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My boy. Man, my boy was special. Not just in
that every parent thinks their kid is the greatest thing
ever kind of way. No, he was genuinely one of
those kids that made you stop whatever the hell you
were doing and just watch him. People used to say
he was born with a ball in his hand. Didn't
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matter what kind basketball, football, baseball, hell even golf clubs.
He made it all look easy. And the crazy thing is,
I still don't know how the hell he got that
from me and Zoe. See me, I was the kind
of guy coaches loved because I was big and stubborn
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as hell. But let's be honest, I wasn't out there
breaking records. I was a decent football lineman, solid on
the court for pickup games, but that was it. Zoe
she was flexible as hell from gymnastics, graceful even, but
she didn't care about sports. She liked yoga and hiking.
You know, So how we ended up with this little
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human highlight reel for a sun Man, I couldn't tell you.
By the time he turned twelve, he was already on
people's radars. Scouts and coaches were calling NonStop, even though
he was still in middle school. My phone felt like
it was going to melt from all the messages, and Zoe,
sweet patient Zoe would just laugh every time I muttered
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about throwing it in the trash. You're gonna miss these days,
she'd say, sipping her tea. I didn't. I loved every
second of it. Watching him on the field was like
watching magic. The way he moved, like he had a
sixth sense for where the ball was gonna be, for
how to fake someone out, for how to make it
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all look effortless. It was beautiful. But then God, then
there was that morning. It's funny how life doesn't warn
you when it's about to completely wreck your shit. No
dramatic music, no lightning in they just another Thursday. I
was in the kitchen, the coffee machine was hissing, and
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Zoe was humming some pop song off key, like she
always did in the mornings. My son, he was fifteen,
now days away from sixteen, was already dressed, backpacks slung
over one shoulder, bouncing a ball against the wall because
he couldn't sit still for more than two minutes. I
barked at him to quit before he broke something, and
he just grinned at me. That grin man. I can
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still see it, wide and toothy, like he knew he
could get away with anything. The bus pulled up, yellow
lights flashing stop sign out. He yelled, love you guys
as he bolted out the door, and then screech thud.
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The sound still haunts me. The mug in my hand
shattered on the floor. Zoe screamed, this high, broken sound
I'd never heard come out of her before we ran. God,
we ran out the door so fast, I don't even
remember opening it. And there he was, our boy, lying there,
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blood pooling under his head, seeping into the cracks of
the asphalt, like it was trying to hide, his body
twisted in away. Bodies aren't supposed to twist. The bus
driver was screaming. Kids on the bus had their faces
pressed to the windows, horrified. And the car, that bright
green BMW sports car. Who the hell even drives something
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like that near a school bus? The driver stumbled out
mid forties, maybe balding, got hanging over his belt, expensive sunglasses,
expensive watch, phone in hand, like it was glued there.
He didn't run over, didn't ask if my son was okay.
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He just stood there, frowning, annoyed, like my boy bleeding
out on the road was somehow ruining his morning. I
saw red. I don't even remember moving. One second I
was next to Zoe, who was on her knees screaming,
and the next I was in the guy's face. He
raised his hands, started saying something, but I didn't hear
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it because my son wasn't moving. My boy wasn't moving.
Something in me snapped, and that that's when it all started.
You'd think the cops would have been on my side.
You'd think they'd see this man for what he was,
a careless piece of shit who thought his time was
more valuable than a kid's life. But no money talks.
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Lawyers showed up faster than the ambulance. It was an accident.
They said, your son darted out too fast. Bullshit. There
were witnesses, the stop sign was out, the lights were flashing,
and that bastard blew right through without even tapping his brakes.
But still nothing, a slap on the wrist, some finds
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community service. I couldn't believe it. I sat there in
the courtroom staring at the man who killed my son.
He didn't even look sorry. He kept fiddling with his
watch like he had somewhere better to be. And that's
when I knew the system wasn't going to give me justice.
I'd have to take it myself. It started small. I
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followed him. At first, I told myself it was just curiosity.
I wanted to see how he lived with himself, wanted
to see if he really felt no guilt. But then
I saw his life. The big house, the fancy cars,
the wife who looked half his age, the expensive dinners,
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the loud laughter. He hadn't lost a damn thing. And meanwhile,
Zoe was sleeping on the couch every night because she
couldn't bear to walk past our son's empty room. I
watched him for weeks. I learned his routine, his favorite bars,
his mistress's apartment, his golf games every Saturday at that
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country club. He thought he was untouchable, but nobody's untouchable.
The night I finally did it, it wasn't even planned.
I'd been drinking, sitting in my truck outside his house,
watching through the windshield as he stumbled up his driveway
after another night out. His wife wasn't home. Something in
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me just broke. I got out of the truck. My
hands were shaking, but I wasn't scared. Not really. I
felt calm, almost peaceful. He didn't even hear me coming.
When he finally noticed I was standing right behind him. Hey,
I said. He turned smiled, probably thought I was a neighbor.
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Then he saw my face. His smile died you, he
whispered me. I said, I lunged. The rest is a blur.
I remember his screams, his begging, the way he cried
and promised he didn't mean to, and I remember thinking,
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this is what my son felt, scared, helpless alone. When
it was over, I just stood there for a while.
My heart was pounding, but I felt lighter. For the
first time in months. I felt like I could breathe.
I didn't run, didn't hide. When the cops came, I
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was sitting on his front porch, hands covered in blood.
They cuffed me, of course, read me my rights, but
I didn't care because, for the first time since that morning,
the morning of the broken coffee cup and the flashing lights,
I didn't feel powerless. I felt like a father. They'll
probably lock me up for the rest of my life,
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and maybe I deserve it, but I don't regret it,
not for a second. Because when I close my eyes
at night, I see my boy's grin, and I know
he understands the end.