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Speaker 1 (00:12):
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Speaker 2 (00:38):
I want to preface the trigger warnings by saying today's
episode is a very heavy dark romance. Please take care
of yourself as this episode touches on upsetting material. We
will not go into graphic detail during today's episode, but
if you're interested in reading the book, we will list
the author's triggers as described today's episode.
Speaker 3 (00:53):
Trigger warnings are violence, sex, trafficking, non con rape, described
sexual soult, described knife play, blood, psychological manipulation, Stockholm syndrome, death,
suicidal thoughts, depression, panic attacks, trauma, kidnapping, plane crash, murder,
physical abuse, slavery, torture, described BDSM, mutilation, gun violence, military
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pow trauma and voyeurism.
Speaker 1 (01:23):
I'm gonna imagine somebody's like, oh plane crash, I can't
all right? And I have a Spotify comment and this
comes from ees Ha thh E underscore g R eight.
I know the last part is great.
Speaker 2 (01:37):
Yeah, me too.
Speaker 1 (01:40):
That's who it's from, guys, and it says, you guys
are like my millennial older sisters who tell me all
about the books you're reading. This is the best podcast
I have ever consumed in my life. Love y'all, thank
you in your life. We're your girls. And this week
we're telling Riley all about Red Rabbit by Devin Rivers
and how many stars that you guys give it on
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good Reads?
Speaker 3 (02:02):
I gave it a three. I like the first quarter
of it a lot, and I wish the book was
about that only yeah, and the ending I got yeah
issues with it.
Speaker 2 (02:13):
Yeah, yeah, I give it a four and a half.
I legitimately think I have Stockholm syndrome from it. But
that's why I gave it such a high review, because
I really like books that fuck with your head and
you're just like, why the fuck do I like this?
You know? Yeah?
Speaker 1 (02:27):
Yeah, I gave it a three and a half. This
would have been a four and a half five star if,
like Shelby said, the whole story was just the first
chunk of the book because oh my god, that is
my shit. Yeah, but once it gets into the super
dark stuff and then the ending, I was like, oh
my fucking god, the ending is infuriating and we will
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have to discuss it when we get there, but it's
absolutely fucking infuriating.
Speaker 3 (02:53):
I want her to write the beginning for a whole
book because it was like watching Lost. Yeah, I fuck
with Loss, Okay, I want to read about some lost romance.
Speaker 1 (03:06):
Like a survivalist romance I love, like Claire Kent Last
Light a Chef's Kiss, and I thought that's what was
gonna happen. I mean, obviously minus the zombies. We start
with our female main character, Kaylin, who is being berated
on the phone by her shitty fiance Tyler, and she's
currently boarding her flight from the Arctic Circle back home
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to New York. And I guess she was visiting one
of her girlfriends in the Arctic Circle. In the Arctic Circle,
what is that? Where's that the top of the globe?
Is that an Arctica?
Speaker 3 (03:37):
No, that's the bottom.
Speaker 1 (03:41):
Tyler's accusing her of cheating on him and hiding her
engagement ring in a photo she posted, and dressing too scandalously,
so he's one of those ew what a deue. She
tells him she has to go because her plane is boarding,
and this plane nightmare fuel. It's a tiny bush plane
that she's going to be going from the Arctic Circle
to New York City. It sounds like it seats like
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six people.
Speaker 3 (04:02):
Maybe I didn't even know that bushplanes do that long
of a distance.
Speaker 1 (04:06):
She might be going to like Canada and then flying,
but bushplanes, I can't. She notices a man being escorted
in handcuffed by an air marshal who also boards the plane.
But she also notices this man as hot as hell
and dangerous looking, and he's seated right behind her because
obviously there's like two seats on this plane. So oh
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of course they take off and she eventually calms her
nerves enough to take a nap. She wakes up three
hours later to crazy turbulence and the captain is like, hey,
this is fine, and then they nose dive and they crash.
I'm never getting on a plane again. Caylen is knocked
out on impact, but wakes up and sees the pilot
was impaled by the propeller. He's dead. Water's filling the cabin,
and the air marshal is dead too, and it's just
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her and the prisoner. He's unconscious, but he's alive. She
grabs him and drags him toward the busted out front
window before they both drown. She drags him toward the
bank of the small mountain lake that they crashed into.
So thankfully then like crash into the ocean or something.
Oh my god, so scary. Caylin swims back to the
plane and retrieves a crate of supplies, starts a fire
on shore, and now she's fully exhausted. So she is
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a girl who just takes care of business, Yeah she is.
And this guy's just snoozing on the shore. I think
I'd still be sitting there being like, oh make I'd
still be in the plane. Yeah, oh well, I'd be like,
where's a stick or something I can stab myself with?
I'm not doing that. Our male main character wakes up
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and we learned that his name is Graham. There's a
woman in a bra stitching up a gash on her arm,
and he asks what happened and she says that everyone
else is dead. He notices he's still handcuffed, and he's like, hey,
did you get the keys perchance? And she's like, nope,
I don't know what you did and if you're dangerous,
so the key is still on the plane. Smart also
like if he fucking asked me, did you get the key?
But no, bitch, we fucking crashed. No, I didn't get
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a fucking key for your handcuff. I don't give a
shit about your keys. Literally, fuck you. He makes a
dig at her about how he overheard her conversation with
her fiance and how her fiance sounds like a real
piece of shit. He starts to bang his handcuffs on
a rock and she's like, oh my god. Fine, I
have the key, but before I free you, I need
to know we're working together to get out of here.
He says okay, and she unlocks his cuffs and he's like,
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just so you know, I am dangerous, but you saved
my life, so I owe you. She swims back to
the plane to look for the black box, but it's gone.
She does find some more supplies, but whoopsie, there's only
one sleeping bag. Oh no, what are you guys gonna
do squeeze into one sleeping bag. He goes through the
new crate she brought and she's super sketched out when
he pulls out a gun given his history. They find
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a medkit, so she gives him some stitches that he
barely even flinches for. They decide to get some shut
out because when it's morning time, they're going hiking after
a restless night. They're off and he starts making comments
about her shitty fiance again, like he's not letting it go.
He's just like, hey, your fiance sounds horrible. He sucks.
She says that he's just a little bit controlling, but
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Grandma's like, you can be controlled without being an asshole.
They make it to a peak, but it's wilderness as
far as the eye can see, and Kaylan's like, yeah,
we are so fucked. They set up camp and as
she scoots into the sleeping bag, she's like, just don't
touch me. Don't worry, sweetheart, I said as I turned
my back to her. When I touch you, it'll only
be after you beg me too. I mean, they're the
only two people here.
Speaker 2 (07:20):
Yeah, do it?
Speaker 1 (07:21):
You have to share a sleeping bag. It's already been
two days. Yeah, that's plenty of time. The next day,
they continue their exploring, and once again Grahama's making digs
about Tyler and how he probably sucks in bed not
letting it go at all. I feel like I'd be like, okay,
oh my god, stop, let it go at least I
didn't have handcuffs on me. Yeah, criminal. Tyler is a
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wonderful lover. See again, wonderful lover just doesn't do it
for me. It doesn't scream sex God. Oh, and you're
such an expert. Women often use my name interchangeably with God.
So yes, he said, dryly, Okay, that's so cringey. I
hate when they're like I am gone, when they're like,
oh my god, they're like, you called me baby Enna. Yeah,
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you don't like that.
Speaker 2 (08:06):
I think it's cringey. When he's like, there's no gud here,
Baby's just me.
Speaker 1 (08:11):
As they walk, she's talking about how boring this is,
and he's like, this is beautiful. You're just not paying attention.
She looks around and sees that he's right. This wilderness
is actually super beautiful. After two days of hiking, they're
starting to feel the effects of their wild last few days,
Graham goes out to try and find some plants to
help with their aches and pains. Since he's a super
outdoorsy guy, he catches a couple of fish with a
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makeshift spear, and as Kaylen cooks the fish over a fire,
she also tends to his wounds. But the contact has
Graham thinking about how hot this woman is. And I
also really like the fact that this woman is in
her late thirties. She's not early twenties, she's thirty eight. Yeah,
I like that the food is delicious, and she uses
the last of her phone battery to take a picture
of the scenery since they don't have any hope of
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getting a signal. As they sit by the fire, she's like, damn,
this guy's so hot. And the next day they catch
more fish, and even Cayln is able to catch and
kill one of her own. They find some blueberries growing
and they have themselves a nice little feast. That night,
they're snoozing in the tent and Caylen is woken up
by something rustling around outside the tent and she smacks
Graham awake. He's like, it's probably a bear and does
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the goofy hey bear thing. Where he's like, hey bear,
The bear scurries off and they have a restless night's sleep.
The next morning, Graham accidentally walks up on Caitln washing
up in the river, and he's blessed with witnessing the
most perfect as and tits he's ever seen.
Speaker 3 (09:29):
Oh nice.
Speaker 1 (09:30):
She doesn't even shy away and just asks for a
blanket to dry off with, and he randomly blurts out
that she's not his type. She's like, can you get
me the blanket? And he's like, you're not my type,
and then like fuck you hand me a banket. She
walks up to him completely naked, snatches the blanket from him,
and tells him he's a liar. Now he's like, damn,
this girl's fiance doesn't deserve her. She deserves to be worshiped.
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And now he's like, yeah, we're gonna be fucking at
some point before this ordeal's done. They smoke enough fish
to last a week and head back out into the wilderness.
It starts dumping rain as they walk, and when she
falls down, Graham tells her not to twist an ankle
or he's leaving her ass behind, which rude as fuck.
She saved your life. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (10:10):
Literally.
Speaker 1 (10:10):
Yeah. They get the tent up for the night, but
no fire. Since everything's all soggy, they have to get
in their undies and huddle together for body heat. Oh
is someone gonna get a boner?
Speaker 2 (10:21):
I don't know.
Speaker 1 (10:23):
Cayln wakes up in the middle of the night tangled
up with Graham and he's touching a sensitive spot on
her hip bone that makes her super soky. Yeah, it's
like literally on the side of her hip.
Speaker 3 (10:34):
I feel like that's not a very erotic spot.
Speaker 1 (10:37):
I get it because the minute Andrew kisses my neck
just a gentle, just a nice little peck, I'm like, ugh,
whip it out, give me your dick. She tells him
to move his hand, but he just slips it lower,
circling it under the waistband of her damp panties. Oh wow,
am I buried my face into his chin and pressed
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my hips against his leg. I knew my panties would
be wet. I wondered at what point he'd be able
to feel it. No, it came out as a breathless moan.
I moved my leg up a little further and my
thigh lightly brushed his cock, now hard in his boxer breefs. Yes, no,
you're not making sense, he teased. I heard the barest
catch in his breath. Then you're wet for me right now,
aren't you. Yeah, yeah, you touched my hip. My hip
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glitter is Finally, She's like, please, Graham touch me. He
tells her. If he starts, he won't stop, and she
says good. He rolls on top of her and they
do some dry humping, and he leans down, kissing her
as he presses two fingers inside of her. He kisses
down her stomach and pushes her panties to the side
to eat her out. My fingers slide in and out
against her g spot, and I felt her tighten around
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them as she grew even wetter. She was going to
feel amazing around my dick. I could feel my arousal
already straining against the fabric of my boxer briefs, and
I wanted so badly to slam inside her right now,
but I needed to see her come first, and I
wanted my name on our see this part of the book.
I was like, Yes, I could read a whole book
of this. Yeah, this is good. He edges her a
little bit and tells her how good she tastes, and
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I just put in parentheses. How they have been hiking
for like five days in the wilderness. She is stinky
and I know it. Yeah, they're bathing in a river,
same Undie's. It is pungent down there. Yep, you're so wet,
you're dripping. I whispered, my breath on her clip made
a shiver rush through her. Tell me how bad you
want to come, Princess, I said. I pushed my fingers
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in and out, curling them as they slowly dragged them out.
Oh god, she gasped. That's right, I said. Her eyes
locked with mine, and I saw the moment we both
felt the fire rupped between us. Pray to me, baby girl. Eh, yeah, see,
don't say that. She comes on his tongue and fingers,
and he shoves his fingers inside of her mouth. He
pulls out his dick and slides into her, and he
chokes her a little bit as he fucks her and
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commands her to come again. She does, and he tells
her she's a good girl. He comes, and then she freezes,
saying she's going for a walk. He lets her go,
and then he hears her scream when he finds her
she's surrounded by five men with assault rifles. This is
where the book takes a turn for the worst. Yeah.
A sixth man walks out and is like, Wolf, what
are you doing here? And Grandma's like, oh my god, Cooper.
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These two men know each other, and they don't even
know where they are. No, no, no, They're like in
the middle of nowhere. And these guys are just like hey, dude, yeah, yeah,
what the fuck. They're old buddies. But Cooper's like, I
can't let your girl go, sorry, guy, And Grandma's like, ey, yeah,
that's not happening. But Cooper's like, hey, she's way too
profitable for me to let her go. He points Graham
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towards a service station he can walk to in a
few weeks, but says that's all he can do for him.
So he's like, walk that way for three weeks. Call someone.
Speaker 3 (13:42):
I don't know.
Speaker 1 (13:42):
I'm taking her, but I'll see you later, right, call
me when you get home. Yeah. Cooper says if he
comes after Caylan, he'll have to kill him. Friends are not.
Cooper and his men leave with Kaylan, but Graham is
determined to follow them and save her. As they walk
one of the men slaps Kaylan, so she books it.
He tackles her down and goes to zip tie her wrists.
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Before he can, he's taken down his Graham barrels through
the trees. She hears a shotgun and Graham falls to
his knees as she screams his name, and she's pulled
away from him. She's zip tied, and then they leave
Graham lying in the dirt to die. They bring her
to a compound that they call the Warren, and Cooper
says she'll be auctioned off tomorrow. They force her to shower, shave,
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and put on a thin white T shirt dress. They
restrain her and a nurse inserts a tracker and an
ID into her forearm. Jesus Christ, you can see where
this book is going now.
Speaker 2 (14:33):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (14:33):
They ask if she's on birth control and she says yes,
she has an IUD. Then they show a pill at her,
telling her it'll help with her integration process. She's put
into a cell and she can see tons of other women.
Now she knows she's been kidnapped by human traffickers.
Speaker 3 (14:47):
Ah.
Speaker 1 (14:47):
Yeah, this part I was just like.
Speaker 2 (14:49):
In the middle of nowhere, Like I was like, what
the fuck like, what.
Speaker 1 (14:52):
Are the odds? Yeah, the drugs kick in and she's
vaguely aware of being raped by a guard that night. Yeah,
and book is pretty much this, so buckle up. The
next morning, she's tased, stripped, collared, and sent off to
the auction. The caller comes with a remote that her
guards can use to electrocute her whenever they want.
Speaker 3 (15:12):
Swearing a literal shot collar yeah.
Speaker 1 (15:14):
Cooper tells her that whoever bids the highest for her
gets her for five days and they can do whatever
they want to her in that time. Her and the
nineteen other women are dragged backstage and Cooper announces he
has a new bunny up for auction. He drags Kaylen
out and degrades her on stage in front of a
room full of old rich men. Like he's like bending
her over, she's not wearing panties. He's like putting his
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fingers inside of her. Oh god, Yeah, she's sold for
five point five million dollars for five days.
Speaker 3 (15:41):
For that person to do whatever they want.
Speaker 1 (15:44):
What the fuck. She's taken to an atrium where the
man who bid on her holds her remote and tells
her to run so he can chase her. She has
no choice, but she obviously doesn't get away, and he
also rapes her. After it's over, she's taken to the
showers and she's assaulted by another guard. And is this
like in the book all in detail? Yes, yes, it's
very detailed in the book. She's angry and also numb,
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and I just have in my notes this poor fucking woman.
Speaker 3 (16:10):
Yeah, yeah, you survive a fucking plane crash to be here.
Speaker 1 (16:15):
Yeah. She's brought to a well decorated suite where her
rapist is waiting for her, and we learned that his
name is Craven. He rapes her again and then orders
her food because she hasn't eaten. He again rapes her,
but is gentle about it, which is confusing to her
as he insists that she comes what the fuck, which
I feel like is psychological warfare because your body's betraying you. Yeah.
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He tells her for the next week, nobody but him
is to touch her, and if they do, she is
to tell him immediately. She agrees, and then her guard
sal comes in and pulls her out of the room.
Speaker 3 (16:47):
The next morning, Craven sends her breakfast, just like he
promised he would. When she's done with her breakfast, she
is assaulted again by a guard and told to keep
quiet or her life will become.
Speaker 1 (16:58):
A living hell.
Speaker 3 (16:59):
She's then scorted into Craven's room, where he has her
gets dressed in a very revealing outfit, but once she's dressed,
he could barely see her outfit past the red marks
from the zip ties that the guards put on her
before they assaulted her, so he knows someone touched her.
He demands to know what happened to her, and she
says that she can't say or she's gonna be hurt.
She wants to know why he cares so much, because
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he's not going to be at the compound forever and
she's gonna have to be here to deal with this
once he's gone. He tells her not to worry about it,
but it will be handled, and now they have somewhere
to be, they go to a sitting room where Craven
talks to two other men who also have women with them.
Everything they speak about is absolutely disgusting, but they talk
about it so casually and it re lights Caylen's anger.
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Like this whole time, she's been off and on, angry
and just like shut down, but now she's like fucking
lived again. While they're in this sitting room, more fucked
up stuff happens to the other girls, including some knife play,
and Caylen has to excuse herself to the restroom and.
Speaker 1 (17:59):
She vomits everywhere. How could you not?
Speaker 3 (18:02):
And it's very descriptive on the knife play. Very Once
she's back, Craven starts touching her and then sells her
to one of the other men for six hundred thousand
dollars for only five minutes. So he just made six
hundred thousand dollars for five minutes of that person touching her.
Speaker 1 (18:18):
Oh my god, I have no words.
Speaker 3 (18:20):
The man goes down on her and he's six hundred
k richer. The men then go to dinner before the
games begin, and her guards take her away. She's undressed
and her collar lights up before she's pushed into the
forest for Craven to chase her again. Craven isn't the
one to find her, though. Unfortunately Roger, the knife place
Sadist is and he cuts her, making her bleed before
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telling her that he'll see her again very soon. Craven
finds her conscious, thankfully, in a bloody mess, and he
asks if it was Roger and she says yes and
he just walks away. He storms away pissed. A little
while later, she's in Craven's sweet when he bursts through
the door. He's covered in Roger's blood and tells her
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that he won't be touching her again and if he does,
he will kill him.
Speaker 1 (19:06):
Thanks, I guess yeah.
Speaker 3 (19:08):
They shower and he washes her before he starts assaulting
her some more. Then her guards are there to take
her back to her cell. Craven lets them know that
she's allowed to keep her towel on and she can
walk by herself unassisted, not to touch her. The next day,
they bring her back to Craven's room and he assaults
her multiple times, but they're getting scrambled in her brain
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and her stockholm cinder is kicking in. When he's done,
he showers and he says that he'll be right back.
He wants her to clean up, and then he's out
the door.
Speaker 1 (19:38):
So at this point and she's like, Okay, maybe I
do kind of like this, like yeah, yeah, oh god, poor.
Speaker 3 (19:44):
Like she wants to not like it anymore, but she's like,
I don't want to say enjoying it, But she's not
like fighting it.
Speaker 1 (19:51):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (19:51):
When he gets back, he gives her dress and tells
her to put it on because they're going to go
to a dinner. After dinner, she's escorted away and she
assumes that she's going back to her cell, but she
notices that the guards are taking her through a different
pathway and to a room that she's never been to before.
They tie her up to a pole in the middle
of the room, and she panics when Roger steps through
the door, and she knows that he's there for revenge. No,
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and she does not know if she's gonna make it
until morning time. After a night of complete torture, Craven
and the guards burst in and Roger dies. Because Craven
doesn't make idle threats, he literally uses the knife that
was used on Kaylin and slips Roger's throat right in
front of her.
Speaker 1 (20:33):
Good even though they should like all be killed, but like,
I guess that's one less and that's kind of where
it messes your head because all of these men are
so horrible, And then Craven does like a couple of
nice I guess things that he's the lesser of all
of the evils, So you're kind of like rooting for
him even though he's just as bad as them. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (20:53):
Craven gets her to his room, cleans her, and lets
her sleep. She wakes up to him reading and he's
ready fuck her some more. You were tortured for twenty
four hours.
Speaker 1 (21:03):
Nah, baby, I paid my money for you. Yeah, yeah,
gonna fuck.
Speaker 3 (21:06):
Once they get done, he gets her food delivered and
then leaves for a couple hours. Once he's back, he
continues to assault her again, but this time is when
she feels like an emotional shift with him, like it's
actually even though it is assault, it feels more like, oh,
I hate the term making love. Like he's very sweet,
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very gentle, like a lot of eye contact, such a
mind fuck. When it's done, they go to bed, knowing
that tomorrow's his last day here and she's gonna be
thrown back to the wolves in the morning. They fuck
one more time and she begs him to take her
with him, and he says that he'll talk to Cooper,
but he can't promise her anything, and then he's gone
and she's back in herself. It's been two weeks since
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he left. She's assaulted by one of the guards. They
vandal every single day, but the deal was Craven paid
this guy to be the one to like protect her,
so he assaults her once a day and no other
guard can touch her. Okay, She's summoned to Cooper's office,
gets assaulted by Cooper, and then told that she will
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be auctioned in one week. It's been a week again.
She's seen Vandal every single day and she's even been
assaulted by Cooper multiple times. She's bought, and on her
first night with this new man, she's taken to the
Red Room aka the BDSM punishment Room. Her new U
I hate that I put this in here, but it's
what it is. Her new owner for five days is
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named Paxton, and she is to address him as sir.
And then he gets to work on breaking her in
with his flogger over and over and over again until
he's finally ready to assault her. He leaves and the
guards carry her back to her cell. Later that night,
she's brought back to him, given a dress and a
caller and they go to cocktail hour and the caller
is different than her shot collar. It's like an actual
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dog collar with the leash and.
Speaker 1 (22:57):
He walks her on the leash.
Speaker 2 (22:58):
Yeah, like this man.
Speaker 1 (22:59):
Is horrible, like fucking horrible. That's when it gets super weird.
At this whole book just made my thoughts go weird.
So I was like, bring her back to Craven Yeah, yeah, syndrome.
Speaker 3 (23:10):
Cocktail hour and dinner do not go as he planned,
and she wasn't obedient enough, So back in his room,
he tells her just that, and then he brutally assaults her.
He dismisses her like she's trash afterwards, and she doesn't
know if she's going to survive five whole days of this.
The next day is worse than the first, and he
almost kills her from the brutality of the torture. She
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wakes bandaged in her cell and hears someone calling her name,
but she does not have the energy to respond. Later
that day, she wakes up to Paxton standing over her,
saying that he now has supervised visits with her since
he damaged Cooper's goods too extensively.
Speaker 1 (23:46):
So so bad that even the piece of shit owner
of this operation was like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa too
far man.
Speaker 2 (23:53):
He was like stabbing her while he was raping her.
Speaker 1 (23:56):
Oh my god.
Speaker 2 (23:58):
Yeah, Like it's so graphically detailed. I wish I just
didn't read that.
Speaker 1 (24:02):
Yeah, you have to like dissociate while you read. Yeah,
this would put me in a spiral if I was
reading it, I think, yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (24:09):
She's assaulted by Paxton and tortured again until she blacks out.
When she comes to the guards are dead and she
hears running water and knows Paxton is gonna kill her next,
but she can't move. When she hears footsteps, she tries
to drag herself away from the bed, but a voice
tells her it's okay. He's here to save her, and
it's Graham Kamn.
Speaker 1 (24:31):
He came back. Where have you been, my little criminal?
Speaker 3 (24:35):
While she thought he was dead, remember, because he got shot.
Speaker 1 (24:38):
That's right, that's right.
Speaker 3 (24:39):
He holds her as she completely breaks apart. Once she's
calmed down a bit, she asks where Paxton is and
he's like, oh, he's dead over there.
Speaker 1 (24:47):
That'sn't worry about him.
Speaker 3 (24:48):
He gets her dressed and hands her gun and says
that it's time for them to go. They go to
the command room so she can fuck with some stuff
to help them escape. Oh yeah, she's like some badass
military tech person. So she's like, hella smart.
Speaker 1 (25:01):
I think she's CEO of a military tech company.
Speaker 2 (25:06):
Hell yeah, SLI girl, SLI women.
Speaker 1 (25:09):
Instead, she's a really really cool FMC. Yeah she is.
Speaker 3 (25:12):
Hell Yah. On their way to the command room, he
kills multiple guards with trained precision from his military days,
and she's starting to see him for who he is,
because before he didn't say like that he was a
retired military person. He just said that he was an
outdoor survivalist guide. Mmm, so things are clicking okay. As
she works on the computer, Cooper goes on the radio
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and says that he knows Graham is there. She pulls
the security footage of some human test labs, and Cooper
tells Graham that he needs Kaylan because she's the best.
She can help him develop superhumans for the military. So
this whole human trafficking thing is to fund this project
that Cooper's doing, where if someone as smart as Kaylan
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can make a chip to put into people to turn
off their emotions. That way when they're getting tortured, if
they are captured in combat, they will not break, They
will not say shit, nothing.
Speaker 2 (26:11):
They won't suffer.
Speaker 1 (26:12):
Ah, because that happened to him. That's why he's all
fucked up.
Speaker 3 (26:17):
For Graham and they're one other friend. They were in
it together.
Speaker 1 (26:21):
Brother, I think.
Speaker 3 (26:22):
Yeah, they all got tortured. One of them dies, and
Cooper and Graham were the only two left. And Cooper's like,
hey man, this is why I'm doing this. I know
it's shitty, but like, don't you think that we should
continue on the project for the greater good? Like he's
like pitching the idea to Graham as she's trying to
get them out of there.
Speaker 2 (26:38):
And he's like, this fucking man is crazy.
Speaker 1 (26:41):
Start a gofund me something, reach out to your government officials. Instead,
you're like, oh, I'm going to traffic people. Yeah. Crazy,
That wrong equals out and makes this all right. No,
well he's also testing on the women too.
Speaker 3 (26:55):
Yeah, the human test lab is full of women that
he is also trafficked to. Like try to run these programs.
Speaker 1 (27:01):
On fucking insane.
Speaker 3 (27:03):
Graham asks Caylin if she could really, actually truly create
some type of super chip that would turn off people's
dress and she says, technically, I probably could, but it's
not fucking ethical, So no, I'm not gonna do it.
Grandpa's is thinking about Trav and everything that he went
through and all of his splashbacks in the military, but
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he ultimately tells Cooper that he won't join him. She finishes,
he cuts the tracker out of her arm, and then
they're on the move. Once they're out, she thanks him
for coming from her, but they're not out of the
woods yet. Punintended, they are out of the warren, but
they're still in the middle of fucking nowhere. Yeah, so
now they have to try to find the ranger station
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about a week away. They start their track and after
a few hours she has to stop because she has
a full on minty bee about needing to wash packston
off her. She's like, he's on me, He's on me,
like full this poor fucking girl. Yeah A, So she
goes in the creek, washes packs and off her. He
cleans her wounds, and he tells her that she needs
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to try to sleep some more before they move out.
The next day is rough. She's a complete zombie, and
he knows that she will never be the same, but
he reassures her that he's gone through torture as well
and they can make it through this together, and then
they're on their way.
Speaker 2 (28:21):
Caitlin is fucking struggling mentally, and of course physically having
nightmares of Paston torturing her every time she closes her eyes,
and she just starts breaking. Before Paxton, she was like
had a lot of fire and like a lot of
will in her, and now she's just like a shell
of a person. She's a full blown mentybee one night
and scrambles to get Graham's gun. He is able to
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wrestle it from her, but she starts screaming and begging
to just make everything stop. Graham reassures her that the
best thing he can do is be with her and
just reassure her that she's not alone and he won't
let them take her again. She's just so worried that
she's gonna end up back there, and once she comes
down from hysteria, she spirals so hard thinking about like
how she legitimately would have just shot herself if Graham
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wasn't able to get the gun from her.
Speaker 1 (29:05):
Yeah, which understandable she went through, I can't even imagine. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (29:10):
On the fifth day, they found the ranger station and
they were able to find an old generator that had
a little bit of life left in it. She does
her women and stem Techi stuff and gets everything set
to send out a message. Graham says that he is
someone he can send the message to, and Caylen tells
him they will only have about thirty seconds once it
goes live to send the message out successfully. The generator
spurs to life and he starts typing, calling in a
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favor need extraction for two people and he lists their coordinates.
Come in hot enemy. Cooper has tack team. She saw
the confirmation on the screen for a split second before
the generator died. Graham tells her that he sent the
message to his old army friend Cal who served with
him and Cooper, and he'll probably be about three days out,
so they just need to hold the line until then.
Kaylan opens up to Graham about Craven, how even though
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it was beyond fucked up what he did, he did
his best to protect her with what he could and
to treat her nicely, which I do have to agree with.
So am I also getting Stockholm syndrome?
Speaker 1 (30:04):
Yea, he raped her, Yeah, he did rape her. He
purchased and raped.
Speaker 3 (30:09):
Her multiple times and sold her.
Speaker 1 (30:12):
He was just like the nicest of the rapist. Yeah,
he may have been nicer, but he was not nice.
Speaker 2 (30:18):
And Graham's like pooky, he literally raped you and she's like, yeah,
but he didn't hurt me. And she tells him how
she believes that he was actually there doing recon and
networking something shady, but wasn't really in it for the masochistic,
benevolent side of things, like the.
Speaker 1 (30:31):
Others were okay, but my thing is if he was
there on recon trying to bring the whole thing down
or whatever, which we never get confirmation he didn't actually
have to rape her behind closed doors.
Speaker 3 (30:42):
Yeah, true, Yeah, he still did that.
Speaker 2 (30:44):
I think she asked him like, why are you being
like so nice, and he was like, my form of
torture is psychological. At the end, he wanted to break
her by having her ask him to fuck her and
to make her come, And at the fifth day she
asked him, she was like, please make me come, and
I think that was like his goal. H They share
attention filled moment and Graham's like, damn, I wish you
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didn't just get fucked up beyond all repair because I
want to kiss you right now. So she takes the
reins and leans in for a little smooch. She remembers
Cooper mentioning something about a person needed Trav, and Graham
tells her that that was his brother. Him, Travis, and Cooper.
They were all deployed out together and eight years ago
during a mission, they were captured and tortured along with
his team, and they ended up taking Travis and a
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few others. When Cooper and Graham were rescued, they found Travis,
but he was dead, and Graham literally went on avenge
killing spree for his brother and then tried killing himself,
but Cooper stopped him. And that's the reason why he
was in handcuffs because he was getting charged for war crimes.
Speaker 1 (31:40):
Oh my goodness.
Speaker 2 (31:42):
He finally opened up to her, so now she wants
to open up for him.
Speaker 1 (31:48):
Na, I mean accurate. But I kissed him again until
I was flushed and breathless. I could feel his cock
through my pants. My stomach was tripping over itself at
the feeling, and my heart was hammering my chest. But
I forced myself to take a deep breath. When you
say we're done, We're done, he said softly. I nodded
and bit my lip. I wanted him badly, but I
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was so afraid I was going to get a flashback
or have a panic attack. I want you I said,
I blushed at the admission, and he smiled, his hands
still running up my back. Then I'm yours princess, he
said roughly.
Speaker 2 (32:20):
Then I'm yours princess. They take things very slow, not
to trigger her and also to help her reclaim pieces
that were taken.
Speaker 1 (32:27):
I kissed his neck and he shuddered in pleasure. My
hand came down to my clit and I tentatively rubbed it, slowly,
wanting more, but then shame washed over me and I stopped.
Graham's hand settled on mine and he guided my fingers
to slowly rub my clit. He didn't touch me, but
used my hand to pleasure me. You deserve to feel whole,
he said, against my neck. You are gorgeous when you come.
But that is your gift to give me, not mine
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to take. He kissed me again.
Speaker 2 (32:51):
Sweet. She had her orgasm, and she felt like she
was able to take a huge piece of herself back,
which is choice.
Speaker 1 (32:58):
Yes.
Speaker 2 (32:59):
The next day they come up with a plan when
Cooper gets there, because they know that he's after them
because slow they ran away, and they're like, okay, he's
probably like a day or two behind, Like we got
to get our shit together. At this point, Cayln is
getting very antsy at his arrival because they know it
can be any time now, and they've been waiting all
day long. That is until Cooper arrives at the house
and makes himself known. There's this whole gang war showdown.
Speaker 1 (33:19):
But there's just two of them, but they want Kaylan
and Graham is like a military genius and he taught
Caylan how to fend for herself kind as much as
he could in like three days. Yeah, he trained her, okay.
Speaker 2 (33:34):
But she's got will She's like, fuck, yeah, I want
these motherfuckers to die. Yeah. Graham gets shot in the
back and him and Kaylen are kind of kicking ass.
They lock themselves into a room to give them a
second to recoup, and then they hear a helicopter it's
cal showing up. But before they could get super relieved,
the door bursts open and someone throws a smoke bomb
into the room. Graham gets his shit rocked, all while
still bleeding out, and the last thing that he sees
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before everything goes black is Kaylin being dragged out of
the room by her hair. No, and guess who got
Kaylan None other than the shitty ass vandal who's the
guard that raped her daily so the other guards didn't
rape her. But he sucks and we hate him, and
Kaylen is fucking pissed. She uses all of her fear
and terror and turns it into anger, and she fights
him with every single step because she refuses to go
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back to that hell hole. She's whacking him with anything
she could find, rocks, dirt, and then finds a big
s branch and it was enough for him to let
go of the grip he had on her hair when
she hit him in the head hard enough, and in
that moment of weakness, she lunged for his gun and
grabbed it. Yeah, they have a tussle over it, and
she's now on top of him, and he unfortunately knocks
it out of her hand, and she's just punching him
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in his face over and over and takes a rock
and smashes it in his nose like she's fucking him up. Yeah,
he gets off of her and she finally is able
to get the gun and she pulls the trigger.
Speaker 1 (34:51):
Shoot him, shoot them all.
Speaker 2 (34:53):
Graham's woken in the room by Cal and he's like,
I don't care that I'm mortally injured. Right now, find
Kaylen and help her. Cal sends two of his men
for her. Vandal is on his knees, clutching his now
shot stomach, and Caylan is like, I am not fucking
going back there, and then shoots him right in the
dick and tells him that was for raping her. Vandal
is tossing and turning in agony, bleeding out. She walks
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up to him, standing over him, and then shoots him
point blank in the head.
Speaker 1 (35:17):
I bet that felt so good.
Speaker 2 (35:19):
Hell yeah. Two of Cal's guys walk up and their
names are Night and Ghosts, and in that moment they
said that their friends not foe. But she's of course
got some major fucking trust issues going on, so they
reassure her that Cal's coming. When she sees him, he's like,
damn good job, but uh, can we get out of here?
Graham is in really bad shape and this place gives
me the he begebis. Graham is being strapped onto a
medical board and he's completely covered head to toe in blood.
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Before the helicopter took off, Cal put his hand on
Graham and reassured him that they got him. And Kaylen
is here too. It's six months later, Kaylan is having
a big night tonight. It's a charity gala for Fox,
which is the company that she works for, and there's
a huge anti human trafficking organization that she set up.
Her disappearance was a little plastered everywhere. It was a
huge thing, so when she finally came back, there was
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a massive media frenzy. She ended up breaking up with
Tyler after he tried to have sex with her and
she had a panic attack and he didn't understand why,
and she just felt like she couldn't tell him what happened,
and she was like, this is not working out boy
by Yeah, he sucks. Anyway, After her gala, they had
a silent auction and one of the items is a
painting of the woods when she was with Graham and
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they saw a deer drinking water. She hasn't seen Graham
since that day six months ago. She has no idea
if he pulled through or not. And when she went
back to work, she tried everything to find him but
could only find info on his past, nothing current, but
she still searches for him every single week. During a
toast for the charity gala, we find out that no
one knows that she was trafficked at all. They just
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thought she was kidnapped. She tried telling law enforcement, but
it was located in a different country and she wasn't
even sure where it was because it was like in
the middle of a fucking jungle. She doesn't know where
they landed. She doesn't know where it was. She would
basically just say like, I was sex trafficked, and they.
Speaker 1 (36:59):
Were like, eh, so are a lot of people.
Speaker 2 (37:01):
Yeah, no one believed her, so she just felt like
a lost.
Speaker 1 (37:03):
Cause that would be so infuriating if you went through
all of that.
Speaker 2 (37:07):
Yeah, I can't even imagine how.
Speaker 1 (37:09):
To shoot everyone. I'd go crazy.
Speaker 2 (37:10):
As she searches the crowd, she sees none other than
Craven standing there in the audience.
Speaker 1 (37:15):
Get out of here, What are you doing here?
Speaker 2 (37:18):
She drops her champagne flute and has a meantibe in
the bathroom, then goes to look at her painting and
sees that someone has bet thousands more than anyone else,
and it's by this person called Thuran North. She hears
a voice behind her that says, admiring my newest acquisition,
and it's not other than Craven.
Speaker 1 (37:33):
In the flesh no, remember, she likes him though, why uh,
you're back in the real world.
Speaker 2 (37:39):
He's impressed by Kaylin. He was stunned when he came
back to the States and found her picture everywhere and
found out who she was and what she did for work.
When she's like, what are you doing here, He's like,
I'm supporting a good cause.
Speaker 3 (37:51):
Pancham I would aboid fucking roundhouse king.
Speaker 2 (37:54):
Remember the causes for anti human trafficking.
Speaker 1 (37:56):
He's a human trafficker. You participated, sir, you bought someone.
Speaker 2 (38:00):
They're sizing each other up and she's walking away and
he tells her he likes this HRT better more wolf
less rabbit, shut the fuck up. After the gala, the
second she gets home, she knows something is off. She's
ambushed right away from Cooper and he tells her he's
here to get her back. He just wants her to
help him. Cooper is a de Lulu martyr, so he
says that he's causing all this pain and torture so
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it doesn't have to happen in the future, and he
truly legitimately believes that he's doing all of this for
a greater cause.
Speaker 1 (38:29):
One idiot.
Speaker 2 (38:30):
Their conversation is interrupted by none other than Craven and
some of his tack team. Cooper ends up getting away,
and when Craven gets close to her and sees how
truly terrified and broken she is, he demands to know
how bad it was after he left, so she tells
him torture times one thousandfold. He says, damn, I came
here to get my dick wet.
Speaker 1 (38:49):
WHOA what the fuck?
Speaker 2 (38:52):
She's like, are you gonna rape me? And he's like, um,
depends it's literally what he.
Speaker 1 (38:56):
Says, run away, run away.
Speaker 2 (39:00):
And I think Craven is a little bit crazy because
I think he thinks it's only rape if he's hurting her,
because he says he only hurts her when she doesn't listen,
So I think that like, if she doesn't hurt and
she's like more willing than it's like not rape in
his head. Like I think he's crazy.
Speaker 1 (39:15):
Also depends what that's what he says.
Speaker 2 (39:18):
He said, depends.
Speaker 1 (39:19):
Maybe maybe I will put up a fight, then yeah,
it's rape, but if you seem like you like it,
even though he said no, that's not rape.
Speaker 2 (39:28):
Gross. She takes her dress off and he looks over
every single scar and he tells her he would kill
that bastard over and over again for what he did
to his pooky bear. Caylen sees compassion in his eyes
and she's hella confused. There's a scene of borderline rape,
definitely dub con because she's like, yeah, no, Like it's
very confusing, but I still think it's rape. I think
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it was dub con at that point because she started
liking him. Kind of. I don't know. I'm very confused.
They're snuggling in bed now and he confesses that even
after Cooper said he wouldn't buy her, it wouldn't matter
because she was his, and she goes, my anti.
Speaker 1 (40:04):
Hero, bitch, you're smarter than this. She's got trauma. I said,
go what.
Speaker 2 (40:10):
Honestly, I'm confused too, though, so I get it.
Speaker 1 (40:14):
I mean, I feel like if you were in her spot,
you would be confused, because yeah, like we said, he
is the nicer out of all of them. Kind of,
I guess.
Speaker 2 (40:24):
Yeah, it's very confusing.
Speaker 1 (40:26):
She doesn't need him, so like, why are you even
entertaining this?
Speaker 2 (40:29):
Because she's Stockholm syndrome.
Speaker 1 (40:33):
Ah, she needs a lot of therapy. She goes to therapy.
Speaker 3 (40:37):
She does go to therapy, and she started taking self
defense classes.
Speaker 1 (40:41):
I don't know that. It's yeah, Stockholm syndrome.
Speaker 2 (40:43):
The next morning, Craven tells her that he has security
here and they will be here until Cooper is no
longer a threat. She's biting her lip and fixing her
hair and she's like, what are we like? You have
security for me?
Speaker 1 (40:55):
Oh my goodness.
Speaker 2 (40:56):
She asked him if he would still like her if
it was willing, and he tells her it's up to her.
She's his either way.
Speaker 1 (41:03):
Oh my god, Say what what does that mean?
Speaker 2 (41:07):
So they have consensual sex now, like for the first time.
Speaker 1 (41:10):
She's like, let's have sex, okay.
Speaker 2 (41:12):
She tells him what she needs to do to take
down Cooper attack team and for someone to physically go
in there and shut it down, and he's like, I
got you. She tells him her whole traumatic story from
the plane till present and fills him in on Graham
and Cal and he's so proud of how strong she is.
In fact, it's making him and her Hella horny.
Speaker 1 (41:30):
Time out real quick.
Speaker 3 (41:31):
He's like, yeah, whatever you need to take these people down.
Is this fucker gonna get his five point five million
dollars back out of this? Like you just gave that
money away to rape her for five days straight, and
then you're like, yeah, let's take him down.
Speaker 1 (41:44):
Like, how do you even trust this man? Obviously, yes
we know he was nice blah blah blah, but like
he participated in all of this.
Speaker 3 (41:51):
But now he wants to help take him down.
Speaker 1 (41:53):
Yeah, and it wasn't even a front because he raped
her behind closed doors. Yeah, and he let his friend
fuck it, do whatever you wanted with her for six
hundred thousand. How can you trust this person?
Speaker 3 (42:04):
He did feed heer cheeseburgers.
Speaker 2 (42:07):
And French fries and milkshakes.
Speaker 3 (42:08):
And breakfast, and made a deal to get raped every day,
so she wanted to get raped.
Speaker 1 (42:13):
By multiple people?
Speaker 2 (42:15):
What the va?
Speaker 1 (42:16):
Just one rape a day instead of twenty. Yeah, we
get out for you. I'll have you crying out to God.
He pulled back slightly to look at me as his
hands slid down my ass and reached between my legs
from behind. But he won't save you, baby girl. His
fingers stopped just outside my pussy. I'm your God, Now,
what is with these men? I hate it? His fingers
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slowly slid inside me, and I moaned softly. And when
I break you? He pulled his fingers away and leaned in,
grazing my ear with his teeth. You won't even remember
your name.
Speaker 3 (42:46):
No more breaking her. She's been broken.
Speaker 1 (42:49):
Let her be fixed?
Speaker 2 (42:50):
Fix her? How about that? She goes to quote that
place of Nirvana and has an earth shattering orgasm and screams, Craven,
my name. I want to hear you say my real name.
Speaker 1 (43:02):
With his other hand, he found my clit and I
tried to form a coherent thought as it all became
too much, and I shattered the name Faryn on my
lips like a prayer. I felt his orgasm as intensely
as my own, and we disappeared into the other, completely
lost to the divine plane of pleasure.
Speaker 2 (43:18):
Later, Farren aka Craven confirmed that steps were already in
motion to take down Cooper and the Warren. And she
opened her computer and gasp when she saw an email
and it's from Graham.
Speaker 1 (43:29):
Grammy come back. We need you, yeah please.
Speaker 2 (43:34):
So homeboy didn't just drop her like a fly. He
has a legit been in a coma this entire time.
Speaker 1 (43:40):
Poor boy, for almost six months.
Speaker 2 (43:43):
He informs her that him and Chaos and co who
are the two people that were like part of his
team are helping him take down Cooper and he's going
to finish what they started. He promised to go look
for her when all this was over, and if he doesn't,
then he's dead. And he signs the email with all
of my love because I don't think what I feel
for you could be anything else, Graham.
Speaker 1 (44:04):
I'd be like Saryn Scoot Graham's awake, Yeah, I gotta
go get my me in.
Speaker 2 (44:10):
Jalen's sobbing, and Faryn's like, damn, I didn't know you
had a whole ass boyfriend. I don't mind as long
as he's willing to share.
Speaker 1 (44:15):
Shut up.
Speaker 2 (44:16):
She tells him that he's going after Cooper too, and
he tells her to give him all the info that
he has on Graham and his team and he'll do
the rest. The next day, she wakes up to him
fucking her while she was asleep, and then he's like, Okay,
gotta go, babe, got a crazy mandicill.
Speaker 1 (44:29):
Maybe don't fuck her in her sleep after what she's
been through, Like you literally asked her to tell you
what she's been through. And he's like, oh, you know
what I'm gonna do? Fuck her when she's sleeping. Yeah,
a lifeless body. Yeah, but I'm a good guy. I'm
a good guy. I'm like a nice rapist. Yeah, even
like good guy rapist. I'll treat you well, but don't resist.
Speaker 2 (44:54):
Gramm us with this team, and they're fucking ready for
Operation Red Rabbit. That's what this operation she is called
to take down Cooper.
Speaker 1 (45:01):
Hey, that's the name of the book.
Speaker 2 (45:04):
Yeah, they said it. So, Grandma's in Acoma for four months,
and the remainder two months. He's been in rehab, getting
his muscles back and trying to get his body back
into shape after his near fatal injuries. Red Rabbit started
out just as Cow's team, but it is now spread
to over fifty PMCs who are all dead set on
this operation ending once they started. There's a bunch of
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super special people in there too, this man called death Wing,
who is basically like an explosive celebrity in the special
ops world. And this man named North who death Wing
even takes orders from North.
Speaker 1 (45:37):
Who are you wait, wasn't that guy named Darren North?
Speaker 2 (45:40):
Oh you listen, listener. As they get into the Warren
Cooper went old schooled and barricaded everything. Once they knew
they were under attack. Graham and Cooper meet and they
get into this huge, deathly manly brawl, and Cooper's flown
across the room and lands at North's feet. Cooper starts
laughing and says, well, if it isn't Kaylen's fallen Angels
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come to a venture, Yeah it is. Cooper tries instigating
the situation by asking North if Graham knows how much
he paid for Kaylin, and Homeboy is gagged. He's like,
hold up, you're craven. I heard about you.
Speaker 1 (46:13):
I heard you're actually pretty nice guy. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (46:17):
War's going on right now, and they're having like a
total bro conversation. To this side. He's like, oh, yeah,
Kaylen told me to tell me she got your email
and that she says hi.
Speaker 1 (46:24):
He's like, oh uh, can we both fuck her? So
ask my brothers. Yeah yeah, and they're both like, well,
she's cool with it.
Speaker 2 (46:31):
I guess we're cool with it.
Speaker 1 (46:33):
Graham kill him. Yeah, he's a sexed traffic gear participant.
Speaker 2 (46:39):
He promised Kaylan he would never fuck Kayln.
Speaker 1 (46:42):
She doesn't know what she wants.
Speaker 2 (46:43):
He's confused. It's the trauma.
Speaker 1 (46:45):
I'd be like, ah, he died in combat. Ooh shoot,
I guess it's just me and you.
Speaker 2 (46:53):
Cooper is tired of their little bro conversation that's going
on and starts giving them a play by play of
him assaulting her, and things get really ugly, really fucking fast.
Everyone gets hurt, but the only one who dies is Cooper.
Graham fatally shoots him, and then North Craven Theoron slices
his throat and finds an empty vial in the science
lab and collect some of Cooper's blood in it.
Speaker 1 (47:14):
Every hunter needs a trophy. Take that back to our girl,
our girl. He stood up and fixed me with a
calculating look. You didn't think I came here for justice
and the good of mankind, did you? I laughed, fair.
Our reasons were the same. I could respect that. Don't
tell cayleb Nor said, I think she's expecting us to
be heroes. I don't think our girl is under any
illusions that were good men. We looked at each other.
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I realized I didn't mind sharing her with him. I
wasn't usually like that, but I couldn't think of anyone
else sad trust more with her life besides me. Of Course,
while what we had done in the warn was fucked up,
he'd taken care of her and there. So if my
girl wanted to spare him, I'd spare him. So, you
guys are gonna be a thrupple. You know that he
raped her after he bought her, and he's like, you
know what, Yeah, I.
Speaker 2 (47:55):
Like him a trust him.
Speaker 1 (47:57):
Yeah. God, they all sound trauma bonded. I don't fucking know,
except for Craven. He has no trauma.
Speaker 2 (48:04):
No, he caused the trauma, but.
Speaker 1 (48:06):
Now he has a girlfriend and a boyfriend. Yeah. Oh,
how'd you guys meet? Oh? I just bought her for
five point five million dollars. It's like true love. It's
kind of a funny story. We can't get into it.
If at this point Grandma's like, fuck you guy and
then just like shot him, and then him and Caitlyn
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wind up together, I'd be like, cool, Yeah, a thrupple.
Are you fucking joking me?
Speaker 3 (48:33):
Yeah? What the fuck?
Speaker 2 (48:35):
They cleared the building and then blow the bitch to
the ground. It's one month later and Graham finally sees
Kaylin for the first time since leaving the Warren seven
months ago, and they immediately start smooching and getting freak nasty.
Speaker 1 (48:48):
I worked her into a moaning mess. Until I couldn't
take it anymore and stood up, crushing my lips to hers.
I dragged her legs towards me and pushed into her
in a single stroke, making us both grown. I drove
in and out of her, one arm wrapped around her waist,
the other in her hair. Our tongues dance together, teeth
clashing in an effort to become one.
Speaker 3 (49:06):
He's being cooked right now, though by the end, I
have mixed feelings about Graham because I'm like, really really.
Speaker 1 (49:12):
Really yeah really yeah, I'm like, what the fuck, where's
your judgment? He's a cook.
Speaker 2 (49:18):
They make sweet, sweet, consensual love. She tells him that
she got his email, and he tells her that Craven
North theeron, told him so, and also drops the bomb
that she is now both of theirs. And she said, ooh, Kaylin,
Like e Kaylan.
Speaker 1 (49:32):
Go back to therapy, Kaylan. I feel like Kaylen needs
like an inpatient program. Yeah yeah, Like, honey, you're dating
one of your abusers. And she's so smart too. She's
like smart successful, she's not young, so she's not stupid.
That man seeped into her brain pisses me off.
Speaker 2 (49:51):
Graham gives her Cooper's blood and then asks her if
she knows why he's no longer being charged with war crimes,
and she's like, huh what, I have no idea? So
she got him cleared?
Speaker 1 (50:01):
Oh no, don't ask cow. We don't know she hacked
the main frame. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (50:05):
We're in the epilogue and Kaylen sees Craven Northeuron for
the first time since returning from the Warren and sees
that he has a big booboo on his face. Oh no,
Graham's watching from the doorframe with a huge boner, and
Craven north Turon takes Caylen in his arms, with her
back to his front and decides that three is a party.
Speaker 1 (50:26):
His fingers slipped under the fabric to run down my center,
and I shivered as his fingers pushed inside me. Graham's
eyes flickered and he rubbed himself through his pants, still
leaning casually against the wall. Should we show him how
pretty you come? Apart for me? I could tell he
was looking at Graham because Graham's eyes shifted to Terence,
and I choked on how utterly searing their energy was.
It was like they were having a silent conversation between
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gods on how best to share me their prize. You
are a human being, not a prize. Yeah, you're not
an object. Girl.
Speaker 2 (50:54):
She doesn't care because she's hello fucking soaked.
Speaker 1 (50:56):
They're taking her to Paris.
Speaker 2 (50:58):
Yeah, Northeuron has her spread out, finger blast in her
while Graham is watching.
Speaker 1 (51:04):
Do you still taste him? Graham groaned and heat shot
through my body at the sound. The fire was raging,
inferno and I was going to burn right the fuck up.
Speaker 2 (51:12):
She came on his fingers, and then he told her
to go to Graham. She did, and he was like,
you must bunce all me. They make sweet, sweet love,
and when they finish, he told a sweet pooky bear
that when he's with her he doesn't feel broken and
that he loves her. This is Graham, and she tells
him that she loves him too. And now it's Graham's
turn to command Craven Northuron to bend her over the
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couch and fuck her senseless, so he does. She tells
him I'm yours and he smirks it. He says, no,
you're hours I did want to say. The book ends
with a cute little blurb about a perfect painting of
a red rabbit coming out of a dark, shadowy forest,
broken and battered, but with the look of determination and strength,
and her and the men are laughing and bickering about
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where in the house to put it, and they're all
like kind of like a cute little family. Throughout the
time that she's been out of the war, and she's
relied heavily on her art as a form of therapy.
But it did in fact on how the book ended
and how she's healing from her trauma, and it causes
the book to end on a really nice light note.
Speaker 1 (52:10):
But like, did she heal from her trauma when she
entered a relationship with her rapist? Though? No, he literally
purchased her. That's like, what the fuck? Both of these
alpha ass men were like, you know what, let's share her.
And Graham's like, I know you raped her, but you're cool.
I like you. We could brow out. Yeah, maybe her
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being with her rapist is a way of her taking
control back in a way I don't maybe. Well, Riley,
how many red pepper mumgies you give this one? Go?
Give it three? Do you think Graham and or Craven
Theoran North is sexy Craven? No, not at all Graham, Yes,
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but like lost me a little bit at the end there. Yeah,
but yeah Graham, yes, Craven absolutely not. He's a rapist.
Would you trade play with Kaylin? Fuck? No? Fuck no. Well,
next week is our one hundredth episode. That's crazy, isn't it.
And we're gonna be telling Riley all about Smut by
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Karina Hallie, and we're gona have her look at the
cover and give us her best guess on what it
might be about. A romantic comedy about sex, love and
the written word. Okay, the written word. I think she's
going to be a writer in New York, a big
city of sworts. She's going to be a big writer
trying to make it in the city. She's going to
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be down on her luck. She's going to meet this
guy on the street and he's just going to take
her for a WorldWind romance and maybe help her write
her next big article or blog post I don't know.
And they're going to fall in love the end, and
they're gonna fuck Taylor's old as time.
Speaker 3 (53:51):
How'd I do you got one? Part? Right?
Speaker 2 (53:55):
Yay?
Speaker 1 (53:56):
Yeah, okay, Well we'll find out next week. Yeah we will,
all right, Well, if you liked this episode, make sure
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Speaker 2 (54:15):
Bye,