oh no, you can't pray about this.
Speaker 2 (40:47):
You can't even tell everybody about this because if they'll
look at you like, oh my god, she did that.
Oh my god, he did that. Go to God, be
humble and lay it at the altar. Lay it at
the altar, and you'll be surprised. He's already got the answer,
he said, I wrote this. I already know how this is.
I already know what you're gonna do, which doesn't excuse you.
Speaker 3 (41:06):
Now some people.
Speaker 2 (41:07):
You got some folk out there in church that figure, well,
he knows me. And God's like, okay, she goes, She's
gonna use that excuse one more time.
Speaker 3 (41:14):
Yeah, I know you. You're going to jail. You're stealing
the money. You're going to jail. You're not gonna be
able to pay. You're not gonna be able to pay.
Speaker 2 (41:21):
No, because you know what you're relying on the tide
and offering. Okay, nobody coming to church, what you're gonna do.
Then I'll shut the whole world down.
Speaker 3 (41:28):
What you're gonna do. Then you can't go nowhere.
Speaker 2 (41:30):
You remember that time in twenty twenty, the pastors and
just begging send you money, and I just put it
in the mail, and that God gives us, gives our judgment.
He ment in the mail, send it to the po box.
Oh what pastor was I think he was here. He
was standing outside the church. Just come you don't have
to stop, you don't have to say anything. I'm praying
for you all, but please pay your time. Yeah, the
bills still needed to be paid for the church. Here's
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bills still needed to be paid.
Speaker 3 (41:54):
Come on that.
Speaker 2 (41:55):
I just want to add though, please for those who
are suffering right now. We suffer at times like God
sends that suffering in a way to see if we
trust him, to see if we truly have faith in Him.
So it's like in those times, like I said before,
just really reading your Bible to see what faith actually
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looks like and having that despite what you're going through,
and ensuring that you're repenting in that process as well.
Because we suffer. We you know, we have consequences to
our actions when we sin, of course, so make sure
you're repent him. But at times we suffer because God
wants to see if we actually do trust Him at.
Speaker 3 (42:37):
The end of it, through it and at the end
of it.
Speaker 2 (42:40):
So it's important to continue to talk to him. Don't
be hesitant to ask, don't be hesitant to go to him,
Like God, what's going on here? Like what is this for.
It's all to test to see if you truly trust him,
So I just want that at that in Yeah, thank
you Ms Trey. We got one half a minute. You
have anything you want to add?
Speaker 3 (42:59):
Thank you, Jim. Amen.
Speaker 2 (43:04):
Amen, Well we only got less than a minute going here,
so I'm going to do what I did as I
opened the show.
Speaker 3 (43:12):
What are you holding on my show? Far? I'm getting
ready to blow? It's good who was looking there? But
here we go. We're gonna end this with that.
Speaker 2 (43:26):
And may you have for those of you who will
follow the high holy days, God bless you, stay focused,
enjoy God, because he's got some things waiting for us.
Speaker 3 (43:38):
Amen.
Speaker 2 (43:46):
Next week, same time, same station, y'all be blessed.
Speaker 3 (44:02):
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